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I only dated men before I met you.
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- Who is it?
- His name is Josh.
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Look, she didn't go after me...
I went after her.
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The one thing I know, is how I feel.
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- Are you doing hormones?
- Not yet.
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I can hook you up.
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- Could I...could I talk to you?
Of course.
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It's never gonna happen again.
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If that's what you want...
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- We wanna publish your book.
How much of the content would I have to change?
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Not all that much.
I'm giving you one of our most gifted editors.
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- Are you jealous?
- It just made me sad.
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You're so fucking sad that you go off and you fuck
Cherry Jaffy? Shane, what kind of a psychotic
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Would you mind...
disposing of this obsolete thing?
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You threw Dana out?
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Alice, Dana is sick.
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Oh my God!
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What're you doing in here, baby girl?
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How does that feel?
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It's better than the first time.
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You know what?
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It kinda turns me on that I'm helping
you become more of a man.
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You are!
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Do you think I have fucked things up
by giving you your dose...
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a couple days early?
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- No...
- No?
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Billy said that it'd be just fine.
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Oh Yeah? Do you trust everything
what Billie says to you, Max?
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Look, you're the one who wanted to
shoot me up before you went to New York.
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Yeah because I give you your first dose.
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And i'm...gonna...just...
give you your second does.
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And I wanna give you all of your doses
coz I'm excited of what we're doing.
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That's what I'm doing.
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I'm the one who's doing this, Jenny!
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I know that you are.
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And we're gonna do it together.
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My name is Connie and I'll be taking
care of you doing your treatment.
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Oh, it's really cold!
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It's really cold! Is that right?
I don't think it's right..
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It's gonna feel that way
for a few minutes, Dana.
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Then your body should adjust
to the temperature and get warmer.
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But you might feel a bit cold because
the fluids are running through your body
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There are blanks over here.
I'll grab you one.
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Just...see If i can find...
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There you go!
That'll keep you warm
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If either of you have any questions
or concerns, just talk to me, ok?
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Thank you, Connie.
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So Dana, just sit back, try to relax,
it's gonna take about 3 hours.
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Oh, and...we do have iPods...
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with lots of Toto, Survivor, WhiteSnake, you know?
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Just if you wanna feel worse.
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How does that feel now?
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How the fuck do you think
it feels, Lara?
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How do you think it feels to get
everything under the kitchen
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My skin's fucking crawling!
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Where the hell did my life go?
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Baby, your life is right here.
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I'm here, your fiends are here...
your familiy, your fans...
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My fans? My fans??
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Have you been to my website?
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Have you seen...
what they're writing about me?
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One morron even wrote...
that I'm faking having cancer!
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"She's faking it!"
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Because I finally won a tournament,
I'm actually just retiring.
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I told you a million times
not to read that crap.
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I said it before and I'm gonna
keep saying it until you get it...
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I am here.
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I'm not going anywhere.
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Why?
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Why're you still here?
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Hey, it's looking good I think.
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- Yeah?
- Yeah!
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How does it feel?
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Erm...It feels good!
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Ok done, Carmen.
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- Next victim!
- Oh god, thank you!
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You're welcome.
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Let me see.
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Can you see it?
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- I do, i like it!
- Yeah?
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Yeah, i do!
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Well, good, coz it's on for life.
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Look at you two, another couple
of dykes of my tattoos!
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Yeah...
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You know what, though, it's like getting our names tattoed.
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Nobody else makes KOD...
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KOD?
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Kiss of Death!
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Thank you.
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- Welcome to British Columbia!
- What?
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I said "Welcome to DC!"
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I was just saying welcome.
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Well, you got my attention.
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Take me to your leader!
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You are the leader, remember?
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Oh, it's gorgeous!
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The downtown of Vancouver is right here.
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We're doing our interior and of course
the final chase scene on Vancouver Island.
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How's the crew?
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They're canadian.
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What does that mean?
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It means they work hard...
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and drink hard...
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and they all have their own
personal grizzly bear stories.
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And we just broke for lunch...
so it's pretty quiet here.
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Oh god, no no...
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I'm still trying to get my
pre-pregnant body back.
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Look good to me!
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The scientology tent.
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- What?
- I'm kidding, that's crafts services.
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That's the extras holding tent.
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That's base camp right at the trailers.
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How's TJ doing?
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Besides the tiny crane cabin and a 15 years
old boy teaching him how to snowboard.
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And Leslie?
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We had to call in a body double
yesterday because she had sex.
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What? why?
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Bruises on her ass.
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Oh God...
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Is anything going right?
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You surprised me with the visit.
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- Bruises on her ass?
- Yeah...
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Wow, that was really incredible!
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Really, I just...
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I just love listening to you.
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And your students love listening to you.
It's...
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You're really an incredible teacher!
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Go and catch a falling star...
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Get with child a mandrake root...
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Tell me where all past years are
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Or who cleft the devil's foot
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Teach me to hear mermaids singing.
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Wow, it's beautiful.
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This is my favorite church in LA.
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Erm...yeah, i'm not going in there.
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One embrace doesn't make you a vampire, Alice!
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No, It's...I agree with the vampires...
It's not that, it's just as far as I'm
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God sucks?
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That's pretty atheistically dark.
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Yeah, my...
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My ex...
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and my best friend, Dana...She's erm...
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She's 32 years fucking old and
she has breast cancer and today
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And i just...I wanted to be there, so...
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You're still in love with her.
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No.
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Since I met you, and I'm not telling
you this to tick you off or anything...
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I kind of had this...erm...
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shrine.
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She's a pro tennis player and she
had a little poster lifesize...
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cut out of herself and I...
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- You know...
- Well, we all have different rituals...
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to exercise hard break.
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- You haven't completed yours, Alice.
- No, I did, I did!
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You know, I threw it away, last week...
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since she released me from my mortal...
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coils.
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- You threw it away?
- Yeah, I did, it was really a big deal for me!
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Get it back, Alice!
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Why? I threw it away, it's gone...I mean,
the garbage man took it away this morning.
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- It's gone!
- You put a lot of mojo into this lifesize voodoo doll.
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You don't just throw it away.
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You have to properly released it...
and let her go.
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I do?
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Call me when you've taken care of Dana.
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You might feel a little nauseous later on tonight
and for the next few days, Dana, so...
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I'm gonna give you a prescription for Zofran.
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You take one in a body at hours if you need
it and one tablet twice a day for the next two days.
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- Are there any special foods that I...
- Am i gonna die?
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You are young and you've taken
excellent care of yourself.
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You have a very good chance of surviving
and living a full and productive life...
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and we're gonna do everything in our
power to improve those chances.
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Now since chemo has the affect of breaking
down the immune system, you have to be
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Wash your hands off and keep your
hot food hot, cold food cold...
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and avoid any situations where you can cut yourself.
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And unless you've had all the childhood diseases...
chicken pox, German measles, mumps, try to avoid
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It's all pretty common sense stuff.
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Any questions?
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When am I gonna lose my hair?
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Ok, why don't you just put everything near the stage?
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Don't get if off together for sound check tomorrow.
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- Did you want a pick up for tomorrow night?
- Yeah, late tomorrow night after the show about...
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2 AM.
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It speaks!
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That's Mister Ed to you, super fly stress.
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Look at you, when was the last time you slept?
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Don't get me any shit, Kit...
I had to jack off twice just to get my heart started.
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And i couldn't sleep. I've got FMS.
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FMS? What is FMS?
Is that 'Fag Munchausen Syndrome' something?
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No, 'Feel of missing something', gimme your hand, darling.
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Oh Jesus! Well, I don't care what you got...
all I want you to do is get your shit together
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I don't want any fuck ups with the B-52's...
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Do not give me any attitude about this!
I'm the one who brought them here.
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I know, i know! I know you booked them...
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You're the best of their friends way back in the day...
I know this, i know all of this...
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Well, then you should also know that
all you need to do is keep the booze fluid
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I mean, i don't let mine getting in the way,
I'm making your business flourish!
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I didn't have to drink to get my life together.
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And you're both going to love it!
It's where we make films, the place
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There's lots of lorries on the lot and there are ships...
and you're both going to see everyhing
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- Mommy, can I take the costumes too?
- Come in!
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Of course pumpkin...
I'll take you to the wardrive department.
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Did mamma tell you about Daba-Tete's robe?
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Yes, Winnie told me all about that.
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- Oh my God, are those your children?
- Yeah!
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Sweethearts, can you both just say Hi to Dylan?
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- Hi Dylan!
- Hi you two!
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I can't wait to meet you.
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Sweethearts, Mommy's gonna have to go now.
I'm sorry but i'll speak to you tomorrow, ok?
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Big big kiss to you! Bye bye, I love you too! Bye!
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Oh my God, that is so great that you can see them
when you talk to them like that!
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Yeah...I talk to them everyday.
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Erm...I was in the neighborhood...
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And i thought i would bring you something.
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Thank you!
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I'm glad you came by.
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caprice flake...
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a bronston pickle...
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two of my absolute favourites.
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That's fantastic.
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Thank you.
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How goes edity?
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You haven't called me...
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You know, Dylan, I made a promise to myself to.. erm...
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stop sleeping with married people.
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Danny is my boyfriend.
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We're not married.
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- We live together.
- Yeah, but in lesbian world...
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that is married.
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I've wanted to call you but...
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This is a really difficult situation for me, you know...
you're with someone else...
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And you're straight, at least...
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that's what you told me.
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- I am straight.
- But Dylan, this is a no way on my part.
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What starts in chaos, ends in chaos.
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I like you...
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a lot!
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What does that mean, Dylan?
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I dont wanna be the lie you tell to someone...
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What do you want?
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You know what I want.
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I don't want it halfway and I dont want it
at someone else's expense.
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We should just be friends.
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Can we try that?
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Hey Alice!
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Alice, wake up, come on!
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Come on! Wake up!
248
00:19:35,620 --> 00:19:36,467
Come on!
249
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Alice, What do you think?
250
00:19:45,496 --> 00:19:47,152
I think that's really discrete.
251
00:19:47,658 --> 00:19:48,735
- You do?
- Yeah!
252
00:19:49,229 --> 00:19:53,705
I had my first girlfriend's name tattooed on my ankle.
I had it removed.
253
00:19:53,712 --> 00:19:56,629
Oh, why didn't you put something else on it?
254
00:19:56,974 --> 00:19:57,999
Wrong woman?
255
00:19:59,275 --> 00:20:00,419
Hello everybody.
256
00:20:02,006 --> 00:20:04,475
- Hey Jenny, hey you!
- Hello.
257
00:20:04,690 --> 00:20:05,885
- Hi, how are you?
- I'm very good.
258
00:20:05,990 --> 00:20:07,413
Hey, how are you?
259
00:20:08,131 --> 00:20:09,124
I...erm...
260
00:20:10,262 --> 00:20:12,677
I've picked these from my garden.
261
00:20:13,762 --> 00:20:14,761
For you.
262
00:20:15,004 --> 00:20:16,071
Thank you, they're beautiful.
263
00:20:16,076 --> 00:20:19,692
- I thought you were outta here?
- I'm taking the ride to New York tonight.
264
00:20:19,699 --> 00:20:21,052
What's going on?
265
00:20:22,729 --> 00:20:25,886
I'm gonna be meeting with my book editor.
266
00:20:25,891 --> 00:20:27,388
- That's exciting
- Thank you.
267
00:20:27,394 --> 00:20:28,558
Is Moira going with you?
268
00:20:28,893 --> 00:20:31,511
No, she's gonna work at the Planet tonight with Billy.
269
00:20:31,977 --> 00:20:34,661
Alright, we had to close tonight, so we could rig for tomorrow.
270
00:20:34,666 --> 00:20:38,993
That's right. The B-52's are gonna be there.
That is huge. Kit, how did you get them?
271
00:20:39,189 --> 00:20:42,308
My sex and drug crazed manager, he landed them.
272
00:20:42,500 --> 00:20:44,068
Happy first chemo, baby!
273
00:20:46,255 --> 00:20:47,631
Oh my gosh!
274
00:20:51,908 --> 00:20:55,064
- Oh look at that.
- Oh my god, that's a beautiful cake.
275
00:20:55,098 --> 00:20:56,995
I've never heard of a chemo cake before.
276
00:21:01,583 --> 00:21:03,162
Well, your girl made it for you.
277
00:21:04,027 --> 00:21:05,901
It's a red velvet, baby, your favorite.
278
00:21:06,128 --> 00:21:09,576
You know, I'm a little nauseous right now actually,
I don't think I can have any of it, ok?
279
00:21:09,581 --> 00:21:12,898
- That's your favorite baby...
- Look, I'm fucking sick Lara, ok, just take it away!
280
00:21:14,602 --> 00:21:15,899
- Be right back...
- Yeah...
281
00:21:16,984 --> 00:21:19,329
- I would love a piece.
- Is that wedding cake?
282
00:21:19,705 --> 00:21:21,282
No, it's not wedding cake.
283
00:21:21,536 --> 00:21:25,515
You're just jealous coz my girlfriend and I
are two gold stars that have found each other.
284
00:21:25,519 --> 00:21:26,765
What's a gold star?
285
00:21:26,780 --> 00:21:30,579
Oh, It's someone who's gay who's never had
sex with a person of the opposite sex.
286
00:21:30,583 --> 00:21:32,429
Yeah, people who bump uglies with uglies.
287
00:21:32,434 --> 00:21:35,172
Can i be a gold star even if I've slept with men?
288
00:21:36,597 --> 00:21:38,043
Jen, you're the Jewish star.
289
00:21:38,045 --> 00:21:41,336
Yes, and I am a Latino gold star.
290
00:21:43,091 --> 00:21:45,368
So, how many gold star do we have here?
291
00:21:46,704 --> 00:21:48,340
Oh, Helena, you're a gold star?
292
00:21:48,343 --> 00:21:52,531
Well, sort of, I mean, the english public shool boys
that I shacked as a teenager...
293
00:21:52,817 --> 00:21:55,382
they were just experiments, they were so feminine,
they don't really count.
294
00:21:55,388 --> 00:21:58,727
Helena, that does not count.
I think you might be a spoiled star.
295
00:21:58,912 --> 00:21:59,724
Oh really?
296
00:22:01,523 --> 00:22:05,530
You know, My mom was from Texas and
she always called herself a Lone Star...
297
00:22:05,535 --> 00:22:07,991
because my dad was the only guy
she every slept with.
298
00:22:08,197 --> 00:22:09,093
Are you serious?
299
00:22:09,105 --> 00:22:09,741
Yeah!
300
00:22:10,807 --> 00:22:11,962
I can't imagine that.
301
00:22:12,840 --> 00:22:14,565
I can, it sounds nice.
302
00:22:14,819 --> 00:22:16,868
Tina's mom is a Lone Star too.
303
00:22:17,891 --> 00:22:18,959
Where's Tina?
304
00:22:19,031 --> 00:22:21,159
Babe, she already told us. Tins is in Vancouver.
305
00:22:21,164 --> 00:22:24,362
'She already told us'. I forgot, ok?
What are you, my memory monitor now?
306
00:22:27,307 --> 00:22:28,473
I'm sorry.
307
00:22:28,890 --> 00:22:30,114
I'm sorry!
308
00:22:31,879 --> 00:22:36,297
- Look, erm...I'm gonna go...lie down, if that's ok?
- Yeah, that's ok.
309
00:22:37,853 --> 00:22:39,620
- Do you want me to come with you?
- No.
310
00:22:46,439 --> 00:22:47,515
Hey Max.
311
00:22:49,302 --> 00:22:50,687
You're getting muscles.
312
00:22:51,095 --> 00:22:51,488
Yeah.
313
00:22:53,435 --> 00:22:55,070
I think i'm already starting to bulk up.
314
00:22:58,887 --> 00:23:00,554
Hey, won't you get in trouble for that?
315
00:23:03,662 --> 00:23:05,789
Big sisters over a the chemo clam bag.
316
00:23:06,823 --> 00:23:09,141
I think it's really harsh what's happening with Dana.
317
00:23:09,626 --> 00:23:12,200
- And it must really be hard for Lara, too.
- Yeah, it's rough.
318
00:23:15,270 --> 00:23:18,707
My lover was sick for 3 years before I lost him.
319
00:23:19,369 --> 00:23:21,166
I thought I was gonna die right along with him...
320
00:23:22,582 --> 00:23:23,790
but I didn't.
321
00:23:25,973 --> 00:23:27,821
He leaves you behind to deal and...
322
00:23:31,337 --> 00:23:32,383
you deal.
323
00:23:34,999 --> 00:23:37,406
- How long were you two together?
- 12 years.
324
00:23:41,223 --> 00:23:43,691
Every night I feel his breath on me.
325
00:23:44,296 --> 00:23:46,163
I've never had anyone I loved die.
326
00:23:46,169 --> 00:23:47,334
Oh...
327
00:23:48,349 --> 00:23:49,616
You will, handsome.
328
00:23:50,072 --> 00:23:50,954
You will.
329
00:23:57,484 --> 00:23:59,239
You're a really cool guy, Billy.
330
00:23:59,826 --> 00:24:01,333
You really helped me out a lot.
331
00:24:04,068 --> 00:24:07,196
- How are you feeling?
- Alright I guess, maybe a little itchy.
332
00:24:09,511 --> 00:24:11,257
You've started fucking like a rabbit yet?
333
00:24:11,595 --> 00:24:12,870
Kicks in about now...
334
00:24:13,286 --> 00:24:13,999
Hard dong...
335
00:24:15,807 --> 00:24:17,331
The only thing you can thing about is getting off.
336
00:24:21,021 --> 00:24:22,705
Yeah, it's pretty intense.
337
00:24:23,973 --> 00:24:25,177
Kiss me again!
338
00:24:35,278 --> 00:24:36,475
I like getting...
339
00:24:37,071 --> 00:24:38,616
kissed when I'm getting fucked.
340
00:25:32,366 --> 00:25:33,621
- I swear to God.
- No!
341
00:25:33,627 --> 00:25:36,031
- It was a penis enlarger.
- I don't believe you!
342
00:25:36,037 --> 00:25:37,324
I don't believe you!
343
00:25:37,999 --> 00:25:40,383
Oh my God! That is crazy!
344
00:25:40,401 --> 00:25:42,127
Can't wait until that hits the tabloids.
345
00:25:42,460 --> 00:25:44,587
This is juicy...I'm gonna have to leak it myself.
346
00:25:46,292 --> 00:25:47,810
Ok, so...
347
00:25:47,823 --> 00:25:50,012
Where we are with Leslie is...
348
00:25:52,269 --> 00:25:53,963
Erm...We're thinking of calling in the body double again...
349
00:25:53,968 --> 00:25:57,324
for scene 29. We're just cutting the scene...
350
00:25:57,331 --> 00:25:59,077
just easy sex anyway.
351
00:25:59,892 --> 00:26:01,930
I don't have a problem with easy sex!
352
00:26:05,684 --> 00:26:07,721
I like a woman who gets right to the point.
353
00:26:17,822 --> 00:26:19,320
Remember this aria?
354
00:26:22,286 --> 00:26:25,203
Oh, you mean our 3rd date when
you finger-fucked me at the opera?
355
00:26:25,207 --> 00:26:27,265
Before the time we didn't think
we're right for each other?
356
00:26:27,271 --> 00:26:30,398
Oh, and then you just met a straight girl that
you thought you might fall in love with.
357
00:26:30,403 --> 00:26:32,246
No, I don't remember a thing.
358
00:26:45,310 --> 00:26:48,588
Hey Angus, could you watch Angelica
just for a minute?
359
00:27:08,434 --> 00:27:10,360
I don't know how to deal with this, Alice.
360
00:27:11,336 --> 00:27:15,023
This anger in her, it's nothing that
i've ever seen in her before.
361
00:27:16,461 --> 00:27:20,048
- Well, She's never had cancer before, I mean...
who knows how to deal with it?
362
00:27:20,051 --> 00:27:24,781
I know! I just...I feel like everything
I do or say is wrong!
363
00:27:24,786 --> 00:27:29,192
And she just...She keeps pushing me away.
I mean, obviously I'm not helping her.
364
00:27:36,674 --> 00:27:38,210
Lara, Dana needs you.
365
00:27:38,342 --> 00:27:41,042
She needs you, Alice.
366
00:27:42,778 --> 00:27:44,272
You're strong.
367
00:27:47,828 --> 00:27:50,588
I just...I feel lost, I feel totally lost.
368
00:27:57,856 --> 00:27:59,211
Dana's lost too...
369
00:28:05,781 --> 00:28:07,218
and I need to find her.
370
00:28:08,765 --> 00:28:11,972
Now I feel like I'm floating outside my body.
371
00:28:12,574 --> 00:28:16,845
And I'm watching myself do these things
and I can't stop myself.
372
00:28:16,848 --> 00:28:18,733
- I can't change anything.
- Yeah.
373
00:28:19,298 --> 00:28:21,234
I felt like that when my dad died.
374
00:28:21,780 --> 00:28:24,316
- Like it wasn't my life or something.
- Yeah.
375
00:28:25,174 --> 00:28:26,279
I know...
376
00:28:27,526 --> 00:28:29,291
I just can't relax.
377
00:28:30,497 --> 00:28:31,722
I can't sleep...
378
00:28:32,407 --> 00:28:33,723
I can't listen...
379
00:28:34,609 --> 00:28:35,905
I love Lara.
380
00:28:36,950 --> 00:28:38,417
And I can't stand her.
381
00:28:38,821 --> 00:28:40,597
And i'm terrified to be alone.
382
00:28:44,515 --> 00:28:47,894
You know, Dana...
I obviously have never been in your position.
383
00:28:49,397 --> 00:28:53,065
But you know that one of the things
that really helped me...
384
00:28:54,253 --> 00:28:57,649
where these relaxation exercises I did with my therapist.
385
00:29:02,095 --> 00:29:03,331
Do you wanna try?
386
00:29:04,450 --> 00:29:05,194
Yes.
387
00:29:06,738 --> 00:29:07,804
Lie down!
388
00:29:18,315 --> 00:29:19,414
Close your eyes!
389
00:29:24,082 --> 00:29:25,918
Turn out all the sound around you!
390
00:29:26,862 --> 00:29:28,037
And then let it go!
391
00:29:29,374 --> 00:29:32,783
And as you inhale feel that your body becoming...
392
00:29:33,747 --> 00:29:34,753
heavy...
393
00:29:35,359 --> 00:29:36,704
and grounded.
394
00:29:38,238 --> 00:29:40,044
Your arms go heavy...
395
00:29:42,022 --> 00:29:43,880
and relaxed into the bed.
396
00:29:46,546 --> 00:29:49,592
As you exhale, let everything go!
397
00:29:51,407 --> 00:29:54,506
Just let it float away, like a river floating away.
398
00:29:57,883 --> 00:29:59,358
You're safe.
399
00:30:01,204 --> 00:30:02,921
And you're floating away...
400
00:30:04,437 --> 00:30:05,832
to another place.
401
00:30:07,506 --> 00:30:09,275
Now I want you to picture yourself...
402
00:30:11,490 --> 00:30:14,398
in the most beautiful place that you can imagine.
403
00:30:32,742 --> 00:30:33,770
Are you there?
404
00:30:37,475 --> 00:30:38,541
I'm there.
405
00:30:44,901 --> 00:30:46,909
It's so beautiful.
406
00:30:51,657 --> 00:30:53,402
It's so alive.
407
00:30:54,739 --> 00:30:55,704
It's...
408
00:30:58,321 --> 00:31:00,005
so peaceful.
409
00:31:02,963 --> 00:31:04,400
I'm whole.
410
00:31:06,604 --> 00:31:08,613
I just wanna stay here.
411
00:31:14,318 --> 00:31:16,105
Will you stay with me?
412
00:31:17,741 --> 00:31:18,778
Yeah.
413
00:31:46,071 --> 00:31:49,307
I've wanted you since the moment that I saw you!
414
00:31:54,526 --> 00:31:58,041
You know, I've never thought that you are queer.
415
00:32:00,057 --> 00:32:02,106
Shht, don't speak!
416
00:32:02,949 --> 00:32:04,537
You're way too hot for that.
417
00:32:05,322 --> 00:32:07,558
You're so not a lesbian.
418
00:32:09,905 --> 00:32:10,461
Josh!
419
00:32:11,628 --> 00:32:14,973
Are you really that clueless?
You have no idea who I am or how I feel!
420
00:32:16,899 --> 00:32:19,957
I know that you didn't feel like a lesbian just now.
421
00:32:23,242 --> 00:32:26,630
It was gonna be so easy for you:
I was so ready to jump into bed with you.
422
00:32:26,797 --> 00:32:29,122
Now it turns out you're an ignorant ass.
423
00:32:29,629 --> 00:32:31,775
God, why couldn't you just shut up
and fucked me?
424
00:32:32,508 --> 00:32:36,746
Why make it impossible for me to do
something that I wanted to do?
425
00:32:37,872 --> 00:32:39,969
You're one fucked up woman, Tina!
426
00:32:40,664 --> 00:32:42,719
Yeah well, I'm still your fucked up boss!
427
00:32:43,615 --> 00:32:44,651
So what now?
428
00:32:45,377 --> 00:32:48,164
Nothing. You stay here, I go back to my hotel.
429
00:32:49,138 --> 00:32:51,588
Tomorrow we'll meet and we're gonna
talk about production budgets.
430
00:32:53,261 --> 00:32:55,478
That's your world, Tina.
I just work in it.
431
00:33:13,336 --> 00:33:15,882
I don't know. There's something about
my boys that's just different.
432
00:33:15,887 --> 00:33:20,404
I don't know what it is...
I don't know, but...
433
00:33:22,151 --> 00:33:23,467
Hey, Kitten...
434
00:33:23,971 --> 00:33:25,007
Mangus...
435
00:33:29,264 --> 00:33:30,801
Billy, what the fuck are you doing?
436
00:33:31,917 --> 00:33:35,766
You know...
I don't care if you fuck up your own life...
437
00:33:36,360 --> 00:33:41,126
but you will not fuck up my business.
This business is my life.
438
00:33:42,893 --> 00:33:45,649
The door, Billy, was unlocked...
The police could've come in!
439
00:33:45,874 --> 00:33:48,281
- Calm down, Kit!
- No, don't tell me to calm down!
440
00:33:51,258 --> 00:33:55,965
Billy, you're the most irresponsible fuck
i've ever met in my whole life!
441
00:33:56,652 --> 00:34:00,230
You are a sad and selfish mess!
442
00:34:01,787 --> 00:34:04,824
I don't care how many people you know
and how many people you bring to the club...
443
00:34:04,829 --> 00:34:07,254
I'm not gonna have it.
I'm not gonna have this shit!
444
00:34:07,900 --> 00:34:10,115
I am talking to you, Billy! Listen to me!
445
00:34:11,871 --> 00:34:13,636
I think it's time for me to go.
446
00:34:16,944 --> 00:34:18,270
Good morning.
447
00:34:36,266 --> 00:34:38,315
Baby, what's going on?
448
00:34:39,651 --> 00:34:41,046
- Oh that feels good!
- Yeah?
449
00:34:41,049 --> 00:34:42,665
- Yeah!
- Ok.
450
00:34:43,023 --> 00:34:43,717
Hold on!
451
00:34:54,080 --> 00:34:55,363
- Wait, Wait!
- What?
452
00:34:57,592 --> 00:34:58,788
- Stop!
- What?
453
00:34:58,792 --> 00:35:00,747
- You don't have to...
- What's wrong?
454
00:35:04,364 --> 00:35:06,260
Oh, I'm sorry, I just...
455
00:35:07,749 --> 00:35:08,533
What?
456
00:35:09,137 --> 00:35:10,752
I'm sorry, I'm just...
457
00:35:11,848 --> 00:35:13,016
I'm distracted.
458
00:35:13,579 --> 00:35:15,317
Why're you distracted?
459
00:35:18,625 --> 00:35:19,950
It's not you.
460
00:35:27,259 --> 00:35:28,284
I'm sorry!
461
00:35:38,505 --> 00:35:39,582
Dana!
462
00:35:48,943 --> 00:35:49,879
Hey, it's ok.
463
00:35:50,585 --> 00:35:51,280
It's ok.
464
00:35:54,525 --> 00:35:55,924
It's not ok!
465
00:36:04,692 --> 00:36:06,220
Come on, I'll make you some breakfast.
466
00:36:07,074 --> 00:36:09,002
Why can't you just leave me the fuck alone?
467
00:36:09,004 --> 00:36:10,561
You're not a fucking nurse!
468
00:36:11,647 --> 00:36:12,842
You're not my mother!
469
00:36:13,107 --> 00:36:16,115
- You're not anything...
- I do know that, and I'm not your
470
00:36:20,213 --> 00:36:21,328
Maybe...
471
00:36:23,074 --> 00:36:25,923
Maybe it would just be better for you
if I went away for a little while.
472
00:36:25,928 --> 00:36:27,573
Why don't you just go then, huh?
473
00:36:28,399 --> 00:36:30,856
Why don't you just go? Go to Paris!
474
00:36:31,120 --> 00:36:33,766
Take that chef's course you've been talking about!
475
00:36:33,772 --> 00:36:37,408
- I mean, just coz your girlfriend's dying, doesn't mean...
- You're not dying, Dana!
476
00:36:37,413 --> 00:36:39,028
You don't fucking know that!
477
00:36:39,034 --> 00:36:41,421
How the fuck do you know that?
You're not God!
478
00:36:46,719 --> 00:36:50,687
What do you want? I have tried to be
there for you. I have tried to do everything.
479
00:36:50,692 --> 00:36:53,300
- What do you want from me?
- I want you to go!
480
00:36:53,304 --> 00:36:55,360
I want you to go! Go...
481
00:36:55,364 --> 00:36:58,812
I dont want to go anywhere without you, ok?
482
00:37:00,807 --> 00:37:03,795
- I love you, Dana!
- I just want you to leave...
483
00:37:07,414 --> 00:37:08,738
Just go...
484
00:37:12,364 --> 00:37:13,713
Please go...
485
00:37:16,618 --> 00:37:17,702
Leave!
486
00:37:53,243 --> 00:37:54,316
Excuse me.
487
00:37:55,074 --> 00:37:55,988
Hi.
488
00:37:56,102 --> 00:37:57,377
Ok, i gotta pee, thanks!
489
00:37:57,384 --> 00:38:00,041
Dana Fairbanks, she's got long brown hair.
Have you seen her?
490
00:38:00,817 --> 00:38:02,804
- The lesbian tennis player?
- Yeah!
491
00:38:02,818 --> 00:38:04,884
- She doesn't work here, honey.
Well, no shit! I...
492
00:38:06,491 --> 00:38:08,084
I know she doesn't work here...
493
00:38:08,472 --> 00:38:09,627
I threw her out.
494
00:38:10,202 --> 00:38:12,908
- Come again?
It's a lifesize cardboard cutout.
495
00:38:12,924 --> 00:38:13,971
I threw her out...
496
00:38:14,543 --> 00:38:18,462
- You put it in the blue bin or black bin?
- I don't know, I just...I put her up by the trash.
497
00:38:18,959 --> 00:38:20,584
Well, she can be in one of two places.
498
00:38:20,587 --> 00:38:23,605
If you put it in the blue bin,
she's being recycled at the Allen company.
499
00:38:23,680 --> 00:38:24,185
- Ok
- Ok?
500
00:38:24,621 --> 00:38:27,226
If you put it in the black bin,
you're never gonna find her.
501
00:38:28,184 --> 00:38:29,558
Why? Where will she be?
502
00:38:29,786 --> 00:38:32,431
She'll be at the Puente Hill's land fill in Whittier.
503
00:38:32,444 --> 00:38:33,771
Whittier...Fuck!
504
00:38:34,999 --> 00:38:36,535
- Thank you!
You're welcome.
505
00:38:48,907 --> 00:38:49,803
Hey Dana.
506
00:38:50,039 --> 00:38:51,041
No, I'm in Whittier.
507
00:38:51,769 --> 00:38:52,375
What?
508
00:38:53,159 --> 00:38:58,196
It's gonna be alright...I am coming...
be right there. Just chill out, i'll be right there.
509
00:39:08,798 --> 00:39:09,745
Hey Moira.
510
00:39:11,710 --> 00:39:13,277
- Hey...
We've got something to ask you.
511
00:39:14,172 --> 00:39:15,399
Yeah, what is this?
512
00:39:15,405 --> 00:39:16,679
What's going on with Jenny?
513
00:39:19,716 --> 00:39:20,942
You guys, Jenny is fine.
514
00:39:21,808 --> 00:39:22,824
It's mine.
515
00:39:24,357 --> 00:39:25,726
It's testosterone.
516
00:39:26,190 --> 00:39:27,405
I've started a program with it.
517
00:39:27,641 --> 00:39:28,696
What...
518
00:39:28,781 --> 00:39:30,207
kind of a program?
519
00:39:31,775 --> 00:39:32,449
You know...
520
00:39:33,106 --> 00:39:35,921
I mean...I've always felt really
uncomfortable in this body.
521
00:39:36,835 --> 00:39:38,394
So I decided a transition.
522
00:39:38,749 --> 00:39:40,244
I'm changing...
523
00:39:40,959 --> 00:39:42,574
myself from female to male.
524
00:39:43,122 --> 00:39:44,337
Does Jenny know?
525
00:39:44,442 --> 00:39:45,037
Yeah...
526
00:39:45,142 --> 00:39:46,276
She's helping me.
527
00:39:46,282 --> 00:39:47,738
How is she helping you?
528
00:39:47,742 --> 00:39:49,358
She's been shooting me up with it.
529
00:39:50,524 --> 00:39:52,040
Wow! So, you...
530
00:39:52,305 --> 00:39:54,994
- you're really gonna go through the breast...
- ...stop surgery?
531
00:39:54,997 --> 00:39:57,036
- ...stop surgery?
- Yeah...
532
00:39:57,281 --> 00:39:59,226
Yeah, when i can afford it, I am.
533
00:39:59,851 --> 00:40:00,695
You know...
534
00:40:06,337 --> 00:40:07,041
That's strong!
535
00:40:10,147 --> 00:40:11,035
How are you?
536
00:40:11,158 --> 00:40:11,904
Good.
537
00:40:12,611 --> 00:40:15,274
Everyone is excited about the sum of your parts...
538
00:40:15,279 --> 00:40:19,058
Oh cool! Awesome!
I'm really excited, I'm kinda nervous...
539
00:40:19,063 --> 00:40:21,239
- and just like...
- ...except me!
540
00:40:21,783 --> 00:40:22,832
Ok...
541
00:40:23,626 --> 00:40:25,721
- We have a lot of work to do!
- Ok, great.
542
00:40:25,727 --> 00:40:28,365
Oh I'm not talking about line edits, Jenny.
543
00:40:29,170 --> 00:40:30,576
It's deeper than that.
544
00:40:32,803 --> 00:40:36,348
As your editor, I have a basic problem with
the journey of the book...
545
00:40:37,393 --> 00:40:39,179
or rather the lack of one.
546
00:40:39,945 --> 00:40:44,743
Uhm, but it's what happened to me so I
don't know what I can do to change that.
547
00:40:44,750 --> 00:40:46,425
- Let me explain if I might.
Of course.
548
00:40:47,841 --> 00:40:52,220
Each moment the blade penetrated my skin...
549
00:40:53,196 --> 00:40:56,432
I forgot what it was like to be on
my face in the dirt.
550
00:40:57,056 --> 00:41:01,905
Every drop of blood was a reminder that
I still belong to the earth...
551
00:41:02,182 --> 00:41:04,687
that I was flesh and blood...
552
00:41:04,691 --> 00:41:07,427
that those boys weren't everything in my body.
553
00:41:07,904 --> 00:41:11,812
Cutting myself, hurting myself, freed me
from the hurt they inflicted.
554
00:41:11,817 --> 00:41:13,913
I was the one doing the damage, not them.
555
00:41:15,928 --> 00:41:18,704
- I don't see what's wrong with that.
- You show yourself as a victim.
556
00:41:19,100 --> 00:41:23,147
Jenny, you're repeating the same scene
over and over. It feels compulsive.
557
00:41:23,153 --> 00:41:26,799
I was a victim when that happened to me.
I don't know why I can't say that.
558
00:41:28,186 --> 00:41:29,531
Jenny, you're an excellent writer.
559
00:41:29,538 --> 00:41:31,653
- Thank you.
- But that worries me more because...
560
00:41:31,658 --> 00:41:35,507
I think young girls will read this, they'll think...
cutting is a viable response to trauma.
561
00:41:35,510 --> 00:41:38,578
I would never suggest that anybody
does that to themselves.
562
00:41:38,905 --> 00:41:44,831
But, for me, in that moment, at that time...
It made me feel like I was alive...
563
00:41:45,317 --> 00:41:48,283
and it made me feel like
I had some control over my life.
564
00:41:49,168 --> 00:41:51,988
- And in that moment that was empowering.
- That's bullshit, Jenny!
565
00:41:51,992 --> 00:41:54,759
- I'm not...
- It's not bullshit, because it's what I did!
566
00:41:54,765 --> 00:41:56,291
You can't tell me, I'm sorry...
567
00:41:56,295 --> 00:41:58,850
I'm sorry, but you can't tell me
what's bullshit...
568
00:41:58,855 --> 00:42:01,711
Listen, I'm not going to publish a book...
569
00:42:02,288 --> 00:42:09,639
where I tell young woman that self-inflicted
violence is going to free them from the violence
570
00:42:09,642 --> 00:42:11,828
- I'm not gonna do that!
- I'm not asking you to do that!
571
00:42:12,396 --> 00:42:15,282
Jenny, what's missing in the book...
is your strength!
572
00:42:15,718 --> 00:42:17,891
Your resolve, your heightened awareness!
573
00:42:23,381 --> 00:42:25,059
- I've survived.
- Yes!
574
00:42:25,064 --> 00:42:28,770
And I'm interested in how you thrived,
not just survived.
575
00:42:29,165 --> 00:42:30,201
I'm here...
576
00:42:32,348 --> 00:42:35,756
Jenny, it's really hard to give up being a victim.
577
00:42:35,761 --> 00:42:38,735
It's safe, it's cosy, it's familiar...
578
00:42:38,741 --> 00:42:40,847
I'm interested in the other place...
579
00:42:41,293 --> 00:42:43,841
when you got out of your pain,
out of yourself!
580
00:42:44,034 --> 00:42:46,072
And you were able to connect with
a larger world.
581
00:42:46,076 --> 00:42:48,001
Let me ask you something.
Why are you working on my book?
582
00:42:49,988 --> 00:42:50,813
Why?
583
00:42:51,227 --> 00:42:54,277
You guys asked me to change it
from fiction to memoire...
584
00:42:54,280 --> 00:42:58,859
and that put me in a pretty vulnerable position
and suddenly I'm too passive for you.
585
00:42:59,113 --> 00:43:01,832
I'm a victim, I'm not transformed enough?
586
00:43:02,145 --> 00:43:03,401
So, you know what I think?
587
00:43:04,048 --> 00:43:05,172
I think...
588
00:43:07,118 --> 00:43:08,134
I don't know...
589
00:43:08,448 --> 00:43:10,648
May I take...? Thank you.
590
00:43:10,652 --> 00:43:13,419
I think you should probably...
591
00:43:14,325 --> 00:43:16,350
go find yourself another hero.
592
00:43:20,057 --> 00:43:21,213
Fuck you!
593
00:43:23,128 --> 00:43:25,815
That was it. She said she was
going to Paris for this class...
594
00:43:27,833 --> 00:43:30,748
She couldn't handle it anymore. That was it.
And she just left me.
595
00:43:30,764 --> 00:43:32,649
I can't fucking believe she just left me!
596
00:43:32,655 --> 00:43:33,739
I can.
597
00:43:35,016 --> 00:43:36,273
What the fuck is that supposed to mean?
598
00:43:36,278 --> 00:43:38,343
That means you've been a total monster.
599
00:43:38,677 --> 00:43:42,095
And I know how much Lara loves you...
and you just pressed her too much.
600
00:43:42,272 --> 00:43:44,048
I'm sick, Alice...
She fucking abandoned me.
601
00:43:44,103 --> 00:43:45,468
No, you've been showing her the door.
602
00:43:46,996 --> 00:43:49,260
You did, just, self-pity and bullshit.
603
00:43:49,734 --> 00:43:52,142
- Fuck you, Al!
- No, you know, Dana? Not fuck me...
604
00:43:52,148 --> 00:43:52,962
You know why?
605
00:43:53,450 --> 00:43:55,526
Coz you have to get a grip and
you're not gonna have anyone left to call.
606
00:43:55,529 --> 00:43:56,765
Why're you doing this?
607
00:43:56,769 --> 00:43:57,927
Coz I'm your friend...
608
00:43:57,930 --> 00:43:59,929
And I'm not gonna let you
treat me like shit too.
609
00:44:05,744 --> 00:44:06,712
You know...
610
00:44:06,925 --> 00:44:10,634
You're surrounded by love
and your fucking insurance...
611
00:44:11,581 --> 00:44:13,885
and you have a family, and friends and...
612
00:44:15,793 --> 00:44:16,959
a home...
613
00:44:17,543 --> 00:44:18,579
You're young...
614
00:44:18,584 --> 00:44:20,239
and you should be out of bed.
615
00:44:20,756 --> 00:44:22,053
I'm sick, Al.
616
00:44:23,666 --> 00:44:25,105
I know you have...
617
00:44:27,620 --> 00:44:28,867
You have cancer.
618
00:44:29,039 --> 00:44:31,867
But you're nauseous from the medecine.
you're not bed-ridden.
619
00:44:33,815 --> 00:44:35,050
You know what I think?
620
00:44:37,496 --> 00:44:39,241
I think you should come out with me tonight.
621
00:44:39,789 --> 00:44:42,112
I don't think the B-52's should miss you.
622
00:44:44,840 --> 00:44:46,495
I like the B-52's.
623
00:44:50,976 --> 00:44:52,480
I can't, Al.
624
00:44:52,914 --> 00:44:54,601
So what if someone's gonna bump into me...
625
00:44:55,379 --> 00:44:57,083
My bandage is not even off yet, you know...
626
00:44:59,409 --> 00:45:03,499
Alright, well, I'll call Kit and I'll have her
prep a little special section for us.
627
00:45:03,923 --> 00:45:04,598
Ok?
628
00:45:05,682 --> 00:45:07,241
- Guess what?
- What?
629
00:45:09,294 --> 00:45:10,861
I'm gonna take care of you.
630
00:45:11,668 --> 00:45:13,452
I'm gonna make sure that you're safe.
631
00:45:15,658 --> 00:45:16,745
I promise...
632
00:45:20,845 --> 00:45:21,887
I promise.
633
00:45:24,505 --> 00:45:25,219
Hi.
634
00:45:26,308 --> 00:45:27,194
Hi.
635
00:45:28,650 --> 00:45:30,935
Now that is our finest and most
respected editor.
636
00:45:31,339 --> 00:45:32,567
She hates my book.
637
00:45:32,572 --> 00:45:33,917
How could I hate your book, Jenny?
638
00:45:35,202 --> 00:45:37,849
It's my story, darling, I'm the girl in your book.
639
00:45:38,206 --> 00:45:40,081
That's why I put the two of you together.
640
00:45:41,776 --> 00:45:43,193
But It's my story.
641
00:45:45,388 --> 00:45:49,335
- It's not hers.
- I'm just asking you to come out
642
00:45:49,543 --> 00:45:52,578
And I have come out it from all
the strength that I have.
643
00:45:53,325 --> 00:45:54,778
That's honest.
644
00:45:56,544 --> 00:45:58,763
If that's what Jenny is, then that's
how she has to come out it.
645
00:46:00,129 --> 00:46:01,462
I'll tell you what...
646
00:46:02,201 --> 00:46:04,824
I'm not the right person to edit Jenny's story.
647
00:46:06,332 --> 00:46:07,606
I understand it.
648
00:46:08,234 --> 00:46:10,119
But I can't promote it.
649
00:46:12,457 --> 00:46:13,753
Bless you, my darling.
650
00:46:15,389 --> 00:46:16,303
Thank you.
651
00:46:51,311 --> 00:46:52,816
Yeah, so Alice said that it got ugly.
652
00:46:52,833 --> 00:46:53,617
What?
653
00:46:53,622 --> 00:46:55,919
Can I get a Dewer's on the rock on any chance?
654
00:46:56,742 --> 00:47:00,442
Lara left Dana...And she said that
she couldn't take the pressure anymore.
655
00:47:01,288 --> 00:47:03,463
Yeah, and Dana kicked Lara out...
656
00:47:03,928 --> 00:47:07,037
but we shouldn't be talking about it in front
of Dana coz she's really upset about it...honestly.
657
00:47:07,962 --> 00:47:09,367
Sure Lara will come back!
658
00:47:10,743 --> 00:47:12,198
- Hey Kit.
- Hi.
659
00:47:13,954 --> 00:47:15,851
Drinks are on the house.
660
00:47:17,145 --> 00:47:18,162
Hey guys.
661
00:47:19,717 --> 00:47:20,915
- Hi.
- How's it going?
662
00:47:20,920 --> 00:47:22,286
Oh, it's going great.
663
00:47:22,300 --> 00:47:24,307
Come on, i'll block inteference for you.
664
00:47:24,311 --> 00:47:25,597
Yeah, come on.
665
00:47:25,860 --> 00:47:27,529
- Alright, gotcha.
- Ok.
666
00:47:27,532 --> 00:47:28,370
Excuse me!
667
00:47:28,964 --> 00:47:30,672
Excuse me!
668
00:47:30,675 --> 00:47:34,052
- It's packed in here, Kit!
- Yeah, it's sold out for days.
669
00:47:34,057 --> 00:47:36,124
Dana! Dana!
670
00:47:36,828 --> 00:47:37,665
Hi.
671
00:47:38,792 --> 00:47:40,168
I'm so glad to see you.
672
00:47:40,461 --> 00:47:42,336
Can you sit down?
673
00:47:43,553 --> 00:47:44,477
Thank you.
674
00:47:46,396 --> 00:47:49,042
I'm the booby-guard.
675
00:47:49,586 --> 00:47:51,382
Nice.
676
00:47:51,389 --> 00:47:52,944
Hey, did you guys see Moira's arms?
677
00:47:53,750 --> 00:47:54,403
You know...
678
00:47:54,451 --> 00:47:56,197
They feel like man arms, kinda...
679
00:47:56,201 --> 00:47:58,618
But they're cute,
but they're getting big.
680
00:47:58,624 --> 00:48:00,167
She's practically a man, Alice.
681
00:48:00,173 --> 00:48:01,740
That's a little harsh.
682
00:48:01,746 --> 00:48:04,220
No, I'm not being harsh, I swear to god...
just being honest.
683
00:48:04,836 --> 00:48:06,371
Hm, what are you being honest about?
684
00:48:48,344 --> 00:48:50,080
Hey Shane, I don't get...
what's your big problem with Moira?
685
00:48:50,094 --> 00:48:52,343
Well, she just doesn't like...
trust what she's doing.
686
00:48:53,268 --> 00:48:54,291
What's she doing?
687
00:48:54,299 --> 00:48:55,992
I mean, besides looking after Danny?
688
00:48:56,489 --> 00:48:58,026
Hey where's Tina, is she coming?
689
00:48:58,029 --> 00:49:00,318
Oh she's up in Canada on a film location.
690
00:49:05,976 --> 00:49:10,112
Hey, Josh is a little overambitious...
691
00:49:10,358 --> 00:49:11,935
Josh as in Joshes Movies?
692
00:49:11,939 --> 00:49:14,405
Yeah, I mean, he's a great producer,
we just had to send Tina there.
693
00:49:14,421 --> 00:49:17,866
That's great, so she went up to
Canada to be with fucking Josh Becker.
694
00:49:18,144 --> 00:49:20,748
Who's fucking Josh Becker?
695
00:49:20,805 --> 00:49:21,648
Tina!
696
00:49:21,655 --> 00:49:23,583
Ladies and Gentlemen...
697
00:49:23,967 --> 00:49:28,002
Billy Blacky and the Planet
proudly presents you...
698
00:49:28,618 --> 00:49:30,974
The B-52's!
699
00:50:29,628 --> 00:50:31,033
There's gonna be much change, Al.
700
00:50:31,269 --> 00:50:33,036
Yeah, Moira is becoming a man.
701
00:50:33,950 --> 00:50:35,477
Are you guys fucking kidding me?
702
00:50:36,243 --> 00:50:37,046
For real?
703
00:50:38,952 --> 00:50:39,800
Does Jenny know?
704
00:50:40,264 --> 00:50:41,121
She's helping her.
705
00:50:44,876 --> 00:50:47,644
Shane just told me that Moira
is getting a sex change.
706
00:50:47,648 --> 00:50:50,747
- Wait, what are you talking about?
- You know the article I wrote about...
707
00:50:50,752 --> 00:50:52,697
gender reassignment surgery.
708
00:50:52,703 --> 00:50:56,108
Oh my God! I love that article!
It was all about like...women who become men.
709
00:50:56,116 --> 00:50:58,539
And they take hormones and testosterone.
710
00:50:58,547 --> 00:51:01,534
And they cut off all their hair
and they cut their tits and...
711
00:51:08,731 --> 00:51:09,898
I'm gonna go.
712
00:51:09,905 --> 00:51:11,408
- No.
- No, I gotta go.
713
00:51:11,413 --> 00:51:12,738
Dana, I'm so sorry!
714
00:51:12,743 --> 00:51:13,540
Shit!
715
00:51:13,545 --> 00:51:16,113
- Shane...
- Why did you...
716
00:51:16,147 --> 00:51:18,243
I didn't mean to. Oh God!
717
00:51:22,249 --> 00:51:24,587
Dana, wait! you're gonna hurt yourself!
718
00:51:25,054 --> 00:51:26,827
I don't understand why?
719
00:51:27,514 --> 00:51:28,649
Alice, leave me alone!
720
00:51:29,214 --> 00:51:29,712
Leave me!
721
00:51:29,956 --> 00:51:31,191
Alice, just leave me alone!
722
00:51:33,339 --> 00:51:34,644
You're not alone!
723
00:51:37,931 --> 00:51:38,768
Fuck!
724
00:53:06,408 --> 00:53:11,295
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