All language subtitles for Almost Family s01e09_English

LEON: Previously
onAlmost Family...

Did you even like me?

Or were you just in it
for the drugs?

I don't have a problem
with drugs.

I have a problem with you!

You've alienated
everyone else in your life.

You always have.

I just want to be there
for you.

EDIE: I thought it was
just a one-time thing,

but it is more than that.

-Do you love her?
-Yes.

Just go.

-It's time for you to get help.
-I can't go in there.

If I go in there, they're gonna
make me talk about everything,

and I can't talk about it.

You are the strongest person
I've ever met.

EDIE: And we're gonna be
right here

when you get out.

Something else came up
in the results

that is unexpected.

Leon Bechley is not
your biological father.

[curious music]

[upbeat music]

♪

[suspenseful music]

♪

-Julia.
-[gasps]

-Julia.
-[moans]

Julia.

-[moans]
-Hey.

-[sighs]
-Are you okay?

-Yeah.
-Just another nightmare?

Yeah.
[groans]

That's weeks now.

Maybe you need
to finally pull the trigger

and talk to your dad,
you know, stop avoiding him.

Or maybe I never pull
the trigger.

Yeah,
that's a courageous choice.

You know, when I was little,

there was this man
who worked at the bodega

next to my building.

And I would go in there,

and I would point
to his--his red hair,

'cause he had hair
just like mine.

And maybe he was
my biological father.

The bodega man?

Or my mom was
an early supporter

of Bill Clinton,
and I've always leaned left.

He's leaned towards anything
that's ever moved,

and so maybe, I don't know,

if she was in Arkansas
in the late '80s--

Then former president
Bill Clinton

could be your father.

I'm just saying,
can't rule it out.

Uh, as much as I enjoy
this fun little game of yours,

I'm never gonna be able
to give you that answer.

There's only one man
who can do that.

Just think of talking to Leon

as starting a new chapter.

Speaking of...

I've been thinking...

I want to introduce you
to my kids.

-Really?
-I mean, if you're ready.

Yeah, I-I-I would love
to meet your kids.

-[chuckles]
-I mean, I'm--I'm ready,

if you're ready--
if they're ready,

because that's--
'cause this is

a big deal to me--to you--
to us.

[inhales sharply]
Are we ready?

We're ready.

[bright music]

♪

-[Edie inhales deeply]
-Morning.

Enzo will be up soon.

Okay, okay, I'm going.
[inhales deeply]

All right.
One more minute.

♪

By the way, 15 years is
as low as I'll go.

[upbeat music]

♪

All right, Bechley.

How are negotiations going?

Well, we haven't even started--

Actually, we have a plea offer.

-CHAD: And?
-15 years, down from 25.

That's an offer?

I'll present it to Leon.

But he's not pleading guilty.

We all know this is headed
to trial.

Come on,
you're my power couple.

I shouldn't have to remind
either of you.

You don't make partner
taking lowball deals.

We are aware of that,

and we intend to do
a lot better.

[softly]
Yeah.

What the hell?

When did this offer roll in?
What was that, pillow talk?

Because if you're trying
to just wrap this up

so you can spend more time
with your girlfriend--

I am obligated to present
any offer.

I would never compromise Leon.

I am working for the best
outcome for our client,

and you know it.

It's not just your career
hanging in the balance here.

This affair that you're having,
it compromises my career, too.

We could both get disbarred
because of this.

That's not gonna happen.

I would never let that happen.

I'm sorry, okay?

I should have told you.

It's just hard keeping up
the act for Chad sometimes.

Well, until this case is over,
that's how it's gonna be.

That is the least you can do.

And it shouldn't be a problem,

because you are really good
at pretending.

[dramatic music]

SINGER: ♪ Whoa,
ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh ♪

♪ Whoa,
ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh ♪

EDIE: Have you talked to her?
How does she sound?

She just texted,

but she sounded good
in the text.

So no matter what,

if we just stay supportive
and positive,

that's what'll get her
through this transition.

One day at a time.
Progress, not perfection.

I read all the links
you sent me.

-Team Roxy.
-[door opens]

[solemn music]

♪

Julia?

♪

Edie?

♪

[laughing]
I got you.

-Roxy.
-Don't do that.

-[laughing]
-EDIE: It's not funny.

You should have seen
your faces.

What'd you think, I was gonna
let them lobotomize me?

Come on.
All right, so what's new?

Spill the tea.
Who's gay now?

What?

Oh, Julia has some news.

On the bright side, you didn't
sleep with your brother.

Oh, trust me, that's the first
place that I went.

You think I can get
the word out?

I wouldn't stir the pot.

The worst part is that
you guys aren't

really my sisters anymore.

Oh, come on, you're not getting
rid of me that easy.

EDIE: That's what I keep
telling her.

The sister ship has
officially sailed.

Yeah, but, you know,
genetically...

Screw genetics.

You kind of saved my life.

Yeah, and you kind of know

way too much about me
to ever go back

to being just friends.

Hey, what?
Really, my cereal?

Yeah.
Did you know that sugar

lights up the same
dopamine receptors in the brain

that drugs do?

Well, did you know
you can have your room back?

-Oh.
-I'm happy on the couch.

-You called it my room.
-Yeah.

Of course it's your room.

I mean, it's my apartment,
but it is your room.

-I'm so glad you're back.
-Me too.

And don't worry
about Leon, okay?

Just talk to him.
You're still the OG.

I'm just afraid
when I say it out loud to him,

it'll, you know, make it real.

Well, it is real.

Take it from me, you can
only avoid reality so long.

[soft music]

♪

[door opens]

Dad?

Julia!
In here.

Oh, what a surprise
and a nice one.

Been a while.

Yeah, sorry.
I've been busy.

Oh--no, no, it's--yeah,
I'm glad you're here.

Are you hungry?
'Cause I can make more.

No, I'm okay.
Thanks.

Um, the hydrangeas came.

So we're good
for Friday, yeah?

Yeah, yeah, we are.
Thanks for doing that.

Sure.

I mean, do you want to do
something else instead?

Oh, no, that'll be great.

All right.
So what's going on?

Um, I have a patient file
I need you to look at.

Okay, who's the patient?

I am.

Okay, uh...

Uh, is this related
to the fertility workup?

Um, no--yes.

I'm actually not infertile.
I'm fine.

Just read it.

[melancholy music]

[clears throat]

♪

Yeah, um...

This means that--

Yes, I-I-I know
what it means.

You're not surprised?

No.

[dramatic music]

Um...

well, I--
how did you--when--

have you known?

Always?

Yes.

I-I hoped this day
would never come.

Um...

So all--my whole life,
my--all of the memories

that I have with you,
you've known.

This is another secret.
This is another lie.

What about the story
you told me

about when I was born?

When Mom was in the hospital
and you took care of me.

Did that happen?
Is that--is that true?

Of course it is.
This doesn't change that.

Well, then what happened?
How is that possible?

-That's irrelevant.
-What?

Look, your mother was
your mother,

and I'm your father.

Nothing else matters.

No, knowing my story matters.

Knowing who I am matters.
It matters to me.

It matters to everyone.

I've gotten the chance
to learn that, thanks to you.

People need to know
who they came from.

They need to know
where they came from.

That is not for me to tell,
and you and I are better off

if we just--we leave it
at that.

What if that's not good enough
for me?

No, Julia, I don't want to have
this conversation.

♪

Does he really think
that we can just go on

with this elephant in the room
that we never discuss?

I mean, how is that supposed
to work?

-Denial's a powerful thing.
-[Edie laughs]

-So is arrogance.
-ROXY: Cosign.

I look at that picture now,
and I...I think...

I don't even know
what to think.

I mean, if I'm not the daughter
of Leon Bechley,

then who am I?

Or maybe he's right.

Maybe I don't even want to know
the answer to that.

You know what's even scarier?

Knowing who you can't be
anymore.

Hey.

You're still our Roxy,

and we're not going
anywhere, okay?

Speaking of which, you're going
to work with Edie today.

Ugh. Why?

I thought I had her
Tuesdays and Thursdays.

-You--you do, but remember...
-Hello?

I told you I was gonna go see
Donovan's kids.

But I can cancel.
It's not a big deal.

-EDIE: Well, yeah, no...
-JULIA: I just need to know...

ROXY:
She is right here.

Okay?
I am she.

-I can stay home alone.
-Are you sure?

Look, I get that you guys are
12-stepping up or whatever,

but I'm okay.

I actually have things to do.

I have amends to make,
a lot of them.

So go, I got it.

-Okay.
-Okay.

Call us if you need anything.

-Okay.
-[Julia sighs]

I really will cancel.

It's fine, just go.
It's all right.

It's important.

[gentle music]

♪

You always knew
there was a chance

Julia would learn the truth.

Mm.
I suppose.

I just--I thought
he'd come looking for her,

and that's--that's how
she'd find out.

I never entertained the notion
that it would be my work--

that the science would be
the reason.

Okay, so now she knows.

Maybe it's a good thing
for both of you.

I'm so tired of secrets.
[chuckles]

I mean, aren't you tired?

I don't want to lose her.

Look, you have
to trust her, Leon.

I mean, we can't be afraid

of our children
knowing the truth.

-Have a little faith.
-Mm.

EDIE:
Sorry, it's a no-go.

My boss laughed me
out of the conference room.

Did he?

We both knew
that was gonna happen.

I'm just trying to get this
case off my books, counselor,

off our books.

[Edie yawns]

Well, as enticing
as that sounds,

you're gonna have to do better,
a lot better.

Come on, sweeten the pot.

I told you...

that's as sweet
as it's gonna get.

I don't care what Chad thinks.
Take it to your client.

-Hmm?
-[yawns]

-Am I boring you?
-No, sorry.

I've just been sleeping
on Julia's couch,

if you can call that sleep.

[sniffs]

Your bed's
a lot more comfortable.

Yeah, it is.

In fact, I was thinking...

What if I staystay over,

instead of sneaking out
at the crack of dawn

all the time?

Oh.

I mean, if it's okay
with you and Enzo.

That could maybe work.

Just a couple nights a week?

We'll see how it goes.

Yeah?

Okay.

[bright music]

♪

Hey, stranger.

Hey.

So I'm out of rehab.

Good for you.

I'm, uh--I'm making
the apology tour.

Obviously, yours is a biggie.

Yeah.

I missed you.

Thing is,
I'm not really supposed to do

the relationship thing
right now,

um, I mean, with other people.

Kind of have to focus
on myself.

Um, so I can't really hang out.

Yeah, me too.

Isaac, I never should have
used your prescription pad--

Stolen it.
Stolen it, you mean.

Stolen it, right.

I wasn't thinking straight,
and I'm sorry.

You knew exactly
what you were doing.

You just weren't thinking
about how it would affect me,

how it might actually trigger
the medical board

to look into my license
and whether I can keep it.

I'm glad
you're doing well, Roxy.

I-I really am, but...

I can't do this.

Um, I have patients
to see, so...

Okay.

[somber music]

[doorbell rings]

[exhales deeply]

-Hi.
-Hey, you look great.

Thanks.

-This is exciting.
-I'm excited.

I'm nervous.

I'm super nerv--
I know I shouldn't be, but--

-No.
-[discordant piano notes]

-Ooh, sorry--oh.
-[discordant piano notes]

-It's--you're good.
-I'm good.

-Hi.
-Oh, hi.

-Uh, you must be Luke.
-Yeah, this is my big guy.

I'm Julia.
Cool shirt.

Your dad tells me
you're a soccer player.

Oh, yeah.

Oh, and he had
an amazing game--

Dad, let me tell her.

We played Emerson, who's, like,
one of the toughest teams.

They have these two forwards
who literally look like

they're in high school,
and their goalie has,

like, 50 saves or something.

Uh, but I scored two goals.

And...

And I saved one.

Nice.
Amazing.

Congrats.

-Olivia!
-OLIVIA: What?

Come here, please.

OLIVIA: Coming.

FYI, less is more with Olivia--
you know, teen-girl alert.

Used to be one, I got this.
I'm not scared of her.

-I am.
-[laughs]

And there she is.
Olivia, this is Julia.

Nice to meet you.

You too.
Canned water, cool.

That was Olivia's idea.

She got us off
of plastic bottles.

Nice.
I hear you're all about

taking care of the planet.

[chuckles]
Unlike your generation.

Yeah, we're the worst.

I think it's great
that you found something

to be passionate about.

I mean, when I was your age,
I think I was only passionate

about the cast of The O.C.

-[chuckles]
-[laughs]

Is dinner almost ready?

Yeah, uh, let me go check
on the salmon.

-We can, uh...
-Oh, sure, thanks.

Get this show on the road.

Great.

Dead cow, dead crocodile,
dead cow.

Oh.

Um, no, no.

This is, um--this is
faux crocodile,

'cause I can't afford--

Great, plastic.

That's even better
for the planet.

I'm confused.
Is it better?

Do yourself a favor, Julia.
Don't try so hard.

There's really no point.

Need any help, Dad?

[upbeat music]

JULIA:
Um...

Okay.
I'll--I'll just hang out here.

[bright music]

Who knew you were so handy
in the kitchen?

Hi, Mom!

Hi, baby.

Missed you.
You're early.

Better than being late.
[chuckles]

[smooches]
We'll see you in a couple days.

Bye, Mom.

Hey, Edie,
come play Fortnite.

EDIE: Yes, yes,
I would love to.

I'll be right there.

Margaret, this is
my girlfriend, Edie.

Hi, really nice to meet you.

You too.

Glad to see you and Enzo
have hit it off so well.

Yeah, he's a really great kid.

So...

[chuckles]

Um, I am gonna go--

I'm gonna go
play Fortnitewith him.

[footsteps departing]

Enzo says she's been here
a lot lately.

-Did he?
-He did.

Well, Enzo feels comfortable
with her, and, actually,

I wanted to talk to you
about this.

Up until now, Edie's just been
Mommy's friend,

but we're gonna take
the next step.

She's gonna stay over
a couple nights a week.

Really?

What?

I'm fine with it
if you are.

It's just fast.

This is the woman who's still
married to a man, right?

You're her first lesbian.
You're letting her U-Haul you?

She's not U-Hauling me.

We're--this isn't casual
between us.

I love you.
I trust you.

But it seems like she should do
a little exploring first

before she settles down.

I don't want to see you
get hurt or Enzo.

[soft acoustic music]

♪

-So how'd it go with Isaac?
-Not great.

No, Isaac is really mad at me,
and I am really sober.

So I get to feel
all of that anger.

And you know what? I don't--
I don't really like it.

-You're walking the walk.
-Proud of you.

BOTH:
We're here for you, if you--

I know.

I know you are here for me.

You are literally
right in front of me.

Thank you.

[upbeat pop music playing
over speakers]

So we losing a roomie?

Me?
You're not losing me.

You are not losing me.

It's just a couple nights
a week...for now.

-[laughs]
-It's going well.

I met Amanda's ex,
cleared that hurdle.

You know what I didn't
anticipate is

-how much I would love Enzo.
-Hmm.

That little guy's
got me hooked.

Must be nice.

I'm not even shooting for love.

I just want Donovan's kids
not to hate me.

Oh, it takes time.
You got to find common ground.

Like what they like.

Yeah, you know they can
smell fear, right?

♪

My dad was really upset
when I told him

he wasn't a genetic match.

We cried together,

which is the first time
that's ever happened.

Wow.
That--that's powerful.

Thank you for sharing that
with the group.

So what if he doesn't cry?

What if he doesn't even want
to talk to you about it at all?

Has that happened
to anyone here?

Really?
Not at all?

Okay, um--well, have any of you
considered meeting

your biological father?

Miriam, are you worried that
will change your relationship

with the man who raised you?

Not really.
I think he'll understand.

What if he doesn't?

Um...

I have too much respect
for my old man

to try and find my bio dad.

But don't you want to know
where you came from?

Don't you want to know more?

-Weren't you just saying--
-I think what I'm saying is,

sometimes it's hard for us
to know what to do.

I mean, sometimes,
I don't know,

you're--you're afraid
of--of finding out things

you don't know about.

Or maybe you're afraid
of looking inward

or of hurting the people
that you love

or facing rejection
or all of those things.

And, you know, you're going
throughout your day,

and you're trying to--trying to
act like nothing's different.

Nothing's changed.
You see your clients.

You go out with your boyfriend.

But in the back of your mind,
your brain is just churning.

Like, "Your father is
not your father,"

and "Your sisters are not
your sisters."

And you don't really have
any family,

and then it's like this tsunami
that just kind of--just--

just swallows you up
and then spits you back out

into the--into the sand.

[voice breaking]
And then there's just broken,

scattered body parts just--
just all around the beach,

and you're just trying to pick
them back up

and put 'em in the cart.

But you just don't know
how you got the cart.

[solemn music]

♪

I'm sorry.

I think the first step is for
me to put myself out there--

for you all to put yourself
out there...

I mean.

♪

Did you have a chance to look

at the draft motions
in limine for Bechley?

Oh, not yet.

Um, I'm sorry.

Um, I have a call, but I can
get back to you in 20 or so.

Who's Enzo?

Amanda's son.

Right.

Tim.

Just call me when you've had
a chance to look it over.

[dramatic music]

♪

Roxy?

Natalie, hey.

Um...is Izzy here?
I just wanted to, um--

She's at school.

Oh, right.
Of course.

Um...you know,
it's--it's been a while.

I just wanted to come by
now that I'm out of...

Um, I just wanted to see
how she's doing.

She's doing great.

Great.
Good.

Kept up her training
at Round-Offs.

-Oh.
-Nick took over.

She's excelling.

He thinks maybe four years,

she'll be trial ready,
not eight.

Yeah, he may be right
about that.

Um, listen...

I know it's all
very exciting...

um, but Nick
is manipulative.

You just--
you need to be careful.

You know, he told me
you might come around,

say negative things about him.

Look, I don't know
what he told you, but, um...

You can't trust him, okay?

He--he grooms people,
and he's dangerous.

And--and when I was
a teenager,

he took advantage of me.

And I thought it was
a relationship,

but I know that now--

How am I supposed to believe
anything that you say?

You let my daughter ride around
in your Porsche

while you were high as a kite.

-I mean, she could have--
-I know, I know.

You came to my door,

and you lied
straight to my face.

[exhales sharply]

I know.

I know I've made
terrible mistakes,

but I'm here,

and I am taking responsibility
for that, and I am sorry.

But you have to believe me--

No, no, no, no, no.
No buts, no.

We're done Roxy.

I-I can't trust you.

I can't ever trust you again.

[somber music]

♪

[breathes heavily]

-Ooh.
-Oh!

-[characters on TV shouting]
-JULIA: No. Aw!

-Dude, give me a chance.
-Well, you can't just

stand there with it.

-You got to pass.
-How do I do that again?

-BOTH: Hit X.
-Okay.

Sorry.
I thought that's how you shoot.

Olivia, you're next.

Uh, no, I'm not.

Hey, we're all here having fun.

It's okay. Olivia can cheer
me on from the couch.

Yeah, go Julia.

[characters on TV shouting]

-Goal!
-Oh.

Wait, that's it?

You were down 25-0.
It's automatic mercy rule.

That's not fair.
How do I get my fans to riot?

-[both laugh]
-[game console beeps]

Oh, I forgot.
I got you guys something.

Um, it's nothing huge.

But, uh, I was walking
in the Village the other day,

and, Olivia,
this is 100% hemp

and 100% exchangeable.

Oh, that's cool.

Olivia, isn't that awesome?

Yeah, thanks.

Um, and then, Luke,
I saw this vintage store,

and I remembered
that you liked The Pretenders.

-Oh.
-And so I got you another one,

a new one,
'cause the other one

seemed like you had it
for a while.

So...and I love any kid

who digs Chrissie Hynde,
'cause that's cool.

-Julia...
-What?

I don't want a new one.

[dramatic music]

That was Mom's shirt.

She loved The Pretenders.

Oh.

Oh, my God, I'm so sorry.

No, it's okay.
Uh, just--I'll be right back.

Oh, yeah.
Sure, sure.

DONOVAN:
Luke?

♪

SINGER: ♪ If you want
to slow it down ♪

♪ If you want to touch
the ground ♪

♪ It was cold,
and I started crying out ♪

-♪ Let it out, let it out
-Nick...

-SINGER: ♪ Let it out
-Our relationship was wrong.

SINGER: ♪ They swallow
your sweet good-bye ♪

I was too young
to give consent.

Nick, our relationship
was wrong.

I was too young
to give consent.

You abused me.

[cell phone chimes]

SINGER:
♪ Let it out, get it out

♪ Get it out

♪

♪ Don't

♪ Wait

♪ For me

♪

Hey.

Nick.

Roxy.

It's good to see you.

We need to talk.

I heard about rehab.

-You just getting out?
-Yeah, I--

Look, I'm really proud of you.

You faced your demons.

I really do hope
that you found a way

to some stability.

Nick, what we had...

our relationship...

it was wrong.

What are you talking about?

You know
what I'm talking about.

You--it--it was--

It was over a long time ago.

You can't train Izzy.

You can't do to her
what you did to me.

I didn't do anything to you,

certainly nothing
you didn't want.

You know that.

And Izzy?
Izzy's an 11-year-old girl.

-Nick.
-What are you saying that I am?

No!
You know what's wrong?

Me thinking I could take
another chance on you,

thinking you'd changed.

[scoffs]

It is not surprising

that you ended up in rehab,
'cause you're a joke.

Everybody knows that.

Look, I know that
self-destruction is your thing,

but you're not taking me
down with you.

[solemn music]

No one's ever gonna
listen to you.

And stay away from me.

♪

[engine turns over]

[engine revving]

[tires squeal]

[breathes shakily]

♪

Hey.

Weren't you coming in tomorrow?

Yes, I was nearby
meeting a colleague.

I got Edie's message
about the plea deal.

Hey, just think of it
as a starting point

for negotiation.

Have a seat.

You want a drink?

Uh, yeah, actually--
yeah, I-I do.

Is Edie here?

Edie went...home.

And for what it's worth,

the whole team thinks
it's a crap deal.

Yes, but, uh,
Edie's been the one

who's, uh, been
on point, so...

Yes, she's the one on point.

Oh, I'm sorry.

It's not that I don't
appreciate your efforts.

-I get it.
-It's just Edie's my--

she's my daughter.

You know, I trust her,
and I--

Yeah, I guess I just want
to hear her thoughts

on exactly
what kind of game

she thinks
this prosecutor's playing.

[laughs]

Well, um...

that's a little complicated
for Edie these days.

What does that mean?

[dramatic music]

Uh, Tim, what's going on?

♪

Edie is not at home.

♪

She moved out.

♪

Oh.

Oh.

Well, I'm--I'm sorry
to hear that.

She's with Amanda Doherty.

"With"?

Involved with, sleeping with.

With.

♪

Hey, Leon.

Sorry I missed you earlier.
So what is it?

What--what's the big emergency?

Uh, Tim told me.

Told you what?

That your marriage is over
and that you've been

in a secret,
intimate relationship

with the prosecutor who intends
to send me to prison.

Leon, I want to assure you

that it hasn't affected
anything.

Amanda and I...

It's complicated.

Mm, I guess complicated is
another word for unethical.

Oh, okay, first of all,
who are you to judge my morals?

Well, I'm your client,
and you've been lying to me.

You want to call me out, throw
me under the bus, go ahead.

I not gonna do that.
You're my daughter.

[Edie scoffs]

But I am gonna ask you
to step down.

What?

Let Tim take over.

-Leon.
-You're fired, Edie.

[scoffs]

[tense music]

♪

How could you do that?

Why?
Why would you tell Leon?

Because I didn't want to lie
to our client.

Or should I say
continue to lie?

I have never compromised
this case.

You know that.

Look, I get it.
I get you're angry.

I-I understand that,
but are you trying

to burn my career
to the ground?

-Is that what you want, Tim?
-You lit the match, Edie.

-These are your choices.
-Mine?

Yes, exactly, my choices.

So what are you,
like, a stepmom now?

What?

Enzo.

That was just
a little something.

He--he got an A.
We wanted to celebrate.

Every single time I brought up
having kids with you,

it was like a third rail.

-I know.
-But I get it.

You just didn't want to start
a family with me.

♪

Hey.

-There you are.
-JULIA: Hey.

Uh, I saw you canceled
our appointment.

Yeah, yeah.
I-I did.

Okay.

Can I ask where you're at
with that, then?

The egg freezing,
'cause hormones would be

the next step.

Maybe there are no next steps,
at least for now.

-Okay.
-Sorry.

I know you were dying
to show me all your ovaries.

No, there's, uh--there's
always time for that.

Thank you for being my doctor.

It was nice to talk
to some--talk to you

about all this stuff.

Hmm.
So is this about Donovan or...?

No, actually,
it's, um--it's not.

I...I had the talk
with my dad,

and...

I'm not sure I can think
about my future

until I figure out my past.

How'd it go?

Apparently
he's always known,

and he refuses to discuss it
with me.

Yeah, of course.
[scoffs]

Mm, I'm sorry, Julia.

Everything always has to be
on his terms.

Yeah, that's your dad.

Why?

Why does it always have to be
so complicated with him?

Why can't it just be simple?
It was like that with my mom.

Or at least I thought it was.

I mean... [scoffs]
Who knows?

Maybe I don't even know
who she was anymore

or who I am, for that matter.

You're still you, okay,
with all of the amazing

and annoying qualities
that you've always had.

You're a rock.

[sentimental music]

You'll get through this.

♪

[dog yips]

♪

-ROXY: Whose shoes are these?
-Mine.

Sorry.

Why are they
by the front door?

What, are we in Japan now?

-Um...
-They're a hazard.

-BOTH: Whoa.
-Roxy, what's going on?

I'm such an idiot.

I let him do it again.
I let him.

-What are we talking about?
-Nick.

What happened?

I saw him.

I went to confront him.

[chuckles]

And suddenly, it was like, um,
I was 16 again.

You know, and I'm paralyzed,

and I can't put
two sentences together.

[sobs]

That was really brave of you.

And he's so charming,
you know.

And he looks at you,
and he--he tells you

he can deliver you
to Nationals,

and he can make
all your dreams come true.

And he makes you feel like
a grown-up...

and that you're not like
the other girls...

and that you have
a real relationship.

No, no.

He is a controlling,
manipulative predator.

You were a minor.

The statute of limitations
has not run out

You just say the word,
I will start the process--

No.
It won't work.

Okay?
It doesn't matter.

He still has all the power.

[sobs]

You know, in--in rehab,
they told me that I need

to "speak my truth."

What does that matter
if no one's gonna believe me?

-Rox.
-ROXY: God.

[sniffles]
They're just gonna say

all these terrible things
about me,

which, by the way, are true.

It's my fault.

I gave them
too much ammunition.

Hey, no, it is not your fault.
We believe you.

And anyone who knows you
and loves you

will believe you, too.

You have to say that.
You're family.

[solemn music]

♪

JULIA:
She would have loved those.

[sighs deeply]

You ever talk to her
when you come here?

No, um, not out loud...

but to myself,
private conversation.

It try to be private,
but I just can't help myself.

I end up sitting here babbling
like a crazy person.

Dad, we have to be able
to talk about this.

I can't just pretend like
I don't know what I know...

Even though you want me to.

I need to know what happened.

You need to tell me
what happened.

There isn't--
there isn't a lot to tell.

Uh, your mother and I were
going through a rough time,

and, um...she had a fling.

And she assured me
that it was a one-time thing.

And I believed her.

That's it?

You have to know
more than that.

No, I-I didn't want
to know more.

You know, it didn't matter
to me that you weren't mine.

That was just a data point.
The less I knew, the better.

'Cause when it came to you,
Julia, I did not hesitate.

But you kept it from me.
You lied to me.

I wanted to protect you.

Did you?

Or did you want to
protect yourself?

-Julia, please--
-Dad.

I...I need more.

I need to know more.

I need to find out
who my biological father is.

SINGER:
♪ Hopeful

♪ The right
to remain hopeful ♪

[melancholy music]

♪ In the face

♪

♪ Of confusion

♪

♪ Oh, who am I

♪ To stand indifferent

♪ To your pain?

♪

♪ As I stood for my...

Happy birthday, Mom.

Happy birthday, Sarah.

SINGER:
♪ Time will heal

♪ Who am I?

♪

-Hey.
-You okay?

N--um, no.
No, I'm not okay.

Um, Tim's taking over
the case.

What?
Why?

-[exhales deeply]
-You worked so hard.

-Did you talk to Chad?
-Yeah.

It was the firm's decision.

I don't want to get into it.
I can't get into it.

[luggage clangs]

It's, uh--it's fine.

Tim earned it.
It's done.

-I'm sorry.
-[exhales deeply]

You know what's gonna
get me through?

You.

I'm so lucky to have you.

I'm so happy to be here.

-Me too.
-Oh, wait.

Just one more suitcase.

[quirky music]

♪

You can just tell me.
They hate mehate me.

No.
It's not you.

They would hate anybody
right now.

-[scoffs]
-All right?

I mean, the T-shirt thing
didn't exactly--

I'm--I'm so sorry.

But there's no way
you could have known.

I just--I don't want him
to think

that I would ever try to--

He doesn't.

I talked to Luke.
He's fine, so is Olivia.

This was not your fault.

If anything, it was my fault.

I just--I was excited
about you,

and I pulled the trigger
too quickly.

I moved things forward
too fast.

Oh, um, I-I'm--
I'm excite--

I'm really excited,

and I really,
really care about you.

So I care about your kids.

And that means the world to me.

But I also have to respect
where they're at

and what they're ready for.

And, clearly,
they're not ready for this.

[sighs]

I don't want to give up.
Do you?

No.
No, of course not.

[scoffs]

They've just been through...

All I mean is
I think maybe we keep

you and me in our little bubble
a while longer...

or the foreseeable future.

I like our bubble.
It's cozy.

We can have more of our little
secret sleepovers.

[tender music]

♪

Okay.
I love you.

I love you, too.

♪

-RON: Hey.
-Hey.

What is it, Rox?

I have something
that I need to tell you,

but I'm afraid that if I do,

it'll just make things worse
between us.

It's about Nick.

SINGER:
♪ Ooh, ooh

He was more
than just my coach.

We, uh...

SINGER:
♪ Ooh, ooh

He sexually abused me.

SINGER: ♪ My eyes are
on the high road ♪

This was our fault.

No, no.

He manipulated you, too.

We wanted success
so badly for you,

there were things
we just didn't see.

Didn't want to see.

So you guys just--
you--you believe me?

Of course we believe you.

Oh, my special girl.

SINGER: ♪ Yeah,
it's been like a drone ♪

♪

♪ I hear it coming,
and I know it won't be long ♪

♪ But a change is gonna come

♪

I'm really proud of you
for telling your parents.

I'm so glad
they're supporting you.

I got to hand it to Ron and
Diane--they really stepped up.

Now you can move forward,
stay focused on your recovery.

♪

Part of my recovery

is supposed
to be finding purpose.

♪

I want to stop that bastard
before he hurts anybody else.

SINGER:
♪ A change is gonna come