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-Previously
on "Brilliant Minds"...
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-Why do you do that?
-Do what?
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-Flirt with me.
You have a girlfriend.
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-I had a fling.
It's long over.
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-What is this?
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-An address
where your father is.
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-I knew we'd meet sooner
or later.
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-But who are you?
-Sophia.
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-You want to go to Hudson Oaks
to save Sophia?
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-I've got your file.
I know how to get a keycard.
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We have to get out of here.
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-Check the file again.
We're the same person.
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You made up a patient
you could save.
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-On my watch, Dr. Wolf stays
on as head of neuro.
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To that end, I would like to
start the process to terminate
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the residency
of Dr. Charlie Porter.
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-Oliver, you have a visitor.
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[ Thunder crashes ]
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-"That night, the boy saw
a real wolf prowling his flock.
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He cried out, 'Wolf! Wolf!'
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But no one came.
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And the wolf gobbled
up his flock."
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-No one believed him.
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-That's right.
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And the moral of the story
is...no pet sheep.
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They attract hungry wolves.
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-[ Giggling ]
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-[ Sighs ]
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Bedtime.
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[ Thunder and lightning crash,
wind howling ]
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The storm is nothing
to be scared of.
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??
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[Gasps]
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You stay here and, um...
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I'll be right back.
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[ Wind whistling ]
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[ Thunder and lightning
continue crashing ]
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??
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Hello?
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??
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Hello?
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[ Breathing shakily ]
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-[ Loud thud ]
- [ Gasps ]
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[ Voices whispering ]
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[ Whimpering ]
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[ Crying ]
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Quick. Get under the bed
and hide.
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-I'm scared.
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-Mommy!
-Okay.
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I'm not going to let anything
hurt you.
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Okay.
Hide under here.
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Don't move.
-[ Doorknob rattling ]
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-Mommy, I'm scared.
-Stay here.
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-What's happening?
-[ Rattling continues ]
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Mommy!
-[ Groaning ]
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Leave us alone!
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??
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??
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-? The night I met you,
I thought that I would die ?
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? My world was pennies
and sorry from an operator ?
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? I left you, I told you a lie ?
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? My own reflection
wouldn't look me in my eye ?
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? I wanna love myself ?
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? Yeah ?
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? Like there's no one else ?
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? That's why you gotta
help me out ?
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? Some nights I stay awake ?
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? Feeling so alone ?
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? And you left me ?
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? You left me alone, man ?
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? You know I'll always cry
for you ?
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? I know ?
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-[ Screaming ]
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??
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[ Whimpering ]
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-Hey, my name is Oliver.
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Uh...can I help you?
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-Stay away from us!
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-Oliver,
stay right where you are.
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Regan,
we need you to calm down.
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-[ Whimpering ]
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-Regan, you need to calm down.
-No!
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[ Screaming ]
-Calm down.
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Oliver,
please go back to your room!
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Regan, stop!
-[ Crying ]
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-Calm down!
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??
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??
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-Mm.
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-Mm.
-Hey.
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I'm pretty sure we said
we wouldn't do this at work.
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-And I'm pretty sure
you're the one who started it.
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-How about we pick this
up tonight?
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-I'd love to,
but I got plans with a friend.
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Tomorrow?
-Sure. Tomorrow's great.
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-Okay.
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[ Elevator doors open ]
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-Good morning, docs.
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-Uh, this is me.
-Alright.
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-Good morning, Justine.
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??
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-I will die
if we don't get this apartment.
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Look at the rooftop garden.
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Oh, this room could be
a nursery.
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-[ Chuckles ]
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[ Knock on door ]
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-Dr. Pedrosa.
-Dr. Landon.
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-What a pleasant surprise.
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Sorry to barge in, but...
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Oh, this used to be my office.
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-Alright.
I'll send you the app to sign.
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Lovely to see you, Doctor.
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-I'd heard rumors
about the treadmill,
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but no one mentioned
I'd find Dr. Pedrosa in here.
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-Yes, well, I don't usually
update the mothers of my exes
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on my relationship status.
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Wolf knows.
-He's coming home soon,
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and I'd like to set him
up for success.
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-Our goals are aligned.
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-So where are you in the
process of firing Dr. Porter?
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I heard what happened
at the gala.
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How he told Oliver
about Noah's apartment.
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Charlie cannot be here
when Oliver returns.
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-Yes, well,
I took my concerns to the board,
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and they opened a formal review.
But not easy to fire a resident.
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Especially a competent one.
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-Well, I hired Charlie.
I'm the one who put him here.
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So if I have to get rid of him
on my own,
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believe me, I will do it.
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-Didn't you say you,
uh, used to swim every day?
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-I had no idea
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Hudson Oaks has such
nice facilities.
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-Oh, we don't. Lost the
lifeguards due to budget cuts.
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But I thought we could dip
our toes in,
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give you something
to look forward to.
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-There's no need.
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The Hudson's too cold
this time of year.
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And I think my membership
to the Y has lapsed.
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-Well, I'm going to level
with you, Wolf.
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Re-entry can be hard.
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Reconnecting with the things
that make you you...
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more important now
than ever.
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??
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[ Sighs ]
Don't be afraid to...
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jump back in to the deep end.
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??
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??
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-Dr. Thorne paged you, too?
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-Yeah. Alright.
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Young Mormon couple on
their honeymoon in the big city.
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And let me tell you,
they are bright eyed.
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-On a scale from "I heart
New York" tees
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to Statue of Liberty visors...
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-Like, excited to see the show
they heard is all the rage -
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"Hamilton."
-Oh.
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-Look, I know that psych is
Dr. Pierce's wheelhouse,
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but the wife has a head injury,
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and she's being cagey about
how she got it.
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-And the husband?
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-Seems protective,
overly invested,
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all the warning signs of DV.
Patient says
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she feels more comfy
with a female doctor, so...
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-You called all
the ones you know.
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-Yeah.
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Come on.
Hey, Whitney, Zeke,
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our neuro psych team is
here to have a look.
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Can you fill them in?
-I'm such a klutz.
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I can't believe we're spending
our honeymoon in the E.R.
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We're supposed to be sipping
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frozen hot chocolates
at Serendipity.
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-Oh.
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Can you move
your hand for me, please?
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-Tell them about
the other part.
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I hurt you. Your -
-No.
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No, I'm - I'm fine.
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-Um, there's a whole lot
of people in this room.
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Whitney, can we chat alone?
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-Um, why don't you follow me?
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I can take you to the cafeteria,
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and you can get some water
or something to eat.
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Are you hungry?
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-[ Sighs ] Congratulations
on your marriage.
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-Thank you.
It was the best day of my life.
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-But then something went
wrong.
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You got hurt.
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Is Zeke ever rough?
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-Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no,
it's not like that.
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It was actually...
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-Your first time together?
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-It was going fine, you know.
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We were kissing and...
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Yeah, it just -
It hurt so bad,
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and my body just...freaked out.
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I, like, lost control.
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Now I've ruined everything,
so...
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-No, no. Nothing's ruined.
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We'll figure it out, okay?
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-Okay.
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-And here you go.
Next, please.
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Here's your meds.
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??
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-Hey, what do you guys know
about that woman over there?
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-What are you doing?
-She could have seen you.
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-Are you guys scared of her?
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-No. You just don't point
at the Howler of Hudson Oaks.
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At least let me get
my asthma medication first.
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-That is a ludicrous moniker.
-What?
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You haven't heard her howling?
-No.
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-I was here eight months ago
when she first arrived.
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Her face was droopy,
like a witch.
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And then she disappeared
for a few weeks.
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And now she's back and look.
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-No droop.
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How do you explain that
except black magic?
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-Well, facial palsy is
an interesting symptom,
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and it brings up a number
of questions.
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Excuse me.
-Give me a minute.
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Oliver,
have you got a minute?
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-Uh, for you, uh, anything.
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-I hear you've been snooping
around one of our patients.
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Regan?
-Snooping? No.
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-What were you just talking
about?
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-That's
patient confidentiality.
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-That is in
a doctor-patient relationship.
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In here, you are
not a doctor.
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You are a patient.
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At least for another day
or two.
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-Right. Um,
I - I was meaning to ask you,
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what if I'm not ready
to go quite yet?
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If I need to stay
a little bit longer?
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-I wouldn't want you to leave
before you're ready.
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I can talk to your insurance
if you like.
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-Would you? I think
that it would ease my mind.
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-Okay.
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-[ Sighs ] Thank you.
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??
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[ Tape dispenser cuts tape ]
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-Uhh!
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??
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??
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-Hi.
-[ Gasps ]
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??
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-I figured you'd want it back.
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Are those your children?
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-They were.
-Can I ask what happened?
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??
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-I was only trying
to protect them.
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-From what?
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-From what lived in that house.
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??
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[ Thunder crashes ]
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I felt it the moment
that we moved in.
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Something there.
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Something sinister.
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I thought I could shelter
them by absorbing it myself.
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And it worked.
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It's in me now.
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[ Loud thud ]
259
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I am the one who is haunted.
260
00:13:26,806 --> 00:13:30,101
[ Breathing shakily ]
261
00:13:33,413 --> 00:13:35,581
-Vagi-what?
-It's called vaginismus.
262
00:13:35,682 --> 00:13:37,317
It's a condition
263
00:13:37,318 --> 00:13:39,751
where the body painfully
contracts during penetration.
264
00:13:39,752 --> 00:13:42,947
It's entirely voluntary
and it's not your fault.
265
00:13:42,980 --> 00:13:46,592
-But why?
I mean, I love him.
266
00:13:46,659 --> 00:13:48,895
So what's wrong with me?
267
00:13:48,928 --> 00:13:52,498
-Processing how we feel
about sex and sexuality,
268
00:13:52,632 --> 00:13:54,067
it's really simple,
269
00:13:54,133 --> 00:13:56,602
but it can be
even more complicated
270
00:13:56,669 --> 00:13:58,463
when shame is ingrained.
271
00:13:58,464 --> 00:14:01,473
And for many of my patients from
strong religious backgrounds,
272
00:14:01,474 --> 00:14:04,844
there can be...a lot to unlearn.
273
00:14:06,437 --> 00:14:08,648
-It's just we've waited
all this time,
274
00:14:08,681 --> 00:14:10,808
and now we can't do it.
275
00:14:10,842 --> 00:14:13,469
-There are a lot of treatment
options out there -
276
00:14:13,503 --> 00:14:15,888
talk therapy,
physical therapy,
277
00:14:15,955 --> 00:14:17,490
vaginal dilators,
278
00:14:17,590 --> 00:14:20,827
and for more severe cases,
Botox can even be helpful.
279
00:14:20,927 --> 00:14:25,156
-I got my elevens done
before the wedding.
280
00:14:25,189 --> 00:14:26,432
-[ Chuckles ]
281
00:14:26,466 --> 00:14:29,669
Okay, I'm going to refer you
282
00:14:29,702 --> 00:14:35,208
to a pelvic floor specialist
and a psychotherapist in Utah,
283
00:14:35,274 --> 00:14:37,343
and we will leave
the neurotoxins
284
00:14:37,477 --> 00:14:39,112
in your face for now. Okay?
285
00:14:39,178 --> 00:14:41,114
-Wait. No.
286
00:14:41,180 --> 00:14:43,216
Will you help me?
287
00:14:43,282 --> 00:14:44,784
Just...
288
00:14:44,817 --> 00:14:47,220
if a fancy New York City
doctor can't fix this,
289
00:14:47,286 --> 00:14:49,180
then I don't know who can.
290
00:14:49,213 --> 00:14:51,190
-Really, Mom?
291
00:14:51,224 --> 00:14:53,159
-Don't fight me on this.
292
00:14:53,192 --> 00:14:55,061
-Fibrosa.
293
00:14:55,161 --> 00:14:56,529
-I gave you polyp.
294
00:14:56,662 --> 00:14:58,664
And as your mother,
I gave you life.
295
00:14:58,698 --> 00:15:00,900
Count it.
296
00:15:00,967 --> 00:15:02,652
-Um...
297
00:15:06,063 --> 00:15:09,308
I know how much you hate
places like this.
298
00:15:09,375 --> 00:15:12,236
It means a lot that you came.
299
00:15:12,370 --> 00:15:15,815
-I'm not even sure
why I was so scared.
300
00:15:15,816 --> 00:15:18,041
All those memories
with your father, I suppose.
301
00:15:18,042 --> 00:15:19,719
But this is different.
302
00:15:19,752 --> 00:15:23,214
When I see how good
this place has been for you,
303
00:15:23,247 --> 00:15:26,759
something has been healed
for me as well.
304
00:15:27,760 --> 00:15:31,347
-[ Speaks indistinctly ]
305
00:15:33,566 --> 00:15:36,227
-These are for you.
306
00:15:39,672 --> 00:15:41,224
-Um...
307
00:15:41,257 --> 00:15:46,237
I am thinking
of staying a little longer.
308
00:15:46,270 --> 00:15:47,530
-Oh.
309
00:15:50,383 --> 00:15:54,787
Do not sneak an acronym in
while you're giving me news.
310
00:15:55,922 --> 00:16:00,718
But if you feel like
you need more time, take it.
311
00:16:00,719 --> 00:16:01,927
-Let's go.
-Please tell her it's from us.
312
00:16:01,928 --> 00:16:03,296
Thank you.
313
00:16:03,297 --> 00:16:04,955
-She doesn't even know
we're here.
314
00:16:04,956 --> 00:16:06,565
-Speaking of which,
don't be mad at me.
315
00:16:06,566 --> 00:16:09,602
But I did let myself
into your house.
316
00:16:09,635 --> 00:16:11,137
The mail was piling up.
317
00:16:11,204 --> 00:16:14,040
-I, uh...
Just give me one minute.
318
00:16:14,207 --> 00:16:18,603
??
319
00:16:18,636 --> 00:16:20,480
Uh, excuse me.
320
00:16:20,580 --> 00:16:23,316
Do you know Regan?
321
00:16:23,449 --> 00:16:26,986
-I'm Lucy. This is Rex.
We're her kids.
322
00:16:27,119 --> 00:16:29,322
-Oh, uh, I'm a friend
of your mom's.
323
00:16:29,422 --> 00:16:30,752
-A friend?
That's a first.
324
00:16:30,790 --> 00:16:33,593
-Rex.
-I'm also a doctor,
325
00:16:33,594 --> 00:16:35,861
and I would really love
to know a little bit more
326
00:16:35,862 --> 00:16:38,631
about your mom, how she was
before the psychosis.
327
00:16:38,731 --> 00:16:41,901
-To be honest, I don't
really remember a time before.
328
00:16:41,934 --> 00:16:43,828
-How long has she been here?
329
00:16:43,829 --> 00:16:46,162
-She's been in and out of
hospitals for the past 13 years.
330
00:16:46,163 --> 00:16:48,607
-I'm trying to convince
Lucy this is the best place
331
00:16:48,608 --> 00:16:50,409
for Mom long term.
332
00:16:50,476 --> 00:16:53,129
-Unlike Rex, I remember a time
333
00:16:53,162 --> 00:16:56,182
when Mom was...different.
334
00:16:57,183 --> 00:17:00,186
He can't see it,
but she's still in there.
335
00:17:01,320 --> 00:17:03,681
-What are you still doing here?!
336
00:17:03,814 --> 00:17:06,475
Go, go, go!
337
00:17:06,509 --> 00:17:07,952
-Hey!
338
00:17:08,019 --> 00:17:11,314
-Go!
339
00:17:11,347 --> 00:17:16,961
??
340
00:17:17,028 --> 00:17:21,832
??
341
00:17:27,638 --> 00:17:29,540
-The Hudson Oaks Howler, huh?
342
00:17:29,640 --> 00:17:31,250
You sure know how to pick 'em.
343
00:17:31,251 --> 00:17:33,618
-Hallucinations,
catatonia, voice modulation,
344
00:17:33,619 --> 00:17:35,988
facial contortions,
even choreoathetosis.
345
00:17:35,989 --> 00:17:38,148
Historically, these are
all telltale signs
346
00:17:38,149 --> 00:17:39,859
of demonic possession, right?
347
00:17:39,926 --> 00:17:42,576
Except now we know them
to be neurological symptoms.
348
00:17:42,595 --> 00:17:44,705
The perfect example
of our innate desire
349
00:17:44,706 --> 00:17:47,365
to attribute the physiological
as philosophical,
350
00:17:47,366 --> 00:17:49,902
imbue suffering with meaning.
351
00:17:49,936 --> 00:17:51,462
Not to mention,
352
00:17:51,463 --> 00:17:53,438
autoimmune encephalitis
disproportionately affects
353
00:17:53,439 --> 00:17:57,702
women, who also happen to be the
primary victims of exorcisms.
354
00:18:00,071 --> 00:18:03,074
I'm sorry, I don't -
You don't think that I'm -
355
00:18:03,174 --> 00:18:05,051
-I think you're on to something.
356
00:18:05,151 --> 00:18:06,419
Yeah.
357
00:18:06,485 --> 00:18:08,187
And you're the only doctor
358
00:18:08,188 --> 00:18:10,013
who doesn't need expensive scans
to find a neurological needle
359
00:18:10,014 --> 00:18:12,758
in this psychiatric haystack.
360
00:18:14,627 --> 00:18:15,928
Keep digging.
361
00:18:19,357 --> 00:18:21,667
-You know
you don't have to be here.
362
00:18:21,701 --> 00:18:23,194
-I know.
I want to be here.
363
00:18:23,260 --> 00:18:27,340
??
364
00:18:27,406 --> 00:18:31,610
Plus, as chief, it's my job
to look out for my doctors.
365
00:18:31,677 --> 00:18:32,745
-Yeah.
366
00:18:32,812 --> 00:18:38,509
??
367
00:18:38,542 --> 00:18:41,253
-Dr. Landon,
nice to see you.
368
00:18:41,354 --> 00:18:43,289
-Hmm.
369
00:18:46,784 --> 00:18:48,794
-What is this?
370
00:18:50,930 --> 00:18:53,632
An open residency spot at NYU?
371
00:18:53,633 --> 00:18:55,066
-One of the most competitive
372
00:18:55,067 --> 00:18:57,236
neurology placements
in the nation.
373
00:18:57,303 --> 00:18:59,463
And it's all yours...
374
00:18:59,530 --> 00:19:01,941
on one condition.
375
00:19:02,041 --> 00:19:04,710
You never step foot
in Bronx General again.
376
00:19:04,777 --> 00:19:07,067
And don't even think
about coming near my son.
377
00:19:07,113 --> 00:19:08,581
-It was one address.
378
00:19:08,681 --> 00:19:11,409
I never thought
that it would go this far.
379
00:19:11,475 --> 00:19:13,686
When you recruited me,
I was so grateful.
380
00:19:13,753 --> 00:19:15,921
-And look how you repaid me.
381
00:19:15,922 --> 00:19:18,356
If your locker isn't
empty in the next 24 hours,
382
00:19:18,357 --> 00:19:21,585
I will see to it that you are
removed the old-fashioned way.
383
00:19:21,652 --> 00:19:31,470
??
384
00:19:31,537 --> 00:19:36,375
??
385
00:19:36,409 --> 00:19:42,006
??
386
00:19:42,073 --> 00:19:44,517
[ Knock on door ]
387
00:19:50,923 --> 00:19:53,926
-Regan?
388
00:19:53,993 --> 00:19:57,088
I'm sorry to be so intrusive,
389
00:19:57,154 --> 00:20:00,366
but we don't have much time
before my discharge.
390
00:20:01,350 --> 00:20:03,786
Can you please draw a clock
for me?
391
00:20:07,873 --> 00:20:11,602
Regan, I don't believe that
your affliction is otherworldly
392
00:20:11,635 --> 00:20:12,912
or psychiatric even.
393
00:20:12,945 --> 00:20:14,713
But I need more evidence.
394
00:20:19,952 --> 00:20:29,428
??
395
00:20:29,462 --> 00:20:38,796
??
396
00:20:38,863 --> 00:20:42,066
I know that this is confusing,
but if I'm right,
397
00:20:42,166 --> 00:20:44,376
there may be a cure for
your torment.
398
00:20:44,477 --> 00:20:46,846
All of your neurons
and the person you were
399
00:20:46,912 --> 00:20:48,681
are under siege, Regan.
400
00:20:48,748 --> 00:20:51,750
Your brain is on fire.
401
00:20:55,221 --> 00:20:57,248
-Oh, God.
402
00:20:57,348 --> 00:21:00,217
I think we're in diminishing
returns territory.
403
00:21:01,260 --> 00:21:03,370
Why don't we table our cases
till morning
404
00:21:03,395 --> 00:21:06,157
and get to bed
at a reasonable hour?
405
00:21:06,223 --> 00:21:08,300
Hmm?
-You go ahead.
406
00:21:08,367 --> 00:21:09,768
I need more time.
407
00:21:13,063 --> 00:21:16,175
-How about a little break
before I go?
408
00:21:16,242 --> 00:21:20,679
-That's tempting.
I'm...distracted.
409
00:21:20,713 --> 00:21:22,781
-Let me help you.
410
00:21:26,318 --> 00:21:28,254
Wait. This is -
411
00:21:28,354 --> 00:21:30,623
This is a patient
at Hudson Oaks.
412
00:21:31,824 --> 00:21:34,093
-Yes, we were in the red
through November.
413
00:21:34,160 --> 00:21:36,210
Occupancy picked up
shortly after and -
414
00:21:36,211 --> 00:21:38,530
-Regan needs a full workup
at a non-psychiatric hospital.
415
00:21:38,531 --> 00:21:40,099
-I have to call you back.
416
00:21:40,199 --> 00:21:43,602
-Her condition is likely
neurological, maybe autoimmune,
417
00:21:43,603 --> 00:21:45,370
a space-occupying lesion,
even lymphoma.
418
00:21:45,371 --> 00:21:47,030
But the longer she goes
untreated, the worse it gets.
419
00:21:47,031 --> 00:21:48,507
-Okay. Slow down.
420
00:21:48,508 --> 00:21:50,475
You think every doctor
over the past decade was wrong?
421
00:21:50,476 --> 00:21:52,610
-She is exhibiting signs of
increased intracranial pressure,
422
00:21:52,611 --> 00:21:54,579
visual field deficits
and papilledema.
423
00:21:54,580 --> 00:21:56,248
So I can't say for certain,
424
00:21:56,315 --> 00:21:59,643
but I have a hunch
between 1% and 5% of patients
425
00:21:59,644 --> 00:22:01,186
who are diagnosed
with schizophrenia
426
00:22:01,187 --> 00:22:02,787
actually have
an underlying neurological
427
00:22:02,788 --> 00:22:04,956
and completely treatable
organic illness.
428
00:22:04,957 --> 00:22:06,483
-Exactly.
429
00:22:06,584 --> 00:22:08,454
And I am thinking about
the other 99%.
430
00:22:08,455 --> 00:22:10,486
Think of the message
that you will be sending all
431
00:22:10,487 --> 00:22:14,124
of our psychiatric patients by
whisking Regan away to fix her.
432
00:22:14,225 --> 00:22:16,268
-At least prescribe
her steroids.
433
00:22:16,335 --> 00:22:18,954
If this is neurological,
it will temporarily help.
434
00:22:18,988 --> 00:22:20,739
-And if it's psychiatric,
435
00:22:20,740 --> 00:22:23,641
which it is, steroids will
only make her psychosis worse.
436
00:22:23,642 --> 00:22:25,476
Do you remember
when you first arrived
437
00:22:25,477 --> 00:22:27,612
and you were seeing things
that weren't there?
438
00:22:27,613 --> 00:22:29,772
The charade with Regan
feels a lot like that.
439
00:22:29,773 --> 00:22:34,436
I will not play mind games
with her and neither will you.
440
00:22:40,192 --> 00:22:43,395
-Hey. I need your help.
441
00:22:43,429 --> 00:22:51,537
??
442
00:22:51,604 --> 00:22:55,808
-? Will you help me? ?
443
00:22:55,841 --> 00:22:58,302
? Will you help? ?
444
00:22:58,369 --> 00:23:01,347
? Figure myself out ?
445
00:23:01,380 --> 00:23:02,973
-[ Speaks indistinctly ]
446
00:23:03,040 --> 00:23:11,991
??
447
00:23:12,024 --> 00:23:14,126
I want to help you.
448
00:23:14,193 --> 00:23:15,861
The other patients here do, too.
449
00:23:15,895 --> 00:23:19,832
Everyone who is on steroids
donated what they could spare.
450
00:23:19,865 --> 00:23:22,001
600 milligrams of prednisone.
451
00:23:22,034 --> 00:23:25,971
Now, if I'm right, this will
help you feel less confused,
452
00:23:26,038 --> 00:23:27,840
more like yourself.
453
00:23:27,873 --> 00:23:29,533
But if I'm wrong...
454
00:23:29,566 --> 00:23:32,711
this could make you
much sicker, Regan.
455
00:23:32,745 --> 00:23:33,795
-? Help ?
456
00:23:33,837 --> 00:23:36,015
? Will you help? ?
457
00:23:36,115 --> 00:23:40,853
? Figure myself out ?
458
00:23:40,886 --> 00:23:43,022
-I'm not afraid of that anymore.
459
00:23:43,155 --> 00:23:52,598
??
460
00:23:52,665 --> 00:23:54,091
-Your plan is not working.
461
00:23:54,092 --> 00:23:55,700
Vaginal dilators are
like Russian nesting dolls
462
00:23:55,701 --> 00:23:57,002
of embarrassment.
463
00:23:57,069 --> 00:23:59,505
And pelvic floor therapy
is just like -
464
00:23:59,538 --> 00:24:02,232
It is straight out
of the book of Revelation.
465
00:24:02,233 --> 00:24:04,108
I just thought
that when we got married,
466
00:24:04,109 --> 00:24:07,371
that everything was gonna
just click into place.
467
00:24:07,438 --> 00:24:10,582
And now this is happening,
and I just...
468
00:24:10,683 --> 00:24:13,419
I just kind of feel
like there's no hope.
469
00:24:13,519 --> 00:24:15,212
-Okay.
470
00:24:15,213 --> 00:24:16,921
Sometimes our bodies know what's
better than we know ourselves.
471
00:24:16,922 --> 00:24:20,025
You need to be patient
and just listen.
472
00:24:20,092 --> 00:24:22,211
Whitney, this isn't your fault.
473
00:24:26,123 --> 00:24:27,299
-What if it is?
474
00:24:28,400 --> 00:24:31,070
I think I know
why this is happening.
475
00:24:31,170 --> 00:24:34,106
I...
476
00:24:34,206 --> 00:24:36,809
I'm actually not a virgin.
477
00:24:40,012 --> 00:24:44,283
I slept with someone once while
Zeke was away on his mission.
478
00:24:44,383 --> 00:24:46,051
We weren't together then.
479
00:24:46,052 --> 00:24:47,852
It was like something took
over my body
480
00:24:47,853 --> 00:24:49,754
and I was a
completely different person.
481
00:24:49,755 --> 00:24:53,325
And...it was fun.
482
00:24:54,560 --> 00:24:56,662
But I felt horrible after.
483
00:24:56,729 --> 00:25:00,833
And I swore that I would take
that secret to my grave.
484
00:25:00,899 --> 00:25:05,204
But now it feels like...
God is punishing me.
485
00:25:05,237 --> 00:25:07,464
-Hmm.
486
00:25:07,465 --> 00:25:09,465
-I'm sorry
that I didn't tell you before.
487
00:25:09,466 --> 00:25:12,236
I just I didn't want you to look
at me differently,
488
00:25:12,302 --> 00:25:16,482
the way that...Zeke would
if he ever found out.
489
00:25:16,515 --> 00:25:19,143
-I'm not looking at you
any differently, Whitney.
490
00:25:21,653 --> 00:25:24,473
-I gotta be honest with Zeke,
don't I?
491
00:25:24,506 --> 00:25:30,954
??
492
00:25:31,021 --> 00:25:32,197
??
493
00:25:37,336 --> 00:25:38,871
-Is everything okay?
494
00:25:44,009 --> 00:25:47,704
-Uh...I...
495
00:25:47,805 --> 00:25:50,215
need to be upfront
with you, Anthony.
496
00:25:50,282 --> 00:25:51,650
-Mm-hmm.
497
00:25:51,683 --> 00:25:55,320
-Other than my ex...
-Mm-hmm.
498
00:25:55,387 --> 00:26:01,160
-...you are the only person
I've been with since I was 21.
499
00:26:01,226 --> 00:26:05,964
And I'm not trying to define
whatever this is because I...
500
00:26:06,031 --> 00:26:08,392
I don't even know what
I want it to be.
501
00:26:08,459 --> 00:26:12,404
But what I do know is
that I can't do this...
502
00:26:13,605 --> 00:26:16,074
...if you're involved
with other people.
503
00:26:17,634 --> 00:26:21,313
-I'm not seeing anyone else,
504
00:26:21,380 --> 00:26:22,915
and I don't plan to.
505
00:26:22,916 --> 00:26:26,984
And for the record, I would have
asked you out a long time ago,
506
00:26:26,985 --> 00:26:30,422
but I never thought
you would go for me...
507
00:26:30,522 --> 00:26:32,316
-What?
-...at least in a real way.
508
00:26:32,382 --> 00:26:34,460
You are out of my league,
Dr. Pierce.
509
00:26:34,493 --> 00:26:37,663
I am a working-class guy down
in the muck of the ED,
510
00:26:37,729 --> 00:26:39,364
and you have, like,
511
00:26:39,365 --> 00:26:41,699
four different Ivy League
degrees on your walls
512
00:26:41,700 --> 00:26:43,450
and a picture
with Michelle Obama.
513
00:26:43,469 --> 00:26:47,206
-That was one time
at a charity luncheon.
514
00:26:47,272 --> 00:26:50,142
But I am flattered
that you think of me
515
00:26:50,175 --> 00:26:53,061
in the same sentence
as Michelle.
516
00:26:53,095 --> 00:27:02,321
??
517
00:27:02,354 --> 00:27:11,722
??
518
00:27:11,788 --> 00:27:19,563
??
519
00:27:19,630 --> 00:27:27,304
??
520
00:27:27,404 --> 00:27:28,814
-[ Moans ]
-Regan?
521
00:27:28,914 --> 00:27:32,317
-[ Yells in pain ]
522
00:27:32,384 --> 00:27:34,953
-Regan.
523
00:27:34,987 --> 00:27:37,756
-[ Moaning ]
524
00:27:37,789 --> 00:27:39,349
-I need a little help over here!
525
00:27:39,350 --> 00:27:41,425
-Code blue in the hallway.
Someone call 911.
526
00:27:41,426 --> 00:27:44,830
-Code blue, hallway.
Code blue, hallway.
527
00:27:44,897 --> 00:27:47,165
-What did you do, Oliver?
528
00:27:50,602 --> 00:27:52,952
-Some mild enhancement
around the meninges,
529
00:27:52,953 --> 00:27:54,405
a few scattered
white-matter lesions.
530
00:27:54,406 --> 00:27:55,974
Notable, but not specific.
531
00:27:55,975 --> 00:27:58,167
-Has she undergone an LP?
-Yes. Totally normal.
532
00:27:58,168 --> 00:28:00,144
And antibodies won't be
back anytime soon.
533
00:28:00,145 --> 00:28:02,146
-Then I think,
given the new imaging findings,
534
00:28:02,147 --> 00:28:04,048
she needs a brain biopsy
as soon as possible.
535
00:28:04,049 --> 00:28:06,167
Did you get the lab notes
I put in her pocket?
536
00:28:06,168 --> 00:28:07,519
-Uh, looking at them now.
537
00:28:07,619 --> 00:28:09,121
But what about the seizure?
538
00:28:09,122 --> 00:28:10,855
Prednisone wouldn't
have caused that.
539
00:28:10,856 --> 00:28:13,125
-That's because
she didn't have one.
540
00:28:13,192 --> 00:28:16,295
The steroids worked.
541
00:28:16,361 --> 00:28:19,198
During her temporary lucidity,
542
00:28:19,331 --> 00:28:21,158
I showed her how to fake one
543
00:28:21,191 --> 00:28:24,202
so Hudson Oaks would
be forced to transfer her.
544
00:28:26,830 --> 00:28:28,874
-Dr. Wolf was in on it.
545
00:28:30,442 --> 00:28:33,912
-Huh.
546
00:28:33,913 --> 00:28:35,746
-Have you given
any more thought to my question?
547
00:28:35,747 --> 00:28:38,250
What makes you feel
most like yourself?
548
00:28:38,317 --> 00:28:40,477
-Patients still don't count?
549
00:28:40,544 --> 00:28:41,853
Ha.
550
00:28:41,954 --> 00:28:43,355
Uh, well, I sold my bike.
551
00:28:43,388 --> 00:28:48,552
So there's swimming,
lifting, my ferns.
552
00:28:48,685 --> 00:28:49,978
-It's a healthy list.
553
00:28:52,831 --> 00:28:54,600
-Can I be honest, Dr. Adler?
554
00:28:54,666 --> 00:28:56,318
-First time for everything.
555
00:28:58,729 --> 00:29:01,990
-I feel most myself
when I'm with Josh.
556
00:29:04,309 --> 00:29:06,328
I like the way he sees me.
557
00:29:07,479 --> 00:29:10,165
I like who I am with him.
558
00:29:10,407 --> 00:29:14,685
-Putting yourself out there
can hurt like hell,
559
00:29:14,686 --> 00:29:17,489
but it's never too late
to start living again.
560
00:29:17,556 --> 00:29:20,359
Move towards what feels good.
561
00:29:20,459 --> 00:29:22,094
You deserve it.
562
00:29:22,227 --> 00:29:24,863
-[ Sighs ]
563
00:29:24,930 --> 00:29:27,424
-Dr. Pierce.
564
00:29:27,524 --> 00:29:28,884
-Oh, Whitney, Zeke.
565
00:29:28,917 --> 00:29:32,504
-We just had to pop in
before we head home.
566
00:29:32,537 --> 00:29:36,375
We're just so thankful to you
for everything,
567
00:29:36,408 --> 00:29:38,060
for encouraging me to open up.
568
00:29:38,093 --> 00:29:41,046
You were right.
Things are much better now.
569
00:29:41,113 --> 00:29:42,648
-I'm happy for the both
of you.
570
00:29:42,714 --> 00:29:45,901
This type of openness,
it's - it's special.
571
00:29:45,934 --> 00:29:48,578
And it takes a lot of work,
so protect it.
572
00:29:50,280 --> 00:29:53,116
Oh.
573
00:29:53,250 --> 00:29:54,951
-Thank you.
574
00:29:55,085 --> 00:29:56,219
-Of course.
575
00:29:56,286 --> 00:30:02,801
??
576
00:30:02,802 --> 00:30:05,403
-I just got a call from the lab
with good news, Regan.
577
00:30:05,404 --> 00:30:07,798
What you have is
entirely treatable.
578
00:30:07,799 --> 00:30:09,774
Neurosarcoid is
an autoimmune disease
579
00:30:09,775 --> 00:30:11,467
that generally presents
in the lungs,
580
00:30:11,468 --> 00:30:13,044
but in your case,
only affected the brain.
581
00:30:13,045 --> 00:30:15,012
It's incredibly rare,
but not unheard of.
582
00:30:15,013 --> 00:30:18,717
And explains how your case went
misdiagnosed for so many years.
583
00:30:18,784 --> 00:30:20,777
-And why you responded
to the steroids.
584
00:30:20,811 --> 00:30:22,946
-But not any
of the psych meds.
585
00:30:22,947 --> 00:30:26,807
-So everything
that I was experiencing,
586
00:30:26,808 --> 00:30:31,296
all the demons
and night terrors,
587
00:30:31,330 --> 00:30:33,932
none of that was real.
588
00:30:33,933 --> 00:30:35,599
-It's likely
that none of your symptoms
589
00:30:35,600 --> 00:30:37,235
were psychiatric in origin.
590
00:30:37,302 --> 00:30:39,571
The neurosarcoid explains all
of it.
591
00:30:39,572 --> 00:30:42,273
-We've already started you
on steroids and methotrexate.
592
00:30:42,274 --> 00:30:43,934
You'll need more over time,
593
00:30:44,000 --> 00:30:48,180
but we expect you
to make a full recovery.
594
00:30:50,949 --> 00:30:52,350
-You can go home.
595
00:30:53,518 --> 00:30:56,438
Is there someone we can call
to organize discharge?
596
00:30:58,890 --> 00:31:01,026
-No.
597
00:31:03,095 --> 00:31:05,764
No. God.
598
00:31:05,831 --> 00:31:11,036
I dragged the people
that I loved through hell.
599
00:31:13,188 --> 00:31:15,207
Now there's no going home.
600
00:31:17,209 --> 00:31:19,995
-I can think of one person
who'd love to see you.
601
00:31:20,028 --> 00:31:24,508
??
602
00:31:24,509 --> 00:31:27,176
-We're not supposed to be out
of our rooms after lights out.
603
00:31:27,177 --> 00:31:28,453
-This isn't a prison.
604
00:31:28,520 --> 00:31:30,330
We can't be afraid
to live our lives.
605
00:31:30,331 --> 00:31:32,523
Sometimes you got to
just jump into the deep end.
606
00:31:32,524 --> 00:31:34,358
-Okay. Where are you taking us,
anyway?
607
00:31:34,359 --> 00:31:36,178
-This way.
608
00:31:36,211 --> 00:31:38,847
-Okay.
609
00:31:38,880 --> 00:31:41,032
-Okay, now we're talking.
610
00:31:41,099 --> 00:31:43,468
-? Keep it covered ?
611
00:31:43,535 --> 00:31:46,004
? I need you to run to me ?
612
00:31:46,071 --> 00:31:50,942
? Run to me, lover ?
613
00:31:51,009 --> 00:31:57,883
? Run until you feel
your lungs bleeding ?
614
00:31:57,949 --> 00:32:03,422
? Rare is this love,
keep it covered ?
615
00:32:03,555 --> 00:32:06,416
? I need you to run to me ?
616
00:32:06,550 --> 00:32:09,728
? Run to me, lover ?
617
00:32:09,795 --> 00:32:11,830
? I need you to run ?
618
00:32:11,863 --> 00:32:16,268
? Run until you feel
your lungs bleeding ?
619
00:32:19,104 --> 00:32:21,106
-What the hell's
going on here?!
620
00:32:22,134 --> 00:32:26,510
-You're very lucky there weren't
any injuries.
621
00:32:26,511 --> 00:32:29,079
It is forbidden to use
the pool without supervision.
622
00:32:29,080 --> 00:32:30,715
This was reckless, even for you.
623
00:32:30,716 --> 00:32:32,750
-Your patients will
have to live without supervision
624
00:32:32,751 --> 00:32:34,444
at some point in their lives.
625
00:32:34,445 --> 00:32:36,111
Well, that is if you
ever let any of them leave.
626
00:32:36,112 --> 00:32:38,740
-Oliver. I thought you had
turned a corner.
627
00:32:38,773 --> 00:32:40,093
But your recent behavior,
628
00:32:40,108 --> 00:32:41,952
it feels regressive...
impulsive.
629
00:32:41,953 --> 00:32:44,929
-You know, I've come to realize
this place isn't that bad.
630
00:32:44,930 --> 00:32:47,399
There are good people
on the staff.
631
00:32:47,499 --> 00:32:50,919
Hudson Oaks isn't the problem.
You are.
632
00:32:50,952 --> 00:32:52,587
-While your disdain for me
633
00:32:52,588 --> 00:32:54,405
and what I do
predates your arrival here,
634
00:32:54,406 --> 00:32:57,876
I am not daunted
by difficult people.
635
00:32:57,943 --> 00:32:59,478
It is my job to keep you safe
636
00:32:59,479 --> 00:33:01,345
and direct your course
of treatment,
637
00:33:01,346 --> 00:33:04,307
motivated purely by
a deeply held concern for those
638
00:33:04,308 --> 00:33:06,467
who struggle
with mental-health issues.
639
00:33:06,468 --> 00:33:08,486
-Don't forget
your patients' deep pockets.
640
00:33:08,487 --> 00:33:11,915
-Speaking of, I got in touch
with your insurance.
641
00:33:11,982 --> 00:33:14,960
You wanted to stay longer.
Wish granted.
642
00:33:15,093 --> 00:33:16,444
It's all arranged.
643
00:33:16,478 --> 00:33:23,418
??
644
00:33:25,320 --> 00:33:26,638
-Oliver.
645
00:33:26,705 --> 00:33:29,841
Good news.
You have a visitor.
646
00:33:32,661 --> 00:33:36,047
-Looks like
you've seen a ghost.
647
00:33:36,114 --> 00:33:37,616
-Why are you here?
648
00:33:37,617 --> 00:33:39,383
Is this your version
of a victory lap?
649
00:33:39,384 --> 00:33:41,520
-The opposite.
650
00:33:41,620 --> 00:33:45,440
I came here to say you win.
I'm leaving Bronx General.
651
00:33:46,349 --> 00:33:49,027
There's an open residency
at NYU,
652
00:33:49,028 --> 00:33:50,844
and you never have to see
me again.
653
00:33:50,845 --> 00:33:53,865
-NYU?
654
00:33:55,292 --> 00:33:58,370
Did my mom put you up to this?
655
00:33:58,371 --> 00:33:59,937
I don't know what she said
to you,
656
00:33:59,938 --> 00:34:01,323
but do not take that job.
657
00:34:01,356 --> 00:34:03,133
-I don't think that's
an option.
658
00:34:03,199 --> 00:34:05,610
-I'll talk to her.
I'll take care of it.
659
00:34:05,677 --> 00:34:08,079
You don't really want to leave,
Charlie.
660
00:34:08,146 --> 00:34:10,181
If you did,
you would not be here.
661
00:34:10,282 --> 00:34:11,983
Why did you really come
to see me?
662
00:34:12,050 --> 00:34:14,653
-I never wanted any of this
to happen.
663
00:34:14,686 --> 00:34:16,988
I don't know what I wanted...
664
00:34:17,022 --> 00:34:18,348
but it was not this.
665
00:34:18,381 --> 00:34:21,826
So...I'm sorry.
666
00:34:21,860 --> 00:34:24,229
-[ Sighs ]
667
00:34:26,047 --> 00:34:28,725
You didn't do this to me.
668
00:34:28,858 --> 00:34:31,269
I came here to get help
I needed
669
00:34:31,336 --> 00:34:33,521
long before
you entered the picture.
670
00:34:33,555 --> 00:34:38,643
??
671
00:34:38,677 --> 00:34:42,030
For what it's worth,
I forgive you.
672
00:34:42,063 --> 00:34:45,684
??
673
00:34:45,717 --> 00:34:48,503
You remind me so much of myself.
674
00:34:50,522 --> 00:34:53,174
-I'm nothing like you, Wolf.
675
00:34:56,394 --> 00:34:57,996
-You're allergic to authority.
676
00:34:58,029 --> 00:35:00,023
You're addicted
to self-destruction.
677
00:35:00,090 --> 00:35:03,234
You're trying to fix everyone
but yourself, and you're angry.
678
00:35:03,235 --> 00:35:05,252
You think that this anger
is gonna insulate you
679
00:35:05,253 --> 00:35:08,857
from the pain, but it
will alienate you from everyone.
680
00:35:10,475 --> 00:35:12,602
Even yourself.
681
00:35:12,702 --> 00:35:15,530
Trust me.
682
00:35:17,107 --> 00:35:20,535
The night of the gala, you said,
"Let's see who breaks first."
683
00:35:22,320 --> 00:35:23,788
The truth is...
684
00:35:25,290 --> 00:35:29,911
...we're all just doing our best
to hold ourselves together.
685
00:35:29,944 --> 00:35:39,129
??
686
00:35:39,262 --> 00:35:43,258
-[ Crying ]
687
00:35:43,291 --> 00:35:46,561
??
688
00:35:52,409 --> 00:35:54,811
-Strange being on...
689
00:35:54,911 --> 00:35:57,113
this side of things.
690
00:35:57,147 --> 00:36:00,959
I just wanted to say
thank you
691
00:36:00,992 --> 00:36:03,328
for saving my life...
692
00:36:04,587 --> 00:36:07,065
...and whatever is left of it.
693
00:36:07,098 --> 00:36:08,933
-Have you seen Lucy and Rex?
694
00:36:09,034 --> 00:36:11,102
-No. Not yet.
695
00:36:11,202 --> 00:36:18,968
After everything I did, all I
ever wanted was to protect them.
696
00:36:19,844 --> 00:36:21,346
-It wasn't your fault.
697
00:36:21,413 --> 00:36:24,716
-I know.
I'm still battling demons.
698
00:36:24,749 --> 00:36:27,243
They just look different.
699
00:36:27,310 --> 00:36:29,854
I'm haunted by the person
that I was.
700
00:36:29,921 --> 00:36:32,957
-The brain is our most
resilient and adaptable organ.
701
00:36:32,991 --> 00:36:36,061
And yours belongs to you again
702
00:36:36,094 --> 00:36:38,947
for the first time
in a long time.
703
00:36:41,099 --> 00:36:46,137
-I want to see my kids...
704
00:36:46,171 --> 00:36:48,164
more than anything.
705
00:36:52,035 --> 00:36:54,879
I just don't know
if they want to see me.
706
00:36:56,247 --> 00:36:57,949
-Well, someone
707
00:36:58,016 --> 00:37:01,219
whose dad struggled
with his mental health...
708
00:37:02,654 --> 00:37:04,656
...I can say
they want to see you...
709
00:37:04,789 --> 00:37:08,660
??
710
00:37:08,726 --> 00:37:10,762
...more than anything.
711
00:37:10,795 --> 00:37:16,000
??
712
00:37:16,034 --> 00:37:18,561
-Oh, how the tables have turned.
713
00:37:18,562 --> 00:37:20,404
You look good
back at Bronx General.
714
00:37:20,405 --> 00:37:21,964
-You know where I'll look
even better?
715
00:37:21,965 --> 00:37:23,875
-Mm.
-Our new apartment.
716
00:37:23,908 --> 00:37:26,177
-[ Sighs ] About that...
717
00:37:26,211 --> 00:37:29,714
I come bearing eggplant parm.
718
00:37:29,814 --> 00:37:31,316
-We didn't get it, did we?
719
00:37:31,382 --> 00:37:33,485
-There'll be other apartments.
720
00:37:33,585 --> 00:37:35,211
We don't have to rush.
721
00:37:36,821 --> 00:37:40,125
-Last time we broke up
because we were moving too slow.
722
00:37:40,191 --> 00:37:42,026
We wanted different things.
723
00:37:42,060 --> 00:37:45,130
Now that I caught up, I thought
we wanted the same things.
724
00:37:45,163 --> 00:37:48,032
-We do. [ Chuckles ]
And I love you for it.
725
00:37:48,066 --> 00:37:51,870
-Look, I want a life with you.
726
00:37:51,970 --> 00:37:57,275
I want the fancy apartment, the
nursery, the sleepless nights.
727
00:37:57,375 --> 00:38:00,712
I want to pick out strollers
and argue over preschools.
728
00:38:00,812 --> 00:38:03,439
-I want all of that, too.
I always have.
729
00:38:03,506 --> 00:38:06,075
-Right. It just...
730
00:38:07,677 --> 00:38:09,821
I don't think you know
who you want it with.
731
00:38:09,854 --> 00:38:18,029
??
732
00:38:18,129 --> 00:38:20,732
[ Door opens, closes ]
733
00:38:20,832 --> 00:38:23,401
-Oliver is lucky
to have a mother like you.
734
00:38:23,501 --> 00:38:25,904
Not all family members are
so supportive.
735
00:38:26,004 --> 00:38:31,376
However, I must share
my concerns about your son.
736
00:38:31,442 --> 00:38:33,278
-Concerns?
737
00:38:33,311 --> 00:38:35,939
-He's had some setbacks.
738
00:38:35,972 --> 00:38:37,215
He broke curfew.
739
00:38:37,248 --> 00:38:40,084
He snuck into
unauthorized areas.
740
00:38:40,118 --> 00:38:42,387
I even have reason to believe
741
00:38:42,453 --> 00:38:44,556
that he stole
another patient's drugs.
742
00:38:44,589 --> 00:38:47,158
-Uh,
that sounds like his old self.
743
00:38:47,225 --> 00:38:49,494
-Insurance has
generously offered
744
00:38:49,594 --> 00:38:52,455
to cover another month
of in-patient care...
745
00:38:54,299 --> 00:38:55,867
...if you see fit, of course.
746
00:38:55,900 --> 00:38:58,636
-Hmm.
747
00:38:58,670 --> 00:39:00,330
With Oliver's father,
748
00:39:00,396 --> 00:39:02,740
it took years
for me to recognize the signs
749
00:39:02,774 --> 00:39:05,743
of when it was time to take him
to the hospital
750
00:39:05,777 --> 00:39:08,546
and time to bring him home.
751
00:39:08,613 --> 00:39:10,632
But eventually...
752
00:39:10,665 --> 00:39:13,852
??
753
00:39:13,918 --> 00:39:15,853
...with one look, I knew.
754
00:39:18,356 --> 00:39:20,758
As I do now.
755
00:39:20,858 --> 00:39:23,119
He's ready.
756
00:39:23,186 --> 00:39:29,968
??
757
00:39:30,001 --> 00:39:31,936
-[ Sighs ]
758
00:39:32,003 --> 00:39:34,505
-Healing rarely happens
in a straight line,
759
00:39:34,606 --> 00:39:37,934
and we often forget
how much it hurts.
760
00:39:38,001 --> 00:39:39,702
But unlike the body,
761
00:39:39,769 --> 00:39:42,138
the mind has a way
of growing back stronger
762
00:39:42,205 --> 00:39:44,415
in the broken places.
763
00:39:44,449 --> 00:39:47,051
??
764
00:39:47,118 --> 00:39:51,155
-? Monsters ?
765
00:39:51,289 --> 00:39:54,117
??
766
00:39:54,183 --> 00:39:57,095
? Beneath your bed ?
767
00:39:57,128 --> 00:40:01,733
??
768
00:40:01,799 --> 00:40:06,004
? What's real? ?
769
00:40:06,104 --> 00:40:09,832
? What's in your head? ?
770
00:40:09,899 --> 00:40:14,078
??
771
00:40:14,145 --> 00:40:17,181
? Sweet heat ?
772
00:40:17,315 --> 00:40:21,352
??
773
00:40:21,419 --> 00:40:25,181
? Lightning falls ?
774
00:40:25,248 --> 00:40:28,726
??
775
00:40:28,760 --> 00:40:34,065
? Blue crack of light
and that's all ?
776
00:40:34,165 --> 00:40:36,215
-I don't know who I'm
more excited to see.
777
00:40:36,259 --> 00:40:38,236
-[ Laughs ]
-How did you do...
778
00:40:38,336 --> 00:40:40,104
-Figured you needed
a ride home.
779
00:40:40,171 --> 00:40:42,173
-? Calling you to sing ?
780
00:40:42,240 --> 00:40:44,200
-Thank you.
-Mm.
781
00:40:44,267 --> 00:40:48,579
??
782
00:40:48,680 --> 00:40:51,349
So, what's on the agenda?
783
00:40:51,350 --> 00:40:52,849
What's the first thing
you want to do?
784
00:40:52,850 --> 00:40:54,952
-I need to go save Sofia.
785
00:40:56,921 --> 00:40:58,756
Just kidding.
-[ Laughs ]
786
00:40:58,790 --> 00:41:01,292
-I want to live my life.
787
00:41:03,061 --> 00:41:04,896
And I want to get Josh back.
788
00:41:05,029 --> 00:41:10,335
??
789
00:41:10,368 --> 00:41:15,707
??
790
00:41:15,740 --> 00:41:19,602
[ Engine starts ]
791
00:41:19,635 --> 00:41:21,237
[ Engine revs ]
792
00:41:21,304 --> 00:41:29,954
??
793
00:41:29,988 --> 00:41:31,447
-Greg, move your head.
794
00:41:36,394 --> 00:41:46,204
??
795
00:41:46,237 --> 00:41:56,114
??
796
00:41:56,247 --> 00:42:06,315
??
797
00:42:06,365 --> 00:42:10,915
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