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Good, Ludo.

Okay.

Enough warming up. Start the game, guys.

Ludo, you serve.

Scared, huh?

So? How's he doing?

He's his usual self.

But I think he's ready
to get back out there.

-My hand...
-Ludo!

Ludo!

-What's wrong?
-My hands hurt.

-Good morning.
-Good morning.

Why do you want to be
department chief again?

I understand being attached
to the department,

but the risk of not being
a doctor anymore...

Besides, if you become department chief,
you can't be that type of doctor.

-What type?
-The type that you are.

And that you always try to defend.

-Anyway, break a leg.
-I hope not.

It's just a saying.

I know, I've heard.
I prefer "good luck."

What's that?

Your first session with Dr. Ferrari.

I squeezed you in her only opening.
Don't be late.

Can I see a nod of acceptance?

Thank you.

So, it's him. It's Kidane.

-What?
-Your new lover

in the department.
You didn't want to hurt my feelings.

Are you naturally an idiot
or do you work at it?

Both.

Well, try not be an idiot for a bit.
I have something for you.

-Should I be worried?
-A little.

What I have here is...

the first test for your run
for department chief.

You're a genius!

-Can I kiss you?
-No!

Right, because
she'd get her feelings hurt. Or he.

Are you done?

Take a look.

Thank you.

I'm doing this because you're more
than qualified to be department head.

But knowing you, you'll answer wrong,

you'll fail,

then I have to come save you
when you try to kill yourself, so...

Let's get ahead of the game.

So, you have to evaluate some statements

and explain how true they are.

There are no right or wrong answers

in this type of test. But in your case,
the type of answer you'll give

will help evaluate
your level of suitability

to a department head's life
full of responsibilities.

So you have to answer the way

they expect a department head to answer.
Andrea?

You have to forget
that you're hypofrontal.

-Roger that, chief.
-You're never gonna make it.

Okay, Ludovico, now, Dr. Patrizi and I

will ask you a couple of questions
to understand

your clinical situation.

Was it the first time you felt
that kind of pain in your hands?

Can you answer, please?

I'm sorry.

I said, was it the first time
you felt that pain in your hands?

Yes.

What's your diet like?

Do you eat healthy?

Actually, I only eat pizza,
French fries and hamburgers.

Absolutely not. I oversee his nutrition.

You said lately you feel tired.

Have you been taking any substances?

Meds, energy boosters?

Listen...

I don't need that.

Because you're not human, right?

Isn't that what they say about you?

We have here a young promising
tennis player.

He won Wimbledon Juniors last year, right?

When will the next victory be?

As soon as you figure out what's wrong.

Have you suffered any trauma recently?

No, I don't think so. Right?

No.

Go ahead.

It's my sponsor. I'll call him back.

Going to the bathroom.

PERIPHERAL PAIN
MOTOR WEAKNESS

He's hiding something.

I only want to know if
you know what it is and if it's pertinent.

What if it's hypothyroidism?

His mom takes care of his nutrition

and hasn't mentioned weight gain.

He's a training athlete.

The weight gain
may not have manifested yet.

Let's verify.

She'd like to talk to us in private.

I don't want Ludovico to hear this.

His issues started right after Wimbledon.

He started having double vision,

hallucinating, nausea, vomiting.

He was examined,
but there's nothing wrong.

So they thought that it could be a case of

psychosomatic symptoms
due to the pressure he's feeling.

So the team was assigned a therapist,

and, I have to say, it worked.

But now that he's facing

his first tournament, this pain showed up.

I think the problem is only in his head.

Based on his attitude, I don't think so.

He's very sure of himself and his talent.

Because he'd never admit it.

What do they say?
That he's not human, right?

But I don't think
that adding pressure will help.

Actually, it'd be best to be
a little more sensitive about the subject.

We're sorry. Dr. Fanti isn't exactly
an example of sensitivity.

WHAT YOU ARE

It's not lack of sensitivity.

It's a direct way to approach the patient

that can lead to useful elements
for the diagnosis.

I know. It's the usual Doc approach

based on relating to the patient

which is also prone to errors, no?

Ludovico could've taken
some kind of substance,

he could be hiding something.

And you're going to lose your sleep
trying to prove it.

Just like a real department chief would.

Just like a real department chief should.

A real department chief should think
about the department.

He has to give some things up
for the greater good.

And being obsessed
by a single patient doesn't help.

Maybe I shouldn't be the one

giving you advice, so...

Keep up your crusades...

Doc.

Everything okay?

What did she want?

She gave me her personal best wishes
for the chief position.

-Of course.
-What are you doing here?

I have the chart for patient 32.

They're moving him to Neuropsychiatry.

Today I have my first EEG.

Knock them dead.

Maybe not.

What's wrong?

Do you prefer "break a leg"?

Well, we keep people from dying, here.

And we're in the era of the politically
correct. Don't forget again.

It's best to get used to it.

1. SADNESS
2. PESSIMISM

Appointment Dr. Lucia Ferrari

Hey. Hi, I tried to call you.

When are we hanging out?

Don't tell me
I didn't give you warning this time.

-Patrizia Urbinati?
-You know her?

-She's one of my patients.
-Oh.

Wrong chart.

You look a little lost lately, Gabriel.

Well, I'm still here.

I work every day,
but someone already took my place.

Who wouldn't feel lost?

You're leaving soon.
You'll find your place elsewhere.

Sorry,
but wouldn't it be easier telling her,

"I feel lost picturing someone else
in my place next to you."

No. No, I can't.

I made the mistake.
And now she's distant, rightly so.

She looks happy. And I don't want to
make any more mistakes.

Besides, it's true,
I'm leaving soon, so...

Are you really sure you want to leave now

that Fanti can be department chief again?

My dad? Department chief?

Let's hope so.

Let's hope not.

When he was chief, he was an asshole.
One more reason to leave soon.

"I feel good. I feel relaxed.

-I feel confused."
-Yes.

"I feel calm."

CALL FROM
CAROLINA

"I feel confident. I feel satisfied."

What the heck is this?

Synonyms and antonyms?

-Come on, Andrea, stop.
-Wait, no. It gets good.

"I've failed more than I should've.
I've made mistakes."

Tell me, what do I answer here?
No, go ahead.

Of course, I've made mistakes.

How does this affect
my ability to be a doctor?

Admitting one's mistakes is important
for a doctor, right?

That's not the point. I've explained it.

I have no intention
of answering these questions.

Okay, well, you've decided
to throw away your career,

but not like this, without even trying.
Because I won't let you.

Tonight you're going to sit down,

and try hard to do these, then we'll talk.

But if-- Andrea, look at me.

If you want to get through them,
you can't answer as Doc.

I know, as a "real chief."

Hey.

We're going to the cafeteria.
You want to join us?

No, thank you. I have something to do.

Sorry! Sorry, I wasn't looking.

Radiology
Patrizia Urbinati's results ready

Last time I check my phone today, I swear.

Fun guy, your sponsor.

Almost as much as me.

Come on!

How much time do you spend on this?

A lot.

I can't play tennis.
What am I going to do?

-I have to do something with my hands.
-I was 18 once too, you know?

You? I wouldn't have never thought.

I know there are some things
you can't tell your parents.

But if you've taken any substances,
you have to tell us.

I've already told you.

I've never taken anything,
I don't do drugs.

Okay.
We'd find out from the tests, anyway.

All right.

Does beer count as an energy booster?

Shoot.

I've been playing tennis since I was 7.

At 10, I was on the national team.

Don't misunderstand. I'm lucky.

I have talent
for something that I love to do.

But I also like to live.

Am I supposed to be stuck
in a room every night?

-No, thanks.
-And what do you do every night?

I go out. I go have fun.

Obviously...

my coach and my mom
don't know about it.

They wouldn't understand.

But a few nights out didn't keep me
from winning Wimbledon, right?

Okay. I won't tell your parents.

But if you're telling me,
there has to be a reason, right?

Yes.

The other night I saw a girl I met online.

The one who was calling this morning?

No, that's a different one.

Listen, I have 200,000 followers.

Girls hit me up, it's normal.

You'd do that too at my age,
am I wrong?

I wouldn't totally exclude that.

But I made up for it later.

Well, we went to a party.

No drugs, only a few beers.

The problem was when I got back home.

I went in through the window,
I fell and hurt my shoulder.

Then, like a moron, I kept training and...

Then the pain in my hands started.

Okay.

Maybe it means something.

This is the shoulder, yeah?

After the fall, did you notice

changes in skin color, like blotches?

Changes in temperature?

Perspiration?

The fall may have damaged the nerve.

What are you thinking?

Algodystrophy.

Complex regional pain syndrome.

That's what they call it now.

You get distracted for 12 years
and they change everything.

Anyway, it explains the peripheral pain,

changes in temperature and perspiration.

Ludovico told me

that lately he doesn't even sweat
after training.

Yes, but the clinical signs
aren't enough for the diagnosis,

based on Budapest's criteria.

Plus, the increasing pain
is not continuous.

And what about the diplopia?
Why the hallucinations?

They could be related
to changes in his sleep.

Who would be totally clear-minded
after going out at night

and training in the morning?

Let's keep him here until tomorrow.

If Andrea's theory is confirmed,

we'll proceed with physical therapy
and neurostimulation.

Okay.

Why not give him some pain killers first?

So his hands stop hurting.

I always have the rep leave me a bunch.

It gives immediate relief,
and it can be taken by an 18 year old kid.

No, no. No need to thank me again.

Now you can tell me where you come from.

How did you get here?

I needed a clean break.

I come from Rome.

Must've been hard over there too.

Enough to make me want to leave, yes.

-But I don't think you could understand.
-I wanted to leave too.

-Before COVID, actually.
-Why didn't you?

I don't think you could understand.

Anyway, I'm happy you didn't.

I mean, for the department, of course.

Hey
Seen

Why aren't you answering?

Still Addison's disease guy?

Still not minding your fucking business?

Did you go see him?

-Yes.
-And?

And he's not really shy,
he's just really an asshole.

Oh, finally.

Do you want to take up
the whole hospital, huh?

Excuse her.

Men problems.

Hey. Hi. I tried to call you.

When are we hanging out? Don't tell me
I didn't give you warning this time.

Hi, Elisa...

No.

Look at that.
They're from the cook in the cafeteria.

Her husband has some land.

What's wrong, Massimo?

Oh. Everything's fine.
They're... They're beautiful.

You can put them in the kitchen.

Yes, but what could've been the cause
of this pain syndrome?

Muscular trauma. Or a lesion.

Maybe on the court
where there's a lot of tension.

Anyway, we need to keep him
under observation.

It's all my fault.

When Ludovico was 7 years old,

he was already saying
that he was going to be a great champ.

Instead,
tennis is only causing him problems.

Maybe it became too big for him,

or...

-maybe he feels trapped.
-I think your son still loves playing.

We'll find the real problem. Don't worry.

Okay. Thank you both.

I couldn't tell her about the fall,
I promised.

So you know how to lie when you want to.

The problem is when I don't want to.

13. INDECISION
14. SENSE OF WORTHLESSNESS

Andrea?

You know, I'm not your director anymore.

Enrico told me about the test.

He really tells you everything, huh?

Maybe you even know
who's the mysterious woman he's seeing.

No, he didn't tell me that.

He was right to give you the test.

Even though someone else doesn't agree.

Who?

Carolina.

She found out you want to be chief again
and isn't happy.

She was looking for you.

I was going to call her back,
and I totally spaced.

She's only afraid of losing
the man you became.

And, you know, I get that.

Talk to her. She'll understand.

Hey.

Perfect time for a reunion.

Too bad the test now isn't Cytology.

You asked for it.

I would've preferred going out for a beer.

All three of us, even.

"Even"? I thought we were supposed
to have a vodka party?

Well... Have a good night.

Is she hitting on you?

I don't know. I don't think so.

If so, it'd be to stab me in the back.

You look tired.

Is everything okay?

Yes.

I sleep too little and not well. I have...

anxious dreams.

It must be this department chief stuff.

Can you hold that for me?

Yeah.

Let's have a vodka party you and I.

-I'd sleep great after, for sure.
-Yeah.

Call Carolina back.

Hey. Problems?

No. These are Ludovico's test results.

Something serious?

I don't know. I don't think so.

But we can't figure out
what's wrong with him.

Well, if it's not an emergency,

can you just enjoy the evening with me?

-Come on, just for tonight.
-You're right.

Carolina!

Come. Come sit with us.

So we can talk, get to know each other.

Actually, I'm a bit in a hurry

because my dad is waiting for me.

Come on. We deserve to relax a little.
Don't be like him.

Now that you mention it,
I've almost never seen him take a break.

Oh, so there was an "almost."

You're not as desperate of a case
as I thought.

Three beers each
and we'll see who's the desperate case.

I must warn you,
I have a Master's in Alcohol Tolerance.

No, thanks. My dad is waiting for me.

Hey.

How's it going?

Well. You?

Well.

Dad, do you really want to be chief again?

Did you think about it?

Carolina, you don't have to worry.

-Nothing's going to change between us.
-You're going to change.

I don't know if you remember,
but you gave me drugs.

No, no. I won't become who I used to me.

How can you be so sure?

You'll have to accept many things,
make compromises... What are these?

The tests? Why do you already have them?

And most importantly, why are you
studying them if they're aptitude tests.

Carolina, I would much rather not have to.

-So, why are you?
-For the department.

For your mom, for Lorenzo...

Don't talk to me about Lorenzo, please.

You're right. I'm sorry.

Dad, if you become department chief,
I'll leave.

Did you ever think of that? No?

No. Good.

DEBBYGRAM_ SENT YOU A VIDEO

Good think you were going to try.

You answered exactly as you wanted.
With your irrational,

bold and emotional hypofrontality.

-Because that's who I want to be.
-You are hypofrontal.

But I thought that maybe
you wanted to be department chief again.

I don't want to be that asshole again.

That guy who treats everyone like dirt.

His daughter, his wife. All of you.

I don't want to be that chief.

Andrea, you didn't become an asshole
because they made you chief,

but because you lost a son.

It was that pain that changed you.
But now it's different.

With the amnesia,

you experienced that pain
for a second time

and you didn't become an asshole.

You became Doc.

But right now,

do you want to try to become chief,
or do you want to continue just being Doc?

Think about it carefully before taking
these, because there's no turning back.

Lucia.

-Is that Andrea Fanti?
-Yes, it is.

Take it easy with the committee.

With everything he's been through,
he doesn't deserve to be judged.

You know very well
that's not the point of my job.

I don't judge anyone.

Much less the patient
you wanted to send me.

-Gabriel Kidane.
-What did he do?

He didn't show up for the appointment.

I won't judge him. I'll just acknowledge
the fact that maybe he doesn't want help?

-Good morning.
-Good morning.

Help.

Ma'am, what's wrong?

I'm about to have a heart attack.
I'm sure.

Well, you're in the right place.

Why are you so sure of it?

My left arm hurts. And I feel...

this heaviness in my chest.

These are clear symptoms.

She's in v-tach.

Come with me.

Have a seat.

You'll see, it's probably nothing.

Excuse me, ma'am.
Have you been to the ER?

How did you get here?
You can't be in here

without going through admission.

I was looking for Cardiology,
but I couldn't find it.

But I'm in the right place, right?
The doctor said so.

We'll just run a couple of tests
to exclude the heart attack

without having to admit you.

Just wait here a second.

We'll leave the curtains open,
so the head nurse can monitor you.

She has a strong v-tach.

Probably because she's scared,
but I don't want to send her to the ER.

It doesn't cost us anything
doing an EKG to reassure her.

Only if you're okay with it,
of course, Teresa.

Fine. But do it fast.

Thank you.

You just got here, and you already got
something out of the head nurse.

You're smarter than you look.

I also got you to say a word to me.

It's your lucky day.

Can I also get you to tell me
where to find an EKG machine?

You can ask one of the junior residents.

They're the ones
that need to suffer to find one.

-Okay.
-Oh, Fanti.

I need an electrocardiograph.

-Of course.
-Now.

-I have to...
-Look for it in Surgery.

-Surgery?
-Yes.

Please.

-Thank you so much.
-No, no.

-I need this one.
-Take that one.

-It says "Surgery" on it.
-It's broken.

But...

No, no, no. Wait.

"Internal Medicine." It's ours.
I've been looking for it.

I'm sorry, but now Surgery needs it.

Gorielli.

Tell me, which is
the number one rule for residents?

-You have to...?
-Work together.

Work together. Perfect.
What are we dealing with here?

-Fanti's daughter.
-I mean, where is this EKG machine from?

And I think, our colleague
has a name along with a father.

-Carolina.
-Look at that, Carolina.

What are we going to do?

Thank you. I'll just...

You got it? Do you need Gorielli?

No, thank you. He's needed in Surgery.

He's needed in Surgery?

A party? At night,
while you're training with the team?

It's not a huge deal, Mom.
I love playing tennis, but I want to live!

You want to live?

I wanted to live too, you know?

But I gave it all up for you.

And this is what you do?
Throw it out the window?

What was the point then, tell me,
of moving, leaving work,

losing my friends, losing--

Losing Dad? Say that it's my fault.
Go ahead and say it!

I'm saying
that we have to make choices in life.

Is that clear?

Hey. Hey. Hey.

Take it easy. Stay with me.

Breathe, breathe.

Easy. Okay.

Paroxysmal supraventricular tachycardia.

PSVT

Theories?

Multiple sclerosis?

What if his mom is right?

The paroxysmal tachycardia
could be anxiety related.

It could really be psychosomatic.

Well, we'd have to be sure
that tennis is the source of it all.

It's not.

Ludovico really loves playing tennis.

But he also
wants to be an 18-year-old kid.

His issue is
that he has to make this absurd choice.

Andrea, please stop focusing
on his private life and be a doctor.

This is being a doctor too, Giulia.

So, what do you do?

Graphic designer.

Oh, you work on the computer.

Yes.

Do you exercise, follow a healthy diet?

I go to the gym when I can
and try to eat well.

Here it is. I found it.

Timely Carolina.

She only did half the job.

Come on, get it ready.

Of course.

Well, all this fuss for nothing.

There was no need to hurry.

We made a patient feel better, right?

-Yes.
-A blood test

and an EKG are not much of a fuss.

The EKG is ready. Should I proceed?

No, Cesconi will do it.

-You take the test tube to the lab.
-Yes.

And don't bump into anything.

No.

Thank you, Carolina.

You want to give me that?

I also have to take blood work to the lab.

Thanks.

I know. I know, it's hard.
It was for me too.

But then, believe me,

it gets better.

What?

Elisa.

She started being a bitch again
with the first year residents.

She's gotten even worse.

Matters of the heart, I imagine.

Everybody has them.

Where are we going?

You'll see.

Oh...

You have to do something
with your hands, right?

Here you go, Wimbledon.

I may not be human,
but you're not a normal doctor either.

I've never been normal my whole life.

You know I started with these?

At the park with my dad.

Go ahead. Let's see what you got.

-You ready? Are you sure?
-Go.

Let's see this champ.

Hey.

Kidding.

What was your mom referring to
when you were talking about him?

That when I moved for the national team,
my mom came with me.

Fifteen-zero.

Nice.

My dad would come too at first, then...

The he stopped. He remarried.

And now I'm all that my mom has.

I'm sorry I lied to her.

I swear.

But I don't regret anything.

I don't want my tombstone to only say,

"Great tennis player," but,
"Great tennis player who had fun."

How about you?

What do you want it to say?

I don't know.

"Doctor who played beach tennis
with patients"?

Or "chief".

Why do you have to pick one?

You can be both, right?

I want to be a champ.

But I also want to live.

Living is a gift.

I used to play like this
with my son too.

Now he would've been about your age.

Your-- Your--

Your son is...

Your son...

Hey. Hey. Look at me. Hey.

Hey. Hey.

Ludo. Ludo. Ludo?

Ludo? Help!

We started genetic testing
with the mother, to verify,

but we think Ludovico has Fabry disease.

It makes sense. Before the stroke,
I noticed conjunctival lesions.

While you were playing tennis with him.

And now, the stroke could have
irreversible consequences.

Well, let's hope not.

The stroke has nothing to do with tennis,
it has to do with the disease.

You can't exclude it.

Regardless, if you didn't waste time
with your obsessions,

maybe now we wouldn't have to hope.

The only thing we know for sure

is that Fanti was able
to diagnose him with Fabry.

Just like he did with COVID.

Which didn't help the kid avoid a stroke,

nor the hundreds of people
who died in this hospital.

There's a difference
between clinical intuition

and the global view of a disease.

And all of you really think that Andrea
can be chief?

Always shielding him.

I don't know what you're not telling me,
but be honest with yourselves, at least.

His presence in the department
creates more issues than solutions.

Maybe you think you're protecting him.

But if I were you,
I'd protect him from himself,

because he's going to get himself hurt.

Fuck off.

Are you talking to me?

Not this time.

-Everything okay?
-Yes.

You know how it is
when you're seeing someone.

Bye.

Bye.

The EKG came back negative,
and the enzymes exclude a heart attack.

So, what's wrong?

Could be different things,
nothing serious.

I'll have you do a series of tests.

Can I do them here with you?

These are specialized doctor's visits
that you have to make appointments for.

But I don't know who to go to. And...

Could you suggest a doctor?

Even a private practice.

Maybe I do have someone I can suggest.

Thank you.

No problem.

Ma'am, try to squeeze my hand again.

As hard as you can.

I know, I'm not very strong.

Sit up. Here.

Hands on your legs.

Now, let me guide you.

Fanti.

Why don't you explain
what Dr. Cesconi is doing?

Of course. So...

this is called the Adson test.

A clinical test used to diagnose
the Thoracic Outlet Syndrome,

which involves the compression
of nerves and vessels

created by the passage through
a constricted channel of muscles.

And I think that it almost certainly is.

At this point, we just need
to confirm with an ultrasound.

Should I get the machine?

Yes.

I know where it is.

But you're going to take it to him.
My shift is over.

Why didn't you answer me?

Did you want to surprise me?

No, I wanted...

to say goodbye.

I'm sorry if I was avoiding you,
but I was waiting

for some very important news from work,
and I didn't want to

tell you before it was official,
and now...

I got the news. I...

I'm leaving.

I'm going to Australia.

They're transferring me there.

Is this a joke?

If it's a joke, it's cruel.

I'm sorry.

I know what you went through
with Gabriel and...

At least, there was nothing between us.

Have a nice trip.

Yeah.

The ultrasound confirms
the Thoracic Outlet Syndrome.

Now, I'll have you do a cycle of
anti-inflammatories and corticosteroids.

Then I'll give you the number
of a good physiotherapist.

I don't know how to thank you.

I'm happy I felt sick while you were here.

And I'm happy to have solved the problem.

You can go back home.

Anyway...

You are looking
at that private practice doctor.

I usually see patients a few times a week.

Now, you don't need to anymore,
but if you do,

just call the main line here
and ask for me.

You are just an angel.

You could've taken advantage earlier
to have me book an appointment.

It will have to be next time, then.

But hopefully, a long time from now.

You bet.

I'll walk you out.

It's okay.

He's out of the woods. There are
no consequences due to the stroke.

"Survived a stroke."
You could write that on your tombstone.

They told me you pissed your boss off.

It was all for show.

You may have been 18 once,
but you don't know how to lie anymore.

Get some rest now, okay?

Andrea, can you come for a sec?

Go. We got him.

The genetic testing is still ongoing,

but values and parameters
are a match. It's Fabry.

I was hoping to be wrong.

With the mess you made,
it's better that you're not.

Now we have to tell his mother.

And Tedeschi.

Is this why you called me?

God, no. It's best
if you don't talk to her for a bit.

I know. And she's right, too.

I'm risking everything, including
the relationship with my daughter.

And what kind of chief can I be?

I would only create problems.
I couldn't do it the way I want to.

Why did you call me?

It's just that earlier Tedeschi seemed...

a bit suspicious.

What do you mean?

I get the feeling that she knows
we're hiding something.

Maybe she's found out
about Lorenzo's certificate?

No, it's impossible.

Nobody here would've told her anything.

And you got rid of the certificate, right?

Yes.

-Good evening.
-Good evening.

Ludovico is awake. He's doing well.

Oh, God, thank you.

Good. And the disease... Fabry...?

-Fabry disease.
-Fabry disease.

It's a hereditary disease

where an enzyme deficiency
causes disorders in various organs.

I'm sorry, if it's hereditary,
it means that...

The genetic testing
should confirm that you're the carrier.

I don't understand. I've never
noticed anything. It's not possible.

Because Fabry disease only affects men.

That's why we think you're the carrier,
and not his dad.

Otherwise, you'd already know.

And everything that Ludovico went through
the past year, it's due to this.

Including the stroke.

At least we know that tennis
was never the problem.

And there's no reason to beat yourself up.

You did what every parent should do.

Put their kids before anything.

Is there a cure or no?

I'm sorry if I didn't tell you the truth.

Don't worry.

Sometimes...

I forget that you're only 18.

Mom, I know I've never told you but...

Thank you.

For allowing me
to make my dreams come true.

I couldn't have done it without you.

I'd do it again 1000 times over.

And now, what do I do?

Fabry disease is incurable,
but it's treatable.

Particularly with
enzyme replacement therapy.

You'll live with it.
The important thing is we caught it.

The important thing
is that I can play tennis, right?

Ludo, listen.

You'll be able to live
with the disease, but...

Your body wouldn't be able to handle
such intense physical activity.

What are you saying?

It's impossible.

I was born to play tennis,
you know this, right?

I do.

If I'm not a tennis player,
what am I?

You're alive.

You're still wonderfully alive.

You'll be able to do anything
with that same strength of yours.

Because you're still you.

You're still you.

We'll leave you alone.

You shouldn't have to give anything up.

You can be both.

A doctor that plays beach tennis
and a chief.

I would need your kind of strength.

Excuse me. Caruso is looking for you.

You'll have it.

So, we'll proceed as such.

Very well.

Come in, Fanti.

This is Dr. Lucia Ferrari.

Our psychologist.

-Nice to meet you.
-Hi.

Well, let's have a seat.

Well, Fanti. Here we are.

Well, I'd like to know
how this thing is going to work.

Of course. Now Dr. Ferrari
will go over the first tests.

Then for the next ones,
the committee will be larger--

No, no, wait, wait.

Are you telling me
that we're starting now?

Are you kidding me?
Are you really this unfair?

This reaction, frankly, seems excessive.

You call me here unexpectedly,
and my reaction is excessive?

I thought that Dr. Fanti
had been notified, as well.

In this case,
his reaction seems understandable.

Okay. I'm sorry for not notifying you,

but these are only aptitude tests,

there's no right or wrong answer.

Yeah, sure.

Look it over, at least.

Cesconi, do you have a minute?

Of course. Even two minutes.

You must've heard that Fanti
wants to try to be chief.

Yes, I've heard.

I won't lie, I'd rather avoid
this ridiculous contest all together.

So...

If something comes up

about some egregious mistake
made in the department,

it'd be good to know.

I understand the logic,
but not what you're asking me.

Just to keep your eyes open for me.

I have nothing personal against Fanti.

I just don't think he's up to the task.

And that united front he has around him
isn't good for anyone.

Much less for you.

So?

Can I count on you or not?

Well, if mistakes happen, and I found out
about it, I'd tell you regardless.

But it's not a doctor's responsibility.

I did it. I took the first test.

Caro, listen to me.

Nothing will change.
I'll still be me, chief or no chief.

Because you are what you are,
not what you do.

But right now, I need you to believe me,

I need you on my side.

I am, Dad.

I'll always be on your side.

Carolina Fanti.

What happened?

Rough day?

Is it that obvious?

Pretty obvious.

Hopefully it's not because
of some asshole colleague.

No, no.

Definitely not.

You seem to defend yourself
pretty well against those.

It's something else, but...

never mind.

You got it?
Should I call the fire department?

Well...

Anyway, I'm sure that whatever it is,
you'll figure it out.

You think?

Yes.

Bye, Carolina.

Radiology

Well?

Optimal score.

You finally answered as you should've.

Jeez.

If I can become the chief I want to be,
I can accept a few compromises.

-Good.
-You know what motivated me?

Caruso's unfairness.

I don't know why,
I don't know the reason, but I think

he doesn't want me to make it.

If this is true,
it means that in the next phase

it'll be easier for him to rattle you.

Thanks for the encouragement.

Hey, don't complain,
you have a lot of guardian angels.

Exactly. This guardian angel

suggests that now you go get some rest.

Yes.

-Bye, Enrico.
-Bye.

Aren't you leaving?

In a bit. I have to do something.

What do you want?

I'll find out who it is.

Get out of here.

Fanti passed the first test.

And now?

Don't worry.

We'll find a way so he won't become chief.

So it's true what they say.

What are you talking about?

That you guys had a relationship.

You're still here for Fanti.

We only had a moment
in a world that doesn't exist anymore.

Or maybe it only existed in my head,
since I'm the only one who remembers it.

I didn't stay for him.

I stayed for Lorenzo.

I'm sorry. I didn't know.

I didn't know him,
but I'm sure that Lorenzo

wouldn't ask you to stay, if it hurts.

Am I right?

Long story, but why are you interested?

I like long stories.

So, if one day you want to,

or need to talk to someone about it,
give me a call.

I don't have your number.

Now you do...

I attest
that Dr. Lorenzo Lazzarini has a fever

Kidane?

You were busy, right?

That's why you couldn't go
to your appointment with Dr. Ferrari.

No worries, I made you another one.

If you're busy again,
give me back the meds.

I won't be.

Something came up.

Which isn't bad coming from a stand-in.

Maraldi.

Sandri.

I'll go.

STOP

Names, events, characters are fictitious.
Any similarity is coincidental.

Subtitles Translated by:
Andrea Coppola