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Sorry.

Ten minutes isn't
officially late.

I was early.

How early?
You already ate?

I was hungry.

Nat.

Two double espressos, please.
Make mine a single.

Three cups of coffee?

Two singles, please.

Watching out for
my drug intake?

I'm just being supportive.

Okay, as long as
that's all it is.

Promise.

How's the old job hunt going?

Terrible.
No one's interested.

It's like they can't wait
to get me out the door.

I can't believe this.
I mean, you created

your own clothing line.
And stole

someone else's concepts.

Only 'cause you were
taking too many pills.

Another reason why no one's
lining up to hire me.

Listen to me.

You got to keep trying.

I appreciate your support.

I really do.

But the fact
of the matter is,

I threw away a really great job.

Now, I may never
get hired again.

What do you mean
I'm not getting the child?

I told you when you applied
to be a foster mom

that it would take time for
the application to be approved.

But I found him.

Which is why the couple
getting custody

want to thank you.

But I saved his life.

Yeah, you did, Kel,
but maybe it's time

to let him
get on with it.

Hi, I'm sorry to interrupt,
but we're here.

Brandon, Kelly,
this is Kyle Vossler.

This is the foster parent
I told you about.

Congratulations.
Thanks.

You, uh...

you're my hero.

Well, I didn't
really do anything.

No, no, you...

Well, you just made
our lives complete.

Hi.

We named him Raphael.

Raphael, that's a great name.

He was a,

an angel wasn't he?

Someday we just want

to be able to tell him
how he came to us.

And we didn't want to be talking about

some mysterious Lady X.

I thought that you were
just the foster parents.

The county has
a fost-adopt program

that allows foster parents
to apply for custody.

But still, making it this far is a huge win.

The stories that we could tell
you about the approval process

would just curl your hair.

You know, the obstacles
that you guys had to overcome

would probably make a great
story for my newspaper.

Please. Don't get
him started.

They actually had
to be convinced

that we could
nurture a child.

Can you?

We came here
to thank you.

I don't mean to offend you.

My first concern is
for this baby.

Our baby.

How are you going to raise him?

What, do you mean is he
going to be exposed

to show tunes and makeup?

Gene...
I think we should be going.

You haven't answered
my question.

We've answered questions
like yours for years.

Now we have Raphael.

We don't have to anymore.

♪ Crusin' down the highway
'bout 65 ♪

♪ Feels so good to be alive ♪

♪ No place I'd rather be ♪

♪ With the wind in my face,
I'm feelin' free ♪

♪ 'Cause I'm rollin' ♪

♪ Rollin' down the line ♪

♪ Gotta find my baby
and we're gonna ♪

♪ Have a good time ♪

♪ Thinkin' about the throttle
I was startin' to move ♪

♪ 85 is such a groove ♪

♪ Heartbeat's pumpin'
'bout 110 ♪

♪ I don't think
I'll be back again ♪

♪ 'Cause I'm rollin' ♪

♪ Rollin' down the line ♪

♪ Gotta find my baby and we're
gonna have a good time ♪

♪ Yeah, yeah ♪

♪ Cleanin' up street ♪

♪ I'm startin' to shake ♪

♪ Don't want to make
my baby wait ♪

♪ Good times are just ahead ♪

♪ Pushin' that needle
into the red ♪

♪ 'Cause I'm rollin'... ♪

I'm going to go out for some bagels.

You guys want one?

Yeah. Sesame, thanks.

Is that my interview?
Mm-hmm.

Thanks.
I didn't know gays adopting was so controversial.

Till last night,
neither did I.

Steve, I know this
is just a first draft,

but there's printing
on the back of this.

It's recycling.
Oh.

Before I forget,
this is your invitation

to the Southern California
Small Press Association

awards luncheon on
that's on Friday.

And, uh, when you win,

remember the little people.

And you are?

Ha, ha.

Janet, just get
three bagels, okay?

We don't need
half a dozen.

Hey, you know, Steve,

they sent us four tickets.

Why don't you invite Jill?

Oh.

That's not her thing.

I was thinking Janet maybe.

Oh, because with Jill,

you're still
pretending to be Ted.

Well, that's who
she's in love with, right?

Why spoil the fantasy?

And you're only doing that
for her benefit of course?

Exactly.

You are one of the great
humanitarians.

Thank you.

Recycling,
bagel-counting,

going for a little
too much workplace ambiance...

Correct me if I'm wrong,
but,

I smell money trouble.

Well, you're wrong.

You smell huge money problems.

I don't get it, Steve.

Couple months ago,
we were doing great.

Advertising revenue
is seasonal, Brandon.

Big bucks in the fall,
nada in the New Year.

Well, how bad is it?

Unless we get a big advertiser,

our next issue
could be our last.

Which is why I've made
an executive decision.

To work in the dark?

To take cigarette ads.
We are not

going to promote
anything that kills people.

It's a legal product.

That kills people.
It comes

with a warning label.
Not good enough.

We can't do it.

Well, what else can we do,
Brandon?

Flight 29 from Buffalo...

Have I mentioned I could

kill Brandon for this?

She called and asked
how you were doing.

What did you want him
to do, lie to her? Desperately.

I mean, what does she think,

I need her support
or something?

So you don't?

You know what?
Her idea of support is me

holding her purse while
she shops at Saks, okay?

Hi, honey!
Hey.

It's so good to see you.

Oh, hi.

Oh. Give me that.

Okay. How are you?

Amazingly well.

Is that so?

Oh, she's amazingly strong.

I wonder where
she gets that from?

I heard your song on the radio
the other day.

I couldn't believe it!
That's 'cause it's too good to be true.

Well, the business
side of it stinks, but the music's great.

It still can be.
Val, I thought

we were past this?
Let's not make a scene, okay?

Fine.

And the part about me
being strong?

I get that on my own.

They're good.

Yeah, all the better
to wallpaper my bathroom with.

Donna, designers aren't
buying your stuff,

so make it yourself.

I mean, what do you need?

Well, I need someone
to help me cut a few samples.

Then I'd have to sell them,
and if they sold--

oh, which they probably
won't, right.

I need materials,

seamstresses,
workplace... Got it.

Got what?

I'll help you
get the samples out,

get them sold.

I'll even put up the cash.

That's really nice,
but I couldn't.

I'm telling you I have the best
people to work on this.

I don't know.

Mixing business with pleasure...

It's all pleasure.

Can you honestly say

that what you're doing
is better for Raphael

than putting him in a home
with a dad and a mom?

Gene and Kyle have been

on the waiting list
for two years.

How come every time I ask
a tough question

I don't get an answer?

We've been to their home.

We've interviewed
their family and friends.

Every indication
is they would

provide Raphael with a loving,
safe environment.

We can't ask for more than that.

Well, I think you can.

I think you have
the responsibility to.

I'll call you back.

Hello, honey.

Dad, what are you doing here?

Are you supposed to be here?

Believe it
or not, I got

time off for good behavior.
I would have

come to pick you up.

No, no, no, I, uh,
wanted to surprise you.

How are you feeling?

I may not look it, but, uh,
I've never felt better.

Just being able

to walk through a door.

I wish you would've called.

Maybe I was afraid that you...

If you had time,

you would think
of some good reason

why I shouldn't
come down here.

I'm glad you're here.

So what are you going to do?

Your letters...

they talked about
second chances.

I guess I'm here for mine.

So, uh, how are
your parents,

Blake and Emily?

How are they handling
his retirement?

Great.

It's like they're
rediscovering each other.

Your letters were
so descriptive,

I feel like I know you.

I feel the same way
about you, Ted.

How's Sam?

"Sam"?

I wish I was as close
with my brother.

Sam's great.

I just saw him the other day.

We went on a hike.
He's out of the wheelchair?

I didn't tell you?

It's a miracle.
He's up, he's dancing.

How's Jane taking the news?

Jane's taking the news like
she should be taking the news.

I just hope
they patch things up.

I mean, hers was
a crime of passion.

Uh, oh my,
look what time it is.

I've got to get back
to my office.

I thought you worked at home?

I do. My, my home office.

Check please.

Is everything all right?

You seem a little nervous.

I am a little.

I'm more comfortable
talking about you.

I got that from your letters.

Here I am

treating you
like a guest on Oprah.

Can you ever forgive me?

Never.

Very good.

Uh, Mr. San...

Uh, you know what?

Let me give you cash.

I think I'm all maxed out,

with my karaoke lessons and all.

Just kidding.

All I'm saying is,
so far so good.

Give my mom time.

She'll poison the well.

I didn't know anybody
lived back here.

Yeah, someone just moved in.

Well, he sure likes
to crank up the stereo.

It's "Day of Destruction."

Used to listen
to Woody Sloan in high school.

What are you doing?

Introducing myself.

Being polite.

Hi. How you doing?

I'm David Silver.
I live across the way.

Hey. This is
Valerie Malone.

Hello.

Just wanted to welcome you
to the neighborhood.

A quiet neighborhood

where people don't
crank up the stereo.

I wasn't playing the stereo.

I'm sorry.

Are you Woody Sloan?

Excuse me.

Did you see that?

See what? I saw a guy who
wanted to be left alone.

Why do you care anyways?
You gave up music.

Hi. I'm looking
for Steve Sanders.

He's not here right now.

Maybe I can help you.

I'm Dean Shaver,
with Southwestern Ad Group. Mm-hmm.

I'm dropping off
some mechanicals. Oh, great.

Sorry about this, chief.

The Beat doesn't do
cigarette ads.

Well, your publisher
signed these orders.

Consider them rescinded.

And you might be?

The editor.

If you, uh, need to get
in touch with me.

Don't think I will, but thanks.

Thanks.
Yeah.

What's going on?

The paper might fold.

I had no idea.

Apparently,
neither did Steve.

Would these save it?

If we ran them.

Which we're not going to.

You don't think
we should, do you?

I think you should do
whatever feels right.

No matter what anybody says.

Just like you're doing
with Pam Ahern?

Yes, it is.

And it's not easy
without your support.

I'm sorry, but I feel
like you getting custody

of that child is wrong.

Oh, is that because
you think Kyle and Gene

would make such great parents,

or because I would make
a lousy mom?

Neither.

It's because I'm not
ready to be a father.

And because it would
ruin our relationship.

And because you never took
the time to ask me

whether or not I wanted
this kid in my life.

You make it sound

like I need your permission.
I think you do.

Okay, um, my dad's out of jail.
Do I have your permission

to go and see him?
Don't twist this, Kelly. You know what I mean.

No, I don't, Brandon.

We just dropped the samples off yesterday.

I know. I was just
too excited to sleep.

I haven't felt
this way in a long time.

And I have you to thank for it.

I think it's going
to be great. Yeah.

I think so, too.

But I was also thinking
that it could be

kind of complicated,
you and I working together.

So maybe we should
set some ground rules.

Whatever you say.

No.

Whatever we say.

If one of us
doesn't want something,

we don't do it.

We have to listen
to each other.

And if you think
one of my designs

is really, really ugly,
you have to tell me, okay?

And if I think you're
pushing yourself too hard?

Then we should talk about it.

Look, I want this to work.

But not if it's going
to hurt your recovery.

I'm still in counseling.

My back, it feels great.

And most importantly,

you and I worked things out.

I'm fine.

What are you waiting for?

Nothing.
Except to go get the samples

and for you to go get dressed.

We have some
sales calls to make.

Okay.
Go.

Sloan?

Yeah.

Yeah, he's still
working on the same piece.

So what do you think?

Hmm?

Is that a new sweater?

Yeah, my mom bought it
this morning for me.

What happened to you

holding her purse
while she shops?

Okay, so she was considerate.

For one day.

You just can't
let her in, can you?

You have no idea.

I got to go.

I got to meet her there.

You know, he's not bad.

You know, ten years ago,
he was really, uh...

He was really doing well.

He had a Grammy, a hit song,

a huge record contract...

What happened?

I don't know.

Probably the same thing
that happened to me.

Well, then how come he's

still playing
and you're not?

Believe me, he's not
getting any joy out of it.

How do you know that?

Because, Val, I know.

Well, maybe you should
go talk to him.

Maybe it'll help.

Help what?

You act like I need to get over
something and I don't.

Fine. Just forget it.

I had a deal.
A bad one.

I saved you from it.

Well, remind me to thank you
when we go out of business.

Better hurry.

You know what? It's our job

to put out a newspaper,
not pass moral judgment

on the advertisers
that help us do it.

That's an understandable
position

coming from a guy
who's pretending

to be somebody he's not.

That's hitting
below the belt, Brandon.

I'm sorry, it affects
your credibility.

I'm going to tell her!

Really?

Before or after
you sleep with her?

Dean Shaver, please.

Dean? Steve Sanders
from The Beat.

I know, I know,
what my editor said.

But I'm the publisher,
what I say goes.

We're going to run it.

When did you say he'd get here?

I told you, Noah doesn't
come in till later.

Well, when he does get in...

You're not going to say a word.

Look, I didn't protect you once.

I'm not going to make
that mistake again.

Mom, look, that means
a lot to me, but...

Noah and I have
worked things out.

Him on the other hand...

What the hell
are you doing here?

Oh, it's nice to see you,
too, Valerie.

Well, I thought you'd be
in jail rotting away.

Oh, I paid for my crimes,

which did not include
stealing money from you.

Is everything all right here?

Mom, this is Bill
Taylor, Kelly's dad.

This is Abby Malone.

Hello, Abby.

Hello.

Unfortunately,

your daughter is under the, uh,

mistaken impression
I cost her some money.

You know what?
A hundred thousand dollars

isn't just "some money."

As I said,
mistaken impression.

Watch your purse mother.

I'll tell you my side
of the story over a drink?

All right.

The look on your face
when you realized

you'd taken me to a
steak restaurant...

Well, you are
so captivating,

I forgot I was
a vegetarian.

And the way you
insisted on eating meat

simply not
to inconvenience me.

That was so sweet.

That's the kind of guy I am.

Here's where I coyly ask
if you'd like to come in.

And I say, "Yes, very much."

I've been, um,
thinking about this

from the moment we met.

Me, too.

From before, really.
What?

From that incredible letter

where you told me
all your fantasies.

Oh, that?

And now, I'm going to make
them all come true.

I've never wanted to say
the name of any man

I've ever been with before.

But I want to say yours, Ted.

Ted. Ted.

Ted...

Ted.

Um...

I'm sorry.

What's wrong?

Is it something I said, Ted?

No, no, it's not you.

It's, I'm...

I have to go.

I have to go.

Hey.

Hi.

You ready to go?
Uh, just about.

So what'd you
think of my article?

Well, it's your job

to tell both sides
of the story.

I can't help it
if I don't agree.

The experts I talked to said
that Raphael would be fine.

Not without a maternal figure
in his life.

I don't think so.

Oh, so it's

not their sexuality
you're opposed to,

it's their gender.
Brandon...

I don't want to argue
about this, okay?

I'm just curious
about something.

If this was two gay women

would you feel the same way?

I don't want to argue.
Fine.

We have to get going.

I told my dad that we would
meet him at the After Dark.

How's he doing?

He says he's changed.

Kel...
Brandon.

I wanted to say that I'm sorry

for not asking your opinion
about the baby.

It was really
selfish of me.

I need your help here.

You got it.

Kelly?

Leanne.

What are you doing here?

I want my baby.
I want Erik.

I really can't talk about this.

Then take me to the lady
at Social Services, please.

Help me get my baby back.

Come on, Donna,
what do they know?

Apparently, the same thing
as everyone else.

Whoa!
Ooh, sorry.

Okay, watch,
I'll prove this to you.

Nat, can I show you something?

Uh, yeah, sure.
Okay. Will you look

at my designs and
tell me honestly

what you think.

I don't know.

See?

B-But these are
spring colors.

I'm...

kind of an autumn guy.

Look, we're not giving up.

Why not? Everyone's
given up on us.

You're the one who told me
you have to be patient. It's just,

every time we get turned down,
it just reminds me

what a great setup I had
over at Child's Play.

Yeah, it was a great job.

I mean, no questions asked,
it was a great gig.

It'll happen again.

What if it doesn't?

I mean, come on, we both
know that that was a fluke.

I mean, without
their connections

with the department store...

Are there any stops
we haven't made yet?

Nope, none today.

Just Mayalee's tomorrow,
and that's it.

Mayalee's?

No problem.

No problem? What...

Are you and I sitting
in the same meetings, or...?

They're gonna love you.
Based on what?

I don't know-- they're
gonna love you, though.

I say we get out of here,

we get our skates
and go to the beach.

No, no, I don't think so.

It'll take your
mind off work.

I'm tired.
Can you take me home?

I'm so happy you decided
to take Erik back.

Even though you
offered to take him?

He belongs with you.

When he couldn't have that,
my heart went out to him.

He's so precious.

I'm glad you finally
realized that.

So am I-- considering
the alternative.

The alternative?

The idea of my boy being
raised by a couple of queers.

I... I met Gene and Kyle.

They seem really nice.

Yeah, to raise a ballerina.

You said that you talked
to your mom about the baby.

Did you talk to her about this?

She's the one who showed me
the newspaper article

about what those guys
were trying to do.

That's how you found out

about Gene and Kyle,
through the paper?

Without that article,

Erik would have been raised gay.

You're not raised gay,
you're born that way.

Wh-What would you do

if you were me?

Would you let
those guys raise your kid?

I wouldn't leave my kid
on a doorstep.

But if you did,
would you let them?

Leanne.

Oh, hey.
Hi.

How'd your date go?

Well, it...
it didn't, really.

If it's because you told her the
truth, then I'm proud of you.

Oh, no, no, she wanted to...

have sex.

With Ted.

Yeah. Which is why

I couldn't go through with it.

Well, good for you.

Oh, hey, listen,
the ad guy was back.

Brandon's not too pleased.

Thanks for the warning.

Maybe I wasn't
clear, Steve.

I'm not gonna edit a paper
that runs cigarette ads.

You were clear.

Well, I guess
there's nothing left to say.

That's right,
bail on me, go ahead.

Oh, no, this isn't on me,
Steve, it's on you.

No, this is on us.

This is our failure.

Not mine.

You remember that
when you get that award.

We failed.

Fine.

It's on us.

Am I missing something?

Paper's gonna close.

Yeah, Steve,
the paper's gonna close,

and we're both gonna move on.

No, you're gonna move on.

You always do.

When we graduated college,
this paper saved me.

And you saved the paper.

It's not that big a deal, Steve.

It is to me.

Before you say anything,
I just want to apologize.

Stop, stop, I have
to tell you something.

I think maybe you
should sit down

before I tell you
this, though.

If you're breaking up with me,
I think I'd rather stand.

Have a seat.

Uh...

I'm not Ted.

What is that supposed to mean?

It means I'm not the guy
that wrote you those letters.

I'm not the man
you fell in love with.

My name is Steve Sanders.

But you...

you knew what was in them.

Ted had an office
in the building where I work.

And when he
switched jobs,

he asked one of my employees

to forward his mail.

Well, she must've got
the address wrong.

because all the letters
kept coming back to us.

And you read them?
No, not at first.

But then... there were
these postcards, and...

...they were beautiful, and...

Yeah, I read them.

But they were so intimate...

so personal.

How could you?

I sent them back to you,
but you flew here before

they had a chance
to reach you. Wait.

Wait. Just stop.
Jill, the thing is...

I'm thinking we really
have something here.

Just get away from me.

Jill, come on,
I know what I did wrong.

Just get away from me!

Yeah, Donna and I have a meeting tomorrow

with your buyers at 10:00.

That's what I'm proposing.

Mayalee's takes
the samples on consignment,

and I will handle
anything that doesn't move,

including incidental costs.

Yeah, but you got
to keep it between us.

Even Donna.

All right, I'll see
you tomorrow. Thanks.

Hey.

Hey.
Sorry. Was I interrupting?

No, it was an old friend.
What's up?

Me. My mood.

I, um, just spent the day
thinking about what you said

about not giving up
and being patient.

And you were right.

That's the spirit.

If we go in to Mayalee's
tomorrow thinking

they're gonna love us,
they will.

Like money in the bank.

Yeah.

Coming.

Hey, I've been calling you.

Thank you.

For what?

I started playing again,
with Sloan.

I mean, not really with...

I-It's really hard to explain.

But... you were right.

Well, I'm happy for you,
and I want to hear all about it,

but I got to get
my mom off on her date.

Her date?
Yeah, she's being mysterious

about the whole thing,
but I'm not pressing.

Anybody who can take her
off my hands is fine by me.

Hey.
David, hi.

You know, if you're here
to see Kelly, she's not here.

I'm not here
to see Kelly.

Well, then who
are you here to see?

Hi, Bill.

Hi.

I-I'm sorry I'm late.

Oh, that's all right.

Wha... He's your date?

I know what
you're thinking.

Well, then how
can you do this?

Because I believe he didn't
do anything to hurt you.

Like you've ever been a
good judge of that before.

You know, now's probably
not a really good time.

It'll be okay.

It's fine.

We'll talk about this later.

Evening.

But I don't understand-- she's a bigot.

She is the child's mother.

I'm sorry, but,
according to the law,

that's all that matters.

What are you doing here?

I know that Leanne read
the article, and...

I just wanted to tell you

I think what she's
doing is wrong.

Unbelievably enough,
no one else does.

Everything's gonna be okay.

Yes, it is.

You're going back to your mommy now.

Can't you guys
fight this?

We could cry
discrimination,

drag it out for a year
or two in court.

Think of how hard it would be
to give him up then.

Ah, you think about
how hard it would be for Raphael to give us up.

That's why
we'd never do it.

I'm sorry.

Can you promise us
that that girl will be

as good a parent
as the two of us would've been?

Can you do that?

If you don't want to go to this thing today,

I completely understand.

And miss seeing you
get an award? No.

Here, let me do that.
Thanks.

Did you write your
acceptance speech yet? Yeah.

I'm sorry. Did you say
you were looking for a job?

I'll be in the car.

This is so weird.

Even if I win,
I feel like I'm losing.

I know how you feel.

How do you know?

You backed Leanne, she won.

I don't see your loss.

She abandoned him.

Gene and Kyle loved him
enough to let him go.

When they asked me if I thought

that she would make
a better mother than them,

there's no way.

And what's hurting

is knowing that I wouldn't
have been better either.

Don't be so hard on yourself.

I've been thinking
about it, Brandon.

And the reason that I had
such a bad reaction

to Gene and Kyle was because
I wanted the baby for myself.

It had nothing to do
with the baby

or his needs--
it was all about me.

Oh, there she is.

Hi, Dad.

Hi, honey.
Hi, Brandon.

Bill, Abby!

Hi.

Why are you guys
holding hands?

Didn't Valerie tell you?

The wonderful news?

I thought I'd let you tell her.

We're pretty happy
about this.

We just hope
you are, too.

Happy about what?
I didn't even know

that you two knew
each other.

Valerie introduced us.

Guilty as charged.

Are you sure?

Donna...

You're not just saying it?

You made the sale.

I did? I did?!

The dresses are terrific.

I'll expect 20 to be ready
for display sometime next week.

Twenty?
We'll have 'em for you. Thank you.

Excuse me.

Hello?

Okay.

I have to step out.

Take your time gathering
your things.

Hmm...

Did she just say
what I think she said?

That you're
a brilliant designer

and she's happy to have you?
She said it.

Oh, yay!

Hi.

What are you doing here?

I just came by to see how
you were doing with Raphael.

Erik's fine.

Is he?

Babies cry,
in case you haven't heard.

I don't remember you working
for the child welfare people.

Yesterday you asked me
a question,

and I wasn't sure how
to answer it, but now I am.

If I were you,

I would let Kyle and Gene
raise my baby.

I'm busy.
So if you don't mind...

Leanne,

parenting isn't about biology
or sexuality.

It's about love.

Leanne, you've just got

to start taking some
responsibility for this baby.

I love my baby.

Do you? Do you really?

You guys, I think we're up next.

Ladies and gentleman,

our next category is
for best investigative report.

You know you could at least
pretend to like each other.

Dennis Kress,
The L.A. Gazette,

"The Metro Rail,
The Gravy Train of the '90s."

So how's Jill?

She never wants to see me again.
Thanks for asking.

"Life on the Streets,"
Brandon Walsh, The Beverly Beat.

Any word from Kelly?

No word.

And the winner is...

Jennifer Ruiz.

Wow,

thank you.
Thank you all.

What did I miss?

Oh, a lot of good
conversation,

good humor,
lots of laughs.

You know, a real joy.

Oh, that bad.

We lost.
How'd it go with Leanne?

Like talking to a wall.

Probably a lot like it's been
talking to me the past few days.

..and publisher,
Nikki Coulter.

Thank you.

Finally, ladies and gentleman,

we'd like to present
a Governor's award today

for special achievement.

To introduce the recipient
of the award,

here's the publisher of the
Beverly Beat, Steve Sanders.

Thank you.

When I first heard
the Association was gonna

honor Brandon Walsh with this
award, I was thrilled.

I prepared this long speech
about how I couldn't imagine

anyone more deserving,

but I'm not gonna read from it
because I'm angry.

I'm angry that this guy
doesn't know how good he is,

how much his stories affect
the lives of others

and what a difference
he really makes.

I tried explaining it to him,
but he won't listen.

Maybe he'll listen to you.

I hate you,
you know that?

The ends justifies
the means here, baby.

And then some.

Thank you, Steve.

Um, you publish
a pretty good rag.

And if I have anything
to say about it,

you'll be publishing it
for some time to come.

Oh, yeah!

Hey, man.

Hey.

Thought you might like
to hear how this sounds.

I hope you didn't mind me
joining in with you.

Mind?
I'm obliged, man.

This is the first song
I've finished in five years.

Why? What happened to you?

What happened to you?

After "Keep It Together,"

I would've thought
you'd have been way past here.

Things just didn't work out.

They rarely do.

It's a good song, man.

What are you gonna
do with this?

The same thing
you should,

just enjoy it.

David, listen to me.

My mom and Bill
are going away for the weekend.

Can you believe this?

Come here.

What?
Come here. Trust me.

What am I gonna do?

Just relax for
a second, okay.

Come on.

Hmm?
Yeah.

How's that?

Nice.

Nice?
Yeah.

I don't want to see
you any more.

Wait.
Do we have something or not?

I have something with Ted.

I don't know you.

Oh, you know,
the crazy thing is, I think you do.

It's like we were meant
to be together.

I was meant to be
with Ted. Taxi!

But your letters
came to me.

If you cared about me,

you'd figure out why
that happened,

and you'd fix it.

I tried.

It's like the universe
is keeping us together!

The universe? Uh-huh.

Jill, wait.

You know the saying, "If you
love something, let it go"?

Yeah. It's something
Ted used to write to me.

Oh, good, 'cause that's gonna
make it very easy for me.

Make what easy?

I'm gonna find Ted.

You are not making
any sense.

If finding Ted is
gonna make you happy,

then finding Ted is
what I'm gonna do.

Because after all this,
I want to see you happy.

Good-bye... whoever you are.

It's a miracle,
that's what it is.

It's nothing
but a miracle.

The mother changed
her mind.

We got a phone call from
Pam about two hours ago

asking if we'd be willing
to take in a baby.

We said yes without
even knowing

that it was Raphael.

We just wanted you
to share our joy.

I'm really happy for you guys.

So am I.

You mean that?

Yeah, I do.

It's dinnertime.
We'd better go. Yeah.

Say bye-bye.

Bye, baby.

I'm going home now.

I'm finally going home.

You did
a good thing there.

Yeah, I did.

No, you did
an incredibly good thing.