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♫ My life has never felt regret for anyone ♫

♫ Accompanying you to combust with romance until we’re extinguished ♫

♫ I will cherish every tear in our lives ♫

♫ One day I will be strong and not choking with sobs ♫

♫ I’m blindly pursuing, not compromising, to protect someone ♫

♫ I’m blindly pursuing, not compromising, to protect someone ♫

♫ I want to wish for a tomorrow with you in it ♫

♫ I just want to live again ♫

♫ I can face every day proudly ♫

♫ There will always be opportunities in life ♫

♫ Are you ready for them? ♫

♫ To live again ♫

[HIStory 3: Make Our Days Count] [Episode 10]

What is it?

Did you get in touch with the professors?

Just about.

When are you planning to book the tickets?

- Mid-July. - Jul... Mid-July?

This quick?

I want to get there earlier to get used to the environment. That would be more ideal.

Then, I'll have to let dad know. He's been asking.

He's asked me quite a few times already.

Right, did you tell me that

tomorrow or the day after, you need to go to the airport and pick someone up?

He hasn't bought a ticket yet.

I'm also waiting for him to let me know.

Then, where are you going to stay when you get back?

Should I prepare your room for you guys?

Or give you guys the master bedroom?

It's okay.

I won't give up my rental so soon.

Besides, there's still a lot of things to take care of.

I'm also planning to take him for an island tour around Taiwan.

Since, after we leave this time, it'll be a while before we come back.

You should take him for a tour around the island.

Although he went two years before you,

this time, he helped you get into a U.S. graduate school.

And then to take care of all the school matters,

it's good to thank him. It's a must.

I will.

Wait a bit.

Smells good.

I don't know when Xiang Haoting will be able to drink this again.

Mom's home-cooked pineapple bitter melon chicken soup.

I'm so reluctant to see you go.

Hey!

Hey!

Why so suddenly?

Uncle, you should change the decor a bit.

It's been so long.

Here.

This really means something to me.

Oh yeah.

Try our store's new drink.

It's not bad.

Your business is really big now.

Franchises all over Taiwan.

Not really. It's just a few friends who wanted to invest.

Invest?

Then, do you want to invest in my movie?

Movie?

Movies, I don't think I can.

How about you be our cover page?

Cover page?

Sure.

Then, how much are you going to pay me?

You little rascal!

I'm your uncle!

Uncle?

Then I'll give you a 10% discount.

Tell me. What's up?

Grandpa wanted me to give these to you.

He said he didn't need them.

Grandpa's still the same.

Yeah.

I really admire the two of you.

Persisting for so long without giving in.

Who said? I gave up very early on.

This is a gift from Boxiang.

No wonder!

I was about to say, every time you see this, you have a frown on your face.

This time, you smiled.

I'm just smiling through my frown, okay?

Finally, we got everyone together.

How long has it been since we saw each other?

I really missed all of you.

What have you been up to lately?

Lately? I've been busy working with a lot of different websites.

That's great! You should ask me to help out.

Let me tell you! I've really elevated my shooting skills.

You should ask him to shoot for you.

How about next time we do it together?

Are you being serious?

I'm serious.

Let's take a picture.

It's been too long since we've seen each other. Let's take a picture.

Wait for Sun Bo.

He's late, forget him!

- Miss me? - You're late! How dare you?

It's been so long and you're still late.

I am? Am I late?

- I'm here just on time. - How dare you?

You know what being late means, don't you?

- What? - Three shots!

I can't, I drove today.

- Stop kidding around. - You're using the driving excuse.

I'm telling you guys!

Soda!

Boss, give me a big bottle of soda!

Boring.

No excuses now with soda.

No excuses.

Thanks.

- What were you talking about just now? - Old Sun! Just for you.

- That's too much. - Here. Let me in.

You can't hide now.

Drink up!

Drink!

Okay, I'll drink.

Bottoms up!

- Okay. That's too much! - This is just soda.

- Drink. - Drink.

- Wait! - What?

Why did we get together this time?

Because of you.

You should drink, too.

Don't change the subject!

You drink first,

Bottoms up!

Drink up!

Give me a break, it's only soda.

Try coming late again.

- It's been so long since we've got together. - I'll never be late again, okay?

Really.

Here, let me pour you another cup.

Just one more. Stop kidding around!

We agreed on three!

What?

- Drink. - That's enough.

How about adding mentos to it?

Stop fooling around!

Stop feeding them lousy ideas!

I'll go buy some!

Bro, sit down.

Sorry, my bad.

Stop fooling around, okay?

- I'm scared. - Wait!

Mentos only works in cola,

not with Sprite

Physics major!

Not the same.

But since you were able to graduate,

you're pretty amazing.

Speaking of which. You've been quite disrespectful.

It's been so long!

That's true. It's your turn to drink.

I just graduated last week.

It's been quite a few days now.

I've been organizing my grad study papers

and recommendations along with other stuff.

I'm getting ready to go to Stanford.

Stanford!

The haircut place?

Right, the one on Chunghsiao East Road.

It has the best physics faculty in the U.S.

- The world's different now. - True.

A-hao, not only did you graduate,

you're also the crème of the crop.

Crème of the crop.

Best of the best is truly different.

- Universal genius. - Universal genius.

- What do you mean? - Universal genius?

Gao Chun is speaking proverbs!

Old Sun, give it here.

I graduated from university, too. You know?

And have had two years of experience in the work field.

What have you been doing these past two years?

You have balls asking me this.

Fashion management.

Right.

- That's my brother. He understands me. - That goes without saying.

Fooling around like me.

Who's fooling around like you?

Different indeed.

Some people really work, you're unemployed.

What are you talking about?

I have to explain this, let me tell you.

I've been really studying up on photography.

Dreams have to be built one step at a time.

That's great!

Have you taken that step yet?

What do you mean?

Drink!

What should we drink to?

Making a fortune!

To Lamborghini.

- To friendship. - Friendship!

Bottoms up!

Coach, give us some pointers.

Sure, you the one that doesn't want to train.

- What the hell are you doing? - So strong!

- I can do it, too. - Get out of here, you're out!

I can, too!

You're so tiny!

It's okay, you know how to take photos.

When is your son coming back?

I've finished cooking the last dish already.

Should be... He's home now.

How come you're home so late?

After I finished dinner with Sun Bo and the guys, Professor Chen asked me to help out.

That professor of yours really can't bear to let you go.

Your brother is now a top student. Unlike you.

I just hope you can graduate university.

Okay, okay, Dad. Let's just eat.

I'll graduate university for sure, okay?

That's right! It'll be no problem.

Do you have a boyfriend?

Why have you been dressing up lately?

I have not.

- No? - Listen to your brother.

Your attire is too revealing.

Is it? I bought them, they're fine.

Let me put away my bag first.

Remember to wash your hands.

Dad, when I was young and dressed like that, you said I looked beautiful.

Not the same. A daughter needs to look like a daughter.

Then listen to your father.

Wasn't he just putting away his bag and washing his hands? Why is he taking so long?

Xiang Haoting, come out.

Son.

Come eat.

It's your first time going abroad,

if there are things that you can't bring with you this time,

just put them all together.

Mom will mail them to you.

Hurry, come out and eat.

The dishes are getting cold.

Okay.

Son.

These past few years you've been so busy every day.

Like a spinning top, spinning round and round. Never stopping.

I know that you think maybe it's better this way.

But...

it's time you should slow down a bit.

Let yourself live again.

Or else, you will...

you will miss a lot of what's going on in your life.

Besides...

Besides, you're surrounded by many people that love you.

Baby, I'm home.

Looks delicious!

What's wrong? What are you upset about?

- Is there something you're not telling me? - Huh?

No.

It got returned again?

I thought that since it was your dad's birthday,

we should do something for him.

Didn't we agree to not send any more presents?

Don't forget. Every year we go to give him a present, we get kicked out.

But it seems like it's getting better, year after year.

Do you remember the first time we went?

Your dad took out the butcher knife and chased us out.

This year, at least we stepped into the house.

Yes, we did step in.

But then we got kicked out immediately.

Besides, it made everyone in the family quite awkward.

But this year's awkwardness was

a little less than before, that's an improvement.

I doubt it.

I think your dad snuck a smile this year.

Smile?

I think you've been designing too much. So much that your eyes can't focus.

Probably. But that's also what keeps me going.

We can only hope to get a chance by continuing to do it, right?

I know.

I know you're doing this for my benefit,

but this is not our responsibility.

It makes me feel bad.

We're so happy now.

Letting your dad bother us once in a while is not bad either.

Forget it. I can't talk you out of it.

Then, do it my way.

Not only can you cook, you really are good with a knife.

Your punishment tonight is you can only eat one bowl for dinner.

Senior, you're late again.

I'm sorry.

Seriously.

Senior, hurry and eat.

I'm telling you! The chicken wings at this place are super good.

Or do you want to have caramel pudding?

What do you want to drink? I'll go and order it for you.

- Anything is fine. - Anything?

I'm going to have another store favorite: berry soda.

Senior, we all thought that you would pick

one of the European schools from England or Germany.

I never thought you'd choose the U.S. in the end.

But the States is pretty cool, too.

We all really envy you. I also really want to go.

Oh right! Last time, when we went hiking the Northern Chatien Mountain with EI and Chinhao,

I heard them say that your girlfriend is coming back.

You really are something. You told them before me.

We've known each other for much longer.

Tell me! What do you mean by this?

It's nothing. I just mentioned it to them.

How did you two meet?

She was my senior sister.

We got together just before she graduated.

That's so good.

I'm not as lucky as you.

I really want one, too.

I don't know any good looking senior sisters.

Excuse me, your berry soda.

Thank you.

What? Do I have something on my face?

Take a look at this.

What is it?

My equipment.

Equipment?

Why do I need to look at it?

See what you want and let me know.

Are you serious?

Senior, you have so much equipment.

You're not going to hike after you go abroad?

If I need anything, I'll just buy it there.

I knew it!

You like the stars so much, you're like an astronaut.

How can you just say you're going to quit?

Then I'm not going to pick.

I'll take it all!

That's great. It's all mine.

This is so great!

I'll find a time to pick them up from you.

Sure.

If you don't have time to meet, I'll mail them to you.

Before you leave, we should get together again.

Besides, you've given me so much equipment, I need to treat you to a big meal.

Under NT$150, I'll buy.

Do you know? That day when the apple was going to compete with the pear.

Whoever said their own name first would lose.

The pear said, "Come on."

Then the pear lost.

What?

- It's a joke. - Joke?

What's the joke?

Senior, that's not funny at all.

I'm telling you, I really can't laugh at all.

You really need to work harder.

Bye-bye.

Huh?

This isn't another one of your jokes, is it?

This time, I'm really going to say goodbye to you.

How come you're saying it like we're never going to see each other again?

I'm telling you. There are a lot of mountains that everyone's not climbed yet.

You can't just leave like this.

That's too much!

Like this every time. Leaves whenever he wants.

Someone's treating.

I'm not a kid.

Don't keep patting my head.

Fine.

Who did you meet up with today?

Someone I met hiking.

Thanks for coming with me shopping.

Of course, I'm going to help you.

- Looks like it's going to rain soon. Let's go. - Let's go.

Miss. Miss!

Sorry, excuse me.

Do you have this in another color?

- Yes, it comes in blue and yellow. - Where is it?

Over there, the rack over there!

Okay.

Brother, I remembered Sister Phoebe likes to wear earth tones, doesn't she?

Yes.

Then take a look at this one.

It's okay.

Is it the end of the world if you don't look at your phone?

Playing with it even when you're shopping.

I trust your judgment.

Then how about this one. Is this one more suitable for her?

From the time we came in until now,

that store clerk over there has been starring at you.

Xiang Haoting.

Li Shiyu.

I never thought I'd bump into you there.

That's all girls stuff over there.

It really is a coincidence.

Being able to get together with old friends

before going abroad is pretty nice.

Thanks to your sister.

Are your glasses real or fake?

They're real!

When did you start to wear glasses?

Even wearing a necklace, looking very artsy.

You really have changed a lot.

You haven't changed much.

Of course, I'm Li Shiyu.

I keep telling my boyfriend I look the same as when I was in high school.

Do you think so?

Besides appearance,

you seem to have become much more mature.

Where did that monkey crab from high school go?

I really never thought

people could change.

How about you? How are things going?

Pretty good.

After graduating I thought getting a job would be easy.

But it seemed harder than I thought.

So I interviewed for this job first.

I thought I'd just try it out.

But I never thought that your sister would like our clothing.

Tell her to look for me next time.

I can give her our employee discount.

Okay. Thank you.

You're welcome.

How about you? Where are you working?

I just graduated from university.

You delayed graduating from National Central University?

After graduating, I retook the exams for two years

before getting into the physics department at National Taiwan University.

NTU physics?

Are you serious? That's so hard to get into!

You retook your exams and got into NTU Physics?

Back then, didn't our school only have Yu Shi...

That accident was all too sudden.

I heard from Meifang that he didn't have any parents,

so his aunt took care of the funeral.

His aunt wanted it to be very simple and very low profile.

No one knew the time or the place of the funeral.

So I wasn't able to go and see Yu Shigu one last time.

If I didn't see you today,

I probably wouldn't have thought about him.

Knowing that you are doing very well right now,

I'm very happy for you.

Thank you.

You're Yu Shigu?

I really like you!

♫ Hey, lean on my back ♫

♫ Let yourself have a good cry ♫

♫ I will face you with my back and not disrupt your tears ♫

♫ Let yourself be fragile for once ♫

♫ I will be like this in front of you ♫

♫ At the time that you need it, gently say ‘Hey’ ♫

♫ Hey, lean on my back ♫

I love you.

♫ I will face you with my back and not disrupt your tears ♫

♫ Let yourself be fragile for once ♫

♫ I will be like this in front of you ♫

♫ At the time that you need it, gently say ‘Hey’ ♫

♫ gently say ‘Hey’ ♫

♫ Hey, whispering in my ear ♫

♫ Giving the warmest comfort ♫

♫ And then staying by your side listening to your tears ♫

♫ To let pain hurt again ♫

♫ And to understand pain again ♫

♫ To encounter pain again, I can still gently say ‘Hey’ ♫

Showered and changed.

Don't worry.

Bye-bye.

Everyone's looking for you.

Do you know that you let everyone worry about you?

What are you thinking?

I've changed.

We've all changed.

But he hasn't changed.

His time stopped when he was eighteen.

But mine will continue to move on.

Unable to stop.

I keep longing to be able to close the distance between us.

So I keep climbing mountains,

and continue to climb mountains that are even closer to the stars.

It's like I can touch the stars when I reach out my hand,

like being able to touch...

That's enough.

But it's wrong.

No matter how much I want to get closer to him,

reality is that our distance

will become further and further apart.

He's still eighteen.

Only I've changed.

I'm so scared.

I'm very frightened.

But for him at eighteen,

will always have you at eighteen beside him.

I still...

I still often dream about that intersection.

That car.

Him lying there.

But I couldn't do anything.

I didn't do anything.

That's enough!

He left so little behind.

But do you know?

You know that every one is a picture.

Every one is a memory.

All of those things have left me so full...

so full that I'm ready to explode.

Sun Bo,

do you know?

I tried to forget him.

I couldn't.

The only thing I managed to do was to keep remembering him.

Carry him with me as I lived.

But it really hurts.

I really miss him.

I miss him so much my heart hurts.

If I keep on like this, I won't be able to handle it.

You don't need to forget him.

You only need to keep moving forward.

You've carried him this far.

If you can't find your direction,

you just keep going in the direction you're heading.

You will find the exit.

I really don't know how to continue on my own.

You still have all of us.

You were never alone.

It's okay.

It's all right.

It smells so good.

Dad, you're getting so much better.

I never knew you had this hidden talent.

- Here. - It's just--

This plating is so amazing!

Like the restaurants that serve brunch.

Like Mei & Mei.

Then, we'll call ourselves Beautiful Mother Xiang's. (Mei means beautiful)

I'm just talking to myself.

Oh no! Xiang Haoting!

Xiang Haoting, get up. Stop sleeping!

Didn't you ask me to wake you?

It's after ten!

Don't you have an appointment with someone?

He came back so late last night.

He's rarely home, let him sleep some more.

I also want him to sleep more.

But yesterday, he didn't answer his professor's calls.

This morning, he's already called twice and asked him to return his calls.

- Sister, come eat. - Come, Sister.

- Coming. - Xiang Haoting, get up!

Stop sleeping in!

Sister, you're beautiful enough. Hurry up.

Xiang Haoting!

I'm up.

- Come. - Good morning.

Morning.

- My head hurts. - Headache?

Sister, go get an aspirin for him.

He's probably hung over.

Last night, when he came home, he smelled like alcohol.

Right, it must be a hangover.

Then go down to the convenience store and buy some hangover remedy.

Okay.

Dad, nowadays you really favor him.

That's enough. Your brother's about to go abroad and he won't be home for much longer.

Siblings shouldn't be so fussy. Hurry up and go.

Hurry up.

Haoting, I'm telling you, Phaebe is a nice girl.

- Dad, "Phoebe." - Phoebe.

Right, you have to remember. Don't forget when they come over and you say it wrong.

- Phoebe. - That would be awkward.

Phoebe is a nice girl.

This time when you go abroad with her, see if you are used to being with her.

If the feeling is mutual, you might as well settle down.

Such a nice girl like that. If you don't take the opportunity,

others will steal her away.

Really. What dad's saying is right.

Good girls are hard to find.

Besides the two of you have so much in common and have so much to talk about, right?

But if you have other plans, you have to tell the other person as soon as possible.

Don't waste the other person's time.

I'm going to shower first.

Then come eat after you shower.

Dad made it.

He... never responded.

Right, not yet.

We'll continue to ask him after he has showered.

It's okay. It'll be fine.

Dad, are you cooking something?

It smells like it's burning.

My hot dogs!

There's no way you can be the boss like this.

Uncle, you're back.

Why are you here all of a sudden?

I have something that I need your help with.

[Welcome home]

What have you been up to lately?

I just finished shooting a film.

- I'm telling you, I'm exhausted. - Thank you.

That's so cool.

It's so hard to imagine your lifestyle.

No need to imagine. It's not humanly possible.

Busy man, why did you have time to drop by today?

Fine.

I've been thinking about how to apologize to the two of you.

For my past misunderstanding.

Why do you need to apologize?

I misunderstood.

What do you mean?

Whatever's on your mind, just say it. It's okay.

It's that health food.

Grandpa wanted me to return it to you.

I thought that was it,

but he had another message.

What message?

Grandpa wishes that the two of you will not give him any more presents.

If Grandpa doesn't like those presents,

we can gift him something else.

It's not about what the present is.

Even if you get him even more presents, Grandpa will still not be able to understand.

What he wants to say is...

Wait!

If it's the same negative stuff, you don't need to say it.

We'll use our imagination.

What he wants to say to you two is...

Uncle,

you can come home.

You said... Chigang can go home?

Grandpa gave you permission, too.

Me!

I can go, too!

Were you being serious just now?

Everyone's waiting for the two of you to go home.

Let me go check on him. You just sit tight.

Don't cry.

Isn't this something to be happy about?

Tomorrow, we'll go home together.

♫ The correct feeling is waiting ♫

♫ To encounter the correct us and then stopping ♫

♫ Naively thinking, it’ll always be there ♫

♫ But realizing it was a misunderstanding ♫

♫ That one day it can also quietly depart ♫

♫ The curve of time, we were taken away by the forgotten ♫

♫ Slowly left behind is the foundation of our first love ♫

♫ Two people holding hands ♫

♫ Walking bit by bit, we are not like ourselves ♫

♫ We are used to everything coming as pairs ♫

♫ Was that love? We dare not ask again ♫

♫ Never thought of any other possibilities ♫

♫ As time passed, this feeling ♫

♫ It is already too deep ♫

♫ Naively thinking, it’ll always be there ♫

♫ But realizing it was a misunderstanding ♫

♫ That one day it can also quietly depart ♫

♫ The curve of time, we were taken away by the forgotten ♫

♫ Slowly left behind is the foundation of our first love ♫

♫ Two people holding hands ♫

♫ Walking bit by bit, we are not like ourselves ♫

Are you over it yet?

Over it.

In the future, no matter if you're in Taiwan or abroad,

whether it's calling you or texting you,

if you disappear again,

we're not brothers.

I won't do that again.

What are your plans?

What will you do after graduating?

I want to stay abroad for a couple of more years.

I want to find different places to travel to.

Get to know more people and do more things.

This world is very big

Really.

I have something that I've been wanting to ask you.

But if you don't want to answer, that's fine, too.

That time you told me, you didn't like boys.

You only liked Yu Shigu.

But now that you've met him,

you don't have any feelings

or want to try.

Because no one can replace him.

Understood.

I will make a trip to the Himalayan mountains later.

I feel that I'm ready to see him.

Stop talking about me. How about you guys?

What about us?

Do you have any plans? It's been six years already.

Plans?

I really want to get married.

But he's super career-driven.

Busy.

See, I told you. You didn't want to listen.

Just the other day, we were talking about a dog and started arguing.

I've noticed that we like arguing over very little and insignificant things.

When he starts nagging,

I really can't stand it.

Do you know what we fought about?

I said I wanted to get a Doberman. Super cool.

He said he wanted a French bulldog.

Very cute.

We argued and argued. Argued until we agreed.

We decided to go to the dog shelter.

He said he wanted to let fate let us meet our dog.

Why leave it to fate?

Just ask him to take you in.

I'm the one that's taking him in.

Please!

Silly!

[When we're pushed to move forward by time, that's when we realize all the precious memories in our hearts are all the "that day" when we walked together]

[Best, Every "That Day"]

[The End]

♫ I still don’t understand why you left ♫

♫ I still don’t understand why I’m waiting ♫

♫ Waiting for who will remember their responsibility ♫

♫ I’m left at the original place wandering around alone ♫

♫ When the blue sky and white clouds disappear ♫

♫ When you take away the yellow sneakers and the red sweater ♫

♫ When all the colors are gone along with you ♫

♫ Only transparent tears that unceasingly fall accompany me ♫

♫ I still don’t understand why you left ♫

♫ I still don’t understand why I’m waiting ♫

♫ Waiting for who will remember their responsibility ♫

♫ I’m left at the original place wandering around alone ♫

♫ When one story becomes two regrets ♫

♫ Letting two hearts run towards two different futures ♫

♫ All those that can’t be forgotten can only become regrets ♫

♫ But I still can’t understand why the tears won’t stop ♫