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Previously on "Being Human."

No one in our world is to have anything

to do with Aidan Waite.

I am banished from all
vampires under penalty of death.

I have to go back.

As long as we keep running,
your life is in danger.

Ghosts just started appearing.

I'm trapped forever.

Because some ghosts
just took the wrong door.

Limbo. That's what we're calling it.

Josh, I know how to lift this curse.

It's about finding the man who turned you.

If you find him and you
kill him, you're free.

- I will protect you.
- It's too late.

I loved you enough, Josh.
You just never believed it.

I was a good child.

I did my homework, ate my vegetables.

- Josh.
- Kissed my Mother goodnight.

♪ I heard every word ♪

Let's not go in there.

♪ You whispered miles away ♪

I'm here now. I can't just leave.

How would that look?
- It will look smart, Josh.

The easiest person for them
to hate right now is you.

♪ Plain as day ♪

I was patient. I was kind.

But I'm starting to think that good things

don't actually come to those who wait.

♪ The cardiograph ♪

We behaved as well as we could

for as long as we could,

and now it's time to try something else.

Can I help you?

♪ Beat down the door ♪
♪ Door ♪

I'm sorry.

♪ Don't owe you anything anymore ♪

You would've been content
to never see me again.

Hey, if this is gonna be
the last time we talk,

then we least had some satisfying answers.

Come on, please just gimme
something to make sense of this.

Sense, logic. None of
that matters, you know that.

Never forget how old Mother and I are.

Matters like this are primal with her.

- Yeah, like love is primal?
- Like survival is primal.

I'm sorry. I was weak.

She's made you believe that you are,

but I know that we could've been strong.

If you'd just held on just
a little while longer,

you would've known that I did it.

I, I secured asylum with the Dutch.

- I didn't doubt you would.
- Well, then why?

Why would you give up?

Just, just tell me the truth.

Because you would've paid

for my indiscretions with your life.

I told you. I tried to warn you.

Mother wouldn't let me run.

She wouldn't rest until
I came back to her,

until you were dead.

You're safe now, Aidan.
That's why I came back.

You're free.

After all this, after decades,

do you really think that
freedom, freedom won like this,

do you think it really means
anything to me without you?

♪ The cardiograph ♪

No. No, I don't accept your conditions.

♪ Rhythm I could shuffle to ♪

Aidan, I told you I was
weak. You're my weakness.

♪ But I don't owe you anything ♪

You can't ask me to watch you die.

♪ I'm shutting your office door ♪

♪ You won the battle but lost the war ♪

♪ No one's lording over me now ♪

♪ Ooh ooh ♪

We came
screaming into this world.

♪ Ain't got no power ♪

How can we possibly
leave it without a fight?

You know what I was thinking

on the drive down here?
- Hmm?

For most people, going
home is a safety net,

a place to hide until the worst passes.

And there's no hiding here for me anymore.

I'm the monster they wanna keep out.

Look, people are in shock.

They're grieving, which is
not to say that you're not.

No, you were right.
I shouldn't have come.

It was selfish. I thought I
could redeem myself to them.

I was so close to redeeming myself to her.

But you did. I saw you two together.

What you saw was me
holding onto something

that was never gonna happen.

I can't imagine how
horrible it must've been

for you being there,
but you didn't do this.

You don't understand, Em.

This would never have
happened if I wasn't how I am.

Josh, you had no control
over the situation.

Don't let something
random cloud the truth.

What is it?
- I don't know.

- Josh.
- I would've come sooner.

I, I just got the messages.
- What? Oh God.

You're still my emergency contact.

- Yeah.
- I'm sorry.

I never changed it.
- No, don't be sorry.

Was it the eclipse?
- Yeah.

I was here working. Kaufman let me back.

It's a concussion? You're
worried about swelling?

That's why I'm in observation.

I tried to make it down
to the isolation room,

but on that last flight of stairs...

Yeah.

Josh, I'm sorry. I heard what happened.

I was, I was gonna tell her the truth,

and then she saw me.
- You can't blame yourself.

Who do you want me to blame, Ray?

I've thought about it.

If there were ever a time, grab the gun,

go to his house, and then what?

Kill him, free myself, and
leave you where, cursed?

And I promised you I would
find a way to fix this.

I can't do this to you.

You haven't. I've made my decision.

But you don't know
everything you need to know.

- What do you mean?
- The curse.

It's in the bloodline.

If you kill your maker, you
don't just cure yourself.

You cure whoever you made.

I wanted you to choose
for you, not for me,

and when you decided not to
kill Ray, I was relieved, Josh.

I was.

I wouldn't want you to become a man

who could kill another man.

I know what that would do to you.

Please, Josh. You can't.

Promise me.
- I promise.

- Danny called it limbo.
- What? Danny?

Yeah, that happened.

But limbo, he told me a way in.
I take another ghost's door.

Just so you're clear,
that ghost goes crazy.

I mean, that's what happens, right?

Did Danny happen to
mention how to get out?

So I give up the way Suren gave up?

I just, I need to make it right.

She thinks that she's done me a favor.

Maybe it's better you two

were only together for a few months.

It was a little longer than that.

I'm here. I didn't forget, Suren.

Useless and sentimental.

Forgive me. I thought
that you were away.

So you intrude on my estate?

Only once a year on
the day of her burial.

My daughter can't see you or hear you.

You think she can sense you
standing above her grave,

that she takes comfort from that?

Respectfully, but it's been five years.

The longer she stays underground,

no one's mind can handle that.

If you dig her up now, she'd be grateful.

You think I'm doing this to hurt her?

I'm sorry about Julia.

I'm guessing it's not a good
thing that you're back here.

I'm gonna kill Ray with a gun,

with Heggeman's gun, for Nora.

I can cure her if I kill him.
- Josh.

And don't even try to stop me.

I've made up my mind.

If you could get Ray into
that shed where the twins were,

can you do that?

- I think so, yeah.
- Can you do it tonight?

Good. I'll meet you there
just as soon as I kill Mother.

Too many people have
suffered. She's gotta go.

So you helping me? You
want me to help you or-

Mm-mm, I got it.

You two are totally about to go

on two separate killing sprees for women.

That is so hot.

I'm gonna kill a man.

Kill Mother? Are you insane?

Have you even thought this through?

There's nothing to think.
She's ruined enough lives.

But that's not what this is about!

This is about her ruining your life!

And Suren's and forcing her
to live a life that she hates,

and she walked right back into that life,

and that's because of me, Henry.

- This is suicide.
- Not with your help it isn't.

My help? Of course.

It's too late.

Now that Boston's under control,

Mother's leaving the
state, maybe for years.

Okay, then we'll think about today.

I don't see how.

Mother's called the council
to her lake house tonight

before she leaves, part going away party,

part recognizing Suren is
the new leader of Boston.

Oh, that's great.
Yeah, that's just like Mother.

Congratulate Suren in the same place

that you've imprisoned her for 80 years!

Are you gonna be there?

I've been put on guard detail.

Good. Good, then we'll do it there.

Kill Mother at her own house?

Surrounded by the entire council?

- Pretty much.
- You'd be dead before you got

within spitting distance of her.

Not if she never sees us coming.

Oh, the faithful one.

You're early this year, or is it late?

25 years underground

and still, you cling to your humanity.

I can feel it. It's disgusting.

Mother, you just fed. Let
me walk you back to the house.

My daughter fell to
pieces over a love affair!

She's slaughtered a
human in front of humans.

Yeah, she did, and you've
made her pay dearly for it.

The punishment is only enough

when she realizes it
isn't punishment at all.

But Suren is mastering her
emotions. She's getting stronger.

Do you hear me?

No. Not the house.

♪ Did you ever really love me ♪

♪ Did you ever really care ♪

Root cellar?
This is where you sleep?

I prefer it here, the dark, the quiet,

the sweetness of blood.

This is how I spend Suren's
anniversary, drinking.

It doesn't have to be an anniversary.

If you wanted to, you
could be with her today.

Did you have a child, Aidan, as a human?

Yeah, yeah. I did.

Then you know what that
love is. Irrational, animal.

So strong, it weakens you.

When I gave birth to Suren, for a moment,

I couldn't breathe for looking at her.

Human Mother, human child,

and then I gave her eternity.

Something that my son taught me is that,

when I punished him,
he only rebelled more,

but I learned that he would do
anything for me out of love.

You know what savaging
is amongst animals?

A tiger licks the afterbirth
from her newborn litter,

rousing them to life, and
if one cub doesn't rouse,

she may kill it and eat it,
the weak one who won't survive.

You're so concerned that Suren is weak.

Why are you trying so hard to break her?

Problem is I only have one.

Aidan, don't come back here ever again.

♪ Really love me ♪

♪ Or do you tell a lie ♪

The only time the Mother
is weak enough to attack

is when she's sleeping in that cellar.

What about the guards?

Well, you're gonna have to take them out

before I get there,

and then you're gonna have
to leave me a, a signal.

This is what you're gonna do.

You tie this rag to a tree branch

near Mother's cellar
door, and then, Henry,

you just get the hell out of there.

Hey, everyone wins.

We take care of Mother,
we all get what we want.

You get what you want.

I'm beginning to wonder if
you even know what I want.

I gave you my blood. Now
you have to give this to me.

Sticking to this plan, it's
the only help that I need.

Now, can you do that for me?

What if you lose?

Well then, I want you to
know that I am very proud

of the man that you've become.

Does it have to be the gun?

He just has to die at my hands.

Because I'm just thinking,

what's he got going on in
that landscaping truck?

What, you think I should mow Ray down?

I'm just saying if
you're bad with a gun-

I'm not bad with a gun, okay?

Do you have any idea how many gang members

are kids who've never even touched a gun,

and they-
- Oh yeah.

And they kill people all the time!

No, that's fantastic logic.
Are you gonna wear that shirt?

Why?

Because it's my favorite
shirt, and if you shoot him,

you are gonna have to burn it

because of the gunpowder,
evidence or something.

- Right.
- Which is why I'm saying,

you should just hack him up with some

of those professional garden shears.

Yeah, no, that's a, no, you're right.

That's a great idea.
- I mean-

Wildly attacking him
with some rusty shears

is way less messy than shooting him.

What the hell am I doing? I
dunno what the hell I'm doing!

I mean, how, how am I supposed to get Ray

to meet me in the middle
of the frigging woods?

I know how, but we have to hurry.

It's just a flat, Ray.
I, I could call a, a tow.

No, no.

I don't like you sitting
out there like that.

Let me come out.

I'm on the bend, Bassett Creek Road.

Okay, got it.

Okay. I'm fine.

It's fine. We're fine.

He'll be here soon.

Better go.

This has to work for everyone's sake.

But if it does-

♪ I'm with you ♪

You'll be human.

♪ Yes, we are on our way ♪

You won't be able to see me anymore.

♪ And it might be in harm's way ♪

♪ As long as I'm with you ♪

♪ At the end ♪

I can't help thinking that,
for our one and only hug,

it would be better if you
weren't possessing the wife

of the man I'm about to-
- I know.

♪ I'm so glad I met you ♪

I mean this in the best
way possible when I say

that I hope I don't see you again

till you're really old and dead.

♪ And we may feel like folding ♪

♪ As long as love is holding ♪

♪ The hands of me and you ♪

I knew you'd slip, Sally.

- Henry!
- Aidan.

I'm sorry.

Suren, darling. What is it?

Why dig me up, Mother?

It was time. I missed you.

What you could be.

So many years, I laid there,

wondering what it was
you saw in me or didn't.

If you could only see what I see.

You will sooner than you know.

At least the joint I
haunt has basic cable.

What, what are you doing here?

Mom, do you love me?

What kind of a question is that?

'Cause I need you to
do something for me.

I need you to shred me.
I'll show you how to do it.

It's basically, it's ending me.

- Sally-
- It's not forever, I hope.

I need to go to limbo, and I
think that there's a way out.

You think? Sally, no, no.

You're being silly.
- Silly?

I ruin lives, dozens of them.

You stood in front of me

and you wondered what
you could do to help me.

This is what you can do.
- By ripping you up?

Honey, you need to find peace with-

This is the only way, Mom!

This or I steal some
innocent ghost's door,

which is exactly the kind
of messed up behavior

that I'm trying to avoid!

You're my family. You're supposed
to want to do this for me.

I am your mother. My
job was to keep you alive.

I'm sorry for whatever it
is you think you've done,

but you need to accept it and move on.

You never wanted to help me.

You just wanted to make
yourself feel better.

Sally?

Nora. Oh my God, are you okay?

Yeah, yeah, I will be. Are you okay?

Anthony
Mercer, extension 6432.

Anthony Mercer.
- No.

Everybody I try to help,
Janet, Josh, or what I do,

it doesn't matter.
- What do you mean Josh?

to radiology.

How did you help Josh? What did you do?

Val? Babe?

Turn around. Start walking.

- Where's my wife, Josh?
- She's fine. Move.

Now. Go.

I would like to thank you
all for being here tonight.

It is a celebration of my
leave of New England but,

most of all, of my daughter.

I could not be more proud of her efforts

to bring Boston to bear,

which is why I have chosen tonight

to announce Suren as my successor.

Nothing is permanent in
this world, not even us.

It's high time a succession
plan stood in place.

Mother, I don't know what to say.

Bring him.

Aidan.

What is this?

Your finest moment, dear.

Kill him, Suren.

And your birthright will be earned.

Over there.

Aidan. Come on, come on.
- Were you expecting somebody?

If I can just talk to you-
- Shut up!

Get down on the ground.
- Josh-

Get down now! Down!

You told me to leave you be, Josh.

I did that. You found me.
- Shut up! Shut up!

Look, I never told you meeting you,

your friends, it made me a different man.

You saw them, my wife, my kid.

You made me want a better life.

- It's all lies, Ray.
- No, Josh!

Damn you for pretending like
it could be any different!

The eclipse. It knocked
you for a loop, too.

The eclipse, you, my
fiance. Nothing changes, Ray.

No matter what we try to do,

no matter how we try to spin it,

one way or another, the
wolf destroys it all!

And I've been there, Josh.
We can help each other.

There's only one way you can help me.

All I have to do is kill you,

and everyone I've cursed
and they've cursed,

they're free.
- What are you talking about?

- The bloodline, Ray!
- The what?

You think killing me is
gonna free you of something,

make you some sort of hero?

You pull that trigger, and
you are the monster, Josh,

not the wolf, not me!

All this time, I've
been beating myself up.

Living half a life.

Trying to find a cure.

Trying to find a way to make this right.

And all this time.

It was you,

Josh!

Josh!

- Mom?
- You're right.

I should've been here.

It's fine. It's in the past.

I know you're in pain.

I just wanna make it
right, and I don't know how.

Hey, I'm proud of you.

Seriously?

You are so much stronger
and more selfless now

than you were when you were alive.

See, everyone agrees,
Sally. You're better with me.

I did terrible things to get here.

So we make mistakes, and
how we got here was tragic.

Still, is it wrong to say
that I'm looking forward

to the time we have to together now?

Your door. Oh my god.

Mother, this isn't necessary.

I've made my choice. You
have my complete devotion.

You know that. Why waste
our time with this heretic?

Because you will never
lay claim to your birthright

as long as you allow
yourself to be held captive

by distractions such as him!
- Suren, it's okay.

I can't.

Do it.

Kill him, Suren.

Kill him!

You didn't call the council here

to watch me succeed, did you?

You wanted them here
to witness my failure.

Then prove me wrong.
Prove that you're worthy.

Prove that I did not put
you into the ground in vain.

Show them all that a
leader, a true leader,

is stronger than her emotions.

Kill him!

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry, Mother. I can't, I can't.

I'm sorry.
- It's all right.

I understand. It's over.

- Sh sh sh.
- I love him, Mother.

I know, and I love you.

No, no. She was never going to be you.

Why couldn't you just see that?

Why couldn't you just leave her be?

Now you have to live with what you did!

Full moon's still a week out.

But I don't need the wolf to end you, boy.

- I can't go now.
- You have to.

I am not leaving you like this.

- I'll be fine.
- We'll be fine.

Didn't you say if you took
someone else's door that-

No, Mom, you're not doing that for me.

- Take it.
- Sure, Sally. Take it.

Leave your Mother to go
mad. That's so selfish.

You just don't want me to save them!

- They don't deserve it!
- Sally.

You don't understand.

I don't, I don't know if
you're gonna get another one.

You could go crazy like me. You could-

So you'll help me when you get back.

- Please don't worry.
- Sally.

We'll find each other. I'll be okay.

But I can't leave this up to chance.

You thought you could win, huh?

I made you, Josh,

and your weakness is my
biggest disappointment.

Come on, huh? Let's do this your way.

Put it down! Put it down!

Nora.

The famished ache you
will soon come to feel

is something very few can understand,

and the eternal madness that results

is a fate worse than no other.

I can think of a worse fate.

Living in eternity knowing
that you killed the only one

that ever loved you.

Close it.

A bullet in me is the same
as a bullet in him, sweetheart.

Nora, he's, he's right.

Shoot me. Save yourself.

Shoot me. Nora, do it!

Do it! Shoot me!

Do it!

The winds out of the east

at 14 miles together.

Aidan? Josh, can you hear me?

I made it! I need your help, please.

I think I made a big mistake.

♪ We are on our way ♪

♪ And it might be a hard way ♪

♪ As long as I'm with you ♪

♪ Yes, we are on our way ♪

♪ And it might be in harm's way ♪

♪ But as long as I'm with you ♪

♪ At the end of a long, long day ♪

♪ There is not much
more to say than love ♪

♪ I'm so glad I met you ♪