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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:02,252 --> 00:00:02,752 - Previously on... 2 00:00:05,338 --> 00:00:07,424 - I just wanna be completely blunt and honest with you 3 00:00:07,465 --> 00:00:08,883 and, like, I'm going to focus more, 4 00:00:08,925 --> 00:00:11,011 on, like, my connection with Toneata right now. 5 00:00:11,052 --> 00:00:12,887 I didn't want this to be up in the air 6 00:00:12,929 --> 00:00:15,181 of how I feel, I'm not feeling, I'm flip-flopping. 7 00:00:15,223 --> 00:00:16,516 I didn't want her to ever get that vibe. 8 00:00:16,558 --> 00:00:17,851 - When can I have my underwear back, then? 9 00:00:17,892 --> 00:00:19,477 - Huh? 10 00:00:19,519 --> 00:00:22,022 - I'd like to ask you if you wanna come on a date with me. 11 00:00:22,063 --> 00:00:23,356 - I would love to. 12 00:00:23,398 --> 00:00:26,651 - [ crying ] I don't wanna be here anymore. 13 00:00:26,693 --> 00:00:29,029 It's so frustrating. It's so annoying. 14 00:00:29,070 --> 00:00:31,197 A connection is not there. 15 00:00:31,239 --> 00:00:33,450 [ crying ] 16 00:00:33,491 --> 00:00:35,535 - That was really fun. 17 00:00:35,577 --> 00:00:39,289 *** 18 00:00:39,330 --> 00:00:41,624 [ kissing ] 19 00:00:41,666 --> 00:00:43,501 *** 20 00:00:43,543 --> 00:00:47,547 - Oh, shit. 21 00:00:47,589 --> 00:00:49,132 *** 22 00:00:49,174 --> 00:00:52,844 * You're not gonna tempt me * 23 00:00:52,886 --> 00:00:55,764 * You'll never forget me * 24 00:00:55,805 --> 00:01:00,310 * You're not gonna tempt me, oh * 25 00:01:00,352 --> 00:01:02,979 * Oh, oh, oh * 26 00:01:03,021 --> 00:01:06,024 * You're not gonna tempt me * 27 00:01:06,066 --> 00:01:09,569 * You'll never forget me * 28 00:01:09,611 --> 00:01:11,738 [ whispers ] You're not gonna tempt me. 29 00:01:11,780 --> 00:01:13,573 Captioned by Los Angeles Distribution and Broadcasting, Inc. 30 00:01:13,615 --> 00:01:19,871 *** 31 00:01:19,913 --> 00:01:23,958 - Oh, shit. 32 00:01:24,000 --> 00:01:37,055 *** 33 00:01:37,097 --> 00:01:39,265 [ sighs ] 34 00:01:39,307 --> 00:01:41,059 - [ exhaling deeply ] ---- 35 00:01:41,101 --> 00:01:44,771 *** 36 00:01:44,813 --> 00:01:47,232 [ exhales deeply ] 37 00:01:47,273 --> 00:01:51,945 *** 38 00:01:51,986 --> 00:01:53,571 ---- 39 00:01:53,613 --> 00:01:58,618 *** 40 00:01:58,660 --> 00:02:01,329 [ exhales deeply ] ---- 41 00:02:03,998 --> 00:02:06,084 [ exhales deeply ] 42 00:02:06,126 --> 00:02:08,920 - What are you feeling, Case? 43 00:02:10,422 --> 00:02:13,341 - Like my life's over. 44 00:02:17,095 --> 00:02:22,475 This was her...rule-- no kissing, no...intimacy. 45 00:02:22,517 --> 00:02:24,477 That was not just a drunk decision. 46 00:02:24,519 --> 00:02:26,730 That was them during the day. 47 00:02:26,771 --> 00:02:28,982 What the ----? 48 00:02:29,024 --> 00:02:32,569 *** 49 00:02:32,610 --> 00:02:34,154 [ crying ] 50 00:02:34,195 --> 00:02:38,700 *** 51 00:02:38,742 --> 00:02:41,119 - Damn, man. 52 00:02:41,161 --> 00:02:42,996 - What the ----? Like, we didn't have a bad relationship at all. 53 00:02:43,038 --> 00:02:47,375 Like, we're awesome together. 54 00:02:47,417 --> 00:02:50,211 - And that thought of cheating on her 55 00:02:50,253 --> 00:02:53,631 has never popped in my head once in my life. 56 00:02:53,673 --> 00:02:55,425 - Casey... 57 00:02:55,467 --> 00:02:57,177 I know this is painful. 58 00:02:57,218 --> 00:03:00,638 Look at me if you can. 59 00:03:00,680 --> 00:03:03,975 I believe... you have the capacity 60 00:03:04,017 --> 00:03:08,355 to grow into the man that she didn't know she needed. 61 00:03:11,149 --> 00:03:13,401 And that's what this is. 62 00:03:16,404 --> 00:03:18,865 Guys, that's bonfire. A lot's happened tonight. 63 00:03:18,907 --> 00:03:20,658 You gotta be there for your guy. 64 00:03:20,700 --> 00:03:23,787 You can head back to your villa. 65 00:03:23,828 --> 00:03:25,538 - Probably two of the worst clips 66 00:03:25,580 --> 00:03:27,207 I could ever imagine seeing in my life. 67 00:03:27,248 --> 00:03:28,708 [ exhales deeply ] 68 00:03:28,750 --> 00:03:29,918 I thought for a fact we were the strongest couple here. 69 00:03:29,959 --> 00:03:33,880 I definitely regret bringing Ashley here. 70 00:03:33,922 --> 00:03:38,218 [ crying ] 71 00:03:38,259 --> 00:03:40,387 - I'm sorry, bro. 72 00:03:40,428 --> 00:03:46,059 *** 73 00:03:46,101 --> 00:03:48,603 - Tell us--What do you--What do you think you're gonna see? 74 00:03:48,645 --> 00:03:51,106 - Honestly, I think I'm gonna see Casey doing the same thing 75 00:03:51,147 --> 00:03:53,441 I did last night with Ben. 76 00:03:53,483 --> 00:03:55,193 I'm gonna see something I don't like, 77 00:03:55,235 --> 00:03:57,946 and so is he, so... 78 00:03:57,987 --> 00:04:04,452 *** 79 00:04:04,494 --> 00:04:07,789 [ flames whoosh ] 80 00:04:07,831 --> 00:04:10,917 - Rick was behaving in his first bonfire clips, 81 00:04:10,959 --> 00:04:14,379 and I was the asshole who had a good time 82 00:04:14,421 --> 00:04:16,256 and didn't care about his feelings, 83 00:04:16,297 --> 00:04:19,759 but I still don't know if he thinks 84 00:04:19,801 --> 00:04:22,429 our relationship is worth saving. 85 00:04:24,014 --> 00:04:25,598 - Good evening, ladies. - Good evening. 86 00:04:25,640 --> 00:04:27,976 - Hello. - Welcome back to bonfire. 87 00:04:28,018 --> 00:04:31,396 As you know, bonfire's the place where you get a glimpse 88 00:04:31,438 --> 00:04:32,772 of what your boyfriends are up to on the island. 89 00:04:32,814 --> 00:04:34,649 As always, we're gonna get through it together. 90 00:04:34,691 --> 00:04:36,776 - Mm-hmm. - Okay? 91 00:04:36,818 --> 00:04:39,571 - Ashley H., you had a date with Ben. 92 00:04:39,612 --> 00:04:42,323 - Yes. - How does he make you feel? 93 00:04:42,365 --> 00:04:48,955 - Ben makes me feel beautiful and better than I thought I was. 94 00:04:48,997 --> 00:04:53,126 [ chuckles ] I've never been kissed like that in my life. 95 00:04:53,168 --> 00:04:57,213 So it was pretty awesome. [ laughs ] Honestly. 96 00:04:57,255 --> 00:04:58,506 - Hey, now. 97 00:04:58,548 --> 00:05:00,258 - And yet you came to this island saying, 98 00:05:00,300 --> 00:05:02,844 "This is my guy. He's everything." 99 00:05:02,886 --> 00:05:07,974 - Yeah, so in a way, I'm happy and thanking Casey 100 00:05:08,016 --> 00:05:09,517 that he brought me here. 101 00:05:09,559 --> 00:05:11,102 - You're definitely on another level 102 00:05:11,144 --> 00:05:12,645 from when I met you. 103 00:05:12,687 --> 00:05:15,231 We're gonna start with you, Kate. You ready? 104 00:05:15,273 --> 00:05:16,858 - Sure. - All right. 105 00:05:16,900 --> 00:05:21,237 *** 106 00:05:21,279 --> 00:05:23,031 - Okay, hold my hand. 107 00:05:23,073 --> 00:05:24,991 *** 108 00:05:28,620 --> 00:05:29,579 - David. - I do. 109 00:05:29,621 --> 00:05:31,164 - How much? 110 00:05:31,206 --> 00:05:34,376 - Like, enough to where, like, I'm talking to you 111 00:05:34,417 --> 00:05:37,087 about moving to L.A. - I know. 112 00:05:37,128 --> 00:05:40,048 That would be amazing. 113 00:05:40,090 --> 00:05:45,178 You're teasing me... [ singsongy ] like crazy. 114 00:05:45,220 --> 00:05:47,806 - Mmm. 115 00:05:47,847 --> 00:05:58,942 *** 116 00:05:58,983 --> 00:06:00,193 - I don't--I don't--I don't-- really don't-- 117 00:06:00,235 --> 00:06:03,196 I really don't know-- I don't know that guy. 118 00:06:03,238 --> 00:06:05,281 I really don't. She probably doesn't either, 119 00:06:05,323 --> 00:06:06,866 so good luck, girlfriend. 120 00:06:06,908 --> 00:06:08,576 - Just to play Devil's advocate... 121 00:06:08,618 --> 00:06:09,953 - Yeah. - Do you think it's possible 122 00:06:09,994 --> 00:06:12,622 that he's just exploring things and playing 123 00:06:12,664 --> 00:06:14,499 an adventurous game to figure himself out 124 00:06:14,541 --> 00:06:15,917 to come back to you? 125 00:06:15,959 --> 00:06:17,794 - I don't think it has anything to do with me. 126 00:06:17,836 --> 00:06:19,170 I think he just needs to figure himself out, 127 00:06:19,212 --> 00:06:21,631 and I think I knew that, and I think I've known that, 128 00:06:21,673 --> 00:06:24,718 and I think that's why last bonfire I didn't cry, 129 00:06:24,759 --> 00:06:26,970 wasn't as upset as one should be when they see 130 00:06:27,012 --> 00:06:28,638 their boyfriend doing certain things. 131 00:06:28,680 --> 00:06:31,182 Have a great time and figure out who you are, 132 00:06:31,224 --> 00:06:33,059 'cause I know who I am, and I know what I deserve, 133 00:06:33,101 --> 00:06:36,563 and he needs to figure that out for himself. 134 00:06:36,604 --> 00:06:38,815 - I feel like I'm talking to a different person. 135 00:06:40,608 --> 00:06:42,694 Okay. So, Sonic, you're next. 136 00:06:42,736 --> 00:06:44,738 - [ sighs ] All right. 137 00:06:44,779 --> 00:06:46,948 Just kill me softly. 138 00:06:46,990 --> 00:06:51,411 [ sighs ] 139 00:06:51,453 --> 00:06:54,664 - I feel like we're connecting a little more now. 140 00:06:54,706 --> 00:06:57,542 - Mm-hmm. - I know at first you felt... 141 00:06:57,584 --> 00:06:59,836 ignored. - Yes. 142 00:06:59,878 --> 00:07:01,629 - Like, right, you wanna be pursued, correct? 143 00:07:01,671 --> 00:07:03,757 - Yes. - I'm trying to pursue. 144 00:07:03,798 --> 00:07:06,051 - I know. I see you working. 145 00:07:06,092 --> 00:07:07,844 - Oh, you see me working? - I see you working. 146 00:07:07,886 --> 00:07:09,637 - Yeah, now you're the new fave. 147 00:07:09,679 --> 00:07:10,889 - Aw. - For sure. 148 00:07:10,930 --> 00:07:14,434 - You're my new favorite, too. 149 00:07:14,476 --> 00:07:16,436 *** 150 00:07:16,478 --> 00:07:19,647 - That's cool. He could have a favorite if he wants. 151 00:07:19,689 --> 00:07:21,983 - Did you think he was saying favorite over you 152 00:07:22,025 --> 00:07:23,693 or favorite of the girls on that side of the island? 153 00:07:23,735 --> 00:07:24,986 - I'm not sure, 'cause he was questioning 154 00:07:25,028 --> 00:07:26,821 if I was the one in the beginning, 155 00:07:26,863 --> 00:07:29,074 so maybe his favorite overall. 156 00:07:29,115 --> 00:07:30,909 How am I supposed to know the difference? 157 00:07:30,950 --> 00:07:32,786 - What are your thoughts now, 158 00:07:32,827 --> 00:07:34,371 since it was his idea to come? 159 00:07:34,412 --> 00:07:37,957 - I knew from the beginning that we had questions, you know? 160 00:07:37,999 --> 00:07:41,086 I felt more secure in the relationship, honestly. 161 00:07:41,127 --> 00:07:46,174 But I knew he wasn't necessarily giving me 100% of him. 162 00:07:46,216 --> 00:07:47,676 - Isn't it possible that he's learning it 163 00:07:47,717 --> 00:07:50,845 like you're learning it? 164 00:07:50,887 --> 00:07:52,972 - Unfortunately, I think Gavin didn't take a lot of time 165 00:07:53,014 --> 00:07:55,809 to learn in this journey. - How can you know? 166 00:07:55,850 --> 00:07:58,436 - Well, 'cause I feeling a vibe. 167 00:07:58,478 --> 00:08:01,398 - All right. - [ laughs ] Okay? 168 00:08:01,439 --> 00:08:03,400 - Okay. Let's move on. 169 00:08:03,441 --> 00:08:05,318 Ashley G. 170 00:08:05,360 --> 00:08:07,028 - Oh, gosh. 171 00:08:07,070 --> 00:08:09,489 - Here we go. 172 00:08:09,531 --> 00:08:11,658 - [ whispers ] No crying. 173 00:08:11,700 --> 00:08:13,660 - [ whispers ] No crying. 174 00:08:13,702 --> 00:08:15,120 - I don't know if I told you this before, 175 00:08:15,161 --> 00:08:18,373 but I think it's crazy that somebody would bring you 176 00:08:18,415 --> 00:08:20,875 in an environment where you get to, like, 177 00:08:20,917 --> 00:08:22,919 possibly leave with somebody else. 178 00:08:22,961 --> 00:08:24,838 I feel like Ashley maybe thought that you weren't gonna 179 00:08:24,879 --> 00:08:26,923 connect with anybody. - Mm-hmm. 180 00:08:26,965 --> 00:08:30,885 - And that's cr--I would... I just think you're so amazing. 181 00:08:30,927 --> 00:08:32,512 - Thank you. - Like, you're a great guy. 182 00:08:32,554 --> 00:08:34,681 - You're so sweet. 183 00:08:34,723 --> 00:08:39,644 - Okay. I don't like her, but we know that. 184 00:08:39,686 --> 00:08:41,521 - How are you feeling watching this clip? 185 00:08:41,563 --> 00:08:42,772 - I definitely understand, 186 00:08:42,814 --> 00:08:45,442 but she doesn't know him how I know him. 187 00:08:45,483 --> 00:08:49,029 I really don't feel like she understands the reason 188 00:08:49,070 --> 00:08:50,905 and the purpose behind it because I'm sure 189 00:08:50,947 --> 00:08:52,615 he's not sharing that with her. 190 00:08:52,657 --> 00:08:55,827 - Shehas the benefit of not having been hurt by him. 191 00:08:55,869 --> 00:08:58,705 - Mm-hmm. - So he looks terrific. 192 00:08:58,747 --> 00:09:00,457 - Exactly. - But... 193 00:09:00,498 --> 00:09:04,836 there is the possibility there could be forgiveness 194 00:09:04,878 --> 00:09:07,088 and healing...or not. 195 00:09:09,507 --> 00:09:11,051 Ashley H. - Mm-hmm? 196 00:09:11,092 --> 00:09:12,594 - Are you ready? - Yep. 197 00:09:12,635 --> 00:09:14,596 - [ chuckles ] - I believe that you are. 198 00:09:14,637 --> 00:09:20,393 *** 199 00:09:20,435 --> 00:09:24,981 - Ashley, I am sorry for you, and I feel so bad. 200 00:09:25,023 --> 00:09:27,692 And I hope and pray that you have already met someone 201 00:09:27,734 --> 00:09:29,652 who has exceeded your expectations, 202 00:09:29,694 --> 00:09:32,072 who you have there with you to connect with you 203 00:09:32,113 --> 00:09:33,573 and bond with you and be there for you 204 00:09:33,615 --> 00:09:35,116 when you need somebody, 205 00:09:35,158 --> 00:09:37,452 'cause I'm telling you right now, Casey ain't it. 206 00:09:37,494 --> 00:09:40,830 - [ gasps ] - Whoa. 207 00:09:40,872 --> 00:09:45,794 - Ohh. My heart is racing so fast right now. 208 00:09:45,835 --> 00:09:48,421 - Let's work it out. - Holy shit. 209 00:09:48,463 --> 00:09:51,091 That was another woman talking about my man like that. 210 00:09:51,132 --> 00:09:52,425 - Where do you think she was coming from 211 00:09:52,467 --> 00:09:54,010 when she's talking to you? 212 00:09:54,052 --> 00:09:55,512 - She hopes that I'm finding someone pretty much 213 00:09:55,553 --> 00:09:59,849 better than Casey because he's definitely not showing it. 214 00:09:59,891 --> 00:10:02,936 I'm, like, shaking. He obviously did something. 215 00:10:02,977 --> 00:10:05,105 - Well, that's not obviously true. 216 00:10:05,146 --> 00:10:10,110 - I don't know. He's clearly not in a--the relationship 217 00:10:10,151 --> 00:10:12,946 or even trying to work on it. 218 00:10:12,987 --> 00:10:15,657 - May or may not be true. - Mm-hmm. 219 00:10:15,699 --> 00:10:18,118 Let's talk about you. - Okay. 220 00:10:18,159 --> 00:10:19,994 - What have you learned about yourself so far? 221 00:10:20,036 --> 00:10:27,377 - I'm not...a scared girl that thinks that I need somebody 222 00:10:27,419 --> 00:10:32,132 in my life and, you know, not worrying about some-- 223 00:10:32,173 --> 00:10:35,260 what somebody else is doing, working on myself instead. 224 00:10:35,301 --> 00:10:37,345 - I think that's what we're discovering, is growth. 225 00:10:37,387 --> 00:10:39,139 - Yeah. - It's--Tonight's about growth, 226 00:10:39,180 --> 00:10:42,100 your growth. And when you guys sit here 227 00:10:42,142 --> 00:10:44,144 with the guys you came to the island with, 228 00:10:44,185 --> 00:10:46,980 they're going to see evolved women. 229 00:10:47,022 --> 00:10:50,025 - Yeah, and I'm so happy 'cause I feel like 230 00:10:50,066 --> 00:10:52,610 I wouldn't have got it any other way. 231 00:10:52,652 --> 00:10:55,905 - Just leave a little bit of room open 232 00:10:55,947 --> 00:10:58,324 that these guys may have grown, too. 233 00:10:58,366 --> 00:10:59,993 - Yeah. 234 00:11:00,035 --> 00:11:02,620 - Okay? You can head back to your villa. 235 00:11:02,662 --> 00:11:03,913 - Thank you. - Thank you. 236 00:11:03,955 --> 00:11:05,707 I've had a lot of heartache 237 00:11:05,749 --> 00:11:08,126 and things that have happened to me 238 00:11:08,168 --> 00:11:10,920 that formed me into a scared girl. 239 00:11:10,962 --> 00:11:13,173 This whole process so far has helped me grow, 240 00:11:13,214 --> 00:11:16,426 and I think that I'm way more mature than I was. 241 00:11:16,468 --> 00:11:19,637 So I feel like it's a step forward for myself. 242 00:11:19,679 --> 00:11:21,056 - So you're saying you're over it. 243 00:11:21,097 --> 00:11:23,141 - Yeah, I'm over it. So ----ing over it. 244 00:11:23,183 --> 00:11:25,727 - So you don't want the relationship? 245 00:11:27,437 --> 00:11:28,772 - I don't know. 246 00:11:28,813 --> 00:11:31,149 I honestly don't know. 247 00:11:36,988 --> 00:11:37,322 *** 248 00:11:39,282 --> 00:11:41,409 * Well, tell me all about your dreams, what you wanna do * 249 00:11:41,451 --> 00:11:44,579 * What you wanna see, where you wanna go, oh * 250 00:11:44,621 --> 00:11:46,498 - Whoo-hoo-hoo! So I had to do 251 00:11:46,539 --> 00:11:48,750 a little somethin'-somethin' for Ashley. 252 00:11:48,792 --> 00:11:50,293 *** 253 00:11:50,335 --> 00:11:52,921 'Cause I, you know, kind of have been standoffish. 254 00:11:52,962 --> 00:11:54,172 But I had an epiphany. 255 00:11:54,214 --> 00:11:56,174 I generally wanna make her happy. 256 00:11:56,216 --> 00:11:57,842 And I was like, you know what? 257 00:11:57,884 --> 00:11:59,552 I-I'm here. Let me show her some love. 258 00:11:59,594 --> 00:12:03,223 Those are hand-picked flowers, wrote a sincere love note. 259 00:12:03,264 --> 00:12:05,767 That's the first time I ever did that for, like, any girl at all, 260 00:12:05,809 --> 00:12:07,769 so that should mean something. 261 00:12:07,811 --> 00:12:10,480 That should mean something for real. 262 00:12:10,522 --> 00:12:12,857 *** 263 00:12:12,899 --> 00:12:14,609 - Girls, look how far we've came. 264 00:12:14,651 --> 00:12:15,527 - Yeah, for real. 265 00:12:15,568 --> 00:12:16,945 - Yeah. - We're growing. 266 00:12:16,986 --> 00:12:18,613 - Like, we've come a long way. - We were like scared 267 00:12:18,655 --> 00:12:20,198 little babies that first night when we moved in here. 268 00:12:20,240 --> 00:12:21,449 - Yeah. 269 00:12:21,491 --> 00:12:23,284 - We're handling it so much better. 270 00:12:23,326 --> 00:12:24,744 - That's, like, really big if you really think about it. 271 00:12:24,786 --> 00:12:26,371 - Yeah. 272 00:12:26,413 --> 00:12:27,956 - How do you feel about that message from that girl, though? 273 00:12:27,997 --> 00:12:29,332 - I don't know. 274 00:12:29,374 --> 00:12:31,543 - If I saw something like that... [ inhales sharply ] 275 00:12:31,584 --> 00:12:36,172 I would take heed to what she had to say, you know? 276 00:12:36,214 --> 00:12:39,342 'Cause she in the house. Like, she's seen something. 277 00:12:39,384 --> 00:12:41,136 Like-- - That's why I'm--Yeah. 278 00:12:41,177 --> 00:12:42,262 - You know? - She was like, literally, 279 00:12:42,303 --> 00:12:44,472 wanting to talk to me face to face. 280 00:12:44,514 --> 00:12:46,016 - Yeah, that was like a personal message. 281 00:12:46,057 --> 00:12:47,142 - Yeah. - Straight up. 282 00:12:47,183 --> 00:12:48,268 - Yeah. - It's so hard when you 283 00:12:48,309 --> 00:12:50,228 don't know them. Like, you don't know... 284 00:12:50,270 --> 00:12:53,440 - Yeah, I don't trust these hoes, so... [ laughs ] 285 00:12:53,481 --> 00:12:57,444 - That previous clip I saw, this girl explaining to me 286 00:12:57,485 --> 00:12:59,612 that she hopes I'm finding love over here 287 00:12:59,654 --> 00:13:01,573 'cause Casey's not the one-- 288 00:13:01,614 --> 00:13:03,658 I don't know if he did something to make her mad 289 00:13:03,700 --> 00:13:04,951 to say that to me 290 00:13:04,993 --> 00:13:07,162 or if he's doing something wrong over there. 291 00:13:07,203 --> 00:13:11,332 Obviously, something happened to trigger her like that, 292 00:13:11,374 --> 00:13:13,543 because that was the girl he took on the first date, 293 00:13:13,585 --> 00:13:14,377 so I don't know. 294 00:13:17,130 --> 00:13:19,424 - Really? Wait. What is it? 295 00:13:19,466 --> 00:13:21,343 - Can't tell you. You gotta go see. 296 00:13:21,384 --> 00:13:24,512 - I'm scared to go see. What is it? 297 00:13:24,554 --> 00:13:26,097 Okay, now I have to go look at it. 298 00:13:26,139 --> 00:13:28,224 - It's an up and down roller coaster with Ashley H. 299 00:13:28,266 --> 00:13:30,518 See how it goes, probably pick me next for the date, 300 00:13:30,560 --> 00:13:32,604 'cause, you know, according to the algorithm, 301 00:13:32,645 --> 00:13:38,693 me, Ben, me, Ben...me. 302 00:13:38,735 --> 00:13:42,572 - Oh, my God. [ gasps ] 303 00:13:44,491 --> 00:13:45,658 Ahh. 304 00:13:48,661 --> 00:13:50,872 Oh, my God. 305 00:13:50,914 --> 00:13:53,708 [ indistinct conversations and laughter in distance ] 306 00:13:53,750 --> 00:13:54,918 - [ chuckles ] 307 00:13:54,959 --> 00:13:56,836 When he put the flowers in my room, 308 00:13:56,878 --> 00:13:59,923 that was so nice. I never had anybody do that for me. 309 00:13:59,964 --> 00:14:02,509 Oh, thank you so much. 310 00:14:02,550 --> 00:14:07,263 Thank you so much. That's so sweet. 311 00:14:07,305 --> 00:14:10,100 I think in the beginning I really was trying hard 312 00:14:10,141 --> 00:14:12,477 to be with Deac because he reminded me of Casey. 313 00:14:12,519 --> 00:14:14,229 He brightens up everybody's mood, 314 00:14:14,270 --> 00:14:16,189 and he's just, like, really fun. 315 00:14:16,231 --> 00:14:18,483 - Oh! - So sweet! 316 00:14:18,525 --> 00:14:20,402 [ squeals ] 317 00:14:20,443 --> 00:14:22,904 I didn't wanna hurt Deac's feelings, 318 00:14:22,946 --> 00:14:26,616 but I am gonna go with what I feel is right for myself. 319 00:14:26,658 --> 00:14:29,244 - That was the first time I ever did any shit like that ever. 320 00:14:29,285 --> 00:14:30,662 - Wait, really? - Yeah. 321 00:14:30,704 --> 00:14:31,621 - You never did that before? - Whoo. 322 00:14:31,663 --> 00:14:33,581 - So cute. 323 00:14:33,623 --> 00:14:39,087 * You make my heart skip a beat * 324 00:14:39,129 --> 00:14:42,215 *** 325 00:14:42,257 --> 00:14:45,051 * Listen when I speak * 326 00:14:45,093 --> 00:14:47,095 - Rick. - What? 327 00:14:47,137 --> 00:14:48,430 - Where do you wanna go sit and talk? 328 00:14:48,471 --> 00:14:49,764 - I told you. That's where we're about to go. 329 00:14:49,806 --> 00:14:52,392 I just wanted some apple juice. 330 00:14:52,434 --> 00:14:53,852 - Hey, what's up? - How are you doing? 331 00:14:53,893 --> 00:14:57,355 - Yeah, we had a rough-- We had a rough bonfire tonight. 332 00:14:57,397 --> 00:15:00,734 Casey had a really bad one. 333 00:15:03,653 --> 00:15:07,282 - Casey came back obviously very upset. 334 00:15:07,323 --> 00:15:09,075 Casey and I had been, like, getting closer 335 00:15:09,117 --> 00:15:11,119 as friends in this house, 336 00:15:11,161 --> 00:15:13,204 and I really feel for him. 337 00:15:13,246 --> 00:15:14,414 I know you don't probably-- You probably don't wanna 338 00:15:14,456 --> 00:15:17,334 talk about it, but I'm here for you, okay? 339 00:15:23,840 --> 00:15:25,342 - I know Casey is going through a bad time, 340 00:15:25,383 --> 00:15:29,012 but he is not there for people when they truly need him, 341 00:15:29,054 --> 00:15:30,180 and to even think that that is 342 00:15:30,221 --> 00:15:31,389 the way he treats his girlfriend, 343 00:15:31,431 --> 00:15:33,475 I don't feel bad for the kid right now. 344 00:15:33,516 --> 00:15:37,645 *** 345 00:15:37,687 --> 00:15:39,981 - I don't think any of us expected to see what we saw, 346 00:15:40,023 --> 00:15:42,359 like--like at all. 347 00:15:42,400 --> 00:15:43,777 You're like, okay, well, maybe she's finding 348 00:15:43,818 --> 00:15:46,237 somebody that has something that I don't have. 349 00:15:46,279 --> 00:15:47,405 I don't know. Something. 350 00:15:47,447 --> 00:15:50,492 I'm doing the same thing with you. 351 00:15:50,533 --> 00:15:52,243 Like, we've had, like, deep conversations about, 352 00:15:52,285 --> 00:15:54,329 like, future and this and that, 353 00:15:54,371 --> 00:15:56,664 and, like, I mean those conversations, 354 00:15:56,706 --> 00:15:59,876 and I, like, I really like our--our connection. 355 00:15:59,918 --> 00:16:01,670 - Me, too. - And I don't want that, 356 00:16:01,711 --> 00:16:04,673 to, like, stop, but I'm just trying to figure out everything. 357 00:16:04,714 --> 00:16:06,091 I don't know. 358 00:16:06,132 --> 00:16:07,759 So in my heart right now, I'm really not sure 359 00:16:07,801 --> 00:16:09,260 where Kate's head is at. 360 00:16:09,302 --> 00:16:10,720 The fact that I haven't had a chance to talk to her 361 00:16:10,762 --> 00:16:12,430 and the fact that she saw, obviously, 362 00:16:12,472 --> 00:16:15,308 probably some things that she didn't wanna see last week. 363 00:16:15,350 --> 00:16:16,643 Now she does have a reason to have the trust issues. 364 00:16:16,685 --> 00:16:18,728 Now she does have a reason to have the insecurities 365 00:16:18,770 --> 00:16:22,023 because I slipped up and made a, you know, a stupid mistake. 366 00:16:22,065 --> 00:16:23,525 - It's just figuring out, like... 367 00:16:23,566 --> 00:16:24,984 - [ sighs ] I know. - ...what is best... 368 00:16:25,026 --> 00:16:26,486 - Yeah. - ...for you. 369 00:16:26,528 --> 00:16:29,197 - Exactly. 370 00:16:29,239 --> 00:16:31,074 - Tell me about your night. 371 00:16:32,575 --> 00:16:36,121 - I'm just--I just feel down about, you know, Casey. 372 00:16:36,162 --> 00:16:37,372 - What did he see? Can you tell me? 373 00:16:37,414 --> 00:16:39,165 - [ chuckles ] Basically the same thing I saw 374 00:16:39,207 --> 00:16:41,084 at first bonfire. 375 00:16:41,126 --> 00:16:42,419 - So his girlfriend cheated on him. 376 00:16:42,460 --> 00:16:44,379 - You could fill the blanks in. 377 00:16:44,421 --> 00:16:47,924 It just sucks 'cause it took me back to how I felt. 378 00:16:47,966 --> 00:16:50,051 That ain't cool. 379 00:16:50,093 --> 00:16:51,886 It just sucks. 380 00:16:51,928 --> 00:16:55,557 - Did you see anything different tonight with your situation? 381 00:16:55,598 --> 00:16:57,475 - I could tell her body language looked different 382 00:16:57,517 --> 00:17:00,520 towards the old boy. You know? 383 00:17:00,562 --> 00:17:02,355 I don't know. I really don't know. 384 00:17:02,397 --> 00:17:04,399 - Rick is very hard to talk to 385 00:17:04,441 --> 00:17:06,776 when it comes to, like, emotions and stuff. 386 00:17:06,818 --> 00:17:09,320 Rick doesn't open up at all. 387 00:17:09,362 --> 00:17:10,905 I'll be like, "Are you good? How's the bonfire?" 388 00:17:10,947 --> 00:17:14,743 "It was straight. It was good. What you want me to say?" 389 00:17:14,784 --> 00:17:16,745 I mean, well, I want you to have a conversation about it, 390 00:17:16,786 --> 00:17:18,246 and if you don't wanna have a conversation about it, 391 00:17:18,288 --> 00:17:20,040 then just tell me that. 392 00:17:20,081 --> 00:17:22,375 Do you want me to let you go? 393 00:17:22,417 --> 00:17:26,129 Like, do you not really want to talk? 394 00:17:26,171 --> 00:17:29,382 Okay. 395 00:17:29,424 --> 00:17:30,842 - With Medinah keep prying and just always 396 00:17:30,884 --> 00:17:33,261 asking me what's going on with these bonfires, 397 00:17:33,303 --> 00:17:34,804 it's kinda getting on my nerves. 398 00:17:34,846 --> 00:17:36,181 There's a part of me that's loving 399 00:17:36,222 --> 00:17:38,892 what me and Medinah have right now, 400 00:17:38,933 --> 00:17:40,602 but then I still have feelings for Ashley, 401 00:17:40,643 --> 00:17:44,439 still love her, so I don't know how to feel. 402 00:17:44,481 --> 00:17:48,651 - Have a good night, Rick. Get some sleep. 403 00:17:51,154 --> 00:17:52,906 - [ sniffles ] 404 00:17:52,947 --> 00:17:56,868 *** 405 00:17:56,910 --> 00:18:01,289 [ sobbing ] 406 00:18:01,331 --> 00:18:04,292 * If you're gonna leave * 407 00:18:04,334 --> 00:18:08,129 * Just leave me * 408 00:18:08,171 --> 00:18:10,840 * I'm calling out * 409 00:18:10,882 --> 00:18:12,550 * Calling out * 410 00:18:12,592 --> 00:18:16,054 * And I need you to hear me * 411 00:18:16,096 --> 00:18:20,141 * I'm falling now, falling now * 412 00:18:20,183 --> 00:18:21,142 * And I need you... * 413 00:18:21,184 --> 00:18:22,394 - Hi, Benny. 414 00:18:22,435 --> 00:18:24,479 - Good for you. 415 00:18:24,521 --> 00:18:31,027 * I'm wide, wide open * 416 00:18:31,069 --> 00:18:32,278 *** 417 00:18:32,320 --> 00:18:34,823 - Oh, Lord. 418 00:18:34,864 --> 00:18:37,534 - Oh, Lord. - [ exhales deeply ] 419 00:18:37,575 --> 00:18:39,786 I guess my flowers didn't mean shit. 420 00:18:39,828 --> 00:18:42,664 But I went out of my way, and it was a sincere gesture. 421 00:18:42,706 --> 00:18:45,125 'Sup, girl? 422 00:18:45,166 --> 00:18:46,668 [ ice rattles ] 423 00:18:46,710 --> 00:18:48,294 I see how it is. 424 00:18:48,336 --> 00:18:50,463 [ ice rattles ] 425 00:18:51,339 --> 00:18:53,508 I didn't get the response that I was hoping for. 426 00:18:53,550 --> 00:18:55,969 - Do you wanna stay the night again? 427 00:18:56,011 --> 00:18:57,887 - Yeah. 428 00:18:57,929 --> 00:19:01,099 - Take someone else to clear off all my flowers on your bed 429 00:19:01,141 --> 00:19:02,684 and take him to bed? 430 00:19:02,726 --> 00:19:05,395 - What Deac did was, like, really pretty and everything, 431 00:19:05,437 --> 00:19:07,355 but it just, like, in the back of my mind, 432 00:19:07,397 --> 00:19:09,357 I felt like he was doing it 433 00:19:09,399 --> 00:19:11,985 because you and I were together last night. 434 00:19:12,027 --> 00:19:16,197 - The jealousy...obviously is showing itself. 435 00:19:16,239 --> 00:19:18,867 - Mm-hmm. So... 436 00:19:18,908 --> 00:19:24,539 I just wanna let you know that, like, I really do like you. 437 00:19:24,581 --> 00:19:28,752 But...I don't know, like, what you want 438 00:19:28,793 --> 00:19:32,047 or what you're trying to do... exactly. 439 00:19:32,088 --> 00:19:35,300 - So I came here not, like, honestly, expecting anything. 440 00:19:35,342 --> 00:19:37,886 But I feel like it quickly turned into... 441 00:19:37,927 --> 00:19:40,305 I don't know, like having real feelings, 442 00:19:40,347 --> 00:19:42,557 and that was, like, surprising, honestly. 443 00:19:42,599 --> 00:19:44,726 I just wanna know, like, 444 00:19:44,768 --> 00:19:46,311 if you're gonna meet me in the real world, 445 00:19:46,353 --> 00:19:47,562 would this be you? 446 00:19:47,604 --> 00:19:50,231 - This is me completely. 447 00:19:50,273 --> 00:19:52,359 - Okay. 448 00:19:52,400 --> 00:19:58,490 *** 449 00:19:58,531 --> 00:20:01,659 * Heart beats * 450 00:20:01,701 --> 00:20:04,245 * Faster than it ever did * 451 00:20:04,287 --> 00:20:05,997 Coming here with Casey, 452 00:20:06,039 --> 00:20:09,668 I think he wants to be here for attention, 453 00:20:09,709 --> 00:20:13,755 and, you know, that's not good for our relationship. 454 00:20:13,797 --> 00:20:15,590 So, you know, I finally realized that, 455 00:20:15,632 --> 00:20:18,259 but I know Ben wouldn't ever do that. 456 00:20:18,301 --> 00:20:21,304 Ben is just so perfect. 457 00:20:21,346 --> 00:20:29,145 * With you, with you * 458 00:20:29,187 --> 00:20:31,606 - That's rude. - What's rude? 459 00:20:31,648 --> 00:20:34,317 - Bringing someone else up into the room is... 460 00:20:34,359 --> 00:20:35,860 - What did you want as a response from that? 461 00:20:35,902 --> 00:20:37,696 - I don't know. Company. - Mm. 462 00:20:37,737 --> 00:20:39,489 - Company? - Yeah. 463 00:20:39,531 --> 00:20:40,907 - In what way? - In any way. 464 00:20:40,949 --> 00:20:41,991 - Company. It doesn't mean you gotta be ----ing. 465 00:20:42,033 --> 00:20:43,702 - Okay, K.B. - Listen, listen, listen. 466 00:20:43,743 --> 00:20:46,454 - I'm talking to him and trying to get an answer from him. 467 00:20:46,496 --> 00:20:48,206 Relax. It's not about you right now. 468 00:20:48,248 --> 00:20:50,125 - Listen, don't talk--Don't even tell me what to do. 469 00:20:50,166 --> 00:20:51,334 Please don't do that. - It's not about you right now. 470 00:20:51,376 --> 00:20:52,836 - Don't do shit to me. - Honey-- 471 00:20:52,877 --> 00:20:53,795 - There she go right there. They can have a conversation 472 00:20:53,837 --> 00:20:55,296 by themselves right now. Ashley G. 473 00:20:55,338 --> 00:20:59,134 don't gotta speak anymore. Ashley H. can speak for herself. 474 00:20:59,175 --> 00:21:01,094 - I'm-a be honest. Ashley doesn't like conflict. 475 00:21:01,136 --> 00:21:02,554 He's in his feelings 476 00:21:02,595 --> 00:21:05,390 about you going upstairs with Ben 477 00:21:05,432 --> 00:21:08,393 now that he put flowers and laid all these things-- 478 00:21:08,435 --> 00:21:09,811 - That is not the case at all. 479 00:21:09,853 --> 00:21:11,813 You are putting words in my mouth. 480 00:21:11,855 --> 00:21:13,898 - No, no, no, no, you didn't-- Hold on, hold on, hold on. 481 00:21:13,940 --> 00:21:16,317 She's talking on your behalf. I'm speaking for him. 482 00:21:16,359 --> 00:21:18,945 Now me and her are arguing because it's a group discussion. 483 00:21:18,987 --> 00:21:20,321 - I'm not arguing with you. - All right. 484 00:21:20,363 --> 00:21:22,115 [ chairs scrape floor ] - It's a bunch of bitches. 485 00:21:22,157 --> 00:21:23,783 - You better watch your ----ing mouth. 486 00:21:23,825 --> 00:21:24,826 I don't play that shit. - That's exactly what I see. 487 00:21:24,868 --> 00:21:26,453 That's exactly what I know you be. 488 00:21:26,494 --> 00:21:28,204 - Hey, you better stop--Hey, you better stop calling names. 489 00:21:28,246 --> 00:21:29,914 - You're really in your feelings, and it's really sad. 490 00:21:29,956 --> 00:21:31,708 - Watch your ----ing mouth, you talk to me. 491 00:21:31,750 --> 00:21:33,835 - You don't watch your mouth, K.B. 492 00:21:33,877 --> 00:21:35,628 And it's really sad on you. And guess what? 493 00:21:35,670 --> 00:21:37,255 - Somebody come get this bitch! Get the ---- out of here! 494 00:21:37,297 --> 00:21:38,715 - Guess what? And guess what? - Shut the ---- up! 495 00:21:38,757 --> 00:21:40,133 Shut the ---- up! - I'm that bitch that will send 496 00:21:40,175 --> 00:21:42,469 your bitch ass home! Bye! 497 00:21:42,510 --> 00:21:44,888 - It was a struggle doing this shit with you! 498 00:21:44,929 --> 00:21:48,350 - Oh! It was such a struggle, but you still was in my bed 499 00:21:48,391 --> 00:21:49,517 every day, right? 500 00:21:49,559 --> 00:21:50,977 - I didn't wanna be! - Guess what?! 501 00:21:51,019 --> 00:21:52,979 Rick's dick is still bigger and better! 502 00:21:54,189 --> 00:21:56,024 I'm so sad for you! 503 00:21:56,066 --> 00:21:57,359 - Get the ---- out of here, you ugly ----ing bitch! 504 00:21:57,400 --> 00:21:58,693 Get the ---- out of here! 505 00:21:58,735 --> 00:22:02,364 - This is exactly who you are, and I love it. 506 00:22:02,405 --> 00:22:03,656 - I can't even look at you! 507 00:22:03,698 --> 00:22:05,617 Your ----ing presence annoys me! 508 00:22:05,658 --> 00:22:08,370 - I really wish you well, K.B. 509 00:22:08,411 --> 00:22:09,537 - Bitch, shut your ----ing ass up! 510 00:22:09,579 --> 00:22:11,373 - Boy, bye. 511 00:22:16,670 --> 00:22:17,420 *** 512 00:22:22,050 --> 00:22:25,178 * Can you feel that thunder? * 513 00:22:27,305 --> 00:22:29,849 - I know. 514 00:22:31,476 --> 00:22:34,145 - Oh. - Mm. Aah! 515 00:22:34,187 --> 00:22:38,024 - Oh, my goodness. It's gonna be awkward. 516 00:22:44,197 --> 00:22:45,573 - That's why you're here. 517 00:22:45,615 --> 00:22:47,450 We're here to ----ing help you along with this process. 518 00:22:47,492 --> 00:22:48,702 - Yeah. - Which I have, 519 00:22:48,743 --> 00:22:50,286 time and time again. 520 00:22:50,328 --> 00:22:52,288 Picked your ass up when you're crying on the ----ing ground 521 00:22:52,330 --> 00:22:53,581 and make you laugh and shit. 522 00:22:56,960 --> 00:22:58,420 I'm not gonna ----ing stick my head out there 523 00:22:58,461 --> 00:23:00,755 and be like, "You know, you can't take me?" You know? 524 00:23:00,797 --> 00:23:01,631 Just like... [ British accent ] "Spare change? 525 00:23:01,673 --> 00:23:02,966 You have any spare change?" 526 00:23:03,008 --> 00:23:05,719 [ normal voice ] No. That shit's done. 527 00:23:07,303 --> 00:23:09,806 - Yeah. 528 00:23:09,848 --> 00:23:11,558 - I think there's been enough drama. 529 00:23:11,599 --> 00:23:13,059 - Yep. 530 00:23:13,101 --> 00:23:14,602 - Just make the best of what we got left, man. 531 00:23:14,644 --> 00:23:16,104 - That's all I'm about. 532 00:23:16,146 --> 00:23:19,816 Last night, things escalated quickly. 533 00:23:19,858 --> 00:23:22,318 Ashley G. and I, at this moment in time, 534 00:23:22,360 --> 00:23:23,987 are not in a good place. 535 00:23:24,029 --> 00:23:25,572 It was a mistake, 536 00:23:25,613 --> 00:23:26,823 but I'm cool on my end, so I just hope 537 00:23:26,865 --> 00:23:28,324 she can be cool on her end. 538 00:23:28,366 --> 00:23:31,995 - There's no interest anymore in getting to know him, 539 00:23:32,037 --> 00:23:35,498 'cause his ego is so much more of him... 540 00:23:35,540 --> 00:23:36,791 - Yeah. - ...than personality and charm. 541 00:23:36,833 --> 00:23:38,335 - It's such a turnoff. 542 00:23:38,376 --> 00:23:41,338 - Like, all the up and down emotions you feel 543 00:23:41,379 --> 00:23:44,174 off of an egotistical man 544 00:23:44,215 --> 00:23:47,886 that's just there to be, like, "I got the girl." 545 00:23:47,927 --> 00:23:49,346 - I find that rude and disrespectful. 546 00:23:49,387 --> 00:23:50,972 - And it's not even about his journey. It's about ours. 547 00:23:51,014 --> 00:23:53,016 - Yeah. - And you are only included 548 00:23:53,058 --> 00:23:58,146 in my journey because you shoved yourself into my journey. 549 00:23:58,188 --> 00:24:01,691 I did everything wrong, and I regret it all. 550 00:24:01,733 --> 00:24:06,363 I'm realizing that Rick honors me and respects me 551 00:24:06,404 --> 00:24:12,035 and wants everyone to know that his love for me is 100. 552 00:24:12,077 --> 00:24:14,996 - I kinda wanna go in the pool. - Yeah, with him, 553 00:24:15,038 --> 00:24:17,207 him right there. - There he is. 554 00:24:17,248 --> 00:24:19,250 Look at him. 555 00:24:19,292 --> 00:24:20,794 - Yeah. 556 00:24:20,835 --> 00:24:27,550 * Shattered chains are breaking me at last* 557 00:24:27,592 --> 00:24:29,344 - Waking up this morning, 558 00:24:29,386 --> 00:24:31,930 I feel like the worst I've ever felt in my life. 559 00:24:31,971 --> 00:24:36,059 It's just hard to try to enjoy the rest of the time here. 560 00:24:36,101 --> 00:24:38,895 Part of me is missing, and it's over there at the girls' villa 561 00:24:38,937 --> 00:24:41,064 and seeming to become something else 562 00:24:41,106 --> 00:24:44,067 and not a part of me anymore-- part of someone else. 563 00:24:44,109 --> 00:24:50,115 * I see clearly now that you're gone * 564 00:24:50,156 --> 00:24:52,951 But if she still wants to spend the rest of her life with me, 565 00:24:52,992 --> 00:24:55,787 you know, I'm more open to it than I ever have been. 566 00:24:55,829 --> 00:25:02,335 *** 567 00:25:02,377 --> 00:25:04,587 [ spray hissing ] 568 00:25:04,629 --> 00:25:06,047 - Oh, yeah, you're lathered. 569 00:25:06,089 --> 00:25:08,925 - [ laughs ] I'm lathered? - You're lathered up. 570 00:25:08,967 --> 00:25:10,218 - What do you think Toneata and David 571 00:25:10,260 --> 00:25:12,470 are talking about right now? What's for dinner? 572 00:25:12,512 --> 00:25:15,056 - We actually had a healthy lunch. 573 00:25:15,098 --> 00:25:16,266 - We did. 574 00:25:16,307 --> 00:25:17,559 - If they're boring and wanna be together, 575 00:25:17,600 --> 00:25:19,102 then be boring and be together, for ----'s sake. 576 00:25:19,144 --> 00:25:20,770 - You're right. - At least someone might be 577 00:25:20,812 --> 00:25:22,355 getting laid in this house. 578 00:25:22,397 --> 00:25:25,483 - The breeze feels so good. - It does. 579 00:25:25,525 --> 00:25:29,154 *** 580 00:25:29,195 --> 00:25:32,282 - If spinach makes them happy, then you know what? 581 00:25:32,323 --> 00:25:34,951 Just stay the ---- away from me, but you do your own thing. 582 00:25:34,993 --> 00:25:37,996 Everyone is very coupled up except me. 583 00:25:38,038 --> 00:25:39,748 I joined a convent, and I did not know it. 584 00:25:39,789 --> 00:25:40,957 - laughs ] 585 00:25:40,999 --> 00:25:43,084 - I'm having fun, so I'm glad I'm here, 586 00:25:43,126 --> 00:25:48,006 but I feel like...what was my part in this? [ laughs ] 587 00:25:48,048 --> 00:25:49,883 - Can I just touch on that? I thought that coming here, 588 00:25:49,924 --> 00:25:52,052 I thought I was gonna be getting dicked down. 589 00:25:52,093 --> 00:25:53,720 - Me, too. - Me, too. 590 00:25:53,762 --> 00:25:55,430 - Me, three. - I thought I was gonna be... 591 00:25:55,472 --> 00:25:56,806 - Damn, we just have to learn 592 00:25:56,848 --> 00:25:58,808 how to just be friends with guys. 593 00:25:58,850 --> 00:26:00,727 - I don't wanna do that, though. 594 00:26:00,769 --> 00:26:03,563 I don't wanna be no one's friend. 595 00:26:03,605 --> 00:26:06,733 What the ---- is that? That bird just shit on us. 596 00:26:06,775 --> 00:26:09,194 - Oh, my God. 597 00:26:09,235 --> 00:26:11,112 [ laughter ] - Because we were talking shit. 598 00:26:11,154 --> 00:26:12,238 [ laughter ] 599 00:26:12,280 --> 00:26:14,783 - If that wasn't a sign from God... 600 00:26:14,824 --> 00:26:16,534 - Aah! 601 00:26:16,576 --> 00:26:18,953 * All the way, every day * 602 00:26:18,995 --> 00:26:21,456 - Aah! [ laughter ] 603 00:26:23,875 --> 00:26:25,168 - We're freshly pruned, just how you like it. 604 00:26:25,210 --> 00:26:27,796 - To your liking. 605 00:26:27,837 --> 00:26:30,006 - [ sighs ] 606 00:26:30,048 --> 00:26:32,258 - Casey, you gonna put your feet in or no? 607 00:26:32,300 --> 00:26:33,551 - Nah. I'll chill here for a while, 608 00:26:33,593 --> 00:26:36,054 and maybe I'll decide to go in. 609 00:26:36,096 --> 00:26:38,181 - I know what you're going through, bruh. 610 00:26:38,223 --> 00:26:42,185 Definitely sucks. You'll get through this, man. 611 00:26:42,227 --> 00:26:44,771 - It's been hard for me here, 612 00:26:44,813 --> 00:26:46,314 'cause even before this, it's been hard. 613 00:26:46,356 --> 00:26:48,483 - Mm-hmm. - And, you know, like, 614 00:26:48,525 --> 00:26:50,276 I miss having her, like, in my arms and seeing her-- 615 00:26:50,318 --> 00:26:51,736 seeing her face. 616 00:26:51,778 --> 00:26:54,072 - Mm-hmm. - And I saw some horrible things 617 00:26:54,114 --> 00:26:56,408 but, you know, I'm sorry for making it seem like 618 00:26:56,449 --> 00:27:00,245 it's her issues always when I realized that it was mostly me. 619 00:27:02,997 --> 00:27:05,041 [ water splashes ] 620 00:27:05,083 --> 00:27:06,960 - I'm spending time with Casey right now because 621 00:27:07,002 --> 00:27:09,004 he needs somebody that can relate to his situation, 622 00:27:09,045 --> 00:27:11,923 and I hope Medinah can really understand that 623 00:27:11,965 --> 00:27:14,050 I'm trying to be there for a friend. 624 00:27:14,092 --> 00:27:16,052 - [ sighs ] Whatever. 625 00:27:16,094 --> 00:27:18,346 - I hope you didn't forget why you came here for. 626 00:27:18,388 --> 00:27:20,890 I hope you've grown, 'cause I've grown, 627 00:27:20,932 --> 00:27:22,183 and, you know, I'm leaving a better person 628 00:27:22,225 --> 00:27:24,227 than what I came here for, so... 629 00:27:24,269 --> 00:27:27,439 - Hopefully what we learn benefits each other. 630 00:27:27,480 --> 00:27:28,648 - Exactly. 631 00:27:28,690 --> 00:27:31,901 [ indistinct conversations ] 632 00:27:31,943 --> 00:27:35,697 * It's a jungle out there, oh, oh, oh, oh * 633 00:27:35,739 --> 00:27:37,657 - Ladies, come on over here and let's hang out a little bit. 634 00:27:37,699 --> 00:27:40,785 I'm glad to see you guys. 635 00:27:40,827 --> 00:27:43,329 So the longer you're here on the island, 636 00:27:43,371 --> 00:27:46,291 the more important it is for you to really focus 637 00:27:46,332 --> 00:27:48,168 on the relationships that you're forming with the guys 638 00:27:48,209 --> 00:27:50,420 that you really like. So right now I'm gonna give you 639 00:27:50,462 --> 00:27:52,088 another opportunity to send somebody home. 640 00:27:52,130 --> 00:27:54,549 You could choose as many as you like 641 00:27:54,591 --> 00:27:57,427 or as few as you want or no one if that feels right to you. 642 00:27:57,469 --> 00:27:58,845 It's all up to you. 643 00:27:58,887 --> 00:28:00,680 What's important is that you do what you need to do 644 00:28:00,722 --> 00:28:02,807 to strengthen the bonds that you've made on the island. 645 00:28:02,849 --> 00:28:05,060 Let me give you some time to talk about it, 646 00:28:05,101 --> 00:28:05,935 and I'll be back in a few minutes. 647 00:28:05,977 --> 00:28:07,354 - Okay. - Okay. 648 00:28:07,395 --> 00:28:11,024 - It's time that I challenge myself and release anyone 649 00:28:11,066 --> 00:28:14,110 that's toxic to me. You know, it's not worth it. 650 00:28:14,152 --> 00:28:15,904 - Are we in agreeance on just one? 651 00:28:15,945 --> 00:28:18,907 - I think two. - I'm still, like, 652 00:28:18,948 --> 00:28:20,825 trying to make the decision on what I want. 653 00:28:20,867 --> 00:28:22,452 - What do you think they're gonna do? 654 00:28:22,494 --> 00:28:25,789 - Two? - No way. That's too many. 655 00:28:25,830 --> 00:28:27,290 It'll be one or none. 656 00:28:27,332 --> 00:28:29,584 - I know in my heart that I need to send him home. 657 00:28:29,626 --> 00:28:31,294 - Once he goes, like, he's gone. 658 00:28:31,336 --> 00:28:34,547 - [ sighs ] I don't wanna make this decision at all. 659 00:28:34,589 --> 00:28:36,758 - Have you reached a decision? 660 00:28:36,800 --> 00:28:38,343 - Yes. - Mm-hmm. 661 00:28:38,385 --> 00:28:40,845 - It's hard to let somebody go that has taught you so much. 662 00:28:40,887 --> 00:28:43,473 I'm just trying to mentally prepare. 663 00:28:43,515 --> 00:28:45,725 - Gentlemen, you can join me over here. 664 00:28:45,767 --> 00:28:48,603 - I definitely know this one's gonna be a hard one. 665 00:28:48,645 --> 00:28:51,439 [ sighs ] 666 00:28:51,481 --> 00:28:55,318 - Deac and K.B., ladies need to speak with you. 667 00:28:55,360 --> 00:28:57,362 Ashley G., would you like to speak first? 668 00:28:57,404 --> 00:29:03,910 - Sure. So, K.B., the highs for me are not worth the lows, 669 00:29:03,952 --> 00:29:07,622 and to my growth, it just doesn't feel beneficial. 670 00:29:07,664 --> 00:29:09,165 It feels more toxic, 671 00:29:09,207 --> 00:29:12,043 and I have to work on me, 672 00:29:12,085 --> 00:29:15,922 and you being here does not help me with that. 673 00:29:15,964 --> 00:29:18,008 - Ashley, thank you. 674 00:29:18,049 --> 00:29:19,384 K.B., anything you'd like to say? 675 00:29:19,426 --> 00:29:20,844 - Yes. 676 00:29:20,885 --> 00:29:22,762 First and foremost, I have to say 677 00:29:22,804 --> 00:29:27,267 that I do apologize for how things have been in the house. 678 00:29:27,308 --> 00:29:29,477 And as a man, I take full responsibility for that. 679 00:29:29,519 --> 00:29:31,479 And I'm sorry things didn't go the way 680 00:29:31,521 --> 00:29:33,648 maybe both of us had planned, but in the end, 681 00:29:33,690 --> 00:29:36,901 I appreciate getting to know you and everybody here. 682 00:29:36,943 --> 00:29:38,236 You know, I respect you as a woman. 683 00:29:38,278 --> 00:29:39,863 I respect you as a person. 684 00:29:39,904 --> 00:29:42,365 And again, nothing but the best for you in the future. 685 00:29:42,407 --> 00:29:43,867 - Thank you. Same here. - You're very welcome. 686 00:29:43,908 --> 00:29:45,326 - Thanks, K.B. 687 00:29:45,368 --> 00:29:46,703 Ashley, would you like to talk to Deac? 688 00:29:46,745 --> 00:29:48,079 - Mm-hmm. 689 00:29:48,121 --> 00:29:50,749 I've been trying so hard to make it work with you. 690 00:29:50,790 --> 00:29:54,210 And I've been, like, fighting with myself so hard 691 00:29:54,252 --> 00:29:55,795 to, like, try to... 692 00:29:55,837 --> 00:29:57,839 [ voice breaking ] have... have a little bit more with you, 693 00:29:57,881 --> 00:29:59,382 and I just can't. 694 00:29:59,424 --> 00:30:03,678 So, um, I hope that we can have, like, a friendship, 695 00:30:03,720 --> 00:30:08,266 and, um, that you don't leave here, like, bitter with me. 696 00:30:08,308 --> 00:30:11,186 - Deac, anything you wanna say? 697 00:30:11,227 --> 00:30:14,272 - I came in here happy. I'm leaving here happy. 698 00:30:14,314 --> 00:30:16,775 There's no bitterness at all. I hope I made y'all smile. 699 00:30:16,816 --> 00:30:20,779 'Cause I'm here for all y'all. So...that's it. 700 00:30:20,820 --> 00:30:22,405 - Thank you, Deac. 701 00:30:22,447 --> 00:30:25,283 Gentlemen, I thank you both for the contributions 702 00:30:25,325 --> 00:30:27,911 you've made on their journey. Time to leave the island. 703 00:30:27,952 --> 00:30:29,037 Travel safe. 704 00:30:29,079 --> 00:30:32,749 *** 705 00:30:32,791 --> 00:30:35,669 - I really was trying hard to be with Deac 706 00:30:35,710 --> 00:30:38,296 because he reminded me of Casey. 707 00:30:38,338 --> 00:30:41,091 [ sniffles ] But that's not something I need right now. 708 00:30:41,132 --> 00:30:43,593 [ sniffles ] 709 00:30:43,635 --> 00:30:46,596 [ crying ] 710 00:30:56,815 --> 00:30:57,607 * It's coming down to the wire * 711 00:31:00,026 --> 00:31:01,194 *** 712 00:31:01,236 --> 00:31:02,737 * So close * 713 00:31:02,779 --> 00:31:04,739 - Hello, everybody. 714 00:31:04,781 --> 00:31:06,282 - Hi. - Hi. Hey, Mark. 715 00:31:06,324 --> 00:31:07,450 - Hey, Gavin, how are you, buddy? 716 00:31:07,492 --> 00:31:08,410 - Hi, Marc. - Hello, ladies. 717 00:31:08,451 --> 00:31:10,286 - Hi. - Can I talk to you guys? 718 00:31:10,328 --> 00:31:11,579 - Yes, sir. - Hey, David. 719 00:31:11,621 --> 00:31:12,956 - What's up, Mark? 720 00:31:12,997 --> 00:31:14,332 Mark walks in, and I think we all immediately know 721 00:31:14,374 --> 00:31:16,501 that there's an elimination today, 722 00:31:16,543 --> 00:31:19,254 and I start thinking about who I want to be here, who I don't. 723 00:31:19,295 --> 00:31:21,339 I think emotionally, I'm a little torn. 724 00:31:21,381 --> 00:31:23,383 I'm starting to actually, like, really seem like 725 00:31:23,425 --> 00:31:25,135 I'm forming strong connections with someone, 726 00:31:25,176 --> 00:31:26,594 so things are getting real. 727 00:31:26,636 --> 00:31:29,305 - So let's get into today's business. 728 00:31:29,347 --> 00:31:31,516 As you get deeper into your island experience, 729 00:31:31,558 --> 00:31:33,810 making serious connections with the ladies here in the villa, 730 00:31:33,852 --> 00:31:36,771 you may need to create more time and space 731 00:31:36,813 --> 00:31:38,773 to explore your relationships even more. 732 00:31:38,815 --> 00:31:42,152 So you can do that by sending somebody home. 733 00:31:42,193 --> 00:31:44,154 I need you guys to put your heads together 734 00:31:44,195 --> 00:31:45,613 and make a decision. 735 00:31:45,655 --> 00:31:47,115 I'll give you a few minutes, and I'll be right back. 736 00:31:47,157 --> 00:31:48,992 - All right, Mark. 737 00:31:49,034 --> 00:31:51,119 - Damn, dropped another bomb on us. 738 00:31:51,161 --> 00:31:53,413 - It's getting real. 739 00:31:53,455 --> 00:31:55,582 - Eliminations are definitely not getting any easier. 740 00:31:55,623 --> 00:31:57,375 But at the same time, I think that can only be a positive 741 00:31:57,417 --> 00:31:59,377 because that's gonna get us closer 742 00:31:59,419 --> 00:32:01,129 to forming connections with the women 743 00:32:01,171 --> 00:32:02,547 that actually matter. 744 00:32:02,589 --> 00:32:04,132 - Who do you guys think it's gonna be? 745 00:32:05,842 --> 00:32:07,385 You think so? 746 00:32:07,427 --> 00:32:09,220 David could suggest to send me home 747 00:32:09,262 --> 00:32:10,555 so I'm not a distraction. 748 00:32:10,597 --> 00:32:12,682 - She's such a cool girl. - Yeah. 749 00:32:12,724 --> 00:32:13,975 - She's been supportive of all of us, 750 00:32:14,017 --> 00:32:15,226 respectful of all of our situations. 751 00:32:15,268 --> 00:32:16,519 - From the beginning. - You all know 752 00:32:16,561 --> 00:32:17,729 how I feel about her. I love her. 753 00:32:17,771 --> 00:32:19,314 I think she's beautiful inside and out, 754 00:32:19,356 --> 00:32:22,275 but I mean, you know, she might kinda be the odd person out. 755 00:32:22,317 --> 00:32:24,277 - She isn't one of the two girls that I bond with. 756 00:32:24,319 --> 00:32:26,738 So if that's what you guys are all kinda thinking, 757 00:32:26,780 --> 00:32:28,573 I'm--I support that. 758 00:32:28,615 --> 00:32:30,158 - It's so hard to send somebody home, 759 00:32:30,200 --> 00:32:31,534 especially someone that you care about, 760 00:32:31,576 --> 00:32:32,911 someone that you know, someone that you really got 761 00:32:32,952 --> 00:32:34,329 to become close with. 762 00:32:34,371 --> 00:32:38,249 - Ladies, the guys have reached a decision. 763 00:32:38,291 --> 00:32:40,627 - It's just a really difficult day. 764 00:32:40,669 --> 00:32:42,629 Samantha... [ chuckles ] where do I start? 765 00:32:42,671 --> 00:32:44,297 Um... 766 00:32:44,339 --> 00:32:46,341 Wow, this is really hard. 767 00:32:46,383 --> 00:32:48,760 Um, I mean, we got to know each other, 768 00:32:48,802 --> 00:32:50,303 and there was something right from the beginning, you know? 769 00:32:50,345 --> 00:32:53,306 We hit it off, and we had that conversation the other night 770 00:32:53,348 --> 00:32:55,183 where I just wanted to be completely honest with you 771 00:32:55,225 --> 00:32:57,769 about where I was coming from and just let you know that, 772 00:32:57,811 --> 00:32:59,479 you know, after my most recent date with Toneata, 773 00:32:59,521 --> 00:33:01,898 that I was just gonna pursue that connection. 774 00:33:01,940 --> 00:33:05,443 And, um, these guys obviously have connections of their own. 775 00:33:05,485 --> 00:33:07,278 So, unfortunately, we made a decision 776 00:33:07,320 --> 00:33:09,864 that we're gonna have to send you home. 777 00:33:09,906 --> 00:33:13,201 - Well, I really treasured this journey with you guys. 778 00:33:13,243 --> 00:33:16,496 And I've had really memorable moments 779 00:33:16,538 --> 00:33:18,790 with each and every one of you, and I've learned a lot 780 00:33:18,832 --> 00:33:20,917 about what I want in a relationship, 781 00:33:20,959 --> 00:33:24,713 and I'm gonna take them home and find me a real man. 782 00:33:24,754 --> 00:33:27,882 I love you guys, and good luck on the rest of your journey. 783 00:33:27,924 --> 00:33:29,175 - Love you, too, Sam. 784 00:33:29,217 --> 00:33:32,595 - Sam, can I have a hug, please? - Yeah. 785 00:33:32,637 --> 00:33:34,389 I figured David would want to send me home 786 00:33:34,431 --> 00:33:36,558 so he wouldn't be tempted by me. 787 00:33:36,599 --> 00:33:38,685 You know, I did get a little frisky. 788 00:33:38,727 --> 00:33:40,895 For me, it was just something I could've laughed off, 789 00:33:40,937 --> 00:33:44,190 but it definitely took a toll on David. 790 00:33:44,232 --> 00:33:47,902 Bye, ladies. I love you so much. 791 00:33:50,155 --> 00:33:53,283 Obviously, he's not used to, like, an independent woman. 792 00:33:53,324 --> 00:33:56,244 I need a man that could laugh it off with me 793 00:33:56,286 --> 00:33:59,664 and not be a little bitch about it. 794 00:33:59,706 --> 00:34:03,043 - Not easy to come to these decisions. 795 00:34:03,084 --> 00:34:04,669 One last thing before I go. 796 00:34:04,711 --> 00:34:08,131 Today you'll be able to record a 30-second video message 797 00:34:08,173 --> 00:34:09,549 for your girlfriends. 798 00:34:09,591 --> 00:34:11,676 30 seconds is not a lot of time, 799 00:34:11,718 --> 00:34:13,845 so spend some time today thinking about exactly 800 00:34:13,887 --> 00:34:15,263 what you wanna say 801 00:34:15,305 --> 00:34:16,514 and be aware of how important these messages can be 802 00:34:16,556 --> 00:34:18,433 for you in your relationships. 803 00:34:18,475 --> 00:34:21,061 Now you may choose to send a message, 804 00:34:21,102 --> 00:34:23,104 or you can choose not to. That's entirely up to you. 805 00:34:23,146 --> 00:34:24,856 Okay? 806 00:34:24,898 --> 00:34:27,233 All right, guys. I'll check with you soon. 807 00:34:27,275 --> 00:34:29,486 - So all of y'all sending videos? 808 00:34:29,527 --> 00:34:31,404 - I'm sending one. - Yep. 809 00:34:31,446 --> 00:34:34,157 I definitely think this is my last chance 810 00:34:34,199 --> 00:34:37,702 to save my relationship if it's even able to be saved. 811 00:34:37,744 --> 00:34:40,080 The single life is not the life for me anymore. 812 00:34:40,121 --> 00:34:42,916 I just want us to find a way to move past this. 813 00:34:42,957 --> 00:34:45,794 And somehow I've gotta wrap that all up into 30 seconds. 814 00:34:45,835 --> 00:34:53,385 This is...everything right here for me. 815 00:34:53,426 --> 00:34:55,303 * Did I say too much? 816 00:34:55,345 --> 00:34:57,222 * Or did I say too little? * 817 00:34:57,263 --> 00:34:59,099 * I got a taste of love * 818 00:34:59,140 --> 00:35:00,892 * Now I'm caught in the middle * 819 00:35:00,934 --> 00:35:02,519 - I think none of the guys expected that. 820 00:35:02,560 --> 00:35:05,230 - Mnh-mnh. - It shook everybody. 821 00:35:05,271 --> 00:35:09,776 - Mm-hmm. I know, 'cause it was a hard thing for me to do. 822 00:35:09,818 --> 00:35:11,945 - This probably gonna sound a little awkward, but, um... 823 00:35:13,405 --> 00:35:15,615 [ laughter ] 824 00:35:15,657 --> 00:35:21,413 - I was surprised at, um, Ashley H.'s choice. 825 00:35:27,460 --> 00:35:30,422 - Well, I could be your best friend. 826 00:35:30,463 --> 00:35:34,092 [ giggles ] 827 00:35:34,134 --> 00:35:36,553 My thoughts go all over the place, like, you know, 828 00:35:36,594 --> 00:35:40,265 I thinking about Gavin, honestly, 829 00:35:40,306 --> 00:35:41,850 really trying to figure that out. 830 00:35:41,891 --> 00:35:44,019 And then, you know, every now and then I go, like, oh, yeah, 831 00:35:44,060 --> 00:35:48,189 well, Kareem's real nice, you know? Sincerely. 832 00:35:48,231 --> 00:35:49,482 Totally be your best friend. 833 00:35:49,524 --> 00:35:52,027 I could play basketball. I could play football. 834 00:35:52,068 --> 00:35:53,570 - Okay, football. 835 00:35:53,611 --> 00:35:55,780 - I can make jokes. - Mm-hmm. 836 00:35:55,822 --> 00:35:57,407 - Kinda. - No, you do. You're funny. 837 00:35:57,449 --> 00:35:58,658 - [ laughs ] 838 00:36:00,994 --> 00:36:04,122 - I don't feel like I made a mistake sending K.B. home. 839 00:36:04,164 --> 00:36:05,540 - No. 840 00:36:05,582 --> 00:36:07,959 - I feel like I made a mistake entertaining him. 841 00:36:08,001 --> 00:36:10,086 I definitely hold myself accountable for that. 842 00:36:10,128 --> 00:36:13,840 I kinda just wanna hug Rick right now. 843 00:36:13,882 --> 00:36:17,761 But at the same time, I don't feel like I have a happy ending. 844 00:36:17,802 --> 00:36:19,554 - You do. 845 00:36:19,596 --> 00:36:23,058 You're gonna know how to be happy with just you. 846 00:36:25,268 --> 00:36:27,270 There definitely is a higher purpose for being here, 847 00:36:27,312 --> 00:36:30,774 and that's for me, and I'm finally realizing that, 848 00:36:30,815 --> 00:36:32,484 and I'm making sure that my voice is heard. 849 00:36:32,525 --> 00:36:35,111 I don't know what the end result is gonna be. 850 00:36:35,153 --> 00:36:38,365 I might just be by myself, and that's okay. 851 00:36:38,406 --> 00:36:39,866 - Hi. - Hi. 852 00:36:39,908 --> 00:36:41,117 - What's up? 853 00:36:41,159 --> 00:36:43,453 - Are we crazy or are we brave for coming here? 854 00:36:43,495 --> 00:36:45,246 - Definitely brave. 855 00:36:45,288 --> 00:36:46,956 - If I knew when I came here 856 00:36:46,998 --> 00:36:49,668 I would improve myself tremendously, 857 00:36:49,709 --> 00:36:52,462 then I wouldn't have had so much fear coming into this. 858 00:36:52,504 --> 00:36:54,714 I would have just, like, been able to accept 859 00:36:54,756 --> 00:36:57,509 one way or the other that it's a win-win. 860 00:36:57,550 --> 00:37:05,016 *** 861 00:37:05,058 --> 00:37:08,061 - Cheers to our black and white party! 862 00:37:08,103 --> 00:37:10,355 - Yeah! - Let's go! 863 00:37:10,397 --> 00:37:11,523 - * Whoo * 864 00:37:11,564 --> 00:37:12,941 - And I was able to pull some strings, 865 00:37:12,982 --> 00:37:13,858 so we're gonna have a photo shoot. 866 00:37:13,900 --> 00:37:15,527 - Whoa! - [ cheering ] 867 00:37:15,568 --> 00:37:17,737 - Let's go, let's go. We ready? 868 00:37:17,779 --> 00:37:19,781 You know, the ladies-- they throw parties for us. 869 00:37:19,823 --> 00:37:22,033 But nothing quite compares to when the guys throw parties. 870 00:37:22,075 --> 00:37:24,369 * Baby girl, you make me wanna * [ camera shutter clicks ] 871 00:37:24,411 --> 00:37:27,414 * With the lights out, kiss you with the lights out * 872 00:37:28,164 --> 00:37:30,166 Mm-hmm. Oh, y'all nasty. I can see it. 873 00:37:30,208 --> 00:37:33,420 * I feel it, I just wanna feel this * 874 00:37:33,461 --> 00:37:35,171 Aah! One, two, three. 875 00:37:35,213 --> 00:37:37,924 - We get the champagne open! 876 00:37:37,966 --> 00:37:39,050 [ laughter ] 877 00:37:39,092 --> 00:37:41,011 * Will you work it out for me, mah * 878 00:37:41,052 --> 00:37:42,345 - Today's been one of the hardest days of my life. 879 00:37:42,387 --> 00:37:44,806 I'm definitely not really feeling partying tonight, 880 00:37:44,848 --> 00:37:46,599 but we've got a black and white party. 881 00:37:46,641 --> 00:37:47,851 3, 2, 1. [ camera shutter clicks ] 882 00:37:47,892 --> 00:37:49,060 And you know, the way things are going, 883 00:37:49,102 --> 00:37:50,437 I'm actually having a decent time. 884 00:37:50,478 --> 00:37:52,605 - I'm ready. - 'Cause the group of people 885 00:37:52,647 --> 00:37:54,399 that we have here just got me out of my mood 886 00:37:54,441 --> 00:37:55,483 and ready to have a little bit of fun. 887 00:37:55,525 --> 00:37:56,735 - [ laughs ] 888 00:37:56,776 --> 00:37:58,278 * Baby, girl, you make me wanna * 889 00:37:58,319 --> 00:37:59,654 * I bet you wanna * 890 00:37:59,696 --> 00:38:00,905 * You make me wanna * 891 00:38:07,996 --> 00:38:10,457 - [ snickers ] 892 00:38:10,498 --> 00:38:13,418 [ laughs ] 893 00:38:13,460 --> 00:38:15,420 - Let's talk about last night. 894 00:38:15,462 --> 00:38:17,088 You let me leave here last night, 895 00:38:17,130 --> 00:38:18,882 and that made me mad. 896 00:38:18,923 --> 00:38:20,717 I just feel like, why would you even 897 00:38:20,759 --> 00:38:22,677 ever let me sleep in your bed? 898 00:38:22,719 --> 00:38:25,055 - Like, what do you want me to do, then? 899 00:38:25,096 --> 00:38:26,765 I don't know what you want me to do. 900 00:38:26,806 --> 00:38:27,807 - You don't give me the attention 901 00:38:27,849 --> 00:38:29,100 that I want and that I need. 902 00:38:29,142 --> 00:38:31,811 - Why do you say that? - I'm not used to people 903 00:38:31,853 --> 00:38:35,065 not really, like, giving me the attention that I want. 904 00:38:35,106 --> 00:38:37,067 - You just--You're being extra when you say that shit. 905 00:38:37,108 --> 00:38:38,651 - I don't think I'm being extra. - Yes, you are. 906 00:38:38,693 --> 00:38:40,445 - I think it's a whole... - Yes, it is. Yes, it is. 907 00:38:40,487 --> 00:38:42,322 - ...thing of, like, what I'm used to 908 00:38:42,364 --> 00:38:44,657 and what you'reused to, 909 00:38:44,699 --> 00:38:49,079 and it's just two different types of...things. 910 00:38:49,120 --> 00:38:51,915 - The reason why I didn't go in the pool with y'all 911 00:38:51,956 --> 00:38:54,501 is because Casey was sitting by himself, 912 00:38:54,542 --> 00:38:56,795 and he looked like he wasn't having the best time at all. 913 00:38:56,836 --> 00:38:58,129 I wanted to check on him. 914 00:38:58,171 --> 00:38:59,422 - Because that's what you're here for, 915 00:38:59,464 --> 00:39:01,132 is to make sure Casey is okay. 916 00:39:01,174 --> 00:39:03,510 - Now that make me pissed. Now you just sound like 917 00:39:03,551 --> 00:39:06,930 a selfish-ass person right there. 918 00:39:06,971 --> 00:39:09,724 You don't give a ---- about me checking on somebody else 919 00:39:09,766 --> 00:39:12,060 who's going through the same shit that I went through. 920 00:39:12,102 --> 00:39:14,646 What the ---- do I need to be up your ----ing ass 921 00:39:14,688 --> 00:39:16,272 every two ----ing seconds 922 00:39:16,314 --> 00:39:18,191 when somebody else next to me just went through 923 00:39:18,233 --> 00:39:19,734 the same shit that I've been through-- 924 00:39:19,776 --> 00:39:23,571 seeing his girl get ----ed by somebody else?! 925 00:39:23,613 --> 00:39:26,825 You just even making that sentiment right here 926 00:39:26,866 --> 00:39:29,494 just tells me the type of person you are. 927 00:39:29,536 --> 00:39:31,996 *** 928 00:39:32,038 --> 00:39:34,040 Get the ---- outta here with that. 929 00:39:42,799 --> 00:39:43,133 *** 930 00:39:46,052 --> 00:39:48,430 - I need to tend to youevery ----ing second of the day! 931 00:39:48,471 --> 00:39:52,142 I can't tend to somebody else! I'm a caring person. 932 00:39:52,183 --> 00:39:54,060 And then if I care for you and love you, 933 00:39:54,102 --> 00:39:56,604 you have somebody who's gonna be there for you 934 00:39:56,646 --> 00:40:00,233 through thick and thin. That's how I am! 935 00:40:00,275 --> 00:40:02,235 - A lot of the times when him and I talk, 936 00:40:02,277 --> 00:40:05,071 it turns into, like, unnecessary arguing. 937 00:40:05,113 --> 00:40:07,073 And I don't want that to keep happening. 938 00:40:07,115 --> 00:40:08,950 I don't want that in my relationship. 939 00:40:08,992 --> 00:40:10,952 I don't wanna have, like, a toxic relationship. 940 00:40:10,994 --> 00:40:13,997 I need you to tone it down just a notch. 941 00:40:14,039 --> 00:40:15,206 I'm not saying I don't care 942 00:40:15,248 --> 00:40:17,167 about what everybody else is going through. 943 00:40:17,208 --> 00:40:20,170 I care about what you're going through. 944 00:40:20,211 --> 00:40:22,380 - The old Rick would have just been on some shit 945 00:40:22,422 --> 00:40:25,008 where I'm touching you in a sexual manner, 946 00:40:25,050 --> 00:40:26,926 and you know what I'm thinking. 947 00:40:26,968 --> 00:40:29,929 I have certain values here, all right? 948 00:40:29,971 --> 00:40:31,264 There's a difference between a ---- 949 00:40:31,306 --> 00:40:33,808 and somebody that I wanna make love to, okay? 950 00:40:33,850 --> 00:40:38,104 I wanna value you and make love to you, okay? 951 00:40:39,689 --> 00:40:42,484 I don't wanna treat you like a ----. 952 00:40:42,525 --> 00:40:44,903 *** 953 00:40:44,944 --> 00:40:46,946 I argue a lot with Ashley at home, 954 00:40:46,988 --> 00:40:50,116 and right now I'm bickering with Medinah, 955 00:40:50,158 --> 00:40:53,161 and I'm starting to realize maybe it's not them two. 956 00:40:53,203 --> 00:40:54,412 Maybe it's me. 957 00:40:54,454 --> 00:40:57,123 I might not be open to, you know, listening 958 00:40:57,165 --> 00:40:59,459 to what the issue and the problem is. 959 00:40:59,501 --> 00:41:00,877 I need to listen instead of 960 00:41:00,919 --> 00:41:03,421 just being so quick to reply back, 961 00:41:03,463 --> 00:41:05,840 and I really don't wanna be this person. 962 00:41:10,595 --> 00:41:14,307 * When it's right, when it's right, when it's right * 963 00:41:14,349 --> 00:41:18,561 * You come alive, come alive, come alive * 964 00:41:18,603 --> 00:41:31,491 *** 965 00:41:31,533 --> 00:41:33,618 - It's video message day. 966 00:41:33,660 --> 00:41:36,788 I am extremely terrified because 967 00:41:36,830 --> 00:41:40,333 I don't know if I'm going to get a message. 968 00:41:40,375 --> 00:41:45,797 I broke the rules, but I really hope that he forgives me. 969 00:41:45,839 --> 00:41:48,216 I'm trying to brace myself and be strong. 970 00:41:48,258 --> 00:41:52,721 But if I open that box, my heart is going to drop 971 00:41:52,762 --> 00:41:54,305 if there is nothing in it. 972 00:41:54,347 --> 00:41:55,682 *** 973 00:41:55,724 --> 00:41:57,559 [ exhales deeply ] 974 00:41:57,600 --> 00:42:02,689 *** 975 00:42:02,731 --> 00:42:05,275 Oh, thank God. Okay. 976 00:42:09,612 --> 00:42:11,698 [ exhales deeply ] 977 00:42:11,740 --> 00:42:13,533 - I honestly didn't wanna leave this message, 978 00:42:13,575 --> 00:42:15,201 but that wouldn't show how much I've grown 979 00:42:15,243 --> 00:42:16,536 within this short period of time. 980 00:42:16,578 --> 00:42:18,371 I've been challenged and tempted in ways 981 00:42:18,413 --> 00:42:21,458 that given another time period, I definitely would've crumbled, 982 00:42:21,499 --> 00:42:23,460 but just know my intentions are true. 983 00:42:23,501 --> 00:42:25,503 I've learned to be more open and vulnerable 984 00:42:25,545 --> 00:42:29,257 but also just to fight in the face of adversity. 985 00:42:29,299 --> 00:42:31,551 I just hope that you haven't lost sight of why you came here. 986 00:42:31,593 --> 00:42:32,969 I just hope that you're becoming a better person, 987 00:42:33,011 --> 00:42:34,971 because I know I have. 988 00:42:35,013 --> 00:42:36,431 The Rick that you see now is no longer a boy 989 00:42:36,473 --> 00:42:38,016 but becoming a man. 990 00:42:38,058 --> 00:42:41,269 I love you. See you at the final bonfire. 991 00:42:41,311 --> 00:42:44,272 *** 992 00:42:48,276 --> 00:42:49,903 [ lid clatters ] 993 00:42:49,944 --> 00:42:53,114 *** 994 00:42:53,156 --> 00:42:58,411 - I see Rick, and I instantly remember why I love him. 995 00:42:58,453 --> 00:43:01,873 Although I may have embarrassed him, 996 00:43:01,915 --> 00:43:04,084 I may have hurt him, 997 00:43:04,125 --> 00:43:07,420 he still cares enough to be selfless... 998 00:43:07,462 --> 00:43:10,757 [ voice breaking ] and care about my feelings. 999 00:43:10,799 --> 00:43:13,218 * Hold on * 1000 00:43:13,259 --> 00:43:14,844 *** 1001 00:43:14,886 --> 00:43:20,392 It just shows that he's not just thinking about himself anymore. 1002 00:43:20,433 --> 00:43:21,976 I don't think that the love we have for each other 1003 00:43:22,018 --> 00:43:24,104 can really just go away like that, 1004 00:43:24,145 --> 00:43:26,815 and I really needed the message. 1005 00:43:26,856 --> 00:43:29,150 My heart needed a message. 1006 00:43:29,192 --> 00:43:32,946 * Hold on steady * 1007 00:43:32,987 --> 00:43:38,451 *** 1008 00:43:38,493 --> 00:43:41,538 - This island kinda threw a lot of curveballs at me, 1009 00:43:41,579 --> 00:43:44,833 and I've been seeing a lot of things at the bonfires, 1010 00:43:44,874 --> 00:43:46,876 and it gave me a glimpse 1011 00:43:46,918 --> 00:43:50,422 into maybe she's having second thoughts. 1012 00:43:50,463 --> 00:43:53,842 Who knows? But then hopefully she knows 1013 00:43:53,883 --> 00:43:56,511 that I'm, you know, she crossed a line. 1014 00:43:56,553 --> 00:44:00,056 I mean, that isn't something I forgot. 1015 00:44:00,098 --> 00:44:01,850 Definitely haven't forgot. 1016 00:44:01,891 --> 00:44:04,477 I still do love her, but who knows 1017 00:44:04,519 --> 00:44:06,521 where her heart's at at this point? 1018 00:44:06,563 --> 00:44:10,650 *** 1019 00:44:10,692 --> 00:44:12,193 [ exhales deeply ] 1020 00:44:14,696 --> 00:44:16,781 - Hi, Rick. I hope you're having an amazing journey 1021 00:44:16,823 --> 00:44:19,617 on your end and really over there evolving 1022 00:44:19,659 --> 00:44:24,622 and blossoming, growing in every possible way. 1023 00:44:24,664 --> 00:44:28,918 I brought us here, honestly begged for us to come here, 1024 00:44:28,960 --> 00:44:32,297 and although we may be changing in different ways, 1025 00:44:32,339 --> 00:44:35,383 I hope that we're changing on both ends for the better. 1026 00:44:35,425 --> 00:44:38,428 I am learning so much about myself 1027 00:44:38,470 --> 00:44:41,473 and how I need to focus on trusting, 1028 00:44:41,514 --> 00:44:44,476 but through it all, I still love you. 1029 00:44:44,517 --> 00:44:50,690 *** 1030 00:44:50,732 --> 00:44:52,192 - I know my girlfriend, 1031 00:44:52,233 --> 00:44:54,444 and it's just something looks different in her eyes, 1032 00:44:54,486 --> 00:44:56,654 something looks different in her body language. 1033 00:44:56,696 --> 00:44:58,698 It just seems like she kinda mentally, emotionally 1034 00:44:58,740 --> 00:45:00,533 kinda clocked out with me. 1035 00:45:00,575 --> 00:45:03,787 It just looked like... there's nothing there for me. 1036 00:45:03,828 --> 00:45:06,373 [ sighs ] 1037 00:45:06,414 --> 00:45:08,708 I didn't feel like there was any heart in that message, 1038 00:45:08,750 --> 00:45:10,251 any love. 1039 00:45:10,293 --> 00:45:11,920 It might be potentially over. 1040 00:45:11,961 --> 00:45:22,305 *** 1041 00:45:22,347 --> 00:45:25,850 - I don't know honestly if I'm gonna have a message from David 1042 00:45:25,892 --> 00:45:29,437 or if he's gonna be a coward and not send me one. 1043 00:45:29,479 --> 00:45:32,982 I think that David as I know him is gone. 1044 00:45:33,024 --> 00:45:36,945 I had my heart tore out of my chest, 1045 00:45:36,986 --> 00:45:41,574 so anything that he has to stay, I don't really, like, trust. 1046 00:45:41,616 --> 00:45:44,285 I hope that he's growing as a person, 1047 00:45:44,327 --> 00:45:46,079 because he needs to grow as a person. 1048 00:45:46,121 --> 00:45:53,420 *** 1049 00:45:55,088 --> 00:45:56,965 - Hi, babe. I love you, and I miss you. 1050 00:45:57,007 --> 00:45:58,675 We both know that this was my idea to come here. 1051 00:45:58,717 --> 00:46:01,386 I wanted to be the more deep, the more open, 1052 00:46:01,428 --> 00:46:03,430 and the more emotional man that you needed me to be. 1053 00:46:03,471 --> 00:46:04,764 I can't begin to tell you how much I've grown 1054 00:46:04,806 --> 00:46:07,559 and learned about myself since I've been here. 1055 00:46:07,600 --> 00:46:10,812 I've been able to find and access emotions that 1056 00:46:10,854 --> 00:46:13,148 honestly, like, I never knew that I had before. 1057 00:46:13,189 --> 00:46:15,775 I hope that you're as excited about your personal growth 1058 00:46:15,817 --> 00:46:17,360 as I am about mine. 1059 00:46:17,402 --> 00:46:19,029 I do think that we have a lot to talk about, 1060 00:46:19,070 --> 00:46:21,865 but please do not let that take away from your personal journey 1061 00:46:21,906 --> 00:46:24,492 and enjoy the rest of the time on the island. I love you. 1062 00:46:24,534 --> 00:46:28,830 *** 1063 00:46:28,872 --> 00:46:30,999 - [ voice breaking ] I feel like it's a mind game. 1064 00:46:31,041 --> 00:46:33,460 Seeing David's face just triggers that... 1065 00:46:33,501 --> 00:46:36,796 l-little girl inside me that is weak and insecure 1066 00:46:36,838 --> 00:46:39,049 and doesn't know her own worth, 1067 00:46:39,090 --> 00:46:40,342 scared that he's gonna say things 1068 00:46:40,383 --> 00:46:43,636 that are gonna get to me, and I'm going to say, 1069 00:46:43,678 --> 00:46:46,139 "Okay, no problem." I'm sure, yes, he misses me 1070 00:46:46,181 --> 00:46:48,558 and misses our relationship, 1071 00:46:48,600 --> 00:46:50,518 but the words "I love you" have less meaning 1072 00:46:50,560 --> 00:46:53,438 when you've seen your boyfriend say he has feelings for someone 1073 00:46:53,480 --> 00:46:55,023 and say he will move for someone. 1074 00:46:55,065 --> 00:46:57,317 Then you don't love...me. 1075 00:46:57,359 --> 00:47:00,362 * Where are you going * 1076 00:47:00,403 --> 00:47:04,699 * When the light dies * 1077 00:47:04,741 --> 00:47:06,618 *** 1078 00:47:06,659 --> 00:47:08,078 - Obviously, there's things that I've done 1079 00:47:08,119 --> 00:47:10,622 that, um, she would not be happy with. 1080 00:47:10,663 --> 00:47:13,249 I'm not sure what the actual clip is gonna have. 1081 00:47:13,291 --> 00:47:14,834 I don't know if it's gonna be positive. 1082 00:47:14,876 --> 00:47:16,961 I don't know. I guess I'm just really curious to see 1083 00:47:17,003 --> 00:47:18,546 where her head is at. 1084 00:47:18,588 --> 00:47:25,804 *** 1085 00:47:25,845 --> 00:47:27,722 - I've really missed you the past few weeks, 1086 00:47:27,764 --> 00:47:30,684 and I think about you all the time. 1087 00:47:30,725 --> 00:47:33,019 I want to thank you from the bottom of my heart 1088 00:47:33,061 --> 00:47:34,729 for bringing me here. 1089 00:47:34,771 --> 00:47:38,650 For the first time in my life, I feel a sense of confidence. 1090 00:47:38,692 --> 00:47:40,193 I feel so comfortable in my own skin. 1091 00:47:40,235 --> 00:47:42,362 I know what I deserve 1092 00:47:42,404 --> 00:47:43,988 and exactly what it is that I'm looking for. 1093 00:47:44,030 --> 00:47:46,783 You always tell me that actions speak louder than words, 1094 00:47:46,825 --> 00:47:49,202 and I have carried myself with nothing but dignity 1095 00:47:49,244 --> 00:47:50,829 and respect from day one, 1096 00:47:50,870 --> 00:47:54,791 and I really wish I could say the same for you. 1097 00:47:54,833 --> 00:47:58,628 *** 1098 00:47:58,670 --> 00:48:01,381 - [ sniffles ] 1099 00:48:01,423 --> 00:48:03,967 I let my best friend down, and... 1100 00:48:04,009 --> 00:48:07,846 [ crying ] 1101 00:48:07,887 --> 00:48:09,556 [ sniffles ] 1102 00:48:09,597 --> 00:48:14,394 * I don't dare to take the lead * 1103 00:48:14,436 --> 00:48:16,646 [ continues crying ] 1104 00:48:16,688 --> 00:48:19,232 And I came here, and I told her I wouldn't disrespect her, 1105 00:48:19,274 --> 00:48:21,735 and I wouldn't disrespect our relationship. 1106 00:48:21,776 --> 00:48:26,573 [ continues crying ] 1107 00:48:26,614 --> 00:48:29,075 And that's exactly what I did. 1108 00:48:29,117 --> 00:48:32,912 [ exhaling deeply ] 1109 00:48:32,954 --> 00:48:35,540 * I only * 1110 00:48:35,582 --> 00:48:42,756 * Need the time to make us right * 1111 00:48:42,797 --> 00:48:45,884 I just--I regret everything that happened after the party, 1112 00:48:45,925 --> 00:48:49,095 and... [ breathing heavily ] 1113 00:48:49,137 --> 00:48:52,682 *** 1114 00:48:52,724 --> 00:48:55,101 [ sniffles ] 1115 00:48:55,143 --> 00:48:56,978 [ exhales deeply ] 1116 00:48:57,020 --> 00:49:00,565 I've never intentionally hurt anybody in my life, 1117 00:49:00,607 --> 00:49:01,941 and especially not somebody that I care about 1118 00:49:01,983 --> 00:49:04,778 and that I love and that's, like, my best friend, 1119 00:49:04,819 --> 00:49:07,322 and, like, the closest person to me in my life right now. 1120 00:49:07,364 --> 00:49:09,491 [ exhales deeply ] 1121 00:49:09,532 --> 00:49:13,244 I have nobody to blame but myself. 1122 00:49:13,286 --> 00:49:15,538 It's just like the worst feeling ever. 1123 00:49:15,580 --> 00:49:20,126 * Falling deep in my desire * 1124 00:49:20,168 --> 00:49:22,754 * 'Cause I * 1125 00:49:32,097 --> 00:49:38,269 *** 1126 00:49:38,311 --> 00:49:38,895 - [ exhaling deeply ] 1127 00:49:43,608 --> 00:49:48,321 Today's the day we're gonna get videos from our boyfriends. 1128 00:49:48,363 --> 00:49:50,407 If you could feel my heart right now, 1129 00:49:50,448 --> 00:49:55,704 you would know that it's beating...300 miles per hour. 1130 00:49:55,745 --> 00:50:00,291 I am ready for a confirmation to know where we stand, 1131 00:50:00,333 --> 00:50:03,211 and I am pretty interested in hearing 1132 00:50:03,253 --> 00:50:04,921 what he has to say. 1133 00:50:15,056 --> 00:50:17,726 - Hello, Esonica. I know this experience has been crazy, 1134 00:50:17,767 --> 00:50:20,353 but I'm growing as a person, and I'm growing into a man 1135 00:50:20,395 --> 00:50:21,730 I never thought I could be-- 1136 00:50:21,771 --> 00:50:23,606 a man that I think you'd be proud of. 1137 00:50:23,648 --> 00:50:25,275 Thank you for going on this journey with me. 1138 00:50:25,316 --> 00:50:27,027 You know, I've had some ups and downs, but either way, 1139 00:50:27,068 --> 00:50:28,820 I'm better now, and when I see you, 1140 00:50:28,862 --> 00:50:31,448 I hope that you're better, too. Until then, I'll be missing you. 1141 00:50:31,489 --> 00:50:34,034 I love you. Bye. 1142 00:50:34,075 --> 00:50:37,787 - Ugh. [ chuckles ] 1143 00:50:37,829 --> 00:50:39,247 [ sighs ] 1144 00:50:39,289 --> 00:50:41,166 When I look at his face right now, 1145 00:50:41,207 --> 00:50:42,959 I just think of all the things 1146 00:50:43,001 --> 00:50:44,669 that's happened before, unfortunately, 1147 00:50:44,711 --> 00:50:48,757 and what I've seen thus far through the bonfire. 1148 00:50:48,798 --> 00:50:51,259 He acknowledged the fact that he's growing, 1149 00:50:51,301 --> 00:50:53,428 but does he really mean it? 1150 00:50:53,470 --> 00:50:55,764 I think I have to take the appropriate time 1151 00:50:55,805 --> 00:50:58,850 and really try to find out, um, what it is I want, 1152 00:50:58,892 --> 00:51:01,519 and most importantly, what is I deserve. 1153 00:51:01,561 --> 00:51:04,606 Maybe I just need to walk my own path, 1154 00:51:04,647 --> 00:51:07,317 which is straightforward and ahead. 1155 00:51:07,359 --> 00:51:13,740 * I'll never guess that it would be this tough * 1156 00:51:13,782 --> 00:51:15,950 *** 1157 00:51:15,992 --> 00:51:18,703 * We always said it's you and me * 1158 00:51:18,745 --> 00:51:21,956 * Against the earth * 1159 00:51:21,998 --> 00:51:25,126 - This whole process is just making me miss Esonica more. 1160 00:51:25,168 --> 00:51:27,128 I just thought this process would end with me, like, 1161 00:51:27,170 --> 00:51:29,172 still feeling the same, like, yeah, I love my girlfriend. 1162 00:51:29,214 --> 00:51:30,715 But I didn't think it would make me be like, damn, 1163 00:51:30,757 --> 00:51:32,634 I really love my girlfriend. 1164 00:51:32,676 --> 00:51:34,594 I'm hoping that Esonica's holding up well. 1165 00:51:34,636 --> 00:51:36,638 I know it's hard being separated for this long. 1166 00:51:36,680 --> 00:51:37,972 so I would like to make sure 1167 00:51:38,014 --> 00:51:39,766 that she's still stable emotionally, at least. 1168 00:51:39,808 --> 00:51:41,518 Because I know this is a rough experience. 1169 00:51:41,559 --> 00:51:43,269 *** 1170 00:51:43,311 --> 00:51:44,521 Hey. 1171 00:51:44,562 --> 00:51:48,441 *** 1172 00:51:48,483 --> 00:51:52,946 - Hey, Gavin. I feel like I have evolved and learned so much 1173 00:51:52,987 --> 00:51:56,241 in this situation, and unfortunately, 1174 00:51:56,282 --> 00:51:58,076 I'm not sure if you took 1175 00:51:58,118 --> 00:52:00,829 the same time out to learn about yourself. 1176 00:52:00,870 --> 00:52:04,791 "Temptation Island" has made me realize that 1177 00:52:04,833 --> 00:52:08,795 the possibilities are endless, and I know you were questioning 1178 00:52:08,837 --> 00:52:11,589 if I was the one, and now 1179 00:52:11,631 --> 00:52:13,842 the question stands the same for me. 1180 00:52:13,883 --> 00:52:16,678 I want you to know what is important is that 1181 00:52:16,720 --> 00:52:18,555 I will always love you, 1182 00:52:18,596 --> 00:52:20,598 but I need to be certain in where we stand, 1183 00:52:20,640 --> 00:52:24,352 and hopefully, we figure it out. 1184 00:52:24,394 --> 00:52:29,024 *** 1185 00:52:29,065 --> 00:52:31,860 - The video Esonica just sent me was kinda surprising. 1186 00:52:31,901 --> 00:52:34,988 Apparently, she feels like I haven't grown as much as 1187 00:52:35,030 --> 00:52:37,741 I know I have. 1188 00:52:37,782 --> 00:52:41,494 This experience for me has confirmed our relationship. 1189 00:52:41,536 --> 00:52:43,038 I'm realizing I really do love Esonica, 1190 00:52:43,079 --> 00:52:46,124 and I do wanna be with her, but at the same time, 1191 00:52:46,166 --> 00:52:47,751 it looks like she might be realizing the opposite. 1192 00:52:47,792 --> 00:52:50,420 I know that she's been going out with Kareem a lot, 1193 00:52:50,462 --> 00:52:52,547 and, you know, all I'm gonna do is just continue to be me, 1194 00:52:52,589 --> 00:52:53,965 and that doesn't mean I'm gonna stop growing 1195 00:52:54,007 --> 00:52:55,675 or learning about myself or trying to be a better person, 1196 00:52:55,717 --> 00:52:56,718 because I know that I can improve. 1197 00:52:56,760 --> 00:52:58,511 You know, at the end of the day, 1198 00:52:58,553 --> 00:52:59,929 I have to take responsibility for myself. 1199 00:52:59,971 --> 00:53:09,481 *** 1200 00:53:09,522 --> 00:53:13,068 - I'm hoping to see that Casey is growing 1201 00:53:13,109 --> 00:53:15,528 into maybe a better version of what he came here as, 1202 00:53:15,570 --> 00:53:18,948 because I know that I'm a better version. 1203 00:53:18,990 --> 00:53:21,284 This is actually a really important part of our journey 1204 00:53:21,326 --> 00:53:22,577 to see where each other stands, 1205 00:53:22,619 --> 00:53:25,163 whether it's gonna confuse me or help me. 1206 00:53:25,205 --> 00:53:26,873 I--It's really hard to say. 1207 00:53:26,915 --> 00:53:37,550 *** 1208 00:53:37,592 --> 00:53:39,386 - [ voice breaking ] Ashley, it's been so hard without you. 1209 00:53:39,427 --> 00:53:41,054 You're the only thing that I ever talk about, 1210 00:53:41,096 --> 00:53:42,639 and the only thing that's keeping me going 1211 00:53:42,681 --> 00:53:44,724 is just thinking about your beautiful smile 1212 00:53:44,766 --> 00:53:46,726 and your gorgeous eyes looking up at me 1213 00:53:46,768 --> 00:53:48,395 when I hold you. 1214 00:53:48,436 --> 00:53:50,188 And I've seen some things that really, really hurt. 1215 00:53:50,230 --> 00:53:52,273 [ cries ] But I wanna let you know that it's okay, 1216 00:53:52,315 --> 00:53:55,026 because I love you, and since our first day apart, 1217 00:53:55,068 --> 00:53:57,737 I've realized that I cannot live without you, 1218 00:53:57,779 --> 00:53:59,739 and I'm ready for our lives together, 1219 00:53:59,781 --> 00:54:01,658 and I wanna marry you, 1220 00:54:01,700 --> 00:54:03,284 and I wanna have the family with you, 1221 00:54:03,326 --> 00:54:05,954 and I'm sorry that I made you feel like it was your issue. 1222 00:54:05,995 --> 00:54:07,497 It's been my issue the whole time, 1223 00:54:07,539 --> 00:54:11,209 but I'm a better man, and I love you, baby, baby. 1224 00:54:11,251 --> 00:54:22,554 *** 1225 00:54:22,595 --> 00:54:25,598 - [ exhales deeply ] 1226 00:54:25,640 --> 00:54:27,225 I feel like I've been waiting to hear 1227 00:54:27,267 --> 00:54:30,854 what he just said for so long, and you had to go bring me here 1228 00:54:30,895 --> 00:54:34,941 to realize that now you wanna marry me? Seriously? 1229 00:54:34,983 --> 00:54:37,068 If I didn't evolve the way that I have, 1230 00:54:37,110 --> 00:54:39,237 I would be bawling my eyes out right now, 1231 00:54:39,279 --> 00:54:42,198 regretting everything I've done, and I don't. 1232 00:54:42,240 --> 00:54:46,411 *** 1233 00:54:46,453 --> 00:54:49,164 - Very shortly, I'll be seeing 1234 00:54:49,205 --> 00:54:52,000 if Ashley left me a video clip or not. 1235 00:54:52,042 --> 00:54:55,628 I'm terrified that she might not have left me a clip. 1236 00:54:55,670 --> 00:54:57,922 If she feels guilty about what she's done, 1237 00:54:57,964 --> 00:55:01,301 then it might be super hard for her to face me. 1238 00:55:01,343 --> 00:55:02,886 *** 1239 00:55:02,927 --> 00:55:05,764 I just need some sort of hope that I am still in her head, 1240 00:55:05,805 --> 00:55:08,683 because at this point, I'm just guessing, 1241 00:55:08,725 --> 00:55:10,477 and to not get any answer would be horrible. 1242 00:55:10,518 --> 00:55:17,567 *** 1243 00:55:20,278 --> 00:55:22,906 [ exhales deeply ] 1244 00:55:22,947 --> 00:55:25,075 - Hi, Casey. I just wanna let you know 1245 00:55:25,116 --> 00:55:26,409 that there's not a day that goes by 1246 00:55:26,451 --> 00:55:28,078 that I don't think about you. 1247 00:55:28,119 --> 00:55:31,081 I've transformed into a woman that I didn't think was possible 1248 00:55:31,122 --> 00:55:34,376 and I wake up a happier person every day because of that. 1249 00:55:34,417 --> 00:55:39,339 I didn't think that I was able to find who I am, 1250 00:55:39,381 --> 00:55:43,134 and this experience has led me to realize that, you know, 1251 00:55:43,176 --> 00:55:45,470 I don't have any more jealousy issues or insecurities. 1252 00:55:45,512 --> 00:55:47,347 So I wanna thank you for bringing me here, 1253 00:55:47,389 --> 00:55:51,309 and I don't regret anything. 1254 00:55:51,351 --> 00:55:53,311 [ birds chirping ] 1255 00:55:53,353 --> 00:56:03,196 *** 1256 00:56:03,238 --> 00:56:04,322 [ exhales deeply ] 1257 00:56:04,364 --> 00:56:05,573 [ voice breaking ] I watched the video, 1258 00:56:05,615 --> 00:56:07,867 and she's nothing but happiness and smiles 1259 00:56:07,909 --> 00:56:08,910 while I'm nothing but tears 1260 00:56:08,952 --> 00:56:10,453 'cause I miss her and I love her, 1261 00:56:10,495 --> 00:56:12,747 and I just wanna be back with her. 1262 00:56:15,583 --> 00:56:21,840 [ crying ] 1263 00:56:26,469 --> 00:56:27,929 She looks so happy. 1264 00:56:27,971 --> 00:56:31,016 I mean, it's scary. Like, she's happy with this new guy. 1265 00:56:31,057 --> 00:56:32,559 She's just happy with herself. 1266 00:56:32,600 --> 00:56:34,602 It seems to me like she's happy with the new guy, 1267 00:56:34,644 --> 00:56:37,230 and that's who's given her clarity. 1268 00:56:37,272 --> 00:56:39,065 [ sniffles ] 1269 00:56:39,107 --> 00:56:40,775 She doesn't seem like she wants me. 1270 00:56:40,817 --> 00:56:42,777 She didn't say "I love you." 1271 00:56:42,819 --> 00:56:44,446 She didn't say "I miss you" at all. 1272 00:56:44,487 --> 00:56:47,157 She's happy without me. 1273 00:56:47,198 --> 00:56:48,533 What the ----? [ sobbing ] 1274 00:56:48,575 --> 00:56:51,578 * Can't let you go * 1275 00:56:51,619 --> 00:56:53,788 * Oh, oh * 1276 00:56:53,830 --> 00:56:57,042 * Oh, oh, oh-oh, oh-oh * 1277 00:56:57,083 --> 00:57:00,378 * Can't let you go * 1278 00:57:00,420 --> 00:57:03,798 * Oh * 1279 00:57:03,840 --> 00:57:06,676 * Oh, oh-oh, oh-oh * 1280 00:57:06,718 --> 00:57:12,015 *** 93916

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