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You have reached Lola Gunderson.

I can't come to the phone right now.
Please leave me a message.

I'm really worried about you, Lola. Just
call me and let me know you're okay,

please.

Morning.

Philly, you okay?

Didn't sleep that well. Just got a lot
on my mind.

You want to talk about it?

I'm gonna give Frank a call.

See if he wants to go for a walk.

Okay. Good idea.

Are you sure you're okay?

I'm fine, really.

Call me if you need anything.

Is this as good as it's gonna get?

I've given all I can give, but the river
still get wider, wider.

We've been here all along, so the
valleys will carry on.

The journey takes us higher, higher.

Let's give me a home and try to build
it. Give me a life that's one in a

million. All my lifetimes, yes, they
were worth it. Time and time and time

build.

Can you get that crank?

Sullivan's crossing.

Okay, I'll be right over.

I'm going over to Sully's.

He needs to talk.

Well, those fish aren't going to cook
themselves.

I won't be gone long.

Do you have to drop everything the
minute he calls?

I'm his sponsor.

Okay.

It's not about the fish, is it?

I don't get how you can be so patient
with Sully and not with your own cousin.

What is so funny?

Nothing.

I'll be back.

No making sense when my back's against
the wall. Don't know how to

start.

Until I start.

No remedy to give me rest.

Making peace with this weight upon my
chest and letting go

of all I know.

I told Lola, Frank.

What did she say?

That she never wants to see me again.

She's still coming out.

Is she ever going to trust me again,
Frank? I broke her heart. There's

can say or do to fix that.

Take time.

What about Maggie?

I haven't told her.

Why not?

She just found out about Walter, you
know.

How's she going to feel when she hears
that I'm lying to her, too?

Only one way to find out. Can't lose
her, Frank.

Making amends is about taking
accountability.

It's not about asking for forgiveness. I
know that.

I just wish there was something I could
do.

You were right.

About what?

Looks like it's time for me to face the
storm.

I wanted to check and see if you'd heard
anything from Sedona.

Yeah, she has an appointment with one of
the specialists she recommended.

Good. That's a start.

Will you let her know she can give me a
call if she needs help with her test

results? I will do.

Breakfast?

Make sure you have enough.

Thank you.

Looks delicious.

Everything does taste better when you're
pregnant.

So, uh, Lola told me that Sully has an
investment for the crawl.

Mm -hmm.

The owner of the golf course across the
lake. He's gonna make him an offer.

So, I guess you'll be headed home soon?

Oh, do you need to start getting my life
in order?

Andrew will be happy to have you back.

Things aren't really working out between
us, so we decided to go our separate

ways.

Oh.

What about you?

You decided what you're going to do yet?

Yeah, yeah. I think I'm going to
volunteer for the search and rescue team

I figure out what I want to do full
time.

You'll be lucky to have you.

I don't know what I would have done
without you, Jerry Mattstrom.

I was just happy to have the company.

Yeah.

I should get back to Sully's.

I need to look for a job.

Yes.

Well, thank you for stopping by.

Yeah, let me know if you hear anything
from Sedona.

Hey, I didn't expect to see you today. I
was in the neighborhood.

Heard you were short -staffed, so I
thought I'd stop in and see if you

hand. Oh, that's nice.

Well, I'm a nice person.

And I also know my way around the
kitchen.

Want to help me with some setups?

Sure.

My

wife

used to do them just like that,
actually.

Sounds like she must have been a smart
woman.

She was.

You know, I know it's not the same at
all, but I had a really tough

time after my divorce.

But the more I kept it to myself, the
harder I found it to connect with

When did it get easier for you?

Want to stop trying to hide how I was
feeling?

I just want you to know that I'm here.

You know, if you ever want to talk about
Sarah.

That wouldn't bother you at all?

No. Why would it?

Hey. Hi.

Can we make a home okay?

We did.

Listen, I've been thinking.

The waiting lists for daycares are long
and you should probably start

interviewing nannies because a good one
is going to be hard to find.

Well, I have lots of time to think about
that. Look, I just want you to be

prepared so you don't feel overwhelmed.

Can we talk about something else,
please?

Um, Walter's heartbroken, Maggie.

Mom.

They're going to let Walter keep his
license so that he can make restitution.

Mom, I really need to get in the shower.
I'll talk to you later.

Okay. Love you.

Love you, too.

Hello?

Hey, Dad.

Hey. Here to work out?

Uh, actually, no. I'm... Here to talk to
you. I'd like to volunteer for the

search and rescue team.

That is great. I was wondering when you
were going to come around. I'll get you

an application form.

Perfect. You just have to do a
background check, but once that's all

we can get you into training.

What made you change your mind?

My residency came through.

So it's official.

You're staying.

Yeah.

I finally can move forward with my life.

I'm a little jealous.

Why?

I thought it would be nice to...

To go somewhere new and start fresh in a
place where nobody knows you.

Why not do it?

I can't just drop everything and leave,
Gail.

Well, look, you said yourself your
divorce is final, right?

Yeah. And Jackson, he's headed off to
college soon, so what's holding you

That's a good question.

How'd it go, Frank?

Everything okay?

The night of my stroke, you asked me a
question.

Wanted to know why I didn't come after
you when your mother took you away.

We put all that behind us. We don't have
to talk about that anymore.

You deserve to hear the truth, Maggie.

After I had Lola, I couldn't live with
myself.

That's when Frank found me. He put me in
rehab.

But by the time I got out, they'd
already labeled it a hit and run.

Did Frank and Edna know?

So you just kept quiet all this time?

Lola needed help.

And I knew I could do more for her from
here than I could from behind bars.

And that day goes by, I don't regret
what I did.

I'm worried about her, Maggie.

I need to know she's okay.

But... She won't answer my calls.

I can go and check on her.

I don't agree with what you did.

But I am glad that you finally told her.

No, of course not.

Getting behind the wheel was wrong.

But I was just desperate to get back to
you that day too, Zoe.

You don't think he'll start drinking
again, do you?

I don't know.

It'll always be a struggle for Sully.

And for me.

Well, then it's a good thing that you
went to see him.

Mr. Tom.

A piece.

I need to talk to you about something.

What's wrong, Frank?

I need to tell you something about
Sully.

Do we need somebody to start the saws?
I've got to check the packs and I've got

to do an inventory on our kids.

Oh, you're back!

Jax, I missed you so much. I missed you,
too.

Where's your dad?

Oh, he's in the car. I just came to get
a house key, and he said he'll call you

later. Yeah, yeah, okay. I'll get it.

Hey, Cal.

Jax, how was the road trip? It was
great.

I just had to listen to my dad's music
the whole time.

At least you got to spend some quality
time together, though, right? Yeah,

exactly. There you go. Hey, I'll see you
at home. Okay.

Love you.

Okay, okay.

Tell your dad I say hi. I will.

Later, Jax.

You know, it's so funny. You spend so
many years watching over your kid and

making sure that they're safe and that
they're healthy, and then all of a

you're just supposed to kick them out of
the nest so they can learn how to be

independent, survive on their own.

Do you always want kids?

Actually, I didn't think that I'd be a
very good mom.

But Tom, he really wanted a family, and
he promised that he'd help.

He'd be there.

I'm so glad that he convinced me because
the minute Jackson was born and he was

in my arms, it was like all the doubts,
they just disappear.

I'm going to get back to work.

Why are you here?

I... I want to make sure you're okay.

He told you?

Of course he did. Why wouldn't he?

He's really worried about you.

All this time he's just been feeling
guilty.

Sully loves you.

You know that.

How am I supposed to believe that?

I know what it's like when the person
you trust most in this world lies to

But you know, Sully, he's a good person.
He would never intentionally hurt you.

Why do you even care, Maggie?

You've never wanted me to be a part of
his life.

That's not... You should be happy right
now because you're getting everything

that you've ever wanted.

Now, if you don't mind, I'd really like
to be alone now.

So you're telling me Sully is the one
who hit Lola?

And all this time, he's been keeping it
to himself?

Yeah.

How long have you known?

Since the hurricane.

And you didn't tell me?

I promised Sully that I'd let him talk
to Lola first.

It's a pretty big secret, Frank.

I'm trying to do right by Sully.

I know you're his best friend and his
sponsor, Frank, but you're my husband.

And keeping something like this from me?

I'm sorry.

I need to get some air.

Hey, I tried talking to Lola, but she's
too upset. I think you just need to give

her some space.

What's this?

The deed to the crossing, my mortgage
files, bank account information. You're

going to need those when negotiating
Glenn's offer with the crossing.

I don't understand.

I have to make things right, Maggie.

Finally take responsibility for my
actions.

What are you saying?

I need you to drive me to the police
station.

I'm going to turn myself in.

Why would you turn yourself in now?

Because it's the only way I can make
things right.

I should have done this a long time ago.

Who are you calling?

Frank. No, I need to do this on my own.

You're not going to talk me out of this,
Maggie.

Can I at least call Cal?

He's a defense attorney. He can give us
some advice.

Have you ever been back to where it
happened?

No. Sometimes that can help trigger
repressed memories.

Amen.

Thinking about things?

I've been worried about you.

When you wanted to move to the crossing
to be here for Sully, I didn't say a

word.

And when you wanted us to work here with
him at the outpost, I said yes.

I spent years supporting your friendship
with him, even if it meant taking a

backseat to him at times.

And Sully is my family, too.

But I'm tired of being taken for
granted.

I'm not sure I can keep doing this.

What are you saying?

I'm tired of always coming in second.

back to pick you up.

I can't believe it.

What's going to happen to him?

Well, that depends on whether or not
Lowell wants to press charges.

It's been over 25 years. Isn't there a
statute of limitations?

Not on a head run.

What would he be charged with?

Failure to report.

Criminal negligence, impaired driving,
causing bodily harm.

Will you go to prison?

Possibly.

I'm sorry, Maggie.

I can't imagine what you must think of
me, Cal.

What matters is that you're doing the
right thing now.

Let's take a seat, and I can walk you
through what to expect.

Ocean holding all your soul.

But you already know.

This feeling of home is almost gone.

Now we can't remember what it was.

I'm only giving half of you.

I'm only giving half of me.

The secrets on our lips.

Thank you.

It's Maggie.

I know you don't want to talk to me
right now, but Kelly's just asking me to

drive him to the station.

He wants to turn himself in. He wants to
do the right thing.

I thought you should know.

Just remember how much I love you, Sweet
Pea.

And that I'm proud of you.

Please don't do this.

I have to.

For Lola.

And for me.

You weren't the one who hit me, Billy.

It was another car.

What?

Whoa.

I didn't know you'd come back today.

Yeah.

So, how'd the photo shoot go?

Great. Yeah. All right. When do they
need you back?

I'm not going back.

I thought you said it went well.

Turns out I don't fit into that world
anymore.

What do you mean? I thought you loved
modeling.

I did, but once I got to New York, I
realized that's not what I went back

I don't understand.

I guess I needed to face David so I
could finally put what happened between

behind me.

So it looks like I'm ready to move
forward with Rafe.

Okay, I'm happy for you, Sid.

Thanks.

Sid, I'm glad you're home.

Me too.

Hi, Noah?

Hi, this is Connie Boyle. I was calling
to see if that position that you told me

about at Otter Lake has been filled.

I can't imagine how hard it's been for
you, Sully.

I just don't understand how I could
blame myself all these

years.

The alcohol and the shock of finding
Lola, all of that could have affected

ability to remember clearly.

Maybe if I'd said something sooner,
things

could have been different for all of us.

Well, it's over now.

You can both put it behind you and move
on.

What'd the police say?

They think that cross -checking the
description of the vehicle with the

ticket might help them find the person
responsible.

Where's Lola?

Hey, she went home.

You know, giving her statement took a
lot out of her.

Well, it's been a long day.

Hey, uh, thanks for all your help, Cal,
okay?

Uh, I think I'll go lie down for a bit.

Thanks for being here.

I'm just glad it worked out the way it
did.

Yeah, me too.

I'm really gonna miss you, Cal.

Hey, is everything okay?

I just wanted to apologize for being so
rude when I saw you earlier.

I know you were just trying to help.

No, there's no need to apologize. I know
how much you were dealing with.

I was hoping you could come over.

There's something I'd like to talk to
you about, and I'd rather do it in

Sure.

I thought you were still in New York.

Uh, I just got back.

Do you have a minute?

Sure, yeah.

Um, photoshoot go okay?

Yeah.

I wanted to let you know that I've
decided not to go back to modeling.

Why?

Did something happen in New York?

It's a long story.

It's not important. I just, I wanted you
to know that I think I'm finally ready

to do this with you.

So what, we're supposed to just, like,
pick up where we left off?

Yeah. Why not?

Because you planned a trip to New York
behind my back, Sydney. That's why.

It wasn't like that. Wasn't it?

Look, I'm sorry that I hurt you.

Can't we just start over?

Sid, I can't do this.

One minute you want to be with me and
the next you're moving to New York and

telling me about it.

And that's supposed to be okay?

I'm just going to forget about it like
it never happened?

Come on, Sid. You were right.

I deserve better than this. I deserve to
be with someone who's ready to be in a

real relationship.

That's what I'm trying to tell you. I am
ready. No, you're not, Sydney.

Because a real relationship means that
you can let yourself trust the other

person.

I think you made it pretty clear that
you don't know how to do that.

I should probably go.

You're right, Edna.

I haven't been fair to you.

I let my friendship with Sully get in
the way of our relationship.

And that was wrong.

Thank you, Frank.

Your mother's regalia.

I finally listened to you.

I called my cousin. Turns out he got it
back for me.

And you were right.

I shouldn't have judged him for somebody
else's mistake.

My mother would have been very proud to
know you have this.

You know that there's never been anyone
else for

me.

And there never will be.

I love you.

Oh, Frank.

Good to hug you, Tim.

Good to hug you, Tim.

Thanks

for

coming.

Of course.

I spent years blaming the person that
hit me for everything that went wrong in

my life.

But I realize now that Sully lied
because he was afraid of losing me.

And I get that.

Because I felt that way too.

What's this?

Kyle left it in his cabin the day you
came looking for him.

And you kept it?

Why would you do that?

Because I was jealous.

I thought that you had the perfect life.

And I was afraid that if I gave that to
you, you would decide to stay and I

would lose Sully.

I can't believe you'd do that.

But...

I get it.

You do?

Yeah, I've... I've been jealous of you,
too.

How could you be jealous of me?

You were the one who had everything.

Everything, except... Yeah.

For Philly.

Dear Maggie, like our friend Thoreau
once said, not until we are lost do we

begin to find ourselves.

I just need to put my past behind me to
be able to move forward with my future.

I came back to Thousand's Crossing for
you, Maggie.

You're in love with Maggie.

You know that, right?

It doesn't matter anyway.

She's with someone else.

She wants family.

And you know how I feel about that.

Dinner's almost ready. I'll give you two
minutes.

Thanks.

Lola.

Maggie thought it might be nice if the
three of us had dinner together.

I'm glad you're here.

I understand why you lied.

I never lied about loving you.

I know that, Molly.

Hello? Sully.

It's Glenn Perry.

I hope it's not too late to be calling.

No, of course not. Happy to hear from
you. Waiting for your call.

Any news on that paperwork?

Yeah, about that.

I've had a little bit of time to think
it over and I've changed my mind.

About what?

The profit split needs to be 70 -30.

That's what it is.

In my favor.

We had a deal.

What's up?

Well, I changed my mind.

What the hell are you talking about, you
changed your mind?

Look, Shelly, there is no need to take
this personally.

Sullivan's Crossing has been in my
family for generations. This is my life

you're talking about.

I need you to take a minute and consider
my offer.

I don't need to take a minute, Glenn.

Isn't the auction a little less than a
week away?

You know, I would hate to see your place
fall into the wrong hands.

I'll tell you where you can stick your
offer.

Then I look forward to bidding against
you at the auction.

What's going on?

Frank was right.

I never should have trusted Glenn.

He pulled the offer.

So what are we going to do now?

We're going to raise the money, and
we're going to win that auction. That's

we're going to do.

The crossing is our home, and nobody's
taking it away from us without a fight.