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(Diana crying)

(Diana still crying)

(Gurgling)

? Everybody wants to live ?

? like they wanna live ?

? and everybody

wants to love ?

? like they wanna love ?

? everybody wants to be ?

? closer to free-ee-ee ?

? closer to free ?

Keep your money.

I made my own lunch.

yours, too.

where is Daphne?

I don't know, Charlie.

in 2 minutes, I have

to be in the truck

to pick up Owen.

she's supposed to be here

to take Diana.

well, I can watch Diana.

you are not going to miss

your first day back at Grant

to baby-sit.

she's got to be here.

I cannot be late

for work again.

you could call Kirsten.

no, I can't.

all right, listen.

stuff some extra diapers

into my bag.

I'm just going to take her

to work with me.

maybe we'll see Daphne

on the way out.

let's not bet on it.

ok, something

to eat for you, lunch.

hey...the handsomest

salinger on record.

hey, watch it.

the handsomest is you.

(chuckles)

ok.

we had a good time, huh?

what was the most fun

you think,

the waterworks mountain

or the exploratorium?

I don't know, both.

come here.

well, you're

going to have fun

with Charlie, too.

I talked to him

last night,

and he couldn't wait

to get you back.

really?

yes, really.

Charlie loves you, owe.

he's your big brother

and he cares

about you a lot.

so do you.

yeah, you bet I do,

but so does Charlie.

and no baby

is ever going to

change that, right?

(telephone rings)

hello.

hey, we were just

talking about you.

look, I know I should

be on my over,

but something's come up.

something like what?

what's come up, Charlie?

well, Daphne's supposed

to be back here by now

to take Diana

and watch Owen,

but she's...

out somewhere.

ok, but where are you

going with this?

because I've got Owen

standing right here

waiting for you.

yeah, well, i-i

need you to keep him.

Charlie, did you

hear me just say

that he's standing right here,

dressed and ready to go?

look, I wouldn't ask it

if I didn't need it,

bay, all right?

but I'm jammed up here

and if I miss

another day at work-

look, I need you

to help me, man,

all right?

so I can keep this job

and keep this end of

the family together.

all right?

and I tell Owen...

Bailey.

all right. All right.

You know-

what?

you don't do chopsticks

that way.

the, um,

the top stick moves

and the bottom one

stays still.

I'm like Edward

scissorhands here.

everything always

falls in my lap.

mmm, paper roll.

delicious.

thanks.

Henry's taking me to a

nice Sushi place tonight

and I do not want to

embarrass myself again.

Henry?

Henry yurimoto.

he's an engineering

student. He likes

to study stress,

like what happens

to walls when they

collapse in earthquakes.

wow.

so...

you're, like,

going out on dates?

Maggie, that's great.

I mean, I had no idea.

well, it was one of those

steal my boyfriend once,

shame on you.

steal my boyfriend twice,

shame on me kind of things.

ok, I get that.

but don't you think that,

um, maybe if things

work out with Henry

and-and you're happy,

that you might

forgive me a little?

that we might get past this

and try being friends?

I don't know.

maybe.

ok. Thanks.

ok.

just don't tell ned.

are you kidding?

ned's going to be

so happy for you.

mm-mmm.

oh, Maggie, come on.

I'm telling you

leave him out of it.

these kids, they don't get

many breaks, Kirsten,

so you could help out

in a big way.

would you consider it?

consider what, exactly?

this. Consider this.

just go slow, sweetheart.

that-a boy.

Paul, wait, no.

no, no, don't do this.

what, don't do what?

I think this makes sense.

I think your working here

with kids-

don't do-

don't go worrying

about filling my life

with jobs with kids.

I can worry

about myself.

ok, but at least have

a look. Please? Please?

all right, just see

what you think.

good morning.

oh, good morning,

doctor.

oh, great.

is this one of

our new volunteers?

uh...

well, actually,

Mrs. wilford,

we were just...

having a look

and thinking.

well, darling,

while you're thinking,

why don't you

take this ribbon

and a couple of

these feathers here

and give them

to Michael.

he's sitting over there.

king of mischief.

bring me the next

human sacrifice.

be careful,

he bites.

good luck.

(sighs)

don't worry.

I'll just bite back.

(sighs)

why can't you 2 guys

just go and do something

that you know

something about?

yeah, sure.

hey, owe.

you want to go

to a restaurant

management seminar?

I want to go camping.

I want to see a bear.

I want to go fishing.

he wants to go camping,

even though it's winter

and it's cold,

like it's going to be

wherever we go camping.

and I know for a fact

that the bears are going

to be hibernating

and the fish

are going to be...

frozen into fish sticks

in freezers

where they belong.

look, just because

Charlie promised Owen

that he would take him

camping sometime

during the winter,

doesn't mean

that it has to be

this weekend, right?

Bailey:

no, no, no,

no, no, no.

if Charlie salinger

can go camping

this time of year,

then Bailey salinger can.

only we're roughing it

like real men.

none of this, none of this

sissy camping crapola.

we're just taking

these sleeping bags...

which are summer weight.

ok, and some blankets.

and some raw meat.

and matches.

and maybe a steak knife

for cutting stuff up.

and a tent maybe.

ok, Mr. softie, a tent.

that's it, 'cause

the salinger brothers

are going camping.

yes!

a little girl, is it?

was she baptized here

at St. Daniels?

um...baptized?

no. Father,

the thing is...

well, I haven't been

in church in 15 years.

but I came here because

I have a problem.

you haven't been

to mass for 15 years?

well, talk about

a problem.

that is a problem.

but that's not

what I came here to-

I was hoping that

you could help me.

well, what about

your husband?

does he come here

to mass?

no. I'm not married,

father.

ok.

but I live

with the father.

oh.

he's not really

religious, either.

well, that tells me

you have a good deal

to talk about.

now, I want you

to bring him around.

no, this isn't-

it's not about him.

it's-it's me.

I need help.

I almost left my baby

in the park in a stroller,

and i-i didn't even know

I was doing it or-or why.

I don't understand.

father, I don't even know

if I love her.

oh, now, now.

I cannot believe

you don't love

your own child.

well, what's

happening then?

what could make me want

to turn my back on my baby

and walk away

and keep on walking?

I mean, could someone

just please say something

that could shed

a little light on that?

please? 'Cause I'm scared.

look, father, I didn't

even want to come here today

because it's been so long,

but I just thought that-

I am glad you came

to me. The first

thing I want to do

is get both you and

the child's father

(telephone rings)

back in the church.

I'll be right with you.

hello. Father carroll.

no, no, not orchids.

it's a wedding,

not a funeral.

yeah, I understand,

but listen,

I can't really

talk right now.

I'm rather tied up.

look, I promise I'll

get right back to you.

please, just hang on

for a second.

now, miss, we-

No, no, no,

I am not writing a paper

that says if Jane Austen

were alive today,

she'd be writing

for ally mcbeal.

ha ha. Why not?

it's a very

defendable theory.

wait, uh, don't, um,

don't go in there.

why not?

because, um, there's

a monkey on the door.

yeah?

and it's a sign.

it means stay out.

(whispering)

Maggie's in there

with her boyfriend.

her boyfriend?

her boyfriend?

what, uh, ha ha.

when did she get

a boyfriend?

shh!

you never told me.

they can hear you.

it just happened.

and I said I wouldn't

interrupt.

let's go park it

in the common room.

what? Wait.

what is it? You're not

suddenly acting weird

because of this

Maggie thing, are you?

no.

huh. Maggie said you'd

be weird about this.

Maggie said that.

you are upset.

I'm not upset.

I'm not upset.

I just told you

I'm not upset.

what part of that

don't you understand?

nothing.

repeat after me.

ned is not upset.

ned is not upset.

ok, then.

Hi. Yeah, I have

an old savings bond

that I would like

to leave to an infant.

well, can I cash it in

and leave it in her name?

and how long will

that take to mature?

great. And she can

do that herself?

ok. I'll be there

before you close.

I'll be there

before then.

thank you.

Hey, you know what-

you know what?

I am upset.

I was thinking about it

last night,

and I am upset.

obviously, this has been

going on for a while

cause you didn't

just say date.

you said boyfriend.

so, I guess what am I?

the only one not to know?

I'm not hiding

anything from you.

I just found out

about it. Ok?

and Maggie certainly

doesn't want to share

this kind of thing

with either one of us.

anyway, who cares?

is he in your room

all the time?

no.

see, I know she's

talking about me.

telling him stuff

about us.

no one's

saying anything.

I just don't like it.

I don't like the idea

of the 3 of you

in that room

all the time.

and I'm the only one

not there. It-

stuff gets said.

ned, if anything,

having a boyfriend

is making her

less angry than

she used to be.

we might actually

become friends.

see, that's even worse.

I hate that.

'cause then it's really

like the 3 of you

all pals and everything.

and me, I'm off on my own.

then spend more time

in my room.

it'll be the 4 of us.

I don't want to do that.

I don't want to share you

with anyone.

well, I don't know

what to say then.

'cause you're going

to have to deal with it.

Maggie has a boyfriend,

and unless

you're jealous-

come on.

then deal.

Ouch!

he's all yours.

there's his, uh,

shoes and socks.

don't be expecting a tip

from that bath.

what's in the bag,

miss k?

it's a sock-putter-onner.

I am going to show you

how to put on your own socks.

I've never put on

my own socks before,

miss k.

usually my mom or

a nurse has to do that.

I can't reach so good.

you sort of catch it

over your toes,

and then you pull up.

let me try this.

ha!

perfect.

How long does it take

to starve?

you're not starving.

yes, I am.

and I'm cold.

well, do some

jumping Jacks.

how am I going to do

jumping Jacks tonight

in my sleeping bag?

just do them, owe, ok.

I got to get

this supper cooked

before it gets

dark out here.

Owen!

uh-oh.

look what you did.

you're not helping here.

you don't know

what you're doing.

ok, look, don't panic.

come here.

just blow the dirt

off of that.

let me get

this fire started.

excuse me.

oh, hi.

hi. We made

too much food over here,

and we were hoping

maybe you guys

could help us eat it?

whatcha got?

Owen,

that's not polite.

no, it's ok.

we're having Salisbury steak,

potatoes au gratin,

green beans,

and chocolate cake

for dessert.

You said that you would

be here and Claudia

so that if I lost

track of time-

losing track of time

for what?

again, I wake up

this morning,

and you've already

left the house.

listen, I'm not-

I'm fine with

any time you need

to run errands,

but if it's going

to make me late,

or if I have to take

the baby to school

with me-

you said that the school

was ok with that.

you said that you

were ok with that.

you just got to let

me know, Daphne, ok?

when you're going

to go to the bank

or wherever the hell

it is you go.

the bank?

yeah, they called.

they needed your

social security number

on some savings bond

paperwork.

I can explain that.

well, you left it blank.

they said they

needed someone's,

anyone's number

who's buying the bonds,

so I gave them mine.

that's good, Charlie.

thanks.

you know, if it's

supposed to be a gift.

your gift, it might be

nice if Diana knows

that her first

investment was made

by her mom, you know.

well, my name's on there

somewhere,I'm sure.

and that's 20 years

from now, Charlie.

you're at the bank

planning 20 years

from now

and you can't seem to

give me a day's notice

about taking care

of Diana.

I am thinking.

please believe me when

I say that I'm thinking.

and it's-it's

Diana's happiness

that I'm thinking about.

Maybe our tent won't fit

2 sleeping bags, Bailey.

they'll fit even if

I have to force them.

you know, those people

really had a nice tent.

maybe we should wait

and go camping

when we have a tent

as nice as theirs.

what are you

talking about?

we can't wait

and go camping.

we are camping.

this is what you

wanted to do, Owen.

but there's nothing

to do here.

we can't fish.

we forgot our hiking boots.

ok, look.

you got me out here,

and we're going

to be out here

like you wanted us

to be, ok?

I'm not getting in

the car and driving

us home tonight,

so just

get used to it.

camping is what

you wanted to do,

Owen, so-

I thought when

we said camping-

no, this is camping.

this is camping.

now climb into

your sleeping bag

and go to sleep.

you're mean, Bailey.

Julia: What are we

doing here?

I know it's

not perfect yet.

it's kind of in its

pre-love shack state,

but I've got an old

oriental rug in storage

and a line on

a double bed.

wait,

is this for you?

it's for you.

for us.

ha ha.

but I don't need

a new room.

yes, you do.

we need you to have

your own room.

one with

some privacy.

wait a second.

you can't be-

are you still

stuck on this whole

Maggie's boyfriend thing?

no.

yes, you are.

you're obsessed with

keeping me away from them.

you know what?

ned, this is getting

a little weird.

why? No, it's not.

and that is not

a very nice thing to say.

ned-

you cannot tell me

you prefer

to share your room

with another couple.

you'd rather worry

about monkeys on doorknobs

and who gets dibs

on Saturday night

than have a place

where we can be alone

whenever we want.

am I wrong here?

am I crazy?

ok, so why don't you

get a single?

because I can't.

the waiting list for

a guy to get a single

is, like, way into

the next millennium.

I mean, even

getting this place

was no piece of cake.

but i-i like my room.

and I like my roommate.

I just think that

maybe we should have

discussed this first.

since when do you discuss

a gift with someone?

ok, I'll think about it.

fine.

as long as you call

the building manager

or I lose my deposit, ok?

tell me you'll

call him, please?

ok.

Here we go.

we'll get this off.

all right.

claud, can you grab me

some more diapers?

there's extras in

the bottom drawers

in the bathroom.

That's not where Daphne

put these the other day.

along with the other

50 million.

50 million what?

Why would she be

buying all this stuff

and just-

what is she doing?

(Grunts)

hey, guys.

that light rain

you predicted

last night

half blew down

the tent.

barely got it

back up before

the monsoon struck.

well, we didn't sleep

so great, either.

what, the central heat

in your tent go out?

oh, that's funny.

actually, Karen was

pretty much awake

all night.

she gets nightmares.

does Owen get nightmares?

he doesn't need them.

camping with me has been

enough of a nightmare.

you know, I see you

trying real hard.

I mean,

I know it's not easy.

kids are a lot

to deal with

because they've got

a lot to deal with.

Owen sure has

a lot to deal with.

he's got a situation

back home

where he lives

with our brother-

let's just say,

yeah, he has

a lot to deal with.

Karen, too?

she doesn't

seem like-

yeah. Ha ha.

she gets nightmares.

I was afraid

you heard them.

no. I was afraid you

were going to hear us.

me and Owen,

sloshing around,

fighting with

each other.

(sighs) He hates me

right now.

nothing I did

was right.

been there.

am there.

he's cold and bored

and miserable.

and he's really

working me over

about the 5 sticks

of gum we had

for breakfast.

look, why don't Karen and I

make room in our tent

for you guys?

seriously, it'll be cozy,

but at least he'll be

warm and dry.

come on,

we'll make hot dogs.

go look at stars later.

you mean tonight?

tonight.

no.

come on.

no.

I got to get him home.

get him dried out

and hope

that sneeze he has

doesn't turn into

full-blown pneumonia.

you know, you could

pack up and go home,

but you know what?

I don't think he wants you

to give up like that,

even if he's

asking you to.

I think he wants you

to make it great.

I thought we were

working stuff out.

we were.

we are. I just thought

with you and Henry

and me and ned,

a little privacy

might be a good thing.

did ned ask you

to do this?

no. No.

we both decided

it would be less

awkward this way.

I guess.

it just seems weird.

I mean, your new place

is kind of far away and...

you have all these

friends here.

and...i don't know.

I mean, half of our life

is in this dorm.

I know. So I'm giving

some stuff up.

I realize that.

no kidding.

plus I was kind of

looking forward

to us getting back

to being friends.

we will be friends.

come on.

I know this is a none of

my business kind of thing,

but moving into a single

with your boyfriend?

what happened to college?

that sounds like

being married,

and you did that

last year.

you've been an angel

with Mike.

I could sleep better

knowing somebody

like you was here.

oh, i-

he's a wonderful boy.

let's go home.

where's my woman now?

there you are.

(sighs)

are you going to behave?

do your exercises and-

Bye.

? I'm going home ?

? I'm going home ?

see you later, chump.

Goes with the job,

I guess.

I must be looking at

a plane or something

'cause there's way

too much color going on

for that to be a planet.

you see it?

that's saturn, dummy?

Teresa's got it

all set up

so you can

see the rings.

wow, this is cool.

did you even know stuff

like that was up there?

Karen: I knew.

Bailey: I'm sorry.

I thought you guys

were asleep.

nope.

not yet.

sorry. We'll keep it

down over here.

shh.

Bailey, do you think

there's more cool

stuff like saturn,

that we could see?

well, yeah, there's

all the other planets.

there's Mars and pluto...

and goofy.

(both laugh)

it's not a planet.

goofy's a dog.

I'm teasing you, pal.

I know.

Bailey...

mm-hmm.

when you find out

about cool stuff,

will you let me know

so we can see it

together?

it doesn't have to be

just planets.

I'm making a list already.

check it out.

whoa!

someday you'll go

to New York...

and Paris.

not that I've ever

been to either,

but you will.

and there'll be

all these French guys.

but you'll know how to

take care of yourself.

I'm not worried

about you at all.

and then college

is a big thing.

you're gonna be college

material, definitely.

and you'll wear one of

those business suits,

and you'll carry

one of those, like,

pocketbook

briefcase things

that cost,

like, 1,000 bucks.

hey, you'll be like

a lawyer or something.

yeah.

and Charlie

will be so proud.

poor Charlie.

hey.

oh, hey.

poor Charlie?

I was just

talking to her.

Well, why don't you

put her down and

let her get some sleep?

get some sleep

for yourself.

it's ok.

I'm not finished

telling her about...

boys...

and the back seats

of cars,

and to stay away

from people who stare.

like that.

and I like watching her.

ok.

good night.

good night.

She was saying

good-bye.

to Diana?

yeah.

and me.

she's leaving us.

are you sure?

how can you-

I'm sure, ok?

I've been replaying

everything.

I mean, the savings bond,

the way she bought

all that stuff like

she was stockpiling for...

for forever.

did you say anything?

like what?

like, "I know

what you're doing,

Daphne"?

"and I want you to stay."

yeah, like that.

I didn't...

I couldn't. I'm...

I'm not sure that

that's what I want.

I mean, if staying

were what she wanted,

but it's not.

it isn't. I can see it.

and I'm just...

I'm tired, Kirsten.

I'm trying to make her

act like a mother for Diana

when she doesn't feel it.

of being after her

to want something

that she doesn't want.

I'm just...Tired.

are you gonna

let her go?

I don't know.

where are all the boxes

and everything?

I thought you would've

been done by now.

that's what I want

to talk to you about.

we can talk and pack

at the same time.

so come on.

help me out.

ned.

ned, listen, um...

Maggie and I had

a really good talk,

and I've decided

I don't wanna move.

we're gonna figure out

how to deal with 2 boyfriends

in one room.

I'm making friends here.

and moving is

such a nightmare.

we've already

decided this, Julia.

I put a deposit down.

nonrefundable,

at this point.

I mean, now we'll be

able to be together.

alone. You and me.

so grab a box.

do your desk.

you're not listening.

would you stop bullying

and listen to me?

now, I know

you're worried about,

I don't know,

being the odd man out

or whatever,

but Maggie is being

really good about this-

I think I know Maggie

a little better

than you.

and we're

under a deadline here,

so if you don't mind,

how about pitching in

and helping out?

no, ned.

no, I do mind.

this is my room,

and it's still my life,

and I'm not having anyone

tell me what I have to do!

no, this was your room,

and it's our lives,

and I'm saying

pack your stuff now!

no.

hey, would you just...

cut it out?!

you know what?

give me that!

ned, would you please-

Julia!

So after my girlfriend

set me up with this guy,

she told me what he

loved so much about

his old girlfriend

were her ankles.

and I was like...

my ankles

are my mother's ankles.

not something you

put little chains

of hearts around,

you know

what I'm sayin'?

can I borrow

a little powder?

sure.

but I was thinking,

there was this guy

one time,

and he was, like,

"hey, you could

sweep the floor

with those eyelashes."

so I figure I'm just having

to work with what god

and maybelline give me.

thank you.

hey, you keep it.

you look like

you could use it.

I mean, it's not Chanel

or anything.

well, here we go.

wish me luck.

Ah-choo!

here.

now, listen, when

Charlie asks you where

you got that cold...

I tell him it's

'cause the first night

we slept in the rain.

right.

and...

maybe we don't even

tell him about

the second night.

oh, you mean not say

that we had to sleep

with those women?

we didn't sleep

with those women.

not in...In the...

sleeping with way.

I was sleeping.

you were snoring.

ok.

what I mean is...

usually when

adults say that

they slept together,

they mean

something different.

like kissing?

kissing's

a big part of it.

I understand

what you're getting at,

Bailey.

You could call Michael

if you want to.

no. Didn't think

you'd want to.

he's with his family,

and that's great.

it's...

we're a family,

you and me.

we are.

but it doesn't

feel like it.

Paul, what are you-

just let me say this.

we don't feel

like a family

to you because-

Kirsten,

say what you wanna say-

a family to you

has kids in it.

and it doesn't feel

like a family to me

because...

you're not happy.

and I want you happy.

if I'm not happy,

it's not because

I don't love you.

no, I didn't say it was.

that's my point.

whatever I said

in the past,

whatever we've said,

I need to give you

a baby.

we need

to adopt a child.

Kirsten?

no. I...

I heard you.

it's just...

why are you doing this,

Paul?

opening a door

that we shut.

we talked it,

and we shut it for good.

and now...

stop doing this to me!

this is not what you want,

so stop doing it!

but I don't know

how not to do it

'cause I've realized

how unhappy you would be

without kids...

just as I've realized

how unhappy I would be

without you.

Any place in particular

you want me to put these?

um...in my drawer,

I guess.

what?

Uhh...

looks like my sweatshirt

got in the wash again.

it never ceases

to amaze me

how much laundry

there is here.

and it's not just because

of the baby, either.

I know you're leaving,

Daphne.

Charlie...

I know it.

I've been wondering

for a while, but...

but now I just...

I know it.

and, uh...

if it's what

you want, daph-

no. Just let me

say this.

all I want to know is...

is when...

so I can start to

figure out our life

without you.

mine and Diana's.

please believe me.

I wasn't...

hiding anything

from you, Charlie.

that's how it felt.

I was, I was...

waiting for

the right time to leave.

not that there is ever

a right time,

but is it before her eyes

can focus on me,

before she can

call me mama?

I don't know.

all I know is that...

the other day,

we were in the park,

and she started to cry.

and I walked away

from her.

no, listen to me.

I walked away

because at that moment,

in my mind,

Diana didn't even exist.

and I'm afraid...

that...

I'm always gonna be

the kind of mom

who can and will

walk away.

and that is not,

that's not the kind mom

that Diana needs.

Diana or you.

so the question is not

when will I leave.

the truth is...

I've already left.

daph...

just do one thing for me

after I go...

don't let her hate me.

Come on, Julia.

what the hell.

hey, it's me.

I, uh...

where are you?

I'm looking all over,

and...

listen, I just, uh...

I wanna talk about

this moving thing.

so call me

when you get this.

Next time we're gonna go

with the right gear.

tarp, boots, stove,

and a new tent

'cause we basically

wrecked Owen's.

and a telescope.

he keeps talking about

wanting to look up

at the stars.

a really big tent

'cause next time

you're coming with us.

when we were

setting up the tent,

he kept banging me

in the head with the poles.

then we basically

slept out in the cold

all night.

you know what?

Owen is the happiest

I've ever seen him.

I mean, it's like,

"Bailey this"

and "Bailey that".

so whatever you think

you did wrong...

see, that's just it.

I loved it, too.

I really did.

and you know that I didn't

even want to go out there,

and we got there,

and every was going wrong,

and...

I don't know.

I don't know when things

changed around, but...

nothing ever felt

better than that.

Nothing could.

Julia?

what time is it?

oh, I don't know.

late.

sorry.

it's ok.

I saw your suitcase

and boxes and stuff.

I didn't know if you were

coming back here tonight.

yeah.

oh, ned left

a couple messages.

he was looking for you.

did you find him?

mm-mm. No.

you ok?

you sound weird.

I'm fine.

well, I'm kinda up now.

you want me to

turn on the light

and we could talk?

no. It's ok.

go back to sleep.

I'm a little tired.

ok.

good night, jule.

good night, Maggie.

(Car approaches,

horn honks)

man: Somebody call a cab

to this address?

Daphne: Yeah. Can you

help me with this?

just the one bag?

I can carry

the backpack.

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