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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:03,000 - Synced and corrected by Firefly - - www.addic7ed.com - 2 00:00:04,095 --> 00:00:06,165 Previously on The L Word: Generation Q... 3 00:00:06,167 --> 00:00:07,867 - Yay! - I told you! 4 00:00:07,869 --> 00:00:09,610 [QUIARA] I love seeing you like this. 5 00:00:09,612 --> 00:00:11,142 - I'm in. - [SOPHIE] You know who's mean? 6 00:00:11,144 --> 00:00:12,386 - [FINLEY] Who? - [SOPHIE] Dani. 7 00:00:12,388 --> 00:00:14,384 She processes everything alone. 8 00:00:14,386 --> 00:00:16,828 I mean, how do I get her to open up to me? 9 00:00:16,830 --> 00:00:18,555 Milner's team bought up a ton of airtime. 10 00:00:18,557 --> 00:00:21,339 I'm hearing that it's going to be a negative attack campaign. 11 00:00:21,341 --> 00:00:23,574 Your job is to help me shape my message 12 00:00:23,576 --> 00:00:25,000 and get it out into the world. 13 00:00:25,002 --> 00:00:26,688 There are a lot of voices in the room. 14 00:00:26,690 --> 00:00:29,316 So, I would like to make some changes. 15 00:00:29,318 --> 00:00:30,333 [BARRY] Quite frankly, 16 00:00:30,335 --> 00:00:32,402 we don't know if there will be a next season. 17 00:00:32,404 --> 00:00:34,446 We need a viral video. 18 00:00:34,448 --> 00:00:37,015 Are you ready to hear your baby's heartbeat? 19 00:00:37,017 --> 00:00:38,040 [WHISPERS] Oh, my God. 20 00:00:38,042 --> 00:00:39,409 [SHANE] Today was really hard. 21 00:00:39,411 --> 00:00:40,593 I didn't feel anything. 22 00:00:40,595 --> 00:00:42,787 Aren't you scared just a little bit? 23 00:00:42,789 --> 00:00:43,847 No. 24 00:00:43,849 --> 00:00:46,333 You were wondering if I could get over the whole priest thing. 25 00:00:46,335 --> 00:00:49,042 Well, I can, because you're not a real priest. 26 00:00:49,044 --> 00:00:50,353 [REBECCA] You have deep wounds. 27 00:00:50,355 --> 00:00:52,268 And I don't know who hurt you, 28 00:00:52,270 --> 00:00:53,814 but somebody did. 29 00:00:53,816 --> 00:00:55,274 [FINLEY'S DAD] I can't really talk right now. 30 00:00:55,276 --> 00:00:56,884 I'm at your sister's engagement party. 31 00:00:56,886 --> 00:00:57,961 Faith's getting married? 32 00:00:57,963 --> 00:00:59,303 [GRACE] Have you told that sweet boy 33 00:00:59,305 --> 00:01:01,820 that you love him yet? 'Cause he loves you, too. 34 00:01:01,822 --> 00:01:03,032 [MOANING] 35 00:01:03,576 --> 00:01:06,196 [ALICE] They were fucking, Shane! 36 00:01:06,198 --> 00:01:07,664 Throuples are complicated, Al. 37 00:01:07,666 --> 00:01:08,782 I don't want to lose her. 38 00:01:08,784 --> 00:01:09,784 [NAT] You know, we've spent 39 00:01:09,785 --> 00:01:11,051 the last few days, Gigi and I, 40 00:01:11,053 --> 00:01:12,911 really getting into our issues. 41 00:01:12,913 --> 00:01:16,540 I'm so glad I could be there to help push you guys 42 00:01:16,542 --> 00:01:18,500 towards hashing out your divorce. 43 00:01:18,502 --> 00:01:20,293 - So, I'm gonna go. - [MICAH] What happened? 44 00:01:20,295 --> 00:01:23,088 - [SOPHIE] Oh, my grandma fell. - Come here. Come here. 45 00:01:23,090 --> 00:01:25,048 I think you should have been there for her today. 46 00:01:25,050 --> 00:01:26,091 She really needed you. 47 00:01:26,093 --> 00:01:28,000 She knows I'm fucking tapped out right now. 48 00:01:28,002 --> 00:01:29,317 I-I'm giving her all I've got. 49 00:01:29,319 --> 00:01:31,847 [SOPHIE] You're, like, the best part of my day. 50 00:01:31,849 --> 00:01:34,017 I love the shit out of you. 51 00:01:34,935 --> 00:01:38,687 ♪ DRAMATIC MUSIC ♪ 52 00:01:38,689 --> 00:01:41,523 What are you doing, buddy? 53 00:01:41,525 --> 00:01:45,110 [WHISPERS] What are you doing? 54 00:01:45,112 --> 00:01:47,197 ♪♪ 55 00:01:54,788 --> 00:01:56,790 [SIGHS] 56 00:01:57,541 --> 00:02:00,167 ♪ "THE FOOL" BY OVERCOATS ♪ 57 00:02:00,169 --> 00:02:02,171 ♪♪ 58 00:02:06,979 --> 00:02:08,459 [NEWSMAN] Tonight's the night, 59 00:02:08,461 --> 00:02:10,566 and you can certainly feel the excitement out here. 60 00:02:10,568 --> 00:02:13,403 Bette Porter's campaign has had quite a few bumps in the road, 61 00:02:13,405 --> 00:02:15,905 but people have really responded to her commitment 62 00:02:15,907 --> 00:02:18,449 to address the opioid crisis head-on. 63 00:02:18,451 --> 00:02:20,034 Now, if Porter wins tonight, 64 00:02:20,036 --> 00:02:22,286 she not only would be the first woman elected to this office, 65 00:02:22,288 --> 00:02:24,831 but also the first openly gay mayor of the city. 66 00:02:24,833 --> 00:02:28,084 It would truly be an historic day for Los Angeles. 67 00:02:28,086 --> 00:02:29,127 The polls are about to close, 68 00:02:29,129 --> 00:02:31,045 and members of our team will be here... 69 00:02:31,047 --> 00:02:32,505 [DANI] Okay, everyone. Here we go. 70 00:02:32,507 --> 00:02:33,798 Polls are closed. 71 00:02:33,800 --> 00:02:35,633 Make sure you're all on the registrar's website. 72 00:02:35,635 --> 00:02:37,927 We hit the doors in CD 11. 73 00:02:37,929 --> 00:02:39,804 I know that we phoned our voters this past weekend, 74 00:02:39,806 --> 00:02:41,014 but how many did we pull to vote? 75 00:02:41,016 --> 00:02:42,223 I don't have any hard numbers, 76 00:02:42,225 --> 00:02:43,850 - but we're doing all we can. - Well, I need numbers. 77 00:02:43,852 --> 00:02:46,269 Go get me the numbers. 78 00:02:46,271 --> 00:02:48,062 [SIGHS] 79 00:02:48,064 --> 00:02:50,314 - You all good? - Yeah. 80 00:02:50,316 --> 00:02:52,608 All we can do is wait. 81 00:02:52,610 --> 00:02:54,318 [MAN] Good luck, Ms. Porter. 82 00:02:54,320 --> 00:02:55,987 Thank you, everybody. Thank you. 83 00:02:55,989 --> 00:02:57,989 - [MAN] You got this. - [WOMAN] Good luck. 84 00:02:57,991 --> 00:02:59,198 [ANNOUNCER] All right, ladies, gentlemen, 85 00:02:59,200 --> 00:03:02,285 all you gender nonconforming folks out there. 86 00:03:02,287 --> 00:03:04,128 Are you ready to welcome 87 00:03:04,130 --> 00:03:05,712 the guest of honor this evening? 88 00:03:05,714 --> 00:03:07,537 - [CROWD CHEERING] - Your next mayor 89 00:03:07,539 --> 00:03:10,001 of Los Angeles, Bette Porter! 90 00:03:10,003 --> 00:03:12,587 [GABY MORENO'S "MESS A GOOD THING" PLAYING] 91 00:03:12,589 --> 00:03:14,297 ♪ Baby ♪ 92 00:03:14,299 --> 00:03:18,051 ♪ You won't be messing a good thing... ♪ 93 00:03:18,053 --> 00:03:19,385 [MAN] Good luck, Bette! 94 00:03:19,387 --> 00:03:21,512 Hi, everyone. 95 00:03:21,514 --> 00:03:23,431 ♪ With the break of day ♪ 96 00:03:23,433 --> 00:03:24,433 Oh, my goodness. 97 00:03:24,434 --> 00:03:27,935 ♪ You're not like them other men... ♪ 98 00:03:27,937 --> 00:03:29,270 Aw, this is so sweet. Hey. 99 00:03:29,272 --> 00:03:30,521 Ah, Ms. Porter. 100 00:03:30,523 --> 00:03:32,690 Recent polls are increasingly in your favor. 101 00:03:32,692 --> 00:03:34,432 Would you say that you're taking this 102 00:03:34,434 --> 00:03:36,079 last-minute ascent as a good sign? 103 00:03:36,081 --> 00:03:38,582 Well, you and I both know never to trust the polls. 104 00:03:38,584 --> 00:03:39,657 Right, Maya? 105 00:03:39,659 --> 00:03:44,202 But I have to say we are cautiously optimistic. 106 00:03:44,204 --> 00:03:47,705 But, come on. I mean, off the record, 107 00:03:47,707 --> 00:03:50,541 you have to admit this is really exciting. 108 00:03:50,543 --> 00:03:54,712 Well, I-I have to admit, um... 109 00:03:54,714 --> 00:03:57,192 absolutely nothing. [CHUCKLES] 110 00:03:57,194 --> 00:03:59,885 - [SHANE] No. - [ALICE] Ugh, we're looking for me. 111 00:03:59,887 --> 00:04:01,219 What about her? 112 00:04:01,221 --> 00:04:02,386 No. 113 00:04:02,388 --> 00:04:04,180 I can't believe 114 00:04:04,182 --> 00:04:05,807 I went from the greatest girlfriend 115 00:04:05,809 --> 00:04:09,727 to two girlfriends to no girlfriends. 116 00:04:09,729 --> 00:04:11,395 - What about her? - No. 117 00:04:11,397 --> 00:04:12,486 - No? - No. 118 00:04:12,488 --> 00:04:14,106 - Give her a chance! - No. Please, trust me. 119 00:04:14,108 --> 00:04:16,340 - Okay. - No. Ah, what about her? What about her? 120 00:04:16,342 --> 00:04:18,528 - Oh, she's cute. Okay, okay. - No, I like her, I like her. 121 00:04:18,530 --> 00:04:21,572 ♪ If we'd kept our wildest dreams... ♪ 122 00:04:21,574 --> 00:04:23,030 What? 123 00:04:23,032 --> 00:04:24,638 Every picture's with a parakeet. 124 00:04:24,640 --> 00:04:25,938 So what's wrong with a bird? 125 00:04:25,940 --> 00:04:28,204 I don't know if I'm ready for birds. 126 00:04:28,206 --> 00:04:29,247 They're so chatty. 127 00:04:29,249 --> 00:04:31,249 All right, all right, all right, all right. 128 00:04:31,251 --> 00:04:32,298 What? 129 00:04:32,300 --> 00:04:33,751 Check out the woman at your twelve o'clock. 130 00:04:33,753 --> 00:04:35,211 - Really? - Yeah. 131 00:04:35,213 --> 00:04:37,880 Okay. All right, I'll be sly. 132 00:04:37,882 --> 00:04:39,841 - That is your six. - Oh. 133 00:04:39,843 --> 00:04:41,274 I don't know clocks, okay? 134 00:04:41,276 --> 00:04:43,136 - Everything's digital now. - Hey, you guys. 135 00:04:43,138 --> 00:04:44,428 - Hi. - Angie's on her way. 136 00:04:44,430 --> 00:04:46,139 I told her to find you two when, when she gets here. 137 00:04:46,141 --> 00:04:47,640 - Yeah, of course, of course. - We got her. 138 00:04:47,642 --> 00:04:49,392 - Okay. - Hi. 139 00:04:49,394 --> 00:04:51,394 Who is it? 140 00:04:51,396 --> 00:04:52,603 Wait, what? 141 00:04:52,605 --> 00:04:53,646 Are you okay? 142 00:04:53,648 --> 00:04:55,189 - Um... - Are you okay? 143 00:04:55,191 --> 00:04:57,108 Yeah, yeah, yeah. Um, I-I-I'll be back soon. 144 00:04:57,110 --> 00:04:58,442 - I-I-I'll call you. - Okay. 145 00:04:58,444 --> 00:05:00,486 Are you already home? 146 00:05:00,488 --> 00:05:02,524 [ALICE] Hey, Bette. What do you think of her? 147 00:05:02,526 --> 00:05:03,698 [BETTE] Is that a parakeet? 148 00:05:03,700 --> 00:05:05,575 - Yeah. - Is that a thing? 149 00:05:05,577 --> 00:05:08,119 Uh, they called the 11th District for you. 150 00:05:08,121 --> 00:05:09,453 Wait, what? 151 00:05:09,455 --> 00:05:11,377 Are you... a-are you sure? I mean, we weren't 152 00:05:11,379 --> 00:05:12,623 polling very well on the Westside. 153 00:05:12,625 --> 00:05:14,207 - And Milner was supposed to have a... - I'm sure. I'm sure of it. 154 00:05:14,209 --> 00:05:15,874 The county registrar just reported it. 155 00:05:15,876 --> 00:05:17,090 [ALICE] Bette. 156 00:05:17,092 --> 00:05:18,462 - [CROWD CHEERING] - Oh, my God. 157 00:05:18,464 --> 00:05:20,965 Oh, my God. [LAUGHS] 158 00:05:20,967 --> 00:05:22,550 - We can actually win this thing. - Yeah, well, 159 00:05:22,552 --> 00:05:24,108 that was the goal, right? 160 00:05:24,110 --> 00:05:25,186 - Right. - Yeah. 161 00:05:25,188 --> 00:05:26,304 - [LAUGHS] - Hey. 162 00:05:26,306 --> 00:05:27,638 - Hi. - It's good to see you. 163 00:05:27,640 --> 00:05:29,390 You, too. Congratulations on the whole campaign. 164 00:05:29,392 --> 00:05:31,978 Oh, thank you so much. I mean, it's all her. 165 00:05:33,188 --> 00:05:35,104 Hey, you're young, let me ask you a question. 166 00:05:35,106 --> 00:05:36,814 What do you think of her? 167 00:05:36,816 --> 00:05:39,192 I dated her. The birds were her whole thing. 168 00:05:39,194 --> 00:05:40,526 Oh. 169 00:05:40,528 --> 00:05:42,195 - ♪ I got the juice ♪ - ♪ The juice tonight ♪ 170 00:05:42,197 --> 00:05:43,803 ♪ I'm the chaser, don't need a mixer ♪ 171 00:05:43,805 --> 00:05:46,199 - ♪ I got the juice ♪ - ♪ The juice tonight ♪ 172 00:05:46,201 --> 00:05:47,867 ♪ Baby, I'm the plug and the filter ♪ 173 00:05:47,869 --> 00:05:49,493 - ♪ I got the juice ♪ - ♪ The juice tonight ♪ 174 00:05:49,495 --> 00:05:51,120 [NEWSMAN] We are outside the Porter campaign's 175 00:05:51,122 --> 00:05:53,331 official watch party, where we are able to 176 00:05:53,333 --> 00:05:56,577 confirm now that Bette Porter has won the 11th District. 177 00:05:56,579 --> 00:05:59,545 Once again, the 11th District has been confirmed 178 00:05:59,547 --> 00:06:00,922 of going to Bette Porter, 179 00:06:00,924 --> 00:06:02,048 while Milner takes the 2nd, 180 00:06:02,050 --> 00:06:04,467 and this race is still too close to call. 181 00:06:04,469 --> 00:06:06,066 Stay tuned for further results. 182 00:06:06,068 --> 00:06:11,517 ♪ Feeling like a stranger ♪ 183 00:06:12,393 --> 00:06:15,269 ♪ I am afraid of it ♪ 184 00:06:15,271 --> 00:06:17,772 ♪ When it's too hard ♪ 185 00:06:17,774 --> 00:06:19,941 ♪ When I am in danger ♪ 186 00:06:19,943 --> 00:06:21,400 [SIGHS] 187 00:06:21,402 --> 00:06:23,361 ♪ The feelings get much stranger... ♪ 188 00:06:23,363 --> 00:06:25,363 [MICAH] Soph. 189 00:06:25,365 --> 00:06:26,864 [SOPHIE] Hey. 190 00:06:26,866 --> 00:06:28,622 - Hi. Oh... - Hello, gorgeous. 191 00:06:28,624 --> 00:06:29,700 Mwah. 192 00:06:29,702 --> 00:06:31,059 Oh, I like this. 193 00:06:31,061 --> 00:06:32,744 - Thank you. - Look at you together. 194 00:06:32,746 --> 00:06:34,046 Guys, hi. 195 00:06:34,707 --> 00:06:35,873 Hi, baby. 196 00:06:35,875 --> 00:06:38,140 ♪♪ 197 00:06:38,142 --> 00:06:39,961 Oh, I'm so glad you're here. 198 00:06:39,963 --> 00:06:41,871 - Yeah? - Yes. 199 00:06:41,873 --> 00:06:44,006 You look beautiful. 200 00:06:44,008 --> 00:06:45,800 - Thank you. - Yeah. 201 00:06:45,802 --> 00:06:48,552 Well, this looks amazing. 202 00:06:48,554 --> 00:06:50,513 - Wow. Yeah. - Thank you. Thank you. 203 00:06:50,515 --> 00:06:53,140 Except that I have literally never been 204 00:06:53,142 --> 00:06:55,142 this nervous before in my life. 205 00:06:55,144 --> 00:06:58,020 Like, I could puke any second. 206 00:06:58,022 --> 00:06:59,730 [LAUGHS] 207 00:06:59,732 --> 00:07:01,774 [SOPHIE] Hey, hey, look at me. 208 00:07:01,776 --> 00:07:05,528 - Hmm? - I am so proud of you. 209 00:07:05,530 --> 00:07:07,907 No matter what happens, all right? 210 00:07:08,569 --> 00:07:10,134 Thank you. 211 00:07:10,136 --> 00:07:11,742 - [PHONE BUZZING] - Yeah. 212 00:07:11,744 --> 00:07:13,169 This is cute. 213 00:07:13,171 --> 00:07:14,233 Oh, fuck. 214 00:07:14,235 --> 00:07:16,914 How did we lose the 13th? 215 00:07:16,916 --> 00:07:18,582 ♪ Feeling like a stranger... ♪ 216 00:07:18,584 --> 00:07:21,211 Mm, that was nice while it lasted. 217 00:07:21,213 --> 00:07:23,612 You'll get her back in, like, three hours. 218 00:07:23,614 --> 00:07:25,339 Ooh, yeah, I'm not gonna hold my breath. 219 00:07:25,341 --> 00:07:27,584 Okay, please, can we see a preview 220 00:07:27,586 --> 00:07:29,260 before your opening tomorrow night? 221 00:07:29,262 --> 00:07:31,510 [JOSÉ] No, you're gonna have to wait 222 00:07:31,512 --> 00:07:32,776 like everyone else. 223 00:07:32,778 --> 00:07:33,931 It's a painting of me. 224 00:07:33,933 --> 00:07:35,324 All right, doesn't that entitle me to some 225 00:07:35,326 --> 00:07:37,041 - advanced viewing? Right? - No. 226 00:07:37,043 --> 00:07:39,395 [FINLEY] Hey. I didn't know if you guys wanted limes, 227 00:07:39,397 --> 00:07:41,188 but, uh, I thought they looked fancy. 228 00:07:41,190 --> 00:07:42,413 - Thank you. - Thank you. 229 00:07:42,415 --> 00:07:45,067 Also, no straws because the planet. 230 00:07:45,069 --> 00:07:48,654 [INHALES] Can I talk to you for a second? 231 00:07:48,656 --> 00:07:50,181 Y... sure. 232 00:07:50,183 --> 00:07:51,198 Everything okay? 233 00:07:51,200 --> 00:07:52,950 - Never better. - Oh, yeah. 234 00:07:52,952 --> 00:07:54,910 ♪ Men run round like a bad thing comin' ♪ 235 00:07:54,912 --> 00:07:56,120 ♪ Bad thing comin'... ♪ 236 00:07:56,122 --> 00:07:57,913 Excuse us. 237 00:07:57,915 --> 00:07:59,040 - Hey, boss. - Hey, boss. 238 00:07:59,042 --> 00:08:00,374 - Hey-hey. - Oh. Hey! 239 00:08:00,376 --> 00:08:01,542 Hi. 240 00:08:01,544 --> 00:08:03,210 ♪ Take my pills but I still get sicker ♪ 241 00:08:03,212 --> 00:08:04,336 ♪ Still get sicker... ♪ 242 00:08:04,338 --> 00:08:06,797 So... what do you think? You think she'll win? 243 00:08:06,799 --> 00:08:08,466 - Mm-hmm. - Yeah. 244 00:08:08,468 --> 00:08:09,884 Yeah, me, too. 245 00:08:09,886 --> 00:08:13,471 You know, I don't think I've ever seen her lose anything. 246 00:08:13,473 --> 00:08:14,847 Like, not even her keys. 247 00:08:14,849 --> 00:08:16,098 Uh-huh. 248 00:08:16,100 --> 00:08:18,142 Can I ask you something? 249 00:08:18,144 --> 00:08:19,477 Oh. 250 00:08:19,479 --> 00:08:20,936 Yeah. Yeah, sure. 251 00:08:20,938 --> 00:08:22,146 What's up? 252 00:08:22,148 --> 00:08:25,316 When did you lose your virginity? 253 00:08:25,318 --> 00:08:27,651 Mm. Mm-hmm. 254 00:08:27,653 --> 00:08:29,070 Okay. 255 00:08:29,072 --> 00:08:31,489 Um... 256 00:08:31,491 --> 00:08:33,657 I haven't yet. 257 00:08:33,659 --> 00:08:36,412 I know you're lying. [SNICKERS] 258 00:08:38,039 --> 00:08:39,455 Okay, yeah. 259 00:08:39,457 --> 00:08:41,040 I was, um... 260 00:08:41,042 --> 00:08:42,960 I was, like, 37. 261 00:08:44,367 --> 00:08:46,014 You know what? 262 00:08:46,016 --> 00:08:48,005 - I'll just ask Shane. I think that's perfect. - No. 263 00:08:48,007 --> 00:08:50,091 - No? - No. No, I'll talk, I'll talk, I'll talk. 264 00:08:50,093 --> 00:08:51,842 Okay, uh, whew. 265 00:08:51,844 --> 00:08:53,179 Well... 266 00:08:54,813 --> 00:08:57,515 I was 17, and... 267 00:08:57,517 --> 00:09:00,351 it was with this guy who played my mom's son 268 00:09:00,353 --> 00:09:02,311 in a movie of the week. 269 00:09:02,313 --> 00:09:05,191 So that was a little... weird. 270 00:09:06,275 --> 00:09:08,173 What's a "movie of the week"? 271 00:09:08,175 --> 00:09:12,570 That was your takeaway? From what I just said? 272 00:09:12,572 --> 00:09:14,124 [SOPHIE] I guess I just figured 273 00:09:14,126 --> 00:09:15,366 that you'd, um... 274 00:09:15,368 --> 00:09:17,829 yeah, that you'd never want to talk about it. 275 00:09:19,205 --> 00:09:23,973 Yeah. No, that's, like, definitely my move for sure. 276 00:09:23,975 --> 00:09:25,668 But... 277 00:09:25,670 --> 00:09:28,963 I don't know, I can be kind of a shit storm for people. 278 00:09:28,965 --> 00:09:31,944 No. You're not a shit storm. 279 00:09:31,946 --> 00:09:34,051 No, I can be, and... 280 00:09:34,053 --> 00:09:35,845 I just, like, don't... 281 00:09:35,847 --> 00:09:38,502 really, really don't want to do that to you. 282 00:09:38,504 --> 00:09:41,934 And I know you love Dani, 283 00:09:41,936 --> 00:09:43,727 and... 284 00:09:43,729 --> 00:09:46,568 I just, I promise that none of whatever happened 285 00:09:46,570 --> 00:09:48,732 is gonna mess any of that up, okay? 286 00:09:48,734 --> 00:09:51,360 Let's just, like, undo it. 287 00:09:51,362 --> 00:09:52,862 Okay. 288 00:09:52,864 --> 00:09:55,408 Just, like, a "select all", "delete" sort of situation. 289 00:09:55,410 --> 00:09:57,283 I don't even know if that's right. It's just... 290 00:09:57,285 --> 00:09:59,076 - No, I... - I'm not a big typer. 291 00:09:59,078 --> 00:10:01,556 - [LAUGHING] Okay. - I'm just talking words at you. 292 00:10:01,558 --> 00:10:03,747 - Totally get it. - Okay. 293 00:10:03,749 --> 00:10:05,166 Yeah. 294 00:10:05,168 --> 00:10:06,750 - Okay. - Yeah. 295 00:10:06,752 --> 00:10:08,891 - So we're good. - [SCOFFS] 296 00:10:08,893 --> 00:10:09,964 Yeah, we're so good. 297 00:10:09,966 --> 00:10:13,257 - Awesome. - Yeah. 298 00:10:13,259 --> 00:10:14,383 [LAUGHS] 299 00:10:14,385 --> 00:10:17,261 All right, I'm gonna go, I don't know... 300 00:10:17,263 --> 00:10:18,971 make drinks with limes. 301 00:10:18,973 --> 00:10:21,184 - All right. - I'll see you in there. 302 00:10:24,896 --> 00:10:26,812 ♪ GENTLE MUSIC ♪ 303 00:10:26,814 --> 00:10:30,399 [WHISPERS] Oh, fuck. 304 00:10:30,401 --> 00:10:31,775 [SIREN WAILING IN DISTANCE] 305 00:10:31,777 --> 00:10:34,153 [MAN SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY OVER P.A.] 306 00:10:34,155 --> 00:10:36,405 - Hey. Hi. Are you okay? - Hey. 307 00:10:36,407 --> 00:10:39,270 - Did the bleeding stop? - Not completely, but, um... 308 00:10:39,272 --> 00:10:41,202 Okay, okay, okay. How long have you been waiting? 309 00:10:41,204 --> 00:10:42,953 Not that long. They said it shouldn't be 310 00:10:42,955 --> 00:10:44,002 any more than ten minutes. 311 00:10:44,004 --> 00:10:46,123 Okay, hold on. Hi. Hi. Excuse me. 312 00:10:46,125 --> 00:10:48,371 Hi. Is there a reason you're making my pregnant wife wait 313 00:10:48,373 --> 00:10:50,492 - to see a doctor? - Ma'am, there's a process that we have. 314 00:10:50,494 --> 00:10:52,447 - We have to go in the order that... - Look, no, I-I underst... 315 00:10:52,449 --> 00:10:53,797 I understand your process, 316 00:10:53,799 --> 00:10:55,798 but she's bleeding, so she doesn't have time for that. 317 00:10:55,800 --> 00:10:57,843 - Babe, no, seriously, it's not... - Hold on, honey. I got this. 318 00:10:57,845 --> 00:10:59,001 Did you hear what I said? 319 00:10:59,003 --> 00:11:00,679 Yes. We will call you up in just a moment, 320 00:11:00,681 --> 00:11:01,805 but if you'll just please... 321 00:11:01,807 --> 00:11:03,723 Lady, she's not gonna fucking wait for a doctor, 322 00:11:03,725 --> 00:11:05,685 so please go get one. 323 00:11:11,275 --> 00:11:12,816 Hey. Okay. 324 00:11:12,818 --> 00:11:15,316 - All right... - I'm fine. 325 00:11:15,318 --> 00:11:16,987 - It's okay. - You sure? 326 00:11:16,989 --> 00:11:18,364 All right, the doctor's, I think... 327 00:11:18,366 --> 00:11:19,911 - I think she's getting him. - Okay. 328 00:11:19,913 --> 00:11:22,535 I mean, it's just... it's normal. 329 00:11:22,537 --> 00:11:23,661 Is it? 330 00:11:23,663 --> 00:11:25,829 Yeah. I-I hear women, you know, 331 00:11:25,831 --> 00:11:29,291 they bleed early, and... it's-it's just spotting. 332 00:11:29,293 --> 00:11:31,212 - Okay. - Okay? It's fine. 333 00:11:32,838 --> 00:11:34,797 So, we've done well in the 5th. 334 00:11:34,799 --> 00:11:37,758 If we get that, we just need one more. The 3rd... 335 00:11:37,760 --> 00:11:39,176 or the 14th. 336 00:11:39,178 --> 00:11:40,877 Our numbers in the 5th are slipping. 337 00:11:40,879 --> 00:11:42,680 Those negative ads really hurt her. 338 00:11:42,682 --> 00:11:44,305 - [SIGHS] I know. - [NEWSMAN] Polls as recent 339 00:11:44,307 --> 00:11:46,662 as yesterday have Jeff Milner leading Porter 340 00:11:46,664 --> 00:11:48,495 in all three of the remaining districts. 341 00:11:48,497 --> 00:11:51,188 Porter's only path to victory is to win the 5th, 342 00:11:51,190 --> 00:11:52,648 where she has struggled 343 00:11:52,650 --> 00:11:55,192 since Milner's onslaught of negative ads were released. 344 00:11:55,194 --> 00:11:56,902 [SIGHS] Okay, I know. 345 00:11:56,904 --> 00:12:00,281 And Garcetti won the 14th with 68% of the vote last time... 346 00:12:00,283 --> 00:12:02,179 which leaves us with the 3rd. 347 00:12:02,181 --> 00:12:04,324 - Maybe if we get the 3rd, we... - Dani. Dani. 348 00:12:04,326 --> 00:12:05,953 We won the 5th. 349 00:12:05,955 --> 00:12:08,247 We won the 5th? We won... 350 00:12:08,249 --> 00:12:09,703 - [MAN] Oh, my God. - [WOMAN] Oh, my God. 351 00:12:09,705 --> 00:12:11,333 Oh, my... oh, my God, we won the 5th. 352 00:12:11,335 --> 00:12:13,037 - We won... we won the 5th! - [APPLAUSE] 353 00:12:13,039 --> 00:12:15,546 We won the... we won... we won the 5th! 354 00:12:15,548 --> 00:12:17,283 We won the 5th. 355 00:12:17,285 --> 00:12:18,362 Bette, we've won the 5th. 356 00:12:18,364 --> 00:12:20,274 The 5th? You're kidding. 357 00:12:20,276 --> 00:12:21,385 Just one more. 358 00:12:21,387 --> 00:12:22,469 One more. 359 00:12:22,471 --> 00:12:24,221 [CHEERING] 360 00:12:24,223 --> 00:12:26,515 [NEWSMAN] The celebration for the Porter campaign 361 00:12:26,517 --> 00:12:28,017 has proven to be short-lived. 362 00:12:28,019 --> 00:12:29,134 Can you just give us a few minutes, please? 363 00:12:29,136 --> 00:12:30,644 [NEWSMAN] The registrar is now ready 364 00:12:30,646 --> 00:12:33,772 to call the 3rd District for Jeff Milner. 365 00:12:33,774 --> 00:12:35,939 That means, with only one district remaining, 366 00:12:35,941 --> 00:12:39,570 this race has proven closer than anyone expected. 367 00:12:39,572 --> 00:12:41,297 For both sides it all comes down 368 00:12:41,299 --> 00:12:42,948 - to the 14th District. - Sorry, do, 369 00:12:42,950 --> 00:12:44,408 do you, do you want a glass of water or something? 370 00:12:44,410 --> 00:12:45,993 - Oh, no, no, God, no. - Okay. 371 00:12:45,995 --> 00:12:47,086 Yeah. 372 00:12:47,088 --> 00:12:48,203 [NEWSMAN 2] The energy, I think, 373 00:12:48,205 --> 00:12:49,538 on both sides is shifting a bit. 374 00:12:49,540 --> 00:12:51,707 It feels like both of the camps 375 00:12:51,709 --> 00:12:52,875 - are kind of holding their breath - _ 376 00:12:52,877 --> 00:12:55,669 as the results continue to roll very slowly in. 377 00:12:55,671 --> 00:12:57,379 Come on, come on, come on, come on, come on. 378 00:12:57,381 --> 00:12:59,256 ♪ SUSPENSEFUL MUSIC ♪ 379 00:12:59,258 --> 00:13:01,258 [EXHALES] 380 00:13:01,260 --> 00:13:03,846 ♪♪ 381 00:13:05,931 --> 00:13:07,348 Come on. 382 00:13:07,350 --> 00:13:09,685 - May I? - Yeah. Go ahead. 383 00:13:13,439 --> 00:13:16,148 [TAPPING RAPIDLY] 384 00:13:16,150 --> 00:13:18,108 - Let me just... - Yeah. 385 00:13:18,110 --> 00:13:19,862 [TAPPING] 386 00:13:23,783 --> 00:13:26,285 Oh, fuck. 387 00:13:28,704 --> 00:13:30,412 Shit. 388 00:13:30,414 --> 00:13:32,221 - [REPORTER 2] Jeff Milner will be - _ 389 00:13:32,223 --> 00:13:34,263 - the next mayor of Los Angeles. - [CROWD MURMURING] 390 00:13:36,879 --> 00:13:37,963 Fuck. 391 00:13:43,412 --> 00:13:44,767 I'm sorry, okay? 392 00:13:44,769 --> 00:13:46,125 I-I, I did... 393 00:13:46,127 --> 00:13:48,984 - everything that I could. - [CRIES] 394 00:13:48,986 --> 00:13:51,141 - I... - [SNIFFLES] 395 00:13:51,143 --> 00:13:53,143 I'm so sorry. 396 00:13:53,145 --> 00:13:55,813 ♪ MELANCHOLY MUSIC ♪ 397 00:13:55,815 --> 00:13:58,526 [BOTH SIGH] 398 00:14:07,993 --> 00:14:11,787 It's okay. It's okay. 399 00:14:11,789 --> 00:14:12,928 All right? 400 00:14:12,930 --> 00:14:14,202 You did a great job. 401 00:14:14,204 --> 00:14:15,255 Hmm. 402 00:14:15,257 --> 00:14:16,750 You did a great job. 403 00:14:16,752 --> 00:14:19,296 ♪ "BLINK TWICE" BY JOY OLADOKUN ♪ 404 00:14:20,172 --> 00:14:22,881 I need to go talk to everybody. 405 00:14:22,883 --> 00:14:24,724 Okay, I got to go find Angie. 406 00:14:24,726 --> 00:14:27,803 ♪ SINGERS VOCALIZING ♪ 407 00:14:27,805 --> 00:14:30,326 ♪ There's more to be said ♪ 408 00:14:30,328 --> 00:14:33,016 ♪ In the silence ♪ 409 00:14:33,018 --> 00:14:37,187 ♪ Fill in the blanks you left ♪ 410 00:14:37,189 --> 00:14:41,066 ♪ There's way more quiet in a siren ♪ 411 00:14:41,068 --> 00:14:45,487 - ♪ I hear what's in your head ♪ - Okay. 412 00:14:45,489 --> 00:14:46,864 [SNIFFLES] 413 00:14:46,866 --> 00:14:49,575 ♪ And we've been coming undone ♪ 414 00:14:49,577 --> 00:14:50,868 It's okay. 415 00:14:50,870 --> 00:14:54,663 ♪ Holding on to a thread ♪ 416 00:14:54,665 --> 00:14:59,209 ♪ Learning to pick my battles ♪ 417 00:14:59,211 --> 00:15:03,380 ♪ Or I'll be the only one left ♪ 418 00:15:03,382 --> 00:15:05,716 - ♪ I only know you're home... ♪ - [SNIFFLES] It's okay. 419 00:15:05,718 --> 00:15:08,385 Come on. It's okay. 420 00:15:08,387 --> 00:15:10,137 [DOOR OPENS] 421 00:15:10,139 --> 00:15:11,180 [APPLAUSE] 422 00:15:11,182 --> 00:15:14,433 [BETTE] Thank you. Thank you, everyone. 423 00:15:14,435 --> 00:15:15,907 I know you're disappointed. 424 00:15:15,909 --> 00:15:17,436 I'm disappointed, too. 425 00:15:17,438 --> 00:15:19,440 [CONTINUES INDISTINCTLY] 426 00:15:20,816 --> 00:15:22,900 ♪ Avoiding all the street signs... ♪ 427 00:15:22,902 --> 00:15:24,059 [SHANE] How you feeling? 428 00:15:24,061 --> 00:15:27,613 ♪ That lead me back to your name ♪ 429 00:15:27,615 --> 00:15:28,864 Want some tea? 430 00:15:28,866 --> 00:15:32,493 ♪ We've been coming undone ♪ 431 00:15:32,495 --> 00:15:34,265 All right, well, I'll make some, just in case. 432 00:15:34,267 --> 00:15:37,831 ♪ We broke the last thread ♪ 433 00:15:37,833 --> 00:15:41,585 ♪ Learning to pick my battles ♪ 434 00:15:41,587 --> 00:15:44,421 ♪ Or I'll be the only one left ♪ 435 00:15:44,423 --> 00:15:45,816 [QUIARA SOBBING] 436 00:15:45,818 --> 00:15:51,261 ♪ I only know you're home when the door speaks ♪ 437 00:15:51,263 --> 00:15:53,597 [CRYING] 438 00:15:53,599 --> 00:15:58,143 ♪ Blink twice if you still love me ♪ 439 00:15:58,145 --> 00:15:59,438 [BIRDS CHIRPING] 440 00:16:06,403 --> 00:16:08,489 [SIGHS] 441 00:16:19,853 --> 00:16:21,167 [SIGHS] 442 00:16:21,169 --> 00:16:22,774 Holy shit, you're still here. 443 00:16:22,776 --> 00:16:24,382 Yeah. 444 00:16:24,384 --> 00:16:26,088 - Can you believe it? - Not really. 445 00:16:26,090 --> 00:16:28,715 What are you gonna do today? 446 00:16:28,717 --> 00:16:30,050 Nothing. [LAUGHS] 447 00:16:30,052 --> 00:16:32,094 Oh, bullshit. You don't know how to do nothing. 448 00:16:32,096 --> 00:16:33,264 [CHUCKLES] 449 00:16:40,020 --> 00:16:42,312 Let's get married. 450 00:16:42,314 --> 00:16:44,064 That's the plan. 451 00:16:44,066 --> 00:16:47,484 No, I mean, let's do it now. 452 00:16:47,486 --> 00:16:48,735 Oh, what, 'cause you suddenly 453 00:16:48,737 --> 00:16:50,404 - have time for me? - No. 454 00:16:50,406 --> 00:16:52,239 Because... 455 00:16:52,241 --> 00:16:53,331 why not? 456 00:16:53,333 --> 00:16:55,460 Well, you know... 457 00:16:57,475 --> 00:17:00,124 I could think of a few reasons. 458 00:17:00,126 --> 00:17:01,711 I'm serious. 459 00:17:09,383 --> 00:17:12,342 You've always wanted to go to Hawaii. 460 00:17:12,344 --> 00:17:13,885 We should just do it there. 461 00:17:13,887 --> 00:17:16,054 [EXHALES] 462 00:17:16,056 --> 00:17:18,682 - Really? - Yes. 463 00:17:18,684 --> 00:17:20,267 We-we can go tomorrow. 464 00:17:20,269 --> 00:17:22,311 We can get on a plane tomorrow, after your show. 465 00:17:22,313 --> 00:17:24,271 I'll book the tickets right now. 466 00:17:24,273 --> 00:17:27,107 Well, wh... well, what about our families? 467 00:17:27,109 --> 00:17:30,070 We'll have a big party with them when we get back. 468 00:17:31,030 --> 00:17:32,281 Um... 469 00:17:34,307 --> 00:17:35,455 [LAUGHS] 470 00:17:35,457 --> 00:17:36,700 Come on. 471 00:17:36,702 --> 00:17:39,328 This is just for you and me. 472 00:17:39,330 --> 00:17:42,416 So we can start our family on our own terms. 473 00:17:43,190 --> 00:17:44,879 I love you and-and... 474 00:17:44,881 --> 00:17:47,697 I really think we should do this. 475 00:17:47,699 --> 00:17:49,701 I just want to be your wife. 476 00:17:50,883 --> 00:17:53,884 Hmm? 477 00:17:53,886 --> 00:17:56,639 Come on, come on. 478 00:17:57,556 --> 00:17:59,725 [LAUGHS SOFTLY] 479 00:18:01,143 --> 00:18:02,976 My mom is gonna kill me. 480 00:18:02,978 --> 00:18:05,064 [LAUGHS] 481 00:18:06,273 --> 00:18:08,190 Mmm. 482 00:18:08,192 --> 00:18:09,566 She'll be fine. 483 00:18:09,568 --> 00:18:10,943 [EXCLAIMS] 484 00:18:10,945 --> 00:18:12,611 I'm gonna book the tickets right now. 485 00:18:12,613 --> 00:18:14,655 I'm so excited. 486 00:18:14,657 --> 00:18:16,740 ♪ UPBEAT, CONTEMPLATIVE MUSIC ♪ 487 00:18:16,742 --> 00:18:18,909 ♪♪ 488 00:18:18,911 --> 00:18:20,369 [SIGHS] 489 00:18:20,371 --> 00:18:23,038 [EXHALES] 490 00:18:23,040 --> 00:18:25,022 I remember when Tina miscarried. 491 00:18:25,024 --> 00:18:26,124 Yeah. 492 00:18:26,126 --> 00:18:27,834 I was thinking about that. 493 00:18:27,836 --> 00:18:29,419 God, it was so painful. 494 00:18:29,421 --> 00:18:31,902 - [SHANE] Hey. - Hey. 495 00:18:31,904 --> 00:18:34,007 - [BETTE] Is she okay? - Yeah. 496 00:18:34,009 --> 00:18:35,634 She'll be okay. She has to, uh... 497 00:18:35,636 --> 00:18:37,776 [CLEARS THROAT] ... go back and get the D&C. 498 00:18:37,778 --> 00:18:39,596 - Oh, no. - Oh, God. 499 00:18:39,598 --> 00:18:41,848 - Yeah. - I'm so sorry. 500 00:18:41,850 --> 00:18:44,518 Yeah. 501 00:18:44,520 --> 00:18:46,647 How are you doing? 502 00:18:48,524 --> 00:18:49,566 I'm fine. 503 00:18:50,818 --> 00:18:52,109 No, I mean really. 504 00:18:52,111 --> 00:18:53,318 [SIGHS] 505 00:18:53,320 --> 00:18:55,487 How are you doing? 506 00:18:55,489 --> 00:18:57,074 I don't know. 507 00:19:01,120 --> 00:19:02,160 Listen. 508 00:19:02,162 --> 00:19:04,621 Quiara is okay, 509 00:19:04,623 --> 00:19:06,071 and that's the most important thing. 510 00:19:06,073 --> 00:19:07,170 - Yeah. - Right? 511 00:19:07,172 --> 00:19:08,208 Yep. 512 00:19:08,210 --> 00:19:11,044 And... we're here for you now. 513 00:19:11,046 --> 00:19:12,713 Yeah, and if my show gets canceled, 514 00:19:12,715 --> 00:19:14,006 I'll be here a lot more. 515 00:19:14,008 --> 00:19:15,841 And since I'm homeless, 516 00:19:15,843 --> 00:19:18,135 then I'll actually be here more than... 517 00:19:18,137 --> 00:19:20,345 - I realized a second ago. - [SHANE] Wow. 518 00:19:20,347 --> 00:19:22,305 We're doing great. 519 00:19:22,307 --> 00:19:23,372 How you doing? 520 00:19:23,374 --> 00:19:26,685 I'm... I'm good, actually. 521 00:19:26,687 --> 00:19:28,009 Milner called this morning. 522 00:19:28,011 --> 00:19:29,125 - Really? - Yep. 523 00:19:29,127 --> 00:19:31,314 He wants me to spearhead a task force 524 00:19:31,316 --> 00:19:33,608 addressing the opioid crisis in the city. 525 00:19:33,610 --> 00:19:36,028 So, that feels good. 526 00:19:36,030 --> 00:19:38,655 You're handling this all really well. 527 00:19:38,657 --> 00:19:40,866 Well, we went out swinging. 528 00:19:40,868 --> 00:19:42,619 I gave everything I had to the campaign 529 00:19:42,621 --> 00:19:45,662 and I found a way to be myself. 530 00:19:45,664 --> 00:19:47,289 What more could anyone ask for? 531 00:19:47,291 --> 00:19:49,418 [SHANE] Absolutely. 532 00:19:51,170 --> 00:19:53,545 Yeah. 533 00:19:53,547 --> 00:19:54,838 That's true. 534 00:19:54,840 --> 00:19:56,381 - [INDISTINCT CHATTER] - [PHONE RINGING] 535 00:19:56,383 --> 00:19:59,509 ♪ QUIET, ATMOSPHERIC MUSIC ♪ 536 00:19:59,511 --> 00:20:01,638 ♪♪ 537 00:20:06,351 --> 00:20:08,185 Hey, Finley. Come here. 538 00:20:08,187 --> 00:20:10,228 Um, can we get everyone in here? 539 00:20:10,230 --> 00:20:12,522 Just for a minute. Just kind of... 540 00:20:12,524 --> 00:20:13,857 - Yeah. Yeah. - Hi. Hi. 541 00:20:13,859 --> 00:20:15,817 Hey, guys, uh, Alice has something to say. 542 00:20:15,819 --> 00:20:17,778 It feels kind of important, so... 543 00:20:17,780 --> 00:20:19,571 - All right, guys, come on. - Good morning. 544 00:20:19,573 --> 00:20:21,668 - Morning. - I, uh, I couldn't sleep 545 00:20:21,670 --> 00:20:24,534 last night, and I probably should have, 546 00:20:24,536 --> 00:20:27,454 because I've had a fuck sandwich of a week and I'm exhausted. 547 00:20:27,456 --> 00:20:30,488 Um... two of my best friends 548 00:20:30,490 --> 00:20:33,085 suffered horrible losses last night, 549 00:20:33,087 --> 00:20:34,669 and i-it got me thinking. 550 00:20:34,671 --> 00:20:36,213 Um... 551 00:20:36,215 --> 00:20:41,259 You know, none of us know how things are gonna turn out. 552 00:20:41,261 --> 00:20:44,554 Maybe the best thing to do is just... 553 00:20:44,556 --> 00:20:47,808 stay true to who we are. 554 00:20:47,810 --> 00:20:51,561 I have worked too hard, and... 555 00:20:51,563 --> 00:20:53,355 [SIGHS] 556 00:20:53,357 --> 00:20:56,733 I know it sounds ridiculous, but I set out to change... 557 00:20:56,735 --> 00:20:57,859 well, I don't know, 558 00:20:57,861 --> 00:20:59,903 not change the world, 'cause that's... 559 00:20:59,905 --> 00:21:02,614 but change a few people's minds 560 00:21:02,616 --> 00:21:03,831 about a couple of things. 561 00:21:03,833 --> 00:21:04,943 And if we can't 562 00:21:04,945 --> 00:21:08,370 use this platform to do that, 563 00:21:08,372 --> 00:21:10,831 then I don't think I want to be here. 564 00:21:10,833 --> 00:21:13,834 Sometimes we have to take a risk, and-and I say 565 00:21:13,836 --> 00:21:16,004 let's make the show we want to make. 566 00:21:17,422 --> 00:21:18,755 Well, make the show I want to make. 567 00:21:18,757 --> 00:21:20,423 We have to make the show I want to make. 568 00:21:20,425 --> 00:21:23,992 - [ALL LAUGH] - So fuck the viral videos. 569 00:21:23,994 --> 00:21:26,138 Fuck the network mandate. 570 00:21:26,140 --> 00:21:28,265 ♪ OPTIMISTIC MUSIC ♪ 571 00:21:28,267 --> 00:21:30,350 Sophie. 572 00:21:30,352 --> 00:21:31,768 I want Roxane Gay. 573 00:21:31,770 --> 00:21:33,395 You got it, boss. 574 00:21:33,397 --> 00:21:35,397 Great. 575 00:21:35,399 --> 00:21:37,983 The downside 576 00:21:37,985 --> 00:21:40,028 is, uh... 577 00:21:41,113 --> 00:21:43,302 ... we might not make it, you know. 578 00:21:43,304 --> 00:21:45,949 This might be our last show. 579 00:21:45,951 --> 00:21:49,786 And if-if that's the case, I am... 580 00:21:49,788 --> 00:21:52,497 so sorry I failed you. 581 00:21:52,499 --> 00:21:55,458 I'm so sorry. 582 00:21:55,460 --> 00:21:58,920 I-I'm not gonna cry because my eyelashes will come off. 583 00:21:58,922 --> 00:22:01,464 - [ALL CHUCKLE] - But thank you for everything. 584 00:22:01,466 --> 00:22:03,633 I would not have any of this if it weren't for you. 585 00:22:03,635 --> 00:22:05,762 You've all worked so hard. 586 00:22:06,555 --> 00:22:08,388 Let's go down swinging. 587 00:22:08,390 --> 00:22:09,975 - [WOMAN] Yeah. - [WHOOPING] 588 00:22:11,476 --> 00:22:14,024 [DREW] I love the enthusiasm. Uh, if I could pipe in 589 00:22:14,026 --> 00:22:15,937 for just one second, uh, may-maybe we can find 590 00:22:15,939 --> 00:22:18,315 - a-a compromise. - [ALICE] Drew. 591 00:22:18,317 --> 00:22:19,816 No more. 592 00:22:19,818 --> 00:22:22,527 If you can't get on board, then get the fuck out of here. 593 00:22:22,529 --> 00:22:24,489 [STAFF MURMURING] 594 00:22:25,449 --> 00:22:26,990 [DREW MUTTERS] 595 00:22:26,992 --> 00:22:29,951 So, so you're gonna, uh, get Roxane, um... 596 00:22:29,953 --> 00:22:32,621 - Roxane... - Roxane Gay? 597 00:22:32,623 --> 00:22:34,748 - Yeah. - Yeah. Yeah. 598 00:22:34,750 --> 00:22:36,131 Yeah, can I call her that? 599 00:22:36,133 --> 00:22:37,792 - Oh, my God. - Or... ? 600 00:22:37,794 --> 00:22:39,195 - I didn't know if that was a joke. - Oh, my God. 601 00:22:39,197 --> 00:22:40,754 - Oh, my God. - [MUTTERING] 602 00:22:40,756 --> 00:22:43,842 [BOTH LAUGHING] 603 00:22:45,195 --> 00:22:47,239 Oh, man. 604 00:22:53,018 --> 00:22:54,476 [CLEARS THROAT] 605 00:22:54,478 --> 00:22:57,103 [DANI] So, I bought tickets to Hawaii today. 606 00:22:57,105 --> 00:22:58,480 Sophie's never been. 607 00:22:58,482 --> 00:22:59,856 We head out tomorrow. 608 00:22:59,858 --> 00:23:01,024 Which island? 609 00:23:01,026 --> 00:23:03,360 - Oahu. - Oh. 610 00:23:03,362 --> 00:23:04,694 Well, you should go to Maui. 611 00:23:04,696 --> 00:23:07,241 No, we're going to Oahu. 612 00:23:11,703 --> 00:23:13,787 And we're getting married. 613 00:23:13,789 --> 00:23:15,372 [SCOFFS] 614 00:23:15,374 --> 00:23:17,916 - [SIGHS] - Dad, 615 00:23:17,918 --> 00:23:19,626 she's going to be my wife. 616 00:23:19,628 --> 00:23:22,545 I need you to be okay with that. 617 00:23:22,547 --> 00:23:23,838 Well, uh... 618 00:23:23,840 --> 00:23:26,049 I don't understand why you think 619 00:23:26,051 --> 00:23:28,009 she isn't good enough. 620 00:23:28,011 --> 00:23:30,929 Our family had to work very hard 621 00:23:30,931 --> 00:23:33,056 to get what we have now. 622 00:23:33,058 --> 00:23:35,594 She doesn't want your money. 623 00:23:35,596 --> 00:23:37,598 It's not about that. It's never been 624 00:23:37,600 --> 00:23:41,064 - about that. - Then what? 625 00:23:41,066 --> 00:23:42,565 I taught you 626 00:23:42,567 --> 00:23:45,068 - to have ambition and pride. - Mm-hmm. 627 00:23:45,070 --> 00:23:47,362 - Her family is... - Is loving 628 00:23:47,364 --> 00:23:49,239 and kind and supportive. 629 00:23:49,241 --> 00:23:51,263 I don't want you to take a step backward. 630 00:23:51,265 --> 00:23:53,034 - I'm not. - Listen. 631 00:23:53,036 --> 00:23:55,662 When you are... 632 00:23:55,664 --> 00:23:58,623 When you come from a broken family like Sophie, 633 00:23:58,625 --> 00:24:00,792 that's the only way you know how to live. 634 00:24:00,794 --> 00:24:02,589 She's not from a broken family. 635 00:24:02,591 --> 00:24:04,254 She doesn't know stability, 636 00:24:04,256 --> 00:24:07,270 and I'm afraid that when things get hard, 637 00:24:07,272 --> 00:24:08,711 she's gonna leave you, 638 00:24:08,713 --> 00:24:10,441 because that-that's what she knows. 639 00:24:10,443 --> 00:24:13,138 Dad, she's so much better than that. 640 00:24:13,140 --> 00:24:15,432 She's not gonna leave me. 641 00:24:15,434 --> 00:24:19,104 We love each other, and we're good together. 642 00:24:20,678 --> 00:24:22,847 I need you to be okay with that. 643 00:24:25,861 --> 00:24:27,527 [SIGHS] 644 00:24:27,529 --> 00:24:28,989 Okay. 645 00:24:37,693 --> 00:24:39,758 Tough loss last night. 646 00:24:39,760 --> 00:24:41,365 Yeah. It was. 647 00:24:41,367 --> 00:24:43,960 What are you going to do next? 648 00:24:43,962 --> 00:24:47,382 You know, I'm not sure. 649 00:24:48,425 --> 00:24:50,050 Do you want your old job back? 650 00:24:50,052 --> 00:24:51,462 No, I don't need a job. 651 00:24:51,464 --> 00:24:52,549 You sure? 652 00:24:53,972 --> 00:24:55,055 We're moving ahead 653 00:24:55,057 --> 00:24:58,016 with our corporate expansion at Lincoln Heights Jail, 654 00:24:58,018 --> 00:25:00,854 and there's plenty of room for you. 655 00:25:02,751 --> 00:25:04,148 And how is that possible? 656 00:25:04,150 --> 00:25:07,650 I negotiated the terms with Milner months ago. 657 00:25:07,652 --> 00:25:09,402 [SCOFFS] 658 00:25:09,404 --> 00:25:11,154 So, so you bet against me? 659 00:25:11,156 --> 00:25:14,407 No. I don't see it that way. 660 00:25:14,409 --> 00:25:16,541 Well, it is pretty fucked up. 661 00:25:16,543 --> 00:25:18,988 Don't talk like that. You know I don't like it. 662 00:25:18,990 --> 00:25:22,088 Yes, I do, and that is partly why I do it. 663 00:25:22,090 --> 00:25:23,416 - Daniela... - And as I adjust 664 00:25:23,418 --> 00:25:26,669 to the idea that I can't change you, 665 00:25:26,671 --> 00:25:29,216 I invite you to do the same for me. 666 00:25:30,592 --> 00:25:33,468 It's gonna be a whole new world for us, Pa. 667 00:25:33,470 --> 00:25:35,678 ♪ SLOW, MELANCHOLY MUSIC ♪ 668 00:25:35,680 --> 00:25:37,974 ♪♪ 669 00:25:41,937 --> 00:25:43,603 Hey. 670 00:25:43,605 --> 00:25:45,897 How you feeling? You want something to eat? 671 00:25:45,899 --> 00:25:47,816 What's all this? 672 00:25:47,818 --> 00:25:51,613 Oh, that's just some stuff our friends sent over, um... 673 00:25:53,407 --> 00:25:56,533 I thought you wouldn't want to see it. 674 00:25:56,535 --> 00:25:57,867 Why would you think that? 675 00:25:57,869 --> 00:26:01,621 [LAUGHS AIRILY] I don't know. Um... 676 00:26:01,623 --> 00:26:04,793 I'm still gonna have a baby, Shane. 677 00:26:05,710 --> 00:26:08,422 I'm gonna try again as soon as I'm ready. 678 00:26:11,550 --> 00:26:15,718 Yeah... um... yeah. 679 00:26:15,720 --> 00:26:17,846 I fucking knew it. 680 00:26:17,848 --> 00:26:19,347 You knew what? 681 00:26:19,349 --> 00:26:20,849 You were relieved. 682 00:26:22,060 --> 00:26:24,997 - I lost a baby, and you were relieved. - No, no, no, no, no. 683 00:26:24,999 --> 00:26:27,357 I was relieved that you were okay. 684 00:26:27,359 --> 00:26:28,565 That's bullshit. 685 00:26:28,567 --> 00:26:29,722 What? 686 00:26:29,724 --> 00:26:31,465 You win. You get whatever you want. 687 00:26:31,467 --> 00:26:32,887 Hold on a second. That's not fair. 688 00:26:32,889 --> 00:26:35,233 - None of this is fucking fair, Shane. - Hey, listen. 689 00:26:35,235 --> 00:26:38,254 You knew I didn't want this, but you showed up pregnant anyway. 690 00:26:38,256 --> 00:26:39,611 So what was I supposed to do? 691 00:26:39,613 --> 00:26:41,651 You could have been honest from the beginning. 692 00:26:41,653 --> 00:26:43,092 I was honest with you. 693 00:26:43,094 --> 00:26:44,242 Well, then why did you agree to this? 694 00:26:44,244 --> 00:26:45,495 Because I love you. 695 00:26:47,002 --> 00:26:50,003 And I agreed to do this 696 00:26:50,005 --> 00:26:52,839 so I could be with you. 697 00:26:52,841 --> 00:26:55,051 Do you want to be with me now? 698 00:26:57,778 --> 00:26:59,926 Yeah. 699 00:26:59,928 --> 00:27:02,330 So you're saying you would like to try again, too? 700 00:27:04,251 --> 00:27:06,149 I'm-I'm saying... 701 00:27:06,151 --> 00:27:07,965 [CLEARS THROAT] 702 00:27:07,967 --> 00:27:12,108 ... that, uh... 703 00:27:12,110 --> 00:27:13,943 I want to be realistic 704 00:27:13,945 --> 00:27:17,771 and to... and to plan. 705 00:27:17,773 --> 00:27:20,505 - That's-that's what I thought. - What? 706 00:27:20,507 --> 00:27:22,285 You're never gonna change, Shane. 707 00:27:22,287 --> 00:27:24,210 Wait, w-w-w-wait. Hold on. I'm sorry. What is... ? 708 00:27:24,212 --> 00:27:26,122 No one is ever going to love you 709 00:27:26,124 --> 00:27:28,166 because you're incapable of loving anyone 710 00:27:28,168 --> 00:27:29,959 but your fucking self. 711 00:27:29,961 --> 00:27:33,087 ♪ SLOW, DRAMATIC MUSIC ♪ 712 00:27:33,089 --> 00:27:35,258 ♪♪ 713 00:27:37,093 --> 00:27:39,012 Remember this? 714 00:27:40,430 --> 00:27:42,972 I never got rid of it. 715 00:27:42,974 --> 00:27:45,975 [CLINKING] 716 00:27:45,977 --> 00:27:48,311 ♪♪ 717 00:27:48,313 --> 00:27:50,772 [DOOR OPENS] 718 00:27:50,774 --> 00:27:52,859 [DOOR CLOSES] 719 00:28:03,787 --> 00:28:06,537 [SNIFFLES] 720 00:28:06,539 --> 00:28:07,872 [DOOR OPENS] 721 00:28:07,874 --> 00:28:09,749 - Yeah. - [DANI] I got the door. 722 00:28:09,751 --> 00:28:11,484 You know, all of this is just gonna sit 723 00:28:11,486 --> 00:28:12,877 in my garage until... 724 00:28:12,879 --> 00:28:14,337 Yeah, I don't even know 725 00:28:14,339 --> 00:28:17,173 what the end of that sentence could possibly be. 726 00:28:17,175 --> 00:28:19,050 [BOTH SIGH] 727 00:28:19,052 --> 00:28:20,385 Well, you never know. 728 00:28:20,387 --> 00:28:22,751 Angie might think it's cool one day. 729 00:28:22,753 --> 00:28:24,192 Doubtful. 730 00:28:24,194 --> 00:28:26,724 So, what's next for you? 731 00:28:26,726 --> 00:28:29,568 Uh, Sophie and I are actually going to Hawaii. 732 00:28:29,570 --> 00:28:32,219 Yeah, we're gonna go get married out there, just-just us. 733 00:28:32,221 --> 00:28:33,356 Congratulations. 734 00:28:33,358 --> 00:28:35,527 - Thank you. - Yeah. 735 00:28:36,194 --> 00:28:39,404 Well, when you come back, 736 00:28:39,406 --> 00:28:40,863 I hope you'll consider 737 00:28:40,865 --> 00:28:43,324 joining me in the Milner administration. 738 00:28:43,326 --> 00:28:45,702 He's asked me to spearhead a task force 739 00:28:45,704 --> 00:28:47,622 - addressing the opioid crisis. - [SIGHS] 740 00:28:49,124 --> 00:28:51,209 Bette. 741 00:28:53,712 --> 00:28:55,378 It's a setup. 742 00:28:55,380 --> 00:28:57,505 [SIGHS] What do you mean? 743 00:28:57,507 --> 00:28:59,132 I had lunch with my dad. 744 00:28:59,134 --> 00:29:00,448 [CLEARS THROAT] 745 00:29:00,450 --> 00:29:02,737 And, um... 746 00:29:02,739 --> 00:29:05,179 he's been supporting Milner this whole time. 747 00:29:05,181 --> 00:29:07,724 His connection to Big Pharma runs deep. 748 00:29:07,726 --> 00:29:09,809 ♪ SLOW, SUSPENSEFUL MUSIC ♪ 749 00:29:09,811 --> 00:29:11,519 Milner's using you. 750 00:29:11,521 --> 00:29:15,064 He just wants it to look like he gives a shit. 751 00:29:15,066 --> 00:29:17,193 ♪♪ 752 00:29:25,160 --> 00:29:27,118 I'm sorry. 753 00:29:27,120 --> 00:29:28,745 [QUIETLY] Was it worth it? 754 00:29:28,747 --> 00:29:30,415 Was any of it fucking worth it? 755 00:29:34,539 --> 00:29:36,896 [SIGHS] 756 00:29:36,898 --> 00:29:38,837 Yes. 757 00:29:38,839 --> 00:29:41,133 Yes, I think it was. 758 00:29:44,512 --> 00:29:46,137 I don't know anymore. 759 00:29:46,139 --> 00:29:47,680 [EXHALES] 760 00:29:47,682 --> 00:29:50,018 [INDISTINCT, OVERLAPPING CHATTER] 761 00:29:56,983 --> 00:29:58,274 [WOMAN] Good night, Sophie. 762 00:29:58,276 --> 00:30:00,570 Hey. Good night. 763 00:30:01,363 --> 00:30:03,279 Uh, I'll see you tomorrow, yeah? 764 00:30:03,281 --> 00:30:05,114 - [MAN] Have a good night. - Bye. 765 00:30:05,116 --> 00:30:07,950 - [CLEARS THROAT] - [FINLEY SIGHS] 766 00:30:07,952 --> 00:30:10,161 - Hey. - Hey. Um... 767 00:30:10,163 --> 00:30:12,121 I'm-I'm on my way home. 768 00:30:12,123 --> 00:30:14,285 - Do you want a ride? - Yeah. 769 00:30:14,287 --> 00:30:16,821 That'd be awesome. Um, do you mind if I just drop this 770 00:30:16,823 --> 00:30:18,961 in the greenroom really quick? I'll be a second. 771 00:30:18,963 --> 00:30:20,356 Oh, yeah, go ahead. 772 00:30:20,358 --> 00:30:22,694 Okay. Sweet. 773 00:30:25,053 --> 00:30:27,104 Hey, can we stop by Jeni's Ice Cream? 774 00:30:27,106 --> 00:30:29,639 I want one of their salted cones. 775 00:30:29,641 --> 00:30:32,475 We're getting married. 776 00:30:32,477 --> 00:30:34,894 Me and Dani, uh, in Hawaii. 777 00:30:34,896 --> 00:30:36,448 We leave tomorrow. 778 00:30:36,450 --> 00:30:38,523 Oh. 779 00:30:38,525 --> 00:30:40,817 Dude, that's-that's so cool. 780 00:30:40,819 --> 00:30:44,153 You, uh... you've always wanted to go to Hawaii. 781 00:30:44,155 --> 00:30:45,530 Yeah. 782 00:30:45,532 --> 00:30:48,491 Yeah, and now I get to go there and get married. 783 00:30:48,493 --> 00:30:50,034 To Dani tomorrow. 784 00:30:50,036 --> 00:30:51,669 Yeah, I hear you. 785 00:30:51,671 --> 00:30:53,276 That's... that's awesome. 786 00:30:53,278 --> 00:30:55,531 You can have one of your little coconut drinkie-drinks. 787 00:30:59,712 --> 00:31:02,171 All right, how do you really feel? 788 00:31:02,173 --> 00:31:03,930 [LAUGHING] I don't... 789 00:31:03,932 --> 00:31:06,968 I don't... know how I feel. 790 00:31:06,970 --> 00:31:08,945 Okay, well, does it feel 791 00:31:08,947 --> 00:31:11,389 calm inside of your body right now? 792 00:31:11,391 --> 00:31:14,924 Like... like everything's exactly how it's supposed to be? 793 00:31:14,926 --> 00:31:17,715 You are, like, the world's worst Catholic. 794 00:31:17,717 --> 00:31:19,422 What? How? 795 00:31:19,424 --> 00:31:21,264 Don't you know how to, like, shove it down? 796 00:31:21,266 --> 00:31:22,705 Just, like, way down 797 00:31:22,707 --> 00:31:26,352 - and never talk about it? - Oh, my God. Is that what you're doing? 798 00:31:26,354 --> 00:31:28,544 Of course that's what I'm doing. That's what everybody does. 799 00:31:28,546 --> 00:31:30,283 That's how you survive in the world. 800 00:31:30,285 --> 00:31:31,701 - Really? - Yes. 801 00:31:31,703 --> 00:31:32,869 You know what? 802 00:31:32,871 --> 00:31:34,608 I cannot fucking stand you. 803 00:31:34,610 --> 00:31:36,077 I know. I know. 804 00:31:36,079 --> 00:31:37,935 'Cause I'm ridiculous. 805 00:31:37,937 --> 00:31:40,502 No, no, no, you're... 806 00:31:40,504 --> 00:31:42,194 [SIGHS] 807 00:31:42,196 --> 00:31:45,173 You're not. 808 00:31:45,175 --> 00:31:47,383 Don't look at me like that. 809 00:31:47,385 --> 00:31:49,760 You're getting married 810 00:31:49,762 --> 00:31:52,265 in Hawaii, and you leave tomorrow. 811 00:31:54,017 --> 00:31:56,726 Yeah. 812 00:31:56,728 --> 00:31:58,513 Shove it down. 813 00:31:58,515 --> 00:32:00,989 [LAUGHING] Shove it way down. 814 00:32:00,991 --> 00:32:03,160 Yeah, but I don't want to. 815 00:32:04,360 --> 00:32:07,612 [SIGHS] 816 00:32:07,614 --> 00:32:09,489 What do you want? 817 00:32:09,491 --> 00:32:11,741 ♪ Feels ♪ 818 00:32:11,743 --> 00:32:13,618 ♪ Like I'm waiting... ♪ 819 00:32:13,620 --> 00:32:15,953 [SIGHS] 820 00:32:15,955 --> 00:32:18,669 I can feel your heart. 821 00:32:18,671 --> 00:32:21,751 Your heart is racing. 822 00:32:21,753 --> 00:32:23,127 I know. 823 00:32:23,129 --> 00:32:24,420 It's a good race. 824 00:32:24,422 --> 00:32:27,256 ♪ Dreams ♪ 825 00:32:27,258 --> 00:32:29,467 ♪ Where I'm fading ♪ 826 00:32:29,469 --> 00:32:32,178 Oh, you smell so good. 827 00:32:32,180 --> 00:32:34,224 ♪ Fading ♪ 828 00:32:35,934 --> 00:32:39,227 ♪ So free ♪ 829 00:32:39,229 --> 00:32:41,856 ♪ My mind ♪ 830 00:32:43,608 --> 00:32:46,694 ♪ All the talking ♪ 831 00:32:48,222 --> 00:32:52,122 ♪ Wasting all your time ♪ 832 00:32:52,124 --> 00:32:57,254 ♪ I've given all ♪ 833 00:32:59,207 --> 00:33:01,415 ♪ I've got ♪ 834 00:33:01,417 --> 00:33:03,292 [SIGHS] 835 00:33:03,294 --> 00:33:05,711 It's just me. 836 00:33:05,713 --> 00:33:08,256 ♪ If you want me... ♪ 837 00:33:08,258 --> 00:33:10,841 [LAUGHING] 838 00:33:10,843 --> 00:33:12,514 Oh, okay. 839 00:33:12,516 --> 00:33:13,747 You're laughing at me. 840 00:33:13,749 --> 00:33:15,271 - I'm not. - Pulled my pants off, and 841 00:33:15,273 --> 00:33:18,266 - you're laughing at me. - I'm just having a great time. 842 00:33:18,268 --> 00:33:19,976 [LAUGHING] I swear. 843 00:33:19,978 --> 00:33:21,644 Then why are you laughing? 844 00:33:21,646 --> 00:33:25,147 ♪ If you want me ♪ 845 00:33:25,149 --> 00:33:29,235 - [BOTH GIGGLING] - ♪ If you need me ♪ 846 00:33:29,237 --> 00:33:32,947 ♪ I'm yours... ♪ 847 00:33:32,949 --> 00:33:35,786 Look at these ashy-ass legs. 848 00:33:35,788 --> 00:33:37,646 [FINLEY LAUGHS] 849 00:33:37,648 --> 00:33:39,469 - Fuck off. - Oh. 850 00:33:39,471 --> 00:33:43,583 ♪ Free my mind ♪ 851 00:33:43,585 --> 00:33:45,793 ♪ My mind... ♪ 852 00:33:45,795 --> 00:33:46,919 Help me here. 853 00:33:47,947 --> 00:33:49,386 It's a lot, this. 854 00:33:49,388 --> 00:33:51,257 ♪ Wasting all your time ♪ 855 00:33:51,259 --> 00:33:53,801 - Okay. - ♪ Wasting all your ♪ 856 00:33:53,803 --> 00:33:57,305 - ♪ I've given ♪ - ♪ Given ♪ 857 00:33:57,307 --> 00:34:00,099 - ♪ All ♪ - ♪ All ♪ 858 00:34:00,101 --> 00:34:06,149 ♪ I've got ♪ 859 00:34:08,568 --> 00:34:12,987 ♪ If you want me... ♪ 860 00:34:12,989 --> 00:34:15,573 It's okay. 861 00:34:15,575 --> 00:34:18,661 This feels too good. 862 00:34:22,665 --> 00:34:24,834 [MOANS] 863 00:34:26,919 --> 00:34:29,005 [SIGHS] 864 00:34:31,716 --> 00:34:34,552 ♪ If you want me ♪ 865 00:34:36,054 --> 00:34:39,430 ♪ If you need me ♪ 866 00:34:39,432 --> 00:34:42,642 ♪ I'm yours ♪ 867 00:34:42,644 --> 00:34:44,560 [BOTH MOANING] 868 00:34:44,562 --> 00:34:46,979 ♪ If you want me ♪ 869 00:34:46,981 --> 00:34:48,898 ♪ If you need me ♪ 870 00:34:48,900 --> 00:34:51,275 [BOTH MOANING] 871 00:34:51,277 --> 00:34:53,819 ♪ I'm yours ♪ 872 00:34:53,821 --> 00:34:56,699 [THE S.L.P.'S "NOBODY ELSE" PLAYING] 873 00:34:58,201 --> 00:34:59,909 [SINGER VOCALIZING] 874 00:34:59,911 --> 00:35:02,038 [INDISTINCT CHATTER] 875 00:35:03,289 --> 00:35:06,874 This, this is amazing. 876 00:35:06,876 --> 00:35:08,751 Are you ready to see yours? 877 00:35:08,753 --> 00:35:10,336 Yeah. 878 00:35:10,338 --> 00:35:14,256 I feel like the eroticism in my work has never been this overt. 879 00:35:14,258 --> 00:35:17,301 It's always been a thread in the conversation I wanted to create, 880 00:35:17,303 --> 00:35:18,417 or something. 881 00:35:18,419 --> 00:35:21,664 Sorry. I'm talking a lot because I'm very nervous. 882 00:35:21,666 --> 00:35:22,721 Don't be. 883 00:35:22,723 --> 00:35:25,059 I don't know anything about art, 884 00:35:25,061 --> 00:35:28,022 and I am so proud of you. 885 00:35:31,484 --> 00:35:33,067 There you are. 886 00:35:33,069 --> 00:35:35,319 ♪ Some days I wake up and I realize... ♪ 887 00:35:35,321 --> 00:35:37,071 Wow. 888 00:35:37,073 --> 00:35:40,116 It's beautiful. 889 00:35:40,118 --> 00:35:42,076 It's you. 890 00:35:42,078 --> 00:35:44,203 ♪ All my life been running ♪ 891 00:35:44,205 --> 00:35:46,372 ♪ Running away from something... ♪ 892 00:35:46,374 --> 00:35:48,374 Is it? 893 00:35:48,376 --> 00:35:49,709 Yeah. 894 00:35:49,711 --> 00:35:52,461 It's how I see you. 895 00:35:52,463 --> 00:35:54,463 ♪ I just wanna get back to shore ♪ 896 00:35:54,465 --> 00:35:56,966 ♪ Just want to get my life on track ♪ 897 00:35:56,968 --> 00:35:59,552 ♪ Give up myself a little ♪ 898 00:35:59,554 --> 00:36:01,931 [SINGER VOCALIZING] 899 00:36:07,979 --> 00:36:12,148 ♪ Some days I wake up and I feel light... ♪ 900 00:36:12,150 --> 00:36:13,899 I love you. 901 00:36:13,901 --> 00:36:15,067 [SNORTS] 902 00:36:15,069 --> 00:36:17,403 I love you, too. [LAUGHS] 903 00:36:17,405 --> 00:36:19,864 ♪ Some days I wake up and I realize ♪ 904 00:36:19,866 --> 00:36:24,827 ♪ Some days I wake up and I know I'll be all right ♪ 905 00:36:24,829 --> 00:36:29,709 ♪ Some days I wake up and I know I'll be... ♪ 906 00:36:31,544 --> 00:36:33,169 [SIGHS HEAVILY] 907 00:36:33,171 --> 00:36:35,339 ♪ QUIET, GENTLE MUSIC ♪ 908 00:36:36,883 --> 00:36:39,842 [SIGHS HEAVILY] 909 00:36:39,844 --> 00:36:41,929 [SHUDDERING] 910 00:36:44,223 --> 00:36:46,640 [CRYING QUIETLY] 911 00:36:46,642 --> 00:36:49,226 [SNIFFLING] 912 00:36:49,228 --> 00:36:52,565 - Hey, baby. - [SIGHS] 913 00:36:54,192 --> 00:36:55,485 Hey. 914 00:36:58,821 --> 00:37:00,323 [SIGHS] 915 00:37:01,157 --> 00:37:02,948 You scared about tomorrow? 916 00:37:02,950 --> 00:37:05,469 - Mm. - It's gonna be incredible. 917 00:37:06,746 --> 00:37:09,955 I'm gonna treat you so good. 918 00:37:09,957 --> 00:37:12,043 You deserve all of it. 919 00:37:14,545 --> 00:37:17,213 I'm still learning. 920 00:37:17,215 --> 00:37:19,884 But I'll always be here for you. 921 00:37:22,386 --> 00:37:23,886 [SNIFFLES] 922 00:37:23,888 --> 00:37:26,057 No matter what. 923 00:37:36,609 --> 00:37:38,277 [WHISPERS] Always. 924 00:37:39,250 --> 00:37:40,793 Always. 925 00:37:46,077 --> 00:37:47,620 [SNIFFLES] 926 00:37:51,165 --> 00:37:52,708 [SIGHS] 927 00:37:55,253 --> 00:37:57,171 [EXHALES] 928 00:38:09,433 --> 00:38:10,935 Nope. 929 00:38:17,066 --> 00:38:18,399 - Hi. - Oh, my God. 930 00:38:18,401 --> 00:38:20,473 Um, hey, hi. What are you... 931 00:38:20,475 --> 00:38:22,993 - doing here? - I'm... I'm sorry. I... 932 00:38:22,995 --> 00:38:24,684 I, like, really messed up. 933 00:38:24,686 --> 00:38:26,240 I-I slept with Sophie, 934 00:38:26,242 --> 00:38:27,449 and I just... 935 00:38:27,451 --> 00:38:31,036 Finley, you can't show up at my house like this. 936 00:38:31,038 --> 00:38:32,538 I can't be this... 937 00:38:32,540 --> 00:38:34,540 person for you. 938 00:38:34,542 --> 00:38:36,116 I know. I know that. 939 00:38:36,118 --> 00:38:39,837 I... I just, I'm sorry. 940 00:38:39,839 --> 00:38:41,922 You said I was a good person, 941 00:38:41,924 --> 00:38:45,509 and I'm so clearly not that. 942 00:38:45,511 --> 00:38:48,358 I, like, I think I really hurt her, and... 943 00:38:48,360 --> 00:38:49,972 it made me sort of, like, realize 944 00:38:49,974 --> 00:38:51,976 that I really hurt you, too, and I'm just... 945 00:38:53,144 --> 00:38:55,271 I am so, so sorry. 946 00:38:56,902 --> 00:38:59,106 Um... yeah, that's it. 947 00:38:59,108 --> 00:39:02,396 I'm gonna fuck off and get the fuck out of L.A. 948 00:39:02,398 --> 00:39:04,614 Wait. Um... 949 00:39:06,324 --> 00:39:08,240 Hey. Thank you. 950 00:39:08,242 --> 00:39:10,326 That really meant a lot to me. 951 00:39:10,328 --> 00:39:12,345 And you are a good person. 952 00:39:12,347 --> 00:39:14,285 Good people make mistakes. 953 00:39:16,334 --> 00:39:18,792 Was it... 954 00:39:18,794 --> 00:39:20,630 was it a mistake? 955 00:39:21,589 --> 00:39:23,174 [EXHALES] 956 00:39:24,383 --> 00:39:27,262 It doesn't matter. She's getting married, 957 00:39:27,264 --> 00:39:29,970 and I might have, like, really fucked it up for her, 958 00:39:29,972 --> 00:39:33,474 - and she does not deserve that. - What about you? 959 00:39:33,476 --> 00:39:35,434 What do you deserve? 960 00:39:35,436 --> 00:39:37,102 Uh... 961 00:39:37,104 --> 00:39:39,188 not you. [SIGHS] 962 00:39:39,190 --> 00:39:42,792 Not her. You guys are both, like, way better than me. 963 00:39:42,794 --> 00:39:45,297 See, that? That's shame. 964 00:39:45,986 --> 00:39:48,426 You have to a-address that. 965 00:39:48,428 --> 00:39:51,200 - How the fuck do you do that? - I don't know. 966 00:39:51,202 --> 00:39:53,385 It's not a cut-and-dry thing. 967 00:39:53,387 --> 00:39:55,955 It is a lifelong journey... 968 00:39:55,957 --> 00:39:58,540 of cultivating... 969 00:39:58,542 --> 00:40:01,502 self-worth, self-love. 970 00:40:01,504 --> 00:40:04,165 Love? I don't even like myself right now, 971 00:40:04,167 --> 00:40:05,422 like, at all. 972 00:40:05,424 --> 00:40:07,716 And I just need... I need something, like, concrete. 973 00:40:07,718 --> 00:40:09,802 I need... I need some help here. 974 00:40:09,804 --> 00:40:11,136 Okay. 975 00:40:11,138 --> 00:40:12,638 Anything. 976 00:40:12,640 --> 00:40:16,225 It feels really good sometimes to take responsibility 977 00:40:16,227 --> 00:40:19,603 for the mistakes that you've made. 978 00:40:19,605 --> 00:40:23,232 And... you're actually already doing it. 979 00:40:23,234 --> 00:40:25,317 - Okay. - Just little things. 980 00:40:25,319 --> 00:40:28,112 Just start small. 981 00:40:28,114 --> 00:40:31,033 - Little baby steps. - [CHUCKLES SOFTLY] 982 00:40:32,200 --> 00:40:33,200 I got it. 983 00:40:33,202 --> 00:40:35,663 Thank you. 984 00:40:37,415 --> 00:40:41,127 Um, and I'm sorry for showing up like this. 985 00:40:42,253 --> 00:40:43,585 And... 986 00:40:43,587 --> 00:40:46,173 you are a real priest. 987 00:40:47,008 --> 00:40:48,037 Thank you. 988 00:40:48,039 --> 00:40:50,041 [BOTH LAUGH] 989 00:40:50,886 --> 00:40:53,120 You know I'm a minister, though, right? 990 00:40:53,122 --> 00:40:54,930 Mm. Mm-hmm. 991 00:40:54,932 --> 00:40:57,451 Ha! And I totally know the difference 992 00:40:57,453 --> 00:40:59,979 between those two things. 993 00:41:00,980 --> 00:41:03,230 Um... 994 00:41:03,232 --> 00:41:05,691 I'm gonna go, because... 995 00:41:05,693 --> 00:41:08,944 I have a person inside. 996 00:41:08,946 --> 00:41:12,489 Yeah, course. Um, I'm-I'm-I'm... 997 00:41:12,491 --> 00:41:14,575 sorry. 998 00:41:14,577 --> 00:41:16,120 Thank you. 999 00:41:17,079 --> 00:41:18,748 [SOFTLY] Okay. 1000 00:41:20,538 --> 00:41:23,625 Hey, do you have, like, a-a piece of paper? 1001 00:41:23,627 --> 00:41:26,295 And maybe, like, a pen? 1002 00:41:26,297 --> 00:41:27,796 I know. 1003 00:41:27,798 --> 00:41:29,089 - [GROANS] - [LAUGHS] I know. 1004 00:41:29,091 --> 00:41:32,718 God. Yeah, wait here. 1005 00:41:32,720 --> 00:41:34,720 I know. 1006 00:41:34,722 --> 00:41:35,889 [INDISTINCT CHATTER] 1007 00:41:35,891 --> 00:41:39,728 [TRU'S "DON'T WORRY" PLAYING] 1008 00:41:46,901 --> 00:41:48,525 His work has... 1009 00:41:48,527 --> 00:41:50,604 has changed significantly, don't you think? 1010 00:41:50,606 --> 00:41:52,698 - Um, yeah. I've heard. - Mm-hmm. 1011 00:41:52,700 --> 00:41:54,823 - You must be a new fan. - Yes. 1012 00:41:54,825 --> 00:41:56,994 I-I... Yeah. 1013 00:41:58,662 --> 00:42:01,205 Have we met? 1014 00:42:01,207 --> 00:42:02,308 Maybe. 1015 00:42:02,310 --> 00:42:04,792 You a friend of José's? 1016 00:42:04,794 --> 00:42:06,919 [CHUCKLES] Yeah. Yeah. 1017 00:42:06,921 --> 00:42:08,921 Um... I'm Micah. 1018 00:42:08,923 --> 00:42:10,422 Scott. 1019 00:42:10,424 --> 00:42:12,301 I'm José's husband. 1020 00:42:13,386 --> 00:42:15,552 ♪ Where are we? ♪ 1021 00:42:15,554 --> 00:42:17,513 - [MAN] Hey, Scott. - [SCOTT] Hey. 1022 00:42:17,515 --> 00:42:20,307 - ♪ What the hell ♪ - Hi. 1023 00:42:20,309 --> 00:42:23,560 ♪ Is going on? ♪ 1024 00:42:23,562 --> 00:42:26,688 ♪ Hide ♪ 1025 00:42:26,690 --> 00:42:29,402 ♪ And seek ♪ 1026 00:42:31,695 --> 00:42:35,197 ♪ Ransom notes keep falling out your mouth ♪ 1027 00:42:35,199 --> 00:42:36,490 ♪ Mid-sweet talk ♪ 1028 00:42:36,492 --> 00:42:38,784 ♪ Newspaper word cutouts ♪ 1029 00:42:38,786 --> 00:42:40,202 ♪ Speak no feeling ♪ 1030 00:42:40,204 --> 00:42:42,162 ♪ No, I don't believe ♪ 1031 00:42:42,164 --> 00:42:43,705 ♪ You don't care a bit ♪ 1032 00:42:43,707 --> 00:42:45,707 ♪ You don't care a little bit ♪ 1033 00:42:45,709 --> 00:42:49,211 ♪ And ransom notes keep falling out your mouth ♪ 1034 00:42:49,213 --> 00:42:50,679 - ♪ Mid-sweet talk ♪ - _ 1035 00:42:50,681 --> 00:42:52,881 - ♪ Newspaper word cutouts ♪ - _ 1036 00:42:52,883 --> 00:42:56,427 ♪ Speak no fear, no, I don't believe ♪ 1037 00:42:56,429 --> 00:42:57,928 ♪ You don't care a bit ♪ 1038 00:42:57,930 --> 00:42:59,843 ♪ You don't care a little bit ♪ 1039 00:42:59,845 --> 00:43:01,967 - ♪ And ransom notes keep ♪ - Fuck. 1040 00:43:01,969 --> 00:43:03,517 ♪ Falling out your mouth ♪ 1041 00:43:03,519 --> 00:43:04,890 ♪ Mid-sweet talk ♪ 1042 00:43:04,892 --> 00:43:06,895 ♪ Newspaper word cutouts ♪ 1043 00:43:06,897 --> 00:43:10,399 ♪ Speak no fear, no, I don't believe ♪ 1044 00:43:10,401 --> 00:43:12,317 ♪ You don't care a bit ♪ 1045 00:43:12,319 --> 00:43:14,945 ♪ You don't care a little bit ♪ 1046 00:43:14,947 --> 00:43:17,032 ♪♪ 1047 00:43:20,911 --> 00:43:22,455 Hey. 1048 00:43:26,459 --> 00:43:28,043 Mom? 1049 00:43:30,415 --> 00:43:32,459 Okay. 1050 00:43:36,427 --> 00:43:37,803 Mom? 1051 00:43:40,697 --> 00:43:42,032 Mom. 1052 00:43:43,642 --> 00:43:45,060 Okay. 1053 00:43:50,858 --> 00:43:52,234 Mom. 1054 00:44:06,837 --> 00:44:08,296 Hey. 1055 00:44:10,659 --> 00:44:12,619 - Mom? - Hmm? 1056 00:44:14,173 --> 00:44:16,592 What's wrong? 1057 00:44:18,052 --> 00:44:19,801 Mom, what's wrong? 1058 00:44:19,803 --> 00:44:21,514 I'm just tired. 1059 00:44:22,973 --> 00:44:24,558 [SOFTLY] Okay. 1060 00:44:27,269 --> 00:44:29,889 Do you want coffee? 1061 00:44:29,891 --> 00:44:31,539 Something to eat? 1062 00:44:31,541 --> 00:44:33,943 No, I just need to rest. 1063 00:44:37,446 --> 00:44:39,446 We could watch TV. 1064 00:44:39,448 --> 00:44:42,117 Not now, sweetheart. 1065 00:44:44,995 --> 00:44:48,749 I knew that it would hit you eventually. 1066 00:44:53,337 --> 00:44:56,255 It's okay. 1067 00:44:56,257 --> 00:44:57,589 You know? 1068 00:44:57,591 --> 00:44:59,677 To be sad. 1069 00:45:00,678 --> 00:45:03,013 But maybe you should come with me. 1070 00:45:05,766 --> 00:45:09,184 Can you get dressed? 1071 00:45:09,186 --> 00:45:13,063 I'll, I'll get your shoes and I'll meet you at the front door. 1072 00:45:13,065 --> 00:45:15,150 Okay? 1073 00:45:17,069 --> 00:45:18,569 ♪ OPTIMISTIC MUSIC ♪ 1074 00:45:18,571 --> 00:45:21,740 ♪♪ 1075 00:45:25,035 --> 00:45:28,412 [ANGIE] Do you recognize this place? 1076 00:45:28,414 --> 00:45:30,289 Of course. 1077 00:45:30,291 --> 00:45:33,875 Yeah, we spread some of Auntie Kit's ashes here. 1078 00:45:33,877 --> 00:45:36,545 I haven't been up here since then. 1079 00:45:36,547 --> 00:45:38,922 I come up here with Jordi a lot. 1080 00:45:38,924 --> 00:45:40,215 You do? 1081 00:45:40,217 --> 00:45:43,760 Well, yeah, sometimes. Just whenever I'm sad about... 1082 00:45:43,762 --> 00:45:46,054 Aunt Kit or... 1083 00:45:46,056 --> 00:45:48,363 Mama T or... 1084 00:45:48,365 --> 00:45:50,267 Are you sad about her getting married? 1085 00:45:50,269 --> 00:45:52,477 Yeah. 1086 00:45:52,479 --> 00:45:55,564 I guess a tiny part of me always hoped 1087 00:45:55,566 --> 00:45:57,751 that... you two would get back together. 1088 00:45:57,753 --> 00:46:00,736 - I know it sounds stupid, but I did... - No, no, no, no, it's not... 1089 00:46:00,738 --> 00:46:02,865 it's not stupid. 1090 00:46:05,904 --> 00:46:08,076 I'm really sorry that... that you saw me like that. 1091 00:46:08,078 --> 00:46:09,078 It's okay. 1092 00:46:10,039 --> 00:46:12,623 You never let yourself be sad. 1093 00:46:12,625 --> 00:46:14,666 - What do you mean? - Well, Mom left 1094 00:46:14,668 --> 00:46:19,087 and then Aunt Kit died, and... 1095 00:46:19,089 --> 00:46:22,758 like, I see you. You just... 1096 00:46:22,760 --> 00:46:25,010 What? 1097 00:46:25,012 --> 00:46:27,222 You just kept going. 1098 00:46:28,182 --> 00:46:30,098 I think... 1099 00:46:30,100 --> 00:46:33,228 I think that I felt that if I... 1100 00:46:35,105 --> 00:46:37,022 [EXHALES DEEPLY] 1101 00:46:37,024 --> 00:46:39,608 ... if I truly let myself grieve, 1102 00:46:39,610 --> 00:46:42,653 then that would mean... 1103 00:46:42,655 --> 00:46:44,738 saying a final goodbye, 1104 00:46:44,740 --> 00:46:47,576 and I wasn't ready to do that. 1105 00:46:49,328 --> 00:46:52,247 I guess I just try to outrun my feelings. 1106 00:46:59,507 --> 00:47:01,146 Did I ever tell you that I... 1107 00:47:01,148 --> 00:47:03,152 one time I went on a silent retreat? 1108 00:47:03,154 --> 00:47:05,595 No. How did that go? 1109 00:47:05,597 --> 00:47:07,427 How do you think it went? 1110 00:47:07,429 --> 00:47:08,762 - Not good. - No. 1111 00:47:08,764 --> 00:47:10,062 - No? - No, not well. 1112 00:47:10,064 --> 00:47:11,431 - Not well at all. - [LAUGHS] 1113 00:47:11,433 --> 00:47:13,809 But, but I did learn, 1114 00:47:13,811 --> 00:47:16,311 um, one thing that helped. 1115 00:47:16,313 --> 00:47:17,729 What was that? 1116 00:47:17,731 --> 00:47:20,067 - Uh... - [LAUGHS] What? 1117 00:47:21,652 --> 00:47:24,321 Do you want to scream with me? 1118 00:47:25,781 --> 00:47:29,157 Yeah, scream. I said scream. 1119 00:47:29,159 --> 00:47:32,415 - Yeah. - Yeah? Okay, but you really have to do it. 1120 00:47:32,417 --> 00:47:34,660 Like, you have to fully do it for it to work. 1121 00:47:34,662 --> 00:47:35,851 You-you have to commit to it. 1122 00:47:35,853 --> 00:47:37,124 - Can you do that? - Yep. 1123 00:47:37,126 --> 00:47:38,792 Okay. 1124 00:47:38,794 --> 00:47:41,296 - Ready? - Yeah, I'm ready. 1125 00:47:41,937 --> 00:47:43,418 One... 1126 00:47:43,420 --> 00:47:45,818 - Two... three. - two... three. 1127 00:47:45,820 --> 00:47:47,843 [BOTH SCREAMING] 1128 00:47:47,845 --> 00:47:49,594 ♪ "WILD WILD WOMAN" BY YOUR SMITH ♪ 1129 00:47:49,596 --> 00:47:51,847 [PANTING] 1130 00:47:51,849 --> 00:47:54,516 - [CHUCKLES] - Do you want to do it again? 1131 00:47:54,518 --> 00:47:56,768 - Oh, God, yeah. - Okay. One, 1132 00:47:56,770 --> 00:47:58,186 two, three. 1133 00:47:58,188 --> 00:48:00,088 [BOTH SCREAMING] 1134 00:48:00,090 --> 00:48:01,492 ♪ Ooh ♪ 1135 00:48:01,494 --> 00:48:03,934 ♪ She's a wild, wild woman ♪ 1136 00:48:03,936 --> 00:48:06,653 - [ANGIE] Oh, my... - [BETTE LAUGHING] 1137 00:48:06,655 --> 00:48:08,697 ♪ She's a wild, wild woman ♪ 1138 00:48:08,699 --> 00:48:11,366 - How you guys feeling? - [CHEERING] 1139 00:48:11,368 --> 00:48:14,619 Yes! That is what 1140 00:48:14,621 --> 00:48:17,164 I like to hear. We're feeling good. 1141 00:48:17,166 --> 00:48:19,067 We're ready for the show. 1142 00:48:19,069 --> 00:48:20,709 I'm feeling good. 1143 00:48:20,711 --> 00:48:22,043 - I got a new car... - Hey. 1144 00:48:22,045 --> 00:48:23,879 - Hey. - Do you need anything else? 1145 00:48:23,881 --> 00:48:25,547 Thanks, Tammy. Um, no. 1146 00:48:25,549 --> 00:48:28,425 - Thank you for everything. - Oh, of course. 1147 00:48:28,427 --> 00:48:29,822 - Thank you. - You're gonna kill it. 1148 00:48:29,824 --> 00:48:32,394 - Okay. Big show. - They love you. 1149 00:48:32,396 --> 00:48:34,372 - Okay. - Eye of the tiger. You got it. 1150 00:48:34,374 --> 00:48:37,392 - Hey. - Hey. 1151 00:48:37,394 --> 00:48:40,896 Um, look, I'm-I'm sorry, 1152 00:48:40,898 --> 00:48:43,231 - but I... - I-I'm going home. 1153 00:48:43,233 --> 00:48:45,275 [LAUGHS] Oh, um, okay. 1154 00:48:45,277 --> 00:48:47,903 Uh, no, like, home home. 1155 00:48:47,905 --> 00:48:49,988 To Missouri. 1156 00:48:49,990 --> 00:48:51,323 [HEATHER] Reliable car... 1157 00:48:51,325 --> 00:48:53,700 Oh. 1158 00:48:53,702 --> 00:48:54,861 Okay. 1159 00:48:54,863 --> 00:48:57,078 - Um... - Yeah, I'm gonna duck out now 1160 00:48:57,080 --> 00:48:58,705 'cause my flight's tonight. 1161 00:48:58,707 --> 00:49:01,583 Wow. Um... [CLEARS THROAT] 1162 00:49:01,585 --> 00:49:05,253 Okay, well, are you... 1163 00:49:05,255 --> 00:49:08,131 leaving because of me? 1164 00:49:08,133 --> 00:49:11,051 Because of... 1165 00:49:11,053 --> 00:49:14,054 us, what happened? 1166 00:49:14,056 --> 00:49:15,764 Uh, no. 1167 00:49:15,766 --> 00:49:19,100 No, uh, it's my sister's wedding, so... 1168 00:49:19,102 --> 00:49:21,102 - Oh. - I'm gonna go be there for her. 1169 00:49:21,104 --> 00:49:23,190 Okay. 1170 00:49:24,007 --> 00:49:25,023 [SMACKS LIPS] 1171 00:49:25,025 --> 00:49:28,090 [HEATHER] The doors don't function. 1172 00:49:28,092 --> 00:49:29,678 You're coming back, right? 1173 00:49:33,283 --> 00:49:36,535 Yeah. [CHUCKLES SOFTLY] 1174 00:49:36,537 --> 00:49:38,245 I mean... 1175 00:49:38,247 --> 00:49:39,623 Yeah. 1176 00:49:41,797 --> 00:49:43,237 [SIGHS] 1177 00:49:43,239 --> 00:49:44,459 Um... 1178 00:49:44,461 --> 00:49:48,213 I'll catch you on the flip side, bud. 1179 00:49:48,215 --> 00:49:50,257 ♪ SOMBER MUSIC ♪ 1180 00:49:50,259 --> 00:49:51,635 ♪♪ 1181 00:49:55,097 --> 00:49:57,182 [SIGHS] 1182 00:49:58,141 --> 00:49:59,476 [AUDIENCE LAUGHS] 1183 00:50:03,605 --> 00:50:05,981 You ready? 1184 00:50:05,983 --> 00:50:09,685 [HEATHER] Rule number one: put yourself out there. 1185 00:50:09,687 --> 00:50:10,777 [SNIFFLES] 1186 00:50:10,779 --> 00:50:14,322 - Yeah, I'm ready. - Are you ready for the show? 1187 00:50:14,324 --> 00:50:16,074 [CHEERING AND APPLAUSE] 1188 00:50:16,076 --> 00:50:20,203 We got Alice and Roxane Gay coming right at you. 1189 00:50:20,205 --> 00:50:23,206 [BETTE] Are you and Jordi having sex? 1190 00:50:23,208 --> 00:50:24,457 - Mom. - I... 1191 00:50:24,459 --> 00:50:25,959 We literally just started dating. 1192 00:50:25,961 --> 00:50:27,669 Okay, I know that you don't want to talk to me 1193 00:50:27,671 --> 00:50:29,504 - about this, but... - No, I really don't. 1194 00:50:29,506 --> 00:50:30,797 I just asked Alice one question. 1195 00:50:30,799 --> 00:50:33,174 It does not mean that I'm doing anything. 1196 00:50:33,176 --> 00:50:34,634 Oh, well, look, I'm not gonna tell you 1197 00:50:34,636 --> 00:50:36,011 that you're too young or you're... 1198 00:50:36,013 --> 00:50:37,345 or you're not ready or... 1199 00:50:37,347 --> 00:50:38,763 - anything like that. - That's good. That's great. 1200 00:50:38,765 --> 00:50:39,848 Yeah, 'cause that would be pointless. 1201 00:50:39,850 --> 00:50:42,407 - Mm-hmm. - Right, but I-I will say 1202 00:50:42,409 --> 00:50:43,935 that sex is supposed to feel good. 1203 00:50:43,937 --> 00:50:45,854 - Oh, my God, Mom. Mom. - Yeah, for both of you. 1204 00:50:45,856 --> 00:50:48,064 - Okay, okay. - Yeah, so... 1205 00:50:48,066 --> 00:50:50,025 - Got it. - And if you're scared 1206 00:50:50,027 --> 00:50:52,277 or you're feeling pressured, it's just... 1207 00:50:52,279 --> 00:50:54,362 - it's not gonna feel good. - Okay. Okay. 1208 00:50:54,364 --> 00:50:56,114 Can this be over now? [LAUGHS] I really don't... 1209 00:50:56,116 --> 00:50:57,991 Uh, sure. I mean, it's the preamble, 1210 00:50:57,993 --> 00:51:00,493 - but, yeah, sure. - Okay, cool. Oh, my God! 1211 00:51:00,495 --> 00:51:02,120 Look at that dog. Hi! 1212 00:51:02,122 --> 00:51:03,872 - Is this your dog? - Yeah. 1213 00:51:03,874 --> 00:51:06,041 - Hi. Hi, sweetie. - Her name's Lynn. Oh! 1214 00:51:06,043 --> 00:51:08,209 - My God, Bette. Hey. - Oh! 1215 00:51:08,211 --> 00:51:11,504 Hey, Maya. Nice to see you out in the real world. 1216 00:51:11,506 --> 00:51:12,881 You, too. 1217 00:51:12,883 --> 00:51:15,008 I... Look, I know I'm supposed to be impartial, 1218 00:51:15,010 --> 00:51:16,299 but I was really pulling for you. 1219 00:51:16,301 --> 00:51:18,219 Oh, well, thank you. 1220 00:51:18,221 --> 00:51:20,055 Means a lot. 1221 00:51:20,057 --> 00:51:22,974 Well, have a great hike. 1222 00:51:22,976 --> 00:51:24,100 Thanks. Um, 1223 00:51:24,102 --> 00:51:25,977 do you want to grab dinner sometime? 1224 00:51:25,979 --> 00:51:30,231 Uh, I'm not really doing any press right now, 1225 00:51:30,233 --> 00:51:32,233 - but thanks. - Oh. No, no, no. 1226 00:51:32,235 --> 00:51:34,402 I-I meant off the... off the clock. 1227 00:51:34,404 --> 00:51:35,654 Oh, uh... 1228 00:51:35,656 --> 00:51:37,055 - Uh... - You know what? 1229 00:51:37,057 --> 00:51:38,156 Just think about it. 1230 00:51:38,158 --> 00:51:39,824 - You've got my number. - All right. 1231 00:51:39,826 --> 00:51:41,495 - Nice to meet you. - [ANGIE] You, too. 1232 00:51:44,414 --> 00:51:46,915 All right. 1233 00:51:46,917 --> 00:51:49,417 Well, she's pretty. [LAUGHS] 1234 00:51:49,419 --> 00:51:50,922 - Stop it. Don't. - Just saying, that's... 1235 00:51:50,924 --> 00:51:53,473 - Stop it. - This is exciting! 1236 00:51:53,475 --> 00:51:55,340 - [BOTH LAUGH] - Why is it exciting? 1237 00:51:55,342 --> 00:51:57,175 - Nothing happened. - You just found 1238 00:51:57,177 --> 00:51:59,302 - the love of your life. - [LAUGHS] No, that's not true. 1239 00:51:59,304 --> 00:52:01,096 I see sparks in the air. 1240 00:52:01,098 --> 00:52:04,307 - [CHEERING] - [ALICE] And we're back with Roxane Gay. 1241 00:52:04,309 --> 00:52:07,519 I've always been obsessed with your idea of bad feminism. 1242 00:52:07,521 --> 00:52:10,271 You know, like, I really identify with that. 1243 00:52:10,273 --> 00:52:12,107 You know, I hear that from women a lot, 1244 00:52:12,109 --> 00:52:14,317 and I think it's because, for a lot of us, 1245 00:52:14,319 --> 00:52:16,861 we have this idea of what a feminist is 1246 00:52:16,863 --> 00:52:19,197 as angry and man-hating and hairy, which... 1247 00:52:19,199 --> 00:52:20,615 There's nothing wrong with any of that, 1248 00:52:20,617 --> 00:52:23,535 but, you know, there has to be space in feminism 1249 00:52:23,537 --> 00:52:25,473 for us to be human and flawed 1250 00:52:25,475 --> 00:52:28,189 but also to really care about the state of women in the world. 1251 00:52:28,191 --> 00:52:29,290 - Yeah. - [APPLAUSE] 1252 00:52:29,292 --> 00:52:31,628 - [WHOOPING] - [ROXANE] Thank you. 1253 00:52:32,504 --> 00:52:34,629 Can you be a bad queer? 1254 00:52:34,631 --> 00:52:35,703 Oh, absolutely. 1255 00:52:35,705 --> 00:52:37,576 Historically, in the queer community, 1256 00:52:37,578 --> 00:52:40,184 we've tried to resist heteronormative ideas. 1257 00:52:40,186 --> 00:52:41,708 - Mm-hmm. - And, so, these days, 1258 00:52:41,710 --> 00:52:42,804 to be a bad queer 1259 00:52:42,806 --> 00:52:45,390 is probably to want a wife and two kids 1260 00:52:45,392 --> 00:52:47,017 and a picket fence. 1261 00:52:47,019 --> 00:52:49,228 I think I might be a bad queer. 1262 00:52:49,230 --> 00:52:51,126 - Oh, really? How so? - Well, 1263 00:52:51,128 --> 00:52:53,982 I've been in a relationship with a really wonderful woman 1264 00:52:53,984 --> 00:52:55,734 - for about two years. - Mm-hmm. 1265 00:52:55,736 --> 00:52:56,997 And we were really happy, 1266 00:52:56,999 --> 00:53:01,151 and not too long ago, we introduced a third person 1267 00:53:01,153 --> 00:53:02,576 - into our couple. - [AUDIENCE MURMURING] 1268 00:53:02,578 --> 00:53:04,492 Like, a poly situation? 1269 00:53:04,494 --> 00:53:05,994 With her ex-wife. 1270 00:53:05,996 --> 00:53:07,162 Wow. 1271 00:53:07,164 --> 00:53:08,702 [CHUCKLES] That's certainly 1272 00:53:08,704 --> 00:53:11,541 an original way of getting into polyamory. 1273 00:53:11,543 --> 00:53:13,126 I wouldn't recommend it. 1274 00:53:13,128 --> 00:53:14,335 - You think? - [LAUGHTER] 1275 00:53:14,337 --> 00:53:17,047 [ALICE] But that is the queerest thing I could ever do, 1276 00:53:17,049 --> 00:53:18,339 - right? - Oh, absolutely. 1277 00:53:18,341 --> 00:53:19,392 On a scale of one to "what the fuck", 1278 00:53:19,394 --> 00:53:21,176 - that's way out there. - Right? Right. 1279 00:53:21,178 --> 00:53:23,678 'Cause I thought I was this cool, 1280 00:53:23,680 --> 00:53:27,209 open, you know, understanding queer lady 1281 00:53:27,211 --> 00:53:29,851 who wanted to live outside of every box, and... 1282 00:53:29,853 --> 00:53:31,019 I'm not. 1283 00:53:31,021 --> 00:53:33,772 I-I'm just, uh... 1284 00:53:33,774 --> 00:53:35,690 I'm heartbroken. 1285 00:53:35,692 --> 00:53:37,525 [ROXANE] Yeah, that's understandable. 1286 00:53:37,527 --> 00:53:40,287 [ALICE] Because I just want Nat. 1287 00:53:40,289 --> 00:53:42,491 - You know, just Nat. - [NAT] I'm here. 1288 00:53:43,366 --> 00:53:44,822 - What? - [NAT] Hi. 1289 00:53:44,824 --> 00:53:46,493 What's happening? 1290 00:53:46,495 --> 00:53:47,952 [NAT] Sorry. Um, I'm here. 1291 00:53:47,954 --> 00:53:49,315 It's... Excuse me. 1292 00:53:49,317 --> 00:53:50,914 [CHUCKLES] It's me. Uh... 1293 00:53:50,916 --> 00:53:53,124 Um... 1294 00:53:53,126 --> 00:53:54,849 - Can we cut? - Yeah, of course. 1295 00:53:54,851 --> 00:53:56,971 - This, this isn't the show, so... - No. Keep rolling. 1296 00:53:57,638 --> 00:53:58,702 We need this. 1297 00:53:58,704 --> 00:54:00,632 [NAT] I was gonna wait for you in your office, 1298 00:54:00,634 --> 00:54:03,426 but then I heard what you were saying, and I just... 1299 00:54:03,428 --> 00:54:05,053 I-I'm in the middle of a show. 1300 00:54:05,055 --> 00:54:06,435 Sorry. Um, can I... 1301 00:54:06,437 --> 00:54:08,379 - Can I go up there? - [ALICE] No. 1302 00:54:08,381 --> 00:54:09,724 - Yeah? Okay. - No. 1303 00:54:09,726 --> 00:54:11,017 - No. - All right. 1304 00:54:11,019 --> 00:54:12,769 - Oh, okay? - Absolutely. Yes. 1305 00:54:12,771 --> 00:54:15,647 - [CHEERING] - I don't know. I just... 1306 00:54:15,649 --> 00:54:17,398 Hi. Hi. 1307 00:54:17,400 --> 00:54:20,485 - Hi. I'm a huge fan. - Hi. 1308 00:54:20,487 --> 00:54:21,986 - Sorry. Just... - Thank you. 1309 00:54:21,988 --> 00:54:23,196 - No, go ahead. - I didn't... 1310 00:54:23,198 --> 00:54:24,989 - [LAUGHS] Okay. - [LAUGHTER] 1311 00:54:24,991 --> 00:54:26,157 - Um... - What's happening? 1312 00:54:26,159 --> 00:54:27,408 - [CHEERING] - Oh. 1313 00:54:27,410 --> 00:54:28,952 No. No, I'm not proposing. 1314 00:54:28,954 --> 00:54:31,287 I'm just trying to get closer to her. 1315 00:54:31,289 --> 00:54:32,747 Yeah, I don't do marriage. 1316 00:54:32,749 --> 00:54:34,249 - Okay. - [LAUGHTER] 1317 00:54:34,251 --> 00:54:36,251 I want you, too. 1318 00:54:36,253 --> 00:54:37,794 I lost a marriage 1319 00:54:37,796 --> 00:54:40,255 because I was afraid to fight for what I wanted, 1320 00:54:40,257 --> 00:54:42,590 and I'm not gonna make the same mistake twice. 1321 00:54:42,592 --> 00:54:44,039 I love you. 1322 00:54:44,041 --> 00:54:47,668 I am in love with you. 1323 00:54:48,765 --> 00:54:52,892 And I feel like my complete and total self 1324 00:54:52,894 --> 00:54:54,102 when I'm with you. 1325 00:54:54,104 --> 00:54:56,896 And you make me laugh. 1326 00:54:56,898 --> 00:54:58,231 Even when I'm mad, 1327 00:54:58,233 --> 00:55:00,567 which is so fucking annoying. [LAUGHS] 1328 00:55:00,569 --> 00:55:03,653 - [LAUGHTER] - But it makes me love you even more. 1329 00:55:03,655 --> 00:55:06,573 And your maternal instincts are a little off, but... 1330 00:55:06,575 --> 00:55:08,575 - Well, I'm-I'm... - Well, I know. 1331 00:55:08,577 --> 00:55:09,951 And you wake up every morning 1332 00:55:09,953 --> 00:55:12,203 and you burn the shit out of their eggs, 1333 00:55:12,205 --> 00:55:13,888 - and I love that. - [LAUGHTER] 1334 00:55:13,890 --> 00:55:16,374 They're deceivingly hard to make. 1335 00:55:16,376 --> 00:55:18,960 - [LAUGHTER] - Not really. They're very easy. 1336 00:55:18,962 --> 00:55:20,253 [CHUCKLES] 1337 00:55:20,255 --> 00:55:23,798 Love, you tried to make it work with my ex-wife 1338 00:55:23,800 --> 00:55:26,259 because you thought it would make me happy. 1339 00:55:26,261 --> 00:55:28,303 - I did. - Yeah. 1340 00:55:28,305 --> 00:55:30,471 - I really did that. - [LAUGHS] I know. 1341 00:55:30,473 --> 00:55:32,120 I mean, she's the fucking best. 1342 00:55:32,122 --> 00:55:35,727 - I'm pretty great. - [LAUGHS] Yeah, you are. 1343 00:55:35,729 --> 00:55:37,645 I love you. 1344 00:55:37,647 --> 00:55:39,448 I'm gonna fight for you. 1345 00:55:39,450 --> 00:55:40,982 Okay? 1346 00:55:40,984 --> 00:55:43,526 ♪ WISTFUL MUSIC ♪ 1347 00:55:43,528 --> 00:55:45,486 Just me? 1348 00:55:45,488 --> 00:55:47,991 Yes. Just you. 1349 00:55:48,867 --> 00:55:51,036 [CHEERING AND APPLAUSE] 1350 00:56:04,007 --> 00:56:09,010 ♪ La da da da da, la da da da da ♪ 1351 00:56:09,012 --> 00:56:11,306 ♪ Da da da ♪ 1352 00:56:13,475 --> 00:56:15,391 ♪ La da da da da ♪ 1353 00:56:15,393 --> 00:56:17,518 - ♪ La da da da da... ♪ - [KNOCKING ON DOOR] 1354 00:56:17,520 --> 00:56:20,897 [JOSÉ] Micah, please open the door. 1355 00:56:20,899 --> 00:56:22,565 Micah, I'm sorry. 1356 00:56:22,567 --> 00:56:24,442 It's not what you think. 1357 00:56:24,444 --> 00:56:26,114 I just want to talk to you. 1358 00:56:26,116 --> 00:56:27,946 Please open the door. 1359 00:56:27,948 --> 00:56:29,032 [KNOCKING] 1360 00:56:31,618 --> 00:56:35,078 ♪ We are rockets ♪ 1361 00:56:35,080 --> 00:56:38,291 ♪ Pointed up at the stars ♪ 1362 00:56:40,710 --> 00:56:44,754 ♪ We are billions ♪ 1363 00:56:44,756 --> 00:56:47,715 ♪ Of beautiful hearts ♪ 1364 00:56:47,717 --> 00:56:50,385 [CLANKING] 1365 00:56:50,387 --> 00:56:53,388 ♪ And you sold us ♪ 1366 00:56:53,390 --> 00:56:56,391 ♪ Down the river too far ♪ 1367 00:56:56,393 --> 00:56:57,892 [SNIFFING] 1368 00:56:57,894 --> 00:56:58,951 [WHINES] 1369 00:56:58,953 --> 00:57:02,021 ♪ What about us? ♪ 1370 00:57:02,023 --> 00:57:04,482 Stevenson. Party of two. 1371 00:57:04,484 --> 00:57:05,900 - Maya? - Yes. 1372 00:57:05,902 --> 00:57:07,860 Your party's at the bar. 1373 00:57:07,862 --> 00:57:09,821 ♪ What about us? ♪ 1374 00:57:09,823 --> 00:57:15,120 ♪ What about all the broken happy ever afters? ♪ 1375 00:57:16,079 --> 00:57:17,328 ♪ What about us? ♪ 1376 00:57:17,330 --> 00:57:22,752 ♪ What about all the plans that ended in disaster? ♪ 1377 00:57:23,461 --> 00:57:25,545 ♪ What about love? ♪ 1378 00:57:25,547 --> 00:57:28,256 ♪ What about trust? ♪ 1379 00:57:28,258 --> 00:57:30,969 ♪ What about us? ♪ 1380 00:57:32,637 --> 00:57:35,763 ♪ We are problems ♪ 1381 00:57:35,765 --> 00:57:38,101 ♪ That want to be solved... ♪ 1382 00:57:42,063 --> 00:57:43,771 Boarding pass. 1383 00:57:43,773 --> 00:57:45,231 Thank you. 1384 00:57:45,233 --> 00:57:47,442 ♪ Need to be loved ♪ 1385 00:57:47,444 --> 00:57:49,277 Boarding pass. 1386 00:57:49,279 --> 00:57:52,822 ♪ We were willin' ♪ 1387 00:57:52,824 --> 00:57:55,994 ♪ We came when you called... ♪ 1388 00:57:56,830 --> 00:57:57,952 [WHINES] 1389 00:57:57,954 --> 00:57:58,995 [BARKS WEAKLY] 1390 00:57:58,997 --> 00:58:01,039 Hi. 1391 00:58:01,041 --> 00:58:02,206 How you doing? 1392 00:58:02,208 --> 00:58:04,125 ♪ Enough is enough ♪ 1393 00:58:04,127 --> 00:58:06,085 ♪ Oh ♪ 1394 00:58:06,087 --> 00:58:07,795 ♪ What about us? ♪ 1395 00:58:07,797 --> 00:58:12,469 ♪ What about all the times you said you had the answers? ♪ 1396 00:58:13,470 --> 00:58:16,345 ♪ What about us? ♪ 1397 00:58:16,347 --> 00:58:21,434 ♪ What about all the broken happy ever afters? ♪ 1398 00:58:21,436 --> 00:58:22,810 ♪ Oh ♪ 1399 00:58:22,812 --> 00:58:24,645 ♪ What about us? ♪ 1400 00:58:24,647 --> 00:58:29,400 ♪ What about all the plans that ended in disaster? ♪ 1401 00:58:29,402 --> 00:58:33,196 ♪ Oh, what about love? ♪ 1402 00:58:33,198 --> 00:58:34,655 ♪ What about trust? ♪ 1403 00:58:34,657 --> 00:58:38,119 ♪ What about us? ♪ 1404 00:58:40,163 --> 00:58:42,248 ♪♪ 1405 00:58:44,542 --> 00:58:46,084 [GATE ATTENDANT] We will now begin boarding 1406 00:58:46,086 --> 00:58:48,211 Flight 1256 to Honolulu, 1407 00:58:48,213 --> 00:58:51,716 starting with boarding group one. 1408 00:58:54,344 --> 00:58:55,968 ♪ Oh ♪ 1409 00:58:55,970 --> 00:58:58,054 ♪ What about us? ♪ 1410 00:58:58,056 --> 00:59:02,393 ♪ What about all the plans that ended in disaster? ♪ 1411 00:59:03,895 --> 00:59:06,395 ♪ What about love? ♪ 1412 00:59:06,397 --> 00:59:07,688 ♪ What about trust? ♪ 1413 00:59:07,690 --> 00:59:11,818 ♪ What about us? ♪ 1414 00:59:11,820 --> 00:59:14,362 [GATE ATTENDANT 2] Group A, we welcome you to board 1415 00:59:14,364 --> 00:59:16,364 our nonstop flight to Kansas City. 1416 00:59:16,366 --> 00:59:19,700 ♪ But then I'll be ready ♪ 1417 00:59:19,702 --> 00:59:21,202 ♪ Are you ready? ♪ 1418 00:59:21,204 --> 00:59:24,705 ♪ It's the start of us, waking up ♪ 1419 00:59:24,707 --> 00:59:26,040 ♪ Come on ♪ 1420 00:59:26,042 --> 00:59:27,730 ♪ Are you ready? ♪ 1421 00:59:27,732 --> 00:59:29,634 ♪ I'll be ready ♪ 1422 00:59:29,636 --> 00:59:32,380 ♪ I don't want control, I want to let go... ♪ 1423 00:59:32,382 --> 00:59:34,684 [GATE ATTENDANT] This is the final boarding call 1424 00:59:34,686 --> 00:59:37,032 for Flight 1256 to Honolulu. 1425 00:59:37,569 --> 00:59:41,090 Final boarding call for Flight 1256 to Honolulu. 1426 00:59:41,092 --> 00:59:42,638 Boarding all passengers. 1427 00:59:42,640 --> 00:59:43,891 ♪ We are ready ♪ 1428 00:59:43,893 --> 00:59:45,059 ♪ What about ♪ 1429 00:59:45,061 --> 00:59:47,228 ♪ What about us? ♪ 1430 00:59:47,230 --> 00:59:51,860 ♪ What about all the times you said you had the answers? ♪ 1431 00:59:53,611 --> 00:59:55,242 ♪ So what about us? ♪ 1432 00:59:55,244 --> 00:59:59,657 ♪ What about all the broken happy ever afters? ♪ 1433 00:59:59,659 --> 01:00:01,868 ♪ Oh ♪ 1434 01:00:01,870 --> 01:00:03,688 ♪ What about us? ♪ 1435 01:00:03,690 --> 01:00:06,122 ♪ What about us? ♪ 1436 01:00:06,124 --> 01:00:10,710 ♪ What about us? ♪ 1437 01:00:10,712 --> 01:00:13,756 ♪♪ 1438 01:00:31,691 --> 01:00:34,775 ♪ Let them know ♪ 1439 01:00:34,777 --> 01:00:37,822 ♪♪ 1440 01:00:40,642 --> 01:00:41,741 ♪ What about ♪ 1441 01:00:41,743 --> 01:00:44,851 ♪ What about us? ♪ 1442 01:00:44,853 --> 01:00:47,853 - Synced and corrected by Firefly - - www.addic7ed.com - 99723

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