All language subtitles for One Tree Hill S01E19 How Can You Be Sure

Previously on One Tree Hill. For the
next five hours until midnight tonight,

these boys will strip back in color.

$80!

$85! $90!

$92! You have to be there once you find
Nathan. Why?

Keep him away from us! Doing twice!

$112 .53!

So! Jake,

please. Keeping Jenny away from me
because I hurt you is wrong. But you

me. I'm gonna be in her life, Jake.

With you.

What's on your back?

23.

It's great health. Lucas. No, that's
just like him. To get you branded with

jersey number right above your ass. He
doesn't even know about it.

Where's my shirt?

I owe you a kiss.

I guess so.

I've been carrying this around with me
since the night of the accident.

I need to talk to you.

Why?

You've been pregnant?

What do you mean, you think?

I mean, I'm late.

Like, late.

Did you take a test?

Okay.

Okay, um... Okay.

We have to know.

Okay, maybe... Maybe it's just a false
alarm.

Come on.

Drugstore's still open.

We'll do it together.

Okay.

Marry me.

I don't know what to say.

A yes would be a good start.

It just seems so out of the blue.

After 15 years.

Look, Karen, when you left for Italy, we
had a future.

We're still the same two people who
stood at that airport.

I'm the man who was in love with you.

And I still am.

I love you too, Keith.

I mean, you're my best friend.

You've been a wonderful father figure
for Lucas.

But the time away, the distance, it gave
me new perspective.

What, on us? On everything.

Tree Hill is such a small part of the
world.

And maybe it's where I belong, but
there's so much more out there.

Italy was the first time since Lucas was
born that I've spent any time alone.

I realized I only know myself as Lucas's
mother.

I've got to find the rest of me.

You mean the world to me, Keith?

I'm sorry.

Look, come on.

I know you're still mad at me, okay? But
I'm here for you.

All right, we'll go to the doctor
tomorrow in the city.

I'll take you.

I'll take myself.

Brooke, I'm just as scared as you are,
okay?

But I want to help.

Please, just trust me.

Yeah, because that worked out so well
for me the last time.

I didn't hear you come in.

Well, you didn't hear your alarm clock
either.

Because it didn't go off.

Everybody gets up at six.

Geez. Well, it's time to get up.

I am up.

I'm there.

Oh, yeah?

Mm -hmm.

Start your shower?

Uh, yeah, thanks.

So what happened?

The nurse said they'd call me in a few
hours with the results, and then she

asked me about the father.

What did you say?

I told her the sorry bro -ho kicked my
ass to the curb.

So this whole thing with Haley really
was just your way of messing with me,

What's your problem now?

I saw you making out with Peyton last
night.

Look, maybe you're a little slow, but we
kissed because it was the auction

rules. I know what I saw.

I'm about to beat your ass, man. I
promised Haley I'd give you a break.

about the only thing that's saving you
right now. Look, I kissed Haley like you

kissed Haley. That's it.

What are you so tweaked about?

Never mind.

Sorry.

What do you want, Nikki?

I think we covered that.

Let me hold her. No, no, she's tired.

She needs to... Peyton, could you take
Jenny into her room for a minute,

Yeah. Thanks.

Is that your girlfriend?

She's just a friend, okay? She sits for
Jenny sometimes.

Relax, I'm just asking. Nikki!

Listen, our little romantic outing to
the grocery store got me thinking.

You shouldn't have to be using food
stamps and paying for everything.

I can help you.

I have some tuition money left over. I
don't want your money.

Jake, this isn't fair.

And you won't let me be a part of my
daughter's life, but you'll hand her off

some babysitter? Hey, Jenny loves
Peyton.

She's got a lot of other people that
care about her, too. None of those

are her mother.

What are you looking at?

Your life.

Yeah. Yeah, it's my life.

You notice who's not in it?

Brooke, hold up.

Still no news?

Did I come find you?

Well, where are you going?

Away from you.

Hey, come on, you can't cut me out of
this. I'm just as worried as you are.

really? Or are you just worried that
having a kid might deflate your market

value?

That's not it.

That's right, you're not on the market
anymore. You're a one -woman kind of

Speaking of which, how is my former best
friend?

Peyton has nothing to do with it, okay?
Not yet.

Maybe you could pull a Dan Scott and
knock her up, too.

Brooke!

Or maybe then you can move on to random
bar slots. Oh, wait, you've already done

that. Better be careful, Danny Jr. You
never know how many kids you're going to

end up with.

Oh, yeah, that's real nice, Brooke.

And by the way...

It's not like I'm the only guy you've
ever stuck with. What's your point?

How do I even know it's mine?

It's the doctor.

That reminds me.

How did you get in here?

Door was open.

Why, who were you expecting? Another
high school boy with his pants around

ankles?

What do you want, Dan? I want my son to
come to his senses.

Have you seen his apartment?

Yeah, I dropped off some food.

Did he ask you for any money?

Mm -mm.

But I gave him some.

Oh, that's great.

That's great. Don't you ever want him to
come home? I want him home as much as

you do.

But for once in his life, you need to
let him make his own mistakes.

Right, you bring him food and cash, and
I'm the one who needs to let him make

his own mistakes. Oh, and by the way,
you can tell your friend Karen her son

coming out of a family planning clinic
with a date.

Is that the kind of mistake you had in
mind for Nathan?

You hungry?

Oh, I'm hungry for you.

No, I'm serious. We can heat something
up or go out and eat if you want to.

What's wrong?

Nothing. I'm just hungry.

I don't buy it. Talk to me. What?

You just don't feel like making out,
that's all. You realize you just said

right? Since when?

Since you got my jersey number tattooed
on your ass.

Oh.

Above my ass, actually.

When did you see that?

This morning.

Does that bother you?

I'm just confused as hell.

I mean, you'll do something that
permanent, but you won't have sex with

You can get a tattoo removed, Nathan.

Sex is a really big deal for me. I get
that.

That's why I've been pressuring you into
it. The way that you're not pressuring

me right now.

I'm going to heat up some food.

I'm busy.

Well, shut me out, okay?

We can deal with it together.

We're not together, remember?

You dodged the bullet just in time.

Hey.

You can tell me about the fantasy kiss
scenario you thought you saw. You high?

It didn't mean anything. I wouldn't do
that to Hayley.

Yeah. I guess I overreacted.

She's gone, you know.

Huh? Brooke?

Why do you assume I'm looking for
Brooke?

Because you are.

Still freezing out?

Yeah, sort of.

Me too.

Do you want to talk about it?

I think I've screwed things up enough.

Yeah, me too.

No, worse than that.

What, worse than the death wish best
friend love triangle?

What'd you do, tell her she was fat?

Okay, look, she's pissed at me too, but
she's still my friend.

What's going on?

What were we thinking, babe?

You and me, or you and Brooke?

All of us.

I guess we weren't.

I

like

that. What color is it?

Shag. Did Nathan ever cheat on you?

Where'd that come from?

I just wonder if maybe he's gonna start
looking somewhere else for what he's not

getting from me.

Hmm, the big bad sex issue.

Yeah.

I mean, we start making out, and it's
great, and I totally get into him.

And then I just hit the point.

But he loves that.

Yeah.

I guess I just always thought I would
wait until I fell in love and got

and then I met Nathan and everything got
really confusing.

It was never something I had to deal
with right away. It was always a few

off and then all of a sudden... It
wasn't?

Been down that road?

I don't know if I'm ready, Peyton.

Or maybe you're just not sure if
Nathan's the right guy.

No, I can safely rule that out. I can't
breathe when I'm around him, and when

I'm not around him, I want to be. I'm
just totally in love with him.

Well, then you've gone further with him
than I ever did.

Be careful of those knees.

Trust me, I know.

I also know what it's like to be
sidelined with an injury.

I wouldn't wish it on anyone who's
serious about their game.

How's your shoulder?

Fine.

Good.

You know, I saw you at the clinic the
other day with that girl.

And I have to tell you...

You're treading in my area of expertise.

You know, Lucas, one day I woke up and I
was looking down the barrel of a life I

couldn't control.

Maybe you find yourself in the same
situation.

I just thought you could use some
advice.

I can see that you're scared.

But don't let the fear cloud your
vision.

You know, I asked your mom to get an
abortion.

She said no. She was too emotional.

She was thinking clearly.

She would have done what I said.

So your advice is to have an abortion.

The way you would have aborted me.

You got a lot of life yet to live,
Lucas.

Don't let this girl make the same
mistake your mother made.

Because if you do, you'll be paying for
it until the day you die.

you came by, Keith.

I've been so caught up in my own
problems, we haven't had a chance to

Well, you might as well hear it here.

I asked Karen to marry me.

What? Mm -hmm.

And she said no.

Oh.

Oh, Keith, I'm so sorry.

You know, you never picture it.

I mean, you run through your mind a
thousand times over 15 years, and you

how the moment will feel when the woman
you love agrees to be your wife.

But you never see her saying no.

Well, you're still an important part of
her life.

That won't change.

She needs you.

Well, maybe she needs me.

But she doesn't want me.

I'm sorry.

What did Lucas say?

I don't even know if she's told him yet.

Dad.

Oh, looks like I missed the party.

You weren't invited.

You should have called.

Why? You don't call back.

I had to run a credit check to get your
address.

Your mother wouldn't give it to me.

Hey.

You think you're ready for this?

I got news for you, son.

Playing house costs a lot of money.

Okay, so we'll get a job. Oh, great.
What's that gonna do to your game?

It's okay to be irrational every once in
a while, but if you thought this thing

through, I'd give you a week out in the
real world.

You know what the best part about having
my own place is, Dad?

I can ask you to leave.

Fine.

But the beach house will be there for
you when you hit rock bottom.

We will.

Who are you calling?

Just maybe.

Look, I know you babysit Jenny, but I'm
back now, so Jake and I won't be needing

you anymore.

Oh, and if there's anything going on
between you and Jake... Oh, you're not

going to be a permanent part of my
daughter's life, so if I were you, I

get too attached.

If I were you, I would walk away.

You have to know you're temporary,
right?

I mean, all the babysitting in the world
will make you Jenny's mother.

All the eyeliner in the world won't make
you anything other than like a stalker

bitch.

Friend of yours?

Jake's ex.

All of a sudden she's trying to deal
with her issues and I think I'm one of

them. Scary.

So you're talking to me?

Yeah. There's some stuff going on and I
don't know what to do.

I screwed up. I can't even say it. It's
about Lucas?

Because he was really upset yesterday.

I thought you and Lucas weren't
together.

No, we're not. We were just... Forget
it, Peyton. You were the last person I

should be talking to.

Damn.

Yeah, I don't want to tell anybody.

Well, hey, I didn't want to tell anybody
either, but I felt a lot better after I

did.

What does Brooke want to do?

I don't know.

She won't talk to me.

What do you want her to do?

How do you answer that?

I'm just walking around like a zombie
right now.

I guess I want whatever's best for her.

Does she think she's going to have it?

You know, Nicky and I, we talked about
not keeping the baby.

Yeah, so did Dan and my mom.

That has to go to upset, huh?

If she'd have listened to him, I
wouldn't be standing here right now.

Well, look, I don't want to lie to you.
If Brooke has this kid, your life, it's

going to change.

Where's your head at?

My head says we're not ready to be
parents yet, you know?

I can't even take care of myself.

Plus, there's college, you know, not
just for me, but for Brooke, too.

Hey.

Are you kidding?

I've got to sell the car to pay for the
apartment. What is your dad going to

say?

He can say whatever he wants. Sell my
car.

You know, if you need some extra money,
I could always be your sugar mama.

What's wrong?

Nothing. It's just, I'm...

You said you weren't ready, so I'm
trying to respect that. So we can't even

now? No, I'm just trying to make you
comfortable.

And... I'm sorry. I'm sorry, Nathan. I
know this is so not fair to you.

No.

Actually, it's not fair to you.

I just... I just want to apologize,
okay?

Did I wake you?

No.

Sometimes I can't sleep.

I just lie awake and worry.

What are you worried about?

I'm a mother, Lucas.

I worry about everything.

What are you doing up?

There's something I have to tell you.

You should sit.

Okay.

I think...

This is going to hurt you, Mom.

And I'm sorry.

What happened?

Brooke's pregnant.

Lucas, I'm sorry.

I guess I deserve that.

Lucas.

Look,

I didn't mean it, Lucas.

I'm pretty sure you did. No, I didn't.
It's just that... Do you understand?

exactly what I didn't want for you.

Have I been talking to myself the last
few years?

You have so much left to do in life.

So does Brooke.

Oh, God, you're both just too young for
this.

Don't cry, Mom.

It's just that I'm scared for you.

I cannot believe that this is happening.

How close was I to not existing?

Dan wanted to have an abortion, Mom.

Why didn't you listen to him?

Because I realized that I wanted you in
my future.

Hot off the grill, my friend. I do
besides it.

I'm not hungry.

All right, more for me.

So, uh, I've got to ask you kind of a
personal question.

Just out of curiosity.

How many times per minute do guys think
about sex?

Per minute?

Yeah, Elle magazine said that guys think
about sex like every 30 seconds.

You're thinking about having sex with
him.

Sorry. Look, it just... It keeps coming
up, and it... Sorry,

wrong words.

Look.

It's not my place to tell you how to
live your life else.

But for what it's worth, I wish I would
have waited.

Really? All I'm saying...

If you're not ready, then just wait.

Okay?

I didn't hear you come in.

I didn't make any noise.

Your father stopped by.

He wanted your address, but I wouldn't
give it to him.

He found me anyway.

Sorry.

Nathan, you can come home anytime.

You know that, right?

I'm still here.

I don't want to come home.

You know, I walk around this empty house
and it doesn't seem real.

I wish I could go back and do things
differently.

I need to ask you a question.

Okay.

Why'd you do it?

What? Cheat on Dad.

I was confused.

We were married so young, and suddenly I
was a wife and a mother before I was my

own person. But when we grew up, we grew
apart.

Why, Mom?

Why did you guys grow apart?

I wish I knew, Nathan.

But none of that makes what I did right.

Because you were married?

because I had a commitment to him and to
you.

Those moments of what I mistook for
happiness weren't worth the cost of

someone I loved and losing you over it
now.

stranger how'd you find me i found out
you're on jake's basketball team after

that it didn't take a private eye oh you
know jake pretty well actually jenny is

my daughter small world huh oh look

oh jake a good friend okay i had no idea
and neither did i and that's why i i

don't want you to say anything i didn't
know who you were

Lucas, I'm trying to get my family back
together, and it's not going so well.

Remember that night, what you told me
about your dad, how you feel about him?

I don't want Jenny to ever say the same
thing about me.

I still have a chance to correct my
mistake, Lucas.

Please don't say anything.

Keith? Hey, Luke.

Hey.

I called you a couple times.

How you been?

No, I'm good. I've just been dealing
with some stuff.

Yeah, me too.

It's really good to see you.

How's the rehab going? Oh, it's good.

It's good. I should be ready for the
playoffs.

Hey, you look a lot better.

Sit down.

How's everything else?

Why?

Why? I don't like the rest of your life.

What's going on?

There's something I wanted to ask you.

Sure.

When my mom got pregnant and Dan left,
why didn't you?

Why'd you stand by her?

Well, it was the right thing to do.

And I loved her.

And, um, I wanted to protect her.

She really didn't need it.

She was pretty tough, huh?

Your mom could have been anything in
this life.

Yeah, if it wasn't for me.

Luke, you're the best thing that ever
happened to your mom.

Trust me.

Now, Keith, I just wanted to apologize
for the way I acted while my

mom was in Italy. You know, broken
heart.

That's water under the bridge.

No damage done, right?

I should take off.

Yeah.

Luke.

You know I'm proud of you, right?

Sure.

And I'll always be there for you.

You know, even if I'm not around as
much.

And, uh... Is everything okay?

Yeah.

Yeah, everything's good.

Okay. All right, I'll see you.

See it.

See

it.

Haley, you got a tattoo, for God's
sakes.

And it just freaks me out a little bit.

Because obviously, this whole thing with
us means a lot to you.

I just don't want to do anything to
pressure you.

Or drive you away.

Even though sometimes I can't help it.

Just like I can't help that I fell in
love with you.

Because I did.

I love you, Bailey.

And it scares me a little bit.

There it is.

Something I can help you with?

Not really.

I just wanted to thank you for filling
in some of the blanks for me about how

you felt when my mom got pregnant.

Glad to be of help.

How's the situation with Brooke?

None of your business.

No?

Isn't that why you really came here?

You know, before this happened to me, I
never quite understood.

You could be so selfish.

Every day of my life, I wondered.

Until now.

Now you see the other side.

Yeah, I guess I do.

Don't be so quick to judge me, Lucas.

It's easy to have all the answers from a
distance.

But everybody makes a decision if they
regret.

Me, your mother, Keith.

But we learn to live with it.

It's part of life.

Not my life.

Not yet.

Yeah.

Yeah, I thought that once.

Then I grew up.

I was hoping you'd come by soon.

We obviously need to talk.

I'm going to make a change, Karen.

What do you mean?

Well, I woke up this morning and
everything just felt far away.

And then I went outside and for the
first time, Treehill didn't feel like

And I just thought, why am I still here?

You know?

I never planned on spending my whole
life here.

I just needed someone to remind me.

And you did that.

And it's okay.

Are you leaving?

There's no time like the present, right?

Keith, is that because of me?

No.

No, it's because of me.

You did me a favor, Karen.

By going to Italy and by saying no to
me, you woke me up.

I appreciate that.

Where are you gonna go?

I don't know.

But I gotta say... It feels really good
to have options.

What part of stay away from me do you
not understand?

Just give me 60 seconds, okay?

I'm sorry, but argument cutoff was 9 o
'clock.

Well, I don't want to argue.

You don't even have to say anything.

Just listen.

My dad didn't want me, okay?

Not just that he didn't want to claim
me.

He didn't want me to be born.

Now I thought that when I started a
family, I'd be older and

settled and I'd be... In love?

Yeah.

But so did my mom.

Look at me. No, this whole thing scares
the hell out of me, okay?

But whatever you decide to do, I'll be
there.

And if you're not ready, then you're not
ready. But if you want to have this

baby, then so do I.

And whatever it takes for me to be a
good father, I'll be there.

But I saw the test.

I know.

Then when the doctor called, he said I
wasn't pregnant. He said that can

Okay, no, no, no, no, no, no, no. I was
standing right there when he called. And

you had just called me a slut.

So you lied to me to punish me?

How could you do that? How could you
cheat on me with my best friend?

I'm sure you had enough of this

life.

So let yourself go.

Let everybody

cry.

Sometimes everything is wrong.

Now it's time to sing along.

Brooke's not pregnant.

It's just a scare.

Are you okay?

Oh.