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Whoa.
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what are you
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doing up?
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it's-it's late.
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I figured
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you'd have-
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where you been?
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um...just...saw this
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b-bad double feature...
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Tony picked.
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hmm.
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I, um...
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(clears throat)
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I found this
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in your jacket pocket.
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"something's happening."
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what does that mean?
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I don't know. Hmm.
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I don't know.
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let me see.
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I don't know. It's-
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looks like it's...
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piece of paper,
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I, uh...
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I must've found
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somewhere and put it
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in my pocket.
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it's a girl's
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handwriting, and someone
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drew a flower on it.
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yeah?
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so?
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what movie did you see?
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what?
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tell me the name
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of the movie
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and where it was playing.
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I might want to go
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see it tomorrow.
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piece of advice.
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tell your friend Tony
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not to answer the phone
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if he's supposed
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to be your alibi.
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(sighs)
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Julia...
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who wrote you
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this note, Griffin?
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who wrote you
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this note?!
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Rosalie.
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Rosalie.
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the girl from the shop?
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god! That's where
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you were tonight?
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we're-
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we're just friends.
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then why would you
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lie to me? Huh?
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why would you lie
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about where you were
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if you're just friends?!
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what are you doing,
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Griffin? Are you
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cheating on me?
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no!
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I don't believe you.
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I mean-she's
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a little flirtatious.
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I mean, I might've
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flirted back, but-
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until 2:00
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in the morning.
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nothing happened!
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I'm not sleeping
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with her.
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I swear to god!
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get away from me. Go away.
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I don't want to see you.
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come on.
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we were just spending
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some time together.
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things have been going
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so bad around here,
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it really just kinda...
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(sighs)
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happened.
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Oh.
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the nurse said
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that you guys
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were...
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oh, that's ok.
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we're finished
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here.
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this was tough.
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go home.
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get some rest,
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ok?
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yeah. Like I'm gonna
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sleep tonight.
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look. I'm gonna tell you
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what I tell everyone
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in your position.
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this is not
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the final answer,
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Charlie.
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I could call and say,
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"we still haven't
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gotten everything."
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but that's not
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a death sentence.
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we just...
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redouble our efforts.
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meaning...chemotherapy
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and a lot more radiation.
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let's cross that bridge
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a little later.
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right.
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heh.
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there's no way I'm
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gonna sleep tonight.
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when will we know?
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mmm, tomorrow.
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day after.
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look. Take him home.
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pamper him a little.
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rent a ton
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of movies.
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I'll call you
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as soon as I know.
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ok.
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(sighs)
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keep your fingers
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crossed, ok?
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all right.
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? Everybody wants to live ?
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? like they wanna live ?
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? and everybody wants to love ?
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? like they wanna love ?
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? and everybody wants to be ?
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? closer to free ?
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Hey.
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how's he doing?
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is he-
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tired. He's tired.
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well, what'd
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the doctor say?
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look, I don't want
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to talk about it, ok?
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ok.
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so how're you doing?
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I mean I don't
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want to talk.
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(sighs)
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Julia-
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I mean I don't want
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to talk to you.
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I just came to get
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some of my stuff.
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he's gonna be ok,
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Bailey.
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god. Listen to me.
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I mean...
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how do I know that?
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right? I mean,
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i-i don't.
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I don't have anything
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to base that on
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except how much
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I want for it
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to be true.
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thank you...
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for saying that.
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I'm gonna head upstairs
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and check on-
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(knock on door)
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hey. I was just
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on my way up-
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god. You're here?
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i-i thought you
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said he wasn't here.
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well, he wasn't
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when you called.
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you called?
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why? What's-
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you said
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you'd be home
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by 5:30.
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well, I just-
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I got home a few
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minutes ago,
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and I came to get
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a shirt for work.
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what's wrong?
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I've been up there
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watching the hands
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go around the clock,
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and I've just been
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thinking I just
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had to make it
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until you got home.
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my god, do you have
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any idea how much people
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drink on soap operas?
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and it's, like...
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I was just waiting
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for...you to come home
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so that you could-
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what?
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I don't know.
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like, take the cash
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out of my wallet
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so I can't go to a bar.
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you can't do that.
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you can't put that
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on me.
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I can't need you?
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look, let's
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go upstairs-
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no! Answer me!
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I'm not allowed
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to need you?
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you can't need me
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to stay sober...
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because what if Charlie
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gets bad news. Huh?
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what if
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those test results
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come back
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and they say
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that the cancer
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is still there?
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what then? Huh?
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when-when
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I can't be with you
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because I have to be
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there with him?
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look, I just, uh...
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(sighs)
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I can't do it
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without you, Bailey.
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listen to me.
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you have to.
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you have to because
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I can't make you
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better, Annie.
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yes, you can.
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no, I can't!
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that isn't
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the way it works,
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so stop
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asking me to!
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I just-
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just stop.
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(door closes)
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knock knock.
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who's there?
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me.
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you? No. See, Owen,
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the whole point of
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knock-knock jokes is...
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(ring)
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knock knock.
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Owen, cut it out.
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who's there?
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rabbits.
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(chuckles)
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rabbits.
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very funny.
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hello.
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oh. Dr. rabin. I-
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An irregularity? What-
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what does that mean?
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it means we have to
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run a gallium scan,
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run a few more tests to
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get a clearer picture.
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no. I mean...
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what-what could a spot
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on the cat scan indicate?
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well, it could be
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evidence of some
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remaining scar tissue-
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the tissue that held
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the tumor in place
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before it was radiated.
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or it could mean-
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the cancer's still there.
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the radiation didn't work.
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it would be premature
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to conclude that.
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but it's possible.
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Charlie, there's
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no point going down
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that road until-
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I'm asking you.
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is it possible?
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it's possible.
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but it's unlikely.
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(sighs)
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I'm 28 years old,
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doctor.
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getting cancer
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in the first place
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was unlikely.
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unlikely's not much
307
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of a comfort anymore.
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what are you
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doing here?
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what?
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I...i don't want
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to see you right now.
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(sighs)
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gotta go
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to the bathroom,
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Julia.
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what do you want
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me to do, pee
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out in the backyard?
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hide in the shed?
321
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hey, I'm hiding
322
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in the house. You
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can hide in the shed.
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I have to eat.
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I have to shower
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and do my laundry.
327
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right. Right.
328
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that's true.
329
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so I don't know,
330
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um, maybe you
331
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should...leave.
332
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(sighs)
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leave.
334
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well, I can't be
335
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in the same room
336
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with you right now,
337
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and you're right.
338
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you can't lock yourself
339
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in the shed, so-
340
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wait. Aren't-
341
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aren't we even gonna
342
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talk about this?
343
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look, I want you
344
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to know what happened
345
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with me and Rosalie...
346
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and why.
347
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you're the one
348
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that's always saying we
349
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should talk things out.
350
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please?
351
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don't!
352
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don't touch me
353
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after you've been
354
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with someone else. God!
355
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why are you
356
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doing this?
357
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'cause I have got...
358
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there is too much
359
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going on right now.
360
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all of this stuff
361
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with Charlie,
362
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and I have to worry
363
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about that.
364
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and I have to
365
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take care of myself,
366
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and being near you
367
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makes it so much worse.
368
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so, what? What,
369
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we're just done?
370
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I have no idea.
371
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I can't think
372
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about that.
373
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all I want is for you to
374
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leave, and I'll figure
375
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the rest out later.
376
00:09:04,627 --> 00:09:05,712
Bailey: Hey, man.
377
00:09:05,837 --> 00:09:07,255
Claudia:
378
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where you been?
379
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noplace. Just...
380
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out.
381
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so...you hear anything
382
00:09:14,429 --> 00:09:17,140
from the doctor yet?
383
00:09:17,265 --> 00:09:18,315
what?
384
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no.
385
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it's pretty late.
386
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guess you're
387
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gonna have to wait
388
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another day, huh?
389
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yeah.
390
00:09:29,361 --> 00:09:31,612
so are you
391
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ok with that?
392
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no, I'm not.
393
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I'm going crazy.
394
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I just...I gotta...
395
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I don't know.
396
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I gotta do more
397
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than just hang out
398
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and wait for the phone
399
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and sit up in that room
400
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all night long.
401
00:09:44,625 --> 00:09:47,546
so why don't you get
402
00:09:44,625 --> 00:09:47,546
outta here then, man?
403
00:09:47,670 --> 00:09:49,381
why don't you
404
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go see a movie or
405
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take a drive
406
00:09:49,506 --> 00:09:51,425
or something?
407
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I'll stay here.
408
00:09:51,550 --> 00:09:54,302
besides,
409
00:09:51,550 --> 00:09:54,302
Julia and Griffin
410
00:09:51,550 --> 00:09:54,302
will be here.
411
00:09:51,550 --> 00:09:54,302
what?
412
00:09:54,428 --> 00:09:56,471
I was just telling Charlie
413
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that he should get
414
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outta here for a while
415
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if he wants...
416
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take a night out.
417
00:09:58,639 --> 00:10:01,101
that's not what I mean.
418
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that's not enough.
419
00:10:01,226 --> 00:10:03,437
I mean, I need
420
00:10:01,226 --> 00:10:03,437
to really get away.
421
00:10:03,562 --> 00:10:06,147
away away, like,
422
00:10:03,562 --> 00:10:06,147
just drive until
423
00:10:03,562 --> 00:10:06,147
I run outta gas.
424
00:10:06,273 --> 00:10:08,108
you know? Go someplace
425
00:10:06,273 --> 00:10:08,108
in the middle of nowhere.
426
00:10:08,233 --> 00:10:11,778
yeah, like that cabin
427
00:10:08,233 --> 00:10:11,778
we used to go to when
428
00:10:08,233 --> 00:10:11,778
we were kids, outside Tahoe.
429
00:10:11,903 --> 00:10:14,531
oh, man,
430
00:10:11,903 --> 00:10:14,531
that's exactly it.
431
00:10:14,655 --> 00:10:16,616
well, so?
432
00:10:16,741 --> 00:10:19,453
you should go.
433
00:10:19,578 --> 00:10:21,621
if you want, I'd go
434
00:10:19,578 --> 00:10:21,621
with you, 'cause
435
00:10:19,578 --> 00:10:21,621
I'm with you, man.
436
00:10:21,746 --> 00:10:23,373
I would love
437
00:10:21,746 --> 00:10:23,373
to get outta here
438
00:10:21,746 --> 00:10:23,373
for a little while.
439
00:10:23,498 --> 00:10:26,793
me, too. Somewhere
440
00:10:23,498 --> 00:10:26,793
where no one can find us
441
00:10:23,498 --> 00:10:26,793
in, like, a second.
442
00:10:28,955 --> 00:10:31,046
ok.
443
00:10:31,047 --> 00:10:32,097
(chuckles)
444
00:10:32,215 --> 00:10:33,716
so, let's...
445
00:10:32,215 --> 00:10:33,716
let's just do it.
446
00:10:33,841 --> 00:10:35,802
that cabin's gotta
447
00:10:33,841 --> 00:10:35,802
still be there, right?
448
00:10:35,927 --> 00:10:38,930
yeah. Start
449
00:10:35,927 --> 00:10:38,930
packing, claud.
450
00:10:40,932 --> 00:10:42,934
no. I mean, I can't.
451
00:10:43,059 --> 00:10:45,353
I mean, I'm busy.
452
00:10:43,059 --> 00:10:45,353
I've got lots
453
00:10:43,059 --> 00:10:45,353
of stuff to do.
454
00:10:45,479 --> 00:10:46,605
claud, come on.
455
00:10:46,729 --> 00:10:48,607
Charlie, we talked
456
00:10:46,729 --> 00:10:48,607
about this.
457
00:10:48,731 --> 00:10:50,817
now I...Need
458
00:10:48,731 --> 00:10:50,817
some time to myself.
459
00:10:50,942 --> 00:10:53,570
you guys should definitely
460
00:10:50,942 --> 00:10:53,570
go. I'll get Kirsten
461
00:10:50,942 --> 00:10:53,570
to stay with me and Owen,
462
00:10:53,694 --> 00:10:55,280
and...i don't care.
463
00:10:55,405 --> 00:10:57,824
actually, I might
464
00:10:55,405 --> 00:10:57,824
kinda like it.
465
00:11:03,663 --> 00:11:06,291
So? We going away?
466
00:11:06,416 --> 00:11:08,126
far away.
467
00:11:14,299 --> 00:11:17,260
Whoa. Blast
468
00:11:14,299 --> 00:11:17,260
from the past, huh?
469
00:11:17,385 --> 00:11:19,304
god. It is
470
00:11:17,385 --> 00:11:19,304
exactly the same.
471
00:11:19,429 --> 00:11:21,806
actually, I think
472
00:11:19,429 --> 00:11:21,806
the couch is new.
473
00:11:21,807 --> 00:11:22,973
nope.
474
00:11:22,974 --> 00:11:24,892
ha ha! Look at this.
475
00:11:25,018 --> 00:11:26,436
monopoly, parcheesi,
476
00:11:25,018 --> 00:11:26,436
scrabble.
477
00:11:26,561 --> 00:11:29,981
I bet you they
478
00:11:26,561 --> 00:11:29,981
still have, um...
479
00:11:30,106 --> 00:11:31,608
yep. Valley
480
00:11:30,106 --> 00:11:31,608
of the dolls.
481
00:11:31,732 --> 00:11:33,360
my introduction
482
00:11:31,732 --> 00:11:33,360
to adult fiction.
483
00:11:33,485 --> 00:11:35,694
you didn't come
484
00:11:33,485 --> 00:11:35,694
out of your room
485
00:11:33,485 --> 00:11:35,694
for 3 days.
486
00:11:35,695 --> 00:11:36,778
(chuckles)
487
00:11:36,779 --> 00:11:38,156
ok.
488
00:11:38,281 --> 00:11:40,825
groceries,
489
00:11:38,281 --> 00:11:40,825
beds, firewood.
490
00:11:38,281 --> 00:11:40,825
who does what?
491
00:11:42,661 --> 00:11:43,711
uhh!
492
00:11:56,799 --> 00:11:58,759
You gotta pack it
493
00:11:56,799 --> 00:11:58,759
down real hard.
494
00:11:58,885 --> 00:12:01,929
yeah, like that.
495
00:11:58,885 --> 00:12:01,929
that's good.
496
00:11:58,885 --> 00:12:01,929
that's really good.
497
00:12:02,055 --> 00:12:03,598
ha ha ha!
498
00:12:03,722 --> 00:12:04,772
ahh...
499
00:12:06,351 --> 00:12:09,229
(kids laugh and chat,
500
00:12:06,351 --> 00:12:09,229
indistinctly)
501
00:12:09,230 --> 00:12:10,396
oh, yeah?
502
00:12:10,397 --> 00:12:12,566
(panting
503
00:12:10,397 --> 00:12:12,566
and chuckling)
504
00:12:14,150 --> 00:12:16,277
Owen, you want
505
00:12:14,150 --> 00:12:16,277
to help me open
506
00:12:14,150 --> 00:12:16,277
the mail?
507
00:12:16,403 --> 00:12:17,736
hey,
508
00:12:16,403 --> 00:12:17,736
anything for me?
509
00:12:17,862 --> 00:12:19,864
uh...I'll check.
510
00:12:19,989 --> 00:12:22,867
an application to own
511
00:12:19,989 --> 00:12:22,867
a new credit card...
512
00:12:22,992 --> 00:12:26,371
an application
513
00:12:22,992 --> 00:12:26,371
to refinance
514
00:12:22,992 --> 00:12:26,371
your home...
515
00:12:26,496 --> 00:12:27,746
"Phillips academy."
516
00:12:27,872 --> 00:12:30,500
that's for me.
517
00:12:30,625 --> 00:12:33,461
andover, huh?
518
00:12:30,625 --> 00:12:33,461
isn't that
519
00:12:30,625 --> 00:12:33,461
a prep school?
520
00:12:33,587 --> 00:12:35,422
uh-huh.
521
00:12:35,547 --> 00:12:37,632
that looks like
522
00:12:35,547 --> 00:12:37,632
an application.
523
00:12:37,756 --> 00:12:39,800
it is. I, uh...
524
00:12:37,756 --> 00:12:39,800
I sent away.
525
00:12:41,177 --> 00:12:42,345
thanks.
526
00:12:43,555 --> 00:12:44,763
Massachusetts, right?
527
00:12:46,140 --> 00:12:47,190
yep.
528
00:12:50,769 --> 00:12:53,607
what kind of nimrod
529
00:12:50,769 --> 00:12:53,607
names a food product
530
00:12:50,769 --> 00:12:53,607
"gorp"?
531
00:12:53,732 --> 00:12:56,109
like, that's supposed
532
00:12:53,732 --> 00:12:56,109
to be appetizing?
533
00:12:56,234 --> 00:12:58,319
I might as well just
534
00:12:56,234 --> 00:12:58,319
have just named it...
535
00:12:58,445 --> 00:13:00,447
"zard" or...
536
00:13:00,572 --> 00:13:01,622
"quif."
537
00:13:03,782 --> 00:13:04,951
hell, "barf" would be
538
00:13:03,782 --> 00:13:04,951
a better name than-
539
00:13:05,076 --> 00:13:07,370
wha-hey!
540
00:13:07,495 --> 00:13:08,545
Charlie.
541
00:13:08,622 --> 00:13:10,039
wasn't me, man.
542
00:13:08,622 --> 00:13:10,039
you hooked it.
543
00:13:10,164 --> 00:13:11,583
I did?
544
00:13:11,708 --> 00:13:13,460
yeah. See, it's
545
00:13:11,708 --> 00:13:13,460
all in the wrist.
546
00:13:11,708 --> 00:13:13,460
you gotta...
547
00:13:13,585 --> 00:13:15,211
aah! Oh, that's
548
00:13:13,585 --> 00:13:15,211
funny, that?
549
00:13:15,336 --> 00:13:16,879
that's very funny.
550
00:13:17,004 --> 00:13:19,507
hey, hey, hey!
551
00:13:17,004 --> 00:13:19,507
bay, bay, bay,
552
00:13:17,004 --> 00:13:19,507
bay, bay!
553
00:13:19,633 --> 00:13:21,259
she started it. I
554
00:13:19,633 --> 00:13:21,259
was just helping her
555
00:13:19,633 --> 00:13:21,259
with her technique.
556
00:13:21,384 --> 00:13:23,177
no! Aah!
557
00:13:23,303 --> 00:13:25,263
some big brother
558
00:13:23,303 --> 00:13:25,263
you are. You
559
00:13:23,303 --> 00:13:25,263
are gettin' it.
560
00:13:25,388 --> 00:13:28,433
no fair. No way! No way!
561
00:13:25,388 --> 00:13:28,433
you can't hit me!
562
00:13:25,388 --> 00:13:28,433
I've got can...
563
00:13:28,558 --> 00:13:29,808
cer!
564
00:13:29,934 --> 00:13:31,645
ha ha ha!
565
00:13:29,934 --> 00:13:31,645
ow!
566
00:13:31,770 --> 00:13:32,979
ha ha!
567
00:13:31,770 --> 00:13:32,979
aah!
568
00:13:33,104 --> 00:13:35,064
(all laughing)
569
00:13:35,183 --> 00:13:37,232
aah!
570
00:13:37,233 --> 00:13:38,401
ha ha ha ha!
571
00:13:39,944 --> 00:13:41,279
ohh! Ha ha ha!
572
00:13:41,404 --> 00:13:42,947
aah!
573
00:13:42,948 --> 00:13:43,071
aah!
574
00:13:43,072 --> 00:13:44,072
uhh!
575
00:13:44,073 --> 00:13:45,492
ha ha ha!
576
00:13:45,617 --> 00:13:47,702
ha ha ha!
577
00:13:45,617 --> 00:13:47,702
ha ha ha!
578
00:13:49,704 --> 00:13:50,997
(knock on door)
579
00:13:52,707 --> 00:13:54,083
uh, it-it's Sarah.
580
00:13:54,208 --> 00:13:55,669
i-i was just-
581
00:13:55,794 --> 00:13:58,254
well, I had some-
582
00:13:55,794 --> 00:13:58,254
some rent notices
583
00:13:58,379 --> 00:14:00,799
to deliver on this
584
00:13:58,379 --> 00:14:00,799
floor, so I just
585
00:13:58,379 --> 00:14:00,799
thought I'd...
586
00:14:00,923 --> 00:14:02,383
you thought
587
00:14:00,923 --> 00:14:02,383
you'd what?
588
00:14:02,509 --> 00:14:04,427
check up on me?
589
00:14:04,552 --> 00:14:06,721
uh, no. No.
590
00:14:04,552 --> 00:14:06,721
why would i-
591
00:14:08,889 --> 00:14:11,142
Bailey's gone. I know.
592
00:14:08,889 --> 00:14:11,142
I called the house,
593
00:14:11,267 --> 00:14:12,893
and Kirsten told me.
594
00:14:13,019 --> 00:14:16,356
ok, so I just wanted
595
00:14:13,019 --> 00:14:16,356
to see how you are.
596
00:14:16,481 --> 00:14:18,650
can I, um...
597
00:14:16,481 --> 00:14:18,650
can I come in?
598
00:14:18,775 --> 00:14:20,193
n-no.
599
00:14:20,318 --> 00:14:23,070
Annie, look, I'm-
600
00:14:20,318 --> 00:14:23,070
I'm worried about you...
601
00:14:23,196 --> 00:14:25,031
and about Natalie.
602
00:14:25,156 --> 00:14:26,949
no, Natalie is fine.
603
00:14:27,074 --> 00:14:30,119
look, I do have some idea
604
00:14:27,074 --> 00:14:30,119
of what you're going
605
00:14:27,074 --> 00:14:30,119
through, you know.
606
00:14:30,244 --> 00:14:32,205
I mean, i-
607
00:14:30,244 --> 00:14:32,205
I was with Bailey
608
00:14:32,330 --> 00:14:34,290
all last year
609
00:14:32,330 --> 00:14:34,290
through pretty much
610
00:14:32,330 --> 00:14:34,290
everything.
611
00:14:34,415 --> 00:14:37,126
and I know that this is
612
00:14:34,415 --> 00:14:37,126
something that you can't
613
00:14:34,415 --> 00:14:37,126
fight all by yourself.
614
00:14:37,251 --> 00:14:38,795
that's not
615
00:14:37,251 --> 00:14:38,795
what Bailey thinks.
616
00:14:38,919 --> 00:14:43,132
look, can I just, um...
617
00:14:38,919 --> 00:14:43,132
at least drive you
618
00:14:38,919 --> 00:14:43,132
to a meeting?
619
00:14:43,257 --> 00:14:46,386
or something, you know?
620
00:14:43,257 --> 00:14:46,386
or look after Natalie
621
00:14:43,257 --> 00:14:46,386
while you're there?
622
00:14:46,511 --> 00:14:49,556
no. Look, why don't you just
623
00:14:46,511 --> 00:14:49,556
go find yourself some other
624
00:14:46,511 --> 00:14:49,556
little project to do?
625
00:14:49,681 --> 00:14:52,475
ok? Like help somebody
626
00:14:49,681 --> 00:14:52,475
with their lock or...
627
00:14:52,600 --> 00:14:55,228
or their plumbing
628
00:14:52,600 --> 00:14:55,228
or something? Ok?
629
00:14:59,733 --> 00:15:00,783
(sighs)
630
00:15:03,236 --> 00:15:04,404
could I, uh...
631
00:15:05,739 --> 00:15:06,789
hi.
632
00:15:08,533 --> 00:15:10,284
so I didn't really
633
00:15:08,533 --> 00:15:10,284
know where else to go.
634
00:15:10,410 --> 00:15:11,703
what's going on?
635
00:15:15,540 --> 00:15:16,957
I've just...
636
00:15:17,083 --> 00:15:18,209
just been walking.
637
00:15:19,627 --> 00:15:21,212
been walking
638
00:15:19,627 --> 00:15:21,212
around all night.
639
00:15:23,631 --> 00:15:25,633
I haven't sle-
640
00:15:23,631 --> 00:15:25,633
I haven't slept.
641
00:15:27,802 --> 00:15:29,554
(sighs)
642
00:15:27,802 --> 00:15:29,554
she kicked me out.
643
00:15:30,722 --> 00:15:32,348
what?
644
00:15:30,722 --> 00:15:32,348
yeah.
645
00:15:32,473 --> 00:15:33,808
Julia. She, uh...
646
00:15:33,933 --> 00:15:35,142
(sniffles)
647
00:15:35,268 --> 00:15:37,144
she found that thing,
648
00:15:35,268 --> 00:15:37,144
that note you wrote.
649
00:15:37,270 --> 00:15:39,522
oh, man. Wow.
650
00:15:39,647 --> 00:15:44,110
I don't know how
651
00:15:39,647 --> 00:15:44,110
to make her understand
652
00:15:39,647 --> 00:15:44,110
what's going on here...
653
00:15:44,235 --> 00:15:45,445
with you and me.
654
00:15:45,570 --> 00:15:48,114
and I told her it's not
655
00:15:45,570 --> 00:15:48,114
what she thought it was,
656
00:15:48,239 --> 00:15:50,700
but she-she didn't
657
00:15:48,239 --> 00:15:50,700
want to hear it.
658
00:15:50,825 --> 00:15:52,619
it's like she-
659
00:15:50,825 --> 00:15:52,619
she wants to believe
660
00:15:50,825 --> 00:15:52,619
the worst.
661
00:15:52,744 --> 00:15:55,079
so she thinks that
662
00:15:52,744 --> 00:15:55,079
you and me are-
663
00:15:55,204 --> 00:15:58,124
no, it's not like
664
00:15:55,204 --> 00:15:58,124
she hasn't done
665
00:15:55,204 --> 00:15:58,124
some things, too...
666
00:15:58,249 --> 00:15:59,793
things that
667
00:15:58,249 --> 00:15:59,793
I forgave her for.
668
00:15:59,918 --> 00:16:02,587
or at least...
669
00:15:59,918 --> 00:16:02,587
tried to understand.
670
00:16:04,380 --> 00:16:08,134
nothing's entirely
671
00:16:04,380 --> 00:16:08,134
the other person's
672
00:16:04,380 --> 00:16:08,134
fault.
673
00:16:08,259 --> 00:16:09,309
(sighs)
674
00:16:11,596 --> 00:16:12,646
god.
675
00:16:15,099 --> 00:16:17,226
she hasn't wanted me
676
00:16:15,099 --> 00:16:17,226
in such a long time.
677
00:16:18,436 --> 00:16:19,854
(sighs)
678
00:16:19,979 --> 00:16:22,231
and then there
679
00:16:19,979 --> 00:16:22,231
you were, and you-
680
00:16:23,309 --> 00:16:25,358
you...
681
00:16:25,359 --> 00:16:26,736
and I did.
682
00:16:28,112 --> 00:16:29,280
and I do.
683
00:16:32,116 --> 00:16:33,701
want you.
684
00:16:36,579 --> 00:16:37,629
(sighs)
685
00:16:39,791 --> 00:16:41,000
yours good?
686
00:16:41,125 --> 00:16:42,175
really good.
687
00:16:42,251 --> 00:16:43,336
yours?
688
00:16:43,337 --> 00:16:44,461
great schlock.
689
00:16:44,462 --> 00:16:46,005
(chuckles)
690
00:16:46,130 --> 00:16:47,298
the schlockiest.
691
00:16:47,423 --> 00:16:48,473
mm-hmm.
692
00:16:49,550 --> 00:16:50,600
time check.
693
00:16:51,511 --> 00:16:52,929
7:00.
694
00:16:53,053 --> 00:16:54,472
it is not.
695
00:16:54,597 --> 00:16:56,140
yeah!
696
00:16:54,597 --> 00:16:56,140
it is not 7:00.
697
00:16:56,265 --> 00:16:57,475
it is.
698
00:16:56,265 --> 00:16:57,475
it's 7:00?
699
00:16:57,600 --> 00:16:59,143
where did the day
700
00:16:57,600 --> 00:16:59,143
go, huh?
701
00:16:59,268 --> 00:17:00,561
it's dinnertime.
702
00:16:59,268 --> 00:17:00,561
mmm.
703
00:17:00,687 --> 00:17:01,737
(sighs)
704
00:17:03,189 --> 00:17:04,315
(sighs)
705
00:17:04,440 --> 00:17:07,067
you think we should
706
00:17:04,440 --> 00:17:07,067
call home...Check in?
707
00:17:07,193 --> 00:17:08,695
I don't know.
708
00:17:08,820 --> 00:17:11,155
they've got
709
00:17:08,820 --> 00:17:11,155
the number here.
710
00:17:08,820 --> 00:17:11,155
don't they?
711
00:17:11,280 --> 00:17:12,866
so if there's
712
00:17:11,280 --> 00:17:12,866
a real problem,
713
00:17:12,991 --> 00:17:14,408
somebody could
714
00:17:12,991 --> 00:17:14,408
call. Kirsten
715
00:17:12,991 --> 00:17:14,408
would call.
716
00:17:14,534 --> 00:17:16,118
definitely.
717
00:17:16,243 --> 00:17:17,745
so...
718
00:17:16,243 --> 00:17:17,745
let's not call.
719
00:17:17,871 --> 00:17:20,665
let's just
720
00:17:17,871 --> 00:17:20,665
leave it alone
721
00:17:17,871 --> 00:17:20,665
for a little while.
722
00:17:20,790 --> 00:17:22,542
that's not
723
00:17:20,790 --> 00:17:22,542
so horrible,
724
00:17:20,790 --> 00:17:22,542
is it?
725
00:17:22,667 --> 00:17:23,717
Charlie: No.
726
00:17:27,421 --> 00:17:28,882
that is
727
00:17:27,421 --> 00:17:28,882
a good fire, bay.
728
00:17:29,007 --> 00:17:30,057
(chuckles)
729
00:17:32,343 --> 00:17:34,387
43...
730
00:17:34,512 --> 00:17:36,890
44...
731
00:17:37,015 --> 00:17:39,017
45...
732
00:17:39,018 --> 00:17:40,183
46...
733
00:17:40,184 --> 00:17:41,728
I don't see why
734
00:17:41,853 --> 00:17:43,730
47...
735
00:17:41,853 --> 00:17:43,730
you're making such a
736
00:17:41,853 --> 00:17:43,730
big deal out of this.
737
00:17:43,855 --> 00:17:46,357
I just-i want to understand
738
00:17:43,855 --> 00:17:46,357
why you're applying now.
739
00:17:46,482 --> 00:17:48,359
'cause now's when
740
00:17:46,482 --> 00:17:48,359
the applications
741
00:17:46,482 --> 00:17:48,359
are due.
742
00:17:48,484 --> 00:17:50,361
50! Time's up!
743
00:17:48,484 --> 00:17:50,361
ready or not!
744
00:17:48,484 --> 00:17:50,361
you know what I mean.
745
00:17:50,486 --> 00:17:53,823
here I come!
746
00:17:50,486 --> 00:17:53,823
why are you making plans
747
00:17:50,486 --> 00:17:53,823
to leave before we know?
748
00:17:53,948 --> 00:17:56,283
before we know what's
749
00:17:53,948 --> 00:17:56,283
gonna happen with Charlie?
750
00:17:56,409 --> 00:17:58,285
where are you? You
751
00:17:56,409 --> 00:17:58,285
better be upstairs!
752
00:17:58,411 --> 00:18:00,246
Charlie'd
753
00:17:58,411 --> 00:18:00,246
want me to go
754
00:17:58,411 --> 00:18:00,246
to a good school.
755
00:18:00,371 --> 00:18:01,956
not one that's
756
00:18:00,371 --> 00:18:01,956
3,000 miles away.
757
00:18:02,081 --> 00:18:04,584
am I getting hot...
758
00:18:02,081 --> 00:18:04,584
or cold?
759
00:18:04,709 --> 00:18:06,711
I can't help it it's
760
00:18:04,709 --> 00:18:06,711
in Massachusetts.
761
00:18:06,836 --> 00:18:09,296
unless
762
00:18:06,836 --> 00:18:09,296
that's the appeal.
763
00:18:09,422 --> 00:18:12,216
I mean...There's
764
00:18:09,422 --> 00:18:12,216
going away to school,
765
00:18:09,422 --> 00:18:12,216
claud...
766
00:18:12,341 --> 00:18:13,968
and there's
767
00:18:12,341 --> 00:18:13,968
running away...
768
00:18:14,093 --> 00:18:17,304
which is what you might
769
00:18:14,093 --> 00:18:17,304
do when it's too scary
770
00:18:14,093 --> 00:18:17,304
to stay here
771
00:18:17,430 --> 00:18:20,934
and not know how things
772
00:18:17,430 --> 00:18:20,934
are gonna turn out...
773
00:18:21,059 --> 00:18:23,436
not know
774
00:18:21,059 --> 00:18:23,436
if your brother's
775
00:18:21,059 --> 00:18:23,436
gonna be ok.
776
00:18:25,104 --> 00:18:26,606
where'd you guys go?
777
00:18:26,731 --> 00:18:27,982
Claudia.
778
00:18:28,107 --> 00:18:29,483
where are you?
779
00:18:35,782 --> 00:18:37,366
We're in here, Owen!
780
00:18:37,491 --> 00:18:38,826
(knock on door)
781
00:18:42,038 --> 00:18:44,415
my mommy
782
00:18:42,038 --> 00:18:44,415
fell asleep...
783
00:18:42,038 --> 00:18:44,415
on the floor.
784
00:18:44,540 --> 00:18:46,918
she fell asleep, and
785
00:18:44,540 --> 00:18:46,918
I can't wake her up.
786
00:18:49,796 --> 00:18:51,130
so?
787
00:18:52,339 --> 00:18:54,300
what? This
788
00:18:52,339 --> 00:18:54,300
as good as dad's?
789
00:18:54,425 --> 00:18:56,218
better,
790
00:18:54,425 --> 00:18:56,218
if you ask me.
791
00:18:54,425 --> 00:18:56,218
twice the garlic.
792
00:18:56,343 --> 00:18:57,804
you guys
793
00:18:56,343 --> 00:18:57,804
want any more?
794
00:18:57,805 --> 00:18:58,929
uhh, pass.
795
00:18:58,930 --> 00:19:00,556
(sighs)
796
00:19:00,557 --> 00:19:01,681
(sighs)
797
00:19:01,682 --> 00:19:03,309
you ok, Charlie?
798
00:19:03,434 --> 00:19:05,352
just...
799
00:19:03,434 --> 00:19:05,352
getting tired,
800
00:19:03,434 --> 00:19:05,352
that's all.
801
00:19:05,478 --> 00:19:07,271
yeah? Well,
802
00:19:05,478 --> 00:19:07,271
then we're gonna
803
00:19:05,478 --> 00:19:07,271
have to do something
804
00:19:07,396 --> 00:19:08,940
to wake
805
00:19:07,396 --> 00:19:08,940
your butt up, then.
806
00:19:09,065 --> 00:19:10,566
how about
807
00:19:09,065 --> 00:19:10,566
a game of risk?
808
00:19:10,691 --> 00:19:12,860
no. You guys play.
809
00:19:12,986 --> 00:19:16,447
the whole reason
810
00:19:12,986 --> 00:19:16,447
for coming up here was
811
00:19:12,986 --> 00:19:16,447
to get your mind off stuff.
812
00:19:16,572 --> 00:19:20,409
yeah, but I'm just...
813
00:19:16,572 --> 00:19:20,409
I'm just not really
814
00:19:16,572 --> 00:19:20,409
feeling that great.
815
00:19:20,534 --> 00:19:23,704
I got it.
816
00:19:20,534 --> 00:19:23,704
remember the first time
817
00:19:20,534 --> 00:19:23,704
Charlie baby-sat for us?
818
00:19:23,830 --> 00:19:24,880
the snowstorm.
819
00:19:24,914 --> 00:19:26,749
10 minutes after
820
00:19:24,914 --> 00:19:26,749
mom and dad left,
821
00:19:26,874 --> 00:19:28,292
it starts
822
00:19:26,874 --> 00:19:28,292
blizzarding out.
823
00:19:28,417 --> 00:19:30,044
and all the lights
824
00:19:28,417 --> 00:19:30,044
went out. Where
825
00:19:28,417 --> 00:19:30,044
did they go again?
826
00:19:30,169 --> 00:19:32,505
to the movies.
827
00:19:30,169 --> 00:19:32,505
and we couldn't
828
00:19:30,169 --> 00:19:32,505
reach them, remember?
829
00:19:32,630 --> 00:19:36,300
and we freaked on you.
830
00:19:32,630 --> 00:19:36,300
and you tried everything
831
00:19:32,630 --> 00:19:36,300
to distract us.
832
00:19:36,425 --> 00:19:38,302
you tried food,
833
00:19:36,425 --> 00:19:38,302
stories, everything.
834
00:19:38,427 --> 00:19:40,596
you remember what
835
00:19:38,427 --> 00:19:40,596
you finally did?
836
00:19:41,973 --> 00:19:43,557
mm-mmm.
837
00:19:43,683 --> 00:19:46,310
how about a little
838
00:19:43,683 --> 00:19:46,310
indoor laser beam
839
00:19:43,683 --> 00:19:46,310
snowball war?
840
00:19:46,435 --> 00:19:47,895
the cabin was
841
00:19:46,435 --> 00:19:47,895
a soaking mess,
842
00:19:48,021 --> 00:19:49,689
but we laughed
843
00:19:48,021 --> 00:19:49,689
till the electricity
844
00:19:48,021 --> 00:19:49,689
came back on.
845
00:19:49,814 --> 00:19:52,399
(sighs)
846
00:19:52,525 --> 00:19:55,028
I'm just-I'm just
847
00:19:52,525 --> 00:19:55,028
not really in the mood,
848
00:19:52,525 --> 00:19:55,028
you guys.
849
00:19:55,153 --> 00:19:57,113
I know. Well, maybe
850
00:19:55,153 --> 00:19:57,113
this'll change your mood.
851
00:19:57,237 --> 00:19:59,073
it's not that simple.
852
00:19:59,198 --> 00:20:01,117
well, can't you just try?
853
00:19:59,198 --> 00:20:01,117
I mean, it worked before.
854
00:20:01,241 --> 00:20:03,661
it's not like before.
855
00:20:01,241 --> 00:20:03,661
ok? It doesn't-
856
00:20:03,786 --> 00:20:06,664
it doesn't work
857
00:20:03,786 --> 00:20:06,664
like it worked
858
00:20:03,786 --> 00:20:06,664
when we were kids.
859
00:20:06,789 --> 00:20:10,001
you can't-you can't
860
00:20:06,789 --> 00:20:10,001
just distract me. I-
861
00:20:11,335 --> 00:20:12,503
I'm sick now.
862
00:20:13,796 --> 00:20:15,548
we know that.
863
00:20:15,673 --> 00:20:18,134
no, you don't.
864
00:20:15,673 --> 00:20:18,134
(sighs)
865
00:20:18,258 --> 00:20:19,308
no idea.
866
00:20:24,182 --> 00:20:26,017
I got some bad news.
867
00:20:26,142 --> 00:20:27,192
the, um...
868
00:20:28,186 --> 00:20:29,520
the test results.
869
00:20:31,230 --> 00:20:33,232
(sighs)
870
00:20:31,230 --> 00:20:33,232
they found something.
871
00:20:33,357 --> 00:20:35,401
they don't know
872
00:20:33,357 --> 00:20:35,401
what it is,
873
00:20:33,357 --> 00:20:35,401
but it's something.
874
00:20:35,526 --> 00:20:36,576
and...
875
00:20:37,653 --> 00:20:38,863
it could be bad.
876
00:20:40,948 --> 00:20:42,200
what?
877
00:20:42,324 --> 00:20:46,079
so I don't want to play
878
00:20:42,324 --> 00:20:46,079
any more games. Ok?
879
00:20:46,204 --> 00:20:50,166
I'm not some little kid
880
00:20:46,204 --> 00:20:50,166
who's afraid of the dark.
881
00:20:50,290 --> 00:20:52,668
I mean, I wish...I wish...
882
00:20:54,378 --> 00:20:57,506
I wish that's all there was
883
00:20:54,378 --> 00:20:57,506
to be afraid of.
884
00:20:58,925 --> 00:21:00,176
wouldn't that
885
00:20:58,925 --> 00:21:00,176
be simple?
886
00:21:02,553 --> 00:21:03,603
(sniffles)
887
00:21:07,433 --> 00:21:09,060
Annie.
888
00:21:07,433 --> 00:21:09,060
mommy, please
889
00:21:07,433 --> 00:21:09,060
wake up.
890
00:21:09,185 --> 00:21:11,854
sweetheart. Do you know
891
00:21:09,185 --> 00:21:11,854
how to make coffee?
892
00:21:11,979 --> 00:21:13,564
instant.
893
00:21:13,689 --> 00:21:15,357
ok. Make some.
894
00:21:13,689 --> 00:21:15,357
a whole pot. Lots
895
00:21:13,689 --> 00:21:15,357
and lots of scoops.
896
00:21:15,482 --> 00:21:17,235
and, Natalie,
897
00:21:15,482 --> 00:21:17,235
get some towels.
898
00:21:17,359 --> 00:21:18,569
why? What
899
00:21:17,359 --> 00:21:18,569
are you gonna do?
900
00:21:18,694 --> 00:21:20,529
this.
901
00:21:22,274 --> 00:21:24,323
uhh!
902
00:21:24,324 --> 00:21:26,035
aah!
903
00:21:26,160 --> 00:21:27,210
stop!
904
00:21:27,327 --> 00:21:28,377
uhh!
905
00:21:31,874 --> 00:21:32,924
Claudia?
906
00:21:36,212 --> 00:21:37,262
Claudia?
907
00:21:37,379 --> 00:21:39,090
I'm sleeping.
908
00:21:39,215 --> 00:21:41,217
go away.
909
00:21:41,341 --> 00:21:44,011
I know you don't
910
00:21:41,341 --> 00:21:44,011
want to hear this,
911
00:21:41,341 --> 00:21:44,011
but...
912
00:21:44,137 --> 00:21:46,639
I'm going to set up
913
00:21:44,137 --> 00:21:46,639
another appointment for
914
00:21:44,137 --> 00:21:46,639
you to talk to someone.
915
00:21:46,764 --> 00:21:48,390
I'm already
916
00:21:46,764 --> 00:21:48,390
doing that.
917
00:21:48,515 --> 00:21:50,184
I know.
918
00:21:50,309 --> 00:21:52,311
I think
919
00:21:50,309 --> 00:21:52,311
you need to see
920
00:21:50,309 --> 00:21:52,311
a new therapist.
921
00:21:56,607 --> 00:22:00,236
yeah, well...What's
922
00:21:56,607 --> 00:22:00,236
this new therapist
923
00:21:56,607 --> 00:22:00,236
gonna do for me?
924
00:22:00,360 --> 00:22:02,196
talk, mainly.
925
00:22:02,321 --> 00:22:04,406
about whatever
926
00:22:02,321 --> 00:22:04,406
you're afraid of.
927
00:22:06,284 --> 00:22:07,534
about Charlie dying?
928
00:22:07,660 --> 00:22:08,710
maybe.
929
00:22:10,079 --> 00:22:11,164
probably.
930
00:22:13,040 --> 00:22:15,084
talk about how
931
00:22:13,040 --> 00:22:15,084
I'm gonna handle things?
932
00:22:16,543 --> 00:22:18,296
you know, how I'm gonna
933
00:22:16,543 --> 00:22:18,296
cope with things
934
00:22:18,420 --> 00:22:19,964
if-if he dies?
935
00:22:21,882 --> 00:22:22,967
yes.
936
00:22:24,343 --> 00:22:26,637
maybe even make me
937
00:22:24,343 --> 00:22:26,637
ok with it?
938
00:22:26,762 --> 00:22:28,722
in time, claud.
939
00:22:28,848 --> 00:22:30,599
I hope so.
940
00:22:32,226 --> 00:22:33,276
well...
941
00:22:36,189 --> 00:22:38,065
I don't want
942
00:22:36,189 --> 00:22:38,065
to be ok with it.
943
00:22:40,067 --> 00:22:42,069
'cause it's not ok.
944
00:22:42,195 --> 00:22:44,362
and it's never
945
00:22:42,195 --> 00:22:44,362
gonna be, so...
946
00:22:44,488 --> 00:22:46,073
I'm not just
947
00:22:44,488 --> 00:22:46,073
gonna sit there
948
00:22:46,199 --> 00:22:48,034
and let someone
949
00:22:46,199 --> 00:22:48,034
try and tell me
950
00:22:46,199 --> 00:22:48,034
that it is,
951
00:22:48,159 --> 00:22:49,535
so you can just
952
00:22:48,159 --> 00:22:49,535
forget about it.
953
00:22:54,915 --> 00:22:58,294
That's exactly what
954
00:22:54,915 --> 00:22:58,294
everyone said when
955
00:22:54,915 --> 00:22:58,294
my mom and dad left.
956
00:22:58,418 --> 00:23:02,048
"try and get back
957
00:22:58,418 --> 00:23:02,048
to normal, Claudia."
958
00:22:58,418 --> 00:23:02,048
so...so I tried that.
959
00:23:02,173 --> 00:23:03,883
I mean,
960
00:23:02,173 --> 00:23:03,883
I really tried that,
961
00:23:04,008 --> 00:23:07,720
and I was doing
962
00:23:04,008 --> 00:23:07,720
pretty good at it,
963
00:23:04,008 --> 00:23:07,720
but...that's it.
964
00:23:07,845 --> 00:23:10,223
that's...that's it.
965
00:23:10,348 --> 00:23:12,350
I'm not doing it
966
00:23:10,348 --> 00:23:12,350
anymore.
967
00:23:15,186 --> 00:23:19,190
I'm not gonna try
968
00:23:15,186 --> 00:23:19,190
and be ok with people
969
00:23:15,186 --> 00:23:19,190
leaving me...
970
00:23:19,315 --> 00:23:20,398
ever again.
971
00:23:28,532 --> 00:23:30,492
(Sighing)
972
00:23:30,617 --> 00:23:31,702
(sighs)
973
00:23:31,827 --> 00:23:33,537
how is he?
974
00:23:33,662 --> 00:23:35,164
is he asleep?
975
00:23:36,332 --> 00:23:37,382
drifting off.
976
00:23:39,085 --> 00:23:40,753
bay, did you
977
00:23:39,085 --> 00:23:40,753
know about this?
978
00:23:40,878 --> 00:23:43,256
about
979
00:23:40,878 --> 00:23:43,256
the cat scan?
980
00:23:43,381 --> 00:23:44,882
no.
981
00:23:45,007 --> 00:23:46,057
did you?
982
00:23:48,886 --> 00:23:49,936
(sighs)
983
00:23:49,970 --> 00:23:51,764
god, what was he thinking?
984
00:23:51,889 --> 00:23:54,141
that he could just
985
00:23:51,889 --> 00:23:54,141
walk out of the house
986
00:23:54,267 --> 00:23:56,018
and get in the car
987
00:23:54,267 --> 00:23:56,018
and drive away
988
00:23:54,267 --> 00:23:56,018
from all this?
989
00:23:56,143 --> 00:23:57,403
just leave it all behind?
990
00:23:57,519 --> 00:23:59,939
hey, I thought
991
00:23:57,519 --> 00:23:59,939
the same thing.
992
00:24:00,064 --> 00:24:01,857
idiot.
993
00:24:01,982 --> 00:24:05,194
like, a change
994
00:24:01,982 --> 00:24:05,194
of scenery was really
995
00:24:01,982 --> 00:24:05,194
gonna change anything.
996
00:24:05,319 --> 00:24:07,321
what did you want it
997
00:24:05,319 --> 00:24:07,321
to change?
998
00:24:09,573 --> 00:24:10,991
what do you mean?
999
00:24:11,117 --> 00:24:13,077
all this stuff
1000
00:24:11,117 --> 00:24:13,077
with Charlie.
1001
00:24:13,202 --> 00:24:16,289
but you just said
1002
00:24:13,202 --> 00:24:16,289
you didn't know
1003
00:24:13,202 --> 00:24:16,289
about that till now.
1004
00:24:17,706 --> 00:24:18,756
Bailey?
1005
00:24:20,960 --> 00:24:22,878
we need some
1006
00:24:20,960 --> 00:24:22,878
more firewood.
1007
00:24:26,709 --> 00:24:28,758
Bailey?
1008
00:24:28,759 --> 00:24:29,927
bay.
1009
00:24:32,305 --> 00:24:33,722
what's going on
1010
00:24:32,305 --> 00:24:33,722
with you?
1011
00:24:35,349 --> 00:24:36,399
nothing.
1012
00:24:39,186 --> 00:24:40,236
(sighs)
1013
00:24:42,356 --> 00:24:44,566
Annie's drinking again.
1014
00:24:45,818 --> 00:24:46,986
oh, no.
1015
00:24:47,111 --> 00:24:48,161
bay.
1016
00:24:48,237 --> 00:24:50,197
yeah, and...
1017
00:24:48,237 --> 00:24:50,197
and it's bad.
1018
00:24:51,407 --> 00:24:52,532
it's really bad.
1019
00:24:53,993 --> 00:24:55,828
and...look at me.
1020
00:24:55,953 --> 00:25:00,207
I'm up here.
1021
00:24:55,953 --> 00:25:00,207
I just-i just...
1022
00:24:55,953 --> 00:25:00,207
left.
1023
00:25:00,333 --> 00:25:02,918
yeah, well, come on.
1024
00:25:00,333 --> 00:25:02,918
it's a lot to handle,
1025
00:25:00,333 --> 00:25:02,918
especially for someone who-
1026
00:25:03,043 --> 00:25:06,005
no. I know. I had to
1027
00:25:03,043 --> 00:25:06,005
get outta there.
1028
00:25:06,130 --> 00:25:08,924
it was self-preservation
1029
00:25:06,130 --> 00:25:08,924
for me to get outta there.
1030
00:25:09,049 --> 00:25:11,385
and I was taking
1031
00:25:09,049 --> 00:25:11,385
care of myself...
1032
00:25:11,509 --> 00:25:13,304
which is a good thing.
1033
00:25:13,429 --> 00:25:14,479
only...
1034
00:25:14,512 --> 00:25:15,562
only?
1035
00:25:17,266 --> 00:25:19,268
only why do I feel
1036
00:25:17,266 --> 00:25:19,268
like I did
1037
00:25:17,266 --> 00:25:19,268
something wrong?
1038
00:25:20,644 --> 00:25:21,784
'cause that's you, bay.
1039
00:25:21,895 --> 00:25:22,945
why?
1040
00:25:23,981 --> 00:25:25,983
why is that me?
1041
00:25:26,108 --> 00:25:27,943
because...
1042
00:25:28,068 --> 00:25:29,987
I wasn't always
1043
00:25:28,068 --> 00:25:29,987
like this...Jule.
1044
00:25:30,112 --> 00:25:31,905
I mean, you remember.
1045
00:25:30,112 --> 00:25:31,905
when I was, like...
1046
00:25:32,031 --> 00:25:33,949
when I was, like,
1047
00:25:32,031 --> 00:25:33,949
15 years old,
1048
00:25:34,074 --> 00:25:36,035
I was getting in trouble
1049
00:25:34,074 --> 00:25:36,035
all the time...
1050
00:25:36,160 --> 00:25:37,577
blowing off
1051
00:25:36,160 --> 00:25:37,577
my curfew...
1052
00:25:37,703 --> 00:25:39,246
well, that's
1053
00:25:37,703 --> 00:25:39,246
just being a kid.
1054
00:25:37,703 --> 00:25:39,246
you were a kid.
1055
00:25:39,372 --> 00:25:40,873
right.
1056
00:25:40,998 --> 00:25:42,291
and then they died.
1057
00:25:43,834 --> 00:25:46,670
they checked out,
1058
00:25:43,834 --> 00:25:46,670
and the next day,
1059
00:25:46,795 --> 00:25:49,048
I was...
1060
00:25:46,795 --> 00:25:49,048
I was this...Adult.
1061
00:25:51,884 --> 00:25:54,845
I went from being
1062
00:25:51,884 --> 00:25:54,845
15 one day
1063
00:25:51,884 --> 00:25:54,845
to 45 the next.
1064
00:25:54,970 --> 00:25:57,555
Bailey...
1065
00:25:54,970 --> 00:25:57,555
and you know what?
1066
00:25:54,970 --> 00:25:57,555
to hell with them.
1067
00:25:57,681 --> 00:26:01,352
because maybe I could've
1068
00:25:57,681 --> 00:26:01,352
been someone else.
1069
00:26:01,477 --> 00:26:04,813
and then maybe I wouldn't
1070
00:26:01,477 --> 00:26:04,813
be beating myself up
1071
00:26:01,477 --> 00:26:04,813
over this thing...
1072
00:26:04,938 --> 00:26:08,526
over leaving her.
1073
00:26:04,938 --> 00:26:08,526
and-and maybe...
1074
00:26:08,650 --> 00:26:11,028
for a second...
1075
00:26:08,650 --> 00:26:11,028
I could actually believe
1076
00:26:11,153 --> 00:26:14,073
that it's ok for me
1077
00:26:11,153 --> 00:26:14,073
to take care of myself.
1078
00:26:19,412 --> 00:26:21,205
I get
1079
00:26:19,412 --> 00:26:21,205
what you're saying.
1080
00:26:21,330 --> 00:26:22,498
I do.
1081
00:26:22,622 --> 00:26:25,459
I mean, maybe it's
1082
00:26:22,622 --> 00:26:25,459
the same with me.
1083
00:26:25,583 --> 00:26:27,545
maybe if they
1084
00:26:25,583 --> 00:26:27,545
were still here,
1085
00:26:27,669 --> 00:26:29,963
I wouldn't be
1086
00:26:27,669 --> 00:26:29,963
in such a rush
1087
00:26:27,669 --> 00:26:29,963
to do everything.
1088
00:26:30,089 --> 00:26:32,299
a rush to do what?
1089
00:26:33,675 --> 00:26:35,052
anything.
1090
00:26:35,177 --> 00:26:36,429
everything.
1091
00:26:38,055 --> 00:26:39,973
and how
1092
00:26:38,055 --> 00:26:39,973
did that happen?
1093
00:26:40,099 --> 00:26:41,475
huh?
1094
00:26:41,599 --> 00:26:44,602
I mean, god,
1095
00:26:41,599 --> 00:26:44,602
do you remember me
1096
00:26:41,599 --> 00:26:44,602
in junior high?
1097
00:26:44,728 --> 00:26:47,189
I was always
1098
00:26:44,728 --> 00:26:47,189
looking 5 years ahead.
1099
00:26:47,314 --> 00:26:49,483
and now...
1100
00:26:49,607 --> 00:26:52,736
now it's like even
1101
00:26:49,607 --> 00:26:52,736
immediate gratification
1102
00:26:49,607 --> 00:26:52,736
takes too long.
1103
00:26:52,861 --> 00:26:55,322
I want what I want
1104
00:26:52,861 --> 00:26:55,322
now, today,
1105
00:26:55,448 --> 00:26:57,450
'cause who knows
1106
00:26:55,448 --> 00:26:57,450
what's gonna happen
1107
00:26:55,448 --> 00:26:57,450
tomorrow?
1108
00:26:59,452 --> 00:27:00,786
so it's like...
1109
00:27:03,372 --> 00:27:05,082
I stopped thinking
1110
00:27:03,372 --> 00:27:05,082
things through.
1111
00:27:06,584 --> 00:27:07,634
you know?
1112
00:27:08,626 --> 00:27:10,670
I went off to Europe...
1113
00:27:10,796 --> 00:27:12,131
turned down Stanford,
1114
00:27:12,256 --> 00:27:14,049
I got married.
1115
00:27:15,509 --> 00:27:17,386
you don't regret that,
1116
00:27:15,509 --> 00:27:17,386
do you?
1117
00:27:21,265 --> 00:27:22,600
I did that...
1118
00:27:22,724 --> 00:27:23,809
(sighs)
1119
00:27:23,934 --> 00:27:25,603
so fast, Bailey.
1120
00:27:28,230 --> 00:27:29,482
too fast.
1121
00:27:31,150 --> 00:27:32,568
so what are you saying?
1122
00:27:34,528 --> 00:27:36,363
do you think
1123
00:27:34,528 --> 00:27:36,363
you made a mistake?
1124
00:27:39,116 --> 00:27:42,828
I didn't ever think of what
1125
00:27:39,116 --> 00:27:42,828
it would really be like...
1126
00:27:42,953 --> 00:27:45,205
what it really meant
1127
00:27:42,953 --> 00:27:45,205
to get married.
1128
00:27:45,331 --> 00:27:46,381
I just...
1129
00:27:48,000 --> 00:27:49,050
loved him.
1130
00:27:50,544 --> 00:27:51,920
so I said yes.
1131
00:27:54,340 --> 00:27:55,390
so...
1132
00:27:57,759 --> 00:28:01,096
I guess me and Charlie
1133
00:27:57,759 --> 00:28:01,096
aren't the only ones
1134
00:27:57,759 --> 00:28:01,096
running away...Huh?
1135
00:28:06,435 --> 00:28:10,022
Look, Annie, it's
1136
00:28:06,435 --> 00:28:10,022
not like I wanted
1137
00:28:06,435 --> 00:28:10,022
this job, ok?
1138
00:28:10,147 --> 00:28:12,732
but now I kinda feel
1139
00:28:10,147 --> 00:28:12,732
like it's mine
1140
00:28:10,147 --> 00:28:12,732
by default.
1141
00:28:12,858 --> 00:28:14,692
yeah, well-
1142
00:28:12,858 --> 00:28:14,692
are you gonna
1143
00:28:12,858 --> 00:28:14,692
promise me
1144
00:28:14,818 --> 00:28:17,779
you're not gonna
1145
00:28:14,818 --> 00:28:17,779
get in a car
1146
00:28:14,818 --> 00:28:17,779
with Natalie?
1147
00:28:17,904 --> 00:28:19,906
you gonna promise me
1148
00:28:17,904 --> 00:28:19,906
that you're not gonna
1149
00:28:17,904 --> 00:28:19,906
go to light up the stove
1150
00:28:20,032 --> 00:28:22,284
and cook something
1151
00:28:20,032 --> 00:28:22,284
and pass out
1152
00:28:20,032 --> 00:28:22,284
like you did tonight?
1153
00:28:22,409 --> 00:28:24,702
'cause I'm scared...
1154
00:28:22,409 --> 00:28:24,702
for Natalie.
1155
00:28:26,913 --> 00:28:28,457
you need help.
1156
00:28:28,582 --> 00:28:30,000
I know that.
1157
00:28:32,628 --> 00:28:34,796
you don't think
1158
00:28:32,628 --> 00:28:34,796
I hate myself for that?
1159
00:28:36,590 --> 00:28:38,175
you don't think
1160
00:28:36,590 --> 00:28:38,175
I hate myself
1161
00:28:38,300 --> 00:28:40,135
for being this way
1162
00:28:38,300 --> 00:28:40,135
in front of my daughter?
1163
00:28:42,555 --> 00:28:44,890
but all that does
1164
00:28:42,555 --> 00:28:44,890
is make me want to drink
1165
00:28:45,015 --> 00:28:46,684
so I can stop
1166
00:28:45,015 --> 00:28:46,684
that feeling.
1167
00:28:46,808 --> 00:28:50,312
and all that does
1168
00:28:46,808 --> 00:28:50,312
is make me want to hate
1169
00:28:46,808 --> 00:28:50,312
myself even more.
1170
00:28:55,859 --> 00:28:58,070
I can't even get myself
1171
00:28:55,859 --> 00:28:58,070
to a meeting.
1172
00:29:00,239 --> 00:29:01,289
well...
1173
00:29:04,159 --> 00:29:06,203
well, then you need
1174
00:29:04,159 --> 00:29:06,203
to go somewhere.
1175
00:29:07,829 --> 00:29:10,290
you know? You need
1176
00:29:07,829 --> 00:29:10,290
to...i don't know,
1177
00:29:10,416 --> 00:29:12,834
check yourself
1178
00:29:10,416 --> 00:29:12,834
into one of those
1179
00:29:10,416 --> 00:29:12,834
programs or something.
1180
00:29:14,920 --> 00:29:16,463
you really think so?
1181
00:29:16,589 --> 00:29:17,756
yeah.
1182
00:29:17,881 --> 00:29:18,965
absolutely.
1183
00:29:19,091 --> 00:29:21,677
well, that's great.
1184
00:29:21,801 --> 00:29:24,263
I mean, where am I
1185
00:29:21,801 --> 00:29:24,263
gonna leave nat?
1186
00:29:24,388 --> 00:29:26,265
home...alone?
1187
00:29:26,390 --> 00:29:30,477
or maybe I should
1188
00:29:26,390 --> 00:29:30,477
just send her off to be
1189
00:29:26,390 --> 00:29:30,477
with her alcoholic father.
1190
00:29:32,104 --> 00:29:34,940
maybe I should
1191
00:29:32,104 --> 00:29:34,940
just check her
1192
00:29:32,104 --> 00:29:34,940
into a hotel.
1193
00:29:37,025 --> 00:29:38,075
god.
1194
00:29:39,027 --> 00:29:40,613
you...
1195
00:29:40,738 --> 00:29:43,407
you think everything
1196
00:29:40,738 --> 00:29:43,407
is just neat and simple,
1197
00:29:40,738 --> 00:29:43,407
don't you?
1198
00:29:43,532 --> 00:29:44,950
no, I don't.
1199
00:29:45,075 --> 00:29:46,577
listen to me.
1200
00:29:46,702 --> 00:29:49,204
there are good answers
1201
00:29:46,702 --> 00:29:49,204
for people who have money.
1202
00:29:49,329 --> 00:29:54,167
and there are good answers
1203
00:29:49,329 --> 00:29:54,167
for people who have people
1204
00:29:49,329 --> 00:29:54,167
to take care of them.
1205
00:29:55,835 --> 00:29:58,046
but there are
1206
00:29:55,835 --> 00:29:58,046
no good answers for me.
1207
00:30:01,258 --> 00:30:03,176
it's cold.
1208
00:30:01,258 --> 00:30:03,176
you barely
1209
00:30:01,258 --> 00:30:03,176
touched it.
1210
00:30:03,302 --> 00:30:06,513
you want me to,
1211
00:30:03,302 --> 00:30:06,513
uh, reheat it
1212
00:30:03,302 --> 00:30:06,513
for you?
1213
00:30:06,639 --> 00:30:08,014
what? Uh, no.
1214
00:30:08,140 --> 00:30:09,642
no, I, uh...
1215
00:30:09,767 --> 00:30:12,102
it's-it's late.
1216
00:30:09,767 --> 00:30:12,102
I better get going.
1217
00:30:12,227 --> 00:30:14,313
where are you
1218
00:30:12,227 --> 00:30:14,313
gonna go?
1219
00:30:14,438 --> 00:30:16,774
I don't know.
1220
00:30:14,438 --> 00:30:16,774
I gotta find a place.
1221
00:30:16,940 --> 00:30:20,819
why? Why do you
1222
00:30:16,940 --> 00:30:20,819
have to find a place?
1223
00:30:20,820 --> 00:30:21,902
(chuckles)
1224
00:30:21,903 --> 00:30:23,113
no.
1225
00:30:23,238 --> 00:30:24,990
I am not staying
1226
00:30:23,238 --> 00:30:24,990
here with you.
1227
00:30:25,115 --> 00:30:26,450
why?
1228
00:30:26,575 --> 00:30:28,994
because. Uh...
1229
00:30:26,575 --> 00:30:28,994
forget it.
1230
00:30:29,119 --> 00:30:30,870
'cause I don't
1231
00:30:29,119 --> 00:30:30,870
trust myself.
1232
00:30:30,996 --> 00:30:32,289
why?
1233
00:30:32,414 --> 00:30:34,374
what don't you
1234
00:30:32,414 --> 00:30:34,374
trust yourself
1235
00:30:32,414 --> 00:30:34,374
about?
1236
00:30:34,500 --> 00:30:35,550
come on.
1237
00:30:40,458 --> 00:30:42,548
Oh...
1238
00:30:42,549 --> 00:30:44,343
oh, Rosalie, I...
1239
00:30:44,468 --> 00:30:45,518
what?
1240
00:30:45,552 --> 00:30:48,013
what are you
1241
00:30:45,552 --> 00:30:48,013
afraid of?
1242
00:30:48,138 --> 00:30:49,348
(sighs)
1243
00:30:49,473 --> 00:30:50,849
hurting her?
1244
00:30:52,810 --> 00:30:53,977
I don't know.
1245
00:30:56,062 --> 00:30:57,815
well...i don't know.
1246
00:30:56,062 --> 00:30:57,815
it's...
1247
00:30:59,692 --> 00:31:02,695
it's crazy. I mean-
1248
00:31:02,820 --> 00:31:06,448
i-i didn't do anything,
1249
00:31:02,820 --> 00:31:06,448
and she's treating me
1250
00:31:02,820 --> 00:31:06,448
like I did, right?
1251
00:31:06,573 --> 00:31:08,158
right.
1252
00:31:08,283 --> 00:31:10,828
I mean,
1253
00:31:08,283 --> 00:31:10,828
she kicked me out,
1254
00:31:08,283 --> 00:31:10,828
right? I mean...
1255
00:31:10,952 --> 00:31:14,331
she kicked me out.
1256
00:31:10,952 --> 00:31:14,331
she knew where
1257
00:31:10,952 --> 00:31:14,331
I was gonna go.
1258
00:31:14,456 --> 00:31:16,625
I mean, she already
1259
00:31:14,456 --> 00:31:16,625
thinks that we're
1260
00:31:14,456 --> 00:31:16,625
doing it, right?
1261
00:31:18,585 --> 00:31:19,635
so...
1262
00:31:20,671 --> 00:31:21,721
so?
1263
00:31:23,923 --> 00:31:24,973
so...
1264
00:31:27,594 --> 00:31:28,644
mmm...
1265
00:31:36,311 --> 00:31:37,730
Mmm...
1266
00:31:44,653 --> 00:31:46,405
(Telephone rings)
1267
00:31:48,281 --> 00:31:49,331
(gasps)
1268
00:31:52,745 --> 00:31:54,621
it's 3:00
1269
00:31:52,745 --> 00:31:54,621
in the morning.
1270
00:31:52,745 --> 00:31:54,621
who could that be?
1271
00:31:54,747 --> 00:31:56,206
something's happened.
1272
00:31:59,209 --> 00:32:01,044
Charlie, you
1273
00:31:59,209 --> 00:32:01,044
gonna get it?
1274
00:32:04,089 --> 00:32:05,139
hello?
1275
00:32:06,132 --> 00:32:07,467
I'm sorry. Who?
1276
00:32:07,593 --> 00:32:08,761
Bailey?
1277
00:32:08,886 --> 00:32:10,596
no. There's no one
1278
00:32:08,886 --> 00:32:10,596
here by that name.
1279
00:32:10,721 --> 00:32:12,431
what number were you
1280
00:32:10,721 --> 00:32:12,431
trying to call?
1281
00:32:14,391 --> 00:32:16,935
you have
1282
00:32:14,391 --> 00:32:16,935
the wrong number.
1283
00:32:14,391 --> 00:32:16,935
yeah.
1284
00:32:20,105 --> 00:32:21,231
wrong number.
1285
00:32:22,566 --> 00:32:25,444
(sighs) My heart
1286
00:32:22,566 --> 00:32:25,444
is pounding.
1287
00:32:25,569 --> 00:32:29,907
god. Phone calls
1288
00:32:25,569 --> 00:32:29,907
in the middle
1289
00:32:25,569 --> 00:32:29,907
of the night, huh?
1290
00:32:30,031 --> 00:32:33,159
the phone used
1291
00:32:30,031 --> 00:32:33,159
to ring all the time
1292
00:32:30,031 --> 00:32:33,159
in the middle of the night.
1293
00:32:33,285 --> 00:32:34,335
just meant...
1294
00:32:35,370 --> 00:32:37,372
dad was hung up
1295
00:32:35,370 --> 00:32:37,372
at the restaurant
1296
00:32:37,497 --> 00:32:39,708
or mom's car battery
1297
00:32:37,497 --> 00:32:39,708
died after rehearsal,
1298
00:32:37,497 --> 00:32:39,708
that's all.
1299
00:32:41,835 --> 00:32:43,336
till that night.
1300
00:32:45,213 --> 00:32:46,263
Charlie: Some...
1301
00:32:47,883 --> 00:32:49,050
police officer...
1302
00:32:51,595 --> 00:32:53,221
sergeant dubrowski.
1303
00:32:54,765 --> 00:32:55,815
Darryl dubrowski...
1304
00:32:55,849 --> 00:32:56,899
saying...
1305
00:32:58,644 --> 00:33:00,562
"there's been
1306
00:32:58,644 --> 00:33:00,562
an accident, son."
1307
00:33:02,397 --> 00:33:03,690
saying it real slow.
1308
00:33:05,692 --> 00:33:07,235
saying it twice.
1309
00:33:09,321 --> 00:33:12,282
march 22, 1994,
1310
00:33:09,321 --> 00:33:12,282
at 11:45.
1311
00:33:12,407 --> 00:33:14,326
(chuckles)
1312
00:33:14,451 --> 00:33:18,622
that's when phone calls
1313
00:33:14,451 --> 00:33:18,622
in the middle of the night
1314
00:33:14,451 --> 00:33:18,622
stop being nothing.
1315
00:33:18,747 --> 00:33:20,916
and nothing's ever
1316
00:33:18,747 --> 00:33:20,916
been nothing since,
1317
00:33:18,747 --> 00:33:20,916
you know?
1318
00:33:23,919 --> 00:33:26,338
don't see your brother
1319
00:33:23,919 --> 00:33:26,338
when you pull up
1320
00:33:23,919 --> 00:33:26,338
to daycare.
1321
00:33:26,463 --> 00:33:28,047
he's been kidnapped.
1322
00:33:28,173 --> 00:33:31,677
your sister gets home
1323
00:33:28,173 --> 00:33:31,677
late from a-
1324
00:33:28,173 --> 00:33:31,677
from a music lesson.
1325
00:33:31,802 --> 00:33:33,178
she got hit by a bus.
1326
00:33:35,514 --> 00:33:37,349
doctor tells you
1327
00:33:35,514 --> 00:33:37,349
your test results
1328
00:33:37,474 --> 00:33:39,768
turned up
1329
00:33:37,474 --> 00:33:39,768
an irregularity...
1330
00:33:39,893 --> 00:33:41,394
and you're gonna die.
1331
00:33:41,520 --> 00:33:44,272
'cause that's the way
1332
00:33:41,520 --> 00:33:44,272
life works, you know?
1333
00:33:44,397 --> 00:33:45,732
I know that now.
1334
00:33:45,858 --> 00:33:47,275
Charlie...
1335
00:33:47,400 --> 00:33:48,902
come on, man.
1336
00:33:49,027 --> 00:33:50,570
don't do this
1337
00:33:49,027 --> 00:33:50,570
to yourself.
1338
00:33:50,696 --> 00:33:52,197
did I do it
1339
00:33:50,696 --> 00:33:52,197
to myself?
1340
00:33:54,449 --> 00:33:56,409
I don't know, bay.
1341
00:33:54,449 --> 00:33:56,409
for 24 years,
1342
00:33:56,535 --> 00:33:59,663
I believed that
1343
00:33:56,535 --> 00:33:59,663
everything always
1344
00:33:56,535 --> 00:33:59,663
turned out ok.
1345
00:33:59,788 --> 00:34:02,791
and then
1346
00:33:59,788 --> 00:34:02,791
march 22, 1994,
1347
00:33:59,788 --> 00:34:02,791
happened.
1348
00:34:04,001 --> 00:34:05,335
and now I don't.
1349
00:34:16,179 --> 00:34:17,639
Paper got wet.
1350
00:34:21,267 --> 00:34:24,021
says it snowed
1351
00:34:21,267 --> 00:34:24,021
in Tahoe last night.
1352
00:34:24,145 --> 00:34:25,195
5 inches.
1353
00:34:27,190 --> 00:34:29,317
I bet you it's
1354
00:34:27,190 --> 00:34:29,317
pretty up there,
1355
00:34:27,190 --> 00:34:29,317
don't you think?
1356
00:34:31,856 --> 00:34:33,946
(sighs)
1357
00:34:33,947 --> 00:34:35,073
you know what,
1358
00:34:33,947 --> 00:34:35,073
Claudia?
1359
00:34:37,951 --> 00:34:41,955
I spent 5 years
1360
00:34:37,951 --> 00:34:41,955
doing graduate work
1361
00:34:37,951 --> 00:34:41,955
in child psychology.
1362
00:34:42,080 --> 00:34:45,291
and I have no idea
1363
00:34:42,080 --> 00:34:45,291
how to make this
1364
00:34:42,080 --> 00:34:45,291
better for you.
1365
00:34:49,046 --> 00:34:50,923
I've been doing
1366
00:34:49,046 --> 00:34:50,923
this thing lately.
1367
00:34:53,132 --> 00:34:55,510
I wake up
1368
00:34:53,132 --> 00:34:55,510
in the morning,
1369
00:34:55,635 --> 00:34:56,970
and I tell myself...
1370
00:34:57,095 --> 00:34:58,931
that he's gone.
1371
00:35:00,724 --> 00:35:01,774
Charlie.
1372
00:35:03,643 --> 00:35:06,396
I tell myself
1373
00:35:03,643 --> 00:35:06,396
that he's dead.
1374
00:35:06,521 --> 00:35:07,571
(chuckles)
1375
00:35:09,148 --> 00:35:11,985
then I go
1376
00:35:09,148 --> 00:35:11,985
about my day...
1377
00:35:12,110 --> 00:35:13,570
seeing how that feels.
1378
00:35:14,821 --> 00:35:15,871
yeah.
1379
00:35:15,948 --> 00:35:18,700
yeah, I do that
1380
00:35:15,948 --> 00:35:18,700
all the time...
1381
00:35:18,825 --> 00:35:20,243
every day.
1382
00:35:20,368 --> 00:35:24,706
it's like if we get
1383
00:35:20,368 --> 00:35:24,706
to that bad place first,
1384
00:35:24,831 --> 00:35:27,166
we can get used
1385
00:35:24,831 --> 00:35:27,166
to how it feels
1386
00:35:24,831 --> 00:35:27,166
to be there.
1387
00:35:27,292 --> 00:35:28,752
we can prepare
1388
00:35:27,292 --> 00:35:28,752
ourselves.
1389
00:35:32,005 --> 00:35:33,339
the truth is...
1390
00:35:33,340 --> 00:35:34,465
(sniffles)
1391
00:35:34,466 --> 00:35:36,384
we can't.
1392
00:35:36,509 --> 00:35:39,471
we can't know
1393
00:35:36,509 --> 00:35:39,471
how it's gonna feel
1394
00:35:36,509 --> 00:35:39,471
until it happens.
1395
00:35:41,890 --> 00:35:43,934
the only thing
1396
00:35:41,890 --> 00:35:43,934
that's...
1397
00:35:44,059 --> 00:35:45,811
that's gonna
1398
00:35:44,059 --> 00:35:45,811
make it better...
1399
00:35:47,270 --> 00:35:49,773
is if we know
1400
00:35:47,270 --> 00:35:49,773
that he's gonna be ok.
1401
00:35:52,067 --> 00:35:53,777
but you can't say
1402
00:35:52,067 --> 00:35:53,777
that he will.
1403
00:35:54,987 --> 00:35:56,321
no, I can't.
1404
00:35:57,572 --> 00:35:58,907
so I won't.
1405
00:36:06,832 --> 00:36:08,041
Bailey:
1406
00:36:06,832 --> 00:36:08,041
that's everything?
1407
00:36:08,166 --> 00:36:09,793
it's everything
1408
00:36:08,166 --> 00:36:09,793
we came with.
1409
00:36:11,628 --> 00:36:12,921
what's he doing?
1410
00:36:13,046 --> 00:36:14,798
he's making
1411
00:36:13,046 --> 00:36:14,798
one last check.
1412
00:36:14,923 --> 00:36:15,973
oh.
1413
00:36:17,676 --> 00:36:19,970
well, we really
1414
00:36:17,676 --> 00:36:19,970
crapped up our memories
1415
00:36:17,676 --> 00:36:19,970
of this place, huh?
1416
00:36:20,095 --> 00:36:21,145
mmm.
1417
00:36:21,220 --> 00:36:23,098
mom and dad
1418
00:36:21,220 --> 00:36:23,098
would be pleased.
1419
00:36:23,222 --> 00:36:25,100
yeah, well,
1420
00:36:23,222 --> 00:36:25,100
it serves 'em right.
1421
00:36:27,644 --> 00:36:28,694
Bailey, enough.
1422
00:36:29,855 --> 00:36:31,564
let's stop
1423
00:36:29,855 --> 00:36:31,564
doing that, ok?
1424
00:36:31,690 --> 00:36:35,401
I don't want to-
1425
00:36:31,690 --> 00:36:35,401
I don't want to feel
1426
00:36:31,690 --> 00:36:35,401
that way about them.
1427
00:36:35,527 --> 00:36:38,363
I'm tired of it.
1428
00:36:35,527 --> 00:36:38,363
aren't you tired
1429
00:36:35,527 --> 00:36:38,363
of it?
1430
00:36:40,239 --> 00:36:41,366
I don't know.
1431
00:36:43,326 --> 00:36:44,911
you know what
1432
00:36:43,326 --> 00:36:44,911
I've always thought?
1433
00:36:45,037 --> 00:36:48,165
I thought that
1434
00:36:45,037 --> 00:36:48,165
when I get to be
1435
00:36:45,037 --> 00:36:48,165
30 years old,
1436
00:36:48,289 --> 00:36:51,292
I will have been alive
1437
00:36:48,289 --> 00:36:51,292
as long without them
1438
00:36:48,289 --> 00:36:51,292
as I was with them.
1439
00:36:51,417 --> 00:36:54,295
and then everything
1440
00:36:51,417 --> 00:36:54,295
will change...Because
1441
00:36:51,417 --> 00:36:54,295
all of a sudden,
1442
00:36:54,420 --> 00:36:56,131
my life will be
1443
00:36:54,420 --> 00:36:56,131
about what happened
1444
00:36:54,420 --> 00:36:56,131
after they died,
1445
00:36:56,255 --> 00:36:57,841
not about losing them.
1446
00:36:57,966 --> 00:37:01,678
and then after that...
1447
00:36:57,966 --> 00:37:01,678
then whatever happens
1448
00:36:57,966 --> 00:37:01,678
is up to me.
1449
00:37:03,722 --> 00:37:07,517
but that's...Stupid.
1450
00:37:03,722 --> 00:37:07,517
I mean, what am I
1451
00:37:03,722 --> 00:37:07,517
waiting for?
1452
00:37:07,642 --> 00:37:09,102
(door closes)
1453
00:37:10,395 --> 00:37:11,646
it's empty.
1454
00:37:10,395 --> 00:37:11,646
I checked.
1455
00:37:12,939 --> 00:37:14,399
so you ready
1456
00:37:12,939 --> 00:37:14,399
to take off, man?
1457
00:37:14,400 --> 00:37:15,482
yeah.
1458
00:37:15,483 --> 00:37:16,985
hey.
1459
00:37:17,110 --> 00:37:18,570
I'm sorry about this.
1460
00:37:18,695 --> 00:37:20,822
we shouldn't have
1461
00:37:18,695 --> 00:37:20,822
brought you out here.
1462
00:37:20,947 --> 00:37:22,532
come on. That's-
1463
00:37:23,909 --> 00:37:25,869
we had great
1464
00:37:23,909 --> 00:37:25,869
times here.
1465
00:37:25,994 --> 00:37:28,371
so...we went
1466
00:37:25,994 --> 00:37:28,371
for it again.
1467
00:37:25,994 --> 00:37:28,371
I was into that.
1468
00:37:28,496 --> 00:37:31,875
just...just won't
1469
00:37:28,496 --> 00:37:31,875
come back here anymore.
1470
00:37:32,000 --> 00:37:33,050
(chuckles)
1471
00:37:35,587 --> 00:37:37,923
it's weird, huh?
1472
00:37:35,587 --> 00:37:37,923
it's like you have
1473
00:37:35,587 --> 00:37:37,923
this-
1474
00:37:38,048 --> 00:37:39,632
this great time
1475
00:37:38,048 --> 00:37:39,632
in your life
1476
00:37:39,758 --> 00:37:41,509
before the first
1477
00:37:39,758 --> 00:37:41,509
really bad thing
1478
00:37:39,758 --> 00:37:41,509
happens.
1479
00:37:41,634 --> 00:37:43,136
and you have that...
1480
00:37:44,888 --> 00:37:47,015
that kid feeling,
1481
00:37:44,888 --> 00:37:47,015
like the world
1482
00:37:44,888 --> 00:37:47,015
is completely open
1483
00:37:47,140 --> 00:37:48,600
and...and safe.
1484
00:37:49,809 --> 00:37:51,103
once you lose that,
1485
00:37:51,228 --> 00:37:52,604
once that first
1486
00:37:51,228 --> 00:37:52,604
bad thing happens...
1487
00:37:54,313 --> 00:37:55,899
you never get it back.
1488
00:37:57,901 --> 00:38:00,070
I guess everybody
1489
00:37:57,901 --> 00:38:00,070
loses it sometime.
1490
00:38:01,487 --> 00:38:02,537
yeah.
1491
00:38:04,532 --> 00:38:06,576
we just lost
1492
00:38:04,532 --> 00:38:06,576
it sooner
1493
00:38:04,532 --> 00:38:06,576
than most.
1494
00:38:08,578 --> 00:38:09,628
I'll drive.
1495
00:38:11,414 --> 00:38:12,464
(sighs)
1496
00:38:19,589 --> 00:38:20,673
(Motor starts)
1497
00:38:35,313 --> 00:38:37,065
(Children's voices, indistinct)
1498
00:38:40,610 --> 00:38:41,903
ow!
1499
00:38:42,028 --> 00:38:43,822
(laughing
1500
00:38:42,028 --> 00:38:43,822
and chatting)
1501
00:38:45,949 --> 00:38:47,284
(knocking on door)
1502
00:38:47,408 --> 00:38:48,618
Annie.
1503
00:38:48,743 --> 00:38:49,793
(knock knock)
1504
00:38:49,828 --> 00:38:51,288
Annie, it's me.
1505
00:38:49,828 --> 00:38:51,288
are you there?
1506
00:38:53,414 --> 00:38:54,749
come on, open up.
1507
00:38:56,584 --> 00:38:57,669
(sighs)
1508
00:38:57,794 --> 00:38:59,754
ok, look, Annie,
1509
00:38:57,794 --> 00:38:59,754
I'm back.
1510
00:38:59,879 --> 00:39:02,299
I'm back, and
1511
00:38:59,879 --> 00:39:02,299
I'm not going
1512
00:38:59,879 --> 00:39:02,299
anywhere,
1513
00:39:02,423 --> 00:39:04,634
so let's just deal
1514
00:39:02,423 --> 00:39:04,634
with this, ok?
1515
00:39:04,759 --> 00:39:05,809
(keys jingling)
1516
00:39:05,844 --> 00:39:06,894
Annie?
1517
00:39:10,682 --> 00:39:11,732
Annie?
1518
00:39:23,695 --> 00:39:24,779
Hey.
1519
00:39:24,904 --> 00:39:26,239
hey. You're back.
1520
00:39:26,364 --> 00:39:27,414
yeah.
1521
00:39:27,490 --> 00:39:30,243
Sarah. Do you have
1522
00:39:27,490 --> 00:39:30,243
any idea where-
1523
00:39:30,244 --> 00:39:31,368
Annie?
1524
00:39:31,369 --> 00:39:32,419
yeah.
1525
00:39:32,453 --> 00:39:33,997
she left about
1526
00:39:32,453 --> 00:39:33,997
an hour ago.
1527
00:39:34,122 --> 00:39:36,374
she left.
1528
00:39:34,122 --> 00:39:36,374
left for where?
1529
00:39:36,499 --> 00:39:37,549
to haledon.
1530
00:39:37,625 --> 00:39:40,212
you know,
1531
00:39:37,625 --> 00:39:40,212
down the coast?
1532
00:39:40,337 --> 00:39:43,298
it's supposed to have
1533
00:39:40,337 --> 00:39:43,298
a really good in-patient
1534
00:39:40,337 --> 00:39:43,298
program for alcoholism.
1535
00:39:43,422 --> 00:39:45,550
she checked herself
1536
00:39:43,422 --> 00:39:45,550
into a rehab?
1537
00:39:47,552 --> 00:39:49,512
ohhh...god.
1538
00:39:50,680 --> 00:39:51,973
that's...
1539
00:39:52,098 --> 00:39:55,268
and-and without-
1540
00:39:52,098 --> 00:39:55,268
she took Natalie
1541
00:39:52,098 --> 00:39:55,268
with her?
1542
00:39:56,686 --> 00:39:57,736
no.
1543
00:39:58,182 --> 00:40:00,272
n-
1544
00:40:00,273 --> 00:40:01,524
no? She-
1545
00:40:11,117 --> 00:40:12,702
She conked out
1546
00:40:11,117 --> 00:40:12,702
kinda early.
1547
00:40:12,827 --> 00:40:14,704
she's had a rough
1548
00:40:12,827 --> 00:40:14,704
couple of days.
1549
00:40:16,998 --> 00:40:19,334
Annie asked
1550
00:40:16,998 --> 00:40:19,334
if you'd watch her?
1551
00:40:19,458 --> 00:40:21,502
actually...
1552
00:40:19,458 --> 00:40:21,502
I volunteered.
1553
00:40:25,882 --> 00:40:27,550
can I help-
1554
00:40:29,886 --> 00:40:32,055
is he here?
1555
00:40:32,180 --> 00:40:33,472
he's in the back.
1556
00:40:39,938 --> 00:40:41,522
Julia.
1557
00:40:41,647 --> 00:40:44,359
what are you-
1558
00:40:41,647 --> 00:40:44,359
I don't, uh,
1559
00:40:41,647 --> 00:40:44,359
know what I'm doing,
1560
00:40:44,483 --> 00:40:46,319
ok? And, um...
1561
00:40:46,444 --> 00:40:49,948
I don't know how I feel
1562
00:40:46,444 --> 00:40:49,948
about anything,
1563
00:40:50,073 --> 00:40:53,701
but I've been thinking a lot,
1564
00:40:50,073 --> 00:40:53,701
and I think that whatever
1565
00:40:50,073 --> 00:40:53,701
happened...
1566
00:40:53,826 --> 00:40:55,453
it's complicated.
1567
00:40:55,578 --> 00:40:58,331
it's probably not
1568
00:40:55,578 --> 00:40:58,331
just your fault.
1569
00:40:58,332 --> 00:40:59,456
oh, Julia-
1570
00:40:59,457 --> 00:41:00,917
no, let me finish.
1571
00:41:01,042 --> 00:41:03,544
it's probably
1572
00:41:01,042 --> 00:41:03,544
my fault, too.
1573
00:41:03,669 --> 00:41:06,172
I don't want to keep
1574
00:41:03,669 --> 00:41:06,172
blaming everybody
1575
00:41:06,173 --> 00:41:06,297
for things
1576
00:41:06,298 --> 00:41:07,348
that happen to me.
1577
00:41:07,465 --> 00:41:08,967
I do that too much.
1578
00:41:11,136 --> 00:41:12,470
anyways, um...
1579
00:41:12,595 --> 00:41:13,721
heh...
1580
00:41:13,846 --> 00:41:15,598
I'm not saying
1581
00:41:13,846 --> 00:41:15,598
I forgive you...
1582
00:41:18,268 --> 00:41:20,937
but you said you didn't
1583
00:41:18,268 --> 00:41:20,937
sleep with her, so...
1584
00:41:23,231 --> 00:41:26,192
I want you to
1585
00:41:23,231 --> 00:41:26,192
come home with me
1586
00:41:23,231 --> 00:41:26,192
so we can figure stuff out.
1587
00:41:28,153 --> 00:41:30,613
come home with me.
1588
00:41:30,738 --> 00:41:31,864
please.
1589
00:41:36,286 --> 00:41:38,037
Charlie: Hey, I'm home!
1590
00:41:38,163 --> 00:41:40,999
Kirsten: Hi, Charlie,
1591
00:41:38,163 --> 00:41:40,999
if you're beeping in,
1592
00:41:41,124 --> 00:41:42,792
I took the kids
1593
00:41:41,124 --> 00:41:42,792
for Chinese.
1594
00:41:42,917 --> 00:41:46,045
we should be back
1595
00:41:42,917 --> 00:41:46,045
by 7:00. Owen, no,
1596
00:41:42,917 --> 00:41:46,045
don't play with the-
1597
00:41:47,839 --> 00:41:49,257
the least you could've done
1598
00:41:47,839 --> 00:41:49,257
is remember the doggy bag.
1599
00:41:49,258 --> 00:41:50,382
Charlie.
1600
00:41:50,383 --> 00:41:51,509
hey.
1601
00:41:51,634 --> 00:41:54,346
you're back. Wh-
1602
00:41:51,634 --> 00:41:54,346
is everything ok?
1603
00:41:54,471 --> 00:41:55,721
everything's fine.
1604
00:41:55,847 --> 00:41:57,598
we just, uh, decided
1605
00:41:55,847 --> 00:41:57,598
it was time to come home.
1606
00:41:57,723 --> 00:41:59,309
answering machine:
1607
00:41:57,723 --> 00:41:59,309
hello, Charlie,
1608
00:41:57,723 --> 00:41:59,309
it's Dr. rabin.
1609
00:41:59,434 --> 00:42:00,768
it's, let's see,
1610
00:41:59,434 --> 00:42:00,768
5:45,
1611
00:42:00,893 --> 00:42:05,023
and I just got
1612
00:42:00,893 --> 00:42:05,023
off the phone
1613
00:42:00,893 --> 00:42:05,023
with the lab.
1614
00:42:05,148 --> 00:42:07,484
now you can reach me
1615
00:42:05,148 --> 00:42:07,484
at the office until 6:30,
1616
00:42:07,608 --> 00:42:09,777
or, uh, tell you what,
1617
00:42:09,902 --> 00:42:12,071
let me give you my home number
1618
00:42:09,902 --> 00:42:12,071
if you're back after that.
1619
00:42:12,197 --> 00:42:15,533
it's 555-6827.
1620
00:42:16,993 --> 00:42:19,537
6827.
1621
00:42:23,458 --> 00:42:24,508
you gonna call?
1622
00:42:24,625 --> 00:42:25,918
Kirsten: Do you
1623
00:42:24,625 --> 00:42:25,918
want us to...
1624
00:42:26,044 --> 00:42:27,094
no. Um...
1625
00:42:28,546 --> 00:42:30,048
I'm gonna...
1626
00:43:08,753 --> 00:43:12,465
Dr. rabin, it's, uh,
1627
00:43:08,753 --> 00:43:12,465
it's Charlie salinger.
1628
00:43:12,590 --> 00:43:14,300
yes, i-
1629
00:43:16,261 --> 00:43:17,429
uh-huh.
1630
00:43:20,598 --> 00:43:21,933
mm-hmm.
1631
00:43:26,271 --> 00:43:29,774
I'm sorry. Could you, uh,
1632
00:43:26,271 --> 00:43:29,774
could you say that again?
1633
00:43:33,069 --> 00:43:35,947
(stifling tears)
1634
00:43:36,072 --> 00:43:38,199
no, it's just, um...
1635
00:43:40,410 --> 00:43:43,746
right. Right.
1636
00:43:43,871 --> 00:43:44,921
could you...
1637
00:43:45,039 --> 00:43:46,458
(sniffling)
1638
00:43:46,583 --> 00:43:49,877
I'm sorry. C-could you
1639
00:43:46,583 --> 00:43:49,877
just give me a second here?
1640
00:44:06,352 --> 00:44:08,187
I'm back.
1641
00:44:09,688 --> 00:44:12,150
no, it's-I'm ok.
1642
00:44:12,275 --> 00:44:16,028
in fact, uh, never better.
1643
00:44:17,530 --> 00:44:19,365
never better.
1644
00:44:19,415 --> 00:44:23,965
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