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Thoracic vertebrae.

That's right.
Go on.

Cervical vertebrae.

Mm-hmm.

Humerus.

Clavicle?

No, the clavicle bone
is here, Colleen.

Remember?
Now try again.

- Starts with an "S."
- Sternum?

No, no.
Now you're just guessing.

- It's the scapula.
- I'll never get this.

If I can't even
learn these names...

No.

You're gonna
make a fine physician, Colleen.

You have all the qualities
a doctor can't be taught --

the way
you really listen to people,

how you help them feel at ease.

And you have the truest heart.

The rest of it
will come in time.

You really think so?

I know so.

First, you have to learn
to be patient with yourself.

Allow yourself to make mistakes,
and others.

Dr. Mike?

What is it, Horace?

It's from Boston.

I was readying the pouch
and found it stuck in a fold.

It's probably been there
all week.

Hope it ain't bad news.

It's fine.
Thank you.

You look tired, Horace.

- You getting any sleep?
- It's Myra.

She ain't been sleepin' at all.

With being so big, I suppose.

Lack of sleep is very common,
but I'll look in on her.

Dr. Mike, it's Sully's horse.

Ho!

Ho!

Sully in there?

Sully?

Are you all right?
What happened?

A rattler spooked my horse.

I just landed wrong.

Robert E., will you please
bring those crutches

by the clinic?

Lucky for you,
the stage was there.

Even luckier Sam was on board
and made him stop here

and get my horse.

Sam?

Well, wherever he is,
I want to thank him.

Well...

Thank you.

Pantaloons, gentlemen.

No need to worry.

Just a fancier version of yours.

Comfortable, aren't they?

Except you're a woman.

Congratulations.

Hope you're saving some of
those flies for the rest of us.

Hey, handsome, would you
throw down the green bag?

And her clothes, too.

I hope you ain't planning
on walkin' around town

lookin' like that.

"Every revolution was first
a thought in one man's mind."

Or in this case, a woman's.

I don't think Ralph Waldo
would mind the paraphrase.

Do you?

Dr. Mike, meet Sam Lindsay.

Only my enemies
call me Samantha.

I'm very pleased to meet you.

A woman physician.

I like Colorado already.

I think we should get you
to the clinic.

I can do it myself.

Oh, sure you can, cowboy.

Be back for my bag shortly.

That long-haired fella
with the beard

is quite a looker, isn't he?

Who the hell is Ralph Waldo?

Probably another darn woman
from Boston.

Great.
Now we got two of 'em.

Sully, what happened?

Nothin'.

- I'm fine.
- Colleen, we'll need some ice.

I'll get it right away.

You'll have to keep it up
for a while.

Slow the swelling.

You should check Sam's hand.

She cut it gettin' my horse.

She scratched it.

Try pushing against me.

Sam's a teacher from Vermont.

Well,
that explains the Emerson.

You know his work?

Ralph Waldo?

When I was a little girl,
my father dragged me,

kicking and screaming,
to all of his lyceums in Boston.

I had no idea the influence.

"In yourself
slumbers the whole of reason.

It is for you to know all."

"It is for you to dare all."

Your mother never went along.

Mother never considered
nonconformity to be a virtue.

Is somethin' wrong?

No.

Foot's not broken.
It's -- It's just a bad sprain.

Got 'em fixed, good as new.

Thank you, Robert E.

Oh, I'd like you to meet...

Oh.

Afternoon, Horace.

Grace.

I know you've been waitin'
on a letter

from that foundling home.

It didn't come on the stage.

Ain't that a place
where you get babies?

It's one way.

I'm real sorry, Grace.

Nothin' to be sorry for.

You're gettin' your family.

Oh.

There's not a single sight
more beautiful

than a woman with child.

It means everything's right
with the world.

Is this your first?

Uh-huh.

I hope you're not nervous.

Oh, I just wish
it'd hurry and come.

Oh, my sweet dear.

God willing,
you'll have that baby

poking its nose in your life
till the day you die.

But you'll only have it inside
for the tiniest flicker of time.

Enjoy the miracle
while it's there, child.

No, thank you.

- Do you have children?
- No.

I taught school for 40 years.

And every child
was a royal pain in the behind.

And every child
was the greatest joy of my life.

I've got to be getting back.

Thanks for the visit.

Thank you for making
everything right with the world.

How you doing, Myra?

- Fine, thanks.
- I'll see you later.

All right.

You left without letting me
see your scratch.

What do your enemies call you?

After four girls,
my father was expecting a son.

Michaela was a compromise.

The truth is, I always thought
it was a pretty name.

But my father called me Mike.

And so, it just stuck.

Ooh.
Got to clean that properly.

It's not deep,
but it's been bleeding a lot.

And your beau?

- How is he doing?
- Sully?

Oh, he's all right.

Are we that obvious?

I'm old, not blind.

You didn't mention
where you were staying.

Are you visiting family
near here?

If you're offering me
your hospitality, I accept.

What kind of dog was he?

Just a mutt.

But Bernard
could tippy-toe into a lake

without so much
as making a ripple --

like a Cheyenne.

And before you
could say "Mississippi,"

he'd have every trout

in 50 feet
flopping up on the banks.

You know,

we got the best trout stream in
the territory right near here.

We could take you fishin'
there tomorrow after school.

My dear boy, why on earth

would I want to go fishing
tomorrow

when we could all
go fishing tonight?

- Tonight?
- No time like the present.

You can catch fish in the dark?

Don't you think trout
have a hunger

for a little midnight worm
or two?

Can we, Ma? Please?

It's late, and you have school.

Well, a cool soak
would help your foot.

- I suppose just this once.
- Yay.

After the chores.

I'll hitch up the wagon.

I'll help.

Dickens, Molière...

Goethe. Mm.

Those were
my father's favorites.

My mother sent them out
for the children.

She must be
a remarkable woman, your mother,

to have raised such a strong,
independent, capable daughter.

Well, actually,
we're not much alike at all.

It was my father
I most took after.

Really?

So, you rebelled.

- Oh. Oh, I got him!
- Pull him in! Pull him in!

Oh! Oh, oh.
There it is.

Oh, look at that fish.

- Isn't that terrific?
- It worked, Brian.

Some fishing, Brian.

I couldn't have done
better myself.

She'd never do that.

Want to tell me
what's been bothering you?

I received a letter
from Mother,

and she organizes a flower show
for charity every spring.

It's the same week
as our wedding.

Never occurred to me
that Mother wouldn't be coming.

But I thought we were
getting along so much better

the last time I saw her
and that we finally...

She thinks
we should come to Boston

and have a big, formal wedding.

What do you think?

I think she's never really
going to accept my feelings

for you...

or my life here.

Hold on to your toes
'cause here I goes!

- Are you coming in?
- Sam.

Come on in.

I dare you.

You wouldn't.

Just watch me.

I'm glad
you talked us into coming.

You seem to me a woman

who makes up her own mind
about things.

Have you ever been
to a mountain peak?

What do you mean?

Hiked, climbed,
crawled your way up,

lungs bursting, muscles crying,

using every fiber of your being
just to keep going

and finally reaching up as high
as you can and kiss the sky.

- Have you done that?
- Ah.

I climbed a few peaks
in the East.

Tiny compared to these.

What was it like on the top?

Exhilarating, peaceful,

like you're insignificant and
special all at the same time,

as if you really belong
on this earth.

Sounds wonderful.

Nothing makes you

feel more alive
except maybe falling in love.

Do you plan to marry him?

Yes, we're engaged.

- Good.
- It's strange.

It's as if you could see
right through me,

already know all my secrets.

And I know very little
about you.

What is it you want to know?

Well, why did you come here?

I came to see your mountain.

I'm gonna climb Pikes Peak.

But first,
I'm gonna catch myself a fish.

- Good morning.
- What are you doing?

Don't worry.
I can handle it.

May I help?

Sure.

I thought I'd show Sam
the school.

Have you seen her?

Saw her on the road to town
before sunup.

Said she had things to do.

Did she tell you
about her plan?

Yeah.

Well, has anyone
ever climbed the Peak?

A few.

Last time
was about 10 years ago.

Three men and a woman.

Did she make it?

Yeah,
but she was 20 years old.

I have to go with her.

You what?

I want to see the top.

You can see the top from here.

I should have figured.

Soon as my foot heals,
I will take you.

You weren't invited.

Neither were you.

Well, this is different.

You weren't invited.

It's true.
I don't have much experience.

- But I'm strong.
- You'd only slow me down.

Surely you can't be
doing this alone.

I hired him in Denver.

He came in on the morning stage.

Now, Walter
is not much for looks.

But he's supposed
to know the way.

Are you sure he's safe?

I plan to commune
with nature, not the flesh.

Besides, as any fool can see,
I'm much too young for him.

Myra, honey.

Oh, stop frettin', Horace.

I'm pregnant.
I ain't sick.

But I can do all this.

So can I.

Dr. Mike says it's good for me
right up until my time.

Says it's good
for me and the baby.

Imagine us, creatin' a life.
It's like a miracle.

Uh, I'd like to post a letter.

Oh, uh, sure thing.

Right away.

Grace?

- How are you?
- Fine.

I was thinking
I'd come by some time real soon

for some more of your cider.

It sure was fine.

Look forward to it.

Now, the winter at Valley Forge
was important for many reasons.

Who can tell me why?

Well, there was --
There was 10 -- 10.

No, no, there were 11,000 troops
camped there at Valley Forge.

And it was cold.

It was -- it was --
It was very cold.

Cold?

That's like saying the
Rocky Mountains are puny warts.

I'm sorry, but I didn't...

Why, it was so cold

that your nose
could freeze and snap right off.

Washington was in big trouble.

Not much food,
men deserting every which way.

Why, as many as sitting
in this room died every day.

What would you do?

Would you sleep in snow,
figuring you'd lost the war

or go home
to a warm supper and a bed?

Well...I'd want to go home.

Exactly.

But old George,
he knew that the fate

of the nation rested
on what they did that winter.

You should have seen
how they came alive.

I thought
they'd never let it go.

That's how learnin'
ought to be.

I'm going to propose that we
keep Sam on here as our teacher.

Aren't you
movin' a little fast?

I thought you liked her.

I do.

I just think you're expectin' a
lot from somebody you just met.

Well, Sam isn't somebody.

It feels like
she's always been here.

Maybe to you.

I ain't seen the town
exactly warming up.

Oh, they will.

They didn't warm up
to me either at first.

Mm.

I did.

That feels real nice.

You know what Sam said?

She said that seeing us together
was like watching a fire burn.

Is that good?

Well, ignore a fire,
and it burns out.

But if you tend to it,
take care of it, feed it,

it keeps growing bigger,
burns brighter.

That Sam's a wise lady.

And I've been thinkin' about
how bad I want to marry you.

It doesn't matter to me
where it is.

Want to go to Boston, and
we'll have the wedding there.

My life is here now
with you and the children.

I want us to be
married here at home.

I didn't come all the way
out here to sleep inside.

Sit.

Who are you writing?

My students.

I've been telling them
about you.

They need to know about women
of real courage,

women who make difficult choices
in their lives.

Well, no one would take
me seriously in Boston.

Coming here
was more a necessity.

The children, Sully,
it all just seemed to happen --

quite unexpectedly, I might add.

Sometimes, the unexpected
is what gives us the most,

teaches us...

even painful letters
from mothers.

Sully told you.

All we ever seem to do
is hurt each other.

Doesn't happen with someone
you don't care about.

What about you and your family?

These are my family.

Would you post them for me?

I'll be leaving
well before daylight.

Are you nervous?

About the hike?

Not in the least.

I've been wondering about this
moment nearly all of my life.

You're not upset with me
for leaving you behind?

Not if you promise to let me
know what it's like at the top.

I have the distinct feeling

that you'll find out
for yourself one day.

And when you do, I want you
to take that with you.

Nothing reads better
than Emerson on a mountain peak.

You will be careful there?

I've never thought of caution
as a means to lead one's life.

And neither have you.

Do you think
she'd still be teaching

when this little one's ready?

I don't see why not.

Sam seems as strong as an ox.

I don't know
many 70-year-old women

running off to climb mountains.

Funny how she makes you proud.

I know what you mean.

Well, you're a full month away,
and everything seems to be fine.

From what I can tell, you
should have a normal delivery.

I can't believe
this is happening.

I never let myself dream
of ever having a baby.

Not like this, anyway.

Oh.

I feel so lucky.

You deserve every bit of it.

Myra, the surgery you had,

it shouldn't affect this birth
in any way.

You can put that
out of your mind.

- Welcome back.
- Want to grab that for me?

Michaela.

What happened?

I don't know.

What are you doing back here?
Where's Sam Lindsay?

- Who knows?
- What?

Got her to the trail,
and she tells me, "Skedaddle."

Last I seen her,
she was huffin' up the mountain.

You mean
you just left her there?

Lady, where I come from,

we got a saying
for females like her --

All her puppies don't bark.

- Whiskey?
- Sure.

She's up there...all alone.

A search party?

Yes, and I think Jake,
as mayor, should organize one.

Anybody want to risk their life
trying to save that old fool?

She ain't a fool.

She ain't figured what she is.

The important thing is that
Sam's up in that mountain alone.

I'd like to go, Dr. Mike,

- but I can't be leavin' Myra.
- I understand.

But there are plenty of people
here who don't have wives.

Trouble
with these city slickers --

They come out here
thinkin' our life is easy.

They usually get
what's coming to 'em.

Ah, she'll be fine.

Yeah, she's a tough, old bird.

Seemed pretty strong to me.

I'll give you $5 if you'll
take me to where you left Sam.

Got yourself a deal.

I'll meet you at the livery
in an hour.

And I want you sober.

Michaela, maybe you
ought to think this through.

Will you bring me some food
to the clinic? Some dried meat?

What if she wants to be alone?

Maybe she's up there hurt.

I'll bring you the food.

Aah.

I suppose there's no sense in
tryin' to talk you out of this.

You told me a woman
climbed it once.

Once.
And she had men along.

There's all kinds
of things about the high country

you know nothing about.

Will you stay
with the children, please?

Thank you.

Guess you're gettin'
what you wanted after all.

You sure about this?

Sam's a special lady.

But you got to admit that maybe
she is just a little crazy.

Sam Lindsay is one of
the sanest people I've ever met.

What is she doing
on Pikes Peak by herself, then?

I don't expect you
to understand.

Sully will help you
with Brian and Colleen.

I'll be back as soon as I can.

Take it.

Rifle's too heavy.

I won't carry a gun.

You got to take something.

Either it goes, or I go.

This is it?

Head under the ridge
around the south side and up.

Keep with the trees
far as you can.

She'll be doing the same.

Be certain to get my horse
back safely to Robert E.

Your horse will get back safe.

Just take a seat anywhere.

Grace, I didn't come to eat.

I came to see if we could talk.

I got customers waitin'.

Oh!

Oh.
Oh.

Oh! Oh.

Horace!
Come on. Come on.

Hold on to me.
Come here.

Oh!

Why'd she have to go now?

It's gonna be fine.

Colleen knows just what to do.

Oh, you don't got to stay,
Grace.

- I understand.
- Shh.

You hush now.

I'm stayin' put.

Where's Dr. Mike?

She ain't here.

You're gonna have
to do this yourself.

I can't.

Things go wrong, Sully.

Nothing's gonna happen.

You saw
Charlotte deliver babies.

And you helped Dr. Mike, right?

You can do this.

I know you can.

You better get in there.

Sam?

Sam, are you all right?

What are you doing here?!

I got worried
when your guide --

You had no right.

How dare you follow me?

Frankly, Michaela, I gave you
more credit than this.

I thought you of all people
would respect my wishes.

Respect?

What about the truth?

You lied
about taking a guide along.

I thought you were safe.

I don't have
to explain my actions to you.

But you're my friend.

I was worried about you.

Get your things, Michaela.

You're not staying.

Well,
you don't own this mountain.

I can go wherever I please.

You're leaving.

- I'm staying.
- My God.

You're even more stubborn
than I thought.

Oh.

The temperature
drops very quickly up here.

Have to get you
out of those damp clothes.

You're wheezing.

I always wheeze when I'm angry.

Does this mean that I can
go along with you now?

Isn't that what you want?

Just thought
you'd give me more of a fight.

Don't push your luck.

Never.

You're doing just fine, Myra.

I feel so tired already.

Aah!

Why is it takin' so long?

It takes a long time, Horace.

Come on.
Let's go for a walk.

Be here all night, maybe longer.
Come on.

Let's go.

Sam?

Sam?

Sam?!

I don't believe this.

Never in my life have I met
a more sneaky, bullheaded...

Stay right there.

Who do you think you are?

Be still.

Behind you.

A mountain lion.

How close?

Too close.

Just don't move.

I have a gun.

Get it.

Oh.

Well.

That was exciting.

Are you hurt?

Oh, I'm fine.

I just had the thrill
of a lifetime.

What happened?
Did you fall?

I just ran out of steam,
is all.

Happens to the best of us.

I might have known
you wouldn't give up.

Shh.

Your lungs
are filling with fluid.

The rapid heartbeat.

I believe
you have pulmonary edema.

It's best to get you
down the mountain.

But first,
I want to relieve the pressure.

Go home, Michaela.

You don't want to be here.

This edema will kill you.

You need my help.

That's exactly
what I don't need.

You aren't making any sense
at all.

Oh.

Oh.

Oh!

Why hasn't this healed?

You know why, Michaela.

You're a good doctor.

Could be various forms of...

Cancer.

Leukemia, to be precise.

You're certain?

I saw far too many doctors,
Michaela.

Sadly, none as charming as you.

A bullet was too dramatic,
even for me.

And having my friends
watch me waste away

was...just not acceptable.

Now you know my secrets.

Picked a grand place,
don't you think?

What are you doing?

It's a simple procedure.

Make a small incision, release
some blood. Slows the heart.

You're not listening,
Michaela.

No!
No, you can't quit!

I can treat the edema.

Sam, you're still strong.

There's still time.

Don't ask me to do this.

Then leave -- now.

You can stay only
as my friend, not my doctor.

Let you die?

Those are the rules.

I'd sure feel better
if Michaela was here.

It's true.

It's the most natural thing
in the world, birthing.

Hell, we all went through it,
right?

Something's wrong.
I can tell.

Nothing's wrong. Look, you'll
only be in the way, Horace.

The baby's too early.

She could be dying!

I got to be with Myra.

Listen.
Listen to me.

Myra's gonna be fine.

So is the baby.

Be just fine.

If I could be with her
for just a minute,

see if she's all right...

It is glorious.

It's everything
you said it would be.

Ohh.

You know this goes against
everything that I believe.

A little adversity
would do you some good.

How can you joke like this?

Because I'm not afraid.

I am.

Life isn't about
living forever, Michaela.

It's about making
the journey really count.

Now that I've found you...

I'm not ready to lose you.

Ah.

All this sadness...

is it really about me?

You're gonna be the best mama.

Oh.

There's got to be something.

It's been over 30 hours.

Dr. Mike once told me a way
of gettin' the baby.

You go in the uterus
and through the belly.

You mean cut the baby out?

Well, can you...

Colleen, should you do that?

I could never talk
to Mother like this.

There were always walls,
this disapproval between us.

Walls can be torn down.

But you both
have to want that.

Maybe we're just too different.

Differences have nothing
to do with love.

Look at you and Sully.

Careful.
Just a little.

Oh.

Thank you.

Why didn't you ever marry?

I was in love...

with a literature professor.

Carlos was daring and tender

and had a wife
somewhere in Spain.

Does that shock you?

Not really.

It was one
of those arranged marriages

where everyone
gets to be miserable.

So he left.

Carlos and I lived together for
16 wonderful, scandalous years.

Raised every eyebrow
in Vermont at least twice.

That old rogue.

Cost me more than my share
of teaching positions.

But it was worth
every one of them.

What happened to him?

His heart stopped.

I'm planning to be
seeing him again real soon.

Don't you go getting sad on me.

I have lived my life
so this moment could be sweet.

I've been cheated of nothing,

have no regrets...

except maybe one.

I think I'd like
to have had a daughter like you.

Don't give up on her, Michaela.

Your mother may not show you
like you want her to,

but she does love you.

I'm certain of that.

I'll miss you.

Promise me you'll climb all
the way up to the top one day.

Have a good look around for me.

Oh, Michaela.

Oh, have you
ever seen so many stars?

Look, there's a shooting star.

Did you see that?

Come on, Myra. You can do it.

Push, Myra, push.

- Push. Come on.
- Myra, I can see it.

It's comin'. It's comin'.
Now harder.

Congratulations, Horace.

"Life goes headlong.

We chase some flying scheme,

or we are hunted by some fear
or command behind us.

But if suddenly,
we encounter a friend, we pause.

Our heat and hurry
look foolish enough.

The moment is all
in all noble relations.

A friend is the hope
of the heart."

Oh, Sam.

"My dearest Michaela.

I can think of no finer place
to say goodbye to you

than among these remarkable
words of our friend,

Ralph Waldo, words
of truth and self-reliance,

with the path less traveled,
tenderness and friendship,

words that remind me
so much of you."

It's a girl.

Thank you.

"By the time you uncover this,
you most likely

will know the truth
as to why I never returned.

But I want no tears
shed over my passing.

Nature has its very own song,
Michaela.

And so few of us
ever take the time

to listen to its notes."

So I have chosen a place

where I know the chords
will be sweet and clear.

And I'll be welcomed back
to the earth,

where all life begins

and all paths
eventually cross again.

Please know your footsteps
are certain to be recognized.

And when they are, I will ask,
as Emerson suggests,

when two friends meet again
after some time apart,

what has come clearer to you,
my friend?

I look forward to hearing
of all your struggles in love,

about your mother
and children and grandchildren,

of your mercies and triumphs.

I hope to hear how you
lived each day to its fullest,

always daring
to stay true to yourself.

I'll listen
to how you loved and laughed

and cried and played and worked
and took delight in each sunrise

and gave thanks
for every star in the night sky

and that all of your moments
were as glorious

as saying goodbye
to a new friend

or hello to an old...

as glorious as climbing
to a mountain peak

or maybe even falling in love.