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[light music]

[water rushing]

- Adam!
- Morning.

- Hey.
- Hey.

- What are you doing?

- I'm brushing my teeth.

- I can see that, but
I'm kind of in the middle

of something here?

- You do what you gotta do,
baby.

- Not with you standing there.

- What, we're both human.

I don't expect you to be
anything more

than a regular person.

- Okay, you know what,
the door was closed,

and I need some privacy.

- And I need to brush my teeth,

so if you want me outta here,

you're just gonna have to smoke
me out.

- Get out!

- Oh no.

- Get out!
- No!

- Get out!

Adam!

- Actually, I think
you're gonna need that.

- You, you are so gonna get it.

Okay, that is it!

Everyone knows that you
don't come in the bathroom

when the door's closed.

- You are the one with the
rules about the bathroom.

Door closed, oh and running
water,

like I don't know what's going
on.

- Okay, okay, that's enough,
alright?

Everyone knows.

- Not everyone, you.

You have a thing with the
bathroom.

I don't, and this is a
one bathroom apartment.

- You should be nice to me
today.

It's my birthday.

- It's your birthday?

- Mhm.

- Really?
- Mhm.

- Well then, happy birthday.

[Erica squealing]

[Erica laughing]

- A day at Urban Bliss?

Adam this is the nicest spa in
the city.

- Yeah?

- Thank you, thank you.

Wow.

- Okay, full disclosure,

I came this close to
getting a cool vacuum robot

with like infrared sensors,

but I stopped myself.

- I'm glad you did.

- Mm, I thought I'd like a
robot,

but what would Erica want?

And so now you can go and get
your massage

or get your toenails painted,
and.

- Um, it's called a pedicure.

- Oh, well I wouldn't know.

I've never been to a spa.

- Why don't we go together this
afternoon?

- Um.

- Oh please, please, Adam.

You will love it.

We'll get like all pampered,

and it'll be an adventure.

Please, please, please, please,
please?

- Alright.

But I draw the line at anything

that involves nail polish.

- Done.

Okay, so it's you and me
together

this afternoon at the
spa, and then we have

the party at Goblins tonight.

Uh, but first, I have to
go meet the graphic editor

for A Tattered Rose.

Yeah.

So gonna be fun.

- Mmhm.
- Mmhm.

He's tall, artistic, sexy.

He's perfect actually.

- You know you're saying
all this out loud right?

- No, for Julianne.

I mean, that girl, she's
been single for way too long.

- [Adam] Erica?

- Yeah.

- I know you, and I
know what you're doing.

[Erica squealing and laughing]

[Adam laughing]

- [Erica] In a world where
cities are vast

and filled with strangers,

our only refuge is in the
people we know.

Those people in our lives
who share our ideals,

our values, our sense of humor,

how wonderful to be able to
count on that familiarity

on knowing we're not alone.

- Erica, I didn't want to
tell you on your birthday,

but there's never gonna be a
right time

for you to find out.

- Okay, cut.

- What?

- You're telling her that we're
dating,

not that she has terminal
cancer.

- I know but I don't know how
she's gonna take the news.

I have to be delicate,

or we could just wait until
tomorrow.

- No, birthday or no birthday,

you're telling her.

And once we explain that
this isn't just a fling

and that we.

- Heart each other?

- She'll be happy for us.

- Good morning, 50/50.

в™Є It's clearer inside of me

в™Є Who I will always be

в™Є Open me up to my heart

в™Є Feels like I'm seeing in the
dark

в™Є Waking me up to my life

в™Є To do it all over

в™Є Again and again

в™Є Until the end

в™Є The sum of my dreams

в™Є And everything I ever wanted
to be

What's going on?

- Erica, we didn't want to
tell you on your birthday

or like this, but Brent and I
are dating.

Each other.

- What?

- Yeah, I tried to tell you
at Dave and Ivan's wedding,

but then you left with
Adam before I could.

- Whoa, can we just go back a
second?

- [Julianne and Brent] Sure.

- You two are, you're dating?

- BF and GF.

- Okay, since when?

I mean since the wedding?

- Oh, not quite.

It was just a little before
that.

- A little before the rehearsal
dinner?

- Tomorrow it'll be a month.

- [Erica] A month?

- We were gonna tell you

the minute you walked
through the door, really.

- [Rachel] Good morning, team!

- Rachel, can you grab
us three lattes please?

And just take your time.

We're in the middle of
something here.

- Oh my God you told her.

Finally!

- Wait, you told, you told
Rachel

before you told me?

- I, I, I.

- She didn't tell me out loud.

Who has two thumbs and is
psychic?

Moi!

- Wow.

You two.

Together.

- Are you mad?

- No, I'm not, I'm not mad.

Just a little shocked.

- Yeah, well believe me, so was
I.

- Well, congrats you two!

- Thanks!

- Mischa, you're early!

- I'm always early.

If you need time, please, I
will wait.

- Uh no, I think we're good to
go.

- Definitely.

- [Rachel] Yup.

- [Julianne] So why don't you

just set your computer up right
here.

- As you can see, I have gone
in two different directions

for the book cover.

- [Erica] Okay, well, I like
this option.

- Oh, please, do not touch the
screen.

- Sorry, sorry, um, the other
one

obviously sells the fun,

but I find it just a
little bit crass, you know,

it seems more like a gossip rag

than a memoir.

- Well it's true, but
gossip rags sell, chicken,

and this one screams,
I don't get out of bed

for less than 10,000 a day,
ka-ching,

we have a best seller.

- Julianne, it's what
I've been telling you.

We need to elevate our material.

And I mean, the memoir,
it can still be juicy

without looking like trash,
sorry.

- Well this doesn't say trash.

It says sexy, fun, funny,

whereas this other one
says boring, serious,

trying too hard.

Sorry.

- Okay, well Mischa,
it seems that we are at

a bit of an impasse here.

- Perhaps you need another
opinion.

He looks like he has one.

[Brent thudding on ground]

- Brent, sweetie, are you okay?

- Yeah, mhm.

- [Julianne] Are you sure?

- [Brent] I'm okay, I'm okay.

- You didn't break anything?

Awww.

- Brent come over here

and tell us which one you
prefer.

- Okay, um,

I say that one.

It's grabby, it's hot, it'll
sell.

- It's two against one.

- And Brent's a genius
when it comes to marketing.

- Okay, but I will remind you

that this is our first big
title.

This will define us, our
company.

- I know, but if our first big
title fails

because of a boring book cover,

then we don't have a company to
define.

- Okay well then I guess
it's two against one,

and we'll just go with their
choice.

- Oh, see?

You know what I mean?

- Pow.

- [Erica] And guess
whose side Brent was on?

Julianne's, I mean she
used him to break the tie.

- [Adam] You're kidding.

- No, you know, I wish I was.

Them dating?

It changes the whole dynamic.

I mean, is he always gonna be
on her side

and not mine?

Of course, ooh, shocker.

- Ma'am, it's probably best
if you don't move your hands.

- Sorry, sorry.

- Okay, just playing
devil's advocate here,

is it possible that you're upset

because they lied to you?

They had this whole
affair behind your back,

so your anger's clouding
things a little bit.

- We're gonna start the
Asian tea foot scrub

while we wait for these to dry.

Do you have any other treatments

scheduled for today?

- Erica?

- Uh no, just this, the
twice as nice mani and pedi.

- Well we offer a wonderful BSC
wax

to our male clientele.

It's on special.

- A BSC?

- Back, sack, and crack.

- No.

Not interested, thank you.

Oh, so all it took was the
thought of me

dipping my bollocks in hot wax

to finally make you laugh?

- Uh, yeah.

Yup, that's all.

[Adam chuckling]

Do I wish that she would've
told me

about the relationship?

Of course, but I mean I get it.

Her personal is her personal
life,

but that's not what's bothering
me.

- You sure?

- Yes.

It's the fact that her personal
life

is now affecting my
professional life.

That is the problem.

[Erica sighing]

Anyways, I came here to find
some zen.

Are you sure you don't want
that BSC?

- Positive.

Why, do you think I need it?

- Mm.

- You've got the mountains on
one side,

and the ocean on the other,

and you're here.

- Wow, right in the middle.

- I tell all my clients
Big Sur is gorgeous.

It's a must see, and the food.

Oh don't get me started on the
food.

What, am I making you hungry?

- No, you're making me jealous.

I haven't traveled in years.

- It's not too late to start.

- Well could we go?

I mean, would you want to take
a trip?

- Are you kidding?

Just say the word, I'll book it.

I get a discount.

Perks of the job.

- What is happening to me?

- What do you mean?

- Ah, you know, things are
changing.

You know, things I didn't
expect.

You know, since you,
since I found you again,

it's like I'm um.

- Loosening up?

- Yeah, yeah, maybe, a bit.

- Are you still thinking of
retiring?

- I go to sleep thinking about
it.

I wake up thinking about it.

You know it's so strange.

I used to feel excited, you
know,

taking on new patients and work.

And now I just feel like I'm.

- Bored?

- No, not bored so much as,
done.

- Then you know.
- What?

- That it's time for a new
adventure.

- Ah, the mountains and the
ocean.

Is that my new adventure?

- I'm your new adventure.

- You really are, you know?

[Erica inhaling and blowing]

[friends applauding and
cheering]

- Thanks.

Hey, how are you?

- Hey!
- Hey, Jude!

- 35, the old gang is getting
old.

- Old.
- Er, older.

Here.

- Two?
- Yes.

This one's from me,

and that's from Jenny.

- Jenny, really?

Hi.

Um, when did you see her?

- Yesterday.

She's doing really well.

- Good, that's great.

- She misses you.

- Jude, are you trying to guilt
me out?

- No, no, I'm just.

I'm just saying it's been a
year,

and she's changed a lot,

and you guys have been friends
forever,

and just think about it.

- Okay, thank you.

- Hey.
- Hey.

Happy birthday, chicken.

Aw, this is gonna be fun.

- Yay.

- Okay, what's wrong?

- Nothing.

- Is it about me and Brent?

- I'm gonna get a.

- Sorry, Jude.

- I, I, I, I know I should've
told you.

- Yeah, you should've told me
Julianne.

And it's not that I am not
happy for you, but this?

I mean, the fact that
you two are together,

it affects me, it affects our
business,

it affects the decisions that
we make.

- I don't know what you're
talking about.

- Okay, you know, I'm
talking about this morning

when you and Brent, you
basically ganged up on me

to get the cover you wanted.

- That's just not what happened.

- Well, that's how it felt.

Julianne, we hired Brent
to be our support person,

your and my support person,

and now he's your boyfriend.

- I can't help who I fall in
love with.

- Yeah, but it's the
way that you handled it.

I mean you're happy, that's
great,

but you put me in a
really awkward situation,

and the truth is is that I
never would've done that to you,

not in a million years.

[door slamming shut]

It's like she doesn't get
that there's an unwritten rule

that everyone knows about

you don't date your employees.

It's obviously, and now, of
course,

it affects the whole dynamic of
things.

Did she think about me?

Did she think about us, about
how it would change everything

when she decided to get
together with Brent?

No, and now she's shocked that
I'm upset?

- And that's all this is?

You're upset about your
business.

It's nothing to do with your
friendship?

- Okay, fine, yeah, I'd wish
she'd told me before Rachel,

but look it comes down to the
same thing.

I never would treat Julianne
that way.

Never.

- And you, you're perfect then,
right?

- No, that is not what I'm
saying.

Look, you know I've
made some huge mistake,

but I would never jeopardize a
friendship,

a working relationship
the way that she did.

- You are not your patient.

- I'm sorry, what?

- Today's lesson.

You are not your patient.

- Okay, wait a minute.

My first lesson was that
you are your patient,

and now you're saying that I'm
not?

- I know, it's confusing.

- No, it really is because
if I'm not my patient,

then who is?

- Your Zayde.

- My grandfather?

Dr. Tom, what does that
have to do with Julianne.

How can he be my patient?

He died in 1992.

- Well, lucky for us,
I can manipulate time.

So, tell me about him.

Purim, 1992.

[Erica sighing]

- My Zayde, he was, I mean,

he was an amazing grandfather,

and we had a really special
bond.

And I always regretted not
spending more time with him

the last time he came
to visit before he died.

- What happened?

- Every year, on Purim, he
would come

and visit us from Montreal,

and it was his favorite holiday,

and my dad would throw
these big Purim parties,

but when I turned 16,
everything just,

it went to hell.

Leo and my dad, they
weren't on speaking terms,

and Samantha, she was going
through this rebellious phase,

and me, I was more interested

in partying with Katie and Jenny

than I was with my grandfather.

So I bailed that night

right through the bedroom
window.

I skipped the party, and a
few months later, he died.

I wish I had stayed that night.

That's my regret.

- Okay then.

Happy Purim, Erica.

- Erica!

[Erica yelping]

Erica, come on, go!

Hurry up, come, go, go, go,
quickly!

- Erica Strange!

- Dad, hey!

- Your Zayde who hardly ever
sees you

comes to town, and this is what
you do?

Jenny, was this your idea?

- Oh my God, your dad's yelling
at me.

- No, dad, this wasn't Jenny's
idea.

It was my idea, and I was wrong.

You know, like momentary
insanity,

but hey, listen, I promise you

that I'm gonna go in there

and hang out with Zayde and
Purim it up.

- And don't forget your costume.

- Okay.
- Okay.

Ugh, well this sucks donkeys.

- Oh, look it doesn't
have to for you, Jenny.

There's nothing stopping you

from going to Katie's party.

- Um, except a little
thing called loyalty.

Do I want to ditch you?

Hells yeah.

Am I gonna?

No way.

You are my best friend, Erica,

and I will not desert you.

I mean, I survived your bat
mitzvah.

I can make it through this.

- Thanks Jenny.

- Okay, so how does this Purim
thing work?

Break it down for me.

- Well it's kinda like Jewish
Halloween.

- Halloween, I love Halloween.

Ooh, maybe I can wear my sexy
nurse costume from last year.

- Except there's only two
options.

- Okay.

- Queen Esther, the pure,
saintly type.

- It's a lot of material.

- Okay, or Queen Vashti,
the sexy, rebellious,

feminist icon.

Okay Jenny.

You can be Queen Vashti.

- Oh my God, this is gonna be
so much fun.

[Jenny mimicking fanfare]

[Klezmer music]

[lively chatter and laughter]

- Oh mamaleh, look at you.

What a beautiful Queen Esther
you are.

- Zayde!

Zayde, this is my friend Jenny.

- As Queen Vashti, excellent.

- Yes, this is my first Purim,
Mr. Zayde.

- Ah, welcome!

I'm sure Erica's told you

that Purim is my most
favorite holiday of the year.

- Why is that, Zayde?

- Why is that?

Well because it's fun,

I get to be with my
grandchildren,

I watch them dress up,
we play, we make jokes.

What could be better?

Don't tell anybody, but
actually,

Erica's my number one
granddaughter.

- Oh.

- So are you ready for the play?

- Sorry, play?

What play?

- Yes, we sure are.

- Well I'm glad.

Oh, oh, oh, before I forget!

I brought you this for my
reader.

- Oh Zayde, aww.

That is, it's a book about
Purim.

Thank you.

- You're welcome.

So where's your sister?

- Sam?

I don't know, Sam?

- Sam?

- Oy, Samantha, I didn't
recognize you.

I thought Leo was gonna be
Mordecai.

- Well it's Purim.

I'm allowed to be a guy.

- In my day, the boys played
Mordecai.

The girls played Queen Esther.

- Well, somethings change.

- And some things don't.

Now, I remembered you liked
horses.

- Thank you.
- You're welcome.

Gary, where's your son gotten
to?

The plays gonna start.

- He's not here.

He's out with friends.

- What do you mean he's out
with friends?

He's supposed to be in the play.

- He's 18.

We're lucky if he says good
morning to us.

- Nice pony.

- You believe him?

I'm 14, not six.

What'd he get you?

Of course, a book for
eight year olds, typical.

This family is so deranged.

- Uh, Sammy, just cut him some
slack.

He's has a gazillion grandkids.

I mean, he doesn't know
what to get all of us.

- He could ask.

And of course you defend him.

You are his favorite grandchild.

- No, that's not true.

- I'm so sick of everyone
acting so fake

when Zayde's around.

It's lame, and you're the worst

with your I love reading,
just like you Zayde

and your stupid Purim joke.

- Oh God, ugh.

I forgot about the joke.

- Wait, what joke?

- It's about Noah and the Ark.

- She has to tell it every year.

- Oh no, I love jokes, tell me!

- Okay.

Do you think that Noah does
a lot of fishing on the Ark?

No, how could he?

He only has two worms.

- Wow, that's really not funny
at all.

- Yeah, well, it was when she
was five.

- You know what, sorry Erica,

but it sounds like your
grandpa's stuck in a time warp.

- Look, he's a wonderful
grandfather,

and this is his favorite
holiday.

- Do you know what Leo told me?

He told me that the real Purim

is eating junk, getting shit
faced.

- Sam, you're drinking?

- Mmhm, if I'm gonna stay
at this stupid party,

I'm keeping it real.

- Okay.

- Purim play's about to start
everybody.

Erica, come on.

- Okay.

- He's serious about the play?

- Yeah, just go with the flow.

- But I don't know my lines.

- But you look hot.

- I do.

- So the king called for Vashti

to come and dance naked for him

and his royal guards.

- Come, oh queen.

Come dance and display
your beauty for all to see.

- Ooh, maybe we can lambada
instead.

Huh?

- [Erica] Jenny.

- [Jenny] Woo!

- Jenny, Jen, Jen!

You're supposed to say no.

- What, I'm just improvising.

- Just say no.

- Okay, okay, it's fine.

No, no I will not dance for
you, my liege.

In fact, as the original
feminist,

I am deeply offended
that you would even ask.

- Off with her head!

- What?

Wait, that's what happened to
her

'cause she wouldn't dance?

Really?

Help me, help me!

[family applauding]

- I said bow to me!

Bow to me Mordecai,
you Jewish rapscallion.

- I will never bow to you.

Never will I bow to the evil
Haman.

[family jeering]

- Bow to me, or I'll make you
bow!

- Make me, pig.

- Sam, just take it easy.

- I'm getting into my role.

I've always wanted to be
Mordecai.

What are you gonna do, huh?

Huh, what are you gonna do?

- I'm going to kill your
people, all of them!

- Oh yeah?

Not if I kill you first!

[family yelling]

Mordecai kicks some Persian
butt!

- Sam!

- Oh my God.

Is this a bottle of wine,
Samantha?

- What is this fighting on
Purim?

And children getting drunk?

What's going on in this family?

And what's the matter with you?

Never happened in my house.

- I'm not making excuses for
her, Dad.

- Discipline.

Respect for elders,
respect for traditions.

If they'd grown up in a house
with rules

as opposed to this hippie
nonsense.

- Dad, they're teenagers.

- Oh don't give me that
they're teenagers shpiel.

Erica's a teenager too.

You see her running
around like a vilda chaya?

Hey?

- [Gary] I'm sorry, Dad.

- Oh, you're sorry.

Sorry is what?

Sorry is nothing.

If I was raising these kids,

it would be different.

Who's to blame, Gary?

You are!

[Erica sighing]

[Julianne sighing]

- I screwed up.

I mean, I majorly screwed up.

What do I do?

- I can't answer that.

[Julianne sighing]

- I think, I mean I can't even
believe

I'm about to say this, but I,

I think you need to find
another job, sweetie.

- What?

So because you didn't come
clean when I told you to,

this whole thing blows
up, and I get fired?

- I am so sorry.

I just don't know what else to
do.

I don't know how to fix this.

- You know what?

I'm going home.

I'll pick up my stuff later
this week

when you're not here.

- Brent!

Please!

- And I thought Christmas was
intense.

It's got nothing on Purim.

- Sorry Jenny.

I mean tonight wasn't much fun.

- Fun? No.

Memorable? Oh yeah.

I mean there was more drama
than on Melrose Place.

And your zaddy.

- It's Zayde.

- He's seriously scary.

Like Fiddler on the Roof gone
postal.

- Something's wrong because
he was never like this.

I mean, I don't remember him

ever being this way, ever.

- Erica, I love you, I support
you,

but if I'm fast enough,

I can still make Katie's party,
so.

- Of course.

- Hang in there girlfriend.

- Thanks.

- Whoa ho, there girl.

Careful!

- Okay, are you drunk?

- No, why?

- Good, 'cause I need a ride to
Josh's.

I'm gonna stay there until
Zayde is gone,

and our family goes back to
normal.

- Look, Sam, just calm down,
okay?

You're drunk, and you're
freaking out.

And I know that Zayde was harsh.

- Erica, if you're gonna defend
him.

- Look, Sam, what do you what?

He's old.

- Oh, okay, so because
he's old, he gets a pass?

- No, that's not what I'm
saying.

- Yes it is.

He was horrible to dad,

and what's pathetic is
the way you go along

and make things worse.

- Whoa, me?

- Yeah, you!

Because you're totally happy
to keep up this big fake lie

that you're some innocent 10
year old.

- Okay, what are you talking
about?

He is our grandpa.

He loves us, and I'm just
trying-

- Oh my God, give me a break.

He doesn't love us.

He doesn't even know us,

and he doesn't want to.

- Sam!

- You know what, forget it,
forget it.

You go out there and keep being

a perfect granddaughter, okay?

Go back out there, tell your
stupid joke,

so our Zayde is happy, and then
next year?

We can do this all over again.

- Oh, the joke.

- Two Jewish mothers are
sitting in a restaurant.

The water comes over to them
and asks,

"Is anything all right?"

[family chuckling]

- Erica, you know that
Purim's not complete

until you tell us your Noah's
Ark joke.

- Okay...

Do you think that Noah
did a lot of fishing?

Actually, why don't I tell a
different joke this year, hm?

I got one.

What's the difference between a
snowman

and a snowwoman, hm?

Snowballs.

[family laughing]

How about this one?

What do a Rubik's cube and
a penis have in common?

- Enough, that's all for
the jokes for tonight.

[nostalgic music]

- You feel like talking?

- Not really.

- Look, I know you're
disappointed in me,

but I'm disappointed in you too.

You really hurt my dad.

- Don't get me started about
your dad.

- He worked so hard tonight

to give you the party that you
wanted.

- To give me the party?

It's not for me.

He's supposed to teach his kids.

- He teaches us things
that are important to him.

- No, you're young, you don't
understand.

What's important are the
traditions.

If you don't carry them on, you
lose them.

- I know, Zayde, but-
- No, you don't know.

The fact is, if you were my
kids,

I'd never raise you like this.

Not in a million years.

- But we're not your kids.

And dad, he is not you.

He is himself.

He is a different man in
a different generation

raising his kids his way.

And isn't he allowed,
Zayde, to be his own person?

- You raise your kids, and you
expect them

to be like you.

Now maybe that's wrong,

but that's the way it is.

- I think that it's more than
that.

I think that we expect
the people that we love,

the people that we care about,

to be like us, in all kinds of
ways,

and when they're not, we're
disappointed.

- Disappointed.

- Like that look on your face

when I gave you the book?

- Zayde, the book, it was
a really nice thought.

- But it was wrong, right?

- Mm.

You know, I could show you
what I'm reading right now,

the things that I'm really
interested in,

that I care about.

- Sure.

- Okay.

- Um, the joke that you were
gonna tell

in the other room, what was the
punchline?

- Uh, do you really wanna know?

- I really wanna know.

- The more you play with it,

the harder it gets.

[Zayde laughing]

- That's funny.

- Whew!

[Erica laughing]

You can't expect people to be
like you.

You are not your patient.

It just, it seems so obvious
now.

- It is.

It is obvious.

And notwithstanding that,

it has been one of the toughest
lessons

for me to learn.

- For you?

- Mmhm, and we tend, Erica, all
of us,

to see the world through the
prism

of our own reflection.

We assume, without even
thinking,

that people are just like us.

You know, the way that I, in
the past,

have made that assumption with
you.

- Like my Zayde and my father.

- Like you and Julianne.

As a business partner as a
friend.

When the people that we
care about let us down,

when they disappoint us, we
have trouble

seeing that we're holding them

to an impossible standard.

- You are not your patient,

but at the same time.

- You are your patient.

- The lessons, they're two
sides of the same coin.

It's about finding the balance.

- That's right, and if you
can find that balance, Erica,

then you will make a great
doctor.

- A great doctor?

Okay, well, let's talk
about expectations here.

[Dr. Tom chuckling]

But I am starting to get
understand the bigger picture.

How everything that I've
learned with you, it just,

it fits.

- You're almost there, Erica.

- You know,

I'm starting to feel that way.

Thank you, Dr. Tom.

[people chattering]

- Hey.
- Hey.

- What's going on?

- I had a session.

- Have you seen, um?

[microphone feedback squealing]

- Woo!

Hey!

Before I sing my song,

I wanna talk about a four
letter word

I like to call looove.

- Oh my God.

- Woooo!

Okay, so love builds you up,

and then it tears you down,

and it nourishes your heart,

and then it, then it, it rips,

it rips it right outta your
chest.

Who here's in love?

C'mon, everybody, raise,
raise up your hand,

raise up a glass.

- Okay, step away from the mic.

- Oh, Erica, you're back!

[Julianne giggling]

- Oh, I don't think that's a
good.

- Oh wow.

Okay we need to talk,
mano-a-mano.

- Yes, we do, and I was
gonna suggest over a drink,

but maybe we should do it
over a tall glass of water.

- You know who's a tall glass
of water?

Brent.

- Oh.

- I heart him, Erica, oops!

And I'm so sorry.

- I know, I know.

- No, no, you need to know this.

You need to believe this.

When I made Brulianne a covert
affair,

I wasn't thinking about
the company or you.

I was just thinking about me.

I'm so dumb.

- No, you're not.

- Yes, I'm, I'm dumb, I'm dumb.

- Julianne.

- No, I swear, Erica, this
whole thing

took me by surprise, you know.

You must think I am insane.

- No, no I don't.

I just think that you're
following your heart.

- My achy breaky heart.

- What?

- I fired Brent.

- The Ken to my Barbie, you
know,

the cinnamon to my apple pie,

but it's for the best.

It's for the best.

Because hos before bros, right?

Hos before bros.

Pump it up.

- Okay, Julianne, just stop,
just,

just look at me, okay?

I know that I freaked out, okay?

And a part of it, it was
business,

but a part of it was personal.

You know I was just hurt

that you felt like you couldn't
tell me.

[Julianne sighing]

- No, I should've told you.

I should've told you, and I
wanted to,

but then I got scared,
and I just putting it off,

and I was wrong.

I'm so sorry.

- Okay look, you know what?

All is forgiven, okay?

And we can work this out,

and you don't have to fire
Brent.

- Really?
- Really.

Now, normally I don't
encourage drinking and dialing,

but tonight is an exception,

so you call him, and you tell
him

to get his ass to work tomorrow.

[Julianne squealing]

- Oh, I heart you, Erica.

- Okay, I get it.

I heart you too.

Okay, that's enough.

- So, how does it feel being 35?

- Mmm, it feels a little
bit like being 34,

which is fine by me.

- Do you want to head home?

Because I have one last present

with your name on it.

- Really.
- Mmhm.

It involves some whipped cream.

- Uh-huh.
- Rather than spa mud.

- Oh.

- Uh, sorry to interrupt,

but you have a surprise guest,

and I swear, I didn't invite
her.

- No Jude, I did.

- Um, I got your text.

I came right from work.

- Work?
- Mmhm.

I'm a real estate agent.

Oh, I know, it's crazy right?

Um, well, anyways, happy
birthday.

- Thank you.

It's, I'm really glad
that you came, Jenny.

- So am I.

I've really missed you, Erica.

- I really missed you too.

в™Є Into your waiting arms,
waiting arms

They say relationships are
everything.

в™Є I'm headed straight
into your waiting arms

They're the glue that binds us
together.

в™Є I'm headed straight
into your waiting arms

в™Є Live like a drop of rain

Bringing joy and pain in equal
measure.

в™Є In the place you should be

And it can be hard to
navigate the differences.

в™Є Can't wait until I spend
every day

To be compassionate and
forgiving

and gentle with each other.

в™Є Inside your waiting arms,
waiting arms

в™Є I'm heading straight
into your waiting arms

- Here, let me hail you a cab.

- Well, why hail a cab

when I can just get a ride home
with you?

- Yeah.

- No, seriously!

You were almost willing to get

a back, sack, and crack for me.

The least I could do is take a
walk

on the wild Adam
Fitzpatrick side of things.

- Really?

- Really.

- Okay.

в™Є In your waiting arms

в™Є In your waiting arms

в™Є To your waiting arms

в™Є I'm headed straight
into your waiting arms

- You called this meeting.

I can't help you if you don't
talk to me.

- Ah, well, I've really
struggled with this decision.

I love my work.

I mean, this has been my life

for the past 11 years.

But what I have with Amanda,

that's a second chance for me,
you know,

at love and a real life.

But lying to her and keeping
this part of my life from her,

I just can't do that.

So I hope that you understand,
but...

I need to resign.

- Of course I understand.

You've given back far more than
was asked,

and now you're choosing
to put your life first.

We should talk about how
this works, your leaving.

- Yes, yeah, no of course.

I mean, I have given this a
fair bit of thought actually.

Um, all of my patients
are nearing the end.

Camilla's already graduated,

Erica she's gonna be a doctor
soon,

and you know of course,

I'm always gonna be available

for anyone who needs me.

- Tom.
- What?

- You need to know
about what happens next.

[Tom sighing]

- Well, what, what is it?

- If you leave, there's no
coming back.

- Yeah, no I expected that.

- That means no more office, no
powers,

no time travel.

- [Dr. Tom] Yeah.

- [Dr. Naadiah] And no
contact with your patients.

- Wait, what?

No contact?

- None.

When you leave, you leave.

You must sever all ties with
your patients

and with me, forever.

[dramatic music]

[light vocalized music]