All language subtitles for One Tree Hill S01E02 The Places You Have Come to Fear the Most

Previously on One Tree Hill. I mean, so
what if this guy plays? Are you really

that threatened?

I'm not threatened by anyone. You and
me, one -on -one. I just think it's best

if you don't do this, Nathan. I do a lot
of stuff for you, but I'm going to do

this for me.

You should never mention me, man.

Not once in all these years.

This is for your mom.

Luke, for the win!

Check this out. You shoot this one.

See what you got.

Come on, let's move.

Time to go, baby.

6 .30, Lou.

Come on, guys. You don't got to come.

It's the game.

Right. Why'd he ask you to play on the
team? And Nathan threatens you? You beat

him right here, one -on -one, to join
the team.

And now it's the first game, and we
ain't got to come?

Mm -mm. We going.

This game is for all of us.

Go, Lou. All right.

Karen,

you ready to go?

I'm not going.

I decided to stay open. I could use the
business.

You talk to Luke about this?

No. No, I don't understand.

Karen. She doesn't want to go. She
doesn't want to be your high school

sweetheart. Slash your brother Dan.
Slash the jerk who abandoned Lucas.

the father of Nathan, the teen star
player. Slash my wrists.

If I hear this story again, let's go.

I think you're making a mistake.

I spent them waiting here for you.

Whitey can put this kid on the team, he
can put him in the game, but he can't

put him in your game.

So shut him out and shut down the
opposition.

We got Verona tonight. They're good, so
be ready.

All right.

Back against the ball.

Middle trigger.

God.

Can't believe the bastard's bones on our
team.

For now.

Nervous? A little bit.

Good. You ought to be.

Just do what you've been doing all week
in practice. You'll be fine.

Luke, do you mind if we get a few words
before your first game? Yeah, we're

going to put it on the Internet.

Raventoot .com. Yeah, we're going to
have a webcast and everything.

What the hell is this?

Well, we have this website.

Yeah, we're sports announcers.

Not in here, you're not. The locker
room's closed. No media.

Did you hear that?

We're media. Not just media.

Band media.

They don't want to watch, but we're
going to watch.

Finally came to see your nephew play,
huh, big brother?

Yeah. Guess you could say that.

Tonight,

Lucas Scott plays his first game for the
Treehill Ravens. That's right, Mal.

Now, the Ravens are 5 -0, but this is
their first game following the

of six varsity players.

Son!

Wake up.

All right, come on in.

Hustle, hustle.

So that's the boy that beat Nathan?

He's got them behind.

One, two, three. Relax.

Destiny has a way of finding you.

Nice legs.

See some dink?

Hey, whose side you on?

Start taking notes, punk.

I don't want

to be anything other than what I've been
trying to be lately.

All I have to do is think of me and I
peace of mind.

I'm tired of looking around, wondering
what I gotta do, know who I'm supposed

be. I don't want to be anything other
than me.

A hot line comes too hot to take it.

Keep at it, mind that we're all done.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

Hey, I'm sorry.

Unbelievable. What?

Peyton, did you see how bad he sucked?
No. He was horrible.

I've never seen a guy play so bad. And
you enjoyed that.

Well, hell yeah.

Didn't you?

What is this, Peyton? You like this guy
or something?

You mean one of my boyfriend who I'm
trying to make out with right now? Well,

put some ice on it.

You ever think I might want to talk?

No, you don't. You want to celebrate a
public humiliation, and I'm sorry,

a little played out.

Oh, and being with you isn't?

Oh, God.

Hayden, come on. I was joking.

Are you getting in the car?

Please?

Fine.

Take your lame music, too. And have a
nice walk home.

I didn't see him afterward.

You should have been there.

Well, you shouldn't have gone to Whitey.

I thought you supported this.

I supported Lucas.

I didn't have much of a choice after you
went and got him on the team, did I?

What's going on?

I should have been there.

I thought I was over Keith. I really
did.

But maybe I've just been hiding.

I can't go back there.

Place knows too much.

I

guess

misery really does love company.

What are you doing here?

Actually, I'm not here.

I was never here.

You know, I shoot the ball and it goes
in.

I don't ask questions. I don't think
about it.

That's just the way it is.

Or the way it was.

Yeah.

Look, it's just a game.

Who cares if the entire school and most
of your friends and half the town saw

you suck?

So you've clearly come to cheer me up.

You want a ride?

Nathan.

Look at this.

What did you do there?

I was double -teamed, so I found the
open net.

Wrong. You gave up a scoring opportunity
in the post. Dad, I was double -teamed.

I scored 28 points. 30 points would look
better to the Scouts, don't you think?

Go to sleep.

You look winded in the fourth quarter.
We'll go for a run together in the

morning.

You wonder why Mom extends those
business trips.

Look, you mind if I ask you a question?

Shoot.

Why'd you decide to do it?

Join the team?

Because you don't exactly fit in here,
do you?

The game, I guess.

I love the game.

Right. It's the same reason I cheer.
It's all a big game.

Why not just stay on the playground?

Why join a varsity?

Because I want to know if I'm good.

But if you ask my opinion, we all just
wasted a perfectly good evening.

You, me, and everybody else in there.

Then why do you do it?

I mean, do you really like it or not?

If I say that I like it, then I'm just
another cheerleader.

But if I say that I hate it, then I'm
either a liar or a fraud.

Either way, I lose.

Do you want to come in?

What about Nathan what about him

What

are

you doing, um, you just said I didn't
invite you to come in I just asked if

wanted to.

Thanks for the ride.

Hi, honey.

I looked for you.

Yeah, we were busy at the cafe.

Which is a good thing, right?

What?

Luke.

Come. Sorry I missed it.

Yeah, me too.

I'm sorry.

Peyton. Peyton's not here right now,
just her lame music.

Look, I'm really sorry.

It's just, this guy's on the team now,
and my dad's been hammering me about it.

But I shouldn't take it out on you.

I know that.

Nathan, I'm tired of this.

I know, I just... Look, I haven't been
very good to you lately, and I just

wanted to say...

And I'm sorry.

Okay?

Just say it's okay so that when I see
you tomorrow, we can start being us

Okay, Peyton?

Okay.

You know, early in his career, Hemingway
was frustrated.

He was a good writer who wanted to be
great.

And eventually, he discovered that less
was more.

Peyton, describe Lucas using just one
word.

Choke.

Okay, quiet, please.

Thank you.

Lucas, care to respond?

Describe Peyton.

Lonely.

Okay, quiet, please.

Yes, Nathan.

I can describe Lucas in one word.

Bastard.

All right, all right, all right, all
right.

Knock it off!

Knock it off!

I'd stand up, but every time I do,
somebody kicks me in the ass for putting

on the team. Sit down!

Boy, I must be getting senile.

Because I thought just maybe you were
different.

I stuck my neck out for you.

Damn it, I trusted you!

I couldn't have hit him. You're right.
You're damn right I'm right.

I don't think I can do this.

Right.

One bad game, and you just run away.

I didn't run away.

That's why I'm in your office.

So what happened after you tackled him?

Kelly broke it up.

Any longer, I might have destroyed him.

Or he might have beaten your ass.

What do you know about it, Jagielski?

What do any of us know about anything?

But if I had to take a guess, I'd say
that he tackled you first.

And I'm pretty sure that you were at the
bottom when Mr. Kelly broke it up.

Well, you're wrong.

Why don't you grab a rebound every now
and then, huh?

What are you, putting on makeup?

Get out in the gym and start warming up.

Jigelski, when you find the pumps to
match your skirt, you might meet us in

gym.

Let's go.

Hey.

This is just the start of it for you.

Nate!

Any side effects?

From what?

Your amnesia.

What are you talking about?

I'm talking about that you must have
gotten the amnesia because I know you

have mentioned that you got into a fight
today.

Are you okay, Luke?

Yeah.

You ever wake up from a really good
dream, try to get back to sleep, or you

the flu, and you promise yourself that
you would appreciate normal so much more

if you could just get back to it?

That's the way I feel.

I just want things to go back to the way
they were.

Basketball?

Everything.

You know, it's really too bad Lucas was
poor and he can't play because he's

fine.

I think it's really good you're fighting
with Nathan again.

You do?

Yeah. Every time you guys fight, I get
to hear new music.

Hey, did you buy the new Beyonce?

No.

You know, Peyton, I know you're all Gwen
Stefani, plaid skirt. I'm a badass.

But we love you anyway, and you know
why?

Friday night, when it is game time,
there you are.

One of us.

Yeah?

Gwen Stefani's not a badass.

You ever look past it, Brooke?

Past what?

All of it.

High school, basketball, and, like, the
whole popularity drama.

Yeah.

I mean, I think about the future
sometimes, and it scares me.

But then I think, I'll go to college.

I'll join the right sorority. I'll marry
a rich guy.

Unless I get fat.

It's only one game, Luke. Even Jordan
played lousy in his first pro game.

Michael Jordan scored 16 points in his
first pro game.

Yeah, I know that. I just didn't think
you did.

All I'm saying is, you know, you gotta
shake it off.

What if I can't do it, Keith?

Maybe I can't play at this level.

You can.

Well, maybe not.

And plus, it's all of it.

I don't fit into their world, and I
never will.

Stupid. Even Jordan got cut from his
high school varsity team, and he did

What does your mom say about it?

I haven't talked to her yet.

Well, you should.

Why? Because she deserves it.

And she's going through this thing, too.
You're not the only one.

It's a rule of life.

Prayer, you're the girl.

Mess, you're the car.

It's a real turn on, huh?

I wasn't looking.

This is personal.

All right, I don't read your diary.

I don't have a diary.

No, dear diary, my daddy doesn't love
me.

P .S., stay out of my stuff.

What's this I hear about a fight?

Nothing. Did you win?

Dad, it was nothing.

No, son, it was something.

Because if it was nothing, your
principal wouldn't have called me at the

dealership. Do you realize how fast a
suspension or bad reputation can ruin

prospects? Dad, he's hitting on my
girlfriend.

What do you want me to do? Your
girlfriend.

Nathan, if you're going to get in a
fight, get in a fight over something

important.

Did you get hurt?

No.

Okay, good.

Did you?

Me.

Why?

It wasn't swinging at me, Dad.

It was swinging at you.

So, you gonna tell me about the fight,
or you wanna just assume I know about it

while I yell at you?

Is that the phone? I'll get it.

Still here?

Mom, he had it coming.

You know, he said... No.

When they called me today, I was certain
they had the wrong Scott.

And then they told me they had two
Scotts and I could take my pick.

Honestly, Luke, is fighting in class
fighting at all? The guy was being a

And this is suddenly a surprise to you?
He hasn't been a jerk before?

No, he's always a jerk. So why go down
to his level?

This wouldn't have anything to do with
playing poorly, would it?

How would you know?

You weren't even there.

I'm sorry, Mom.

Mom, I'm sorry.

I just laid... Not so good.

I had this really bad dream where I was
a jackass to my mom.

Listen.

Who? Jinx.

Hey.

Sorry. No, I'm sorry.

I should have told her the truth about
why I couldn't be there. I really wanted

to, Luke, but the idea of walking into
that gym...

That's where he told me he was going
away to college without me.

That's where everything changed.

I don't regret one second of one day
with

you, okay?

I don't.

But that day was a hard day in that gym.

And it was basketball that he chose.

And I'm sorry that you have to hear
things like that, but I don't want to

you either.

I'm sorry I had to live it.

Look, I want to talk about what's
happening with the team. I know you

been hard on you, but it's because I see
the big picture here.

White is not going to bench this kid
just because of one bad game.

So what?

Let him humiliate himself.

No, it's more than that.

Back when I played for Whitey, his word
was law.

He was always right, even when he was
wrong.

So eventually I called him on it.

And he benched you in the state
championship.

Yeah, so he claimed.

He covered it and acted like he benched
me.

You should know the truth.

I refused to go back in that game.

We were ahead in the fourth quarter, and
Whitey wanted to stall. But what did I

tell you about playing with the lead? Be
aggressive.

Exactly, be aggressive.

Plus, the scouts weren't there to see
me.

And this guy that was attacking me was
going to some big college, but I had to

take him. So I did.

I disobeyed Whitey, and I scored on him.

Nice. Yeah.

Yeah, so Whitey called the timeout and
started screaming about how it's his

system that got us there, and no one
player's bigger than the team.

So I sat down and called his bluff.

And they lost.

Yeah, I felt bad for the guys.

But he needed to know.

I'm the one who got us there, not him.

And not his system.

Listen, Nathan, I don't want you to back
off this kid. No matter how poorly he

plays, Whitey's just using him to get
back at me.

Eventually I'll deal with Whitey, but
for now, it's just you and me, okay?

Okay. Okay.

Hey, Lucas.

Tough game the other night?

Yeah.

It happened.

You read a lot, huh?

Yeah? Yeah, I got something for you.

Listen, I know we haven't had really a
chance to talk much since you joined the

team, but I just kind of wanted to stay
out of your way, give you a chance to

chill, you know?

Oh, I'm Jake.

Yeah, I know.

I thought I'd talk about your one -on
-one with Nathan.

Man, I wish I could have been there.

Nah, it was no big deal.

You know, Nathan, he's a hell of a
player. He really is, but he buys into

this nonsense.

You got him scared.

Fear changes everything.

That was shrugged? Yeah, you read it?
Nah.

It's good.

Anyway, you're gonna be fine.

Just remember, don't let him take it.

I don't know what that means.

Yeah, I know.

But you will.

Okay, we're going to try our little
Hemingway project again.

But in order to avoid a bar fight, we're
going to do it on paper.

Now, you don't have to put your names on
these.

Simply write one word, one single word,
to describe what you want most in

your life right now.

You can't do it, can you?

It's beautiful.

And I always wondered about it.

We all do, right?

What happens when it's gone?

But see, I've never really seen anybody
lose it.

Like, really lose it.

Till now.

Go ahead, man.

Prove me wrong.

I don't have to prove anything to you.

That's pathetic.

It's too bad, really. I mean, I was
looking forward to taking you down

But now, hell, what's the point?

You already know it's over.

I'd say to you at practice, we both know
you're not going to be there.

Well, humiliate yourself, right?

You missed again.

Scott. Lucas Scott.

One more time.

Lucas Scott.

No practice today?

I thought someone should see them.

Well, it's none of your business.

You know what? You're right.

It's none of my business.

I wouldn't know anything about it.

I know you don't.

Look, just tell me why you didn't submit
them.

Your stuff is good.

Not good enough.

Look, Peyton, why not?

I want to draw something that means
something to someone.

No, I want to draw blind faith or a
fading summer or just a moment of

Like when you go and you see a really
great band live for the first time, you

know, and nobody's saying it, but
everybody's thinking it.

We have something to believe in again.

I want to draw that feeling, but I
can't.

And if I can't be great at it, then I
don't want to ruin it.

Too important to me.

Yep. Me too.

What about your sketchbook?

What about them? They don't mean
anything to anybody, do they?

People who value their lives usually
knock first.

Oh.

That explains it.

It's like a time capsule in here. What
can I do for you, Danny?

Well... You can let it go.

That's kind of the pot calling the
kettle black, isn't it?

If you've got a problem with me,
Whitey...

Don't take it out on Nathan. What
problem would that be, Danny?

Oh, I think you know.

State championship?

Now you've gone and humiliated Karen's
son in some feeble attempt to get even.

Karen's son.

That's a very convenient way of putting
it.

It might interest you to know that
Karen's son has taken himself off the

Make you happy, Danny?

Seeing the demise of a kid that you
fathered and then abandoned.

Hey, move Nathan back to shooting guard.
You might finally win that state

championship. You're just destroying
kids' lives left and right, aren't you?

Well, you've made a career out of it.

just another echo echo

everywhere

I go

there's something that I really need
everyone I know there's

someone that I want to

Missed you at practice.

I can't do it.

Want to know something?

I have had 35 winning seasons.

But you know what keeps me up at night?

The college jobs I never took.

Could have been to have a way of doing
that.

We got a game tomorrow night.

You're on my team until tip -off.

The rest is up to you.

Look, son.

There's no shame in being afraid.

Hell, we're all afraid.

What you got to do is figure out what
you're afraid of.

Because when you put a face on it, you
can beat it.

Better yet, you can use it.

Think about it.

Get some ugly toes, girl.

No, I don't. Yeah, you do. They're like
practically fingers.

Well, then just focus on the middle one.

Oh, come on. I was just joking.

I love your toes.

So I'm thinking about quitting the team.

Right. No, I'm serious.

I don't even like it anymore.

Whitey can't stand me.

It's never good enough for my dad.

I think you should.

Why not, right? I mean, you can quit the
team, and I'll quit cheerleading, and

then we can just walk away from it.

Nathan, let's do it.

Yeah, right. That's what I'm going to
do.

I got to go.

I'll see you at the game.

Did you ever figure out your porn name?

What are you talking about? Your porn
name.

You know, you take the name of your
first pet and your mother's maiden name

you put them together.

What was the name of your first pet?

You know that. I had a dog named Rocket.
Oh, Rocket.

I loved Rocket.

So, your mother's maiden name is Roe.

Rocket Roe.

Nice. What's yours?

Oh, I had a bunny named Bunny.

You named the bunny Bunny? Yes, I did.
And my mother's maiden name is Brigard,

so... Bunny Brigard. Bunny Brigard.

Dolphin's Freak, starring Rocket Roe and
Bunny Brigard.

Nice. Hey,

um...

This game tonight, you're not playing
anymore?

No.

You know, I've never walked away from
anything before, Haley.

No? But I can't do it.

And even worse, I don't know why I can't
do it.

It's like, no matter how confusing or
screwed up life got, the game always

sense.

It was mine, you know.

And in a lot of ways, it's who I am.

But I can't be that person in their gym
or in their uniforms or

in their world.

I hear you, Luke.

But I know you.

And I know that no matter what happens,
you're still going to be the same guy

that you always were.

No uniform, no whatever.

I'm going to ruin that.

Yeah.

Call me later. We'll go get some people.

I took the night off. I thought I'd
taken a basketball game.

Sorry, ma 'am.

No, Luke, I'm sorry.

You've always loved the game.

Even in the junior leagues.

I remember when they issued you your
first jersey.

And I couldn't get you out of it. You
wore that thing for weeks.

And then you decided to quit playing.

Do you remember why?

Lucas?

I didn't want to see his face.

Dan.

I didn't want to be like him.

And... I was afraid that I'd become him
if I played.

In the gym.

I felt like he had a piece of me.

I never felt like that on the
playground.

Well, I'd say he's taken enough from us.

I took the night off to watch my son
play again.

The way he used to when he loved the
game more than anything.

It's hard to fight the things we're
afraid of.

Sometimes we just need a little help.

Hey, hold on.

Take a look at these.

You won't be disappointed.

Sure, okay.

It's time to focus now, Nathan.

Put everything out of your mind that
bothers you.

I don't want you thinking about Whitey,
and I don't want you thinking about your

teammates.

Let them think about you, son.

The other team's thinking about you, and
they're scared.

I'll see you at the game.

Yeah, you think we're gonna go game
night where else would I be

Sun

This

is my boy, would you

Don't let them take it.

It's your talent.

It's all yours.

Do not let your

fire go out.

Spark by a replaceable spark.

And the hopeless swamps, they're not
quite, they're not yet, they're not at

Do not let the hero in your soul perish
in lonely frustration for the life you

deserved but never been able to reach.

The world you desire can be

one.

It exists.

It is real.

It is yours.

Your art matter.

It's what got me here.

Let's go, let's go.

Ravens on three. One, two, three.

We're going to be okay.

Yeah, I am.