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Horsie! Come here.

Come.

There's a white horse.
Do you want to see it?

Oh! Where is it?

Come, I'll show you.

"Until you make the unconscious conscious,

it will direct your life,

and you will call it fate," said Jung.

But is it really possible?

Is it possible to bring to the light
what has been in the dark for ages?

ANOTHER SELF

Mom, I'm so scared!

Mom!

-I'm coming.
-Mom!

I'm here, Mavi. I'm here.

Please shut up already.
I'm so sick of this.

-It's the same thing every night.
-Oh, Sarp, please.

It's okay, my love. I'm here.

I'm here, baby girl. Calm down.

Sarp, soon we will move to a bigger house,

and you'll have your own room.

Please. Please don't do this.

What's wrong, baby girl? Were you scared?

Mom, sleep with me. I'm scared.

All right, I'll sleep with you.
Come on, lie down.

There you go.

What should we do?

Should we read a book together?
What do you say?

-Yes.
-Okay.

We have books over here. Let me grab them.

-Okay.
-Pick one of them.

Now, one of them is
The Squirrel and Selen.

And the other one is Horse Farm.

Read Horse Farm, Mom.

I think The Squirrel and Selen is better.
Let's read this one, come on.

No, I want the horses.

Can you take me to pet horses?

Mavi, that's a great idea,

but how am I supposed to
find you a horse farm?

But please. Pretty please.

Okay.

I'll figure it out.

-Okay.
-Okay?

Thank you.

Sevgi.

What happened? Is Deniz okay?

She's fine, honey. Don't worry.

But she was caught with drugs
on an intercity bus.

What?

She also insulted an officer
and tried to run.

They couldn't get her statement.
She insisted on having her lawyer.

What's going to happen?

The amount she had on her was miniscule,
so I'll request probation.

But they'll keep her here
till the court sees her.

So you two don't need to wait.

But don't worry.

I'll be with her for her statement, okay?

-Thanks, sweetcakes.
-You're welcome, honey.

-Özgür, nice to meet you.
-You too. Glad you're okay.

Attorney Sevgi Solmaz Seyhan.

Deniz!

The earrings Deniz had were yours,
weren't they?

-How did you notice?
-I noticed them back on the flight.

Yes.

She took them without asking me.
I mean, she stole them.

They were a gift from my father.

I made the error of telling her.

And this is the result.

Ada, you're mad right now,
and I think you have every right to be.

But if you don't
at least try to help Deniz,

and please forgive me if I'm overstepping,
I feel like you're gonna regret it.

How can I help someone
who doesn't want any help?

She would've left on that bus
if she hadn't been caught.

She would've been out of my life.

But she did get caught.

Look, maybe she needs to be seen.

Maybe she's trying to get attention.

Why are you defending Deniz?

There was a reason you were
looking for Deniz all this time, right?

Just trying to remind you of that.
So you don't regret it.

Yes.

There was.

No one in my family is still alive.

And I thought if…

If I found her,

maybe I'd…

form a bond with her.

You don't even know me all that well.

Thank you for being there for me.

You were there for me today too, right?

Would you like to come in?

You have no idea.

But if I don't leave now,
I'll be late for my lecture.

Okay.

By the way…

-The house is yours.
-Mine?

Are you sure?
We haven't discussed terms yet.

I'll give my sister your number.
You two can talk.

Okay.

Good night.

Good night.

Get some rest.
And try not to think about it.

I'll try.

-Drive safe.
-Okay.

Yes, Ms. Songül.

Uh-huh.

Honey, he still has a fever.
He's rambling too.

Should I make him go to the hospital?

I talked to Ada.

She's going to come by today. Don't worry.

What's up with you?

-Sevgi?
-Ms. Songül called.

And?

Our application has been suspended.

But she said…

She said we can reapply

when the circumstances change.

I'll… Mom made börek.

I'll go get them.
The kind you like, with spinach.

Are you gonna explain yourself?

What, Ada? Are you expecting an apology?

I'm expecting
at least an explanation, yes.

Please try to be honest this time.

Okay!

I'll be honest.

I don't like you.

In fact, I've always hated you.
You satisfied?

-Is that enough?
-Why did you come then?

Because I had nowhere else to go
when you called me.

I was fired from my job.

I'm a waitress, by the way.
I'm not working on some cruise ship.

I don't even have a home.
I crash wherever I can.

And I used the last of my money
for that fucking bus.

So nothing you told me was true?

None of it.

You were thinking of leaving
at the station, before even seeing me.

Who knows what you'd do
if I told the truth.

And you hated me without knowing me.

-Without knowing you?
-Didn't you say so?

Let me tell you a bit
about yourself, then.

Top of the class in high school.

Aced the exams and got into med school.

You were always a very smart,
very easy-going child.

You never upset Dad.

Do you know how I know all this?

It was Dad's way of motivating me.

Talking about you at my every mistake.

-How could I have known?
-He chose you in the end anyway!

I didn't even know you existed
before my mom died,

leaving a bag with photos and letters.

Why did you tear up those letters?

-Because it's a lie!
-Those were from your dad to your mom!

Listen to me! They're all lies!

If Dad had loved me that much,

do you think our lives
would be this shitty?

Here.

Yeah, your earrings. I took them.

Because Dad didn't leave me shit, Ada.

He didn't even give me his last name!

Salihoğlu, my ass!

And look at you.

Ada Korkmaz.

Kemal Korkmaz's daughter.

You have an amazing life, right?

I thought you wouldn't miss
a pair of earrings.

Deniz, Dad gave you his last name.
His real last name.

Salihoğlu is Dad's real last name.

From before he was adopted.

Oh, what a blessing!

What am I supposed to do?

Forgive him for everything he did?

You know how you wanted to meet me?

I'm Deniz.

Nice to meet you.

How did you find me?

Shall we make a deal?

Stay with me
until you get your life back on track.

But I'll ask for two things.

You won't do drugs,
and you'll never lie to me again.

Oh, fuck off, Ada!

I stole your damn earrings!

Turned your house upside down.

Who are you, Monsieur Myriel?

You read Les Misérables?

Nah.

You know, since I'm so ignorant.
There weren't any books in Georgia.

Don't throw it.

Our dad used to say,

"Don't throw anything into nature
you wouldn't put in your pocket."

You're right.

He used to say that.

He was the one
who read Les Misérables to me.

Same here.

Not everything I said was a lie, Ada.

I'm a dancer, that's true.

My working on cruise ships is also true.

I injured myself onstage a few years ago.

I can't dance as well as I used to.

Dancing was everything to me.

That's why I started doing drugs.

I'm not a bad person.

And I'm not as perfect as you think I am.

Trust me.

So? Do you accept my offer?

Do I need to repeat the conditions?

Come on in.

Look who's here!

Here's my princess and my lion.

Welcome, my lady.

Dad, I'm hungry. What's there to eat?

There's a whole kitchen, son.
Go eat whatever you want.

Take Mavi. She should grab a bite too.

-Go with your brother, honey.
-Come on.

I'll be right there.

Come, Leyla. I've prepared the contract.
I've gone through all the clauses.

It turned out great. Take a look.
Let's sign it and get it over with.

We need to add two clauses here.

What are they? Let's add them.

First,

they are never
to touch the painting on the wall.

They wouldn't do that anyway. Go on.

Second,

Fiko will keep running the restaurant.

Okay, we'll see. We'll sort it out.

Sort it out, then.

By the way, I couldn't tell Fiko anything.

He was already upset over his father.

I have to tell him.
It has to be me explaining it.

Okay.

We made a great decision, Leyla.
I'm serious.

I already talked to the boat's owner.

The day we get the money, it's ours.

You'll see. Everything will be great.

You made a great call. I…

I'll go check on the kids.

All right, then.

-What's this?
-That's musakkas.

Musakka, you mean? Muko makes it too.

-What's this?
-That's pabucaki, Mavi.

Oh, come on.
That's our good old karnıyarık.

Are you trying to fool us, Yorgos?

These are all Turkish dishes.

Sarp, aren't we neighbors?

You think it matters
who took what from whom or named it what?

After all, we're all alike.
Isn't that right, Mavi?

Makes sense.

Sarp, leave Chef Yorgos alone.

So where do you live? Where's your place?

I stay at a horse farm.

What? A horse farm?

Yeah, a horse farm.

Mom, please, can we go there?

Please, please!

Since when have you had
these symptoms, Mr. Rıza?

I've always had them.

I saw a doctor in Adana.

They told me I can never drink.

I can't stand this world
even for a day unless I drink.

Then I came here.

I wanted to see that bastard
for one last time before I go.

But he made me regret coming.

May I ask you something,
if you don't mind?

Go ahead.

Have you ever experienced
something tragic, Mr. Rıza?

A painful event

that you can't talk about,
that you can't cry over?

What? How did you know?

Our bodies try and tell things

that we can't say out loud.

Evidently, your body is trying
to tell us something.

If you accept me as your doctor,

we can work out a treatment program.

Never mind, dear girl.

What's the point in getting better now?

He has symptoms of cirrhosis.

His neurological disorder
has also progressed.

I'll ask for liver function tests
along with some others.

I need to see an MRI too.
But he has to be willing to get treatment.

Is there anything we can do, Ada?

Well, he needs to rest.
He needs to eat well.

He shouldn't feel lonely.

The most important thing
you can do for him

is having him stay here.

I'll make him some bone broth soup.
It'll heal him.

Thank you, Muko.

Let me go check on Dad.

Sweetcakes.

Are you all right, honey?

Honestly, I'm not, Ada.

This was all my fault.

I practically tried to kick him out.

Our adoption application
was suspended too.

Sevgi.

I'm so sorry.

Oh well.

Maybe it wasn't the right time anyway.

Look at the state he's in.

I'm really sorry, and I regret it,
but what's done is done.

Maybe Fiko needed
to spend some time with his father.

Maybe there are some things
they need to work out.

How did it go with Deniz?

I gave her another chance.
I hope we don't screw it up this time.

Let's hope not.

-Oh!
-What?

I found a place for my clinic.

-It's Özgür's mother's house.
-Oh, thank you, God!

Finally, some good news.

Also,

that Özgür guy is cute.

And he's definitely not married.
I can see it in their eyes.

Just like that.

It's experience, baby.

I mean, not my own experience
but my clients'.

Remember how Leyla said
she was selling the place and leaving?

You think she was just venting?
Or was she serious?

There's that too, right? She was serious.

Why do you stay here, Yorgos?

I grew up on a horse farm in Crete.

And they were looking for someone
for the horses here.

But now I'll have to find someone
to replace me.

Since you decided to sell the place,

I'll be going back to Greece soon.

Yes, I'm selling it, unfortunately.

Why?

"Why"?

Yes, boss. Why?

Aren't you happy there?

Mom, the horses are so beautiful!
You coming?

I'm coming, Mavi!

I'm coming. Wait for me.

Mavi.

Leyla.

Are you okay?

What happened to me?

You passed out.

Hold on, easy.

Easy.

Where is Mavi?

Relax. Mavi is fine.

She made some new friends.

Are you all right?

I… I don't know.

Mavi.

Mavi!

Mavi, come on. We're leaving.

Come, baby girl. Quick.

Let's go.

Leyla.

-Is everything okay?
-Delicious. Thanks.

Okay. I'll send your güveç.

Güveç to that table, son.

Leyla, look at this. God bless.

She's Ada's sister. She asked for a job.

She'll do fine. She's helping us out.

Smart girl.

I need to tell you--

-Welcome, Hüseyin. This table.
-Hello, Fiko!

Look at this beauty.
Look at the beauty of this scene.

It's all thanks to Yorgos.

We can't keep up with the reservations.
Everyone's asking for Yorgos.

It's been great for me too.
I was falling apart.

You know, between my dad and the adoption.

But we'll pull it together.
We will, Leyla.

I decided to sell the restaurant.

What? You did what?

They made a great offer, Fiko.

I had them add to the contract
that you'll stay on as the manager.

You'll get your partnership share too.
Don't worry.

Is that it, Leyla?

What do you mean you're gonna sell?
Just when everything's back on track.

What made you make that decision?
I don't get it.

Fiko, it was a very hard decision for me.
Please don't come at me.

This is very important
for the kids' lives.

I mean, what can I do after you say that?
What can I even say?

You didn't ask me
when you bought the place.

You're not asking me
when selling it either.

It's okay.

No hard feelings.

I changed the music.
Let's liven things up a bit.

-It's cool, right?
-It's cool.

Do whatever at this point.
My days are numbered anyway.

You know, the new chef… Just stunning.

Bravo!

Bravo! Come on!

Ela!

ELENI'S TAVERN

She's selling Eleni's Tavern.

I mean, who knows
what kind of person is buying it.

And I'll keep working there.

She ruined everything.
She put me in a very tough spot.

Fiko…

How is Dad?

He's fine. He had some of Mom's soup.

She's the only one he talks to.

That's good.

I made a big mistake.

How could I talk to him like that?
I still don't get how I said that stuff.

Even though
I had talked it through with Zaman.

I guess still…

It's because of me.

It happened because of me.

Baby, what does it have to do with you?

This is something
that's been built up between Dad and me.

You simply want to adopt a child.

That's your motivation.
I think that's what's stressing you out.

I was so focused on the adoption situation

that I lost sight of you.

Didn't we want to expand, grow our family?

There we go, it expanded.

From now on, the only thing
we're focusing on is getting him better.

Okay? That's what we'll work on.

Oh, you're the joy my life.

Are you my spring branch
that blossoms every day?

I guess you got your poet side
from your dad, Mr. Fiko.

I got it from you, my love.

It's from love.

Here.

-Come on, then.
-Come on.

To the good days to come?

To the good days.

Don't drink it neat!

Who's gonna drink it neat if not me?

-Look, I'm removing this wall.
-Uh-huh.

Then the fireplace gets closed off.
We'll build a niche there.

-The chandelier goes.
-Okay.

We'll divide this part with glass blocks.

This will be the entrance.
Of course, this chandelier goes too.

We'll put up wallpaper and all.

So if you're going to back out,
this is your last chance.

I'm not planning on backing out, Dr. Ada.

Don't know about you, though.

Do I look like I'm going to back out?

Right now,

I'm starting to consider
hopping in the car.

Me too.

Should we, like, meet in the middle?
Have İskender kebab in Bursa or something?

Özgür, can I call you back in a bit?

Okay, yeah, of course. See you.

Where's the admissions desk, please?

The architect wants to cover the ceiling,
but I like the beams.

It's beautiful, Ada.

I'm telling you,
the place will be amazing.

Thanks.

And thank you for hiring Deniz.

Oh, don't mention it.

But I'm selling Eleni's Tavern.

Well, she can keep working with Fiko.

Why? Are you sure?

I'm not sure.
I'm not sure about anything right now.

Are we good, you and I?

Were we ever not?

We are, aren't we?

I'm so glad things are good
between you and Özgür.

-Leylo, what's wrong? You keep scratching.
-I feel terrible.

Let me see.

Leylo, what is this?

-Only this spot was itchy yesterday.
-Don't touch it.

Now more spots are starting to itch.

What do you think it is?

It looks like an allergic reaction.

What did you do? New perfume?

Did you wear a new piece of clothing
without washing it?

Nope.

I don't know,
did you make contact with a plant?

Did you touch something? An animal?

Mavi and I went to a horse farm yesterday.

As soon as I set foot in the stables,

my blood pressure dropped suddenly,
and I passed out.

You passed out?

Yeah. Do you think that could be it?

Have you ever been around horses before?

I used to love horses as a kid.

So much that I'd often skip school
to go to a horse farm.

Then I became afraid,

and I stopped going to the farm.

So you think it's allergies?

Honestly, I don't think it is.

Leylo, you literally passed out.

What is it, then?

Sometimes, when we experience feelings
such as fear or anxiety,

our mind can push it to the back,
making us forget.

But the feeling stays in our body.

When we enter an environment
or smell something that reminds us of it,

it stimulates our nervous system

and our body reacts to it.

You think it was something like that?

Shall we take a look?

Help me.

We're now going to release the tension
in that area.

First, we take a deep breath, okay?

In through the nose,
out through the mouth. Let's do it.

-How did you feel before the stables?
-I was fine.

And when did that change?

When I sensed the smell in there.

Okay. Now close your eyes.

Keep breathing.

What's happening there?

I think I remembered something.

But I'm not sure if it's real.

Okay.

Close your eyes, Leyla. I'm here.

Deep breath.

Yes.

What's going on in your body right now?

Under your skin?

I'm right here.

Breathe. Don't stop breathing.

Now look at little Leyla in the stables.

How is little Leyla?

She's scared.

She feels guilty.

Because she skips school and goes there,

and she doesn't tell her father.

She can't tell anyone anything.

What does little Leyla need
to feel better?

She needs protection.

Go to a moment
where adult Leyla feels safe.

There isn't one.

Wait. It will surely come to you.

A moment you felt good,

you felt safe, you felt strong.

I think I got it.

If you were to assign a color
to that moment, what would it be?

Yellow.

It means brightness.

The color of light.

Now give that color to little Leyla.

The yellow.

The brightness.

The light.

The peace.

The courage.

I'm here.

I'm so sorry I forgot about you
and left you here for years.

But I'm here now.

You're not alone.

You were so scared, I know.

You are innocent.

But from now on, I'm here.

I'm by your side.

Come on.

Please.

Girl, let's get out of here already.

You have achieved great things.

You have lovely children.

And a job that makes you very happy.

There, at those big, beautiful tables,

people fall in love,

they dance,

they celebrate.

We achieved all that together.

I will never leave you alone.

Thank you so much for reminding me

that I need to protect my children.

Children can't fend for themselves.

They need adults to protect them.

But sometimes adults can be
so focused on their own problems

that they can't even see
what's going on right next to them.

My princess.

How am I going to protect you
from the evil in this world?

My mom couldn't protect me.

My dad couldn't either.

If you don't keep secrets from me…

I can teach you
how to fend for yourselves.

Blaming our parents
for our childhood wounds

won't help those wounds heal.

Instead, it prevents us from healing.

-Good morning.
-Good morning.

To the clinic?

The workers need a week, apparently.

So I thought I should go somewhere.

Look after the place.

Okay. Don't worry.

And take a look at this.
We can talk about it once I'm back.

Where are you going, though?

Somewhere I've never been.

ADDICTION TREATMENT

"Until you make the unconscious conscious,

it will direct your life,

and you will call it fate," said Jung.

But can bringing to the light
what has been in the dark for years

be enough to change our fates?

Hey, Leyla. Come sit, honey.

Let's sign the contract right away.

Then we'll all go to the notary together.

I won't waste your time.
Because I've changed my mind.

What?

Eleni's Tavern is not for sale.

Erdem, what's going on?

Because this place is much more
than just a tavern for me.

So I'm not selling it.

But you're welcome to stay for dinner.
We'll save a table for you.

Chef Yorgos's new menu is out tonight.
You can experience that.

-Leyla, dear.
-Honey, you take the reservation.

-Erdem, what's going on?
-Don't worry. We'll sort it out.

Come in.

Perhaps our destiny is shaped
today, right now, and right here…

SEVGİ SOLMAZ
LAW & CONSULTING

…by which doors we open
and which ones we close.

Subtitle translation by:
Oktar Bumin Aykutlu