All language subtitles for Another.Self.S03E02.1080p.WEB.h264-EDITH[EZTVx.to]-en

I said enough! Enough, I said! Enough!

Does it hurt here?

Here?

Inhale.

Exhale.

Cough.

You have a cold, miss.
I'll prescribe you some medicine.

Where? To hell!

How long will it take this time?

How many months? Answer me!

Shut up already! Enough!
I'm getting the hell out of here!

Get the hell out, then!

My dear girl, I'm leaving now.

It'll be a while.

I'll explain everything once you're older.

Then you'll understand me better.

You're a very smart girl.

Help out your mom, okay?

SITGES, BARCELONA
2024

I know you got very scared.

And hurt.

But we achieved great things.

You have me now.

You're safe.

I can give you everything you need.

I'm here now.

We call it árbol genealógico.

ANOTHER SELF

Girls, I need to see you. It's urgent.

Enjoy.

Dad, we're really surprised.

I mean, when you just showed up…
I'm… I'm glad you did.

Again, welcome.

Mr. Rıza, Fiko's told me a lot about you.

I know we haven't met before.

But, frankly, we're curious
as to why you have decided to visit.

Where's the loo?

The loo…

Let me show you.

Careful.

I mean, you don't call your son for years.
You vanish into thin air.

Then you show up to fuck up
the most important day of our lives!

And Fiko introduced him
as his father to the woman.

Of course Ms. Songül said,
"You take care of your guest."

I'll order you some tea.

Ada, for God's sake,
I don't even want to hear the word.

So how long has it been
since Fiko Riko saw his father?

The man left him with his stepmom

and ignored all the beatings he took.

As soon as Fiko turned 18,
he left for the military.

That's it.
There's no fatherhood to speak of.

Sevgi, I get that you're very angry,

but he's Fiko's father.

Don't you think you're overreacting?

Ada. I'm really not in the mood
for a sermon.

You have any idea
what I went through for that appointment?

The timing might be off,
but maybe he needs you.

-Maybe he's sick or something.
-He's not sick. He's just an alcoholic.

You're getting a bit tense.

Come on, lower your shoulders.

Breathe. In through the nose,
out through the mouth.

Just relax. Loosen up.

Wow, it really worked.

Look at you. Where are you going?

-Me?
-You.

To the market.

"To the market."
You're going there with red lipstick?

I'm going grocery shopping.

Since Fiko couldn't go,
because of the reasons you mentioned,

I have to deal with this too, honey.

By the way, I have to go, girls.

-Where? Hold on.
-Go where?

You called us here,
said it was urgent. Tell us.

Well, I didn't let her talk.

She couldn't get a word in.
Tell us. What is it?

-Girls.
-Yeah?

I found my sister. Deniz.

You're kidding!

Deniz?

-You're joking!
-When?

Özgür helped me.

-Who the heck is Özgür?
-Özgür?

Someone I met on my flight.

-You met someone on your flight?
-And his name is Özgür. And?

And I have to go to the station,
because Deniz's bus is about to arrive.

-Is Deniz coming to your place?
-Yes.

-Is she coming by bus?
-Okay. Yes.

Is she staying with you?
With us? What's the plan?

-I'll tell you later.
-When?

-Call us right away.
-You don't tell us anything.

We'll talk. I need to go.

She's keeping things from us again, right?

She doesn't love us anymore, Leyla.

Don't be ridiculous!
I didn't let her talk.

She could've found an opening.

That's how we are.
We make use of each other's openings.

Just put on your lipstick. I'm serious.

Dad.

-Can I come in?
-Come in.

Dad.

I fixed you some soup.

Asiye is dead.

The hog died?

God bless her soul.

She did a lot for you guys.

Sorry for your loss, Dad.

May she rest in peace.

Go get me a big bottle of raki.

Dad, it's too early for raki.
At least have your soup first.

Bring me raki.

Village pepper.

The tomatoes?

They smell wonderful.

-They're nice.
-Let me bag you some.

-One kilo.
-One kilo.

Kalimera, Leyla!

It's "Welcome, patron," to you, Yorgos.

Got it? Which means "boss."

I see. Boss, huh?

Welcome, boss.

That's right.

Just give me your list
so we can get what we need.

As you know, I don't have much time.

Meaning?

Meaning, ela.

Ela.

Hello.

Hello. We'll check over there
and come back.

Oh! I think this stand is great.

-You check between them.
-Between them?

Yes. That's how you know if they're fresh.

I specifically brought the chef
from Greece.

-Should I smell it?
-Smell it.

Ela, ela.

The peppers on that stand are also great.

-Smell them?
-We don't smell everything.

-Sesame leaves.
-Sesame leaves, and good ones.

You pick, then. I'll stay out of it.

Hi, darlings!

Look where we are

so that we can prepare the amazing dishes
at Eleni's Tavern.

We're at the farmer's market!

We're getting everything fresh for you.

Look, from the garden,
straight to your table. See?

And I have a special surprise
for you today.

New blood.

We brought Chef Yorgos
from Greece to Eleni's Tavern!

-Kalimera!
-Oh, right. Kalimera.

My bad. I got it wrong.

So anyway,
don't forget to make a reservation.

Kisses.

What's that?

This? I'm going to make hortopita.

You're going to make orthopedics?

My grandmother's special recipe.

-Hortopita.
-Hortopi…

-Are you okay, boss?
-I am.

We're late.

Let's get back already.

Finish up.

Fiko?

Baby, welcome.

Hello.

Can you take care of my dad?
I'm really late for work.

-Okay?
-Fiko, honey.

Did you talk to your dad?
When is he leaving?

No. I didn't get the chance.

I was just about to tell him,

but it turns out his wife died,
so I couldn't say anything.

Oh? My condolences.

Yeah. You should've seen him.

He's devastated. A total mess.

That's why I couldn't…

Sevgi, listen.

My dad can stay for a while, right?

Can we talk for a minute?

Come sit down, please.
Come here. You can go later.

Fiko, I'm going to tell it like it is,
no beating around the bush.

No hard feelings, okay?

Okay.

As long as your dad's here,

it's impossible for us to adopt a child.

You know that, right?

I know, Sevgi. I know, but what can I do?

He came all the way here.
Should I throw my dad out on the street?

I'm not saying
throw him out on the street.

We'll go find him a nice, clean place.

Be it a hotel or a place to rent.

We can still be the ones
who take care of his needs.

But not here.

What if they reject our application Fiko?

All our efforts will be for nothing.

Okay, Sevgi.

I'll find a way.
I'll figure something out. Okay?

Okay.

-I have to go.
-Okay. Take care.

Thanks.

Painful experiences
do not just occupy our memories.

They also occupy our bodies.

So trauma, contrary to popular belief,
is not a psychological problem.

It's actually physiological.

The mind creates familiar feelings

when it tries to make sense
of the discomfort in our bodies.

However, those feelings
don't reflect the present, but the past.

When the past takes over,
if we can realize that and transform it,

our feelings can also change.

If our feelings change,
so do our decisions.

Girls, I'm at the station.

Deniz should be getting off soon.

I'm thinking maybe
this wasn't such a great idea, huh?

I mean, would it be crazy if I just left
and said something came up?

"Maybe, one day, Ada and Deniz will meet,

so Ada can be a big sister to her."

Deniz?

Ada?

Hello.

I'm sorry.
I got too excited all of a sudden.

How was the trip?

Fine. Just a bit warm.

Yes, it's been warm lately.

You're drop-dead gorgeous, though.

I wish I took after you a bit.

You're beautiful too.

I'm famished.
I basically starved the whole way.

-Should we go grab a bite?
-Sure.

-My car is over there.
-Okay.

I guarantee you even more.

Leyla, sweetie!
Can you come here for a minute?

Erdem?

Hello.

Let me introduce you two.
This is Mr. Yavuz. My wife Leyla, sir.

Hello.

Nice to meet you.

Leyla, dear,
Mr. Yavuz really likes the place.

Well, that's understandable.

So much effort went into it.
Thank you. Appreciate it.

Mr. Yavuz has made us an offer.

I'll fill you in on the details later.

If it's for a big function,
like a wedding or an event,

we unfortunately can't do that right now.

But why not in the future?

No. We've made Mr. Erdem an offer

to take over the whole place.

You can consider it and let us know.

Have a good day.

Good day, sir. That visit didn't count,
come by again soon!

See you real soon.

Here you go. Take care.

See you, İlhan.

You know I'll kill you, right?

Leyla, honey,
let's smile until they leave.

Exactly.

What the heck is he saying? What the heck?

You haven't even heard their offer yet!

And I won't hear it!

Eleni's Tavern is not for sale!

Is that so?

Where were you with that chef
all this time?

Leyla!

Making me yell in front of the damn mafia!

So tell me. What are you up to?

Okay. Where should I start?

I'm a dancer.

I'm a dance major.

I work on cruise ships.

And we have a nice group.

So you're traveling the world.

Yeah. Usually, I'm at sea for four weeks
and home for two.

-And where do you live?
-Currently in Istanbul.

But since I don't feel the need
to settle down,

I'm staying with a friend of mine for now.

I'm saving up.
I have a dream of opening a dance school.

Oh? That's wonderful.

I really envy you, you know?

I've never been much of a dancer.

I mean, like, I suck at it.

Don't be ridiculous. Everyone can dance.

No. I really can't.

What is your style?

Actually,

jazz would suit you.

Jazz?

Yes. It's more of an independent style,
rather than a duet.

What made you say that?

When I meet someone for the first time,

I imagine them dancing.

That's interesting.

Dancing tells a lot about a person.

Are they flexible or uptight?

What are their limits?

Are they submissive or controlling
in their romantic relationships?

You can see it all.

So I shouldn't dance around you.

Now it's your turn.

Let's talk about you. What are you up to?

Well, apart from being
a beautiful, charismatic,

award-winning surgeon.

I see someone did
some research online beforehand.

Yes. I stalked you a bit.

But I've always wondered about you.

Dad used to talk about you a lot.

He did?

In what sort of way?

Nice.

In a nice way.

-Excuse me.
-Yes, ma'am?

Can I have another beer?
What should I order for you?

How about this?

Let's go home.
I'll have a drink with you there.

-What do you say?
-Okay, sure. Works for me.

I just heated up the soup.

There's fried rice and pot roast too,
if you want.

Fiko made them. He's a great cook.

-I heard you're a lawyer.
-Uh-huh.

I have an office in town.

I hadn't been able to work
for a long time.

I went through an illness.
Not sure if Fiko mentioned it.

But I'm fine now.

Fiko and I met here, in Ayvalık.

Got any lemon?

And I heard you lost your wife.
My condolences.

Well, I'm sure you have
a lot of friends and family in Adana.

I heard you have a shop too.

There's nothing left for me in Adana.

God willing, I'll be here from now on.

I think there's raki in the fridge.

Pour me a double, will you?
And a slice of cheese on the side.

Welcome.

Make yourself at home.

-Your place is really nice, Ada.
-Thank you.

-Would you like some wine?
-Sure. Wine works.

Okay.

Is this a rental, or do you own it?

I own it. I moved here after the divorce.

Good choice.

Both, I mean.

The divorce and moving here.

You have any kids?

Not yet.

Good. That's a good choice too.

So? Don't you have
a boyfriend or something?

No.

A woman like you, single?
Like I'd believe that!

Not even a fling?

No.

But I met someone the other day.

I found you thanks to him.

Nice.

I like my future brother-in-law already.

To meeting each other.

What is that?

Is this some sort of project?

My name is written here.

It's a family tree.

Also called a genogram.

I can explain it to you,
if you're interested.

I…

I don't want to ruin my buzz right now.

Deniz, actually,
we don't smoke in the house.

You can use the backyard.

Okay, sure.

I'll do that.

Dad?

What are you doing in the dark?

Dad?

Did you bring raki?

Dad.

Let's talk for a bit, okay?

Sevgi and I… have been through
very tough times.

We built a life for ourselves.

My wife almost died.

It was a big battle.

We're trying to adopt a child now, Dad.

It's a very difficult process.

But…

I mean… How do I say this?

The way you are…
puts us in a very difficult spot.

This is not working, Dad.

What's wrong with the way I am?

How about this?

Let's go to the hospital tomorrow,
you and I.

They can do a full checkup on you.

Then I'll put you in a nice, clean place.

How about that?

You're kicking your father out.

Treating him like a sack!

Shame on you, you ingrate!

-Mr. Rıza.
-Sevgi.

I won't have you talk to Fiko that way.

Where have you been, huh?

Where have you been all these years?

You call your son an ingrate
as if you were always there for him.

-As if you ever supported him.
-Sevgi.

No one can talk to my husband like that
in my house.

-Okay, Sevgi. Please…
-Come on, Fiko! For God's sake!

Do you agree with your wife?

Dad, listen.
It'd be better for all of us if you left.

I'll go get you some money.

-Dad!
-Fiko, please.

-Dad!
-I'm begging you.

You won't be doing him a favor.
He'll just buy liquor with it.

God.

God damn it!

Does this stuff work for real?

You know, like, digging up the past,

our families, and all.

I read the things you wrote.

You know, where you say,

"If we accept our past…

we can solve
our current issues," and stuff.

Of course, digging up our past
doesn't immediately solve our issues.

But noticing what happened in our past
and realizing it

allows us to change the effect

it has on us.

Ada, I'm sorry,
but all this sounds to me like…

We can get into it later
when you're calmer, if you like.

I love those earrings of yours.

They're beautiful. Can I take a look?

I love sunflowers so much!

I'm glad you like them.

Dad got them when I got into med school.

Where's the bathroom?

It's okay. I'll find the way.

Right ahead, on the left.

Hello?

How are you, Özgür?

I'm okay. How about you?
How did it go with your sister?

Fine.

Not bad, but I think
I just put my foot in my mouth.

"Dad got them." Asshole.

What are you up to?

I'm in Ayvalık.

What? You're in Ayvalık?

Uh-huh. Just got here.

There's some stuff about my mom's house.

What are you doing?

Shall we go out for a drink?
Do you have time?

I'd love to, but Deniz is here, and…

-Go. I was leaving anyway.
-I'll call you later.

Deniz, you're not going anywhere.
You're staying here tonight.

Okay.

Under one condition.

What's that?

You're gonna go meet up with Özgür.

Do we have a deal?

A special delivery from Greece for you!

Chef Yorgos will be
at Eleni's Tavern from now on.

-Say hi.
-Kalimera!

Oh, right. Kalimera.
My bad. I got it wrong.

So anyway,
don't forget to make a reservation.

Kisses.

Leyla, did you fall asleep in there?

What are you talking about?
Why would I fall sleep?

I just took a shower! I'll be out soon.

God, he's getting on my nerves.

We need to talk.

If it's about selling, don't even start.

Five million dollars.

What?

Five million dollars.

That's what they offered
for Eleni's Tavern.

What? I mean…

Why would they pay so much money?

What do we care? Just focus on the money.

We can't miss this opportunity, Leyla.
Think about what we can do with it.

Or we can keep living miserably like this.

Oh, Erdem, come on now.
How is our life miserable, for God's sake?

-What, then?
-Miserable? Come on.

-What would you call it?
-You think you're living in misery?

Leyla, honey,
we struggle to get by every day.

The place barely pays for itself.
We have to smell people's bad breath.

I babysit the kids like a nanny every day.
You look hideous from all the work.

I look hideous?

You no longer find me attractive.
I've got that.

Don't beat around the bush. Just say it.

Is that what I said?

Besides, I'm the one chasing you.
You're the one who's avoiding me.

Do you remember
when we last had sex, Leyla?

Erdem! I'm a wreck from working so much.

I come home crawling.
And you're still going on about sex.

I know! That's what I'm saying.

I want you to live like a queen again.

Let's just buy a couple of boats,
run them and make money.

Go back to Istanbul. I'll work.

You can sit at home
to your heart's content.

I want you to be Lady Leyla again.

Either we take this opportunity,

or we keep living this miserable life.

Please consider your family
when you're making your decision.

I'm gonna sleep.

It takes effort and hard work

to break free of victim mentality
and let go of the stories you hold on to.

Even after hours of therapy,

without taking real steps in our lives,

expecting to break free from those cycles
is merely passive optimism.

When I found Deniz,
I thought I took that different step.

I thought everything would be better now

and I could make room
for new stories in my life.

But life has to test us with the things
we think we have all figured out.

And each new story we begin

can only be shaped by how much
we are able to expand our hearts.

Subtitle translation by:
Oktar Bumin Aykutlu