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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.BZ 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.BZ 3 00:00:15,166 --> 00:00:17,708 [Footsteps] 4 00:00:26,416 --> 00:00:31,166 [Grinding Gears] 5 00:00:50,500 --> 00:00:51,583 [♪Music Playing♪] 6 00:00:51,666 --> 00:00:55,166 [Gasping] 7 00:00:55,250 --> 00:00:57,291 [Bones Cracking] 8 00:00:59,166 --> 00:01:01,291 [Door Creaking Open] 9 00:01:21,541 --> 00:01:22,583 [Clears Throat] 10 00:01:24,333 --> 00:01:25,916 - I'm here for my eight o'clock. 11 00:01:27,750 --> 00:01:30,125 - Your first name? - Lenny. 12 00:01:33,000 --> 00:01:36,625 I know, doctor patient romance is forbidden, but 13 00:01:40,708 --> 00:01:45,291 what's the etiquette on patient cute receptionist? 14 00:01:49,708 --> 00:01:51,250 It's frowned upon. 15 00:02:00,416 --> 00:02:02,333 Up the stairs to the right. 16 00:02:02,416 --> 00:02:04,291 [♪Music Playing♪] 17 00:02:37,833 --> 00:02:38,875 [Foot Stomp] 18 00:02:39,583 --> 00:02:40,625 - I don't know. 19 00:02:47,791 --> 00:02:48,916 - Hey, you need a name tag! 20 00:02:50,958 --> 00:02:52,000 [♪Music Playing♪] 21 00:02:57,333 --> 00:02:58,833 [Gasping] My demons are my own. 22 00:02:59,750 --> 00:03:02,250 My demons are my own. 23 00:03:07,000 --> 00:03:08,041 [Door Closes] 24 00:03:21,750 --> 00:03:24,666 How long have you been seeing Dr. Hedonia? 25 00:03:27,666 --> 00:03:30,750 - I've been seeing the doctor for about a year. 26 00:03:33,000 --> 00:03:34,041 First patient. 27 00:03:35,833 --> 00:03:36,916 For this uh... 28 00:03:39,083 --> 00:03:40,250 program that is. 29 00:03:41,541 --> 00:03:42,666 - I just started. 30 00:03:42,750 --> 00:03:43,791 - Alright. 31 00:03:45,541 --> 00:03:49,000 Is your incident recent? 32 00:03:50,458 --> 00:03:53,541 - Last fall. - Not even a scar. 33 00:03:55,833 --> 00:03:56,875 Still a wound. 34 00:04:01,833 --> 00:04:03,041 Paroxetine? 35 00:04:03,125 --> 00:04:04,750 - Venlafaxine. 36 00:04:04,833 --> 00:04:07,500 - You're on that first mountain. 37 00:04:09,041 --> 00:04:10,833 It's not the tallest, 38 00:04:10,916 --> 00:04:13,541 but it's the hardest one to conquer. 39 00:04:15,666 --> 00:04:18,458 Pills are a steady rope and harness, 40 00:04:20,791 --> 00:04:26,541 but being physical, that's some good hiking boots. 41 00:04:27,500 --> 00:04:28,541 - Physical? 42 00:04:36,541 --> 00:04:41,250 - You know, get into a fight. 43 00:04:43,000 --> 00:04:44,791 Even get your ass kicked. 44 00:04:47,625 --> 00:04:49,250 Maybe even a one night stand. 45 00:04:52,166 --> 00:04:55,791 - I, I, I don't wanna fight. 46 00:04:56,958 --> 00:04:58,916 - Then you definitely need to. 47 00:04:59,000 --> 00:05:00,041 [♪Music Playing♪] 48 00:05:14,875 --> 00:05:16,583 - At least I'm not the last. 49 00:05:28,458 --> 00:05:29,875 - That's an interesting name. 50 00:05:34,750 --> 00:05:35,916 - I'll take it as a compliment. 51 00:05:36,000 --> 00:05:37,625 - Oh, please do. 52 00:05:37,708 --> 00:05:40,541 Dr. Hedonia says to make a new friend each day. 53 00:05:41,708 --> 00:05:43,000 - Break the cycle. 54 00:05:44,625 --> 00:05:46,500 Lenny: Maybe that's why we are here. 55 00:05:48,541 --> 00:05:50,041 To see how each of us does it. 56 00:05:51,041 --> 00:05:52,708 Dev: We're here because we're fucked up. 57 00:05:54,916 --> 00:05:56,125 Lenny: What about you, ginger? 58 00:05:56,208 --> 00:05:57,250 [Distant Screams] 59 00:05:58,291 --> 00:06:00,000 Are you fucked up? 60 00:06:00,083 --> 00:06:01,416 [♪Music Playing♪] 61 00:06:06,750 --> 00:06:07,833 [Door Closes] 62 00:06:51,625 --> 00:06:53,166 I see we're short a shipmate. 63 00:06:57,166 --> 00:07:01,125 Unfortunately, this is the only room large enough for group. 64 00:07:04,833 --> 00:07:08,666 Let's start with a present centered exercise 65 00:07:08,750 --> 00:07:11,625 and make use of the tardiness. 66 00:07:11,708 --> 00:07:14,500 Has anyone experienced turmoil lately? 67 00:07:18,583 --> 00:07:20,166 Don't look at me, Doc. 68 00:07:22,791 --> 00:07:23,833 Dev? 69 00:07:25,583 --> 00:07:28,625 I've experienced frustration. 70 00:07:28,708 --> 00:07:31,083 - What caused the frustration? 71 00:07:31,166 --> 00:07:32,833 - I was being ignored. 72 00:07:32,916 --> 00:07:35,750 - And what was your core emotion? 73 00:07:35,833 --> 00:07:36,875 - Anger. 74 00:07:38,125 --> 00:07:41,208 - What was the reason for your anger? 75 00:07:41,291 --> 00:07:42,916 - Because I was ignored. 76 00:07:43,000 --> 00:07:45,208 I was at the bar and this guy was ignoring me. 77 00:07:47,000 --> 00:07:48,500 - What triggered you? 78 00:07:53,666 --> 00:07:57,625 - I felt marginalized. - Unworthy? 79 00:07:57,708 --> 00:07:59,166 - Alone. 80 00:07:59,250 --> 00:08:02,666 I feel alone a lot now. 81 00:08:02,750 --> 00:08:04,791 That's why I went to the bar in the first place. 82 00:08:04,875 --> 00:08:08,708 - Good. And what was your action? 83 00:08:12,083 --> 00:08:14,166 - I, I smashed a beer bottle over their head. 84 00:08:16,041 --> 00:08:20,583 - Okay. An overcompensation for a feeling of inadequacy. 85 00:08:21,666 --> 00:08:23,041 - I, I didn't want to hurt him. 86 00:08:23,125 --> 00:08:25,208 He, he, he just, he just wasn't listening. 87 00:08:28,291 --> 00:08:30,500 - Close your eyes, Dev. 88 00:08:32,250 --> 00:08:33,291 Take a breath. 89 00:08:34,708 --> 00:08:38,916 [Deep Breathing] 90 00:08:50,458 --> 00:08:55,375 Now, imagine a wooden table in front of you. 91 00:08:55,458 --> 00:08:59,250 On this table are four mallets. 92 00:08:59,333 --> 00:09:00,875 Mallets of all different sizes. 93 00:09:02,416 --> 00:09:07,166 On the far right is a massive circus mallet. 94 00:09:07,250 --> 00:09:10,125 One that you would use to swing in an attempt 95 00:09:10,208 --> 00:09:15,375 to hit a ball and win a comedically large prize. 96 00:09:15,458 --> 00:09:19,708 The mallets lay in ascending order. On the left 97 00:09:19,791 --> 00:09:23,708 is a tiny mallet built for a mouse. 98 00:09:23,791 --> 00:09:26,666 Pick each up and feel its weight. 99 00:09:35,375 --> 00:09:39,625 Select the mallet that you chose to solve this situation. 100 00:09:44,416 --> 00:09:45,875 Do you have it in your hand, Dev? 101 00:09:47,125 --> 00:09:48,875 - Yes. It feels good. 102 00:09:50,750 --> 00:09:54,083 - This mallet is too heavy, but it's not the first time. 103 00:09:55,875 --> 00:09:57,125 Keep the mallet up, Dev. 104 00:10:00,833 --> 00:10:04,000 Remember the smashed bottle over their head. 105 00:10:05,500 --> 00:10:07,375 Repeat this memory in your mind. 106 00:10:09,375 --> 00:10:12,791 The swinging of the bottle, the shattering sound 107 00:10:12,875 --> 00:10:15,458 of the glass and the spilling of the blood. 108 00:10:15,541 --> 00:10:18,708 The swinging of the bottle, the shattering sound 109 00:10:18,791 --> 00:10:21,375 of the glass and the spilling of the blood. 110 00:10:21,458 --> 00:10:24,041 The swinging of the bottle, the shattering sound 111 00:10:24,125 --> 00:10:26,375 of the glass and the spilling of the blood. 112 00:10:26,458 --> 00:10:29,708 The swinging of the bottle, the shattering sound of glass 113 00:10:29,791 --> 00:10:31,083 and the spilling of the blood. 114 00:10:31,166 --> 00:10:32,833 - It's heavy. 115 00:10:32,916 --> 00:10:36,083 - If it's heavy why did you use such a large mallet? 116 00:10:36,166 --> 00:10:38,083 - I was scared. 117 00:10:38,166 --> 00:10:42,000 - You were scared. Is it okay to be scared Dev? 118 00:10:42,083 --> 00:10:44,750 - It's okay to be scared. 119 00:10:44,833 --> 00:10:47,291 - You don't have to carry this weight. 120 00:10:47,375 --> 00:10:50,333 This is not the mallet you should use. 121 00:10:50,416 --> 00:10:54,166 You reacted via past experiences, 122 00:10:54,250 --> 00:10:57,166 not in the present moment in the bar. 123 00:10:57,250 --> 00:10:59,750 That's trauma. 124 00:11:02,375 --> 00:11:03,916 Pick a smaller mallet. 125 00:11:05,958 --> 00:11:08,958 Really feel its weight in your hand. 126 00:11:09,041 --> 00:11:10,750 Isn't it still powerful? 127 00:11:14,333 --> 00:11:18,000 Could you use that mallet to solve problems? 128 00:11:23,250 --> 00:11:25,041 Open your eyes, Dev. 129 00:11:28,958 --> 00:11:30,000 Hmm. 130 00:11:30,916 --> 00:11:31,958 [Door Closes] 131 00:11:33,125 --> 00:11:34,250 Welcome Oday. 132 00:11:40,541 --> 00:11:41,583 [♪Music Playing♪] 133 00:11:48,000 --> 00:11:49,041 We are all here. 134 00:11:51,208 --> 00:11:54,958 And now that we're here, we can help each other. 135 00:11:55,041 --> 00:11:58,250 You have the right to feel anxious. 136 00:11:58,333 --> 00:12:02,000 Sharing in a group setting isn't easy. 137 00:12:02,083 --> 00:12:04,875 It's vulnerable, 138 00:12:04,958 --> 00:12:08,875 but you'll have to take the leap of trust 139 00:12:08,958 --> 00:12:12,875 with each other just as you learned to trust me 140 00:12:12,958 --> 00:12:15,958 during our one-on-one sessions. 141 00:12:16,041 --> 00:12:19,041 Because you are all bound by the limits 142 00:12:19,125 --> 00:12:20,875 of legal confidentiality. 143 00:12:25,666 --> 00:12:29,333 How are we sleeping? Are we well rested today? 144 00:12:32,041 --> 00:12:33,875 I wouldn't call it sleeping. 145 00:12:36,333 --> 00:12:39,166 A lot of nightmares. 146 00:12:39,250 --> 00:12:42,375 Be vigilant in your sleep plans and goals. 147 00:12:43,541 --> 00:12:46,333 Sleep deprivation is detrimental 148 00:12:47,958 --> 00:12:50,250 to your self care. 149 00:12:50,333 --> 00:12:56,291 Self care is how you regrasp the reins of your minds. 150 00:12:56,375 --> 00:12:58,583 - I'm following the plans and sleeping better. 151 00:12:58,666 --> 00:13:00,166 - Thank you, Dev. 152 00:13:01,333 --> 00:13:03,958 A few rules before we start. 153 00:13:04,041 --> 00:13:07,583 Rule number one, stay in your seat. 154 00:13:07,666 --> 00:13:11,875 Group therapy can be challenging, 155 00:13:11,958 --> 00:13:15,166 which leads to rule number two. 156 00:13:15,250 --> 00:13:18,416 No touching, be it combative or comforting. 157 00:13:18,500 --> 00:13:21,041 There will be time for that. 158 00:13:21,125 --> 00:13:25,625 Here we use our words to express our emotions. 159 00:13:25,708 --> 00:13:29,583 Rule three, group therapy functions as a family unit, 160 00:13:29,666 --> 00:13:32,583 sharing and listening. 161 00:13:32,666 --> 00:13:36,458 Rule four, do not communicate 162 00:13:36,541 --> 00:13:38,625 outside of group. 163 00:13:38,708 --> 00:13:41,416 The work needs to be done here. 164 00:13:41,500 --> 00:13:45,500 Rule five, anonymity. First names only. 165 00:13:45,583 --> 00:13:48,208 Protecting identities is important, 166 00:13:48,291 --> 00:13:51,208 especially for this group. 167 00:13:51,291 --> 00:13:57,208 Final rule, which you all know, cell phones. 168 00:13:57,291 --> 00:14:01,500 Put them in the basket. And put them on silent. 169 00:14:01,583 --> 00:14:05,375 No interruptions. We are here to work. 170 00:14:05,458 --> 00:14:06,500 [♪Music Playing♪] 171 00:14:10,541 --> 00:14:14,916 It's okay. When you're ready. 172 00:14:25,416 --> 00:14:27,125 What? I don't have a phone. 173 00:14:30,083 --> 00:14:34,000 - Everybody has a phone. - I don't. 174 00:14:36,541 --> 00:14:38,916 Dr. Hedonia: Lenny doesn't do well with possessions. 175 00:14:43,791 --> 00:14:45,625 October, do you trust me? 176 00:14:49,666 --> 00:14:50,708 - I do. 177 00:14:58,458 --> 00:14:59,500 - Oday? 178 00:15:00,291 --> 00:15:01,333 - Yes. 179 00:15:05,333 --> 00:15:08,750 - If I trust everyone in this room, 180 00:15:08,833 --> 00:15:13,333 can we momentarily extend our faith to each other? 181 00:15:13,416 --> 00:15:15,208 Dev: I don't wanna be afraid anymore. 182 00:15:17,750 --> 00:15:20,958 - Who wants to share first? 183 00:15:26,583 --> 00:15:29,500 Ginger hadn't said shit since she came in. 184 00:15:29,583 --> 00:15:30,666 Maybe she should go first. 185 00:15:36,333 --> 00:15:37,958 Phone: I am not going first. 186 00:15:40,333 --> 00:15:43,625 Trauma is emotional, 187 00:15:43,708 --> 00:15:48,291 but for some it is also physical causing limitation. 188 00:15:50,583 --> 00:15:54,708 I guess that makes me the asshole of the group. Fine. 189 00:15:57,791 --> 00:16:02,083 I'll go first. Where do I start? 190 00:16:05,333 --> 00:16:07,541 Why don't you start with who you were before? 191 00:16:10,291 --> 00:16:11,333 Alright. 192 00:16:17,541 --> 00:16:18,583 I worked in an office. 193 00:16:21,666 --> 00:16:27,666 I was living the American dream, well 194 00:16:27,750 --> 00:16:32,416 pursuing it at least. I wanted to get a 195 00:16:32,500 --> 00:16:36,250 piece of that pie, a house. 196 00:16:38,250 --> 00:16:41,791 It was mine. And no matter what happened, 197 00:16:42,750 --> 00:16:44,833 that was my slice. 198 00:16:44,916 --> 00:16:47,500 That was my dream. 199 00:16:51,166 --> 00:16:55,458 And inside was a vault of all the possessions that defined 200 00:16:55,541 --> 00:16:57,083 who I was. 201 00:16:58,583 --> 00:17:02,166 From the wallpaper to the furniture, 202 00:17:04,541 --> 00:17:06,208 to the paintings. 203 00:17:09,291 --> 00:17:11,416 It was a collection of household erotica 204 00:17:11,500 --> 00:17:14,291 that set me into a state of copacetic bliss. 205 00:17:16,333 --> 00:17:17,791 A bubble of comfort that, 206 00:17:21,666 --> 00:17:24,500 fed a thought, that I could 207 00:17:24,583 --> 00:17:26,541 and did control my world. 208 00:17:29,916 --> 00:17:30,958 I was lie. 209 00:17:34,375 --> 00:17:39,125 I'd always come home at the same time each night. 210 00:17:42,625 --> 00:17:43,750 But that night, 211 00:17:48,708 --> 00:17:50,250 it was the last night 212 00:17:53,750 --> 00:17:57,166 and my heart sank. 213 00:17:59,583 --> 00:18:00,666 As I stood there 214 00:18:01,916 --> 00:18:05,791 and watched my house burn. 215 00:18:05,875 --> 00:18:10,208 The flames overwhelmed everything I ever known. 216 00:18:11,791 --> 00:18:14,291 The sense of loss 217 00:18:14,375 --> 00:18:17,375 and pain that should have spread through every fiber 218 00:18:17,458 --> 00:18:20,708 of my muscles, dissipated like a fog. 219 00:18:22,500 --> 00:18:25,416 into the heat fueled by burning possessions 220 00:18:25,500 --> 00:18:27,250 that scorched my face. 221 00:18:29,041 --> 00:18:33,250 Then beyond the night's breach, the fire 222 00:18:34,416 --> 00:18:35,500 danced in my eyes 223 00:18:36,791 --> 00:18:40,791 and the man was liberated. 224 00:18:40,875 --> 00:18:41,916 [♪Music Playing♪] 225 00:18:44,041 --> 00:18:47,416 Emancipated by the weight of my life. 226 00:18:47,500 --> 00:18:50,291 I saw the crumbling concrete walls 227 00:18:50,375 --> 00:18:53,625 and the false securities I had built. 228 00:18:53,708 --> 00:18:58,541 And to further perplex these taunting thoughts. 229 00:18:58,625 --> 00:19:03,375 I saw a ghostly image drifting through the fire. 230 00:19:05,583 --> 00:19:08,208 He was a haunted mirrored version. 231 00:19:09,416 --> 00:19:11,500 Staring back, defiant. 232 00:19:12,875 --> 00:19:14,541 Screaming without words, 233 00:19:16,875 --> 00:19:20,250 "You are free". 234 00:19:22,833 --> 00:19:27,375 And as he faded away with the dying flames, I began 235 00:19:27,458 --> 00:19:29,916 to know this man 236 00:19:30,000 --> 00:19:33,916 unrealized, living inside me. 237 00:19:36,041 --> 00:19:40,250 I let him stride to the front of my mind 238 00:19:42,041 --> 00:19:44,708 and welcomed him to breathe, 239 00:19:45,916 --> 00:19:49,375 heavy in suspiration. 240 00:19:54,833 --> 00:19:57,666 That's fucking bullshit. 241 00:19:57,750 --> 00:19:59,375 Yeah, it's traumatic, but it's not trauma. 242 00:19:59,458 --> 00:20:00,708 You didn't get burned. 243 00:20:00,791 --> 00:20:02,416 You just lost stuff in an accident. 244 00:20:02,500 --> 00:20:04,000 That's what insurance is for. 245 00:20:04,083 --> 00:20:09,000 An accelerant was used on a timing device to ignite 246 00:20:09,083 --> 00:20:10,916 moments before I got home. 247 00:20:11,000 --> 00:20:13,583 Someone planned that. 248 00:20:13,666 --> 00:20:16,625 They knew my house meant everything to me. 249 00:20:16,708 --> 00:20:19,916 The problem isn't that, I lost my house. 250 00:20:20,000 --> 00:20:21,208 [♪Music Playing♪÷} 251 00:20:22,916 --> 00:20:25,750 Or that someone had an unknown vendetta against me. 252 00:20:32,000 --> 00:20:33,750 I watched my house burn 253 00:20:35,583 --> 00:20:39,916 and I began to love the fire, the destruction. 254 00:20:51,666 --> 00:20:53,916 - That's fucked - Oday. 255 00:20:55,708 --> 00:20:57,875 Well, he's right Doctor. 256 00:20:59,541 --> 00:21:01,458 - It's a fine initial reaction, 257 00:21:01,541 --> 00:21:04,416 but I'll ask you to elaborate, Oday. 258 00:21:04,500 --> 00:21:06,375 Don't stop. 259 00:21:06,458 --> 00:21:08,958 Tell Lenny what you really think. 260 00:21:09,041 --> 00:21:10,083 [♪Music Playing♪÷} 261 00:21:11,791 --> 00:21:15,500 Well listen, you embraced it. That's fucked. 262 00:21:17,541 --> 00:21:21,375 But better land on a new side than 263 00:21:21,458 --> 00:21:24,333 to be a forever rolling die. 264 00:21:24,416 --> 00:21:26,375 I'll watch anything, burn. 265 00:21:27,750 --> 00:21:28,791 Accidents happen. 266 00:21:30,583 --> 00:21:33,291 People been hurt because of my addiction. 267 00:21:34,166 --> 00:21:35,416 So I fight it. 268 00:21:37,791 --> 00:21:41,291 - It is every day, every hour. 269 00:21:43,208 --> 00:21:45,291 I get that struggle. 270 00:21:48,541 --> 00:21:50,000 Your secret's safe with me. 271 00:21:51,791 --> 00:21:56,500 - Your secret's safe with me. That's a bond. 272 00:22:01,041 --> 00:22:07,166 Let's use October's words as a group affirmation. 273 00:22:07,250 --> 00:22:11,583 A little lame I know, but it builds trust. 274 00:22:11,666 --> 00:22:15,666 1, 2, 3. 275 00:22:15,750 --> 00:22:17,958 Group: Your secret's safe with me. 276 00:22:24,541 --> 00:22:28,875 Group therapy only works if everyone stays engaged. 277 00:22:39,750 --> 00:22:41,125 Phone: Your secret's safe with me. 278 00:22:47,000 --> 00:22:48,125 You should share next. 279 00:22:50,166 --> 00:22:52,750 Doc, I can go. I...I don't mind. 280 00:22:52,833 --> 00:22:56,583 - It's important that we confront the doubt 281 00:22:56,666 --> 00:22:59,541 within the group as we move forward. 282 00:22:59,625 --> 00:23:02,416 Lenny, do you trust her? 283 00:23:04,083 --> 00:23:05,125 Not yet. 284 00:23:06,625 --> 00:23:09,666 She going to type her whole fucking story out? 285 00:23:09,750 --> 00:23:10,791 [♪Music Playing♪] 286 00:23:24,666 --> 00:23:25,708 [Paper Rip] 287 00:23:51,125 --> 00:23:53,916 Would you care to share the note with the group, October? 288 00:23:54,000 --> 00:23:55,541 - It says, "Fuck off twat". 289 00:23:55,625 --> 00:23:56,666 [Group Laughter] 290 00:23:58,916 --> 00:24:03,958 I am always going to support laughter in our group, 291 00:24:04,041 --> 00:24:08,208 but outward aggression is directing away from your pain. 292 00:24:09,875 --> 00:24:12,583 In the future, 293 00:24:12,666 --> 00:24:16,041 let's stay with the emotion and explore it together. 294 00:24:18,583 --> 00:24:19,625 [♪Music Playing♪] 295 00:24:28,666 --> 00:24:31,541 The story I want to share is not my own. 296 00:24:36,708 --> 00:24:39,875 My account isn't as important. 297 00:24:39,958 --> 00:24:42,583 His story, his pain, that's 298 00:24:42,666 --> 00:24:44,541 where I find strength. 299 00:24:46,125 --> 00:24:50,625 - [Speech Impediment] His story, his pain. 300 00:24:56,666 --> 00:24:59,916 That's where I find strength. 301 00:25:07,000 --> 00:25:10,208 There in the damp, in the cold, 302 00:25:11,291 --> 00:25:13,791 as his blood dries 303 00:25:16,916 --> 00:25:19,541 another day of beating, 304 00:25:22,791 --> 00:25:24,958 mixed with the 305 00:25:27,958 --> 00:25:32,666 putrid smells of the underground. 306 00:25:39,291 --> 00:25:43,250 His spirit broken. 307 00:25:48,125 --> 00:25:52,125 She came again 308 00:25:52,208 --> 00:25:53,666 and again 309 00:25:53,750 --> 00:25:58,000 to each unknown 310 00:26:01,083 --> 00:26:05,250 passing day outside, to break him 311 00:26:10,166 --> 00:26:11,291 once more. 312 00:26:21,375 --> 00:26:24,041 It was her pleasure. 313 00:26:36,458 --> 00:26:38,041 [Door Opens] 314 00:26:45,375 --> 00:26:50,250 - Oh, no, no, no, no, 315 00:26:50,333 --> 00:26:52,666 no, no, no. 316 00:26:54,791 --> 00:26:56,125 [Crying] Please. 317 00:26:56,208 --> 00:26:57,750 [Boot Steps] 318 00:27:02,125 --> 00:27:03,166 Please. Please. 319 00:27:04,916 --> 00:27:05,958 Please. 320 00:27:12,333 --> 00:27:14,125 [Boot Steps] 321 00:27:21,458 --> 00:27:22,666 [Bag Crunch] 322 00:27:36,375 --> 00:27:39,083 - No more, no more. 323 00:27:41,166 --> 00:27:42,208 Please. 324 00:27:51,000 --> 00:27:52,083 Woman: Pain is pleasure. 325 00:27:55,125 --> 00:27:57,083 Emotionally and physically. 326 00:28:06,458 --> 00:28:08,250 [Heavy Breathing] 327 00:28:10,208 --> 00:28:11,333 [Torch Ignites] 328 00:28:30,583 --> 00:28:31,833 [Boot Steps] 329 00:28:55,458 --> 00:28:56,916 Do you hate me? 330 00:29:01,166 --> 00:29:02,875 - I just want it to stop. 331 00:29:14,500 --> 00:29:16,083 My family died in a fire. 332 00:29:21,500 --> 00:29:22,958 I hear the screaming. 333 00:29:26,416 --> 00:29:28,125 I was cooked alive. 334 00:29:34,000 --> 00:29:35,500 Third degree burns head to toe, 335 00:29:35,583 --> 00:29:37,333 third degree burns beyond pain. 336 00:29:40,583 --> 00:29:42,250 Then nothing. 337 00:29:48,583 --> 00:29:52,416 Severe nerve damage, complete loss 338 00:29:52,500 --> 00:29:54,791 of skin sensitivity, 339 00:29:56,333 --> 00:29:58,541 complete loss of skin. 340 00:29:58,625 --> 00:30:01,250 The psychologists argue 341 00:30:01,333 --> 00:30:05,875 I put up a mental block on all my senses. I disagree. 342 00:30:11,541 --> 00:30:14,000 I can't feel anymore. 343 00:30:23,250 --> 00:30:26,208 First I must feel. 344 00:30:28,291 --> 00:30:31,208 Then I'll set you free. 345 00:30:31,291 --> 00:30:33,041 To feel is to be human. 346 00:30:34,541 --> 00:30:39,250 Help me feel. Help me be. 347 00:30:50,208 --> 00:30:51,250 [Smack] 348 00:30:57,375 --> 00:31:01,291 Oh yes, I taste it. The anticipation of my strike. 349 00:31:01,375 --> 00:31:03,958 Stings your nerves and contract your muscles. 350 00:31:04,041 --> 00:31:05,458 [Aroused Gasp] 351 00:31:09,708 --> 00:31:10,750 [Slice] 352 00:31:11,500 --> 00:31:12,375 [Slice] 353 00:31:12,458 --> 00:31:13,500 [Painful Scream] 354 00:31:18,416 --> 00:31:21,666 Exactly what I needed. 355 00:31:25,583 --> 00:31:27,250 Ah, but I don't wanna be selfish. 356 00:31:31,041 --> 00:31:33,000 Let me give you pleasure too. 357 00:31:42,583 --> 00:31:45,958 - Stop. I'm married. 358 00:31:47,708 --> 00:31:49,625 - She's not gonna find out. 359 00:31:49,708 --> 00:31:52,000 I always dispose of the bodies properly. 360 00:31:55,291 --> 00:31:56,666 Oh, here we go. 361 00:31:58,541 --> 00:32:01,125 I knew you'd enjoy it. 362 00:32:01,208 --> 00:32:04,000 [Heavy Breathing] [Moaning] 363 00:32:09,125 --> 00:32:14,041 I'll tell you what, if you don't cum, I won't kill 364 00:32:14,125 --> 00:32:15,666 your wife. 365 00:32:15,750 --> 00:32:16,958 [♪Music Playing♪] 366 00:32:20,166 --> 00:32:21,333 [Moaning] 367 00:32:33,333 --> 00:32:35,291 [Shameful Gasp] 368 00:32:41,125 --> 00:32:42,458 [Crying] 369 00:32:52,875 --> 00:32:55,458 - Just kidding. I already killed her. 370 00:32:57,666 --> 00:32:59,541 Her torment was euphoria. 371 00:33:00,875 --> 00:33:03,166 She screamed out for you. 372 00:33:04,666 --> 00:33:06,208 Until I cut out her tongue. 373 00:33:07,875 --> 00:33:10,833 That silenced the little ginger bitch. 374 00:33:10,916 --> 00:33:12,750 - I don't believe you. 375 00:33:12,833 --> 00:33:14,333 - [Mocking] You don't believe me. 376 00:33:15,500 --> 00:33:16,666 - I don't believe you. 377 00:33:30,333 --> 00:33:31,666 - I cut it out. 378 00:33:33,833 --> 00:33:36,083 That little tattoo on her right hip. 379 00:33:38,833 --> 00:33:43,291 Look at it Charles. So cute. 380 00:33:45,958 --> 00:33:47,750 Wish I had soft skin for a tattoo. 381 00:33:53,500 --> 00:33:57,333 - Oops. - [Whimpering] 382 00:33:59,833 --> 00:34:03,250 [Crying] I'm sorry Claire. 383 00:34:19,583 --> 00:34:20,625 [Slice] 384 00:34:23,291 --> 00:34:24,125 [Slice] 385 00:34:24,208 --> 00:34:25,250 [Screams] 386 00:34:33,833 --> 00:34:36,875 My skin is crawling. 387 00:34:36,958 --> 00:34:41,625 Thank you. My sweet pet. 388 00:34:41,708 --> 00:34:45,208 [Deep Breath] The pleasure will endure. 389 00:34:47,916 --> 00:34:49,791 [♪Music Playing♪] 390 00:34:54,666 --> 00:34:56,250 Cut me again. 391 00:35:10,166 --> 00:35:11,000 [Slice] 392 00:35:11,083 --> 00:35:11,916 [Grunt] 393 00:35:15,958 --> 00:35:17,708 To feel is to be human. 394 00:35:29,666 --> 00:35:30,708 [Smack] 395 00:35:38,833 --> 00:35:41,291 To feel is to be human. 396 00:35:49,541 --> 00:35:50,583 [Smacks] 397 00:35:52,208 --> 00:35:54,208 To feel is to be human. 398 00:36:07,291 --> 00:36:08,583 [Screaming] 399 00:36:08,666 --> 00:36:11,250 [Crash. Woman Breaking Jars] 400 00:36:35,458 --> 00:36:36,500 [Scoffs] 401 00:36:45,541 --> 00:36:46,666 [Scrap] 402 00:37:22,166 --> 00:37:23,333 [Crunches Foot] 403 00:37:29,916 --> 00:37:31,750 No, not fair. 404 00:37:49,500 --> 00:37:52,416 You know, I had this calico cat 405 00:37:52,500 --> 00:37:55,333 named Ghost as a child. 406 00:37:57,833 --> 00:38:00,000 She was a present from my parents when I was 10. 407 00:38:03,041 --> 00:38:06,041 I think they wanted to teach me responsibility. 408 00:38:09,458 --> 00:38:12,041 Ghost like to hide and wait for the perfect moment 409 00:38:12,125 --> 00:38:14,541 to jump out and scare me. 410 00:38:14,625 --> 00:38:16,791 And then I'd playfully chase her back. 411 00:38:20,125 --> 00:38:21,458 I loved that cat. 412 00:38:27,458 --> 00:38:29,833 And then when I was 17, I got this beater car, 413 00:38:31,833 --> 00:38:33,416 so excited 414 00:38:36,541 --> 00:38:38,833 and backing it out of the driveway for the first time 415 00:38:40,500 --> 00:38:41,541 I ran over ghost. 416 00:38:45,000 --> 00:38:47,541 I could feel her squish under the tire. 417 00:38:48,625 --> 00:38:51,333 Her little bones crunch. 418 00:38:53,458 --> 00:38:57,125 She let out this screeching meow. 419 00:38:57,208 --> 00:39:01,708 It stung my heart. 420 00:39:04,875 --> 00:39:06,166 And I knew right away what I've done. 421 00:39:06,250 --> 00:39:08,125 I, I dashed to my pet. 422 00:39:11,000 --> 00:39:12,625 She'd been hiding. 423 00:39:16,833 --> 00:39:20,625 And breathing her last breaths I could sense 424 00:39:20,708 --> 00:39:23,375 she wanted to tell me something thing. 425 00:39:24,958 --> 00:39:27,541 So I leaned in. 426 00:39:27,625 --> 00:39:30,750 Her majestic eyes stared back. 427 00:39:34,583 --> 00:39:37,500 Do you want to know what the eyes of my 428 00:39:37,583 --> 00:39:39,791 beloved childhood cat told me? 429 00:39:41,291 --> 00:39:45,666 - Tell me my sweet pet. 430 00:39:45,750 --> 00:39:47,458 - "Go fuck yourself! 431 00:39:47,541 --> 00:39:49,750 You ran over me with a car!" 432 00:39:49,833 --> 00:39:51,500 [Laughs] 433 00:39:58,875 --> 00:40:00,708 [Slice] 434 00:40:00,791 --> 00:40:04,500 [Gurgling Blood] 435 00:40:11,916 --> 00:40:13,500 You win. 436 00:40:26,958 --> 00:40:29,125 [Boot Steps] 437 00:40:32,750 --> 00:40:34,083 [♪Music Playing♪] 438 00:40:48,375 --> 00:40:49,458 [Door Shuts] 439 00:40:54,333 --> 00:40:56,125 [Chains Clink] 440 00:40:58,916 --> 00:41:00,166 [Bag Rips] 441 00:41:17,750 --> 00:41:19,166 [Chains Rattling] 442 00:41:44,166 --> 00:41:48,958 [Primal Scream] 443 00:41:58,791 --> 00:42:02,666 My husband's dying words were 444 00:42:02,750 --> 00:42:06,291 fuck you in your mouth. 445 00:42:08,291 --> 00:42:13,208 He gave me, he gave me 446 00:42:13,291 --> 00:42:16,791 the courage to escape her. 447 00:42:20,875 --> 00:42:24,125 But every minute awake 448 00:42:24,208 --> 00:42:28,125 and asleep, I dream 449 00:42:28,208 --> 00:42:29,625 of killing her. 450 00:42:31,208 --> 00:42:34,666 Not for vengeance, though. 451 00:42:34,750 --> 00:42:38,041 I fear she'll find me again and 452 00:42:38,125 --> 00:42:42,583 place me back in the dark. 453 00:42:52,166 --> 00:42:54,708 Why didn't you kill her when you escaped? 454 00:42:56,166 --> 00:42:57,583 [Heavy Breathing] 455 00:43:07,166 --> 00:43:09,750 There was a type of guard, 456 00:43:12,125 --> 00:43:16,958 someone like us converted into 457 00:43:17,041 --> 00:43:20,083 one of her obedient 458 00:43:22,416 --> 00:43:24,083 lit, little pets. 459 00:43:27,375 --> 00:43:30,041 Had to go through him to escape. 460 00:43:32,208 --> 00:43:33,791 I waited for her. 461 00:43:37,041 --> 00:43:39,416 She never came back. 462 00:43:39,500 --> 00:43:41,041 - I heard about that last year? Yeah. 463 00:43:41,125 --> 00:43:43,708 The police found all those chained up gimps! 464 00:43:46,750 --> 00:43:50,041 - I wouldn't have been able 465 00:43:50,125 --> 00:43:52,416 to face her then. 466 00:43:54,125 --> 00:43:56,083 I would've been 467 00:43:59,166 --> 00:44:01,083 crippled in terror. 468 00:44:03,333 --> 00:44:07,958 She still has a power over me. I know that. 469 00:44:09,833 --> 00:44:12,375 I'm just, I'm ready 470 00:44:14,208 --> 00:44:15,333 to take it back. 471 00:44:21,333 --> 00:44:25,333 Your secrets are 472 00:44:25,416 --> 00:44:27,708 safe with me. 473 00:44:40,000 --> 00:44:44,000 - Dev, I think you reserve the right 474 00:44:44,083 --> 00:44:46,083 to share next. 475 00:44:54,166 --> 00:44:55,791 - My incident happened 476 00:44:55,875 --> 00:45:00,208 because I had a friend who cried out for help, 477 00:45:00,291 --> 00:45:03,291 but I wasn't listening. 478 00:45:07,833 --> 00:45:10,125 It wasn't her first attempt. 479 00:45:10,208 --> 00:45:11,916 I...I didn't hear her until she was screaming. 480 00:45:18,166 --> 00:45:20,416 We tried to make up for it, 481 00:45:20,500 --> 00:45:25,125 but ended up in a horrible place. 482 00:45:27,208 --> 00:45:28,916 At the wrong time. 483 00:45:31,250 --> 00:45:32,291 [Splash] 484 00:45:34,208 --> 00:45:36,166 Lane: I can't remember the last time it was just 485 00:45:36,250 --> 00:45:37,250 the three of us. 486 00:45:37,333 --> 00:45:38,375 It's like old times. 487 00:45:39,916 --> 00:45:42,375 Dev: I'm just happy you dumped Chelsea. 488 00:45:42,458 --> 00:45:44,541 Usually the fourth wheel's a good thing. 489 00:45:44,625 --> 00:45:46,333 But she was a flat tire. 490 00:45:46,416 --> 00:45:49,208 - She wasn't that bad dude. - She was pretty bad. 491 00:45:49,291 --> 00:45:51,791 - Chelsea was fun. - She lost your dog. 492 00:45:51,875 --> 00:45:53,083 - And she blamed it on Dev. 493 00:45:53,166 --> 00:45:54,000 - Is that true? 494 00:45:54,083 --> 00:45:55,333 - Yeah. 495 00:45:55,416 --> 00:45:58,166 - Okay. In that case, Chelsea sucked. 496 00:45:58,250 --> 00:46:01,875 But she was hot. And you said she was hot. 497 00:46:01,958 --> 00:46:03,375 So that kind of balances her out a little bit. 498 00:46:03,458 --> 00:46:04,500 - For you. 499 00:46:04,583 --> 00:46:06,458 For us she was just a bitch. 500 00:46:06,541 --> 00:46:07,375 - You can do better Lane. 501 00:46:07,458 --> 00:46:08,875 - Thank you Pam. 502 00:46:12,000 --> 00:46:15,291 I, I need to hydrate. - What now princess? 503 00:46:15,375 --> 00:46:17,250 - Of course, you brought sparkling water. 504 00:46:17,333 --> 00:46:19,958 - I didn't realize this excursion was timed. 505 00:46:20,041 --> 00:46:21,458 - Thought we were on a hike. Not a frolic. 506 00:46:21,541 --> 00:46:22,500 - I have weak ankles. 507 00:46:22,583 --> 00:46:24,125 - Should have brought milk. 508 00:46:24,208 --> 00:46:25,333 - I don't like the viscosity of milk. 509 00:46:25,416 --> 00:46:26,500 Plus milk outs... 510 00:46:26,583 --> 00:46:28,541 - I should have come by myself! 511 00:46:31,958 --> 00:46:33,000 - Fuck. 512 00:46:38,416 --> 00:46:40,000 [Rope Tightens] 513 00:46:43,583 --> 00:46:45,083 [Chair Falls] 514 00:46:45,166 --> 00:46:46,583 [Choking] 515 00:46:50,291 --> 00:46:51,833 [Rope Snaps] [Scream] 516 00:46:58,333 --> 00:46:59,875 [Distant Screach] 517 00:47:02,166 --> 00:47:05,333 - You guys hear that? Is it an animal? 518 00:47:05,416 --> 00:47:08,125 - We're in the woods. Nature tends to have animals. 519 00:47:08,208 --> 00:47:11,000 Could be a squirrel, deer, hare, fox... 520 00:47:11,083 --> 00:47:12,250 - Could you shut up for a minute? 521 00:47:13,500 --> 00:47:14,916 [Distant Music Note] 522 00:47:16,666 --> 00:47:19,958 - Is that music? - I hear something too. 523 00:47:27,625 --> 00:47:29,500 Dev: Definitely music. Lane: Maybe. 524 00:47:29,583 --> 00:47:30,541 Dev: Sounds classical. 525 00:47:30,625 --> 00:47:32,208 Lane: Sounds like it. 526 00:47:32,291 --> 00:47:34,000 Dev: Maybe they can join your band Lane. 527 00:47:34,083 --> 00:47:36,250 - Not in a band, dick! 528 00:47:36,333 --> 00:47:37,958 You know, Mint broke up in seventh grade. 529 00:47:38,041 --> 00:47:39,333 I don't like to talk about it. 530 00:47:39,416 --> 00:47:41,041 - And you still haven't joined a new one? 531 00:47:42,791 --> 00:47:45,000 - Eat a dick. Both of you. 532 00:47:48,791 --> 00:47:49,875 - It's coming from over there. 533 00:47:51,083 --> 00:47:52,125 - Yeah. 534 00:47:53,541 --> 00:47:55,333 No, no, no, no. We're not going over there. 535 00:47:55,416 --> 00:47:56,958 Let's stick to the path. 536 00:47:57,041 --> 00:47:58,625 - I agree with the pea brain. 537 00:47:58,708 --> 00:48:01,541 - This is a chance for an adventure. 538 00:48:01,625 --> 00:48:03,125 - Looks like a chance for ticks. 539 00:48:04,333 --> 00:48:05,708 - I need this. 540 00:48:05,791 --> 00:48:08,250 I know why you guys agreed to come up here. 541 00:48:08,333 --> 00:48:10,250 You both hate hiking. 542 00:48:10,333 --> 00:48:11,458 - No we don't. 543 00:48:11,541 --> 00:48:13,625 [Distant Music Notes] 544 00:48:13,708 --> 00:48:15,916 - You're gonna pity me, then I'm gonna use it. 545 00:48:18,125 --> 00:48:19,541 - Did you really just play the guilt trip card 546 00:48:19,625 --> 00:48:21,625 on your best friend? 547 00:48:21,708 --> 00:48:23,208 - Not very subtle. 548 00:48:23,291 --> 00:48:25,333 And you are a distant second BFF. 549 00:48:25,416 --> 00:48:26,458 - Bullshit. 550 00:48:26,541 --> 00:48:28,333 - Consider my card played. 551 00:48:28,416 --> 00:48:30,583 - Noted. But you're bear food first princess. 552 00:48:30,666 --> 00:48:32,250 - How chivalrous! 553 00:48:33,375 --> 00:48:34,416 - Shit! 554 00:48:35,541 --> 00:48:37,291 Lane: [Laughing] Instant karma. 555 00:48:37,375 --> 00:48:40,000 - I don't think you comprehend that concept completely. 556 00:48:40,083 --> 00:48:42,500 Pam: God, what is in your bag? No wonder your slow. 557 00:48:42,583 --> 00:48:43,833 - Just the essentials. 558 00:48:43,916 --> 00:48:46,291 - It's a five hour hike. Round trip. 559 00:48:46,375 --> 00:48:49,083 - You never know. I got snacks. 560 00:48:51,458 --> 00:48:52,625 [♪Music Playing♪] 561 00:49:06,541 --> 00:49:09,125 [Birds Chirping] 562 00:49:13,750 --> 00:49:16,125 [Babbling Brook] 563 00:49:24,625 --> 00:49:28,250 [♪Music Playing♪] 564 00:49:50,750 --> 00:49:52,458 [Distant Violin Notes] 565 00:49:55,791 --> 00:49:56,833 Wow. 566 00:49:58,333 --> 00:50:00,166 [Distant Violin] 567 00:50:02,375 --> 00:50:07,250 - It's a violin. - Hillbillies. 568 00:50:07,333 --> 00:50:10,625 - Hillbillies play the banjo and live in West Virginia. 569 00:50:10,708 --> 00:50:12,166 - Mountainbillies? 570 00:50:15,500 --> 00:50:17,500 - There's a stone house up there. 571 00:50:18,541 --> 00:50:19,541 - Shit. 572 00:50:19,625 --> 00:50:23,500 [♪Violin Music Playing♪] 573 00:50:53,916 --> 00:50:57,583 Lane: Hey, we heard your music. 574 00:51:03,416 --> 00:51:07,625 Is that an original piece? 575 00:51:07,708 --> 00:51:10,125 Dev: I...I don't think he heard you. 576 00:51:11,583 --> 00:51:13,333 - I think he's deaf. 577 00:51:57,333 --> 00:51:59,125 - That was beautiful. 578 00:52:11,291 --> 00:52:12,583 [Rope Tightens] 579 00:52:19,416 --> 00:52:22,125 [♪Eerie Violin Music ♪] 580 00:52:35,666 --> 00:52:37,208 What's your name? 581 00:52:43,625 --> 00:52:45,583 Fuck! Sorry man. 582 00:52:49,375 --> 00:52:50,416 - Lane. 583 00:52:52,791 --> 00:52:55,250 [Chain Clink] 584 00:52:55,333 --> 00:52:58,375 [♪Menacing Violin Music ♪] 585 00:52:58,458 --> 00:53:00,208 Lane: Yo, back the fuck up, dude. 586 00:53:02,458 --> 00:53:03,500 Lane. 587 00:53:44,791 --> 00:53:45,833 [Slice] 588 00:53:46,500 --> 00:53:47,333 [Gasp] 589 00:53:47,416 --> 00:53:48,500 [Blood Gurgling] 590 00:53:50,125 --> 00:53:54,250 [Scream] 591 00:53:55,500 --> 00:53:56,875 [♪Music Playing♪] 592 00:54:04,916 --> 00:54:07,416 Dev! Dev! 593 00:54:09,458 --> 00:54:10,500 [Panting] 594 00:54:11,958 --> 00:54:13,541 Pam: Stop! 595 00:54:13,625 --> 00:54:14,583 - Let go! 596 00:54:14,666 --> 00:54:15,500 Don't touch me! 597 00:54:15,583 --> 00:54:16,416 - Stop please! 598 00:54:16,500 --> 00:54:17,666 - Let me go. 599 00:54:17,750 --> 00:54:18,708 - We're running in the wrong direction. 600 00:54:18,791 --> 00:54:20,416 - I don't care. 601 00:54:20,500 --> 00:54:21,875 - We're going to get lost if we aren't already. 602 00:54:21,958 --> 00:54:26,875 - He cut his throat open Pam! Pam, why? 603 00:54:26,958 --> 00:54:29,333 Why'd he do that? Why? 604 00:54:29,416 --> 00:54:30,250 - I know. 605 00:54:30,333 --> 00:54:31,583 - Lane's dead. 606 00:54:31,666 --> 00:54:34,333 - I know, but if we don't go back 607 00:54:34,416 --> 00:54:37,750 and find a path, we are going to die in these woods. 608 00:54:37,833 --> 00:54:39,666 - I can't. I can't. 609 00:54:39,750 --> 00:54:41,500 - You wanna be alone in these woods with that man at night? 610 00:54:41,583 --> 00:54:42,416 - I get it. 611 00:54:42,500 --> 00:54:44,000 - Okay. 612 00:54:44,083 --> 00:54:47,916 And then we go back together. 613 00:54:58,083 --> 00:55:02,875 Lane brought a knife. We protect each other. 614 00:55:10,166 --> 00:55:12,333 We protect each other. 615 00:55:25,041 --> 00:55:29,375 - Remember, if he comes at us, we take him together. 616 00:55:32,125 --> 00:55:32,958 - Something happened. 617 00:55:33,041 --> 00:55:34,666 - Don't think... 618 00:55:34,750 --> 00:55:38,958 - I've been a bad friend. I wasn't there for you. 619 00:55:39,041 --> 00:55:41,666 I'm so sorry. You have to do that to get our attention. 620 00:55:41,750 --> 00:55:42,958 I, I should have, I should have. 621 00:55:43,041 --> 00:55:44,083 - Listen. Listen. 622 00:55:44,166 --> 00:55:45,375 - I should have. 623 00:55:46,541 --> 00:55:48,458 - I don't wanna die anymore. 624 00:55:49,708 --> 00:55:50,750 Okay? 625 00:56:04,666 --> 00:56:06,000 Dev: He's really dead. 626 00:56:06,083 --> 00:56:08,541 - Watch. I'll grab the knife. 627 00:56:14,750 --> 00:56:17,458 Pam: Okay. Okay. 628 00:56:20,041 --> 00:56:21,083 [Crying] Lane. 629 00:56:21,166 --> 00:56:22,791 - Have you got the knife yet? 630 00:56:22,875 --> 00:56:24,208 - Fuck. 631 00:56:24,291 --> 00:56:25,458 - Hurry. 632 00:56:28,041 --> 00:56:29,125 - Got it. 633 00:56:29,208 --> 00:56:30,083 - I should have been nicer. 634 00:56:30,166 --> 00:56:31,000 - Come on. 635 00:56:31,083 --> 00:56:31,916 - I should have been nicer. 636 00:56:32,000 --> 00:56:32,958 - Focus Dev. 637 00:56:33,041 --> 00:56:34,083 - Look the path! 638 00:56:35,250 --> 00:56:36,791 [Wire Snap] 639 00:56:36,875 --> 00:56:38,041 [Gas Bomb Sizzle] 640 00:56:38,125 --> 00:56:40,541 [Coughing And Choking] 641 00:57:08,041 --> 00:57:09,083 Pam: Wake up. 642 00:57:11,125 --> 00:57:12,166 Dev, wake up! 643 00:57:14,625 --> 00:57:15,666 Wake up. 644 00:57:17,666 --> 00:57:19,000 Dev. 645 00:57:19,083 --> 00:57:20,125 Dev. 646 00:57:31,333 --> 00:57:33,125 Pam: Please, I don't wanna die. 647 00:57:33,208 --> 00:57:36,041 [Musical Mock] 648 00:57:38,791 --> 00:57:40,291 Why are you doing this? 649 00:57:40,375 --> 00:57:42,166 [Musical Mock] 650 00:57:45,791 --> 00:57:47,625 Dev. 651 00:57:51,166 --> 00:57:52,000 Dev go! 652 00:57:52,083 --> 00:57:52,958 - Agh! 653 00:57:53,041 --> 00:57:53,875 [Slice] 654 00:57:53,958 --> 00:57:55,000 [Gasp] 655 00:58:02,916 --> 00:58:03,958 - Dev. 656 00:58:06,083 --> 00:58:07,000 Dev, don't leave me. 657 00:58:07,083 --> 00:58:09,000 [Violin Music] 658 00:58:12,166 --> 00:58:13,208 Dev, please. 659 00:58:15,416 --> 00:58:16,708 Don't leave. 660 00:58:22,291 --> 00:58:24,041 Dev, you're my best friend. 661 00:58:31,083 --> 00:58:32,125 Please Dev! 662 00:58:33,208 --> 00:58:36,666 - I'm sorry Pam. I'm sorry. 663 00:58:36,750 --> 00:58:39,083 - No Dev. 664 00:58:39,166 --> 00:58:41,125 I'm sorry Pam. I'm sorry. 665 00:58:42,166 --> 00:58:43,833 - Please no! 666 00:58:44,875 --> 00:58:46,541 - I'm sorry! 667 00:58:54,250 --> 00:58:55,708 [♪Music Playing♪] 668 00:59:09,458 --> 00:59:12,291 Certain music I can't listen to. 669 00:59:12,375 --> 00:59:14,333 It's why I have these. 670 00:59:14,416 --> 00:59:17,166 I have a seizure or worse. 671 00:59:17,250 --> 00:59:19,875 Enter into a fugue state and blackout. 672 00:59:21,458 --> 00:59:23,791 Last time I came to, I was 673 00:59:23,875 --> 00:59:25,833 running down the middle of the street. 674 00:59:25,916 --> 00:59:28,791 No shoes. Never found them. 675 00:59:28,875 --> 00:59:31,375 Don't know why they were missing. 676 00:59:31,458 --> 00:59:34,708 That was four miles from home. 677 00:59:37,875 --> 00:59:41,916 Always four miles from home. 678 00:59:42,000 --> 00:59:43,958 And the few times 679 00:59:46,875 --> 00:59:50,125 I hear the bow hit the strings 680 00:59:56,083 --> 00:59:59,000 and then I hurt someone 681 01:00:01,458 --> 01:00:04,625 that doesn't deserve it. 682 01:00:06,333 --> 01:00:07,666 And I realize what I've done 683 01:00:07,750 --> 01:00:09,750 of course I run. 684 01:00:12,208 --> 01:00:17,000 Fight or flight, flight that's me. 685 01:00:19,000 --> 01:00:21,166 A candy ass who left his friends to die! 686 01:00:35,416 --> 01:00:38,291 Dr. Hedonia found me when I was on 51-50 watch. 687 01:00:41,791 --> 01:00:44,166 That's why I'm here. 688 01:00:44,250 --> 01:00:46,166 - There are several ways to snap. 689 01:00:49,166 --> 01:00:52,416 No shame in one over another. 690 01:00:54,041 --> 01:00:58,708 - Hell, you're not a pyro and at least you got your tongue. 691 01:01:00,583 --> 01:01:01,875 - The worst part, 692 01:01:04,458 --> 01:01:06,791 the police never recovered their bodies 693 01:01:06,875 --> 01:01:09,125 or found any substantial evidence. 694 01:01:12,041 --> 01:01:13,416 He's still out there. 695 01:01:15,000 --> 01:01:18,666 - Did the violinist ever speak? 696 01:01:24,041 --> 01:01:28,791 As you see, it's not just 697 01:01:28,875 --> 01:01:33,000 deep trauma that you all share. 698 01:01:33,083 --> 01:01:36,125 It's uncertainty and lack of closure. 699 01:01:37,583 --> 01:01:39,083 You are not alone. 700 01:01:40,375 --> 01:01:42,125 This next part 701 01:01:42,208 --> 01:01:45,958 and feeling is no different than an A.A. meeting. 702 01:01:47,333 --> 01:01:48,791 Oday: [Scoffs] Yeah. 703 01:01:48,875 --> 01:01:52,083 Well, I really could use a drink 704 01:01:52,166 --> 01:01:56,708 after Forrest Gump and the mute's story. 705 01:02:00,583 --> 01:02:05,208 Hey, little bit 706 01:02:05,291 --> 01:02:08,750 of medicine helps the demons go down. 707 01:02:11,500 --> 01:02:13,083 Wow! 708 01:02:13,166 --> 01:02:17,833 - I do not condone drinking during group. 709 01:02:17,916 --> 01:02:22,416 - We're bonding doc. All right, take it easy. 710 01:02:22,500 --> 01:02:24,375 Here marshmallow, take a swig. 711 01:02:24,458 --> 01:02:26,291 That'll keep you from running. 712 01:02:32,250 --> 01:02:33,291 [Coughs] 713 01:02:35,583 --> 01:02:37,916 - Let's take a five minute break. Hmm. 714 01:02:39,916 --> 01:02:41,791 Bathrooms are in the lobby. 715 01:02:55,166 --> 01:02:56,208 [Bones Cracking] 716 01:03:36,333 --> 01:03:37,916 Oday: Do you mind? 717 01:04:00,666 --> 01:04:02,958 [♪Music Playing♪] 718 01:04:08,750 --> 01:04:10,208 - Moon is out. 719 01:04:20,250 --> 01:04:22,916 - There's a dark truth in that room. 720 01:04:27,291 --> 01:04:29,291 It's refreshing. 721 01:04:35,250 --> 01:04:36,916 - We're like wolves. 722 01:04:40,041 --> 01:04:44,625 Either we'll eat each other alive or we'll become a clan. 723 01:04:52,583 --> 01:04:53,916 - Perhaps. 724 01:04:58,666 --> 01:05:00,333 Hearing everyone's story 725 01:05:00,416 --> 01:05:03,583 I have a feeling the worst was left for last. 726 01:05:10,416 --> 01:05:12,000 - And then there were two. 727 01:05:16,208 --> 01:05:18,625 - In the land of the monsters, 728 01:05:18,708 --> 01:05:22,916 who is king or queen? 729 01:05:41,416 --> 01:05:46,041 - The real monsters are the ones who hide it. 730 01:06:02,291 --> 01:06:04,250 What are you writing? 731 01:06:06,125 --> 01:06:08,083 [♪Music Playing♪] 732 01:06:38,375 --> 01:06:43,166 I used to be afraid like you. 733 01:06:44,666 --> 01:06:46,250 Even worse, 734 01:06:49,833 --> 01:06:52,791 I was terrified 735 01:06:52,875 --> 01:06:57,000 to breathe too loud. 736 01:06:59,375 --> 01:07:01,041 Want to know the secret? 737 01:07:02,916 --> 01:07:04,583 - I can't go on like this. 738 01:07:14,291 --> 01:07:17,416 - Always be ready. 739 01:07:20,333 --> 01:07:22,291 - I can't kill anyone. 740 01:07:22,375 --> 01:07:25,208 - Yes, you can. 741 01:07:27,875 --> 01:07:29,666 - It's in all of us. 742 01:07:31,208 --> 01:07:34,041 And I don't guilt you for running, 743 01:07:36,541 --> 01:07:39,541 but you may not have a choice 744 01:07:39,625 --> 01:07:40,708 next time. 745 01:07:42,750 --> 01:07:44,166 - Next time? 746 01:07:47,333 --> 01:07:52,083 - One way, our demons will come for us again. 747 01:07:53,458 --> 01:07:56,125 And that at least I know. 748 01:08:00,541 --> 01:08:01,583 [Door Shuts] 749 01:08:03,000 --> 01:08:05,166 - There are five main lines. 750 01:08:07,583 --> 01:08:11,166 And it's about how they cross, 751 01:08:11,250 --> 01:08:14,166 how they combine at the right event, the right persons, 752 01:08:17,458 --> 01:08:20,125 and the perfect timing. 753 01:08:29,000 --> 01:08:31,666 Lenny: Do the stars lineup? 754 01:08:40,041 --> 01:08:43,375 - We'll find out soon enough. 755 01:08:45,625 --> 01:08:47,416 [Bones Cracking] 756 01:08:51,375 --> 01:08:52,625 [Boom] 757 01:08:52,708 --> 01:08:54,291 Shadow: [Whisper] Don't trust them. 758 01:09:24,875 --> 01:09:28,916 [Piano Notes] 759 01:09:51,916 --> 01:09:53,750 Dev: Will you stop it? 760 01:09:59,708 --> 01:10:02,333 - You think we're her craziest group? 761 01:10:02,416 --> 01:10:05,958 Dev: Wait, there are other groups? 762 01:10:06,041 --> 01:10:09,666 Oday: Hell, I just wanna know what she does back there. 763 01:10:09,750 --> 01:10:11,625 - She writes notes on how mental we are. 764 01:10:13,541 --> 01:10:15,000 [Door Opens] 765 01:10:15,083 --> 01:10:18,333 - Lenny, what scares you about having possessions? 766 01:10:20,375 --> 01:10:24,625 - I guess I'm afraid 767 01:10:24,708 --> 01:10:26,333 of losing everything. 768 01:10:26,416 --> 01:10:28,125 You know, again. 769 01:10:29,583 --> 01:10:32,666 - Would you extend that to personal connections? 770 01:10:32,750 --> 01:10:36,291 - Sure. I don't trust people. 771 01:10:38,000 --> 01:10:39,583 - You expressed to me 772 01:10:39,666 --> 01:10:43,875 before that your relationships are superficial. 773 01:10:45,500 --> 01:10:46,666 They lack history. 774 01:10:48,625 --> 01:10:52,041 Before you can have a relationship with others, 775 01:10:52,125 --> 01:10:56,333 you need to have a healthy one with yourself. 776 01:10:58,750 --> 01:11:01,541 Tell the group who you lost in the fire Lenny. 777 01:11:06,625 --> 01:11:07,916 - No. 778 01:11:11,416 --> 01:11:12,458 [Grunting] 779 01:11:26,916 --> 01:11:28,750 - Stay with the emotion, but stay in your seat. 780 01:11:35,583 --> 01:11:37,041 [Menacing Laugh] 781 01:11:41,791 --> 01:11:44,958 I didn't lose anyone. 782 01:11:48,833 --> 01:11:50,375 I lived alone. 783 01:11:59,041 --> 01:12:00,708 - Who did you lose Lenny? 784 01:12:07,000 --> 01:12:10,083 - I don't want to do this. 785 01:12:10,166 --> 01:12:13,750 - Underneath the rage is pain. Identify it. 786 01:12:14,750 --> 01:12:17,041 This is the lost path back. 787 01:12:17,125 --> 01:12:18,166 - Shut up! 788 01:12:18,250 --> 01:12:20,416 - Stay with me. Don't run. 789 01:12:24,250 --> 01:12:26,291 - I'm not like that bitch Dev! 790 01:12:28,791 --> 01:12:33,333 I like who I am! I don't want to remember. 791 01:12:35,750 --> 01:12:38,750 - I like who you are too Lenny. 792 01:12:38,833 --> 01:12:40,625 It's only a dissociative disorder 793 01:12:40,708 --> 01:12:42,416 if the current state is undesired. 794 01:12:45,083 --> 01:12:48,458 - Stop staring at me. 795 01:12:50,500 --> 01:12:55,125 - Step over the edge. No one here is going to hurt you. 796 01:12:58,208 --> 01:13:01,541 - I can't trust these fucking freaks. 797 01:13:01,625 --> 01:13:05,500 - Okay, that's a fair expression to the group. 798 01:13:06,750 --> 01:13:10,458 - I wanna know Lenny. Oday: Rip this scab off man. 799 01:13:14,166 --> 01:13:17,916 - I don't remember who I was 800 01:13:21,000 --> 01:13:22,041 before the fire. 801 01:13:22,833 --> 01:13:24,750 - Like amnesia. 802 01:13:24,833 --> 01:13:29,250 - Most triggers that could jog Lenny's memory 803 01:13:29,333 --> 01:13:32,166 were lost in his house fire. 804 01:13:32,250 --> 01:13:36,791 Lenny suffers from selective dissociative amnesia. 805 01:13:36,875 --> 01:13:41,541 Specifically memories linked to his core identity 806 01:13:41,625 --> 01:13:44,916 that were eclipsed by his trauma. 807 01:13:46,708 --> 01:13:48,583 - You don't remember anything about yourself. 808 01:13:50,291 --> 01:13:53,583 - The foundation is there, 809 01:13:56,333 --> 01:14:00,666 but nothing that makes a house a home. 810 01:14:04,333 --> 01:14:09,708 - Lenny was very brave, but let's give him a moment. 811 01:14:09,791 --> 01:14:13,208 I know you all can relate to his struggle. 812 01:14:13,291 --> 01:14:16,250 Someone, something has been stripped 813 01:14:16,333 --> 01:14:18,541 away from your identities. 814 01:14:19,583 --> 01:14:21,833 Let's not address it as 815 01:14:21,916 --> 01:14:24,291 a positive or negative attribute. 816 01:14:24,375 --> 01:14:26,083 Instead, 817 01:14:27,291 --> 01:14:30,208 understand your identities 818 01:14:30,291 --> 01:14:34,875 lack the tools to deal with the new self. 819 01:14:34,958 --> 01:14:37,666 We're here to acquire those tools 820 01:14:37,750 --> 01:14:41,000 and to direct that metamorphosis. 821 01:14:42,250 --> 01:14:45,666 For Oday's case 822 01:14:45,750 --> 01:14:48,208 it was a very deranged transformation. 823 01:15:01,791 --> 01:15:06,125 Oday: I can see why Dr. Hedonia brought us together. 824 01:15:13,708 --> 01:15:16,500 I was also captured, 825 01:15:22,875 --> 01:15:24,666 but I was alone. 826 01:15:31,916 --> 01:15:33,166 [Bell Ringing] 827 01:15:33,250 --> 01:15:34,666 [Subway Rattling] 828 01:15:52,041 --> 01:15:54,875 [Intercom Murmurs] 829 01:16:07,708 --> 01:16:11,291 Voice Over: I always took a nap on the way home from work. 830 01:16:14,208 --> 01:16:15,791 Someone took notice. 831 01:16:27,041 --> 01:16:28,333 [Thud. Body Falls.] 832 01:16:28,416 --> 01:16:32,000 [Gate Closes And Locks] 833 01:16:59,291 --> 01:17:00,333 [Gasp] 834 01:17:11,125 --> 01:17:12,458 [Grunts] 835 01:17:12,541 --> 01:17:13,583 Oday: Hey! 836 01:17:15,791 --> 01:17:17,250 Hey! 837 01:17:17,333 --> 01:17:18,791 Can you hear me? 838 01:17:20,958 --> 01:17:22,666 Voice Over: The first day of my capture, 839 01:17:24,333 --> 01:17:28,166 I howled screams, upon screams, upon screams. 840 01:17:28,250 --> 01:17:29,291 [Yells÷} 841 01:17:30,500 --> 01:17:33,416 Until my voice unheard, faded. 842 01:17:33,500 --> 01:17:34,791 Oday: Help! 843 01:17:37,000 --> 01:17:38,750 Voice Over: Muzzling even my mind. 844 01:17:50,958 --> 01:17:52,000 [Bell Ring] 845 01:17:58,500 --> 01:17:59,541 Oday: Hey! 846 01:18:01,916 --> 01:18:02,958 Hey! 847 01:18:04,458 --> 01:18:06,333 Help! 848 01:18:09,583 --> 01:18:10,708 [Splash] 849 01:18:20,166 --> 01:18:21,416 [Screams] 850 01:18:33,041 --> 01:18:37,083 [Slurping] 851 01:18:52,875 --> 01:18:55,875 [Train] 852 01:18:57,166 --> 01:18:58,208 [Rain] 853 01:19:00,458 --> 01:19:02,041 [Bell Ring] 854 01:19:02,125 --> 01:19:03,916 [Splash] [Splash] [Splash] [Splash] 855 01:19:05,333 --> 01:19:06,375 [Splash] 856 01:19:07,208 --> 01:19:08,125 [Splash] 857 01:19:08,208 --> 01:19:09,208 [Ring] [Ring] 858 01:19:09,291 --> 01:19:10,333 [Splash] 859 01:19:16,083 --> 01:19:20,791 Voice Over: Each day the well felt deeper, 860 01:19:23,541 --> 01:19:25,416 the sky 861 01:19:25,500 --> 01:19:26,916 farther away. 862 01:19:28,208 --> 01:19:32,166 All your left is a denominator 863 01:19:32,250 --> 01:19:33,791 of thoughts 864 01:19:35,000 --> 01:19:37,333 and waiting. 865 01:19:37,416 --> 01:19:40,000 [Whispers] 866 01:19:52,458 --> 01:19:55,833 [Eerie Whispers] 867 01:20:37,666 --> 01:20:39,458 [Squeak] 868 01:20:54,083 --> 01:20:55,875 Oday: Please, please, 869 01:20:57,375 --> 01:20:59,041 you can't keep me in here. 870 01:21:01,083 --> 01:21:02,166 I have a family. 871 01:21:08,458 --> 01:21:12,416 Oday's Mind: Repetition breaks the spirit. 872 01:21:13,583 --> 01:21:15,541 Drains the mind. 873 01:21:17,041 --> 01:21:20,291 Molds it in its liking. 874 01:21:20,375 --> 01:21:22,041 I must escape. 875 01:21:22,125 --> 01:21:25,583 Oday: You're mocking me! I can hear your whispers. 876 01:21:27,208 --> 01:21:29,375 I can hear your secrets. 877 01:21:34,625 --> 01:21:38,958 Voice Over: It's then when the desire for the pattern 878 01:21:40,541 --> 01:21:44,083 becomes its greatest. 879 01:21:44,166 --> 01:21:46,250 [Whispers] 880 01:21:46,333 --> 01:21:48,000 Oday's Mind: Don't let him control you. 881 01:21:48,083 --> 01:21:49,458 Don't let him control you. 882 01:21:49,541 --> 01:21:50,583 Oday: Hey! 883 01:21:52,250 --> 01:21:53,291 Show yourself. 884 01:21:53,375 --> 01:21:55,666 You fucking cowards! 885 01:21:55,750 --> 01:21:57,375 Yeah, I'll come up there 886 01:21:57,458 --> 01:22:01,000 and throw you down here and rip those arms off. 887 01:22:01,083 --> 01:22:04,333 Yeah. And ring the bell on you! 888 01:22:04,416 --> 01:22:06,041 [Laugh] 889 01:22:24,083 --> 01:22:25,458 [Ring] 890 01:22:25,541 --> 01:22:28,000 Voice Over: After that, the water continued, 891 01:22:29,125 --> 01:22:31,125 but not the food. 892 01:22:32,416 --> 01:22:37,166 Instead came the hunger. 893 01:22:38,541 --> 01:22:42,166 [Screaming] 894 01:22:42,250 --> 01:22:45,750 [Growling] 895 01:22:48,458 --> 01:22:50,041 Oday: I'm not your anim... 896 01:22:51,291 --> 01:22:53,375 I'm not your animal! 897 01:22:59,333 --> 01:23:00,458 I'm not hungry. 898 01:23:00,541 --> 01:23:02,291 [Deep Breathing] 899 01:23:02,375 --> 01:23:05,083 I'm not cold. 900 01:23:05,166 --> 01:23:06,791 I'm not hungry. 901 01:23:06,875 --> 01:23:11,083 I'm not hungry. No. 902 01:23:11,166 --> 01:23:12,208 Ah. 903 01:23:13,833 --> 01:23:14,666 Ugh. Ah. 904 01:23:14,750 --> 01:23:15,791 [Whispers] 905 01:23:24,666 --> 01:23:25,750 Maybe just a bite. 906 01:23:25,833 --> 01:23:27,000 [Whispers] 907 01:23:28,250 --> 01:23:29,291 With ice cream. 908 01:23:30,333 --> 01:23:31,583 With two scoops. 909 01:23:31,666 --> 01:23:32,666 Yeah. 910 01:23:32,750 --> 01:23:35,500 And a steak rare. 911 01:23:35,583 --> 01:23:36,583 No! 912 01:23:36,666 --> 01:23:37,625 [Depraved Whispers] 913 01:23:37,708 --> 01:23:39,041 Well done. 914 01:23:41,166 --> 01:23:42,291 [Whimpering] 915 01:23:50,791 --> 01:23:51,833 [Ring] 916 01:23:56,208 --> 01:23:57,458 [Squeak] 917 01:24:06,708 --> 01:24:07,750 [Clink] 918 01:24:08,583 --> 01:24:09,625 [Squish] 919 01:24:16,583 --> 01:24:18,708 Voice Over: I was starving. 920 01:24:19,916 --> 01:24:24,208 Yet, I knew what I felt. 921 01:24:26,333 --> 01:24:27,375 [Ring] 922 01:24:31,958 --> 01:24:33,000 [Splash] 923 01:24:34,875 --> 01:24:35,916 [Bell] 924 01:24:41,000 --> 01:24:41,833 [Splash] 925 01:24:41,916 --> 01:24:42,958 [Ring] 926 01:25:02,375 --> 01:25:05,625 [♪Music Playing♪] 927 01:25:21,416 --> 01:25:26,208 Voice Over: The blood crystallized my starvation. 928 01:25:29,250 --> 01:25:33,333 And the moon murmured its 929 01:25:34,666 --> 01:25:36,208 secrets. 930 01:25:40,958 --> 01:25:44,916 There is no escape. 931 01:25:45,000 --> 01:25:49,625 There is only hunger. 932 01:25:49,708 --> 01:25:53,583 [Howling] 933 01:25:56,583 --> 01:25:57,625 [Ring] 934 01:25:58,333 --> 01:26:00,250 Oday: No! Take it back. 935 01:26:01,416 --> 01:26:02,625 I don't want it anymore. 936 01:26:03,541 --> 01:26:07,708 Voice Over: Then I felt a stir 937 01:26:07,791 --> 01:26:09,166 in my soul. 938 01:26:10,291 --> 01:26:11,750 Oday: I know what you want. 939 01:26:12,833 --> 01:26:16,958 Voice Over: Murky clouds arose. 940 01:26:17,041 --> 01:26:18,458 Oday: Their plotting. 941 01:26:20,708 --> 01:26:22,375 Their scheming. 942 01:26:22,458 --> 01:26:25,958 Voice Over: Primordial. As in my own. 943 01:26:26,041 --> 01:26:30,750 So I stood in a vial of soup, 944 01:26:33,750 --> 01:26:36,208 beyond exhaustion. 945 01:26:38,875 --> 01:26:42,875 I succumb to the moon. 946 01:26:48,583 --> 01:26:54,375 My hand ascends 947 01:26:55,750 --> 01:26:59,875 independent of its own. 948 01:27:01,125 --> 01:27:02,833 [♪Music Playing♪] 949 01:27:02,916 --> 01:27:07,166 The rest of me followed 950 01:27:08,250 --> 01:27:10,000 shadow like. 951 01:27:14,958 --> 01:27:17,916 Hunger washing over me. 952 01:27:19,750 --> 01:27:21,416 [Rings] 953 01:27:21,500 --> 01:27:25,666 The blood moon kissing my skin. 954 01:27:25,750 --> 01:27:26,791 [Rings] 955 01:27:27,791 --> 01:27:30,333 I surrendered 956 01:27:30,416 --> 01:27:33,541 with tongue and teeth 957 01:27:33,625 --> 01:27:37,333 beyond the horizon 958 01:27:37,416 --> 01:27:38,875 of humanity. 959 01:27:44,750 --> 01:27:45,791 [Clink] 960 01:27:49,791 --> 01:27:52,541 [Chewing] 961 01:28:05,875 --> 01:28:07,458 [Gnarling] 962 01:28:16,791 --> 01:28:18,333 Lenny: Let me get this straight. 963 01:28:19,958 --> 01:28:22,791 You ate... 964 01:28:25,041 --> 01:28:27,708 Fuck. 965 01:28:27,791 --> 01:28:30,541 Oday: I'm not trying to make any excuses. Okay. 966 01:28:30,625 --> 01:28:34,375 I know what I did, what I've done. 967 01:28:36,500 --> 01:28:40,083 - Tell the group what you discovered in the well. 968 01:28:41,541 --> 01:28:44,708 - I never let myself get hungry. 969 01:28:46,916 --> 01:28:49,000 That's what causes an urge. 970 01:28:49,083 --> 01:28:50,583 Dev: I think I'm gonna be sick. 971 01:28:50,666 --> 01:28:52,458 October: What does a bleeding moon look like? 972 01:28:53,916 --> 01:28:54,875 - Claire! 973 01:28:54,958 --> 01:28:57,125 Lenny: Huh? She has a name. 974 01:28:57,208 --> 01:29:01,625 - How dare you use my name! 975 01:29:01,708 --> 01:29:03,958 - That door only leads to more pain. 976 01:29:05,666 --> 01:29:07,916 We are a better path. 977 01:29:10,875 --> 01:29:12,375 - I wanted to get my family back. 978 01:29:14,250 --> 01:29:17,125 But the man that came out of that hole was not a husband. 979 01:29:19,083 --> 01:29:20,375 He was not a father. 980 01:29:22,875 --> 01:29:25,541 My wife saw what I became 981 01:29:27,625 --> 01:29:29,458 and she took my kids away. 982 01:29:31,500 --> 01:29:32,583 And I didn't stop her. 983 01:29:34,500 --> 01:29:39,666 Please. I am human. 984 01:29:39,750 --> 01:29:41,833 I don't wanna be a monster anymore. 985 01:29:41,916 --> 01:29:43,500 [Crying] 986 01:29:45,916 --> 01:29:48,500 - Claire, It's human to survive. 987 01:29:49,875 --> 01:29:52,375 Oday is not your tormentor, 988 01:29:54,208 --> 01:29:56,500 but he arises the same anger. 989 01:29:57,708 --> 01:29:59,125 We can use that. 990 01:30:05,833 --> 01:30:06,875 Oday. 991 01:30:08,791 --> 01:30:11,458 Are you willing to participate in an exercise? 992 01:30:14,291 --> 01:30:15,875 - Yes. 993 01:30:18,333 --> 01:30:20,958 If it'll keep Claire from leaving. Yes. 994 01:30:24,625 --> 01:30:25,666 [Hits Door] 995 01:30:30,041 --> 01:30:33,041 This is stupid. 996 01:30:33,125 --> 01:30:34,791 Dr. Hedonia: It's the meat and potatoes. 997 01:30:36,625 --> 01:30:39,458 If you're not convinced afterwards, you can leave. 998 01:30:48,333 --> 01:30:50,166 Arms folded over your chest. 999 01:30:51,958 --> 01:30:55,166 Spin in three circles for me. 1000 01:30:55,250 --> 01:30:56,625 One... 1001 01:30:59,291 --> 01:31:00,666 Two... 1002 01:31:03,625 --> 01:31:05,666 Three... 1003 01:31:05,750 --> 01:31:07,291 [♪Music Playing♪] 1004 01:31:07,375 --> 01:31:11,625 Start with a small, lean, gentle. 1005 01:31:11,708 --> 01:31:13,250 Get used to everyone's touch. 1006 01:31:15,125 --> 01:31:19,583 As Claire falls softly push her onto someone else. 1007 01:31:23,708 --> 01:31:26,166 A hypersensitive reaction is normal. 1008 01:31:28,291 --> 01:31:29,625 Tell us how you feel. 1009 01:31:32,250 --> 01:31:36,041 Claire: Um, dizzy. 1010 01:31:36,125 --> 01:31:38,083 - And beyond the circle? 1011 01:31:39,625 --> 01:31:41,916 - Exhausted. 1012 01:31:42,000 --> 01:31:47,583 Like, like I'm treading water. 1013 01:31:47,666 --> 01:31:48,708 All the time. 1014 01:31:50,750 --> 01:31:56,250 - You're damaged. The world is overwhelming. 1015 01:31:56,333 --> 01:31:58,000 And now you have each other. 1016 01:31:58,083 --> 01:32:00,708 Understanding is support. 1017 01:32:03,416 --> 01:32:06,791 Lean more and undress your fears. 1018 01:32:10,291 --> 01:32:11,541 Lenny: Is that a smile? 1019 01:32:12,458 --> 01:32:14,291 [Claire Laughing] 1020 01:32:14,375 --> 01:32:16,000 - How do you feel now? 1021 01:32:16,083 --> 01:32:19,291 [Giggles] 1022 01:32:23,208 --> 01:32:25,750 - Huh? Like a... 1023 01:32:25,833 --> 01:32:27,625 like a kid. 1024 01:32:29,916 --> 01:32:33,750 - When we have a good time, we feel safe. 1025 01:32:33,833 --> 01:32:37,791 And when we feel safe, our subconscious can surface 1026 01:32:37,875 --> 01:32:40,625 and let us digest our pain. 1027 01:32:44,458 --> 01:32:46,583 Keep clear up. She trusts us. 1028 01:32:50,458 --> 01:32:53,666 There is an impossible wall in front of you. 1029 01:32:55,375 --> 01:32:58,958 A goliath momentous burden. 1030 01:33:01,041 --> 01:33:04,291 But when you finally set your mind in a new direction, 1031 01:33:04,375 --> 01:33:07,083 you'll suddenly see that it is true 1032 01:33:07,166 --> 01:33:08,791 and there is a clear path. 1033 01:33:08,875 --> 01:33:13,208 No matter the outcome. The horrible weight 1034 01:33:13,291 --> 01:33:15,708 becomes light in your heart. 1035 01:33:17,291 --> 01:33:22,041 Real clarity. Real clarity. Stop. 1036 01:33:48,541 --> 01:33:53,375 [Sobbing] 1037 01:34:06,166 --> 01:34:08,166 - I think I'm ready to share. 1038 01:34:11,333 --> 01:34:13,166 Dr. Hedonia: Wonderful. 1039 01:34:14,458 --> 01:34:16,166 That's wonderful. 1040 01:34:27,541 --> 01:34:29,666 - It's rare I leave my house, 1041 01:34:31,916 --> 01:34:36,666 I'm a paranoid agoraphobe. 1042 01:34:40,291 --> 01:34:41,958 Though I'd argue my fears have merit. 1043 01:34:43,041 --> 01:34:46,833 Coming to this group and seeing 1044 01:34:46,916 --> 01:34:48,708 Dr. Hedonia have been steps I thought 1045 01:34:52,875 --> 01:34:54,791 I wasn't capable of taking. 1046 01:34:58,625 --> 01:35:01,041 I think it's important I tell about the first 1047 01:35:01,125 --> 01:35:02,750 time I broke the cycle. 1048 01:35:04,541 --> 01:35:07,791 Because I recognize the importance of accepting help. 1049 01:35:10,291 --> 01:35:11,916 [Digging] 1050 01:35:12,000 --> 01:35:13,958 Voice Over: Alone with my thoughts 1051 01:35:14,041 --> 01:35:16,291 I prefer the company of the macabre. 1052 01:35:16,375 --> 01:35:18,833 Death is knowing, 1053 01:35:18,916 --> 01:35:21,875 promising, comforting. 1054 01:35:23,875 --> 01:35:25,208 It is myself that I fear. 1055 01:35:28,166 --> 01:35:31,875 The long empty hall, the empty rooms, 1056 01:35:33,583 --> 01:35:35,500 the solitude in the dark. 1057 01:35:37,208 --> 01:35:41,333 It is the screams unheard. The screams unanswered. 1058 01:35:44,083 --> 01:35:46,000 The sound of silence that haunts my mind. 1059 01:35:49,000 --> 01:35:52,958 In these quiet hours, the darkest of night. 1060 01:35:54,458 --> 01:35:56,458 Unatural thoughts creep through my mind. 1061 01:35:59,083 --> 01:36:01,875 Notions slither over my skin, softly. 1062 01:36:03,458 --> 01:36:07,291 They're cool, touch, soothing, distracting. 1063 01:36:10,125 --> 01:36:14,375 But here alone, my demons are my own. 1064 01:36:14,458 --> 01:36:16,458 [Ball Bouncing] 1065 01:36:16,541 --> 01:36:18,083 The nightmare is the same. 1066 01:36:18,166 --> 01:36:19,041 [Ball Bouncing] 1067 01:36:19,125 --> 01:36:20,541 A figure approaching. 1068 01:36:20,625 --> 01:36:22,000 Voice: [Whisper] Let me in. 1069 01:36:23,125 --> 01:36:25,458 A knock at the door. 1070 01:36:25,541 --> 01:36:27,333 A wrapping at the walls. 1071 01:36:27,416 --> 01:36:29,166 [distant screams] 1072 01:36:29,250 --> 01:36:32,916 A climax of all my senses. 1073 01:36:59,208 --> 01:37:00,333 After the incident, I became withdrawn. 1074 01:37:01,541 --> 01:37:04,333 Not depressed, but numb. 1075 01:37:09,750 --> 01:37:10,791 [Screams] 1076 01:37:12,625 --> 01:37:13,666 [Knocking] 1077 01:37:15,333 --> 01:37:17,083 It starts with a knock. 1078 01:37:20,500 --> 01:37:21,833 Always at night. 1079 01:37:23,166 --> 01:37:26,083 [Knock Knock Knock] 1080 01:37:26,166 --> 01:37:29,500 A peculiar hour for most, but my condition had worsened. 1081 01:37:30,750 --> 01:37:32,500 Only nights were manageable. 1082 01:37:54,250 --> 01:37:57,000 Shadow: Take your little pills, fool yourself. 1083 01:38:07,041 --> 01:38:08,333 [Knock] 1084 01:38:08,416 --> 01:38:09,500 [Knock] 1085 01:38:09,583 --> 01:38:10,625 [Knock] 1086 01:38:23,416 --> 01:38:24,666 - October Saquin? 1087 01:38:28,291 --> 01:38:29,333 - What's it to you? 1088 01:38:31,500 --> 01:38:33,375 - I got your package by accident. 1089 01:38:35,708 --> 01:38:38,083 I saw the lights on. I meant to come by earlier. 1090 01:38:42,250 --> 01:38:44,625 [Disturbed Humming] 1091 01:38:47,750 --> 01:38:49,000 [Distant Growl] 1092 01:39:16,791 --> 01:39:18,708 - I catch you at a bad time? 1093 01:39:20,791 --> 01:39:22,541 - It's always a bad time. 1094 01:39:28,125 --> 01:39:29,958 Did you call earlier? 1095 01:39:32,750 --> 01:39:36,041 - I don't have your number. We just met. 1096 01:39:39,291 --> 01:39:40,333 - Right. 1097 01:39:45,791 --> 01:39:47,250 October: Come in. 1098 01:40:08,500 --> 01:40:12,250 - Little dark for my taste, but your place is lovely. 1099 01:40:21,333 --> 01:40:23,041 You going to open it? 1100 01:40:25,791 --> 01:40:26,833 - Drink? 1101 01:40:29,375 --> 01:40:31,500 - Don't really drink that often. 1102 01:40:47,250 --> 01:40:48,666 [Growling] 1103 01:41:23,500 --> 01:41:27,666 Been hearing weird noises at my place. 1104 01:41:27,750 --> 01:41:29,333 Are there wild animals around here at all? 1105 01:41:31,500 --> 01:41:35,833 I'm pretty skittish. Probably just my imagination. 1106 01:41:39,833 --> 01:41:44,625 - If you're quiet enough houses speak. 1107 01:41:49,666 --> 01:41:51,416 They have stories to tell. 1108 01:41:59,375 --> 01:42:00,416 Boo. 1109 01:42:06,875 --> 01:42:07,916 [Cough] 1110 01:42:10,375 --> 01:42:11,625 - Can I use the ladies' room? 1111 01:42:14,833 --> 01:42:16,375 [Flushing] 1112 01:42:19,750 --> 01:42:20,791 [Water Running] 1113 01:42:25,041 --> 01:42:26,375 [Deep Breath] 1114 01:42:30,750 --> 01:42:34,291 Okay. Make friends Heidi. 1115 01:42:34,375 --> 01:42:36,291 Don't be a weirdo. 1116 01:42:38,916 --> 01:42:41,541 You are not going to be lonely here. 1117 01:42:43,833 --> 01:42:45,916 Get a new start. 1118 01:42:47,333 --> 01:42:49,333 New start. 1119 01:42:50,875 --> 01:42:52,750 'Cause you're not a loser. 1120 01:42:55,083 --> 01:42:57,250 You're not a loser. 1121 01:42:57,333 --> 01:42:58,375 [Sigh] 1122 01:42:59,708 --> 01:43:00,750 [Ball Bouncing] 1123 01:43:10,791 --> 01:43:11,833 [Ball Bouncing] 1124 01:43:35,916 --> 01:43:38,500 [Knocking] 1125 01:43:47,125 --> 01:43:48,500 [Whispers] 1126 01:43:50,791 --> 01:43:53,916 Voice: I'll come back. Let me in. 1127 01:43:54,000 --> 01:43:55,375 [Ball Bouncing/Knocking] 1128 01:43:56,875 --> 01:43:58,541 Voice: [Whisper] Let me in. 1129 01:44:07,916 --> 01:44:10,333 [Ball Bouncing/Knocking] 1130 01:44:11,875 --> 01:44:13,833 Voice: [Scream] Let me in! 1131 01:44:22,875 --> 01:44:25,708 - Never thought I'd move cross country. 1132 01:44:25,791 --> 01:44:29,000 I'm a small town girl. It all happened so quickly. 1133 01:44:34,125 --> 01:44:37,791 [Bones Cracking] 1134 01:44:54,625 --> 01:44:56,583 - She's prettier than you. 1135 01:45:18,458 --> 01:45:19,375 [Bones Crack] 1136 01:45:19,458 --> 01:45:21,458 Cut that little cunt's face. 1137 01:45:22,250 --> 01:45:24,000 Heidi: I'll tell you one thing. 1138 01:45:24,083 --> 01:45:26,500 No boyfriends, no distractions. 1139 01:45:26,583 --> 01:45:29,083 At least for a couple of months. 1140 01:45:29,166 --> 01:45:31,458 Or if he's really cute. 1141 01:45:36,708 --> 01:45:38,541 What are you doing with that knife? 1142 01:45:46,500 --> 01:45:51,083 - I get paranoid too. I thought I heard something. 1143 01:45:52,541 --> 01:45:57,375 - Oh, do you always keep late hours? 1144 01:46:02,125 --> 01:46:04,958 - Adults with a acute nocturnal parasomnia can act out 1145 01:46:05,041 --> 01:46:07,041 violently in their sleep so, 1146 01:46:07,125 --> 01:46:11,000 I have to stay awake until dawn. 1147 01:46:12,083 --> 01:46:13,791 That's your neighbor. 1148 01:46:23,750 --> 01:46:25,375 - I'm bulimic. 1149 01:46:30,291 --> 01:46:32,000 To our issues. 1150 01:46:35,541 --> 01:46:37,208 - Do you wanna stay awake with me? 1151 01:46:39,625 --> 01:46:41,291 - Are you down to share that pizza? 1152 01:46:42,750 --> 01:46:44,375 - If you don't throw it up. 1153 01:46:44,458 --> 01:46:47,333 [♪Music Playing♪] 1154 01:46:55,583 --> 01:46:57,541 I hear sound that aren't there. 1155 01:47:00,458 --> 01:47:01,833 I know it isn't real. 1156 01:47:03,750 --> 01:47:05,541 But my fear is. 1157 01:47:12,291 --> 01:47:13,500 - I'm not fat. 1158 01:47:17,750 --> 01:47:20,000 But when I look in the mirror, I'm disgusted. 1159 01:47:23,000 --> 01:47:25,125 I gag at the first sight of food. 1160 01:47:28,250 --> 01:47:30,583 I eat what I want, but I purge it. 1161 01:47:33,083 --> 01:47:36,208 - My medication keeps my delusions at bay. 1162 01:47:38,083 --> 01:47:40,500 The pills are numbing. 1163 01:47:44,125 --> 01:47:46,583 It feels borderline suicidal. 1164 01:47:53,708 --> 01:47:55,708 - I lived with my disorder for three years 1165 01:47:55,791 --> 01:47:57,791 before telling anyone. 1166 01:48:01,916 --> 01:48:03,541 - I live alone, 1167 01:48:05,875 --> 01:48:08,208 because my night terrors are incurable. 1168 01:48:10,416 --> 01:48:11,958 - At some point 1169 01:48:13,708 --> 01:48:17,916 looking good became more important than feeling good. 1170 01:48:25,166 --> 01:48:26,291 Aren't we a pair? 1171 01:48:34,208 --> 01:48:37,250 Fuck everyone. 1172 01:48:37,333 --> 01:48:39,083 - Fuck everyone. 1173 01:48:40,291 --> 01:48:41,333 - You can't trust her. 1174 01:48:41,416 --> 01:48:42,458 [Bones Crack] 1175 01:48:49,333 --> 01:48:51,083 - Do you like to dance? 1176 01:48:52,958 --> 01:48:55,541 - I love to dance. 1177 01:48:58,666 --> 01:49:01,666 - We should go out. Pick out an album. 1178 01:49:09,083 --> 01:49:13,583 [♪Music Playing♪] 1179 01:49:58,291 --> 01:50:02,708 We both have demons and mine wait for me to fall asleep. 1180 01:50:05,000 --> 01:50:06,625 A chance to take over my mind. 1181 01:50:09,375 --> 01:50:11,791 So if you really wanna stay up with me. 1182 01:50:28,416 --> 01:50:29,708 They're strong. 1183 01:50:31,458 --> 01:50:34,083 I need them to be to leave the house. 1184 01:50:41,166 --> 01:50:46,375 - It, it's been a while. Isn't everything closing soon? 1185 01:50:46,458 --> 01:50:48,333 I know good after hours. 1186 01:51:04,291 --> 01:51:05,333 [Clears Throat] 1187 01:51:21,208 --> 01:51:22,250 [Kiss] 1188 01:51:36,250 --> 01:51:38,125 - We don't deserve it. 1189 01:51:43,041 --> 01:51:45,833 Come on, lets get you in something else. 1190 01:51:48,416 --> 01:51:51,458 [♪Music Playing♪] 1191 01:53:30,000 --> 01:53:31,291 [Laughing] 1192 01:53:44,000 --> 01:53:45,041 Heidi. 1193 01:53:49,416 --> 01:53:54,041 - Oh my God, thank you. Oh, I could drink an ocean. 1194 01:54:06,541 --> 01:54:07,583 [Malice Whispers] 1195 01:54:15,750 --> 01:54:16,791 [Knock] 1196 01:54:18,375 --> 01:54:19,416 [Knock] 1197 01:54:21,125 --> 01:54:22,166 [Knock] 1198 01:54:28,250 --> 01:54:32,208 Voice: I must give you the message. 1199 01:54:32,291 --> 01:54:33,333 [Knock] 1200 01:54:36,333 --> 01:54:37,541 Voice: [Whisper] Let me in. 1201 01:54:37,625 --> 01:54:38,666 [Ball Bouncing] 1202 01:54:39,750 --> 01:54:41,041 Voice: [Whisper] Let me in. 1203 01:54:45,500 --> 01:54:46,541 [Ball Bouncing] 1204 01:54:52,708 --> 01:54:54,166 [♪Music Playing♪] 1205 01:55:13,791 --> 01:55:17,375 [Piercing Screams] 1206 01:55:17,458 --> 01:55:19,000 [Splash] 1207 01:55:23,541 --> 01:55:24,583 - October? 1208 01:55:33,791 --> 01:55:35,083 Voice: [Whisper] Let me in. 1209 01:55:45,500 --> 01:55:47,083 Let me in! 1210 01:55:47,166 --> 01:55:48,208 [Scream] 1211 01:55:53,625 --> 01:55:54,666 [Splash] 1212 01:56:05,166 --> 01:56:07,958 October: There's a silence that haunts me. 1213 01:56:11,375 --> 01:56:13,208 Thoughts that lurk. 1214 01:56:15,250 --> 01:56:16,583 Biding their time. 1215 01:56:18,333 --> 01:56:23,000 Holding their breath, waiting to strike. 1216 01:56:27,708 --> 01:56:28,750 - You're not well. 1217 01:56:30,750 --> 01:56:32,333 Alone in my house 1218 01:56:32,416 --> 01:56:35,166 I can harbor my sickness without hurting others. 1219 01:56:36,750 --> 01:56:38,583 - If there's a memory haunting you here, 1220 01:56:40,625 --> 01:56:42,416 you should move away. 1221 01:56:45,583 --> 01:56:46,625 - No. 1222 01:56:50,250 --> 01:56:52,041 I need to face my terrors 1223 01:56:54,708 --> 01:56:56,291 to truly know them. 1224 01:57:02,750 --> 01:57:05,041 - Then you don't need to do it alone. 1225 01:57:12,666 --> 01:57:14,708 - Friends are hard to come by. 1226 01:57:21,208 --> 01:57:23,375 Heidi: I've never had many girlfriends or 1227 01:57:23,458 --> 01:57:25,458 friends that were genuine. 1228 01:57:25,541 --> 01:57:27,458 [Heidi's Voice Fades] 1229 01:57:27,541 --> 01:57:30,500 Heidi: Ever walk in on someone talking about you? 1230 01:57:30,583 --> 01:57:32,208 You know, behind your back. 1231 01:57:35,750 --> 01:57:37,125 [Bones Cracking] 1232 01:57:37,208 --> 01:57:38,708 - You worthless slut. 1233 01:57:38,791 --> 01:57:41,250 No one will ever want you for more than fucking. 1234 01:57:49,416 --> 01:57:51,291 Taste the rainbow bitch. 1235 01:57:51,375 --> 01:57:53,375 [Laughing] 1236 01:57:53,458 --> 01:57:55,458 [Screams] I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. 1237 01:57:55,541 --> 01:57:59,250 October: My demons are my own. My Demons are my own. 1238 01:57:59,333 --> 01:58:01,083 [Echoing] 1239 01:58:16,333 --> 01:58:17,750 [Knocking] 1240 01:58:36,791 --> 01:58:38,250 Visitor: Good morning, ma'am. 1241 01:58:38,333 --> 01:58:41,416 What a beautiful sunny day. 1242 01:58:41,500 --> 01:58:44,541 And you look beautiful too if I may say. 1243 01:58:52,833 --> 01:58:57,250 You see, I was chosen to give you this message, 1244 01:58:57,333 --> 01:59:00,166 from our a savior and master. 1245 01:59:03,625 --> 01:59:04,791 - No thank you. 1246 01:59:07,000 --> 01:59:08,333 - Please take it. 1247 01:59:15,875 --> 01:59:16,916 Let me in. 1248 01:59:22,666 --> 01:59:24,541 I must give you the message. 1249 01:59:25,833 --> 01:59:27,666 For her way is divine. 1250 01:59:28,875 --> 01:59:31,375 Her truth, pleasure. 1251 01:59:33,041 --> 01:59:36,625 Rejoice! I liberate you! 1252 01:59:39,791 --> 01:59:40,833 - No! No! 1253 01:59:42,000 --> 01:59:43,041 Please! 1254 01:59:43,708 --> 01:59:44,791 [Screaming] 1255 01:59:44,875 --> 01:59:45,916 [Bang] 1256 01:59:48,375 --> 01:59:52,875 [Struggling] 1257 01:59:52,958 --> 01:59:54,041 No! 1258 01:59:54,125 --> 01:59:54,958 [Rip] 1259 01:59:55,041 --> 01:59:55,875 [Ting] 1260 01:59:55,958 --> 01:59:57,583 Please! 1261 01:59:57,666 --> 01:59:58,500 No! 1262 01:59:58,583 --> 02:00:03,291 [Muffled Screams] 1263 02:00:03,375 --> 02:00:08,375 [Struggle] Visitor: [Moaning] 1264 02:00:14,000 --> 02:00:16,958 [Audio Fades Out] 1265 02:00:17,041 --> 02:00:22,208 [Audio Silence] 1266 02:00:39,125 --> 02:00:42,500 [Audio Fades In] 1267 02:00:42,583 --> 02:00:45,291 - When your screams are unanswered, 1268 02:00:46,750 --> 02:00:48,000 they're silent. 1269 02:00:49,375 --> 02:00:52,291 - October, what do you see? 1270 02:00:56,416 --> 02:00:58,416 Shadow: Torture. 1271 02:01:01,125 --> 02:01:04,958 - You heal, but you never escape. 1272 02:01:09,791 --> 02:01:13,583 - No one's there and no one's coming. 1273 02:01:13,666 --> 02:01:15,041 Whatever happened it's in the past. 1274 02:01:15,125 --> 02:01:16,541 - I know it can't hurt me! 1275 02:01:17,916 --> 02:01:20,333 - Stop torturing yourself. 1276 02:01:20,416 --> 02:01:21,791 Shadow: Blah, blah, blah. 1277 02:01:21,875 --> 02:01:23,708 - You can trust me. 1278 02:01:26,541 --> 02:01:30,375 Som...Somethings wrong. 1279 02:01:31,500 --> 02:01:32,541 [Crash] 1280 02:01:36,000 --> 02:01:39,416 - What have you done? - Me? Bitch? You poisoned her. 1281 02:01:41,458 --> 02:01:43,458 [Laughing] She's dead. 1282 02:01:43,541 --> 02:01:44,875 Like the others. 1283 02:01:46,625 --> 02:01:47,875 - The others? 1284 02:01:49,458 --> 02:01:51,500 - Get rid of of the body. 1285 02:02:34,791 --> 02:02:37,416 Chop that pretty little cunt up into pieces. 1286 02:02:44,958 --> 02:02:47,583 [Heavy Breathing] 1287 02:02:50,875 --> 02:02:53,916 [Both: Screaming] 1288 02:02:54,000 --> 02:02:55,625 October: [Wails] 1289 02:03:27,958 --> 02:03:31,125 [Whimpering] I'm so sorry. 1290 02:03:33,000 --> 02:03:34,583 Shadow: Damn it. 1291 02:03:34,666 --> 02:03:36,833 I really wanted to watch you chops this one up. 1292 02:03:52,958 --> 02:03:56,583 - Sweet little cunt. 1293 02:04:06,708 --> 02:04:09,500 Don't think about telling anyone. 1294 02:04:11,333 --> 02:04:12,875 I'll come back. 1295 02:04:29,416 --> 02:04:30,250 [Screaming] 1296 02:04:30,333 --> 02:04:31,208 [Stab] 1297 02:04:31,291 --> 02:04:36,125 Visitor: [Screaming] 1298 02:04:41,250 --> 02:04:42,791 [♪Music Playing♪] 1299 02:04:50,125 --> 02:04:51,708 [Gurgling Blood] 1300 02:05:09,333 --> 02:05:11,500 - Get rid of the body. 1301 02:05:15,166 --> 02:05:16,125 [Screaming] 1302 02:05:16,208 --> 02:05:17,750 [Bones Cracking] 1303 02:05:17,833 --> 02:05:19,041 [Bones Cracking] 1304 02:05:19,125 --> 02:05:20,666 [Bones Cracking] 1305 02:05:39,666 --> 02:05:44,666 [Bones Cracking] 1306 02:06:07,083 --> 02:06:08,125 [Knock] 1307 02:06:11,916 --> 02:06:12,958 [Knock] 1308 02:06:16,875 --> 02:06:17,916 [Knock] 1309 02:06:21,416 --> 02:06:22,458 [Knock] 1310 02:06:31,208 --> 02:06:32,250 [Knock] 1311 02:06:53,208 --> 02:06:54,625 [Groans] 1312 02:07:01,375 --> 02:07:02,875 You fainted. 1313 02:07:06,875 --> 02:07:09,041 It must have been all the dancing. 1314 02:07:11,416 --> 02:07:13,125 - Or the drugs. 1315 02:07:31,208 --> 02:07:35,833 - Last year someone broke into my home and um... 1316 02:07:42,291 --> 02:07:44,375 - That's horrible. 1317 02:07:46,833 --> 02:07:49,041 - More than you can imagine. 1318 02:08:04,875 --> 02:08:06,333 - Tell me. 1319 02:08:45,000 --> 02:08:47,791 You may live with the horror, 1320 02:08:47,875 --> 02:08:51,208 but you can let go of the pain. 1321 02:08:54,875 --> 02:08:57,958 Break the cycle, October. 1322 02:09:29,208 --> 02:09:30,916 - I did. 1323 02:10:23,708 --> 02:10:25,333 Death is boring, 1324 02:10:28,583 --> 02:10:29,625 shallow. 1325 02:10:34,583 --> 02:10:36,500 Now I prefer the torture. 1326 02:10:41,041 --> 02:10:42,958 Her cool touch soothing, 1327 02:10:45,625 --> 02:10:47,583 beautifully distracting. 1328 02:10:51,041 --> 02:10:53,166 I prefer the long empty hall, 1329 02:10:56,750 --> 02:10:58,416 the empty rooms, 1330 02:11:02,666 --> 02:11:04,541 the solitude in the dark. 1331 02:11:11,000 --> 02:11:13,625 The sound of silence that never ends. 1332 02:11:19,208 --> 02:11:21,958 The sound of silence that haunts. 1333 02:11:23,250 --> 02:11:24,083 [Knock. Knock. Knock.] 1334 02:11:24,166 --> 02:11:25,208 [Gasp] 1335 02:11:28,416 --> 02:11:31,041 Lenny: Suddenly I don't feel crazy. 1336 02:11:32,541 --> 02:11:34,375 - And I am? 1337 02:11:34,458 --> 02:11:35,958 Oday: We're all in the same boat. 1338 02:11:36,041 --> 02:11:38,333 - But you're at the helm. 1339 02:11:45,458 --> 02:11:50,166 - You look anxious Dev. Run towards your feelings. 1340 02:11:50,250 --> 02:11:51,500 - There's at least two people 1341 02:11:51,583 --> 02:11:53,208 that have killed someone in this room. 1342 02:11:55,250 --> 02:11:57,291 You're god damn animals! 1343 02:11:57,375 --> 02:11:59,625 Lenny: Whoa. - How can you kill someone? 1344 02:11:59,708 --> 02:12:02,291 - She didn't leave her friends to die. 1345 02:12:02,375 --> 02:12:05,083 - Shut up! I escaped. 1346 02:12:05,166 --> 02:12:07,125 Dr Hedonia: You're upset. Breathe. 1347 02:12:07,208 --> 02:12:10,000 Their death is not your fault. 1348 02:12:10,083 --> 02:12:11,458 - I'm freaking out because 1349 02:12:11,541 --> 02:12:13,250 she chopped someone up with an ax! 1350 02:12:13,333 --> 02:12:16,541 She's crazy! You're all freaking crazy. 1351 02:12:16,625 --> 02:12:21,333 - Okay, we're all crazy. I'm crazy. 1352 02:12:21,416 --> 02:12:25,375 The world is crazy and it's full of pain. 1353 02:12:28,333 --> 02:12:31,000 But we are here to navigate through it. 1354 02:12:37,583 --> 02:12:42,416 - Your secrets are safe with me... 1355 02:12:43,791 --> 02:12:46,041 October. 1356 02:12:46,125 --> 02:12:48,166 Dr Hedonia: Thank you Claire. 1357 02:12:48,250 --> 02:12:52,083 Everyone's stories are not 1358 02:12:52,166 --> 02:12:54,041 easy pills to swallow. 1359 02:12:56,291 --> 02:13:01,375 Within each you can discover empathy 1360 02:13:01,458 --> 02:13:06,000 because you all share the same level of pain, the same fear. 1361 02:13:08,541 --> 02:13:13,375 Your emotional depth is fathomless. 1362 02:13:14,833 --> 02:13:18,750 Much, much deeper than most. 1363 02:13:21,750 --> 02:13:24,625 The ability to feel 1364 02:13:24,708 --> 02:13:28,750 and not shut yourself off 1365 02:13:32,166 --> 02:13:34,458 is what defines you as human. 1366 02:13:36,333 --> 02:13:38,333 [♪Music Playing♪] 1367 02:13:49,791 --> 02:13:54,083 Before we end our session, I would like 1368 02:13:54,166 --> 02:13:58,708 to do one last exercise as a group. 1369 02:14:02,291 --> 02:14:04,333 We attempt to avoid pain, 1370 02:14:06,208 --> 02:14:07,625 but it is a part of life. 1371 02:14:09,708 --> 02:14:13,708 For this exercise, I encourage you 1372 02:14:13,791 --> 02:14:15,541 to embrace it. 1373 02:14:18,875 --> 02:14:20,791 Trauma isn't always purposeless. 1374 02:14:22,958 --> 02:14:25,375 It can be a profound experience. 1375 02:14:37,500 --> 02:14:41,333 For a moment, let's imagine 1376 02:14:41,416 --> 02:14:44,291 you knew who caused your pain. 1377 02:14:44,375 --> 02:14:45,541 [Door Closes] 1378 02:14:53,583 --> 02:14:56,833 The self hatred, the doubt, the rage, the fear, 1379 02:14:56,916 --> 02:14:58,833 the psychosis. 1380 02:14:58,916 --> 02:15:03,250 A face with cold eyes and sharp teeth. 1381 02:15:04,833 --> 02:15:08,458 The monster who sent the man 1382 02:15:08,541 --> 02:15:10,291 to your house October, 1383 02:15:11,625 --> 02:15:16,291 kidnapped you off the subway Oday. 1384 02:15:16,375 --> 02:15:20,416 That there was a puppeteer behind the violinist Dev. 1385 02:15:20,500 --> 02:15:23,333 And that we knew who lit your house on fire Lenny 1386 02:15:23,416 --> 02:15:27,291 and sent you down a destructive path. 1387 02:15:28,958 --> 02:15:30,000 [Click] 1388 02:15:34,875 --> 02:15:36,916 They did these atrocities 1389 02:15:37,000 --> 02:15:40,875 because they knew exactly what would trigger you. 1390 02:15:42,791 --> 02:15:47,583 If that one person stood right in front of all 1391 02:15:47,666 --> 02:15:51,291 of you, what would be the outcome? 1392 02:15:58,500 --> 02:16:04,333 - It wouldn't be pretty. - Pure hate. 1393 02:16:04,416 --> 02:16:07,875 - And as a group we would bring them 1394 02:16:07,958 --> 02:16:10,666 endless pain. 1395 02:16:11,958 --> 02:16:13,500 Dr. Hedonia: And what if... 1396 02:16:13,583 --> 02:16:16,750 - They took pleasure in the pain? 1397 02:16:18,791 --> 02:16:22,958 Dr. Hedonia: [Voice Deepens] Yes, Claire, what if pain 1398 02:16:23,041 --> 02:16:25,500 for them is to feel human? 1399 02:16:28,833 --> 02:16:31,208 [♪Violin Music Playing♪] 1400 02:16:36,875 --> 02:16:38,500 [Panicked Breathing] 1401 02:16:51,958 --> 02:16:55,500 Now that you've exposed your bare skin to each other, 1402 02:16:57,500 --> 02:16:59,291 I can show you mine. 1403 02:17:08,458 --> 02:17:09,833 [Zip] 1404 02:17:32,166 --> 02:17:34,916 [Doors And Windows Locking] 1405 02:17:37,000 --> 02:17:39,250 You can get out of your seats now. 1406 02:17:51,458 --> 02:17:53,708 Come to me, my pets! 1407 02:17:58,041 --> 02:18:01,291 [♪Music Playing♪] 1408 02:18:14,708 --> 02:18:17,541 [Muffled Dialogue] 1409 02:18:35,125 --> 02:18:37,625 - You're not, you're not full from everything? 1410 02:18:37,708 --> 02:18:38,541 - No. 1411 02:18:38,625 --> 02:18:40,375 Yeah. Shut up. 1412 02:18:40,458 --> 02:18:43,541 Dev: Hey Claire, are you sure you don't need a ride back? 1413 02:18:45,875 --> 02:18:47,375 - I'm okay. 1414 02:18:48,583 --> 02:18:50,000 Oday: Positive? 1415 02:18:50,083 --> 02:18:51,125 - I need to walk. 1416 02:18:52,250 --> 02:18:54,000 Lenny: See you in group. 1417 02:19:00,458 --> 02:19:02,041 October: Latter twat. 1418 02:19:05,000 --> 02:19:07,541 [Faint Screams] 1419 02:20:13,333 --> 02:20:15,791 [Screams] 1420 02:20:25,125 --> 02:20:30,041 [Overwhelming Screams] 1421 02:20:40,750 --> 02:20:45,458 [♪Music Playing♪] 87763

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