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Normally, what I feel is a lot, a lot, a
lot of energy.
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Especially because the feminine nude is
an absolute taboo. The general nude, but
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especially the feminine body, which we
have a lot more censorship on.
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And normally when I paint a common group
of women, whether they are 5, 15 or 60,
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I am invading their intimacy all the
time.
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Nobody touches your body, apart from
your partner or your partners or whoever
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you said touches your body and the
doctor, right?
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Suddenly these people decide to
participate in the
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project and let me come in, let their
skin touch them.
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What has happened many times in the
sessions is that during the session, if
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lasts four hours, for example, you can
see an evolution of the person, of how
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forbidden they were at the beginning and
then how natural it is for them to be
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naked, painted in front of 20 people.
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They become aware of their own body.
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The first time I ever masturbated
probably was when I was like six or
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And it's a really funny story.
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I was going to the park on my bicycle.
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And I was like sitting on my bicycle,
but a little bit more front. And the
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bicycle was kind of like rubbing on my
clit. I didn't know it was my clit. And
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just felt really like tingly and warm.
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It felt really good, no?
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And so as I was cycling, I put myself
further down in the seat and was kind of
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like moving.
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And I remember that I felt so excited
and I didn't know what was happening,
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it was just a new sensation and really
overwhelming. And I didn't think it was
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anything sexual, obviously. I didn't
know. I was so young.
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And I remember that every time after I
wanted to go somewhere, like to the park
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with my friends, I always wanted to go
on my bicycle.
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And it was really funny because the park
was right beside where I lived, and so
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everyone said, no, Kelly, we're going to
go walking because it's so close. And
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I'm like, no, no, I want to go on my
bike. I want to go on my bike.
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After that, I kind of discovered that
rubbing against things felt
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really good, you know, like with my
clit. But I didn't know it was my clit
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that moment.
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At least 10 years or less, I think,
maybe 8 or 9.
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And I remember that in the pool, in a
summer, it was in the camping.
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And in the pool I discovered this little
water drop that comes out of the pool.
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And well, I started playing with it and
I discovered that I liked it, that it
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was a pleasure.
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So then I went to the camping shower.
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And there I discovered the orgasm, the
orgasm itself, I mean, with the same
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with the water, well, I discovered,
well, patience, patience, until boom,
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what is this?
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And for many years, in fact, I only knew
how to absorb myself with water, I
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didn't know how to use my hands either,
or anything else, I didn't even know
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what it was, it's like something that
gives pleasure, with the water.
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I think I started to masturbate myself
when I got my first period. That was the
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age of around 10, 11.
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I got my first menstruation very early.
I think I was the first one of my class.
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So I was looking at my body. It was
starting to change.
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I was curious, like, what's happening
here? My breast is growing.
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I'm bleeding.
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Why am I bleeding?
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And then I was curious of myself. I
wanted to start touching, discovering
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inner part of myself, let's say.
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And then when I touched myself, I
touched my clit, that at that moment I
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didn't know that was my clitoris. I felt
good, like, oh, this gives me pleasure.
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So I started to touch myself at 10, 11
years.
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And since I was quite introverted, I was
not very social when I was a kid. I
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didn't have much friends. I was always
at home. So I had a lot of time.
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Then I put this time to masturbate
myself.
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To give myself pleasure and love.
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Everything started with a book. It
sounds a bit weird. But when I was a
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was reading, reading, reading, and in
English.
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Because we were traveling, so there were
no books in my mother tongue, Danish.
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And there would be like these traveler
libraries, you know, where people would
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put their books and you could take a new
one. So I just like read every book I
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came near.
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And I read this book that I had no idea
what it was about. And it turned out to
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be like an erotic BDSM book.
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And it was kind of like my entry to
everything.
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And I was alone with my little sister
and my mother and father, and I got,
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this book made me incredibly horny.
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So, actually, it started out more like a
sexual discovery, like,
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of actually being horny than a discovery
of my body.
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And I would always masturbate in the
bathroom because me and my family, we
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stayed in the same room in, like, these
really cheap...
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places always so the only space I could
be alone was when I was taking a shower
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or something like this but it went like
many years before I like like then
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started to experiment with other
something it was like still really
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and in some way I didn't understood it
you know the book or also the act in
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way so in my dreams I started to
understand more what it was about
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Maybe I don't remember my first time
masturbating, but I was a child. I was
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nine years old.
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Well, I was studying in a Catholic
school, and obviously the sex was
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a really hard taboo.
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But I usually masturbate in the church.
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Yeah, it was.
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a little bit weird but I don't know when
I saw all the sculptures all the
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virgins and Jesus Christ they are so hot
all the signs on the virgin on
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Jesus Christ it's really really a hot
guy I think
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I started masturbating very late, like
at 19, because before I felt
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uncomfortable with my body and I didn't
know it.
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And then I met a person and we
discovered our
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bodies, our sexuality together.
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And I remember the first day I
masturbated, as if it were yesterday,
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in the bed, lying in my grandparents'
bed.
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And I decided that I wanted to touch
myself.
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And I took a... Well, it's a pretty
crude and blasphemous thing.
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And I took a statue of a virgin who was
in bed.
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And then I masturbated with this.
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And from there I started to masturbate
with all the weird things that I found.
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For example, I worked in an ice cream
shop and I stole one of these
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to make ice cream and I still have it in
my room.
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I see a lot of feminine strength. I
really see...
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I would like them to be the women of the
future.
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They have such a natural relationship
with their bodies.
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They know each other so well.
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We have gone through all that barrier of
me getting into all their intimacy. We
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have gone through it in the first
second.
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And this is something that in the common
sessions it may be difficult for me.
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You can see!
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I'm feeling gorgeous, I'm feeling so
pretty, I love it. It's like I would go
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outside the street like this.
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I really like it, especially the color.
I use this color a lot for my lips. I
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have many lipsticks this color, and I
love it.
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Yeah, the paint's really, really cool
with ticklish.
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I mean...
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Somebody touching my body with something
other than their hand was really
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special.
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It's an incredible touch because it's
such
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a light touch. So you really get
conscious about...
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which kind of feelings you have in your
skin and different parts of the body
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when it's put. I would like to have like
just everything and just sense my body.
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I feel like a warrior, but at the same
time, I feel like a mantis or something
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and it's super cool.
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I have like a really powerful year
connecting with pink this year because I
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always like...
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hard park and a black and like I never
wanted to wear pink because it was too
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girlish and I wanted to be a strong
woman and Now I discovered that I can do
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both
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Normally
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I masturbate like every like every week
like a few times a week But it depends
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on on what like emotional state I'm at
Hay épocas en las que necesito cada día
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momentos en los que menos. Around my
ovulation I get more honey, which is
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natural, but everybody has these kind of
cycles in different ways if you have a
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vagina. For me, it makes me really,
really horny.
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La gala de masturbarme me sale cuando
estoy exigada, estoy cachonda, y también
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cuando estoy aburrida y me tomo algunos
minutos de...
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My favorite time of the day is at night,
at the end of the day.
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But it depends also a lot on my mood. If
I feel happy, cheerful, maybe
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I masturbate longer time. If I'm very
tired, sometimes I just go direct to
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sleep. Or I make it shorter since I know
myself, my body. I go directly to have
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the orgasm, the explosion.
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I really like to put incense and kind of
put candles and take away distractions
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that are happening.
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So, you know, obviously closing my
windows and just disconnecting my phone
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and really taking time to appreciate my
body and just be in the space.
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So for me, it's a ritual getting
prepared and even putting on like
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soft like a silk. I have a silk rope. I
use the masturbation for two things.
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One, it's for my own pleasure and no
more. It's simple.
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But sometimes I use the masturbation
because I use the sex for
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magic.
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I try to use the sex magic for invoke or
for spells and that kind of
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thing. And sometimes I use the
masturbation to elevate my soul and my
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in another state of consciousness.
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And I use this for magic spells and
stuff.
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In many
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places,
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on my bicycle.
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Sometimes I still do that, just to throw
back, like when I was young.
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To touch, like, fabrics, because I have
a fetish with that, and I like to
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put my favorite fabrics on my bed, and I
was like... The most
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different place I did it was at the
cinema, but always alone.
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When I was younger, it wasn't in a
group, but I masturbated with one of my
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schoolmates. It was really beautiful,
because it was just, like, two...
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young girls exploring their own bodies
and it wasn't anything sexual.
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It wasn't like anything creepy at all.
It was just us exploring and touching
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ourselves and seeing what happened.
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Normally when I want to masturbate
myself, it comes very naturally, very
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spontaneously. It's not like, today I'm
going to masturbate. It just came out.
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It's like I feel that now I want to give
myself a little pleasure.
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So it's more with hands, since it's
right at that moment.
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I find that sometimes if I use toys, I
become too accustomed to that
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kind of orgasm.
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And I try to switch it up.
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So with my hands, sometimes it's harder
because it's more physical labor.
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If I'm feeling really exhausted and it's
one of those nights I can't sleep, then
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maybe I'll use a toy.
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And I keep them right beside my bed.
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But in fantasy, yes, it's like many
situations of sexual abuse or power and
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submission.
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So when those thoughts come, I try not
to be judgmental. I laugh because it's
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funny that that thought pops into your
head when you're masturbating.
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But then I try to just focus back on my
body and focus on the sensations that
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are happening.
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And then I normally always come back to
my orgasm and my pleasure.
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It's incredibly different because also,
again, like for me, there's like, you
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know, like the self -love ritual of
masturbation that is like really built
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And then there's like the horny
masturbation when you're just really
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you want to get it up.
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And then there's like procrastination
masturbation or getting to know your
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like educating masturbation.
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And also, again, it varies.
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It varies from what the...
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which kind of techniques and how you do.
So like the clit orgasm is like
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you really feel the blood
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like run down and it's more tensed for
me. Like the
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clit orgasm has a higher peak in terms
of how the blood is circulating in my
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body and how the energy gets out in my
body.
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But the vaginal...
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orgasms tend to come from a deeper place
and like sometimes with vaginal orgasm
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I have this reaction where I'm like
almost go to crying you know from the
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because it's like this huge force
getting released from so so it's like
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it's very it's very different I feel it
all my body like an explosion
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And it's every time my body starts to
shake.
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It's a release of pressure.
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It's a release of emotion.
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For me, having an orgasm isn't just a
physical sensation, but an emotional
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sensation of letting go.
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It's wonderful.
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For me, the feeling is like medicine.
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Thank you.
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I like it.
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um
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Thank you.
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Thank you.
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Thank you.
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Thank you.
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Oh.
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Oh.
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Oh!
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Okay.
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Thank you.
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Thank you.
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What is that?
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Uh -huh.
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Pussy, yeah.
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More like, if it's in a sexual way,
yeah.
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I like a lot the word coño in Spanish
because it's super powerful. Like,
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pussy, it's cute, but coño, it's like,
I'm touching my coño and it's like,
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oh, wow, she's touching her coño.
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But it's true, coño is a very beautiful,
very powerful word. I like to use pussy
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and cunt.
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although cunt can be really strong and
people have a negative reaction to it.
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Sometimes I like to call it flower, like
it's more cute way, our little flower
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under there.
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Every flower is different and every
pussy is different and it's beautiful,
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of them.
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We found a tango school online and
started classes a couple weeks back.
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At first, neither of us dared to say it
out loud, but we enjoy the classes for
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another reason than just dancing.
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We're both obsessed with our dance
teacher.
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You can't imagine how sensual and sexy
she is.
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She dances like a goddess, and she has
this...
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natural self -confidence only a person
who's used to being in the spotlight a
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lot can have.
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My heart stops every time she makes her
rounds to correct our positions and
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postures. When she places her filigree
hands on my back, when her fingers touch
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mine, it's nearly impossible for me to
focus on her instructions.
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When I finally told my partner about my
secret crush, he laughed in relief and
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admitted that he felt exactly the same.
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de las luces que a lo lejos van marcando
mi retorno.
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Son las mimas que alumbraron con sus
pálidos reflejos ondas
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floras de dolor.
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Thank you.
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Tuyo es su querer bajo el bulón mirar De
las estrellas que con
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indiferencia hoy me ven volver Volver
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con la frente marchita Las nieves del
tiempo
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platearon mi piel
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I'm afraid of the encounter with
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the past that comes back to face my
life.
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I'm afraid of the nights that, populated
with memories, chain my
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dreams.
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But the traveler who flees, late or
early,
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Let's go.
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is is
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Thank you.
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Oh, hey.
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I know how this sounds, but I really do
just need to borrow a cup of sugar.
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01:06:35,770 --> 01:06:38,570
Really? You came over to borrow a cup of
sugar?
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01:06:38,990 --> 01:06:41,890
Didn't your parents ever tell you about
a thing called the grocery store?
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01:06:42,330 --> 01:06:47,090
Yeah, but you know, why go to the shop
when you can come to your family
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neighbors, who is an excellent shopper?
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But I am making a cake.
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All by myself, in fact.
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Sugar.
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01:06:55,650 --> 01:06:57,670
That's what the kids are calling it
these days.
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Where's Sebastian?
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01:07:10,890 --> 01:07:11,890
Oh, napping thing time.
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01:07:17,930 --> 01:07:23,030
Yeah, and then he was just like, oh,
you're so cute, like a real Marianne.
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01:07:23,730 --> 01:07:26,050
I mean, what does that mean?
283
01:07:27,370 --> 01:07:31,090
Who references Gilligan's Island on
Tinder?
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White. I mean, I'm so sick of this
whole, oh, you're my nice girl, real
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kind of thing.
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01:07:40,110 --> 01:07:46,010
It's like, not too porno, not too
opinionated, and I can jizz all over you
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01:07:46,010 --> 01:07:47,710
still feel really good about myself.
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01:07:49,590 --> 01:07:52,170
It's so patronizing. If only they knew.
289
01:07:53,250 --> 01:07:57,150
Yeah, maybe you should just send them
off some gif. Like, don't they have a
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ass -licking winky face?
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01:07:59,070 --> 01:08:01,670
Like, uh, something like that? I don't
know.
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01:08:02,930 --> 01:08:06,370
Look, I get it. The whole go next door
thing.
293
01:08:07,030 --> 01:08:08,810
It's like what Hannibal Lecter said.
294
01:08:09,400 --> 01:08:11,560
We first covet that which we see every
day.
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01:08:12,260 --> 01:08:16,720
I just wish it didn't have these
assumptions about innocence and purity
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01:08:16,720 --> 01:08:17,438
along with it.
297
01:08:17,439 --> 01:08:21,680
Well, I'm really glad to hear that you
are taking empathy for your prospective
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01:08:21,680 --> 01:08:23,660
date from a sociopath.
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01:08:24,020 --> 01:08:26,500
That makes me not worried about you at
all.
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01:08:28,500 --> 01:08:30,140
Yeah, I know, it's belittling.
301
01:08:30,880 --> 01:08:34,939
This, like, virginal, non -threatening,
take -you -to -mom thing.
302
01:08:37,120 --> 01:08:38,520
But it only gets weirder.
303
01:08:40,700 --> 01:08:41,700
How's there?
304
01:08:42,080 --> 01:08:48,939
Well, I don't know. I guess after around
35, I felt this big shift.
305
01:08:50,060 --> 01:08:55,180
When I'd be out in public or in the
metro or whatever, I just wasn't visible
306
01:08:55,180 --> 01:09:01,180
anymore. And I really had no idea how
much people were looking at me until it
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01:09:01,180 --> 01:09:02,180
went away.
308
01:09:02,880 --> 01:09:07,140
But then, if I put on red lipstick, bam,
it's back.
309
01:09:08,270 --> 01:09:10,210
Because it's not really people looking
at me.
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01:09:10,510 --> 01:09:11,569
It's just dudes.
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01:09:12,729 --> 01:09:16,609
But, I mean, at least you get to be a
real person instead of some, like,
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stereotype of an adolescent wet dream.
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01:09:19,729 --> 01:09:22,050
No, don't worry. I'm still a stereotype.
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01:09:23,290 --> 01:09:26,210
If I'm out with Sebastian, I don't
exist.
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01:09:27,010 --> 01:09:32,649
I've literally had people I know, and
not just this dude's, mind you, walk
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01:09:32,649 --> 01:09:34,090
past me on the street.
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01:09:34,670 --> 01:09:40,450
They see me as some arty, sexy, strong
woman, and they just don't look past the
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stroller. But, on the other hand, if I
put on a dress and lipstick, suddenly
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a MILF.
320
01:09:51,189 --> 01:09:52,189
Wow.
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01:09:53,750 --> 01:09:55,450
You are kind of a MILF.
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01:09:58,290 --> 01:09:59,290
Thanks.
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01:10:00,810 --> 01:10:05,970
Yeah, I'm... So psyched to have my age,
family status, and sexuality distilled
324
01:10:05,970 --> 01:10:09,690
into some generic amalgam of what the
male gaze would like to suck.
325
01:10:10,630 --> 01:10:15,110
I feel pretty fucking empowered right
now. You know, my personal agency might
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01:10:15,110 --> 01:10:18,830
just, I don't know, suck the first dick
that can see my wrinkly pussy across the
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01:10:18,830 --> 01:10:19,830
stroller.
328
01:10:21,570 --> 01:10:22,570
Oh, shit.
329
01:10:24,710 --> 01:10:25,890
What can I say?
330
01:10:28,930 --> 01:10:30,290
I'll take it where it comes.
331
01:10:35,400 --> 01:10:38,060
Hey, how's that weed? It's probably
pretty stale, huh?
332
01:10:38,860 --> 01:10:39,860
You know me.
333
01:10:39,900 --> 01:10:40,900
I'm a picky.
334
01:10:41,240 --> 01:10:42,760
Oh, yeah, that's what she said.
335
01:10:46,240 --> 01:10:50,160
How are things going with the newest
one?
336
01:10:50,700 --> 01:10:53,160
Oh, you know, it's pretty good.
337
01:10:54,360 --> 01:10:58,860
I'm not nauseous. I'm super grateful for
that. But I'm fucking tired, which is
338
01:10:58,860 --> 01:11:01,540
hard with Sebastian and work and life.
339
01:11:03,340 --> 01:11:06,900
Oh, yeah, I'll be glad when my hormones
kind of settle down and my mood
340
01:11:06,900 --> 01:11:13,660
stabilizes and... I don't know. Frankly,
I prefer the fully round
341
01:11:13,660 --> 01:11:17,320
pregnant look to this kind of
ambiguous... I
342
01:11:17,320 --> 01:11:21,820
think you look good.
343
01:11:25,420 --> 01:11:26,420
Thanks.
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01:11:28,160 --> 01:11:30,720
Yeah, also, you know, I quit everything,
like, all at once.
345
01:11:31,850 --> 01:11:37,190
And I think I left my brain chemistry in
a state of permanent horrified shock.
346
01:11:41,050 --> 01:11:42,190
You want a shotgun?
347
01:11:46,010 --> 01:11:47,010
Yeah,
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01:11:48,010 --> 01:11:50,170
actually I do.
349
01:11:55,870 --> 01:11:57,470
I'll pre -filter it for you.
350
01:11:59,230 --> 01:12:00,230
Thanks.
351
01:12:09,890 --> 01:12:13,210
Sorry. I actually can't. Sorry.
352
01:12:30,850 --> 01:12:31,850
Wait.
353
01:12:33,710 --> 01:12:35,110
Do you know what you're doing here?
354
01:12:35,890 --> 01:12:38,110
Yeah, I think I have a pretty good idea.
355
01:13:04,390 --> 01:13:05,390
Ha ha ha!
356
01:14:09,530 --> 01:14:11,010
Is this okay?
357
01:14:48,060 --> 01:14:49,980
Oh, God.
358
01:15:22,919 --> 01:15:24,040
Oh, fuck.
359
01:15:34,060 --> 01:15:35,060
Mommy.
360
01:15:35,500 --> 01:15:37,380
Yeah, you like that little girl?
361
01:15:37,620 --> 01:15:38,339
Oh, yeah.
362
01:15:38,340 --> 01:15:40,140
That feels so good, Mommy.
363
01:15:40,460 --> 01:15:41,460
Oh, yeah.
364
01:15:42,000 --> 01:15:46,580
You like that little girl? Oh, my God.
365
01:15:49,500 --> 01:15:50,500
Okay.
366
01:15:51,020 --> 01:15:57,300
I'm sorry. That is super hot, but it's
too close to home right now.
367
01:15:58,280 --> 01:15:59,280
Okay.
368
01:17:19,430 --> 01:17:21,070
You got me.
369
01:17:22,190 --> 01:17:24,430
You got me. You got me.
370
01:17:35,500 --> 01:17:36,540
I have to sleep.
371
01:19:08,730 --> 01:19:09,730
Thank you.
372
01:19:40,200 --> 01:19:41,200
Yeah.
373
01:20:17,250 --> 01:20:18,610
You want to put it on the finger?
374
01:20:18,870 --> 01:20:19,870
Yes.
375
01:20:55,560 --> 01:20:56,560
I just want to sit here.
376
01:24:41,320 --> 01:24:42,320
All right.
377
01:25:14,820 --> 01:25:17,020
I love you.
378
01:26:53,800 --> 01:26:54,800
So you come.
379
01:28:46,410 --> 01:28:49,070
Do you like it rough or do you like it
gentle?
380
01:28:50,810 --> 01:28:57,530
A bit gentle at first and then maybe
rough
381
01:29:25,950 --> 01:29:27,910
I'm full of blood.
382
01:30:13,040 --> 01:30:14,040
Thank you.
383
01:30:59,050 --> 01:30:59,749
Oh, yeah.
384
01:30:59,750 --> 01:31:01,070
That's a good spot. Yeah.
385
01:32:32,880 --> 01:32:33,880
Ugh.
386
01:34:37,379 --> 01:34:38,660
Oh, sugar.
387
01:34:39,680 --> 01:34:40,900
That's what you came.
388
01:35:40,280 --> 01:35:41,280
2046.
389
01:35:41,840 --> 01:35:46,920
The International Court of Justice for
Animal Rights grants animals the same
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01:35:46,920 --> 01:35:47,920
rights as humans.
391
01:35:50,760 --> 01:35:55,320
In this new international context in
which having pets or raising cattle has
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01:35:55,320 --> 01:35:59,340
become an illegal practice, many people
offer themselves to become pets for
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01:35:59,340 --> 01:36:00,340
their partners.
394
01:36:03,020 --> 01:36:09,740
To become the best pets, These people
undergo the same training methods that
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01:36:09,740 --> 01:36:13,840
were applied to dogs, the most faithful
animal to the human being.
396
01:36:18,260 --> 01:36:20,020
I used to be a dog trainer.
397
01:36:21,740 --> 01:36:23,340
Now I'm training people.
398
01:36:37,050 --> 01:36:38,050
Thank you.
399
01:37:37,000 --> 01:37:38,560
I wasn't expecting you so early.
400
01:38:19,050 --> 01:38:20,570
I just wanted to ask.
401
01:38:21,350 --> 01:38:23,130
You can't ask anything.
402
01:38:24,530 --> 01:38:25,690
Go to the mattress.
403
01:38:55,720 --> 01:38:59,400
Leave your bag on the mattress and get
on your knees.
404
01:40:18,360 --> 01:40:19,360
Drink.
405
01:40:36,460 --> 01:40:37,700
Paint like a dog.
406
01:40:59,169 --> 01:41:00,169
Sniff my boot.
407
01:41:39,980 --> 01:41:41,480
Did I say you could do that?
408
01:41:55,680 --> 01:41:58,440
Did you piss on the carpet?
409
01:42:03,580 --> 01:42:06,040
Do you want to continue with this?
410
01:42:58,180 --> 01:42:59,340
Do you really want it?
411
01:44:06,510 --> 01:44:13,110
Shake it Good boy
412
01:45:30,860 --> 01:45:31,860
Faster.
413
01:47:09,450 --> 01:47:10,450
Come on.
414
01:47:12,730 --> 01:47:13,730
Tanya.
415
01:47:16,630 --> 01:47:17,630
Mom.
416
01:47:19,470 --> 01:47:20,470
Mom.
417
01:48:04,010 --> 01:48:05,090
Good dog.
418
01:48:22,070 --> 01:48:23,870
Way up my leg.
419
01:49:21,990 --> 01:49:23,430
You start there.
420
01:52:25,000 --> 01:52:26,000
Go over there.
421
01:53:19,010 --> 01:53:20,010
Try it.
422
01:54:01,110 --> 01:54:02,150
I'm going to stay on it.
423
01:55:01,360 --> 01:55:02,360
He's a good boy.
424
01:56:49,260 --> 01:56:50,260
Ugh.
425
01:57:40,750 --> 01:57:41,750
Ugh.
426
01:58:23,470 --> 01:58:24,470
Don't lie down.
427
02:00:01,000 --> 02:00:02,160
Thank you.
428
02:00:46,440 --> 02:00:51,920
Pet like a dog again Look
429
02:00:51,920 --> 02:00:58,600
how happy he is Such a happy
430
02:00:58,600 --> 02:00:59,600
puppy
431
02:01:21,040 --> 02:01:22,040
You like that?
432
02:01:22,720 --> 02:01:23,720
Yeah?
433
02:01:39,960 --> 02:01:46,840
You want to come, don't
434
02:01:46,840 --> 02:01:49,920
you? You want to come real bad, do you?
435
02:01:52,550 --> 02:01:53,550
Go on then.
436
02:04:02,700 --> 02:04:03,700
Are you ready?
437
02:08:15,470 --> 02:08:16,470
Thank you.
438
02:09:56,940 --> 02:09:58,660
I'm going.
439
02:10:42,790 --> 02:10:43,790
That fire is beautiful.
440
02:11:10,160 --> 02:11:11,160
No.
441
02:12:37,740 --> 02:12:38,740
Hmm.
442
02:18:01,680 --> 02:18:02,680
Boom.
443
02:19:22,540 --> 02:19:23,959
I love you.
444
02:20:15,630 --> 02:20:16,630
Oh.
445
02:21:53,119 --> 02:21:54,220
oh my god
446
02:22:12,420 --> 02:22:13,620
Come for me.
447
02:22:14,020 --> 02:22:15,020
Come for me.
448
02:23:28,800 --> 02:23:32,340
Oh. Oh, my God.
449
02:23:33,080 --> 02:23:35,600
Oh, yes.
450
02:25:51,310 --> 02:25:52,690
Oh, ho, ho, ho.
451
02:25:53,890 --> 02:25:56,650
Oh, fuck.
452
02:25:58,410 --> 02:26:01,190
Oh, let me bend you a little.
453
02:26:46,950 --> 02:26:47,950
Oh.
454
02:27:19,560 --> 02:27:20,560
Ugh.
455
02:28:41,520 --> 02:28:47,740
When I read about pregnancy on Internet
or on magazines, they always say take
456
02:28:47,740 --> 02:28:52,220
care, don't take too much weight, take
care of this, take care of that, but
457
02:28:52,220 --> 02:28:58,100
don't really tell us to just, hey,
enjoy, you have a break time. You know,
458
02:28:58,100 --> 02:29:01,140
like holidays for you. You don't need to
take care of anything.
459
02:29:01,340 --> 02:29:06,060
You want to eat this chocolate cake?
Come on, go ahead.
460
02:29:14,790 --> 02:29:21,150
I have a fight with her. She wanted to
be pregnant, but keeping the body of a
461
02:29:21,150 --> 02:29:25,850
performer. So she wanted to start to
make squats.
462
02:29:26,790 --> 02:29:33,330
On my job, we are always looking at our
bodies and showing our bodies. So it was
463
02:29:33,330 --> 02:29:37,970
not so easy at the beginning to think,
oh, yeah, we'll have cellulite here. But
464
02:29:37,970 --> 02:29:41,950
my doctor said, OK, now you have to
rest. You are pregnant, Tiffany.
465
02:29:42,860 --> 02:29:44,260
You are not alone. Take care.
466
02:29:44,800 --> 02:29:50,320
And my body also changed in a way that I
was not expecting because nobody really
467
02:29:50,320 --> 02:29:55,420
talked about it, especially the sexual
part of my body.
468
02:29:55,620 --> 02:29:58,460
This is my pussy. It didn't look like
that before.
469
02:29:58,860 --> 02:30:03,700
So my lips are not the same. The whole
inside is not the same. And even when I
470
02:30:03,700 --> 02:30:09,420
have sex with Bruno and even when I
masturbate, the feelings that I have are
471
02:30:09,420 --> 02:30:10,420
totally different.
472
02:30:10,700 --> 02:30:12,420
So when you start to accept...
473
02:30:12,790 --> 02:30:15,190
changes, it makes everything easier.
474
02:30:15,650 --> 02:30:20,770
And I didn't know that pregnancy can
change sexuality as much as that. I love
475
02:30:20,770 --> 02:30:21,769
being pregnant.
476
02:30:21,770 --> 02:30:27,050
I think men need education also. Because
the problem, so many men are afraid of
477
02:30:27,050 --> 02:30:28,050
the change.
478
02:30:28,470 --> 02:30:29,550
She's your wife.
479
02:30:30,410 --> 02:30:33,990
She's not a fragile object that you
cannot touch.
480
02:30:35,420 --> 02:30:41,040
And I think sex is good for the
pregnancy also.
481
02:30:41,380 --> 02:30:44,260
Yeah, you give your energy, positive
energy and everything.
482
02:30:44,800 --> 02:30:47,420
Once to have sex with you, you feel
beautiful.
483
02:30:47,780 --> 02:30:53,260
And it's important for a woman,
especially when her body is changing
484
02:30:53,300 --> 02:30:55,260
to feel beautiful and feel attractive.
485
02:30:56,760 --> 02:30:57,760
Tell me what?
486
02:31:13,130 --> 02:31:15,190
I heard you were pregnant. Is that true?
487
02:31:15,650 --> 02:31:18,850
Yeah, I am like seven months pregnant
right now.
488
02:31:19,170 --> 02:31:20,390
Wow, congratulations.
489
02:31:20,670 --> 02:31:22,550
I'm so excited for you.
490
02:31:22,990 --> 02:31:25,270
Thank you. How have you been?
491
02:31:25,670 --> 02:31:29,690
I actually had a second child since I
saw you last.
492
02:31:30,650 --> 02:31:32,250
Oh, really? Congratulations.
493
02:31:33,050 --> 02:31:34,050
Oh, thank you.
494
02:31:34,150 --> 02:31:37,150
How is your pregnancy treating you?
495
02:31:37,550 --> 02:31:42,410
Well, it was difficult the first three
months, like the first trimester.
496
02:31:42,670 --> 02:31:47,930
I was very sick, but now I feel very
good and very happy. That's awesome.
497
02:31:47,930 --> 02:31:48,930
wonderful to hear.
498
02:31:49,310 --> 02:31:51,490
You're feeling very good in your body?
499
02:31:52,390 --> 02:31:55,590
Actually, I think I never felt as good
as now.
500
02:31:55,870 --> 02:32:02,570
Like a lot of things change in my body,
and I realize that all these changes are
501
02:32:02,570 --> 02:32:09,070
only good things, and I'm learning more
and more how my body works.
502
02:32:10,410 --> 02:32:13,830
And this makes me feel very happy.
That's so fantastic.
503
02:32:14,250 --> 02:32:20,450
I love being pregnant, too. I remember,
especially during my first
504
02:32:20,450 --> 02:32:26,990
pregnancy, how amazing I felt in my
body. And that
505
02:32:26,990 --> 02:32:33,270
just as my belly got bigger and bigger,
that I just loved to, like, rub my
506
02:32:33,270 --> 02:32:38,150
belly. And I loved how nice and big my
breasts got and the different
507
02:32:38,150 --> 02:32:39,870
sensitivities that I had.
508
02:32:40,160 --> 02:32:44,160
and my libido just went up a lot during
my pregnancy.
509
02:32:44,680 --> 02:32:50,100
What is very funny is I have some new
sensitive parts that I didn't have
510
02:32:50,400 --> 02:32:56,060
Like my pussy changed, even inside it
changed a lot. The way I want my husband
511
02:32:56,060 --> 02:33:00,380
to touch me changed also and I didn't
know that. I was not expecting that
512
02:33:00,380 --> 02:33:05,060
before. Yeah, well there's so many
hormones and like your body is changing
513
02:33:05,060 --> 02:33:11,480
much and our body becomes so engorged
with... all of this blood and
514
02:33:11,480 --> 02:33:18,080
sensitivity. So touch in different areas
of our body really becomes really
515
02:33:18,080 --> 02:33:24,740
nice. I feel like it's like during
pregnancy, you, you just, you have to
516
02:33:24,740 --> 02:33:30,500
in with your body so frequently and say
like, does this feel good? Like, cause
517
02:33:30,500 --> 02:33:36,840
things can also become too sensitive
where they don't, where touch isn't so
518
02:33:36,840 --> 02:33:43,780
comfortable. I usually love having my
breasts touched and I didn't want anyone
519
02:33:43,780 --> 02:33:49,040
touching my nipples like the first three
months yeah yeah it is like before my
520
02:33:49,040 --> 02:33:55,840
pregnancy I was really a clit woman like
by this I mean like I really needed
521
02:33:55,840 --> 02:34:02,710
to have my clitoris being touched to
have an orgasm and now I can have an
522
02:34:02,710 --> 02:34:05,110
even without my clit being touched.
523
02:34:05,370 --> 02:34:11,010
Nobody talks about the way your
sexuality is changing during the
524
02:34:11,010 --> 02:34:14,650
what you like is maybe not what you
liked before.
525
02:34:26,480 --> 02:34:32,860
I was not the kind of girl falling in
love easily, looking for having
526
02:34:32,860 --> 02:34:34,480
serious relationships.
527
02:34:34,940 --> 02:34:39,940
I wanted, like, friends with benefits. I
was okay with that, but I didn't want a
528
02:34:39,940 --> 02:34:40,940
man in my life.
529
02:34:41,380 --> 02:34:46,460
And I saw that he was different. He was
not like the other kind of men I used to
530
02:34:46,460 --> 02:34:49,280
meet. So, Tiffany, how would you
describe Bruno?
531
02:34:50,240 --> 02:34:52,120
How I would describe you?
532
02:34:55,630 --> 02:34:59,210
For most of the people, Bruno has a big
mouth.
533
02:34:59,670 --> 02:35:04,850
But when you really know Bruno, you know
that everything is true. You know that
534
02:35:04,850 --> 02:35:08,330
he has a big heart. Actually, his heart
is bigger than his mouth.
535
02:35:08,730 --> 02:35:10,330
And it's true.
536
02:35:11,750 --> 02:35:14,050
Bruno, how would you describe Tiffany?
537
02:35:14,430 --> 02:35:19,510
The most important for me is that I
finally find soul sister.
538
02:35:20,010 --> 02:35:21,010
Soul mate.
539
02:35:21,050 --> 02:35:22,250
Soul mate, if you want.
540
02:35:26,740 --> 02:35:32,480
We meet in Budapest. I went in Budapest
for a shooting with an agency.
541
02:35:32,700 --> 02:35:38,960
A French performer that I had a good
relationship with was there. And he told
542
02:35:38,960 --> 02:35:42,300
me, tonight there is a spaghetti party
at Bruno's.
543
02:35:43,180 --> 02:35:47,780
Would you like to come? I said, yes, of
course. And it's where we met.
544
02:35:48,080 --> 02:35:49,080
Why? It was...
545
02:35:50,240 --> 02:35:55,020
Because you make the best spaghetti in
the world. It's important.
546
02:35:55,320 --> 02:35:56,320
Continue.
547
02:35:57,380 --> 02:36:01,340
When I saw him, I felt something like I
never felt before.
548
02:36:01,720 --> 02:36:06,780
In French, we call it like good food,
like the thunder, you know, came into
549
02:36:09,140 --> 02:36:12,520
So we formed about one year.
550
02:36:13,040 --> 02:36:15,780
We met like fuck buddies.
551
02:36:16,970 --> 02:36:23,790
And then I met his son, and I really had
a good relationship with his
552
02:36:23,790 --> 02:36:25,510
son. He was like five years old.
553
02:36:25,910 --> 02:36:29,490
She met with my kid, and my kid started
to love her.
554
02:36:30,230 --> 02:36:37,070
So all of this became one step. It's
easy. Or you accept the sentiment
555
02:36:37,070 --> 02:36:40,990
that you have with me, and we create
something, or we cut.
556
02:36:43,950 --> 02:36:47,230
And here we are. So I think you get the
choice I made.
557
02:36:49,810 --> 02:36:54,150
We love the same music. We love the same
sport. We love the same life. We are
558
02:36:54,150 --> 02:36:56,570
close to the same political idea.
559
02:36:57,530 --> 02:37:03,170
So I changed it a bit about religion
because at the beginning we had a big
560
02:37:03,170 --> 02:37:04,170
about religion.
561
02:37:04,790 --> 02:37:06,830
But I convinced her that I was right.
562
02:37:07,150 --> 02:37:09,230
Because I'm all the time right.
563
02:37:09,730 --> 02:37:10,730
Excuse me.
564
02:37:14,560 --> 02:37:16,680
I believe that we are energy.
565
02:37:17,220 --> 02:37:21,700
And this is what I teach to Tiffany,
that if it's positive, and I am
566
02:37:22,040 --> 02:37:28,480
and we trust in each other, we create an
electricity with positive.
567
02:37:28,840 --> 02:37:35,100
Your cooking is the perfect example of
what positive energy can bring.
568
02:37:35,700 --> 02:37:40,060
And for this, it's too easy if I speak,
because the story comes from Tiffany.
569
02:37:40,280 --> 02:37:42,660
So I later to explain to you what I
mean.
570
02:37:43,340 --> 02:37:50,160
I was thinking of doing a shooting while
pregnant, and
571
02:37:50,160 --> 02:37:57,060
actually I thought about you, Erika,
because I know your work, I know
572
02:37:57,060 --> 02:38:02,500
you won't make anything dirty and
pervert.
573
02:38:02,760 --> 02:38:06,960
So I spoke to Bruno about this idea,
what he thinks about, because we always
574
02:38:06,960 --> 02:38:09,700
speak to each other about the ideas.
575
02:38:10,560 --> 02:38:16,140
And then maybe two days after that, your
assistant, Sally, contacted me on
576
02:38:16,140 --> 02:38:20,480
Twitter because she didn't have my
contact details and she wanted to know
577
02:38:20,480 --> 02:38:22,140
wanted to work with you again.
578
02:38:22,780 --> 02:38:27,860
And we have a lot of examples like this
in our life.
579
02:38:29,360 --> 02:38:36,360
All the time, when we think about
something and we want it, we don't
580
02:38:36,360 --> 02:38:39,000
need to move. It comes by itself, of
course.
581
02:38:39,420 --> 02:38:41,280
I want tomorrow to take the Euro
million.
582
02:38:41,520 --> 02:38:42,760
It doesn't work.
583
02:38:43,000 --> 02:38:43,659
It doesn't work.
584
02:38:43,660 --> 02:38:45,180
We don't find a way.
585
02:38:50,240 --> 02:38:57,240
Unfortunately, last year, I lost two
babies, but they were very early. It
586
02:38:57,240 --> 02:38:59,420
was very early, like five and seven
weeks.
587
02:38:59,800 --> 02:39:05,380
we were planning to have those babies
really and try all the time to find why
588
02:39:05,380 --> 02:39:10,840
this happened so you so i started to
felt very bad like it's my fault i'm not
589
02:39:10,840 --> 02:39:15,620
good maybe i did something wrong with my
body with everything i did before and
590
02:39:15,620 --> 02:39:22,140
then uh one day i realized that my
priorities were late but this time i was
591
02:39:22,140 --> 02:39:25,820
like very crazy because i said okay we
will see what happens
592
02:39:26,859 --> 02:39:30,840
Would I keep it or not? You know, like,
would my body keep it or not?
593
02:39:31,100 --> 02:39:33,000
And then she's still here.
594
02:39:38,080 --> 02:39:44,740
I have one more question. I think it's
maybe not so easy to answer, but what is
595
02:39:44,740 --> 02:39:46,420
birth like?
596
02:39:49,060 --> 02:39:51,040
Well, let's see.
597
02:39:51,580 --> 02:39:53,360
Do you do BDSM?
598
02:39:54,090 --> 02:39:58,650
I did a little bit, but I'm not well
into that. But tell me more.
599
02:39:58,970 --> 02:39:59,970
I'm curious.
600
02:40:03,390 --> 02:40:09,130
So, well, I say that because I feel like
birth is the greatest
601
02:40:09,130 --> 02:40:12,290
experience of surrender.
602
02:40:13,570 --> 02:40:20,490
And, I mean, for me, like my birth with
my last child was...
603
02:40:20,700 --> 02:40:27,420
completely an orgasmic pleasurable birth
like moments after giving
604
02:40:27,420 --> 02:40:32,620
birth like I wanted to give birth again
like I was riding so high it was
605
02:40:32,620 --> 02:40:39,300
freaking amazing um it was it was really
incredible and
606
02:40:39,300 --> 02:40:46,000
um I I didn't even have an aspirin no no
pain medicine at all um
607
02:40:46,870 --> 02:40:53,170
But I labor for a very long time.
Sometimes people are short laborers. For
608
02:40:53,170 --> 02:40:55,910
of my kids, I labored 47 hours.
609
02:40:57,750 --> 02:41:02,910
But it's like this long, trippy,
610
02:41:03,050 --> 02:41:09,850
psychedelic experience that's just like
I had the most
611
02:41:09,850 --> 02:41:13,110
wild visuals. And you just have to like
listen.
612
02:41:13,880 --> 02:41:20,780
tense sensations that are in your body
roll through your body and you
613
02:41:20,780 --> 02:41:27,200
open up everything in you just let
everything in you get wide
614
02:41:27,200 --> 02:41:34,060
and open and you just imagine like your
cervix and your body
615
02:41:34,060 --> 02:41:40,780
just stretching open to birth this
individual this new
616
02:41:40,780 --> 02:41:42,920
person and
617
02:41:43,710 --> 02:41:49,490
You use these like low guttural sounds
that are just like vibrating and
618
02:41:49,490 --> 02:41:55,430
connected to the earth and let those
sensations roll through you.
619
02:41:55,770 --> 02:42:02,070
And I mean, and then it's very
interesting the relationship that we
620
02:42:02,070 --> 02:42:06,830
our bodies after we give birth. Because,
you know, when we're pregnant.
621
02:42:07,500 --> 02:42:12,040
Our bodies are getting larger and
larger. I felt so goddess -like.
622
02:42:12,340 --> 02:42:17,000
And then it's definitely, I know for me,
it was very challenging that first year
623
02:42:17,000 --> 02:42:21,060
because you're like exhausted. You're
not sleeping.
624
02:42:21,920 --> 02:42:26,980
Your breasts are being used in this
totally different way for breastfeeding.
625
02:42:27,580 --> 02:42:31,480
You still kind of look pregnant in those
first few months.
626
02:42:32,750 --> 02:42:38,290
And your hormones are, like, all over
the place. So it's a big transition,
627
02:42:38,570 --> 02:42:45,570
definitely. For me, knowing that that
difficult time in postpartum wouldn't
628
02:42:45,570 --> 02:42:51,270
last forever was a very comforting
thought, you know, just knowing that,
629
02:42:51,310 --> 02:42:58,110
this is just right now, and I'm
transitioning into this role
630
02:42:58,110 --> 02:42:59,110
of mother.
631
02:42:59,520 --> 02:43:03,800
Well, you know what, you just say I
think it helped me a lot because it's
632
02:43:03,800 --> 02:43:07,760
difficult for me now to see what will
happen.
633
02:43:08,100 --> 02:43:14,580
I know my body will change and now I'm
very positive about that and I take it
634
02:43:14,580 --> 02:43:20,400
like very easily and like it's a good
thing actually that happened to me.
635
02:43:20,580 --> 02:43:27,500
Something I hear from a lot of new moms
is they'll ask me like, will I ever have
636
02:43:27,500 --> 02:43:28,500
my body back?
637
02:43:28,730 --> 02:43:33,050
I tell people that we only go forward.
You know, we don't go backward.
638
02:43:33,270 --> 02:43:40,130
But it doesn't mean that you won't have
a strong, beautiful, amazing, sexy, hot
639
02:43:40,130 --> 02:43:45,130
body again. Like it's just that it's a
different body.
640
02:43:45,490 --> 02:43:51,330
But I think in the postpartum period,
it's like so important to think about
641
02:43:51,330 --> 02:43:54,470
what kind of intimacy and physical
contact.
642
02:43:55,070 --> 02:44:01,270
feel really good and nurturing to you
and connecting for you and your partner
643
02:44:01,270 --> 02:44:02,270
like now.
644
02:44:02,530 --> 02:44:08,050
In the world we are living, we don't
really talk about that. We just talk
645
02:44:08,050 --> 02:44:12,410
being young and skinny and having
orgasm.
646
02:44:12,830 --> 02:44:19,630
Also, people have to understand that
sexuality is not only about orgasm,
647
02:44:19,630 --> 02:44:25,270
ejaculation, about coming and this kind
of thing. It's all the other kind of
648
02:44:25,270 --> 02:44:31,650
things that you are doing with or
without your partner, even with
649
02:44:32,130 --> 02:44:36,510
touching yourself, touching your
partner, just kissing, caressing.
650
02:44:36,850 --> 02:44:40,550
Yes, I think you are so spot on,
Tiffany.
651
02:44:40,770 --> 02:44:42,010
So spot on.
652
02:44:42,790 --> 02:44:44,290
Well, thank you.
653
02:44:44,570 --> 02:44:50,430
Thank you. You know, now I'm really,
really waiting for the delivery day, if
654
02:44:50,430 --> 02:44:51,430
can say like that.
655
02:44:51,590 --> 02:44:54,270
It may be the biggest orgasm you've ever
had.
656
02:44:54,950 --> 02:45:01,270
Maybe. I really, really appreciate our
conversation and I hope to be able to
657
02:45:01,270 --> 02:45:02,270
talk to you soon.
658
02:45:12,850 --> 02:45:18,410
pleasurable birthing experience. I'm
sending you all kinds of lovely, lovey
659
02:45:18,410 --> 02:45:21,350
energy. Thank you so much.
660
02:45:21,690 --> 02:45:23,970
Have a good day. You too, Tiffany.
661
02:45:24,190 --> 02:45:25,830
Bye. Bye -bye.
662
02:45:26,850 --> 02:45:30,050
And what are your plans now that the
baby comes?
663
02:45:30,270 --> 02:45:35,050
How are you going to continue your
career and your life online?
664
02:45:35,910 --> 02:45:39,470
I don't really think about that. Like, I
don't really have...
665
02:45:39,690 --> 02:45:44,210
plants like something like i write okay
i have to do this i have to do that now
666
02:45:44,210 --> 02:45:49,550
i work with feeling i already changed
since i'm pregnant i changed my way to
667
02:45:49,550 --> 02:45:56,350
uh the business how i want to do it i
used to do like very crazy
668
02:45:56,350 --> 02:46:01,910
uh performance things like i also did
double anal and this kind of thing i
669
02:46:01,910 --> 02:46:07,210
i enjoy anal like normal anal i really
enjoy having it uh normally
670
02:46:08,030 --> 02:46:13,770
But my sexuality is not that. And I know
it. I don't think I want to come back
671
02:46:13,770 --> 02:46:14,729
into this.
672
02:46:14,730 --> 02:46:21,210
So now we are mostly working with a
social network.
673
02:46:21,450 --> 02:46:27,170
And I already started my own clip stores
on different websites.
674
02:46:27,730 --> 02:46:31,170
And I also have camps and these kind of
things.
675
02:46:31,390 --> 02:46:35,570
For me, I think it will continue like
this because I feel good. I feel myself.
676
02:46:36,190 --> 02:46:37,190
The thing was how?
677
02:46:37,710 --> 02:46:39,370
the man can fuck a girl.
678
02:46:39,870 --> 02:46:43,690
Some people appreciate, some people
don't like, but it was a character.
679
02:46:44,450 --> 02:46:46,690
After came the time of the geeks.
680
02:46:47,150 --> 02:46:52,210
So the geeks, who don't know nothing
about porn, they just want to see how
681
02:46:52,210 --> 02:46:55,490
money filling the material of the other
people.
682
02:46:55,750 --> 02:47:01,150
They steal, they get money, they put on
the Cayman's bank, and they can be on
683
02:47:01,150 --> 02:47:02,310
the yacht all the year.
684
02:47:02,810 --> 02:47:06,650
Now the things are changing, and I saw
it this last two years.
685
02:47:08,050 --> 02:47:10,230
Women don't need pimps.
686
02:47:10,510 --> 02:47:12,990
Women now can be free.
687
02:47:16,830 --> 02:47:23,810
When you are looking on internet for
porn with pregnant women, most of the
688
02:47:23,810 --> 02:47:30,750
time they are looking for... You can
check some very amateur and not very
689
02:47:30,750 --> 02:47:34,070
glamour or beautiful videos.
690
02:47:35,000 --> 02:47:39,840
Because a lot of producers are very cold
about shooting pregnant women.
691
02:47:40,220 --> 02:47:41,880
And I think it's a shame.
692
02:48:12,650 --> 02:48:18,130
Like this, like this, like this...
693
02:48:44,770 --> 02:48:46,170
Oh.
694
02:49:24,759 --> 02:49:25,759
No,
695
02:49:27,540 --> 02:49:28,560
no, no, no.
696
02:49:37,509 --> 02:49:38,509
Do you want a little kiss?
697
02:49:39,250 --> 02:49:40,250
Do you want a little kiss?
698
02:50:47,180 --> 02:50:49,020
Why do you always stop like that?
699
02:51:28,220 --> 02:51:29,220
Bonjour.
700
02:51:43,000 --> 02:51:49,800
Tu veux te
701
02:51:49,800 --> 02:51:50,800
reposer un peu?
702
02:52:11,660 --> 02:52:12,660
Thank you, Lord.
703
02:53:38,220 --> 02:53:39,280
Oh, yes.
704
02:57:09,550 --> 02:57:10,550
Do you like it?
705
02:57:21,350 --> 02:57:21,730
Do
706
02:57:21,730 --> 02:57:31,230
you
707
02:57:31,230 --> 02:57:32,230
like it?
708
02:58:55,530 --> 02:58:56,530
I'm sorry.
709
03:00:27,500 --> 03:00:28,500
Thank you.
710
03:01:03,860 --> 03:01:06,660
Oh, yeah.
711
03:01:43,040 --> 03:01:45,840
Good night.
712
03:01:56,360 --> 03:01:57,720
No, it's a good son of a...
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