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Thank you, Ellen.

"That ice sculpture
looked like Dan Rather

after 72 hours
in a Burmese bordello."

What mother talks like that?

Yours!

You are perfect as this
character, Mrs. Sanders.

Samantha, and thank you.

So, did you enjoy rehearsal?

We loved it.
As a matter of fact,

we're running late.
We gotta go.

Um, uh...

Mrs.-- Samantha, um...

I really want
to ask you a favor.

I-I... I do a radio show
up at KVIB,

and I'd really like
to interview you.

Well, I'm not exactly
rock and roll.

Oh, well, it's
alternative mostly.

Alternative?

David, I'm honored,

but I don't consider myself
alternative.

No, no, that's not
what he meant.

I don't want to be

a spokesperson
for the gay lifestyle.

Uh, did you just say...?

Would you excuse us
for a minute?

Yeah, uh, yeah,
okay, yeah, sure.

I thought that's why
he wanted me on the show.

He's a fan.

In ninth grade, he
used to trail after me,

wanting to meet you.

Haven't you talked
to anyone about this?

No.

I wanted to protect
your privacy.

I know this is hard for you.

I told you, it's okay
to talk to your friends.

You're gay.

Congratulations, Mom.

What else is there to say?

The truth.

That you're ashamed of me.

All righty.

Ooh, business
is booming.

Yep, and I haven't helped you
with a single sale.

Oh, please, your grandfather's
in the hospital.

Don't worry about it.

Matthew, working late?

Just billing, unfortunately.

No new cases.

Christmas.
This whole goodwill-

toward-men thing
cuts way into my business.

Oh, that's the spirit.

Um, I was thinking driving
around Hancock Park,

maybe taking a look
at the Christmas lights.

Oh, do people have them up yet?

Well, we'll park and wait.

Now Wear.
This is Kelly speaking.

Kelly, it's me.
Grandpa's not good.

He can't breathe;
I don't know what to do!

Mom, slow down.

He has pneumonia.

Yeah, his breathing got so fast,

but he wasn't
getting enough oxygen.

They want to put him
on this machine

that will breathe for him.

He doesn't want
any machines, Mom.

He is struggling
for every breath.

If we don't intubate him,
they said we'll lose him.

In his living will,
it says no extraordinary

life-saving measures.

You have final say.

He has been doing
so much better.

He could have weeks left,
months!

He doesn't want
to suffer anymore.

He needs air!

All right, put the doctor on.

Hello, this is the doctor.

Yeah, hi. I'm Kelly Taylor.

I'm his power of attorney.

We need a decision.

Do whatever it takes.

Save him.

So, the ventilator
breathes for him?

Yeah, he has this huge tube
down his throat.

Donna, it's really awful.

Okay, I'll come by right away.

No, you know, he's stabilized,
and I think I'm gonna be okay.

I have to go; the doctor's here.

Kel, if you need anything...

Okay, thanks.

His lungs weren't passing
enough carbon dioxide.

That's what caused
his confusion.

But the ventilator's
breathing for him now.

Does that--
the thing hurt him?

He's on pain medication
for the moment.

Oh, in the future,
a chalkboard will really help.

Um, till then just work out
some signals with him.

For what?

To communicate with him.

He might be on that ventilator
indefinitely.

But he's alive.

That's the main thing.

You saved his life.

His time left is so limited
no matter what we do.

This is how he'll spend it.

You did the right thing.

Oh, this sweater
looks great on you.

You think so?

Yeah, definitely.

All right, add it
to the pile, then.

Okay.
I'm gonna look around

for some more stuff.
Take your time.

Thanks.

Hmm.

Hey, feel free
to try anything on.

Thanks.

Ah, pretty as a picture.

Wear it to church every Sunday.

If I can help you guys
with anything...

Doubtful.

Yo, there's Mouse.

Where you been, bitch?

You girls can get
specific anytime

'cause we're getting
ready to close for lunch,

uh, now actually.

Um, that's fine.

I'm sure we can work through lunch.

Thanks for your help.

Wait, I have more to show you.

Where you bitches been?

I'm waiting across the
street at the wrap place.

I need cash.

Yo, Luce.

Come on,
I'm starving, kid.

What's up?

Yo, step out of my way!

We should've closed.

Whatever.
They're just kids.

Donna, did you see this?

That means they're gangbangers.

I didn't see it.

Uh, these fell.

Hey.
Hi, dude. Hey.

Hey, your mom called;
she's doing my show.

Really?

Well, do me a favor.

Lay off the personal angle,
okay?

Steve, come on, man,
you should be proud of her.

The fact that she's gay and...

Oh, please,
two years ago,

she was crazy
about Clare's father.

Last year she's
nuts about yoga.

This year, who knows.

She's an actress,
a chameleon.

Well, she's not a kid;
she knows what she wants.

Huh.

Linda. My mom's girlfriend's
name is Linda.

Steve, Steve,
you mean to tell me

that the thought
of two women together

doesn't excite you?

Oh, yeah,
it's a fantasy of mine.

You see?

Not when one's my mother,
though!

Uh, Steve,
it's the

National Whisperer for you.

They want to talk
about your mom.

Great.

This is Steve Sanders.

What's it like
being raised by a...

Get a life, you vulture!

And get your facts straight!

I'm adopted.

Hey.

Are those antlers?

Oh, uh...

You were sleeping,
I took a walk to Pediatrics.

Beat some kid at tic-tac-toe.

Ah, well, that's an achievement.

Yeah.

I, uh, I spoke to your mom.

She gave me an update.

She's with
the doctor now.

Oh, okay, thanks. Um...

Go on, I'll catch up.

Oh, sweetie.

Matt Durney.

Man!
What are you doing here?

I'm visiting a friend.
What are you doing here?

Uh, taking a deposition.

The hours on this case,
we could build a pyramid.

All right.
How's things by you?

I'm choking, looking
at that tie of yours,

but the, uh, steady paycheck,
I recall it fondly.

Uh, you got a minute?

Yeah, sure.

It's so sad.

This woman's 47.

She's been fighting
lung cancer for three years.

Tobacco company for two.

Both losing battles.

It's easy work.

Questions by the numbers,
a lot of billable hours.

And you pay me half

what the tobacco
company's paying you?

A third.

Nice try.

Matt?

Give me a call.

Yeah.

Are you cutting a deal

to work with a tobacco company?

Kelly, I could explain,
but you wouldn't understand.

And why is that?

Because your grandfather
has emphysema.

Check it out.
Oh, hey.

Yeah, nice chariot.

Looking good, man.

Oh, sorry, man.

Wow, she's beautiful.

Yeah.

Yeah, she was.

Noah!

Hey! Noah!

I'd like to move my elbows,
if you don't mind.

Yeah, well, I'm trying to get
his attention just like you are.

Yeah, well,
crane your neck.

Hey, Noah.

Uh, the movie's
only playing this week.

Um, remind Donna.
We'll go with you.

Oh, yeah, well,
Donna has to work.

He rejected you.

Hey, that was a question,
not an offer.

Yeah, right.

He's a friend.

Thanks.
Let's keep it that way.

Excuse me. Hey.

This guy's
a little wasted,

and he's got a pretty
short fuse. I'd watch it.

Yeah, I saw.
I'm not serving him.

You're not serving him?

Oh, that's a start.

I'll take your course
on what I should do next.

In the meantime,
relax, all right?

So, is, uh,
is this true?

I said do not touch me,
all right?

What, was this a big hit
at the trailer park?

Do you see a girl
who's interested in you?

No, I just see a skank

who's had one too many
needles stuck in her.

Oh, really?

Hey!

Hey! Hey! Hey!

Hey, let go.

Come on,

back off!

Break up! You'll wish
I called the cops.

I don't like
being interrupted.

You didn't bother talking
about it.

You had some kind of
pissing contest.

Dylan, come on, man.

We don't want any fights
in here, all right?

Then keep this guy out
of my face.

This punk's
got to pay!

You don't be pushing
us around!

Oh, yeah.

Hey!

Hey!

You son of a...

Dylan!

Stop!

Only one of us is
afraid to die here.

Is this your car?

Get away from her.

Hey.

How long you been out here?

The sun was up.

Sad day for German
engineering, huh?

You know, we could probably
help you put this windshield

back in.
That's okay.

If we each take a side,

and somebody could steady it
from the rear.

I said no.
All right.

But thanks.
Sure.

Dave, somebody from the station

left these for you
at the club.

Some kind of contract
or something.

They need it
back today.

Oh, this must
be the release

for Steve's mom
to do my show.

You guys want some coffee?

Nah. I gotta go.

All right.
Thanks.

You got a hole here, man.

I know a guy
who does vintage cars.

I said no.

Very in your face.

Look where it gets you.

You wanted to see me?

Did you see this?

It's garbage, Mom.

Nobody reads this.

Bill, who plays my husband
in the show,

dropped a kiss
at the end of a scene.

It's in the script, we're
both professional actors,

suddenly he's afraid
I'd hate it.

I hate that.

I'm sorry.

Do you know how
hard it was

for me to tell you I'm gay.

I knew it would
hurt you.

Look, this is a rag.

Nobody takes it
seriously.

I do.

Did you tell a reporter

that you weren't
my son?

Uh...

Did you tell a stranger
you weren't my son?

How do you think I felt?

Somebody calls me
at work

to tell me about my mother

sleeping with another woman.

They have no right to pry!

It's their job.

That's what they do.

You chose this life.

The celebrity, all of it.

I did not choose to be gay!

What sort of mother
would suit you?

Should I bake cookies?
Volunteer at the library?

Run a Girl Scout troop.

They wouldn't let you.

I didn't mean that.

Have I always had
these feelings?

I don't know, maybe.

If I was afraid to act on them,
can you blame me?

You want my honest response?

Okay.

Don't do this.

Just... don't.

Your agent called.

Emergency meeting
with the powers-that-be.

I was treating Mrs. Klein
during your visit,

so I couldn't help but overhear
your conversation

or notice that you're scum.

Let me guess.

You're working.

Taking a deposition.

Feel the need
to add anything?

It's your job.

I understand,
but this time...

It's someone you love.

I just don't understand
the draw of smoking.

I mean,
something's burning,

you don't lean in
and suck on it.

Well, it's
the nicotine.

Besides, it's something to do
with your hands, you know.

You-you make me nervous,
you ever notice that?

Yesterday when I woke up,
and you were here,

I was so glad to see you.

But I really wish
you weren't here doing this.

Well, there are two sides.

So, be on mine.

Looking at you right now,

I couldn't imagine
being on any other, but...

but your grandfather knew
the dangers of smoking.

So, it was his fault
that he got emphysema?

Look, there's a warning

right on the label.

Right there.

You smoke?

No, I-- well, yeah,
I... I started again

recently.
It's...

So, this isn't about freedom
of choice.

This is defending

your own habit.

No, two separate issues.

The fact is, Kelly, I represent
all types of clients.

Let me just ask you something.

If a client came to you and
said, "I'm thinking of killing

someone..."

With a drug like nicotine.

You wouldn't help them do it,
would you?

Hi.
Hey.

That dress would look great
on you.

My dad got a job,

so we can invite everybody
to this party we're having.

Oh, yeah, what's
the party for?

Me. It's my 15th birthday.

Hey, can I try this on?
Yeah, sure.

Right this way.
Thanks.

-There you go.
-Thanks.

Uh, check her bag
before she leaves.

No, no, no. I'm keeping
an eye on her.

Yeah, but
where's her posse?

No, she came in alone.
She's only 15.

All right, if you want
to be her first felony.

Or maybe the first person
who's gonna give her a break.

Look at you!

Do I took stupid?

Like a kid?

You look beautiful.

Whoa.

Do you have, like, layaway
or something?

Sure.

When's the party?

Actually, I need it today,

but I could pay you back
in a couple of weeks.

I got this after-school job,
so...

Um... okay.

Uh, why don't you give me

the name of your employer,
some identification,

and then the dress is yours.

Thanks.

Sure.

You're never gonna see
the money.

You don't know that.

Look, you pity her.

For that, you'll pay.

Nurse Supervisor, dial 521.

Hey, where's
his ventilator?

The doctor's didn't
remove the ventilator.

He pulled it out
himself.

How could he do that?

Well, apparently
it happens.

The patients get disoriented,
and they're uncomfortable.

Fortunately,

he managed
to breathe on his own.

Well, the antibiotics have
cleared up the pneumonia;

blood oxygen seems
to be holding.

So, he's gonna be okay?

Well, he's doing well.

For a man with severe emphysema,

that prognosis
isn't gonna change.

Hey, Grandpa.

What are these?

Take these off of him.

He was trying to get out of bed.

I can't stand this.

I didn't know what to do,
Grandpa.

I told you, let me die.

It was for his own good.

Shh. Shh.

Did you see
what they did to him?

Kelly...

They strapped him
down, Mom.

Yes. I know.

What I did...

I convinced myself that I did it
for him, but I didn't.

I did it for me.

When I had
to make the decision about

whether to keep him alive
or not...

...I actually thought
about Christmas morning

and how much I would miss him
if he wasn't there.

I want him with us, too.

You thought you were
being selfish. You weren't.

You love him.

Then I should have let him go.

Get me out of
here, Dylan.

My grandfather used
to push me so high,

my mom would
freak out.

Hey, I thought you wanted
to get away from all of that.

Where would I go?
There are some

places I could recommend.

Well, you're here now.

What are you
going to do?

I paid a pretty high price
for my leisure time.

You gonna stay?

You want me to push you?

I could have given him morphine.

Let him slip away, they said.

But I said no.

Some things
you just can't fight.

Not everything's
black and white, Dylan,

not when you have a choice.

What do you want me to say,
that you did the wrong thing?

No. You could stop acting like
it's all beyond our control.

Some things are.

Not this.

Kelly, he has emphysema.

He's dying. The
only question

is whether
it's gonna be his way, or yours.

This is for your thirst.

This is for your hunger,
and this

would be for coming
to my rescue.

I keep hearing how
grateful I should be.

Oh.

Well, uh, you're welcome.

Oh. Uh, by the way,

I know how to handle guys
like that, so we're even.

Yeah, I could tell.

Um, who was your first
serious boyfriend anyway?

Some hillbilly?

You know, beer, pizza,
low-cut top.

You really think
guys are that simple?

I've had boyfriends.

Yeah, boys.

Look, I might have
been a little busy.

Skating was my life.

I was a national finalist.

Were you number one?

It's a legitimate question.

Well, I finished a three-minute
program with a broken ankle.

Well, competition
must have been fierce.

Duh.
You know, their gain is

your loss.

Everybody's always trying
to take what you got.

Well, right. That's the way
of the world, right?

That's one way
to look at it.

Here's another.

You have this cousin.

She takes you in.

You thank her.

Yeah, I'm very grateful to her.

You don't try to take

what she has, because
Donna's happiness does not

cost you a point.

What you do?

Watch some documentary
on figure skaters?

Why Noah?

I mean, really?

Of all the guys in this town,
why... Noah?

I don't know.
'Cause if you get him,

you know that all you've done
is get the wrong guy.

Definitely not
first place, and

definitely not number one.

You can get tattoos

removed, you know,
if it's not working for you.

When I was in
the fifth grade,

he could still throw me up
high over his head.

He was so strong.

Imposing.

He would tell me
the best stories.

Now, he gets winded
saying his name.

Could have lived
so much longer.

If it weren't for these.

Hi, Matt.

Nice to see you.

The nurses said he wouldn't
eat anything all day.

He hates hospital food.

Yeah, well, he needs nutrition.

I'll have to talk to him
about a feeding tube.

It goes through the nose
and down into the stomach.

Oh, my God, no!

That's too much.

He wants to be left alone.

He's still competent, isn't he?

Yeah.

Then it's his choice.

He'll refuse the tube, he'll weaken,

the pneumonia could come back,

and we'll be right back
where we started.

And he'd need
the ventilator again?

If you want us to continue
to aggressively treat him, yes.

He's had enough, Mom.

You know he's had enough.

How soon can he be released?

Medically, I would have
to advise against that.

But if it was your father,
you'd do the same thing.

How about closing
up early tonight?

I can't.

Mmm.

How about closing for one hour?

Hmm.

Hey.

So what's the
deal with Dylan?

Uh, don't touch his car.

He's very particular
about his car.

His wife was shot in that car.

He was married?

Yeah.

And her family was involved

with some sort of
illegal business.

She got caught
in the crossfire.

She was shot in the car
and died in his arms.

Wow. That's intense.

Oh, man, I-I pointed out these
holes in his passenger seat.

They were bullet holes.

You didn't know.

Janet said you went home sick
with the stomach flu.

Well, I'm feeling better.

And a fever.

The truth is, you're
embarrassed by the rumors.

I get dragged out
of the closet,

and you go running in.

I was fired.

What?

Well, this way, I'll just fade
into the woodwork,

so you won't
be publicly humiliated.

How can they do that?

It was a creative decision.

They're writing the mother out.

They fired you
because you're gay.

Who wants a homosexual
in their living room?

Not you.

You're my mother.

That's a little different.

Because I don't fit
some idea you had

about who your mother is?

Who she is, who she was.

I was wondering why you even
got married in the first place.

Why did you adopt a kid?

Was this some kind
of cover-up, Mom?

I mean, you must have known.

Steve!

Did you really want a kid?

Did you really...?

Did you really want me?

Holding you in my arms,

raising you was the best job
that I ever had.

For years, it was the
one decision I made

that I knew was right.

So, how come it never worked out
between Dylan and Kelly?

Sizing up the competition?

No. I'm just curious.

What I do know
about Kelly is,

she's my best friend,

she's my business partner,

she's your roommate.

All right.

Hey.

About the dress...

It was messed up.

She ain't
paying for it.

What's wrong
with the dress?

Show her.

It had a rip...

When she bought it.

Now she's returning it,
so she don't owe you nothing.

Yeah, girl.

Sonia?

I trusted you.

Yeah, well, you screwed up.

Hey.

My grandfather's being released
from the hospital tomorrow.

He's gonna die.

He tried to quit smoking,
but he never could.

I keep telling myself
we're just old friends.

Does that work for you?

Not always.

Something to do
with your hands.

That's what someone
once told me about smoking.

It's an addiction.

It's terrible for you.

I keep saying
I don't understand.

But you do.

You know you do.

I was doing okay
before you came back.

Yeah.

Lately, I've, um...

I've been thinking,

this probably isn't
very good for you.

I don't care.

Hey, Dylan.

What are you doing?
It's all right, man.

The door was open;
I heard you screaming.

David's not here right now.

The other day
about the car, man.

I didn't know.

As far as those dreams
and night sweats you're having,

I've had them.

I know what
they're about.

My old man killed himself,
and I knew this girl.

It wasn't my favorite topic
either, all right?

So, we're blood brothers now?

Yeah, sure, whenever
you're ready, man.

I wouldn't sit by the phone.

So, how long ago
did you quit?

About 40 years too late.

You?

About 18 hours ago.

This time for good.

Mm.

Hi, Grandpa.

Hey.
Matt.

Well, we can take a break,

but the board doesn't move.

I'm winning.

Oh, yes, it does.

Daddy...

...you're being released.

Yep, we're getting you
out of here.

Oh, I'll skip the good-byes.

Where are my pants?

You quit smoking.

Congratulations.

Dropped the tobacco case, too.

You know, you
should be a lawyer.

And you like my grandfather.

Your grandfather
is Mr. Perfect.

So, what do you say
we celebrate?

I should really help
get him settled.

Yeah, after.

I don't really know
how long it's gonna take.

It's okay, uh, tomorrow.

The next night?

Can we stop playing
date book here?

Matt, I really want to be
straight with you

about everything.

Well, you can
spare me the details.

It's not real complicated.

On the one hand,
there's this guy

you once had
something great with.

But on the other hand,

there's this really great guy
you could miss out on.

It's only ten dollars.

I'll give you the rest
of what I owe you.

Save it.

With that knife yesterday,
you made your point.

I didn't want to do that.

Look, I could work it off.

Push a broom, anything.

Why did you come back here?

I told you--
about the dress.

Why don't you tell me
about the birthday party?

You didn't go, right?

My mom cooked all day.

My aunts and uncles were there.

Lucy said if I went, I was out.

Of the gang.

Why don't you just say it,
you're in a gang?

They're my friends.

Friends don't threaten you.

You don't understand.

They want me to do a drug run.

Isaac, he's Adrian's boyfriend.

He's got, like,
this business.

Sonia, what you need to do
is get away from these girls.

In my neighborhood,

you're in or you're a target.

I met Lucy
in Arts and Crafts

in the park when we were 12.

Now there's no more
after-school programs.

There's nothing to do.

And one day,
these girls jump me.

Lucy, Mouse, Adrian,
they go after them.

This one girl's
got a razor, and...

You think that they protect you.

But one day they're
going to get you arrested.

Or even killed.

Lucy got cut for me.

Now I owe them.

Easy, easy.

Gene Krupa's band
is on the radio,

and she says I have to come in.

I want you to see
something, Dad.

I want to get to the hospice
and get settled in.

Turn on some damn lights,
would you?

Merry Christmas, Grandpa.

It's weeks away.

Not in this house.

You're home.

Your room's all ready.

Kiddo, I can't stay with you.

Dad.

Mel and I want you to.

I'm not getting any better.

Some days...

Every day is a gift.

I know what I'm taking on.

We're going to
do this together.

Whatever you want.

You know what I want.

Yes, when the time
comes, we'll do it.

I wouldn't miss this
for anything.

We can wait on the
presents if you want.

Oh, hell, no!

For me?

Hi.

Mom.

Here I am. What's up?

I think you should do
David's show.

Steve, I'm not doing the series.

I have nothing to talk about.

Mom, you have an enormous
fan base.

People love you.

I love you.

If I go in there,

my dismissal from the show
will come up.

Whatever.

And the rumors.

Be proud of
who you are, Mom.

I am.

Come on.

Well, that's my mom.

She's gay.
Cool.

Go, Mom.
Bartender.

David.

Oh, hey, come on in.

Are you up for this?
Oh, absolutely.

Absolutely.
Thank you so much.

Here you go, there's
some headphones.

Okay.

All set?
Yeah.

Okay, this is,
this is very exciting.

Tonight we have
the extremely talented,

the lovely,

the mom you wish you had,

the Hartley House's
own Samantha Sanders.

That's 1,100, 1,150,

and you got the
bank check for the rest.

Yeah, cash, check, whatever.

Hey.

Hey.

You sure you're ready
to let something go

that means that much?

Yeah, it's easy.

You just gotta, you know--
one, two, three.

You know, I got
laser surgery today.

Three more visits
and my tattoo's gone.

What inspired you?

You.

I have my car

if you want a ride anywhere.

I'm not going home just yet.

Can I come with you?

It's no place you'd want to be.

Um...

Yeah... does that hurt?

Nothing to it.

Yeah, brave girl.

What are you doing?

I'm burning my wife's ashes.

Dude, you are serious...

Listen, uh,

maybe I got a little
something to help you out.

Highly unlikely.

Nobody comes around here

unless you're looking
for a little...

something.

I got some smoke,

rock, got some meth, some smack.

Smack?

You looking for
a little heroin?

Okay.

You wait right here.