All language subtitles for Party of Five s04e20 Square One

Julia: Oh, yes!

jule, jule,

you're cutting off

my blood supply.

I'm so excited!

hey, I'm sorry.

I missed my transfer,

and I had to run-

ok, jule, I'm happy,

but I'm not losing it

like the rest of you

losers, ok?

thank god.

I am just so happy

for you, man.

I'm just

so happy for you.

I'm such a loser.

oh, man, I am so-

I am so...

I know. I know.

I just wanna scream,

you know?

I'm healthy.

I am healthy, baby!

I am certified, grade "a",

freakin' in the pink! Yeah!

whooh!

you guys-you guys

saved my life.

no, Charlie,

you did it.

no way. 'Cause if

you guys didn't just

drop everything for me,

I don't know if

I could have done it.

I don't.

it was nothing, Charlie.

we'd do it again

in a heartbeat.

no, you won't.

are you kidding me?

there isn't going to be

any again.

oh, man, that nightmare-

feeling so sick,

I couldn't even move.

having to watch you guys

clean up after me.

I mean, that's why

I just wanna

take the whole thing

and, like, cut it out clean.

I mean, I just want

to start my life over

exactly the way it was

before anyone ever said

the word cancer to me.

Julia:

so then you should.

you should do that.

I mean everything-

your whole life.

'cause it's there

for you, Charlie.

it's waiting for you.

everything

that you love-

eating junk food,

and staying up late,

and the restaurant.

you should take that

back, right, bay?

yeah, yeah, whenever

you're ready, man.

and everything here,

too. I mean, Owen-

he's ready for you

when you're ready

for him.

plus, there's cooking

and cleaning and laundry.

ok, good, I mean,

I want all that back.

I mean, I don't know

about the laundry.

but also, I think

we should celebrate.

yes!

no doubt

about it, man.

so what's it gonna be?

do you wanna blast

the music and dance?

or should we

have just like

a huge barbecue?

or light fireworks?

or we could just throw

something together

for tomorrow night.

yeah, that. All of that.

I want it all.

all: Ahh!

So it's all good news?

I mean, 6 more weeks

of that just-to-be-safe

radiation and that's it?

yeah, yeah, it's over.

it's great. I mean, I've

never seen him so happy.

I've never seen

all of us so happy.

that's great.

yeah.

Look, Griffin-

hey, don't even worry

about us, all right?

just...just be happy

for Charlie.

all right? 'Cause I mean

that's so great that-

no, wait. This is

our good news, too.

this is good

for us, Griffin.

for us together.

'cause I've

been thinking...

well, I think a lot

of our problems started

when we moved in here.

'cause all of a sudden

it was-

well, it wasn't us

being a couple.

it was you and me

fighting over who took

Owen to teeth cleaning,

or who was going to be

here when the roach guy

came, you know?

and now...

now Charlie is saying

he wants to start over.

which means-

well, it means we

can start over, too.

I mean, we could even-

it'd be ok for us

to get our own place.

we could go back

to how things were.

well, it's not

that simple, jule.

why not?

well, you know,

for one thing,

there's the whole money

thing to think about.

I mean, you're only

working part-time.

so you're making

enough so we can get

a studio somewhere.

you want me to stay

at my job?

why not?

because of Rosalie?

I mean-

Griffin,

you said that

that whole thing

was, like, nothing.

that it was, like,

a flirtation

or whatever.

and that it's

way over.

you said to forget

about it

because we're

working stuff out.

definitely.

oh, definitely.

well, then I

trust you, Griffin.

I believe you.

why wouldn't I?

Hey, how's she doing?

oh, uh, fine. Fine.

she's just getting dressed.

just putting on her

best party dress.

which is, uh,

but, you know...Forget it.

forget it. That is

so great about Charlie.

I mean, so great.

yeah, I know. It is.

what's going on with

you and Natalie?

forget it.

really. Really.

it's not a big deal.

and you know what?

you weren't there

when I told Annie that

I'd take care of her, so-

look, Natalie knows

me a lot better

than she knows you.

so don't worry.

we're gonna do

this together.

great.

that is-

that is so great

because you guys have,

like, a relationship

and everything.

you know, so if anything

weird happened,

well, then you'd be

better than me at,

like, saying-

Sarah, what's

the problem?

the problem is is

that she's in there

putting on her best

party dress to welcome

home her mother.

but Annie isn't

coming home for,

like, 10 more days.

doesn't she know that?

I reminded her,

but she thinks that

Annie's just gonna

change her mind

and come back early.

and I don't

know exactly

how to explain

the whole

rehab concept.

you know, I don't

know how to tell her

that she's

stuck with us

for 10 more days

because her mother's

blood is still,

like, flammable.

ok, look, relax.

Annie's gonna

call here soon, ok?

so all we have to do

is keep her entertained

until then.

how? By doing what?

anything humanly possible.

Bailey,

I don't know if i-

hello, sweetheart, wow,

you look very pretty.

taking lunch.

have a good one.

I thought

he'd never leave.

hello?

are you avoiding me?

you haven't said

anything all day.

yeah, I'm just-

sorry, I just-

I'm sorry.

what's going on?

she comes in here,

and she takes you

somewhere,

and now you're acting

all weird and strange.

she asked me to stay.

so I guess we're

getting back together,

so that's-

wow.

I'm sorry, Rosalie.

so, um, let me

get this straight.

um, you come over

to my house,

and you tell me that

it's over between

the two of you,

and you sleep with me,

and now-

maybe you don't

believe this, but I

never would have done that

if I thought you were

just gonna go back.

I don't know

what to say.

oh, god, I feel so stupid,

you know.

this whole thing,

this wasn't about me.

it wasn't about you

wanting me.

none of this would

have ever happened

between us

if I wasn't

into you.

it's not like she's

my girlfriend

or something.

we're married.

I'm kinda stuck here,

you know?

Julia and me, we-

we're starting

to talk about stuff.

you know, we're

working things out.

that's great.

so you're talking.

so you told her

we had sex?

what? No! No.

mm-hmm.

well, good luck.

Bailey!

hey, nattie.

how you doing,

sweetie?

Bailey: Sarah?

oh, man.

we've been playing

hairdo parlor.

wanna take a turn?

no, I like games

with more...Rules.

I'm gonna go get

some scissors.

Bailey, don't let her

cut my hair, please.

don't worry, I won't.

you know,

I just thought, ok,

it's putting a little

girl to bed, you know.

how hard can that be?

so we had playtime,

and I gave her

warm milk,

and she took a bath.

and now here she is,

wide awake,

and I look like

a practice dummy at

the hair care academy.

ok, ok, look,

I'm here now, ok?

hey, let me

see these, ok?

nattie, don't you

feel like bedtime,

even just a little?

I can't get sleepy

here, Bailey.

everything's

all different.

I don't have my posters,

my dresser, my bed.

ok, sweetie, now you

can sleep right here

in your own bed.

we'll be right outside.

mommy always sits

on the bed and

watches me get in.

ok, I can do that. Here.

there we go.

I miss my mommy.

We should go back

downstairs.

well, that was

brilliant.

I'm so glad

you're here.

the tiramisu

is amazing tonight,

but I don't know if

we have enough for...

how many people?

I don't know if

anybody's been counting.

what, the party?

I have no idea.

hey, let me ask

you something.

if Natalie's

been asking

for screwy noodles

with red stuff,

do you think she

means the farfalle

pomodoro

or the fusilli

matriciana?

better get both.

(telephone rings)

mercy: Salinger's.

it's Joe. He sounds like

he's in a vacuum cleaner.

Joe.

where are you?

I can barely-

he's at l.A.X.

on his cell phone.

you're kind of

breaking up.

you said...

no, that's...

his flight

got canceled,

and everything else

is booked up for hours.

ok. Yeah. Find out.

do that.

yeah.

what's up?

is he coming?

not tonight,

it looks like.

he's gonna check

some other airlines, but...

he's-he's probably not

gonna make it to the party.

ah. That's a bummer.

yeah.

do you maybe

wanna move the thing

to another night

so Joe could be there?

because to be honest,

tonight's not

the best night

for me either.

nat's in a mood,

and Sarah is

completely stressed.

man, you know what?

let's just-

let's just skip it.

no, I don't mean-

no, forget it.

I mean, I want to wait

for Joe to get here anyway,

so we'll just pick

another night. No sweat.

well, wait.

are you sure?

because I know,

you know, that this

is supposed to be-

no, it's cool. It is.

'cause the truth is,

I haven't been here in months,

and I got a ton of stuff

to catch up on.

it's the perfect time

to do it, so that's

what I'm gonna do.

really, it's ok.

it's fine.

Hey.

you're cool with

a tinyish studio, right?

I mean, it'd be like

a closet with plumbing,

but at least

we wouldn't be finding

Owen's toys in our bed.

is that champagne for us?

well, for us

and Charlie.

oh.

oh, the party.

uh, Bailey got busy,

so it's gonna be

another night.

oh.

oh.

so...

it could still be

for us, couldn't it?

I mean, I guess

I was thinking

if we were in the mood.

I mean, if you

wanted to...

you know, uh...

it's something

we haven't done in a while,

and we used to do it

all the time, and...

I don't know.

I kind of miss it.

god. This is so weird.

I feel all self-conscious

with you,

like this is a first date

or something.

remember that

pseudodate date

we went on

at the presidio?

you were showing me

all the world war I

bayonets or whatever,

and all of a sudden

we realized we were

all alone in the museum.

we were both

really into each other,

and we wanted

to fool around,

but we were both

too afraid to...

make the first move.

uh-huh.

well, you know what?

I always hated that

it had to be the guy

who made the pass.

Hey, you know what?

Julia, wait. Um...

what?

I'm...

kind of burnt.

oh.

ok.

so, um...

you wanna just get in bed

and be together?

yeah.

Ok, Owen, listen.

you're

done with half the

"congratulations."

now, it's 4 hours

past your bedtime,

and we're not even

having the party

tonight.

but we're

not done.

(doorbell rings)

one more letter,

and that's it, ok?

hi. I'm sorry

I'm late,

but my watch got stuck

in the birthday cake,

and then apparently

7 veils wasn't enough

for the birthday boy,

so I had to improv this

whole big napkin thing.

sorry, but,

um, who are you?

candy.

I'm your candygram.

um, where is

everybody?

because I'm not

doing this for you

and your kid.

doing what?

strip.

I'm a stripper.

I strip. I'm

supposed to strip-

could you please

stop saying that?

my brother is 4.

oh. Heh.

wait a minute.

the guys at the restaurant

sent you, didn't they?

no. This guy

named Kevin.

you guys were, uh,

radiation buddies

or something.

but there was

supposed to be

this party.

no, no. It got canceled.

it's not tonight.

somebody should have

given you a call.

ehh.

well, look, I don't

normally do this,

but I could

do the act for you

in the other room.

no. Really, thanks, but

you don't have to do that.

in fact, you can

go home if you want.

really? 'Cause I do

lots of other things

besides stripping.

uh, I really don't-

tarot card readings,

shiatsu, manicure,

pedicure.

I'm pretty much set

for those, too.

no, but there's

got to be something,

because, see,

your friend paid

for my time,

and I can't

take his money if I

don't do something.

Three 6s.

what?!

three 6s.

did she just

put 3 cards down?

hold still,

Bailey.

so are you

doubting me or not?

yes.

no.

no, I'm not.

see, that's the problem

with this game, is it's

a game of chance.

if it were a game of skill,

you couldn't cheat.

oh. Cheating's

the whole point.

and who says that lying

is not a skill?

well, it's not

one of mine.

heh heh. Please.

hey, nat, you know what

I have in my bedroom?

fake eyelashes.

eyelashes! Fun!

what? You'd

look cute in lashes.

I like makeup

on a guy.

yeah. I'm familiar

with your dating history.

ho ho. You are

breathing your last.

you know what?

try some burnt Sienna,

pretty boy.

(laughing)

no, I don't

think so.

stop.

I'm gonna let go of you,

but you better be done.

I'm done.

Where's nat?

we gotta

get her to sleep.

no, wait.

you know what?

she's quiet

and-and happy,

so we should

just leave her alone

for a little while.

you know, come back and

finish the game with me.

ok.

but we're playing

a real game next.

whatever you got,

I'm ready.

that is

nice drawing, Owen.

I like the way

that you work

outside those lines.

so, cancer, huh?

now, that is a trip.

like you wouldn't believe.

hey, hey.

try purple.

ooh.

maybe stripes.

you should listen to candy.

she's an artist.

heh. Well, it's, um,

Daphne, actually.

candy's just my

strippergram name.

so you beat

the big "c."

I mean, now what,

you know?

join

the peace corps?

shave your head?

I thought I'd do

another load of whites.

hmm.

actually, I'm-I'm kind

of serious, 'cause...

you know, when

you've been that sick,

everything

you did is, like,

"this could

be the last time

I use bleach."

you're just so happy

to have something

brainless to do

that you know

you're gonna get to do

a million times more.

huh.

well.

what, you don't think

that's enough?

you think I ought to be

out climbing the himalayas

or something?

oh, no, no.

I think it's bold.

have a near-death

experience

and then, uh...

decide to live life

exactly the same way.

hey, you know

what this needs?

Owen: What?

some glitter.

want me to get

some glue?

no, no, no.

it comes with stickum.

that's how it stays

on my glutes.

(Sighs)

she's finally in bed,

and it's only 10 hours

past her bedtime.

hey, at least

she's asleep.

at least we finally proved

that she's not better off

living on the street.

I never said

she was asleep.

she's reading.

(sighs)

fine. Fine.

you know what?

I'll just

go to the supermarket and

get her a shopping cart.

man, that is

one serious rat's nest

you got going up there.

thank you.

thank you. I've only

spent the last 2 hours

brushing out knots.

you want me to help?

no. It's ok.

you don't have to.

well, I will.

here.

Is that too hard?

no.

thanks.

(Telephone rings)

god. Who would call

this early?

I don't know.

hello.

Annie.

hi.

yeah, she's fine.

she's-she misses you

a lot, but she's fine.

Annie...

I don't know.

I don't know.

look, we-we shouldn't talk

about this right now, ok?

there's other stuff that

you should be focusing on,

so we'll just figure it out

when you get back.

you should talk to nat,

'cause she's been dying

to talk to you, ok?

so I'm gonna go get her.

ok. Hang on.

(sighs)

I'm gonna go get her,

but I'll be right back.

ok?

you gave me a job here

and everything, but you

took away my-

I came down here,

and I bought the shop.

I don't need it.

I had a business here.

I had my business.

did you fight me?

no.

fine.

don't forget

to collect his uniform.

Ok, what about Thursday?

Joe, you said

you had business to do.

is that gonna be

a conflict?

are you kidding me?

you think I came

all the way up here

to miss this?

oh, god, I'm sorry.

professor sinclair's doing

this on-line conference.

he needs me to pull

references for it.

otherwise, I'd-

jule, it's ok.

we'll just, um,

how's Friday

for everybody?

I have nothing.

if I switch

a dinner...

god, I can't believe-

it's so great you came.

I wish we

saw you more. Thank you.

yeah, no kidding.

I know.

hey, what about Friday?

sorry. Friday.

yeah, that's fine.

ssss.

what?

actually, I have

a tenants' meeting

so they can decide

whether they're

gonna fire me

for not being around

the past few months,

so...

ok. Then Saturday.

yeah, Saturday.

I'll be there.

yes, depressingly,

I again have no plans.

Saturday's bad. It's

franny's birthday.

I gotta get

back to L.A., but

do it without me.

forget it.

it's not even worth it

if everybody's not here.

I want all of you to...

wait. You know what?

you're all here now.

why don't we just

sit down right now,

open up a bottle

of champagne, and

get this over with?

now?

yes.

ok. Ok.

right now.

if I can

call Sarah,

'cause I told her

I'd relieve her.

wait a minute.

wait a minute.

I have plans.

I actually have plans.

I'm sorry, char, but

orchestra in 20 minutes.

great. Ok.

this is, uh...

this is

really bad.

this is really,

really bad.

guys, look. It's ok.

don't worry.

we'll find a time.

you know what?

I can just, uh,

I can just blow off

orchestra. Really.

claud, go.

you should go.

ok.

actually, if you

don't need me,

I ought to get

back to Sarah.

ok.

all right.

I'll see you.

I'll be next-door

if you want to make plans.

it's not their fault.

I know.

I know.

it's just...

this whole thing.

I kind of thought

getting over cancer,

you know,

that's gotta be...

I don't know,

something.

ah, it's just a party, Joe.

there's 3 hours,

and it's over.

I know.

I know.

(laughs)

what?

what's so funny?

it reminds me

of that old joke,

the one where

the woman sees her baby

washed out to sea...

and she begs

and begs god,

"please, give me

my baby back.

I'll do anything."

and finally,

the baby washes back,

and she looks up

at god and says,

"uh, she had a hat."

I'm like her.

every day

when I was sick,

I thought, "god,

just give me a clean

bill of health.

that's all I want."

but now

I've got that, and...

you want the hat.

yeah.

yeah.

I'm sorry. You quit?

you-you just quit?

don't get upset. I...

look, I'll find

something else, all right?

we can still

pay for a place.

I'm not upset

about the place.

I mean, I just...

why did

you need to quit?

I told you

I didn't care if you

stayed there.

you didn't.

I did.

but why?

I don't understand.

is it that you

didn't want to be

around Rosalie?

is that what it is?

you still have feelings

for her or something?

no! I...

I don't feel

like being there.

but that doesn't

make sense!

I mean, if it's

not about Rosalie

and we said we

needed the money,

then what aren't you

telling me, Griffin?

is there something

you're not telling me?

no! I...

I just...

I'm-I'm just trying to do

the right thing here.

I know I screwed up.

I know that, all right,

but going back

to the shop,

all I get out of that

is feeling lousy,

like I'm rubbing my nose

in it or something.

all right?

I just don't feel like

being there, jule, ok?

I'm sorry.

I don't know

what my problem is.

you not wanting

to be around her-

I'd have to be

crazy to have

a problem with that.

don't worry.

you quit.

you'll get another job.

that-that's ok.

that's ok.

Griffin: Forgive me, father,

for I have sinned...

really bad.

the reason I'm here is, uh,

to talk to somebody, I guess,

to figure out

what I'm supposed to do.

I'm sorry.

can you...

oh. Uh, yeah.

well, here it is.

I've never been able

to figure out why,

for some reason...

this amazing person...

she made up her mind

that she loves me.

and maybe 'cause

I didn't trust it,

or maybe 'cause I did,

we got married.

you wouldn't believe

how great she is.

she's so smart

and funny and...

unbelievably together.

which is pretty unreal

when you...

think about all

the bad stuff that's

happened to her.

which is maybe...

maybe why I'm

so afraid of hurting her.

'cause it's like

how can anybody do that...

you know,

hurt someone that's...

that's already

been hurt so bad?

this thing that I did...

I wanna make it

go away so much.

but I can't,

because even though she

doesn't know it happened,

I do.

I know.

every time she...

kisses me or...

smiles at me or whatever,

I just think, "no.

"don't do that. Don't...

"I don't deserve it.

don't you know

I'm lying to you?!"

I've done some

really stupid things

in my life, father,

but this one...

this is the worst...

because I can't

make it go away.

no matter what I do...

it won't go away.

hey.

shh!

she's sleeping?

you got her

to sleep? How?

well, I kind of

hypnotized her when we

were reading, you know?

I sort of gently swayed

the book back and forth,

stretched out the words

long and slow.

and you thought you

couldn't do this.

you see

how wrong you were?

you see

how amazing you are?

um...

Bailey, what do you

think's gonna happen

with you guys,

you and Annie?

I don't know.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry, if you

don't want to talk

about this...

no. No, it's not that.

it's just...

I don't know

what she wants, really.

come on, Bailey.

you know exactly

what she wants.

she wants things the way

they were before.

she wants

to be with you.

what do you want?

I mean, there's

coastline to the north

and the deserts

to the south

and the rockies

to the east,

but what I really

wanna do is I just wanna

stick out my thumb

and go whichever way

the ride goes.

and wherever I end up,

I wanna pitch a tent

right on that spot.

and if I'm next

to a rodeo, I want

to ride a wild bull.

and if I'm next

to an airstrip,

I want to jump out

of an airplane.

Charlie, wow.

what? Am I nuts?

no. No way.

if you gotta do it,

you gotta do it.

so you understand?

are you kidding.

I had the same thing

after my depression.

it's like, you go

through something like that,

you want to get

something out of it.

exactly.

you just want to do

something over the top,

you know, like something

you would have never done

before you were sick.

you get it.

oh, I get it.

well, so,

go with me.

I'm sorry, me?

yeah! Kirsten,

think about it.

think about

the last time, when we

went to get the armoire.

I mean,

that was awesome-

all those closed roads

and detours,

that-that lonely guy in

that great big old inn.

I mean, think about it.

that-that's the kind

of trip I want to take.

Charlie, that's-i mean,

yeah, that was great.

it was.

but it was different then.

you were sick.

I would have done anything

to help you get better.

dumping everything,

leaving Paul on his own-

i-i could justify it then.

I couldn't not.

but now...

I understand.

it's ok.

I mean, really,

it's kind of

a one-man job, anyway.

(words long and slow)

but the cobbler never knew

that the heels

of his shoes

were fastened

with magic glue.

(whispers)

hi.

huh? Sarah?

oh, hi, honey.

I'm sorry.

sorry. I'm

gonna go study

very quietly.

can't you read

with us, Sarah?

please?

come on.

Sarah, if that's

what she wants.

Arm under.

So...

(long and slow)

when his little girl

put on the shoes,

then she was magic, too,

and every bundle

of kindling she sold

would burn

with magic smoke.

(telephone rings)

(whispering)

get it. Get it.

no. Talking

wakes her up.

you can whisper.

the answering machine can't.

go ahead.

hello.

oh. Annie. Hi.

well, she just

fell asleep.

i-i should probably

give you to Bailey.

Hi.

I'm fine, yeah.

how are you?

well, it's not

the best time to-

(sighs)

of course I do.

I think about you

all the time.

yes, I do.

me, too.

I miss you, too.

I know.

I love you.

yeah, I do.

Hey.

heh.

surprise.

come sit down.

check this out.

I am looking

through the paper

for apartments,

and I come

across this ad,

and I'm like, "idiot,

why didn't I think

of this before?"

what?

it's an ad

for apartment managers,

what Bailey

and Sarah do.

I mean, duh,

it's perfect for us.

it's part-time work.

it's cheap rent.

you're great

at fixing stuff.

jule.

and no offense to them,

but we're not getting

some dump like theirs.

we're gonna find some

beautiful old victorian

in the mission-

could you stop, please?

what?

I'm really sorry.

Griffin,

what are you...

I slept with her, Julia.

I slept with Rosalie.

you told me to leave.

I thought...

I thought-

thought we were done.

I guess I was...

m-mad or whatever, but...

You slept with her?

I'm not...

I'm not saying

that it's your fault.

it's my fault.

it's-whatever, but...

if I knew that you

wanted us to...

yeah.

I'm so...

I'm so sorry, Julia.

I'm so sorry.

Yes!

ok. One more.

yes.

Sarah: What is...

Bailey, I thought

we were done with all

the big, messy projects.

I know, but

we're practicing for

the arcade, right?

first I'm gonna

pick the game

with the best prizes.

then I'm gonna

play and play

and win bigger prizes.

then I'm gonna trade 'em

all in for a giant

stuffed dinosaur.

you hope, right?

Bailey, she hopes?

I don't know.

Sarah, this kid's

got a touch

with the hoops.

here. Show her.

you know what, Natalie?

I think I left

my makeup kit

in my bedroom.

could you check for me?

ok. So maybe the dinosaur's

kind of a long shot,

but I'm just trying

to make it fun for her.

you think

that's fun?

making her think

that she's gonna win

all those things

when you know that

isn't gonna happen?

getting her hopes up

for, like, nothing?

what are you

talking about, Sarah?

she's gonna be...

stuffing her face

with hot dogs and

cotton candy.

she won't even know

the difference.

and what's the matter

with you, anyway?

it's just I have

a lot of studying to do,

and, anyway, you guys'll

probably have plenty of fun

without me, so...

what?!

no, we're not-

we can't go

without you.

we need you there.

we're-

we're a team.

we're a unit.

you promised, Sarah.

you were gonna let me

braid your hair again.

that's really not

your best angle, sweetheart.

Sarah.

hey, what's wrong?

I just-i just have

a lot of work.

I don't wanna go

if she's not going.

you said we were gonna

do stuff together.

you said we'd make

mommy come home

sooner that way,

'cause time flies

when you're having fun.

There you are.

hi. Try some new

gerkenthaler.

it's new from the people

at cheese-alicious.

hi.

tangy new gerkenthaler.

tastes like Swiss with

a blue-cheese twist.

thank you.

hi, try some

new gerkenthaler.

it's new from the people

at cheese-alicious.

hi.

hi.

oh, I know you.

don't I?

Charlie. I beat the big "c."

you came over to...

oh, right,

right, right.

well, I see you

stuck to your plan:

living life

to its mediumest.

you don't peel

that cheese off, do you?

I mean, it's not the dance

of the 7 slices?

I do other things

besides stripping,

you know.

not that stripping's

any worse than

any other job.

I can see that.

so, try some

new gerkenthaler.

it tastes like Swiss

but with

a blue-cheese twist.

I'm cutting down on dairy,

especially

the kind I can smell

from across the mall.

oh, a health kick, huh?

hence the bran, which

I see from the many bags

you are clearly serving

at your party.

oh, that's not...

I don't know

what's happening with that.

wait a minute.

you didn't have it?

you didn't do anything

to celebrate?

that's right, nothing.

didn't have a party,

and I didn't hit the road.

I didn't jump

out of an airplane.

I didn't ride a wild bull.

I didn't do a damn thing.

ok?

you know what,

Charlie?

I was supposed

to do this chart

for my sister's

bird groomer,

but he, like,

totally flaked,

so if you're

not busy tonight,

I think I know

exactly what you need.

guys, please,

please.

I really

don't want to.

Sarah, you love

the roller coaster.

you always fight it,

and you always love it.

no, I always

get really scared,

and you

always say that's

the whole point.

and then

you beg to go on it

again and again.

but you know what?

not this time.

this time...

I'm gonna go

get in line.

hurry up.

come on.

do it with us.

Bailey.

please.

you will be ok.

I promise.

ok? We'll do it together.

come on.

Uh, listen.

i-i know

you hate me right now.

I mean, I know that.

but see...

I love you, Julia.

if you can ever find

a way to forgive me,

I mean...

are you ever

gonna forgive me?

'cause...

I'm-if that's possible...

then I think...

I think that you

were right before,

you know, when you-when

you said we should start over,

you know, go back

to how stuff was.

you know,

'cause so much...

bad has happened that-

that I think it's

like you said, you know,

a lot of it had to do

with Charlie being sick,

and a lot of it

started happening when

we moved back in here.

I think if we...

if we just stick

to that plan, all right,

if-if we find our own place

together, I think-

please. Just...

I don't know

how I feel yet, ok?

I mean, there's

a part of me that wants

to forgive you,

so I think...

maybe someday I will.

but all that

other stuff,

an apartment with you?

why would I do that?

I'm scared of you,

Griffin.

I'm-I'm scared

of what's gonna

happen with you.

and I think about that,

and, I mean...

the only place I feel

safe anymore is here...

with my family.

I'm not leaving

my family now, Griffin.

not now.

not for you.

Daphne: Ok, what's next?

this is my pill wheel,

you know,

for antinausea drugs

and stuff,

but it's plastic, and

it's really gonna smell.

throw it in.

go on.

do I have to?

look at it.

what does it

make you think of?

I just realized

I'm gonna have to buy

another one of those

because

I'm not even done

with my radiation yet.

then you'll

buy another one.

this is stupid, Daphne.

I feel stupid.

do you wanna put

this cancer behind you?

you wanna feel

like you're moving on?

you know what

I just remembered?

I was wearing

these sneakers when

I got my diagnosis.

I think you know

what to do.

And this undershirt-

I mean, I wore

this thing constantly

because of the way

the radiation made me

cold all the time.

the cleansing flames await.

Um, you mind

if I...

skin is not

an issue for me.

And really,

it's the same

with these jeans.

well, you know

what I'd do.

yeah, but you're

a professional.

oh! Oh, you want

some pointers.

ok.

you've gotta put

a little movement

in those hips.

(laughs)

right. Ok.

now, slide 'em down.

(laughs)

now spin 'em

on your finger like this.

good.

ok, now what do you need

those jeans for?

set yourself free! Whoo!

whoo!

yeah!

whoo!

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