All language subtitles for Party of Five s06e16 Blast the Past

So who hasn't spoken today?

Bailey, we haven't
heard yet from you.

Got
anything for the room?

Not today.

I'm pretty good.

Great. Glad to hear it.
That's super.

Oliver.

What?

These rooms are
supposed to be safe.

No judgment, just understanding.

That's what we all give you,

and that's what you can give us.

You're 100% right.

I'll be good.

Well, yesterday,
we ran out of time

when you were telling us about
the night of the accident.

Well...

It's weird because

before, before I got
sober the first time,

the drinking would sneak
up on me, you know,

like, one beer turned into
three, and so on and so on.

But this time was different.
This time...

It was like a decision,
which I guess is why

I'm not really scared that
I'm gonna slip again now.

I mean, it's not like my
problems are gone, because...

The reasons that I drank,

whatever they are, are still
there, but the drinking...

I don't know. It feels
like I switched it on,

so I can more or
less switch it off.

Can I say something? What
the hell is he doing here?

-Oliver, look--
-He had a slip up.

He got drunk one time and now
he's taking up space in rehab?

This is not a competition here.

I mean, Richard drank
half a pint of mouthwash

when they wouldn't
sell him a beer.

Dale parked his car under 10
feet of water at Stinson Beach.

So what? I don't have
the right to be here

if I don't have the
DTs or something?

Hey, you paid your money. You
can be wherever you want.

It's just...

You're making me feel lower
than I felt already.

Yeah, well, I'm sorry.
That's not my problem.

That's right. You
have no problem.

You know what, that is so wrong!

Okay, guys. Settle down.

I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
It's just...

You have your
problems, I'm sure.

But booze isn't one
of them, is it?

From where I sit, your life...
it's a beautiful dream.

Be thankful for
that and go home.

You do want to go
home, don't you?

? Everybody wants to live ?

? Like they wanna live ?

? And everybody wants to love ?

? Like they wanna love ?

? Everybody wants to be ?

? Closer to free ?

? Closer to free ?

-What's up?
-Hmm?

-You stuck on a passage?
-What?

I've been standing over
there waving at nothing.

-Oh? -What the hell
is on that screen?

Nothing. You don't want to...
you don't want to know.

Yeah, sure I do. Now
I really do, Julia.

Fine. Read it.

Oh.

I thought you, uh, hadn't heard
from Justin since he went home.

I hadn't. Not a word
till last night.

Julia, it says he's eloping
with Laura to Vegas.

I know that. I've
read it 50 times.

So, um, are you going?

Well, how do I know that
he wants me to come? Huh?

I mean, he... he didn't
ask in the e-mail.

Oh, come on, Julia. Why do
you think he sent this?

People don't mail announcements
when they elope.

But what does he want? I mean, is
he saying come be at my wedding

or is he saying come stop it?

You should go.

What?

Well, you obviously
don't want to lose him.

Do you?

Well, I, uh...

Right. Then go.

As a friend, I'm
telling you, go.

I was right, wasn't I?

She's getting worse.

Well, her weight and sleep reports
are still within the protocol but--

Protocol? What, uh...

Just look at her.
Does she look better?

You have her in the
placebo group, don't you?

That's why she's like this.

She's not taking the
active drug, right?

See, if you could just tell me, then
I can know to pull her out or not.

It's a double-blind study, Mrs.
Newman,

which means neither the
patient or the therapist

know who's getting
the nefazodone.

I should have never
signed her up for this.

I mean, that these
drug companies...

They don't care
about my daughter.

Or that she won't eat.

-Or go to school...
-I know, I know.

I'm sorry. I know this
is hard for both of you.

Do you? Or is that just
part of the protocol?

Do you really have any idea...

...what my child
is going through?

I'm sorry, Mrs. Newman,
I'll be right back.

Just wait here one moment, okay?

Dr. Frieder. Hi.

-Do you have a minute?
-Well--

Because I was thinking
about our last session,

and it kind of brought
up a lot of questions--

Bailey, I'm... I'm sorry, but you
were discharged, weren't you?

Yeah, they just checked me out,

so I thought I would come
talk to you before I left.

Bailey, I have six more
evaluations, then group.

-Okay, I understand, but--
-Bailey...

-I just wanted-- -Bailey,
please take this the right way.

You're doing great. Now,
I know you have issues,

and I'd be happy to talk about
them with you, just not now.

You can make an appointment
with me any weekday.

In the meantime, talk to your family.
They sound very supportive.

They are, but I'm not
sure this is something--

Bailey, this is good news.
You're doing extremely well.

So, what do you feel like doing?

Um, I... I don't know.

Do you want to practice or...

Or we could not.

You know?

Just, after all those sessions,

surrounded by all those
musicians and stuff,

it's nice just being us
for a change, you know?

Just the two of us.

You and me.

I... I wonder what's on TV.

Touch me, Eric.
I know you want to.

Julia, are you okay?

Julia, what are you
still doing here?

I thought it was settled.
I thought you were going.

Settled? Claud, how
is that settled?

Well, it will be. It will be.

When you finally,
uh, talk to Justin.

And... and say what? I mean,
what am I supposed to say?

I don't even know
why he wrote me.

Julia, you know.

Tell him not to get married.

Right. B-because why?
What is my argument?

What... what you
were saying before.

You know, about him
getting rushed into this.

I said that to him the last time I saw
him, and look what good it did me.

-Oh.
-Exactly.

The only other solution
is that I tell him

he should be with
someone else instead.

Someone specific.

Someone like me, right?

Well, should he?

God, Claud, I don't know. I mean, we haven't
been together for what, four years?

-I mean--
-Julia?

What?

Should he?

God, I have... I
have to go there.

Don't I?

But how am I gonna do that? My car
won't make it. I'm too poor to fly.

Take Todd's car.

Excuse me.

What? Take it where?

Uh, Todd, we're having a
private conversation.

-About my car?
-Yeah.

You don't mind if Julia
borrows it, do you?

It's... it's a lease.

I mean, you know, my... my insurance
won't let anyone drive it but me.

Then... then you'll drive her.

-Me? Drive her where?
-Las Vegas.

Oh, this is perfect.
I'll come with you guys.

-Vegas?
-This is... this is good.

I mean, we've been
working too hard anyway.

We need this, you know. It's
like fun and just impulsive.

Todd, we need it a lot.

Hold off Perkins for,
like, half an hour, all right?

Take him for a tour of
the mill or something.

I'll be in there
as soon as I can.

Okay. All right. Thanks, Ruth.
Bye.

Oh, man. It's tough
doing two jobs, huh?

It'd be a lot easier if this
accountant would get here.

Yeah. Well, tell ya, it's good
having you around here again.

I mean, it's like the old days,
you and me runnin' the joint.

Yeah. Yeah, Joe.

Salinger's.

Yeah, hey. Uh-huh. Oh.

Uh, all right. Yeah,
hang on a second. Yeah.

Hey, Charlie, it's Alex. He got held up.
He's gonna be an hour.

-An hour?
-Yeah.

Oh, my...

I got two meetings at the factory,
and I'm supposed to pick up Owen.

You want me to reschedule?

With the quarterly
taxes coming up?

All right, look, I'll tell you what.
Just leave the computer.

Let me meet with the guy.

I mean, it's not like I
haven't done it a 100 times.

Just tell him to get
here as soon as he can.

And I'll... I'll
cancel my meeting.

Victor, hey, hey, yeah, it's...
it's Charlie.

Uh, listen, I know I was supposed
to pick up Owen after school today,

but something's come up.

Hello?

Is anybody here?

Hey! Man, you're home.

Hey.

What? Didn't expect you back
for a couple more days.

Yeah.

So where is everybody?

Uh, Julia and Claudia
took off for Vegas,

Owen's with Charlie.

Oh.

You got your jacket.
You going out?

Yeah, um, damn it.

You know, I'm supposed
to meet Meredith,

And, uh, it's too late
to call and cancel.

-Oh, well, go.
-No, no wait.

Maybe I'll... Maybe I'll meet
her and send her back home.

Uh, Will, forget that.

Really, I'm actually... I'm
probably just gonna crash anyway.

Go, really. Have a good time.

-Go.
-Okay.

I'll see you later.

Okay.

Owen, come on! Brush your teeth.

We don't want to be
late for school.

All right, all right.

Hey, sleepyhead.

Shouldn't you be getting
ready for work?

I'm not sure I'm going
to go in today.

You, not going in?

You feeling all right?

I'm just tired.

You seem kind of...

What's going on?

It's just work, you know?
This drug trial.

I mean, some of these
kids are really sick.

They're depressed. And...

it's just getting hard to watch.

Well, they're in
the study, right?

Which means they're
getting therapy.

They need meds.

And some of them aren't getting the
active drug, and the ones that are,

I'm not sure if
it's even working.

It's just...

I don't know,

but it never used to get
to me before, you know?

But lately, I just...

Well, you know, um,

it's weird. I mean, you've
been fine for so long, but...

I mean, when we started
trying to get pregnant,

you did go off your
antidepressants, and...

I don't know.

I'm not depressed, Charlie,
if that's what you're saying.

I'm just upset and I'm...
I'm frustrated.

Okay, okay.

I was just...

Bay, you in there?

Yeah, come in.

Look, I swear to you,
I didn't plan this.

Okay, if you want to sit in
here all day, that's fine.

I'm not trying to make you cheer up or
make you come out of your room or--

Will, what are you...

Hi.

How you doin'?

Hey.

You look great.

Thank you for being
so forgiving.

Not at all.

You did the right thing.

You obviously needed help.

God, and look at me. I'm supposed to be
the one learning how to heal people.

No, I was totally out of line coming
to your place like that, Holly.

And I had been drinking.

I didn't deserve your
sympathy at all.

-Really.
-Anyway...

Will's been really sweet.
He's been giving me updates.

Therapy's obviously working.

Now, look at you.

You look good. And you look calm.
And--

Holly, Holly.

Look, thank you for coming here.
Okay, I mean that.

But I can't have anybody else look
at me and tell me that I look great.

I mean, quitting drinking

suddenly seems like the easiest
thing that I ever did in my life,

because I quit, I'm finished with it.
And now, if anything,

I feel worse.

It's like now I feel like there's more
questions than there were before.

And everybody's looking at me and
they're telling me that I look fine,

because that's what they want,
but the truth is I'm not.

I'm not fine at all.

Next time I drive
halfway through the night,

remind me to wear
looser clothing.

My leg is still asleep.

Keep your eyes peeled. They're checked
in here. Laura can't find out I'm here.

Next, please. How many rooms?

Sir, how many rooms?

Todd, she's asking
you a question.

Todd? Earth to Todd.

What? Sorry, I... I was just...

Yeah, I know. I saw.

No, I didn't. I mean, I wasn't...
I'm not at all...

Julia!

Justin!

Claudia, it's not what you think.
I mean...

- Come here. Come here.
- What?

I was just...

-What are you doing here?
-What am I doing here?

You e-mailed me. You tell
me what I'm doing here.

Laura's letting it ride on her birthday
number. She's right over there.

Justin, what? You
want me to leave?

No, no, I don't.

Oh, my God! You actually came.

-Well, yeah.
-Yeah.

Justin, talk to me.
Justin, we have to talk.

Yeah, I know. Uh,
not now, though.

-Well, when?
-Uh, I don't know.

Justin.

Ah, she's looking over here.

I... I'll see you later, okay?

Did you tell Frances Newman to pull
her daughter out of the study?

She was going to pull Lizzie out anyway.
I just supported her.

That doesn't matter. You should
have discussed it with me first.

The girl needs meds,
well-tested meds.

I made the decision based
on her needs, not ours.

But it wasn't your
decision to make.

Then whose is it? The client's?
Their stockholders?

I did the most responsible
thing, and you know it.

Kirsten,

what's the matter with you?

Nothing. Nothing is
the matter with me.

You have had patients like Lizzie before.
Lots of them.

We've had this conversation.

These kids are in studies so that thousands
of kids just like them can be helped.

This is different. I mean,
Lizzie's different.

Is she?

Or is it you?

I don't know what
you're talking about.

Last week, you fought
with the prescribing MD.

You've been calling
in sick and now this.

What's happening, Kirsten?

What's wrong with you?

What are you doing back here?

What? Did you win the lottery and
find out you have to pay taxes?

Just waiting to
talk to the doctor.

That's nice.

That looks right, thanks.

Hey, put that down!

Back off!
Don't touch me!

Orderly, help!
I need help!

Back off! Did you hear me?
I said back off!

Orderly!

Hey, Oliver, take it easy, man.
You're gonna get hurt.

Get away from me, both of you!

Bring those back!

Damn!

Oliver, Oliver, don't!

-Oliver, stop it!
-No, damn it.

I need that.

-Stop! Take it easy!
-Let go of me.

Stop it!

All right, come on.
Take it easy.

Thanks for nothing, you
stupid little boy scout.

Why can't you
just leave it alone, huh?

Adam, what are you doing here?

I gotta come clean, Julia, okay?

-With what?
-I lied.

Look, I said, as a friend,

That I thought you
should come here.

Uh-huh.

I have been choking on that
stupid word for, like, weeks now.

'Cause the thing is you
are not my friend.

-Adam--
-No, I...

Okay, what you and Justin have,

I can't touch that.

No, it's a... it's a lifetime of knowing
each other, of loving each other.

And I don't love you, Julia.

I mean, I... I barely know you.

But what I do love is...

I love how your voice
gets all flutey

when you try and leave a
funny message on my machine.

Or how you always ask
me for my news first,

even when your news is better.

I love how you always come over
with some kind of take-out,

'cause you're so sure
I'll starve on my own.

I, uh, I'm sorry to dump this on you.
I... I really am,

'cause I've tried not to
put any pressure on you.

You know, I... I kept my mouth
shut, so that you could be free.

But, now you're here and...
and he's here,

and I can't not say my piece,

which is just...

I wish you'd be free with me.

Uh, that's Claudia.

I'm... I'm sorry. Hold on.

Justin.

Is this a bad time?

No. No, no, it's fine.

I was...

I was... I was just leaving.

Excuse me.

It doesn't make any sense.

Yeah, I know, I know, I know.

You decided to get
married tomorrow.

You want it that badly,
but then you call me?

I mean, that doesn't make sense.

So, since when has
it ever made sense?

I mean, getting
married, you know?

How can two people possibly know

if something that feels right today
is gonna feel right tomorrow?

What are you talking about?

That's what makes it romantic.

It's a leap of faith.

It's believing that we can
make something together

that's better than what
we can make alone.

And Laura and me... I
mean, we love each other,

and we're... we're
gonna take the leap.

Okay, so then, what about me?
Why am I here?

Well, that's the...

The part that, uh, I
wish made more sense.

Look,

I want to do this.

I want to get married.

Well, then, Justin, if
that's what you want, then--

Julia,

I love you.

I always have,

and Laura, um,

she wants to get married
and I love her, too.

But the only problem is that
if I'm gonna take this leap,

I keep asking myself,

"Is it supposed to be us?

Should I be taking
this leap with you?"

So I wrote you because I
want to know how you feel.

The last time I saw you, you
said all that stuff and...

How do you feel?

I don't know.

Well, it's a hard question,
I realize that, but, uh--

Justin, how can I possibly know?

Right.

Okay.

Receipts are all there.

Final tally balances out.

Thanks.

Any word on when
Bailey's coming back?

Not soon enough.

I don't have time for this.

Then let me do it.

Joe, it's all right.
I got it covered.

How long is this gonna go on?

Well, I figure Bailey just
needs a little bit more time--

No, I mean you and me. This.

How long is this "not
trusting me" gonna go on?

I don't know, Joe.

I've pretty much done everything
I can do to prove myself to you.

I sold my condo, I sold my car,
everything I have of value.

Um, I'm just shy of paying
back what I borrowed.

See, that's just it, Joe. You didn't...
you didn't borrow.

What you did is called
something else.

I made a mistake, Charlie.

I mean, I seem to remember
you making one or two mis--

-Joe, this is not about me.
-That's right.

It's about us. You and me.

It's about how 20
years of knowing me

seems to mean nothing to you.

Nothing?

Joe, it means everything.

I... A stranger walks in
here and does what you did,

and I'm... I'm pissed off,
I'm mad, but that's it.

But you...

20 years, and then you do this.

-I'm still me, Charlie. -How am
I supposed to know that, Joe?

Okay.

You know what?

If this is how it is,

then maybe there's no point
in me sticking around.

I'll clear out my
stuff tomorrow.

Hey.

-How are you?
-Oh, hello.

Just wanted to make sure
they didn't lobotomize you.

God, I wish they would.

Would you mind not
staring at me like that?

I'm sorry, I'm just...

I'm fine.

Right. Okay.

Anyway.

Look, thanks.

But it's not like you
saved me from anything.

Even if I got those pills down, they
just would've pumped my stomach.

Well, then, why did
you bother doing it?

That's funny you
have to ask me that.

What do you mean?

You didn't want to
leave here, either.

I just want to figure out what
the hell is wrong with me.

Really?

Let me save you
some therapy bills.

Pull up a couch.

You're into the cavalry
rush, same as me.

-Cavalry?
-Sure.

You love a good crisis.
Really gets the blood going.

-What do you mean?
-We've all heard your story.

Those orphans all
pulling together.

Look, I don't do what you did.

I don't get myself into trouble, so
people have to come rushing to my rescue.

Doesn't matter. It's
the same disease.

Some of us get off on
needing a 911 rescue.

And some of us get
off on giving it.

It's a trade secret, Mr.
Pendleton.

It's okay with me.
Here we are.

But don't
be a real man, be a king.

Todd?

Todd, it's Claudia. You decent?

Oh, you're here.

Hey, what are you doing?

I... I can explain this.

No, see, the remote, it's...
the remote's broken, and--

Come on. First with the dancing
girls, and now the porno?

No, the porno, it's...

it's an accident, all right?

Um, the girls downstairs,
I mean, that was...

I just couldn't help but notice.
I mean...

Hello? Why can't you notice me?

-What?
-Todd, you kissed me.

I mean, you kissed me. Maybe
it was a hundred years ago,

but... I mean, it's like I turned
into your sister or something.

I mean, do you want me to,
you know, wear feathers,

and... and sparkly things, or...
or this short cheerleader skirt?

I mean, tell me, what's
suddenly wrong with me?

Wait, you think that
I'm not interested?

Well, what am I supposed to think?
You're like the king of mixed signals.

Me? Mixed signals?

Me, me? The one who is killing
himself not to be a pig.

-Why?
-Because you have this past.

I mean, you tell me the reason you're
scared to get into a relationship

is... is because of...
what's his name? Derek.

I mean, what am I
supposed to think?

Every time I want to
touch you, I feel like,

you know, what if she just wants to be
friends or am I forcing myself on her?

Am I making the same wrong
assumptions that he did?

You actually...

That's what you thought?

I've been going insane.

I mean, we're together like
thousands of hours a day,

and you sit there and smiling
and laughing and breathing

and just smelling so
unbelievably incredible.

-Todd-- -And we're in this hotel room in...
in sin city,

and if I don't figure out
what it is that you want,

I'm scared that I'm just gonna--

That's what I want.

Okay?

Marriage is a sacred commitment not
to be taken lightly or whimsically.

It's an oath of love you
both make to each other,

to this congregation,
and to God.

But before we proceed, I must ask if there
is anyone present who objects to this union,

let them speak now or
forever hold their peace.

Very well, then.
The rings, please.

Justin.

Do you promise to love,
honor, and cherish Laura

for as long as you
both shall live?

I do.

And Laura, do you promise to
love, honor, and cherish Justin

for as long as you
both shall live?

We're booking
plenty of seatings,

but, uh, Joe changed the
menu, uh, to simpler dishes,

stuff that's cheaper,
which means less revenue.

-Charlie. -I think that's
a lot of the problem.

If we upgrade the
menu, and increase--

Charlie, I don't want to
hear this, okay? Please.

Please, just do whatever
you want over there.

I don't care anymore, okay?

Look, I... I know this probably doesn't
seem that important to you right now.

No, it's just not right now.

I don't know if it
ever did, Charlie.

People think that I
was good at that job,

so that I must have
loved doing it.

Bailey, why are you
suddenly going on--

You and Julia and Claud,

you all have this stuff
that you guys do because...

because there's something inside of you
that won't let you do anything else.

But what's there for me?

What do I have
that I'm great at?

Bailey.

Practically everything you've
ever put your mind to.

No.

Mm-mm. I'll tell you what it is.

It's whatever you need.

You got a problem?
You call Bailey.

Something needs saving?
You call Bailey.

Give yourself some credit.

Don't you see what that means?

I don't know what to do with myself
until somebody else is in trouble.

I would have no reason for living,
Charlie, if it wasn't for what?

If it wasn't for
Mom and Dad dying.

Hold on a second.

Charlie, it's true, it's true!

The absolute best...

The absolute high point
for me in my life

was when you got sick.

Because I took over. I took
the family, I took the house,

I took the restaurant.
Finally, I was the man.

But you take all that
away and what's left?

I'm... I'm this...

this person who needs
people that he loves

to be dying for him to be happy.

Hey. Sorry I'm so late.

Bailey had some, uh, meltdown.

I don't know, he's really...

I'm worried about him.

I don't know when he's gonna...

Hey.

Are you okay?

Hey, what's going on?

You're not the only
one who noticed.

I felt it.

I've been thinking that

maybe that I was
getting sick again.

So I went to the doctor.

Kirsten...

And he said...

He told me...

I'm pregnant.

What? You...

-Pregnant?
-That's why I've...

I've been such a mess
lately, Charlie.

I'm not depressed, I'm just...

I've been... I'm
swimming in hormones.

Wait a minute, wait a minute,

So we're... we're gonna...
we're having a--

It worked.

We're pregnant.

A baby?

Our own, we...

-We actually did it?
-We did it.

We did it.

We did it.

You know what I like
about the future?

It's not like the only choice you
have is to plan the whole thing.

You can also, if you want to,

you can sit back and relax
and see what happens.

Sure.

I... I guess.

That was nice, what you did.

Coming all the way down
there to say what you said.

It was exactly what I needed.

Hey.

Listen.

I know you're feeling a
little bit shaky right now,

but, uh, I gotta
get to the office.

-Anyway, Owen's outside.
-Wait, what are you...

Why didn't you take
him to school?

Well, he's got this assignment
for his reading tutor,

this letters and colors thing.

I know what you're
trying to do here, okay?

He tried to explain
it to me, but I--

This isn't like basket
weaving at rehab, okay?

You can't fix this problem
by keeping me busy.

I'm not trying to fix
anything, Bailey.

Hey, Owe.

How you doing?

I'm okay. How are you?

I'm fine.

Fine.

Okay, I... I gotta get moving.

Hey.

See you later, okay?

Bye, Charlie.

I wrote you a letter
when you were away.

Yeah? You did?

Yeah, it's just a bunch of
get-well stuff, you know?

'Cause I missed you.

Well, that sounds nice.

Can I show you?

Sure, yeah.

I worked really hard on it.

Got most of the
letters right too,

I think.

Yeah, yeah, you did.

So, do you think you could
work on it with me?

See, I thought maybe
if I got it real good,

I could, you know, hand it to Ms.
Shaeffer.

Claud and Jule tried to help
me, and Charlie did, too,

but no one's as good as you.

Did you put
forks on the table cloth?

How many
people are coming?

Hey.

Hi.

So, you called me?
What's going on?

Yeah, we're, uh...
we're having dinner.

Uh, Charlie, I was packing to leave.
What's going on?

Joe, listen, uh,

will you stay at the restaurant?

What?

-Why are you-- -Kirsten and I
got a lot going on right now.

And Bailey, you know, who knows?

So I need you there.

-Well, I hope you're not--
-You might be right. I mean,

the past really doesn't tell you
that much about the future anyway.

So I'm asking you.

Will you stay?

Okay, everybody, dig in.

Hey, Joe, are you
staying for supper?

-Yeah, I guess I am.
-Good.

-Hey.
-Hey.

Hey.

-Sit down. What can I get for you?
-Oh, um, surprise me.

Okay.

What's everybody doing here?

What's going on?

It's Tuesday night. This is our
new night for family dinners.

Yeah? Since when?

Uh...

-Since tonight.
-Really?

It's not like we had a meeting
about it or anything. We just...

It's the Chinese, isn't it?
You wanted Italian.

It's okay

I'm okay.

But I'm starving.

Okay. Let's eat.

We need serving spoons?

Yeah. Joe,
they're over there.

-Do you mind grabbing them?
-Oh, yeah, you got it.

Will, you get me two plates?

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