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This is pointless. I have read

the same sentence 10 times.

what are you thinking?

just that we have

to tell her...Maggie.

we're not being

fair to her.

I mean, obviously we're

not being fair to her.

you're cheating,

and I'm lying,

but the point is,

we're not making

the situation any better

by going behind her back.

she deserves to know.

why? What were

you thinking?

that.

well...that...

plus...

I'd love to have sex

with you right now.

ned! Ooh!

be serious.

that's the thing.

I am serious.

I am totally,

completely serious.

I'm sublimating,

aren't I?

totally.

I'm seeking

physical pleasure

as a distraction

from my own

moral culpability.

pretty much.

we have to tell her.

we have to tell her.

I...have some concerns

about your blood work.

normally, we like to see

a platelet count of several

hundred thousand.

right now,

you're at 68,000.

and your liver functions

are elevated.

wh-what--what does

all that mean?

I don't understand

what any of that is.

you are in

the beginning stages

of something called

hellp syndrome.

remember when we talked

about your toxemia,

preeclampsia?

well, in hellp syndrome,

the liver becomes involved.

my liver?!

god!

ok, so...

what do we do? I mean,

how do we take care of this?

I'm gonna do

some more blood work

and liver studies.

I'm gonna want you

to collect your urine

so that we can continue

to check protein levels.

ok.

this, uh...

this sounds bad.

I mean,

this sounds different.

you never said anything

about this before.

through all the early labor

and the bed rest stuff--

I mean, toxemia, yeah,

but not this.

Charlie...sometimes this is

very hard to diagnose.

is there a real risk here?

I mean, could something

actually happen to her?

yes.

♪ Everybody wants to live ♪

♪ like they wanna live ♪

♪ and everybody

wants to love ♪

♪ like they wanna love ♪

♪ and everybody

wants to be ♪

♪ closer to free... ♪

Um, are you sure that this

is the right neighborhood?

'cause it looks a little--

I told the guy

at the tourist desk

how much I could spend

on a hotel.

he said this was just

about the only thing

in my price range.

are the numbers

going up or down?

um, down, I think.

are you sure you don't

want me to--

oh, I got it. Really.

um, Hannah, have you

talked to your parents?

I'm sorry. I mean, I know

it's none of my business,

but maybe if you

talked to them.

I can't talk to them.

how do you know that?

you know? Maybe you can.

maybe they'd surprise you.

look, my mom was a year

younger than I am now

when she got pregnant

for the first time, ok?

she and my dad

had 3 kids

by the time

they were 24, so...

I don't think they're

the people to talk to

about my options,

because as far

as they're concerned,

I don't have any.

and...maybe I don't.

I mean, they did it,

right?

they had a kid

before they were ready.

yeah, people do do it.

yeah. Women do it

all the time.

even by themselves,

right?

you know what?

why don't you

let me take this

the rest of the way.

thanks.

Maybe we're getting

all nervous for nothing.

I mean, maybe

she already knows.

she sensed it coming.

women do that.

maybe she was thinking

she was gonna have

to break up with me.

maybe she'll

be relieved.

very possible.

ok, then.

(crying)

i--i just heard.

you heard?

Chester.

he was--my brother's

girlfriend,

she was backing up.

she was talking.

she squashed him.

whoa!

her dog.

now all I have left

are these pictures.

come and sit.

look at this.

Chester on the beach

in mendocino.

wasn't he the most beautiful

dog you've ever seen?

he used to love

chewing the wrapping off

of our Christmas presents.

I know I have

a picture somewhere.

Bailey: You tell me

what to believe!

"oh, bay, I'm so confused

about college

"and my future,

and my folks,

they never understand.

"but you guys, you guys

are like my family.

"so I'll just

crash with you.

it'll be

like old times."

I freaked, ok?

yeah, you're

really something

under pressure.

hey, until you're there,

you don't know what

you'd do, either!

I wouldn't walk away

from a girl

who told me

she was pregnant.

she never told me!

I heard the whole thing

from a frat guy

who was a friend

of a friend of hers.

so?

so I figured she'd

get it taken care of.

that she was embarrassed,

that she didn't want

to talk to me,

and she'd get it

taken care of while I was

out here with you!

she called you, will!

you wouldn't

talk to her!

the girl followed you

across the country!

yeah! And that's weird, ok?

I mean, you meet someone

from another school

at a frat party,

you talk to them

for, like, an hour,

you get smashed,

you go someplace and do it,

you don't exactly

expect to settle down

and raise a family with them!

(door opening)

hey.

what's going on?

change of plans

is what's going on.

so if will has to stay

at some fleabag motel,

then, you know what?

that's fine. Be my guest,

but she's pregnant,

she's a thousand miles

away from home,

and she's staying here.

no discussion.

Oh...charlie?

Charlie!

Charlie: Daphne?

come quick!

what's going on?

what happened?

something's wrong.

I'm seeing, like, spots,

and everything's--

and I can't--

well, maybe your eyes

are just adjusting--

no, no, no!

something in my head,

it's bad,

and everything's,

like, I can't--

I feel like

I'm gonna pass out.

whoa. Hey.

call the doctor,

Charlie!

something's wrong!

she's 27 years old,

in her 32nd week...

it's gonna be ok.

nurse: 116 over 110.

protein count's 38,000.

she's presenting as

severely preeclamptic...

don't leave, Charlie!

I'm right here.

no. I'm right here.

you can't leave this room.

oh, god.

oh, please stay here.

I'm right here.

I'm right here.

don't go, ok?

I'm right here.

I don't know, bay.

no. I need you to--

ok. Ok, just call Julia

and get her to stay

with Owen.

right.

ok.

thanks.

that was Bailey.

he's gonna come right over.

ow!

that really hurt.

what--what hurts?

what's wrong?

she has some pain

in her upper abdomen.

what does that mean?

that's

a further indication

of liver involvement.

oh.

that's why

you're feeling

some of the things

you're feeling--

the pain,

the weird reflexes,

the vision problems.

from your

blood pressure,

a swollen liver,

some swelling

in your brain

that comes

along with it.

so we will

watch your numbers,

we'll monitor the baby,

and if you get

in trouble,

you're already

in the hospital,

so we'll be able

to act immediately.

claud--claud, I don't know

what her exact condition is.

I just walked in the door.

put the orange juice

down, Owen.

would you watch him

for a second?

no. I talked to Charlie

for, like, a minute

before I came over here

to watch Owen.

I could have

done that for you.

that's not your job.

listen, I'll try

to reach them at--

at the hospital, and then

I'll call you back, ok?

it sounds

really scary, jule.

I feel like I should

be home with you guys.

no. Just stay there,

and I'll call you right back--

Owen, put the marshmallow

fluff down.

I'm hungry.

I can't just sit here.

we're all sitting here.

I'm stuck in the house,

claud--Owen!

would you get him

out of here?

let's go, buddy.

just sit tight,

and I'll call you back,

all right?

Global airlines, please.

oh, i--

Charlie called

and told me--

you just missed him.

he just went

to get some air.

I think it was air.

maybe it was a soda.

are you--

I mean--i was worried,

so, I mean--

it is ok that I'm--

maybe you should just

pick a sentence and,

like, go with it.

right.

sorry.

how are you?

I don't know.

we're just waiting.

and seeing...What

my body's gonna do.

what the baby's

gonna do.

it's a good hospital,

Daphne.

they've got really

good doctors here.

Paul said it's

the best neonatal unit

in northern California,

if that makes you

feel any better.

mm-hmm.

hey!

hey.

how is she?

she's, um...

I don't know.

I mean,

it's all numbers

and medical terms

and nurses

scribbling stuff

and doctors

looking worried.

I don't know

anything else for sure.

except for

that it's bad.

I should probably

get back to her.

yeah.

she keeps

looking at me,

Daphne,

in that way that--

remember how mom

was on airplanes,

how she'd keep

asking you, are you ok?

are you scared?

yeah.

and as long as you said

you weren't, she was ok.

she could get

through the flight,

but if you

hit a big bump,

and you squeezed

her hand too hard,

that was it.

she was gone.

she needs me

to be strong.

and I don't know.

I don't know, bay.

I can't seem to find

that place in myself,

you know?

it's there.

Owen's upstairs bashing

2 trucks into each other

over and over again.

um...

no word from

the hospital?

no.

you know, you don't

have to hang out here

if you don't want.

that's ok.

I know you have

your own life

and everything.

not really.

how is, uh--

god, I don't even

know her name.

who?

your girlfriend.

oh...yeah--yeah, her.

she's, uh--it's, uh...

Stacey.

she's fine.

um, she's out of town

on a family thing,

actually.

mmm.

I wish he'd call.

Bailey. I stopped

by the restaurant to, uh--

to pick up

your final paycheck?

no. To talk to you.

and Glen told me--

he said--

man, I'm--

can I wait with you?

I don't think so, will.

why not?

come on, bay.

look, I get why

you had to kick me

out of your place.

and it's ok.

I mean,

Sarah has obviously taken

Hannah's side in all this.

is there

another side to it?

I don't think so, will.

come on, man! You got--

what am I supposed

to do here, Bailey, huh?

I make one mistake--

one mistake--

and that's it for me?

well, maybe that's

just how it goes.

Bailey,

having a baby right now

is gonna ruin my life.

forget having the time

to figure out who I am

or what I want.

now I'm never gonna

have the chance.

Hannah has this baby,

and I am stuck being

the person I am

right this second.

no college, no job.

no clue!

and that is not somebody

ready to--to raise a kid!

I can't do this now,

man.

there's other stuff.

you're not the only

person in the world,

you know?

look, I'm sorry.

you should leave, will.

what is it?

her test results

just came in.

Charlie: So I want

to understand this.

if those are

the numbers,

you're saying--

you're saying, what,

that we should--

the baby should

come out right now?

that baby's small,

Charlie.

we're not certain

that it's...

well, viable.

oh, god...

there's the possibility

it may not be able

to breathe on its own,

that its brain isn't

sufficiently developed--

what are you saying?!

are you saying

brain damage?

Daphne.

so if she can hold on

a little bit longer,

if the baby has

more time to develop--

that's the problem.

Daphne's condition

is progressing so fast

that it--

well, there are risks

on both sides.

your platelet count

is now so low,

you could begin

to hemorrhage.

that could happen

any second.

and your liver--

you said there was

some damage--

we're beyond that now.

I think we're looking

at the possibility

of liver failure,

and the implications

of that are, well...

Charlie?

oh, god,

what are you saying,

that only one

of them is gonna

make it out of here?

she's not even saying that.

Daphne--

she's not even

saying that, Charlie!

I need to know how

you want us to proceed.

what?

you need us to tell you

what to do?!

how should we--

you're the doctor here!

for god's sake!

I need to know what

your priority is.

that will determine

our immediate

course of action.

priority?

you mean, who?

which one of us?

yes.

we're supposed

to decide that?

you're asking us to--

how are we supposed--

oh, god! Charlie!

would you give us--

we need--do we have

a few minutes?

(Daphne sobbing)

Hi. I'm--

Julia: Ned.

what--what are you--

you said you'd call

and let me know

what was going on.

when you didn't,

I got worried, so--

Griffin, this is ned.

oh. You're Griffin.

I'm ned.

yeah, I got that.

I'm--I'm quick that way.

ned's a friend of mine.

yeah, we're...Friends.

from school.

Stanford.

you really didn't

need to come up here.

oh, hey...He was worried.

We haven't--

we--we need more time.

I'm sorry, Charlie.

bay, could you

sit with her?

Charlie, if your

decision is to wait,

that's one thing.

but if you're waiting

only to decide later

to go ahead

with the delivery,

that's time

you can't afford.

she can't--(Sighs)

she's a mess.

there's no talking

about this with her.

tell me what to do.

please?

i--i can't do that.

I'm sorry.

please. 'Cause

I can't decide this.

I don't know how.

how do I choose?

I mean--

one of them I haven't met

and the other one I'm just

starting to know.

but I love 'em both.

I love 'em both.

I know you do.

I need an answer.

Charlie...

what do you want me

to do, Charlie?

Save her life.

orderlies: 1, 2, 3!

I've got an O.R. opening

in 10 minutes.

what's happening?!

I want her prepped

and ready!

Charlie!

I'm right here.

we're going to do

a c-section on you

and get that baby out.

what?!

did we page Dr. bhatt?

nurse: Yes, doctor.

no! What about

the baby?

let's have a neonatologist

standing by.

she's gonna be fine.

Dr. murtry:

let's go! Let's go!

do you think they

haven't called because

they don't know anything

or 'cause something

horrible's happened

and they haven't been

able to get to a phone?

say something.

distract me.

I'm in love with you.

something else.

something

not so complicated.

it's kind of the only thing

in my head right now.

how'd you get away?

what did you say

to Maggie?

I told her I had to come

to the city to research

that dorothea lange paper

at the museum

of photography.

god, she was so upset.

maybe you

should have stayed.

I mean,

I'm glad you're here,

but at least call her.

you should call her.

yeah.

Hey, it's me.

yeah.

how are you feeling?

well, it's a breathing

technique that's worked

for centuries.

uh-huh.

well, the thing is, uh,

the museum got the reprints

I was looking for,

so, you know, and

they're open late tonight,

so I kinda don't know

when I'll be back.

have you heard anything

from Julia?

right.

uh-huh.

ok.

me, too, Maggie.

I love you, too.

bye.

no news yet

from the hospital.

It's a c-section.

it can't possibly

take this long.

something's gotta--

Charlie.

what--what's goin' on?

is the baby ok?

is Daphne ok?

let's keep moving!

please,

just tell me.

your wife

is still in surgery.

I'm taking the baby

to neonatal

intensive care.

are they

going to be ok?

I'm sorry.

I don't know

yet.

ok.

ok.

what am I

gonna do? Uh...

all right, I'm gonna

go with the baby.

Bailey,

you stay here.

ok.

Kirsten,

do you wanna--

of course.

if anything happens,

bay, you come get

me, you got it?

I got it!

you didn't have to

do this for me.

yeah, I did. Look,

you can't have a baby

without seeing

a doctor at least once

during your pregnancy.

it's not safe.

you're gonna be ok,

Hannah.

you know what? I think

I'm gonna go upstairs

and sit with Bailey

and Charlie.

I'll bet Kirsten and Paul

are there already,

and maybe even Griffin

and Julia.

who are

all those people?

family.

friends, old friends.

that's nice.

a lot of people love

that baby already.

it hasn't even

been born yet.

right.

and I'm not

gonna have that.

I don't even have will.

I mean, you can force

someone to be

responsible,

but you can't force them

to care.

Excuse me.

is there somebody

that I could talk--

my baby's in there,

and I need to--

I'm sorry.

Maybe it's like

with a jury, you know?

they bring you in

to tell you that

it's all over for you.

no one looks you

in the eye.

Charlie, you can't

think that way.

I'll let you know

if first class

opens up, ok? Great.

hi.

hi.

I just ran all the way

from the car.

salinger. Uh,

Claudia salinger.

I'm not, like,

too late, am I?

no, you're fine.

we'll call you when

we're ready to board.

ready to board?

oh, we're delayed

due to fog.

delayed? No, you can't be--

ok.

ok, delayed. How long?

how long is the delay?

until the fog lifts.

no. Look, I have to be

in San Francisco, ok?

there is an emergency

going on there right now,

and I should be there

with my family.

I shouldn't even

be standing here

trying to get there.

I should have just

been there the whole time.

Ms. salinger,

do you honestly think

there's anything

I can do about the fog?

You know, you can

come in the house,

Griffin.

you don't have to

hang out out here,

waiting for updates.

Griffin.

who's...

this guy?

why is he here?

ned?

he's--

I told you.

he's a friend of mine.

no, I don't think so.

if he were just a friend,

he wouldn't be lyin'

about where he is

and who he's with.

he wouldn't lie

about being with you.

he's not just a friend,

is he, Julia?

no...he's not.

Griffin...

look, I'm--I'm sorry.

I wanted to tell you.

I just--it's weird.

who's Maggie?

I should have been

straight with you,

but ned and I were

still trying to figure

our relationship out,

and I didn't want to--

who's Maggie?

His girlfriend.

They still haven't closed.

but it's been--

I know.

there are complications.

complications?

what is it

with doctors, man?

do they teach you

in med school

to drag this stuff out

for dramatic effect

or what?

she's lost a lot of blood.

oh.

I'm sorry, man.

I just--

Charlie!

hey, how's the baby?

they won't let me see her.

I'm not gettin' any answers.

Kirsten's posted there.

she's still in surgery?

what? What do you know?

what kind of reaction

do you expect me

to have?

I mean,

the jerk's involved

with somebody else.

he's not dating you,

Julia. He's having

an affair with you.

I think you're makin'

a huge mistake.

like the mistake

I made with you?

what?

I was seeing Justin

when we got together.

was that a mistake?

Griffin, you think

I wouldn't have loved to

have gone off to college

and met

some sweet unattached,

uncomplicated guy?

but it's not that simple.

it doesn't always

happen that way.

you know that.

we can't all go out

and meet someone--

someone

who's free and clear,

like this girl!

what girl?

the girl that you met.

the girl that you're seeing,

you know, what's-her-name.

oh, uh, uh, Tracey.

I thought

you said it was Stacey.

that's right.

oh, Stacey.

yeah, it's Stacey.

you don't know

your girlfriend's name?

uh, look, you know what?

to tell you the truth,

I made her up.

you what?

I made her up,

so you'd feel free

to go meet someone!

well...ok, then.

now, I have.

now, i--I've met

someone else, Griffin.

yeah, well, I never

would have done it

if I'd have known

that someone else

was someone like him.

Bailey...

hey, how are you?

are you ok?

what did

the doctor say?

oh, uh,

everything's fine.

the doctor

says I'm fine.

good.

hey, Bailey, can

I tell you something?

yeah.

I'm not gonna

have the baby.

I can't.

I'm 18, Bailey.

you know,

I can't do it by myself.

you're gonna

have an abortion?

I know it's horrible,

you know,

to talk about it here

in front of all of you.

no, it isn't. No.

I'm sorry.

yeah, and I know

what Sarah would say.

hey, come on.

(sighs)

so...

when, do you think?

I don't know.

I can't figure it out,

you know?

I don't have the money

to do it here,

but if I wait

till I get home, uh...

you know, if people

at school find out--

if my family finds out.

I don't know.

do you--do you

think you could...

oh, wait. No.

no, you know, I'm sorry.

it's ok. It's ok.

no, it's not.

look, it's petty cash

from the restaurant, ok?

it's $400.

it's no big deal.

here.

I'll pay you back.

I promise.

I know, and I'm

gonna go with you.

no.

yes.

just as soon as things

settle down a little bit.

I gotta go.

woman: Charlie salinger?

right here.

she's out of surgery.

she took 15 units

of blood.

oh, my god.

she was hemorrhaging.

that's why we were

in there that long,

but she's

stabilized now,

and we're moving her

into recovery.

so she's gonna be ok?

i--i can't...

she could improve.

yes, the syndrome

could reverse itself

or...

let's just wait

and see, ok?

well, it's 911.

I've gotta go.

she's gonna be

in recovery

for a few hours.

you can see her then.

They don't know yet.

there are some,

uh, I think...

what are...

thanks.

it's like soup out there.

P.A.: Sorry to report, folks,

we're pushing our departure

time back yet again

due to those visibility problems

in the San Francisco area.

as soon as the fog lifts,

we'll be on our way.

(softly sobbing)

Please.

Charlie.

they're saying--

they're saying that

you can see her now.

Hey...

hey, there...

you're up, huh?

just barely.

you did great.

I did?

How about the baby?

the baby's good.

she's, um....

she's in her Incubator,

and, um...

they're taking care

of her right now.

I was so worried.

typical stuff.

really?

god, I'm so sleepy.

how's she doing?

ok.

you tell us.

well, I got your

test results back,

and there

is some improvement.

your platelet count's up.

your liver functions

are slightly better.

that's a good sign.

so I'm cautious,

but optimistic.

how about that?

mmm.

I'm gonna

go back to sleep now.

ok.

How's the baby?

she's small, Charlie.

right now she's

having a lot of trouble

breathing on her own.

we haven't

been able to lower

the level of oxygen

in her respirator.

right.

I can't predict.

you made the right

choice, you know?

really?

if we

had waited another day,

she might have died.

remember that.

Hello?

oh, god.

hello?

hey. Hey, it's me.

god, I went looking

for you.

why'd you disappear

like that?

oh, I'm--I'm sorry.

I took a cab home.

I could have driven you.

I was coming back

here to get a couple

of hours sleep anyway.

you ok?

you don't look so great.

oh, yeah. I'm ok.

I just, uh...

I just need to stay off

my feet for a while.

why?

is there a problem?

no. There's no problem.

uh...

please don't be angry

at me, ok?

i--

I took care of it.

I'm not pregnant.

what?

I couldn't go through

with it, you know?

I'm not ready

to be a single mom.

I'm not.

and Bailey--

I talked to him, you know?

he was--he was

really great about it,

and, you know,

he offered to take me,

but I just couldn't

let him do that,

so, I, uh...

I just went to the clinic.

oh.

just, please, don't

be angry with me, ok?

I'm not angry at you.

we're doing a procedure

on another baby

right now.

Mr. salinger,

nobody's allowed in

until we're done.

I'm sorry.

It's scary, huh?

a procedure.

12:05.

it's late, huh?

no, it's not.

I didn't get to see her

on her birthday.

my daughter's

one-day old now.

I can't figure out

how things work,

Kirsten.

I mean, all this stuff

with me and Daphne,

all this crap that

we had to get through,

and the one thing that I

was completely clear on,

the one thing that

seemed exactly right

for me...

was this baby.

Charlie--

somehow, maybe

that's the only thing

I don't get to keep.

how does that

make sense?

hold the door!

please?

thank you.

you ordered 6 coffees.

there's only 5 here.

I put mine back,

like I need the caffeine.

Julia!

oh, my god.

what are you

doing here?

have you seen the baby?

is Daphne ok?

you just got on a plane

and came all this way?

I told you

not to do that.

yeah, well, here I am.

uh...who are you?

who are you?

I'm Maggie,

Julia's roommate?

oh.

oh!

uh, yeah. Hi.

Griffin, right?

she's talked about you.

yeah.

uh, hey, look, Julia's

not here right now.

she's at the hospital

with her brothers

and, um...

are--are those for--

no. Actually,

I just didn't want to

leave them in the car.

I came home from school

to go to a memorial service.

oh, I'm sorry.

a relative?

a dog. My dog.

there was an accident,

and he, well--

I'd rather not

get into specifics

'cause I really want to

get through the day

without sedatives.

anyway, I was worried

'cause I haven't heard

a word from Julia,

so I thought I'd

stop by on my way up.

you know what?

I really

don't even know when

she's gonna be back.

but she'll probably

be checking in with you,

right? So if I hung out--

or, uh, here's an idea:

why don't you

leave a number,

and I'll have her call you

whenever--when she hears

some news?

oh, my god.

what?

is that your dog?

can we have a moment

here, please?

(sighs)

You didn't say

that she was in trouble.

you said

that she was fine,

that she

was in an Incubator

and they were just

taking care of her.

I know.

you could have told me.

she's too little,

isn't she?

she was born too soon.

we don't know that yet.

I don't understand.

why did they rush me

into surgery like that?

we didn't decide anything.

Daphne--

I wanna know.

she's on a respirator

in intensive care.

I wanna know.

you couldn't decide,

and the doctor said

that I couldn't wait.

she said that...

you could've died.

so you chose me?

yes.

why?

Daphne, don't--

I'm so impossible.

I ran away, and I've been

selfish and horrible,

and you wanted

a baby so much.

why would you choose me?

because I love you.

is that

a good enough answer?

ok, then.

(Knock on door)

she's off the respirator.

they said, uh, just

the parents at first.

but you'll let us know

when it's ok for us, right?

we wanna see her.

take all the time

you need, man.

There she is.

Oh, she's so...

can i--

is it ok if i--

go ahead.

Diana.

Ha ha!

with those fingers,

those tiny little fingers!

have you ever seen

such itsy-bitsy,

tiny, little fingers?

actually, I have.

my aunt ruthie

has, like, freakily,

puny fingers.

hey, I mean it.

she was in all

the medical books.

I think she kinda

looks like me a little,

don't you think?

I don't--

let's see the fingers.

ahem! Julia.

ha ha ha.

Maggie.

Maggie: Ned.

I thought you said you

were doing research

for some paper.

yeah, um...

i--i was.

Maggie, look, uh...

oh, my god.

(sobbing)

you two?

I don't understand.

explain it to me.

I don't know.

I'm sorry.

oh, god!

She was worried about you.

mmm. Not that much hair,

just a little bit of fuzz.

you'd kind of

expect Charlie's baby

to come out

with a little

5:00 shadow, but--

oh, the baby, huh?

is she really beautiful?

yeah, she is.

look, Hannah--

I guess you probably

wanna get some rest,

a day and a half

of those plastic

hospital chairs.

yeah. I guess.

I feel like crawling

into bed and sleeping

for 6 weeks.

oh, god...

I haven't even checked in

at the restaurant.

I'm sure

it's still there.

are you mad at me

or somethin'?

mad?

no, not mad, exactly.

why'd you give her

that money, Bailey?

why?

because she needed it.

because she asked.

she had an abortion.

what?

already?

maybe if you hadn't

give her that money,

maybe she

would have found

some other solution.

no. Sarah, look, I know

how you feel about this,

but Hannah had already

made up her mind.

she knew exactly

what she wanted to do

about this pregnancy,

and me giving her that money

didn't change anything,

except that maybe it

made an awful situation

in some very, very small way

a little less difficult

for her.

well, I just

want you to know

that I would

never do what she did.

ok.

god, is it really ok?

I mean,

you kinda said that

like you say gesundheit.

but have you really

thought about it?

because I have,

you know, all day.

I mean,

I could get pregnant.

you know,

we're really careful,

but every time

that we make love,

that's a possibility...

and I just really

want you to know

that there are

no other options for me.

if I get pregnant,

I'm gonna have a baby,

and I guess I

just kinda need to know

that that's the way

you feel about it, too.

Mom and dad, I...

(Chuckles)

look what I made.

(sobbing softly)