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Whoa.
what are you
doing up?
it's-it's late.
I figured
you'd have-
where you been?
um...just...saw this
b-bad double feature...
Tony picked.
hmm.
I, um...
(clears throat)
I found this
in your jacket pocket.
"something's happening."
what does that mean?
I don't know. Hmm.
I don't know.
let me see.
I don't know. It's-
looks like it's...
piece of paper,
I, uh...
I must've found
somewhere and put it
in my pocket.
it's a girl's
handwriting, and someone
drew a flower on it.
yeah?
so?
what movie did you see?
what?
tell me the name
of the movie
and where it was playing.
I might want to go
see it tomorrow.
piece of advice.
tell your friend Tony
not to answer the phone
if he's supposed
to be your alibi.
(sighs)
Julia...
who wrote you
this note, Griffin?
who wrote you
this note?!
Rosalie.
Rosalie.
the girl from the shop?
god! That's where
you were tonight?
we're-
we're just friends.
then why would you
lie to me? Huh?
why would you lie
about where you were
if you're just friends?!
what are you doing,
Griffin? Are you
cheating on me?
no!
I don't believe you.
I mean-she's
a little flirtatious.
I mean, I might've
flirted back, but-
until 2:00
in the morning.
nothing happened!
I'm not sleeping
with her.
I swear to god!
get away from me. Go away.
I don't want to see you.
come on.
we were just spending
some time together.
things have been going
so bad around here,
it really just kinda...
(sighs)
happened.
Oh.
the nurse said
that you guys
were...
oh, that's ok.
we're finished
here.
this was tough.
go home.
get some rest,
ok?
yeah. Like I'm gonna
sleep tonight.
look. I'm gonna tell you
what I tell everyone
in your position.
this is not
the final answer,
Charlie.
I could call and say,
"we still haven't
gotten everything."
but that's not
a death sentence.
we just...
redouble our efforts.
meaning...chemotherapy
and a lot more radiation.
let's cross that bridge
a little later.
right.
heh.
there's no way I'm
gonna sleep tonight.
when will we know?
mmm, tomorrow.
day after.
look. Take him home.
pamper him a little.
rent a ton
of movies.
I'll call you
as soon as I know.
ok.
(sighs)
keep your fingers
crossed, ok?
all right.
? Everybody wants to live ?
? like they wanna live ?
? and everybody wants to love ?
? like they wanna love ?
? and everybody wants to be ?
? closer to free ?
Hey.
how's he doing?
is he-
tired. He's tired.
well, what'd
the doctor say?
look, I don't want
to talk about it, ok?
ok.
so how're you doing?
I mean I don't
want to talk.
(sighs)
Julia-
I mean I don't want
to talk to you.
I just came to get
some of my stuff.
he's gonna be ok,
Bailey.
god. Listen to me.
I mean...
how do I know that?
right? I mean,
i-i don't.
I don't have anything
to base that on
except how much
I want for it
to be true.
thank you...
for saying that.
I'm gonna head upstairs
and check on-
(knock on door)
hey. I was just
on my way up-
god. You're here?
i-i thought you
said he wasn't here.
well, he wasn't
when you called.
you called?
why? What's-
you said
you'd be home
by 5:30.
well, I just-
I got home a few
minutes ago,
and I came to get
a shirt for work.
what's wrong?
I've been up there
watching the hands
go around the clock,
and I've just been
thinking I just
had to make it
until you got home.
my god, do you have
any idea how much people
drink on soap operas?
and it's, like...
I was just waiting
for...you to come home
so that you could-
what?
I don't know.
like, take the cash
out of my wallet
so I can't go to a bar.
you can't do that.
you can't put that
on me.
I can't need you?
look, let's
go upstairs-
no! Answer me!
I'm not allowed
to need you?
you can't need me
to stay sober...
because what if Charlie
gets bad news. Huh?
what if
those test results
come back
and they say
that the cancer
is still there?
what then? Huh?
when-when
I can't be with you
because I have to be
there with him?
look, I just, uh...
(sighs)
I can't do it
without you, Bailey.
listen to me.
you have to.
you have to because
I can't make you
better, Annie.
yes, you can.
no, I can't!
that isn't
the way it works,
so stop
asking me to!
I just-
just stop.
(door closes)
knock knock.
who's there?
me.
you? No. See, Owen,
the whole point of
knock-knock jokes is...
(ring)
knock knock.
Owen, cut it out.
who's there?
rabbits.
(chuckles)
rabbits.
very funny.
hello.
oh. Dr. rabin. I-
An irregularity? What-
what does that mean?
it means we have to
run a gallium scan,
run a few more tests to
get a clearer picture.
no. I mean...
what-what could a spot
on the cat scan indicate?
well, it could be
evidence of some
remaining scar tissue-
the tissue that held
the tumor in place
before it was radiated.
or it could mean-
the cancer's still there.
the radiation didn't work.
it would be premature
to conclude that.
but it's possible.
Charlie, there's
no point going down
that road until-
I'm asking you.
is it possible?
it's possible.
but it's unlikely.
(sighs)
I'm 28 years old,
doctor.
getting cancer
in the first place
was unlikely.
unlikely's not much
of a comfort anymore.
what are you
doing here?
what?
I...i don't want
to see you right now.
(sighs)
gotta go
to the bathroom,
Julia.
what do you want
me to do, pee
out in the backyard?
hide in the shed?
hey, I'm hiding
in the house. You
can hide in the shed.
I have to eat.
I have to shower
and do my laundry.
right. Right.
that's true.
so I don't know,
um, maybe you
should...leave.
(sighs)
leave.
well, I can't be
in the same room
with you right now,
and you're right.
you can't lock yourself
in the shed, so-
wait. Aren't-
aren't we even gonna
talk about this?
look, I want you
to know what happened
with me and Rosalie...
and why.
you're the one
that's always saying we
should talk things out.
please?
don't!
don't touch me
after you've been
with someone else. God!
why are you
doing this?
'cause I have got...
there is too much
going on right now.
all of this stuff
with Charlie,
and I have to worry
about that.
and I have to
take care of myself,
and being near you
makes it so much worse.
so, what? What,
we're just done?
I have no idea.
I can't think
about that.
all I want is for you to
leave, and I'll figure
the rest out later.
Bailey: Hey, man.
Claudia:
where you been?
noplace. Just...
out.
so...you hear anything
from the doctor yet?
what?
no.
it's pretty late.
guess you're
gonna have to wait
another day, huh?
yeah.
so are you
ok with that?
no, I'm not.
I'm going crazy.
I just...I gotta...
I don't know.
I gotta do more
than just hang out
and wait for the phone
and sit up in that room
all night long.
so why don't you get
outta here then, man?
why don't you
go see a movie or
take a drive
or something?
I'll stay here.
besides,
Julia and Griffin
will be here.
what?
I was just telling Charlie
that he should get
outta here for a while
if he wants...
take a night out.
that's not what I mean.
that's not enough.
I mean, I need
to really get away.
away away, like,
just drive until
I run outta gas.
you know? Go someplace
in the middle of nowhere.
yeah, like that cabin
we used to go to when
we were kids, outside Tahoe.
oh, man,
that's exactly it.
well, so?
you should go.
if you want, I'd go
with you, 'cause
I'm with you, man.
I would love
to get outta here
for a little while.
me, too. Somewhere
where no one can find us
in, like, a second.
ok.
(chuckles)
so, let's...
let's just do it.
that cabin's gotta
still be there, right?
yeah. Start
packing, claud.
no. I mean, I can't.
I mean, I'm busy.
I've got lots
of stuff to do.
claud, come on.
Charlie, we talked
about this.
now I...Need
some time to myself.
you guys should definitely
go. I'll get Kirsten
to stay with me and Owen,
and...i don't care.
actually, I might
kinda like it.
So? We going away?
far away.
Whoa. Blast
from the past, huh?
god. It is
exactly the same.
actually, I think
the couch is new.
nope.
ha ha! Look at this.
monopoly, parcheesi,
scrabble.
I bet you they
still have, um...
yep. Valley
of the dolls.
my introduction
to adult fiction.
you didn't come
out of your room
for 3 days.
(chuckles)
ok.
groceries,
beds, firewood.
who does what?
uhh!
You gotta pack it
down real hard.
yeah, like that.
that's good.
that's really good.
ha ha ha!
ahh...
(kids laugh and chat,
indistinctly)
oh, yeah?
(panting
and chuckling)
Owen, you want
to help me open
the mail?
hey,
anything for me?
uh...I'll check.
an application to own
a new credit card...
an application
to refinance
your home...
"Phillips academy."
that's for me.
andover, huh?
isn't that
a prep school?
uh-huh.
that looks like
an application.
it is. I, uh...
I sent away.
thanks.
Massachusetts, right?
yep.
what kind of nimrod
names a food product
"gorp"?
like, that's supposed
to be appetizing?
I might as well just
have just named it...
"zard" or...
"quif."
hell, "barf" would be
a better name than-
wha-hey!
Charlie.
wasn't me, man.
you hooked it.
I did?
yeah. See, it's
all in the wrist.
you gotta...
aah! Oh, that's
funny, that?
that's very funny.
hey, hey, hey!
bay, bay, bay,
bay, bay!
she started it. I
was just helping her
with her technique.
no! Aah!
some big brother
you are. You
are gettin' it.
no fair. No way! No way!
you can't hit me!
I've got can...
cer!
ha ha ha!
ow!
ha ha!
aah!
(all laughing)
aah!
ha ha ha ha!
ohh! Ha ha ha!
aah!
aah!
uhh!
ha ha ha!
ha ha ha!
ha ha ha!
(knock on door)
uh, it-it's Sarah.
i-i was just-
well, I had some-
some rent notices
to deliver on this
floor, so I just
thought I'd...
you thought
you'd what?
check up on me?
uh, no. No.
why would i-
Bailey's gone. I know.
I called the house,
and Kirsten told me.
ok, so I just wanted
to see how you are.
can I, um...
can I come in?
n-no.
Annie, look, I'm-
I'm worried about you...
and about Natalie.
no, Natalie is fine.
look, I do have some idea
of what you're going
through, you know.
I mean, i-
I was with Bailey
all last year
through pretty much
everything.
and I know that this is
something that you can't
fight all by yourself.
that's not
what Bailey thinks.
look, can I just, um...
at least drive you
to a meeting?
or something, you know?
or look after Natalie
while you're there?
no. Look, why don't you just
go find yourself some other
little project to do?
ok? Like help somebody
with their lock or...
or their plumbing
or something? Ok?
(sighs)
could I, uh...
hi.
so I didn't really
know where else to go.
what's going on?
I've just...
just been walking.
been walking
around all night.
I haven't sle-
I haven't slept.
(sighs)
she kicked me out.
what?
yeah.
Julia. She, uh...
(sniffles)
she found that thing,
that note you wrote.
oh, man. Wow.
I don't know how
to make her understand
what's going on here...
with you and me.
and I told her it's not
what she thought it was,
but she-she didn't
want to hear it.
it's like she-
she wants to believe
the worst.
so she thinks that
you and me are-
no, it's not like
she hasn't done
some things, too...
things that
I forgave her for.
or at least...
tried to understand.
nothing's entirely
the other person's
fault.
(sighs)
god.
she hasn't wanted me
in such a long time.
(sighs)
and then there
you were, and you-
you...
and I did.
and I do.
want you.
(sighs)
yours good?
really good.
yours?
great schlock.
(chuckles)
the schlockiest.
mm-hmm.
time check.
7:00.
it is not.
yeah!
it is not 7:00.
it is.
it's 7:00?
where did the day
go, huh?
it's dinnertime.
mmm.
(sighs)
(sighs)
you think we should
call home...Check in?
I don't know.
they've got
the number here.
don't they?
so if there's
a real problem,
somebody could
call. Kirsten
would call.
definitely.
so...
let's not call.
let's just
leave it alone
for a little while.
that's not
so horrible,
is it?
Charlie: No.
that is
a good fire, bay.
(chuckles)
43...
44...
45...
46...
I don't see why
47...
you're making such a
big deal out of this.
I just-i want to understand
why you're applying now.
'cause now's when
the applications
are due.
50! Time's up!
ready or not!
you know what I mean.
here I come!
why are you making plans
to leave before we know?
before we know what's
gonna happen with Charlie?
where are you? You
better be upstairs!
Charlie'd
want me to go
to a good school.
not one that's
3,000 miles away.
am I getting hot...
or cold?
I can't help it it's
in Massachusetts.
unless
that's the appeal.
I mean...There's
going away to school,
claud...
and there's
running away...
which is what you might
do when it's too scary
to stay here
and not know how things
are gonna turn out...
not know
if your brother's
gonna be ok.
where'd you guys go?
Claudia.
where are you?
We're in here, Owen!
(knock on door)
my mommy
fell asleep...
on the floor.
she fell asleep, and
I can't wake her up.
so?
what? This
as good as dad's?
better,
if you ask me.
twice the garlic.
you guys
want any more?
uhh, pass.
(sighs)
(sighs)
you ok, Charlie?
just...
getting tired,
that's all.
yeah? Well,
then we're gonna
have to do something
to wake
your butt up, then.
how about
a game of risk?
no. You guys play.
the whole reason
for coming up here was
to get your mind off stuff.
yeah, but I'm just...
I'm just not really
feeling that great.
I got it.
remember the first time
Charlie baby-sat for us?
the snowstorm.
10 minutes after
mom and dad left,
it starts
blizzarding out.
and all the lights
went out. Where
did they go again?
to the movies.
and we couldn't
reach them, remember?
and we freaked on you.
and you tried everything
to distract us.
you tried food,
stories, everything.
you remember what
you finally did?
mm-mmm.
how about a little
indoor laser beam
snowball war?
the cabin was
a soaking mess,
but we laughed
till the electricity
came back on.
(sighs)
I'm just-I'm just
not really in the mood,
you guys.
I know. Well, maybe
this'll change your mood.
it's not that simple.
well, can't you just try?
I mean, it worked before.
it's not like before.
ok? It doesn't-
it doesn't work
like it worked
when we were kids.
you can't-you can't
just distract me. I-
I'm sick now.
we know that.
no, you don't.
(sighs)
no idea.
I got some bad news.
the, um...
the test results.
(sighs)
they found something.
they don't know
what it is,
but it's something.
and...
it could be bad.
what?
so I don't want to play
any more games. Ok?
I'm not some little kid
who's afraid of the dark.
I mean, I wish...I wish...
I wish that's all there was
to be afraid of.
wouldn't that
be simple?
(sniffles)
Annie.
mommy, please
wake up.
sweetheart. Do you know
how to make coffee?
instant.
ok. Make some.
a whole pot. Lots
and lots of scoops.
and, Natalie,
get some towels.
why? What
are you gonna do?
this.
uhh!
aah!
stop!
uhh!
Claudia?
Claudia?
I'm sleeping.
go away.
I know you don't
want to hear this,
but...
I'm going to set up
another appointment for
you to talk to someone.
I'm already
doing that.
I know.
I think
you need to see
a new therapist.
yeah, well...What's
this new therapist
gonna do for me?
talk, mainly.
about whatever
you're afraid of.
about Charlie dying?
maybe.
probably.
talk about how
I'm gonna handle things?
you know, how I'm gonna
cope with things
if-if he dies?
yes.
maybe even make me
ok with it?
in time, claud.
I hope so.
well...
I don't want
to be ok with it.
'cause it's not ok.
and it's never
gonna be, so...
I'm not just
gonna sit there
and let someone
try and tell me
that it is,
so you can just
forget about it.
That's exactly what
everyone said when
my mom and dad left.
"try and get back
to normal, Claudia."
so...so I tried that.
I mean,
I really tried that,
and I was doing
pretty good at it,
but...that's it.
that's...that's it.
I'm not doing it
anymore.
I'm not gonna try
and be ok with people
leaving me...
ever again.
(Sighing)
(sighs)
how is he?
is he asleep?
drifting off.
bay, did you
know about this?
about
the cat scan?
no.
did you?
(sighs)
god, what was he thinking?
that he could just
walk out of the house
and get in the car
and drive away
from all this?
just leave it all behind?
hey, I thought
the same thing.
idiot.
like, a change
of scenery was really
gonna change anything.
what did you want it
to change?
what do you mean?
all this stuff
with Charlie.
but you just said
you didn't know
about that till now.
Bailey?
we need some
more firewood.
Bailey?
bay.
what's going on
with you?
nothing.
(sighs)
Annie's drinking again.
oh, no.
bay.
yeah, and...
and it's bad.
it's really bad.
and...look at me.
I'm up here.
I just-i just...
left.
yeah, well, come on.
it's a lot to handle,
especially for someone who-
no. I know. I had to
get outta there.
it was self-preservation
for me to get outta there.
and I was taking
care of myself...
which is a good thing.
only...
only?
only why do I feel
like I did
something wrong?
'cause that's you, bay.
why?
why is that me?
because...
I wasn't always
like this...Jule.
I mean, you remember.
when I was, like...
when I was, like,
15 years old,
I was getting in trouble
all the time...
blowing off
my curfew...
well, that's
just being a kid.
you were a kid.
right.
and then they died.
they checked out,
and the next day,
I was...
I was this...Adult.
I went from being
15 one day
to 45 the next.
Bailey...
and you know what?
to hell with them.
because maybe I could've
been someone else.
and then maybe I wouldn't
be beating myself up
over this thing...
over leaving her.
and-and maybe...
for a second...
I could actually believe
that it's ok for me
to take care of myself.
I get
what you're saying.
I do.
I mean, maybe it's
the same with me.
maybe if they
were still here,
I wouldn't be
in such a rush
to do everything.
a rush to do what?
anything.
everything.
and how
did that happen?
huh?
I mean, god,
do you remember me
in junior high?
I was always
looking 5 years ahead.
and now...
now it's like even
immediate gratification
takes too long.
I want what I want
now, today,
'cause who knows
what's gonna happen
tomorrow?
so it's like...
I stopped thinking
things through.
you know?
I went off to Europe...
turned down Stanford,
I got married.
you don't regret that,
do you?
I did that...
(sighs)
so fast, Bailey.
too fast.
so what are you saying?
do you think
you made a mistake?
I didn't ever think of what
it would really be like...
what it really meant
to get married.
I just...
loved him.
so I said yes.
so...
I guess me and Charlie
aren't the only ones
running away...Huh?
Look, Annie, it's
not like I wanted
this job, ok?
but now I kinda feel
like it's mine
by default.
yeah, well-
are you gonna
promise me
you're not gonna
get in a car
with Natalie?
you gonna promise me
that you're not gonna
go to light up the stove
and cook something
and pass out
like you did tonight?
'cause I'm scared...
for Natalie.
you need help.
I know that.
you don't think
I hate myself for that?
you don't think
I hate myself
for being this way
in front of my daughter?
but all that does
is make me want to drink
so I can stop
that feeling.
and all that does
is make me want to hate
myself even more.
I can't even get myself
to a meeting.
well...
well, then you need
to go somewhere.
you know? You need
to...i don't know,
check yourself
into one of those
programs or something.
you really think so?
yeah.
absolutely.
well, that's great.
I mean, where am I
gonna leave nat?
home...alone?
or maybe I should
just send her off to be
with her alcoholic father.
maybe I should
just check her
into a hotel.
god.
you...
you think everything
is just neat and simple,
don't you?
no, I don't.
listen to me.
there are good answers
for people who have money.
and there are good answers
for people who have people
to take care of them.
but there are
no good answers for me.
it's cold.
you barely
touched it.
you want me to,
uh, reheat it
for you?
what? Uh, no.
no, I, uh...
it's-it's late.
I better get going.
where are you
gonna go?
I don't know.
I gotta find a place.
why? Why do you
have to find a place?
(chuckles)
no.
I am not staying
here with you.
why?
because. Uh...
forget it.
'cause I don't
trust myself.
why?
what don't you
trust yourself
about?
come on.
Oh...
oh, Rosalie, I...
what?
what are you
afraid of?
(sighs)
hurting her?
I don't know.
well...i don't know.
it's...
it's crazy. I mean-
i-i didn't do anything,
and she's treating me
like I did, right?
right.
I mean,
she kicked me out,
right? I mean...
she kicked me out.
she knew where
I was gonna go.
I mean, she already
thinks that we're
doing it, right?
so...
so?
so...
mmm...
Mmm...
(Telephone rings)
(gasps)
it's 3:00
in the morning.
who could that be?
something's happened.
Charlie, you
gonna get it?
hello?
I'm sorry. Who?
Bailey?
no. There's no one
here by that name.
what number were you
trying to call?
you have
the wrong number.
yeah.
wrong number.
(sighs) My heart
is pounding.
god. Phone calls
in the middle
of the night, huh?
the phone used
to ring all the time
in the middle of the night.
just meant...
dad was hung up
at the restaurant
or mom's car battery
died after rehearsal,
that's all.
till that night.
Charlie: Some...
police officer...
sergeant dubrowski.
Darryl dubrowski...
saying...
"there's been
an accident, son."
saying it real slow.
saying it twice.
march 22, 1994,
at 11:45.
(chuckles)
that's when phone calls
in the middle of the night
stop being nothing.
and nothing's ever
been nothing since,
you know?
don't see your brother
when you pull up
to daycare.
he's been kidnapped.
your sister gets home
late from a-
from a music lesson.
she got hit by a bus.
doctor tells you
your test results
turned up
an irregularity...
and you're gonna die.
'cause that's the way
life works, you know?
I know that now.
Charlie...
come on, man.
don't do this
to yourself.
did I do it
to myself?
I don't know, bay.
for 24 years,
I believed that
everything always
turned out ok.
and then
march 22, 1994,
happened.
and now I don't.
Paper got wet.
says it snowed
in Tahoe last night.
5 inches.
I bet you it's
pretty up there,
don't you think?
(sighs)
you know what,
Claudia?
I spent 5 years
doing graduate work
in child psychology.
and I have no idea
how to make this
better for you.
I've been doing
this thing lately.
I wake up
in the morning,
and I tell myself...
that he's gone.
Charlie.
I tell myself
that he's dead.
(chuckles)
then I go
about my day...
seeing how that feels.
yeah.
yeah, I do that
all the time...
every day.
it's like if we get
to that bad place first,
we can get used
to how it feels
to be there.
we can prepare
ourselves.
the truth is...
(sniffles)
we can't.
we can't know
how it's gonna feel
until it happens.
the only thing
that's...
that's gonna
make it better...
is if we know
that he's gonna be ok.
but you can't say
that he will.
no, I can't.
so I won't.
Bailey:
that's everything?
it's everything
we came with.
what's he doing?
he's making
one last check.
oh.
well, we really
crapped up our memories
of this place, huh?
mmm.
mom and dad
would be pleased.
yeah, well,
it serves 'em right.
Bailey, enough.
let's stop
doing that, ok?
I don't want to-
I don't want to feel
that way about them.
I'm tired of it.
aren't you tired
of it?
I don't know.
you know what
I've always thought?
I thought that
when I get to be
30 years old,
I will have been alive
as long without them
as I was with them.
and then everything
will change...Because
all of a sudden,
my life will be
about what happened
after they died,
not about losing them.
and then after that...
then whatever happens
is up to me.
but that's...Stupid.
I mean, what am I
waiting for?
(door closes)
it's empty.
I checked.
so you ready
to take off, man?
yeah.
hey.
I'm sorry about this.
we shouldn't have
brought you out here.
come on. That's-
we had great
times here.
so...we went
for it again.
I was into that.
just...just won't
come back here anymore.
(chuckles)
it's weird, huh?
it's like you have
this-
this great time
in your life
before the first
really bad thing
happens.
and you have that...
that kid feeling,
like the world
is completely open
and...and safe.
once you lose that,
once that first
bad thing happens...
you never get it back.
I guess everybody
loses it sometime.
yeah.
we just lost
it sooner
than most.
I'll drive.
(sighs)
(Motor starts)
(Children's voices, indistinct)
ow!
(laughing
and chatting)
(knocking on door)
Annie.
(knock knock)
Annie, it's me.
are you there?
come on, open up.
(sighs)
ok, look, Annie,
I'm back.
I'm back, and
I'm not going
anywhere,
so let's just deal
with this, ok?
(keys jingling)
Annie?
Annie?
Hey.
hey. You're back.
yeah.
Sarah. Do you have
any idea where-
Annie?
yeah.
she left about
an hour ago.
she left.
left for where?
to haledon.
you know,
down the coast?
it's supposed to have
a really good in-patient
program for alcoholism.
she checked herself
into a rehab?
ohhh...god.
that's...
and-and without-
she took Natalie
with her?
no.
n-
no? She-
She conked out
kinda early.
she's had a rough
couple of days.
Annie asked
if you'd watch her?
actually...
I volunteered.
can I help-
is he here?
he's in the back.
Julia.
what are you-
I don't, uh,
know what I'm doing,
ok? And, um...
I don't know how I feel
about anything,
but I've been thinking a lot,
and I think that whatever
happened...
it's complicated.
it's probably not
just your fault.
oh, Julia-
no, let me finish.
it's probably
my fault, too.
I don't want to keep
blaming everybody
for things
that happen to me.
I do that too much.
anyways, um...
heh...
I'm not saying
I forgive you...
but you said you didn't
sleep with her, so...
I want you to
come home with me
so we can figure stuff out.
come home with me.
please.
Charlie: Hey, I'm home!
Kirsten: Hi, Charlie,
if you're beeping in,
I took the kids
for Chinese.
we should be back
by 7:00. Owen, no,
don't play with the-
the least you could've done
is remember the doggy bag.
Charlie.
hey.
you're back. Wh-
is everything ok?
everything's fine.
we just, uh, decided
it was time to come home.
answering machine:
hello, Charlie,
it's Dr. rabin.
it's, let's see,
5:45,
and I just got
off the phone
with the lab.
now you can reach me
at the office until 6:30,
or, uh, tell you what,
let me give you my home number
if you're back after that.
it's 555-6827.
6827.
you gonna call?
Kirsten: Do you
want us to...
no. Um...
I'm gonna...
Dr. rabin, it's, uh,
it's Charlie salinger.
yes, i-
uh-huh.
mm-hmm.
I'm sorry. Could you, uh,
could you say that again?
(stifling tears)
no, it's just, um...
right. Right.
could you...
(sniffling)
I'm sorry. C-could you
just give me a second here?
I'm back.
no, it's-I'm ok.
in fact, uh, never better.
never better.
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