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- Previously on...
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- I just wanna be completely
blunt and honest with you
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and, like,
I'm going to focus more,
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on, like, my connection
with Toneata right now.
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I didn't want this to be
up in the air
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of how I feel, I'm not feeling,
I'm flip-flopping.
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I didn't want her
to ever get that vibe.
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- When can I have
my underwear back, then?
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- Huh?
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- I'd like to ask you if you
wanna come on a date with me.
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- I would love to.
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- [ crying ]
I don't wanna be here anymore.
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It's so frustrating.
It's so annoying.
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A connection is not there.
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[ crying ]
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- That was really fun.
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***
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[ kissing ]
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***
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- Oh, shit.
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***
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* You're not gonna tempt me *
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* You'll never forget me *
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* You're not gonna tempt me,
oh *
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* Oh, oh, oh *
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* You're not gonna tempt me *
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* You'll never forget me *
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[ whispers ]
You're not gonna tempt me.
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Captioned by
Los Angeles Distribution
and Broadcasting, Inc.
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***
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- Oh, shit.
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***
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[ sighs ]
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- [ exhaling deeply ]
----
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***
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[ exhales deeply ]
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***
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----
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***
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[ exhales deeply ]
----
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[ exhales deeply ]
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- What are you feeling, Case?
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- Like my life's over.
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This was her...rule--
no kissing, no...intimacy.
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That was not just
a drunk decision.
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That was them during the day.
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What the ----?
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***
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[ crying ]
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***
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- Damn, man.
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- What the ----? Like, we didn't
have a bad relationship at all.
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Like, we're awesome together.
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- And that thought
of cheating on her
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has never popped in my head
once in my life.
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- Casey...
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I know this is painful.
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Look at me if you can.
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I believe...
you have the capacity
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to grow into the man
that she didn't know she needed.
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And that's what this is.
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Guys, that's bonfire.
A lot's happened tonight.
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You gotta be there
for your guy.
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You can head back
to your villa.
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- Probably
two of the worst clips
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I could ever imagine seeing
in my life.
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[ exhales deeply ]
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I thought for a fact we were
the strongest couple here.
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I definitely regret
bringing Ashley here.
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[ crying ]
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- I'm sorry, bro.
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***
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- Tell us--What do you--What do
you think you're gonna see?
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- Honestly, I think I'm gonna
see Casey doing the same thing
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I did last night with Ben.
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I'm gonna see something
I don't like,
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and so is he, so...
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***
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[ flames whoosh ]
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- Rick was behaving
in his first bonfire clips,
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and I was the asshole
who had a good time
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and didn't care
about his feelings,
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but I still don't know
if he thinks
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our relationship
is worth saving.
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- Good evening, ladies.
- Good evening.
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- Hello.
- Welcome back to bonfire.
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As you know, bonfire's the place
where you get a glimpse
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of what your boyfriends
are up to on the island.
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As always, we're gonna
get through it together.
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- Mm-hmm.
- Okay?
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- Ashley H.,
you had a date with Ben.
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- Yes.
- How does he make you feel?
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- Ben makes me feel beautiful
and better than I thought I was.
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[ chuckles ] I've never been
kissed like that in my life.
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So it was pretty awesome.
[ laughs ] Honestly.
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- Hey, now.
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- And yet you came
to this island saying,
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"This is my guy.
He's everything."
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- Yeah, so in a way,
I'm happy and thanking Casey
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that he brought me here.
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- You're definitely
on another level
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from when I met you.
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We're gonna start with you,
Kate. You ready?
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- Sure.
- All right.
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***
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- Okay, hold my hand.
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***
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- David.- I do.
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- How much?
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- Like, enough to where, like,I'm talking to you
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about moving to L.A.- I know.
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That would be amazing.
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You're teasing me...[ singsongy ] like crazy.
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- Mmm.
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***
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- I don't--I don't--I don't--
really don't--
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I really don't know--
I don't know that guy.
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I really don't.
She probably doesn't either,
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so good luck, girlfriend.
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- Just to play
Devil's advocate...
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- Yeah.
- Do you think it's possible
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that he's just exploring things
and playing
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an adventurous game
to figure himself out
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to come back to you?
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- I don't think it has anything
to do with me.
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I think he just needs
to figure himself out,
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and I think I knew that,
and I think I've known that,
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and I think that's why
last bonfire I didn't cry,
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wasn't as upset as one should be
when they see
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their boyfriend doing
certain things.
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Have a great time
and figure out who you are,
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'cause I know who I am,
and I know what I deserve,
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and he needs to figure that out
for himself.
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- I feel like I'm talking
to a different person.
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Okay. So, Sonic, you're next.
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- [ sighs ] All right.
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Just kill me softly.
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[ sighs ]
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- I feel like we're connectinga little more now.
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- Mm-hmm.- I know at first you felt...
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ignored.- Yes.
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- Like, right,you wanna be pursued, correct?
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- Yes.- I'm trying to pursue.
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- I know. I see you working.
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- Oh, you see me working?- I see you working.
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- Yeah, now you're the new fave.
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- Aw.- For sure.
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- You're my new favorite, too.
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***
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- That's cool. He could have
a favorite if he wants.
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- Did you think he was saying
favorite over you
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or favorite of the girls
on that side of the island?
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- I'm not sure,
'cause he was questioning
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if I was the one
in the beginning,
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so maybe his favorite overall.
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How am I supposed to know
the difference?
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- What are your thoughts now,
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since it was his idea
to come?
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- I knew from the beginning
that we had questions, you know?
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I felt more secure
in the relationship, honestly.
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But I knew he wasn't necessarily
giving me 100% of him.
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- Isn't it possible
that he's learning it
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like you're learning it?
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- Unfortunately, I think Gavin
didn't take a lot of time
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to learn in this journey.
- How can you know?
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- Well,
'cause I feeling a vibe.
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- All right.
- [ laughs ] Okay?
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- Okay. Let's move on.
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Ashley G.
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- Oh, gosh.
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- Here we go.
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- [ whispers ] No crying.
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- [ whispers ] No crying.
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- I don't know ifI told you this before,
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but I think it's crazy thatsomebody would bring you
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in an environmentwhere you get to, like,
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possibly leavewith somebody else.
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I feel like Ashley maybe thoughtthat you weren't gonna
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connect with anybody.- Mm-hmm.
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- And that's cr--I would...I just think you're so amazing.
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- Thank you.- Like, you're a great guy.
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- You're so sweet.
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- Okay. I don't like her,
but we know that.
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- How are you feeling
watching this clip?
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- I definitely understand,
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but she doesn't know him
how I know him.
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I really don't feel like
she understands the reason
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and the purpose behind it
because I'm sure
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he's not sharing that with her.
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- Shehas the benefit
of not having been hurt by him.
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- Mm-hmm.
- So he looks terrific.
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- Exactly.
- But...
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there is the possibility
there could be forgiveness
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and healing...or not.
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Ashley H.
- Mm-hmm?
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- Are you ready?
- Yep.
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- [ chuckles ]
- I believe that you are.
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***
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- Ashley, I am sorry for you,and I feel so bad.
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And I hope and pray thatyou have already met someone
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who has exceededyour expectations,
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who you have there with youto connect with you
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and bond with youand be there for you
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when you need somebody,
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'cause I'm telling youright now, Casey ain't it.
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- [ gasps ]
- Whoa.
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- Ohh. My heart is racing
so fast right now.
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- Let's work it out.
- Holy shit.
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That was another woman talking
about my man like that.
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- Where do you think
she was coming from
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when she's talking to you?
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- She hopes that I'm finding
someone pretty much
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better than Casey because
he's definitely not showing it.
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I'm, like, shaking.
He obviously did something.
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- Well,
that's not obviously true.
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- I don't know. He's clearly not
in a--the relationship
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or even trying to work on it.
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- May or may not be true.
- Mm-hmm.
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Let's talk about you.
- Okay.
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- What have you learned
about yourself so far?
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- I'm not...a scared girl that
thinks that I need somebody
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in my life and, you know,
not worrying about some--
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what somebody else is doing,
working on myself instead.
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- I think that's what we're
discovering, is growth.
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- Yeah.
- It's--Tonight's about growth,
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your growth.
And when you guys sit here
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with the guys you came
to the island with,
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they're going to see
evolved women.
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- Yeah, and I'm so happy
'cause I feel like
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I wouldn't have got it
any other way.
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- Just leave a little bit
of room open
232
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that these guys
may have grown, too.
233
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- Yeah.
234
00:11:00,035 --> 00:11:02,620
- Okay?
You can head back to your villa.
235
00:11:02,662 --> 00:11:03,913
- Thank you.
- Thank you.
236
00:11:03,955 --> 00:11:05,707
I've had a lot of heartache
237
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and things that have happened
to me
238
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that formed me
into a scared girl.
239
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This whole process so far
has helped me grow,
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and I think that I'm way more
mature than I was.
241
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So I feel like it's
a step forward for myself.
242
00:11:19,679 --> 00:11:21,056
- So you're saying
you're over it.
243
00:11:21,097 --> 00:11:23,141
- Yeah, I'm over it.
So ----ing over it.
244
00:11:23,183 --> 00:11:25,727
- So you don't want
the relationship?
245
00:11:27,437 --> 00:11:28,772
- I don't know.
246
00:11:28,813 --> 00:11:31,149
I honestly don't know.
247
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***
248
00:11:39,282 --> 00:11:41,409
* Well, tell me all about
your dreams, what you wanna do *
249
00:11:41,451 --> 00:11:44,579
* What you wanna see,
where you wanna go, oh *
250
00:11:44,621 --> 00:11:46,498
- Whoo-hoo-hoo! So I had to do
251
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a little somethin'-somethin'
for Ashley.
252
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***
253
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'Cause I, you know, kind of
have been standoffish.
254
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But I had an epiphany.
255
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I generally wanna
make her happy.
256
00:11:56,216 --> 00:11:57,842
And I was like, you know what?
257
00:11:57,884 --> 00:11:59,552
I-I'm here.
Let me show her some love.
258
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Those are hand-picked flowers,
wrote a sincere love note.
259
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That's the first time I ever did
that for, like, any girl at all,
260
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so that should mean something.
261
00:12:07,811 --> 00:12:10,480
That should mean something
for real.
262
00:12:10,522 --> 00:12:12,857
***
263
00:12:12,899 --> 00:12:14,609
- Girls, look how far
we've came.
264
00:12:14,651 --> 00:12:15,527
- Yeah, for real.
265
00:12:15,568 --> 00:12:16,945
- Yeah.
- We're growing.
266
00:12:16,986 --> 00:12:18,613
- Like, we've come a long way.
- We were like scared
267
00:12:18,655 --> 00:12:20,198
little babies that first night
when we moved in here.
268
00:12:20,240 --> 00:12:21,449
- Yeah.
269
00:12:21,491 --> 00:12:23,284
- We're handling it so
much better.
270
00:12:23,326 --> 00:12:24,744
- That's, like, really big
if you really think about it.
271
00:12:24,786 --> 00:12:26,371
- Yeah.
272
00:12:26,413 --> 00:12:27,956
- How do you feel about that
message from that girl, though?
273
00:12:27,997 --> 00:12:29,332
- I don't know.
274
00:12:29,374 --> 00:12:31,543
- If I saw something
like that... [ inhales sharply ]
275
00:12:31,584 --> 00:12:36,172
I would take heed to what
she had to say, you know?
276
00:12:36,214 --> 00:12:39,342
'Cause she in the house.
Like, she's seen something.
277
00:12:39,384 --> 00:12:41,136
Like--
- That's why I'm--Yeah.
278
00:12:41,177 --> 00:12:42,262
- You know?
- She was like, literally,
279
00:12:42,303 --> 00:12:44,472
wanting to talk to me
face to face.
280
00:12:44,514 --> 00:12:46,016
- Yeah, that was like
a personal message.
281
00:12:46,057 --> 00:12:47,142
- Yeah.
- Straight up.
282
00:12:47,183 --> 00:12:48,268
- Yeah.
- It's so hard when you
283
00:12:48,309 --> 00:12:50,228
don't know them.
Like, you don't know...
284
00:12:50,270 --> 00:12:53,440
- Yeah, I don't trust
these hoes, so... [ laughs ]
285
00:12:53,481 --> 00:12:57,444
- That previous clip I saw,
this girl explaining to me
286
00:12:57,485 --> 00:12:59,612
that she hopes I'm finding love
over here
287
00:12:59,654 --> 00:13:01,573
'cause Casey's not the one--
288
00:13:01,614 --> 00:13:03,658
I don't know if he did something
to make her mad
289
00:13:03,700 --> 00:13:04,951
to say that to me
290
00:13:04,993 --> 00:13:07,162
or if he's doing something wrong
over there.
291
00:13:07,203 --> 00:13:11,332
Obviously, something happened
to trigger her like that,
292
00:13:11,374 --> 00:13:13,543
because that was the girl
he took on the first date,
293
00:13:13,585 --> 00:13:14,377
so I don't know.
294
00:13:17,130 --> 00:13:19,424
- Really? Wait. What is it?
295
00:13:19,466 --> 00:13:21,343
- Can't tell you.
You gotta go see.
296
00:13:21,384 --> 00:13:24,512
- I'm scared to go see.
What is it?
297
00:13:24,554 --> 00:13:26,097
Okay, now I have to go look
at it.
298
00:13:26,139 --> 00:13:28,224
- It's an up and down
roller coaster with Ashley H.
299
00:13:28,266 --> 00:13:30,518
See how it goes, probably
pick me next for the date,
300
00:13:30,560 --> 00:13:32,604
'cause, you know, according
to the algorithm,
301
00:13:32,645 --> 00:13:38,693
me, Ben, me, Ben...me.
302
00:13:38,735 --> 00:13:42,572
- Oh, my God. [ gasps ]
303
00:13:44,491 --> 00:13:45,658
Ahh.
304
00:13:48,661 --> 00:13:50,872
Oh, my God.
305
00:13:50,914 --> 00:13:53,708
[ indistinct conversations
and laughter in distance ]
306
00:13:53,750 --> 00:13:54,918
- [ chuckles ]
307
00:13:54,959 --> 00:13:56,836
When he put the flowers
in my room,
308
00:13:56,878 --> 00:13:59,923
that was so nice. I never had
anybody do that for me.
309
00:13:59,964 --> 00:14:02,509
Oh, thank you so much.
310
00:14:02,550 --> 00:14:07,263
Thank you so much.
That's so sweet.
311
00:14:07,305 --> 00:14:10,100
I think in the beginning
I really was trying hard
312
00:14:10,141 --> 00:14:12,477
to be with Deac because
he reminded me of Casey.
313
00:14:12,519 --> 00:14:14,229
He brightens up
everybody's mood,
314
00:14:14,270 --> 00:14:16,189
and he's just, like, really fun.
315
00:14:16,231 --> 00:14:18,483
- Oh!
- So sweet!
316
00:14:18,525 --> 00:14:20,402
[ squeals ]
317
00:14:20,443 --> 00:14:22,904
I didn't wanna hurt
Deac's feelings,
318
00:14:22,946 --> 00:14:26,616
but I am gonna go with what
I feel is right for myself.
319
00:14:26,658 --> 00:14:29,244
- That was the first time I ever
did any shit like that ever.
320
00:14:29,285 --> 00:14:30,662
- Wait, really?
- Yeah.
321
00:14:30,704 --> 00:14:31,621
- You never did that before?
- Whoo.
322
00:14:31,663 --> 00:14:33,581
- So cute.
323
00:14:33,623 --> 00:14:39,087
* You make my heart
skip a beat *
324
00:14:39,129 --> 00:14:42,215
***
325
00:14:42,257 --> 00:14:45,051
* Listen when I speak *
326
00:14:45,093 --> 00:14:47,095
- Rick.
- What?
327
00:14:47,137 --> 00:14:48,430
- Where do you wanna go sit
and talk?
328
00:14:48,471 --> 00:14:49,764
- I told you.
That's where we're about to go.
329
00:14:49,806 --> 00:14:52,392
I just wanted some apple juice.
330
00:14:52,434 --> 00:14:53,852
- Hey, what's up?
- How are you doing?
331
00:14:53,893 --> 00:14:57,355
- Yeah, we had a rough--
We had a rough bonfire tonight.
332
00:14:57,397 --> 00:15:00,734
Casey had a really bad one.
333
00:15:03,653 --> 00:15:07,282
- Casey came back
obviously very upset.
334
00:15:07,323 --> 00:15:09,075
Casey and I had been, like,
getting closer
335
00:15:09,117 --> 00:15:11,119
as friends in this house,
336
00:15:11,161 --> 00:15:13,204
and I really feel for him.
337
00:15:13,246 --> 00:15:14,414
I know you don't probably--
You probably don't wanna
338
00:15:14,456 --> 00:15:17,334
talk about it,
but I'm here for you, okay?
339
00:15:23,840 --> 00:15:25,342
- I know Casey is going
through a bad time,
340
00:15:25,383 --> 00:15:29,012
but he is not there for people
when they truly need him,
341
00:15:29,054 --> 00:15:30,180
and to even think that that is
342
00:15:30,221 --> 00:15:31,389
the way he treats
his girlfriend,
343
00:15:31,431 --> 00:15:33,475
I don't feel bad
for the kid right now.
344
00:15:33,516 --> 00:15:37,645
***
345
00:15:37,687 --> 00:15:39,981
- I don't think any of us
expected to see what we saw,
346
00:15:40,023 --> 00:15:42,359
like--like at all.
347
00:15:42,400 --> 00:15:43,777
You're like, okay, well,
maybe she's finding
348
00:15:43,818 --> 00:15:46,237
somebody that has something
that I don't have.
349
00:15:46,279 --> 00:15:47,405
I don't know. Something.
350
00:15:47,447 --> 00:15:50,492
I'm doing the same thing
with you.
351
00:15:50,533 --> 00:15:52,243
Like, we've had, like,
deep conversations about,
352
00:15:52,285 --> 00:15:54,329
like, future and this and that,
353
00:15:54,371 --> 00:15:56,664
and, like, I mean
those conversations,
354
00:15:56,706 --> 00:15:59,876
and I, like, I really like
our--our connection.
355
00:15:59,918 --> 00:16:01,670
- Me, too.
- And I don't want that,
356
00:16:01,711 --> 00:16:04,673
to, like, stop, but I'm just
trying to figure out everything.
357
00:16:04,714 --> 00:16:06,091
I don't know.
358
00:16:06,132 --> 00:16:07,759
So in my heart right now,
I'm really not sure
359
00:16:07,801 --> 00:16:09,260
where Kate's head is at.
360
00:16:09,302 --> 00:16:10,720
The fact that I haven't had
a chance to talk to her
361
00:16:10,762 --> 00:16:12,430
and the fact that she saw,
obviously,
362
00:16:12,472 --> 00:16:15,308
probably some things that she
didn't wanna see last week.
363
00:16:15,350 --> 00:16:16,643
Now she does have a reason
to have the trust issues.
364
00:16:16,685 --> 00:16:18,728
Now she does have a reason
to have the insecurities
365
00:16:18,770 --> 00:16:22,023
because I slipped up and made
a, you know, a stupid mistake.
366
00:16:22,065 --> 00:16:23,525
- It's just figuring out,
like...
367
00:16:23,566 --> 00:16:24,984
- [ sighs ] I know.
- ...what is best...
368
00:16:25,026 --> 00:16:26,486
- Yeah.
- ...for you.
369
00:16:26,528 --> 00:16:29,197
- Exactly.
370
00:16:29,239 --> 00:16:31,074
- Tell me about your night.
371
00:16:32,575 --> 00:16:36,121
- I'm just--I just feel down
about, you know, Casey.
372
00:16:36,162 --> 00:16:37,372
- What did he see?
Can you tell me?
373
00:16:37,414 --> 00:16:39,165
- [ chuckles ]
Basically the same thing I saw
374
00:16:39,207 --> 00:16:41,084
at first bonfire.
375
00:16:41,126 --> 00:16:42,419
- So his girlfriend cheated
on him.
376
00:16:42,460 --> 00:16:44,379
- You could fill the blanks in.
377
00:16:44,421 --> 00:16:47,924
It just sucks 'cause it took me
back to how I felt.
378
00:16:47,966 --> 00:16:50,051
That ain't cool.
379
00:16:50,093 --> 00:16:51,886
It just sucks.
380
00:16:51,928 --> 00:16:55,557
- Did you see anything different
tonight with your situation?
381
00:16:55,598 --> 00:16:57,475
- I could tell her body language
looked different
382
00:16:57,517 --> 00:17:00,520
towards the old boy.
You know?
383
00:17:00,562 --> 00:17:02,355
I don't know.
I really don't know.
384
00:17:02,397 --> 00:17:04,399
- Rick is very hard to talk to
385
00:17:04,441 --> 00:17:06,776
when it comes to, like,
emotions and stuff.
386
00:17:06,818 --> 00:17:09,320
Rick doesn't open up at all.
387
00:17:09,362 --> 00:17:10,905
I'll be like, "Are you good?
How's the bonfire?"
388
00:17:10,947 --> 00:17:14,743
"It was straight. It was good.
What you want me to say?"
389
00:17:14,784 --> 00:17:16,745
I mean, well, I want you
to have a conversation about it,
390
00:17:16,786 --> 00:17:18,246
and if you don't wanna have
a conversation about it,
391
00:17:18,288 --> 00:17:20,040
then just tell me that.
392
00:17:20,081 --> 00:17:22,375
Do you want me to let you go?
393
00:17:22,417 --> 00:17:26,129
Like, do you not really want
to talk?
394
00:17:26,171 --> 00:17:29,382
Okay.
395
00:17:29,424 --> 00:17:30,842
- With Medinah keep prying
and just always
396
00:17:30,884 --> 00:17:33,261
asking me what's going on
with these bonfires,
397
00:17:33,303 --> 00:17:34,804
it's kinda getting on my nerves.
398
00:17:34,846 --> 00:17:36,181
There's a part of me
that's loving
399
00:17:36,222 --> 00:17:38,892
what me and Medinah have
right now,
400
00:17:38,933 --> 00:17:40,602
but then I still have feelings
for Ashley,
401
00:17:40,643 --> 00:17:44,439
still love her,
so I don't know how to feel.
402
00:17:44,481 --> 00:17:48,651
- Have a good night, Rick.
Get some sleep.
403
00:17:51,154 --> 00:17:52,906
- [ sniffles ]
404
00:17:52,947 --> 00:17:56,868
***
405
00:17:56,910 --> 00:18:01,289
[ sobbing ]
406
00:18:01,331 --> 00:18:04,292
* If you're gonna leave *
407
00:18:04,334 --> 00:18:08,129
* Just leave me *
408
00:18:08,171 --> 00:18:10,840
* I'm calling out *
409
00:18:10,882 --> 00:18:12,550
* Calling out *
410
00:18:12,592 --> 00:18:16,054
* And I need you to hear me *
411
00:18:16,096 --> 00:18:20,141
* I'm falling now, falling now *
412
00:18:20,183 --> 00:18:21,142
* And I need you... *
413
00:18:21,184 --> 00:18:22,394
- Hi, Benny.
414
00:18:22,435 --> 00:18:24,479
- Good for you.
415
00:18:24,521 --> 00:18:31,027
* I'm wide, wide open *
416
00:18:31,069 --> 00:18:32,278
***
417
00:18:32,320 --> 00:18:34,823
- Oh, Lord.
418
00:18:34,864 --> 00:18:37,534
- Oh, Lord.
- [ exhales deeply ]
419
00:18:37,575 --> 00:18:39,786
I guess
my flowers didn't mean shit.
420
00:18:39,828 --> 00:18:42,664
But I went out of my way,
and it was a sincere gesture.
421
00:18:42,706 --> 00:18:45,125
'Sup, girl?
422
00:18:45,166 --> 00:18:46,668
[ ice rattles ]
423
00:18:46,710 --> 00:18:48,294
I see how it is.
424
00:18:48,336 --> 00:18:50,463
[ ice rattles ]
425
00:18:51,339 --> 00:18:53,508
I didn't get the response
that I was hoping for.
426
00:18:53,550 --> 00:18:55,969
- Do you wanna stay the night
again?
427
00:18:56,011 --> 00:18:57,887
- Yeah.
428
00:18:57,929 --> 00:19:01,099
- Take someone else to clear off
all my flowers on your bed
429
00:19:01,141 --> 00:19:02,684
and take him to bed?
430
00:19:02,726 --> 00:19:05,395
- What Deac did was, like,
really pretty and everything,
431
00:19:05,437 --> 00:19:07,355
but it just, like,
in the back of my mind,
432
00:19:07,397 --> 00:19:09,357
I felt like he was doing it
433
00:19:09,399 --> 00:19:11,985
because you and I
were together last night.
434
00:19:12,027 --> 00:19:16,197
- The jealousy...obviously
is showing itself.
435
00:19:16,239 --> 00:19:18,867
- Mm-hmm. So...
436
00:19:18,908 --> 00:19:24,539
I just wanna let you know that,
like, I really do like you.
437
00:19:24,581 --> 00:19:28,752
But...I don't know, like,
what you want
438
00:19:28,793 --> 00:19:32,047
or what you're trying to do...
exactly.
439
00:19:32,088 --> 00:19:35,300
- So I came here not, like,
honestly, expecting anything.
440
00:19:35,342 --> 00:19:37,886
But I feel like
it quickly turned into...
441
00:19:37,927 --> 00:19:40,305
I don't know,
like having real feelings,
442
00:19:40,347 --> 00:19:42,557
and that was, like, surprising,
honestly.
443
00:19:42,599 --> 00:19:44,726
I just wanna know, like,
444
00:19:44,768 --> 00:19:46,311
if you're gonna meet me
in the real world,
445
00:19:46,353 --> 00:19:47,562
would this be you?
446
00:19:47,604 --> 00:19:50,231
- This is me completely.
447
00:19:50,273 --> 00:19:52,359
- Okay.
448
00:19:52,400 --> 00:19:58,490
***
449
00:19:58,531 --> 00:20:01,659
* Heart beats *
450
00:20:01,701 --> 00:20:04,245
* Faster than it ever did *
451
00:20:04,287 --> 00:20:05,997
Coming here with Casey,
452
00:20:06,039 --> 00:20:09,668
I think he wants to be here
for attention,
453
00:20:09,709 --> 00:20:13,755
and, you know, that's not good
for our relationship.
454
00:20:13,797 --> 00:20:15,590
So, you know,
I finally realized that,
455
00:20:15,632 --> 00:20:18,259
but I know Ben wouldn't
ever do that.
456
00:20:18,301 --> 00:20:21,304
Ben is just so perfect.
457
00:20:21,346 --> 00:20:29,145
* With you, with you *
458
00:20:29,187 --> 00:20:31,606
- That's rude.
- What's rude?
459
00:20:31,648 --> 00:20:34,317
- Bringing someone else
up into the room is...
460
00:20:34,359 --> 00:20:35,860
- What did you want
as a response from that?
461
00:20:35,902 --> 00:20:37,696
- I don't know. Company.
- Mm.
462
00:20:37,737 --> 00:20:39,489
- Company?
- Yeah.
463
00:20:39,531 --> 00:20:40,907
- In what way?
- In any way.
464
00:20:40,949 --> 00:20:41,991
- Company. It doesn't mean
you gotta be ----ing.
465
00:20:42,033 --> 00:20:43,702
- Okay, K.B.
- Listen, listen, listen.
466
00:20:43,743 --> 00:20:46,454
- I'm talking to him and trying
to get an answer from him.
467
00:20:46,496 --> 00:20:48,206
Relax. It's not about you
right now.
468
00:20:48,248 --> 00:20:50,125
- Listen, don't talk--Don't even
tell me what to do.
469
00:20:50,166 --> 00:20:51,334
Please don't do that.
- It's not about you right now.
470
00:20:51,376 --> 00:20:52,836
- Don't do shit to me.
- Honey--
471
00:20:52,877 --> 00:20:53,795
- There she go right there.
They can have a conversation
472
00:20:53,837 --> 00:20:55,296
by themselves right now.
Ashley G.
473
00:20:55,338 --> 00:20:59,134
don't gotta speak anymore.
Ashley H. can speak for herself.
474
00:20:59,175 --> 00:21:01,094
- I'm-a be honest.
Ashley doesn't like conflict.
475
00:21:01,136 --> 00:21:02,554
He's in his feelings
476
00:21:02,595 --> 00:21:05,390
about you going upstairs
with Ben
477
00:21:05,432 --> 00:21:08,393
now that he put flowers
and laid all these things--
478
00:21:08,435 --> 00:21:09,811
- That is not the case at all.
479
00:21:09,853 --> 00:21:11,813
You are putting words
in my mouth.
480
00:21:11,855 --> 00:21:13,898
- No, no, no, no, you didn't--
Hold on, hold on, hold on.
481
00:21:13,940 --> 00:21:16,317
She's talking on your behalf.
I'm speaking for him.
482
00:21:16,359 --> 00:21:18,945
Now me and her are arguing
because it's a group discussion.
483
00:21:18,987 --> 00:21:20,321
- I'm not arguing with you.
- All right.
484
00:21:20,363 --> 00:21:22,115
[ chairs scrape floor ]
- It's a bunch of bitches.
485
00:21:22,157 --> 00:21:23,783
- You better watch
your ----ing mouth.
486
00:21:23,825 --> 00:21:24,826
I don't play that shit.
- That's exactly what I see.
487
00:21:24,868 --> 00:21:26,453
That's exactly what
I know you be.
488
00:21:26,494 --> 00:21:28,204
- Hey, you better stop--Hey,
you better stop calling names.
489
00:21:28,246 --> 00:21:29,914
- You're really in your
feelings, and it's really sad.
490
00:21:29,956 --> 00:21:31,708
- Watch your ----ing mouth,
you talk to me.
491
00:21:31,750 --> 00:21:33,835
- You don't watch your mouth,
K.B.
492
00:21:33,877 --> 00:21:35,628
And it's really sad on you.
And guess what?
493
00:21:35,670 --> 00:21:37,255
- Somebody come get this bitch!
Get the ---- out of here!
494
00:21:37,297 --> 00:21:38,715
- Guess what? And guess what?
- Shut the ---- up!
495
00:21:38,757 --> 00:21:40,133
Shut the ---- up!
- I'm that bitch that will send
496
00:21:40,175 --> 00:21:42,469
your bitch ass home! Bye!
497
00:21:42,510 --> 00:21:44,888
- It was a struggle
doing this shit with you!
498
00:21:44,929 --> 00:21:48,350
- Oh! It was such a struggle,
but you still was in my bed
499
00:21:48,391 --> 00:21:49,517
every day, right?
500
00:21:49,559 --> 00:21:50,977
- I didn't wanna be!
- Guess what?!
501
00:21:51,019 --> 00:21:52,979
Rick's dick is still bigger
and better!
502
00:21:54,189 --> 00:21:56,024
I'm so sad for you!
503
00:21:56,066 --> 00:21:57,359
- Get the ---- out of here,
you ugly ----ing bitch!
504
00:21:57,400 --> 00:21:58,693
Get the ---- out of here!
505
00:21:58,735 --> 00:22:02,364
- This is exactly who you are,
and I love it.
506
00:22:02,405 --> 00:22:03,656
- I can't even look at you!
507
00:22:03,698 --> 00:22:05,617
Your ----ing presence
annoys me!
508
00:22:05,658 --> 00:22:08,370
- I really wish you well, K.B.
509
00:22:08,411 --> 00:22:09,537
- Bitch,
shut your ----ing ass up!
510
00:22:09,579 --> 00:22:11,373
- Boy, bye.
511
00:22:16,670 --> 00:22:17,420
***
512
00:22:22,050 --> 00:22:25,178
* Can you feel that thunder? *
513
00:22:27,305 --> 00:22:29,849
- I know.
514
00:22:31,476 --> 00:22:34,145
- Oh.
- Mm. Aah!
515
00:22:34,187 --> 00:22:38,024
- Oh, my goodness.
It's gonna be awkward.
516
00:22:44,197 --> 00:22:45,573
- That's why you're here.
517
00:22:45,615 --> 00:22:47,450
We're here to ----ing help you
along with this process.
518
00:22:47,492 --> 00:22:48,702
- Yeah.
- Which I have,
519
00:22:48,743 --> 00:22:50,286
time and time again.
520
00:22:50,328 --> 00:22:52,288
Picked your ass up when you're
crying on the ----ing ground
521
00:22:52,330 --> 00:22:53,581
and make you laugh and shit.
522
00:22:56,960 --> 00:22:58,420
I'm not gonna ----ing stick
my head out there
523
00:22:58,461 --> 00:23:00,755
and be like, "You know,
you can't take me?" You know?
524
00:23:00,797 --> 00:23:01,631
Just like... [ British accent ]
"Spare change?
525
00:23:01,673 --> 00:23:02,966
You have any spare change?"
526
00:23:03,008 --> 00:23:05,719
[ normal voice ]
No. That shit's done.
527
00:23:07,303 --> 00:23:09,806
- Yeah.
528
00:23:09,848 --> 00:23:11,558
- I think there's been
enough drama.
529
00:23:11,599 --> 00:23:13,059
- Yep.
530
00:23:13,101 --> 00:23:14,602
- Just make the best of what
we got left, man.
531
00:23:14,644 --> 00:23:16,104
- That's all I'm about.
532
00:23:16,146 --> 00:23:19,816
Last night,
things escalated quickly.
533
00:23:19,858 --> 00:23:22,318
Ashley G. and I,
at this moment in time,
534
00:23:22,360 --> 00:23:23,987
are not in a good place.
535
00:23:24,029 --> 00:23:25,572
It was a mistake,
536
00:23:25,613 --> 00:23:26,823
but I'm cool on my end,
so I just hope
537
00:23:26,865 --> 00:23:28,324
she can be cool on her end.
538
00:23:28,366 --> 00:23:31,995
- There's no interest anymore
in getting to know him,
539
00:23:32,037 --> 00:23:35,498
'cause his ego is so much more
of him...
540
00:23:35,540 --> 00:23:36,791
- Yeah.
- ...than personality and charm.
541
00:23:36,833 --> 00:23:38,335
- It's such a turnoff.
542
00:23:38,376 --> 00:23:41,338
- Like, all the up and down
emotions you feel
543
00:23:41,379 --> 00:23:44,174
off of an egotistical man
544
00:23:44,215 --> 00:23:47,886
that's just there to be, like,
"I got the girl."
545
00:23:47,927 --> 00:23:49,346
- I find that rude
and disrespectful.
546
00:23:49,387 --> 00:23:50,972
- And it's not even about
his journey. It's about ours.
547
00:23:51,014 --> 00:23:53,016
- Yeah.
- And you are only included
548
00:23:53,058 --> 00:23:58,146
in my journey because you shoved
yourself into my journey.
549
00:23:58,188 --> 00:24:01,691
I did everything wrong,
and I regret it all.
550
00:24:01,733 --> 00:24:06,363
I'm realizing that Rick
honors me and respects me
551
00:24:06,404 --> 00:24:12,035
and wants everyone to know
that his love for me is 100.
552
00:24:12,077 --> 00:24:14,996
- I kinda wanna go in the pool.
- Yeah, with him,
553
00:24:15,038 --> 00:24:17,207
him right there.
- There he is.
554
00:24:17,248 --> 00:24:19,250
Look at him.
555
00:24:19,292 --> 00:24:20,794
- Yeah.
556
00:24:20,835 --> 00:24:27,550
* Shattered chains
are breaking me at last*
557
00:24:27,592 --> 00:24:29,344
- Waking up this morning,
558
00:24:29,386 --> 00:24:31,930
I feel like the worst
I've ever felt in my life.
559
00:24:31,971 --> 00:24:36,059
It's just hard to try to enjoy
the rest of the time here.
560
00:24:36,101 --> 00:24:38,895
Part of me is missing, and it's
over there at the girls' villa
561
00:24:38,937 --> 00:24:41,064
and seeming to become
something else
562
00:24:41,106 --> 00:24:44,067
and not a part of me anymore--
part of someone else.
563
00:24:44,109 --> 00:24:50,115
* I see clearly
now that you're gone *
564
00:24:50,156 --> 00:24:52,951
But if she still wants to spend
the rest of her life with me,
565
00:24:52,992 --> 00:24:55,787
you know, I'm more open to it
than I ever have been.
566
00:24:55,829 --> 00:25:02,335
***
567
00:25:02,377 --> 00:25:04,587
[ spray hissing ]
568
00:25:04,629 --> 00:25:06,047
- Oh, yeah, you're lathered.
569
00:25:06,089 --> 00:25:08,925
- [ laughs ] I'm lathered?
- You're lathered up.
570
00:25:08,967 --> 00:25:10,218
- What do you think
Toneata and David
571
00:25:10,260 --> 00:25:12,470
are talking about right now?
What's for dinner?
572
00:25:12,512 --> 00:25:15,056
- We actually had
a healthy lunch.
573
00:25:15,098 --> 00:25:16,266
- We did.
574
00:25:16,307 --> 00:25:17,559
- If they're boring
and wanna be together,
575
00:25:17,600 --> 00:25:19,102
then be boring and be together,
for ----'s sake.
576
00:25:19,144 --> 00:25:20,770
- You're right.
- At least someone might be
577
00:25:20,812 --> 00:25:22,355
getting laid in this house.
578
00:25:22,397 --> 00:25:25,483
- The breeze feels so good.
- It does.
579
00:25:25,525 --> 00:25:29,154
***
580
00:25:29,195 --> 00:25:32,282
- If spinach makes them happy,
then you know what?
581
00:25:32,323 --> 00:25:34,951
Just stay the ---- away from me,
but you do your own thing.
582
00:25:34,993 --> 00:25:37,996
Everyone is very coupled up
except me.
583
00:25:38,038 --> 00:25:39,748
I joined a convent,
and I did not know it.
584
00:25:39,789 --> 00:25:40,957
- laughs ]
585
00:25:40,999 --> 00:25:43,084
- I'm having fun,
so I'm glad I'm here,
586
00:25:43,126 --> 00:25:48,006
but I feel like...what was
my part in this? [ laughs ]
587
00:25:48,048 --> 00:25:49,883
- Can I just touch on that?
I thought that coming here,
588
00:25:49,924 --> 00:25:52,052
I thought I was gonna
be getting dicked down.
589
00:25:52,093 --> 00:25:53,720
- Me, too.
- Me, too.
590
00:25:53,762 --> 00:25:55,430
- Me, three.
- I thought I was gonna be...
591
00:25:55,472 --> 00:25:56,806
- Damn, we just have to learn
592
00:25:56,848 --> 00:25:58,808
how to just be friends
with guys.
593
00:25:58,850 --> 00:26:00,727
- I don't wanna do that, though.
594
00:26:00,769 --> 00:26:03,563
I don't wanna be
no one's friend.
595
00:26:03,605 --> 00:26:06,733
What the ---- is that?
That bird just shit on us.
596
00:26:06,775 --> 00:26:09,194
- Oh, my God.
597
00:26:09,235 --> 00:26:11,112
[ laughter ]
- Because we were talking shit.
598
00:26:11,154 --> 00:26:12,238
[ laughter ]
599
00:26:12,280 --> 00:26:14,783
- If that wasn't a sign
from God...
600
00:26:14,824 --> 00:26:16,534
- Aah!
601
00:26:16,576 --> 00:26:18,953
* All the way, every day *
602
00:26:18,995 --> 00:26:21,456
- Aah!
[ laughter ]
603
00:26:23,875 --> 00:26:25,168
- We're freshly pruned,
just how you like it.
604
00:26:25,210 --> 00:26:27,796
- To your liking.
605
00:26:27,837 --> 00:26:30,006
- [ sighs ]
606
00:26:30,048 --> 00:26:32,258
- Casey, you gonna put
your feet in or no?
607
00:26:32,300 --> 00:26:33,551
- Nah. I'll chill here
for a while,
608
00:26:33,593 --> 00:26:36,054
and maybe I'll decide
to go in.
609
00:26:36,096 --> 00:26:38,181
- I know what you're
going through, bruh.
610
00:26:38,223 --> 00:26:42,185
Definitely sucks.
You'll get through this, man.
611
00:26:42,227 --> 00:26:44,771
- It's been hard for me here,
612
00:26:44,813 --> 00:26:46,314
'cause even before this,
it's been hard.
613
00:26:46,356 --> 00:26:48,483
- Mm-hmm.
- And, you know, like,
614
00:26:48,525 --> 00:26:50,276
I miss having her, like,
in my arms and seeing her--
615
00:26:50,318 --> 00:26:51,736
seeing her face.
616
00:26:51,778 --> 00:26:54,072
- Mm-hmm.
- And I saw some horrible things
617
00:26:54,114 --> 00:26:56,408
but, you know, I'm sorry
for making it seem like
618
00:26:56,449 --> 00:27:00,245
it's her issues always when I
realized that it was mostly me.
619
00:27:02,997 --> 00:27:05,041
[ water splashes ]
620
00:27:05,083 --> 00:27:06,960
- I'm spending time with Casey
right now because
621
00:27:07,002 --> 00:27:09,004
he needs somebody that can
relate to his situation,
622
00:27:09,045 --> 00:27:11,923
and I hope Medinah
can really understand that
623
00:27:11,965 --> 00:27:14,050
I'm trying to be there
for a friend.
624
00:27:14,092 --> 00:27:16,052
- [ sighs ] Whatever.
625
00:27:16,094 --> 00:27:18,346
- I hope you didn't forget
why you came here for.
626
00:27:18,388 --> 00:27:20,890
I hope you've grown,
'cause I've grown,
627
00:27:20,932 --> 00:27:22,183
and, you know,
I'm leaving a better person
628
00:27:22,225 --> 00:27:24,227
than what I came here for,
so...
629
00:27:24,269 --> 00:27:27,439
- Hopefully what we learn
benefits each other.
630
00:27:27,480 --> 00:27:28,648
- Exactly.
631
00:27:28,690 --> 00:27:31,901
[ indistinct conversations ]
632
00:27:31,943 --> 00:27:35,697
* It's a jungle out there,
oh, oh, oh, oh *
633
00:27:35,739 --> 00:27:37,657
- Ladies, come on over here
and let's hang out a little bit.
634
00:27:37,699 --> 00:27:40,785
I'm glad to see you guys.
635
00:27:40,827 --> 00:27:43,329
So the longer you're here
on the island,
636
00:27:43,371 --> 00:27:46,291
the more important it is for you
to really focus
637
00:27:46,332 --> 00:27:48,168
on the relationships that
you're forming with the guys
638
00:27:48,209 --> 00:27:50,420
that you really like.
So right now I'm gonna give you
639
00:27:50,462 --> 00:27:52,088
another opportunity
to send somebody home.
640
00:27:52,130 --> 00:27:54,549
You could choose
as many as you like
641
00:27:54,591 --> 00:27:57,427
or as few as you want or no one
if that feels right to you.
642
00:27:57,469 --> 00:27:58,845
It's all up to you.
643
00:27:58,887 --> 00:28:00,680
What's important is that you do
what you need to do
644
00:28:00,722 --> 00:28:02,807
to strengthen the bonds
that you've made on the island.
645
00:28:02,849 --> 00:28:05,060
Let me give you some time
to talk about it,
646
00:28:05,101 --> 00:28:05,935
and I'll be back
in a few minutes.
647
00:28:05,977 --> 00:28:07,354
- Okay.
- Okay.
648
00:28:07,395 --> 00:28:11,024
- It's time that I challenge
myself and release anyone
649
00:28:11,066 --> 00:28:14,110
that's toxic to me.
You know, it's not worth it.
650
00:28:14,152 --> 00:28:15,904
- Are we in agreeance
on just one?
651
00:28:15,945 --> 00:28:18,907
- I think two.
- I'm still, like,
652
00:28:18,948 --> 00:28:20,825
trying to make the decision
on what I want.
653
00:28:20,867 --> 00:28:22,452
- What do you think
they're gonna do?
654
00:28:22,494 --> 00:28:25,789
- Two?
- No way. That's too many.
655
00:28:25,830 --> 00:28:27,290
It'll be one or none.
656
00:28:27,332 --> 00:28:29,584
- I know in my heart that
I need to send him home.
657
00:28:29,626 --> 00:28:31,294
- Once he goes, like, he's gone.
658
00:28:31,336 --> 00:28:34,547
- [ sighs ] I don't wanna make
this decision at all.
659
00:28:34,589 --> 00:28:36,758
- Have you reached a decision?
660
00:28:36,800 --> 00:28:38,343
- Yes.
- Mm-hmm.
661
00:28:38,385 --> 00:28:40,845
- It's hard to let somebody go
that has taught you so much.
662
00:28:40,887 --> 00:28:43,473
I'm just trying
to mentally prepare.
663
00:28:43,515 --> 00:28:45,725
- Gentlemen, you can join me
over here.
664
00:28:45,767 --> 00:28:48,603
- I definitely know this one's
gonna be a hard one.
665
00:28:48,645 --> 00:28:51,439
[ sighs ]
666
00:28:51,481 --> 00:28:55,318
- Deac and K.B., ladies
need to speak with you.
667
00:28:55,360 --> 00:28:57,362
Ashley G., would you like
to speak first?
668
00:28:57,404 --> 00:29:03,910
- Sure. So, K.B., the highs
for me are not worth the lows,
669
00:29:03,952 --> 00:29:07,622
and to my growth, it just
doesn't feel beneficial.
670
00:29:07,664 --> 00:29:09,165
It feels more toxic,
671
00:29:09,207 --> 00:29:12,043
and I have to work on me,
672
00:29:12,085 --> 00:29:15,922
and you being here
does not help me with that.
673
00:29:15,964 --> 00:29:18,008
- Ashley, thank you.
674
00:29:18,049 --> 00:29:19,384
K.B., anything you'd like
to say?
675
00:29:19,426 --> 00:29:20,844
- Yes.
676
00:29:20,885 --> 00:29:22,762
First and foremost,
I have to say
677
00:29:22,804 --> 00:29:27,267
that I do apologize for how
things have been in the house.
678
00:29:27,308 --> 00:29:29,477
And as a man, I take
full responsibility for that.
679
00:29:29,519 --> 00:29:31,479
And I'm sorry things didn't
go the way
680
00:29:31,521 --> 00:29:33,648
maybe both of us had planned,
but in the end,
681
00:29:33,690 --> 00:29:36,901
I appreciate getting to know you
and everybody here.
682
00:29:36,943 --> 00:29:38,236
You know, I respect you
as a woman.
683
00:29:38,278 --> 00:29:39,863
I respect you as a person.
684
00:29:39,904 --> 00:29:42,365
And again, nothing but the best
for you in the future.
685
00:29:42,407 --> 00:29:43,867
- Thank you. Same here.
- You're very welcome.
686
00:29:43,908 --> 00:29:45,326
- Thanks, K.B.
687
00:29:45,368 --> 00:29:46,703
Ashley, would you like
to talk to Deac?
688
00:29:46,745 --> 00:29:48,079
- Mm-hmm.
689
00:29:48,121 --> 00:29:50,749
I've been trying so hard
to make it work with you.
690
00:29:50,790 --> 00:29:54,210
And I've been, like, fighting
with myself so hard
691
00:29:54,252 --> 00:29:55,795
to, like, try to...
692
00:29:55,837 --> 00:29:57,839
[ voice breaking ] have...
have a little bit more with you,
693
00:29:57,881 --> 00:29:59,382
and I just can't.
694
00:29:59,424 --> 00:30:03,678
So, um, I hope that we can
have, like, a friendship,
695
00:30:03,720 --> 00:30:08,266
and, um, that you don't leave
here, like, bitter with me.
696
00:30:08,308 --> 00:30:11,186
- Deac, anything you wanna say?
697
00:30:11,227 --> 00:30:14,272
- I came in here happy.
I'm leaving here happy.
698
00:30:14,314 --> 00:30:16,775
There's no bitterness at all.
I hope I made y'all smile.
699
00:30:16,816 --> 00:30:20,779
'Cause I'm here for all y'all.
So...that's it.
700
00:30:20,820 --> 00:30:22,405
- Thank you, Deac.
701
00:30:22,447 --> 00:30:25,283
Gentlemen, I thank you both
for the contributions
702
00:30:25,325 --> 00:30:27,911
you've made on their journey.
Time to leave the island.
703
00:30:27,952 --> 00:30:29,037
Travel safe.
704
00:30:29,079 --> 00:30:32,749
***
705
00:30:32,791 --> 00:30:35,669
- I really was trying hard
to be with Deac
706
00:30:35,710 --> 00:30:38,296
because he reminded me of Casey.
707
00:30:38,338 --> 00:30:41,091
[ sniffles ] But that's not
something I need right now.
708
00:30:41,132 --> 00:30:43,593
[ sniffles ]
709
00:30:43,635 --> 00:30:46,596
[ crying ]
710
00:30:56,815 --> 00:30:57,607
* It's coming down to the wire *
711
00:31:00,026 --> 00:31:01,194
***
712
00:31:01,236 --> 00:31:02,737
* So close *
713
00:31:02,779 --> 00:31:04,739
- Hello, everybody.
714
00:31:04,781 --> 00:31:06,282
- Hi.
- Hi. Hey, Mark.
715
00:31:06,324 --> 00:31:07,450
- Hey, Gavin,
how are you, buddy?
716
00:31:07,492 --> 00:31:08,410
- Hi, Marc.
- Hello, ladies.
717
00:31:08,451 --> 00:31:10,286
- Hi.
- Can I talk to you guys?
718
00:31:10,328 --> 00:31:11,579
- Yes, sir.
- Hey, David.
719
00:31:11,621 --> 00:31:12,956
- What's up, Mark?
720
00:31:12,997 --> 00:31:14,332
Mark walks in, and I think
we all immediately know
721
00:31:14,374 --> 00:31:16,501
that there's an elimination
today,
722
00:31:16,543 --> 00:31:19,254
and I start thinking about who
I want to be here, who I don't.
723
00:31:19,295 --> 00:31:21,339
I think emotionally,
I'm a little torn.
724
00:31:21,381 --> 00:31:23,383
I'm starting to actually, like,
really seem like
725
00:31:23,425 --> 00:31:25,135
I'm forming strong connections
with someone,
726
00:31:25,176 --> 00:31:26,594
so things are getting real.
727
00:31:26,636 --> 00:31:29,305
- So let's get
into today's business.
728
00:31:29,347 --> 00:31:31,516
As you get deeper
into your island experience,
729
00:31:31,558 --> 00:31:33,810
making serious connections with
the ladies here in the villa,
730
00:31:33,852 --> 00:31:36,771
you may need to create
more time and space
731
00:31:36,813 --> 00:31:38,773
to explore your relationships
even more.
732
00:31:38,815 --> 00:31:42,152
So you can do that
by sending somebody home.
733
00:31:42,193 --> 00:31:44,154
I need you guys to put
your heads together
734
00:31:44,195 --> 00:31:45,613
and make a decision.
735
00:31:45,655 --> 00:31:47,115
I'll give you a few minutes,
and I'll be right back.
736
00:31:47,157 --> 00:31:48,992
- All right, Mark.
737
00:31:49,034 --> 00:31:51,119
- Damn, dropped another bomb
on us.
738
00:31:51,161 --> 00:31:53,413
- It's getting real.
739
00:31:53,455 --> 00:31:55,582
- Eliminations are definitely
not getting any easier.
740
00:31:55,623 --> 00:31:57,375
But at the same time, I think
that can only be a positive
741
00:31:57,417 --> 00:31:59,377
because that's
gonna get us closer
742
00:31:59,419 --> 00:32:01,129
to forming connections
with the women
743
00:32:01,171 --> 00:32:02,547
that actually matter.
744
00:32:02,589 --> 00:32:04,132
- Who do you guys think
it's gonna be?
745
00:32:05,842 --> 00:32:07,385
You think so?
746
00:32:07,427 --> 00:32:09,220
David could suggest
to send me home
747
00:32:09,262 --> 00:32:10,555
so I'm not a distraction.
748
00:32:10,597 --> 00:32:12,682
- She's such a cool girl.
- Yeah.
749
00:32:12,724 --> 00:32:13,975
- She's been supportive
of all of us,
750
00:32:14,017 --> 00:32:15,226
respectful of all
of our situations.
751
00:32:15,268 --> 00:32:16,519
- From the beginning.
- You all know
752
00:32:16,561 --> 00:32:17,729
how I feel about her.
I love her.
753
00:32:17,771 --> 00:32:19,314
I think she's beautiful
inside and out,
754
00:32:19,356 --> 00:32:22,275
but I mean, you know, she might
kinda be the odd person out.
755
00:32:22,317 --> 00:32:24,277
- She isn't one of the two girls
that I bond with.
756
00:32:24,319 --> 00:32:26,738
So if that's what you guys are
all kinda thinking,
757
00:32:26,780 --> 00:32:28,573
I'm--I support that.
758
00:32:28,615 --> 00:32:30,158
- It's so hard
to send somebody home,
759
00:32:30,200 --> 00:32:31,534
especially someone
that you care about,
760
00:32:31,576 --> 00:32:32,911
someone that you know,
someone that you really got
761
00:32:32,952 --> 00:32:34,329
to become close with.
762
00:32:34,371 --> 00:32:38,249
- Ladies, the guys have
reached a decision.
763
00:32:38,291 --> 00:32:40,627
- It's just
a really difficult day.
764
00:32:40,669 --> 00:32:42,629
Samantha... [ chuckles ]
where do I start?
765
00:32:42,671 --> 00:32:44,297
Um...
766
00:32:44,339 --> 00:32:46,341
Wow, this is really hard.
767
00:32:46,383 --> 00:32:48,760
Um, I mean, we got to know
each other,
768
00:32:48,802 --> 00:32:50,303
and there was something right
from the beginning, you know?
769
00:32:50,345 --> 00:32:53,306
We hit it off, and we had that
conversation the other night
770
00:32:53,348 --> 00:32:55,183
where I just wanted to be
completely honest with you
771
00:32:55,225 --> 00:32:57,769
about where I was coming from
and just let you know that,
772
00:32:57,811 --> 00:32:59,479
you know, after my most
recent date with Toneata,
773
00:32:59,521 --> 00:33:01,898
that I was just gonna pursue
that connection.
774
00:33:01,940 --> 00:33:05,443
And, um, these guys obviously
have connections of their own.
775
00:33:05,485 --> 00:33:07,278
So, unfortunately,
we made a decision
776
00:33:07,320 --> 00:33:09,864
that we're gonna have
to send you home.
777
00:33:09,906 --> 00:33:13,201
- Well, I really treasured
this journey with you guys.
778
00:33:13,243 --> 00:33:16,496
And I've had
really memorable moments
779
00:33:16,538 --> 00:33:18,790
with each and every one of you,
and I've learned a lot
780
00:33:18,832 --> 00:33:20,917
about what I want
in a relationship,
781
00:33:20,959 --> 00:33:24,713
and I'm gonna take them home
and find me a real man.
782
00:33:24,754 --> 00:33:27,882
I love you guys, and good luck
on the rest of your journey.
783
00:33:27,924 --> 00:33:29,175
- Love you, too, Sam.
784
00:33:29,217 --> 00:33:32,595
- Sam, can I have a hug, please?
- Yeah.
785
00:33:32,637 --> 00:33:34,389
I figured David would want
to send me home
786
00:33:34,431 --> 00:33:36,558
so he wouldn't be tempted by me.
787
00:33:36,599 --> 00:33:38,685
You know, I did get
a little frisky.
788
00:33:38,727 --> 00:33:40,895
For me, it was just something
I could've laughed off,
789
00:33:40,937 --> 00:33:44,190
but it definitely took a toll
on David.
790
00:33:44,232 --> 00:33:47,902
Bye, ladies. I love you so much.
791
00:33:50,155 --> 00:33:53,283
Obviously, he's not used to,
like, an independent woman.
792
00:33:53,324 --> 00:33:56,244
I need a man that
could laugh it off with me
793
00:33:56,286 --> 00:33:59,664
and not be a little bitch
about it.
794
00:33:59,706 --> 00:34:03,043
- Not easy to come
to these decisions.
795
00:34:03,084 --> 00:34:04,669
One last thing before I go.
796
00:34:04,711 --> 00:34:08,131
Today you'll be able to record
a 30-second video message
797
00:34:08,173 --> 00:34:09,549
for your girlfriends.
798
00:34:09,591 --> 00:34:11,676
30 seconds is not a lot of time,
799
00:34:11,718 --> 00:34:13,845
so spend some time today
thinking about exactly
800
00:34:13,887 --> 00:34:15,263
what you wanna say
801
00:34:15,305 --> 00:34:16,514
and be aware of how important
these messages can be
802
00:34:16,556 --> 00:34:18,433
for you in your relationships.
803
00:34:18,475 --> 00:34:21,061
Now you may choose to send
a message,
804
00:34:21,102 --> 00:34:23,104
or you can choose not to.
That's entirely up to you.
805
00:34:23,146 --> 00:34:24,856
Okay?
806
00:34:24,898 --> 00:34:27,233
All right, guys.
I'll check with you soon.
807
00:34:27,275 --> 00:34:29,486
- So all of y'all
sending videos?
808
00:34:29,527 --> 00:34:31,404
- I'm sending one.
- Yep.
809
00:34:31,446 --> 00:34:34,157
I definitely think this is
my last chance
810
00:34:34,199 --> 00:34:37,702
to save my relationship
if it's even able to be saved.
811
00:34:37,744 --> 00:34:40,080
The single life is not the life
for me anymore.
812
00:34:40,121 --> 00:34:42,916
I just want us to find a way
to move past this.
813
00:34:42,957 --> 00:34:45,794
And somehow I've gotta wrap
that all up into 30 seconds.
814
00:34:45,835 --> 00:34:53,385
This is...everything right here
for me.
815
00:34:53,426 --> 00:34:55,303
* Did I say too much?
816
00:34:55,345 --> 00:34:57,222
* Or did I say too little? *
817
00:34:57,263 --> 00:34:59,099
* I got a taste of love *
818
00:34:59,140 --> 00:35:00,892
* Now I'm caught in the middle *
819
00:35:00,934 --> 00:35:02,519
- I think none of the guys
expected that.
820
00:35:02,560 --> 00:35:05,230
- Mnh-mnh.
- It shook everybody.
821
00:35:05,271 --> 00:35:09,776
- Mm-hmm. I know, 'cause it was
a hard thing for me to do.
822
00:35:09,818 --> 00:35:11,945
- This probably gonna sound
a little awkward, but, um...
823
00:35:13,405 --> 00:35:15,615
[ laughter ]
824
00:35:15,657 --> 00:35:21,413
- I was surprised at, um,
Ashley H.'s choice.
825
00:35:27,460 --> 00:35:30,422
- Well, I could be
your best friend.
826
00:35:30,463 --> 00:35:34,092
[ giggles ]
827
00:35:34,134 --> 00:35:36,553
My thoughts go all over
the place, like, you know,
828
00:35:36,594 --> 00:35:40,265
I thinking about Gavin,
honestly,
829
00:35:40,306 --> 00:35:41,850
really trying
to figure that out.
830
00:35:41,891 --> 00:35:44,019
And then, you know, every now
and then I go, like, oh, yeah,
831
00:35:44,060 --> 00:35:48,189
well, Kareem's real nice,
you know? Sincerely.
832
00:35:48,231 --> 00:35:49,482
Totally be your best friend.
833
00:35:49,524 --> 00:35:52,027
I could play basketball.
I could play football.
834
00:35:52,068 --> 00:35:53,570
- Okay, football.
835
00:35:53,611 --> 00:35:55,780
- I can make jokes.
- Mm-hmm.
836
00:35:55,822 --> 00:35:57,407
- Kinda.
- No, you do. You're funny.
837
00:35:57,449 --> 00:35:58,658
- [ laughs ]
838
00:36:00,994 --> 00:36:04,122
- I don't feel like I made
a mistake sending K.B. home.
839
00:36:04,164 --> 00:36:05,540
- No.
840
00:36:05,582 --> 00:36:07,959
- I feel like I made a mistake
entertaining him.
841
00:36:08,001 --> 00:36:10,086
I definitely hold myself
accountable for that.
842
00:36:10,128 --> 00:36:13,840
I kinda just wanna hug Rick
right now.
843
00:36:13,882 --> 00:36:17,761
But at the same time, I don't
feel like I have a happy ending.
844
00:36:17,802 --> 00:36:19,554
- You do.
845
00:36:19,596 --> 00:36:23,058
You're gonna know how to be
happy with just you.
846
00:36:25,268 --> 00:36:27,270
There definitely is
a higher purpose for being here,
847
00:36:27,312 --> 00:36:30,774
and that's for me,
and I'm finally realizing that,
848
00:36:30,815 --> 00:36:32,484
and I'm making sure
that my voice is heard.
849
00:36:32,525 --> 00:36:35,111
I don't know what the end result
is gonna be.
850
00:36:35,153 --> 00:36:38,365
I might just be by myself,
and that's okay.
851
00:36:38,406 --> 00:36:39,866
- Hi.
- Hi.
852
00:36:39,908 --> 00:36:41,117
- What's up?
853
00:36:41,159 --> 00:36:43,453
- Are we crazy or are we brave
for coming here?
854
00:36:43,495 --> 00:36:45,246
- Definitely brave.
855
00:36:45,288 --> 00:36:46,956
- If I knew when I came here
856
00:36:46,998 --> 00:36:49,668
I would improve myself
tremendously,
857
00:36:49,709 --> 00:36:52,462
then I wouldn't have had
so much fear coming into this.
858
00:36:52,504 --> 00:36:54,714
I would have just, like,
been able to accept
859
00:36:54,756 --> 00:36:57,509
one way or the other
that it's a win-win.
860
00:36:57,550 --> 00:37:05,016
***
861
00:37:05,058 --> 00:37:08,061
- Cheers to
our black and white party!
862
00:37:08,103 --> 00:37:10,355
- Yeah!
- Let's go!
863
00:37:10,397 --> 00:37:11,523
- * Whoo *
864
00:37:11,564 --> 00:37:12,941
- And I was able to pull
some strings,
865
00:37:12,982 --> 00:37:13,858
so we're gonna have
a photo shoot.
866
00:37:13,900 --> 00:37:15,527
- Whoa!
- [ cheering ]
867
00:37:15,568 --> 00:37:17,737
- Let's go, let's go.
We ready?
868
00:37:17,779 --> 00:37:19,781
You know, the ladies--
they throw parties for us.
869
00:37:19,823 --> 00:37:22,033
But nothing quite compares
to when the guys throw parties.
870
00:37:22,075 --> 00:37:24,369
* Baby girl, you make me wanna *
[ camera shutter clicks ]
871
00:37:24,411 --> 00:37:27,414
* With the lights out,
kiss you with the lights out *
872
00:37:28,164 --> 00:37:30,166
Mm-hmm.
Oh, y'all nasty. I can see it.
873
00:37:30,208 --> 00:37:33,420
* I feel it,
I just wanna feel this *
874
00:37:33,461 --> 00:37:35,171
Aah! One, two, three.
875
00:37:35,213 --> 00:37:37,924
- We get the champagne open!
876
00:37:37,966 --> 00:37:39,050
[ laughter ]
877
00:37:39,092 --> 00:37:41,011
* Will you work it out
for me, mah *
878
00:37:41,052 --> 00:37:42,345
- Today's been one
of the hardest days of my life.
879
00:37:42,387 --> 00:37:44,806
I'm definitely not really
feeling partying tonight,
880
00:37:44,848 --> 00:37:46,599
but we've got
a black and white party.
881
00:37:46,641 --> 00:37:47,851
3, 2, 1.
[ camera shutter clicks ]
882
00:37:47,892 --> 00:37:49,060
And you know,
the way things are going,
883
00:37:49,102 --> 00:37:50,437
I'm actually having
a decent time.
884
00:37:50,478 --> 00:37:52,605
- I'm ready.
- 'Cause the group of people
885
00:37:52,647 --> 00:37:54,399
that we have here just got me
out of my mood
886
00:37:54,441 --> 00:37:55,483
and ready to have
a little bit of fun.
887
00:37:55,525 --> 00:37:56,735
- [ laughs ]
888
00:37:56,776 --> 00:37:58,278
* Baby, girl,
you make me wanna *
889
00:37:58,319 --> 00:37:59,654
* I bet you wanna *
890
00:37:59,696 --> 00:38:00,905
* You make me wanna *
891
00:38:07,996 --> 00:38:10,457
- [ snickers ]
892
00:38:10,498 --> 00:38:13,418
[ laughs ]
893
00:38:13,460 --> 00:38:15,420
- Let's talk about last night.
894
00:38:15,462 --> 00:38:17,088
You let me leave here
last night,
895
00:38:17,130 --> 00:38:18,882
and that made me mad.
896
00:38:18,923 --> 00:38:20,717
I just feel like,
why would you even
897
00:38:20,759 --> 00:38:22,677
ever let me sleep in your bed?
898
00:38:22,719 --> 00:38:25,055
- Like, what do you want me
to do, then?
899
00:38:25,096 --> 00:38:26,765
I don't know what you want me
to do.
900
00:38:26,806 --> 00:38:27,807
- You don't give me
the attention
901
00:38:27,849 --> 00:38:29,100
that I want and that I need.
902
00:38:29,142 --> 00:38:31,811
- Why do you say that?
- I'm not used to people
903
00:38:31,853 --> 00:38:35,065
not really, like, giving me
the attention that I want.
904
00:38:35,106 --> 00:38:37,067
- You just--You're being extra
when you say that shit.
905
00:38:37,108 --> 00:38:38,651
- I don't think I'm being extra.
- Yes, you are.
906
00:38:38,693 --> 00:38:40,445
- I think it's a whole...
- Yes, it is. Yes, it is.
907
00:38:40,487 --> 00:38:42,322
- ...thing of, like,
what I'm used to
908
00:38:42,364 --> 00:38:44,657
and what you'reused to,
909
00:38:44,699 --> 00:38:49,079
and it's just two different
types of...things.
910
00:38:49,120 --> 00:38:51,915
- The reason why I didn't go
in the pool with y'all
911
00:38:51,956 --> 00:38:54,501
is because Casey was sitting
by himself,
912
00:38:54,542 --> 00:38:56,795
and he looked like he wasn't
having the best time at all.
913
00:38:56,836 --> 00:38:58,129
I wanted to check on him.
914
00:38:58,171 --> 00:38:59,422
- Because that's what
you're here for,
915
00:38:59,464 --> 00:39:01,132
is to make sure Casey
is okay.
916
00:39:01,174 --> 00:39:03,510
- Now that make me pissed.
Now you just sound like
917
00:39:03,551 --> 00:39:06,930
a selfish-ass person
right there.
918
00:39:06,971 --> 00:39:09,724
You don't give a ---- about me
checking on somebody else
919
00:39:09,766 --> 00:39:12,060
who's going through the same
shit that I went through.
920
00:39:12,102 --> 00:39:14,646
What the ---- do I need to be
up your ----ing ass
921
00:39:14,688 --> 00:39:16,272
every two ----ing seconds
922
00:39:16,314 --> 00:39:18,191
when somebody else next to me
just went through
923
00:39:18,233 --> 00:39:19,734
the same shit
that I've been through--
924
00:39:19,776 --> 00:39:23,571
seeing his girl
get ----ed by somebody else?!
925
00:39:23,613 --> 00:39:26,825
You just even making
that sentiment right here
926
00:39:26,866 --> 00:39:29,494
just tells me
the type of person you are.
927
00:39:29,536 --> 00:39:31,996
***
928
00:39:32,038 --> 00:39:34,040
Get the ---- outta here
with that.
929
00:39:42,799 --> 00:39:43,133
***
930
00:39:46,052 --> 00:39:48,430
- I need to tend to youevery
----ing second of the day!
931
00:39:48,471 --> 00:39:52,142
I can't tend to somebody else!
I'm a caring person.
932
00:39:52,183 --> 00:39:54,060
And then if I care for you
and love you,
933
00:39:54,102 --> 00:39:56,604
you have somebody who's
gonna be there for you
934
00:39:56,646 --> 00:40:00,233
through thick and thin.
That's how I am!
935
00:40:00,275 --> 00:40:02,235
- A lot of the times
when him and I talk,
936
00:40:02,277 --> 00:40:05,071
it turns into, like,
unnecessary arguing.
937
00:40:05,113 --> 00:40:07,073
And I don't want that
to keep happening.
938
00:40:07,115 --> 00:40:08,950
I don't want that
in my relationship.
939
00:40:08,992 --> 00:40:10,952
I don't wanna have, like,
a toxic relationship.
940
00:40:10,994 --> 00:40:13,997
I need you to tone it down
just a notch.
941
00:40:14,039 --> 00:40:15,206
I'm not saying I don't care
942
00:40:15,248 --> 00:40:17,167
about what everybody else
is going through.
943
00:40:17,208 --> 00:40:20,170
I care about what you're
going through.
944
00:40:20,211 --> 00:40:22,380
- The old Rick would have just
been on some shit
945
00:40:22,422 --> 00:40:25,008
where I'm touching you
in a sexual manner,
946
00:40:25,050 --> 00:40:26,926
and you know what I'm thinking.
947
00:40:26,968 --> 00:40:29,929
I have certain values here,
all right?
948
00:40:29,971 --> 00:40:31,264
There's a difference
between a ----
949
00:40:31,306 --> 00:40:33,808
and somebody that
I wanna make love to, okay?
950
00:40:33,850 --> 00:40:38,104
I wanna value you
and make love to you, okay?
951
00:40:39,689 --> 00:40:42,484
I don't wanna treat you
like a ----.
952
00:40:42,525 --> 00:40:44,903
***
953
00:40:44,944 --> 00:40:46,946
I argue a lot with Ashley
at home,
954
00:40:46,988 --> 00:40:50,116
and right now I'm bickering
with Medinah,
955
00:40:50,158 --> 00:40:53,161
and I'm starting to realize
maybe it's not them two.
956
00:40:53,203 --> 00:40:54,412
Maybe it's me.
957
00:40:54,454 --> 00:40:57,123
I might not be open to,
you know, listening
958
00:40:57,165 --> 00:40:59,459
to what the issue
and the problem is.
959
00:40:59,501 --> 00:41:00,877
I need to listen instead of
960
00:41:00,919 --> 00:41:03,421
just being so quick
to reply back,
961
00:41:03,463 --> 00:41:05,840
and I really don't wanna be
this person.
962
00:41:10,595 --> 00:41:14,307
* When it's right, when it's
right, when it's right *
963
00:41:14,349 --> 00:41:18,561
* You come alive, come alive,
come alive *
964
00:41:18,603 --> 00:41:31,491
***
965
00:41:31,533 --> 00:41:33,618
- It's video message day.
966
00:41:33,660 --> 00:41:36,788
I am extremely terrified
because
967
00:41:36,830 --> 00:41:40,333
I don't know if I'm
going to get a message.
968
00:41:40,375 --> 00:41:45,797
I broke the rules, but I
really hope that he forgives me.
969
00:41:45,839 --> 00:41:48,216
I'm trying to brace myself
and be strong.
970
00:41:48,258 --> 00:41:52,721
But if I open that box,
my heart is going to drop
971
00:41:52,762 --> 00:41:54,305
if there is nothing in it.
972
00:41:54,347 --> 00:41:55,682
***
973
00:41:55,724 --> 00:41:57,559
[ exhales deeply ]
974
00:41:57,600 --> 00:42:02,689
***
975
00:42:02,731 --> 00:42:05,275
Oh, thank God. Okay.
976
00:42:09,612 --> 00:42:11,698
[ exhales deeply ]
977
00:42:11,740 --> 00:42:13,533
- I honestly didn't wannaleave this message,
978
00:42:13,575 --> 00:42:15,201
but that wouldn't showhow much I've grown
979
00:42:15,243 --> 00:42:16,536
within this short periodof time.
980
00:42:16,578 --> 00:42:18,371
I've been challengedand tempted in ways
981
00:42:18,413 --> 00:42:21,458
that given another time period,I definitely would've crumbled,
982
00:42:21,499 --> 00:42:23,460
but just know my intentionsare true.
983
00:42:23,501 --> 00:42:25,503
I've learned to be more openand vulnerable
984
00:42:25,545 --> 00:42:29,257
but also just to fightin the face of adversity.
985
00:42:29,299 --> 00:42:31,551
I just hope that you haven'tlost sight of why you came here.
986
00:42:31,593 --> 00:42:32,969
I just hope that you'rebecoming a better person,
987
00:42:33,011 --> 00:42:34,971
because I know I have.
988
00:42:35,013 --> 00:42:36,431
The Rick that you see nowis no longer a boy
989
00:42:36,473 --> 00:42:38,016
but becoming a man.
990
00:42:38,058 --> 00:42:41,269
I love you.See you at the final bonfire.
991
00:42:41,311 --> 00:42:44,272
***
992
00:42:48,276 --> 00:42:49,903
[ lid clatters ]
993
00:42:49,944 --> 00:42:53,114
***
994
00:42:53,156 --> 00:42:58,411
- I see Rick, and I instantly
remember why I love him.
995
00:42:58,453 --> 00:43:01,873
Although I may have
embarrassed him,
996
00:43:01,915 --> 00:43:04,084
I may have hurt him,
997
00:43:04,125 --> 00:43:07,420
he still cares enough
to be selfless...
998
00:43:07,462 --> 00:43:10,757
[ voice breaking ]
and care about my feelings.
999
00:43:10,799 --> 00:43:13,218
* Hold on *
1000
00:43:13,259 --> 00:43:14,844
***
1001
00:43:14,886 --> 00:43:20,392
It just shows that he's not just
thinking about himself anymore.
1002
00:43:20,433 --> 00:43:21,976
I don't think that the love
we have for each other
1003
00:43:22,018 --> 00:43:24,104
can really just go away
like that,
1004
00:43:24,145 --> 00:43:26,815
and I really needed the message.
1005
00:43:26,856 --> 00:43:29,150
My heart needed a message.
1006
00:43:29,192 --> 00:43:32,946
* Hold on steady *
1007
00:43:32,987 --> 00:43:38,451
***
1008
00:43:38,493 --> 00:43:41,538
- This island kinda threw
a lot of curveballs at me,
1009
00:43:41,579 --> 00:43:44,833
and I've been seeing
a lot of things at the bonfires,
1010
00:43:44,874 --> 00:43:46,876
and it gave me a glimpse
1011
00:43:46,918 --> 00:43:50,422
into maybe
she's having second thoughts.
1012
00:43:50,463 --> 00:43:53,842
Who knows? But then hopefully
she knows
1013
00:43:53,883 --> 00:43:56,511
that I'm, you know,
she crossed a line.
1014
00:43:56,553 --> 00:44:00,056
I mean, that isn't something
I forgot.
1015
00:44:00,098 --> 00:44:01,850
Definitely haven't forgot.
1016
00:44:01,891 --> 00:44:04,477
I still do love her,
but who knows
1017
00:44:04,519 --> 00:44:06,521
where her heart's at
at this point?
1018
00:44:06,563 --> 00:44:10,650
***
1019
00:44:10,692 --> 00:44:12,193
[ exhales deeply ]
1020
00:44:14,696 --> 00:44:16,781
- Hi, Rick. I hope you'rehaving an amazing journey
1021
00:44:16,823 --> 00:44:19,617
on your endand really over there evolving
1022
00:44:19,659 --> 00:44:24,622
and blossoming,growing in every possible way.
1023
00:44:24,664 --> 00:44:28,918
I brought us here, honestlybegged for us to come here,
1024
00:44:28,960 --> 00:44:32,297
and although we may bechanging in different ways,
1025
00:44:32,339 --> 00:44:35,383
I hope that we're changingon both ends for the better.
1026
00:44:35,425 --> 00:44:38,428
I am learning so muchabout myself
1027
00:44:38,470 --> 00:44:41,473
and how I need to focuson trusting,
1028
00:44:41,514 --> 00:44:44,476
but through it all,I still love you.
1029
00:44:44,517 --> 00:44:50,690
***
1030
00:44:50,732 --> 00:44:52,192
- I know my girlfriend,
1031
00:44:52,233 --> 00:44:54,444
and it's just something looks
different in her eyes,
1032
00:44:54,486 --> 00:44:56,654
something looks different
in her body language.
1033
00:44:56,696 --> 00:44:58,698
It just seems like she kinda
mentally, emotionally
1034
00:44:58,740 --> 00:45:00,533
kinda clocked out with me.
1035
00:45:00,575 --> 00:45:03,787
It just looked like...
there's nothing there for me.
1036
00:45:03,828 --> 00:45:06,373
[ sighs ]
1037
00:45:06,414 --> 00:45:08,708
I didn't feel like there was
any heart in that message,
1038
00:45:08,750 --> 00:45:10,251
any love.
1039
00:45:10,293 --> 00:45:11,920
It might be potentially over.
1040
00:45:11,961 --> 00:45:22,305
***
1041
00:45:22,347 --> 00:45:25,850
- I don't know honestly if I'm
gonna have a message from David
1042
00:45:25,892 --> 00:45:29,437
or if he's gonna be a coward
and not send me one.
1043
00:45:29,479 --> 00:45:32,982
I think that David as I know him
is gone.
1044
00:45:33,024 --> 00:45:36,945
I had my heart tore
out of my chest,
1045
00:45:36,986 --> 00:45:41,574
so anything that he has to stay,
I don't really, like, trust.
1046
00:45:41,616 --> 00:45:44,285
I hope that he's growing
as a person,
1047
00:45:44,327 --> 00:45:46,079
because he needs to grow
as a person.
1048
00:45:46,121 --> 00:45:53,420
***
1049
00:45:55,088 --> 00:45:56,965
- Hi, babe. I love you,and I miss you.
1050
00:45:57,007 --> 00:45:58,675
We both know that this wasmy idea to come here.
1051
00:45:58,717 --> 00:46:01,386
I wanted to be the more deep,the more open,
1052
00:46:01,428 --> 00:46:03,430
and the more emotional manthat you needed me to be.
1053
00:46:03,471 --> 00:46:04,764
I can't begin to tell youhow much I've grown
1054
00:46:04,806 --> 00:46:07,559
and learned about myselfsince I've been here.
1055
00:46:07,600 --> 00:46:10,812
I've been able to findand access emotions that
1056
00:46:10,854 --> 00:46:13,148
honestly, like, I never knewthat I had before.
1057
00:46:13,189 --> 00:46:15,775
I hope that you're as excitedabout your personal growth
1058
00:46:15,817 --> 00:46:17,360
as I am about mine.
1059
00:46:17,402 --> 00:46:19,029
I do think that we have a lotto talk about,
1060
00:46:19,070 --> 00:46:21,865
but please do not let that takeaway from your personal journey
1061
00:46:21,906 --> 00:46:24,492
and enjoy the rest of the timeon the island. I love you.
1062
00:46:24,534 --> 00:46:28,830
***
1063
00:46:28,872 --> 00:46:30,999
- [ voice breaking ]
I feel like it's a mind game.
1064
00:46:31,041 --> 00:46:33,460
Seeing David's face just
triggers that...
1065
00:46:33,501 --> 00:46:36,796
l-little girl inside me
that is weak and insecure
1066
00:46:36,838 --> 00:46:39,049
and doesn't know her own worth,
1067
00:46:39,090 --> 00:46:40,342
scared that
he's gonna say things
1068
00:46:40,383 --> 00:46:43,636
that are gonna get to me,
and I'm going to say,
1069
00:46:43,678 --> 00:46:46,139
"Okay, no problem."
I'm sure, yes, he misses me
1070
00:46:46,181 --> 00:46:48,558
and misses our relationship,
1071
00:46:48,600 --> 00:46:50,518
but the words "I love you"
have less meaning
1072
00:46:50,560 --> 00:46:53,438
when you've seen your boyfriend
say he has feelings for someone
1073
00:46:53,480 --> 00:46:55,023
and say he will move
for someone.
1074
00:46:55,065 --> 00:46:57,317
Then you don't love...me.
1075
00:46:57,359 --> 00:47:00,362
* Where are you going *
1076
00:47:00,403 --> 00:47:04,699
* When the light dies *
1077
00:47:04,741 --> 00:47:06,618
***
1078
00:47:06,659 --> 00:47:08,078
- Obviously, there's things
that I've done
1079
00:47:08,119 --> 00:47:10,622
that, um, she would not
be happy with.
1080
00:47:10,663 --> 00:47:13,249
I'm not sure what
the actual clip is gonna have.
1081
00:47:13,291 --> 00:47:14,834
I don't know
if it's gonna be positive.
1082
00:47:14,876 --> 00:47:16,961
I don't know. I guess I'm just
really curious to see
1083
00:47:17,003 --> 00:47:18,546
where her head is at.
1084
00:47:18,588 --> 00:47:25,804
***
1085
00:47:25,845 --> 00:47:27,722
- I've really missed youthe past few weeks,
1086
00:47:27,764 --> 00:47:30,684
and I think about youall the time.
1087
00:47:30,725 --> 00:47:33,019
I want to thank youfrom the bottom of my heart
1088
00:47:33,061 --> 00:47:34,729
for bringing me here.
1089
00:47:34,771 --> 00:47:38,650
For the first time in my life,I feel a sense of confidence.
1090
00:47:38,692 --> 00:47:40,193
I feel so comfortablein my own skin.
1091
00:47:40,235 --> 00:47:42,362
I know what I deserve
1092
00:47:42,404 --> 00:47:43,988
and exactly what it isthat I'm looking for.
1093
00:47:44,030 --> 00:47:46,783
You always tell me that actionsspeak louder than words,
1094
00:47:46,825 --> 00:47:49,202
and I have carried myselfwith nothing but dignity
1095
00:47:49,244 --> 00:47:50,829
and respect from day one,
1096
00:47:50,870 --> 00:47:54,791
and I really wishI could say the same for you.
1097
00:47:54,833 --> 00:47:58,628
***
1098
00:47:58,670 --> 00:48:01,381
- [ sniffles ]
1099
00:48:01,423 --> 00:48:03,967
I let my best friend down,
and...
1100
00:48:04,009 --> 00:48:07,846
[ crying ]
1101
00:48:07,887 --> 00:48:09,556
[ sniffles ]
1102
00:48:09,597 --> 00:48:14,394
* I don't dare
to take the lead *
1103
00:48:14,436 --> 00:48:16,646
[ continues crying ]
1104
00:48:16,688 --> 00:48:19,232
And I came here, and I told her
I wouldn't disrespect her,
1105
00:48:19,274 --> 00:48:21,735
and I wouldn't disrespect
our relationship.
1106
00:48:21,776 --> 00:48:26,573
[ continues crying ]
1107
00:48:26,614 --> 00:48:29,075
And that's exactly what I did.
1108
00:48:29,117 --> 00:48:32,912
[ exhaling deeply ]
1109
00:48:32,954 --> 00:48:35,540
* I only *
1110
00:48:35,582 --> 00:48:42,756
* Need the time
to make us right *
1111
00:48:42,797 --> 00:48:45,884
I just--I regret everything
that happened after the party,
1112
00:48:45,925 --> 00:48:49,095
and... [ breathing heavily ]
1113
00:48:49,137 --> 00:48:52,682
***
1114
00:48:52,724 --> 00:48:55,101
[ sniffles ]
1115
00:48:55,143 --> 00:48:56,978
[ exhales deeply ]
1116
00:48:57,020 --> 00:49:00,565
I've never intentionally hurt
anybody in my life,
1117
00:49:00,607 --> 00:49:01,941
and especially not somebody
that I care about
1118
00:49:01,983 --> 00:49:04,778
and that I love and that's,
like, my best friend,
1119
00:49:04,819 --> 00:49:07,322
and, like, the closest person
to me in my life right now.
1120
00:49:07,364 --> 00:49:09,491
[ exhales deeply ]
1121
00:49:09,532 --> 00:49:13,244
I have nobody to blame
but myself.
1122
00:49:13,286 --> 00:49:15,538
It's just like
the worst feeling ever.
1123
00:49:15,580 --> 00:49:20,126
* Falling deep in my desire *
1124
00:49:20,168 --> 00:49:22,754
* 'Cause I *
1125
00:49:32,097 --> 00:49:38,269
***
1126
00:49:38,311 --> 00:49:38,895
- [ exhaling deeply ]
1127
00:49:43,608 --> 00:49:48,321
Today's the day we're gonna
get videos from our boyfriends.
1128
00:49:48,363 --> 00:49:50,407
If you could feel my heart
right now,
1129
00:49:50,448 --> 00:49:55,704
you would know that it's
beating...300 miles per hour.
1130
00:49:55,745 --> 00:50:00,291
I am ready for a confirmation
to know where we stand,
1131
00:50:00,333 --> 00:50:03,211
and I am pretty interested
in hearing
1132
00:50:03,253 --> 00:50:04,921
what he has to say.
1133
00:50:15,056 --> 00:50:17,726
- Hello, Esonica. I know thisexperience has been crazy,
1134
00:50:17,767 --> 00:50:20,353
but I'm growing as a person,and I'm growing into a man
1135
00:50:20,395 --> 00:50:21,730
I never thought I could be--
1136
00:50:21,771 --> 00:50:23,606
a man that I thinkyou'd be proud of.
1137
00:50:23,648 --> 00:50:25,275
Thank you for goingon this journey with me.
1138
00:50:25,316 --> 00:50:27,027
You know, I've had someups and downs, but either way,
1139
00:50:27,068 --> 00:50:28,820
I'm better now,and when I see you,
1140
00:50:28,862 --> 00:50:31,448
I hope that you're better, too.Until then, I'll be missing you.
1141
00:50:31,489 --> 00:50:34,034
I love you. Bye.
1142
00:50:34,075 --> 00:50:37,787
- Ugh. [ chuckles ]
1143
00:50:37,829 --> 00:50:39,247
[ sighs ]
1144
00:50:39,289 --> 00:50:41,166
When I look at his face
right now,
1145
00:50:41,207 --> 00:50:42,959
I just think of all the things
1146
00:50:43,001 --> 00:50:44,669
that's happened before,
unfortunately,
1147
00:50:44,711 --> 00:50:48,757
and what I've seen thus far
through the bonfire.
1148
00:50:48,798 --> 00:50:51,259
He acknowledged the fact
that he's growing,
1149
00:50:51,301 --> 00:50:53,428
but does he really mean it?
1150
00:50:53,470 --> 00:50:55,764
I think I have to take
the appropriate time
1151
00:50:55,805 --> 00:50:58,850
and really try to find out,
um, what it is I want,
1152
00:50:58,892 --> 00:51:01,519
and most importantly,
what is I deserve.
1153
00:51:01,561 --> 00:51:04,606
Maybe I just need to walk
my own path,
1154
00:51:04,647 --> 00:51:07,317
which is straightforward
and ahead.
1155
00:51:07,359 --> 00:51:13,740
* I'll never guess
that it would be this tough *
1156
00:51:13,782 --> 00:51:15,950
***
1157
00:51:15,992 --> 00:51:18,703
* We always said
it's you and me *
1158
00:51:18,745 --> 00:51:21,956
* Against the earth *
1159
00:51:21,998 --> 00:51:25,126
- This whole process is just
making me miss Esonica more.
1160
00:51:25,168 --> 00:51:27,128
I just thought this process
would end with me, like,
1161
00:51:27,170 --> 00:51:29,172
still feeling the same, like,
yeah, I love my girlfriend.
1162
00:51:29,214 --> 00:51:30,715
But I didn't think it would
make me be like, damn,
1163
00:51:30,757 --> 00:51:32,634
I really love my girlfriend.
1164
00:51:32,676 --> 00:51:34,594
I'm hoping that
Esonica's holding up well.
1165
00:51:34,636 --> 00:51:36,638
I know it's hard being separated
for this long.
1166
00:51:36,680 --> 00:51:37,972
so I would like to make sure
1167
00:51:38,014 --> 00:51:39,766
that she's still stable
emotionally, at least.
1168
00:51:39,808 --> 00:51:41,518
Because I know this is
a rough experience.
1169
00:51:41,559 --> 00:51:43,269
***
1170
00:51:43,311 --> 00:51:44,521
Hey.
1171
00:51:44,562 --> 00:51:48,441
***
1172
00:51:48,483 --> 00:51:52,946
- Hey, Gavin. I feel like I haveevolved and learned so much
1173
00:51:52,987 --> 00:51:56,241
in this situation,and unfortunately,
1174
00:51:56,282 --> 00:51:58,076
I'm not sure if you took
1175
00:51:58,118 --> 00:52:00,829
the same time outto learn about yourself.
1176
00:52:00,870 --> 00:52:04,791
"Temptation Island"has made me realize that
1177
00:52:04,833 --> 00:52:08,795
the possibilities are endless,and I know you were questioning
1178
00:52:08,837 --> 00:52:11,589
if I was the one, and now
1179
00:52:11,631 --> 00:52:13,842
the question stands the samefor me.
1180
00:52:13,883 --> 00:52:16,678
I want you to knowwhat is important is that
1181
00:52:16,720 --> 00:52:18,555
I will always love you,
1182
00:52:18,596 --> 00:52:20,598
but I need to be certainin where we stand,
1183
00:52:20,640 --> 00:52:24,352
and hopefully, we figure it out.
1184
00:52:24,394 --> 00:52:29,024
***
1185
00:52:29,065 --> 00:52:31,860
- The video Esonica just
sent me was kinda surprising.
1186
00:52:31,901 --> 00:52:34,988
Apparently, she feels like
I haven't grown as much as
1187
00:52:35,030 --> 00:52:37,741
I know I have.
1188
00:52:37,782 --> 00:52:41,494
This experience for me
has confirmed our relationship.
1189
00:52:41,536 --> 00:52:43,038
I'm realizing I really do
love Esonica,
1190
00:52:43,079 --> 00:52:46,124
and I do wanna be with her,
but at the same time,
1191
00:52:46,166 --> 00:52:47,751
it looks like she might be
realizing the opposite.
1192
00:52:47,792 --> 00:52:50,420
I know that she's been going out
with Kareem a lot,
1193
00:52:50,462 --> 00:52:52,547
and, you know, all I'm gonna do
is just continue to be me,
1194
00:52:52,589 --> 00:52:53,965
and that doesn't mean
I'm gonna stop growing
1195
00:52:54,007 --> 00:52:55,675
or learning about myself
or trying to be a better person,
1196
00:52:55,717 --> 00:52:56,718
because I know
that I can improve.
1197
00:52:56,760 --> 00:52:58,511
You know, at the end of the day,
1198
00:52:58,553 --> 00:52:59,929
I have to take responsibility
for myself.
1199
00:52:59,971 --> 00:53:09,481
***
1200
00:53:09,522 --> 00:53:13,068
- I'm hoping to see that Casey
is growing
1201
00:53:13,109 --> 00:53:15,528
into maybe a better version
of what he came here as,
1202
00:53:15,570 --> 00:53:18,948
because I know
that I'm a better version.
1203
00:53:18,990 --> 00:53:21,284
This is actually a really
important part of our journey
1204
00:53:21,326 --> 00:53:22,577
to see where each other stands,
1205
00:53:22,619 --> 00:53:25,163
whether it's gonna confuse me
or help me.
1206
00:53:25,205 --> 00:53:26,873
I--It's really hard to say.
1207
00:53:26,915 --> 00:53:37,550
***
1208
00:53:37,592 --> 00:53:39,386
- [ voice breaking ] Ashley,it's been so hard without you.
1209
00:53:39,427 --> 00:53:41,054
You're the only thingthat I ever talk about,
1210
00:53:41,096 --> 00:53:42,639
and the only thingthat's keeping me going
1211
00:53:42,681 --> 00:53:44,724
is just thinkingabout your beautiful smile
1212
00:53:44,766 --> 00:53:46,726
and your gorgeous eyeslooking up at me
1213
00:53:46,768 --> 00:53:48,395
when I hold you.
1214
00:53:48,436 --> 00:53:50,188
And I've seen some thingsthat really, really hurt.
1215
00:53:50,230 --> 00:53:52,273
[ cries ] But I wanna letyou know that it's okay,
1216
00:53:52,315 --> 00:53:55,026
because I love you,and since our first day apart,
1217
00:53:55,068 --> 00:53:57,737
I've realized that I cannotlive without you,
1218
00:53:57,779 --> 00:53:59,739
and I'm ready for our livestogether,
1219
00:53:59,781 --> 00:54:01,658
and I wanna marry you,
1220
00:54:01,700 --> 00:54:03,284
and I wanna have the familywith you,
1221
00:54:03,326 --> 00:54:05,954
and I'm sorry that I made youfeel like it was your issue.
1222
00:54:05,995 --> 00:54:07,497
It's been my issuethe whole time,
1223
00:54:07,539 --> 00:54:11,209
but I'm a better man,and I love you, baby, baby.
1224
00:54:11,251 --> 00:54:22,554
***
1225
00:54:22,595 --> 00:54:25,598
- [ exhales deeply ]
1226
00:54:25,640 --> 00:54:27,225
I feel like I've been waiting
to hear
1227
00:54:27,267 --> 00:54:30,854
what he just said for so long,
and you had to go bring me here
1228
00:54:30,895 --> 00:54:34,941
to realize that now
you wanna marry me? Seriously?
1229
00:54:34,983 --> 00:54:37,068
If I didn't evolve the way
that I have,
1230
00:54:37,110 --> 00:54:39,237
I would be bawling my eyes out
right now,
1231
00:54:39,279 --> 00:54:42,198
regretting everything I've done,
and I don't.
1232
00:54:42,240 --> 00:54:46,411
***
1233
00:54:46,453 --> 00:54:49,164
- Very shortly, I'll be seeing
1234
00:54:49,205 --> 00:54:52,000
if Ashley left me a video clip
or not.
1235
00:54:52,042 --> 00:54:55,628
I'm terrified that she might not
have left me a clip.
1236
00:54:55,670 --> 00:54:57,922
If she feels guilty about
what she's done,
1237
00:54:57,964 --> 00:55:01,301
then it might be super hard
for her to face me.
1238
00:55:01,343 --> 00:55:02,886
***
1239
00:55:02,927 --> 00:55:05,764
I just need some sort of hope
that I am still in her head,
1240
00:55:05,805 --> 00:55:08,683
because at this point,
I'm just guessing,
1241
00:55:08,725 --> 00:55:10,477
and to not get any answer
would be horrible.
1242
00:55:10,518 --> 00:55:17,567
***
1243
00:55:20,278 --> 00:55:22,906
[ exhales deeply ]
1244
00:55:22,947 --> 00:55:25,075
- Hi, Casey.I just wanna let you know
1245
00:55:25,116 --> 00:55:26,409
that there's not a daythat goes by
1246
00:55:26,451 --> 00:55:28,078
that I don't think about you.
1247
00:55:28,119 --> 00:55:31,081
I've transformed into a womanthat I didn't think was possible
1248
00:55:31,122 --> 00:55:34,376
and I wake up a happier personevery day because of that.
1249
00:55:34,417 --> 00:55:39,339
I didn't think that I wasable to find who I am,
1250
00:55:39,381 --> 00:55:43,134
and this experience has led meto realize that, you know,
1251
00:55:43,176 --> 00:55:45,470
I don't have any morejealousy issues or insecurities.
1252
00:55:45,512 --> 00:55:47,347
So I wanna thank youfor bringing me here,
1253
00:55:47,389 --> 00:55:51,309
and I don't regret anything.
1254
00:55:51,351 --> 00:55:53,311
[ birds chirping ]
1255
00:55:53,353 --> 00:56:03,196
***
1256
00:56:03,238 --> 00:56:04,322
[ exhales deeply ]
1257
00:56:04,364 --> 00:56:05,573
[ voice breaking ]
I watched the video,
1258
00:56:05,615 --> 00:56:07,867
and she's nothing
but happiness and smiles
1259
00:56:07,909 --> 00:56:08,910
while I'm nothing but tears
1260
00:56:08,952 --> 00:56:10,453
'cause I miss her
and I love her,
1261
00:56:10,495 --> 00:56:12,747
and I just wanna be back
with her.
1262
00:56:15,583 --> 00:56:21,840
[ crying ]
1263
00:56:26,469 --> 00:56:27,929
She looks so happy.
1264
00:56:27,971 --> 00:56:31,016
I mean, it's scary. Like,
she's happy with this new guy.
1265
00:56:31,057 --> 00:56:32,559
She's just happy with herself.
1266
00:56:32,600 --> 00:56:34,602
It seems to me like
she's happy with the new guy,
1267
00:56:34,644 --> 00:56:37,230
and that's who's given her
clarity.
1268
00:56:37,272 --> 00:56:39,065
[ sniffles ]
1269
00:56:39,107 --> 00:56:40,775
She doesn't seem like
she wants me.
1270
00:56:40,817 --> 00:56:42,777
She didn't say "I love you."
1271
00:56:42,819 --> 00:56:44,446
She didn't say
"I miss you" at all.
1272
00:56:44,487 --> 00:56:47,157
She's happy without me.
1273
00:56:47,198 --> 00:56:48,533
What the ----?
[ sobbing ]
1274
00:56:48,575 --> 00:56:51,578
* Can't let you go *
1275
00:56:51,619 --> 00:56:53,788
* Oh, oh *
1276
00:56:53,830 --> 00:56:57,042
* Oh, oh, oh-oh, oh-oh *
1277
00:56:57,083 --> 00:57:00,378
* Can't let you go *
1278
00:57:00,420 --> 00:57:03,798
* Oh *
1279
00:57:03,840 --> 00:57:06,676
* Oh, oh-oh, oh-oh *
1280
00:57:06,718 --> 00:57:12,015
***
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