All language subtitles for One Tree Hill S01E11 The Living Years

Previously on One Tree Hill... But I had
no idea you were coming over last

night. When Brooke and I... Make a
really good couple.

Peyton!

What's going on? Are you mad at me? I
thought I was cool with this, but I'm

I'm sorry.

What's this all about?

We've lost track of what this game is
supposed to be about.

I want you to take this time, think
about why we're really out there.

Till then, no practice.

Come on in.

This is Jenny.

She's all mine.

Some of the guys and I are going to go
down and run at the river courts. I want

to know if you and the team want to
come.

Why? Because it's fun, man.

Don't you remember?

Loose grip.

Line it up.

What the hell are you doing? This whole
thing is just another chance for you to

pick me apart and show me how much
better you are. I want you to see

A therapist.

We'll go as a family.

Forget it.

It's not a negotiation, Dan.

You get some help or you're not going to
see Nathan.

I don't want to be anything other than
what I've been trying to be lately.

All I have to do is think of me and I
peace of mind.

I don't want to be anything other than
what I've been trying to be lately.

All I have to do is think of me and I
peace of mind.

Truth is hard, but hostility stays
outside.

Who would like to start?

Oh, you're the one with all the answers,
Doc. Why don't you tell us?

Hostility stays outside, Dan. Things
have just gotten out of hand, so we

we could use some objectivity.

Define gotten out of hand.

Nathan? Pass.

We reached the breaking point two weeks
ago when my son... Oh, you hear that? My

son? Deb is speaking now, Dan. When our
son collapsed on the basketball court

after taking drugs... to boost his
performance. The kid made a mistake. He

that. Because his father has been
bullying him about the sport since he

enough to hold a ball.

Is that true, Nathan? His mother is so
quick to put the blame on me, but up

until recently, her job always came
first.

Yes, but I changed my behavior, Dan. You
haven't.

You can't seem to lose this unhealthy
obsession you have with basketball and

Nathan plays it. She blames me for her
shortcomings as a mother. Okay. I think

we got some things out in the open.

Nathan, do you think that basketball is
part of your family's problem?

Part of. But you still like playing.

I don't know anymore.

Great. Nice breakthrough, Nathan.

Thanks, Doc.

Dan, look at you. Hustle up. No way this
is helping.

You were right, Dan. We don't need a
shrink to identify this family's

You just made it obvious.

He's not his only parent, Deb.

Hey, why don't you ride with the old
man, Nathan?

Stop it, Dan.

Come on, Nathan. Let's go. Let the kid
make up his own mind. What do you say,

Doc?

All right.

Nathan!

Here we go.

This is the writer I was talking about.

Somerset Mogham?

No, it's Mom.

She went bondage.

Bondage? Yeah,

it's not like that.

So you're good.

Are we done here?

I just thought that this was about an
opportunity.

for us to spend some time, you know,
hanging out with each other. And it is,

can we maybe do it someplace that smells
a little less funky?

Uh -huh, uh -huh, uh -huh.

This novel book.

Mike, I said, come on. It's my turn,
please.

Just keep it legal.

I'm sure your parents won't come home.

They could.

But this isn't their jacuzzi.

Brooke, whose house is this?

I don't know.

It doesn't matter.

Here you go.

Well, for the diet special, it looks
pretty damn tasty.

Oh, sorry.

Things have worked out pretty well, huh?

Karen's cafe gets to stay open, and I
get to see a little more of my sister

-law.

How are you doing with things?

Uh, we had our first counseling session
yesterday.

Dan and counseling?

It's kind of like Hannibal Lecter at a
salad bar.

Well, if you think it'll help, I'd be
happy to talk to Nathan.

I think he'd like that.

Yeah.

I know you like my women, Keith, but
come on.

Deb's still my wife.

Won't be for long if you keep this up.

I'm taking Nathan to dinner tonight.

Do you have a problem with that?

Yeah. He needs a break from you. You
can't stop me from seeing my own son.

actually, I can, by telling you nicely
or calling a lawyer.

Your choice.

Come, I'll pick him up at seven.

Come see me.

I'll do what I can.

Peyton?

Peyton?

School's my guess.

Who are you?

I'm the guy who's about to take that
rake from you and beat your scrawny ass.

I'm her dad. Who are you? Oh.

Sorry.

Front door was open and I thought...
Lucas.

Larry Sawyer.

Hey, Dad, do you know where my... What
are you doing here?

Oh, he's trying to rake me to death.

What?

I'm going to go put this back.

So who's the guy?

What guy?

The one that's got you smiling.

That'd be my dad.

I might be smiling too, but for an
entirely different reason.

Dude, that's my dad. Don't call a
horndog on me. There's a line.

Speaking of which, I really don't want
to cross any, so tell me if this is

totally inappropriate to ask.

When has that ever stopped you?

I need to connect more with Lucas. I
thought you guys were already doing

I mean, the making out thing is great
and all, but it only goes so far.

Can you help a girl out?

Yeah. You know what?

Give him this.

Travis. Yeah, tell him the track 8 and
11.

Make you think of him.

Great.

Wait, make me think of him or make you
think of him?

Just friends.

I know. Sorry.

Okay. You're a goddess.

Did you finish the little print?

No. I just rented the movie.

This book is stupid.

Nathan, you're not going to pass French
if you keep renting movies.

Well, it's not like I have a lot of time
to just sit around and read.

Are you ever going to tell me how it
went?

The therapist asked me if I really want
to play basketball or not.

Oh, what'd you say?

I didn't know what to say.

Nobody's ever asked me that question.

Oh, that's really big.

Last couple weeks without it.

I mean, if I didn't play, I might
actually have a life.

What would you do?

I don't know.

At least I have some time to figure it
out, though.

Besides, I think we can find a lot
better things to do with our time,

You ready?

you're really brave to consider
rebuilding who you are.

I don't know if I could do that.

You could.

I gotta go. Oh, yeah.

Hey, um, practice starts back up again
today, right?

Yeah.

I'm just not sure if I do.

All work and no Brooke make a boring
boy.

Hey. I got you something.

But I don't have anything for you.

And yet you do.

A couple songs on there made me think of
you.

Of course, most things do.

I didn't know you were into Travis.

Are you kidding? I love Travis. I bet.

Who? Travis guy.

Are we not in the same conversation?

Check out tracks 8 and 13.

You'll love her.

I already have it.

So do I.

Track 8 and 11?

Totally you.

So what are you doing?

Some sort of serenade thing for Brooke?

Why would I do that?

Why? She first.

Look, don't underestimate Brooke.

She's full of surprises.

It's just part of her charm.

She told me to listen to track 13.

Well, there are only 12 songs.

Honest mistake.

Yeah, I guess.

Anyway, sorry about this morning with
your dad.

I had no idea you was there.

It's because he usually isn't.

I thought you were happy with your
setup.

That's what I tell him.

I make up stuff in the emails I send him
about how happy I am being on my own

and how responsible I'm being when I'm
not.

He loves his job, you know.

And after my mom died, it's just not
fair to ask him to give that up.

But I miss him when he's away.

Tell him that?

He worries.

He better not do.

So listen, I don't have a lot of quiet
time these days.

Do you mind if I just sit and read while
you draw?

As long as you don't act out the cards.

My mom said you wanted to see me.

Yeah.

Hand me that ratchet, would you?

How you holding up?

What, are you going to report it back to
my mom?

It's not like that, Nate.

Look, I know you and I haven't talked
very much, and I'm sorry about that, but

that's just, uh, it's just fallout from
your dad and me.

I know you're going through some tough
times, so if you need anything...

Let me ask you something.

You played basketball in high school,
right?

Only for a little while.

And you didn't enjoy it?

What, are you kidding me?

I loved it, but there was no pressure
then.

And then I didn't love it so much
anymore.

Your dad came up and just made
everything a competition.

This thing just walked away.

Only look back at the cheerleaders.

It's just a game, Nate.

Not a life.

Hey, spirit girl.

That cheerleading thing always throws me
off.

The more I get to know you, the harder
it is to wrap my head around it.

My mom used to cheer, and Brooke and I
have been cheering together forever, so

it's just kind of our thing.

Oh, cool.

What's up?

So, um, I need some advice.

About Nathan, and I don't know if it's
crossing a line.

Okay, funny wasn't what I was going for,
but... I was the queen of boyfriend

dysfunction, and now I guess I'm
everybody's go -to on relationship

which is kind of bizarre, right?

It's too weird.

No, it's cool.

What's going on?

Well, Nathan's talking about quitting
the team, and I just... I don't know

to say.

Yeah, look, I could never find the word
to get through that big wall that he

puts up.

Really can't help you out much.

But you're so much better with him than
I ever was.

Thank you.

He's lucky to have you.

Thanks.

I don't want to keep you from your
practice.

Go Ravens.

Hey, um, I didn't mean anything about
your mom.

It's cool.

You could have told me Travis was a
group.

It's not like it's some big secret.

Lucas gave me the weirdest look when I
said that. I felt so stupid.

You're not stupid.

You guys just don't like the same thing.
That's the problem.

He brings up art and books and I've got
nothing.

Hey, you.

And you.

Welcome back, gentlemen.

Let's see how soft y 'all got after that
little hiatus.

Suicides.

Now.

Go, go, go.

Better be a basketball in that thing,
you guilty.

Come on, coach.

This is for a mispractice.

All right, well, find her a spot with a
good view so she can watch her daddy

throw up.

I'll take her, Jake.

Yeah.

Glad to.

All right, gather around.

Where's Nathan?

Tim, you're his girlfriend. Where is he?

I don't know, Coach.

He was at school today.

All right.

I've got some offensive sets worked out
here.

Line up at low stacks.

So I had an idea.

Okay.

Remember when I read that Steinberg
book?

Steinbeck. Yeah, that guy.

And then you did something that I
wanted.

Oh, yeah, yeah. Getting drunk, tattooed
and grounded.

But in a fun way.

I'm thinking we should try that again.
Okay, you might want to run that by

first. Not exactly that. I just... I
want to know everything about you.

And I want you to know... Almost.

Everything about me.

What's going on, Brooke?

Nothing.

I just... I want to know you better,
Luke.

So how about the next time you do
something you love, you bring me along,

then we trade?

Are you busy after practice tomorrow?

Yeah.

I have a date with you.

Pass with olives.

We aim to please.

Well, you hit the bullseye, Tara.

What? You know how I like to kid around?

Yeah, you're famous for it.

Ed, do you really think that's going to
help what's going on?

Look, you know I think this counseling
crap is ridiculous, but I promised your

mom I'd try again.

We'll be okay.

Right.

You just focus on your game.

Why'd he kick your ass today?

I didn't go to practice.

What's going on with you, Nate?

Nothing. I just... I need some time.

Okay? No, it's not okay. It's career
suicide.

Dad, Keith said... Keith said?

You talked to Keith?

You take advice from Keith, you'll end
up spending the rest of your life

a second -rate auto garage. Is that what
you want?

I told you.

I don't know what I want.

That's just freaky. Hey, where do you
get off telling Nathan he can quit the

team? I didn't tell him he could quit.

He wanted to talk.

We talked.

Maybe you ought to try it sometime.

So you neglected most of his life. I'm
out of the house a week, and there you

are. He surprised me, Dan.

You know, Nathan's a good kid.

You got him so screwed up, he doesn't
know what he wants.

Deb got her hand up your back, Keith?

Deb's best thing Nathan's got going
right now.

She's trying to save him. What the hell
do you think I'm trying to do?

I've been trying to figure that out all
these years, Danny.

I don't mind you playing daddy to one of
my offspring.

But leave the good one alone, will you?

Hey, Peyton.

Listen to me.

Those are the keys to the squad's
equipment cabinet.

I gave them to Jenny yesterday. I guess
she was shaking them like a pom -pom.

Maybe she'll be a cheerleader.

Or president.

You have to think big. Hey, I don't
know. You never know.

Whatever makes her happy.

You know, I think it's really amazing
how committed to her you are.

Well, really not that hard. I mean, from
the moment I saw her, I was, holy fuck,

she's so cute.

And I think about watching her grow up.

I couldn't imagine not being there.

You know, I bet you're a really great
dad.

I don't know.

There's a wonder.

You need me?

What?

This shit practice.

Look, man, you don't have to be nice to
me because I'm going out to Haley, okay?

I'm not.

The team sucks on D without you, man.

Ask Whitey.

I'm trying to avoid him.

That's cool.

Do what you gotta do.

Usually do.

Am I hallucinating?

Did I just see you talking to Rickard?

No, he was trying to talk to me.

The whole nice guy thing went kind of
thin.

You wanna walk to England?

Actually, I think I'm gonna cut out of
here a little bit early.

Wanna join me?

Are you serious?

Yeah, why not?

You up for it?

I... I can't, Nathan.

Alright. Look, I gotta get out of here,
so I'll catch you later.

Okay.

You know what?

Catch me now.

Are you trying to get killed?

I told you my dad's in Charlotte.

It's okay.

I've never seen him like this.

Now you have.

Moving the pier.

Nice knowing you.

You got Masonboro next week, and this is
how you're training?

There may not be a later for you. Oh,
Mr. Scott. Was I talking to you? Get in

the car. I'm driving you both home.

Your mother's going to love this. You
getting drunk on her watch?

There's some kind of interesting news I
need to talk to you about.

Why does interesting scare me?

No, no, no.

The company's been hired to do some
flood control.

They want me to supervise.

How long is it going to be this time?

Well, seeing that it's in New Zealand,
three, maybe four months.

So what's the upside?

It's a lot of money, sweetie.

Way more than I make now.

We could make it to go for a while.
Maybe even afford that art school you

about.

Is it something that you want?

I only want to do this if it's right for
us.

You should do it, Dad.

Yeah, you too.

I missed you in six periods.

Yeah, I kind of skipped.

You can get your jaw off the floor now.

You got your skip in school.

Lucas, talk to me when you get your
tattoo removed.

All right.

Lucas!

What are you doing? I'm taking care of
my little girl. You were such a

troublemaker. Daddy, stop it. Come on,
don't.

Sit down, rake boy. Hey.

Might be one of them.

Probably not.

That's okay. He can be way worse.

What do you got there?

Oh, you reading Faulkner in school now?

No. I just love his stuff.

So what did you do last night?

I saw you with Peyton.

What are you talking about?

You two just look pretty friendly.

Well, I guess we're friends.

And what are we?

Well, I thought that we were dating.

Well, it looked more like you were
dating Peyton.

I'm messed up at that.

Brooke.

What is that about?

She's mad.

She saw us together last night.

I'll talk to her. Explain to her how
bored out of my skull I was listening to

you and my dad talk about dead writers
all night. Hey.

You okay?

You just seemed kind of weird when your
dad called me over.

He had just told me about this horrid
job he's taken in New Zealand, so he's

gonna be gone for, like, ever now.

Well, did you tell him not to?

It's important to him.

But he doesn't know it's important to
you.

You gotta stop pretending everything's
okay.

It might surprise you.

Oh, hey.

I almost gave up on you.

I lost track.

Sorry.

Are you still hungover?

I'm not as bad as your dad's pants.

How great was that?

Horrible.

I'll tackle some geometry, okay?

Or Bottle Rocket is playing at this
theater downtown.

You can take the train. Are you serious?

I promise I won't get you drunk, okay?

We are doing equations on the train.

All right, it's not exactly risky
business, but there's always a ride

Is this one mine?

No, I... This girl I know missed a
popcorn thing.

Hey, you got a nap?

Mr. Kelly said that I can make it up.
It's not that big a deal.

It's shocking. I'm human. I know.

Hey, check this out.

New webcams with two -way voice
capability.

Sweet, huh?

No more hunt and peck. Yeah, that's
great.

Daddy, I just... Hey, and since I missed
your last birthday, I got a little

surprise for you.

You've been yammering about working with
the oils.

Wow.

These are way too expensive.

Not anymore. Thanks to global dredging.

So you already took the job?

Yep. Made the call this morning.

Well, congratulations.

Yeah, yeah.

Well, you and I are going to go out and
celebrate. What do you say?

Okay. Let me go change.

I'll be quick.

You know, sometimes we hold back to
spare each other's feelings and our own.

So maybe it's good if we have a session
without Nathan.

Holding back hasn't been our problem.

How's he doing?

He's out of control.

He's skipping school.

Basketball practice.

Yesterday we caught him drinking.

Sounds like he wants your attention.

He was a good kid before.

Worked hard.

Get busy with sports. He needs to find
himself outside of sports.

Right. Take away the one sure thing the
kid's got.

Tell me about basketball, Dan.

Uh, you put a ball through a hoop.

What do you think Nathan gets out of it?
He gets structure and discipline.

And he gets to know that he's the best
at something.

Dan. all so you can relive your past and
feel good about yourself.

Okay, time out.

Um, let's talk about the two of you for
a minute. I mean, outside of Nathan,

let's explore what makes you work as a
couple.

I mean, who are Deb and Dan Scott?

Well, you're late.

Practice was over about five hours ago.

Drove past and saw your car.

Don't you ever go home?

Sometimes I think this is my home.

Well, is this a hit and run or a sit
down?

Sit down, I guess.

Good.

Nathan, nobody can make you do anything
you don't really want to.

By nobody, you mean my dad?

Let me ask you a question.

Let's take your father out of the
picture, I wish.

Let's take out all the pushing, the
pressure, the training that you've got

to be as good as you are.

Now ask yourself one simple question.

Do you really love this game?

I do.

I just hate what it's doing to my life.

Then you may have found your answer.

You know what I think?

I'm sure you'll tell me.

I think he's trying to have the best of
both worlds.

Who, Lucas?

He uses you for some sort of
intellectual slash emotional thing, and

uses... Come on. You know he's not like
that. He's a guy, Peyton.

You follow the nature trail, and they're
all the same. Brooke, you could have

any guy that you want, and now you've
got Lucas, okay? So can you please just

sit back and enjoy it?

He likes you.

I like you, okay?

So trust him.

Trust me.

Try trusting yourself, okay?

Doorbell broken?

She never hears it.

She always has her music on.

I tell myself I'm doing what's best for
my daughter.

That she should have whatever she wants.

What I think she wants is you.

Did you see your comic strip today?

What strip?

It's supposed to be anonymous.

No secret, okay?

Hey, you got a sec?

Hey, you planning our next road trip?

Actually, I thought we could just talk.

Oh, yeah, sure. What's up?

Oh, what?

Haley, I've had a lot of fun with you
lately.

But I'm trying to apologize for dragging
you out of class the last couple days.

Oh, Nathan, I had fun.

And you got an F on your exam.

Well, so what? You know, I make my own
choices, and I choose to be with you.

That's the thing.

Look, I like to be with you, too.

But the real Haley.

The one that I got all crushed out on,
you know?

I don't want to see you change.

I like you.

And I like the fact that somebody like
you sees something in me.

Somebody like me or me?

You already know the answer to that.

You waiting for me?

Actually, I'm just hanging out with your
dad.

Oh, God help me.

Listen, you should probably talk to
Brooke. She's convinced she's not being

good enough girlfriend.

Oops.

Am I interrupting?

Actually, I was just gonna... Please
tell me that's laundry.

My ride's on the way.

I'm headed out tonight.

You said you were going to be here till
Wednesday.

Mm -hmm.

That was before I turned down the job.

What?

They managed to find me a three -week
gig instead.

Then after that, I'm only taking locals
so we can be a family again.

Daddy, don't joke with me.

It's no joke, honey.

Peyton, I love what I do, but not nearly
as much as I love you.

You've been alone enough.

No more.

I love you, Daddy.

You better.

Just promise to keep talking to me,
okay?

I want to know what's going on at that
pretty head. Okay.

All right?

Mr. Sawyer, your ride's here. Oh, I
gotta go. Okay.

Lucas, you keep an eye on this one for
me, all right?

I will.

I'll leave the light on for you.

Oh, and by the way, I like your comics,
Joe.

Hey. You said you were at Peyton's
again.

Actually, I was with Peyton's dad, if
that makes any difference.

Whatever.

Can we talk?

Yeah.

Okay.

I'm not sure if we have a problem or if
I have a problem.

What's the problem?

In a nutshell, you're you and I'm me.

Yeah, but if I was you, well, then you'd
be dating yourself.

What I mean is I do what I do.

And I like what I like. And that's just
who I am.

I know.

That's what I love about you.

Okay, but the music that you listen to
and the books that you read, I'm not

any of that stuff.

And I never asked you to be.

Okay?

And I kind of enjoy the fact that we're
different.

Okay.

I'm sorry.

It's just that you're the first.

really great guy that i've ever dated
and that really scares me because i

never gave a rat's ass before okay but

i do now that's good because i

Your mother know you're here?

Yeah.

She said it was cool as long as we
didn't kill each other.

Sorry for all the crap I've been saying.
I figured.

Everything okay?

Not so good.

No bounce back.

How do we get so screwed up?

We'll get through this, Nate.

Everything's back.

That's bad.

Now you're yelling at me, Mom.

Mom's yelling at you.

I'm starting to wonder... It's all
because of me. I mean, Dad, look.

I know you're upset. You're missing
practice and everything.

But I'm just not sure if I'll ever be
the player you were.

Start to think.

Maybe you chose the wrong son.

Nathan, you have to know, whatever you
do, whatever you decide,

you're my son, and I am proud of you.

I love you.

Hey. I was looking for you.

I'm done.

Just thought you should be the first to
know.

Me? Yeah.

You wanted my world, man.

It's all yours.

And the little prince said to the man,
Grown -ups never understand anything for

themselves.

And it is tiresome for children to be
always explaining things to them.