All language subtitles for Party of Five s04e09 Truth Be Told

What are you

doing here?

I was in the neighborhood.

thought you might need

a lift.

no, that's ok.

well, sometimes Reed

gives me a ride

on his way over

to Griffin's,

so...

why don't I

catch you later at home?

are you serious?

get in the car,

claud.

come on, Charlie.

get in the car.

Look, um,

as long as we're alone,

I wanted to talk

to you about something,

something that's been

going on with me.

I haven't told

the others yet.

I wanted

to tell you first.

I'm kinda, um...

it turns out

I've got this-

this thing,

this disease thing.

what, like v.D.

or something?

Charlie.

no, it's not-

it's nothing like that.

it's called hodgkin's.

hodgkin's, I don't-

it's a disease

of the lymphatic system,

and sometimes

it turns up in guys

about my age.

that's why I've been

feeling so, you know,

kinda draggy

and run down

for the past few weeks.

I thought

that was no big deal.

I know. Me, too,

but I went to see

the doctor,

and she diagnosed it

right away,

which is great

because if it's

caught early,

which mine

definitely was,

then this thing's,

like, 100% curable.

it's, like,

100% curable

or it is 100% curable?

I'm going to be fine,

Claudia.

ok?

I'm going to have to have

some treatments and stuff,

which just means

going into the doctor's

office every day

for, like, 5 minutes.

for what, medicine?

yeah. Pretty much.

they just want

to make sure

that you're getting

the right dosage.

it takes 6 weeks,

and then it's over.

I'm totally

back to normal.

you know what

the doctor told me?

she said

that if you have

to have a disease,

hodgkin's is definitely

one of the best ones

to have.

that's pretty

reassuring, huh?

ok.

How does ice cream sound?

Hey.

hey, man.

I got your message.

I was just

on my way in

when it occurred to me.

do you have a plane?

yeah, somewhere.

'cause we just put

some carpeting down

in Annie's bedroom

'cause Annie's bedroom

is directly above

Sarah's bedroom,

and, well,

you get the picture.

anyway,

it's this cheapo shag,

so now we can't close

any of the doors.

hello.

here we go.

Charlie?

hey, man,

it's cool with you

if I borrow this?

cool. Thank you.

so, what was up

with that message

you left?

what did you need

to talk about?

is everything ok?

is Owen-

no, it's not Owen.

uh, I just-

I just wanted you

to know

about something

that's going on with me,

that's all.

you ok?

um...

you might-

you might want

to sit down.

Ok, I'm sitting.

what-what's going on?

Ok. Boy, I'm telling you.

you can't beat renting, huh?

live like a king.

am I right?

at least

for a little while.

dining room set,

kitchen set,

and the bedroom set.

all right, you guys,

let's go.

let's get busy.

god.

we'll find

something else,

ok, jule?

as soon as I get

my shop turned around.

Griffin...

stop, ok?

you don't have

to promise me anything.

I'm sorry.

forget it, ok?

it's not-

it's not Nina's fault.

it was just-

it was bad timing.

anyway, I have more

important things

to worry about.

I know.

I know you do.

I have my first

appointment tomorrow

with the oncologist.

What are they-

what is that?

I don't know exactly.

all kinds of tests-

some scan thing

that tells them

where it is

in your body,

which lymph nodes,

you know?

I guess that

pretty much determines

how bad it is,

what kind of treatments

you're going to need.

god, Charlie.

I know.

but this isn't

actually happening

to me.

so that's the reason

I'm so calm.

can i-

can I come with you?

tomorrow to the appointment?

Kirsten,

you don't have to-

'cause I feel

really bad, Charlie.

I feel like

I keep leaving you

at all

the most important times.

but I promise you,

in 2 weeks, all this

is going to be over,

and I'm going to be here

for anything

that you need.

ok.

'cause you don't

have to do this alone.

I'm not.

I'm not. I haven't

told Julia yet,

but I told Bailey

and Claudia.

they were both great.

of course they were.

what did you expect?

I don't know.

I guess I thought

maybe they'd panic,

freak out or something,

I don't know.

I mean,

Claudia's only 14.

she's old enough.

yeah, she is.

excuse me. I think

these pamphlets you gave me

are kind of out of date.

I'm sorry?

well, the statistics on

survival rates

are kind of off.

so I just don't think

they have

the most recent

scientific advances.

I need your absolute

latest information.

this is the latest

information.

about hodgkin's disease.

yes.

is there something

you're looking for

that you're not finding?

no.

that's ok.

Charlie?

hi, jule.

you got here fast, huh?

what?

well, I left you

a message.

oh, I, uh,

I didn't get it.

that's ok.

I just, uh, just said

I needed to talk to you,

and you're here, so...

well, I need

to talk to you, too.

ok. So we're both-

Charlie, can I borrow

some kitchen stuff?

kitchen stuff?

yeah, you know,

just a pot

and some silverware

and stuff.

everything that

we had was rented,

and we had to return it.

so...

I'm sorry. I'm not...

Griffin lost

most of his money.

the business

was really bad,

and so he had to borrow

to keep it going.

and we have to give up

the apartment,

and we've returned

our furniture,

and we're living

in this empty space,

and it's actually

kind of horrible.

look,

take whatever you need.

Why don't you

come live at home?

having you at home

right now would be-

god! No, that-that is

the last thing we want.

I mean,

the whole point

to this

is that we do this

on our own.

I know. I know that.

I mean, all I'm saying

is that everyone needs

a little help

every once in a while,

and if it makes it

easier for you guys,

I can really use-

stop it.

Charlie, ok?

I'm not coming home.

Griffin and I

will work this out ourselves

like any married couple.

I just-i told you

because you've been

really great,

and you have a right

to know.

thanks for the stuff.

you're welcome.

oh, um, you had something

you wanted to talk about?

nah, you got enough

on your mind right now.

ok.

That is so...

Bailey, I don't know

what to say.

yeah, well...

I mean, he seems so...

even last week

at the wedding,

he seemed so...

I know.

cancer?

yeah, cancer.

do you think

he's going to be ok?

I mean, Bailey,

he's got to be ok.

I don't know.

what can I do?

nothing.

he's not-

it's not like you guys

are close or anything.

well, yeah, but I want

to do something to help

if he needs something.

well, then, he's got

Claudia, Julia, or me

to get it for him.

look, Sarah,

this is a family thing,

ok?

and we're good

at this kind of stuff.

he's got us.

so thanks anyway.

Charlie.

Charlie.

shh. I finally

got Owen to go down.

I went to the medical

center today.

I looked it up.

looked up what?

it's not just

a disease.

hodgkin's-

it's cancer.

Claudia-

isn't it?!

would you keep

your voice down?

it's a kind of cancer,

Claudia, yes, but-

only you didn't want me

to know that, did you?

I didn't think you needed

to hear that word.

what about the words

"radiation"

and "chemotherapy," huh?

'cause those

are the treatments

that you were talking

about, isn't it?

I didn't want

to scare you.

so, in other words...

it's bad.

yeah, I mean,

it must be bad,

or you would've

leveled with me.

you said it's cancer,

and one in 4 people

who get it die from it.

but you didn't.

you said

it's 100% curable.

and then...

you bought me

an ice cream.

Claudia, come on.

are you going to die?

no.

Claudia, I am not

going to die.

why should I

believe you?

Bailey?

what are you-

it's too late

to call, right?

not Japan.

oh.

Charlie.

he's probably asleep,

don't you think?

I just keep thinking...

what if he's...

just lying there in bed

staring at the ceiling

and he's going over

and over this thing

in his mind and...

feeling alone and scared?

and I should

call him, right?

I should call him

and say...

and say...

god, what do I say?

well...

how about, "I love you,

and you're going

to get through this."

I already said that to him

when he told me about this,

but what does that do

to make this better for him?

how does that help him?

and the truth is,

what can I possibly say

that's gonna make any

difference to him?

I mean, what do I know

about any of this?

really?

you've never felt like

you were totally alone

and afraid?

you've never felt like

you didn't have

the strength

to make it through

the next hour,

never mind

the whole night?

gee,

your recovery

must have been

a piece of cake

compared to mine.

You got through

the past 7 months,

right?

yeah.

you do know how

to help him, Bailey.

Are you ready?

am I ready?

for your appointment.

are you ready?

well, there's gas

in the car,

if that's

what you mean.

no, Charlie, I'm not

talking about gas.

do you have

our family history?

claud, don't

worry about it.

look, Charlie, I know

you don't think

I can handle this,

but I can, ok?

I'm not just some

little baby anymore.

now, do you have

our medical history,

both for you

and mom and dad?

I'll make sure

I have it, claud.

good, 'cause I've read

that they're gonna

ask you all about that.

and they're gonna take

a ton of blood.

and do all these tests,

like an EKG and...

a rectal exam.

you read about that, too?

uh-huh.

I also read about

how they do this scan

to find out how far

the disease is

in your body-

like, in one lymph node,

in more than one

lymph node.

or in more than

one lymph node,

but in 2 different

parts of the body,

like one in the right

and one in the left.

or in both

the lymph nodes

and in the organs,

uh, like the liver.

thank you.

I think the more you know

about what's gonna happen,

the better it is.

Yeah.

Hey.

you don't have

to do this.

I mean, thanks

and everything,

but...

what time's

your test today?

um, 4:00.

4:00.

but it's ok.

Kirsten's going,

and Claudia kind of

insisted,

so you really

don't have to.

I'm there, man.

look, Bailey...

there's gonna be

other tests,

radiation, maybe chemo.

I mean, I could be in

pretty bad shape,

and I'll need...

I'm just saying that

there's gonna be

plenty of other

opportunities

down the road.

no. There's just today.

that's how you gotta

think about it, Charlie.

there's just today,

and today is right now.

it's right now.

it's this second.

so whatever you have

to do right now

to get through it,

you do it.

you worry about tomorrow

tomorrow.

just take one day

at a time.

come on, Bailey.

hey, it works.

the big picture,

the future?

that is huge, man,

and, god,

it's so scary.

believe me, I know.

you know?

yeah.

yeah. And today...

today's just 24 hours.

and if you're lucky,

you're unconscious

for 8 of them,

and a good football game

takes up 3 of them.

and if you give me

a hand here-

that's an hour easy.

now you're down to 10.

12.

whatever.

you get my point.

you just deal with what's

right in front of you.

(sigh)

ok.

well...I'll try that.

thanks.

and-hey.

you know what else

really helps

is keeping busy,

not sitting around

thinking all the time.

you gotta get out

and do stuff and...

you know, get

out of your head.

and what do you

recommend?

well, for starters,

you got 5 years'

worth of crud

on that windshield.

hey.

it works, man.

Claudia? What are

you doing here?

I need to talk to you.

I think you should

move back home, Julia.

I really do.

great.

another country

heard from.

so-so Charlie told you.

yeah, of course

he told me.

he told me as soon

as he found out.

that's great.

that's just great.

wait a second.

you're pissed?

you don't think

I have a right to know?

no...

no, it's not that.

it's just I didn't

want you to worry.

this whole thing

is so...

I know, scary.

that's why I think

it'd be easier if...

if you went back home.

claud, Griffin and I

don't want to,

anything we can do

to avoid that.

I told Charlie.

and he probably said

that he didn't

need you to, right?

right? See, that's how

he's dealing with this

whole thing, Julia,

like it's no big deal.

but...

I read about it, jule,

and it's gonna get worse.

I mean, he could be

in really bad shape

in another few weeks,

depending on what

kind of treatments

the doctor prescribes.

what?

oh.

oh, so he downplayed it

to you, too.

yeah, I mean, if they say

that he needs chemo,

he's not gonna

be able to-

chemo?

chemotherapy?

that's only if it's

hodgkin's stage 2b,

and we won't know that

until after the test.

but you know what?

even if that's not the way

they say he has to go,

even radiation's

gonna wipe him out.

It could get

really bad,

and...i think that

if you were there,

it'd just...

it'd really help.

What happened to all

your furniture?

now I need you to

drink it all down,

the whole pitcher.

it's about 2 glasses, ok?

it's orange-flavored,

like tang, you know?

great.

trust me, you're

not gonna like it.

it's real sweet.

it makes most people

sick to their stomach,

particularly if you're

already nauseated.

are you, uh...

yeah. I'm feeling...

right.

well...

I want you to finish it

for me, ok?

it's a contrast fluid.

it'll help us see

what we need to see

in your test.

you got it.

That's-that's enough.

Oh, my god.

oh, my god.

Charlie, are you...

man, that's-

don't. Don't do that.

don't look

at the pitcher.

just take it one thing

at a time, Charlie.

one glass at a time.

all right, Bailey.

(Exhales forcefully)

Ohh...

you did it.

way to go, man.

just got one more.

(Claudia sniffles)

Claudia.

what? I'm upset

for him. I'm allowed

to be upset for him.

this is not helping, claud.

for god's sake, claud,

you want

somebody to

take you home?

no. Please let me stay,

Charlie.

I...i want to be

here with you.

hey.

where the hell's

Julia, anyway?

didn't she know

what time

the test was?

she's not coming.

I haven't

told her yet.

what?

she's got enough

of her own stuff

going on.

here you go.

I told her.

what?

I didn't know

it was a secret.

god, Claudia!

you can't yell

at me for this.

I don't believe this.

Charlie, just forget it.

what difference

does it make?

so she knows that I'm sick?

does she know about

the test today, too?

I told her

I was coming with you.

man! Nice of her

to show up.

Charlie, this is so

not important right now.

she's right.

just focus on what

you gotta focus on.

would you stop with

the aa stuff for

just one minute, bay?

Kirsten: He's only

trying to help.

yeah, well, I could use

a little less help

from everybody.

I've got-

I've got one more

glass to go.

ok.

Charlie?

Sarah.

are you ok?

yeah. I just...

I don't know.

who are you looking for?

'cause Julia and Bailey

aren't-

no. No, I know.

um...

actually, um...

I was looking

for you.

I made this for you.

it's, um...

well, it's stupid.

it's banana bread.

thanks.

look, I know this whole

thing really isn't my business,

but...i want you to know

that I care about you.

and I'm really sorry.

and if there's anything

that I can do,

please, tell me.

so can I get

some more banana bread?

(chuckles) Sure.

(chuckles)

(laughs)

(Sighs)

he's exactly

the right age

to get it.

that's what

the book says.

yeah?

mm-hmm.

the statistics-you know, the

5-year survival rate and stuff-

they're not that bad.

so I guess

if you have...Cancer,

it's a pretty good

cancer to have...

hodgkin's.

hodgkin's.

why didn't he tell me?

Griffin?

I mean, that's gotta

mean something, doesn't it?

I don't know.

why don't you call him?

I mean, god, he-

he told Claudia.

and now he probably

knows that I know,

and he still

isn't calling.

I don't know what

to tell you, jule.

and you know what

the most ironic thing is?

I am so...Angry

at him right now.

but...

I think we need

to move back there.

what?

well, what else

can we do?

(sighs)

I mean, we need

to get out of here,

and-and we

don't have the money

to get a new place.

and he offered.

and...and

now he's sick.

that's just...

so not what we planned.

I'm sorry.

(sighs)

Am I interrupting?

what?

what are you doing?

filling out

insurance claims

for all the tests

we did yesterday.

well, that's pretty

annoying, huh?

(sighs) Yeah.

how's your hip?

better.

good. Good.

that bone marrow test

is pretty horrible, huh?

Uh, what time do you

have to go back to, uh...

to get your results?

tomorrow morning.

I did a little reading

on the whole radiation

thing...

and how they make

these casts of different

parts of your body

to make these shields

to protect it

during the radiation.

oh.

you want to hear

about it?

no, Claudia, I don't.

ok.

(softly) Ok.

How-how did you

sleep last night?

I mean, did you have

any of those

night sweats or-

Claudia,

what are you doing?

I'm just trying to help.

well, you're not, ok?

you're making it worse.

all your picking

and your questioning is

just making it worse.

Charlie-

all you want to do

is talk about my tests

and my treatments

and my symptoms.

it makes me feel better

to talk about it.

well, it make me

feel worse!

it just-it just

reminds me that

I'm sick, Claudia!

your...million stupid

little medical facts.

I'm sorry.

I don't need you

to tell me

that I have cancer.

all right?

I know that.

I just need you to-

(sighs heavily)

I don't know what

I need you to do.

I need you to stop!

just get outta my face

all the time.

I promise you,

if something happens,

I'll let you know.

but until then, just-

So I've-

I've just gotta-

I'm driving

to the post office,

and I just had to-

I just gotta know.

what are you waiting for,

Julia, my funeral?

what?

I can't get Claudia

to shut up about it,

and you I don't

hear a word from!

nothing!

you don't even stop by!

it's like I'm going

through all this,

and you couldn't

care less!

you think that?

you think

I don't care?

what am I supposed

to think?! What's

it take, Julia?

how much effort is

required to pick up

a freakin' phone?!

maybe it takes,

I don't know,

some sign, something,

that I'm a part of your

life! I mean, you want

me to care, Charlie,

but you didn't

want me to know!

but...you do know!

now you know!

but you didn't tell me!

Claudia did!

look, I don't have

time to play games

with you, Julia!

games? You are the one

playing games, Charlie.

you've let me

go on and on about my

stupid money problems.

you don't interrupt.

you don't say a word,

like your health...

like your cancer

isn't important enough

to mention.

like, how could Julia

possibly care about

anything but herself?

god, what am I supposed

to do, Charlie, except

take my cue from you?

if you had wanted

anything from me,

if you had expected

anything from me,

you would've treated me like

you thought I was capable

of coming through for you.

but obviously,

you don't.

so congratulations,

Charlie. I guess

you had me pegged.

what is this?

what is your-

god. I'm-I'm sick.

I'm sick,

and you've got a problem

with-with my process?!

get over yourself, Julia!

man, I thought Owen

was the baby of the family!

Charlie. Hey, man,

I was worried.

where you been?

out...

dealing with Julia.

just...don't

get me started.

what?

what's goin' on?

somehow Julia

seems to think

that she's

the most important

person in all this.

like...

I'm sick, yeah,

but the real issue

is how she's treated.

you gotta be kidding me.

that's-she's not

that selfish.

you want to bet?

"why-why was I

the last to know?

how come

you didn't tell me?"

that is ridiculous.

no kidding.

you talk to her.

at least you get it.

yeah, I will. Hey.

listen. The reason

I came by

is my sponsor

gave me this.

and...most of it has

nothing to do with you,

but there's this one

chapter in here where

the guy talks about,

uh, the higher power

stuff? You know,

surrendering yourself-

the idea that there's

somebody looking out

for you.

and it is really

helpful, man.

'cause I was

watching you yesterday

and how hard

all that stuff is?

and...i-i kept thinking

how all of this stuff

really does apply.

you know? It doesn't

matter what disease

you have.

Bailey...

ok. I'm sorry. Look,

I can't explain it

nearly as well

as they do in here,

so...

I don't want

the book, Bailey.

ok.

and I don't want to hear

any more of your

aa crap. You got it?

yeah. Ok, Charlie.

it's, like...

for god's sake,

if you want to do

something nice,

just say you don't

know what to say...

like Sarah did.

just bring me

a banana bread, and then

just shut the hell up!

ok. Look...

I didn't mean to...

upset you. I-i thought

that this might help.

really? Why is that?

because you understand?

because you know

what I'm going through?

no. I didn't-

I have a disease, Bailey!

you don't have a disease!

you've got a problem!

it's not the same thing!

you can stop drinking

if you want to.

I can't stop

having cancer!

so if it makes you feel

better to talk with all

your alcoholic friends

about what it feels like

to have a disease,

then go right ahead!

but leave me out of it,

all right?!

I'm tellin' you, man,

you don't have a clue!

Charlie, I came

as soon as I got your-

what happened?

they just-they just

don't get it.

none of them.

all they're doing

is making it worse.

I mean, you saw

Claudia, right?

she-she won't let up.

and Julia,

check this out,

she's mad at me.

and Bailey. If I have

to listen to any more

of his a.A. Crap.

I mean, he's trying

to bond with me

over our diseases.

incredible, huh?

I'm sure he's just trying

to make sense out of this

whole thing any way he can.

yeah, well,

it's not helping.

none of them

are helping.

You're the only one,

Kirsten.

you're the only one

I can talk to

about this.

oh, don't say that.

no, I mean it.

you are.

I don't want to be

the only one, Charlie.

'cause what happens

one day when I say

the wrong thing

or-or if I disappoint you

in some way?

come on, you won't.

yes, I will, Charlie.

and I'm scared because

if I'm the only one, then-

I've got to watch

everything that I say

and everything that I do.

I'm going to have to get

everything exactly right.

what are you

talking about?

you-you're great,

Kirsten.

you're exactly

what I need.

I mean, if it wasn't

for you, i-

Charlie, I hear what

you're saying about them.

and it's like

I'm next in line

to make the same

kinds of mistakes

that they're making.

I'm gonna-I'm gonna

call you too much

or I'm not going

to call you enough.

or you're going

to get insulted by

some analogy that I make

to some experience

that I've had

and that's going to be it.

that is not going

to happen.

would you just listen

to me, Charlie, please?

I am telling you

it is going to happen.

what do you want

from me?

I mean, I can't-

I can't worry

about you worrying

about me, ok?

I mean, I'm sick,

Kirsten. I got

to worry about that.

anything else

is too much.

I can't-i can't

take that on.

I think you have to.

because you know what,

Charlie?

if you don't,

then sooner or later,

you are going to be

going through this

all alone.

Hey.

rain.

probably be getting

a lot of leaky roof calls.

that's sort of

the last thing

you need right now, huh?

don't worry about it.

I'll deal with it.

so, do you need a lift

over to the house

this morning

or is Annie gonna?

why?

did you have some

more baked goods

you wanted

to bring by?

what?

I mean, what were

you thinking, Sarah?

banana bread?

it was a gesture.

yeah, well,

it was stupid.

Charlie said that?

maybe it made you

feel good.

like you got credit

for being conscientious

or something,

but he's

got cancer, Sarah.

so he doesn't need to be

burdened with you

imposing your, like,

you're personal agenda

on his situation.

my agenda to deliver

banana bread?

and if it was your

intention to show me up,

to make it look like

I was over the top

or something,

in comparison

to your stupid

little banana bread,

that's too much?

well, hey,

mission accomplished.

Ok.

what else?

what else?

yeah. What else

do you want

to yell at me about?

'cause if this

helps you, you know,

to be angry

and scream about how

unfair all this is,

how helpless

you feel.

how helpless

you are.

well, then, that's

what you need to do.

so, go ahead,

I can take it.

It's bad.

not as bad

as we feared,

but not as good

as we hoped.

oh.

Mr. salinger.

Charlie.

would you like to include

a family member

in this discussion?

you sure?

it can really help

to have someone else here.

so it-it spread.

the cancer.

it's in a number

of lymph nodes, yes,

but all of them

above the diaphragm,

which is good news.

we call this hodgkin's

stage 2A.

and we treat it with

a 6-week course

of radiation.

now, is Dr. devlin

the radiologist

you've chosen?

I guess.

my office will help coordinate

the initial consultation,

but I suggest you

simultaneously set up

a regular time

for treatments.

Would you like to know

the recovery statistics?

some people

are comforted

by the numbers.

others find them, well,

counter productive.

I know the statistics.

I'm going to check

with my nurse

about setting up

those sessions

with devlin.

he books up fast.

why don't I ask

whoever came

with you to step in?

this could be a lot

to take in at once.

no, it's, um,

I'm-I'm here alone,

but it's ok.

Well, it's a roof

over our head.

that's about it.

well, we could

put a mattress

in the loft.

there's no bathroom.

well, if we need

to go, we can just

run into the house.

look...

I think maybe the attic

would work better.

no, I don't want-

Griffin, this way,

it's kind of like us

living with my family,

but at the same time,

having our own place.

look, I just-

I don't want to live

with my new husband

in my old bedroom.

ok?

yeah, maybe with

a new coat of paint.

You know there'll

be times when I need

to stay over there.

you know, in the house.

for Owen and claud and-

and for him.

when he's really sick.

when he needs my help.

well, I'll bring

my pillow.

Hey, when did you-

about 10 minutes ago.

Claudia's been filling

me in on everything.

I think it's really cool

what you're doing, jule.

and if you need me

to come home for awhile

and help out with

anything, I can.

no, that's-

no, I'm fine.

we're fine.

(sighs)

so where is he?

he, uh, he went to get

the results of his tests

and everything.

with Kirsten?

no. I think he

kind of blew

her off, too.

god!

so everyone's

mad at him, huh?

no kidding.

man, what is

his problem?

he's sick.

and he's scared,

and he's angry, and

he has no idea how

to handle any of it.

does this mean

we have to put up

with all his crap?

well, he put up

with ours,

didn't he?

ok, then,

so we take it.

whatever he says,

whatever he does,

no matter how bad it gets,

we take it.

right.

and if it gets

really bad,

then we complain

to each other.

but we don't ever complain

to him. Deal?

mm-hmm.

deal.

ok.

Charlie.

didn't hear you

come in.

what are you all

doing here?

talking about me?

no, we were just-

we're just hanging out.

so, you ok?

you want to tell us

what happened?

or, I mean, if you need

some time alone,

we can just-

do you want us to go?

no, don't.

I want-

(Sighs)

I have a lot

of new things

to deal with.

all at once and it's-

it's, like, too much

to get right

all at once.

and, uh,

I think I got it wrong

the first time.

so, I'm saying-

I'm sorry.

and I wanna start over

with all of you.

just tell you everything

that I know.

what's going

to happen to me.

and, um,

and what I need.

just from the beginning.

I have cancer.

um, hodgkin's

disease,

stage 2, actually,

which I just

found out. And, uh-

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