All language subtitles for The Rains.of.Ranchipur.1955.720p.BluRay.x264-x0r.ENG

The salon is there, and Lady Esketh
has chosen this compartment.

Her maid will be in the next car.
And this compartment―.

Everything seems fine.
Thank you.

It is our privilege, Lord Esketh.

Who is it?

Alan.
Come in, Alan.

I missed you at dinner.

So the mountain― That's me―.

Has come to Muhammad― That's you.

Do you remember the first time
we went to New Orleans?

We had dinner at Arnauld's.

Oysters.
Turtle soup with sherry.

Trout amandine.
Ice-cold green salad.

Cherries jubilee.

And as the climax to a perfect dinner...

and a perfect day,

café diable.

And you said, "Alan, if you could
learn the secret of making that",

"I might marry you
after all."

Well, I did and you did,

and all on account of a lousy cup of coffee.

Getting you to laugh
is a major accomplishment.

I know, darling.

Aren't you having a good time?
You said it would be exciting.

Did I?
Well, I was wrong.

Well, we'll get to Ranchipur in the morning,

and we'll put up at the palace.

I'll talk the maharani
out of her prized stallion.

It shouldn't take long.
I'm told she needs the money.

We should be on our way back
to Lahore in three or four days.

Then we'll grab a plane back to London.

Then Greenview.

Do you realize we've
never been home in July?

Didn't I tell you?
We're going to Antibes.

We'll fly to Paris and take
the train to the Riviera.

I thought you didn't like it
at the height of the season.

There were too many
tourists, you always said.

And there'll be that French baron,

Andre what's his name.

Yes.

Would you mind very much if I didn't go?

Of course I'd mind.

We're going to Antibes, you and I together.

We're going in the same plane. We're
going to stay in the same hotel...

and in the same suite,

though not in the same room.

Is that clear?

Yes, perfectly.

I should think you'd know by now.

You can squander as much
of my money as you want.

You can pick up all the tabs
and buy all the horses...

and spend whatever you decide on your
dear mother and your delicate sister.

But when you and I
don't want the same things,

you'll do what I want.

You know, Edwina, I sometimes wonder
why you bothered to marry me.

Do you really wanna know?

For a number of reasons, really,

and some more important than others.

I liked the title.

All poor little girls
want to become princesses,

and so do rich little girls.

And you're not ugly, Alan.

Besides, a husband gives me
a kind of protection.

Sometimes, I used to be lonely.

Now I never am.

'Cause when there's nothing better
to do, you're always around.

And you are amusing, darling.

Someday, when I'm disgusted enough...

or ashamed enough or drunk enough,

I may tell you why I married you.

Tell me now.

Some other disenchanted evening, perhaps.

Tell me now.

Well, there was your money, of course.

But then, I've known
lots of women with money.

True, none of them had as much as you,
but then, I didn't need quite that much.

No, I married you
for a very different reason.

You see, you may not believe it,
but I still have a few standards.

A little bloody, a little frayed,
but more or less unbowed.

I don't like to hurt people.

You were perfect for me.

All the money in the world and no heart.

You couldn't possibly be hurt...

because you're the most greedy,
the most selfish,

the most decadent, the most corrupt―.

Good night, Edwina.

Lord Esketh, we are honored by
your and Her Ladyship's presence.

I am Mr. Adoani. I'm the personal
emissary of Her Highness,

the Maharani of Ranchipur.

We have planned for you just a little tour,

and a concert of native music has
been arranged at the music school.

Mr. Adoani, Lady Esketh
isn't feeling very well.

She'd like to go to the palace at once.
Of course.

In the meantime, I should point out the
items of interest as we pass along.

So sorry.

So sorry.

It's all right.

Thank you, Mr. Adoani. You're
welcome, Lord and Lady Esketh.

Good-bye.

Your Highness.
My house welcomes you.

It's good of you to have us, Your Highness.

I enjoy having handsome people around me.

I have never been in America,

but I understand it is a
beautiful country and very rich.

I hope you find your quarters habitable.

I'm sure we will.

And now, you must have some tea.

Lemon?
Milk for both of us.

May I smoke?
Yes, do.

But for me, no cigarettes, I'm afraid.
It is the same with sweets.

I am forbidden even the smallest taste.

Once, I was able to indulge myself.

But in the last year or so,
I have been forced to admit...

that my youth, it's near its end.

Maturity approaches.

You're very beautiful, Your Highness.

How kind, and how untrue.

I fear you have chosen an unfortunate
season to come to Ranchipur.

We're all now praying
for the rains to begin.

However, rains or not,
I believe we can entertain you.

In the morning, we shall visit the stables.

Tomorrow night, I'm giving a
small dinner in your honor.

It will not be very grand, but you
will meet some interesting people,

particularly Dr. Safti.

He is my late husband's
most brilliant success.

There are men― very few men ever―

who have what your President
Roosevelt once called...

""a rendezvous with destiny."

Well, at my age, I have few enthusiasms.

Dr. Safti's one of them. But
you will see for yourselves.

Tonight, I thought you would probably
prefer dinner alone in your rooms.

You must be very tired.

But some evening before you leave,

I thought we might, ―

we might play some cards.

Would that please you?

I invariably lose at cards, but I'm
eternally optimistic. I love gambling.

Bridge? Canasta?

Well, personally, I prefer poker.

So do I!

I warn you, I shall win.
I always win.

I insist on winning. I have
been known to cheat to win.

Cleverly, of course.
No one has ever caught me.

And I always win.
And sometimes, I cheat.

Good.
It will be better then.

Until tomorrow.
Until tomorrow.

Your Highness.

He's magnificent. Asoka is the most
beautiful stallion in the world.

Your Highness, I cannot go
back to England without him.

I'll pay whatever you ask. For some
things, there is no price, Lord Esketh.

I can never sell Asoka.

I shall try to make you change your mind.

I would be disappointed if you didn't.

In the meantime, I'd like to see
some of the others, Your Highness.

Tom! The same brat. You
haven't changed a bit.

I don't believe it!
It's good to see you.

Good to see you too. Perhaps
I should introduce myself.

I'm the lady's husband. Hello.
I'm Tom Ransome.

I've known this one since she was this high.
We're very old friends.

Yes, I can see. We came out
here to buy some horses.

But naturally, the maharani
is out trading us.

Naturally. I'll look out for your interests.

Lady Esketh, I shall sue you
for alienation of affections.

Tom pretends indifference to me,

but it is known everywhere that
he is madly in love with me.

And you, Mr. Ransome,
I shall sue for slander.

I shall collect too.
I shall bribe both―

the judge and the jury.

I want to show you the mares.

Well, now that you're a lady, I
assume you're behaving like one?

But, Tom, you know I always behave myself.

Just one more, please, Alonia.
It feels wonderful.

Fern, you've got company.

Fern Simon memsahib?

That's... me.

Have message from Her Highness.

Thanks, girls.

From Her Highness?
What is it?

"The Maharani of Ranchipur,
India respectfully requests..."

"the distinguished and esteemed
presence of Miss Fern Simon..."

"at dinner honoring distinguished
and esteemed guests of Her Highness,"

"their Excellencies Lord Alan and Lady
Esketh of Norham and London, England."

"8:00 p.m. RSVP."

But of course she'll come.

I told you, daughter. I said
she'd start inviting us.

Do you remember that reception
I told you about?

And Grandma Holland? Well, it was
after things got straightened out.

I mean, the war between the states.

Tell Her Highness I accept with pleasure.

I never will forget the first
dance your father took me to.

I was only 16. He got there
kind of early, about 7:00.

He was sittin' in the parlor― And
you didn't know Pop was there,

and you walked into the room
without a single stitch on...

except your slip and
a couple dozen petticoats.

And that was the night
Pop decided to marry you.

I'll wear my green chiffon.

"It's not new, but Mother always
said, "Quality, Maude. Quality."

Mother, you're not invited.
I'm invited. Just me.

But you can't go over there―
Mother, don't be silly.

I've gone to parties alone before.
It's no disgrace.

If only Harry Loder was here.
I just know he'd―.

That boy's so crazy about you, there's
nothin' in the world he wouldn't do for you.

I'll rent a car. No, but
you wouldn't want to do―.

Why didn't I think of it before?
Of course.

Tom Ransome.
Why, yes!

He goes to every single one
of the maharani's parties.

And he's nice...
when he's sober, anyway.

And you could see he doesn't drink too much.

But, Mother, I've never met Tom
Ransome, and neither have you.

He's shy, that's why. I just know
you two would hit it off together.

And he's got all that money.

You know, I never could
really understand why he―.

Be careful. She's listening
to every word we're saying.

Now, I'm just gonna
go in there and clean up.

Then I'm gonna go over there
and I'm gonna say,

"Mr. Ransome,
I'm Maude Simon."

"You surely know
my little girl."

Okay, Mother, you win. I'll ask Tom Ransome
to drive me to the palace and back.

But I'll do the asking. Well,
daughter, you know best.

Now, you go in, get yourself all
prettied up, 'cause I have to stay here.

I have something very serious
I want to say to Emily.

Very serious.

Hello.

Did I scare you?
Well, not too much.

You're Fern Simon, aren't you?

May I talk to you just for a minute?

Certainly. Come on. Sit down. Thank you.

Can I fix you a drink?
No, thanks.

You drink a lot, don't you?

Almost constantly.
Why do you drink so much?

I studied psychology in school if you'd
like me to give you a few possible reasons.

Thank you, no. I drink because I enjoy it...

and because I don't see
any good reason not to.

How do you know so much
about my drinking habits?

Everybody does.
Really?

Am I, what you call an object of ridicule?

No.
Nobody ever laughs.

Of course, my mother,
you know what she says?

She says, "You know,
daughter, all that man needs",

"all any man needs, is a good
woman to straighten him out."

"I tell you, daughter, I can't understand..."

"how a man with all his opportunities
didn't do more with himself."

"Went to Harvard College, you know?"

"Besides,
he's got all that money."

You're nice, Fern.

Thank you.

How do you like Ranchipur by now?

I don't. Well, you'll be
going back to school soon.

University of Iowa, isn't it? It was.

I've graduated. Now what? Marriage?

That's my mother's idea, but not mine.

Has she picked out a candidate already?
You bet.

Harry Loder. That young English
pillar of respectability.

And there's somebody back at the
university you like better?

No. I'd like to go to teachers' college.

There's a very good one in Iowa City.

For heaven's sakes, why do you wanna do that?
I want to teach.

Why? Don't you know you can
never teach anybody anything?

Besides, have you ever seen
a lady Ph.D.?

You're making fun of me.

No. No, I never
make fun of anybody,

except myself.

Actually, I'm-I'm not too sure
about being a teacher.

Maybe I don't wanna be anything. But I'd
just like to find out if I could be.

Mostly, it's that I want to-.

Mostly it's that you wanna
be on your own for a while?

Yes.

How soon are you going back?

I'm not.
Why?

Aside from my mother thinking it's
a bad idea, we can't afford it.

Well, Fern, who knows?

Maybe a miracle'll happen.

They sometimes do, you know, at your age.

I'd heard you were an engineer.

That's right, I was an engineer.

When did you do this?
Quite a while ago.

You can say no,
and I'll certainly understand.

It's ridiculous and embarrassing,

and I tried to explain to my
mother, but you know how she is.

Anyway, you heard how she is,
but I had to say I'd ask you.

Well, I'm almost sure the
answer will be yes, but,

suppose you tell me what the question is.

Well, the maharani invited me to that
dinner for the Eskeths tonight...

and didn't ask my family.

And my mother says I have to go, and I don't
know why the maharani invited me anyway.

I do. The maharani thinks
you'll be very decorative.

And she's right.

My mother seems to think my reputation
would be ruined if I went alone.

All you'd have to do would be to
take me there and bring me back.

I shall be very happy
to take you, Miss Simon.

You don't have to be polite, you know.
I know.

Thanks.

Have you met Lady Esketh yet? Yes.

Lady Esketh and I are old friends.

I read a story about her in a magazine once.
It can't all be true.

Every word of it, and a lot
they wouldn't dare print.

Wow!

And my mother told me it would
do me a lot of good to meet her.

Well, let's just put it this way. I
don't think it'll do you any harm.

Hey, you'd better run
along home and get ready.

You've only got a couple of hours. Thanks.

I'll be ready about 7:30. Right.

Excuse me.
Dr. Safti's late.

We will go in to dinner in five minutes.

Just time for the one martini too many.

Or two too many.

Fern.
Hello, Dr. Safti.

Good evening, Doctor.
Tom. Hello.

Mr. and Mrs. Adoani.
Rashid.

I am sorry I'm late. I almost
could not come at all.

A baby was demanding
to be born the hard way.

You're forgiven.
You always are.

I have a feeling it is not good
for a man always to be forgiven.

You look well.
Possibly, it is not good...

for a woman always
to be told how well she looks.

Lord and Lady Esketh,
this is Dr. Safti.

Lady Esketh. I've been looking
forward to meeting you.

I admired your book very much.
You're very kind.

I'm told you're a man of destiny.
I've never met one before.

The maharani is a woman who uses
the truth with, carelessness.

The maharani's a woman who is famished.

Besides, the cook will have allowed
the carry of crayfish to become cold.

Off with his head!

Hi.
Hello, Fern.

The, music too much for you? No. I like it.

I don't understand it.
You're not expected to.

Mr. Ransome― You can call me Tom, you know.

I'd hardly say that.
I, ―

I am what is usually called
fairly well-fixed.

That means I have just a little more
than enough to live on comfortably...

if I don't live too long.

You're disappointed.

Why?
Nothing.

I was just thinking. Come on. Tell me.

What would you say if
I asked you to lend me $1,000?

Well, I'd have to think it over a minute.
I might say yes.

I suppose it might depend
on what you wanted it for.

Or is that none of my business? Sure it is.

You see, for $1,000,

I could go back to school and pay for my
tuition and live until I got my degree...

if I worked for my board,
and I've always done that.

After I become a teacher,
I could pay you back.

Of course, I'm not really asking you.
I know.

Fern, this place is about half
again as small as Cedar Falls...

as far as gossip goes, that is.

Now, my reputation doesn't matter.

It's already pretty bad.

Yes, I'm sure it is.

There's not too much to talk
about here in Ranchipur.

It's your reputation I'm worried about.

What do you think
all the old ladies would say?

Never mind. Remember,
I-I didn't really ask you.

Fern, I'd be glad to lend you the money.
I really would, but―.

Can't you see?
I just can't do it.

Now you're angry.

Just disappointed.

Look, I won't make any promises,

but I'll try somehow to help
you get back to school.

Word of honor?
Word of honor.

Thanks. Now I think we'd better go inside.

I'm sure Mrs. Adoani has already formed her own
conclusions as to what we're doing out here.

Tom, come here and be nice to me.

They're talking about the tiger hunt.

I'm bored. I need someone
to hold my hand.

I'll be happy to hold your hand.

But I'm afraid I won't contribute
much to the hunting talk.

I've had my fill of shooting.
As a matter of fact,

these days I'm delighted when I read
that one hunter has shot another.

Well, in a way, I agree with Tom.

But a man-eater has attacked
two villages in the north.

He must be done away with. Of course,
I admit the sport appeals to me too.

And to me.
I love safaris.

Good. Day after tomorrow then
at 4:00 a.m.

You promised to show me the mogul paintings.

I had not forgotten. I'll
send Lachmaania with you.

It is very dark down there.

Thank you, but I believe I can
remember where the light switch is.

I am very tired.
It is very late.

It is my bedtime.
We won't be long.

They each have a story, you know.

The stories are almost always
sad, and usually about love.

What in so many bad English
novels is called unrequited love.

The torment of love unsatisfied?

That's very good.
But not very original.

A poet named Eliot said it first.
A Mr. T.S. Eliot.

I am familiar with the works
of Mr. Thomas Stearns Eliot.

This one is called The Kite.

In India, when a boy wants to tell
a girl he's interested in her,

he maneuvers his kite so that
it falls into her front yard.

If she picks it up and takes it inside,

he is elated because
he knows he has a chance.

If she leaves the kite there, it means
that she cares nothing for the boy,

and he is desolate.

One needs to know a great
deal about handling a kite...

to cause it to fall
into the correct front yard.

What does a girl do when she
wants a young man's attention?

Well, if she were a young lady,
she would simply pine away.

Well, in my country, it's just the opposite.

The young lady does all the courting.

When she wanted the young man
to speak to her,

she would drop her handkerchief.

Now that's considered
terribly old-fashioned.

It was never very effective anyway.

What does she do now?

Well, it depends on the young lady.

The shy ones drop their eyes.

The others just look at what they want.

Of course, we still have a few
who are like your Indian girls.

They simply pine away.

I do not believe you have done
much pining for what you want.

You think I just look?

I think you are very beautiful.

And?
Isn't that enough?

""Beauty provoketh thieves
sooner than gold."

That's not very original either.

A poet named Shakespeare said it first.
A Mr. W. Shakespeare.

What else do you think...
about me?

I think it is very late...

and that unless we get back, the maharani
is going to have one of her tantrums.

Are you good at flying kites?

I have never flown a kite.
I never had time to learn how.

I didn't want to mention
it earlier, Your Highness,

but I found your watch.

As usual, Abdular had it. He
told me who sold it to him―

I know who sold it to him. The watch
has only a sentimental value.

I shall make the arrest
right here in the palace.

I will do it quietly. You
have the thick skin of an ox.

I do not wish an arrest to be made.

I shall myself speak to the boy.

Good-bye. I shall resign.
I shall become a thief.

In such a place as this one, it's more
respected for breaking the law...

than for attempting to enforce it.

Thank you very much, Your Highness.

Lady Esketh.
Lord Esketh.

Good night.
Good night.

Your Highness, it's been a
wonderful evening. Thank you.

Good night, Your Highness. Lady
Esketh, stay for a moment.

I would like to speak to you.

We can talk in the morning.

Stay for a moment, please.

Good night, Alan.
I'll be up in a minute.

And now, I will take
one of your cigarettes, please.

I like to have one before I go to sleep.

It quiets my nerves.

How did you like my guests?

I liked them very much,

especially Dr. Safti.

I told you that he was extraordinary,

but I didn't tell you why or how much.

His father and mother were untouchables.

After they died of cholera, we brought
him to the palace to live with us.

I raised him.

He went to college in Delhi.

And after that,
he spent five years in prison.

He had been too active
in the freedom movement.

He's a very wise man,
but he's not experienced...

in, in matters of the heart.

No one ever is.

Lady Esketh, in India,

we sometimes bow and smile when
we do not wish to bow and smile.

I know.

We have bowers and smilers in my country too.
I'm not one of them.

I shall come directly to the point.

Before you arrived, I took the trouble...

to read the many newspaper
stories written about you.

I find that you are believed
to be a selfish woman.

I love him as a son,

and I also very early recognized
that he was necessary to Ranchipur.

I will have nothing
interfere with his career.

I have no intention
of interfering with his career.

But what makes you so sure about
what he needs and what he wants?

Maybe it would do him good to get
experience in matters of the heart.

Why don't you let him find out for himself?

I'm selfish too.

But not for myself― for Ranchipur.

For Ranchipur, I will do what is necessary.

Will there be anything more, Lady Esketh?
No, thank you, Louise.

Good night.
Good night, milady.

What do you want, Alan?
To talk to you.

It's almost time for dinner.
We can talk later.

Later will be too late.
We'll talk now.

Today was my birthday.

Well, happy birthday, Alan dear.

You know, 10 years ago, when I
was dropping bombs on Berlin,

I'd have given anything to know for
sure that I had 10 more years,

or even 10 minutes.

Well, I've had 10 years.

On the way up here today while you were so
energetically trying to seduce Dr. Safti,

I asked myself what had become
of all that time, and of me.

There's not much left of me.
So?

But enough to know that you disgusted me.

I was glad of that. It proves that I
still have a little decency left in me.

Alan, I'm not in the least interested
in your dreary self-analysis.

Yes, you are, Edwina.
You're very interested.

Because I'm calling the deal off.
I'm bowing out.

I'm going back to Lahore
right after the hunt tomorrow.

I've made plane reservations for Friday.
I'm leaving for England alone.

I really think the heat
must have affected your mind.

And then I'm going
to start divorce proceedings.

Are you finished?

Yes, I'm finished.
Well, I'm not.

How many times have you had
these small flashes of courage?

And how many times
have you come crawling back...

so humble, so abject,
so full of self-pity?

Well, this time, I don't want you back.
But you will, Edwina.

You'll get lonely and scared.

And this time, I won't come back.

Give my apologies
to Dr. Safti.

I'll have dinner in my tent.

That's the 18th cigarette
in the last hour and a half.

Does it matter?
No.

I guess I'm upset.

Didn't you hear the shouting
in my tent just before dinner?

I took a walk.

Well, Alan and I had a fight.

He said terrible things to me,

most of which are true.

You don't approve of me, do you?

All the way up here today, you
were very polite but very distant.

I think it's because you don't
like the way I've lived.

Well, I have my way, and you have yours.

Yes.

I have my way, but I was not born with it.

It took years of search and of thought
and of anguish to discover it.

And when I did, it was so
simple that I laughed aloud.

I had found that to do good was not enough.

To be good was all.

If a man is good, then he can do no
wrong to himself or to anyone else.

Approve of you, Lady Esketh?

No, I do not approve of you.

I do not approve of what I have done either.

I knew what was happening
in the palace the other night.

I encouraged it. That was wrong of me.
I apologize.

And now, I'll say good night.

Did it ever occur to you
that I might be lonely?

Very lonely.

I wonder how many times
you have said that...

and how many times it has succeeded.

I do not wish to be added to your list.

I do not want to be, "The one in India..."

"in an obscure province
called Ranchipur, as I recall."

"I forget his name, but his skin was brown."

"I do remember
the color of his skin."

I'd like to go to my tent now.
You know the way.

It's not very far.

Don't move.

Stop it.
Stop it!

There. There. There.
It's gone away.

Quiet. Quiet, now.

Lord Esketh?

Lord Esketh!
Until the tiger is skinned,

it's never safe to assume he's dead.

He's a real beauty.
He must be 14 or 15 years old.

Is there anything wrong, Lady Esketh?

I don't know, Louise.
I don't feel well.

I get these awful chills.

Esketh sahib.
What's happened?

Esketh sahib go― Esketh sahib go―.

Dead! Dead!

Is he dead?
Is he dead?

He's badly hurt.
I don't know how badly.

You're coming along fine now.
In a week or 10 days,

you'll be on your way back to England.

It's very difficult to know what to
say to a man who's saved your life.

""Thank you" is enough, and you've
already said that several times.

Particularly if you're not sure
that you wanted saved.

Get some sleep now.

You need a lot of sleep.

Dr. Safti,
are you in love with my wife?

For five days now, it has
been in this room with us―

the question you had to ask,

the answer I had to give.

It's contrary to all the rules.

How does one honorable man
say it to another?

Or is it enough to say, "Yes, it is true."

I am in love with your wife"?

I'm very sorry for you.

You're a man who matters. None of
the others have, including me.

Very much including me.

I usually stand by and watch
while Edwina destroys people.

Her destruction of midgets
doesn't interest me.

But you are not a midget,
Dr. Safti.

And this time, I'm not gonna
stand by and watch.

I want to take Edwina with me when I leave.
I know you've been seeing her.

I don't want you to see her anymore.

I do not think Edwina will go with you.

And unless she forbids it,
I shall see her again.

She has told me about
the kind of marriage you have.

Has she?
All about it?

She told you about our honeymoon in
Bermuda, and the Argentinean she met there?

And about Rome? Madrid?
Casablanca?

The ending is always the same.
Edwina tires of people.

She tires very easily, and then
she simply writes out a check.

That won't do for you, of course.

I will leave the sleeping pill now.

When she's ready to leave you, she'll cry.

You'll find her tears very moving.
I always have.

The weak and the wicked. I prefer the wicked.
They can be fought.

Are you Westerners all alike?
I've seen so many like you.

So pious, so radiant with charm,

so much shadow and so little substance.

I've tried to teach myself not to hate.

I think I have succeeded.
I do not hate you.

I― I pity you.

Yes, I'm very much in love with Edwina,

and I know all she has done
and all she has been.

I know, and I do not care.

I love her.

When I come back, it will be as your doctor.

Did you really mean what you told Alan?

That it doesn't matter what
I've done, what I've been?

I meant it.

I also told him I loved you.

I meant that too.

When did you first know that you loved me?

That is a question women
invariably ask and never should.

It cannot be answered.

It is as impossible to explain
when love comes...

as to explain why.

At the hunting camp, perhaps,
or that afternoon...

we sat in the patio and listened to
the girl singing in the music school.

Or last night when you went with
me into the untouchable quarter.

Or half an hour ago when Esketh was
telling me what he thinks you are.

I know what you are.

I know now that you are so
much more than I had seen,

than anyone had seen.

You were right, you know,

about what I was thinking that first night.

And even in the hunting camp.

I had never met anyone like you before,

and I was attracted to you.

But that was all.
That was absolutely all.

And now?

Now, it's so much more
that I'm-I'm scared.

Of me?
No.

Of myself.

Look at me.

You can change. You can grow and change.
I believe that.

I believe it completely.

Sometimes people wish they could change.

And sometimes, they even try.

But it never works.

It can.

When I was in prison, each of us who
wished had a tiny plot of land.

The soil was thin and sour and unfertile.

But if we worked hard enough,

we were able to grow exquisite flowers.

The most beautiful flowers in the world.

I need you.
But we could never live here.

I could never live anywhere without you.

And you'll be miserable anyplace else.

Unless I have you, I shall
be miserable all my life.

But it's wrong, darling.

Everything about it's wrong.

It's just me.
So I see.

Sundar said you'd be right back, so
I thought I'd make myself at home.

Have you ever slept on that couch?

It looks pretty hard, but I don't think
I'll mind it for just one night.

Besides, I can sleep anywhere.
At school,

I slept in a dormitory with 26 other girls.

How would you like to sleep
in a room with 26 women?

I'm talking too much. I always
do that when I get nervous.

Some people bite their fingernails.

I used to know a boy who would
recite the 23rd Psalm backwards.

And there was this girl in my English
class who took cold showers.

One day, she took six.
She had a final exam.

People do different things.
Some people drink.

Now, suppose you quiet down and
tell me what you're talking about.

Well, the truth of the matter is―.

There's no use beating around the bush. It'll
be all over Ranchipur by tomorrow morning.

I've run away from home.

Well, don't you think you're
a little old for that?

What are you gonna do, join a circus?
No, I'm serious.

Really, I am. I left a note,
pinned it to my pillow.

I can see you haven't learned
one of the basic rules.

Never write a note. You might
wanna change your mind.

I knew it! That's one of the
stories I made up about you.

And you see, I was right. I said
he's been disappointed in love.

There was this blonde woman, and she said she'd
wait for him when he went off to the wars.

And then, when he was on this lonely South
Pacific island, she wrote him a letter.

She told him unless he bought back
his letters, there'd be trouble.

I don't know. Maybe I
missed a sentence or two.

I seem to have lost the thread.

Just what are you talking about?

You. I used to watch you when
you walked past the mission,

and you always looked so bitter and angry.

I used to make up stories how you got
that way. The blonde was one of them.

What you mistook for bitterness
and anger was only a hangover.

And there never was a blonde.

Hey, you're soaking wet. What are you
trying to do, catch your death of cold?

No. I never catch colds. I
haven't had a cold in years.

I want you to go into the
bedroom and dry yourself off.

You can put on some of my clothes.

Then I'll make you a nice, hot brandy.

And then I'm going to take you home.

Okay.
But I'm not going home.

I told you. I'm going
to sleep on that couch.

Well, that's about all.
Except I said,

""I don't even like
Harry Loder."

And I slammed the door, ran
to my room and wrote my note.

Mother went to bed with one of her sick
headaches. And then you barged in here.

Now, as soon as you finish that
drink, I'm driving you home.

You've got to tear up that note
before your mother finds it.

You don't seem to understand.

I have to stay here all night.
Then my reputation will be ruined.

Of course, I'll tell everybody, including
my mother, that I slept on the couch.

She won't believe that,
neither will anybody else.

So, you see, Harry Loder won't
have anything to do with me.

Then they'll have to send me back to school.

I've changed my mind. You haven't
got time to finish your drink.

I'm taking you home right now.

Why? Because I said so, that's why.

And you're supposed to be
so broad-minded.

I thought you were going to help me.
I am, but not this way.

Here, put this on.

Never mind.
Take me home.

You ready to go now?

I guess so.
I'm sorry I kissed you.

I'm not.
I'm very glad.

Very. Listen to me, Fern. Go home.
Get out of here.

Run for your life. You don't know me.
I'm drunk now.

I'm nearly always drunk.
Please let me go.

I'm not finished yet.
You were right, Miss Simon.

There was a woman in my life.
I had a mistress once,

a soft-eyed
seductive mistress.

Her name was Idealism.

I thought I was quite a fellow
when I joined the air force.

Tom Ransome, dreamer.
That was me.

There were dragons to be slain,
and I was going to slay them.

After that, we'd start
building a good world.

When I got out of the air force,
I had a chestful of medals.

I was a little older,
but I still had my dreams.

I thought if you were
lucky enough to still be alive,

you ought to have learned something.

You ought to be bigger
than you'd been before.

I was wrong.

The cars were bigger.

The people who drove them were smaller.

It was still kick and claw and fight.

"I fought back for a while. Then
one day, I said to myself, "Why?

"Why bother?"

I didn't need the money. I-I didn't
have to be a part of what was going on.

I didn't even wanna watch it.

So one night, I got on a plane. I started
looking for someplace where I wouldn't have to.

It took a lot of looking, but when
I got here, I knew I'd found it.

Once in a while,
I make a design for a bridge.

Then I burn it.

And every day and every night, I get drunk.

Time passes very quickly.

If you look carefully, you'll see
a sign on the door that says,

""Keep out.
This means you."

This means you, Fern.

I'm ready to go home now.

We were both wrong trying to run away.

Look what it did to you.

I wish I'd known you then.

What do you mean?
When?

When you had that mistress.

Dr. Safti!
Dr. Safti!

It is the maharani.
She is here in the hospital now.

Why, calm yourself, Miss Gupta. I do
not think the walls will crumble...

simply because Her Highness
is paying us a visit.

But nothing is pre―.

Good evening.
Good evening, Miss Patel.

Miss Gupta. You all look very
fresh and pretty this evening.

Tom Ransome and I were driving by.

I decided to stop for a minute.

I can't stay.
Tom's waiting in the car.

It's a little late for a
social call, isn't it?

I thought you went to bed
at 11:30 sharp these nights?

I want to talk to you.

I would like a cigarette, please.

I have no intention of
contributing to your delinquency.

You are cruel to me.

I'm unloved.

You are much loved, and
you are very demanding.

It was only the maharaja
who could keep you in place.

It was only the maharaja who
understood the delicacy of my nature.

Now, suppose you tell me why you and Tom
Ransome have taken to midnight drives.

There's no moon, you know.

I haven't seen you for nearly a week.

I know.
I'm sorry.

No, I'm not very good
at secrets and pretending.

Tell me what has happened.

I've rehearsed the words.

It was to be a long speech.

Eloquent, pointed, logical.

I'm afraid I'm not
very good at pretending either.

There's no new way to say it.

I love her.

My only pretension, and it
is so small a deception,

is that you are my son.

That is how much I care.

And wherever it happens, it is the same.

A mother prays that when her son loves,

the love will be worthy of him.

I love her.
No.

I know what love is...

and is not.

I'm very old,

and sometimes I think I am wise.

When you came back from prison,

while the maharaja and I
waited at the station for you,

"I said, "I'm afraid."

He took my hand.

He was a man who believed
in the holding of hands.

"And he said,
"Don't be afraid."

And you came off the train.

Even before I spoke to you, I knew...

you were stronger than ever.

Prison had hardened you.

You need that strength now.

You taught me so many things―

the reason the sky is blue,
the beauty of a mountain,

that always, no matter
how painful it may be...

or how afraid you are,

you must tell the truth.

You also taught me that it's
possible to be reborn each instant.

I believe that.

Once, when I was a very small boy,

I wanted to go to the village alone,

and you were afraid for me.

I insisted, and finally you said,

"You can go. You can do
whatever you want to do always,"

"only be sure, be very sure."

"Then, listen to no one,
not even to me."

And I too must do what I must do.

If I allow this to happen,

for the rest of my life
I would ask myself...

if I had done all that was necessary...

to prevent this evil.

I shall order her to leave Ranchipur.

I'm no longer a queen,

but I still have some power.

If I succeed, you will hate me, I think.

That is the chance I must take.

And I shall pray that someday,

you will forgive me.

If you send her away,

I shall go with her.

That too is a chance I must take.

Mr. Adoani,
we're so sorry to be late.

Good evening.
Good evening.

Come right in.
I'm sure you know everybody.

And again, it was Abdular.

There are times when I think it was
all a mistake― electricity, engines,

perhaps even the invention of the wheel.

And the printing press?
Well, that's all right.

But candlelight is dependable.
Except in a high wind.

When it is again sunshine, I shall look
full into it, even if I blind myself.

Sorry. Kishin,
we need some―

I'm sorry I'm late. Lady Esketh, you
did not receive a letter explaining?

It did not arrive?
Yes, I did receive a letter.

I didn't open it.
I had no idea it was urgent.

If it's important,
you can tell me about it now.

I, ― Well, the maharani―.

Yes. The maharani's
annoyed with me.

She said you wouldn't want me
to come here tonight.

I didn't for a minute believe her.

India's free now,
isn't it, Mr. Adoani?

You don't have to take orders
from the maharani, do you?

You are my honored guest, Lady Esketh.

Come in, please.

Lady Esketh, you look as lovely as ever.

Thank you.
Hello.

I― I am sorry about Lord Esketh.

Yes.
Hello, Edwina.

I wanna talk to you.
Would you excuse us, please?

Tom, are you drunk again? Have
you ever thought of stopping?

Leave him alone. I didn't
get a drink, darling.

"Would you get me one? Do you know
what "simple" means, Edwina?

I looked it up.
It means sincere, undesigning,

straightforward, innocent.

He's a simple man, Edwina.

And you used to be an amusing drunk, Tom.

Now you're pious and dull. He's my friend.
You leave him alone!

Tommy, don't argue with me tonight, please.

I think I'm sick.

You remember you once said that
neither of us could fall in love?

Well, I have.

I'm telling the truth for a change.

How would you know?

What's the matter with him?

He's thirsty.

Darling, you all right?

Wonderful.

You look beautiful.

You look especially
handsome tonight, Dr. Safti.

Is anything wrong?

The maharani and I had a fight.

Not just a quarrel or an argument.
We had a fight.

She ordered me to leave
the palace and Ranchipur.

I don't blame her.
I'd fight back too.

We'll go away.

I'll call the medical college tonight.

They'll send someone.

We should be able to leave
in a week, 10 days.

You could stay here. I can't stay here.
They don't want me.

I'll take you to the mission.
You can stay with the Smileys.

Another heathen to be converted?

Mrs. Smiley will like you,
and you will like her.

We all like to think we're indispensable.

Nobody ever is.
But you'll miss it here.

Yes, I will miss it.

It would be foolish and
dishonest of me to deny that.

I know these people, and I...
love and understand them.

You learn to do what you have to do.

But maybe I'm wrong.

Maybe I'm being selfish again.

Maybe I should try to stop you.

Maybe―.

I love you.
Do you love me?

Completely.

Then I could not be stopped.

I wish you weren't going away, Tom.

It doesn't seem so very long ago
that the maharani called me in...

to find out what I knew about
the strange, new American.

I'm an inveterate snooper.
That's why I'm a policeman.

I told her, "His name is Thomas Ransome",

"and he's a veteran of the war
and an engineer."

What does a man have to do to
get another drink around here?

The maharani was very pleased, and so was I.

We need engineers, a lot of
them, and builders and leaders.

I told the maharani we need
leaders like this Ransome.

It just goes to show you, even a policeman
can be mistaken about a man's character.

Tom, may I say something?

No! Go ahead, Rashid.
I'm listening.

Tom, I'm your friend.

I have said to the maharani, "Here
is a man of intelligence and warmth."

"Why is he trying to pretend
that he cares nothing..."

"for himself
or for anybody else?"

I have not found
an answer. Why?

Has anybody ever told you to mind your
own business? Yes. You just have.

But friends owe something to each other.
They have a duty.

Look who's talking about duty! Tom, stop it!

You're the original duty boy,
throwing over everything for this―

I don't know what the word
for her would be in Hindi,

but in English, it's got one syllable.

Don't say it again!

Quiet, please!
Quiet! Quiet.

It's just a little tremor of the earth.
Please, don't panic.

I'm terribly sorry,
Mrs. Adoani.

Rashid and I have to report into the
police station and the hospital.

You'll never know what all may have happened
across the other side of the river.

I'm sorry, Tom. It's all right. I
should've minded my own business.

I'm going with you!

Edwina, the bridge may be out.
I'll get my coat.

You look after her, Tom. Are you sure
you don't want me to go with you?

No, I'd like you here, please.

I can't find it!
Tom, you find my coat!

Wait!
Edwina!

Wait for me, darling!
Wait!

No, Tom!

Take me over there, Tommy!
Please!

You're my oldest friend, the only
friend I've ever had. Please!

Come on back in the house.
No!

Edwina!
Let me go!

Come on. Please.
Don't you try to stop me!

You really never wanted me to be happy.

You've always hated me because
I've had more money than you!

I've always had more money than anybody!
Stop it, Edwina!

And now you're trying to keep
me from him, and I need him!

I need him! I need him!
Stop it, I said!

Please.

Don't hate me, Tom.

Don't hate me.

This girl is ill.
What bedroom can I put her in?

She cannot remain here.
The maharani's forbidden it.

Adoani, you're a fool!
I've known it for a long time.

I just never got around to saying it.
Now, get out of my way!

Hold all vehicles! And no more
vehicles over that bridge!

Understand?

Look!

- Are you all right?
- Just take care of her.

How are you, old girl?

Tommy.
It's morning.

Looks like the worst is over.

The water hasn't risen
in the last two hours.

Do you― Do you think he's all right?

I don't know. Things seem to be a lot
worse on the other side of the river.

There's a boat coming.

Is it him?
I don't think so.

I'm exhausted.

Fern, why'd you come here? I'll
catch my breath in a minute.

You're cold.
Come on inside.

Lady Esketh's in here.
She's very sick.

Come on.
Get off that coat.

I never thought I'd make it. I
started out after that second quake.

You mean you've been out in this all night?

I know you told me to stay away, but
last night, I just couldn't help myself.

I had to find out if you were all right.

If I was all right? You could've
lost your life, you know.

Come on. Lie down here.
You get some rest.

I'll use the boat and take
Edwina over to the mission.

Then I'll come back for you.

Tom, you're still not going
to leave Ranchipur, are you?

I'm not going anyplace.
Not just now, anyway.

I mean, ever?

So do I.

Come on, old girl.

We're going for a boat ride.

Emily, it's Lady Esketh. Yes, take
her to my room. Her bed's all ready.

I'll be right over.

You're doing just fine.

Of course, your temperature always
goes up a little this time of night.

How many are out there?

Last night, there were 200.

Tonight, there'll be more.

How many died last night?

I don't know. Now,
try not to think about that.

I was telling you about
my Grandfather Josephson.

He had 12 children and 135 grandchildren.

We all descended upon him at Christmastime.

And when the neighbors asked him how he
liked having such a full house, he said,

""Glad to see 'em come, but a
darned sight gladder to see 'em go."

Am I going to die?

Now, I want you to get some sleep.

I'm gonna get you some aspirin, and
then I want you to close your eyes...

and just try to doze off.

Am I going to die?

My dear, don't think that way.

I've done the very best I can,
and I've prayed.

That's all I can do.

But― I've got to see him.

I just don't think it's possible
for him to get across the river.

I want to tell him what
knowing him has meant to me.

I think that would be important to him.

You do see that he would want to know that.

I see.
Well, I have to tell him!

Don't you understand?

I understand.

I'm going to get you some aspirin.

How is she?

She may not last through the night.

I wish there was a way
to let Dr. Safti know.

Even if he did― Emily,

a hundred people died in the
untouchable quarter last night.

Twice that many'll probably die tonight.

And now, the plague is spreading.
If the water would just go down.

It can't go down. The narrows
get more clogged every minute.

There's a whole artificial
dam built up there...

with parts of houses and
furniture and debris and bodies.

You're doing all you can.

Just when you think you're making some
headway, something like this happens.

We may have to start all over
again at the very beginning.

Not at the very beginning, Homer.

Never at the very beginning.

I'm sure one of the boys
will risk getting across.

Just so Dr. Safti knows. We'd never
forgive ourselves if he didn't.

Could I speak to you?

There's nothing in the world wrong with you.

You'll probably have triplets.

A messenger just came from the mission.
It's about Edwina.

He was a very simple boy. He
came to me instead of to you.

How is she?
She's very sick.

She's asking for you.

Mrs. Smiley says
she may not live.

Will you go to her?
Please?

You see, I love her too.

I never told anyone that
before, not even Edwina.

Please go.

I cannot go.

You don't really care, do you?
Of course I care!

I love her very much.

But I love them too.

Someone got through to the narrows.
The water's going down.

Mrs. Smiley? Mrs. Smiley?

Mrs. Smiley?

My dear, now, there's
nothing to be worried about.

You lie back.
But what's happened?

Our prayers have been answered, that's what.

The waters are going down.

You know something?
I think your fever's gone.

How do you feel?
Better.

Much better.

In fact, I'm hungry.
Good. I'm so relieved.

I know you'll be all right now.
I'm going to get you some soup.

They finally opened up the bridge.

Dad and Mr. Smiley took the first
patients over to the hospital.

Do you know how many people slept
in the schoolhouse last night?

Seventy-two. And there were 20 more
under the tarp in the compound.

Don't you worry
about Dr. Safti.

He'll be here the very first minute he can.

Can I get you anything?

A shampoo, facial and a manicure.

Excuse me a second.
I'll be right back.

It's good to see you.
It's wonderful to see you.

I missed you.
I was so worried, I―.

Well, I couldn't sleep anyway. There
were so many people to take care of.

But where were you? I, ― I got held up.

Are you all right?
I'm fine.

Hello, Tom.

Hello, Fern.
Emily.

How is she? She was a pretty
sick girl for a while.

I didn't know what to do, so I just used...

the common sense the good
Lord gave me, and I prayed.

She's all right now. Or she will
be as soon as she sees you.

No, no. Have some coffee first.
You look as though you need it.

This must be my 500th cup
in the last 72 hours.

You must be very tired.
Very.

Now, tell us― tell us what happened.

When we heard the explosion,
I couldn't imagine what it was.

And then the waters began to go down, and I―

I knew someone had opened up the narrows.

Who did it?
You or Rashid or―.

No. You couldn't get to it
from our side of the river.

I kept asking myself
the same question, Emily.

What kind of man, I asked
myself, would do that?

He must know something of Ranchipur.

He knew the dynamite
was stored in the old garrison.

He must be something of an expert.

He had to know where to place it
so that it would work effectively.

He must be very courageous,
because he would have known...

that the odds against his
surviving were tremendous.

And he must be a man who cares,
I told myself.

Who cares about Ranchipur, about people.

Finally, I decided I wanted
this man for a friend.

I was glad to find that he already was.

Emily, a lot of people are
lined up out there for tea.

Suppose I pour?

Wanna help?

Darling!

I've been so frightened...

and so lonely.

Please don't go away again.

For a few minutes now, there will
be no flood and no hospital.

Only the two of us.

I worried about you as soon as I
heard how very sick you were.

You heard? When?

Mrs. Smiley sent a boy across.
When was that?

Two days ago.

You've known for two days
that I've been sick?

Darling, even in the hallways
and offices of the hospital,

there were the sick and the wounded.

And there were several hundred
more inside the palace,

and no one to help except the
maharani and some servants.

I had to make a decision,

a very serious one.

If I came across the river,
I could not be sure that...

I would get back to the hospital.

I did not come across.

Besides, I knew that Mrs. Smiley and
Fern were here to take care of you.

I almost died.

Did you know that?

I knew that.

Suppose you'd have known
for sure that I was dying.

What would you have done then?
Darling, please.

What would you have done then?

I would have remained at the hospital.

Without any question in your mind?

With so many questions in my mind,

but always realizing that
it was one life against many.

Even though the one was mine?

Even though the one was yours.

Please know that it was not easy.

I'll try.

Edwina,

we won't be able to leave right away.

Now we need 100 doctors and 1,000
architects and engineers and builders.

You realize that the entire
untouchable quarter was wiped out?

Out of all this wasted
destruction, some good will come.

In the new houses, there will
be no disease and no filth.

We have a great chance now.

There will be new schools,
new roads and a new dam.

We could become an example for all of India.

What's the matter?

Please understand.

I understand.

It's all right, isn't it?

It's all right.

But, please, hold me...

for a long time.

I would like to see the maharani, please.

But she cannot see you.
She has not yet arisen.

Lachmaania, let Lady Esketh come in.

Have you told him?

No. So you have come to me. Why?

To have me tell him for you?

He will see that you are gone,

and I hope he will be relieved as I am.

I know. Have you come to say good-bye?

I do not believe
in good-byes.

To those I love, I say too much.

To those I do not love,
I have nothing to say.

To you, I have nothing to say...
except this.

I have known from the beginning
what was in your mind.

Have you?

How certain you are.
How all-knowing.

Do you ever have doubts about anything?

Never about you.

I spent three days and three nights
in a room listening to people die.

For a while, I thought I might die too.

But that would've been too easy.

You have to be punished
for all the evil you do.

I'm being punished now and will always be.

Whatever it was in the beginning,

and I know what it was,

I love him now.

I'm going away, and I'm not coming back.

He might've gone away with me, I think.

And he might've been miserable.
I don't know.

I'm less secure than you in my opinions.

And then again, I―

I might've made him happy.

I might just.

I'd have tried.

How I'd have tried.

But I decided not to try,

and you had nothing to do with it.

Because I don't care about you or
about this shabby little province.

I care about him...

and only him.

And my going away may be the
one unselfish act of my life.

I have to think so.

I am positive that eventually, you'll
succeed in convincing yourself.

Please! You will like that, won't you?

You will be able to weep into
your goblet of champagne...

Please! And tell whatever young,
pretty man you can hire...

to listen about your one, true love.

No more, please!
Your noble act.

Don't you understand?
I need this illusion.

I need it very much.
Go away, please.

I wasn't the one.

But someday, somebody will be.

If you don't mind, I wish to―

I do mind. And I don't
give a damn what you wish.

He's a great man, really great, but
no one can live for duty alone.

You can't cherish duty. You
can't come home to it at night.

I was easy to fight.

But when there's somebody you can't stop,

don't even try.

Good-bye.

Good-bye, Edwina.

Edwina?

Edwina, I could not let you
go without being sure...

that you know what is now in
my heart and will always be.

When I've said that, you must go, my love,

without good-byes,
without looking back,

without regrets.

I know now that I shall not see you again.

For some, there is a lifetime.

For others, only a few hours.

Our few hours have been
the most beautiful of my life.

You have given me love,

and I now know that a man
cannot live without love―

that he is warmed by it
and ennobled by it...

and humbled by it.

In India, we bring gifts for the departing.

My gift is― cannot be held in the hand.

It is without cost, but it is also precious.

It is to say to you this:

You think yourself as selfish,
and you have been that.

And greedy and cold and demanding―
You have been all of those.

But in all the years to come,

you must know yourself...

as― as I do.

I love you.

I love you because you're
capable of great unselfishness,

because you're gentle and good and kind,

and because you have
the understanding heart.

I'm grateful, my darling.

I shall always be grateful to you.

Good-bye, Tom.
Good-bye, old girl.

Good-bye, Fern.

Good-bye, Tom.
Good-bye, Alan.

Good-bye, Alan.
Good-bye, Fern.