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- What did you do that for?

- Well, I couldn't let you drown.

- Why not?

What's it to you?

- Well I mean, you could have--

- Why do people always have to mix

in other people's business?

If you want to live, they won't let you,

if you want to die, they
won't let you either.

- Well, what do you want from me?

You want me to throw you back?

- It could have been over by now.

- Help me, if it wasn't
against the law, I'd do it.

Go on, Jump!

I won't even turn around.

- How about having your fortune told, huh?

How about having your fortune told.

Young lady, how about it, huh?

- No thanks, I know
everything about myself.

- How'd you know you know everything?

It just half schole,
come on, step right in.

You don't believe, huh,
you'd be surprised.

Show me your hand, come on, just for fun.

You have a long lifeline.

- That's exactly what I need.

- Oh, see this here?

You'll meet a handsome young
man and you'll fall in love.

- He'd better be waiting
right around the corner.

- And see that line there?

That shows that you--

Oh, step right in folks, step right in.

That's good.

- Extra, extra!

Read all about the brutal
slaying of Joe Cardos.

Joe Cardos to die at dawn.

Extra, extra, three times killer
Joe Cardos to die at dawn.

Extra, extra!

Joe Cardos to die at dawn.

Extra, read all about
the brutal girl-slayer.

Extra, extra!

Three-times killer Joe
Cardos to die at dawn.

Read all about the brutal girl-slayer.

Extra, extra, read all about it.

- He's quite young.

- 31.

- How do you think a guy like that feels?

- Will you let me read?

- How many did he kill?

- Three.

- Must be a maniac.

All girls, huh?

- If you let me read,
I'll tell you about it.

- He's got such a nice face.

Looks like a boy.

- Are you kidding?

Those baby faces are the most dangerous.

He's a killer alright.

A beast, a monster.

- Yeah, maybe you're right.

Sure, look at that jawline.

- I think I remember that trial.

It's the way he made love to girls.

He strangled them.

It says here that
he said he feels no regret.

He refused a lawyer and a request

for commutation of his death sentence.

- Your sister's here
again, for the third time.

She wants to see you to say goodbye.

- I said no, I don't want to see nobody.

Nobody, you hear?

- Be sensible, the girl is crying.

You can't refuse her, she's your sister.

- I said no and that's that.

Leave me alone.

- How about the Padre?

He's also waiting for your word.

He'll give you comfort.

- I don't need no comfort.

I want to be left alone.

- Don't you feel the need

to prepare yourself for the final hour?

- Look Warden, don't worry about me.

I'm prepared, so leave me alone!

- It's your last chance to make
peace with your conscience.

- Don't give me that fancy talk.

You make peace your way,
I'll make peace my way, see.

- Have you any special wish?

Your favorite food, anything?

- Nothing, just that stinking

black coffee of yours and
cigarettes, that's all.

- According to the law on your last night

you can have any wish granted.

- Yeah?

I'd like to shave the Public Prosecutor.

- I'm glad you didn't
lose your good humor, Joe.

- I'm glad you're glad, goodbye.

- Did you ask him?

What did he say?

Did you tell him that?

- Of course I did.

He's mad at the whole world.

He shouts, and refuses
any sensible suggestion.

He doesn't want to see
anybody, doesn't want any food.

He's as stubborn as a mule.

- Maybe if he could see
me, he'd talk to me?

Just for a moment.

- I can't force him, my child.

If he doesn't want to
see you and the Padre

that's up to him.

According to law, I have no right to--

- Oh come, come.

You can't go on like this, eat something.

Come on, drink some tea.

And you stay here and wait.

Perhaps he'll change his mind later on.

- I doubt it.

Seems to me his mind is made up.

He sounds cold, almost cruel.

Why, he hasn't a decent word for anybody.

The guards tell me he
just shouts and curses.

Throws himself around like a madman.

I'm here over 17 years.

I've seen a lot of tough
guys walk to the gallows.

On the last day, they all,
usually soften up a bit.

- I remember you told me
once that even the toughest

convicts at the last
moment, break down and cry.

And call for their mothers.

- His mother died when he was a baby.

I'm his stepsister.

- Oh, what a lucky guy.

This tastes like ink!

You dirty rats!

Can't I get a decent cup of coffee?

- Fresh coffee, what do you want?

The Warden's wife made it herself.

- Yeah?

Well tell her to drink it.

Oh what's the difference.

Good coffee, bad coffee.

In a few hours it's all over.

The whole lousy mess.

- Now he complains about the coffee.

- Let him complain, he's nuts.

Raging like a maniac,
all day and all night.

- Nerves, he can't fool me.

They all go to pieces in a different way.

- You should see the others.

The whole house, dead silence.

They don't talk, just sit there and brood.

- A funny thing.

There's still a kind of respect

for the majesty of
death as Padre calls it.

- Yeah.

Turn on the radio, let's have some music.

I feel a little sick myself.

Nice tone.

Must be quite expensive, huh?

- It's a portable, made in America.

Anniversary present from my boy.

- That's nice.

You must be proud of him, huh?

- I had good luck.

He turned out alright.

You never can tell though.

Every kid is all of the good things

and all of the bad things in him.

Depending on how it turns out.

Maybe that Joe Cardos was a good kid too.

Here we go again, gentle Joe.

Yes, what can I do for you?

- Get me the Warden.

- Look, he's just resting a bit.

Why don't you just--

- I don't care if he's
resting or snoring or.

Tell him I want to talk to him.

Go on, beat it!

Go faster you lazy cockroach.

I haven't got as much time as you have.

- You wanted to see me, Joe?

- Yeah, I changed my mind.

I don't want to be alone.

I want company.

- That makes sense to me, Joe.

Who do you want to see first?

Your sister or the Padre?

- Are you kidding?

I want to have fun!

- All right, whatever you wish.

Do you want to play cards with me?

I'll be glad to stay as long as you wish.

- That would be a lot of
fun, wouldn't it, Warden.

I said I wanted to have fun.

I want a girl.

Well, what's the matter?

I want a girl to keep me company.

Yeah, and some music.

Two musicians will do.

I hope the government can afford it.

I want to have a party.

- What do you expect me to do about it?

- Wait a minute.

You said it yourself,
just a little while ago.

How did you put it?

Oh, yeah.

That according to the law,

I've got the right to my last wish.

Anything, you said.

- Well, I mean, the law has its limits.

In my opinion, after all, you can't

make a dance-hall out of this place.

But the law says--

- Then the law stinks!

The law's against me on one side.

It should be for me on the
other, don't you think?

You brought it up.

You gave me this law.

So go out and do justice to it.

Well, what's the matter?

Don't you know where to look for them?

If you don't, I'll tell you a few places.

- Well, there's nothing doing gentlemen.

Some of the girls are superstitious,

and some are just plain scared.

- Scared of what?

- You can't blame them.

After all, he is a strangler.

One girl more-or-less.

What's the difference to such a guy?

- There's nothing to it, lady.

The girl will be protected.

There'll be the guards and musicians.

I tell you, there's
nothing to worry about.

- Look, what do you want me to do?

If I were younger I'd go myself.

Oh, I'd love to be
strangled by a professional.

And as for musicians,

why don't you try that
little café down the street?

- Hey, what about that girl Dora.

- Who?

- You know, the one that used
to work for you as a waitress.

- Yeah, yes, we know of a girl, gentlemen.

She used to work here as a waitress.

- I met her just yesterday,
or was it the day before?

Anyway she's in real rough shape.

She really needs money.

She'd take any job, I know.

- Can you tell them
where they'll find her?

- She lives in that corner
house on Minerva Street.

What's the address?

It's next door to the funeral parlor.

- Oh yes, I know where it is.

What's her name?

- Dora, Dora Garde or Garber.

I don't know.

But if you go by there I'm sure

they can tell you where she is.

- Well, thank you very much, ladies.

- Goodbye.

- Goodbye boys.

Come again, when you can stay longer.

- I admire your courage.

You've got a lot of nerve
to show up here, I must say.

- I'm sorry, I know.

- Always the same story.

- I try my best but
something is wrong with me.

I must be sick or something.

I'll try to get a job.

- By tomorrow morning, I want
this room clean and empty.

You understand?

Empty.

I've got my responsibilities.

The gas is shut off.

And tomorrow morning they
turn off the electricity.

- Who is it?

Police, open up.

- It's open.

What do you want?

- Are you Dora, what is it?

- Garber, I think.

- I'm Dora alright, but my name is Garvin.

That's all right, it must be you.

- How do you know?

Garber isn't Garvin.

- Did you ever work for, what's her name?

- Uh, Cabot, Mrs. Cabot I think.

- No!

Oh, I worked for a Mrs. Carvine,
maybe that's what you mean?

But for that, I served time already.

So what do you want?

What is it?

- Well, it's quite a thing.

Did you ever hear of Joe Cardos?

No.

- You never heard of
the killer Joe Cardos?

- You mean the girl strangler?

That's him.

- I heard some talk about him.

Saw his picture on the front
page just a little while ago.

- Would you like to make some quick money?

- You mean, to keep him company?

- How'd you guess?

- Easy to guess.

After all I'm not in
the insurance business.

What else would you need me for?

- He wants to have some fun.

Music, dancing, you know.

To kill time.

- Before time kills him, it's a good idea.

- Well how about it?

Two hundred Scholes, like that.

- Just enough for a decent funeral.

- Nothing.

How come you picked me?

There are a lot of cute girls around.

- Yeah, we know.

The trouble is, they're either
superstitious or scared.

Scared, of what?

- Well, he's a killer.

And they're afraid that he might.

- Might strangle them?

What's your answer?

We haven't got much time.

- Alright.

Gee, I'll have to change
clothes, I'm soaking wet.

- What happened to you?

- I took a bath with my clothes on.

- Well, let's go.

- I haven't got a thing to wear.

This is all I have, I used
it in a show, is it alright?

Yeah, that's alright.

- But maybe he won't like me.

- The law says we must
fulfill his last wish.

But it doesn't say anything

about running a beauty contest for him.

- For the first time,
the law's on my side.

I'll be right with you, boys.

What are you looking for?

- It's all right.

- Is that the best they could do?

- If you don't like me, I can go.

I don't mind, I'm used to it.

- Used to what?

- Everything.

I know I don't look too good.

I got this from a soldier,
it's too big for me.

My figure isn't bad.

You want to see me before I go?

You're the Boss, whatever you say.

- Smoke?

- Yeah.

Thanks.

- Sit down.

- So you want me to stay?

- What's the difference, just for laughs.

- Go ahead, have a good laugh.

I don't care.

Gee, they're strong.

What is this?

- Hey, maybe you're hungry?

Want something to eat?

Well, just say so,
everything is on the house.

Like you said before, I'm the Boss, see.

Hey slaves, service!

Where is everybody?

- You're quite cheerful, considering--

- Considering what?

No, I'm not cheerful.

I just spit on everything.

Spit, spit.

Understand, spit!

- So do I, so let's spit together.

- Hey, what kind of service is this?

- Hey, cut it out will you.

- Shut up.

Tonight, I'm the Boss, do you hear?

- Alright Boss, what do you want?

- Say, is this the only
wish I was granted?

- Anything you want, just name it.

I have orders to please you.

- See!

What's your favorite dish?

Come on, you're my
guest, have a good time.

- Something warm, anything.

- Well, say what, take the best.

Never mind the price, I can afford it.

- Oh, let me see.

Hot cabbage soup, maybe?

- Yeah, yeah, make it two.

What else?

- Oh, that'll be all.

I've got a weak stomach.

I haven't eaten for days.

- How about a nice juicy steak?

- No, I couldn't, really.

- Something sweet?

Pie, yeah, do you like pie?

- I'm afraid it would make me sick.

The soup will be fine.

- Well, you heard what the lady said.

Now beat it Julius, and make it fast.

The night's short.

Yeah, yeah, and where are the musicians?

- I don't know.

Maybe they're on their way.

I really don't know.

- I'll bet, cheapskates.

The government would probably collapse.

Hey you!

Some fresh decent and coffee!

This outfit makes the lousiest
coffee you ever tasted.

I know, I've been around.

This is my fifth pen, rat-hole.

Look at those walls.

Over 300 years old.

Should have burned it down long ago.

Humanity.

- It's horrible.

Where are the other guys?

- Up there.

This is reserved, for the guy who goes.

- Can I have a sip of coffee?

I don't mind what it tastes like.

Just to warm up a bit.

- It's poison I'm telling you.

Hey, you should taste my coffee.

I used to be known for
making the best java

in the whole neighborhood.

Three times boiled over.

Then let it settle.

Then once more boiled over.

Would keep you awake 24 hours.

Let me see.

I've got about five hours left.

That makes me stay awake 19
hours after they hang me.

You are a sour pussy.

- I know I'm not much fun.

If you want me to go.

- Oh shut up!

Always repeating the same.

If I want you to go, I'll tell you so.

I haven't got much of a choice anyway.

I guess you were the only volunteer?

- Probably.

The cops said the other girls were scared.

I mean to take the job.

- How about you?

You're not?

- What?

- Scared.

- Why should I be?

To me you look like anybody else.

I've seen all kinds of guys.

They're all nuts.

- You're not scared of me?

Didn't you read about me?

- I'm a little bit behind in my reading.

I had more important things on my mind.

- You mean you don't know
nothing about Joe Cardos?

- Sorry to disappoint you, Joe.

Might have saw your
picture on the front page

a little while ago and heard
some nasty remarks about you.

That's all.

- What'd they say?

- Don't ask me to repeat it.

Just some dames, floozies,
you know how they talk.

- What'd they say?

- Well, if you insist, that
you're a beast, a monster.

One dame said.

- Well come on, what did she say?

- That that is how you make love.

By strangling your girls.

- Idiots.

How come you're not scared?

What if I.

- Go ahead, I don't mind.

- You're kidding.

- No I'm not, try.

Just try, I won't scream for help.

- Don't you care to live?

- You want to be a nice guy?

Take me with you.

What difference does it make to you?

They can only hang you once.

What did you do that for?

- I don't like you.

- So what?

I'm not crazy about you either.

- Is that why you came here?

Because you don't care to live?

How much will they pay you?

- Just enough for a decent funeral.

- What?

What kind of a crack is that?

- It's no crack.

See, my hair is still wet.

I, I tried to.

- You mean they pulled you
right out of the river?

What a catch.

If they knew anything about fishing,

they'd throw you right back.

- Thanks.

- You must be fed up with life

if you'd take this kind of a job.

- I told you why I took it.

And I'll go through with it too.

You can be sure of that.

Right after you.

- So maybe we'll meet
down there after all, huh?

- Maybe, who knows?

- Hey, maybe we'd go steady together, huh?

Oh, you look like a dead fish.

- That's what I am.

- Say, how old are you?

- 25 believe it or not.

But I feel like 100.

- Hey, that was fast.

Smells good.

- I'll go to bed.

My eyes are tired.

Why don't you lie down, little girl?

I'm sure he won't change
his mind any more.

- I'd like to stay up if you don't mind.

I'd like to wait, to the end.

Maybe at the last moment,
he'll need somebody.

I can wait out in the hall.

- That was good, filled me up.

How about you?

- Lots of onions.

- Yeah, now we'll smell like The Devil.

- Cigarette?

- No, I don't think I should.

It chokes me right here.

They're too strong.

- That's all we got.

- Or maybe I should.

To kill the onion smell.

- Don't tomorrow about that.

By tomorrow it's gone.

- You've got a funny kind of humor.

- Humor is supposed to be funny, isn't it?

- You know what I think?

I think you say all these
things just because you.

- What, because what?

- I don't want to make you angry.

It just strikes me funny, when a guy

says all these things right
on the doorstep to eternity.

- Where'd you pick up this kind of talk?

- Oh, I, I read poems.

- What?

- Poems.

It's beautiful words put together

so that they do something to you.

It's like a nicer world,
like music or religion, or.

- Is that what cabbage soup does to you?

- Wait, I have one.

I'd like to read it to you.

I have them cut out.

Here they are.

No, that's not it.

That's a nice one too but it's.

Yeah, this is the one.

I'm not very good at reading
these, but pardon me.

By the streams that we
rest, in a land I love best.

In the land where the willow tree weeps.

I have planted a part
of my peace-loving heart

in the hills and there I would sleep.

What is this?

- Shush.

With a song in the air,
and a heaven so fair.

Let me there in my memory be.

- I don't get you.

You must be nuts.

Where'd you dig it up?

What did you read it for?

- Oh, I cut it out of old
newspapers and magazines.

- But what for?

- It keeps me going, sort of.

You see, some people have
to hold on to the bottle,

some to stargazing,
well, this is my stuff.

Beautiful words.

It's like a nicer world.

- Yeah?

You just said that stuff keeps you going.

Where to?

You just tried to finish yourself off.

And you say you'll go through
with it right after me.

- That's true.

But maybe it's because I haven't

got anybody to share it with.

You see you need somebody.

When you eat something good,

it's much better when you
can say isn't it good?

Or when you're in a movie and
watch a tender love scene.

You want to squeeze somebody's hand.

Oh, I got tired of reading

all these beautiful things to myself.

Let me read some more, please.

- Aw, cut it out will ya?

What a screwy dame.

Looks like and drowned saint

and comes here to read me poems.

- Well, there's still
time to get another girl.

I don't want to spoil your last evening.

- So, I'll never forgive you.

Say, why don't you make up
your lips or comb your hair?

Or something.

- Do you think it will help?

Let's see, gee, I don't know.

It's still wet.

I'll try my best to lift up your morale.

- Hey, you've got humor too.

But you make the same sour
face even at your own jokes.

- I can't help it.

Even if something strikes
me as funny, I can't laugh.

- What do you mean, you can't laugh?

- Just what I said, I don't
remember that I ever did.

- Oh, that's a lot of nonsense.

I never heard nothing like that.

- Honest.

I must be a freak or something.

You could put me in a sideshow or a circus

and they could make cracks,
tickle me, and I'd never laugh.

I'm not joking.

It's, how shall I say?

Gee, I don't remember the words but

some people don't have
enough red corpuscles,

and some don't have enough vitamins.

So I don't have--

- You trying to make fun of me?

- Oh, why should I make fun of you?

And kind of fun would that be anyway?

This thing loused up my whole life.

When I was a kid the
other kids didn't want

to play with me as I was
always sad, and never smiled.

Later on, I lost jobs and boyfriends.

You know, people want
to see a smiling face

no matter how crooked the smile is.

You know, I used to stand

in front of the mirror for hours

to try to learn how to smile.

See, it's frozen.

See I, I can make a grimace.

Something like a smile but
it doesn't reach the eyes.

Isn't that funny?

- It's the queerest thing I ever heard.

- It's like that story
about the sad Princess.

Her father promised his kingdom

and his daughter's hand in marriage

to the guy who could make her laugh.

- Yeah, I remember something about that.

Hey, you could play the lead in it.

- I sure could.

- Say, I bet you I can make you laugh.

- Go ahead, try it.

Maybe you can win the King's
daughter's hand in marriage.

But if you don't care
anyway, so what's the use?

- Yeah, what the use, blah, blah, blah.

I got to go to the.

I'll be right back.

You look different.

What did you do to yourself?

- You like me better now?

- What do you care?

You'll get your dough.

So what's the difference to you?

- Every woman has ambitions.

Come on, put your arms around me.

Come on, come, get up.

Let's dance.

We don't need music, you can whistle.

Don't let me go away from here

with the lousy feeling that

I'm not good enough even for a--

- Even for a criminal.

For a guy that's going to
hang in a couple of hours.

Is that what you mean?

- I didn't say anything like that.

- Now, let me alone, I
don't want any charity.

- You're a funny guy.

You order yourself a girl.

A entertainer, and you
expect the real thing.

- Yeah, I guess I'm mixed up too.

- What do you mean, too?

I'm not mixed up.

- No, ha!

- I can see right through you, Joe.

You want to laugh in the hangman's face.

But it won't work.

You want to play tough.

But there's something about you.

Something, you're like a little boy

who wants to play big and strong.

And don't want to admit that
he's shaking in his boots.

- Shut up!

I didn't ask for a psychiatrist,
I asked for a girl.

- Well?

- Oh, forget it.

- So why did I put on all that war-paint?

You guys are a mystery for me.

All my life.

Honest.

What kind of creature is a guy?

They're all the same.

I don't want to tell you
my life story, don't worry.

It comes to my mind
that in all these years,

I could never figure out what
all of the fuss was about.

When I worked in a factory,

and when I worked in a dime-store.

The same thing, always the same.

Then I was a waitress.

Scandals, broads, black
eyes, broken bones.

And then finally came the dance-hall.

That was the worst.

What a jungle.

Sailors, peddlers, crooks, drunks.

They were all brutal, impatient, cruel.

All in a hurry to get what they wanted

if they had to kill for it.

You know, you're the first
guy who seems human to me.

Who has emotions
different from the others.

I mean it, I'm not trying to kid you.

You're a guy who doesn't want me

because he's not in the mood.

Because I'm not his type.

The others didn't care.

The same hungry bunch of ruffians.

Always ready to take what they could.

Don't push me away.

I don't know why, but somehow
you seem alright to me.

I know guys, I can tell.

You're not a Killer,

you're just a poor little
boy who got into trouble.

That's not a killer's hand.

Maybe this hand killed

because it had a desire
to stroke, to be nice.

Even a hand can be mixed up, you know.

- What the, what are you trying to do?

Get out of here!

I don't want to listen to
any more of your nonsense.

Go on, get going!

Shall I ring or shall I call?

You don't want me to go, Joe.

You just don't like what I say,
even if you know it's true.

Look Joe, we're both in the same boat.

At the end of the road, with
no tomorrow and no future.

We've got no reason to pretend to each

or to lie to each other.

We can't even say what
would you think of me?

Cause what's the difference?

Come on Joe, relax.

Be a nice guy and tell me about yourself.

I didn't read the papers,
so I know nothing about you.

How did you get into trouble?

- What do you care?

What's it to you?

Leave me alone, I don't
want to talk about it.

- They said something, that
you choked your girls to death.

- That's a lie.

It all started with one guy, that rat.

Oh, if I could, I'd kill him again.

- What did he do to you?

- He was my best pal, my friend.

Always patting me on the
back, making me feel good

so he could drag me into his dirty deals.

- He made you a sucker, huh?

- You said it, what a sucker.

What an idiot I was.

- What did he do?

- Dragged me in on all his dirty deals.

When they busted and he was in a jam.

He was so sorry, so innocent.

Four times I took the rap for
him, and kept my mouth shut.

The lousy double-crosser.

He looked like a shabby
Romeo, and had a touch of TB.

And I had to protect him, the poor fish.

I had to get in all the
fights, take all the beatings.

Because he was so poor and helpless.

Rat.

Paulo, his name was Paul,
but he called himself Paulo.

He sure was smart.

Knew all the angles,
knew how to handle me.

I always fell for his little tricks.

And then one day he took me backstage

at a burlesque theater and
introduced me to a girl.

Annie, they called her.

Big, everything in the right places.

Gee, what a dame.

I flipped, I must say.

He knew it, the rat.

And then when he was sure I was hooked,

he started talking a big deal.

A holdup you know.

I was to do it.

He would just supervise the whole thing,

and wait in a safe place for his dough.

I, I didn't want to do it.

I, I done a lot of jobs before.

I'd had a lot of fun with Annie.

I didn't want to lose her and go to jail.

So we had fights.

That's where Annie came in.

She sure helped push it.

Big blue eyes get bigger and bluer.

She started a sweet songs

about going over the border together.

And having a lot of fun.

Buying a nice little joint.

Horse races, gambling, smart sports car.

She sure sounded good when she talked.

- So, she talked you into it?

- Ain't you a smart girl.

How'd you guess?

- Go on, Joe.

- What the heck are you?

A news reporter, or my confessor?

- Just a friend, Joe.

And if you don't believe me,
then just a curious woman.

Go on.

- So, what do you want to know?

That we loused it up?

We figured everything wrong.

By accident, I shot a guy.

And I was behind bars waiting
trial for robbery and murder.

So what else do you want to know?

That Paulo left me in the cold, as always?

And Annie kept her big,
beautiful mouth shut.

That I had no accomplices.

That I was on the job all by myself.

- So nobody came to see you?

- My sis, Clara.

Poor kid.

Hated to look in her eyes.

She came every day.

Begged me to tell everything.

Make the others pay too.

Maybe help myself a little.

But I was stubborn.

So one day she brought me the
news that my girl and Paulo

were out having fun together.

Well, that did it.

There I was, croaking behind bars,

and they're out having a big time.

I saw red.

Couldn't eat, couldn't sleep.

I only wanted to see with my
own eyes how they carried on.

I was stronger than the prison walls.

So, one day I broke out.

And I saw with my own
eyes what I wanted to see.

I had no gun, no knife.

Just my two bare hands.

I waited until she left
his swank apartment.

Then I had a final talk with him.

Gee, was he scared.

Trembling, pleading.

Almost funny.

Then I caught up with her.

In her hotel room.

All of a sudden, she looked like

a snake or a lizard or something.

She kept lying right
up to her last breath.

So, how do you like it?

- Nice.

Are you sorry?

- Sorry, for what, for whom?

I'm never sorry for nothing.

- Not even for your life?

- No, not a bit.

- I don't believe you.

- Are you sorry for yours?

- Sure I am.

I'm not ashamed to say so.

I'm sorry for everything that went wrong.

I cried my eyes out.

- Yeah?

I never cried.

Never in my life.

Never, I tell you!

Not even when I was a kid.

My father chained me to his
iron bed and beat me like a dog.

I never cried, never!

How about your mother?

- I didn't know my mother.

I wasn't two years old when she died.

- You know a little while ago

when you told me how it all happened.

I mean, the whole mess.

I think I saw something in your eyes.

Something, how was it, in that poem?

- Oh don't give me that.

You and your crazy poems.

I'm telling you, I was a kid, 13.

A gang at Gregory Mills beat me up,

cut my hair, threw me in the river.

But I never cried, never!

- That's a lot of nonsense.

Everybody cries, every normal human being.

So why do you want me to believe this?

- You said you never smiled.

So I never cried, there you are!

You were sad and never learned to smile.

I was stubborn.

And just because they wanted
me to cry, I wouldn't.

I'm never sorry, and I never cry.

- That's bad, Joe.

Crying is good for you.

It gives you relief.

I like to cry, it helps me a lot.

Why don't you try it?

- Are you out of your mind?

Do you want me to cry when they put

the noose around my neck?

Yeah, yeah, maybe if I say I'm sorry,

they'll let me go home, huh?

- That's not the point Joe.

You don't cry for the others.

You cry for yourself.

I always cry when I'm alone.

I won't cry while I'm here.

You can be sure of that,

but after I say goodbye to you and leave.

I'm sure I'll cry, I'll cry very much.

- I don't get you.

Why should you cry when
you say goodbye to me?

- Why, why, why do you have to ask why?

I just feel that I will.

What's the use of looking for reasons?

- Wait a minute.

You said you'll cry after I go.

I don't want nobody to feel sorry for me.

Maybe I'll cry because
I feel sorry for myself.

Because I didn't have the good
luck to meet a guy like you.

I mean before it was too
late, for both of us.

Joe, I can see that you're ready to--

- Cut it out, that's a lie!

You're making up something,
trying to mix me up.

I told you, I never cry!

- Alright, you've said it already.

Ten times at least.

But maybe you're afraid
of your real feelings.

Why don't you try it?

It will do you good.

- Shut up you crazy dame!

What are you trying to do?

- I'm trying to help you.

To help you, you fool.

Don't you understand?

But you're afraid that it might work.

That's why you yell and scream
and shout like a mad man.

That's why you play it big and stormy.

And maybe you're a coward.

- Shut up, nobody will call
me a coward, do you hear?

Nobody, you cheap little--

- Say it!

I'm not afraid to hear
the truth about myself.

But you are, you coward!

Joe when you look up
again, don't feel ashamed.

I'm so proud of you, don't spoil it.

I feel so near to you, Joe.

Nearer than I've ever felt
to anybody in my life.

It isn't love, it can't be.

It's something more.

It's like.

Oh, I can't think of the words.

I can feel it but I can't say it.

Isn't that strange?

Joe look at me.

What is it, Joe, what are you staring at?

- You're smiling.

-Am I?

- Yeah, yeah, can't you feel it?

Why, you look so beautiful when you smile.

I, I almost can't believe it's you.

- Oh, I'd like to write a poem,

about the miracle of tears and a smile.

And I'd like to have it printed
in newspapers, with my name.

Maybe some other lost little soul

would cut it out and read it and cry.

Oh, I like your hair.

And those stubborn eyes.

Why didn't you shave?

Isn't it strange that
after all this horror,

dirt and confusion

that I feel that you're
the first man in my life.

What is it Joe?

What are you thinking about?

- I had a dream last night.

It's a strange dream.

I walked to the gallows

and they put the noose around my neck.

Dropped the trapdoor.

The rope broke and I fell to the ground.

And then prison bell started to ring.

As if to proclaim a miracle had occurred.

You see, the law says that when
something like this happens

the convict's life must be spared.

It's considered a sign of providence.

Well, I guess providence can't be bothered

to perform miracles for my sake.

When I woke up I, I could still

hear the prison bell ringing.

- Isn't this strange?

- I remember there was something
in the paper about you.

That you refused a request
for commuting your sentence.

Why did you?

- I don't know.

I hated the whole world, I hated myself.

There was no reason.

Now it's too late.

- Maybe not Joe.

Why don't you do something?

- Oh, it's no use.

The Warden told me that

the request has to be filed long before.

It has to go to the highest
court and the President.

Nah, let's forget about it.

By the way, what's your name, beautiful?

- It's about time you asked, Dora.

- Dora, Dora.

- It's the only thing I like about myself.

I think it's a pretty name.

- Dora, yeah, yeah, I like it.

- Joe and Dora.

- Joe and Dora Cardos.

- Why did you say that?

- Dora Cardos, don't you like it?

- Sure, I think it's alright.

- That's your name now.

- Sure and tomorrow you'll buy me a ring.

And we'll go looking for a little place,

somewhere near the harbor.

I like the smell of the water
and the sound of steamboats.

When were you born, Joe?

- February.

- What day?

19th.

- Aquarius, wonderful I'm Pisces.

They say it's a lucky combination.

Pisces and Aquarius.

We'll be happy, you'll see.

I'm sorry Joe.

I just wanted to forget
for a little while.

- No, that's alright.

I understand.

I'll think of you to the
last minute, the last second.

And I won't be scared,
that I can promise you.

I, I want you to find my sister.

Clara, you can tell her that.

Hey, wait.

I can hear music.

Yeah, I can hear it too.

- Gee, I'd like to dance with you.

How about it?

- Joe, I don't think we should.

- Why not?

- Well it, it just isn't
right at this late hour.

- You mean we'd wake the neighbors?

- Oh stop that, Joe.

I don't like it when you make fun of--

- What is it Boss, any special wish?

- Yeah.

Say, what's that music there, Julius?

- Oh that's my portable.

Plays nice, huh?

I'm sorry if it's too loud.

Stop calling me Julius.

I'm Carlos.

- Well uh, look Carlos, mind
if I borrow it for a while?

- You mean?

Sure, why not?

I'll be right back.

- I don't like it Joe.

I don't feel like dancing.

- I do.

- I don't believe you.

You're just showing off.

- So what?

It's my night, and I'm the Boss, see.

I feel good.

I feel great, believe it or not.

I want to hold my girl in my arms.

You are my girl, aren't you?

See Dora, it's a funny thing.

I'm not ashamed to tell you.

I never felt about a girl
like I feel about you.

All I ever knew was floozies,

gold-diggers, molls, pickup girls.

But you.

- Don't make fun of me, Joe.

If I'm not a pickup girl, then who is?

- Oh no.

You're as clean as a girl can be.

You're an angel.

So good, so kind, so human.

Like a nurse, a beautiful nurse.

Who knows how to wash wounds

and clean away all the bad scratches.

I can't tell you how I feel about you.

Gee I, I think I'm in love with you.

- Say it again.

- You're losing your smile, lady.

- Say it again.

I think I've never heard it before.

- I love you.

I love you, I love you, I love you.

- My son, I took a chance and
came a little ahead of time.

Perhaps you've changed your mind,

and would like to make
peace with Our Lord?

- Joe Cardos, I must ask
your friend to leave.

- Wait a minute, Warden.

Padre, I know I refused to see you before.

I'm sorry.

But now I'm glad you've come.

I'd like to ask you to marry us.

Dora and me.

- I'm very sorry, but I'm
afraid I cannot do it.

- Why not?

It's part of my last wish, Padre.

- Because it is against the regulations.

It is against the law.

- Isn't there an exception to it?

- Not to my knowledge.

- Not even if you ask the
Governor for special permission?

- It is not the concern
of the Governor, my son.

It is the law of the church.

- I'm sorry, but I must perform my duties.

Would you now ask your friend to leave.

- Wait a minute Warden.

Padre, I, I'm sure you care
very much to save a soul.

To let me make peace with The Lord myself.

- That's why I'm here my son, to help you.

- I ask you, humbly.

Don't let me go like this.

Make us man and wife.

Please, I beg of you.

- Well, if I am to do that

there are certain conditions
that you must satisfy.

I'm sure that the Warden will permit me

a few moments alone with you two.

Now that you have made your peace with God

we can proceed with the ceremony.

- Thanks, Padre.

I'll tell them down there
what a nice guy you are.

- Don't recommend me too highly.

We shall proceed in a moment.

I'm expecting two witnesses.

A Mrs. Gilliam, the Warden's wife and.

Here they come.

That's my sister.

- You understand of course,

that the ceremony will be quite simple.

Will you join hands please.

Do you Joseph, take Dora
for thy lawful, wedded wife?

- I do.

- I will.

- Do you Dora, take Joseph for
thy lawful, wedded husband?

- I do.

- I will.

With this ring, I thee wed
and I plight unto thee,

my fidelity, Dora.

With this ring, I thee wed,

and I plight unto thee,
my fidelity, Joseph.

I now pronounce you Man and Wife.

- Smile darling.

Smile.

You look so beautiful when you smile.

- Joe Cardos, in the name of the law,

I ask you now to follow me.

- Be nice to her, she's a good girl.

And I love her.

Smile darling.

Smile.

I'm ready, Warden.

Smile darling.

Smile.

- The prison bell.

Prison bell.

Oh, Joe's dream.

Oh Lord, make a miracle happen.

Make it happen.

Please, please.