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I'm not getting his glasses fixed again!

He keeps getting beat up. He's useless.

He's just a waste of money.

He's the same at the shop too.

He's clumsy. Who did he take after?

Don't say that. His grades are amazing.

Come on, for God's sake.

As if it matters if he studies.

They'll crush him like a bug.

Mom!

Selim? I'm here, son. I'm here, baby.

Watch your head.

La ilahe illallah.

Roll down the window.

What are you even doing here?

Didn't I tell you to go to the hotel?

It's fine. I'm used to it.

Is Ada up yet?

Morning.

Morning.

Don't go. Let's stay for a while.

I've missed you so much.

I have to get up. I need to pee.

Come here.

I really need to go.

What are you doing, Ada?

Huh?

What are you doing?

MY FLOR
I MISS YOU SO MUCH… WHEN YOU BACK?

-Is she insane?
-She's not answering.

She should've been
saving her marriage, but instead…

For God's sake. Please, Mom.

I only told you in case Selim comes.

-Don't make me regret it.
-Fine.

I barely managed to send him to the hotel.
He slept in his car.

He's crazy.

Here. Last one.

Take it before you go.

What if he didn't go to the hotel?
We'd be screwed.

You liked your eggs well-done, right?
And a pinch of thyme.

Eggs hurt my stomach nowadays.

Enjoy them though.

Hang on.

-You're leaving?
-Yeah.

What happened?

Exactly. What happened?

What did we do?

It was ridiculous. Just a momentary lapse.
It didn't mean anything.

-Is that what happened?
-Isn't it?

Do we need to fool each other?

I don't think so.

She's driving me insane.

Ada.

We're far from town. I'll drive you.

No need.

I can walk.

Right.

You can walk.

You're an idiot.

But you deserved it.

What did you expect?

It's all because of Zaman.

Torn between my mind and my heart,
he says.

To hell with my heart.

Pole dancing
was good for something, at least.

Leyla.

Are you guys up?

-Morning, honey.
-Morning.

Wow. I overslept.

Let me see your face.
You didn't remove your makeup?

Oh, wow. I didn't?

I had no idea.

Sarp, honey.

Hey, Sarp.

Get up, honey.

Get up. We have a guest.

Is it Dad?

Of course not, son. I mean…

I don't think it's your dad.

Where have you been? I was so worried.

I'm fine, Sevgi. Don't worry.

Ada…

Just don't ask, okay? Please.

I have some news.

But promise me you won't get mad.

You said you had news,
but you're not talking.

Tell me. What is it?

Sevgi.

Hey, honey.

How are you?

Don't look at me.

I invited Mrs. Belgin.

You were upset.

I thought it'd be a nice surprise.

Your tea is ready. Come eat with us.

You shouldn't have bothered, Muko.

I could've invited her if I wanted to.

Did a snake bite her
when she was a kid or something?

She's spitting poison, not words.

Ada…

I didn't know either.

Don't mind her, Belgin.

She's just upset about something.

She berated me the other day too.

I slept with someone.

Are you Ada's mother?

Yes, honey.

Where's her father?

Baby, Ada's father is
somewhere we can't see him.

Like my father?

No, honey.

Not exactly. Knock on wood. God forbid.

Hey, Sarp.

Do you know how to read?

Come on. I'll draw you a few letters.

I have a thing to do.

Try and draw the same letters, okay?

Here you go.

Hello, lovelies!

It's windy in Cunda today.

It's a bit chilly too.

If you still haven't discovered
the island and its amazing taverns,

I have the perfect suggestion.

My hair… Hang on.

Fiko's Tavern.

I'll give you a discount code too.
It's Leyla1930.

The wind.

What's up?

Where's Ada?

Things are a bit complicated.

Belgin's here.

I couldn't even tell her you were here.

She's already mad.

I see.

What should I do?

I think you should
go back to Istanbul, Selim.

I really do. She's not in the mood
for a conversation anyway.

Hey.

-Is that Toprak?
-Who?

Is that guy Toprak?

Wow.

It's him, right? Yeah.

I wonder why he's here.

Sevgi, look at me.

What's going on here?

Did they meet? Why is he here?

-Calm down.
-Why would I? Why?

Selim, what's wrong with you?

You can't act all macho
after you cheated on her.

This isn't about him.

Do you know how upset she is?

Sevgi?

What's up?

Toprak?

Selim.

-How are you?
-I'm okay.

More than okay.

You? What brings you here?

Vacation.

Vacation, huh? He's here for vacation.

I'm just here to get my wife.

I'm sure you two have run into each other.

You look well, Selim.

You lost the glasses too.
I couldn't recognize you. Sorry.

Anyway, see you around.

-Did they sleep together?
-Not so loud.

I'll fuck him up!

-What the hell? People are looking.
-I don't care!

She can't do this to me. You hear me?

Who took care of her when he fucked off?

-Let's go. Come on!
-Who was with her?

Where is he?

-Selim.
-Where did he go?

-What are you doing?
-What?

-Let's just go.
-Let me go!

Ada, please.

I just want to see you.

I won't be long.

Just five minutes.

I'm sorry about what happened with Selim.

Don't be.

We won't be the first divorced couple.

Still, it's not easy.
You were accustomed to it.

You had friendship. You had a routine.

Why are you here, Mom?

Mrs. Mukadder told me
you wanted a divorce.

And you called and asked about my aunt,

so I thought
maybe we'd have a conversation.

You were wrong.

We have nothing to talk about.

You loved that mirror when you were a kid.

Your grandma would get mad and scold you.

I didn't get why she wanted
to protect a worn-out mirror back then.

Turns out, there was a reason.

When you called

and asked me
if someone in the family got murdered,

I almost passed out.

I had forgotten about it.

One does not want to remember bad things.

I do remember them though, Mom.

How you left without looking back
when Dad was ill, for instance.

You think you know everything, don't you?

You think you're the only one
who suffered.

No. I wasn't the only one who suffered.

Dad suffered too.

He suffered a lot.

I didn't come here to discuss this.

I was just worried about you.

You don't need to be worried.

You weren't there when I got married.

You don't need to be when I get divorced.

I did everything I did
for your sake, honey.

I won't apologize for it.

How? How could she do this to me?

-Just keep walking.
-I made a single mistake!

Just one!

I told her everything.

I explained it!
How could she do this to me?

And with him! This is driving me insane!

All right. Yell, jump, do whatever,
but pull yourself together.

I'm not leaving without her. I'm not.

I'm not going anywhere without her!

I'm going to find him!

Why?

-Why?
-What do you mean?

Why did you cheat
if you loved her so much?

-How many times do I have to--
-Cut it, Selim!

You were drunk, she flirted… Blah blah.

That's not what I'm asking.

I'm asking you the real reason.

There may be things you don't realize.

Maybe you're not as happy with Ada
as you think you are.

I don't get it.

I don't.

You've been our friend for 15 years.

You've been my friend for 15 years.

You know all about it.
I can't be without her.

There.

Maybe that's the problem, Selim.

You always did everything Ada wanted.

Maybe you compromised a bit too much.

Just think about it, please.

Would you have cheated
if you had loved her so much?

Think about it, friend.

You want some, honey?

No.

No!

Whatever.

Everyone's been confessing
since yesterday.

Only one missing is Selim.

-Oh, yeah.
-Oh, yeah.

Yeah, honey.
Let's get to the important things.

What happened last night with Toprak?

Or this morning.

Or both last night and this morning.

No. Don't tell me you slept with him, Ada.

Don't be so naive, Sevgi.

They didn't play house all night.

Don't you see her cheeks?

-They're orgasmic pink.
-Stop it, Leyla!

No, Ada. Please.

Yes, Ada. Please!

"Yes, Ada!" Dude!

Do you realize she's still married?

She's only married in principle.

Does she wear the ring? No.

Is Selim around? No.

He is.

What?

He arrived last night.
I told him you were sleeping.

You're kidding, right?

-No.
-She has to be.

A day late and a dollar short, I say.

Or I dare say,

"Toprak on the stage!"

There's no Toprak.

Oh, come on!

He's with someone.

So he cheated on her with me.

What?

Are you sure?

Is this really a surprise?

"Honey, Toprak has changed."

"Honey, Toprak is harmless."

Yeah. He's so harmless.

I wouldn't let her go
if it weren't for you.

You're unbelievable.

-This is my fault too?
-It's no one's fault.

No one's.

I reaped what I sowed.

It's okay, honey.

You were like fire and gunpowder anyway.
There had to be a fire at some point.

Just let everything burn
instead of bottling it up.

If Selim finds out,
he will set everything ablaze.

Selim is old news, honey.

Good riddance, I say.

You're allowed to forgive Erdem
whenever you want.

So why can't she possibly forgive Selim?

Let me remind you, honey.

Who said if Selim were to do such a thing,
she'd never ever forgive him?

And I won't, Leyla.

You heard it.

Here's another difference.

I'm in love with Erdem,

but she's not in love with Selim.

Girls, you do realize I'm right here.

Baby, look.

What do you want? That's what matters.

I want my hands to stop shaking
so I can go back to work.

Speaking of shaking,

was it good?

Last night, I mean.

Did you have an orgasm?

For God's sake, Leyla.
You really are something.

Right back at you.

Girls, you should really look at things
from a different perspective.

I swear life will be so much easier.

I'm going to work. I'm late.

Look after Sarp for me, will you?

See you.

You notice something off about her?

-To a good summer, then.
-To a good summer.

RESERVED

RESERVED

RESERVED

Hey, boss. A quick word.

Wow.

Are we fully booked?

No. Listen.

You're going to tell customers

you don't actually have a table tonight,
but you'd figure it out just this once.

You want me to lie?

Come on, Fiko.

The harder it is to find a table
at a restaurant,

the more they want to go there.

But I can't lie.

Mrs. Leyla, your to-go meal.

Thanks, honey.

Sarp wanted fish.
I'll just go drop it off.

-Bon appétit.
-You do what I said.

-Wine?
-Do they have cognac?

It's that serious, huh?

You don't want to talk while sober.

Shall I order? What are you having?

I'm not hungry.

Ada, look.

I regret it.

I'm so sorry.

I mean it.

I could've kept it a secret, right?

You'd never know.

But I don't want there to be
any more lies between us.

-Selim, look.
-Let me finish.

Please.

I know

it's not an excuse,

but

I was so angry.

I was so mad when you told me
you'd be in Brussels for two years.

I was heartbroken.

I said to myself,

"I guess Ada doesn't love me anymore."

I felt so lonely.

-Selim--
-I don't want a divorce.

I can't lose you.

Listen, Ada.

How about therapy?

What do you say?

You want to go to Brussels? I'll come.

Fuck the job. I'll leave.

I'll quit my job.

I'll go wherever you want to go.
I can't leave you. I can't lose you.

It's too late, Selim.

It's not.

I ran into Toprak here.

What?

Nothing happened between you, right?

Tell me nothing happened between you.

I'm so sorry, Selim.

Yes, you broke my heart.

But still…

I wish I didn't break yours.

I'm sorry.

I'm so sorry.

Ada.

-Wait up.
-Selim, let's not talk.

We won't get anywhere.

How could you do this?

-How could you do this?
-Do what?

-How could you?
-Oh, I did it?

Yes!

You did it to hurt me, right?

To push my buttons.

You happy now?

-Selim, we were separated.
-No.

-We are separated.
-No.

-I'm divorcing you!
-We're not divorced!

-You're calling me out?
-Yes.

-You?
-Yes, I am.

Why?

You can do it, but I can't?

-It's not the same!
-How is it not?

Just because you're a guy,
it's a one-off mistake,

but when I do it,
it's the end of the world?

I felt nothing for that woman!

Nothing!

How about you?

Selim, we were separated.

I did not cheat on you!

You cheated on me.

You jumped at the chance.

Don't be petty.

I've waited for you
to get over that bastard for years.

But now, you…

I swear I'm losing it.

How could you do this to me?

You were a wreck when he left you!

Didn't I save you?

Isn't that what you told me?

Didn't you say,
"What would I do without you"?

Selim, don't.

Let's not lose our respect
for one another.

You're making a mistake.

He doesn't even care about you.

You know what's funny?

He never did.

Damn it, Erdem!

You're the worst.

You told me you'd leave the light on.

You told me you'd be here at 7:30.
You're late.

Here's your food.

Listen to me.

We didn't have the chance
to talk last night,

but we're going to tonight, okay?

We couldn't talk last night
because I missed you so much.

All right?

That much was obvious.

You set a record. Five times.

Being a fugitive did wonders for you.

And Cunda for you.

Get your hand off. Stop.

I couldn't get more as an advance.

Did that ugly guy give you this?

Don't call my boss ugly, honey.

You found us thanks to him, remember?

I didn't though.

I did, thanks to your stories.

Wasn't that your intention anyway?

Sevgi said our phones might be tapped,

so I knew you wouldn't call.

My smart wife. Come here.

Enough with the kisses.
Your mouth is greasy.

Don't even try.
We're going to talk tonight, okay?

Sarp wakes up every morning
asking me if his dad is back yet.

What are we going to do?

What did you do exactly? Tell me.

I didn't do anything, honey.

I was in business
with assholes, apparently.

They stabbed me in the back.

When customs wouldn't clear the shipment,
they just blamed me.

That's it.

Who are these guys?

Who are the assholes? What shipment?

Why do you even want to know?

It happened. It's over.

I need to go to Greece.

Are you crazy?
They'd catch you right away.

Illegally, honey. Come on.

I arranged a boat trip to Lesbos.

I'll then go to Switzerland.

I have a bank account there.
The rest is easy.

You have a bank account in Switzerland?

I need 10,000 euros for the trip.

What?

Ten thousand euros?

How am I supposed to find that?

I don't know. Just do it.

Ask your father or the girls.

But you must.

I'll end up in prison otherwise, okay?

I'll be locked up.

Damn it, Leyla.

Why did you install this?
I've been getting texts all day.

"'Sup, bae'"?

He can't even form a full sentence.
Why would I date him?

TEVFİK - IF IT WEREN'T FOR YOU…

IF THE DREAM OF FINDING YOU
WERE IMPOSSIBLE,

WOULD I EVEN BE ALIVE?

SEVGİ - IS THAT A POEM?

TEVFİK - YOU LIKE IT?

SEVGİ - I THOUGHT
NO ONE LIKED POEMS NOWADAYS?

TEVFİK - IF ONE DOESN'T LIKE POEMS,
ONE DOESN'T KNOW HOW TO LOVE A WOMAN…

Dear Athena,

I've brought you an olive sapling
as a way to thank you.

I wished I'd get better,
and I am getting better.

Maybe you'll hear me again.

I want to fall in love.

Let me meet someone

who truly loves me for who I really am.

Please.

May God accept your prayers.

-Fiko?
-Ms. Sevgi.

Why are you here so early?

-Why are you here so early?
-To collect herbs.

Thyme, squash blossoms, whatever.
For the restaurant.

You need help?

I kind of do, Fiko.

Sorry to bother you this early.

Don't mention it.

I have a question, Fiko.

I'm listening.

You visit Mr. Zaman a lot, don't you?

As much as I can.

He thinks I'm too hasty.
He says I should give it time.

Why exactly do you go to him?

It's complicated.

-You mind if I keep it to myself?
-Of course not.

Here's another one, then.

Do you think your life has really changed?

Of course it has. Hasn't yours?

It really has.

I had cancer.

But I'm better now.

Thank God.

You must be thinking
what more could I want,

but I still feel
as if something's missing.

I'm glad you're better.

There we go.

There's a saying where I'm from.

"God won't bestow more snow
than a mountain can handle."

Don't forget, God has his reasons.
Always be thankful.

See the bigger picture.

That's what Zaman says. "The big picture."

Where are you from?

I'm originally from Adana.

Don't be fooled by my Greek mezes.

Damn it, Leyla.

Leyla installed an app on my phone.

Online flirting.

It just won't stop.
I'm always getting messages.

So that's how you met the twerp.

So? Have you been lucky so far?

I don't know, man. I'm just looking.

Do you have a girlfriend?

No. I mean, not really.

Not really, huh?

Get up. Let's not miss the bus.

We'll be stranded here otherwise.

Hey, honey.

Mrs. Leyla.

Hey, baby.

I wonder where you were last night.

At Fiko's. Why? What's up?

Look at me. Erdem hasn't called, right?
Tell me the truth.

Of course not.

I'd have told you if he did.
Why do you ask anyway?

There's something off about you.

You never talk about him for some reason.

You're too calm. You're not worried.

Sevgi, time for your pills.

I already took them, Mom!

Okay.

Something is not right. We'll see.

You really have a keen eye.

He called, didn't he?

I was busy all night

trying to help Ms. Sevgi find love, honey.

I was busy setting you up on dates.

You have several today.

You'll be speed dating.
Remember, speed dating.

Only spend five minutes
with each candidate, okay?

I always aim for excellence, darling.

Sarp, honey.

This one's done too.
I think this is enough for now.

No, it's not. One more.

You do this one.

Stay within the lines though.

I can't make any promises because my hand…

Hey, Leyla.

What?

Leyla, it's not shaking.

I'm staying within the lines. See?

Mr. Zaman!

My hands are steady.

How did this happen? You have to tell me!

Welcome, Ada. Happy to hear that.

You don't know me or my family.

No one there knows me at all.

Even I didn't know
what happened to my great-aunt.

How did you know?

Tell me.

I don't have time.

Here's an idea.

Take a bike and come with me.

We'll talk on the way.

-Morning.
-Morning.

Have a nice day.

Wait up. I haven't ridden one
since I was a kid.

It'll come back to you.

There's a pothole. Be careful.

We're olive farmers.
We have our own brand of olive oil.

In Ayvalık? So interesting.

-I mean, that's nice.
-You're beautiful.

God didn't pull any punches with you.
You look like a painting.

-My mom's going to love you.
-You live with your mom?

-Your hair looks lovely.
-Thank you.

You want to share a pizza?

I'm not hungry.

I mean,

it's not actually mine. It's a wig.

Not exactly a wig either. A prosthesis.

I had cancer.

I hope you feel better now.

I'm okay now.

How about we go to my room? I have weed.

Fine. No weed.

I have this thing I have to do.

I'll call you.

Sure you will.

What's up, İlyas? How are you?

Welcome.

Sorry you had to come
all the way here, man.

-I'm sorry.
-Don't mention it.

I've been looking after your olive trees,

but they're sick.

The cure didn't work either.

I see. Don't worry about it.

Yeah.

Hey, Doc. What do you think
is wrong with it?

I don't comment on things
that aren't within my expertise.

Are you going to answer my questions?

İlyas, can you get me
a pickax and a shovel?

Of course.

Yeah.

That'll do it.

See, this tree

is about 50 to 60 years old.

There's more of it underneath
than there is above the ground.

If its roots are sick,

is there a point in treating the branches?

No.

If…

If the roots start to die,

its veins will be clogged.

If its veins are clogged,

the cells will be cut off from nutrition.

And the malnourished cells
slowly start to--

Die off.

Cardiovascular Surgery 101
was a long time ago, Mr. Zaman.

I saw Avatar a long time ago as well.

Good luck with the tree.

Hey, Doc!

Hang on a second.

Where are you going?

Hang on.

Don't you have the patience
to wait for the answers?

Or at least

stop to rest under the olive tree?

Huh?

Imagine this.

You're this olive,

and this is your family tree.

And there are veins that feed you,

all the way from the bottom to the top.

These veins

carry stories, pain,
riches, and treasures.

EXPANSION OF ORIGIN FAMILY

Your mother, her mother, and her mother…

Invisible bonds tie you all together.

Ignoring that bond

will be ignoring your feminine side.

Your feminine side

is your creativity, your compassion,
your ability to love and be loved.

What we do there

is to find the wound in the roots

and touch it, so to speak.

But how?

They call it a phenomenon.

It cannot be proved or disproved,

but its effect is observable.

When a person chosen to represent somebody
stands in the middle,

a flow of information begins.

You can open your eyes when you're ready.

You can move around the place freely
in whichever direction you want.

Only then do we start
to perceive the wound in the roots.

A grim event occurred
when you were about 12.

You lost someone.

Can anyone hear me?

Can anyone hear me?

Is anyone there?

Can anyone hear me?

Can anyone hear me?

Is anyone there?

Mom.

Mom?

I couldn't save her. I couldn't!

You…

You've replaced your late mother
with your wife.

That's ridiculous.

What you're doing here is ridiculous.

All right. I'm ending the expansion.

You can stop by taking a step.

Of course, confrontation
is a slow process for some.

He…

He needs experience and time.

As do we all.

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YOU MUST BE A TINY WOMAN.

IN WHITES AND BIG EYELASHES,
ALL NIGHT LONG…

I THINK THAT'S CEMAL SÜREYA

I THINK IT'S TIME WE MET…

YOUR APPLICATION HAS BEEN REJECTED.

I know we're a wreck right now,

but if you're up for it,

I'm ready to get over it.

Think about the things we've been through.
The things we've done together.

I think we can get through this.

Let's not give up.

Please.

Ada.

Can we talk?

How do we choose the people
we fall in love with?

Are adrenaline, serotonin, and oxytocin
enough to make us fall in love?

Tevfik?

-Fiko?
-Welcome.

Or do people from our past

affect what we call decisions?

-Hello? Mom?
-Leyla, honey.

The strangest thing happened.
You listening?

I am.

We found a deed for some land.

It's in Crete.

It was my grandmother's, apparently.
It's ours now, honey.

It's worth a lot.

Are you serious, Mom?

What are you doing here?

I wanted to talk before leaving this time.

I'm going back to the Netherlands.
I wanted to say goodbye.

How nice of you.

Ada, what happened that night
wasn't ridiculous at all to me.

Is that so?

Is that what you'll tell
your girlfriend or your wife?

What?

What I unknowingly did to her
is something I'd never want to go through.

All because of you.

Just leave.

Have a nice trip.

I don't have a girlfriend.

Nor a wife.

I have a daughter.

Her name is Flor.

She lives with her mother there.

And her mother's boyfriend.

You have a daughter?

You motherfucker!
What the hell are you doing here?

-Selim, don't be stupid.
-What are you talking about?

-Calm down, Selim.
-I'll kill you, you son of a bitch!

-What the hell?
-Calm down.

-Shut up! I'll fuck you up!
-What are you doing?

-Enough is enough!
-Calm down!

Selim!

Selim, are you okay?

Are you okay?