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Hank!

Dad?

Dad?

Hank, I need you.

Dad, I'm right here!

Hank!

Hank!

Dad?

Wait, please!

No, no, no, no!

Hey, guys, um,

I can help with the framing.

I used to build shit for...

Or, uh, sorry.

I used to build stuff
with my dad.

Like, I built a... a deck once.

I-I, like...

When you speak, you do no work.

Would you like coffee?

Oh, yeah, sure, I'd...

I'd love some.
I didn't know you guys drank coffee.

Thank you.

I'm Lucas.

Susannah!

I'm Susannah.

Lucas, come with me.

But, um, I'm working.

They can wait.

These were Amos'.

I let them out a bit,
hoping they might fit you.

You need appropriate clothes
for Vespers this evening.

Try this.

See how it fits.

Study Matthew 5:30.

My insurance.

Doesn't recognize
domestic partnerships,

so even if we filed...

What are we gonna do?

Oh, my God.

Hey, come on.

You know what?

We're gonna get through this.

The most important thing
is just to get you healthy.

Yeah, but I can't just
sit here, you know?

I-I got to...

Okay, well, you know,
let's just get married.

You and Henry would be on the
policy next month.

Thomas...

I know. It's crazy.

Yeah, kind of.

I mean, it's not that crazy,
'cause I love you.

We've only been together
for seven months.

Very true.
Seven months and three days.

And we have been tested enough.

You know that I love you.

And you know
that if I was to ask,

like, really ask...

I'd do it with
a lot more hoo-hah.

Hoo-hah?

Oh, glitz, glamour.

It wouldn't be over shitty
medical bills, you know?

Way more romantic than that.

Yeah, you make foil llama swans.

I do.

I do. I do do that.

Listen, Cleo,

I am certain about us.

The thing is, I'm just, um...

I'm not sure I can
get married again.

- Hi.
- Hey.

Hey.

Are you sure
you're up for school today?

Yeah.

Are you up for me
going to school today?

'Cause I could stay here.

Yes, yes.

You go. Learn.

You know what? Jenna's gone.

I'll give you a ride.

Okay, yeah. Thanks.

I love you.

I love you, too.

Bye.

Thank you so much for holding.

Hi, yes, this is Officer Hulce

from the Reston
Sheriff's Department.

I'm calling to verify
a few details

on an agent you have
in the field here,

Ken Davidson.

How long has he been with you?

Well, it looks like
he's been here

for about 11 years.

Huh.

And it doesn't say on his card
which office he's based out of.

Is he local?

Uh, he spent a few years
in our Akron offices,

and then he was transferred
to our tristate offices.

Anything beyond that
is privileged.

And if I wanted a list
of his other clients...

Can you give me that?

Uh, that's a question
for our legal department.

Okay. Thank you.

No problem.

We've got a problem.

Okay.

A sheriff just called
asking about you,

Anna Hulce.

Hmm.

She asked a lot of questions...

and was a little
condescending, to be honest.

I did the best I could,
but I don't know.

I'll take care of it.

Henry.

Henry.

You did this to me.

You fucking bitch.

You tried to kill me!

What are you? Henry.

You're a goddamn monster!

Miss Coles,

this test is 40% of your grade.

Um...

I'm good. Thanks.

Jenna!

What a nice surprise.

How are you?

I'm okay.

Oh, I'm good.

Just, you know,
junior year is a lot so far.

You know, group still
meets on Thursdays

if you ever wanna come by
and say hi.

Uh, yeah, I was...
I was wondering if that was still a thing,

but I don't know.

It's been a long time.

Three years isn't long,

and grief is an ongoing process.

It doesn't go away.
It just changes shape.

I know you and your mom
were very close.

Jenna.

I should go.

Okay, I am here anytime,

group or no group.

Hey.

Everything okay?

Yeah, uh, just college stuff.

Okay, great,
'cause we're late to dance committee.

We're voting on themes,
and I need your vote.

Are you gonna say anything or...

You're right. This is better.

I thought you wanted
to call the shots.

Fine.

So what happens now?

You're gonna teach me
how to control this thing,

and then what?

Nothing happens till
you get in the truck.

I already told you
I'm not gonna do that.

You want control,
you have to take control.

That's what I'm doing.

You need to control
yourself, not me.

So what are we doing here?

Do you just hate eating alone?

Surf's up.

Wow.

What?

You picked this place.

Reston's too small.

We shouldn't be seen together.

Took me a while
to find this place.

I assume that's Bill.

Or was.

Where is this?

Sri Lanka.

Any idea why?

Did you see anyone?

Well, someone saw the arm
of the man you killed,

then probably
got a hold of a handgun

that is registered to our
good friend Bill Boone.

So I need to find them
before anyone else does.

How good a cop
is your friend there?

Anna?

Should we worry about her?

She's fine.

She's not a problem.

Okay.

You're on your own
for a few days.

Next time I see you...

Should be in the garage.

And you're sure your dad doesn't
have any connection to Sri Lanka?

I mean, the only thing
that I really know about him

is his name, so...

Oh, maybe the hacker
can help us with your dad.

Or with Nikolai,

or... or both.

They haven't even
gotten back to you, Townes.

How would they tell us anything?

Right.

I might have something

that could help that Nikolai
doesn't know about.

I've been having
these dreams about my dad,

but I'm going to wherever
the dream is

even though what's happening
in the dream isn't real.

Does that make sense at all?

- Yes.
- No.

Like you're sleepwalking

or sleep-teleporting
and then sleepwalking.

Yeah, I guess.

Well, what did the GPS say?

Uh, whatever happened last
time scrambled the receiver.

I'm trying to fix it.

I'm sorry. I-I will fix it!

I just need more time.

I don't...

Townes, it's okay.
It's... It's fine.

Yeah. Yeah.

Uh...

Is anyone else in the dream

and any other focal points
or symbology?

I mean, there's that picture that
I saw in Sri Lanka, but that's it.

And you're going back
to the same place every time?

Kind of.
I mean, some things change, but...

But my dad is always there.

There is precedent for
communicating through dreams.

Dr. Who's Dream Lord, for one.

Also Hiyori Iki,
the half-phantom.

I can look into dream telepathy
and astral projection.

That might help.

Um, in the meantime,
the more you can find out about your dad,

the better.

That's... That's the only
advantage we have over Nikolai.

Do you think he's okay?

No.

None of us are.

- What?
- Nothing.

Jenna.

It's just that when my mom couldn't
understand what was happening,

she'd make up stories.

Jenna, your mom had Alzheimer's.

She was sick.

- I'm not. I'm...
- I know.

I'm not your mom.

But you said it yourself.

Don't do that.

Don't use something
that I said against me.

I'm not using it
against you, Henry.

I'm not making up my dad.

He is real, and he is out there,

and he might know something.

But you're putting
so much weight on him,

and what... what if
he's not what you expect?

- I'm so done with this conversation.
- What if he's something...

- No, Henry...
- Please get out. Jenna, leave.

Leave my room, please.

Together we have lost our way.

In doing so, we have
suffered many losses.

If we do not correct ourselves,

more suffering will be visited.

You are not without sin.

Who better should confirm
the danger of our wrongs

than one who walked
neck-deep in them?

Lucas, come.

This is Lucas Boone.

He has come here
to learn from us,

but we must also learn from him.

Matthew 5:30.

"And if thy right hand
offend thee,"

"cut it off
and cast it from thee,"

"for it is profitable for thee that
one of thy members should perish"

"and not that thy whole body
should be cast into hell."

My...

My right hand has offended me.

Both of my hands, actually.

I haven't had...

Much of a chance
to become anyone

other than who
I've been up until now.

My father...

I trusted him.

I trusted his judgment.

I trusted his reason.

And I thought
that being a good man

meant being a good man
in his eyes.

But I was wrong.

Bad things have a way
of looking right sometimes.

That's not an excuse.
That's just the truth.

It's worse...

to not be able to see
how bad you really are.

But I see it now,

and I'm cutting off
those parts for good.

The first step in a recovery
is reparations.

I am ashamed

of Jeremiah's charge.

His actions are not mine,
though I aim to right them.

This money will be redistributed

evenly among us so we may
start over in strength.

Let us pray.

Mom?

Hey, honey.

Is everything okay?

Yeah.

I think I wanna know more
about my dad.

I know that, um, before,
I said that I didn't care.

- No.
- But I...

Of course. I get it.

What would you like to know?

Um...

Do you have any pictures of him

or, like, birthday cards
or... I don't know,

something that could help me
remember what he's like?

I'm sorry, I don't have
anything like that, really.

I didn't...

I didn't really take
anything like that with us.

Oh.

But after he left,

I did put a box
of his stuff together,

of our stuff,
and I left it with a friend.

Where is it?

Massachusetts.

But I think she, Fran,
she probably still has it.

I could call her and find out.

Maybe we could take
a trip down there.

You know, it's not much,
but something.

Yeah.

Yeah, I would...

I-I need that.

Okay.

Then I need it, too.

Do you wanna go tomorrow?

Ah, thank you.

Thank you.

Nothing in this car works.

The heat works.

We can't do
a three-and-a-half-hour drive

without any music.

Oh, are you asking me
to sing to you?

- I accept.
- No.

- Yes.
- I wasn't.

Ooh, what is this?

Oh, no. No, no, no.

"Boomtown Gulch."

Look at you.

I mean, we're listening to this.
That's just what we're doing.

No. No, no, no, no, no.
We're not gonna listen to that.

It's basically the same thing
as me singing to you right now.

We have to listen to this.

Can we listen to this?

No, I don't want to.

I don't wanna listen to it.

Nope.

Okay, well,
mystery CD it is, then.

Oh.

Do you think that she gets high

from the breath that
she takes in the morning

like in a yoga way?

Or do you think that she actually
goes and gets high after that?

Judging from the top hat
she wears in the video,

I would say...
she gets really high.

There's a video for this song?

Oh, yes!

How could you not know that?

Thank you, mystery CD.

Your time with us was brief,

but your memory shall live on.

I'm okay. I'm just...

I'm so sick of this sling.

It's so nice to be out
of the house, though.

Yeah.

How you doing?

After... everything,
are you okay?

Yeah, I'm fine.

Really.

What about you? Are you...

Don't worry about me.

What about everything else?

What do you mean?

I mean, you know,

have you had
any more contact with Clay?

Um, no.

Have you thought anymore about
maybe talking to the police

about what happened
with you guys?

No, I'm not gonna do that.

I really think they
could help you, you know?

Mom, how? They can't undo it.

I just... I'm...

I just really don't wanna do...

I don't wanna do that.
I don't wanna tell anyone, so...

Okay.

Have you heard from Dad at all?

I mean, just since...

No.

I would have told you if I had.

He's never tried to get
in touch with you or...

Any news on Bill yet?

Why are we whispering?

Well, Bill has a lot
of enemies in this town,

but he also has
a lot of friends, you know?

Hey, Ken.

Hi there, uh...

Iris, is it?

That's my name.

Well, Iris, could I get
a cup of coffee to go?

Black?

We're out of to-go cups,

so you'll have stay
if you want coffee.

Well, twist my arm.

I'll be right with you.

Thank you.

Hello, Officer.

Nice to see you again.

Hi.

Mind if I plant here a minute?

Not at all, no.

You know,
Iris is just being nice.

Hmm?

They don't have to-go cups
at The Yolk.

There's nowhere to go in Reston,

so why stock the cups?

That's good, yeah.

Took me a while to get used
to the pace around here, too.

Yeah.

I imagine it's, uh,
a lot slower than the city.

You don't work in the city much?

Try not to.

Well, that must be hard,
being on the road like this.

What's it like being away
from your family?

Oh, you know,
same as it is for anyone.

Fun for a couple days.
Then it gets old.

You planning on a long stay?

Whoa.

Well, this job has turned out

to be a little more complicated
than usual, considering,

so I'll stay as long
as I have to.

Um, though I must say, uh,

I've had about enough of the tristate.

Hopefully Bill shows
back up again.

That'd move things along for me.

Speaking of,

how is all that?

I'm not at liberty to comment
on the investigation

since it's ongoing.

Right.

Of course.

Well, it seems like you
have your hands full,

and I... hate to be
a distraction.

Um...

This is my personal number,

in case you need
to get in touch again.

It's much easier than going through
the red tape of the main office.

Yeah, they seem a little
short-staffed around there.

Website's down, too.

Well, we do our best.

Mr. Davidson.

Ken, please.

You gave Henry Coles
your number as well.

But she's just a kid.

It's easy
to forget that sometimes.

Yeah, well,
if I reach out to her,

I'll keep you in the loop.

Thank you, Iris.

Hey, come sit.

Um, no, I don't wanna interrupt,

and I have homework, so...

Please.

I miss you.

I saw the VCR was out.

Been watching
the wedding video, huh?

Do you wanna talk about it?

I...

just wanted to remember what you
looked like with a full head of hair.

Well, the tape
is up in your bedroom.

So it's there when you want it.

I didn't wanna leave it out,

and I didn't wanna...

I didn't wanna put it away.

Thanks.

Someday,

you're gonna make a
wedding video of your own.

You'll look just like your mom.

So beautiful.

And whoever marries you is gonna
be the luckiest man in the world.

Yeah, um...

I actually kind of
have a boyfriend.

Um, I mean, I do.

Zach.

Um, we're not getting married
or anything, obviously,

but I-I just thought you should
know that it was happening.

Wow, okay.

Okay,
my daughter has a boyfriend.

I don't know. Maybe I could invite
him over for dinner sometime.

What about tonight?

I mean, it's just the two of us.

Sure.

Yeah, I'll ask him.

I thought I heard you
pulling up.

Hi. It's been forever.

- Oh, oh.
- Gentle. Sorry.

Oh, jeez, what happened?

I slipped on some ice
in the driveway.

It was stupid.

Oh, my God.

And who's this?
Friend from work?

Kidding. I'm just kidding.

Oh, my God, Henry, look at you.

Hi.

Okay. Okay, come on.
Come in, come in.

I found Simon's box.
I pulled it out of the basement.

We were so nervous.

I mean, we had never opened for
a big band like that before.

It's Marcy Playground, right?

Yes, Marcy fucking Playground.

I mean, pardon my French.

No, that's okay.
Henry speaks French.

Right.

So we were getting
ready for the show

and we were nervous, so we had a
couple of beers to calm ourselves down.

Then after sound check,
we were getting pumped,

and we thought, "Hey,
we'll have a couple of shots."

Hey, I only had one shot.

No, you lie.

- Mmm-mmm.
- Ugh.

Needless to say,
we were not asked to go on the tour.

You missed the best part.

We got kicked out of the bar.

What?

Why?

There was a fight, capital F.

No, it wasn't that bad.

Simon got into it with one of
the other band's bass players

because he thought that
that guy was hitting on me,

which he was not.

My dad was there?

Nearly broke that guy's arm.

It wasn't a big deal.

Seems like a big deal to me.

She okay?

Yeah.

She's just a teenager, you know?

Mm.

Okay, I'm not trying to suck up to
you, Mr. Hope,

but this is the best lasagne
I've ever had.

Nice. That's Jenna's
mom's recipe.

I try my best,
but nothing compares to Elizabeth's.

No, Dad, it's good, really.

All right.

Jenna's mom and I,
we were high school sweethearts, too.

Dad, let's talk...

I would tape love poems
to her locker.

Oh, my God,
she actually showed me one once.

Oh? Was it good?

Well, they got better.

They got better, seriously.

Um, if you want more,
Zach, there's tons.

- Yeah, that sounds great.
- All right, good.

Oh, no, I got it. I got it.

- Okay.
- Thank you.

I know that I'm supposed to
hate my daughter's boyfriend,

but, you know, I think
he's pretty great.

Good.

I'm glad.

Where have you been?

Did you get my messages?

Do you know the guy
from the picture?

Hey.

How you doing in here?

Fine.

I shouldn't have told
that story. I'm sorry.

I don't know.

She just, like,
never talks about him, so...

Right, right.

Yeah.

You know, um, sometimes...

the good stuff is harder
to talk about than the bad,

and the bad's really hard
to talk about, you know?

Did you like him?

Your dad?

Yeah, sure.

I mean, he was great.

You know, funny, sweet.

Could be a little difficult
to be around towards the end.

I'm sure your mom just wants to
protect you from all that, Henry.

Was he, um...

Was he ever, like,
violent at all?

I mean, did he ever,

like, hurt her or...

No.

No, I'm sure
she would have told me

if anything like that happened.

Yeah.

But, uh, he could be
a little paranoid.

Off in his own world, you know?

But hey... hey,
Thomas sounds great, right?

Different from the guys
your mom used to date.

Very different, yeah.

Mm. So you like him?

Yeah.

Good.

Maybe then she'll finally
get divorced and move on.

You know, she deserves
to be happy.

Sorry, I...

I imagine the barn's
been cold at night.

No, it's fine.

You should sleep
in here tonight.

Amos' room can be yours for now.

I don't mind the barn.

I insist.

That's wrong.

I've been praying...

But I don't feel relieved
of anything.

How do I know if it's working?

You must make peace with yourself
before you can make peace with God.

But I don't know how to do that.

It takes patience...

And faith.

Stay strong, Lucas.

I have big plans for you.

You wanna talk about it?

Are you still married to Dad?

Yes.

Why?

And why do I not know that?

I don't know.

It's hard to divorce someone
who isn't there.

Mom...

I don't know what
you want me to say.

It doesn't mean anything.

- That's bullshit.
- Henry.

You've been dragging me around
from boyfriend to boyfriend,

fully knowing that it's not
going to work

because you're fucking married.

That's not fair.

I know!

It's not fair.

It's not fair that you keep
putting me through this shit.

It is not fair that you
don't tell me anything!

This is my life, too!

I understand that.

Do you?

You didn't even look for Dad.

He was fucked up,
so you just left.

You just left...

He abandoned me!

He abandoned us, Henry!

He abandoned us.

Why would I look for him?

For me!

You're supposed to look
for him for me!

You don't remember him.

You don't remember
what it was like.

He made things very hard for us.

Mom, maybe he was afraid
of something

and he didn't think
he could tell you or trust you.

Maybe he thought you wouldn't
fucking believe him.

You don't know.

If he doubted me
or didn't trust me,

I mean, that's... that's on him.

Talking to him,
it was like talking to a brick wall.

It's like talking to you.

You won't tell me about Clay.

You won't tell me
about the hospital.

You won't tell me
about the shooting.

I'm so s...

I'm so sorry it's so hard
for you to be my mom.

I'm so sorry that so much
terrible shit has happened to me

and that you have
to deal with it.

You have to deal with it,
and you're not.

Are you fucking kidding?

Look, your father is the
one who left us, okay?

And I understand
if you want to blame me.

That's not what happened.
He didn't leave.

Okay.

Will you please fucking
tell me what happened?

Enlighten me, Henry,
because I would really like to know.

Forget it.

I'm entitled to my pain.

Everyone hurts
in a different way.

And you don't get
to judge me for that.

And I'm sorry if it hurts you.

I'm sorry I'm a person.

And I'm dealing with it
the best way that I can.

You're not dealing with it.

Neither are you.

Terry, what do you got for me?

Yeah,
the blood sample you gave me was ID'd.

Came back as Bill Boone.

Okay.

You kept that
off the books, right?

Of course. You don't ask
for favors, Hulce,

so when you do, I trust it.

Thanks.

Okay, I got to go. Working.

Always.

This is Officer Hulce on
the 40-mile mark, Route 242.

I need an ambulance and backup
to my location stat.

I got a body in the road.

Copy that.

Are you all right?

You okay?

Officer Hulce,
we have backup en route to your location.

Three minutes out. Do you copy?