All language subtitles for Party of Five s03e14 Lifes Too Short

[car horn honks]

I know. I know, I'm late.

-You're late.
-I know.

The recording studio's on Grant.

Right? We could shoot
straight up Columbus,

and we'd have you there
before you can say,

or sing...

? Earl's House Of Big And Tall ?

How's the rest of it go again?

? The finest fat wear In
the Stonestown Mall ?

What's that?

Oh, that.

That's not your birthday present
just in case you're worried,

'cause I'm working on something, and let me
say, I think you're gonna be mighty pleased.

Uh-huh. So, what is that for?

I saw it sticking out of a
dumpster over on Stockton.

I figure we can use it to kind
of screen off my bedroom.

So when we hang out at my place,
we can have some privacy.

You're kidding? I mean,
you've got to be kidding.

You don't actually plan to
keep on living there, do you?

That's not your place, Bailey.
That's Callie's place.

Oh. Well--

You said it was over
between you two.

It is over.

Why would you want to
keep living with her?

I mean, after what happened,
after what you did to me?

Look, Sarah, I just
didn't think--

Obviously. That's exactly what got
you into trouble before, isn't it?

Look, you've got to move
out of there, Bailey.

I thought that was understood.

[sighs]

Happy?

I hope there's no
traffic on Columbus.

[theme song playing]

? Everybody wants to live ?

? Like they wanna live ?

? And everybody wants to love ?

? Like they wanna love ?

? Everybody wants to be ?

? Closer to free ?

? Closer to free ?

Oh, no. No way that's Charlie.

Well, it's either, uh, Charlie or, uh,
Flea from the Red Hot Chili Peppers.

[laughs] That hair. Good lord.

[both giggle]

What's the matter?

What is that doing here?

Well, I just figure, you know, you'd want to
get into the mood for tomorrow night. And--

And I wanted to see what
your friends look like,

especially the ones
that are coming.

You know, this Aaron
guy's kind of cute.

Mmm.

So you were a big basketball
star in high school. Who knew?

Right. Big star. Look
where that got me.

And T.J., he's pretty cute too.

I swear, I don't even know why
I said yes to this thing.

Why did you?

Six months ago, when
the guys called

and said that we should go, it
sounded like a decent idea.

But, now, I just--

I wouldn't mind bagging
the whole thing.

I think it'll be fun for you to
see all your old friends again.

Check in, touch base,
remember old times.

Right. And, hey, you know,
I'll get to brag to everybody

about the-- About the wife and
the kids and, of course, my--

My fabulous career.

-Claudia.
-Hmm?

Smack him for me, would you?

We wake up at 6:00.
We drive there.

We're walking to the ski lift,

and Robin trips, tears
some ligaments.

We have to spend the rest of
the day in the emergency room.

Oh, lousy way to spend
the end the year.

Well, it wasn't that bad.
We cuddled a lot, and, uh--

I guess I have a thing
for klutzes, huh?

[laughs]

Libby, hi.

Hi, guys.

Listen, I'm sorry I didn't
get a chance to call you--

Libby, congratulations
on Harvard.

Your mom told my mom.

Mazel tov.

Thanks.

Uh, congratulations
about what on Harvard?

-I got in.
-You--

Early action over
Christmas, they tell you.

What? That's-- That's fantastic.

What did you do
when you found out?

I don't know. Nothing much.

Went out to dinner
with my parents.

It's really not
such a big thing.

Stop it. It's-- It's huge.
Right?

Right. Right. That's huge.
That's giant.

This-- This is us.

Did you hear how smug
she was about that?

How can you say she was smug?

I don't think she was even
planning on telling us.

Exactly.

The best favor I ever did her
was to break up with her.

Probably gave her loads
of time to study.

Probably never even left the
house in the past two years.

Justin, that is just off the
charts mean and not true.

Man, not only did
she get into, like,

the hardest place in the world,
but she already knows about it.

That's-- She's so lucky.

We'll know soon.

End of January, beginning of
February is what they said.

If we don't get into
Stanford early,

we'll get in the regular time
or we'll get in somewhere else.

-We'll be fine.
-Yeah, right.

We will. And Libby can go to
Harvard and she can live her life

and she can be happy
and whatever.

[school bell rings]

Jimmy's flying in from Atlanta.

Mindy Geisler will be there.
She organized the whole thing.

I wonder what she's up to.

That is not a good name for
an adult woman. Mindy.

She, uh-- She came into
the restaurant once.

She works in Oakland,
a massage therapist.

Translation: prostitute.

That's very nice.

[jeers]

So who else do you
think's gonna be there?

Translation:

-Is Lori coming?
-I didn't say that.

No? Well, maybe if
she does show up,

she'll wear that
cheerleader sweater,

and maybe you can try to pressure
her into sleeping with you.

And she can get all mad and
never talk to you again.

-Now, that would be nostalgic.
-T.J., shut up.

You shut up.

Man, you guys are
exactly the same.

Man, I've missed you.
I've always said

you're like the
brother I never had.

You're like the brother I do have.
He's three.

Oh. He shoots, he scores.

Oops. Sorry, Mr. NCAA.

You're the one who
shoots and scores.

Yeah, that'd be me.

Yeah.

Anyway, this whole Lori thing,
that's ancient history, right?

I mean, you've been with what?
Six hundred women since then?

Actually, it's, um, 700.

Wait. What was that--

I wrote something in your yearbook.
What was it?

I remember. It was something like,
"Charlie's the least likely to marry,

and the most likely
to have kids."

See, I was right, kind of.

Yep, you were right.

God, this college application
stuff is mind-numbing.

What's this?

-What's what?
-This.

This hair.

This long red hair. This
long red hair in your bed?

Sarah,

her hair's all over
the entire apartment.

She's always brushing it and braiding
it and stuff. It's everywhere.

Look,

Sarah, is there some stuff
you want to talk about?

'Cause it seems like you want
to pick a fight or something.

Nope. Why would I
want to do that?

Oh, God, I can barely
keep my eyes open.

You know, I should
probably hit the road

before I fall asleep
behind the wheel.

Oh, three times
around Lake Merced.

My endurance is okay,
but my form sucks.

Oh, Sarah.

I, um, should probably
take a shower.

So, uh...

You don't think her
form sucks, do you?

I thought you were going home?

I thought you were tired.

I just got my second wind.

[Aaron] Shh! You guys.

[Charlie] I can't believe
we're doing this.

[T.J] What are they gonna do?
Suspend us?

[Aaron] How about arrest us?

Whoa.

[Aaron] God, we're old.

[laughs]

This place.

Hey, over here.

Heads up.

Yo!

Okay. Six seconds
left on the clock.

Salinger has had the game
of his life with 23 points,

but Grant is still down by two.

Oh, here we go.

Come on, this is it.

The clock's ticking.

Tech's defense is anticipating
Grant to go to Hughes

in the low post to tie the
game and go into overtime.

Jansen dribbles right. Hughes
rubs off a perfect pick

set up by Salinger. He's
open underneath the basket.

Hey! Over here.

Wait. What's going on?
Jansen's not passing the ball.

He fakes left. He fakes right.

Jansen's either very
brave or very stupid.

T.J., do something. Two seconds!

-Coach Smithers is screaming.
-Over here.

The crowd leaps to its feet.
Jansen fades back.

[crowd cheering]

[buzzer buzzes]

-Yes!
-Yes!

Do you believe in miracles?

[cheering]

Grant wins the
city championship.

Yes. Yeah!

My heart.

Feels just like it
did that night.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Wow.

I'd almost forgotten.

So how did you keep from
cracking up in his face?

Bit the inside of my cheek till
it was practically bleeding.

Oh.

Is that better?

Yeah?

Justin, hey.

Could I, uh, talk to you?

Um, sure.

Uh, this is Sam, by the way.

Sam, Justin. Justin, Sam.

[Sam] Hey.

Could we, uh--

I'll just be a sec.

What's going on?

You didn't hear?

Hear what?

Robin told me.

Uh, Gail called her.

Libby's dead.

[scoffs]

That's-- That's ridiculous.
She's not dead.

No. She is, Julia.

She killed herself.

[school bell rings]

I didn't sleep at
all last night.

I said all those horrible
things about her.

I mean, about Harvard and--

That didn't mean anything.

[Miss Baird] You guys,

we are going to
skip moving forward

on Franny and Zooey for now.

I think maybe let's--

Let's just talk. Okay?

About Libby and what
happened and how you feel.

It's a terrible
loss for all of us.

She left me a message

over Christmas break.

I didn't call her back.

She left one for me too.

Did you call her back?

No.

[Miss Baird] Let's just go
around and remember her.

It's so weird.

You know, it's-- It's horrible.
I feel like I want to cry.

I don't know how
somebody can do that.

You know, I think that's it.

You know, you can't understand
unless you're there in that--

That place where that
person is which must be--

God, so scary.

Listen, I should get home. Okay?

I have a paper that
I have to finish.

Oh. Well, couldn't we spend a
little more time together.

-Sarah--
-Please.

I just-- Look, don't go home.

Stay here a little while.

Callie's not at home if that's
what you're worried about.

What?

God, what's that
supposed to mean?

Never mind.

Wow.

I can't--

You think that I'm saying I need you because
I want to keep you away from Callie?

You think that I'm faking this?

Well, after last night--

Someone we know just
killed herself.

And I'm asking to talk about it.
And--

And who else am I gonna
talk about it with but you?

God, Bailey.

Okay.

[clears throat]

Okay. We'll talk about it.

No. I-- It's okay.

Go. Write your paper. I'm fine.

I'll see you tonight
for my birthday.

It's okay. It's okay. I'll stay.

I'll stay.

And, uh, this is me,
Ellen, Cody, and Wiggles.

Wiggles is the dog, I hope.

[laughs]

It's a beautiful family, Steven.

Pretty ironic given that I'm the one
who went to prom with my sister.

You know what? Um, I'll catch
up with you a little later.

Oh, sure.

Where'd you get that
fancy last name?

Uh, it came free with
my wedding ring.

[giggles]

Lori, look at you.

No more flip thing.

Oh, I can't believe my mother actually
let me out of the house like that.

Cut it out.

You were beautiful.

You still are.

Hey, you guys going in?

I hear there's pate in
the shape of possums.

[groans]

You know what? Um,
save us some seats.

Okay.

You know, I--

I thought about calling
you a couple of times,

but I figured that you
pretty much hated me.

No.

Well, I guess all you
needed was ten years, huh?

[both laugh]

It was dumb,

the way I-- I pressured you.
I shouldn't have done that.

It was just--

Winning that game and all,

I was just-- I was so--

God.

I could close my eyes
and we'd be back there,

that parking lot
outside the gym.

Here we are again.

Us and parking lots.

[laughs]

Don't worry.

You're not gonna start
yelling "I love you.

Why won't you go
to bed with me?"

Nah, not this time.

I did, though.

Love you.

You're the first girl that I said that
to that it actually meant anything.

Thank you for telling me that.

It's true.

Well, we should probably go in.

I'm starting to feel like we're
cutting class or something.

That's nothing.

Last night the guys and
I broke into the gym.

It looked small.

It's funny.

It always felt like everything was
life and death in high school.

You failed an exam, or your best
friend found a new best friend,

you broke up with someone,

it was the end of the world.

But you look back at it now,

20/20 hindsight,

it was so easy.

No kidding.

What do you think?

If God came down right now and
stood in front of that minivan

and said that you could go back,

senior year, 17,

no responsibilities?

Be pretty tempting.

Happy birthday.

It's a fake ID.

It's a good picture, huh?

So now, I can go out drinking with you?
Is that the idea?

Well, it's so we can
hang out together

and have fun together.

Right.

Thanks.

Thanks. But I-- I can't go out
partying with you tonight.

The idea of celebrating--

No. No. I understand.
Maybe tomorrow.

So is there-- Is there a
card with this or anything?

Oh, yeah. Yeah.

What?

Nothing.

If you have a
problem, just say it.

"Happy birthday. I
love you, Bailey."

That's it?

That's all you wanted to say?

It's a birthday card.

Sarah, I wrote "happy birthday."

Right. Right. And you
wrote the word love too.

And that's-- Oh, that's so
romantic and very heartfelt. God.

You know, how long
did that take you?

What is your problem?

I don't know.

You know, maybe--
Maybe it's that I--

I write these-- These
really long funny things

to you on your birthday,

these really romantic
things, and I don't know,

are you trying to
tell me something?

[sighs]

I wrote "I love you."

Sarah, what do you think
I'm trying to tell you?

Just so you know it is not that
easy to get a good fake ID,

and that is a really good one.

It took me a whole week.

I spent two hours trying to find
exactly the right card for you.

I went three different places.

Is that enough time for you?
Is that not enough?

Well?

Yeah, it's enough time.

Good.

[Justin] Thanks for doing this.

I, uh, kept trying to proof
it, but my brain is--

I can't focus.

It's okay. No problem. I was gonna
finish up mine tonight too.

I still haven't done that
essay for Northwestern.

Yesterday in the hall,

do you think that she
knew she was gonna do it?

I don't know. Uh...

You know what? I really have to finish my
applications. I can't sit here all night.

I can't stop picturing her.

Taking these pills and, uh,

going off to the garage.

And I keep imagining us,

finding out.

I mean, I don't know how.
Somehow.

And getting there in time
and stopping the engine.

And pulling her out of the car.

Yeah. I thought about that too.
By how were we supposed to know?

I mean, it's not like she
said something to me

-or to you that would--
-Why would she?

I dumped her, and you
stopped being her friend.

She stopped being my friend.

Well, she didn't have another
boyfriend after me, right?

I don't know.

Maybe that's why she
was so unhappy or--

Uh-uh.

No. It-- It-- It's
not our fault.

That's just--

No.

No.

Okay. Fine. Then why?

She's 17.

There's her whole life,
everything right in front of her.

Why, Julia? I mean,
explain it to me.

I can't.

And it was great, actually.
I'm glad I went.

You were right.

-As is so often the case.
-[chuckles]

Um, Aaron and I stayed up
talking pretty late last night,

and he asked me if I wanted
to come work with him.

Corporate insurance. He's
got his own company.

-For real?
-Yeah.

I'm thinking about it.

Oh.

Little dry, maybe?

I don't know.

No, not necessarily.

Okay. Look, it's not so much the job.
It's--

Being around these people again.

You know, feeling--

I don't even know
how to describe it.

And I know that you can't
go home again and all that,

but maybe I can get
some of that back.

You know?

And those were the best years
of my life, high school.

Boy, it's a good thing you
and I met now and not then

because I was miserable
those entire four years.

Not me. I--

I liked who I was then.

Mrs. Dwyer, hi.

Jul--

That was her sweet 16.

She wanted to invite you, but it
was right after you and Justin--

Yeah, I know.

It's okay.

She looks pretty.

[doorbell rings]

It's probably more flowers.
I don't--

I don't understand why
everyone sends flowers.

Is there, uh--

Is there anything that I can--

What am I gonna do? I-- I
don't know how I'm gonna--

[crying] I don't
know how I'm gonna--

And then I think, "Is
this how she felt?"

This-- This must have
been how she felt.

Why didn't we know?

Nobody can figure it out.

I wish she'd left a
note, something.

Maybe I don't wish that.
I don't know anymore.

Oh...

There's some clothes,

some sweaters that we--
We got her for Christmas

that, uh, she'd never even--

See.

This would be pretty on you.

Okay.

Thanks.

She kept a journal,

you know.

I mean, she-- She
did when we were--

I know a couple of years ago.

Maybe she still--

Do you know where she kept it?

In the-- In the box
for her cowboy boots.

I can't. I can't. Please.

[Libby] "One a.m. now,

watching Love Story
on Channel two.

And there's Harvard.

I take it as a sign.

I'll take anything as a sign.

Please, please, please,
please let me get in.

What if I don't get in?

What will I say?

I can't even think
about not getting in.

I'd die. I would."

[dance music playing
on speakers]

Do you like this song?

It's okay.

I like this song.

-So you want something to drink?
-We're gonna stay here?

What?

Nothing. Nothing. We'll stay.

Sarah, I thought you
liked this place.

No. You like this place.

-Sarah--
-Forget it.

We'll stay.

I said, we'll stay.

I'll have a-- A sparkling water.

Okay.

What?

Dance with me?

Oh-- Oh, I-- I can't.

Come on.

Yeah. Okay.

[dance song continues]

[Julia] "I got accepted today.

"Dear Libby Dwyer, welcome
to Harvard class of 2001.

I feel like somebody dropped a
million-pound weight on me,

and I'm under it, and
I can't push it off,

and it's crushing me.

Why did I want this?

Who was I kidding?
What if I screw up?

I don't even understand all
the class descriptions.

How am I gonna pass the courses?

Oh, God, if I flunk out, that's
worse than not getting in.

I can't do this.

And I look at those
pictures in the catalog,

all those kids who
are smarter than me

and better than me and
more popular than me.

I'm never gonna be one of them."

That's it?

That's the last page?

Yeah.

That's all.

My God.

Libby.

I am not gonna have
another fight with you.

No. No way.

You do not decide
when this is over.

I was dancing with some guy, Bailey.
Big deal.

It's not like I went home
with him or anything.

Yeah, right. You were trying to
make me feel like crap, Sarah,

and you know what? It worked.

That's exactly how I felt.
So good for you.

God, you know, that is so--

You want to cheat on me? Huh?

Just for the hell of it?
Just to get even with me?

You want me to find you in
bed with some other guy?

Yeah, maybe I do.

[sighs]

-I really hate this.
-Yeah, well--

It's like nothing I
do is good enough.

Nothing I buy you, no--

No time I spend with you,
no place I take you.

And I'm trying here
to-- To be, like,

a really good boyfriend to you and
to make it up to you somehow,

and I know that--
That is impossible,

but I'm still trying,

but it's never enough.

Right.

Well, it has to stop.

Right. 'Cause it's
been-- It's been what?

Three weeks? And that's
a really long time.

God, I should be over it by now.

Three weeks and you really
have suffered enough.

-Sarah--
-But how long did you keep me

hanging on while you
were sleeping with her,

making me feel
like I was the one

who was doing something wrong?

Was it six weeks? Two months?

-Sarah--
-No. Tell me,

'cause I want to know how
long I have until we're even.

I don't--

What do you want?

I want to be in love
with someone else.

But I'm in love with you.

Hey, guys. Come on,
the pizza's ready.

Whoo!

Can't it wait?

T.J. has got H-O-R-S.

Uh-oh.

Char, so you know,
Aaron and I decided

we're not leaving tomorrow.
We're moving in.

By the way, I'm gonna marry
your little sister here.

[giggles]

-Oh, yes.
-Teej, let me take one.

Sorry. Important
match going here.

Man, you ever gonna learn
how to pass the ball

or is that completely
a lost cause?

-Now, see. Look at that.
-[Claudia] Nice.

Now, you'd done that
in any of our games,

I wouldn't have had to hog
the ball all the time.

Oh, did--? Did I ever
thank you for that?

Charlie, did we ever
thank him for that?

Thank you for making all us poor
slobs look so good. Really.

Get out of here.

No, no. I'm-- I'm humbled
in your presence.

I mean, you know, when
I turn on the games

on the weekend and see
you playing in the NBA--

Oh, wait a minute.

You're not in the NBA.

You're selling tennis shoes.

That's right.

What are you yammering about?

Six seconds to go. Grant down by two.
Ring any bells?

That was my shot.

The 10-years-ago game, that's
what you're talking about here?

Coach said pass it to me.

I was clear.

That's bull. You
were showing off.

-You got lucky.
-What's the difference? We won.

You don't know if you
would've made the shot.

Yeah, I would have.

Maybe every recruiter would be
kissing my butt instead of yours.

Maybe I wouldn't be stuck
in this lousy, boring job.

Wait. Hold on.
Lousy, boring job?

What? You saying that I took
something that was yours?

Yeah, yeah, exactly.

Oh.

Hey, guys, cut this out.
This is dumb.

What? What? T.J., what "Oh"?

Nothing. Just, uh,

I find it pretty amusing
coming from a guy who slept

with his best friend's girlfriend
while they were dating.

Whoops.

Guess that slipped out.

Whoa. Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa.

You--

You and Lori--

Look, Charlie, I'm so sorry.

God, don't, don't, don't.

Both of you.

Really, really, too bad we don't
see each other more often.

Thanks.

She's sweet.

Oh, right now she's
obsessed with her hair.

It's gotta be a different
style every day.

And she just started picking
out her own outfits,

which takes forever.

[chuckles]

What?

Nothing.

I know, she sounds
exactly like her mother.

-Don't say it.
-[laughs]

I wasn't.

So it must have been fun these
past few days, you and the guys.

Three stooges back
together again.

It had its moments.

Um, there was--

There was this one
conversation, and, um--

This is so not a big deal in
the grand scheme of things,

but I was kind of curious.

You slept with Aaron?

He told you?

Not exactly. Sort of.

God, I'm sorry.

I guess good gossip has a
really, really long shelf life.

I was 17. I was an idiot.

Who wasn't?

We were--

We were at some
party, and Paula--

Paula somebody and her boyfriend
spiked the punch and...

And after I kept thinking, "What am I?
Some slut?"

And then you wanted to--

And what was I supposed to do?

Pretend like it never happened?

Let you think this
was my first time?

Does this matter to you now?

I mean, really matter?

No.

Okay.

It's just--

[sighs]

With this whole reunion
thing and all,

I've been thinking
about that time a lot.

You know, kind of like--

What's that expression?

"We'll always have
Paris," you know?

We'll always have senior year,

before we had to go off and be grownups,
before people started leaving.

It was this perfect time.

Only now it turns
out that it wasn't.

I guess I'm gonna have to stop
wishing that I was 17 again.

Oh.

[organ music playing]

Hey.

Hey.

A lot of people.

-Teachers and--
-Yeah.

Even Pasternak's here.

Only B she ever got.

She'd probably be
pissed he was here.

Yeah.

Hey, Julia.

-What?
-Do me a favor.

Don't ever die.

I'm sorry I'm late.

You're not that late.

God.

God, this is so--

Have you ever been
to a funeral before?

[Gail] If she could come back and say one
thing to us, I know what it would be.

It would be, "Don't stop
your lives over this."

I mean, she'd want us to
remember her definitely,

but,

Libby was the type of
person who would want us,

to keep going on.

So let's.

For her.

Would anybody else like to...

Uh, hi.

Um...

I don't think that
Gail is right.

I'm-- I'm not sure that--

That Libby would say keep going.

I kind of think that
she might say stop.

Stop and make sure

that everything that
you're doing right now,

right now,

is really what makes
you happy, you know?

I'm, uh--

I'm just trying to find
something to take from this,

'cause otherwise all it is
is that my friend is dead.

And that's--

The thing is, is
that you can't just

live for some goal
in the future and--

And have that be everything,
have that be it,

'cause that's what she did.

It's like she got on this--

Well, not really but--

This road and there were
all these signs saying

"This way, this way."

But what if you get there?

You get exactly what you
wanted like Libby did,

except that all the things that
were wrong are still wrong?

Then what?

Libby, I'm--

I'm so sorry that you
were so unhappy.

And I'll miss you.

So was it awful?

Oh, God, such a stupid question.

Of course it was awful. I
mean, what funeral isn't?

It was pretty awful, yeah.

Was Sarah really upset?

She barely said two words
the whole afternoon.

Well, maybe this is her...

Way of dealing
with it, you know?

She's mad at me still.

And yesterday--

Yesterday, I finally got to
the point where I was like,

"Enough already. I can't
keep apologizing to you."

Yeah, so you reached your limit.

You know, it happens.

I mean, there's only so many times
you can say I'm sorry, right?

No.

No. See, that's wrong.

I have to keep on saying it.

So I'm just gonna wait.

I'm gonna give her
the time she needs,

because I love her.

What is that, like, a
revelation or something?

I just...

Lost sight of it somehow.

Uh-oh.

Forgot to change this.

He shoots.

He scores. High five.

Hey, buddy, you want
to give me a hand?

Okay.

Nice job.

Nice wrist action.

I should think about putting
you to work here, huh?

I mean, that name up
there, Salinger's,

that's not just mine,
that's yours too.

Start you off easy, and when you get
a little older, a little taller,

make our way over
to the register.

I mean, you don't have to work
here if you don't want to,

but if you do that'd
be pretty cool,

us running this place
together, huh?

What do you think? You in?

I'm in.

Yeah. I'm in too.

You want to get
something to eat?

A pizza or something?

Nah. I'm not very hungry.

Bailey, who's the strongest
person you know?

I don't know.

There's this guy in the
weight room, Mike Shatner.

He can bench press, like--

No, I meant character strong.

Oh. Oh.

Strongest person.

Um, I guess--

I guess Claudia.

Why?

Claudia? Really?

She's had all this bad
stuff happen to her

and she's still
such a great kid.

Never feels sorry for herself,

and always stands
up for herself.

If there's one thing she's
not, it's a pushover.

Pushover.

Right.

I'm kind of a
pushover, aren't I?

You?

No. No way.

No, I am.

You know, I-- I am,
and the truth is...

I don't like myself
very much these days.

Sarah, stop.

No. It's-- It's good to say,

to admit, you know, that...

I don't like myself.

And--

And I really don't like
myself with you, Bailey.

Okay.

Well--

Well, that's because it's
not like you to be this--

This cold, angry
person all the time.

Right.

Right. You know, I--

I stay mad at you and I'm this-- This
bitch bent on making you miserable,

which I hate.

But I forgive you and I am a total
wuss with absolutely no self-respect.

You know, I can't win unless--

Unless what?

Unless I end this.

End what?

What are you talking about?

Wh-- Are you talking about us?

What do you-- You
want to break up?

I was sitting at that
funeral thinking,

"You know, what is the
point of all this?"

The fighting, and--
And apologizing,

the breaking up and--

And getting back together.

You know, we should
just stop this.

You-- But--

Sarah, you, you don't go through everything
that you and I have gone through

and then just-- Just give up.

Yeah, you do.

Sometimes you do.

[sighs]

Don't you want to be
happier than this, Bailey?

I mean, don't you want that?

Life's so short,

and it's too short not to try.

Huh.

How about that?

I did it.

Hi.

Uh, how much to mail these?

Well, let's see what we got.

Hmm, Berkeley,

Northwestern,

University of Iowa.

Looks and brains.

Dollar twenty-five
cents each, please.

Okay. Thank you.

Don't worry about it. I'll
just toss these in here.

Um, you know what? Uh--

I'd rather-- I'll--
I'll just take them.

Sure.

Thanks.

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