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[sighing]
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Good morning.
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Morning.
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What time is it?
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I have no idea.
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Oh my god, it's 10:30.
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We slept for like 12 hours.
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I needed it.
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I haven't slept that well in a long, long time.
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Yeah?
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Yeah.
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[cheery music]
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They say the journey of life
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is like a trek up a mountain.
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We spend most of our time putting
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one foot in front of the other.
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We get lost,
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we fall,
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we circle back,
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and sometimes every step is a struggle.
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Until the moment comes when we find our footing,
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when we are able to stop,
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take a breath,
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and look up and see how far we've come
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and understand how beautiful that is.
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And suddenly the air sparkles all around us like a jewel
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and the world cracks open in all its loveliness.
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And we are filled with deep and abiding gratitude
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for all that we have and all that we are.
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[phone ringing]
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[groaning]
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[phone ringing]
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I should probably get that.
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[kiss]
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[phone ringing]
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Hello.
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Erica, where are you?
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You were supposed to help me setup.
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Oh my god, the engagement brunch.
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Yes. The engagement brunch with 50
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of Dave and Ivan's closest and bestest friends
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and it starts in 45 minutes.
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Do you want a glass of water?
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Uh, sure.
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Wait a minute,
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do you have company?
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Company of the overnight variety?
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Do not lie.
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Yes.
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[laughs happily] Erica.
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Look Julianne, I'm sorry.
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I'm just gonna jump in the shower and I'll be right there.
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Okay?
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Okay, do not take a bus or a streetcar.
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Take a cab.
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I want you here pronto Toronto.
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Loud and clear.
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Bye.
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Oh my god.
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I completely forgot it's Ivan and David's engagement brunch
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and Julia's hosting and she asked me
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to be here little helper.
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Yeah, no worries.
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I'm late for work anyway.
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I'll see you tonight.
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[kiss]
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Bye.
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[door closes]
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Focus, focus, focus, focus.
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[bright music]
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♪ It's clearer inside of me who I will always be ♪
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♪ Open me up to my heart ♪
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♪ Feels like I'm seeing the dark ♪
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♪ To do it all over again and again ♪
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♪ Fun to the end ♪
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♪ Some of my dreams and everything I ever want it to be ♪
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Oh, come on.
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Every couple has a story about how they met.
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Yeah, I just don't think people are gonna wanna hear ours.
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Dave, humor me.
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Fine.
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The year was 2002 and I was working
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as a contractor in this library downtown
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and David was poet in residence.
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Everyone knew I was gay.
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Poet in residence,
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quelle surprise.
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And I thought Ivan was straight
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and still I was stupidly hot for him.
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Anyway, one day I'm up a ladder,
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I'm reaching for a book.
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And I was passing by and I looked up.
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You were just smitten.
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It's one way of putting it.
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I couldn't stop myself.
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I walked up to him,
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I reached up and I grabbed his ass.
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I'm sorry, you what?
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And then he smiled and said, "Nice buns."
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[Ivan laughs]
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Hmm, yeah let's not share that today.
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Oh, you sure?
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Retelling it it's actually kinda funny.
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Yeah, I'm sure.
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Jenna.
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Dave.
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[kiss]
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You made it.
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I wouldn't miss it for the world.
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Jen, this is Julianne.
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Nice to meet you, Janna.
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How do you know the happy couple?
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Actually Dave and I dated in high school.
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Yeah.
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I touched Julianne's breast so I guess we're even.
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Any who, I better change into something
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fabulous before more of your guests arrive
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so be back in a jiff.
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Bye.
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Okay.
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[door opening]
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Brent?
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One sec.
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[ripping]
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[scoffs]
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Great.
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Brent.
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Hello, Julianne.
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Obviously you're on your way out.
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Just wanted to give this to you.
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Okay. Thanks.
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Do you wanna come in?
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Sure.
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Freakin handed in his final chapters.
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Frank Galvin loved them.
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He's so impressed that he's sending me to Sydney
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to work with this new Aboriginal voice we just signed.
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Like Sydney, Australia?
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I leave tomorrow for a month.
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Wow.
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Open it.
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Oh.
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Hmm.
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Oh.
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A dove is a universally recognized symbol for peace.
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So that's what this is,
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this is a peace offering?
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In crystal.
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Well, thanks.
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I guess I should let you go wherever you're going.
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Oh, this.
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I'm actually not going anywhere.
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It's just the zipper on my blouse split
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and I'm supposed to be giving a speech in 10 minutes.
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I was a model,
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I'm used to wardrobe malfunctions.
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You modeled underwear.
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Show me the damage.
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Come on.
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Okay. [sighs]
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[light suspenseful music]
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Um.
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Well,
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I need you to hold very still, okay?
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Relax.
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[light suspenseful music]
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[click]
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There.
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Crisis adverted.
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Oh, wow.
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Thank you.
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Fits like a glove.
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Well, I guess I should let you get to it.
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Well have a great time in Australia.
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Thank you.
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Julianne,
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the dove isn't just lip service.
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I really do wanna make amends.
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Maybe when I get back we could do lunch?
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I miss you.
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Have a great trip, Brent.
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[door closing]
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[sighs]
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Rome and Juliet,
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Bogie and Bacall,
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Brad and Angelina,
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Dave and Ivan.
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[guests chuckle]
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What do these couples have in common?
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True love.
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[guests sigh]
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What Dave and Ivan have taught me,
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besides the fact that gays come in all shapes and sizes,
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[guests laugh]
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is that love does too.
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To Dave and Ivan.
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[guests cheer]
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[glasses clinking]
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[kiss]
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Okay.
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Now enough talking,
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it's time to celebrate and karaoke starts in 15 minutes
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so warm up those voices and have fun.
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[guests cheer and chat]
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Oh, beautiful speech.
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[clinking]
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Oh, thank you.
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Now dish.
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You had a guy over last night.
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As your best friend I demand details.
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And as your partner I second that.
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Who was he?
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[clears throat] Adam.
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Adam?
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The Irish lothario?
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Well, you know things sort of worked out unexpectedly.
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I thought you said he was with someone else?
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He changed his mind and I know that sounds bad,
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but you just have to trust me,
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I know what I'm doing.
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And we're taking things slowly.
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He slept over.
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How's that taking things slowly?
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We slept side by side,
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all night,
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fully clothed and nothing happened.
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How's that for slow?
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Well I stand corrected,
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that is slow.
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I mean that's slower than slow.
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That is just--
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Weird.
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What are you gonna do the next time you see each other?
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Hold hands?
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Maybe.
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Well today is just turning out to be full of surprises.
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What does that mean?
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Wow.
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It's really something.
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Well yes, Brent's always had fabulous taste.
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But you gotta question the motive.
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You don't think he's sincere?
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I mean he's asking me to forgive him,
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but how can I trust him after everything?
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I don't even know what happened.
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I don't know why he went so crazy.
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Have you asked him?
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Yes, he just switches the subject.
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Hmm.
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What are you thinking?
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Well I think that if you wanna know the truth,
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then you have to be ready to hear things
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that you may not wanna hear.
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Like what?
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Do you know something?
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No, but it seems pretty clear, doesn't it?
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Why won't he tell you?
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Why does he change the subject when you bring it up?
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It's obvious that there's something
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that he doesn't want you to know
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and if you push,
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you have to be ready to hear it.
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Whatever it is.
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[sighs] Oh, that's kinda scary.
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I know.
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Aw.
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Hmm.
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Hmm?
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Who needs a shrink when I've got you?
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[cheering]
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Erica, you've gotta come hear this.
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♪ Well I can only see you for a little while today ♪
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Oh my.
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♪ And when your time is up I will say ♪
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♪ That our love will show us some way ♪
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♪ We belong together ♪
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Would you ever believe this?
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Not in a million years.
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They're really cute with their clothes on.
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[laughing]
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Yeah, they really are.
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You know what this means, Sam?
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What?
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You, me, up there, singing Islands in the Stream.
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-No, no, no, no. -Oh, yeah.
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I'm gonna go sign us up and you can't stop me.
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Lenin. [laughs]
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Lenin asked me to move in.
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Really?
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And I said yes.
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[squealing]
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Erica, I have never liked anyone like this before.
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Anyone.
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Sammy, I'm so happy for you.
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Yeah?
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And you think he's good?
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I mean for me.
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Considering I was so spectacularly wrong about Josh.
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[exhales] I want your honest opinion.
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Sam, I think he's great.
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Yeah.
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[squealing]
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♪ Our love will show us some way we belong ♪
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And then after brunch,
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Dave got up on stage and he performed
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this little love poem to Ivan.
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Tre le.
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Was it any good?
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Well it made Julianne cry.
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And you?
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No, I didn't cry.
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I was too busy smiling my face off.
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It's like today has been the perfect day.
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Over and over and over again
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surrounded by all these people that I love.
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Everything, it just feels right,
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with work and with my family.
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And you.
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Don't jinx it.
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I can't help it.
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You know this therapy thing?
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Everyone should do it.
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[glasses clink]
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You know therapy's amazing,
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but sometimes I'm surprised I made it this far.
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That last session was one of the hardest
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I have ever had to go through and...
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What?
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The fact that you where there for me,
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waiting at the other side,
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it helped me.
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More than you know.
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I've said it before and I'll say it again.
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You'd make a great doctor.
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And what about you?
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Me? Nah.
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Too hot headed,
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I don't have the patience.
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You can work on that.
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What you do have, Adam,
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is passion.
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You're brave and you say it like it is.
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And you always care.
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Even when I'm being a bully.
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Even then.
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Especially then.
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[light romantic music]
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Erica.
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[kissing]
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♪ Dreaming ♪
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♪ I'm always dreaming ♪
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♪ It's a way to keep on going when times are slow ♪
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♪ So I am dreaming ♪
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♪ Keep on dreaming ♪
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♪ There's no limit to how far a mind can go ♪
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♪ In our dreams we can do whatever we want ♪
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♪ Whatever we want ♪
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♪ Whatever we want to do ♪
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♪ In our dreams we can do whatever we want ♪
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♪ Whatever we want ♪
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♪ Whatever we want to do ♪
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♪ So dreaming ♪
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♪ I'm always dreaming ♪
364
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♪ We've forgotten the reason why we came at all ♪
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♪ So I am dreaming ♪
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♪ I'm still dreaming ♪
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♪ When you've fallen down and have nothing at all ♪
368
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[soft music]
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[beeping]
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Adam?
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[beeping]
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[Female] Dr. Maron to radiology please.
373
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[door opening]
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[Female] Dr. Maron to radiology.
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Ms. Strange.
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What?
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Where am I?
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Don't try to move, okay.
379
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Ow. [groans]
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Easy, easy.
381
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Just relax.
382
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Why am I in the hospital?
383
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The ambulance brought you here.
384
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What?
385
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You where in a coffee shop.
386
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Do you remember?
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You went into anaphylactic shock.
388
00:16:27,000 --> 00:16:29,000
You fell and you hit your head.
389
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You lost consciousness.
390
00:16:32,000 --> 00:16:34,000
Why have you sent me back here?
391
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Sent you back?
392
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No Ms. Strange,
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you don't understand.
394
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You've been in a coma for two weeks.
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[dramatic music]
396
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Wait a minute.
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Your parents are on their way,
398
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they're gonna be here in a few minutes.
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Just hold on a second.
400
00:16:53,000 --> 00:16:55,000
What is this?
401
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Listen, it can be very disorienting
402
00:16:58,000 --> 00:17:00,000
when you first regain consciousness.
403
00:17:00,000 --> 00:17:02,000
What are you talking about?
404
00:17:02,000 --> 00:17:03,000
Oh my god, Erica.
405
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Can I hug her?
406
00:17:04,000 --> 00:17:05,000
Absolutely.
407
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Oh you're awake, my darling.
408
00:17:08,000 --> 00:17:09,000
Thank god.
409
00:17:09,000 --> 00:17:11,000
No, no, I'm sorry.
410
00:17:12,000 --> 00:17:15,000
I'm not doing this, okay Dr. Tom.
411
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Nurse?
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We need a nurse in here.
413
00:17:17,000 --> 00:17:18,000
No, no.
414
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Help.
415
00:17:18,000 --> 00:17:20,000
Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa.
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Julianne?
417
00:17:24,000 --> 00:17:25,000
Okay, it's okay.
418
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You're a little confused.
419
00:17:26,000 --> 00:17:27,000
Let's get a chair.
420
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I'm gonna help you get up.
421
00:17:28,000 --> 00:17:29,000
What is this?
422
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I can get up on my own.
423
00:17:32,000 --> 00:17:33,000
Honey, just let them help you.
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You've been through a lot.
425
00:17:34,000 --> 00:17:35,000
I'm fine.
426
00:17:35,000 --> 00:17:36,000
[crashing]
427
00:17:36,000 --> 00:17:37,000
[gasping]
428
00:17:37,000 --> 00:17:38,000
All right, okay.
429
00:17:38,000 --> 00:17:39,000
[Barbara] Are you okay, sweetie?
430
00:17:39,000 --> 00:17:40,000
[Nurse] You haven't moved your muscles for two weeks
431
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so you're very weak.
432
00:17:41,000 --> 00:17:42,000
Please, just let me help you.
433
00:17:42,000 --> 00:17:43,000
[Doctor] Let's watch her lines.
434
00:17:43,000 --> 00:17:46,000
[Nurse] Okay, there you go.
435
00:17:46,000 --> 00:17:49,000
[Female] Dr. Engelmann to orthopedics please.
436
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Hey, look who's awake.
437
00:17:50,000 --> 00:17:51,000
[Erica] Dave?
438
00:17:51,000 --> 00:17:53,000
Feeling better?
439
00:17:53,000 --> 00:17:54,000
[Gary] Dr. Wexler, she seems so confused and panicked
440
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and I think she was saying--
441
00:17:56,000 --> 00:17:57,000
Well you know, she took a bad fall
442
00:17:57,000 --> 00:18:00,000
and even though the swelling her brain has subsided,
443
00:18:00,000 --> 00:18:03,000
she may be conflating her dreams with reality.
444
00:18:04,000 --> 00:18:06,000
[Barbara] But she's still all right, isn't she?
445
00:18:06,000 --> 00:18:07,000
They'll run more tests at the rehab,
446
00:18:07,000 --> 00:18:08,000
but the most important thing right now
447
00:18:09,000 --> 00:18:10,000
is that she needs to rest.
448
00:18:10,000 --> 00:18:13,000
She needs to be around people and places that are familiar.
449
00:18:13,000 --> 00:18:14,000
That'll help to ground her.
450
00:18:14,000 --> 00:18:16,000
Okay, thank you very much doctor.
451
00:18:16,000 --> 00:18:17,000
You're very welcome.
452
00:18:17,000 --> 00:18:18,000
You take care, Erica.
453
00:18:20,000 --> 00:18:22,000
[elevator dings]
454
00:18:22,000 --> 00:18:23,000
Thank you.
455
00:18:28,000 --> 00:18:29,000
[Erica] Dr. Tom?
456
00:18:34,000 --> 00:18:35,000
Just go slow, honey.
457
00:18:35,000 --> 00:18:36,000
Look, I can walk.
458
00:18:36,000 --> 00:18:37,000
You thought you could walk in the hospital.
459
00:18:37,000 --> 00:18:38,000
I'm not gonna fall,
460
00:18:38,000 --> 00:18:40,000
just let go.
461
00:18:40,000 --> 00:18:41,000
Thank you.
462
00:18:43,000 --> 00:18:45,000
Would you like to take a nice hot shower?
463
00:18:45,000 --> 00:18:47,000
I can make you some lunch if you're hungry?
464
00:18:48,000 --> 00:18:52,000
Okay.
465
00:18:52,000 --> 00:18:55,000
[light mysterious music]
466
00:19:11,000 --> 00:19:12,000
You have got to be kidding me.
467
00:19:13,000 --> 00:19:14,000
[Barbara] I am worried sick about her.
468
00:19:14,000 --> 00:19:16,000
It's the confusion.
469
00:19:16,000 --> 00:19:18,000
She talks about time traveling.
470
00:19:18,000 --> 00:19:20,000
It's frightening.
471
00:19:20,000 --> 00:19:21,000
Time traveling,
472
00:19:21,000 --> 00:19:23,000
the doctor, the therapist.
473
00:19:24,000 --> 00:19:25,000
Mom?
474
00:19:25,000 --> 00:19:26,000
[gasps] Yeah?
475
00:19:30,000 --> 00:19:31,000
Is this really all you could find me to wear?
476
00:19:31,000 --> 00:19:34,000
I mean. [chuckles]
477
00:19:34,000 --> 00:19:35,000
[sighs] Honey, look who came by to see you.
478
00:19:36,000 --> 00:19:38,000
Erica, oh my god.
479
00:19:39,000 --> 00:19:40,000
How are you feeling?
480
00:19:40,000 --> 00:19:42,000
I'm um--
481
00:19:42,000 --> 00:19:43,000
I've asked your doctor to forward me
482
00:19:43,000 --> 00:19:44,000
all of your test results.
483
00:19:44,000 --> 00:19:45,000
And you're gonna be with the best rehab specialist,
484
00:19:46,000 --> 00:19:47,000
he's actually a personal friend of mine so--
485
00:19:47,000 --> 00:19:48,000
Sam.
486
00:19:48,000 --> 00:19:49,000
Too much?
487
00:19:49,000 --> 00:19:50,000
I'm sorry.
488
00:19:50,000 --> 00:19:52,000
Two weeks is a long time to be in a coma, Erica.
489
00:19:54,000 --> 00:19:55,000
Can I have a turn?
490
00:19:58,000 --> 00:20:00,000
It's really, really good to see.
491
00:20:02,000 --> 00:20:04,000
So would everyone like something to eat?
492
00:20:05,000 --> 00:20:06,000
I'll have a bagel minus the lox,
493
00:20:07,000 --> 00:20:08,000
salmon gives me heartburn.
494
00:20:08,000 --> 00:20:09,000
[clears throat] Josh.
495
00:20:10,000 --> 00:20:12,000
Oh, and welcome back, sleeping beauty.
496
00:20:15,000 --> 00:20:17,000
It's in Forest Hill and I wouldn't
497
00:20:17,000 --> 00:20:18,000
exactly call it little.
498
00:20:18,000 --> 00:20:19,000
[Josh smirks]
499
00:20:19,000 --> 00:20:20,000
It's brand new.
500
00:20:20,000 --> 00:20:21,000
Mom, who cares about the house?
501
00:20:21,000 --> 00:20:23,000
I wanna hear about Erica.
502
00:20:23,000 --> 00:20:24,000
She was out cold for two weeks, Sam.
503
00:20:25,000 --> 00:20:27,000
It's not like she's got a lot of stories to tell.
504
00:20:27,000 --> 00:20:28,000
[clinking]
505
00:20:28,000 --> 00:20:30,000
Ouch.
506
00:20:30,000 --> 00:20:31,000
Actually it was very interesting when she first woke up.
507
00:20:31,000 --> 00:20:32,000
She had lots of stories to tell.
508
00:20:32,000 --> 00:20:34,000
She thought her real doctor, Dr. Wexler,
509
00:20:34,000 --> 00:20:36,000
was her therapist.
510
00:20:36,000 --> 00:20:38,000
Do you remember that, honey?
511
00:20:38,000 --> 00:20:40,000
How you thought he could send you back in time?
512
00:20:41,000 --> 00:20:42,000
He could.
513
00:20:43,000 --> 00:20:46,000
[light jazz music]
514
00:20:51,000 --> 00:20:52,000
But I just imagined it, right?
515
00:20:56,000 --> 00:20:58,000
I mean isn't that what you're all hoping I believe?
516
00:20:58,000 --> 00:20:58,000
Erica, come on.
517
00:20:58,000 --> 00:20:59,000
Just sit down.
518
00:20:59,000 --> 00:21:00,000
When you've been in a coma--
519
00:21:00,000 --> 00:21:01,000
You know what,
520
00:21:01,000 --> 00:21:03,000
just don't, okay?
521
00:21:03,000 --> 00:21:04,000
Because I know what you're all thinking.
522
00:21:04,000 --> 00:21:10,000
That there is something wrong with me.
523
00:21:10,000 --> 00:21:12,000
[sniffs] Why is this happening?
524
00:21:20,000 --> 00:21:21,000
Okay.
525
00:21:23,000 --> 00:21:24,000
Okay.
526
00:21:24,000 --> 00:21:25,000
This isn't real.
527
00:21:25,000 --> 00:21:26,000
This isn't real,
528
00:21:26,000 --> 00:21:27,000
this isn't real.
529
00:21:27,000 --> 00:21:28,000
Hey Dr. Tom,
530
00:21:29,000 --> 00:21:30,000
what are you trying to teach me, huh?
531
00:21:32,000 --> 00:21:33,000
[Barbara] This was a bad idea.
532
00:21:33,000 --> 00:21:35,000
The doctor said it would be good for her
533
00:21:35,000 --> 00:21:36,000
to be around familiar faces.
534
00:21:36,000 --> 00:21:37,000
Which is true,
535
00:21:37,000 --> 00:21:39,000
but I think maybe we overdid it.
536
00:21:39,000 --> 00:21:41,000
Erica's brain has suffered a trauma
537
00:21:41,000 --> 00:21:42,000
and trying to rush her back to normal--
538
00:21:42,000 --> 00:21:44,000
It's not gonna work.
539
00:21:44,000 --> 00:21:45,000
I have to check on her.
540
00:21:48,000 --> 00:21:49,000
I'll come with you.
541
00:21:53,000 --> 00:21:55,000
How am I supposed to know what to do?
542
00:21:55,000 --> 00:21:57,000
Jeez.
543
00:21:57,000 --> 00:22:00,000
[suspenseful music]
544
00:22:04,000 --> 00:22:05,000
[knocking]
545
00:22:05,000 --> 00:22:07,000
[Barbara] Erica, are you okay?
546
00:22:07,000 --> 00:22:08,000
Erica, open the door.
547
00:22:08,000 --> 00:22:09,000
We're sorry.
548
00:22:09,000 --> 00:22:10,000
We just wanna talk to you.
549
00:22:11,000 --> 00:22:12,000
I don't feel like talking.
550
00:22:12,000 --> 00:22:13,000
[Barbara] Come on, sweetheart.
551
00:22:13,000 --> 00:22:14,000
Just let us in.
552
00:22:15,000 --> 00:22:17,000
[Sam] Erica, it's gonna be fine.
553
00:22:20,000 --> 00:22:21,000
[knocking]
554
00:22:21,000 --> 00:22:22,000
[Barbara] Erica, open the door now.
555
00:22:26,000 --> 00:22:30,000
♪ Sometimes I still catch myself ♪
556
00:22:30,000 --> 00:22:35,000
♪ Going back in time ♪
557
00:22:35,000 --> 00:22:38,000
♪ All the light that I had inside ♪
558
00:22:39,000 --> 00:22:42,000
♪ How I was so blind ♪
559
00:22:44,000 --> 00:22:46,000
[rustling]
560
00:22:46,000 --> 00:22:47,000
Ow.
561
00:22:52,000 --> 00:22:54,000
[ding]
562
00:22:56,000 --> 00:22:59,000
Are you trying to make me think that I'm insane?
563
00:22:59,000 --> 00:23:02,000
Erica, did you come here by yourself?
564
00:23:02,000 --> 00:23:04,000
'cause if you're trying to drive me crazy,
565
00:23:04,000 --> 00:23:07,000
well it's working.
566
00:23:07,000 --> 00:23:08,000
I see that you're a little upset,
567
00:23:08,000 --> 00:23:10,000
so why don't we sit down and we can talk about it.
568
00:23:10,000 --> 00:23:12,000
I don't want to have a seat,
569
00:23:13,000 --> 00:23:15,000
I wanna know why you're doing this.
570
00:23:15,000 --> 00:23:17,000
Could you pull Erica Strange's file please.
571
00:23:17,000 --> 00:23:19,000
Get her parents number and call them right away.
572
00:23:19,000 --> 00:23:21,000
You are my therapist,
573
00:23:21,000 --> 00:23:24,000
you are not my doctor and we have spent two years together.
574
00:23:25,000 --> 00:23:25,000
And this,
575
00:23:25,000 --> 00:23:27,000
you doing this to me,
576
00:23:27,000 --> 00:23:29,000
it's really unfair.
577
00:23:29,000 --> 00:23:30,000
And I really don't care what you're trying
578
00:23:30,000 --> 00:23:31,000
to teach me right now,
579
00:23:32,000 --> 00:23:33,000
I just want you to stop, okay?
580
00:23:33,000 --> 00:23:35,000
And just admit you know me.
581
00:23:35,000 --> 00:23:36,000
Just take a breath, all right?
582
00:23:36,000 --> 00:23:37,000
It's okay.
583
00:23:37,000 --> 00:23:38,000
Please, Dr. Tom.
584
00:23:38,000 --> 00:23:39,000
It's okay, all right?
585
00:23:39,000 --> 00:23:41,000
[Erica] Dr. Tom, please.
586
00:23:41,000 --> 00:23:42,000
Call a code white.
587
00:23:42,000 --> 00:23:43,000
What is a code white.
588
00:23:43,000 --> 00:23:45,000
We're just gonna call your parents
589
00:23:45,000 --> 00:23:46,000
and we're gonna figure this out, okay?
590
00:23:46,000 --> 00:23:47,000
Why are you torturing me?
591
00:23:47,000 --> 00:23:48,000
We'll need a five and two, please.
592
00:23:48,000 --> 00:23:49,000
Just calm down.
593
00:23:49,000 --> 00:23:50,000
Take it easy, okay?
594
00:23:50,000 --> 00:23:51,000
I want my life back, Dr. Tom.
595
00:23:51,000 --> 00:23:52,000
You give me my life back.
596
00:23:52,000 --> 00:23:53,000
Calm down. Calm down.
597
00:23:53,000 --> 00:23:54,000
Get the hell off of me.
598
00:23:54,000 --> 00:23:55,000
[thud]
599
00:23:56,000 --> 00:23:56,000
Stop it.
600
00:23:56,000 --> 00:23:57,000
[Doctor] Watch her arm.
601
00:23:57,000 --> 00:23:58,000
Just take it easy.
602
00:23:58,000 --> 00:23:59,000
You got it?
603
00:23:59,000 --> 00:24:00,000
Watch her now.
604
00:24:00,000 --> 00:24:02,000
Get off. No.
605
00:24:02,000 --> 00:24:04,000
[dramatic music]
606
00:24:05,000 --> 00:24:09,000
[light mysterious music]
607
00:24:09,000 --> 00:24:12,000
Hello, Erica.
608
00:24:12,000 --> 00:24:13,000
I'm Dr. Rodriguez.
609
00:24:15,000 --> 00:24:18,000
Dr. Wexler sent me to talk to you.
610
00:24:18,000 --> 00:24:20,000
Can you tell me why you're here?
611
00:24:20,000 --> 00:24:22,000
Well, I'm here because everyone
612
00:24:22,000 --> 00:24:25,000
seems to think that I have been in a coma for two weeks.
613
00:24:25,000 --> 00:24:27,000
And what do you think?
614
00:24:27,000 --> 00:24:28,000
Well, I don't really think that it matters what I think,
615
00:24:28,000 --> 00:24:30,000
because you're not gonna believe me.
616
00:24:30,000 --> 00:24:34,000
I can't promise I'll agree with your version of events,
617
00:24:34,000 --> 00:24:36,000
but I'd like to try and understand.
618
00:24:38,000 --> 00:24:39,000
I'd like to help you.
619
00:24:44,000 --> 00:24:49,000
I think that my whole life has been erased somehow.
620
00:24:51,000 --> 00:24:53,000
Like I've been dropped into a nightmare
621
00:24:53,000 --> 00:24:57,000
and I really wish that I could just wake up.
622
00:24:58,000 --> 00:25:00,000
You have a sense that you've been living a different life?
623
00:25:00,000 --> 00:25:01,000
No, it's not a sense.
624
00:25:01,000 --> 00:25:02,000
I know.
625
00:25:03,000 --> 00:25:04,000
I have a company,
626
00:25:04,000 --> 00:25:05,000
I am in a relationship,
627
00:25:05,000 --> 00:25:06,000
my life,
628
00:25:06,000 --> 00:25:07,000
my life is not this.
629
00:25:10,000 --> 00:25:12,000
So how do you explain this then?
630
00:25:14,000 --> 00:25:14,000
That night,
631
00:25:14,000 --> 00:25:16,000
the night that I fell,
632
00:25:16,000 --> 00:25:19,000
I woke up in the hospital and Dr. Tom was there.
633
00:25:19,000 --> 00:25:21,000
And he said that he could help me fix my life.
634
00:25:21,000 --> 00:25:25,000
And he started sending me back in time to fix my regrets.
635
00:25:26,000 --> 00:25:27,000
[sighs]
636
00:25:27,000 --> 00:25:30,000
So this Dr. Tom--
637
00:25:30,000 --> 00:25:31,000
I know how it sounds.
638
00:25:32,000 --> 00:25:33,000
You're convinced that he's also
639
00:25:33,000 --> 00:25:35,000
your neurologist, Dr. Wexler?
640
00:25:35,000 --> 00:25:38,000
No, he's not a neurologist at all.
641
00:25:38,000 --> 00:25:39,000
No?
642
00:25:39,000 --> 00:25:41,000
Dr. Wexler works here, Erica.
643
00:25:41,000 --> 00:25:42,000
Fine, but he's pretending to
644
00:25:42,000 --> 00:25:43,000
to teach me a lesson
645
00:25:43,000 --> 00:25:47,000
or else something got messed up.
646
00:25:49,000 --> 00:25:53,000
[laughs hysterically]
647
00:25:53,000 --> 00:25:56,000
Oh god, this is coming out all wrong.
648
00:25:56,000 --> 00:25:59,000
Erica, I'd like you to consider an alternative.
649
00:26:00,000 --> 00:26:02,000
A possibility that there's another explanation.
650
00:26:05,000 --> 00:26:06,000
You were in a coma.
651
00:26:06,000 --> 00:26:08,000
You were minimally conscious and you saw
652
00:26:08,000 --> 00:26:11,000
and heard things that you built into a fantasy.
653
00:26:13,000 --> 00:26:14,000
A fantasy that feels real--
654
00:26:15,000 --> 00:26:15,000
No no. I--
655
00:26:15,000 --> 00:26:17,000
Just hear me out.
656
00:26:17,000 --> 00:26:19,000
I wonder if this other life you lived
657
00:26:19,000 --> 00:26:21,000
is a kind of dream.
658
00:26:21,000 --> 00:26:23,000
A very vivid dream.
659
00:26:24,000 --> 00:26:25,000
You recognize your doctor,
660
00:26:25,000 --> 00:26:27,000
because he was in and out of your room.
661
00:26:29,000 --> 00:26:31,000
Dr. Rodgriguez,
662
00:26:31,000 --> 00:26:32,000
what you're saying,
663
00:26:32,000 --> 00:26:33,000
it makes sense.
664
00:26:35,000 --> 00:26:36,000
But just because you sound right,
665
00:26:36,000 --> 00:26:37,000
doesn't mean that you are.
666
00:26:37,000 --> 00:26:39,000
I understand why you want it to be real, Erica.
667
00:26:39,000 --> 00:26:40,000
I do.
668
00:26:42,000 --> 00:26:44,000
It sounds amazing,
669
00:26:44,000 --> 00:26:46,000
but if you persist in holding onto
670
00:26:46,000 --> 00:26:48,000
the utopia you built for yourself,
671
00:26:48,000 --> 00:26:51,000
you run the risk of losing touch with what is actually real.
672
00:26:55,000 --> 00:26:57,000
I don't want you to be right.
673
00:26:59,000 --> 00:27:00,000
You think I might be right?
674
00:27:03,000 --> 00:27:05,000
Do you think it's possible?
675
00:27:05,000 --> 00:27:07,000
[light music]
676
00:27:39,000 --> 00:27:41,000
[Gary] She just needs a few days rest,
677
00:27:41,000 --> 00:27:44,000
then reevaluate.
678
00:27:44,000 --> 00:27:45,000
[Barbara] Gary, she jumped out the window.
679
00:27:45,000 --> 00:27:46,000
So you wanna commit her?
680
00:27:46,000 --> 00:27:47,000
Commit our daughter.
681
00:27:48,000 --> 00:27:51,000
I don't wanna commit her,
682
00:27:51,000 --> 00:27:53,000
but Dr. Wexler said that maybe--
683
00:27:53,000 --> 00:27:56,000
Dr. Wexler also said Erica could come home
684
00:27:56,000 --> 00:27:57,000
and look how that ended up.
685
00:27:57,000 --> 00:28:00,000
So why are you listening to him?
686
00:28:00,000 --> 00:28:01,000
How could you make me feel guilty about this?
687
00:28:01,000 --> 00:28:02,000
[Gary] Don't try to turn this
688
00:28:02,000 --> 00:28:04,000
into a fight about us, Barbara.
689
00:28:04,000 --> 00:28:05,000
[Barbara] I'm not.
690
00:28:06,000 --> 00:28:08,000
I'm worried about her and at least
691
00:28:08,000 --> 00:28:10,000
as an in-patient she'll be safe.
692
00:28:10,000 --> 00:28:11,000
[Gary] You know something.
693
00:28:11,000 --> 00:28:15,000
It seems to be your rules than what is best for her.
694
00:28:17,000 --> 00:28:21,000
♪ When you don't know which road you should follow ♪
695
00:28:21,000 --> 00:28:25,000
♪ What comes next or what door you should open ♪
696
00:28:25,000 --> 00:28:27,000
♪ Oh when you're feeling down ♪
697
00:28:27,000 --> 00:28:29,000
♪ You're over it ♪
698
00:28:29,000 --> 00:28:32,000
♪ Exposing your guarded state ♪
699
00:28:32,000 --> 00:28:35,000
♪ Just when you think that it's hopeless ♪
700
00:28:35,000 --> 00:28:40,000
♪ You gotta stay focused and let your heart get healed ♪
701
00:28:42,000 --> 00:28:47,000
♪ Oh if I knew what I knew now ♪
702
00:28:47,000 --> 00:28:51,000
♪ Would I make the same decisions ♪
703
00:28:51,000 --> 00:28:52,000
♪ I wanna love ♪
704
00:28:53,000 --> 00:28:57,000
♪ I wanna die with my name ♪
705
00:28:59,000 --> 00:29:01,000
♪ Between us ♪
706
00:29:09,000 --> 00:29:12,000
[instrumental music]
707
00:29:12,000 --> 00:29:13,000
Erica?
708
00:29:16,000 --> 00:29:17,000
Hey.
709
00:29:22,000 --> 00:29:23,000
Leo?
710
00:29:32,000 --> 00:29:34,000
Why are you here?
711
00:29:34,000 --> 00:29:36,000
I'm here because you want me to be here.
712
00:29:37,000 --> 00:29:38,000
So you're,
713
00:29:39,000 --> 00:29:41,000
your just in me head?
714
00:29:41,000 --> 00:29:42,000
You're like a ghost,
715
00:29:43,000 --> 00:29:44,000
like a hallucination?
716
00:29:45,000 --> 00:29:48,000
Something like that.
717
00:29:48,000 --> 00:29:50,000
Okay.
718
00:29:50,000 --> 00:29:51,000
So wow.
719
00:29:53,000 --> 00:29:54,000
I guess I really am insane.
720
00:29:56,000 --> 00:29:58,000
[laughs] It's my turn to ask a question.
721
00:29:59,000 --> 00:30:00,000
Why are you here?
722
00:30:01,000 --> 00:30:03,000
I woke up yesterday morning to find out
723
00:30:03,000 --> 00:30:05,000
that my whole life is gone, Leo.
724
00:30:05,000 --> 00:30:06,000
Worse than gone,
725
00:30:06,000 --> 00:30:08,000
it was like it didn't exist.
726
00:30:08,000 --> 00:30:09,000
It was a dream.
727
00:30:12,000 --> 00:30:13,000
I don't know what I'm supposed to do.
728
00:30:15,000 --> 00:30:17,000
Well, [sighs]
729
00:30:19,000 --> 00:30:20,000
you always have a choice.
730
00:30:22,000 --> 00:30:23,000
Isn't that what therapy taught you?
731
00:30:24,000 --> 00:30:25,000
You know about therapy?
732
00:30:26,000 --> 00:30:27,000
I know everything you know,
733
00:30:27,000 --> 00:30:30,000
because well I am you.
734
00:30:31,000 --> 00:30:33,000
You're standing on a bridge talking to yourself
735
00:30:33,000 --> 00:30:36,000
trying to figure out how to escape
736
00:30:36,000 --> 00:30:39,000
this nightmare you feel you're trapped in.
737
00:30:43,000 --> 00:30:45,000
And you're considering your options.
738
00:30:50,000 --> 00:30:52,000
Actually I'm just trying to clear my head.
739
00:30:54,000 --> 00:30:57,000
Figure out what's real, what isn't.
740
00:30:57,000 --> 00:30:59,000
It's pretty obvious what's real.
741
00:30:59,000 --> 00:31:00,000
This life.
742
00:31:01,000 --> 00:31:02,000
The one where you're single,
743
00:31:02,000 --> 00:31:05,000
unemployed and in the middle of a nervous breakdown.
744
00:31:07,000 --> 00:31:09,000
The one you have to go back to, really.
745
00:31:10,000 --> 00:31:11,000
Your entire life,
746
00:31:12,000 --> 00:31:15,000
everything you worked for,
747
00:31:17,000 --> 00:31:19,000
it was all a fantasy.
748
00:31:19,000 --> 00:31:20,000
What are you saying?
749
00:31:20,000 --> 00:31:21,000
What do you think I should do?
750
00:31:22,000 --> 00:31:23,000
It doesn't matter what I think, Erica.
751
00:31:24,000 --> 00:31:25,000
It's what you think.
752
00:31:30,000 --> 00:31:32,000
You know that friend you have,
753
00:31:33,000 --> 00:31:34,000
the one that seems to have it all figured out,
754
00:31:34,000 --> 00:31:35,000
she's got the great job,
755
00:31:35,000 --> 00:31:37,000
the great guy,
756
00:31:37,000 --> 00:31:38,000
great life?
757
00:31:38,000 --> 00:31:41,000
Well, you're not that girl.
758
00:31:44,000 --> 00:31:46,000
That's what you keep telling yourself.
759
00:31:46,000 --> 00:31:48,000
That is what you fear is true.
760
00:31:49,000 --> 00:31:51,000
You're afraid that you made us this other you,
761
00:31:51,000 --> 00:31:52,000
this better you,
762
00:31:53,000 --> 00:31:57,000
now all you're left with is this.
763
00:31:58,000 --> 00:31:59,000
What if this is all you are, Erica?
764
00:31:59,000 --> 00:32:00,000
All you'll ever be?
765
00:32:02,000 --> 00:32:03,000
And you're asking yourself,
766
00:32:03,000 --> 00:32:04,000
what's the point?
767
00:32:09,000 --> 00:32:10,000
Dr. Tom would say--
768
00:32:10,000 --> 00:32:12,000
There is no Dr. Tom.
769
00:32:15,000 --> 00:32:17,000
Dr. Tom would said in the middle
770
00:32:17,000 --> 00:32:18,000
of difficulty lies opportunity.
771
00:32:22,000 --> 00:32:24,000
Even if it's not real.
772
00:32:24,000 --> 00:32:27,000
Even if everyting that I've experienced wasn't real,
773
00:32:29,000 --> 00:32:30,000
I've been changed by it.
774
00:32:32,000 --> 00:32:33,000
And that's real.
775
00:32:34,000 --> 00:32:35,000
Erica.
776
00:32:35,000 --> 00:32:36,000
I remember it all, Leo.
777
00:32:37,000 --> 00:32:38,000
Every last thing,
778
00:32:38,000 --> 00:32:40,000
good and bad.
779
00:32:40,000 --> 00:32:41,000
Every victory,
780
00:32:41,000 --> 00:32:43,000
every defeat,
781
00:32:43,000 --> 00:32:47,000
and I can't just throw it away.
782
00:32:47,000 --> 00:32:48,000
I can't throw my life away.
783
00:32:48,000 --> 00:32:51,000
I would rather live and try and fail
784
00:32:51,000 --> 00:32:53,000
than give up.
785
00:33:01,000 --> 00:33:02,000
Goodbye, Erica.
786
00:33:07,000 --> 00:33:11,000
[dramatic music]
787
00:33:11,000 --> 00:33:12,000
[light music]
788
00:33:12,000 --> 00:33:14,000
Erica.
789
00:33:14,000 --> 00:33:17,000
Dr. Tom.
790
00:33:17,000 --> 00:33:19,000
What is happening?
791
00:33:19,000 --> 00:33:20,000
You passed, Erica.
792
00:33:22,000 --> 00:33:23,000
Welcome to doctor training.
793
00:33:30,000 --> 00:33:33,000
That was a test?
794
00:33:33,000 --> 00:33:33,000
It was.
795
00:33:33,000 --> 00:33:34,000
That's it?
796
00:33:34,000 --> 00:33:35,000
That's all I get?
797
00:33:35,000 --> 00:33:37,000
You passed the test?
798
00:33:37,000 --> 00:33:39,000
Nothing about how you basically just tortured me?
799
00:33:39,000 --> 00:33:40,000
[Dr. Tom] It was necessary.
800
00:33:40,000 --> 00:33:42,000
Why?
801
00:33:42,000 --> 00:33:45,000
Not everyone is meant to become a doctor, Erica.
802
00:33:45,000 --> 00:33:47,000
This is the way that it gets determined.
803
00:33:47,000 --> 00:33:48,000
It is a trial,
804
00:33:49,000 --> 00:33:50,000
it's not meant to be easy.
805
00:33:50,000 --> 00:33:52,000
No, it's cruel and it's vicious actually.
806
00:33:52,000 --> 00:33:55,000
It's inelegant, perhaps,
807
00:33:55,000 --> 00:33:57,000
but that's the way it's done.
808
00:33:57,000 --> 00:33:59,000
That's the way that it's always been done.
809
00:34:00,000 --> 00:34:02,000
[scoffs]
810
00:34:03,000 --> 00:34:04,000
Okay, so what about the others?
811
00:34:05,000 --> 00:34:06,000
What about Camilla?
812
00:34:06,000 --> 00:34:07,000
Adam?
813
00:34:07,000 --> 00:34:08,000
Deryl?
814
00:34:08,000 --> 00:34:09,000
Rebecca?
815
00:34:09,000 --> 00:34:10,000
[Dr. TTom] They took the test as well.
816
00:34:10,000 --> 00:34:12,000
And?
817
00:34:12,000 --> 00:34:13,000
And now that you have passed,
818
00:34:13,000 --> 00:34:14,000
you get to move on.
819
00:34:15,000 --> 00:34:16,000
To give back.
820
00:34:16,000 --> 00:34:20,000
To help in the same way that you yourself were helped.
821
00:34:20,000 --> 00:34:21,000
What if I failed?
822
00:34:21,000 --> 00:34:23,000
Each phase builds on the last, Erica.
823
00:34:23,000 --> 00:34:25,000
You cannot enter group until you're ready
824
00:34:25,000 --> 00:34:27,000
and the same is true for doctor training.
825
00:34:27,000 --> 00:34:29,000
And that's why we do the test
826
00:34:29,000 --> 00:34:32,000
so that we can be sure that you have a solid foundation.
827
00:34:34,000 --> 00:34:36,000
And you proved back there that you do,
828
00:34:39,000 --> 00:34:41,000
because you were able to hold onto yourself
829
00:34:43,000 --> 00:34:45,000
when everyting else was ripped away from you.
830
00:34:47,000 --> 00:34:49,000
[light music]
831
00:34:52,000 --> 00:34:53,000
You earned this.
832
00:34:55,000 --> 00:34:56,000
Well done.
833
00:35:08,000 --> 00:35:11,000
[bright music]
834
00:35:14,000 --> 00:35:16,000
I'm gonna become a doctor,
835
00:35:17,000 --> 00:35:18,000
Dr. Erica.
836
00:35:18,000 --> 00:35:19,000
You are indeed.
837
00:35:22,000 --> 00:35:24,000
What about the rest of my life?
838
00:35:24,000 --> 00:35:27,000
There will be plenty of time to sort out those details.
839
00:35:27,000 --> 00:35:29,000
But for now,
840
00:35:29,000 --> 00:35:32,000
what you need to worry about is your office.
841
00:35:32,000 --> 00:35:33,000
My office?
842
00:35:33,000 --> 00:35:35,000
Yes, every doctor needs one.
843
00:35:37,000 --> 00:35:40,000
[mysterious music]
844
00:35:59,000 --> 00:36:03,000
This Erica, is your canvas.
845
00:36:04,000 --> 00:36:08,000
You get to make this office whatever you want it to be.
846
00:36:10,000 --> 00:36:12,000
Okay, so you guys just give me
847
00:36:12,000 --> 00:36:13,000
a charge card for Home Depot?
848
00:36:13,000 --> 00:36:16,000
It's not quite as pedestrian as that.
849
00:36:16,000 --> 00:36:20,000
Clear your head and let whatever comes to mind speak to you.
850
00:36:20,000 --> 00:36:21,000
Okay, but if--
851
00:36:21,000 --> 00:36:22,000
But not out loud.
852
00:36:23,000 --> 00:36:28,000
Just think.
853
00:36:28,000 --> 00:36:31,000
Concentrate.
854
00:36:31,000 --> 00:36:33,000
[thud]
855
00:36:33,000 --> 00:36:38,000
Oh my god.
856
00:36:38,000 --> 00:36:39,000
[crunching]
857
00:36:40,000 --> 00:36:41,000
Honeycrisp. Tasty.
858
00:36:42,000 --> 00:36:43,000
This is amazing.
859
00:36:43,000 --> 00:36:47,000
So I can just like make whatever I want to?
860
00:36:47,000 --> 00:36:48,000
Whatever you want.
861
00:36:48,000 --> 00:36:49,000
Have fun.
862
00:36:49,000 --> 00:36:50,000
Experiment.
863
00:36:50,000 --> 00:36:52,000
Enjoy.
864
00:36:52,000 --> 00:36:53,000
[squeals]
865
00:36:53,000 --> 00:36:54,000
Dr. Tom,
866
00:36:54,000 --> 00:36:57,000
how exactly do I leave here when I'm done?
867
00:36:58,000 --> 00:36:59,000
Decide where you wanna go,
868
00:36:59,000 --> 00:37:02,000
walk through the door
869
00:37:02,000 --> 00:37:03,000
and you'll find yourself there.
870
00:37:04,000 --> 00:37:06,000
Wherever I want?
871
00:37:07,000 --> 00:37:09,000
Like Bangkok?
872
00:37:09,000 --> 00:37:11,000
Baby steps, Erica. [chewing]
873
00:37:15,000 --> 00:37:17,000
[bright music]
874
00:37:17,000 --> 00:37:18,000
Where to begin?
875
00:37:26,000 --> 00:37:29,000
Wow.
876
00:37:29,000 --> 00:37:31,000
[bright music]
877
00:37:34,000 --> 00:37:36,000
[tapping]
878
00:37:39,000 --> 00:37:41,000
[bright music]
879
00:38:07,000 --> 00:38:10,000
[light music]
880
00:38:11,000 --> 00:38:12,000
Adam?
881
00:38:13,000 --> 00:38:15,000
Oh my god, that test?
882
00:38:15,000 --> 00:38:16,000
Can you believe it?
883
00:38:16,000 --> 00:38:17,000
I came this close to failing,
884
00:38:17,000 --> 00:38:20,000
but I passed.
885
00:38:20,000 --> 00:38:21,000
I didn't, Erica.
886
00:38:21,000 --> 00:38:23,000
What?
887
00:38:23,000 --> 00:38:24,000
I'm not gonna be a doctor.
888
00:38:25,000 --> 00:38:26,000
[Erica] What do you mean you didn't pass?
889
00:38:27,000 --> 00:38:29,000
What happened?
890
00:38:29,000 --> 00:38:30,000
I blew it.
891
00:38:30,000 --> 00:38:31,000
How?
892
00:38:33,000 --> 00:38:34,000
[sighs] I ended up agreeing to
893
00:38:34,000 --> 00:38:36,000
go back to work for Hastings.
894
00:38:36,000 --> 00:38:38,000
You failed because of that?
895
00:38:38,000 --> 00:38:40,000
I failed because I couldn't withstand the pressure,
896
00:38:40,000 --> 00:38:41,000
I buckled.
897
00:38:43,000 --> 00:38:46,000
I turned my back on everything that I learned.
898
00:38:46,000 --> 00:38:48,000
And I did some terrible things again, Erica.
899
00:38:48,000 --> 00:38:50,000
Awful things.
900
00:38:50,000 --> 00:38:51,000
I don't know what to say.
901
00:38:52,000 --> 00:38:53,000
Why am I so weak?
902
00:38:53,000 --> 00:38:54,000
Adam,
903
00:38:54,000 --> 00:38:56,000
you're not weak.
904
00:38:57,000 --> 00:38:58,000
I'm sorry.
905
00:38:58,000 --> 00:38:59,000
Look, I'm wrecking this for you.
906
00:38:59,000 --> 00:39:00,000
You should be celebrating.
907
00:39:01,000 --> 00:39:04,000
No, I don't feel like celebrating.
908
00:39:04,000 --> 00:39:05,000
Just I feel awful.
909
00:39:05,000 --> 00:39:07,000
Don't, don't feel awful.
910
00:39:07,000 --> 00:39:09,000
You deserve this.
911
00:39:09,000 --> 00:39:10,000
[sighs]
912
00:39:10,000 --> 00:39:11,000
You passing,
913
00:39:11,000 --> 00:39:12,000
you becoming a doctor,
914
00:39:12,000 --> 00:39:13,000
is right.
915
00:39:13,000 --> 00:39:14,000
Adam.
916
00:39:14,000 --> 00:39:15,000
It is.
917
00:39:15,000 --> 00:39:16,000
I mean it.
918
00:39:16,000 --> 00:39:19,000
And even though I feel like shit,
919
00:39:19,000 --> 00:39:20,000
I'm glad that some lucky person
920
00:39:20,000 --> 00:39:22,000
is gonna have you as a therapist.
921
00:39:24,000 --> 00:39:26,000
I'm really, really proud of you.
922
00:39:28,000 --> 00:39:30,000
[light music]
923
00:39:35,000 --> 00:39:37,000
[bright music]
924
00:40:13,000 --> 00:40:15,000
[door opening]
925
00:40:16,000 --> 00:40:18,000
Nice chair.
926
00:40:18,000 --> 00:40:22,000
Thank you.
927
00:40:22,000 --> 00:40:23,000
You talk to Adam?
928
00:40:23,000 --> 00:40:24,000
Yeah.
929
00:40:25,000 --> 00:40:26,000
He's upset.
930
00:40:27,000 --> 00:40:29,000
And I'm upset for him.
931
00:40:30,000 --> 00:40:32,000
What about Derly and Rebecca and Camilla?
932
00:40:32,000 --> 00:40:33,000
Did they pass?
933
00:40:33,000 --> 00:40:35,000
Camilla did, yes.
934
00:40:35,000 --> 00:40:37,000
The other two, no.
935
00:40:37,000 --> 00:40:39,000
Wow, you guys are tough.
936
00:40:39,000 --> 00:40:40,000
We have to be.
937
00:40:40,000 --> 00:40:42,000
You'll understand that soon enough.
938
00:40:45,000 --> 00:40:46,000
What's this?
939
00:40:46,000 --> 00:40:48,000
Your card.
940
00:40:48,000 --> 00:40:49,000
My card?
941
00:40:54,000 --> 00:40:55,000
Wait?
942
00:40:55,000 --> 00:40:56,000
Why do I need a card?
943
00:40:57,000 --> 00:41:01,000
Because Erica, it's time to meet your fist patient.
944
00:41:01,000 --> 00:41:02,000
My first patient?
945
00:41:02,000 --> 00:41:03,000
But this is training,
946
00:41:04,000 --> 00:41:05,000
I'm not ready.
947
00:41:05,000 --> 00:41:06,000
[swoosh]
948
00:41:13,000 --> 00:41:17,000
They say the journey of life is like a trek up a mountain.
949
00:41:17,000 --> 00:41:19,000
We're all climbing to the top
950
00:41:19,000 --> 00:41:22,000
and what will finally get there is anybody's guess.
951
00:41:35,000 --> 00:41:38,000
[light music]
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