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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:45,040 --> 00:00:51,340 I have battled my entire existence 2 00:00:51,340 --> 00:00:53,500 to be believed. 3 00:00:55,140 --> 00:00:58,920 I can still remember things that happened when I was six weeks old. 4 00:01:00,600 --> 00:01:06,060 A lot of people are not going to believe that this victim can intricately 5 00:01:06,060 --> 00:01:09,800 remember what had occurred to her at that age. 6 00:01:10,220 --> 00:01:11,220 This is... 7 00:01:11,420 --> 00:01:14,820 Possibly one of the most terrifying rooms in the universe. 8 00:01:15,940 --> 00:01:19,480 Rarely, if ever, in Australia has there been a trial like this. 9 00:01:19,780 --> 00:01:24,520 The condition is seen often by the world as the craziest of the crazy. 10 00:01:24,840 --> 00:01:27,120 It's the same. 11 00:01:27,440 --> 00:01:31,400 Lawyers had to be mindful which of her distinct personalities they were 12 00:01:31,400 --> 00:01:37,020 questioning. The only people who believed me 13 00:01:37,020 --> 00:01:39,040 were the people. 14 00:01:39,550 --> 00:01:44,390 I created to help me to deal with Daddy. 15 00:01:45,730 --> 00:01:51,050 Nobody outside of my head believed me. 16 00:01:52,130 --> 00:01:54,890 And who am I speaking to right now? 17 00:01:55,970 --> 00:02:02,250 I'm Symphony and others, because there are other people here supporting me 18 00:02:02,250 --> 00:02:05,850 while I tell you what Daddy did. 19 00:02:07,610 --> 00:02:09,190 Hi. I'm Eric. 20 00:02:09,770 --> 00:02:10,949 E -R -I -K. 21 00:02:11,190 --> 00:02:12,870 So who am I speaking to? Muscles. 22 00:02:13,850 --> 00:02:14,850 G'day, Muscles. 23 00:02:15,350 --> 00:02:18,710 I've got somebody sitting in front of me with multiple personality disorder. 24 00:02:19,710 --> 00:02:25,770 I know that we're dealing with some of the most heinous crimes imaginable, and 25 00:02:25,770 --> 00:02:27,290 somebody should be paying for that. 26 00:02:27,510 --> 00:02:33,790 First day of the trial, every one of us, 2 27 00:02:33,790 --> 00:02:37,090 ,682 alters. 28 00:02:37,470 --> 00:02:38,570 took that oath. 29 00:03:01,490 --> 00:03:04,790 I never really knew 30 00:03:06,160 --> 00:03:11,100 That how my brain functioned was different from normality. 31 00:03:13,340 --> 00:03:15,540 Didn't know we were only supposed to have one personality. 32 00:03:19,000 --> 00:03:22,800 I didn't know you were only supposed to be a single head. 33 00:03:30,960 --> 00:03:33,040 Danny, which monopoly will we play? 34 00:03:34,839 --> 00:03:35,880 Dinosaurs, please. 35 00:03:36,340 --> 00:03:37,340 Thank you. 36 00:03:41,840 --> 00:03:47,320 Oh, look, here I get to play all the fun dinosaurs. 37 00:03:48,440 --> 00:03:49,760 You haven't played this one at all. 38 00:03:50,020 --> 00:03:51,560 I haven't played this one yet. 39 00:03:51,840 --> 00:03:52,840 It's fun. 40 00:03:53,960 --> 00:03:58,100 When I was a child, I was 41 00:03:58,100 --> 00:04:01,080 weird. 42 00:04:03,240 --> 00:04:08,560 My mum told me, you don't talk to the voices in your head, you don't talk to 43 00:04:08,560 --> 00:04:09,519 people in the head. 44 00:04:09,520 --> 00:04:11,180 People in the head is dangerous. 45 00:04:12,160 --> 00:04:16,260 People in the head is a sign that you're crazy. 46 00:04:16,720 --> 00:04:21,480 The asteroid has struck. And if you're going to do it, hide it. 47 00:04:30,340 --> 00:04:32,320 In the early 90s. 48 00:04:32,620 --> 00:04:38,240 I knew that there were voices in my head and that made me... But I didn't 49 00:04:38,240 --> 00:04:41,300 realise that I had so many. 50 00:04:43,360 --> 00:04:49,240 I was experiencing depression and I was prescribed medication 51 00:04:49,240 --> 00:04:55,980 and it wiped all of the masking away and 52 00:04:55,980 --> 00:05:00,120 so I'm standing hanging out washing and... 53 00:05:01,260 --> 00:05:08,260 All I can hear are hundreds of conversations going on around me, within 54 00:05:08,660 --> 00:05:10,760 But I wasn't part of any of them. 55 00:05:12,820 --> 00:05:14,920 There's girls and there's children. 56 00:05:15,540 --> 00:05:18,580 There's very heavy masculine voices. 57 00:05:21,600 --> 00:05:24,020 All the voices were in my head. 58 00:05:25,500 --> 00:05:27,460 It was terrifying. 59 00:05:42,160 --> 00:05:47,540 The Jenny I first met on Friday the 13th, March 1998, 60 00:05:47,760 --> 00:05:54,520 was polite, considered, 61 00:05:54,800 --> 00:05:55,800 thoughtful. 62 00:05:57,820 --> 00:05:59,680 Didn't look me in the eye so much. 63 00:06:00,120 --> 00:06:03,640 I think she was trying to stay small. 64 00:06:05,930 --> 00:06:10,270 As the history unfolded, she said to me, what do you think is wrong with me? 65 00:06:10,750 --> 00:06:15,910 And I said to her, I think you know. And she said, I want you to tell me. 66 00:06:16,650 --> 00:06:20,230 So I said, I think you have multiple personality disorder. 67 00:06:21,330 --> 00:06:26,110 She agreed with that and then kind of went, well, thanks very much. I'm off 68 00:06:27,010 --> 00:06:31,330 As she was leaving, I said to her, I think I can help you with that. 69 00:06:35,720 --> 00:06:36,920 Would you like me to adjust anything? 70 00:06:37,960 --> 00:06:39,300 No, I like this. Yeah. 71 00:06:39,700 --> 00:06:40,720 How do you like the hair? 72 00:06:40,940 --> 00:06:42,120 I love the hair. 73 00:06:43,460 --> 00:06:50,460 And as I started to enter Jenny's internal world, the word that comes to 74 00:06:50,460 --> 00:06:52,020 just absolute fascination. 75 00:06:56,860 --> 00:07:00,000 Holly, are you going to come and sit up? 76 00:07:00,760 --> 00:07:01,760 Sit. 77 00:07:04,430 --> 00:07:06,410 Jenny, can you introduce yourself, please? 78 00:07:09,170 --> 00:07:14,350 We are Dr Jenny Haynes. 79 00:07:15,950 --> 00:07:19,470 We're also Jennifer Margaret Linda Haynes. 80 00:07:20,930 --> 00:07:24,870 We're the entity currently known as Jenny. 81 00:07:27,890 --> 00:07:32,930 And 2 ,000 plus different names in between. 82 00:07:41,840 --> 00:07:46,300 My preferred pronouns are we are and our. 83 00:07:47,060 --> 00:07:53,840 I have a persona, and that is 84 00:07:53,840 --> 00:07:57,800 the face of Jenny. So I am constant and consistent. 85 00:07:59,760 --> 00:08:02,500 Being a kid with MPD. 86 00:08:05,660 --> 00:08:08,040 Oh, there were some fun times. 87 00:08:08,520 --> 00:08:10,480 The way we held pens. 88 00:08:11,849 --> 00:08:15,370 differed depending on which altar was in the body. 89 00:08:15,610 --> 00:08:16,870 Anybody got a pen? 90 00:08:20,310 --> 00:08:23,490 So, when we're normally writing, we hold a pen like so. 91 00:08:27,110 --> 00:08:28,930 Or like that. 92 00:08:29,230 --> 00:08:32,669 We can write equally well either way. 93 00:08:34,350 --> 00:08:36,350 We did trampolining. 94 00:08:36,710 --> 00:08:39,049 We could do backflip. 95 00:08:39,730 --> 00:08:42,409 and the split on week one. 96 00:08:42,690 --> 00:08:47,330 And on week two, we were too terrified to even stand next to the trampoline. 97 00:08:47,330 --> 00:08:52,110 we sing depends on which altar we're in. And I don't mean how well we sing. I 98 00:08:52,110 --> 00:08:58,870 mean whether we sing bass, baritone or soprano. We are never one person 99 00:08:58,870 --> 00:09:05,050 functioning in the world at any one time. There is always a cavalcade of 100 00:09:09,520 --> 00:09:10,600 You found my puppy. 101 00:09:14,160 --> 00:09:16,220 I'm just going to steal two minutes with my puppy. 102 00:09:20,500 --> 00:09:24,740 Am I back with Jenny? Yeah, you just had a visit from Charlotte. She wants to 103 00:09:24,740 --> 00:09:25,740 cuddle the puppy. 104 00:09:32,300 --> 00:09:36,560 20 years ago when I first met Jenny, I found myself dealing with a condition 105 00:09:36,560 --> 00:09:37,860 that I'd had no training in. 106 00:09:38,160 --> 00:09:43,960 There was a significant percentage of my colleagues, both psychiatrists and 107 00:09:43,960 --> 00:09:47,140 psychologists, who would have dismissed the condition. 108 00:09:47,520 --> 00:09:54,300 I probably would have dismissed it until Jenny sat down. It was only then that I 109 00:09:54,300 --> 00:09:55,300 really got it. 110 00:09:57,100 --> 00:09:59,680 This book, you know, was the Bible. 111 00:10:00,020 --> 00:10:03,500 It's 1 ,200 pages of very dry... 112 00:10:04,080 --> 00:10:07,680 historical, scientific data around different conditions. 113 00:10:08,360 --> 00:10:12,380 But when you come to this condition, it's written about very differently. 114 00:10:13,840 --> 00:10:15,020 Multiple personality. 115 00:10:16,080 --> 00:10:19,040 Morton Prince's Sally Beauchamp. 116 00:10:19,360 --> 00:10:21,520 The saint, the devil, the woman. 117 00:10:21,940 --> 00:10:24,880 It reads like a movie or a novel. 118 00:10:26,060 --> 00:10:28,440 I've never seen a case like this before. 119 00:10:29,130 --> 00:10:32,290 23 identities live in Kevin's body. 120 00:10:32,630 --> 00:10:37,390 The movie depictions, it's the craziest of crazy. 121 00:10:39,330 --> 00:10:44,210 These people have seen it at best unpredictable, at worst dangerous. 122 00:10:46,750 --> 00:10:49,110 It is not craziness. 123 00:10:50,600 --> 00:10:53,960 Dissociative identity disorder, what used to be called multiple personality 124 00:10:53,960 --> 00:10:59,620 disorder, is this incredible power of the human mind to rise above 125 00:10:59,620 --> 00:11:02,880 abuse of the worst possible kind. 126 00:11:07,880 --> 00:11:13,920 I was born in 1970 in London in England. 127 00:11:15,920 --> 00:11:19,180 It's a lovely shot of my mother. 128 00:11:19,690 --> 00:11:24,550 My sister and I, I would have been about six to eight weeks old. 129 00:11:26,390 --> 00:11:31,210 This is my parents' wedding photo. 130 00:11:32,850 --> 00:11:35,190 My mother looked beautiful on her wedding day. 131 00:11:35,810 --> 00:11:38,210 She thought she'd found her Mr Right. 132 00:11:40,830 --> 00:11:47,290 And when I think of my father, I always see him in suit trousers and, 133 00:11:47,390 --> 00:11:48,690 oh, white. 134 00:11:49,440 --> 00:11:51,760 buttoned -down shirt. 135 00:11:53,740 --> 00:11:57,040 My father wore Mr Respectable as a mask. 136 00:11:58,240 --> 00:12:03,060 People don't ever question what might be going on inside the house. 137 00:12:05,440 --> 00:12:06,440 Unfortunately. 138 00:12:10,820 --> 00:12:13,780 I am four years old in this picture. 139 00:12:16,040 --> 00:12:21,640 It's so hard to look at this photograph of me and know that at 140 00:12:21,640 --> 00:12:28,480 this point, I've been tortured for four years. 141 00:12:30,420 --> 00:12:36,820 The monster that's torturing this little girl is our dad, 142 00:12:37,120 --> 00:12:38,740 Richard John Haynes. 143 00:12:46,000 --> 00:12:50,280 To understand dissociative identity disorder, you've got to see it first and 144 00:12:50,280 --> 00:12:52,420 foremost as a survival strategy. 145 00:12:54,060 --> 00:12:57,320 This condition develops prior to the age of eight. 146 00:12:59,200 --> 00:13:06,180 It's designed, it's built to help a child get through ongoing recurrent 147 00:13:06,180 --> 00:13:07,180 severe abuse. 148 00:13:07,300 --> 00:13:12,320 The way the child does that is that it does something very clever with its 149 00:13:12,360 --> 00:13:13,860 It divides its mind up. 150 00:13:14,710 --> 00:13:17,250 into, you could call them different personalities. 151 00:13:17,490 --> 00:13:18,790 We call them altars. 152 00:13:19,290 --> 00:13:21,110 And these altars are quite separate. 153 00:13:22,030 --> 00:13:25,450 And the most important one, in Jenny's case, that symphony. 154 00:13:32,130 --> 00:13:33,670 My dad's a monster. 155 00:13:37,990 --> 00:13:39,030 He's terrifying. 156 00:13:39,670 --> 00:13:41,450 He's at least 20 foot tall. 157 00:13:43,480 --> 00:13:44,940 To me, he's 20 foot tall. 158 00:13:45,420 --> 00:13:51,720 He told me that if I didn't do what he wanted, he would hurt my siblings, 159 00:13:52,100 --> 00:13:55,140 the cats and the guinea pigs. 160 00:13:56,200 --> 00:14:01,200 And when the guinea pigs died, he told me it was my fault. 161 00:14:03,380 --> 00:14:04,680 Thank you, Holly. 162 00:14:05,980 --> 00:14:09,260 And I'm sorry, who am I speaking to right now? 163 00:14:12,760 --> 00:14:19,560 I'm Symphony and others, because there are other people here supporting 164 00:14:19,560 --> 00:14:24,320 me while I tell you what Daddy did. 165 00:14:32,020 --> 00:14:38,040 You could be sitting at home, talking with Mum, watching TV, 166 00:14:38,340 --> 00:14:40,200 reading a book. 167 00:14:47,240 --> 00:14:53,580 Dad would open the front door and the atmosphere in the entire house 168 00:14:53,580 --> 00:14:54,920 changed. 169 00:14:56,260 --> 00:15:00,180 My entire family would be tense. 170 00:15:01,520 --> 00:15:08,480 Daddy entering the house, he scared me so much that I was afraid to breathe 171 00:15:08,480 --> 00:15:14,920 because I thought the noise of my breathing would draw his attention to me 172 00:15:14,920 --> 00:15:15,920 he would hurt me. 173 00:15:19,500 --> 00:15:23,740 People ask me how I was created or where I came from. 174 00:15:24,060 --> 00:15:26,960 And I don't really know. 175 00:15:27,400 --> 00:15:34,000 I just know that when Daddy attacked 176 00:15:34,000 --> 00:15:40,960 the original child, Jennifer Margaret Linder, the very first 177 00:15:40,960 --> 00:15:43,320 time, she was about six months old. 178 00:15:44,120 --> 00:15:47,220 And when Daddy started to attack her... 179 00:15:48,170 --> 00:15:54,970 I took on the job of protecting Jennifer Margaret Linda at all costs. That is 180 00:15:54,970 --> 00:15:59,690 my reason for existing and that is what I do to this day. 181 00:16:03,870 --> 00:16:08,770 This is the Jenny that migrated from England to Australia in 1974. 182 00:16:15,690 --> 00:16:20,070 I don't really think I understood that I was actually moving across the planet. 183 00:16:26,150 --> 00:16:32,730 We travelled from dank, dreary, grey, wet 184 00:16:32,730 --> 00:16:38,970 England to this amazing country 185 00:16:38,970 --> 00:16:42,490 that had all new kinds of animals. 186 00:16:44,400 --> 00:16:47,460 Everything was green and lush. 187 00:16:48,580 --> 00:16:50,200 It was warm. 188 00:16:52,180 --> 00:16:58,900 I bring my favourite teddy of all time, Sweep. It goes everywhere 189 00:16:58,900 --> 00:17:02,840 with me. And I never let Sweep out of my hands. 190 00:17:06,960 --> 00:17:12,800 Unfortunately, the hope that we had when we left the UK... 191 00:17:14,040 --> 00:17:17,500 did not even last the six -week journey to Australia. 192 00:17:21,480 --> 00:17:23,480 We hoped he would change. 193 00:17:24,720 --> 00:17:27,099 We hoped he would stop hurting us. 194 00:17:28,780 --> 00:17:32,000 And he didn't. 195 00:17:32,580 --> 00:17:39,280 If anything, his abuse of me ramped up once we reached 196 00:17:39,280 --> 00:17:40,280 Australia. 197 00:17:55,939 --> 00:18:01,580 sweep when I was really little and 198 00:18:01,580 --> 00:18:06,720 dad would use sweep 199 00:18:06,720 --> 00:18:13,480 to as if sweep was 200 00:18:13,480 --> 00:18:19,300 talking to him so he would put sweep up to his ear like I do and he'd do this 201 00:18:19,300 --> 00:18:23,640 and then he'd tell me that sweeper told him all my secrets 202 00:18:24,520 --> 00:18:30,680 And he would steal Sweep. He would put Sweep in the window 203 00:18:30,680 --> 00:18:33,260 of the shed. 204 00:18:35,840 --> 00:18:41,760 So to get Sweep, I had to go into the shed. 205 00:18:42,040 --> 00:18:45,100 I had to make conscious decisions. 206 00:18:45,300 --> 00:18:52,260 Do I go and get Sweep and save Sweep from Daddy, knowing that Daddy's 207 00:18:52,260 --> 00:18:53,260 going to hurt me? 208 00:18:53,660 --> 00:18:58,080 Or do I leave sweep there and risk daddy hurting sweep? 209 00:19:01,440 --> 00:19:05,700 When the reward for being 210 00:19:05,700 --> 00:19:11,980 forced. 211 00:19:17,240 --> 00:19:21,800 Do you think that the reward for that was sweep? 212 00:19:27,110 --> 00:19:30,690 If I had to go back, I would do it again because I love Sweep and Sweep's been 213 00:19:30,690 --> 00:19:36,830 more to me than any other toy or human I've ever had. 214 00:19:40,910 --> 00:19:45,950 I love you. 215 00:19:48,570 --> 00:19:50,910 I will never let Daddy hurt you again. 216 00:20:00,910 --> 00:20:07,470 I don't think human beings want to believe that there are people out there 217 00:20:07,470 --> 00:20:10,370 do this. It's just, it's overwhelming for people. 218 00:20:15,870 --> 00:20:20,970 I've got somebody sitting in front of me with DID. I know that we're dealing 219 00:20:20,970 --> 00:20:24,090 with some of the most heinous crimes imaginable. 220 00:20:28,210 --> 00:20:30,250 And somebody should be paying for that. 221 00:20:48,810 --> 00:20:49,990 I'm Paul Stamula. 222 00:20:50,530 --> 00:20:52,990 I've been in the police force for 34 years. 223 00:20:54,130 --> 00:20:57,930 Throughout my career, I've dealt with serious violent crimes against people, 224 00:20:58,450 --> 00:21:04,270 robberies, serious assault, sexual assault, kidnappings, shootings and 225 00:21:08,610 --> 00:21:12,890 Jenny's case was by far the longest case that I have worked on. 226 00:21:13,370 --> 00:21:16,950 The investigation ran straightforward. 227 00:21:17,800 --> 00:21:18,800 10 years. 228 00:21:24,140 --> 00:21:29,680 In September 2010, the file arrived at Bankstown Police Area Command. 229 00:21:29,960 --> 00:21:35,740 The document that Jenny provided was over 900 ,000 words. 230 00:21:37,360 --> 00:21:43,000 It detailed hundreds and hundreds of serious violent sexual assault offences. 231 00:21:44,360 --> 00:21:48,260 The offences that we started to investigate... commenced in 1974. 232 00:21:50,380 --> 00:21:54,040 The abuse started when Jenny was very, very young. 233 00:21:56,600 --> 00:22:03,500 I was very shocked at the level of detail and the clarity of detail within 234 00:22:03,500 --> 00:22:04,500 offence. 235 00:22:05,620 --> 00:22:11,060 A lot of people are not going to believe that this victim can intricately 236 00:22:11,060 --> 00:22:14,780 remember what had occurred to her at that age. 237 00:22:23,080 --> 00:22:27,880 When I first found out Jenny had dysphagia identity disorder, it was 238 00:22:27,880 --> 00:22:29,400 initial review of the brief of evidence. 239 00:22:30,160 --> 00:22:34,560 So I had really not much of an idea what it was. 240 00:22:37,400 --> 00:22:44,200 It's a difficult thing because it takes a long time to really grasp 241 00:22:44,200 --> 00:22:45,320 what DID is. 242 00:22:45,600 --> 00:22:49,740 You can easily fall into the trap of, why is Jenny saying this? Why is she 243 00:22:49,740 --> 00:22:52,040 saying this? Why is she behaving like this? 244 00:22:52,810 --> 00:22:57,850 not really understanding that it's an alter that's behaving that way. I'll be 245 00:22:57,850 --> 00:23:04,610 very truthful with you. The condition is an unbelievable 246 00:23:04,610 --> 00:23:05,610 one. 247 00:23:08,990 --> 00:23:14,590 I didn't have the right language for what happened to me. 248 00:23:16,310 --> 00:23:21,790 So when the police were asking me to tell my story and tell what happened to 249 00:23:23,980 --> 00:23:28,640 I told them with the words as they existed. 250 00:23:31,020 --> 00:23:35,220 I described it like an elephant raising its trunk. 251 00:23:36,760 --> 00:23:40,860 I described it like a snake splitting its skin. 252 00:23:42,560 --> 00:23:45,280 Because Daddy never told me it was a penis. 253 00:23:45,940 --> 00:23:47,880 He called it it. 254 00:23:51,310 --> 00:23:55,310 First meeting Symphony was a very, very interesting experience. What resonated 255 00:23:55,310 --> 00:23:59,010 with me was the level of innocence of Symphony. 256 00:23:59,770 --> 00:24:04,370 It's just like speaking to a very, very young child. I had young children at the 257 00:24:04,370 --> 00:24:05,329 time myself. 258 00:24:05,330 --> 00:24:08,950 And just that level of care that you have to give when communicating. 259 00:24:16,870 --> 00:24:18,210 Dissociative identity disorder. 260 00:24:19,200 --> 00:24:26,140 an incredibly powerful and clever solution to overwhelming trauma 261 00:24:26,140 --> 00:24:27,840 of a particular kind. 262 00:24:28,980 --> 00:24:30,580 It's what we call betrayal trauma. 263 00:24:31,140 --> 00:24:37,340 And this is where the people who are meant to protect you and care for you 264 00:24:37,340 --> 00:24:40,440 actually the perpetrators of the trauma. 265 00:24:41,020 --> 00:24:45,200 And when they're the people abusing you, that means there's no help coming. 266 00:24:46,200 --> 00:24:47,720 There is nowhere to go. 267 00:24:48,590 --> 00:24:53,230 There is no escape, and the only escape is in your mind. 268 00:24:54,490 --> 00:24:56,790 And then they start to build that world. 269 00:25:02,870 --> 00:25:08,790 My name is Symphony, and I created everybody. 270 00:25:12,150 --> 00:25:15,110 Making an altar is like making jewelry. 271 00:25:16,690 --> 00:25:17,690 You won. 272 00:25:17,880 --> 00:25:18,880 This bead. 273 00:25:19,280 --> 00:25:20,880 And you want that wire. 274 00:25:21,520 --> 00:25:23,760 And then you want that spacer. 275 00:25:24,360 --> 00:25:26,140 And then you want the trim. 276 00:25:26,360 --> 00:25:28,200 And then you want the pendant. 277 00:25:29,500 --> 00:25:31,200 All of these are different skills. 278 00:25:34,720 --> 00:25:37,580 I didn't know I was making altars. 279 00:25:39,140 --> 00:25:40,620 I was making friends. 280 00:25:48,650 --> 00:25:55,470 Eric was the first altar simply made, and he was 21 three seconds after 281 00:25:55,470 --> 00:25:56,470 he was born. 282 00:25:57,090 --> 00:26:04,030 He's tall and slender. Just think, velvet 283 00:26:04,030 --> 00:26:07,670 smoking jacket, fluffy shirt. 284 00:26:08,770 --> 00:26:12,250 He's our idea of the perfect father. 285 00:26:18,320 --> 00:26:19,960 Who put me in a fucking frock? 286 00:26:20,840 --> 00:26:21,840 Sorry. 287 00:26:24,060 --> 00:26:25,060 Frocks. 288 00:26:27,240 --> 00:26:28,240 Hi, 289 00:26:29,000 --> 00:26:30,000 I'm Eric. 290 00:26:30,320 --> 00:26:31,320 E -R -I -K. 291 00:26:31,980 --> 00:26:32,980 How are you feeling? 292 00:26:37,520 --> 00:26:40,380 I'm feeling okay, apart from the fact I'm stuck in a frock. 293 00:26:41,920 --> 00:26:43,180 I've got makeup on my face. 294 00:26:43,760 --> 00:26:44,860 And I've got fingernails. 295 00:26:45,610 --> 00:26:47,650 Other than that, everything's hunky -dory. 296 00:26:54,270 --> 00:26:59,270 I run the technical side of our system. 297 00:27:00,610 --> 00:27:06,850 If you decided to walk inside my head, say you walked in through my eyes, 298 00:27:07,010 --> 00:27:12,730 the first thing you will see are tunnels. 299 00:27:17,730 --> 00:27:23,750 When Symphony started creating altars, I had to find them places to go. 300 00:27:24,770 --> 00:27:29,210 So I created a dungeon for them to live in. 301 00:27:31,830 --> 00:27:38,590 And they would all take turns to pop into the body and do as much as they 302 00:27:38,590 --> 00:27:41,190 could do per incident with that. 303 00:27:45,610 --> 00:27:49,290 And then when they couldn't do any more, they moved back one and the next person 304 00:27:49,290 --> 00:27:50,290 came in and took over. 305 00:27:51,050 --> 00:27:53,250 So we needed long corridors for that. 306 00:27:58,130 --> 00:28:01,470 It's everything to do with how to survive that. 307 00:28:09,830 --> 00:28:13,490 When you go through the victim statement... 308 00:28:13,760 --> 00:28:16,200 it's like a wave that hits you. 309 00:28:16,640 --> 00:28:21,520 And it's a wave of horror after horror after horror. 310 00:28:21,920 --> 00:28:28,040 And it's pretty much, it's an unrelenting process to go through the 311 00:28:29,160 --> 00:28:35,680 My mind immediately goes to how can we prove each 312 00:28:35,680 --> 00:28:36,680 offence? 313 00:28:41,480 --> 00:28:42,840 In comparison, 314 00:28:43,600 --> 00:28:47,500 to something like an armed robbery, for example. You've got a crime scene where 315 00:28:47,500 --> 00:28:48,680 you can investigate immediately. 316 00:28:49,180 --> 00:28:53,800 You can canvass for witnesses and capture as much evidence as you can. 317 00:28:54,120 --> 00:29:00,240 With this particular crime, child sexual assault, you're often backtracking 318 00:29:00,240 --> 00:29:07,200 historically and trying to find witnesses, trying to corroborate 319 00:29:07,200 --> 00:29:10,820 events. It's an extremely difficult task to do. 320 00:29:12,240 --> 00:29:19,120 For this particular situation, what I decided to do was a video walkthrough 321 00:29:19,120 --> 00:29:21,100 of the crime scene. 322 00:29:22,400 --> 00:29:25,340 I was mindful of what alters might come out. 323 00:29:30,080 --> 00:29:35,460 Michael had bleached blonde surfer hair. 324 00:29:36,400 --> 00:29:41,000 He would be in black leather everything. 325 00:29:42,090 --> 00:29:45,350 He will fight for you. He will protect. 326 00:29:45,670 --> 00:29:48,710 He's the ideal brother. 327 00:29:53,230 --> 00:29:57,750 So, we've been going through the police investigation for a while. 328 00:29:58,010 --> 00:29:59,590 We want to make it real. 329 00:29:59,830 --> 00:30:03,310 Let's show them where all this bullshit happened. 330 00:30:03,830 --> 00:30:05,810 It's just words on a page right now. 331 00:30:06,190 --> 00:30:09,210 Let's show them the house. Let's show them the garden. 332 00:30:10,090 --> 00:30:11,470 Let's take them back in time. 333 00:30:14,650 --> 00:30:20,450 It's 11 .40am on Wednesday the 24th of June 2015. 334 00:30:20,830 --> 00:30:24,510 I'm currently in the company of Jennifer Haynes. 335 00:30:25,370 --> 00:30:28,910 Jennifer? We went back to Greenacre. 336 00:30:29,550 --> 00:30:32,490 We were in our mid -40s. 337 00:30:32,810 --> 00:30:36,250 The letterbox is the same. The trees are the same. 338 00:30:38,409 --> 00:30:39,770 Even the friendship ended here. 339 00:30:40,950 --> 00:30:44,510 And we hadn't been there since we were 11. 340 00:30:48,690 --> 00:30:53,330 Symphony, thank you for coming to tell us about this. I know it's not going to 341 00:30:53,330 --> 00:30:54,330 be easy. 342 00:30:55,530 --> 00:30:56,630 Obviously, you've got Holly there. 343 00:30:56,910 --> 00:30:59,850 Sweep's there if you want Sweep. Do you mind if I have Sweep with me? 344 00:31:00,570 --> 00:31:03,410 Not at all. I can imagine Sweep will be a comfort for you. 345 00:31:04,250 --> 00:31:05,430 You just sit here. 346 00:31:05,710 --> 00:31:07,430 I won't let Daddy hurt you. 347 00:31:11,340 --> 00:31:14,940 OK, it's 11 .47am. 348 00:31:15,720 --> 00:31:19,160 We've just come onto the top of the veranda here. 349 00:31:20,080 --> 00:31:24,320 We walked up the steps onto the veranda. 350 00:31:25,040 --> 00:31:27,100 OK, so this is the front door, we're going to enter the premises? 351 00:31:27,340 --> 00:31:28,319 OK. 352 00:31:28,320 --> 00:31:34,400 We took the first step into the house and it felt like I was suffocating. 353 00:31:38,090 --> 00:31:44,030 We walk down the little hallway to 354 00:31:44,030 --> 00:31:48,650 what was my parents' room. 355 00:31:51,850 --> 00:31:53,850 Dad's bed was here? 356 00:31:54,090 --> 00:31:58,950 Yep. I'd only ever walked into that room as a little girl. 357 00:32:01,510 --> 00:32:03,810 And this is where he made me. 358 00:32:05,000 --> 00:32:07,500 get on the end of the bed, and I was raped by him. 359 00:32:09,200 --> 00:32:13,200 I didn't understand what he was doing. 360 00:32:16,340 --> 00:32:18,840 All I knew was that it hurt. 361 00:32:20,800 --> 00:32:22,420 All right, let's move on to the next room. 362 00:32:23,500 --> 00:32:27,580 I might need a two -minute break. Yeah, OK, yeah, for sure, absolutely. The time 363 00:32:27,580 --> 00:32:30,880 now is 11 .58, and we'll just spend the interview for a short time. 364 00:32:32,000 --> 00:32:33,540 We had to take a lot of breaks. 365 00:32:34,330 --> 00:32:40,690 Jenny was experiencing a number of changes within herself where different 366 00:32:40,690 --> 00:32:41,710 were coming out. 367 00:32:45,050 --> 00:32:47,010 Can I speak to Eric, please? 368 00:32:48,710 --> 00:32:49,710 Sure. 369 00:32:53,590 --> 00:32:54,870 Were you there that day? 370 00:32:56,770 --> 00:33:00,370 I was definitely there that day. I was not letting them do that on their own. 371 00:33:03,980 --> 00:33:07,920 We just took a short break for Jennifer to have a little bit of a rest. 372 00:33:08,720 --> 00:33:14,500 When I walked into that living room, the lounge 373 00:33:14,500 --> 00:33:21,300 room... OK, this room's layout is similar, 374 00:33:21,380 --> 00:33:26,320 but that door there was completely blocked off. 375 00:33:27,120 --> 00:33:31,300 I could remember everything that happened there. 376 00:33:31,620 --> 00:33:33,000 I remember... 377 00:33:33,470 --> 00:33:40,130 Everybody that I had to calm as they were being abused. 378 00:33:40,250 --> 00:33:46,150 I remembered everybody that I was present when they were 379 00:33:46,150 --> 00:33:48,970 being created. 380 00:33:49,270 --> 00:33:56,030 I saw the sofa where Dad 381 00:33:56,030 --> 00:34:00,910 did the birthday ritual and where Muscles was born. 382 00:34:01,800 --> 00:34:03,820 On the 13th of January 1977. 383 00:34:06,240 --> 00:34:08,420 When Dad... 384 00:34:08,420 --> 00:34:14,960 Are 385 00:34:14,960 --> 00:34:15,980 you okay? 386 00:34:21,219 --> 00:34:24,679 I don't think Eric's the best person to tell you this story. 387 00:34:24,900 --> 00:34:25,900 I'm sorry. 388 00:34:26,620 --> 00:34:28,219 Eric is too... 389 00:34:29,739 --> 00:34:35,540 He holds himself too emotionally distant so he doesn't get hurt. It's not right 390 00:34:35,540 --> 00:34:37,520 for him to tell this story at all. I'm sorry. 391 00:34:37,860 --> 00:34:41,120 That's quite all right. If you want to pop your glasses on. I want to see you. 392 00:34:41,239 --> 00:34:44,460 And I want my leg back, please. 393 00:34:57,550 --> 00:34:59,070 You okay? Is there anything you need? 394 00:34:59,650 --> 00:35:02,030 I just need him not to hold my leg so tight. 395 00:35:02,630 --> 00:35:07,110 Because it goes to sleep and then when we move it, it hurts. 396 00:35:07,950 --> 00:35:11,150 So, let's try that again. 397 00:35:20,650 --> 00:35:24,410 Daddy told me that... 398 00:35:24,800 --> 00:35:28,460 birthdays weren't about celebrating my birth. 399 00:35:29,380 --> 00:35:31,820 They were a day to give birth. 400 00:35:36,440 --> 00:35:43,340 And so the first time he did what I came to know 401 00:35:43,340 --> 00:35:49,700 as the birthday ritual was when I turned seven. 402 00:35:55,790 --> 00:36:02,710 Daddy took me out of my bed and the whole house was 403 00:36:02,710 --> 00:36:09,070 quiet and he led me into the living room and he put me on the sofa and wouldn't 404 00:36:09,070 --> 00:36:10,370 let me leave. 405 00:36:11,750 --> 00:36:18,630 He tied my hand so I couldn't stop him and then he 406 00:36:18,630 --> 00:36:24,450 put an object which was about... 407 00:36:24,890 --> 00:36:29,610 This big and about that wide. 408 00:36:30,410 --> 00:36:35,450 And he put this object inside my 409 00:36:35,450 --> 00:36:37,470 underneath. 410 00:36:38,370 --> 00:36:41,130 He then told me I had to get it out. 411 00:36:42,550 --> 00:36:49,110 I panicked and I was pushing down with my tummy and my 412 00:36:49,110 --> 00:36:51,870 bottom as much as I could. And I... 413 00:36:52,110 --> 00:36:54,430 accidentally made muscles. 414 00:36:56,330 --> 00:37:02,550 And muscles was born and he made the 415 00:37:02,550 --> 00:37:09,290 muscle contractions to get that thing out of 416 00:37:09,290 --> 00:37:10,290 me. 417 00:37:16,210 --> 00:37:18,210 Richard Haynes. 418 00:37:18,590 --> 00:37:21,990 He was a person that inflicted sadistic rituals. 419 00:37:22,930 --> 00:37:28,370 We established a pattern in regards to a lot of his offences, and a lot of that 420 00:37:28,370 --> 00:37:30,170 was calendar -related, time -related. 421 00:37:31,530 --> 00:37:34,730 Another serious incident that occurred on her birthday. 422 00:37:36,950 --> 00:37:41,510 I specifically recall being forced to give birth on January 13, 1979. 423 00:37:43,280 --> 00:37:47,860 On my 10th birthday on the 13th of January 1980, my dad forced me to give 424 00:37:47,860 --> 00:37:48,860 once more. 425 00:37:49,240 --> 00:37:54,400 On the 13th of January 1981, dad forced me to give birth on my 11th birthday as 426 00:37:54,400 --> 00:37:56,920 usual. I believe that I lost consciousness. 427 00:38:02,000 --> 00:38:03,280 What do you think of your father? 428 00:38:05,820 --> 00:38:11,200 I don't think there's words bad enough to describe what I feel about that 429 00:38:11,200 --> 00:38:12,200 bastard. 430 00:38:17,870 --> 00:38:24,290 He's the cruelest, meanest monster that ever lived. He is the devil fucking 431 00:38:24,290 --> 00:38:25,290 incarnate. 432 00:38:26,670 --> 00:38:28,650 And that's an insult to Satan. 433 00:38:33,410 --> 00:38:36,750 I had a photo of Richard. 434 00:38:37,190 --> 00:38:42,190 It used to be pinned on my desk and every single day when I used to come 435 00:38:42,190 --> 00:38:45,450 work, I used to look at it. I used to look at his face. 436 00:38:46,800 --> 00:38:50,400 And I thought, I'm going to arrest you, I'm going to get you into custody, I'm 437 00:38:50,400 --> 00:38:51,400 going to convict you. 438 00:39:04,720 --> 00:39:11,460 I'm packing my stuff for a D &D game, Dungeons & Dragons game. 439 00:39:14,320 --> 00:39:18,560 Looking at which characters I wish to take with me. Lots to choose from. 440 00:39:20,880 --> 00:39:27,740 The process of packing for the Dungeons & Dragons game is a really 441 00:39:27,740 --> 00:39:34,040 physical expression of what I have to do every night when I create the entity 442 00:39:34,040 --> 00:39:37,340 that is currently known as Jenny. 443 00:39:38,500 --> 00:39:42,520 Every night we go through packing all of our skills. 444 00:39:43,180 --> 00:39:46,500 into our suitcase, ready for the next day. 445 00:39:54,520 --> 00:40:01,260 I need this. I need this in my life. A frontrunner is the person that you 446 00:40:01,260 --> 00:40:03,220 meet when you meet Jenny. 447 00:40:03,480 --> 00:40:04,700 Oh, she's beautiful. 448 00:40:05,620 --> 00:40:07,060 Absolutely gorgeous. 449 00:40:07,420 --> 00:40:09,940 The consistent face. 450 00:40:11,120 --> 00:40:12,140 Responsible for. 451 00:40:12,810 --> 00:40:17,230 the vast majority of our interaction with the so -called real world. We want 452 00:40:17,230 --> 00:40:20,390 number 11 or number 12, OK? 453 00:40:21,830 --> 00:40:22,970 Are we on 12? 454 00:40:23,870 --> 00:40:24,870 Yes! 455 00:40:26,390 --> 00:40:30,450 My experience of DID before Jenny, little to none. 456 00:40:31,390 --> 00:40:33,350 I had a lot of experience with trauma. 457 00:40:33,930 --> 00:40:39,360 I guess it... It wasn't too difficult for me to be able to work with Jenny, 458 00:40:39,520 --> 00:40:43,540 particularly given the help that she gave me. Once she let me into the 459 00:40:43,640 --> 00:40:49,560 she was the one who taught me enormous about this condition. 460 00:40:51,600 --> 00:40:57,200 If we think about Jenny's internal world, in terms of a planned, 461 00:40:57,200 --> 00:41:03,560 military action, we have at the centre a 462 00:41:03,560 --> 00:41:04,560 symphony. 463 00:41:05,230 --> 00:41:11,230 who's responsible for creating those who are going to have to deal with the 464 00:41:11,230 --> 00:41:14,130 abuse threat represented by her father here. 465 00:41:14,710 --> 00:41:20,990 And then we have Eric, one of the senior architects of the defence process, 466 00:41:21,270 --> 00:41:26,990 muscles, and other of the more senior executive alters. 467 00:41:28,870 --> 00:41:31,070 Then, of course, we have... 468 00:41:31,390 --> 00:41:38,230 The young foot soldiers who deal with the abuse, they will engage for as long 469 00:41:38,230 --> 00:41:42,090 as they can cope with physically and emotionally. 470 00:41:42,350 --> 00:41:47,910 And then when they've hit their limits, they are removed and another one is sent 471 00:41:47,910 --> 00:41:53,370 in to undertake the brunt of the battle. Of course, another part of this, 472 00:41:53,590 --> 00:41:56,730 symphony then starts to help. 473 00:41:57,450 --> 00:42:02,990 young parts that have experienced that terrible trauma, she would sing to them 474 00:42:02,990 --> 00:42:08,590 during the abuse and afterwards to help soothe and ground them. 475 00:42:09,850 --> 00:42:11,430 Hence her name Symphony. 476 00:42:15,530 --> 00:42:20,250 It is just such a beautiful, complex, 477 00:42:20,470 --> 00:42:24,150 incredibly well designed. 478 00:42:27,930 --> 00:42:29,890 of self -protection and survival. 479 00:42:35,670 --> 00:42:38,250 Time now is 12 .34pm. 480 00:42:38,650 --> 00:42:43,010 We've just walked back down to the front of the yard again, just outside the 481 00:42:43,010 --> 00:42:44,010 back door. 482 00:42:44,170 --> 00:42:46,510 Behind us is the garage, is that right? 483 00:42:48,410 --> 00:42:51,310 You don't have to go in there if you don't want to. No, I'm going to do this. 484 00:42:51,390 --> 00:42:52,850 This is telling. 485 00:42:53,520 --> 00:42:56,520 You told me never to tell and I'm going to tell even if it kills me. 486 00:42:58,700 --> 00:43:04,380 Taking Jenny back to the family home greatly helped corroborate a lot of her 487 00:43:04,380 --> 00:43:05,380 statements. 488 00:43:05,720 --> 00:43:09,040 This place was a very scary place. 489 00:43:10,120 --> 00:43:16,240 It was just clearly evident that what had occurred was even more horrific 490 00:43:16,240 --> 00:43:20,060 than what anything written on paper could portray. 491 00:43:24,300 --> 00:43:27,940 Dad fixed up the shed so that he could put a light in there. 492 00:43:29,560 --> 00:43:33,020 From December 1976, 493 00:43:33,040 --> 00:43:38,440 when we were six years old, 494 00:43:38,540 --> 00:43:44,240 through till April 1981, 495 00:43:44,500 --> 00:43:50,540 when we were 11, Dad would come multiple times a week. 496 00:43:50,970 --> 00:43:53,590 and take us out of bed and take us to that shed. 497 00:43:54,990 --> 00:43:55,990 Oh, my God. 498 00:43:57,070 --> 00:43:58,190 Deep breaths. 499 00:43:58,470 --> 00:43:59,690 You can do this. 500 00:44:00,330 --> 00:44:02,810 Again, it's the same. 501 00:44:03,570 --> 00:44:05,570 The bench? The bench is the same. 502 00:44:05,790 --> 00:44:06,790 OK. 503 00:44:09,470 --> 00:44:16,210 He added an interesting wrinkle in 1980 when he decided 504 00:44:16,210 --> 00:44:18,790 to torture us with a soldering iron. 505 00:44:20,360 --> 00:44:26,680 He put our hand on the box with a dial and said, 506 00:44:26,840 --> 00:44:30,700 if it gets too hot, turn it this way. 507 00:44:33,320 --> 00:44:39,620 It burnt like bloody hell. And so we reached our tolerance and we 508 00:44:39,620 --> 00:44:43,920 yanked that dial clockwise like he told us. 509 00:44:46,480 --> 00:44:48,520 And it turned the heat. 510 00:44:49,100 --> 00:44:50,980 up to maximum. 511 00:44:52,400 --> 00:44:55,120 Turn on full bore. 512 00:45:04,760 --> 00:45:09,480 I wasn't living with a child molester. 513 00:45:09,720 --> 00:45:14,900 I wasn't living with a pedophile lover of children. 514 00:45:16,520 --> 00:45:23,300 I was living with a guy who thought it was perfectly okay to torture a 515 00:45:23,300 --> 00:45:27,340 child to within inches of its death. 516 00:45:27,640 --> 00:45:33,520 And the only reason why we are not dead is because we had the ability to yank 517 00:45:33,520 --> 00:45:38,180 out the kid who was on the verge of death and then shoot somebody else in 518 00:45:38,180 --> 00:45:41,140 was brand new, fresh and able to cope. 519 00:45:41,400 --> 00:45:44,040 And that's the only reason we've made it a 54. 520 00:45:44,780 --> 00:45:48,300 Because we had the ability to protect ourselves. 521 00:45:48,540 --> 00:45:51,220 Because sure as shit, there weren't anybody to protect us. 522 00:46:01,580 --> 00:46:05,480 Every time we try to tell our story, there's the billion -dollar question. 523 00:46:06,580 --> 00:46:07,580 Where was your mother? 524 00:46:10,960 --> 00:46:16,620 This has got to be the hardest question of all. 525 00:46:19,840 --> 00:46:25,840 But that isn't what people are asking. What people are asking is, 526 00:46:26,040 --> 00:46:33,000 how did your mum live in that house and not see what was happening to 527 00:46:33,000 --> 00:46:35,700 you and not do anything about it? 528 00:46:37,940 --> 00:46:40,320 Because the answer is right there. 529 00:46:40,910 --> 00:46:44,730 She's in the house. She's in the garden. She's right there. 530 00:46:45,670 --> 00:46:47,030 Where was my mother? 531 00:46:49,430 --> 00:46:50,430 There. 532 00:46:54,530 --> 00:46:59,590 I think rather than speak specifically about Jenny's mum, I'm going to talk 533 00:46:59,590 --> 00:47:05,230 about what I often see happening here, which is that the perpetrator chooses 534 00:47:05,230 --> 00:47:07,190 their partner very carefully. 535 00:47:09,130 --> 00:47:14,070 They choose a partner who will be effectively, I think, beyond all else, 536 00:47:14,110 --> 00:47:15,110 compliant. 537 00:47:16,950 --> 00:47:23,810 The parent then not doing anything to protect 538 00:47:23,810 --> 00:47:29,750 their child sends an incredibly 539 00:47:29,750 --> 00:47:36,210 powerful and equally, if not more damaging message to the child, 540 00:47:36,350 --> 00:47:38,210 which is that... 541 00:47:39,310 --> 00:47:41,530 You're not worth saving. 542 00:47:43,570 --> 00:47:45,310 You don't matter. 543 00:48:08,460 --> 00:48:12,700 what my dad had done to me since I was eight, and I'd never been believed. 544 00:48:15,460 --> 00:48:21,740 Doctors, nurses, teachers, and nobody 545 00:48:21,740 --> 00:48:24,000 had believed me. 546 00:48:34,920 --> 00:48:36,760 We were getting a lot of... 547 00:48:37,000 --> 00:48:41,540 and a lot of knockbacks when we tried to progress the investigation. 548 00:48:42,340 --> 00:48:48,360 A lot of people did not believe that Jenny could recall what had happened to 549 00:48:48,360 --> 00:48:49,580 at such a young age. 550 00:48:51,780 --> 00:48:58,300 I was aware that there was a previous investigation where Richard Haynes was 551 00:48:58,300 --> 00:49:02,180 trialled for serious sexual offences in the United Kingdom. 552 00:49:11,050 --> 00:49:14,370 My name is Kim Whitman. I'm a former Australian Federal Police Officer. 553 00:49:15,330 --> 00:49:19,850 First time I met Jennifer Haynes was in 1996. 554 00:49:20,430 --> 00:49:23,770 She was 26 years old. 555 00:49:25,130 --> 00:49:30,370 Jenny's initial conversation with me was reporting concerns around her sister 556 00:49:30,370 --> 00:49:34,490 being in a marriage -like relationship with her father in the UK. 557 00:49:39,340 --> 00:49:45,280 We returned to the UK from Australia in 1981 when I was 11 and 558 00:49:45,280 --> 00:49:51,820 my parents' marriage blew up early in 1984. 559 00:49:53,000 --> 00:49:59,860 My sister was 16 and old enough to make her own choice as to which 560 00:49:59,860 --> 00:50:01,060 parents she went with. 561 00:50:03,300 --> 00:50:04,920 And she chose my dad. 562 00:50:09,550 --> 00:50:16,390 Dad had held my sister over my head my 563 00:50:16,390 --> 00:50:23,190 entire childhood. He would actively threaten that if I did not give in and 564 00:50:23,190 --> 00:50:27,650 him do what he wanted, he would do it to my sister instead. 565 00:50:29,830 --> 00:50:34,610 I couldn't bear the idea of him hurting my sister. 566 00:50:46,000 --> 00:50:52,840 She contacted me and asked me for help. My greatest terror had become 567 00:50:52,840 --> 00:50:56,320 a reality, that he was abusing her. 568 00:50:57,720 --> 00:51:04,580 And the only way I could protect her was 569 00:51:04,580 --> 00:51:08,340 to talk to the Australian Federal Police. 570 00:51:12,940 --> 00:51:19,060 The extent of the abuse that was occurring wasn't apparent and it was a 571 00:51:19,060 --> 00:51:25,600 meetings later that it became obvious that it wasn't just about her sister. 572 00:51:25,860 --> 00:51:28,220 This had been happening to Jenny as well. 573 00:51:31,300 --> 00:51:35,600 We told Kim over time 574 00:51:35,600 --> 00:51:41,360 what had happened in... 575 00:51:41,820 --> 00:51:47,720 England between the ages of 0 and 4 and 11 and 14. 576 00:51:52,480 --> 00:51:58,600 Jenny's father, Richard Haynes, was charged by the UK police with 577 00:51:58,600 --> 00:52:03,120 offences of sexual assault against both Jenny and her sister. 578 00:52:05,820 --> 00:52:09,660 When she was talking to me, I wasn't aware of... 579 00:52:09,960 --> 00:52:11,140 altered personalities. 580 00:52:11,620 --> 00:52:17,820 I thought some of the voices that she used when we were talking, I thought it 581 00:52:17,820 --> 00:52:19,260 was just a quirkiness. 582 00:52:21,040 --> 00:52:27,920 But Jenny's demeanour, and this is not fair, her quirkiness already 583 00:52:27,920 --> 00:52:30,680 places her in a poor position. 584 00:52:31,900 --> 00:52:34,620 It's very easy for the... 585 00:52:35,080 --> 00:52:40,160 to plant the seed that she is crazy or that she's making it up. 586 00:52:43,220 --> 00:52:47,860 The outcome of Richard's trial in the UK was that he was sentenced to nine years 587 00:52:47,860 --> 00:52:51,080 jail for the offences relating to the sister. 588 00:52:51,880 --> 00:52:57,680 But he never stood trial for those matters involving Jenny. 589 00:53:00,400 --> 00:53:04,340 I think that court matter in the United Kingdom... 590 00:53:04,670 --> 00:53:09,870 greatly impacted on Jenny for a majority of her adult life. 591 00:53:10,110 --> 00:53:14,950 Looking back at that, I think she felt that, you know, is this another group of 592 00:53:14,950 --> 00:53:16,470 people that don't believe me? 593 00:53:19,430 --> 00:53:26,210 I was devastated and 25 594 00:53:26,210 --> 00:53:32,870 separate alters launched themselves out of the second floor window. 595 00:53:33,740 --> 00:53:39,040 of that courthouse and committed suicide that day and I've never had them back. 596 00:53:49,580 --> 00:53:52,580 I think I'm the eternal student. 597 00:53:56,240 --> 00:54:00,840 We used 18 years at university to... 598 00:54:01,740 --> 00:54:04,620 really come to terms with what Dad had done. 599 00:54:06,540 --> 00:54:12,940 I did a Bachelor of Arts, double major in Psychology, to find out what was 600 00:54:12,940 --> 00:54:13,940 with me. 601 00:54:14,100 --> 00:54:21,040 I then went on and did a Masters of Criminal Justice to find out if what my 602 00:54:21,040 --> 00:54:22,260 had done to me was against the law. 603 00:54:23,180 --> 00:54:28,420 And then we moved on to do a PhD. 604 00:54:29,960 --> 00:54:31,240 In victimology. 605 00:54:32,940 --> 00:54:37,340 I believe in the system of justice. 606 00:54:39,340 --> 00:54:44,660 I believe that that's the point of going to prison, is you pay your penalty and 607 00:54:44,660 --> 00:54:46,980 you come back and it's behind you. 608 00:54:57,860 --> 00:54:59,780 VB. Jenny Haynes' 609 00:55:00,660 --> 00:55:06,640 daughter phoned this AM 9 .30 from Australia, wants to talk to her dad. 610 00:55:08,280 --> 00:55:09,920 She says, happy birthday. 611 00:55:13,380 --> 00:55:20,380 After six years of Richard being in jail for 612 00:55:20,380 --> 00:55:27,120 the offences against her sister, Jenny's then reached out and... 613 00:55:28,240 --> 00:55:31,280 got in touch with him from Australia. 614 00:55:34,760 --> 00:55:40,100 I was so desperate 615 00:55:40,100 --> 00:55:45,260 to put the abuse behind me. 616 00:55:46,180 --> 00:55:52,980 I was absolutely desperate to have a relationship with my 617 00:55:52,980 --> 00:55:57,220 father. I wanted a family and I wanted my father. 618 00:56:01,770 --> 00:56:07,150 When I first decided to get in contact with you, I never, ever imagined it 619 00:56:07,150 --> 00:56:08,150 be so much fun. 620 00:56:09,330 --> 00:56:14,330 I'm so glad I took the plunge. Now I realise I don't just care about you. I 621 00:56:14,330 --> 00:56:15,330 you. 622 00:56:18,190 --> 00:56:24,710 Jenny's reunification with her father speaks to just how 623 00:56:24,710 --> 00:56:29,410 incredibly forgiving children can be. 624 00:56:30,170 --> 00:56:33,730 with our parents, even despite the worst of the worst. 625 00:56:36,650 --> 00:56:43,570 When I began to rebuild with Dad, he seemed to be able to be 626 00:56:43,570 --> 00:56:44,570 a real father. 627 00:56:47,150 --> 00:56:53,050 He writes this stuff that makes me feel like I might actually have a proper dad. 628 00:56:55,050 --> 00:57:02,020 I mean, he'd never, in the whole time, I'd known him prior to 2003, 629 00:57:02,200 --> 00:57:03,480 ever said he loved me. 630 00:57:12,460 --> 00:57:14,040 This moves pretty quickly. 631 00:57:15,420 --> 00:57:20,220 To whom it may concern, I, Richard John Haynes, declare that I wish to return to 632 00:57:20,220 --> 00:57:24,980 Australia. I'm prepared to accept police or other supervision as approved by my 633 00:57:24,980 --> 00:57:26,220 daughter, Jenny Haynes. 634 00:57:29,680 --> 00:57:35,720 I filled in the paperwork to support his application to stay in Australia 635 00:57:35,720 --> 00:57:37,020 permanently. 636 00:57:52,160 --> 00:57:55,840 He spent two months being the ideal father. 637 00:57:58,000 --> 00:57:59,680 Couldn't have been more magical. 638 00:58:18,120 --> 00:58:25,120 On my birthday... 639 00:58:26,960 --> 00:58:30,080 13th of January, 2005. 640 00:58:32,400 --> 00:58:38,020 Mum went to work and I was at home with Dad on my birthday. 641 00:58:40,760 --> 00:58:47,140 And... He got sexually aroused 642 00:58:47,140 --> 00:58:48,140 significantly. 643 00:58:50,480 --> 00:58:57,330 I fled to the bathroom and... And he barreled in behind me and as I 644 00:58:57,330 --> 00:59:02,750 stood at the sink trying to catch my breath and wash my face, he put his one 645 00:59:02,750 --> 00:59:09,730 hand around my throat from behind and he pressed his erect penis into the 646 00:59:09,730 --> 00:59:16,070 back of my legs and simulated sex until he 647 00:59:16,070 --> 00:59:18,490 ejaculated. 648 00:59:29,040 --> 00:59:31,020 He's the ultimate manipulator. 649 00:59:32,540 --> 00:59:39,320 And I have no doubt that he was able to play that game to perfection. 650 00:59:39,720 --> 00:59:45,140 These guys are very good at playing the game of looking like they have changed, 651 00:59:45,340 --> 00:59:49,740 but spend enough time with them and their true nature comes out. 652 00:59:52,400 --> 00:59:54,000 March 2005, 653 00:59:54,720 --> 00:59:57,300 Richard is being deported. 654 00:59:57,870 --> 01:00:02,530 on the basis of the criminal history that he lied about on the passenger 655 01:00:06,030 --> 01:00:07,190 It's a relief. 656 01:00:17,950 --> 01:00:22,930 The whole process was utterly devastating. 657 01:00:24,440 --> 01:00:30,920 It was a moment when I realised that my father was still a child 658 01:00:30,920 --> 01:00:34,360 -molesting bastard and nothing was going to change that. 659 01:00:36,220 --> 01:00:43,060 The thing is, as awful as it was, I would never have gone to the police 660 01:00:43,060 --> 01:00:50,020 in 2009 if not for Dad coming to 661 01:00:50,020 --> 01:00:51,020 Australia. 662 01:01:02,380 --> 01:01:08,400 I reported my father to the police in September of 663 01:01:08,400 --> 01:01:10,120 2009. 664 01:01:12,440 --> 01:01:19,160 When I wanted to write my own statement, that's when the 2 665 01:01:19,160 --> 01:01:24,660 ,681 other voices were all heard at once. 666 01:01:25,000 --> 01:01:29,700 And it was people coming along and going, I remember that. This is what it 667 01:01:29,700 --> 01:01:36,660 tasted like. Or, yeah, yeah. And then he said, we had one 668 01:01:36,660 --> 01:01:37,660 goal. 669 01:01:37,980 --> 01:01:39,800 Document everything. 670 01:01:43,200 --> 01:01:47,160 Altars have this autobiographical clarity. 671 01:01:47,760 --> 01:01:51,640 You can just speak to an altar that is five years old. 672 01:01:51,900 --> 01:01:56,480 and ask them what happened, they will tell you the story literally like it 673 01:01:56,480 --> 01:01:57,480 happened yesterday. 674 01:01:58,780 --> 01:02:02,960 When in fact, of course, it did happen yesterday for them because they're five. 675 01:02:03,600 --> 01:02:07,020 This happened when they were five because it's a trauma memory. 676 01:02:07,440 --> 01:02:11,240 It's sitting there, it's accessible, you just have to unlock it. 677 01:02:12,340 --> 01:02:19,320 Which turns out to be very, very helpful when and if you 678 01:02:19,320 --> 01:02:20,940 decide to take 679 01:02:21,870 --> 01:02:22,870 Legal action. 680 01:02:30,510 --> 01:02:35,810 Richard Haynes was living in County Durham in the north of England. 681 01:02:36,910 --> 01:02:40,790 The entire operation was highly confidential. 682 01:02:41,510 --> 01:02:45,330 Richard Haynes did not know that he was being looked at from Australia. 683 01:02:49,610 --> 01:02:53,990 We commenced taking out arrest warrants, which was a very difficult process 684 01:02:53,990 --> 01:02:58,530 because of the sheer volume of the offences. 685 01:02:59,230 --> 01:03:04,450 And with that, I think a lot of frustrations grew within Jenny and a lot 686 01:03:04,450 --> 01:03:05,450 alters came out. 687 01:03:06,910 --> 01:03:13,590 When we started this, the alters thought, write the 688 01:03:13,590 --> 01:03:18,490 statement, he'd get arrested. 689 01:03:20,350 --> 01:03:22,910 It took eight years. We're still not there yet. 690 01:03:25,750 --> 01:03:31,230 There were a lot of times where she was highly emotional or a particular alter 691 01:03:31,230 --> 01:03:32,450 was highly emotional. 692 01:03:32,690 --> 01:03:38,390 I had telephone interaction with muscles on a few occasions and it was very 693 01:03:38,390 --> 01:03:40,230 colourful. 694 01:03:41,930 --> 01:03:43,930 I've done everything you want me to do. 695 01:03:44,440 --> 01:03:48,620 I've given you medical witnesses, I've given you psychiatric witnesses, and 696 01:03:48,620 --> 01:03:54,820 nothing is happening. We were on hold with 697 01:03:54,820 --> 01:03:57,600 no end date in sight. 698 01:04:00,800 --> 01:04:06,780 Two years of solid work to put the extradition process through. 699 01:04:17,130 --> 01:04:21,330 First time I met him was at Heathrow Airport where we had flown back to 700 01:04:21,330 --> 01:04:22,330 Australia. 701 01:04:23,550 --> 01:04:30,470 Richard Haynes was just a very, very unusual person to be sitting next to. 702 01:04:31,230 --> 01:04:36,750 He was visually excited when the airline hostesses would be walking up and down 703 01:04:36,750 --> 01:04:37,750 the aisle. 704 01:04:41,750 --> 01:04:45,330 A very creepy individual, if I could say that. 705 01:04:49,310 --> 01:04:55,130 On my mother's birthday, the 23rd of February, 2017, 706 01:04:55,670 --> 01:05:02,350 I get a phone call from Paul Stamoulis, and he 707 01:05:02,350 --> 01:05:05,710 is exceptionally professional. 708 01:05:07,310 --> 01:05:13,310 Good morning, I am calling you to notify you that... 709 01:05:13,720 --> 01:05:19,140 I have just brought Richard John Haynes into the country. I will call you once 710 01:05:19,140 --> 01:05:20,240 we have cleared customs. 711 01:05:21,260 --> 01:05:22,260 Full stop. 712 01:05:23,880 --> 01:05:24,880 Clunk. 713 01:05:25,280 --> 01:05:27,400 To make that phone call was very special. 714 01:05:27,640 --> 01:05:31,780 It was probably the greatest moment in my policing career. 715 01:05:36,040 --> 01:05:40,920 A 72 -year -old man has been extradited from the UK to Sydney to face more than 716 01:05:40,920 --> 01:05:43,720 360 child sex charges. 717 01:05:44,580 --> 01:05:48,180 He had been filmed getting off the flight. 718 01:05:49,520 --> 01:05:53,940 Shielding his face, Richard Haynes is handcuffed in the back of a car at 719 01:05:53,940 --> 01:05:54,960 International Airport. 720 01:05:55,440 --> 01:05:56,580 Oh my God! 721 01:05:56,820 --> 01:05:58,100 They said his name! 722 01:05:59,860 --> 01:06:02,260 And I've never been so excited in my life! 723 01:06:03,400 --> 01:06:10,400 The 72 -year -old hit with a staggering 367 offences against a sole victim who 724 01:06:10,400 --> 01:06:12,560 at the time was just a young girl. 725 01:06:12,820 --> 01:06:18,380 There was a gentleman, he was a talking head on the next news story and he 726 01:06:18,380 --> 01:06:23,320 said... All my experience, I've never ever come across a situation where 727 01:06:23,320 --> 01:06:29,620 has been alleged to have committed 300 plus sex offences against the one 728 01:06:33,770 --> 01:06:34,770 And I cried. 729 01:06:37,210 --> 01:06:43,630 That simple sentence there, those words, told me that what Dad did 730 01:06:43,630 --> 01:06:45,750 was extreme. 731 01:06:46,590 --> 01:06:52,930 And I'd not got it until he said those words. If I could have that video of 732 01:06:52,930 --> 01:06:57,650 those news stories, I could play that on loop the rest of my life. 733 01:07:17,320 --> 01:07:21,000 believe this could be the most prolific case of sustained child abuse against 734 01:07:21,000 --> 01:07:23,240 one victim Australia has ever seen. 735 01:07:25,960 --> 01:07:30,320 Richard Haynes is accused of subjecting Jennifer to seven years of degradation 736 01:07:30,320 --> 01:07:33,160 and torture from the age of four. 737 01:07:36,000 --> 01:07:41,060 The allegations are so numerous, so utterly depraved, this is a judge only 738 01:07:41,060 --> 01:07:42,060 trial. 739 01:07:46,060 --> 01:07:52,820 The case finally gets to trial on the 18th of February 740 01:07:52,820 --> 01:07:54,360 2019. 741 01:08:01,100 --> 01:08:07,260 To my knowledge, entering that trial, dissociative identity disorder had never 742 01:08:07,260 --> 01:08:11,340 been successfully used by prosecution and anywhere in the world. 743 01:08:16,000 --> 01:08:19,160 person we wanted to put in this box was Dr George Blair West. 744 01:08:23,680 --> 01:08:29,420 The first point I would like to make, Your Honour, is that Dissociative 745 01:08:29,420 --> 01:08:32,680 Disorder, DID, is not an illness. 746 01:08:34,740 --> 01:08:41,620 I was speaking to the centrality of the diagnosis to the court case. 747 01:08:43,279 --> 01:08:49,520 Her mind is living testimony to the potential genius the human mind can 748 01:08:49,520 --> 01:08:52,140 combat the most abhorrent of abuse experiences. 749 01:08:54,580 --> 01:09:01,040 For the first time ever, Jenny was going to bring the argument 750 01:09:01,040 --> 01:09:08,040 that her DID, seen often by the world as the craziest of the 751 01:09:08,040 --> 01:09:10,899 crazy, as the basis 752 01:09:12,179 --> 01:09:14,380 for the prosecution. 753 01:09:15,279 --> 01:09:19,200 They would call the alters to give evidence. 754 01:09:26,220 --> 01:09:29,880 There was utter consternation in the system. 755 01:09:32,660 --> 01:09:38,479 We didn't realise that multiple personality disorder was going to be 756 01:09:38,479 --> 01:09:39,479 evidence. 757 01:09:41,100 --> 01:09:44,920 We didn't know whether this was going to be a good thing or whether this was 758 01:09:44,920 --> 01:09:47,779 going to make us the laughing stock of Australia. 759 01:09:49,080 --> 01:09:55,220 Are they going to now reject everything we say because we're bonkers? 760 01:09:56,900 --> 01:10:03,640 The decision to make the backbone of the prosecution her diagnosis of 761 01:10:03,640 --> 01:10:06,700 DID could go wrong in so many ways. 762 01:10:07,900 --> 01:10:14,310 But of course... If we were able to capture the essence of how you 763 01:10:14,310 --> 01:10:17,470 create DID, the case was made. 764 01:10:18,490 --> 01:10:25,190 Because Jenny's diagnosis means terrible crimes were 765 01:10:25,190 --> 01:10:26,190 committed. 766 01:10:38,480 --> 01:10:40,240 of the trial. 767 01:10:42,740 --> 01:10:49,120 At the moment that we took the oath, every 768 01:10:49,120 --> 01:10:55,500 one of us, all of us, 2 ,682 alters 769 01:10:55,500 --> 01:10:59,180 stood in court and took that oath. 770 01:11:03,100 --> 01:11:06,500 This was a oath to tell the truth and everybody. 771 01:11:07,210 --> 01:11:14,010 took the oath what's happening there 772 01:11:14,010 --> 01:11:20,670 i was so scared 773 01:11:20,670 --> 01:11:26,890 if the court 774 01:11:26,890 --> 01:11:33,530 isn't prepared for a young altar in particular to come out 775 01:11:33,530 --> 01:11:35,930 it could absolutely go horribly wrong 776 01:11:38,320 --> 01:11:42,360 You've got an aggressive barrister who, they can do a pretty good impersonation 777 01:11:42,360 --> 01:11:45,320 of a perpetrator who's attacking you. 778 01:11:45,700 --> 01:11:50,220 And you can appreciate how that could go very badly. 779 01:11:57,360 --> 01:12:02,960 I was scared to see that when we walked into court. 780 01:12:07,340 --> 01:12:12,440 I was frightened that he would look how he did when he was hurting me as a 781 01:12:12,440 --> 01:12:13,440 little girl. 782 01:12:14,940 --> 01:12:21,500 The door opened and Dad walked into the dock and 783 01:12:21,500 --> 01:12:24,020 I was expecting him to be in a suit. 784 01:12:25,860 --> 01:12:30,040 And he came in wearing a prison tracksuit. 785 01:12:31,700 --> 01:12:33,380 It was very bizarre. 786 01:12:35,500 --> 01:12:42,320 I got myself comfortable, and I stared straight 787 01:12:42,320 --> 01:12:48,060 at Dad, and I testified directly to Dad. 788 01:12:49,340 --> 01:12:56,020 I told Dad exactly and precisely in intimate and explicit detail 789 01:12:56,020 --> 01:12:57,580 what he did to me. 790 01:13:05,450 --> 01:13:12,370 The prosecution then asked me if I had a special 791 01:13:12,370 --> 01:13:13,630 toy. 792 01:13:16,370 --> 01:13:17,830 And I said, yes, I did. 793 01:13:18,210 --> 01:13:24,510 And I reached down and I pulled Sweep out of my 794 01:13:24,510 --> 01:13:28,270 handbag. So I was a polite little girl. 795 01:13:31,070 --> 01:13:33,450 I introduced Sweep to the judge. 796 01:13:38,060 --> 01:13:44,440 And Dad reared back in his seat in the dock like 797 01:13:44,440 --> 01:13:47,800 I'd reached across and slapped him with sweep. 798 01:13:48,780 --> 01:13:53,260 There was a big thumping noise when Dad basically reared back in his chair. 799 01:13:57,600 --> 01:14:02,400 I don't know why he reacted to sweep like that. 800 01:14:05,220 --> 01:14:06,220 But he did. 801 01:14:12,040 --> 01:14:18,600 What then happened was after Symphony spoke, her father asked to 802 01:14:18,600 --> 01:14:20,000 take a break. 803 01:14:26,640 --> 01:14:32,640 If child abuse was murder, Sweep was the dead body. 804 01:14:36,420 --> 01:14:41,220 When Symphony brought out Sweep and Dad reacted... 805 01:14:41,930 --> 01:14:45,310 so violently to a glove puppet. 806 01:14:46,050 --> 01:14:48,090 Thweep shocked him. 807 01:14:51,010 --> 01:14:52,230 Didn't you, bud? 808 01:14:54,610 --> 01:15:01,550 He had used Thweep throughout our entire life to control 809 01:15:01,550 --> 01:15:07,670 us, to abuse us, to manipulate us. 810 01:15:11,210 --> 01:15:12,290 Sweep, silent witness. 811 01:15:13,250 --> 01:15:15,230 Get that smithereen. 812 01:15:22,450 --> 01:15:29,090 For Jenny and her alters, it was very emotional and it was a difficult 813 01:15:29,090 --> 01:15:35,750 period of time whilst the discussions were being conducted in regards to what 814 01:15:35,750 --> 01:15:37,750 pleas would be answered. 815 01:15:41,960 --> 01:15:48,460 The prosecution suggests we issue him with an offer and 816 01:15:48,460 --> 01:15:55,260 nominate those charges that we would want him to plead guilty 817 01:15:55,260 --> 01:15:56,260 to. 818 01:16:01,340 --> 01:16:05,200 We think we've come to a conclusion, everything's going to be fine, and then 819 01:16:05,200 --> 01:16:06,200 hell breaks loose. 820 01:16:07,360 --> 01:16:10,700 And we have a hysterical... 821 01:16:11,150 --> 01:16:17,590 Tiny child, absolutely freaked because he's not owning up to what he did to 822 01:16:19,410 --> 01:16:23,510 And she said, the numbers are going in the wrong direction. 823 01:16:24,490 --> 01:16:25,810 She was hysterical. 824 01:16:26,030 --> 01:16:29,830 We start off with 1 ,000 potential charges. 825 01:16:30,210 --> 01:16:32,770 Then we drop it to 367. 826 01:16:33,070 --> 01:16:34,510 Then we drop it to 85. 827 01:16:34,730 --> 01:16:36,170 And now we're dropping it to 41. 828 01:16:38,350 --> 01:16:40,790 He's going to get out after five minutes in prison. 829 01:16:43,050 --> 01:16:44,070 It's not fair. 830 01:16:46,430 --> 01:16:52,770 I had to run what we know as an all -in. 831 01:16:54,250 --> 01:17:00,790 We have an enormous space and we just crowd everybody in, hence all -in. 832 01:17:01,690 --> 01:17:08,200 First thing we did, if you're happy with the prosecutions, offer, 833 01:17:08,360 --> 01:17:10,360 we got everybody to vote. 834 01:17:13,520 --> 01:17:20,300 And everybody got a chance to talk about what 835 01:17:20,300 --> 01:17:21,300 they were feeling. 836 01:17:24,080 --> 01:17:30,720 While we were in the middle of dealing with this, Paul Stamoulis rang. 837 01:17:33,040 --> 01:17:35,180 There's the aspect of having 838 01:17:36,430 --> 01:17:43,150 In effect, thousands of victims and only 25 matters being pled guilty 839 01:17:43,150 --> 01:17:44,150 to. 840 01:17:45,190 --> 01:17:47,790 Describing that to Jenny is one thing, but getting the alters to understand, 841 01:17:47,990 --> 01:17:51,110 especially the young ones, is quite, quite difficult to do. 842 01:17:51,790 --> 01:17:57,470 There's a lot of young alters there and they simply just would not, could not 843 01:17:57,470 --> 01:17:58,470 understand the process. 844 01:18:03,870 --> 01:18:05,510 Is the symphony back with me? 845 01:18:07,809 --> 01:18:09,690 No. Who's come to join me? 846 01:18:11,330 --> 01:18:13,750 I'm the little girl that cried. 847 01:18:16,770 --> 01:18:23,710 I was very, very upset that Daddy was not going 848 01:18:23,710 --> 01:18:25,810 to own up to the things he did to me. 849 01:18:29,590 --> 01:18:33,110 But muscles told me. 850 01:18:35,780 --> 01:18:42,740 In the end, what mattered wasn't what he pled guilty to. What mattered was 851 01:18:42,740 --> 01:18:45,260 that he pled guilty to something and he went to prison. 852 01:18:45,800 --> 01:18:47,760 And that's why I agreed. 853 01:18:48,660 --> 01:18:51,340 I was the last hauled out. 854 01:18:52,980 --> 01:18:58,080 And in the end, I said yes to the plea bargain. 855 01:19:00,240 --> 01:19:03,840 One of Astoria's worst child sex offenders pleaded guilty today. 856 01:19:04,100 --> 01:19:08,500 Richard Haynes pleaded guilty midway through his trial to dozens of counts of 857 01:19:08,500 --> 01:19:10,000 child abuse and rape. 858 01:19:10,520 --> 01:19:16,360 Ending his trial and years of turmoil for his victim. We will put you in a 859 01:19:16,360 --> 01:19:21,980 courtroom and we will testify against you and you will go to jail. 860 01:19:23,600 --> 01:19:28,060 Richard Haynes had pled not guilty all along. So I'm sure that he expected to 861 01:19:28,060 --> 01:19:34,240 able to discount and discredit his daughter as he'd done all of her life. 862 01:19:35,360 --> 01:19:42,160 But, of course, he, I don't think, had any visibility on the system 863 01:19:42,160 --> 01:19:44,900 and the inherent power of that system. 864 01:19:45,660 --> 01:19:48,800 The fact that he capitulated so quickly... 865 01:19:49,320 --> 01:19:56,200 tells us that he went, oh, my God, this is not 866 01:19:56,200 --> 01:19:57,740 what I thought I'd be dealing with. 867 01:19:58,920 --> 01:20:05,220 When Symphony came out and he saw the fullness of what she could bring to the 868 01:20:05,220 --> 01:20:08,080 proceedings, it all came crashing down. 869 01:20:10,700 --> 01:20:15,540 From a very young age, Jennifer was subjected to depraved and abhorrent 870 01:20:15,540 --> 01:20:18,280 her father that did cause her significant harm. 871 01:20:18,700 --> 01:20:23,420 Arriving at a Sydney court today, Jennifer Haynes was hopeful a sentence 872 01:20:23,420 --> 01:20:27,040 match the horrendous nature of his crimes would be handed down. 873 01:20:27,300 --> 01:20:33,900 I'm sitting there and I'm listening to what he did to me coming out of the 874 01:20:33,900 --> 01:20:34,900 of a judge. 875 01:20:35,500 --> 01:20:40,820 He was a mature and relatively intelligent man who must have 876 01:20:40,820 --> 01:20:43,540 was exploiting his daughter in a most serious way. 877 01:20:44,010 --> 01:20:48,210 Haynes barely flinched as he listened to the judge read out a catalogue of his 878 01:20:48,210 --> 01:20:49,210 shocking crime. 879 01:20:49,270 --> 01:20:54,690 I knew then that she got us. She understood us. She gave him music. 880 01:20:54,890 --> 01:20:59,170 I impose an aggregate sentence of imprisonment for 45 years to commence on 881 01:20:59,170 --> 01:21:00,430 January 2017. 882 01:21:01,210 --> 01:21:02,290 45 years! 883 01:21:02,570 --> 01:21:05,290 Holy shit! 45 revs a minute. 884 01:21:06,150 --> 01:21:09,410 Which is a single. And then she gave him... 885 01:21:09,840 --> 01:21:16,400 33 and a third years non -parole period, which is an 886 01:21:16,400 --> 01:21:20,120 LP, a long playing record, and it was beautiful. 887 01:21:21,080 --> 01:21:25,540 Richard Haynes, whose cruel and depraved treatment of his daughter Jenny, is 888 01:21:25,540 --> 01:21:27,320 almost certain to die in jail. 889 01:21:28,240 --> 01:21:35,040 He will be over 100 by the time he will reach his 33rd year in 890 01:21:35,040 --> 01:21:36,040 prison. 891 01:21:36,840 --> 01:21:37,860 He'll be dead. 892 01:21:39,050 --> 01:21:42,390 And so the judge gave me life. 893 01:21:48,810 --> 01:21:55,110 This isn't just my story. This is about, hey guys, if you have DID, you can get 894 01:21:55,110 --> 01:22:00,450 justice. If you were abused, go tell, you can get justice. If I can get 895 01:22:00,450 --> 01:22:06,030 with all the barriers in front of me, then you can get justice too. 896 01:22:19,240 --> 01:22:24,900 As an investigator, you take the highs and lows and you learn how to 897 01:22:24,900 --> 01:22:28,740 accept loss and accept victory. 898 01:22:31,020 --> 01:22:35,140 And you have to be very, very humble when you accept the victory. 899 01:22:37,240 --> 01:22:44,120 It was a great relief for us as investigators, but the greatest joy was 900 01:22:44,120 --> 01:22:47,680 looking at Jenny and... 901 01:22:47,960 --> 01:22:53,820 Seeing her as a victor and knowing that this was going to inspire many other 902 01:22:53,820 --> 01:22:59,940 people who have never had the courage or the ability to report sexual assault. 903 01:23:01,580 --> 01:23:06,100 I have never met a person like Jenny Haynes. I don't think I ever will. 904 01:23:07,700 --> 01:23:10,620 She's unrelenting in her pursuit for justice. 905 01:23:11,040 --> 01:23:12,040 Sit. 906 01:23:13,740 --> 01:23:17,240 And she's one of the greatest inspirations I've ever seen. 907 01:23:21,540 --> 01:23:28,520 The courage that it takes to visit the worst possible thing that 908 01:23:28,520 --> 01:23:35,220 one human being can do to another, voluntarily, is 909 01:23:35,220 --> 01:23:39,280 huge. Most people avoid it. 910 01:23:39,680 --> 01:23:41,980 So the people who come into my office... 911 01:23:42,720 --> 01:23:45,120 They're already, for me, heroes. 912 01:23:50,700 --> 01:23:52,120 That's a really beautiful thing. 913 01:23:56,360 --> 01:24:03,080 To be able to watch somebody rising above some of the most horrific 914 01:24:03,080 --> 01:24:04,940 things that human beings can experience. 915 01:24:06,680 --> 01:24:09,300 Who or what saved Jenny? Jenny saved Jenny. 916 01:24:11,630 --> 01:24:16,490 Yeah, she kept on pushing to get help, to get the right help. 917 01:24:27,590 --> 01:24:31,570 But no, Jenny saved Jenny. 918 01:24:35,350 --> 01:24:37,030 I built a choir. 919 01:24:41,420 --> 01:24:47,520 And every one of those people in my choir are an 920 01:24:47,520 --> 01:24:49,120 essential part. 921 01:24:51,260 --> 01:24:57,460 And I am so proud of every single one of them. And I'm proud of them for what 922 01:24:57,460 --> 01:24:59,520 they did in the dark times. 923 01:25:01,500 --> 01:25:07,700 And I am so proud of them for what they're doing now in our days of 924 01:25:10,600 --> 01:25:15,420 We are not building to be a Jenny. 925 01:25:24,480 --> 01:25:31,180 They're all working to be a symphony, to become part of me. 926 01:25:32,420 --> 01:25:37,940 Everybody becoming a symphony, which is really exciting. 927 01:26:34,190 --> 01:26:40,730 If this program raises any issues for you, please contact Blue Knot Helpline, 928 01:26:40,730 --> 01:26:43,910 -300 -65 -7380. 929 01:26:44,850 --> 01:26:47,990 Lifeline, 13 -11 -14. 930 01:26:48,750 --> 01:26:55,530 1 -800 -RESPECT, 1 -800 -73 -7732. 931 01:26:56,290 --> 01:27:01,710 Kids Helpline, 1 -800 -55 -1800. 74101

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