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Charlie! Hey, Charlie!

go back to bed.

Diana's crying.

I can't sleep.

make her stop!

I'm trying, ok?

I'm trying.

now go back to bed.

(crying)

hey, little girl.

hey, where's

the 4-alarm fire, huh?

shh.

I wouldn't do that

if I were you,

Mr. salinger,

pick her up

every time she cries.

I'm just trying

to calm her down.

hey, sweetie.

daddy loves you.

baby's got to learn

how to put herself

to sleep.

no, I think that's what

we're paying you to do.

Mr. salinger,

I have 26 years

of nursing experience.

no, this isn't

a debate, Nora.

lighten up, Charlie.

come back to bed.

this is real simple.

when she cries,

I want you to pick her up.

ok? That's the way

I want it done.

and if you don't want

to do it that way, then...

you might as well just leave.

well, if you want me

to leave, Mr. salinger,

then I'll just leave.

what?! No. Excuse me.

Charlie,

what are you doing?

we interviewed every

baby nurse in town,

and none of them were

good enough for you.

it's not for me.

it's for Diana.

we were lucky to find

Nora. She's raised

six kids.

nobody's

going to be perfect.

not even you.

and definitely not me.

and between

Diana's colic

and her crying

all the time,

I need some sleep!

I don't know what losing

your mind feels like,

but I'm pretty sure

that this is it!

so, Charlie, please.

ok.

listen, her next feeding

is in half an hour.

don't be late,

'cause we're trying

to keep her on a schedule.

sleep, Charlie.

let's just sleep.

? Everybody wants to live ?

? like they wanna live ?

? and everybody

wants to love ?

? like they wanna love ?

? and everybody

wants to be ?

? closer to free ?

? closer to free ?

(Knock knock)

Julia.

look,

I want to talk to you.

I'm-I'm thinking

about you all the time,

so I thought I better

just, you know,

come and talk to you.

see, the thing is,

I've just...

spent 5 years trying

to keep a family together.

and so when you tell me

that you hate yours,

it just makes me crazy.

but I get

that you're angry.

so, talk to me.

and I'll help you,

not judge you.

'cause I'm selfish

and I want you in my life.

it's a deal.

mmm.

it's great.

only not today.

Richie's sitter bailed

at the last minute,

and I got to head over

to Oakland tonight.

what? So I come

making up with you

and you have to run off

to a family you resent?

well, Richie's the sun.

I'm just a planet

revolving around him.

the whole weekend?

no, just tonight.

he goes to this diner

every Thursday.

the one from the bugs

in the hash browns story?

yeah. That one.

huh. Well, um,

maybe I can come with you

and sleep in Oakland?

Richie's ok, but

he's not a lot of fun,

so let me

take this one alone, ok?

thanks for coming all

the way down here, art.

you want some lunch?

not today, Bailey.

oh, come on.

20 years of

number-crunching

for this place,

I've never seen you

eat here once.

got the best cream

of mushroom soup

in the city.

cream...see...

cream will kill me.

my wife

makes all my food.

rabbit food.

besides, hear

what I got to say,

you may not feel

like spotting me.

why, is there a problem?

the restaurant's

been doing so great.

which is why I made

a little mistake.

you see, your dad's

profit margins

were the same

for so long,

my computer

automatically

plugged in old numbers

from like '93.

Arthur, bottom line,

I owe taxes.

just tell me how much.

no, no,

it's the other way.

you got

a big refund check.

well, that's

a good thing, right?

holy...

that's what you get for

making so much money

out of this place.

and I've never seen

numbers like this.

you mean, when Charlie

was running the restaurant.

Charlie, Joe, your dad.

you're saying that I made

more money than my dad?

you're putting it

through the roof.

you stop crying now,

I'll buy you a bike

as soon as you're

old enough to ride one.

what kind of job

you looking for?

well, I've got one

at this repair shop,

but I'm always

looking to make extra.

all right,

how about a car?

huh. Well, now,

this sounds exotic.

free flight courier.

takes you across country

in exchange for a delivery.

ok. Coffee break's over.

no pacifier?

like Mr. salinger said?

no, no. Forget about

Mr. salinger.

ok, if you think

it takes a pacifier,

you just plug it in.

whenever you think.

you're the boss.

hey, daph!

yes, Griffin?

did, uh,

did Claudia call yesterday?

I talked to her

for like 3 seconds.

I mean, she tell you

how miserable she's been?

oh, she doesn't have to.

it takes one

to know one.

Excellent choice.

yeah.

that's a little

steep, though.

what exactly

are you looking for?

a suit.

a really nice one.

'cause I've had

a really good year.

well, then,

for your own protection,

whatever you do,

don't look over there.

if you think

this one's expensive,

that one's

way out of your league.

let me just see

how it feels.

Have we

made a decision yet?

I'm thinking.

and just what

are we thinking?

we're thinking

we haven't made

a decision yet.

may I come in?

if you don't

have the means,

then you shouldn't

buy the suit.

it's that simple.

it's not that,

actually.

but if you have it,

and you're worried

that you shouldn't spend it

because it's

just not practical

or you're going to

feel guilty afterward,

then I say this to you,

we're all just food

for the worms, Billy.

Bailey.

I said Bailey.

some day you're going

to be dead and buried.

worm food.

right.

and what do you want

people to say about you

after you're

dead and gone?

that Bailey, he sure was

sensible with his money.

or...damn, he looked good

in that black cashmere suit.

Mr. salinger,

didn't expect you home

in the middle

of the afternoon.

seventh grade

assembly.

I ducked out

to see my girl.

hey, munchkin,

how's that sound?

what ya eating?

Turkey on rye?

ha ha. Half formula.

half chopped cereal.

and a teeny-weenie

bit of sugar-

Nora, uh, Diana's

on breast milk.

only breast milk.

ok?

Charlie,

what are you doing home?

listen, uh, Nora,

this is my baby,

and she's

everything to me.

now, you may have

raised 6 kids,

I don't care!

this is the way

I want things done.

Charlie.

let him finish,

Mrs. salinger.

I want it done

the way I want it done,

or this isn't

going to work out.

mm-hmm.

I thought that's

where you were going.

you see, I think you're

right, Mr. salinger.

not about the baby.

you're right. This

isn't going to work out.

Charlie,

what have you done?

you can send my check

to the agency.

Nora!

oh, Charlie!

look, don't worry.

we'll find somebody else.

yes, we will.

because I'm going

to call the agency

right now

and tell them

to send over

that Margaret lady.

the one who

lit a cigarette while

we were interviewing her?

we've got

to call somebody.

and if you don't

trust the agency,

let's call Kirsten.

I can't keep

calling Kirsten.

she's not

a baby nurse.

she's got

her own life.

you have to.

I can't

take this anymore.

I am so tired.

I boiled

a pot this morning

with no water in it.

practically burned

the whole house down.

I go to

the food king yesterday,

I get to the front doors

before I realize

that I have left

the baby in the car!

that's a little scary.

yeah, well, I need

some sleep, Charlie.

and we need some help.

Heh heh.

I know this man here

will have the silver

dollar special.

how about you, ned?

uh, I'm going to have

the hash and a cup of coffee.

Richie,

did you get a haircut?

you're looking good.

thanks, Rita.

this seat reserved?

Julia...

I thought

I'd join you guys.

all get to know

each other.

you know my brothers.

uh, don't sit there.

no? Why not?

'cause he likes

to sit alone.

here. Sit here.

hi.

hey.

mmm.

it's Julia, Richie.

you remember her?

mmm.

you met her last week.

it's nice to see you.

mmm.

he understands.

he just...Can't

answer you back.

did you guys

order anything yet?

yeah-

he knows he had a home,

but scarce-

what's he saying?

it's-it's nothing.

it's words.

healing wings...

within sacred leaves

that lie in that dead

and silent house.

whoa!

aah! Aah!

it's ok.

it's just water.

it's just water.

it was an accident.

just calm down.

had no room!

had no room! Aah!

oh, Julia,

could you just-

could you get up

and just-

look, go over there.

no, just go.

(wailing)

shh, shh, shh.

hey, hey, hey.

it's ok. It's ok.

I'm sorry.

what did I do?

nothing. It's just

he's not used to you,

and it upsets him.

it's not you you.

I'll explain later.

aah!

shh. It's ok.

she's gone. She's gone.

everything's

back to normal.

everything's

back to normal. Shh.

ok. Shh. Shh. It's ok.

we just need you to come

and work tomorrow night

for a few hours

so we can get some sleep.

there's nobody else

I trust.

and Daphne

is like something out of

night of the living dead.

Charlie, you don't have

to feel bad for asking.

if there's something else

that you have to do,

if you and Paul have

plans or anything...

Paul did say something about

maybe coming home early,

and we might see a movie.

ok. Then forget it.

'cause the last thing

I want to do

is cause a problem

with Paul.

Charlie,

he's never home on time.

maybe he'll be here.

we might see a movie.

in Paul's language

that means,

he gets stuck

at the hospital

and I sit at home

watching reruns.

might as well do that

at your house.

you're absolutely sure?

there is no one

I'd rather spend

an evening with

than Diana.

I know. You're mad

at me about last night.

well, you shouldn't

have shown up.

shouldn't go sticking

your nose in stuff

you don't understand.

I'm sorry.

let's just drop it.

let's just go! We're

going to miss this concert.

I'm sorry. I'm sorry.

I just have to get

these books for english.

oh, these concerts

sell out, jule.

ok, here we go.

one second.

hey, ned,

about Richie last night,

when he sort of

freaked out,

does that happen a lot?

look, is there

a problem?

her card's not scanning.

have you been through

any metal detectors lately?

here. Just use mine.

does Richie

do that a lot?

speak in poems

like that?

yup. That's his gig.

the poetry jive.

sir, you have late charges

totaling $10.

oh. Do you have

to get these now?

you know what?

I'll pay your fines

and you find us seats.

ok.

these books are all

from the poetry section.

yeah, so?

you can only check out

4 books per call number.

ok.

That's great, bay.

yeah,

and I was thinking that

I'd reinvest a little

bit of it back

into the restaurant.

yeah.

maybe even get you started

on that wine cellar, finally.

you want me to build you

a wine cellar?

how about it?

maybe we could

even turn it

into you coming back

to work at the place.

get a full-scale

renovation going.

that's a full-time job,

bay.

well, why should it go

to somebody else?

maybe because

I have a job?

why are you

always acting

like this is some kind

of temporary gig?

I'm not. Ok? I'm not.

I'm sorry. It's just...

things are going really well

for me right now,

and you're the guy

that made that possible.

come on.

no, you are.

and...at least

celebrate with me, man.

I want to take

you and Daphne out.

ok? Someplace special.

bay,

between Diana and Owen,

Daphne and I

are way too exhausted

to go out to dinner.

what if I said that I would

take Owen off your hands

for a couple of days?

I would like to.

and in return,

you and Daphne let me

take you guys out of the house

and away from this spit-up

and the diapers

and all that

and treat you to

a 4-star meal for one night.

ok?

what we don't understand

is why, Claudia.

yeah, I mean, every time

we want to hang out,

you're on the phone,

calling home.

and you wouldn't come

with us yesterday

to fanueil hall.

you don't hate us now,

do you, claud?

Claudia?

oh, finally. Ha.

oh! What a surprise.

Griffin, what are you

doing here?

well, this

delivery company

flew me out to Boston

and put me up

to deliver this guy.

what's his name?

this is Herbert.

this is Hallie

and Parker,

and, well, this is Griffin,

my brother-in-law for awhile.

hi. Hi.

you see, his owner died,

and so,

I'm delivering him

to his

new home tomorrow.

and checking up on you,

of course.

well, hey,

can I go with you?

oh, come on,

it'll be great.

you can tell me everything

that's been going on at home.

off campus a night?

you can do that?

well, yeah.

yeah, sure.

ah, it's good

to see you.

I've been looking

everywhere.

Uh, um...

Bailey, this is-

this is a beautiful dress.

you shouldn't have.

I wanted to.

hey, what do you

think of this couch?

huh?

I think it's cool.

pick this place up

a little bit.

um...

can I ask you a question

about the dress?

yeah.

I'm a college student.

where am I going

to wear this? The gym?

cafe Milan.

we're taking

Charlie and Daphne

there for dinner.

tonight.

Bailey, I can't go.

I can't go,

I've got to finish typing up

professor mccone's

manuscript-

whoa. Got to?

yeah.

he's paying.

you know, and i-

and I told him I would.

I mean, he's

counting on it by tomorrow.

ok, ok,

so we drop it off

at a typing service.

Bailey.

and-and-and I will

pick up the cost.

I want to. Ok?

it's worth it to me

to spend the evening

with you.

and I'm not doing it

for you.

I'm doing it for me.

ok? What's money for

if we're all going to be

food for the worms

one day anyway?

worms?

yuck. What do worms

have to do with it?

forget it.

just-

just let me do this.

ok?

how can I resist

those dimples?

I can't believe

I forgot about this.

I'm such an idiot.

and you're

such a goddess

for driving up here.

I've never seen

so many plants in one house.

once I let one of

these orchids die.

my mother got home

and literally wept.

ha. Why doesn't she just

let the sitter water them?

she was hired

to feed Richie,

not the plants.

I'll be back.

Hey, Richie.

you remember me?

I'm Julia.

we met

the other night.

Oh, holy hope

and high humility.

these are your walks.

and his,

thy gracious friend,

owe my soul.

I amongst it,

lingering here.

before I taught

my tongue to wound.

star that would

confine it to a tomb.

thank you very much.

captive flames would shine on

the darkness and the light

and the shadow-

thanks for the water,

Richie.

uh, the crab cakes

are supposed to be

amazing here.

so-so how about those

and the carpaccio to start?

why don't we cut

straight to the entree?

this service is so slow.

they're famous

for their appetizers.

and, hey, you guys

should take a look

at the wine list, too.

Bailey, have you

seen the prices?

ok, so, they're

a little inflated.

but you know what

I've been saying?

one day we're all

going to be food for the-

look, Bailey,

if you mention

worms again,

I'm going to lose

my appetite.

ok.

ok, fine.

let's just, uh...

let's just order the entree.

um...

the, uh-the duck

or the chateaubriand?

whichever's fastest.

thanks for really

getting into the spirit

of fine dining, Charlie.

hey, I'm sorry.

I guess I shouldn't have

let you talk me into this.

I guess I'm too tired

to even know I'm too tired.

we're existing on like

20 minutes of shuteye

a night.

meanwhile, Diana's

at home with colic.

oh, my god.

Diana's drops.

Kirsten will

give them to her.

if I told her

about them.

you forgot to tell Kirsten

about Diana's prescription?

well, you could

have told her.

why does it always

got to be me?

I was too busy pulling

the toothbrush

out of Owen's nose.

don't freak out, ok?

I'll just call her.

do you know where

you left the medicine?

was it by the phone?

or on our changing table?

you know what?

we should just go home.

well,

you know what?

can't we just

get it to go?

Sarah, this isn't k.F.C.

bay, I'm sorry. I am.

but, hey...Nice suit.

? Hush-a-bye,

don't you cry ?

? go to sleep,

little baby ?

? when you wake,

you shall take- ?

who could that be?

hmm?

you think your daddy

forgot his key?

there you go.

Paul! What

are you doing here?

I thought

you were on call.

I traded shifts

with zymanski.

really?

I told you

I was going to try

and make it home early.

maybe. You said, maybe.

wait. Are you

actually angry with me

for missing

an appointment

that you

didn't even make?

for not

sitting and waiting?

you didn't even call.

'cause I wanted it

to be a surprise.

well, it was a surprise,

all right.

you weren't even there.

Charlie asked me-

of course, it's Charlie!

it's always about Charlie!

quiet! You'll

wake the baby.

tomorrow?

I'll be home at 6:00.

I don't care

what I have to do.

and the salingers

will just have to

do without you

for one day.

ahem.

(sighs)

we're home.

Well, at least

you don't have to be up

at 4:00

in the morning

for revelry blast,

unlike at my old school.

oh, 10 miles,

10,000 push-ups,

all before

a damn cup of coffee.

was worried

that you went

to a school like that.

it's not the school.

Griffin, it's just this-

this feeling like I'm not

where I'm supposed to be.

you know that feeling?

do I know it? It's

the story of my life.

you know, my mom taught me

how to take care of Owen.

loneliness taught me

to make him laugh.

and to help him stop crying,

she taught me

this trick where-

this thing, you take these

glass spaghetti jars,

and you fill them all up

with water and food coloring

and line them up

on the windowsill,

and then, when

the sun hits them,

all these reflections form

on the walls and ceiling.

and Owen, he would...

he'd sit there for hours

just watching,

totally content.

I wouldn't feel

so jealous anymore of Owen.

I'd helped him stop crying.

your mom

was a smart lady.

Griffin, could you-

could you teach Owen

how to take care of Diana?

you know,

so he'll feel all included.

sure.

sure.

heh.

when Diana cries

all night long,

I can't even sleep,

ever.

yeah, well,

it's really quiet around here,

except for Sarah's snoring.

(laughs)

so, what's

my baby-sitter's name?

huh? No baby-sitter.

well, Charlie always

leaves me with a sitter.

yeah? Well,

things are going to be

a little different

around here.

hey, how about

we go to the video store

after we eat?

ok, can we get

more 3 stooges?

yup.

(telephone rings)

I'll get it!

Owen, watch the-

careful with the...

couch! Uhh!

new couch.

jeez, Owen.

hello.

no, I'm sorry.

Sarah's not here.

I'm sorry.

say that again.

what office?

don't use your jacket.

the bursar's.

20 minutes?!

I just told you

she's not-

ok, do you

take credit cards?

yeah.

ohh.

hey, here,

let me get that.

he's probably cold.

ohh.

Are you Mr. corkery?

Mr. corkery?

well, yeah. You from

the free flight couriers?

uh, yup.

here's Herbert.

we're really sorry about

your relative dying, but...

you know, glad that Herbert

will have his new home now.

relative?

oh, no.

I didn't know her.

Herbert here

was her only family.

I guess that's why she

wanted him buried with her.

buried? Oh.

with her?

yeah.

according to the will.

oh, excuse me.

I've got a mold cooking up

in the back.

Griffin, this is like

the most horrible,

unjust,

just selfish thing.

what?

she doesn't want to be

lonely underground?

and he'll be stuck

forever.

glued to a piece

of wood, Griffin.

glued to

a piece of wood!

Bailey!

I can't believe it!

yeah, I know.

this couch hasn't

been here 2 hours

and Owen spills

ice cream all over it.

you paid my tuition?

what? Oh.

yeah. Some real official-

sounding guy called,

and he said you

wouldn't be able to register.

unless I paid by 5:00.

which I would have done

if captain credit card

hadn't come

to the rescue.

I mean, god!

Bailey,

I show up at 5 to 5:00

and the bursar says,

Sarah eves marin?

don't worry about it.

you're taken care of.

yeah, so

what's the problem?

I don't want to be

taken care of, Bailey.

I mean, god,

why do you think

I take all those

stupid jobs

like typing and all?

so that I can scrape

enough together

to pay for myself.

ok, so now you can use

some of that money

to pay for other stuff.

whatever happened

to what's mine is yours?

because you always

used to say that to me.

Bailey,

don't you get it?

when you

pay for something,

you own it.

like this apartment.

sure, I live here,

but it's yours.

yeah, but

I want it to be ours.

I'm trying

to share a little here.

you taught me

how to do that.

and...my success

is your success.

no.

no, that is not true.

I have nothing to do

with how well

the restaurant's doing.

are you kidding me?

you really think that

I could have pulled

any of that off

without you there?

straightening me out,

like, a million times.

and maybe this is my way

of saying thank you.

and you know what, Sarah?

maybe you could, too.

Daphne? Diana?

anybody home?

uh-huh.

you won't believe

what happened today.

I walk into

the teacher's lounge

and there's

coach Ferguson

and miss billings

from home ec

going at it like

a couple of teenagers.

you'd think they'd do it

in the back of a car

like normal people.

Kirsten,

what are you doing here?

is everything ok?

yeah, everything's fine.

where's Daphne?

she's upstairs sleeping.

(sighs)

Charlie.

Huh.

what's going on?

what are you

talking about?

didn't we decide

just last night

that we weren't

going to call Kirsten

for baby-sitting

anymore?

oh, Charlie-

which is not

even the point.

because Diana

wants her mom.

so, tired or not,

why are you not

taking care of her

instead of calling

Kirsten every 5 minutes

because she's

too nice to say no?

through?

if you want to yell

at somebody,

go yell at Kirsten,

because

she just came over.

I didn't call her.

I am going back

to sleep now. Unh.

I knew this guy who kept

a ferret to catch rats

because

they're predators.

really?

ferret's a predator.

hmm. Kind of

disappointed in them.

no, don't be.

it just means

he'll be ok

out alone in the forest.

well, it worked

for Thoreau.

hmm?

Henry David?

oh, never mind.

hey, you know what?

uh, look, claud, i-

I got to get back

to the airport.

when free flight courier

finds out I've

botched this,

they're

probably going to try

to cancel my flight.

I can't really get

stuck here, you know?

well, you know,

give Owen a hug for me

and kiss Diana.

all right.

I wish you hadn't-

I mean, I'm glad

you came, it just-

you know, it makes me

feel a little worse.

makes me

miss everybody more.

(Sighs)

Claudia!

they give you

some kind

of credit card

or something?

yeah, yeah, Bailey did.

all right, well,

you've got exactly

5 minutes

to throw

everything you got

in anything you can,

all right? Come on.

come on, let's go!

thank you, Griffin.

Ohh!

get this, ned.

yesterday at your house,

I fed Richie a verse

that I found

at the library,

and I think he actually

answered me back.

look at what I found.

he wasn't answering you.

when Claudia and I

were little, we used

to make up languages,

and we understood

each other.

there's nothing

to understand.

no, there is.

I'm-I'm sure of it.

the poetry, he, like,

uses bits and pieces

to express things,

which makes him

like a poet himself.

Julia-

no, listen, ned,

that poem at the house,

that was about

making up with me.

I looked up

all those poems and-

the poem at the house

was not about

making up with you!

it wasn't about anything!

What is the problem?

well, you come in here

like Nancy drew.

you've been

working it out,

but you don't even know

what you're talking about.

why are you

so crazy defensive?

does the idea that

Richie might actually

be making sense

threaten you so much-

threaten me?

do-do you think...

I haven't wanted

my whole life

for-for Richie

to make sense?

let me show you

something.

this.

you see, this is me-

just like you-

analyzing the verse,

analyzing him,

but...

there's nothing there.

I just thought-

he might as well

be spewing train schedules.

it's white noise.

I just had this idea.

I was obviously wrong.

you're looking...

for something

that would...

make him worthy of love.

the thing is...

the reason to love him

is just because...

he's him.

Richie.

my brother.

(Baby crying)

(door opens)

Claudia!

what in

the world?

I know,

big surprise, huh?

is everything ok?

yeah, it is now.

oh, look at her.

can I just...

oh, she's so...

um, does Charlie

know that-

is Owen around?

Owen! Owen,

I'm home!

he's staying

over at Bailey's

for a few days.

Griffin, did you...

they don't call it

a courier service

for nothing, right?

what is Owen doing

at Bailey's, huh?

um, he's just

giving us a break

for a couple of-

(door opens)

days.

(door closes)

Claudia.

Charlie.

no. Uh-uh.

Charlie, you just need

to listen for a second.

what did you do,

just hop a plane?

I couldn't

be there, Charlie.

I tried

telling you that,

like a billion times.

I'm taking you

to the airport tomorrow.

I'm not going back.

we discussed this,

Claudia.

you're sticking it out

until the end

of the year.

what did you do?

you-you were in Boston.

what did you do,

just bring her back?

you should've

seen her there, man.

how homesick

she was.

what the hell

gives you the right

to yank her

out of school like that?

she's been miserable

for weeks now.

nobody's been listening.

and he cares about me.

oh, and I don't,

is that it?

I spent 4 years

away from home.

it sucks.

stay out of it,

Griffin.

I don't care,

because I think

that you should

stick it out

at an exclusive

school

that's gonna give you

every opportunity

in the world.

I don't want to live

3,000 miles away, Charlie.

ok? I want to be home

with-with my niece

and my little brother.

I've been trying

to tell you that, but-

you think you're

gonna sacrifice

your whole education,

blow off a whole

year's tuition

to come back here

and take care

of these kids?

it's not like you're

doing such a bang-up job

without me.

I mean, why is Owen over

at Bailey's, Charlie? Huh?

and what's he doing

over there?

look, you are not

gonna turn this

around on me.

you should just stop

trying to control

my life, Charlie.

and maybe try and

straighten out your own.

you're gonna be

on a plane tomorrow.

Sorry. Sorry.

I know

I'm 15 minutes late.

I just-i started

playing with Diana,

and I just...

I lost track of time.

you don't have to

make excuses, Kirsten.

but I just gotta

ask you one thing,

'cause I made these plans

and you're not here.

you're late.

is it, I mean, do you

want to be with them

or is it you just

don't want to be with me?

Paul.

tell me, Kirsten.

you know how

you're always telling me

that you get

so stressed out

because when

you're at the hospital

you feel like you should

be at home with me?

and when you're with me,

you should be

at the hospital?

well, I totally

get that.

I feel the same way.

if I'm out

looking for a job,

I feel like I

should be at home

making dinner for you.

and when I'm at home,

I feel like I should

be out getting a job.

except...

when I'm holding

that baby...

I just...

I get

this incredible

feeling of calm.

Like there's nowhere

else I should be.

Not

a bad-looking suit.

nice dress.

yeah.

I know. Only...

I don't know.

I don't understand

why it makes me feel

like a kept woman.

maybe if

it wasn't velvet.

I don't know.

maybe-maybe

it's about finding out

that I'm making

more than my dad.

I mean,

that's a good thing.

it should be

a good thing.

but...

I don't know.

kind of threw me.

scared me.

like I didn't even know

who I was.

or I didn't know

who I should be.

I just started

throwing money around.

kinda went a little nuts.

doing things for people

you love isn't nuts.

things are changing.

I love my dress.

You're welcome.

Spending time

with my 3 brothers

or getting

to know Claudia,

you would learn

just so much about me.

I understand that.

I really do.

but it's different

for me.

see, I just

thought that by

understanding Richie-

I need you to not

go understanding Richie

to understand me

when I'm right here.

but, ned,

he's your brother.

Julia, listen to me.

really listen.

I'm the one who's trying

to tell you something.

try to get what I mean.

I don't think I've

ever had a birthday...

not a single birthday

that's been my own.

not a single party

where my older brother,

10 times my size,

hasn't, you know...

grabbed the candy skateboard

off the top of the cake,

spit out the candles,

broke my pi�ata,

scared off my friends.

a-and that...

that's the one

day of the year

that's supposed

to be mine.

the one day.

so you can imagine

what all the rest are like.

call me selfish,

but I want

my birthdays...

and everything else

to be my own now.

the stuff that's

supposed to make me happy...

make me feel special.

like a great girlfriend.

I don't want to share.

I don't want

to share you.

ok.

I understand.

thank you.

and you know what?

Hey.

hey.

been downstairs?

tried talking

to Claudia again.

a big waste of time.

she keeps talking

about what a big help

she's gonna be with Diana.

it's not that

we can't use it.

we can handle it.

we gotta handle it.

yeah, I've been wanting

to talk to you about that.

um...

I called the agency,

and...the only name

they could come up with

was Margaret.

so I told them that I

would call them back

because I know

how you feel about her.

how I feel about her.

go ahead,

hit the roof.

I am tired

of hitting the roof,

but, Daphne...

Margaret?

somebody.

or anybody, right?

you're, like, willing

to hand off Diana

to anyone.

you don't care

about what she eats.

you forget

about her medicine.

all you want to do

is sleep.

I keep telling myself

that it's-that it's

postpartum or something,

but you know what?

that's...not it.

there's...

there's something...

there's

something wrong.

she's your baby, daph,

and I don't even think

that you know that.

I mean, you act like

you're not connected

to her at all.

because that's

the way I feel.

Daphne...

I mean it.

I mean, god,

I look at you

when you come through that door

at the end of the day,

and I know that you're

just bursting to be with her.

and I know that

you spent the entire day

counting down every minute

before you get to come home,

and I hate myself

because I know that I have

spent the exact amount of time

just imagining that

I was someplace else.

you look into her eyes...

and you see first steps,

and you see

ballet recitals,

and I see...

diapers and crying.

god, all that crying!

and I know that when I

first got pregnant,

you said that if I

couldn't handle this

that it would be ok.

but you didn't really think

that it would be ok.

you thought that once

Diana was born

that I would just

have to look into

that tiny little face

with your Hazel eyes

and my crooked chin...

and that would be it.

and that we would just live

happily ever after.

and you know something,

Charlie?

deep down inside...

I thought the same thing.

but that is not happening.

Charlie.

(baby cries)

she's crying.

See, I didn't even

hear her.

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