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Father.

I brought you lunch.

Is it true what I've heard?

Have you really been seeing
that communist boy?

Father, we're in love.
He's going to ask for your blessing.

If I ever hear you're seeing him again,
I'll break every bone in your body.

Now begone!

HAYYAT TAILOR SHOP

Mukadder?

My father said no, Aram.

What are we going to do?

We'll run away, then.
I will look after you and our child.

I'll never walk away from you, Mukadder.

How about you?

ANOTHER SELF

Come on.

No.

I can't do this. I swear I can't.

-You can do it, Leyloş.
-Come on, Leylo. You can.

You're doing great. One more.

You're doing amazing.
The dilation is great. Keep it up.

-Three, two, one, push!
-One more time. Two, one…

Push.

Push. Come on, honey.

Wait a minute.

I wanted to do it upright.
I forgot. Move, people.

-Don't be ridiculous, Leyloş.
-Here, take this!

-Let's get her up.
-Take this off.

-Come.
-What the heck?

It's okay. You're okay. Calm down.

Women used to give birth on their feet.
I'll do it too.

Okay, you will.

-I'm sure they had good reason.
-Sure.

-Easy, honey. Calm down.
-Ada…

Ada! Ada, I can't do this.

-Can I leave? I need to get out.
-Leyloş… Okay, come on.

-Take her.
-I'll be right back.

Fiko, she's all yours.

Sevgi? What's wrong? Are you okay?

You came?

-I'll get you some water.
-Okay.

Take a seat, honey.

You're doing great, baby.

Ada… I can't do this. I really can't.

-But you're doing it, honey.
-No.

You girls, you look after Sarp for me.

-Leyla. Leyloş.
-I'm leaving everything to him.

As if I have anything left but debt.

Who leaves debt to their son
as inheritance?

-Leyloş…
-She needs a C-section.

-What's wrong?
-What is it?

The heart rate is slowing down.

-Something's wrong.
-Let's go to the OR.

-It'll be better.
-Something's up.

Everything's okay.

-No! Tell me the truth.
-Leyloş--

This is all Erdem's fault!
God damn you to hell, Erdem!

Leyloş.

I'm leaving you my sins.

Because they're all I have left now!

-Breathe. Calm down. Come on.
-Deep breaths.

-I just want my baby to be fine! Please!
-She'll be here. I promise you, Leyloş.

Are you people kidding me?

Why didn't you give me this thing earlier?

I feel great now.

-Ada?
-Yeah?

I love you so much.

I love you too.

I love you so much!

I'm so lucky to have you.
I'm glad you're here.

All right! Are you ready?
I'm ready to get your baby girl out.

-She's coming, okay?
-Here she comes.

-Oh, Leyloş.
-Almost.

Voilà! Say hello to your mother.

Here she is, Leyloş.

-Say hello to your mother.
-Leyloş, look at her.

Ada…

Welcome to the world. Look at her!

Take her, please.
Yes, take her. Here you go.

She's here.

-She's so cute.
-I'm so happy.

I'll be right back.

-Take a video.
-They're already taking one.

-They are?
-Uh-huh.

Hey, Ada.

Is she healthy?

Come here, you.
You want to meet your mommy?

Oh, Leyloş.

Look how pretty she is, Leyloş.

Look. It's Mommy.

Yes, that's Mommy.

Oh, my baby girl. Cute as a button.

-Ada…
-She's so cute.

Hello.

Does she have blue eyes, Ada?
Are her eyes blue?

I think so.

Oh, my baby girl.

I'll name her Mavi, then.

She's perfect.

I'm taking a photo. Look here, please.

Smile.

Ada?

She's here.

Both of them are perfectly fine.

Thank God.

Thank God!

-Thank God.
-Hush. Quiet.

Oh, sweetie.

-Thank God.
-Thank God! Oh, Fiko!

Oh, honey. Wow.

So? What did she name her?

She said she wanted to see her first.

-It's Mavi.
-Oh, yeah?

-Mavi, huh?
-Because of her eyes.

-A beautiful name.
-She's so cute.

Hey, Mavi.

Welcome.

Let me tell you,
you're going to have a blast here.

And we're all so lucky to be your aunties.

Don't worry. You're safe.

Everything's going to be great.

-Can I come in?
-Sure.

What a cutie-pie.

You want to hold her?

Yeah.

Here you go.

Come here, you. Here we go.

You're such a cute girl.

Welcome.

Oh, bless you.

Is Leyla okay?

Some pain, but she'll be fine.

Are you okay?

How am I going to finish
the renovation now?

All the debt, the installments…

How will I look after her all by myself?

Toprak?

-Hi, Leyla.
-Hey, honey.

Congratulations. She's such a lovely girl.

Thank you.

You look good holding her, Uncle Toprak.

I'm counting on your help.

We all know I can't count on Ada.

And her dad's in prison.

So I'm going to need some help.

Goddamn him.

Never mind that for now, Leyloş.

Look, it's time for you to feed Mavi.

Come on now.

Here.

Oh, Mommy's angel.

Well, I'm off.

See you.

I'll leave you to it.

Help yourself at the buffet.

Are you still mad?

I'm not mad.

How about you?

I wasn't mad to begin with.

Cool, then.

The label called.

They want an album.

-For real?
-Yeah.

That's great news.

It's finally done.
My perpetually unfinished album.

I'll have to go to Istanbul.

They want me to tour with a band as well.

You know, as a warm-up.

And when will that be?

I'll have to leave in a few days.

It'll take about seven or eight weeks.

Seven or eight, huh?

Well, you can visit me on weekends. Right?

How would I do that, Toprak?
I have to work.

Between the hospital and Mr. Zaman…

And now Leyla's given birth.
She's all alone.

Sevgi's PET scan is almost due too.

Ada…

Come on.
What, should I just give up on it?

I didn't say that, did I?

-But you're giving me the cold shoulder.
-I'm not. It's just…

It's just what?

When was the last time
we did something together?

-What? We do lots of things together.
-Name one.

We talk, we go to bed together,

we sleep together…

What more do you expect, Ada?

You have absolutely no idea
how hard this is for me.

Do you have any idea
how hard it is for me?

It's very hard.

Attention. Surgeon Ada Korkmaz
to the operating room, please.

Go. We'll talk later.

He was brought in last night
after a car accident.

He was stable,
but his hemogram looks bad now.

Could be a ruptured vein.

He's going into shock.
HR's 140. BP's 70 over 50.

Hello. I'm Surgeon Ada Korkmaz.
Can you tell me your name?

Remember me?

What's the patient's name?

He didn't have any ID on him.

Prepare the patient.

Congratulations. A successful operation.

-I hope everything turns out okay.
-Me too.

Get in touch with his next of kin.
Keep me posted.

All right. You got it.

Sevgi? Hey, sweetcakes.

-You okay? What's up?
-Nothing.

I asked Dr. Canan about Leyla just now.

-She'll be here for a few more nights.
-That's right.

-I'll stay tonight. Don't worry, okay?
-Okay.

Dr. Ada! I was just looking for you.

-Come on in. We can talk now.
-Sure.

-You can call me. I'll be home.
-All right.

See you.

Canan, do you think
I could have early onset menopause?

Do you have any symptoms?

I'm a bit on edge lately.

And a bit emotional.

I'm having night sweats.

Anxiety has kicked in too.

Like, I get hot flashes occasionally.

My periods are irregular.
Sometimes early, sometimes late.

Should we have my hormones checked?

Sure. I mean, if you want.

But let me ask you something first.

Have you experienced any stress recently?

I mean, my mother passed,
but it's been almost a year now.

I had no idea. Sorry for your loss.

Thank you.

Have you been able to mourn her?

I didn't have time, really.

I got a divorce right after.
Then the move and stuff.

The loss of a mother
is devastating in itself.

And then you had a divorce.
Have you been able to mourn that?

Well, there wasn't much to mourn.

It was a mutual decision. It went quick.

And right afterwards,
I got back together with my ex-boyfriend.

Which also hasn't been going well lately.

Listen, Ada.

I'm not a therapist by any means,
but in my humble opinion,

what you've been describing
aren't symptoms of early menopause

but the signs of something else.

Like what?

Sadness.

I think yours still runs deep.

FRAGILE!

Here.

-I'm hurting all over.
-Here.

Dr. Canan told me it'd get better,
but it hasn't at all.

Gee, I wonder why.

Could it be because you don't rest at all?

Girl, I'm breastfeeding.
I have to pick her up and stuff.

Can I pick her up, Mom?
You can ask me next time.

Wow! You're such a big brother now.

Sarp, honey, you need to go to school.

Come on, baby.
You can spend time with her later.

Move it, sweetie.

So how does it feel?

You mean the C-section?

Well, it wasn't so bad initially,

but I've been losing it
ever since the painkillers wore off.

I'm not talking about that, you fool.

How does this feel?

I mean, yesterday she was in you,
and now she's here.

She was formed inside you entirely.

She's grown into what she is
from a tiny cell.

Don't you find it incredible?

Well, baby, I haven't put
as much thought into it as you have,

but I can tell you this much.

I believe
it's the best feeling in the world.

I'm so happy for you, Leylo.

Oh, sweetie.

You know what?

I think you should give it a try.

Because it's simply incomparable.

I mean, the more you look at them,

the more you feel like crying out of love.

That's what it feels like.

But on the other hand,
you feel the responsibility.

I'm so incredibly mad at Erdem.

Goddamn moron.

I so wish he were here, Sevgi.

How am I going to
raise this baby by myself?

What will become of my kids?

You won't be alone, Leylo.

You have us.

And come on, don't be like this.
You're breastfeeding, honey.

Come on, Muko! You guys are still here?
He's going to be late for school.

We'll be leaving in a sec.
I made tea for you two.

Well, I'm off.

Oh, come on, Sevgi.

Please just skip today at least.

I'm worried
I'll break her heart if I stay.

I can't help it.

That's very kind of you, Muko. Thank you.

For God's sake…

Sevgi, do you have a minute?

I don't.

Sevgi, stop it already.
I've had it with you. Enough is enough!

Is my prison sentence up yet?
How many months will it take? Enough!

Oh, I'm so sorry I troubled you,
Mrs. Mukadder.

After all, your case was heard,
the verdict was delivered,

and I had no say in it, did I now?

You think it's easy, honey?

You think I hid it from you
because I'm evil?

I wanted to save you the sorrow.

You've been lying through your teeth
right to my face for years,

and now you're trying
to make me feel guilty.

You know what?

You're doing a good job.

I actually do feel like shit.

But I can't stop feeling mad at you.

Sevgi, honey, you're sick.

I'm always worried about you.
You're all I think about.

You kicked Fiko to the curb too.
What did he ever do to you?

Oh, my.

You're a fan of Fiko now?

I thought you didn't like him.
You said he wasn't right for me.

Well, you were right.

You basically hammered the notion
into my head like a nail.

I'm not sure
if I'm myself or a reflection of you.

Who am I, really?

I don't even know anymore, Mom.

Let's just keep it this way.

Mr. Zaman?

You've got mail.

-I need your signature here.
-All right.

-Here. Have a nice day.
-Thanks.

-Have a good one.
-Thanks.

RETURNED

There he is.

Mr. Zaman? Hey, Mr. Zaman.

Hey, Mrs. Mukadder. Welcome.

Thanks, Mr. Zaman.

Oh, Mr. Zaman.

My daughter hasn't talked to me in months.

Whatever you do, please fix this.

I'm coming.

-You all right?
-I'm okay.

Cool. I need to grab a few things
if you don't mind.

Come on in.

Thanks.

What did you eat today?

I ate whatever.

Oh, come on. Look at this mess.
She's like a kid. I go away for two days…

You're unbelievable, Sevgi!

You had cake?
Sugar is off-limits, remember?

I'm fine, Fiko.

Plus…

didn't you walk out on me?

So I'm not your concern now.
Go live your life.

I walked out on you?
Sure. I'm insane like that.

It's not like you said stuff.
I just up and left, right?

You didn't belittle me, insult me.
I just left.

-I insulted you?
-Didn't you, Sevgi?

Tell me you didn't insult me.

What did I even say?

You huffed and puffed,
and the next thing, you were gone.

All right. Fine. Whatever you say.

Whatever it takes for you to stay calm.

Whatever you say.
I'm just possessed by a demon.

I keep huffing, puffing, and leaving.
All unprovoked.

When do you think Leyla will recover?

I have no idea.

Why?

There are decisions to be made
about the tavern.

How about you make the decisions
for once, Fiko?

They cut the girl up
like they were slicing a cake.

Maybe you should
call the shots for a change.

Sevgi, listen. You're upset. Fine.

You insult me. Fine.

You're exhausted.
That's fine too. But I swear--

You swear what, Fiko?
Please tell me. What?

I swear I'm done hearing insults.

When have I ever insulted you?

When haven't you?
Listen. I've had it, okay?

It's always my beard or hair
is in the wrong place.

Or I'm chewing too loudly,
or I'm buying disgusting flowers.

It's just that the smell made me sick.

It's fine, Sevgi. You're right.

I'm not wealthy enough
to be with you either.

I apologize for that as well.

-That's not relevant.
-Oh, it is.

I'm just a bum who works on boats.
I'm not worthy of a big shot lawyer.

-What's that got to do with anything?
-All right, Sevgi.

Don't get upset. I'm sorry.

I don't want to fight. I'm really sorry.

I'm leaving now.
But you shouldn't be alone, okay?

Call Muko, or the girls, or whoever.

But please don't be alone. I'm off.

Thank you very much,
but I can take care of myself, Fiko.

I'm going. Do you have anything to say?

I don't.

All right. I'm leaving, then.

Then, leave.

He left.

Goddamn it.

-Yes?
-Hello? Hi, Mrs. Leyla.

Sarp caused a scene in class.
It's bad this time.

Can you come in for a talk?

BALIKESİR
AYVALIK ELEMENTARY SCHOOL

Sarp?

What happened, honey?

I didn't do anything, Ada.

I swear she started it.

Okay. Just tell me.

I was just doing my painting,

then Flor came over and--

-Just keep it in mind in the future.
-I see, ma'am. Will do.

Ada?

Why don't we have a talk in my office?

You wait here, kids.

Flor's been aggressive lately.

But Sarp keeps provoking her as well.

The teachers have been complaining a lot.

I suggest you schedule appointments
with a therapist for both.

But, ma'am, they're ten.
Don't you think it's early for that?

Sarp just had a baby sister,
so he might be a bit stressed out.

Because he's normally a very gentle kid.

So is Flor.

Sarp's been harassing her for a while.

She's told me about it.

Maybe Sarp's just trying
to communicate with Flor.

Maybe he's feeling lonely.
Could be an effort to get her attention.

Maybe he could be more sympathetic.

She just moved. Her Turkish is subpar.
Her dad isn't home.

She's naturally distressed.

What about Sarp?

His dad's in prison. His mom's
constantly tending to his sister.

Maybe Flor being cold towards him
is getting on his nerves.

Flor's not being cold.

How about you two schedule appointments
for them with a therapist,

and I'll put them in separate classes?

Maybe it'll do them some good.

By the way, tablets aren't allowed.

Just a reminder.

It's Flor's.

Come on, Sarp.

Come on, honey. Let's go.

Ada, can we talk?

That's an old photo.

You should've let the guy explain himself.

Explain what, Leyloş?

The more I try to ignore it,

the more it's all laid out in front of me.

There's this picture,

and I don't belong in it.

Fiko stopped by today.

He grabbed a few things and left.

You didn't talk?

If you can call what we did talking.

I actually managed
to drive away a guy like Fiko.

Kudos to me. That's quite a feat.

What is it that you want?

Do you want Fiko or not?

Do you love him or not?

Hey, Leyla. Mavi's crying.

Sometimes I wonder, girls…

I mean, I don't mean to offend God.

I'm only telling you since we're so close.

But how could I do this to myself?

How can you say that?
Take it back right now.

I can't do this. I can't take care of her.

You both have your own things.

I've been left high and dry.

Leyloş, listen.

We're here. Don't worry.
Everything's going to be okay.

How is it going to be okay, though?

I can't even take a shower. I'm filthy.

I stink!

And now there's the therapist thing.
I can't afford a therapist, damn it.

I don't have enough milk either!

Leyloş, honey.

You're doing just fine.

So is Mavi.
Her weight, her health, it's all great.

Don't be like this, baby.

Hey, Mavi.

You little angel.

You want me to pick you up?
Let's do it, then.

Here we go, sweetie.

Here.

-Should I tell her?
-Tell her.

Leyloş, we wanted to tell you
after it was done, but…

We've got a surprise for you.

Unless you've bought me a third boob,

no surprise can make me happy now, girls.

It's going to make you
as happy as a third or even fourth boob.

Oh, yeah?

The last thing I need right now
is being spontaneous.

-You're so right, Leyloş.
-I have two hours, and one's almost up.

-I have to breastfeed Mavi in two hours.
-You're absolutely right.

-You talk too much.
-Woe is us.

Come on! What is this? This is ridiculous.

You're not the only one
who can blindfold people.

See, this is what I don't need.

-Make it tight. She'll peek.
-Blindfold, huh?

-Give me another one so I can gag her.
-My bad behavior rubbed off on you two.

-Just shut up for a minute.
-But I don't have time for this.

Have it your way, then. Let's do it.

I hope you'll make me very happy.

Am I the way I am because it's spring?

Or does spring come when I'm the way I am?

Besides, this has nothing to do with you

Of course it's spring
Because I am the way I am

Because since the day my hands met yours

Eyes on the road! Watch it!

Every winter branch is budding

-Don't spoil the surprise.
-Please.

Now you've gone and lifted my spirits.
Why did you have to do that?

I'll get out and help you, okay?

Did we make a turn? Is it a winding road?

-Can't I remove it already?
-No, you can't. Just hang on.

-Now you're just being silly.
-Hang on.

-You're totally out of your minds.
-Hang on.

-You know I'm really not in a good mood.
-Easy now.

Watch your step.

-Are we there yet?
-All right. Go ahead and remove it.

-I'm removing it.
-Go.

-Surprise!
-Surprise!

You guys! You're insane!

What is this? Oh my God.

I haven't even had anyone
draw up the plans yet.

Where did all these people come from?

Guess who helped us with the project?

Who?

Hey, girls!

Selim!

You guys are all insane!

I can't believe this. Oh, Selim.

-Oh, honey! Come here, sweetie.
-Congratulations.

-I wish her happiness and health.
-Amen, sweetie.

You're great, amazing, and all that,

but I really don't have the budget
or that kind of money.

What is she talking about? What budget?

I wanted to give Mavi a gift.

I love you guys so much.

Also, we're all partners
in the tavern now.

You don't have to worry about anything.

Just open the place quickly.

You've got to be kidding me!
I love you guys so much!

-We love you too.
-Come here, you!

Isn't Fiko here?

He's doing a supply run.
He'll be back soon.

Wait!

I'd like you to meet Miss Lavinya.

-You're kidding.
-Lavinya?

Yeşim?

-Come on.
-Hello.

Oh, you're so cute!

I could eat you up, Lavinya!

-How old is she now?
-Three months and 17 days.

-I could eat you up!
-Lavinya, huh? What a beautiful name.

I know, right?

-Can I take your socks off for a sec?
-Go ahead.

Let me smell
those cute baby feet of yours.

I'll introduce you. This is Yeşim.

-Hi.
-This is Sevgi.

-Pleasure.
-And Leyla.

Hey, sweetie! Hey, honey.

I can't believe you're a father now.

-You just--
-I have to go to work. See you tonight.

-All right.
-Hey, Selim.

-You can give the girls a ride, right?
-Sure.

Bye, then.

-Oh, my sweet girl.
-God, what a cutie.

Can I take your socks off?
Please, just once.

-What's that?
-Oh, they're little fish.

Has he been identified yet?

No, Doctor. The police were informed.
They have nothing so far.

I see. Let me know when he wakes up.

Will do, Doctor.

C. G. JUNG
THE RED BOOK

FRAGILE!

Pick someone to represent you.

I…

I'm not sure.

They're all bright young people.

Go with your gut.

Ada.

I want Ada.

Come here, Ada.

How are you?

How is Mukadder?

There's this intense sharp pain
in my belly.

I didn't want her.

I wanted to get rid of her.

Mukadder!

Mukadder! Stop, don't!

Mukadder.

Aram's gone.

What am I going to do now?

It's okay. It's okay, Mukadder.

Listen. I'll look after you both
if I have to.

Okay?

All right.

All right.

Then…

Then what happened?
Were you able to make up with your father?

No.

He died resenting me.

Now I want you to pick someone
to represent your father.

Come here.

Close your eyes.

You'll know who and what you represent.

Oh, my pretty girl.
I never wanted things to be this way.

That was how things were back then.
It affected how I felt, what I decided.

I had no idea
things would turn out like this.

I couldn't do it.
I couldn't be there for you.

Now I see you.

And as your father,

I'll always be there for you
with all my love and compassion, honey.

How do you feel now?

How is Mukadder?

I'm okay.

I feel better.

Your daughter's there. Do you see Sevgi?

I see her.

Now repeat after me.

My dear daughter.

"My dear daughter."

I had no idea what I'd put you through.

I see you now.

And as your mother,

I embrace you with love and compassion.

I, with all my heart,

and all my love,

want you.

Now you can stop the expansion
by taking a step.

All right.

For 21 days,

you can try lighting a candle in water.

So that the baby in the womb
doesn't have any fear anymore.

So that she transforms with love.

Why do you think

Mukadder picked you to represent her?

I don't know. Why did she?

Everyone who gets picked,

in fact, not only them,

but everyone who's there,

might have had similar experiences

at a certain point in their lives
or in their past.

I had an abortion once.

Is that why?

But we already sorted it out with Toprak.
We're past that.

Maybe that's why I ran into Toprak again.

Ada.

Your father has another daughter.

Am I right?

Yeah, but…

But how's that relevant?

Now, that's a reach, Mr. Zaman.

Well, we threw another rock
into the water.

Now it's up to you to decide
if you'll look into it.

It seems your rocks
didn't reach their destination.

RETURNED

When will you start talking, Mr. Zaman?

When will your waters calm down?

Come in.

Ada, I don't want to leave
while everything's crazy and unsettled.

Between you, my job, Eva, and Flor…

I just can't handle it all.

Toprak, I'm not something
you need to "handle."

You shouldn't be feeling that way.

Ada, can you tell me
what exactly your problem is?

Fine. Sure I can.

It's been months
since we had a dinner date.

But you can leave your daughter
for two months for work.

And that makes me feel worthless.
Do you understand?

Ada, I registered Flor for school here.

I convinced Eva to stay.
I changed their whole lives.

For you. So that we could be together.

I know! That's why I keep my mouth shut
and tolerate everything.

-Tolerate? You?
-Just… Toprak, listen!

-I keep waiting and waiting, but--
-But you can't wait for two more months.

I've been waiting for months
for things to get better.

But I'm tired of feeling like

I'm stealing
a little girl's father from her.

I'm tired of being lonely, Toprak.

Ada, what more do I need to do? Tell me!

We're adults, Toprak.

We should be able to organize our lives.

Apparently, we can't.

I mean, I can't.

I thought you'd changed, you know?

What's that supposed to mean?

You had the same bossy attitude.

Looking down on others,
telling them what's right or wrong.

Telling me how to live my life,
which path to take, what to do and how.

But you couldn't see it then either.
You had a man who loved you.

But you were always
fixated on what was missing.

Now you expect me
to drop everything for you.

I never asked for that.

All I want is a man
who's there for me, who's present!

This is the best I can do. It really is.

If that's not cutting it…

See, you haven't changed either.

Different excuses, same outcome.

So what's the plan?

Hooking up with
another random person on the tour

because your pride is hurt,
because you failed to do something?

-You're being very ridiculous. Shut up.
-Right. I'm being ridiculous.

Sure I am.

You still resent me for that.

You're still hung up on that.

Maybe we reunited…

so we could move on from the things
we've been hung up on, Toprak.

Perhaps it was a mistake
to take this thing this far.

A mistake, huh?

Fine.

I hope you find the man of your dreams.

Someone worthy of you.

Obviously, it's not me.

Again.

I have to work
to look after my daughter, Ada.

Good luck to you.

Honey.

You can tear off that arm of yours
if you want,

but it won't take the pain away, baby.

Girls, have you noticed
that I've never been single?

I've always had a boyfriend.
Just relationship after relationship.

That sounds great.
Would you rather be lonely?

Better than being disappointed.

Well, I'm lonely too.

In fact, I don't even remember
how it was before Erdem.

And for me, nothing changes.

Here, honey. Eat.

It's always the same.

I mean, I'd been single for so long
before Fiko anyway.

I wish I'd done the same.

I wish I could've stayed single.

You think being single
is an accomplishment or something?

Enjoying life is much better.

Is it really so bad,

having someone
you can rely on, trust, and love,

for God's sake?

Sure, Leyloş,
but does a man like that really exist?

Considering we're all unspoken for,
he doesn't exist.

But why not, Coconut?

It doesn't mean he'll never exist.

Girls, I need to be by myself.

I have no idea who I'll be

when I'm not with someone.

Well, I don't know about you,

but it turns out
I'm a shitty person when I'm by myself.

I have no idea
when I turned into what I am now.

I keep pushing everyone away
and breaking everyone's heart.

Don't be so hard on yourself.

What you're going through isn't easy.
You're doing great.

-I'm doing great, Ada?
-Yes.

Girl, even Fiko left me.
I mean, it's Fiko.

Well, I did my very best
to make him leave.

Honey, if you're that sad about it,

why don't you just give him a call?

Because I can't have a baby.

-What?
-What?

You know…

My ovaries are shot.

I wasn't even aware I wanted kids
until I found out.

I'll never be a mother.

If we were an unwanted child
when we were conceived,

wouldn't it be hard
for us to recognize love?

Is it possible to close that distance
between the mother and the child

after all the years?

Give me a call
when you get your report card, okay?

Toprak.

Does being a family really mean

sticking together
despite everything, no matter what?

Or if we're not together anymore,

do we lose that bond with our family?

Maybe what we call a family
isn't about being an extension of them,

but about simply accepting them
as they are,

whoever or wherever they may be.

You think I'll ever have
a family of my own?

Or is this the end of the road?

Subtitle translation by:
Oktar Bumin Aykutlu