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Ooh!

The Reverend's waiting.

Gotta do this now?

Yes.

Ready?

Sure.

Have you talked about
whether you want a large

- or small wedding?
- Small.

Of just people we know well.

Ah. So, how many people
would that be?

- 40.
- 200.

I don't even know 200 people.

Well, if you count the people
in town and their families,

that comes to more than 40.

But -- But not 200.

We'll make a list
and let you know.

Good.

Because if it is 200,

you might want to have
the ceremony outdoors.

What about the meadow?

That suits me.

Good.

Sit down.

Uh, before I marry people,
I find it's important to,

uh, have meetings
where we talk about things.

Well, what things?

About the marriage.

About what you might expect

and -- and what problems
might come up.

Well, we're not anticipating
any problems.

Well, of course not.
And nobody does.

But just from
what I've observed,

the first year
is often the hardest.

It is a big adjustment.

And sometimes a little
frank talk beforehand

can smooth the way.

Well,
that ain't gonna be necessary.

We've come to know each other
very well, Reverend.

And I think we've already talked
about...

About everything.

And that'll give you
a very strong footing.

But it's also important
to look into your hearts

to see if there's any --
any injuries or any grievances

that you might be holding on
to and to forgive one another.

Well, there's nothing
to forgive.

Is there?

No.

Why don't you take a moment
and really take stock?

It can't hurt.

Reverend, I've considered
what you said,

and I can't think of anything
that needs forgiving.

Me neither.

Hmm.
All right.

Then, let's talk about
what you admire in each other,

what brought you together.

Sully, what made you first
fall in love with Michaela?

It happened first time
I saw her.

Oh.

- Are you all right?
- Michaela, do you remember

what you first thought of Sully?

Oh, oh, oh.

She fell in love with me
right off.

I did not.

I -- I didn't know
what to make of you.

It's time
to go get that horse, Doc.

- What horse?
- The one you've gotta

make your rounds on
for meetin' your patients.

What horse?
That horse.

Morning, gentlemen.

- Up.
- Ooh.

You took it down.

Nope, I'm answering it.

Well, you were helpful
but you made me feel so clumsy.

You were clumsy.

Well, if you're gonna survive,

you better learn
to make it on your own.

You didn't think I'd survive.

Sure I did, or I'd never
have left you alone out there.

I figured you were willing
to try anything

no matter how foolish.

Foolish?

Well, you --

you know how you are.

Well, what have I done
that was foolish?

"Cut it neatly till pea size."

Pea size?

Did you ever use a broom
before?

Did I ever use a broom?

It's like the horse, isn't it?

We had servants.

Keep tryin', Ma.

Oh, oh.

Point it at the cow.

Over here.

Go for this one right over here.

Oh, I'm sorry.

Come here.

Like this?

It's better.

Give me your bandana.

Good idea.

Keep your hands
in your pockets

so they don't see
how small they are.

- What about the voice?
- Don't talk.

And don't smile.

Maybe you can chaw tobacco.

Couldn't stand that.

I got some licorice.

You could chew that.

Get a big wad in your cheek.
Right here.

You call that foolish?

I call it resourceful.

That's true.

'Cause she had to dress up
like a man to ride her horse

in the race.

Oh, you said I'd never win.

I said it was too dangerous.

You've often doubted
my abilities.

No, I haven't.

Remember when we needed to get

water samples to see
if the mining company

- was polluting our stream?
- Mm-hmm.

Well, you said
that I'd slow you down.

And you did.

Oh, that's not quite the way
I remember it.

Why didn't you wake me?

Said we'd leave at sunup.

You could at least
have given me a warning.

I just did.

Better hurry up
and pack up all that junk.

It's not junk.

At least don't be usin'
that fancy soap

because if I can smell it,
everybody else can, too.

Handy little piece of junk,
huh?

But then you broke your wrist,
remember?

Wrist hurt?

Dull ache.

Best give it a rest, hmm?

Thank you, but I don't
need you to wait on me.

There's no shame
in lettin' people help you.

Sorry.

I just wanted to show you that
I could do whatever you could.

Hell, look at me.
I'm almost helpless.

Why don't you
quit tryin' so hard?

Keep your eyes shut.

Could you -- Could you
do up the buttons?

I remember when the two of you
came back to town.

You looked different.

Well, something had changed.

Oh, I think that's true.

After Sully's initial protests,
I think we worked well together.

We, um, got the problem fixed.

And I think you knew then

that this was more
than just a friendship.

Yep.

Well, we still
hadn't kissed yet.

'Course we did.

No, we hadn't.

Don't you remember
when we first kissed?

It was my birthday.

Nice sign.

Thank you.

Sully?

What, can't a man get dressed
up for a special occasion?

You're looking very handsome.

Thank you.

I -- I brought you something.

Oh, it's beautiful.

- Did -- Did you make this?
- It's for your doctorin'.

There's a place
for your instruments

and your --
and your pills and things.

Thank you, Sully.

I thought that meant something.

It was a kiss.

In Boston, after such a kiss
in public, your family

- assume you're gonna get engaged.
- The night I kissed you...

I know it was your birthday
and all, but I meant it.

I know.

And it was the nicest gift
that I got.

But that's all it has to be.

A birthday gift.

If things were different...

We weren't so different...

I'm just not ready yet.

Neither am I, Sully.

Well, I never understood that.

Why did you draw away?
Was it because we're different.

You said that you -- you
weren't ready, either.

Well,
I was embarrassed to not --

I didn't wanna seem forward.

But I was disappointed.

You looked all right.

You were smilin'.

I have to be at school
in a short while.

Well, you should've known
that it wasn't all right.

How was I supposed to know
that?

Why don't we talk about this
at our next meeting?

I don't think
we need to talk anymore.

Well, I think we do.

How 'bout Wednesday at 9:00?

Wednesday's fine.

Fine.

In our last visit,

we talked about
a misunderstanding you had.

It was no misunderstanding.

Well, it wasn't clear to me.

Well, I knew I loved you,

but I just couldn't see
it leadin' to anything.

You mean how we can make
a life together?

You certainly came
from different worlds.

That was plain in Boston.

Which way is Beacon Hill?

I have to announce you.
You can't go in there.

- Sully.
- Sorry, ma'am.

Sully?

- Oh, my.
- Mr. Sully.

I mean no disrespect,
Mrs. Quinn...

I also mean no disrespect,
Mr. Sully.

This isn't about you or me.

It may be my birthday

but I couldn't care less what
you wear to my party tonight.

Michaela is the one
I'm concerned about.

It's been difficult enough
for her to face

the people
she's known all her life.

Even her own family,

- with her decision to move West.
- What's that got to do with...

She shouldn't have to defend
your appearance.

But you adjusted very well.

She says Alfredo

can never understand
how much she loves him.

And she wonders whether he
might really be

the true love of her life.

Now she's resisting
her feelings of love.

She's trying to convince herself
that, in order to be free,

she must be alone.

Well, I was glad to get home,
though.

Show you my world.

This is where you live?

This is one of the places.

- Right here?
- Yeah.

I like being able
to see the stars.

And I got a place
to get out of the rain.

- If there were any.
- Come on.

Let's go over here.

Over here.
Sit down.

I always wanted to build a house
here.

It's awfully far from town.

Yep.

I couldn't live this
far away from my patients.

But you said you couldn't live
at the homestead 'cause

- I'd built it for Abigail.
- True.

But I think we're
jumping ahead a little.

Well, are we?

Didn't you and David
used to talk

about where you wanted to live?

No.

We knew we wanted to live
in Boston.

So, what did you do
when you was courtin'?

He came to my home for supper.

We went on rounds
at the hospital.

Talked about our cases.

Oh.

What?

Sounds like you had a lot
in common.

Yes.

More than we do?

In many ways, I suppose so.

Do you think
we have enough in common?

I hope so.

But sometimes
differences can be helpful.

You bring different talents
to the marriage,

and you can learn
from each other.

But it ain't always that way.

What do you mean?

Like when you tried
to teach me to dance.

One, two --
Start with your left foot.

Be patient.
I've never done this before.

I am being patient.

You have to start
with your left foot.

Take it easy.

- It's just a dance.
- I know.

But you have to concentrate.

Left foot.

What is so important
about dancin' anyway?

Something people enjoy.

I don't.

But you could.

I told you I'm no good at it.

But you haven't tried.

I've taught Brian,
for heaven's sakes.

I'm not Brian.

- And folks don't change.
- Oh, they do if they want to.

Clearly, you don't.

Look,

I won't try to change you
and you don't try to change me.

How's that?

Not acceptable.

- Well, that's all I have to say.
- Well, I still disagree.

People can change
if they want to.

But you can't force 'em to.

- You're leavin'?
- That's not the answer, Hank.

Listen, I hear the Indians
have got a hidden spring.

Why don't we go up there
and some of their water?

No, there is no hidden spring.

Then where'd they
get those crops from?

From the land.
They tried to show you.

Let him speak.

They have been here
for generations.

Been droughts before.

How do you think
they made it this long?

They're savages.

Oh, look, if you can live off
that stuff they eat,

go ahead and do it.

- You go live with 'em.
- Yeah.

You're one of 'em anyway.

I told you
they wouldn't listen.

Wait, please.
We can find a way through this

if we help each other

like the early settlers

who stuck together
in times of trouble.

They survived.

Oh.

Just let them go.

But they're good people.
They've got to understand.

You've tried
to reason with them twice now.

The Cheyenne tried to help 'em.
They turned their backs on 'em.

So, what's your answer?

Just walk away?

You cannot fix everything.

You think you
can just tell people,

"This is what you gotta do,"
and they will.

But they won't.

You can't change some things.

And you can't change
some people.

Well, I don't believe that.

That's just another thing
we don't agree on.

Maybe we don't have
enough in common.

But there's a lot of things
that you do agree on,

aren't there?

Sure.

Well, we agree about
what's right and -- and fair,

and how we wanna live
and raise our children.

And where you'll live.

Well,
we ain't sure about that.

But you're building
a new homestead.

- That's right.
- Well, everything was all right

until we learned
the train was coming.

So, we're supposed to move
where?

Someplace
where there is no railroad?

For starters.

Well, what happens
when it comes there, too?

Do we just keep moving
while the railroad chases us?

No, we stay here
and we stop it.

We gotta defend our way of life.

You can't defend yourself
against progress.

Now you sound
like a politician.

Well,
what is it you want me to say?

I want you to care about
what I think and respect the way

I wanna raise this family
if I'm gonna be part of it.

Stop it.

Stop fighting.
I hate the train.

I don't care
if it comes to town!

Just stop fightin'!

Please!

I felt terrible that we fought
in front of the children.

They thought we
were callin' off the weddin'.

But they saw you make up.

Yeah.

That's what's important.

All couples have disagreements

but the key
is how you handle them.

The two most common problems
are money...

Oh, we've talked about that.

What's the second one?

Well, conjugal duties.

You know, one person
may not feel in the mood

and the other person
may feel hurt or neglected.

We know about that.

We do?

When we first
started courtin',

we had different notions.

Come on, it's really simple.

- Sully.
- What?

This doesn't come now.

It comes with courtin'.

But I -- I'm trying
to show you something.

What's the matter?

Oh, nothing.

It -- It's just
we don't have much time left.

Please try.

Well, we're courtin'.

Not supposed to keep secrets.

Is that what you
think courting means?

What do you think it means?

- Well...
- Hmm?

It's a time
when you talk and...

Talk?

- Is that all?
- Well...

I thought it was courtin'
and sparkin'.

When we first started courtin',
we had different notions.

Seems like lots of times, you
had other things on your mind.

I enjoy conversation.

And it is one
of the great pleasures.

I read a German philosopher
who said that marriage

is like an endless conversation
over the breakfast table,

so you wanna make sure
to enjoy each other's company.

I like talkin'.

And I like havin' breakfast
with you.

I also like kissin'.

Well,
there should be a balance.

Well, you're good at kissin'.

Sully.

Well, it's natural
to wanna show affection.

You don't have to be afraid.

I'm not afraid.

We love each other.
We're gettin' married.

I know that, but there's simply
an appropriate place and time.

Well, I guess I always feel
like it's the right time.

Well, some folks

have different ways
of showing affections.

Perhaps you'd prefer
another woman.

What?

Well, you have thought
about other women.

What are you gettin' at?

- You're the only one I want.
- Now, hold on.

This is a very emotional
subject, as I told you.

So, why don't we just compose
ourselves

and we can talk more about this
at a later time.

What good'll that do?

Seems like we're only picking
at old sores, makin' 'em bleed.

They wouldn't bleed
if they had healed properly.

And that's why we're talking.

To make sure that everything
from the past is healed.

Good day, Reverend.

I'll take you home.

If you don't mind,
I'd like to ride home by myself.

What about supper?

I'd like some time
to be alone.

Beautiful day, isn't it?

I took a lovely walk
this morning.

How are you doing?

Very well, thanks.

All right.

Well, today,
I'd like to talk about trust,

which is really the cornerstone
of a marriage.

When you marry, you take a vow
to love and honor each other,

forsaking all others,

and yet other people
will cross your paths.

You'd know about that,
wouldn't you, Reverend?

- I'm sorry?
- About crossin' paths.

I don't understand.

You proposed to Dr. Mike
when I was courtin' her.

We were not courting.

But -- I thought, I mean...

You knew how things
were between us.

I was trying to --

It was --

It was about the orphans.

Thank you, Reverend.

Please, call me Timothy.

Timothy.

It was a wonderful day.

Yes, it was.

The children
really enjoyed themselves.

You're very good with them.

Oh, not as good as you.

You are awful special.

And I was thinking, "These
children are so deserving,"

and I find myself wishing
that there was a way

that they could have a real home
with a real family.

And I think there may be a way.

How?

Marry me.

I beg your pardon?

I would be a good husband
to you, Michaela.

I would take care
of your children

and these children, too.

I don't know what to say.

Then, don't say anything.
Just think about it.

I'm sorry.

I guess I lost my senses
momentarily.

- But I never meant to...
- Forget it.

You're not the only man
that proposed to her.

You were splendid.
I'm so proud of you.

Ever since my father died,

I haven't had anyone believe in
me the way you do, except Sully.

- Do you love him?
- William?

- Has he asked for your hand?
- William, really.

Because I love you
and I am asking for your hand.

Oh, William.

But I have a whole life
waiting for me in Colorado.

You have a whole life
waiting for you here, in Boston.

We could be partners
in every sense of the word.

In work, in love.

True partners.
Do you love me?

There were moments
when I thought it,

moments I was sure of it,

and moments when I wasn't sure
of anything at all,

such as this one.

Take all the time
that you need to be sure.

My proposal stands.

My vow is forever.

- There you are.
- Wasn't she grand?

Excuse us.

Are you gonna marry him?

I beg your pardon?

No beggin' necessary.
Just the truth.

You've obviously been
eavesdropping.

Just the truth.

Well, it's none
of your business.

Is that right?

That's right.

What are you doing?

It's pretty clear.

You're just leaving?

There's nothin' to stay for.

Without even saying goodbye?

Goodbye.

- Why did you even come here?
- I told you.

Well, what's the real reason?

- What do you care?
- I care.

Well, you sure didn't look like
it back there at that meetin'.

- I'm asking you a question.
- Why did I come?

Yes, why?

- Because.
- Because?

Because I love you.

Why didn't you come with me
then?

I was so shocked.

I finally told you
how I felt about you.

I had the children in Boston.

I hadn't said goodbye
to my family.

You picked the exact moment
when I couldn't do anything.

Never thought
I'd see you again.

I thought I might be too late.

That I might've lost you.

I love you, too.

Will you marry me?

Yes.

I'm lucky to have you.

And I'm lucky to have you.

You were meant to be together.

True.

Doesn't feel strange
or different anymore.

It just feels right.

Well, no one could come
between you, that's clear.

Not even David.

David.

David -- He was my fiancée
from a long time before.

I thought he was dead
in the war.

Sully.

I hope I'm not interruptin'.

Oh, not at all.

Would you like some supper?

- Please, join us
- You gotta move.

That's Sully's seat.

Brian, that's rude.

But it is.

Don't bother.
I ain't hungry.

Please, Sully.
I'd like you to stay.

So would the children.

They can speak for themselves.

Sorry.

There's no reason
we can't be civil.

Civil?

You lied to me, Andrew.

You lied to all of us.
You call that being civil?

I regret that, but I had --

If you had any honor,

you would've told us
who you were from the start

instead of lettin'
us take you in like a friend

while you were pryin'.

I did what I thought was best.

Now, I know you're angry.

But I have as much right
to be here as you.

- Now, Michaela and I...
- I heard enough.

Sully, don't go.

Wait.

- Take your hands off me.
- Stop!

- Take it easy! Take it easy!
- Stop it!

All right?
Just...take it easy, all right?

Michaela, told you I didn't
wanna cause you more pain.

But I find that my feelings
for you are as strong as ever.

If you can tell me
you have no feelings for me now,

I'll leave tomorrow.

Don't leave.

Sully.

This has all been so sudden.
I -- I need time to think.

We all need time to think.

About what?

Our engagement's off.

I didn't say that.

Yeah, you did.

Just now.

That must have been hard.

- Well, I...
- Yes.

Do you think it was hard?

Well, it's agony
to be caught in the middle.

I'm sure there's pain
on everyone's side.

You were in the middle,
yourself.

- With that Indian woman.
- Indian woman?

Catherine?

- That was nothin'.
- Nothing?

- What if she'd stayed.
- I'd have chose you.

Don't you hear what I'm sayin'?

You gonna stay mad
at me forever?

Leave me alone. - Answer me.

I'm not angry at you.
I'm --

You hurt me, Sully.

You walked away.

Well, you said
that you couldn't be with me.

But you walked off.

What did you want me to do?

Get down on my hands
and my knees?

Crawl?
Eat dirt?

Don't be absurd.

Why can't you let go of this?

You're the one
that's not letting go.

You're the one
that's getting angry.

- There must of been more to this.
- There's nothin' there.

- There never was.
- Wait a minute, please.

I'm sure we can resolve this
and come to some understanding.

No. We should never have
started this.

All it's doing
is stirrin' up trouble.

I'm quittin'.

I'm sorry.
I never meant to cause a breach.

I wanted this to be
a happy time.

And it will be.

No, don't worry.

People often get agitated
before a wedding.

If there is a wedding.

Of course there'll be one.

What makes you so confident?

Dr. Mike, do you want
this marriage to take place?

Well, yes,
of course.

But it's all been blown
completely out of proportion.

It can be put right again.

Sully's the most honest, kind,
generous person I've known.

Sully?

I want to see Ma.

She's sleepin'.

What's wrong with her?

She caught the grippe,
just like you did.

That's the room
where my real ma died.

Don't go thinkin' like that.

What if Dr. Mike dies, too?

She's not gonna die.

Promise?

I promise.

Go get the horses.

When there's trouble
of any sort,

he's the first one to help.

Fire!

This here's a trial.

- And the verdict is guilty.
- Yeah!

- No, listen to me.
- Son, this is not your affair.

That's right!

May God have mercy
on your sorry soul.

Yeah, God have mercy!

Help!

Let her go!

- What happened?
- He cut me.

Oh.

I swore to myself
I was gonna look after them.

I was gonna
keep us together as a family.

You've done that.

I'm losin' 'em, Sully.

I'm losin' 'em.

It's not over.

You may feel a little dizzy.

Just lie still.

He gave his own blood to Loren.

Even though Loren
wasn't speaking to him.

Why you doing this?

- If it's the land you're --
- I don't care about the land.

Please, both of you.

I need you to lie quietly.

He seems to have a special sense
about when to show up,

where to find us.

He just appears.

I don't know how he knows
when he's needed or wanted,

but he does.

When I was sick,
he took care of me.

It's gonna be dark soon.
We'll go then.

Hit Colorado Springs
sometime tomorrow.

I can't walk.

It's all right.

I'll carry you.

But you've taken care
of him, too.

Well, of course.

Has your vision been blurred?

Yeah, right before the pain
started.

Just a headache, right?

I think it's a severe form
of headache called a megrim.

I'm gonna give you strychnine
and vegetable bitters.

I don't wanna bother you.

Oh, you could never be
a bother to me.

- Just leave me be.
- No.

Please.

Did you leave me
when I was sick with influenza?

What about the clinic?

I closed it.

Kids?

Told 'em I might not be back
for a few days.

I'm staying with you, Sully.

- You're doing real good.
- Ma says the hot springs

- will make you feel better.
- That's good.

That's it.

- Come on, Sully.
- All right, Sully.

- We've got...
- Try to move it.

Doing just fine.

Goes both ways, Reverend.

It's not something
we even think about.

I see.

But if I need him,
the children need him.

He's always there.
I can count on him.

And I can count on you.

I don't wanna be without you.

Oh, Sully, when we're together
we can do so much.

Oh, I forgot my stethoscope.

Would you get it for me, please?

Matthew.

It's all right, Dr. Mike.

I trust Sully.
It's gonna work.

- I love you.
- Love you, too.

I'm ready.

Dr. Mike,
take this and go over there.

Oh!

- You all right?
- Yes.

I'm gonna go get him.
Stay here.

Go!

No, no. Go left. Faster.

I love you.

I love you.

You saved my life.

We're even.

Oh, there's more to it
than that.

You gave me the greatest gift
of all -- freedom.

How'd I do that?

Well, when I was caught
in the middle trying to decide

between you and David,
remember what you told me?

No.

There's something
I gotta say to you.

Please, I know this
is terribly hard and I wish...

Michaela, I love you.

And I would do anything for you.

I'd give my life for you.
You know that.

I wanna marry you.

More than that,
I want you to be happy.

So, you gotta choose the person
who's gonna make you happy,

the person
who'd be best for you.

Whatever you do,
I'll be behind you.

Afraid I wasn't as generous

when you were in my position
with Catherine.

You just didn't understand.
I felt sorry for her.

I knew
what she had gone through.

We could speak to each other,
but I wasn't in love with her.

I know now.

There's only one person
I love.

Will you forgive me?

Yes.

And even though I didn't
mean in, I know I hurt you.

Will you forgive me for that?

Yes, completely.

So, are we ready
for the wedding?

You were right
about something.

Hmm?

I am a little frightened.

You've been married before,
but I haven't.

Don't worry.

We'll take it ever so easy.

Well, I better be gettin'
on back to the school now.

- Trust me.
- I do.

- Glad I could help you both.
- The only thing

we're gonna be wondering is why
we didn't get married sooner.