All language subtitles for Beyond the Gates s02e121.eng

Nothing like a little
sunshine to start my day.

You might want
to take it down, Mom,

because I am not bringing
the light today.

What's the problem?

It's giving sad.

God, I didn't think
this would be this hard.

You are so going to judge me,
and honestly, you should.

Whatever it is, I have
been there and done worse.

Spill.

Okay, um, well, last night was

one of the most
perfect nights of my life.

Jacob took me to Uptown
and he made it really romantic

and ordered the same champagne
we had at our wedding.

He got me this necklace.

You know wood
is supposed to symbolize

strength and stability?

The building blocks
of a marriage.

If I did, I forgot.

Naomi.

Well,
then he took me home and...

we made love like it was
our wedding night.

He treated you
like the queen you are.

Baby, I don't see how
any of this is bad.

Because every wonderful moment

is a reminder
that I do not deserve him.

I've been lying to him
for months.

Keep it real, man.
That was a curb-stomping.

ANDRE:
Eight points ain't a thing.

A win is a win.

That's because you came at me

like a spot in the NBA playoffs
was on the line, man.

Who were you out there?

Hey, it's my first time
back on the court

since I was undercover.

Yeah, you brought some of
the hood back with you.

More like I shook him off.

Today was the first time
in a while

I woke up feeling
like myself again.

Jacob Hawthorne is back,

and all that's in front of him
are brighter days.

? ?

Good morning, Sleeping Beauty.
You get enough winks?

I've been up forever.

I taped all my
ChelseaKat posts for the week.

And what about your brother?
He still snoring?

Nope, he was up
and out of here

before I turned on
my selfie light.

Where did he go?

I assume wherever Jessica is.

I swear, there aren't
enough hours for him

to spend with that girl.

Especially since Jessica's
planning on dumping him

at the end of the summer.

Tyrell hasn't brought that up.

I guess he thinks
that it's his prerogative,

now that he's an adult,

not to tell you everything
about his business.

He can't just be
okay with this.

Because he's delulu.

He thinks that he can romance
Jessica into changing her mind.

Why does everyone
love pickleball so much?

It's literally
easy mode tennis.

If you're going to play a sport,
why dumb it down?

Mm. I thought, since
you're an indoor cat,

we should start off slow.

If I'm going to be doing

something hot and sweaty
with you,

I want it to be
for other reasons.

It is adorable how
your mind is always there.

You're thinking about it now,
too.

Yeah, I am,
but I'm trying not to.

Why torture ourselves

with something we want
and can't have?

No matter how much we want it.

Doesn't mean
we can't make plans.

We should go to
the beach house this weekend.

Mm. No go. My mom's
getting her yoga retreat on.

Is your dad going with her?

No. My dad's got this whole
"dad bro weekend" at our house.

It's to avoid
the Downward Dog Darlings.

It's what they call themselves.

It's like the sex gods are
conspiring against us.

Yeah, and the yoga moms.

That dress would look
better on you.

Flatterer.

(both chuckle)

You have to take your pain meds.

Remember, we have to stay
ahead of the pain.

I can get my own water,
you know.

You had surgery yesterday.

Ambulatory surgery,

which means
I can still ambulate.

Woman, I am doting on you.

Bask in it.

KAT:
Gran.

Hey, how you feeling?

Et tu, Katherine?

Your granddad here is
treating me like an invalid,

and now you want
to tag in on it, too?

Actually, I'm about to give you
both plenty of space,

because I'm moving out.

Well, now, let's not
be dramatic. I, uh...

I'm just a little ornery
because of all the fuss.

I know you're not
kicking me out, Gran,

but watching
the way you handled

the toughest part
of your treatment inspired me.

I bought a condo.

When? How?

You just got out of
the hospital yourself.

Well, I called Vanessa,

and you remember
her daughter Deanna?

-Mm-hmm.
-Of course.

Well, Deanna
and one of Vanessa's brokers

showed me a bunch of places,

including this adorable condo,
which I'd seen before.

The seller was in
a rush to close, so...

it felt meant to be.

Well, picking out a new address

is a little more involved
than picking out a new dress.

Well, don't worry,

I've done my research.

And with my impeccable credit,

things should move
pretty quickly.

I've already reached out

to Aunt Dani's amazing
interior designers,

so I should be sitting pretty
in a matter of weeks.

You should be joining
your grandmother on this couch

for some recuperation,
not house-hunting.

That's the thing.

I've never been more aware
of how fast life comes at you,

and you just have to deal.

Tomas proposing,

after me having to decide

to give Eva a part of my liver,

made me look at
the rest of my choices.

And buying a new condo is
what you came up with?

I saw the life I want to live.

It's time for me
to own my independence,

so it's time for me
to own my own place.

Eh, something's telling me that
it's more than the joy of work

that's got you blazing.

It shows?

Well, Naomi and I finally had

our very belated
anniversary dinner.

-Mm-hmm.
-We really feel connected

after all my time undercover.

-And then we got home and...
-Yeah, yeah. I don't need you

to paint any pictures, man.

I'm married to
Naomi's mother, remember?

Yeah, well,
don't think I'm going to be

calling you "stepfather."

Look, man,
all you need to know

is that the rest of the night
was even better.

Okay.

Looks like things are finally

looking up for our family.

Both of my cousins are
out of the woods

after the liver transplant.

Anita's finally circling
the end of her treatment.

Man, Dani can
finally breathe again.

Was she spinning?
She seemed fine at Kat's party.

You know my wife can
put on a show.

You know,
the tornado had her shook.

In what way?

It messed with the head,
being in that elevator.

Stuck,

not knowing what was happening
to the people she loves.

Yeah. Dani's never been
comfortable being alone,

even in
the best of circumstances.

She must have been
climbing the walls.

You were all alone
when Jacob was undercover.

You were terrified for his life

and that everything
you were building

was in imminent danger.

So if you reached for solace
outside of your marriage,

anyone would understand.

What? Mom...

I'm not Dad.

I take after you. I would never
cheat on somebody that I love.

Where did that even come from?

No harm meant. I-

You just made it sound like
the worst thing in the world.

Yeah, well, it's not that.

But it's equally as devastating.

And I not only betrayed Jacob,
but...

...I lied to you, too.

And I kept a secret
from our entire family,

and I'm so sorry.

Tyrell's going to be crushed.

More like pulverized.
I think he's already there.

You know your brother
is not defeated that easily.

Are you worried
about what he's going to do?

What if he has a idea of
a grand gesture to follow her?

You think he'd tell me?

Well, that doesn't
make any sense.

He didn't even
want to really apply

to UCLA in the first place.

And he's in love with Banneker.

But first love outweighs sense.

You know how protective
he is of his sleep,

and he was up and out of here
at dawn today.

Then how much further
will he go?

We're not letting him throw away
everything he's worked for.

But the more
we try to reel him in,

the more reason we give him
to buck up against us.

So you want
to try actual tennis?

If I'm going to be
putting in the work,

I should be taking my girl
to the heights in the sheets,

not slipping on a hard court.

Well, already established:
can't have that here.

Or can we?

I've heard people have sex
in the showers.

Closets...

Ew! No.

Okay, first, it would be a pox

on both of our houses
if we got caught.

Not to mention the ick factor.

Noted.

I would be open
to slipping into your room,

but that didn't work so well
last time.

We could try something else
that won't result in grounding.

Like what?

Something equal parts sexy

and immortal.

Huh?

A tattoo.

You've always
been talking about them.

Oh, my straighter than
straight-edge boyfriend

wants a tattoo?

I think we should both get one.

If you found
a home that you love,

I'm happy for you.

Me, too,
but I'm not going to pretend

like I don't miss you already.

Oh, Gran, me too.

I have to say,

when you first broached
the subject of moving in,

I wasn't sure it was
going to work out.

But you rolled out
the red carpet for me.

Of course I did.

My hesitancy had
nothing to do with you.

It was cancer
and that Red Devil chemo

had already made this body
of mine quite the crowded house,

and, um,
I just wasn't comfortable

having anyone but
your granddad bear witness

to the effects
it was having on me.

-You were so sick.
-I was.

But having a whirlwind
of ebullience in the house

was just what I needed.

Coming down here
to get a glass of water

and ending up on this sofa

having truth talk with you
gave me life.

Oh, well, this might
sound cheesy,

but you were always my gran,

but now you're my friend, too.

That doesn't sound
cheesy at all, BFF.

(laughing)

Hearing your stories about
your days touring and Hollywood.

Gran, you kinda ate.

(laughing):
Thank you.

Have I heard all those stories?

Oh, well, you were
the leading man in most of them.

And you, my dear girl,

gave me a whole new world
of mystery and drama.

-What do you mean?
-Oh, you- well, you know,

I love reading a good mystery,

but those podcasts
you turned me on to...

I'm addicted.

(laughing)

How is it that
two of the most caring

and law-abiding women I know
enjoy spending their time

listening to people
talking about crime?

Okay, my podcasts are all
about high stakes and drama,

and my favorites are the ones

where the consequences
are absolute.

Oh, mine, too.

Where a choice makes
the difference

between life and death.

I'll keep my playlist musical,
and all about love.

Well, nine out of ten
of those podcasts

start out as a love story.

Yeah, and then you find out

all the ways
love can go downhill.

Which makes me
that much more appreciative

of having you in my life,
Vernon Dupree.

(both chuckle)

Yeah, yeah, yeah.

Same time next week,
different outcome?

Yeah, I'm here
whenever you want me

to wipe that floor
with you again.

Man, I'm barely off the bench.
Come on.

Yeah, okay,
let's blame it on a tornado.

Uh-huh. How about this?

The next time we see each other,
I'll be in top form.

You know, next time,
we should invite the ladies.

-Mm-hmm.
-Naomi loves to watch me dunk.

Dunk what?

What, you gonna bring
some coffee to the court

next time, too,
to put a doughnut in it?

(chuckles)

Thanks, man. I needed this.

What, to beat me?

For my biggest problem to be

winning or losing
a game of one-on-one.

You tested positive
for the variant?

-Oh, Naomi.
-I know,

I know I should've
told you sooner.

Honey, make me understand.

We all would have rallied
around you.

Exactly.

And all your energy and love

were exactly where
it was supposed to be-

with Gran.

Plus, you had just
tested positive

for the variant,
and I-I couldn't pile on.

I just...

I just wanted to give you
some good news.

That's not your job.

It's mine.

And you've been alone with this
all these months.

-I told Ashley.
-Good.

At least she could talk to you

about the medical side
of things.

Naomi, I never meant
to put you in this position.

I did that.

Okay? Not you. I chose to lie.

All because I passed
this cursed gene down to you.

I thought it was going to end
with me.

Mom, it's not on you.

It's just biology, nothing more.

BRCA is a predictive marker,
not a prophecy.

It just means
we have a higher risk

of getting certain types
of cancer.

Did you feel that?

The relief when you said "we"?

Naomi, your mother is here now.

No drama, just love.

And I need to know
what you need.

How can I help you?

You're doing it.

Um... (sniffs)

Let me tell Dad.

Done. What else?

Tell me how to tell Jacob.

You remember when I told him
I didn't want to have kids?

I mean...
he took that so, so badly.

We had to get therapy, and...

How is he going to react
when I tell him that...

...that I'm thinking of taking
my options to the limit?

Naomi,

you spent last night
with a man who showed you

how much he loves you
every way that he can.

Baby, talk to Jacob.

Let him show you
the other side of that love.

Why would I want a tattoo?

Because you think they're hot.

Yeah, on other people.

I mean, I know it's just ink,
but it's not just ink,

it's permanent.

And besides, what if I end up
in a profession

where how I look
actually matters?

My body is a canvas.

I think your body's
a wonderland.

Quit playing.

It can be low-key.

Something that only you can see
and someone close to you.

So you want us
to get matching ink?

That's super sweet,
and so incredibly...

-Hot?
-Lame.

I mean, the matching,
his-and-hers of it all. Ugh.

I was thinking
we'd each pick something

that means something to the both
of us and we do it together.

And make something unexpected.

And hot. Okay.

But it is a lifetime commitment.

Only if you want it to be.

You know, they have lasers
that can zap them away.

But it won't come down to that.

Because what I think,

you feel the love
that you feel today,

you feel it in a decade or five.

Well, but...

I know that look.

You're sold,
but you think your dad

is going to blow up
when he sees it.

I don't care what he thinks.

Okay.

Let's mark the moment.

Unless you're chickening out

because you're scared of
what your dads are gonna say.

I'm 18.

My body, my call.

Mm.

Your girlfriend
taught you very well.

Preach.

About so many things.

I'm outtie.

Um, excuse me. Where?

And with whom?

You guys know
all my places and faces.

Do I have to get
the third degree every time?

I can't wait to be
legally grown like Tyrell.

Stop rushing and let us look out
for you a little bit longer.

-Aunt Kat!
-(squealing excitedly)

Ooh, am I squeezing you
too tight?

You're fine.

I was about to come see you,
but I got held up.

Are you okay?

No worries.

My operation was laparoscopic,

so tiny scar,
quicker healing time.

I'm talking about how you
turned down Tomas's proposal.

Kat, I...

I'm amazing.

Turns out near-death experiences
and a rejected proposal

makes for a clear-eyed Kat.

What's on your vision board?

Oh, I'm not manifesting.

I'm crossing things off
my to-do list.

Yesterday I bought a condo.

And today I'm apologizing
to my big brother.

I was going to ask Kat
if she wanted

to redecorate her wing,
and now she's moving out of it.

I was afraid she'd never leave.

Vernon, that's
our granddaughter.

And always welcome.

But I think her being here
was just an escape.

From making up her mind
about that young man,

the prospect of living alone
or living on her own.

I just hate that she had to have
a brush with death

to get her moving again.

Yeah, well,
she had her own wing.

It wasn't like
she was underfoot.

Well, can I know you're right

and still want her here
all the same?

-You can.
-(both chuckle)

Thank you.

Oh, this house is going
to be echoing without her.

It takes me back to

when Nicole first
packed her bags for college,

and then Dani for New York.

You were literally singing
the empty house blues,

sitting there
at that very piano.

? This ol' house is empty ?

? My children flown away. ?

(both laugh)

Yeah, but empty nesting
is no joke.

Hmm.

But if I recall correctly,

there is a cure.

Damn. Can this day
get any better?

I held down
the basketball court,

and now I come home to find
my fine wife playing hooky.

Madison's deposition got pushed.

Well, then maybe
we can pick back up

where we left off last night.

I-I wish we could.

But, um...

I've got to tell you something

that I've already put off
for too long.

Okay, yeah. Talk to me.

There's no real way
to soften it. I just...

I just have to say it.

I have the BRCA gene.

What do you have to
apologize for?

Um, I read you for being
a smug, superior ass.

I didn't mean it.

The things said in the hospital

were not only understandable

but forgiven.

No, but I don't want to,

because I'm the one
who owes you an apology.

I came down way too hard.

(sighs)
Because you wanted Eva to live.

And I wasn't a match.

You were,

and my smug ass had the audacity

to demand you give up
part of yourself,

when I should have been
focused on both of my sisters.

And seeing you lying
in that hospital bed,

all small and pale

instead of tiny and mighty,

it hit me.

You put your life on the line

for someone
you can't even stand.

That's so big and brave
and noble.

And...

I don't know
what I would have done

if you didn't pull through.

Martin.

I'm not done.

I spent so much time

trying to make up for
the time I lost with Eva

that I lost sight of what
you were going through.

I am so sorry, Kat.

Thank you for
finally saying that.

But, actually,
Eva beat you to it.

-She did?
-Yeah.

We actually
had a really good talk.

I woke up with a whole new
empathy for half-sis.

Your test was negative.

Did they rerun it?
Why would they even do that?

It's nothing like that.

It's me. I'm the problem.

I, um...

I lied to everyone.

The test came back positive,
and I just couldn't tell you.

Wait, wait. So, since
the beginning, you didn't...

It just seemed like
the wrong time to...

And I'm doing it again.
I'm-I'm...

I'm making up excuses,
even though there were plenty.

I mean, Gran...
Gran was in treatment,

and Mom had just found out
about her gene test,

and I didn't want
to send her reeling.

Yeah, that explains why

you didn't tell your mother
or your grandmother.

But you didn't tell me, Naomi.

I just, I was trying
to sort it all out

and-and what it meant.

I mean, I was always
going to tell you, baby.

When? It's been months.

I knew something
was up with you.

There were so many times
I came so close and...

So why didn't you?

Because of your case.

The biggest of your career, and
you've waited so long for that.

Naomi, nothing is
more important than you.

But then you went undercover,

and just a moment of distraction
could have cost you your life.

Baby, I am so, so sorry
that I lied to you.

(Andre humming)

-Hey.
-Hey.

I need you.

-Hey!
-Don't let go.

Hey, I'm here. I'm here.

Talk to me.
What's going on, Dani?

(crying):
I thought I could escape this,

but I did this, Andre.

I passed that gene
down to my baby.

That's, that's impossible.

She kept it from us.

Who? Chelsea?

Naomi?

-Naomi.
-(sighs)

Baby, I'm so very sorry.
Come here.

-(sobbing): I failed her.
-Oh, my God.

Baby, listen to me.

You can't blame yourself

for where the game
of genetic roulette lands.

It's like blaming Anita
for you having the gene.

That is all very logical.

But this...

I'm her mother.

Look, she,
she probably thought that...

Naomi thought that she couldn't
come to me with this mess

because I can't handle
the truth.

And it's supposed to be
the other way around.

I'm the mom.

I'm supposed to be
her safe place.

(R & B music playing)

Exactly what do you think
you're doing, Mr. Dupree?

Reminding you how good it is

to have this place
all to ourselves.

Kat could come back any moment.

Oh, she and Martin have
a lot to talk about.

Now, shush.

Let our bodies work their magic.

Why, Mr. Dupree.

(Vernon laughs)

-I love feeling you laugh.
-Mm.

Feeling you breathe.

Hearing your heartbeat.

Holding you close.

Thanking God you're still here.

And you are still mine.

Forever, my love.

It was like Freaky Friday

with me and Eva
switching places.

She grew up with a mom and dad,
and she knew they loved her,

and I grew up
wanting what she had.

It was a dream,
but I woke up gasping.

I've had that nightmare.

Only my version was one where
Pop and Dad never adopted us.

-Oh, honey.
-No biggie.

I wake up knowing
how lucky I am.

KAT:
Yeah, I felt that, too,

with a whole lot
of empathy thrown in.

Like what?

Well, understanding what
drove Eva to do what she did.

Her stomping
around my subconscious

was revelatory for me.

That must have been some dream.

And when we talked it out,

it felt like we got
to a place that was

less toxic
and a little more peaceful.

And was it enough to

have you start
acting like real sisters?

Yeah, uh...

that's a bridge too far.

But we've come to
a better understanding.

I don't want to spend
any more headspace hating her.

-And she feels the same.
-(door opening, closing)

Hey.

Jessica.

What have you done to our son?

He never gets out of bed
that early

without bribery involved.

JESSICA:
It's my favorite quote from Audre Lorde.

Oh, whoa, that's bold.

(laughs)
I see the vision.

She was a true warrior poet.

Excellent taste.

But I hope it still
resonates with you

20 years from now.

Oh, I plan on being
just as powerful and dangerous

when I'm super old, like 40.

SAMANTHA:
What about you, big bro?

You, uh, go to the tattoo parlor
to hold Jessica's hand, or...

I got one, too.

You're a force, Dani Dupree.

But even you can't control
what's passed down

from grandmother
to mother to daughter.

But I could have
been there for her.

Naomi came to her mother
because she needed your help.

I guess I helped. I...

I gave her a pep talk
on how to tell Jacob.

Yeah. And they'll be okay.

He'll get that she was scared.

Naomi always did this,
even when she was little.

Chelsea had so much as a scratch
and she'd come running to me,

wanting me to kiss it
and make it better.

Naomi would go off into
a little corner all by herself.

I'd have to find out
she was hurt.

But you always did.

Because you're
a damn good mother, Dani.

And she had to sit
with this gene mess, too.

Yeah.

And now she's ready
to tackle it.

Because you cheered her
to action.

That's why.

And now maybe it's time that you
did the same for yourself.

What do you mean?

You had a good cry
when we first found out,

but you never fully processed
what this means.

You never really talk
about what the next step is.

I've been a little busy

between Mother's diagnosis
and a little old tornado.

I know.

How am I forever getting slammed

for making everything
the Dani show,

but my husband is criticizing me
for putting my family first?

Wait, that...

(sighs)

Naomi, I...

I was supposed
to be there with you,

holding you through this
from day one.

I'm supposed to be where you go.

You understand?

Of course I understand.
I love you.

I love you, too.

I just needed more time.

And I'll always give you
whatever you need.

You remember our vows?

Which part?

"In sickness and in health."

Yeah, well, right now
I'm just trying to hold on

to the being with you
"till death do us part."

And I want that to be
a really, really long time.

And that iron will's
what will fortify you

like it did Anita,

if you ever have to go through
what she did.

That's why I'm going to make
sure I never get cancer at all.

As much as we both
want that, babe,

I don't think that's up to us.

Well, I can't just

change my diet
and roll the dice.

I'm not my mom.

I need to do more.

And I've done the research.

There is more.

I have options.

Okay.

So, tell me what we need to do.

More tests, screenings?

Has the medicine advanced?

Whatever we have to do
to live happily ever after

like Anita and Vernon,
that's what I want for us.

Well, it's because of Gran

that I know this is
the right thing.

Seeing her in pain and...

on the brink of just giving up,

that's what
solidified it for me.

And what did you decide?

I think I know
the way forward now.

Mm, kissing your neck

is my own personal prescription

for speeding your recovery.

Oh, well, Doctor,

I think I need
a stronger dosage.

There is nothing
like kissing you

in the middle of the day

knowing that we are
the only Duprees in the house.

Well, one of those Duprees
could walk in at any moment,

and I wouldn't have it
any other way.

I agree.

But I do hope
they take their time.

Because I'm certainly going to.

(both laugh)

While Jessica picked
a timeless quote,

are you sure that "J"
is as evergreen?

I'm texting Grandpa to see

how long it takes
to remove a tattoo.

I'm not removing it.

I knew you'd be mad.

Oh, we're being reasonable,

but how are you going to feel

if you and Jessica
aren't together after college?

I can't tell you anything.

I didn't think it was a secret.

You know, tats are becoming
much more mainstream,

and that one is really like art.

It reminds me of something
Azure8 would do.

That's who did it.

Uh, Kat, not helping.

Jessica, how do you feel
about Tyrell

paying such a permanent tribute
to you?

You're getting it all wrong.

The "J" is not for Jessica.

It's for June.

My mom.

Back up.

Baby, I'm not judging you.

I never judge you.

I just think that since
Anita is thankfully

on the other side of this thing

that we can finally focus
on what this means for you.

Okay, well, what can I say?
I am... I'm...

I'm cutting back on cocktails,

and I'm eating more vegetables
than I ever thought possible.

I am beyond vigilant
with my at-home self-exams,

and I have never, ever
missed a mammogram.

I am doing all the things.

-I know. But...
-Great,

and in the meantime, I am also
living life to the fullest.

Because that's the lesson here.

There are plenty of
people walking around

with this little variant
who never developed the big "C,"

and then there are women
who aren't

housing this ticking time bomb
gene mutant,

and they never get cancer.

So why would I spend
another moment

worrying about
what might never happen

and things that I can't control?

All I can control
are the things that I do.

Exactly, baby.

I'm not trying to take away

from anything that
you're already doing.

I know you're on top of it.

I just think that it wouldn't
hurt to take a look

at some things that might help.

Honey, you have been on
that Google machine.

Yeah.

Why wouldn't I look
into something

that might take you
away from me?

-No.
-Baby,

I know that some of
the things I've read

are a bit extreme,
but I think they're worth

talking to a doctor about.

There is no chance

that I am risking
my quality of life on a maybe.

Even if it means
you won't get sick?

Wouldn't it be worth it, Dani?

You and I both know

that we cannot let the threat
of what might be define us.

You lost your parents
on that plane crash,

but you still get on planes
to do the work that you love.

-That's not the same thing.
-Isn't it?

-I'm a model.
-Yeah, and as much as

I love your body, baby,
I love who's inside of it more.

I am this body,

and I'm not changing it!

Full stop.

Now, I said that
I'm focused on my daughter.

And since you can't get
on board with a quickness,

I'm going to talk
to someone who can.

Dani.

Babe...

(sighs)

I didn't come to this lightly.

I've spoken to oncologists
and genetic counselors.

You talk to as many people
as you need.

And Carlton.

He actually assuaged
a lot of my fears.

Wait, Ted's partner?

But he's a plastic surgeon.

Every life has risk.

I mean, we could die
in a car accident tomorrow.

I want us to have our life

together for as long
as fate will allow.

And I can take this little
bit of fate into my own hands

and ensure us more time.

You know, last night
when we were together...

...all I could think was,
"My God,

"I never want to leave you,

whatever the cost."

Baby, you know I feel
the same way.

But what are you saying?

I want to make my risk
as close to zero as possible

by removing the potential
host of the cancer.

The best way to protect myself.

Jacob, I am really,
really considering

a double mastectomy.

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