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a man looking day and night

fearlessly hungry for life even in
its late dream

and he writes
that on

this idea people from their
waking complacency was all

miller
he was probably the most open person you

did not know he wanted others
are open and she he felt that

the people are blind

his books are mostly about sex
ruthlessly obscene
but what is it about the pleasure gain

as an egomaniac or higher
truth

who was henry miller

a kind of human amok with genitals

refresh the world
when i give a boost to the world

consists only of the things he has
can digest it now

that was the impression i got from him
had quite sympathetic

asl
who always have incredible

erotic dreams i said okay

and he said in my dreams
I send it very well

So these are your two typing yes
now that important all right

Müller grows in New York
turn of the century on his
grandparents were from germany

immigrated and had settled in
Yorkville settled the quarter of

German-born in Manhattan
henry is named heinrich

baptized the print in after his father
a tailor workshop runs the

German close awakens toward the rebels

these dresses german words everything was
discipline

they were brutal when i got mine
friend went home said

defenders me help me he grabs
anything when my father hits me

and get away
all just brutality and discipline

he hated the submission she saw as
dramatic mistakes

you participate because that's the way you run
has this tunnel view and sees it

no longer around the world
one is only focused on obedience

yes my mother she was a strange one
woman the neighbors claimed they had

loved me I felt with her
she kissed and never hugged me

great lack that mothers do something like that
I only found out that he has a friend

his mother visited an english woman
said how are you

she hugged and kissed him
I had never heard such words

the tone was new to me

united here i think he was looking for
in women for something that it does

did not exist
he had this ideal idea

typical of his attitude women
opposite is its limitless

admiration for a girl named coras

he knew her as a teenager in
Brooklyn was crazy about he spoke to her

but sometimes he went to your house and
looked longingly at her window

so he was already looking into young people
years after something he was

corresponded

and he also rebelled against his
she wanted her mother and her values in question

therefore move with him
prostitutes in strip clubs and had

affairs with older women
he did things his mother did deeply

would have been kind of
mission for him

back then he started writing that
discover artistic in itself

working in the father's tailoring
is not it the trial of a

marriage quickly fails due to boredom
his memories of that time are

bitter

now i know where and how i am back
in this crappy new york where i

was born
he only knew me of hunger humiliation

despair frustration and others
nothing but remember that was here
the new york that i gave after my birth

knew
when i later explored the city

it is already changing
got a little more terrible though

I drove to the brooklyn bridge at that time
the only bridge
who often I passed with an empty stomach

this bridge back and forth on the
unsuccessful search for alms

I sold newspapers at time square
begged broadway and came up with 10 10

no wonder home that i
She had nightmares all my life
I don't know how I returned

I have survived and why I am still in my head
am healthy

henry wants to be free from the start
to be free for adventures

women and nocturnal manhattan

the chance acquaintance june mansfield
he wants to get married right away

she was a taxi dancer
back then in new york

you went to a dance club and gave one
girls 25 cents then danced with them

customer and rubbed himself and accept
have been alluring and

out of reach of henry
because it was nothing but a big one

child a big little boy

and that was a nice big insane

sexual certain woman by the way
had told me he always went

to the american express and wait that would be
letters because in the letters 10 dollars
notes were in it

he had already lived on this woman
she worked and she agreed

so he's earned as a pacifier nothing
it was telegraph boats and the like

year he has no money
But gravediggers would all, I do

that also suits him
I do not think that he was so nice that
somehow worried or or just

complex was also belonged to the
life protection that he feels for life

has with time henry do as one
art muse to him as a writer

maybe believed more than himself

it was she who pushed him out of the nest
and said when you become a writer

want
you have to go to paris there

artist than in real artist

and paris is actually like one
wake-up call for him had in new york

already written but here is the
existential experiences matter

which he can draw later
first of all the whole stack falls off
notebooks he writes about people

street smells and about his poverty
Eternal hunger looking for one

I think if you suffer deeply
and cannot escape

you accept the situation at some point
and finds wonderful things in it

of poverty and suffering i discovered that
true paris the real french

ghosts i learn you love him
that is of course difficult to understand
how can you enjoy that at the bottom too

his

on the streets you can see the old and
the ones who really bowed demented the

beggars and vagrants the drunk

you feel alive when you do that
watch you love with yours

instinct like an animal for us
that's great for civilized people

to be like a bird of prey
the hunger woke me up i begged

got rather low over and over again
was pushed down and accepted

came up again

every day is a miracle that you
lived through

that's great it's about
instinct and we do not drive

control consciously
Müller believed we had to go with them

connected to be able to raise us

we need the top and the bottom one
can't get up without getting dirty

stand
it is the picture of the tree with the roots
in the ground and the leaves in the sky around

to become a transcendent person
you have to accept all of me and

understand
that's what all the profanity was about

he wanted to say that belongs to us as
people and i won't pretend

let's be different in paris his
uncovered autobiographical form

novels tropic of black cancer
spring tropic of capricorn and

later has quiet days in clichy miller
his world found his biotope

the unloved america where his books
not allowed to appear for a long time because they
They are always considered obscene

further distant
in kolberg he described america as

the air-conditioned nightmare
he wrote a book with this title

he hated America abysmally

it was not too late i will never
become European

but thank god i'm not one
americans more i am what you

an expert
I am in exile I don't have one
country no borders no tax liability

no compulsory military service and love france

what the eye of paris i used to draw
with him all night through paris and

got his equipment got through him
I see many parts of Paris

I had never seen before

miller was an art he composite
spent the next night here

sometimes he had a hotel room
stayed for a long time in the hotel central in the

romanian in a small square with marc
he later loved this place

all these are perhaps the
most beautiful descriptions of paris it

gives

his parisian friendships from the
20s and 30s hold until the end

visited again and again in his life
miller the photographer and artist brass

be his studio and admire them
sculptures that are created there

holy sebastian in plaster for example
don't spear in his body

but stick cigarettes when press
pray to him, he is in what but

henry is interested in
something completely different for a picture of
precise wife happened different

were the women also the grades
street life a lot of time it maybe

back then he was even more afraid of in paris
different today in Paris gave the

accessibility of women or at all
man that

the trip into people's shells and
who the parisian will live the animals
pieces are hungry for life who like to

let seduce to the unheard of
yes, and that was the outrageous thing for him too

the chaotic the wild and above all
for women and women from Paris
yes keen to experiment and he loved

the novel was about nothing else
silent days in clichy he 1940

has completed and later also
is filmed

two friendly writers live
together in the Parisian suburb of clichy where you

living a relaxed life is money in
it becomes immediately for prostitutes

and debauched celebrations spent
when miller celebrates its parisians here

adventure

of course the film becomes a scandal and
not shown for this in some countries
become

Müller has several versions of the novel
written and in it 20 years of paris

processes it with a big bang
had started

he is born again through everyone
Paris reborn because he is outside

America lives then meets

anais nin is authors with french
cuban roots

she shares miller's interest in
sexual a stormy relationship

begins when they meet in 1932

he fell in love with her
in the picture of her she was raving

erratic and unpredictable
a strange woman astrid no rest

everything you live about on record
heavy and about henry miller can me
remember a

his eyes
kalkar politically broad and sensual first

a man who has to devour life
or something like that

yes of course she has that very strong
impressed by how far he impressed them

is difficult to say
I had the impression that you have

100 covers changed with each other, the
100 letters have been received

mainly about their sexual
experiences but not necessarily

together to an author who
famous diaries inspiration and

protector of many aspiring artists
including henry miller

i just got this book about that
writing finished i say in it though

people's dreams of the artist
familiar and long a painting or

considered a mobile instead of drugs
you could take your own dream
kick off

anais lives in paris with her
american husband hugo one

bankers are also happy to
wants to belong to the art scene
when he became like that after the filmmaker

abstract researched and made
he showed them in the refrigerated counter in paris

and I went over there and there too
chih fell asleep and is a

well and then we met ostriches
and he stubbed out his cigarette like this
he has long

I noticed that he was cooking inside or
something like that even though he is a good american

best family of course
held back yes and then he says

now i'm part of the
become art history not only

my money i paid for everything
I also paid for mister miller
and he finished shaking me

lived with her on the houseboat
and in the morning he got up and went in

his bank on the other side of the
concorde place and made the money yes

and she was with miller and he has
put up the

I may also love admiration
for yours because you already get it

art figure was yes and I assume that
lay in he was more a simple person

panahis is the muse he wrote the
Tropic of Cancer after this

emotional explosion
suddenly I'm the happiest

man i have no money no hope
and am the happiest person that is

wonderful
this exuberance, of course
he crossed a line

what language could you read in a book
use what human

experiences describe which characteristics
of human anatomy ii you could

they describe in which words
let's talk about sexual experiences

he said i write what i write
this was a novel experience to

In 1963 the turning circle of cancer remains in
the usa banned the puritan

relentlessly the censorship authority
English language edition is only in

to have france
everyone had it just like us at the toilet
lying there was the turning circle of cancer

Capricorn's turning circle is yours
Guests

when bored in the party
read the book on the piano

but i was great written in europe
there was only schelin similar to that

regulate the shooter language and the
decency broke through

müller certainly influenced beat
literati

So he is an important figure in the
American literature of the twentieth

century

he had to spread what he wrote but
it would have been the olympia price in paris

not given their books the people in
smuggling suitcases into the usa

he would never have been published, they
imagine this explosion

for the first time in his life
he can do topics

he can buy things for this
time actually has money for him
no meaning money interested in one

dirt but rather left a new freedom
was reborn with astonishment and

reborn in every phase of life

this time the rebirth takes place in
california instead of on the cliffs of the

big sir henry miller wants to go there
his third wife the poland janina

lexika and the two children valentine
and toni come to rest

it became a hut vacant that he for ten
rented dollars a month she was very

primitive

Müller writes and meditates in this
paradise and paints his beloved

watercolors

there was no trade, no industry
quite simply that spoke to him

so he moved there and stayed 17 years

aside from his youth in brooklyn
he has never lived so long in any place

pixar was everything you could think of
father and a place could wish the
natural beauty from pixar

most of the children probably had
no father like me a story

tell

we didn't have a tv on the radio
only worked sometimes

we had no phone in the evening
he told stories at the dining table

wonderful stories from all over
world whether they voted or not didn't matter
he took us on a journey in spirit

and we loved that

if we asked what does this word mean
what was the name of this country he knew immediately
the answer from all people i

knew and whom I believed he had to
most about people places and that is

decisively believed it was wonderful
he always had a good glass of wine with him

dinner before after dessert
I snuggled in his lap, he

always wore this cord jacket the night away
firmer missing and paul moor cigarettes

I still love this smell to this day

the books appearing in france
brought him in

but he could get the money because of that
do not create the legal situation outside the country

the books he made in the usa
published were tame in comparison

to the French bestsellers and
didn't bring much

that's why he didn't have much
lived on advances from his publisher

and paid with my own paintings
he gave watercolors to the dentist

the man a watercolor
today the dentist would be happy

because the paintings bring 25,000 to
$ 30,000 a piece

he did what he had to do as an artist
believed and that was correct

1963 draws henry miller to los angeles
only now 72 and likes it a bit
The dishes are more convenient

decided that the tropic of the
cancer are now sold in america

may and finally money comes into the
he draws cash in pacific palisades

a mansion
but he remains a seeker

she is beautiful

one of his women's labs found that for him
house in pacific palisades because you're scared
had he had to isolate a change

he always told in view so the day would come
and night fans to his house it worked

like a stuffy on-site house
white one should never have thought that

here a writer or poet
artists have hardly opened it

you could feel this atmosphere door
i'm at home i can do anything here

can be creative

the walls were full of posters sometimes
even psychedelic hung everywhere

his watercolors in different places
stood desks where he was on one

old-fashioned typewriter typed
wrote letters and he had four visits

and after the wedding with hockey this
japanese a constant stream

interesting people

concert pianist jakob gimpl bronislaw
wrote the song heal heal heal

had who was funny it was easy
always someone interesting to visit

hey

because
No

dinner with him was like theater
or literature

I always went swimming in the morning
the pool

then suddenly he opened the sliding door
and asked what is the water temperature

then I had to pull this thing out
and read the temperature like a
ritual

he always wanted to know the temperature

he had an erotic relationship
a young woman in the

she had introduced her name was brandl inez
this one looked incredibly good and had for

the playboy poses beautiful body
beautiful woman back then maybe mid 30

So she was somehow nied
henry known and soon belonged to the

inventory

she didn't live with him but she came to
visit and he wrote her letters there are

a whole book you wrote the brender
he constantly letters long letters 10 12
its pages very

the book is great sometimes she ran
naked through the house from the very liked

but it was the romance of an 80
years probably a hd rather than reality

Müller likes the bizarre real side
life here hollywood and its

stars attract him as much as the trash
who also belongs to the city

everything here is somehow sexual
charged and some things remind him

its time in paris

the ideal channel müller was looking for
the all-consuming all-eating

woman who would eat him too
he was not before so ideal in
sense of how to idealize women

because of haid or untouched
on the contrary, women
represented the chaos of life

who wanted to take part
yes and the women were his access

seems access to the chaotic
of life yes he described one

incredibly brutal kind of
gender share of women be yes

he described the sleep entrance into the
we say underworld and wanted to go in there

he gave him the chance
live out

than the turning circle of cancer finally
appeared he was the man of the hour

let's talk about sex that was her name
drawer in how to put it to me

the following anecdote comes to mind
once a woman and a man came out

South America
my father had it from some

reason invited
they came whole with a poodle

big jumped very strange
they only sat at noon

suddenly the woman got up and said something
to the dog and pushed her dress up and

crawled under it and made kun lingus

my father was shaken to think so
so it happened to him such things

constantly

he invented this persona of this rebel
that was always fixed but it was done
not he was very romantic and

tenderly I think he has this
westling invented because of it

opposite

henry rushed into relationships
women

if he then weaken them and
vulnerability unless he realized that

she was human and not the ideal
corresponded

he couldn't with most women
lead mature realistic relationship

that's probably why he had so many
relationships and never found what he

was looking for that didn't exist

In 1967 he married a fifth time, the
japanese hockey a nightclub singer

serve exploit and leave much alone
she leaves henry three years later

his age afflictions soon increase
will need 24/7 support

that wasn't a big drama at all
he didn't stop almost every evening

table yard almost to the end as a head
a lot forward and we do it again

he sits there in his pajamas
always clean
he said we have to accept what

comes there is this beautiful story
that he would go into the middle of the night

Bad sat down on the floor and
the tour far too much about him

took care of him the next morning
sitting on the floor and with people

talk on the photos on the wall
famous and not famous people

he talked to this man once

i travel around in my bathroom
world it is a microcosm to the

heard magical things in this room
closed for me neuschwanstein the

masterpiece the crazy ludwig king
from Bavaria

he would have the kingdom

for me it is a magic castle inside
and wonderful on the outside and over here
I have some photos especially for people

hung up to be shocked

actually you don't see anything here
obscene interesting but have this

I hung it up especially for people
like to look at the dirty

here is a wonderful sam story
it is about the Munich bobo what

master of fix means
one should not be put off by that

to let
this fish is exceptional and

unlike everyone else in the
story will be a young man 15 years

old of his parents in a zen
sent to monastery where to become human

and enlightenment to experience something for him
failed

and then after 15 years in the monastery
he finally wanted to live the earthly

so he sneaked one
away at night and went to the

red light district

he met a woman and went immediately
you to bed and in the middle of it
he had a wonderful experience

suddenly what he did not do in the monastery
had achieved

The entitlements he was last end
of his life he has more legal certainty

given to life wisdom yes he was
yoga trailer and so on well now

why not if sexuality
if you look for a replacement
but in the soul in the spiritual yes

maybe that was looking for but the
was always on the lookout

I also walked more secularly there
hurry
Hollywood is no substitute for Paris

that he's always in his daydreams now
thinks more often and that the turning point in

his life was

in Paris he was starving and homeless
but in france he got it too

highest recognition as a writer
in america they are denied until

the end there always stays in outkast

the order of the french legion of honor
which you give him shortly before his death

is a last for henry miller
climax father received the

french consul general in
bathrobe a wonderful man

of course he spoke the most beautiful
French that one has ever heard

so he talked for 15 minutes
french told my father about

its contribution to the culture of france
and the world as I cried now

my father also back then
then the consul gave him the medal

the bathrobe
afterwards you thrust yourself to prostete

and then it was over
it was great

anais take perhaps the most important
woman in his life visits henry

miller a few more times and talks to
him about old Parisian times before you

1977 three years before he died of cancer

i never got to your alleged death
obsession believed remembered

I never believed that you were in
your own words over and over again

played but you never worried about
made the destruction of the world

Yes exactly
much worse is he death in
live people who are already dead in life

yes yes yes but you never knew that
but I was always aware of it

but there are people in life
dead are right and that's the only one

the stretcher death not when you have the body
leaves being dead while you live that
is the real dead

great suffering poverty without money in paris
begging the street for bread crumbs

he was at the bottom and then he saw that
light he let himself down to the very bottom
he also advises me if you

being depressed is as depressed as
possible but you come back to the

legs
being big is that enough sometimes

did he say doing nothing is okay
there is so much social pressure

to earn money
utter nonsense he said sometimes

the pure existence exactly

if we all the crap on earth here
we can survive all gods

thank and the highest being among all
mother brand what we're not here for

to enjoy eternal life
solve problems for our fellow human beings

live peace and joy to donate and
this beloved crazy planet

to leave something better than at
our brought he wanted to his

but believe in something better about
we have the existence of god at

example never spoken
he was afraid of the way of dying

because this family in any any
his mother gives a horror story

for example

we still remember how he flew to her
it takes six months to die as
she was finally laid out

he drew them as if they were hers
eyes soak out again as
she called my last fuck you

I think he died in the morning
last secretary said i'm calling to expand

springs in i believe your father is dead
the next day I flew there

expected

i don't know if i watch or loyal
my entire past appears

me like a long nightmare
permeated

he can be beyond need
to reconstruct mother was left to him

until the end
he never had his own femininity

integrate and always carried instead
this ideal with you

maybe he was after completion
that's why he is so disappointed by nexus

knew the transformation he did
had not hoped for through art

had occurred
he had his literary goals

but achieves its ultimate goal
transcendence equal to the highest itself

he reached a Buddhist monk
Henry Miller does not see his life

therefore not as a failure
not someone like him from the moment

lived right now
who was handy müller maybe we are

others to the answer to this question
more interested than he was

I sold newspapers at time square
begged on broadway and came at 10
10 home no wonder i

She had nightmares all my life
I don't know how I returned

I have survived and why I am still in my head
am healthy

henry wants to be free from the start
to be free for adventures

women and nocturnal manhattan

the chance acquaintance june mansfield
how to marry leather

she was a taxi dancer
back then in new york
you went to a dance club and gave one

girls 25 cents then danced with them
customers and rubbed themselves against them

have been djokovic and seductive
and out of reach for henry

because it was nothing but a big one
child a big little boy that was

a nice big insanely sexual
certain woman from whom he lived, by the way

had told me he always went to
american talk and waiting for your

letters because in the letters 10 dollars
notes were in it

he had already lived on this woman
she worked and she agreed

as a founder, he is not deserving of anything
it was telegraph boats and the like

year he had no money
gravedigger was once but I think
that also suits him

I do not think that he was so nice that
somehow troubled or or im

complex was also belonged to the
life protection that he feels for life

has henry june as one over time
art muse to him as a writer

maybe believed more than himself

it was she who pushed him out of the nest
and said when you become a writer

you have to go to paris there
outlaw artists

and paris is actually like one
wake up call for him also in new york

already written but

here he bumped says
I always have incredible erotic

dream i said okay henry tell times
and he said in my dreams

I send it very well
So these are your two typing now

I have everything on you

miller grows in new york
turn of the century on his

grandparents were from germany
immigrated and had settled in

Yorkville settled the quarter of
German-born in Manhattan

henry is named heinrich
baptized the print in after his father

a tailor workshop runs the
German tight wakes up the rebels

this stupid German words was everything
discipline

they were brutal when i got mine
friend home against said the

defenders help me you attack he
anything when my father hits me

and get away
all just brutality and discipline

he hated the submission she saw as
dramatic mistakes

you participate because that's the way you run
has this tunnel view and sees it

no longer around the world
one is only focused on obedience

yes my mother she was a strange one
asked the neighbors who said they did

honored me
I felt her kiss and hugged me

never a big defect that mothers like that
I only learned to do one

friend visited his mother one
Englishwoman said

how are you immigrated to germany
and had each other in yorkville

settled the quarter of the
German-born in Manhattan

henry is named heinrich
baptized the print in after his father

a tailor workshop runs the
German close awakens toward the rebels

this stupid German fourth was everything
discipline
they were brutal when i got mine

friend went home said the
defenders help me

do you grab anything when my father
I propose, and let's get out of all

brutality and discipline

he hated the submission she saw as
dramatic mistakes

you participate because that's the way you run
has this tunnel view and sees it

no longer around the world
one is only focused on obedience

yes my mother she was a strange one
woman the neighbors claimed they had

loved me I felt with her
she kissed and never hugged me

big man

I only found out what mothers do
has a friend visited his

mother an english woman said

How are you
she hugged and kissed him

I had never heard such words

i think he was looking for women
something that is not there at all

he had this ideal idea
typical of his attitude women

opposite is its limitless
admiration for a girl named coras

he knew her as a teenager in
Brooklyn was crazy about he spoke to her
but sometimes he went there to her house

he wanted to go in that gave him the chance
to live out

than the turning circle of cancer finally
appeared he was the man of the hour

let's talk about sex that was her name
drawer in how to put it to me

the following anecdote comes to mind
once a woman and a man came out
South America

my father had it from some
reason invited

they came whole with a poodle
big sworn very strange

they only sat at noon
suddenly the woman got up and said something

to the dog and pushed her dress up and
crawled under it and made kun lingus

incomprehensible
my father was shaken to think so

so it happened to him such things
constantly

he invented this persona of this rebel
that was always fixed but it was done

Not
he was very romantic and tender me

think he invented this westling
on the contrary henry plunged into
relationships with women

if he then weaken them and
vulnerability unless he realized that

they were human and not ideal
corresponded

he couldn't with most women
lead mature realistic relationship

that's probably why he had so many
relationships and never found what he

was looking for that didn't exist

In 1967 he married her a fifth time
japanese hockey a nightclub singer

serve exploit and leave much alone
she leaves henry three years later

whose age afflictions next to him soon
will need 24/7 support

that wasn't a big drama at all
he didn't stop almost every evening

table yard almost to the end as being
Already head a lot and we him

never again spoken on eg
he was afraid of the way of dying

because there is something in every family
his mother gives a horror story

for example

we still remember how he flew to her
took six months to die as

she was finally laid out
he drew them as if they were hers

eyes soak out again as
she called my last fuck you
I think he died in the morning

last secretary said i call from palm
springs in i believe your father is dead

the next day I flew there
expected

i don't know if i watch or loyal
my entire past appears

me like a long nightmare
prevailed

he never got over the need
to reconstruct his mother that remained
him until the end

he never had his own femininity
integrate and always carried instead

this ideal with you

maybe he was after completion
from max it therefore disappointed him

knew the transformation he did
had hoped for through art
he hadn't happened

but achieved his literary goals
his ultimate goal is the transcendence to

highest yourself like a
he reached Buddhist monks
Henry Miller does not see his life

therefore not about failed
not someone like him from the moment

lived right now
who was handy müller

maybe we are the others
answer this question more

interested than he was

the books appearing in france
brought him in

but he could get the money because of that
do not create the legal situation outside the country
the books he made in the usa

published were tame in comparison
to the French bestsellers and

didn't bring much

that's why he didn't have much
lived on advances from his publisher

and paid with my own paintings
he gave watercolors to the dentist

the man a watercolor
today the dentist would be happy
because the paintings bring 25,000 to

$ 30,000 a piece
he did what he had to do as an artist

believed and that was correct

1963 draws henry miller to los angeles
only now 72 and likes it a bit

The dishes are more convenient
decided that the tropic of the

cancer are now sold in america
may and finally money comes into the

he draws cash in pacific palisades
a mansion

but he remains a seeker

red

it 's nice

one of his women's labs found that for him
house in pacific paris because you're scared

had he had to isolate a change
he always said index would come every day and

night fans to his house it looked like
a bourgeois on-site house with white
you should never have thought that here

a writer poet or artist
hardly ever lived you opened the door

you could feel this atmosphere
i'm at home i can do anything here

can be creative

the walls were full of posters sometimes
even psychedelic hung everywhere

his watercolors in different places
stood desks where he was on one

old-fashioned typewriter is typing
Letters were written and carried his

I got a lot of equipment from him
to see parts of paris that I usually

had never seen

where from

miller was a kind of fa cup and he
spent the next time here

sometimes he had a hotel room
stayed for a long time in the hotel central in rue

the mane in a small place with
marc he loves this place later

he described all of these are
perhaps the most beautiful descriptions

from paris that exists

his parisian friendships from the
20s and 30s hold until the end
visited again and again in his life

miller the photographer and artist brass
be his studio and admire them

sculptures which there arise the
holy sebastian in plaster for example

don't spear in his body
stick cigarettes if the egg

He prays to him in some
henry is interested in

something completely different for a picture of
precise wife also the grades
street life a lot of time it maybe

back then, even more joy in paris today
otherwise in paris gave accessibility

women, or even the human the
the lab in the shells of the people and the

the parisian animal life is important
hungry for life who like to seduce

leave to the unheard of yes and that
lay in school heard that too

chaotic the wild and especially at
women and the paris women are yes

keen to experiment and he loved it

Roman Still was not about anything else
days in clichy which he completed in 1940

and which will be filmed later
two friendly writers live

together in the Parisian suburb of clichy where you
live a relaxed life

it's about instinct and drive it
we don't control consciously

Müller believed we had to go with them
connected to be able to raise us

we need the top and the bottom
you can’t climb up in the dirt

to stand
it is the picture of the tree with the roots

in the ground and the leaves in the sky like
came to a transcendent person

you have to be your entire self
accept and understand

that's what all the profanity was about
he wanted to say that belongs to us as

people and i won't pretend
let's be different in paris

its undisguised autobiographical
wild novels tropic of cancer

black spring tropic of the
ibex and later silent days in

clichy miller has its world its biotope
found

the unloved america where his books
not allowed to appear for a long time because they

They are always considered obscene
further distant

he called america that
Air-conditioned nightmare

he wrote a book with this title
he hated America abysmally

that was not too late i will never
become European

but thank god i'm not one
americans more i am what you

I call an expatriate
wanted exile

i have no country no borders no
no compulsory military service and
dear france what the eye of paris

I went with him all night
paris and carried his equipment through

I got many parts of Paris from him
see that I had never seen before

miller was a kind of driver bund er
spent the next night here

sometimes he had a hotel room
stayed for a long time in the hotel central in rue

de mail on a small square with marc
he will love this place later

maybe all of these are
most beautiful descriptions of paris it
gives

or or in complex
then he also disturbed life
felt for life

over time , henry should be done as a kind
muse to him as a writer

maybe believed more than himself

it was she who pushed him out of the nest
and said when you become a writer
you have to go to paris there

artists become real artists

and paris is actually like one
wake-up call for him had in new york

already written but here is the
existential experiences matter

which he can draw later
first of all , the whole stack fills up

notebooks he writes about people
street smells and about his poverty
Eternal hunger looking for one

I think if you suffer deeply
and cannot escape

you accept the situation at some point
and finds wonderful things in it

of poverty and suffering i discovered that
true paris the real french

spirit i learned to love him
that is of course difficult to understand

how can you enjoy that at the bottom too
his

on the streets you can see the old and
the ones who really bowed demented the

beggars and vagrants the drunk

you feel alive when you do that
watch you live with yours
instinct like an animal for us

that's great for civilized people
to be like a bird of prey

the hunger woke me up i begged
was humiliated again and again

accepted it was pushed down
and came up again

every day is a miracle that you
lived through
that's great it's about

instinct and we do not drive
control consciously

Müller believed we had to go with them
connected he said nothing

doing is okay there is so much
social pressure money too

to earn
utter nonsense he said sometimes

sheer existence enough

if we all the crap on earth here
we can survive all gods
thank and the supreme being and the

mother brand what we're not here for
to enjoy eternal life
solve problems for our fellow human beings

live peace and joy to donate and
this beloved crazy planet
to leave something better than at

our brought he wanted to his
but believe in something better about

we have the existence of god at
example never spoken
he was afraid of the way of dying

because to every family at some
his mother gives a horror story

for example

we still remember how he flew to her
took six months to die as
she was finally laid out

he drew them as if they were hers
eyes soak out again as

she called my last fuck you
I think he died in the morning
last secretary said i call from palm

springs in i believe your father is dead
the next day I flew there

expected

i don't know if i watch or loyal
my entire past appears

me like a long nightmare
permeated

he never got over the need
to reconstruct his mother that remained

him until the end
he never had his own femininity

integrate and always carried instead
this ideal with you

maybe he was after completion
from max it therefore disappointed him

knew the transformation he did
had not hoped for through art

had occurred

he always said i have incredible
erotic dreams i said and he said
in my dreams

I send it very well
So these are your two typing yes

now I've hit you all

Müller grows in New York
turn of the century on his
grandparents were from germany

immigrated and had settled in
Yorkville settled the quarter of

German-born in Manhattan
henry is named heinrich

baptized the print in after his father
a tailor workshop runs the

German close awakens the rebels to him

this stupid German fourth was everything
discipline

they were brutal when i got mine
friend went home said

defenders help me he attacks me
anything when my father hits me

and nothing like away from all brutality and
discipline

he hated the submission she saw as
dramatic mistakes
you participate because that's the way you run

has this tunnel view and sees it
no longer around the world
one is only focused on obedience

yes my mother she was a strange one
woman the neighbors claimed they had

honored me
I felt her kissing her and

never hugged me a big lack that
mothers I only learned what to do

a friend visited his mother
an english woman said how are you

she hugged and kissed him
I had never heard such words
and didn't bring in much

that's why he didn't have much
lived on advances from his publisher

and paid with my own paintings
he gave watercolors to the dentist

the man a watercolor
today the dentist would be happy

because the paintings bring 25,000 to
$ 30,000 a piece

he did what he had to do as an artist
believed and that was correct

1963 draws henry miller to los angeles
he is now 72 and likes it a bit

The dishes are more convenient
decided that the tropic of the

cancer are now sold in america
may and finally money comes into the
he draws cash in pacific palisades

a mansion
but he remains a seeker

red

it is nice

one of his women's labs found that for him
house in pacific palisades because you're scared

had he had to isolate a change
he always told in view so the day would come

and night fans to his house it worked
like a stuffy on-site house
white one should never have thought that

here a writer or poet
artists are hardly opened

you could feel this atmosphere door
i'm at home i can do anything here

can be creative

the walls were full of posters sometimes
even psychedelic hung everywhere

his watercolors in different places
stood desks where he was on one

old-fashioned typewriter typed
wrote letters and he had four visits

and after the wedding with hockey this
japanese a constant stream

interesting people

concert pianist jakob gimpl bronislaw
keeper of the song heal heal heal

wrote who was funny
just always someone interesting too

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