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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: WEBVTT 00:02.243 --> 00:04.176 [Glass shattering] 00:14.290 --> 00:16.361 [Piano music] 00:25.301 --> 00:26.819 ♪ I'm so tired ♪ 00:29.201 --> 00:32.480 ♪ Tired of playing these games with my heart ♪ 00:32.480 --> 00:35.690 ♪ Only hurts and tears me apart ♪ 00:36.208 --> 00:39.763 ♪ Never wanna give my soul away again ♪ 00:40.454 --> 00:42.145 ♪ Hiding in the shadows ♪ 00:42.732 --> 00:45.045 ♪ Protecting my inner peace ♪ 00:45.355 --> 00:49.152 ♪ But this emptiness inside it keeps calling ♪ 00:49.325 --> 00:52.535 ♪ Hoping to find something to fill it ♪ 00:53.294 --> 00:55.296 ♪ And then there was you ♪ 00:56.677 --> 00:59.611 ♪ I feel you, I know you ♪ 01:00.336 --> 01:01.716 ♪ I taste you ♪ 01:03.649 --> 01:05.203 ♪ I crave you ♪ 01:06.859 --> 01:08.275 ♪ I love you ♪ 01:09.138 --> 01:10.656 [Music continues] 01:48.211 --> 01:50.282 [Music continues] 01:51.387 --> 01:52.422 ♪ I feel you ♪ 01:53.251 --> 01:55.908 ♪ I know you, I taste you ♪ 01:58.325 --> 01:59.533 ♪ I crave you ♪ 02:01.673 --> 02:03.157 ♪ I crave you ♪ 02:38.779 --> 02:39.642 Abigail. 02:41.678 --> 02:42.472 Max? 02:44.405 --> 02:45.337 Come here. 02:45.682 --> 02:47.512 Oh my goodness. How are you? 02:47.684 --> 02:48.927 I'm good. How are you? 02:49.272 --> 02:50.515 I'm good. 02:50.687 --> 02:51.930 You know, it's so weird. 02:52.275 --> 02:53.966 I just had a dream about you last night. 02:54.312 --> 02:55.520 That is very weird. 02:55.692 --> 02:56.797 That is really like. 02:57.556 --> 02:58.419 Whoa! 02:58.419 --> 02:59.386 Are you living in the city now? 02:59.386 --> 03:00.318 Uh, no. 03:00.490 --> 03:01.284 Eventually I will. 03:01.457 --> 03:01.871 Yeah. 03:02.803 --> 03:03.597 It's wild. 03:03.769 --> 03:04.701 How's the family? 03:04.874 --> 03:05.840 The kids must be grown. 03:06.669 --> 03:07.359 Um. 03:08.774 --> 03:09.948 What? 03:09.948 --> 03:12.916 My husband actually died about a year and a half ago. 03:13.365 --> 03:14.435 Oh my God. 03:14.608 --> 03:15.229 Come here. 03:15.402 --> 03:15.988 Oh, thanks. 03:17.783 --> 03:18.991 I'm sorry. 03:19.337 --> 03:21.960 Thanks. It was pretty horrific, honestly. 03:21.960 --> 03:22.512 Yeah. 03:22.892 --> 03:23.651 Illness. 03:24.687 --> 03:25.860 Addiction, actually. 03:26.620 --> 03:27.241 Jesus. 03:28.587 --> 03:29.899 Yeah. 03:29.899 --> 03:36.250 Sorry. I had a couple family members die consecutively in a 03:36.526 --> 03:37.458 few months. 03:37.700 --> 03:38.873 Like the last couple of years? 03:39.219 --> 03:40.289 Yeah. That's awful. 03:40.289 --> 03:42.325 It's hard to come out of the fog, I get it. 03:43.947 --> 03:45.466 You still in real estate? 03:46.329 --> 03:47.572 No. I left. 03:47.572 --> 03:51.748 I decided it was time to get back to my original dream. 03:52.266 --> 03:52.715 Oh, yeah? 03:52.715 --> 03:53.371 What's that? 03:53.612 --> 03:54.372 Uh, writhing. 03:54.924 --> 03:55.856 Really? What kind? 03:56.028 --> 03:56.822 Screenplays. 03:57.547 --> 03:58.030 Nice. 03:58.376 --> 03:58.859 Yeah. 03:59.239 --> 03:59.998 Exciting. 03:59.998 --> 04:01.896 Yeah. I really, really love it. 04:01.896 --> 04:05.831 And, uh, before the kids were born, I actually sold some 04:05.831 --> 04:08.593 scripts and, you know, needed 04:08.593 --> 04:10.353 more money, more consistently, so. 04:10.526 --> 04:11.699 Yeah. Yeah. 04:12.424 --> 04:13.977 Your husband was a lawyer, right? 04:14.633 --> 04:18.499 Yeah. But the last ten years or so of his life, he was working 04:18.499 --> 04:19.638 less and less, and 04:20.639 --> 04:22.434 somebody had to pick up the pieces, so. 04:22.779 --> 04:23.780 Yeah, I get that. 04:24.712 --> 04:25.748 Are you still painting? 04:26.266 --> 04:27.439 Yeah, absolutely. 04:27.439 --> 04:30.477 Yeah. I got a gallery coming up in about two months. 04:30.718 --> 04:31.685 Mhm. Yeah. 04:31.685 --> 04:32.444 That's fantastic. 04:32.617 --> 04:33.825 Yeah. Thanks. 04:33.825 --> 04:36.345 I actually just got a new spot down in Brooklyn too. 04:36.966 --> 04:38.450 Yeah. I called your agency. 04:38.450 --> 04:41.281 I was like asking where you were at and they said you left. 04:42.316 --> 04:45.043 You know, after that whole nightmare, I just I just 04:45.043 --> 04:45.906 switched it up. 04:45.906 --> 04:46.803 I couldn't do it anymore. 04:46.976 --> 04:47.977 Yeah, absolutely. 04:48.322 --> 04:49.358 Yeah. 04:50.531 --> 04:51.843 You should let me make you dinner. 04:53.465 --> 04:55.398 Yeah. What are you doing tomorrow? 04:55.743 --> 04:56.882 Um, nothing. 04:56.882 --> 04:57.814 I'm totally free. 04:57.987 --> 05:00.472 Great. I should tell you, I'm 05:00.472 --> 05:01.853 really not that pathetic, I promise. 05:02.025 --> 05:02.854 No, not at all. 05:03.648 --> 05:06.029 Here. Um, I. 05:06.478 --> 05:07.548 Is your number still the same? 05:07.721 --> 05:08.480 Oh, no, no, no. 05:08.480 --> 05:10.379 Oh, give me your information. 05:18.318 --> 05:18.835 All right. 05:19.560 --> 05:20.423 Great. 05:21.390 --> 05:23.012 How's, uh, five tomorrow? 05:24.358 --> 05:25.083 Great. Yeah. 05:25.428 --> 05:26.291 All right. 05:26.291 --> 05:27.775 Awesome. Should I bring anything? 05:27.948 --> 05:28.880 Nah, just bring yourself. 05:29.777 --> 05:30.916 I think I can handle that. 05:31.434 --> 05:32.055 All right. 05:32.435 --> 05:33.056 It's good seeing you. 05:33.402 --> 05:34.057 Good seeing you, too. 05:35.680 --> 05:36.405 I'll see you tomorrow. 05:36.405 --> 05:37.613 Yeah. I'll see you tomorrow. 05:38.614 --> 05:39.511 All right, bye. 05:48.555 --> 05:49.141 Hey. 05:50.350 --> 05:51.420 What did you think? 05:52.490 --> 05:55.389 I, uh, I blew it off, actually. 05:57.943 --> 06:01.775 I, uh, I just ended up walking around the city instead. 06:02.465 --> 06:04.778 Oh, I don't understand why you don't want to get out of that 06:04.778 --> 06:06.158 big, empty house. 06:06.987 --> 06:08.057 It's not healthy. 06:08.920 --> 06:10.646 No, I mean, look, 06:12.026 --> 06:15.409 the kids, you know, both of them just left within the last 06:15.409 --> 06:16.893 week to go abroad. 06:18.067 --> 06:22.036 I went from a full house to just me, you know. 06:22.036 --> 06:23.624 Just let it, 06:24.176 --> 06:25.143 just take some time. 06:26.800 --> 06:28.077 You need to move on. 06:28.077 --> 06:30.700 You know, you've done the grieving, played The Good Wife, 06:30.700 --> 06:31.874 all of that. 06:33.185 --> 06:36.050 It's just so much work to move, you know? 06:36.672 --> 06:38.052 I mean, there's so much junk I 06:38.052 --> 06:40.192 have to go through and packing and. 06:41.780 --> 06:42.885 You know. 06:42.885 --> 06:44.749 I think you have survivor guilt or something. 06:46.716 --> 06:47.924 I don't know about that. 06:49.132 --> 06:53.067 Listen, we've both tried to help my brother. 06:54.448 --> 06:56.899 He just, you know, didn't want to be saved. 06:58.072 --> 07:00.903 You know, when we first got together, 07:02.456 --> 07:03.940 I realized he was older than me. 07:03.940 --> 07:06.149 And he was probably going to eventually go before me. 07:06.149 --> 07:09.187 But I just, in a million years, could have never imagined 07:10.153 --> 07:11.569 how. 07:12.777 --> 07:15.745 I think I'm still just processing it, you know? 07:16.436 --> 07:17.989 I don't want to do anything too radical. 07:18.921 --> 07:21.199 Having to hold yourself back from from. 07:21.199 --> 07:23.546 Everything is so boring. 07:23.719 --> 07:25.099 Why would you choose that? 07:26.169 --> 07:29.172 I mean, you hid under a rock for ten years. 07:29.172 --> 07:30.933 What do you want to do now? 07:32.728 --> 07:34.523 I'm not holding myself back. 07:35.765 --> 07:38.837 I got back into my writing, and 07:39.873 --> 07:41.046 other than that, I just. 07:41.219 --> 07:42.565 I just don't know what I want to do. 07:42.738 --> 07:44.187 You know? 07:45.499 --> 07:49.538 We'll find that out in your whole universe will open up. 07:51.850 --> 07:52.748 Thanks. 07:53.542 --> 07:54.888 I know what I want for you. 07:54.888 --> 08:01.101 I want you to download one of those hookup apps like Tinder 08:01.101 --> 08:01.998 or something. 08:02.930 --> 08:04.794 What? I'm not a slut. 08:06.796 --> 08:08.246 No. I'm kidding. 08:08.591 --> 08:09.799 You know me. 08:09.799 --> 08:13.182 I'm practically a virgin, and I'm in a relationship. 08:13.527 --> 08:16.875 But you got to get out there if you want to find a man. 08:17.220 --> 08:21.121 Seriously? I don't think I need a man. 08:21.673 --> 08:22.156 Okay. 08:22.881 --> 08:24.124 You're single. 08:24.642 --> 08:28.646 Go do what chicks do who are single in the city. 08:28.646 --> 08:30.613 But do be careful. 08:32.235 --> 08:34.652 Wow. I was never expecting you 08:34.652 --> 08:37.102 to say anything like any of this. 08:38.310 --> 08:40.002 Get. Get out there. 08:40.589 --> 08:45.041 Get your tits up your heart out and go play and have some fun. 08:45.317 --> 08:46.318 Yeah, I, 08:47.837 --> 08:48.976 could get into a little fun. 08:50.046 --> 08:51.531 Listen, I gotta go. 08:51.807 --> 08:53.809 Okay. Thanks for the pep talk, sweetie. 08:54.223 --> 08:55.293 Okay. I love you. 08:55.638 --> 08:56.018 Love you too. 08:56.605 --> 08:56.915 Bye. 09:38.923 --> 09:40.925 [Phone ringing] 10:06.226 --> 10:07.054 Ah, 10:08.711 --> 10:09.332 thanks. 10:11.369 --> 10:11.990 Yep. 10:12.681 --> 10:13.302 Kids, home? 10:14.648 --> 10:15.062 Yep. 10:16.339 --> 10:17.064 Good day. 10:18.031 --> 10:18.721 Mhm. 10:20.378 --> 10:21.862 Are you okay? 10:23.623 --> 10:25.348 I just wish you wanted to get better or something. 10:25.694 --> 10:28.420 I know, I'm sorry. 10:28.800 --> 10:29.421 I don't. 10:30.699 --> 10:31.803 I'm so alone. 10:34.288 --> 10:35.807 I know, and you shouldn't be. 10:36.256 --> 10:39.155 If if this ever ends. 10:40.225 --> 10:41.399 I don't want to be someone's 10:41.399 --> 10:43.228 pretend wife or girlfriend ever again. 10:49.683 --> 10:51.271 Oh, what a pretty garden. 10:51.271 --> 10:53.066 I love City Gardens, don't you? 10:54.136 --> 10:54.826 It's so nice. 10:54.826 --> 10:55.965 It smells like sunflowers. 10:56.138 --> 10:57.139 And, uh. 10:57.139 --> 10:58.968 Let's move to New Jersey and have a garden. 11:57.924 --> 11:59.270 [Upbeat music] 12:05.863 --> 12:08.072 ♪ Some things make you think ♪ 12:12.110 --> 12:14.250 ♪ Some things catch your eye ♪ 12:18.116 --> 12:19.980 ♪ I've been up and down ♪ 12:20.463 --> 12:23.087 ♪ Chase myself all around ♪ 12:24.433 --> 12:26.849 ♪ I'm not really sure why ♪ 12:29.127 --> 12:30.750 ♪ And I feel like ♪ 12:32.544 --> 12:34.132 ♪ Going ♪ 12:35.789 --> 12:36.963 ♪ Home ♪ 12:37.515 --> 12:39.551 ♪ Feel like going home ♪ 12:46.317 --> 12:49.389 ♪ I wonder what happens when things change ♪ 12:52.426 --> 12:55.844 ♪ Watch people grasping for a point of view ♪ 12:58.881 --> 13:00.952 ♪ Seen buildings come up and down ♪ 13:01.953 --> 13:04.300 ♪ And dreams go round and round ♪ 13:06.406 --> 13:07.338 Oh my goodness. 13:08.201 --> 13:09.236 What have you got there? 13:10.410 --> 13:11.894 Beautiful isn't it? 13:14.897 --> 13:18.038 Wow. Do you think it came off someone's outfit or. 13:18.211 --> 13:19.522 Or maybe from some bird? 13:19.522 --> 13:20.834 But what kind of bird? 13:23.147 --> 13:23.803 Wow. 13:25.356 --> 13:26.357 I'd say neither. 13:27.082 --> 13:28.428 Really? 13:28.428 --> 13:31.017 Mhm. So you don't know what it means when you find a feather. 13:33.295 --> 13:37.092 A guardian angel is watching you because it looks like 13:37.264 --> 13:39.611 you're about to go through some big changes. 13:40.612 --> 13:42.131 That's where they draw near. 13:46.964 --> 13:47.861 - Wow. Oh. - Good luck to you. 13:48.034 --> 13:48.828 What's your name? 13:49.000 --> 13:49.621 Oh, Freya. 13:50.174 --> 13:51.140 Oh, nice to meet you. 13:51.140 --> 13:51.934 I'm Abigail. 13:52.176 --> 13:53.280 Nice to meet you. 13:55.282 --> 13:56.076 Thank you. 14:19.341 --> 14:20.238 Come in. 14:23.276 --> 14:24.001 Hey. 14:24.967 --> 14:25.899 Hey. 14:27.349 --> 14:28.384 Glad you made it. 14:28.902 --> 14:30.214 Do you mind taking off your shoes? 14:31.491 --> 14:32.147 Sure. 14:39.050 --> 14:40.465 Dinner is almost done. 14:41.121 --> 14:42.088 Oh, good. 14:44.366 --> 14:45.332 - Hi. - Hi. 14:49.302 --> 14:50.165 Good to see you. 14:50.165 --> 14:51.683 Good to see you. You look gorgeous. 14:52.029 --> 14:53.133 Oh. Thank you. 14:53.306 --> 14:54.100 You're so sweet. 14:54.100 --> 14:55.342 Yeah. How was the trip over? 14:55.653 --> 14:57.482 Mm. Typical Saturday travel. 14:57.655 --> 14:59.139 Oh, God. 14:59.312 --> 14:59.795 It's okay. 14:59.795 --> 15:00.761 It's all good. 15:00.761 --> 15:02.211 - Cool. - Smells really good. 15:02.384 --> 15:03.143 What are you cooking? 15:03.316 --> 15:03.972 I'm hungry. 15:04.144 --> 15:04.765 Oh, yeah? 15:04.765 --> 15:05.697 What are you hungry for? 15:05.697 --> 15:07.907 Yeah, I am all kinds of things. 15:08.079 --> 15:08.700 - Yeah? - Yeah. 15:09.046 --> 15:10.288 Well, I've got a lot. 15:10.461 --> 15:11.117 Yeah, well. 15:11.462 --> 15:12.221 It's a surprise. 15:12.394 --> 15:13.947 No no no no no. 15:14.120 --> 15:15.500 Can I do anything to help? 15:15.949 --> 15:16.985 You being here is enough. 15:18.124 --> 15:18.987 Actually, no. 15:18.987 --> 15:20.022 Actually, I have a bottle of wine. 15:20.195 --> 15:21.368 You mind opening it? 15:21.541 --> 15:23.543 Oh, I would love a glass of wine, actually. 15:23.715 --> 15:24.302 Me too. 15:24.302 --> 15:24.820 Oh, okay. 15:24.820 --> 15:25.855 - Yeah. - Um. 15:25.855 --> 15:26.753 I'll be in there in just a second. 15:26.753 --> 15:27.685 I just gotta finish this up. 15:28.444 --> 15:29.066 Okay. 15:29.066 --> 15:30.170 Yeah, it's a surprise. 15:30.170 --> 15:31.068 Okay. 15:31.068 --> 15:32.483 Shoo shoo shoo shoo shoo shoo shoo. 15:33.242 --> 15:34.519 I'll be in there in just a second. 15:37.591 --> 15:38.178 All right. 15:42.320 --> 15:43.011 All right. 15:45.565 --> 15:46.221 Thank you. 15:46.428 --> 15:47.222 Thank you. 15:47.429 --> 15:48.085 Cheers. 15:48.637 --> 15:49.293 Cheers. 15:53.124 --> 15:53.711 Mm. Mm. 15:54.056 --> 15:54.574 That's really good. 15:54.746 --> 15:55.747 - Yeah? - Yeah. 15:56.162 --> 15:56.748 Really good. 15:58.371 --> 15:59.130 Spain. 15:59.303 --> 16:00.649 - Ooh. - Yes. 16:00.994 --> 16:04.204 Uh, I'm gonna plate the food and I'll be right back. 16:04.549 --> 16:05.447 Okay. Okay. 16:05.447 --> 16:06.172 All right. 16:07.656 --> 16:08.622 We're gonna feast. 16:28.746 --> 16:29.989 And here we are. 16:30.161 --> 16:31.197 Oh my goodness. 16:31.197 --> 16:31.680 Wow. 16:32.232 --> 16:33.095 Don't forget. 16:34.441 --> 16:35.477 The napkin. 16:36.581 --> 16:37.410 There you are. 16:38.169 --> 16:38.721 There we are. 16:39.067 --> 16:39.550 Oh. 16:39.722 --> 16:40.723 You're so sweet. 16:41.069 --> 16:42.104 Thanks. Cheers. 16:42.277 --> 16:43.312 Thank you so much. 16:43.485 --> 16:44.106 Of course. 16:44.106 --> 16:44.624 I'm glad you're here. 16:45.107 --> 16:45.521 Me too. 16:48.145 --> 16:48.559 Wow. 16:48.731 --> 16:49.905 Let's eat. 16:49.905 --> 16:51.527 I'm probably gonna eat this with my hand. 16:51.700 --> 16:52.425 Yeah. 16:52.735 --> 16:54.082 I would love that. 16:55.186 --> 16:56.360 Oh, boy. 16:56.532 --> 16:57.223 Oh! 16:57.223 --> 16:58.534 My fingers are so greasy. 17:01.606 --> 17:03.056 It's good though. 17:03.298 --> 17:06.094 So where do you see yourself in the next year? 17:06.818 --> 17:07.681 The next year? 17:08.027 --> 17:08.648 Yeah. 17:11.030 --> 17:13.101 Gosh, I have no idea. 17:13.618 --> 17:14.378 I don't know. 17:14.550 --> 17:15.620 Yeah, neither do I. 17:15.620 --> 17:17.415 I don't know why I asked that question, I think. 17:17.726 --> 17:21.557 Look, do you ever, like, there's a lull in conversation, 17:21.557 --> 17:24.284 you feel like there's a lull in the conversation and you gotta 17:24.284 --> 17:26.355 fill it with something, and it's fucking generic. 17:26.597 --> 17:28.116 That's what just happened. 17:28.288 --> 17:30.083 Well, thank you for not asking me about the weather. 17:30.256 --> 17:31.326 Yeah. 17:31.326 --> 17:35.364 You're like, with this whole painting thing. 17:37.194 --> 17:38.229 I don't know. 17:38.229 --> 17:42.371 I'm always thinking about the end, I guess. 17:42.682 --> 17:45.823 You know, like, how long is this going to last? 17:46.824 --> 17:48.308 Mm. Right. 17:48.308 --> 17:51.760 I mean, I didn't want to, like, pry, but, I mean, I'm sure, 17:52.105 --> 17:54.176 like, you dealt with stuff like 17:54.176 --> 17:56.385 that with your husband and stuff. 17:56.765 --> 17:58.732 I mean, what about relationships before? 17:59.733 --> 18:00.320 What about? 18:00.320 --> 18:01.356 Just. I don't know. 18:01.528 --> 18:02.840 I mean. 18:03.599 --> 18:06.188 I think I take everything too freaking seriously. 18:06.464 --> 18:07.776 Like a serial monogamist. 18:08.121 --> 18:10.330 That's why I'm like, yeah, I'm done. 18:10.503 --> 18:11.573 Yeah. 18:12.608 --> 18:14.300 I think I'm probably the same way. 18:14.300 --> 18:16.129 That's probably why I like hermit away. 18:16.612 --> 18:19.788 Mhm. Just like not you know it's the same thing. 18:19.788 --> 18:20.340 It's like. 18:20.513 --> 18:21.307 Logical. 18:21.479 --> 18:22.446 - Right. - You know. 18:22.618 --> 18:23.619 Yeah. 18:23.619 --> 18:25.794 Like if you know you do something stupid. 18:26.139 --> 18:29.177 Time after time, it's hard to get past shit, you know? 18:29.625 --> 18:31.489 I see people do it easily. 18:31.662 --> 18:33.422 They'll be like, oh, I broke up with somebody. 18:33.802 --> 18:36.115 Well, then they didn't get it then. 18:36.287 --> 18:37.633 Then they're just like, okay. 18:37.633 --> 18:41.534 Yeah, but sometimes I can tell that they're like, ignoring the 18:41.534 --> 18:43.570 fact that they're in pain. 18:44.675 --> 18:45.572 Does that make sense? 18:45.745 --> 18:47.367 Mhm. 18:47.609 --> 18:50.612 I don't know man I have a have a good feeling about you. 18:51.509 --> 18:53.132 - Me. - Yeah. 18:53.615 --> 18:58.758 Yeah I feel like you know you've, you got a bright light. 18:58.930 --> 19:00.691 You got a future ahead of you. 19:00.863 --> 19:03.349 Like things are opening up for you I can see it. 19:04.143 --> 19:04.867 It's pretty rad. 19:05.903 --> 19:06.524 Mm. 19:06.524 --> 19:07.284 Yeah. 19:09.562 --> 19:09.907 Mm. 19:12.358 --> 19:12.910 So good. 19:13.876 --> 19:14.808 Of course. 19:15.154 --> 19:15.947 Does that clock actually work? 19:16.293 --> 19:16.948 I don't think it does. 19:17.294 --> 19:18.536 No. 19:18.536 --> 19:19.399 We've been sitting here a while, and I really haven't 19:19.399 --> 19:20.780 seen the hands move much. 19:20.952 --> 19:22.506 Yeah. It's, uh. 19:22.506 --> 19:24.232 Yeah, we're in a time vortex. 19:24.473 --> 19:25.716 And so, 19:27.200 --> 19:28.719 yeah, time stands still. 19:28.960 --> 19:33.655 Well, unfortunately, my train time does not stand still. 19:33.655 --> 19:36.313 And on Saturdays train only once every two hours. 19:36.313 --> 19:39.902 So I should probably wrap this up. 19:40.248 --> 19:41.973 - Yeah. Of course. - And I really. 19:41.973 --> 19:43.561 Yeah, yeah. 19:43.734 --> 19:45.736 You know, maybe we could do something again sometime. 19:45.908 --> 19:47.289 Like, I would love that. 19:47.289 --> 19:49.671 Coffee or, you know, I don't know. 19:49.843 --> 19:50.741 Well. Thank you. 19:50.741 --> 19:51.880 This was amazing. 19:52.225 --> 19:52.708 You were so sweet. 19:52.708 --> 19:53.537 You're so funny. 19:53.709 --> 19:54.848 Yeah. 19:54.848 --> 19:56.747 I mean, it was so much fun to eat with my hands. 19:56.919 --> 19:57.851 Yeah. 19:57.851 --> 19:58.818 Couldn't do that where I live. 19:59.715 --> 20:00.544 Well, um. 20:00.716 --> 20:01.510 Okay. 20:01.510 --> 20:03.581 You're sweet. And um, thanks. 20:03.581 --> 20:04.306 Yeah. 20:04.306 --> 20:05.756 I can walk through the door. 20:05.997 --> 20:06.757 Hold on. Wait. 20:06.757 --> 20:07.792 Um, I could get you. 20:07.792 --> 20:09.518 I can get you an Uber if you, if you want. 20:09.691 --> 20:10.450 Oh, don't be silly. 20:10.450 --> 20:11.382 You don't have to do anything. 20:11.382 --> 20:12.901 No, no, it's no trouble at all. 20:13.246 --> 20:16.007 No, really, I just, um, you know, I think it's just 20:16.353 --> 20:17.975 probably not a good idea for me to be here. 20:18.320 --> 20:19.459 Wait, did I. 20:19.666 --> 20:20.633 Did I say something? 20:20.805 --> 20:22.221 No, I just 20:23.981 --> 20:25.672 I don't think I'm ready, you know? 20:25.845 --> 20:26.915 Yeah, totally. 20:27.295 --> 20:27.950 Yeah. No, no. 20:30.574 --> 20:33.853 I don't want anything. 20:35.337 --> 20:35.993 Look. 20:38.582 --> 20:39.583 I made dessert. 20:42.620 --> 20:44.484 I mean, it's homemade. 20:44.864 --> 20:47.522 Do you? We can have dessert, and, 20:47.522 --> 20:48.833 and then we can call it. 20:53.459 --> 20:53.907 Okay. 20:54.425 --> 20:55.150 Yeah. 20:55.150 --> 20:56.358 - Yeah. - Yeah. I'll stay. 20:57.014 --> 20:58.740 Okay, great. 20:59.016 --> 21:02.019 All right, uh, I'll go get it ready. 21:17.966 --> 21:20.002 I hope you are excited, 21:21.418 --> 21:23.661 because this is, 21:24.835 --> 21:27.044 the strawberry cheesecake. 21:27.389 --> 21:28.839 Ooh. Yummy. 21:29.011 --> 21:29.702 Yeah. 21:36.847 --> 21:37.710 Yeah. 21:39.021 --> 21:39.643 Mhm. 21:40.575 --> 21:41.058 Great. 21:41.714 --> 21:42.404 Mhm. 21:42.784 --> 21:43.750 - Mhm. - Mhm. 21:44.026 --> 21:46.374 Wow. Oh my goodness. 21:47.409 --> 21:48.652 Wow. The strawberries. 21:51.068 --> 21:51.689 Mm. 21:51.862 --> 21:52.449 Good. Right. 21:53.035 --> 21:53.588 Mhm. 21:56.038 --> 21:56.798 Mhm. 21:58.593 --> 21:59.594 You're really good. 22:00.491 --> 22:01.112 This is like. 22:02.769 --> 22:03.701 This is amazing. 22:03.874 --> 22:04.771 Thank you. Thanks. 22:07.464 --> 22:08.085 Um. 22:09.017 --> 22:10.121 Do you like old music? 22:11.571 --> 22:12.123 Mhm. 22:12.917 --> 22:14.540 Wow. Um old music. 22:14.712 --> 22:15.334 Yeah. 22:15.334 --> 22:16.473 Um I don't know how old. 22:18.923 --> 22:19.717 Just wait. 22:24.066 --> 22:25.067 [Soft music playing] 22:35.008 --> 22:36.700 May I have this dance, milady? 22:36.872 --> 22:38.495 Yes. You may. 22:42.533 --> 22:43.085 Mm. 22:48.746 --> 22:49.989 Mm. It's really good. 22:50.161 --> 22:51.439 I can still taste it. 22:54.925 --> 22:56.029 Quite the chef. 22:56.478 --> 22:57.652 - Thanks. - Yeah. 22:58.135 --> 22:58.825 I try. 22:59.481 --> 23:00.033 Mm. 23:01.069 --> 23:02.173 You do, don't you? 23:02.519 --> 23:02.898 Yeah. 23:12.598 --> 23:13.909 You look really beautiful tonight. 23:14.496 --> 23:16.153 Oh. Thank you. 23:16.533 --> 23:17.016 You're welcome. 23:17.741 --> 23:18.500 So do you. 23:19.121 --> 23:20.502 - Yeah. - Yeah. 23:20.675 --> 23:21.848 - Nice. - Yeah. 23:22.159 --> 23:24.092 No one's ever called me beautiful before. 23:24.506 --> 23:24.955 Really? 23:25.127 --> 23:25.714 Yeah. 23:26.163 --> 23:26.819 Why? 23:27.716 --> 23:28.476 I don't know. 23:28.476 --> 23:30.512 I think men can be beautiful. 23:30.719 --> 23:31.202 Me, too. 23:31.202 --> 23:32.100 That felt nice. 23:32.825 --> 23:33.412 Mm. 23:34.965 --> 23:35.655 I'm glad. 23:35.897 --> 23:36.518 Thanks. 23:39.832 --> 23:40.695 Mm. 23:43.767 --> 23:45.631 You are so sweet. 23:46.183 --> 23:47.460 I'm not the best dancer. 23:47.633 --> 23:48.150 Yeah. 23:49.462 --> 23:50.463 Amazing. 23:57.643 --> 23:58.126 What? 23:59.161 --> 23:59.852 Are you okay? 24:02.855 --> 24:04.097 - Yeah. - Yeah? 24:06.721 --> 24:08.550 Yeah. Yeah. 24:09.655 --> 24:10.690 Do you want to go for a walk? 24:12.485 --> 24:13.106 A walk? 24:13.590 --> 24:14.694 Yeah. The sun's setting. 24:14.867 --> 24:15.454 Oh. 24:15.454 --> 24:16.558 We should catch it. 24:17.525 --> 24:18.595 - Sure. - Yeah? 24:18.595 --> 24:19.147 Okay. Yeah. 24:19.147 --> 24:19.906 Why not? 24:19.906 --> 24:22.530 All right, come on. 24:25.602 --> 24:26.637 Where are you going to take me? 24:26.810 --> 24:27.673 I'm not telling you. 24:27.949 --> 24:28.915 You should tell me. 24:29.088 --> 24:29.847 No. 24:29.847 --> 24:30.986 What if I'm not allowed to go? 24:30.986 --> 24:32.643 What if I don't know where we're going? 24:32.816 --> 24:34.196 Oh, wow. 24:34.714 --> 24:36.475 Wow. I love your spontaneity. 24:36.647 --> 24:37.545 Yeah. 24:37.545 --> 24:39.581 Thanks. Some people call it A.D.D.. 24:39.788 --> 24:40.617 Really? 24:40.617 --> 24:41.652 Yeah, but I don't judge you. 24:41.963 --> 24:43.482 Yeah, well, you shouldn't. 24:43.654 --> 24:46.139 I think it's pretty wonderful quality to have. 24:46.761 --> 24:47.175 Yeah? 24:47.175 --> 24:47.762 Yeah. 24:47.934 --> 24:48.521 Nice. 24:48.521 --> 24:49.557 Keeps me on my toes. 24:51.662 --> 24:52.560 You're welcome. 24:53.250 --> 24:54.907 A lot of people are boring. 24:55.217 --> 24:56.736 - I don't know. - Oh my God. 24:56.909 --> 24:58.807 Adventures and don't know how to live. 24:58.980 --> 25:02.293 You certainly certainly know a lot of things 25:03.778 --> 25:04.917 to keep it interesting. 25:05.089 --> 25:06.297 [Laughter] 25:07.057 --> 25:07.713 I try. 25:08.023 --> 25:09.162 Oh you achieve. 25:09.784 --> 25:10.612 You succeed. 25:14.616 --> 25:16.135 Well, 25:16.549 --> 25:19.138 you know, I used to live in the next neighborhood down Cobble 25:19.138 --> 25:20.829 Hill before we moved to Jersey. 25:21.002 --> 25:21.761 Did I know you then? 25:22.072 --> 25:22.728 Um, 25:23.936 --> 25:25.178 no, actually. 25:27.802 --> 25:28.837 Yeah, I love it. 25:28.837 --> 25:30.321 I mean, you want to hear something crazy? 25:30.943 --> 25:31.702 Yeah. 25:31.702 --> 25:33.014 I almost didn't take the spot. 25:33.186 --> 25:33.808 Really? 25:33.808 --> 25:36.224 Yeah. I got a residency. 25:36.880 --> 25:38.053 What's that? 25:38.053 --> 25:40.573 So they put me up in the apartment, and they pay me a 25:40.573 --> 25:42.989 ton of money to paint, and then they put me in a few galleries. 25:43.818 --> 25:44.922 That's amazing. 25:46.614 --> 25:47.891 It's pretty wild. 25:47.891 --> 25:51.239 I just, it's kind of hard to believe the hype, you know? 25:51.860 --> 25:54.069 How long is this going to last, really? 25:54.932 --> 25:56.796 I mean, I go to these galleries and I see these. 25:57.003 --> 25:58.695 I see toilet seats on the wall 25:59.143 --> 26:01.283 itself for like a quarter of $1 million. 26:01.629 --> 26:02.353 [Laughter] 26:03.320 --> 26:04.252 Well, 26:05.149 --> 26:06.772 do you paint on toilet seats? 26:08.636 --> 26:10.154 No. 26:10.327 --> 26:12.363 And it sounds like you've got nothing to worry about, right? 26:17.334 --> 26:18.162 Hey. 26:20.026 --> 26:21.338 Wait a second. 26:21.683 --> 26:23.927 You were supposed to show me your art, remember? 26:24.099 --> 26:25.307 - Yeah. No. What? - Yeah. 26:25.307 --> 26:26.136 Yeah. Yeah. 26:26.308 --> 26:26.964 Uh-Uh! 26:28.034 --> 26:29.001 Quiet. Quiet. 26:29.242 --> 26:30.209 Oh, wait. What's that? 26:30.381 --> 26:31.279 Oh, we gotta go. 26:34.144 --> 26:35.179 We dated in college. 26:35.179 --> 26:37.699 Now she's got, you know, a husband and kids. 26:38.044 --> 26:39.356 I do. 26:39.356 --> 26:42.946 Two tangerines, frozen mango, two scoops of vegan vanilla 26:42.946 --> 26:46.294 protein and a splash of lemon juice. 26:46.639 --> 26:48.917 It tastes exactly like a creamsicle. 26:49.608 --> 26:50.609 Damn. 26:50.609 --> 26:51.920 Wow. Look at how many lights there are. 26:52.093 --> 26:54.336 - I know. - It's crazy, isn't it? 26:54.682 --> 26:57.685 Like most of those, especially because it's Wall Street. 26:57.685 --> 26:59.687 It's all work. 27:00.411 --> 27:01.654 All work? No play. 27:02.621 --> 27:03.242 Wow. 27:03.829 --> 27:05.313 Lawyers, accountants. 27:08.247 --> 27:10.042 Probably shredding papers right now. 27:10.870 --> 27:12.113 [Laughter] 27:13.148 --> 27:14.080 Most likely. 27:15.357 --> 27:16.255 You miss the city? 27:16.911 --> 27:18.947 Oh, I miss it so much. 27:19.327 --> 27:21.812 I, I really want to move back. 27:22.710 --> 27:23.158 You should. 27:23.434 --> 27:24.159 Yeah. 27:24.677 --> 27:25.264 I don't know. 27:25.264 --> 27:26.161 You know, sometimes. 27:26.161 --> 27:27.922 I mean, you got millions of people. 27:28.094 --> 27:29.130 And, 27:29.371 --> 27:32.202 yet somehow I still feel lonely. 27:32.374 --> 27:33.168 - Really. - Sometimes. 27:33.341 --> 27:34.135 Sometimes. 27:35.136 --> 27:36.447 I feel like people are, 27:37.794 --> 27:39.209 craving connection. 27:39.381 --> 27:40.003 Craving. 27:42.212 --> 27:42.971 Something. 27:43.420 --> 27:44.352 Yeah. 27:44.697 --> 27:45.767 - But. - What do you crave? 27:46.354 --> 27:47.079 Me? 27:47.251 --> 27:47.942 Yeah. 27:49.046 --> 27:49.702 Mm. 27:52.740 --> 27:53.741 Lots of things. 27:55.087 --> 27:56.467 - Really? - Yeah. 27:57.054 --> 27:58.193 Like what? 27:58.435 --> 28:01.196 I don't know if I should tell you yet. 28:02.750 --> 28:03.958 Okay. So there's a yet. 28:03.958 --> 28:06.029 So that means there's a 28:06.201 --> 28:10.102 possibility that you will tell me. 28:12.760 --> 28:13.312 Yeah. 28:13.484 --> 28:14.106 Okay. 28:15.901 --> 28:16.729 We gotta go. 28:17.281 --> 28:17.626 What? 28:17.626 --> 28:18.110 Oh, no. 28:18.110 --> 28:18.627 No. 28:18.627 --> 28:19.421 - Again? - Yeah. 28:31.710 --> 28:32.883 This is so cool. 28:33.504 --> 28:34.920 You've never done this before, have you? 28:35.092 --> 28:35.299 No. 28:52.903 --> 28:53.317 Oh. 28:54.111 --> 28:54.871 You okay? 28:55.250 --> 28:56.217 - Kidding. - Oh. 28:56.493 --> 28:57.943 Kiss it make it feel better. 29:41.262 --> 29:42.056 Oh, God. 29:44.058 --> 29:45.197 Wait, wait. 29:45.197 --> 29:49.788 Oh. I should probably make sure I get that train. 29:51.168 --> 29:52.963 I think the last one's like a one or something. 29:53.136 --> 29:53.861 Yeah. Of course. 29:54.033 --> 29:55.483 Yeah, yeah, yeah. 29:58.555 --> 30:00.005 I'm gonna go to the bathroom first. 30:01.420 --> 30:02.524 Okay. Okay. 30:24.305 --> 30:25.582 I can walk you to the train. 30:27.584 --> 30:28.999 I think I might, 30:29.172 --> 30:30.311 get a lift later. 30:32.831 --> 30:33.314 Yeah. 30:35.316 --> 30:35.903 Okay. 30:40.148 --> 30:40.942 But 30:42.219 --> 30:43.911 I need you to show me. 30:48.398 --> 30:49.088 Now. 30:49.330 --> 30:49.951 Mhm. 30:53.610 --> 30:55.025 Yeah. Ready? 31:17.945 --> 31:19.291 These are incredible. 31:21.949 --> 31:22.328 Yeah? 31:22.915 --> 31:23.329 Yeah. 31:25.504 --> 31:26.229 Thank you. 31:28.576 --> 31:30.060 I can see so much. 31:33.512 --> 31:34.237 Like what? 31:36.066 --> 31:36.549 You. 31:39.380 --> 31:41.485 Pain. Chaos. 31:46.421 --> 31:47.595 They're just paintings. 31:50.322 --> 31:51.357 What happened to you? 31:54.360 --> 31:55.465 What? 31:58.571 --> 32:00.125 They're just paintings. 32:03.231 --> 32:04.508 You don't have to hide from me. 32:13.000 --> 32:13.966 You're staying right? 32:16.210 --> 32:16.969 Oh, yeah. 32:19.178 --> 32:20.248 [Soft music] 32:34.538 --> 32:35.470 Princess bed. 32:36.092 --> 32:37.645 Stop! I knew it. 32:37.990 --> 32:38.335 Don't. 32:38.577 --> 32:39.267 Don't! 32:39.267 --> 32:41.235 This is what they gave me. 32:41.235 --> 32:43.099 And I didn't want to take it down. 32:43.547 --> 32:44.652 Because you like it. 32:45.480 --> 32:47.137 Cause I'm a fucking princess. 32:47.310 --> 32:48.242 Yes you are. 33:03.222 --> 33:03.567 ♪ Hey ♪ 33:09.504 --> 33:12.231 ♪ You don't know where you're going ♪ 33:15.165 --> 33:19.135 ♪ Set your mind on a one way trip ♪ 33:20.722 --> 33:24.140 ♪ Where the wind is blowing ♪ 33:27.177 --> 33:30.111 ♪ Secrets that you keep ♪ 33:32.596 --> 33:35.151 ♪ Are keeping you down ♪ 33:38.223 --> 33:40.673 ♪ You think you might drown ♪ 33:43.504 --> 33:46.162 ♪ That's no way of living ♪ 33:52.651 --> 33:54.584 ♪ Let me be the light ♪ 33:57.345 --> 34:00.762 ♪ To things you've never seen ♪ 34:03.800 --> 34:06.078 ♪ Let me be the light ♪ 34:15.260 --> 34:17.296 ♪ Let me be the light ♪ 34:26.512 --> 34:28.514 ♪ Let me be the light ♪ 34:37.592 --> 34:39.870 ♪ Let me be the light ♪ 34:40.216 --> 34:42.528 ♪ To your darkest thought ♪ 34:45.566 --> 34:49.535 ♪ Let me take your deepest fear ♪ 34:51.296 --> 34:53.608 ♪ Hold them to my heart ♪ 34:56.232 --> 34:56.853 ♪ Hey ♪ 35:02.514 --> 35:05.172 ♪ You don't know where you're going ♪ 35:07.105 --> 35:07.795 Hey. 35:10.142 --> 35:10.763 Hey! 35:11.385 --> 35:12.144 You okay? 35:13.456 --> 35:14.112 Yeah. 35:16.424 --> 35:17.322 Can't sleep? 35:18.633 --> 35:19.427 No. 35:28.747 --> 35:29.886 Do you, um. 35:34.649 --> 35:35.305 No. 35:35.478 --> 35:36.410 Absolutely not. 35:39.309 --> 35:40.483 I really like you being here. 35:44.314 --> 35:44.763 Really? 35:46.661 --> 35:47.421 Nice. 35:48.663 --> 35:49.526 Me, too. 36:06.647 --> 36:07.786 I'm gonna find. 36:09.201 --> 36:10.409 [Soft music] 36:30.291 --> 36:31.189 ♪ You ♪ 36:34.226 --> 36:36.297 ♪ You keep me high ♪ 36:41.406 --> 36:45.306 ♪ I'm on the edge tonight ♪ 36:48.344 --> 36:50.518 ♪ I think I'll fly ♪ 36:56.490 --> 36:57.663 ♪ This dream ♪ 37:02.496 --> 37:04.532 ♪ I can't describe ♪ 37:09.744 --> 37:13.472 ♪ It's like I'm lost in time ♪ 37:16.510 --> 37:18.615 ♪ You're by my side ♪ 37:24.966 --> 37:29.557 ♪ All I wanna do is run, run, baby, with the top down ♪ 37:29.557 --> 37:31.456 ♪ Hold hands, you drive ♪ 37:31.628 --> 37:33.423 ♪ We're getting high tonight ♪ 37:34.873 --> 37:37.738 ♪I'm gonna fly tonight ♪ 37:39.015 --> 37:41.431 ♪ All I wanna do is run ♪ 37:41.431 --> 37:43.606 ♪ Right, baby, with the top down ♪ 37:43.606 --> 37:45.470 ♪ Hold hands, you drive ♪ 37:45.642 --> 37:47.472 ♪We're getting high tonight ♪ 37:49.059 --> 37:50.509 ♪ I'm gonna fly ♪ 37:59.346 --> 38:00.899 ♪ Stars collide ♪ 38:06.491 --> 38:09.908 ♪ Such a cold embrace ♪ 38:12.945 --> 38:14.982 ♪ Yet we survive ♪ 38:21.471 --> 38:24.647 ♪ All I wanna do is run, run, baby ♪ 38:24.647 --> 38:25.958 ♪ With the top down ♪ 38:25.958 --> 38:27.788 ♪ Hold hands, you drive ♪ 38:27.960 --> 38:29.721 ♪ We're getting high tonight ♪ 38:37.798 --> 38:38.937 ♪ I wanna fly ♪ 39:02.409 --> 39:03.030 Hey. 39:04.134 --> 39:04.997 Hello. 39:04.997 --> 39:06.482 So I got this little note. 39:06.654 --> 39:08.138 Oh, my God, what is this? 39:08.484 --> 39:09.519 I don't know. 39:09.519 --> 39:12.557 Who would have wrote something so ridiculous? 39:13.523 --> 39:17.941 Um. I made something light, so that way we could eat this. 39:17.941 --> 39:18.804 And then you can tell me what 39:18.804 --> 39:20.081 you like, and then I can make it. 39:20.979 --> 39:22.532 I can tell you what I like. 39:22.705 --> 39:23.947 Yeah, you can tell me what you like. 39:24.569 --> 39:26.709 Do you like apples and yogurt? 39:29.781 --> 39:30.402 Mmm. 39:30.747 --> 39:31.438 Yeah. 39:32.059 --> 39:33.094 Not bad, right? 39:33.716 --> 39:34.717 Really good. 39:35.614 --> 39:36.684 Oh, it's so good. 39:37.167 --> 39:37.720 Mm. 39:41.137 --> 39:41.862 Mmm. 39:42.863 --> 39:43.450 Mhm. 39:43.691 --> 39:45.555 Mhm. Mhm. 39:46.038 --> 39:46.694 Mhm. 39:46.867 --> 39:48.489 I love apples. 39:49.076 --> 39:49.870 [Laughter] 39:50.664 --> 39:51.147 Good morning. 39:51.492 --> 39:52.528 Good morning. 39:52.804 --> 39:54.426 You love feeding people don't you. 39:54.702 --> 39:55.738 I love feeding you. 39:56.670 --> 39:57.981 - Really. - Yes. 39:58.430 --> 39:59.362 Mm. 39:59.362 --> 40:00.777 So what would you like for breakfast? 40:10.408 --> 40:11.857 What do I want for breakfast? 40:12.099 --> 40:12.927 Mhm. 40:14.170 --> 40:15.102 [Indistinct] 40:39.057 --> 40:40.955 We should probably be real people. 40:43.510 --> 40:44.234 What does that mean? 40:44.821 --> 40:45.581 You know. 40:46.444 --> 40:47.721 Go be in the world. 40:47.893 --> 40:49.792 - In the world? - Yeah. 40:51.863 --> 40:52.208 Thank you. 40:52.553 --> 40:53.174 Yeah. 40:55.936 --> 40:56.868 Can I use your shower? 40:57.178 --> 40:57.869 Of course. 40:58.145 --> 40:59.180 - Okay. - Okay. 40:59.526 --> 41:01.079 - Okay. Okay. - Okay. Okay. 41:27.243 --> 41:27.830 Hey. 41:31.627 --> 41:32.593 [Indistinct] 41:33.767 --> 41:35.527 Thout we'd go get some lunch? 41:35.700 --> 41:36.183 Are you hungry? 41:40.636 --> 41:41.222 Come on. 41:41.568 --> 41:42.534 Oh. Come on. 41:42.776 --> 41:43.777 We'll go get some food. 41:44.674 --> 41:45.917 [Indistinct whispering] 41:53.303 --> 41:54.684 I'll go put on my dress. 41:55.236 --> 41:56.237 [Indistinct] 42:10.631 --> 42:13.151 I made all 12 of them necklaces. 42:14.048 --> 42:16.879 Later we go to try to make out, 42:17.051 --> 42:18.328 like where the lions are or something. 42:18.674 --> 42:18.846 That's. 42:23.989 --> 42:25.232 That's why it's called the ravine. 42:25.577 --> 42:27.579 Um, have you been to the castle in central? 42:27.993 --> 42:28.787 A long time ago. 42:28.960 --> 42:29.305 Yeah. 42:29.305 --> 42:29.616 Come on. 42:30.306 --> 42:30.755 We gotta go to the castle. 42:35.587 --> 42:37.347 Overlooks Prospect Park on oceans. 42:40.247 --> 42:41.697 Like your art, I suppose. 42:42.249 --> 42:43.077 Absolutely. 42:46.667 --> 42:47.841 Oh. Do tell. 42:48.013 --> 42:48.635 Yeah. 42:48.635 --> 42:50.671 Yes. They were really? 42:50.844 --> 42:51.569 Absolutely. 42:51.741 --> 42:52.880 Wow. You're silly. 42:53.778 --> 42:54.779 I don't believe you. 42:54.986 --> 42:55.745 One day. 42:55.745 --> 42:57.057 One day, I will own a castle. 42:57.678 --> 42:58.645 Not this one, though. 42:58.817 --> 43:00.094 No, but I'll have a dungeon. 43:00.854 --> 43:01.199 Oh. 43:01.682 --> 43:02.096 Mhm. 43:03.581 --> 43:04.167 And. 43:05.859 --> 43:06.756 I'll take you there. 43:07.170 --> 43:07.792 Will you? 43:08.068 --> 43:08.896 Absolutely. 43:10.208 --> 43:11.071 What? 43:11.968 --> 43:13.142 We should go back to mine. 43:16.214 --> 43:17.146 I should go home. 43:18.319 --> 43:18.906 Oh. 43:19.148 --> 43:19.942 Sorry. 43:20.321 --> 43:21.668 You slayed the dragon. 43:21.840 --> 43:24.671 Oh, I need different clothes. 43:25.016 --> 43:26.086 I get it, I get it. 43:26.086 --> 43:27.052 - You know. - Yeah. 43:27.225 --> 43:28.191 I'll come back tomorrow. 43:28.882 --> 43:29.607 All right. 43:29.779 --> 43:30.677 Yeah. Wanna play? 43:31.160 --> 43:32.195 Absolutely. Yeah. 43:32.195 --> 43:35.371 I mean, I got nothing except for painting. 43:39.789 --> 43:40.721 Goodbye, Castle. 43:47.210 --> 43:48.660 All right, I gotta go. 43:48.833 --> 43:49.799 You let me know about tomorrow? 43:50.351 --> 43:51.180 Absolutely. 43:52.630 --> 43:53.389 All right. 43:56.634 --> 43:57.669 This was fun, thanks. 43:57.842 --> 43:59.050 Yeah. I'll see you tomorrow. 43:59.222 --> 43:59.809 Yeah. 44:05.332 --> 44:06.195 Get home safe. 44:07.403 --> 44:09.716 [Soft music] 44:21.382 --> 44:24.834 ♪ And you give yourself away ♪ 44:27.872 --> 44:32.462 ♪ With all the words and the things you say ♪ 44:34.844 --> 44:39.331 ♪ Everywhere they needed you to be ♪ 44:41.402 --> 44:46.235 ♪ Everyone's favorite thing to see ♪ 44:50.135 --> 44:53.242 ♪ Be mine tonight ♪ 44:58.178 --> 45:01.422 ♪ If only for a while ♪ 45:04.460 --> 45:09.707 ♪ And in the morning they can hear you better ♪ 45:11.950 --> 45:14.988 ♪ Just be mine tonight ♪ 45:19.302 --> 45:22.927 ♪ And you break against the way ♪ 45:25.964 --> 45:30.762 ♪ There's nothing more to give some day ♪ 45:33.006 --> 45:37.873 ♪ And I'm not asking for your sympathy ♪ 45:40.013 --> 45:44.845 ♪ I'm just asking you to stay with me ♪ 45:48.538 --> 45:51.956 ♪ And be mine tonight ♪ 45:56.892 --> 46:00.343 ♪ If only for a while ♪ 46:03.381 --> 46:08.317 ♪ And in the morning they can hear me, baby ♪ 46:10.768 --> 46:13.909 ♪ Just be mine tonight ♪ 46:18.396 --> 46:21.537 ♪ Just be mine tonight ♪ 46:24.574 --> 46:25.403 ♪ Tonight ♪ 46:45.975 --> 46:46.804 Ab? 46:48.253 --> 46:49.013 Ab? 47:26.947 --> 47:27.568 Hey. 47:28.086 --> 47:29.881 I got your cigarettes. 47:32.953 --> 47:34.610 If you eat your muffin, I'll give you the cigarettes. 47:35.404 --> 47:36.060 No. 47:37.199 --> 47:38.441 I'm not. 47:38.441 --> 47:41.341 I'll have the cigarette and then I'll eat the muffin. 47:53.284 --> 47:53.940 Can't. 47:56.390 --> 47:57.115 Can you? 47:57.115 --> 47:58.220 Can you just hold on to it? 47:58.220 --> 47:59.255 Maybe. And have it later. 48:00.256 --> 48:01.119 Yeah. 48:02.603 --> 48:04.122 Promise? I'll wrap it up. 48:04.295 --> 48:04.847 Okay. 48:04.847 --> 48:05.365 Yeah. Wrap it up. 48:09.921 --> 48:10.991 Promise you'll eat it later? 48:17.584 --> 48:21.381 You need to decide what you want to do, Ab. 48:22.002 --> 48:22.554 You know? 48:23.901 --> 48:24.418 What do you mean? 48:28.491 --> 48:30.079 Yeah, you know what I'm talking about. 48:32.633 --> 48:33.220 Like. 48:37.949 --> 48:40.434 It's not going to go on forever like this. 48:45.577 --> 48:46.578 It's your turn. 48:48.408 --> 48:49.478 Oh. Come on. 48:49.478 --> 48:51.100 You've waited long, and you know what I mean. 48:51.480 --> 48:53.620 You have to decide what you want to do. 49:03.975 --> 49:05.528 This this this isn't. 49:05.701 --> 49:07.185 This can't go on. 49:13.709 --> 49:14.537 Okay. 49:46.707 --> 49:47.501 Come in. 49:50.263 --> 49:50.711 Hey. 49:51.471 --> 49:52.334 Hello. 49:52.506 --> 49:53.645 I told you I'd come back. 49:53.645 --> 49:54.267 Right. 49:54.267 --> 49:55.233 It's good to see you. 49:59.617 --> 50:01.032 Do you want tea or anything? 50:01.205 --> 50:01.964 No. 50:01.964 --> 50:03.103 Okay. I'm just finishing this. 50:03.552 --> 50:04.449 How was your night? 50:06.037 --> 50:07.245 I don't know. Just a night. 50:07.418 --> 50:08.315 Nothing special. 50:08.488 --> 50:09.247 Yeah. 50:09.247 --> 50:11.042 Yeah, I got some writing done. 50:11.215 --> 50:11.594 That's great. 50:11.767 --> 50:12.285 Yeah. 50:12.457 --> 50:12.768 Yeah. 50:13.217 --> 50:13.700 You? 50:14.321 --> 50:15.426 Yeah. Painted. 50:15.736 --> 50:16.565 Yeah. Yeah. 50:16.737 --> 50:17.531 Always painting. 50:18.808 --> 50:20.396 Do creators creating? 50:20.810 --> 50:21.604 Yes. 50:21.604 --> 50:22.467 You ready to do this? 50:22.640 --> 50:24.090 I'm so ready. 50:24.262 --> 50:26.023 I always have the best ideas. 50:26.195 --> 50:27.058 Come on, let's go. 50:27.231 --> 50:27.541 Cool. 50:28.301 --> 50:28.646 Yay! 50:32.512 --> 50:33.582 So you. 50:33.582 --> 50:35.204 You've never been here or you have been here. 50:35.204 --> 50:37.344 I've been to the beach, but I haven't been to the ride. 50:37.517 --> 50:38.794 When's the last time you've been here? 50:39.139 --> 50:40.761 Hey, what's your name? 50:41.107 --> 50:42.142 When's the last time you've been here? 50:42.315 --> 50:43.212 Come on Red! 50:43.385 --> 50:44.248 Five years ago. 50:44.248 --> 50:45.421 How are you doing with that loser? 50:45.594 --> 50:46.629 I got money. 50:47.320 --> 50:48.424 He doesn't have money. 50:49.046 --> 50:51.082 I could fucking kill you, man. 50:51.358 --> 50:52.463 Fucking chump. 50:55.155 --> 50:56.432 Just leave it. Leave it. It's nothing. 50:56.432 --> 50:57.295 Just let it go. 50:57.295 --> 50:58.331 - Let it go. - Hang on a second. 51:01.403 --> 51:01.817 What? 51:03.094 --> 51:04.268 What? Huh? 51:04.820 --> 51:06.132 Huh? What? 51:07.236 --> 51:07.650 Kill me! 51:10.067 --> 51:11.378 Kill me! 51:12.276 --> 51:14.416 Go home and sober up, you fucking piece of shit! 51:17.488 --> 51:18.144 Come on. 51:20.732 --> 51:21.526 What did you do? 51:23.149 --> 51:23.494 Max. 51:32.192 --> 51:34.263 Max. Max! 51:34.436 --> 51:36.610 Max! What's going on? 51:37.163 --> 51:38.267 What's going on with you? 51:38.440 --> 51:39.544 What do you mean? 51:39.717 --> 51:40.890 I mean, what happened with that guy? 51:41.236 --> 51:42.375 It was crazy. 51:42.375 --> 51:44.549 And now you're walking ahead of me, ignoring me. 51:44.549 --> 51:46.137 And, I mean, what happened? 51:46.310 --> 51:47.449 I didn't do anything wrong. 51:47.621 --> 51:48.864 No you didn't. 51:50.141 --> 51:51.522 The guy was drunk, Abby. 51:51.694 --> 51:53.040 He told me he was gonna kill me. 51:53.040 --> 51:56.251 He's probably just, you know, out of his mind for the moment. 51:56.458 --> 51:59.116 I know you went through a lot with your husband. 51:59.288 --> 52:01.566 Okay. But it is a different scenario when you're here. 52:01.773 --> 52:03.430 You have to set boundaries. 52:03.603 --> 52:04.949 I'm sorry. 52:04.949 --> 52:08.297 I'm not trying to yell at you, but I'm just saying, like, it's 52:08.297 --> 52:09.540 not safe out here. 52:10.782 --> 52:12.198 You don't know these people. 52:18.307 --> 52:19.584 I just wanted to protect you. 52:24.486 --> 52:25.349 Look. Can we. 52:26.695 --> 52:27.316 I'm sorry. 52:27.489 --> 52:28.386 Can we? 52:29.732 --> 52:31.389 Can we let go of that energy 52:32.597 --> 52:35.324 and go into the park and have a good time? 52:36.153 --> 52:36.843 Yeah. 52:39.190 --> 52:40.398 Let's go ride some rides. 52:43.367 --> 52:44.644 Away. 52:44.954 --> 52:47.198 It sounds like it's actually made out of cans. 52:49.200 --> 52:50.857 Whatever you need. 52:53.929 --> 52:55.241 I'm not getting on that thing. 52:56.587 --> 52:58.244 So when was this thing built? 52:58.968 --> 53:00.556 Um, 17. 53:00.729 --> 53:02.800 Right when the Revolutionary War ended. 53:04.353 --> 53:05.285 Yeah. Thank you. 53:06.286 --> 53:07.494 Oh man. We're really high up. 53:07.736 --> 53:08.668 We're gonna go. 53:08.875 --> 53:10.497 I think we're gonna go again. 53:10.670 --> 53:11.360 No, no no, no. 53:11.360 --> 53:12.396 I know it, I can feel it. 53:12.396 --> 53:13.535 I can feel it. 53:13.535 --> 53:14.570 - Hey, Abby. Abby. - It's gonna slip any second. 53:14.570 --> 53:15.675 - I got you. - What, what, what. 53:15.675 --> 53:16.641 - I got you. You're safe. - Really? 53:16.814 --> 53:17.711 - Okay. - Yeah. 53:17.884 --> 53:18.885 Hey, look at me. Look at me. 53:19.644 --> 53:20.231 You're safe. 53:21.232 --> 53:21.750 I promise. 53:21.922 --> 53:22.889 You promise? 53:22.889 --> 53:24.235 You have control over this thing. 53:24.408 --> 53:25.581 Yeah. See you later. 53:31.277 --> 53:32.278 Oh my God. 53:39.388 --> 53:41.390 Ooh! Let's do spook-o-rama. 53:41.563 --> 53:42.529 Ooh, that looks good. 53:42.702 --> 53:43.599 You want to go scary? 53:44.980 --> 53:46.430 [Screaming] 53:47.741 --> 53:48.984 [Laughter] 53:50.848 --> 53:52.021 Hey, 53:53.230 --> 53:55.473 I'm just hanging out with my buddy here. 53:55.784 --> 53:57.303 You ready to get your ass whooped? 53:57.475 --> 53:58.718 Oh! You stop! 53:59.305 --> 54:00.029 Hey, y'all. 54:00.375 --> 54:01.859 Wow. You got great muscles. 54:03.619 --> 54:04.965 Yeah, you look great. 54:05.449 --> 54:06.415 Oh, thank you. 54:06.588 --> 54:07.554 [Indistinct] 54:07.727 --> 54:09.384 Oh, you teach fitness? 54:09.556 --> 54:10.454 Yeah. Teach fitness. 54:10.626 --> 54:12.456 Really? Where do you teach? 54:12.939 --> 54:15.459 I'm teaching fifth and Queens. 54:15.631 --> 54:16.529 Calcium jeopardy! 54:16.701 --> 54:18.427 Oh, how fun. I would. 54:18.600 --> 54:19.601 Oh, maybe I could come by. 54:19.773 --> 54:20.740 Yeah come by, right. 54:20.912 --> 54:21.637 You gotta get. 54:22.604 --> 54:23.501 Yeah. We're ready. 54:36.963 --> 54:38.275 There's, like, some puppy right here. 54:38.447 --> 54:38.930 Oh, yeah. 54:38.930 --> 54:39.621 Congratulations. 54:39.621 --> 54:40.311 Oh. 54:40.311 --> 54:41.519 Before we lose our shirt. 54:42.658 --> 54:43.280 Oh. 54:43.452 --> 54:44.073 Thanks, man. 54:44.073 --> 54:45.489 Thank you for the puppy. 54:46.559 --> 54:48.871 - Yeah. - I like to be on film. 54:49.044 --> 54:49.941 Oh, yay! 54:51.322 --> 54:52.530 Oh, he's so cute. 54:52.530 --> 54:53.393 But why did we leave? 54:53.393 --> 54:54.394 We were winning. 54:54.394 --> 54:55.361 We could have won something even bigger. 54:55.533 --> 54:56.258 Oh, you got. 54:56.258 --> 54:57.466 Those games are rigged, man. 54:57.466 --> 54:58.812 You gotta leave before you lose your shirt. 54:58.812 --> 54:59.572 You know what I mean? 54:59.572 --> 55:01.332 You weren't gonna lose anything. 55:01.505 --> 55:02.713 I'm. I'm a good shot. 55:02.713 --> 55:03.472 - Yeah. - Right? 55:03.645 --> 55:04.093 You saw that? 55:04.093 --> 55:04.956 I saw that. 55:05.474 --> 55:06.544 We should do bumper cars. 55:06.993 --> 55:08.063 Where's my gas? 55:09.754 --> 55:10.341 Yeah. 55:11.653 --> 55:12.619 [Laughter] 55:19.971 --> 55:20.662 Kiss. 55:20.834 --> 55:21.594 Yes. 55:26.495 --> 55:27.600 It's so fun. 55:30.672 --> 55:31.845 It's like, who am I right now? 55:32.018 --> 55:32.846 I just don't even know. 55:33.019 --> 55:33.640 Who am I? 55:33.916 --> 55:35.021 Who am I? 55:35.366 --> 55:36.885 ♪ It was all about dreaming ♪ 55:38.473 --> 55:42.028 ♪ And everything I'm seeing all fades away ♪ 55:43.063 --> 55:44.927 I can't believe you won this. 55:45.859 --> 55:46.929 Oh come on. 55:47.102 --> 55:49.449 It's from my mad target skills, Max. 55:50.105 --> 55:52.107 Your mad flirting skills. 55:53.039 --> 55:55.041 - What? - You heard me. 55:56.594 --> 55:57.492 What do you mean? 55:58.009 --> 55:58.976 What are you talking about? 55:59.563 --> 56:01.012 You were flirting with the dude. 56:01.358 --> 56:03.843 I'm sure that the prizes are not this big. 56:04.775 --> 56:06.846 I wasn't flirting with him. 56:08.606 --> 56:09.642 I wasn't flirting with him. 56:09.814 --> 56:10.815 What are you talking about? 56:10.988 --> 56:11.782 Yes you were. 56:13.991 --> 56:15.095 How can you say that? 56:16.096 --> 56:16.821 That's crazy. 56:16.821 --> 56:18.133 Because it's true. 56:18.133 --> 56:20.929 You complimented him on his muscles and told him you were 56:20.929 --> 56:22.379 gonna go work out with him. 56:22.551 --> 56:24.519 I was being nice, Max. 56:24.829 --> 56:27.901 The poor guy is, like, back there all day, you know, 56:28.074 --> 56:29.178 running games. 56:30.041 --> 56:30.904 There was nobody there. 56:30.904 --> 56:32.803 Even, like, how boring, you know. 56:40.017 --> 56:41.018 Is this, like. 56:41.777 --> 56:43.192 A problem? Is this a thing? 56:45.160 --> 56:45.885 What? 56:46.057 --> 56:47.162 No no no no no. 56:47.507 --> 56:48.612 I was. 56:49.026 --> 56:51.684 I'm joking, I'm joking, I was joking. 56:52.995 --> 56:54.169 I'm joking. Yes. 56:55.412 --> 56:56.482 I'm joking. 56:59.174 --> 56:59.830 Sorry. 57:02.902 --> 57:03.834 Pug life. 57:05.698 --> 57:06.906 You won this fair and square. 57:07.976 --> 57:10.081 From your mad shooting skills. 57:13.153 --> 57:13.947 This is true. 57:14.465 --> 57:15.570 Wanna go cuddle? 57:21.541 --> 57:22.887 You want to be a little pug? 57:23.440 --> 57:24.682 - Yeah. - Yeah. 57:24.855 --> 57:25.407 Let's go. 57:25.407 --> 57:26.201 Tickle your belly. 57:34.036 --> 57:34.968 What? 57:34.968 --> 57:38.903 Just us being friends for so long and. 57:39.214 --> 57:39.904 Yeah. 57:40.077 --> 57:41.147 That happened. 57:43.080 --> 57:44.633 Thanks for inviting me for dinner. 57:44.875 --> 57:45.634 Of course. 57:47.671 --> 57:48.741 Little did I know. 57:48.913 --> 57:51.571 Yeah, I mean, I knew. 57:51.744 --> 57:56.576 Sorry. I mean, look, I was gonna force anything. 57:56.749 --> 57:57.508 I just. 57:57.508 --> 57:58.682 Yeah well you didn't have to. 57:58.682 --> 58:00.235 I've always had a crush on you. 58:00.649 --> 58:01.512 Seriously? 58:01.512 --> 58:02.996 Yes. 58:03.169 --> 58:06.724 And I know that you've been going through a tough time, and 58:06.724 --> 58:09.486 I felt I was, I was torn. 58:09.658 --> 58:12.765 It was like, do I or don't I? 58:13.662 --> 58:17.666 I'm just glad that it happened now. 58:18.840 --> 58:19.841 Yeah me too. 58:20.117 --> 58:20.669 Yeah. 58:21.014 --> 58:21.946 Yeah. 58:22.671 --> 58:23.948 Better late than never, right? 58:24.121 --> 58:24.742 Yeah. 58:24.915 --> 58:25.709 Definitely. 58:26.123 --> 58:26.986 Less baggage. 58:27.642 --> 58:28.297 Yeah. 58:28.677 --> 58:29.885 Yeah. For sure. 58:57.119 --> 58:58.673 So how did you get into art? 58:58.845 --> 58:59.984 How'd you get into painting? 59:00.882 --> 59:04.817 So when I got into high school, I, uh, 59:05.921 --> 59:09.097 So you know, you can sign up for whatever you want. 59:09.822 --> 59:13.929 And I signed up for art not because I wanted to, but 59:13.929 --> 59:15.793 because I thought it would be fucking easy. 59:18.278 --> 59:19.625 And, um. 59:19.866 --> 59:21.109 And my teacher, 59:22.559 --> 59:24.940 he kept trying to teach us form. 59:25.113 --> 59:26.286 I mean, he didn't try. He did. 59:26.770 --> 59:28.219 [Indistinct] 59:28.979 --> 59:32.879 I think I was trying to piss him off, you know, because I 59:32.879 --> 59:33.915 was like, I don't want to do this. 59:33.915 --> 59:35.951 I thought this was going to be fucking easy. 59:36.780 --> 59:39.265 And he started embracing 59:40.715 --> 59:42.164 my weird. 59:43.096 --> 59:46.617 And one day he kept me up after class and he was like, you 59:46.617 --> 59:48.792 know, you're you're talented, right? 59:49.758 --> 59:51.070 And that was the first time 59:51.070 --> 59:52.727 that anybody had ever told me that. 59:54.038 --> 59:56.109 And he's like, but you need to learn form. 59:58.146 --> 59:59.803 And he said something. He said. 59:59.803 --> 01:00:03.392 Talent without hard work is a tragedy. 01:00:04.704 --> 01:00:06.741 And so the next day. 01:00:08.915 --> 01:00:14.887 I started learning form and I started loving art. 01:00:16.682 --> 01:00:17.165 Yeah. 01:00:18.787 --> 01:00:19.650 What about you? 01:00:20.202 --> 01:00:21.341 What started with writing? 01:00:25.898 --> 01:00:26.899 Crazy shit. 01:00:28.417 --> 01:00:29.384 As a kid. 01:00:29.833 --> 01:00:31.282 Um, 01:00:31.662 --> 01:00:34.838 I would see things in the world that I really didn't like. 01:00:35.148 --> 01:00:38.186 And I knew I didn't have the power to change anything. 01:00:38.393 --> 01:00:43.881 Yeah. So I would make up stories in my head about an 01:00:43.881 --> 01:00:45.711 alternate reality of the way it went. 01:00:46.125 --> 01:00:47.644 Right. And I. 01:00:49.853 --> 01:00:55.444 Wrote my first full length play in third grade. 01:00:56.307 --> 01:00:57.964 Kind of crazy, but don't you think? 01:00:57.964 --> 01:01:00.173 Everybody that does art is kind of crazy? 01:01:00.657 --> 01:01:01.899 No, we have to be a little crazy. 01:01:02.072 --> 01:01:05.903 I've never really known how to fit into society. 01:01:07.802 --> 01:01:08.112 Yeah. 01:01:17.121 --> 01:01:18.882 [Laughter] 01:01:21.816 --> 01:01:22.437 Goofball. 01:01:25.267 --> 01:01:26.890 I'm coming with you. 01:01:27.960 --> 01:01:31.688 So how many women have you actually brought back to your 01:01:31.688 --> 01:01:32.896 little den setup? 01:01:33.068 --> 01:01:33.931 My den? 01:01:34.242 --> 01:01:34.829 Yeah. 01:01:36.209 --> 01:01:36.934 Let's see. 01:01:37.417 --> 01:01:38.177 None. 01:01:39.178 --> 01:01:40.489 I'm dead serious. 01:01:40.835 --> 01:01:43.458 None. Well, first of all, it's a new space, right? 01:01:44.735 --> 01:01:46.150 I've been here two months. 01:01:47.807 --> 01:01:48.428 Yeah. 01:01:50.120 --> 01:01:50.845 I just. 01:01:51.052 --> 01:01:51.466 I don't know. 01:01:51.466 --> 01:01:52.363 I've been, 01:01:53.226 --> 01:01:56.851 working. I mean, working. 01:01:58.715 --> 01:02:01.890 Um. Yeah, but I just think that, uh, 01:02:03.202 --> 01:02:03.996 I don't know. 01:02:05.480 --> 01:02:06.446 I'm a hippie, I guess. 01:02:06.446 --> 01:02:08.310 I believe in energy and things. 01:02:08.310 --> 01:02:09.795 So I just want to make sure that, 01:02:11.072 --> 01:02:13.074 you know, the energy's nice in here when I'm 01:02:14.523 --> 01:02:15.455 doing my work. 01:02:16.146 --> 01:02:16.733 Mhm. 01:02:17.906 --> 01:02:18.907 Ahhh! 01:02:19.287 --> 01:02:20.840 [Laughter] 01:02:22.877 --> 01:02:24.188 You're gonna fall off the bed. 01:02:24.361 --> 01:02:25.465 It's worth it. 01:02:26.466 --> 01:02:27.882 Uh uh. 01:02:28.814 --> 01:02:29.815 [Laughter] 01:02:31.333 --> 01:02:32.403 Ah! Oh! 01:02:33.922 --> 01:02:34.198 Oh. 01:02:39.963 --> 01:02:41.171 [Laughter] 01:02:42.448 --> 01:02:43.449 Still what I'm working on? 01:02:47.487 --> 01:02:49.006 Wait. You know what you have to do? 01:02:49.179 --> 01:02:50.042 Okay, what can I show you? 01:02:50.214 --> 01:02:50.559 Yeah. 01:02:51.871 --> 01:02:52.423 Stop. 01:02:56.773 --> 01:02:59.085 - What the fuck is that? - It's a sock. 01:02:59.085 --> 01:03:00.811 Oh, nice. 01:03:02.468 --> 01:03:04.539 Okay. That's true. 01:03:04.953 --> 01:03:06.127 I just got to go around. 01:03:06.127 --> 01:03:06.921 Oh. 01:03:07.266 --> 01:03:08.094 Really? 01:03:12.064 --> 01:03:13.237 Okay, get to work. Get to work. 01:03:13.237 --> 01:03:14.860 I'm working, I'm working. 01:03:38.159 --> 01:03:39.885 Piece of paper that has nothing on it. 01:03:45.028 --> 01:03:46.892 Well, that did it for sure. 01:03:47.133 --> 01:03:48.203 That thing knows. 01:03:55.521 --> 01:03:56.867 Oh, oh. 01:04:03.943 --> 01:04:06.359 Wow. You are amazing. 01:04:11.364 --> 01:04:11.848 Oh. 01:04:13.850 --> 01:04:15.299 Oh. 01:04:17.508 --> 01:04:20.408 I have a question, and you don't have to answer it if you 01:04:20.408 --> 01:04:22.928 don't want to, because I know it's a very personal. 01:04:24.584 --> 01:04:27.139 Why? Why did you stay? 01:04:30.625 --> 01:04:33.145 In, um, 2008. 01:04:35.112 --> 01:04:36.562 I did an intervention, 01:04:38.460 --> 01:04:41.291 and, um, he was so angry 01:04:42.326 --> 01:04:44.225 because he felt that I outed him. 01:04:45.398 --> 01:04:51.991 And he said to me at that point, um, he refused to ever 01:04:51.991 --> 01:04:53.924 sleep in the same bed as me ever again. 01:04:54.545 --> 01:04:59.102 And he also would never let me get a divorce. 01:05:01.242 --> 01:05:03.589 So at that point, I kind of realized I was kind of 01:05:04.210 --> 01:05:05.315 basically in jail. 01:05:05.902 --> 01:05:06.316 Yeah. 01:05:06.523 --> 01:05:08.180 And so I 01:05:09.077 --> 01:05:13.012 figured out how many years I had to serve out my sentence. 01:05:13.495 --> 01:05:16.326 And then I just dove in to 01:05:17.430 --> 01:05:19.639 making money, taking care of the kids, 01:05:20.917 --> 01:05:23.402 trying to pretend I was a suburban mom, 01:05:23.402 --> 01:05:25.300 but I've never been that really. 01:05:26.163 --> 01:05:27.061 [Indistinct] 01:05:27.268 --> 01:05:28.476 How are the kids now? 01:05:30.133 --> 01:05:30.616 They're okay. 01:05:31.997 --> 01:05:32.549 Getting better. 01:05:32.721 --> 01:05:34.378 But. 01:05:36.139 --> 01:05:39.694 There were a couple times I would, um, get in touch with a 01:05:39.694 --> 01:05:41.454 divorce lawyer or that kind of thing. 01:05:41.627 --> 01:05:44.492 And, um, they would all say the same thing. 01:05:44.733 --> 01:05:49.669 That the fact that he was trying to kill himself from 01:05:49.669 --> 01:05:55.192 alcoholism showed that he had a disease, a disease, a disorder. 01:05:55.365 --> 01:06:00.473 And if I try to leave him, I would be forced to support him 01:06:00.473 --> 01:06:01.612 the rest of my life. 01:06:02.337 --> 01:06:03.614 Yeah. 01:06:03.614 --> 01:06:08.447 Yeah. But then there's the other part where, you know, he 01:06:08.619 --> 01:06:09.966 had saved me from 01:06:11.450 --> 01:06:13.383 a bad situation, and, 01:06:16.075 --> 01:06:18.975 I was just kind of trying to return the favor. 01:06:19.147 --> 01:06:20.631 You know, I wanted to save him. 01:06:22.047 --> 01:06:23.393 Yeah. 01:06:23.393 --> 01:06:26.120 And I even said to him so many times, you know, we don't have 01:06:26.120 --> 01:06:27.431 to do this. 01:06:27.431 --> 01:06:29.744 You're more than welcome to go and be with somebody else. 01:06:30.089 --> 01:06:31.021 You know, find your way. 01:06:31.194 --> 01:06:32.022 Go be alone. 01:06:32.195 --> 01:06:33.196 Move wherever you want. 01:06:33.368 --> 01:06:34.335 I won't. 01:06:34.335 --> 01:06:36.475 I would never expect anything from him. 01:06:42.481 --> 01:06:44.276 It was so crazy, though, 01:06:45.518 --> 01:06:49.246 that night when it happened. 01:06:52.318 --> 01:06:55.287 After they took the body away and the cops left. 01:06:57.530 --> 01:06:59.360 I was standing in the kitchen with my kid. 01:07:01.603 --> 01:07:03.226 And I couldn't cry. 01:07:04.365 --> 01:07:06.022 And, um, 01:07:06.608 --> 01:07:10.405 it was like this deep part of me, this animal, part of me 01:07:12.235 --> 01:07:15.617 just said, I don't know who I am without this problem. 01:07:18.689 --> 01:07:20.622 My whole life has been built around it. 01:07:20.829 --> 01:07:22.486 And 01:07:22.659 --> 01:07:27.526 in that moment, I knew, like all my co-dependants, was gone. 01:07:29.252 --> 01:07:30.460 All the things that I had tried 01:07:30.460 --> 01:07:33.773 for so many years to try to fix myself. 01:07:34.705 --> 01:07:36.569 And in one moment I was done, 01:07:37.708 --> 01:07:39.365 and I felt so guilty 01:07:40.849 --> 01:07:42.679 that I was actually going to be okay. 01:08:12.847 --> 01:08:14.159 What are you doing with your fingers? 01:08:15.298 --> 01:08:15.608 Oh. 01:08:18.094 --> 01:08:18.784 This 01:08:20.475 --> 01:08:21.821 will bring me back to the 01:08:21.821 --> 01:08:25.273 energy of everything that I'm feeling. 01:08:26.136 --> 01:08:28.104 So that when you know, 01:08:29.381 --> 01:08:30.623 I want to feel the way I do 01:08:30.899 --> 01:08:33.764 right now, all I have to do is this. 01:08:35.249 --> 01:08:36.353 Nice. 01:08:37.734 --> 01:08:40.219 Yeah. So I always have this moment. 01:08:55.372 --> 01:08:57.581 ♪ I remember when we first met ♪ 01:08:58.237 --> 01:09:00.653 ♪ You were wearing that summer dress ♪ 01:09:01.275 --> 01:09:03.553 ♪ Told me everything you liked best ♪ 01:09:03.553 --> 01:09:05.865 ♪ And we danced all night ♪ 01:09:07.419 --> 01:09:09.731 ♪ Don't remember just what we said ♪ 01:09:10.491 --> 01:09:13.183 ♪ You were calling me Billy the Kid ♪ 01:09:13.494 --> 01:09:18.361 ♪ Don't know how many shots we did, but it sure was fun ♪ 01:09:18.775 --> 01:09:20.432 ♪ Wake up, wake up ♪ 01:09:21.502 --> 01:09:22.744 I'm so glad we went to the museum. 01:09:22.744 --> 01:09:25.816 That was so wonderful to be back there as a grown up. 01:09:26.265 --> 01:09:26.714 Yeah. 01:09:26.886 --> 01:09:27.818 You know. 01:09:27.818 --> 01:09:29.475 When's the last time you went? 01:09:29.648 --> 01:09:32.789 About ten years ago, I think, with one of my kids in their 01:09:32.789 --> 01:09:33.445 field trip. 01:09:33.445 --> 01:09:34.791 Oh, wow. 01:09:34.791 --> 01:09:36.793 But it was a bunch of kids, so, you know, they want to, like, 01:09:36.965 --> 01:09:38.415 keep it moving and everything. 01:09:38.588 --> 01:09:40.176 Yeah. You can't read and kind of, 01:09:40.348 --> 01:09:41.798 - Yeah. - really dive in and. 01:09:41.798 --> 01:09:43.627 Yeah, really absorb it, you know? 01:09:43.800 --> 01:09:44.456 Yeah. 01:09:44.628 --> 01:09:45.457 No. That was. 01:09:46.492 --> 01:09:47.286 Logical. 01:09:47.459 --> 01:09:48.563 Yeah. 01:09:49.426 --> 01:09:51.601 And what did wipe out the dinosaurs? 01:09:51.773 --> 01:09:52.843 That's the real question. 01:09:53.534 --> 01:09:54.535 I don't even know. 01:09:55.294 --> 01:09:55.950 What do you think? 01:09:57.676 --> 01:09:58.401 I don't know. 01:09:58.401 --> 01:10:00.403 I've got different theories. 01:10:00.851 --> 01:10:03.406 I mean, there's the things we're told about a meteor. 01:10:03.682 --> 01:10:05.856 - Then there's the things that. - Makes sense. 01:10:06.202 --> 01:10:06.754 Pangaea. 01:10:07.513 --> 01:10:07.927 Yeah. 01:10:07.927 --> 01:10:09.377 You know. 01:10:09.377 --> 01:10:12.898 Aliens wanted to, like, have their own hybrids take over, 01:10:12.898 --> 01:10:15.625 and so they wipe them out with the great flood. 01:10:15.625 --> 01:10:19.353 Or there's the idea that the Great Flood is actually 01:10:19.353 --> 01:10:22.804 something from, you know, the Bible and God did it. 01:10:24.358 --> 01:10:25.704 Yeah. 01:10:26.014 --> 01:10:29.432 I mean, I see you wear a cross, but do you actually. 01:10:29.604 --> 01:10:29.949 Um. 01:10:30.571 --> 01:10:30.916 Yeah. 01:10:31.330 --> 01:10:31.813 Really? 01:10:32.538 --> 01:10:33.919 Yeah. I mean, 01:10:34.954 --> 01:10:37.302 I don't know when the last time I went to church was. 01:10:37.681 --> 01:10:39.925 I don't think you need church to believe in God. 01:10:41.340 --> 01:10:42.997 No, I just think sometimes I 01:10:43.342 --> 01:10:46.483 miss out on the community aspect. 01:10:46.656 --> 01:10:47.312 Do you believe? 01:10:47.484 --> 01:10:48.727 Oh, completely. 01:10:49.486 --> 01:10:50.763 Nice. 01:10:50.763 --> 01:10:55.941 My whole life I'd been married about three years, and the 01:10:55.941 --> 01:10:57.460 alcoholism was really bad. 01:10:57.632 --> 01:10:59.289 And I was trying to get through to him. 01:10:59.876 --> 01:11:02.534 And, you know, it was like, okay, if you don't want to fix 01:11:02.534 --> 01:11:05.571 yourself for you or for me or for the kids, then you know, 01:11:05.744 --> 01:11:09.299 what about this amazing opportunity of life and this 01:11:09.299 --> 01:11:10.576 body that God gave you? 01:11:10.576 --> 01:11:15.581 I mean, why would you just shun that and and mistreat it? 01:11:15.754 --> 01:11:16.824 This gift. 01:11:17.307 --> 01:11:18.860 And he said, I don't believe in God. 01:11:19.447 --> 01:11:24.072 And I had the craziest reaction because I thought, whoa, how 01:11:24.590 --> 01:11:27.283 like how how did I not know this? 01:11:27.490 --> 01:11:30.320 Crap. That's that explains everything. 01:11:30.527 --> 01:11:31.563 Yeah. 01:11:31.563 --> 01:11:34.393 And it was something that I made a note of. 01:11:34.393 --> 01:11:37.534 I thought, you know, okay, it's clearly an important thing for 01:11:37.534 --> 01:11:41.538 me that people that I'm close to believe in some way. 01:11:41.538 --> 01:11:44.092 I mean, I'm not into organized religion either. 01:11:44.092 --> 01:11:45.024 I've never been. 01:11:45.024 --> 01:11:46.302 I don't think it's necessary. 01:11:46.474 --> 01:11:47.717 God's everywhere. 01:11:47.717 --> 01:11:51.721 It's, you know, the sky, the earth, the air, the light. 01:11:51.893 --> 01:11:52.653 Yeah. 01:11:52.653 --> 01:11:54.551 You know, it's inside our cells. 01:11:54.724 --> 01:11:56.760 I mean, everywhere be something 01:11:56.760 --> 01:11:58.486 that was missing in this other person. 01:11:58.486 --> 01:12:00.454 Made everything else kind of logical. 01:12:00.695 --> 01:12:02.007 Yeah. 01:12:02.007 --> 01:12:04.527 And then I spent the rest of the time that we were together 01:12:04.699 --> 01:12:07.771 just, um, trying to prove that it's real. 01:12:07.944 --> 01:12:08.634 And. 01:12:09.842 --> 01:12:10.774 - Yeah. - Yeah. 01:12:10.947 --> 01:12:12.466 But you can't convince people. 01:12:12.914 --> 01:12:16.332 No. I mean, all we can do is just, uh, 01:12:17.712 --> 01:12:18.955 show off our light. 01:12:19.335 --> 01:12:20.991 Yeah. Yeah, exactly. 01:12:21.785 --> 01:12:22.821 I like your light. 01:12:24.340 --> 01:12:25.893 Thanks. I like your light, too. 01:12:34.626 --> 01:12:35.868 Want to go get some food? 01:12:37.042 --> 01:12:39.113 That's always your answer to everything. 01:12:39.113 --> 01:12:40.321 I know. 01:12:40.321 --> 01:12:41.667 It's either food or a different adventure. 01:12:41.840 --> 01:12:42.979 Yeah. Let's go eat. 01:12:43.151 --> 01:12:44.843 I think it's Taco Tuesday, isn't it? 01:12:45.602 --> 01:12:48.916 Holy shit, it is Taco Tuesday. 01:12:49.813 --> 01:12:50.780 Let's do this. 01:12:57.718 --> 01:12:59.029 Just chop it up. 01:12:59.409 --> 01:12:59.927 Well. 01:13:02.412 --> 01:13:03.344 What? 01:13:03.344 --> 01:13:04.932 Why did you put water in your drink? 01:13:05.967 --> 01:13:07.555 So it makes it smell better. 01:13:09.108 --> 01:13:09.868 Why? 01:13:11.490 --> 01:13:12.698 It's blasphamy. 01:13:13.389 --> 01:13:15.460 How dare you do that to a bartenders drink. 01:13:16.875 --> 01:13:18.083 It's better now, taste it. 01:13:18.532 --> 01:13:19.636 Now you won't get fucked up. 01:13:23.537 --> 01:13:24.538 That's. Yeah, that's. 01:13:24.538 --> 01:13:25.159 That's true. 01:13:25.504 --> 01:13:26.505 Just put water to drink. 01:13:26.678 --> 01:13:27.955 It'll be fine. 01:13:27.955 --> 01:13:29.163 Well, they always say you should have water when you're 01:13:29.163 --> 01:13:29.991 drinking, right? 01:13:31.786 --> 01:13:32.546 Exactly. 01:13:32.718 --> 01:13:33.650 So that's what I do. 01:13:35.549 --> 01:13:36.446 So, 01:13:37.516 --> 01:13:38.966 I know this is crazy, right? 01:13:39.138 --> 01:13:39.725 Yeah. 01:13:39.932 --> 01:13:40.554 Yeah, 01:13:40.795 --> 01:13:41.831 [Indistinct] 01:13:41.831 --> 01:13:44.558 Yeah. Well, if I had checkers, we could play. 01:13:44.730 --> 01:13:45.835 I've never played chess. 01:13:46.560 --> 01:13:48.458 It is a fun game. 01:13:48.631 --> 01:13:48.941 Really? 01:13:48.941 --> 01:13:49.666 Mhm. 01:13:49.666 --> 01:13:51.599 Cool. Do you have like what? 01:13:52.773 --> 01:13:54.499 No no no I'm good. 01:13:54.499 --> 01:13:55.120 It's just. 01:13:55.465 --> 01:13:56.501 It's fine, it's fine. 01:13:57.812 --> 01:13:59.020 If, um. 01:13:59.883 --> 01:14:02.058 I mean, do you want to tell me something? 01:14:03.991 --> 01:14:05.302 What do you mean? 01:14:05.302 --> 01:14:08.513 You been getting, like, all kinds of texts and calls, and 01:14:08.513 --> 01:14:11.205 you never take them in front of me, and I'm just like, there's 01:14:11.205 --> 01:14:12.689 something this guy's hiding. 01:14:12.862 --> 01:14:15.071 Because kind of, you know, that makes me think. 01:14:15.243 --> 01:14:16.106 No, I understand that. 01:14:16.452 --> 01:14:17.073 I don't care. 01:14:17.073 --> 01:14:17.832 - No. - It's like. 01:14:18.005 --> 01:14:19.075 Yeah. 01:14:19.075 --> 01:14:22.492 I mean, this isn't like anything, really, right? 01:14:22.768 --> 01:14:23.873 - Abby. - I mean, this isn't anything. 01:14:24.045 --> 01:14:25.461 - It's the - Honestly. 01:14:27.083 --> 01:14:27.808 Huh? 01:14:28.602 --> 01:14:29.568 It's the gallery. 01:14:29.913 --> 01:14:31.087 Oh, okay. 01:14:34.159 --> 01:14:35.574 The gallery is texting me 01:14:35.574 --> 01:14:37.852 because they want to see my progress. 01:14:39.129 --> 01:14:39.923 That's it. 01:14:40.993 --> 01:14:41.615 Oh. 01:14:42.512 --> 01:14:43.168 Yeah. 01:14:45.619 --> 01:14:46.792 I. 01:14:47.759 --> 01:14:50.244 I have sent them pictures, so they're fine. 01:14:54.490 --> 01:14:55.836 But you really haven't been 01:14:57.527 --> 01:14:58.804 doing it, have you? 01:15:00.047 --> 01:15:00.910 Yeah. 01:15:03.533 --> 01:15:04.948 I haven't really seen you 01:15:05.811 --> 01:15:07.019 doing anything. 01:15:07.675 --> 01:15:08.745 - I mean. - I'm painting. 01:15:08.918 --> 01:15:10.920 Well you're hanging out with me. 01:15:11.092 --> 01:15:11.955 I'm doing a lot. 01:15:11.955 --> 01:15:13.888 Oh, that's awful. That's so awful. 01:15:13.888 --> 01:15:14.544 No, that's. 01:15:14.751 --> 01:15:15.821 I'm happy. 01:15:16.132 --> 01:15:16.753 Me too. 01:15:17.685 --> 01:15:18.583 But, 01:15:19.549 --> 01:15:21.033 I mean, actually, you know, 01:15:22.863 --> 01:15:25.762 it would be smart, probably to just kind of. 01:15:27.730 --> 01:15:29.248 - What? - Take a breath. 01:15:29.594 --> 01:15:31.216 And, you know, 01:15:33.011 --> 01:15:35.289 I'm probably still fucked up, so I should probably. 01:15:35.634 --> 01:15:37.602 You know, I've got things I need to do. 01:15:37.774 --> 01:15:40.018 I've got things I should take care of, and I haven't been 01:15:40.018 --> 01:15:41.019 taking care of them. 01:15:41.675 --> 01:15:42.986 Yeah, yeah. 01:15:42.986 --> 01:15:45.713 I mean, if you got to do that, I mean, I should probably be 01:15:45.713 --> 01:15:46.472 painting as well. 01:15:46.472 --> 01:15:48.578 I mean, look, why don't we take. 01:15:48.751 --> 01:15:49.890 You're right, you're right. 01:15:50.062 --> 01:15:51.305 Why don't we take a few days? 01:15:52.582 --> 01:15:53.134 A few days? 01:15:53.549 --> 01:15:54.584 Yeah. 01:15:54.584 --> 01:15:57.104 I was going to just, like, go tonight, but. 01:15:57.656 --> 01:15:58.277 That's what I'm saying. 01:15:58.277 --> 01:15:58.933 You. 01:15:59.589 --> 01:16:00.348 Oh, I leave now. 01:16:01.039 --> 01:16:02.247 Yes, I leave now. 01:16:02.247 --> 01:16:04.283 Okay. All right, all right, all right. 01:16:04.629 --> 01:16:05.077 Sounds good. 01:16:05.319 --> 01:16:05.837 Yeah. 01:16:10.980 --> 01:16:11.877 Abby. 01:16:14.915 --> 01:16:16.054 You don't have to leave now. 01:16:20.748 --> 01:16:22.647 [Soft music] 01:16:54.126 --> 01:16:56.612 [Music continues] 01:17:36.203 --> 01:17:37.376 [Music continues] 01:18:09.305 --> 01:18:10.755 [Music continues] 01:18:51.002 --> 01:18:51.450 Hey. 01:19:07.087 --> 01:19:08.226 Oh. Oh my God. 01:19:08.398 --> 01:19:09.296 I just couldn't stay away. 01:19:09.468 --> 01:19:10.366 I missed you so bad. 01:19:18.270 --> 01:19:19.547 Take me. I'm yours. 01:19:27.452 --> 01:19:28.522 Yeah, get rid of that. 01:19:28.522 --> 01:19:29.316 Get rid of that. 01:19:29.316 --> 01:19:30.351 Here, take this off me. 01:19:30.524 --> 01:19:31.249 Get this off me. 01:19:48.369 --> 01:19:49.094 What? 01:19:50.475 --> 01:19:51.234 Nothing. 01:19:52.373 --> 01:19:53.305 What? Come on. What? 01:19:58.034 --> 01:19:58.897 I like this. 01:20:01.935 --> 01:20:03.281 Me too. 01:20:05.593 --> 01:20:09.805 And I never had a art studio in my apartment before. 01:20:10.219 --> 01:20:11.013 Really? 01:20:11.427 --> 01:20:13.118 Yeah. I've always had to 01:20:14.257 --> 01:20:15.569 go out for work. 01:20:16.570 --> 01:20:18.434 I don't know if it's a good thing or a bad thing. 01:20:20.332 --> 01:20:21.057 Why? 01:20:21.230 --> 01:20:22.887 Easily distracted. 01:20:25.959 --> 01:20:28.927 Yeah. Normally I don't let anyone in 01:20:30.342 --> 01:20:31.447 until the work's done. 01:20:35.900 --> 01:20:36.210 Mm. 01:20:48.222 --> 01:20:50.604 I'm running out of ideas with what I'm doing. 01:20:55.160 --> 01:20:55.851 Oh, yeah. 01:20:56.058 --> 01:20:56.575 Mhm. 01:20:59.647 --> 01:21:01.891 Maybe me. 01:21:02.305 --> 01:21:03.444 Time for a break. 01:21:04.549 --> 01:21:07.276 I think you might. 01:21:08.070 --> 01:21:09.140 Be right, Sam. 01:21:09.347 --> 01:21:10.141 What do you think? 01:21:11.142 --> 01:21:12.074 Are we up for that? 01:21:12.246 --> 01:21:13.247 Yeah. Yeah. 01:21:18.114 --> 01:21:19.115 [Soft music] 01:21:57.188 --> 01:21:58.189 [Music continues] 01:22:45.995 --> 01:22:47.272 Oh. Feels good. 01:22:58.697 --> 01:22:59.181 Oh. 01:23:08.190 --> 01:23:08.535 Okay. 01:23:08.707 --> 01:23:09.260 Good. 01:23:09.639 --> 01:23:10.157 Yes. 01:23:10.330 --> 01:23:11.572 Oh. Oh. 01:23:14.506 --> 01:23:15.783 I'm so glad I went and had brunch. 01:23:16.129 --> 01:23:16.992 That was so good. 01:23:17.164 --> 01:23:18.165 Yeah, that's a good idea. 01:23:18.338 --> 01:23:19.477 The tea sucked though, right? 01:23:19.649 --> 01:23:20.236 It did? 01:23:20.236 --> 01:23:20.547 Yeah. You're right. 01:23:21.272 --> 01:23:21.997 That's why we're doing this. 01:23:22.445 --> 01:23:23.067 Hold on. 01:23:25.483 --> 01:23:26.139 All right. 01:23:26.139 --> 01:23:27.312 I've got, 01:23:29.107 --> 01:23:30.660 English tea time. 01:23:30.660 --> 01:23:32.283 Or green tea? 01:23:33.146 --> 01:23:33.698 Green. 01:23:34.043 --> 01:23:35.424 Alright. Perfect. 01:23:40.670 --> 01:23:41.637 Are you gonna answer that? 01:23:43.087 --> 01:23:44.571 I guess I could, yeah. 01:23:47.436 --> 01:23:48.540 Hey, Jason. 01:23:49.714 --> 01:23:50.715 Hey. How you doing? 01:23:51.095 --> 01:23:52.096 No. I'm good. 01:23:52.096 --> 01:23:53.614 I'm just hanging out with my friend Max. 01:23:54.546 --> 01:23:55.789 Yeah. 01:23:56.341 --> 01:24:01.346 Seriously? Oh, my God, that sounds incredible. 01:24:02.175 --> 01:24:03.383 Yeah, I would love to. 01:24:03.555 --> 01:24:07.559 Um, how about, uh, tomorrow, like, six? 01:24:08.560 --> 01:24:09.423 Does that sound good? 01:24:10.148 --> 01:24:11.494 Um, yes. 01:24:11.839 --> 01:24:12.944 Wow, I can't wait. 01:24:12.944 --> 01:24:14.566 Yeah, that'll be great to see you, too. 01:24:15.326 --> 01:24:17.190 Ah. Thanks, love. 01:24:17.190 --> 01:24:18.432 All right. I'll talk to you later. 01:24:18.605 --> 01:24:19.606 See you tomorrow, bye. 01:24:21.746 --> 01:24:22.816 Wow. 01:24:22.816 --> 01:24:24.335 Nice. You got a date? That's fun. 01:24:24.507 --> 01:24:25.612 What? A date? 01:24:26.371 --> 01:24:27.269 Yeah. Tomorrow. 01:24:27.579 --> 01:24:28.442 You said it. 01:24:28.615 --> 01:24:30.410 That's. That's my friend. 01:24:30.582 --> 01:24:32.239 We used to work together in real estate. 01:24:33.206 --> 01:24:34.448 Cool. Yeah, yeah, yeah. 01:24:38.107 --> 01:24:38.625 What? 01:24:40.661 --> 01:24:42.284 What? 01:24:43.250 --> 01:24:48.566 Nothing. I mean, you call me your friend and we have sex, 01:24:48.566 --> 01:24:49.601 and you call him your friend. 01:24:49.601 --> 01:24:52.328 So I'm assuming you fuck your friends, right? 01:24:54.434 --> 01:24:55.573 What the hell? 01:24:55.745 --> 01:24:57.506 He's showing me an apartment tomorrow. 01:24:58.196 --> 01:24:58.886 Sure. 01:25:00.681 --> 01:25:02.614 Max, what is your problem? 01:25:03.374 --> 01:25:04.616 I don't have a problem. 01:25:09.207 --> 01:25:10.588 Max! What the fuck? 01:25:11.623 --> 01:25:12.728 I don't know, you tell me. 01:25:14.143 --> 01:25:15.179 What are you doing? 01:25:15.420 --> 01:25:16.801 What are you fucking doing? 01:25:17.629 --> 01:25:19.252 I'm not doing anything. 01:25:19.252 --> 01:25:22.393 I asked you a question about a date, that's all. 01:25:22.393 --> 01:25:23.325 It's not a date. 01:25:23.497 --> 01:25:24.843 He's showing me an apartment. 01:25:25.189 --> 01:25:26.776 Okay. He's showing you an apartment. 01:25:27.122 --> 01:25:27.570 Great. 01:25:28.916 --> 01:25:29.572 It's fine. 01:25:29.572 --> 01:25:30.297 You know what? 01:25:30.504 --> 01:25:31.574 Actually. 01:25:33.404 --> 01:25:35.647 This is really fucked up, you know? 01:25:35.820 --> 01:25:36.717 Yeah, it kind of is. 01:25:36.890 --> 01:25:38.029 Yeah. 01:25:38.029 --> 01:25:40.169 How? What are you even accusing me of? 01:25:40.859 --> 01:25:42.516 Fucking your friends. 01:25:42.689 --> 01:25:44.311 I don't fuck my friends. 01:25:44.311 --> 01:25:44.863 I'm your friend. 01:25:44.863 --> 01:25:46.313 You fucking me? 01:25:47.176 --> 01:25:49.730 My God, it's like fucking word salad with you. 01:25:49.903 --> 01:25:50.524 What the fuck? 01:25:50.524 --> 01:25:51.249 It's crazy. 01:25:51.525 --> 01:25:53.148 No. 01:25:53.320 --> 01:25:56.289 I mean, what, you're gonna accuse me of flirting with him? 01:25:56.289 --> 01:25:57.635 Is that what you're gonna accuse me of? 01:25:57.635 --> 01:25:58.394 I don't. 01:25:58.394 --> 01:25:59.878 Yes, you are flirting with him. 01:25:59.878 --> 01:26:01.328 You flirt with everybody. 01:26:01.328 --> 01:26:04.538 Everybody. We don't go anywhere in order for me to flirt. 01:26:04.711 --> 01:26:05.919 Oh, I wonder why we don't go anywhere. 01:26:05.919 --> 01:26:07.886 Because you always want to just fuck in the sex den. 01:26:07.886 --> 01:26:09.509 You never wanna fucking go out. 01:26:09.681 --> 01:26:13.892 Oh, my God, you are fucking crazy, aren't you? 01:26:14.238 --> 01:26:15.204 You are crazy. 01:26:16.516 --> 01:26:17.448 I'm not doing this. 01:26:17.448 --> 01:26:18.552 I'm done, I'm done. 01:26:18.725 --> 01:26:20.347 I'm seriously fucking done. 01:26:20.347 --> 01:26:21.141 I'm not. 01:26:21.141 --> 01:26:21.969 - Okay. - This is ridiculous. 01:26:22.315 --> 01:26:22.936 Fine. 01:26:23.350 --> 01:26:24.282 Fuck it. You know what? 01:26:24.627 --> 01:26:25.835 Abby, just wait. 01:26:26.353 --> 01:26:27.665 We're gonna have a disagreement. 01:26:27.837 --> 01:26:28.873 A disagreement? 01:26:29.218 --> 01:26:30.495 This is more than a disagreement. 01:26:30.495 --> 01:26:31.565 And I gave. 01:26:31.565 --> 01:26:33.395 I gave so many chances to people in the past. 01:26:33.395 --> 01:26:34.534 I'm not doing that anymore. 01:26:34.706 --> 01:26:35.569 Look where that got me. 01:26:35.742 --> 01:26:36.743 Look where it got them. 01:26:37.433 --> 01:26:38.848 Yeah, well, I misspoke. 01:26:38.848 --> 01:26:39.573 I'm sorry. 01:26:39.780 --> 01:26:40.885 You misspoke. 01:26:42.473 --> 01:26:43.439 I'm going home. 01:26:45.441 --> 01:26:46.580 Abby, just wait a second. 01:26:46.580 --> 01:26:46.994 No. 01:26:47.547 --> 01:26:48.479 Just wait. 01:26:49.480 --> 01:26:51.620 Abigail, please, will you stop? 01:26:51.861 --> 01:26:52.586 Stop what? 01:26:52.759 --> 01:26:53.932 Stop. Just stop. 01:26:54.278 --> 01:26:55.313 No, don't. 01:26:55.313 --> 01:26:56.418 No! You can't tell me what to do anymore. 01:26:56.590 --> 01:26:57.246 You can't. 01:26:57.419 --> 01:26:58.178 I'm not. 01:26:58.178 --> 01:26:59.662 I'm not telling you anything. 01:26:59.662 --> 01:27:01.595 I'm just asking you to fucking have a conversation with me. 01:27:01.595 --> 01:27:03.632 I tried to have a conversation with you. 01:27:03.632 --> 01:27:05.358 And you wouldn't do it. 01:27:05.530 --> 01:27:06.324 Well, I'm here now. 01:27:06.324 --> 01:27:06.980 Let's talk. 01:27:06.980 --> 01:27:07.843 Talk about what? 01:27:07.843 --> 01:27:09.154 What is it to talk about? 01:27:09.154 --> 01:27:11.605 I don't know, you're upset, so let's fucking talk about it. 01:27:11.812 --> 01:27:13.711 You're jealous of nothing. 01:27:13.883 --> 01:27:14.298 Okay. 01:27:14.298 --> 01:27:15.299 No reason. 01:27:15.299 --> 01:27:16.196 No fucking. 01:27:16.196 --> 01:27:17.266 There was no reason to be jealous. 01:27:17.508 --> 01:27:18.474 What are you talking about? 01:27:18.647 --> 01:27:19.579 You were flirting with him. 01:27:19.751 --> 01:27:21.305 I was not flirting with him. 01:27:21.305 --> 01:27:22.444 I was with you. 01:27:22.789 --> 01:27:24.515 Okay. I'm sorry. 01:27:24.687 --> 01:27:25.274 I'm sorry. 01:27:25.274 --> 01:27:26.206 No, but you do this. 01:27:26.206 --> 01:27:27.725 And with that whole thing about, 01:27:27.725 --> 01:27:30.279 like, this being a sex den, is that 01:27:30.279 --> 01:27:31.487 all this is for you? 01:27:32.281 --> 01:27:34.732 No, that that was rude. 01:27:35.042 --> 01:27:35.940 And I'm sorry. 01:27:36.423 --> 01:27:37.700 I'm sorry. 01:27:37.700 --> 01:27:40.255 I put up with shit from my husband for years, and I didn't 01:27:40.255 --> 01:27:40.841 want to. 01:27:40.841 --> 01:27:41.946 I held my voice in. 01:27:41.946 --> 01:27:43.292 I didn't say anything. 01:27:43.603 --> 01:27:44.638 I'm never doing that again. 01:27:44.811 --> 01:27:46.019 I'm not your fucking husband. 01:27:46.675 --> 01:27:48.297 Okay, okay. 01:27:48.470 --> 01:27:49.264 We can talk. 01:27:50.610 --> 01:27:51.576 You know what? 01:27:51.576 --> 01:27:52.646 We can have a conversation about this. 01:27:54.855 --> 01:27:55.753 Please. 01:27:55.925 --> 01:27:57.030 What is there to talk about? 01:27:57.824 --> 01:27:58.790 I'm sorry. 01:27:58.963 --> 01:28:00.965 Don't you ever do that to me. 01:28:02.415 --> 01:28:03.899 Don't you ever do that to me. 01:28:04.969 --> 01:28:06.177 All this shit. 01:28:06.177 --> 01:28:08.352 You can't put the genie back in the bottle. 01:28:08.938 --> 01:28:10.837 You can't unsee or unhear the 01:28:10.837 --> 01:28:12.494 shit that happened today, I can't. 01:28:12.839 --> 01:28:16.670 And I God, why didn't I see it before it was there? 01:28:17.395 --> 01:28:18.431 I just didn't see it. 01:28:18.431 --> 01:28:20.502 Why? I mean, two months into 01:28:20.502 --> 01:28:22.469 this and you are showing me this. 01:28:22.642 --> 01:28:23.746 It's not going to get better. 01:28:23.919 --> 01:28:24.920 I know it's not going to get 01:28:24.920 --> 01:28:26.473 better because things don't get better. 01:28:26.473 --> 01:28:27.371 They get worse. 01:28:29.787 --> 01:28:30.512 All right. 01:28:32.790 --> 01:28:33.825 If that's how you. 01:28:33.825 --> 01:28:35.379 If that's how you feel. That's how you feel. 01:28:38.313 --> 01:28:39.728 You know we're adults. We can. 01:28:40.107 --> 01:28:41.074 We can talk about this. 01:28:41.419 --> 01:28:42.524 This is a relationship. 01:28:42.524 --> 01:28:43.835 You have to work through things. 01:28:43.835 --> 01:28:45.389 You know what I mean? You have to work. 01:28:45.561 --> 01:28:47.563 I shouldn't be so much work. 01:28:50.083 --> 01:28:51.636 Okay. All right. 01:28:57.366 --> 01:28:57.953 I'm sorry. 01:29:00.093 --> 01:29:01.025 Can we just. 01:29:04.131 --> 01:29:05.063 Can we just take 01:29:06.893 --> 01:29:08.791 a few days and then. 01:29:10.414 --> 01:29:11.553 I gotta go. 01:29:14.418 --> 01:29:14.970 Abby. 01:29:47.382 --> 01:29:49.004 ♪ I haven't figured out ♪ 01:29:50.730 --> 01:29:52.456 ♪ That master plan ♪ 01:29:53.491 --> 01:29:54.734 ♪ Can be so hard ♪ 01:29:55.942 --> 01:29:57.909 ♪ Just to be a man ♪ 01:29:59.083 --> 01:30:00.705 ♪ My father left me ♪ 01:30:01.913 --> 01:30:03.536 ♪ When I was young ♪ 01:30:04.813 --> 01:30:06.159 ♪ Got 20 years ♪ 01:30:07.471 --> 01:30:09.024 ♪ But I wasn't done ♪ 01:30:10.577 --> 01:30:12.786 ♪ And someday I'll rejoice ♪ 01:30:15.858 --> 01:30:17.481 ♪ When I get to hear ♪ 01:30:18.585 --> 01:30:19.931 ♪ Your loving voice ♪ 01:30:22.140 --> 01:30:23.935 ♪ Someday we will smile ♪ 01:30:24.764 --> 01:30:26.628 ♪ And I'll hold you for a while ♪ 01:30:27.214 --> 01:30:28.975 ♪ I haven't figured out ♪ 01:30:30.735 --> 01:30:32.496 ♪ That master plan ♪ 01:30:33.600 --> 01:30:34.774 ♪ We say goodbye ♪ 01:30:35.982 --> 01:30:37.846 ♪ To every mom and dad ♪ 01:30:39.054 --> 01:30:40.538 ♪ We get to love them up ♪ 01:30:41.746 --> 01:30:43.541 ♪ And then we lay them down ♪ 01:30:44.956 --> 01:30:46.717 ♪ Only get so many days ♪ 01:30:47.925 --> 01:30:49.167 ♪ With them around ♪ 01:30:50.859 --> 01:30:53.206 ♪ And someday I'll rejoice ♪ 01:30:56.451 --> 01:30:57.900 ♪ When I get to hear ♪ 01:30:59.039 --> 01:31:00.524 ♪ Your loving voice ♪ 01:31:02.802 --> 01:31:04.700 ♪ Someday we will smile ♪ 01:31:06.599 --> 01:31:07.772 ♪ Cause I know ♪ 01:31:08.601 --> 01:31:12.259 ♪ I'm gonna hold you for a while ♪ 01:31:12.708 --> 01:31:17.092 ♪ And I just want you to know ♪ 01:31:17.264 --> 01:31:18.231 Please leave a message. 01:31:18.887 --> 01:31:23.236 ♪ I don't want you to go ♪ 01:31:25.031 --> 01:31:25.894 Hey. It's me. 01:31:29.760 --> 01:31:31.002 Call me back if you want. 01:31:59.548 --> 01:32:00.549 [Tense music] 01:32:23.848 --> 01:32:25.609 You fucked up again, didn't you? 01:32:28.922 --> 01:32:29.647 Huh? 01:32:32.029 --> 01:32:33.099 Always a fuck up. 01:32:33.271 --> 01:32:35.550 You and your little brother both. 01:32:41.245 --> 01:32:42.660 What the fuck is that? 01:32:43.212 --> 01:32:45.352 You're wearing a fucking cross around your neck. 01:32:47.941 --> 01:32:49.598 You think God's gonna save you? 01:32:50.116 --> 01:32:50.772 Huh? 01:32:53.257 --> 01:32:54.051 Huh? 01:32:55.777 --> 01:32:56.950 You're a piece of shit 01:32:58.262 --> 01:32:59.159 just like me. 01:33:01.783 --> 01:33:02.853 Never forget that. 01:33:19.179 --> 01:33:21.250 [Crying] 01:33:37.163 --> 01:33:38.958 Oh. Fuck. 01:33:58.874 --> 01:34:00.151 [Birds chirping] 01:34:38.120 --> 01:34:39.259 [Birds chirping] [Soft music] 01:35:28.792 --> 01:35:29.793 [Soft music continues] 01:36:01.514 --> 01:36:03.205 [Phone ringing] 01:36:07.382 --> 01:36:08.176 Hello? 01:36:08.383 --> 01:36:09.004 Hey. 01:36:10.247 --> 01:36:10.903 How are you? 01:36:11.835 --> 01:36:13.112 Not good. 01:36:13.112 --> 01:36:16.322 But I'm still going to go to the yoga retreat in Mexico. 01:36:16.840 --> 01:36:18.048 Joe's coming with me. 01:36:18.220 --> 01:36:20.188 I just won't be able to do much yoga. 01:36:20.360 --> 01:36:21.430 Mhm. 01:36:21.430 --> 01:36:23.881 Uh, a lot of cute guys come to these things. 01:36:23.881 --> 01:36:25.158 Might be nice for you. 01:36:26.056 --> 01:36:29.300 Uh, I'm off the guy thing for a bit, actually. 01:36:29.300 --> 01:36:30.992 What happened to the painter guy? 01:36:31.993 --> 01:36:32.890 Yeah. Done. 01:36:34.029 --> 01:36:35.375 Jealousy issues. 01:36:35.375 --> 01:36:39.103 And I honestly didn't have it in me to wait around to see if 01:36:39.103 --> 01:36:40.035 it might be something else. 01:36:40.035 --> 01:36:42.244 You know, I played that game before. 01:36:42.417 --> 01:36:44.074 That doesn't sound very fair. 01:36:45.213 --> 01:36:49.320 You put up with my brother for years, and now suddenly you 01:36:49.320 --> 01:36:51.115 can't give a second chance. 01:36:53.221 --> 01:36:53.911 What? 01:36:54.084 --> 01:36:55.154 You heard me. 01:36:55.154 --> 01:36:56.811 Oh, come on, you don't know the whole story. 01:36:57.294 --> 01:36:58.398 Oh! Shut up. 01:36:58.398 --> 01:37:00.849 It hasn't been long enough for a whole story. 01:37:01.160 --> 01:37:02.437 It was two months. 01:37:03.541 --> 01:37:04.370 Oh, yeah. 01:37:05.164 --> 01:37:06.890 Okay. All right. So. 01:37:07.994 --> 01:37:08.823 All right. Maybe. 01:37:11.204 --> 01:37:12.136 How'd you leave it? 01:37:13.206 --> 01:37:14.967 I just left. 01:37:17.452 --> 01:37:18.902 Did he call or anything? 01:37:19.557 --> 01:37:21.594 Yeah, he did, but I. 01:37:22.146 --> 01:37:23.147 I didn't pick up. 01:37:23.458 --> 01:37:24.908 When did you see him last? 01:37:25.909 --> 01:37:26.944 A couple of weeks ago. 01:37:27.842 --> 01:37:29.533 You just radio silenced him. 01:37:30.465 --> 01:37:30.983 Um. 01:37:33.088 --> 01:37:33.848 Yeah. 01:37:34.538 --> 01:37:36.954 So you're just gonna 01:37:38.300 --> 01:37:40.164 leave little messes all around now. 01:37:40.647 --> 01:37:42.028 I guess. 01:37:42.615 --> 01:37:45.169 Look, I need to get back into my life anyway. 01:37:45.342 --> 01:37:47.068 You know, it was fun, but I. 01:37:47.240 --> 01:37:50.657 You know, the kids are gonna be back from school, and the And 01:37:50.657 --> 01:37:52.073 holidays are coming. 01:37:52.245 --> 01:37:52.901 And 01:37:53.453 --> 01:37:54.765 are you home? 01:37:54.765 --> 01:37:58.458 No. I, um, I was in the city for a bit, just walking around. 01:37:58.458 --> 01:38:00.219 I wanted to be around people, and 01:38:01.530 --> 01:38:03.049 I just, uh, 01:38:04.188 --> 01:38:06.639 on my way to the supermarket to pick up some things. 01:38:07.157 --> 01:38:09.987 Might make a salad, but I'm going to go back to Manhattan 01:38:09.987 --> 01:38:11.955 tomorrow, and we're supposed to get a heat wave, which should 01:38:11.955 --> 01:38:12.887 be really nice. 01:38:13.197 --> 01:38:14.681 Well, that sounds encouraging. 01:38:15.510 --> 01:38:17.339 Is Mexico hot this time of year? 01:38:18.030 --> 01:38:18.962 Yeah. 01:38:20.515 --> 01:38:22.310 A little heat never hurt anyone. 01:38:25.313 --> 01:38:26.452 Call me anytime. 01:38:26.452 --> 01:38:27.936 And if I don't hear from you, 01:38:27.936 --> 01:38:29.524 I'll just call you when I get back. 01:38:30.456 --> 01:38:33.148 All right, well, have a safe flight and enjoy your vacation. 01:38:33.528 --> 01:38:34.563 Okay, I will. 01:38:36.013 --> 01:38:36.634 Okay, bye. 01:38:42.468 --> 01:38:44.297 Oh, my goodness. 01:38:51.546 --> 01:38:53.444 [Soft music] [Birds chirping] 01:39:43.115 --> 01:39:44.426 Oh, you, need to let go, 01:39:45.669 --> 01:39:47.360 of what you've ever thought before. 01:39:48.430 --> 01:39:50.467 When one does that, all is well. 01:39:51.088 --> 01:39:52.089 Every time. 01:39:52.538 --> 01:39:53.780 Every time. 01:39:56.369 --> 01:39:58.440 Of course, we could sit and chat about it, but 01:40:00.304 --> 01:40:02.272 now all you need to do is go within. 01:40:04.550 --> 01:40:05.516 The answers are there. 01:40:06.103 --> 01:40:07.035 Every time. 01:40:07.518 --> 01:40:08.588 Always. 01:40:09.451 --> 01:40:11.729 And truly just align with your heart. 01:40:25.743 --> 01:40:26.744 There's no way. 01:40:28.263 --> 01:40:29.368 There's no way. 01:40:31.611 --> 01:40:32.371 What? 01:40:32.785 --> 01:40:33.441 Hey. 01:40:36.099 --> 01:40:37.169 Oh my God. 01:40:39.654 --> 01:40:40.413 That's crazy. 01:40:40.586 --> 01:40:41.380 You're stalking me? 01:40:41.552 --> 01:40:43.416 No, you are stalking me. 01:40:43.589 --> 01:40:44.279 No, you're stalking me. 01:40:44.279 --> 01:40:45.487 This is my favorite park. 01:40:45.660 --> 01:40:46.281 I don't know what you're doing. 01:40:46.281 --> 01:40:47.248 You live in Brooklyn. 01:40:48.145 --> 01:40:48.628 Touche. 01:40:49.043 --> 01:40:49.595 All right. 01:40:50.561 --> 01:40:51.286 How have you been? 01:40:52.667 --> 01:40:53.392 I'm okay. 01:40:54.565 --> 01:40:55.256 How are you? 01:40:55.428 --> 01:40:57.396 I'm. I'm great. 01:40:57.568 --> 01:40:58.500 - Yeah. - Yeah. 01:40:59.260 --> 01:41:00.675 How's, uh. How's painting? 01:41:01.641 --> 01:41:02.711 It's good. 01:41:02.711 --> 01:41:04.713 I mean, I'm just getting ready for the gallery. 01:41:04.713 --> 01:41:05.473 It's coming up. 01:41:05.473 --> 01:41:07.095 - Nice, nice. Good. - Yeah. 01:41:07.095 --> 01:41:07.716 How's the writing? 01:41:08.303 --> 01:41:08.821 It's good. 01:41:10.202 --> 01:41:10.754 That's good. 01:41:11.099 --> 01:41:11.444 Yeah. 01:41:11.720 --> 01:41:12.238 Yeah. 01:41:13.308 --> 01:41:14.654 Um. 01:41:14.654 --> 01:41:17.623 I mean, I tried I tried to call you, uh, a few weeks back, and 01:41:18.141 --> 01:41:19.418 I figured you didn't want to talk, so. 01:41:19.625 --> 01:41:21.523 No. I'm sorry. 01:41:21.696 --> 01:41:22.179 That's okay. 01:41:22.179 --> 01:41:22.973 Hey. It's okay. 01:41:22.973 --> 01:41:24.285 I let it, I let it go. 01:41:24.492 --> 01:41:26.287 I get it, I do. 01:41:27.529 --> 01:41:28.668 So it's good. 01:41:33.501 --> 01:41:38.471 Uh, do you want to go somewhere and and just talk? 01:41:39.817 --> 01:41:40.508 Um. 01:41:42.234 --> 01:41:43.511 Come on. 01:41:43.511 --> 01:41:45.754 While in the biggest city in the world, we just run into 01:41:46.100 --> 01:41:46.686 each other twice. 01:41:47.894 --> 01:41:48.619 It's just 01:41:50.138 --> 01:41:50.897 it's like crazy. 01:41:52.140 --> 01:41:53.900 Yeah, it's pretty crazy, right? 01:41:55.764 --> 01:41:56.662 Just for a little bit. 01:41:58.250 --> 01:41:58.836 Yeah, sure. 01:41:59.182 --> 01:41:59.527 Come on. 01:41:59.699 --> 01:42:00.321 Yeah. 01:42:00.321 --> 01:42:01.356 - Yeah. - All right. 01:42:03.117 --> 01:42:04.256 I've been thinking a lot. 01:42:07.328 --> 01:42:08.536 Yeah. Me too. 01:42:10.814 --> 01:42:12.540 I think maybe 01:42:13.610 --> 01:42:15.129 neither of us was ready. 01:42:17.338 --> 01:42:17.890 Yeah. Maybe. 01:42:20.341 --> 01:42:21.411 I just. 01:42:22.136 --> 01:42:24.483 I also don't want to let go of what, 01:42:26.726 --> 01:42:27.486 we started. 01:42:30.282 --> 01:42:30.903 Things happen. 01:42:39.394 --> 01:42:40.602 Maybe after. 01:42:42.501 --> 01:42:44.399 Everything. Maybe I can take you out again. 01:42:46.263 --> 01:42:47.609 [Indistinct] 01:42:48.369 --> 01:42:52.580 For so many years, my husband would do this crap. 01:42:52.752 --> 01:42:54.064 So, and, 01:42:54.064 --> 01:42:58.275 every time he would promise it's over not again, I promise, 01:42:58.448 --> 01:42:58.931 not again. 01:42:59.311 --> 01:42:59.932 I'm gonna stop. 01:43:00.657 --> 01:43:02.348 And every single time. 01:43:02.935 --> 01:43:03.798 Go back to that. 01:43:04.247 --> 01:43:04.868 Every time. 01:43:06.801 --> 01:43:08.734 And when he left I just, 01:43:09.390 --> 01:43:10.874 swore I would never. 01:43:13.428 --> 01:43:14.912 I'd never get into anything like that again. 01:43:15.258 --> 01:43:15.879 You know. 01:43:16.742 --> 01:43:19.193 I know, I really know. 01:43:27.718 --> 01:43:28.892 I've been going to therapy. 01:43:31.929 --> 01:43:32.689 Really? 01:43:33.655 --> 01:43:34.242 Yeah. 01:43:38.350 --> 01:43:39.730 Yeah. 01:43:39.903 --> 01:43:42.250 They ask you this little questionnaire at the beginning? 01:43:44.287 --> 01:43:45.874 I didn't realize how much I had buried. 01:43:50.948 --> 01:43:52.640 My mom died when I was 01:43:53.848 --> 01:43:54.642 really young. 01:43:56.885 --> 01:43:58.335 My dad was an alcoholic. 01:43:58.335 --> 01:44:00.544 He was really abusive. 01:44:02.270 --> 01:44:03.375 He'd come home and 01:44:04.445 --> 01:44:06.309 beat her within an inch of her life. 01:44:08.966 --> 01:44:11.866 This one time, he came home plastered, 01:44:12.970 --> 01:44:15.904 and, uh, she had to go to the hospital. 01:44:18.528 --> 01:44:19.908 And she died two days later. 01:44:21.393 --> 01:44:22.773 My god, I'm so sorry. 01:44:24.844 --> 01:44:26.467 It's okay. 01:44:26.846 --> 01:44:29.470 My dad got thrown in jail, and me and my brother went to 01:44:29.642 --> 01:44:30.885 foster care. 01:44:31.989 --> 01:44:33.991 But they wouldn't keep us together, you know? 01:44:34.337 --> 01:44:36.373 No one wants two boys. 01:44:40.619 --> 01:44:41.516 I write him? 01:44:42.345 --> 01:44:43.553 I would write him. 01:44:45.486 --> 01:44:47.384 And then one day, he just stopped writing me. 01:44:51.630 --> 01:44:52.527 You know, the. 01:44:57.049 --> 01:44:57.774 Um. 01:44:59.327 --> 01:45:00.949 [Children playing] 01:45:06.507 --> 01:45:09.648 I mean, things started to pan out, like I got adopted when I 01:45:09.648 --> 01:45:12.651 was in high school by this older couple. 01:45:14.377 --> 01:45:15.585 They were amazing. 01:45:18.657 --> 01:45:19.830 But then they passed too. 01:45:25.491 --> 01:45:26.734 They passed, 01:45:27.355 --> 01:45:28.529 two months of each other. 01:45:29.668 --> 01:45:30.427 She passed. 01:45:30.427 --> 01:45:32.809 And then he passed right after. 01:45:34.673 --> 01:45:35.432 He missed her. 01:45:45.891 --> 01:45:46.754 I don't know how to 01:45:47.927 --> 01:45:49.343 be around people. 01:45:51.931 --> 01:45:53.139 I think that's why I paint. 01:45:54.417 --> 01:45:56.764 That's why I'm so secluded. 01:45:59.456 --> 01:46:00.595 And, uh, 01:46:02.045 --> 01:46:03.840 I think that's why I'm overprotective. 01:46:05.428 --> 01:46:06.532 Just when I find something that 01:46:06.532 --> 01:46:08.154 I love, I don't want it to go away. 01:46:09.052 --> 01:46:09.846 Max. 01:46:11.675 --> 01:46:12.400 Max. 01:46:13.401 --> 01:46:13.919 Max. 01:46:21.513 --> 01:46:22.065 I'm sorry. 01:46:22.686 --> 01:46:23.722 Don't apologize. 01:46:23.894 --> 01:46:24.378 Please. 01:46:29.141 --> 01:46:30.522 I know that we're. 01:46:32.006 --> 01:46:33.041 I know we're broken. 01:46:33.559 --> 01:46:34.629 So broken. 01:46:34.629 --> 01:46:35.389 I'm sorry. 01:46:35.561 --> 01:46:36.113 No. It's okay. 01:46:36.597 --> 01:46:37.805 I just think that. 01:46:40.877 --> 01:46:42.741 I think we should at least, 01:46:44.570 --> 01:46:45.088 try. 01:46:46.986 --> 01:46:47.780 Yeah, maybe. 01:46:52.026 --> 01:46:53.890 I want to show you my new paintings. 01:46:55.409 --> 01:46:56.030 Okay. When? 01:46:57.411 --> 01:46:59.620 Now. Can I show you now? 01:46:59.999 --> 01:47:01.207 I'd love to see them now. 01:47:03.831 --> 01:47:04.797 Are you all right? 01:47:04.970 --> 01:47:05.557 Yeah. 01:47:08.180 --> 01:47:08.767 Let's go. 01:47:08.767 --> 01:47:09.457 Come on. 01:47:19.467 --> 01:47:20.123 Max. 01:47:21.469 --> 01:47:21.918 These are. 01:47:27.958 --> 01:47:28.752 What? 01:47:30.444 --> 01:47:31.514 They're so different. 01:47:33.447 --> 01:47:34.033 Yeah. 01:47:35.897 --> 01:47:37.623 They're so vast and 01:47:38.969 --> 01:47:39.763 calm. 01:47:42.007 --> 01:47:43.111 It's like the universe. 01:47:45.769 --> 01:47:46.218 Yeah. 01:47:48.151 --> 01:47:48.945 I love them. 01:47:50.498 --> 01:47:50.947 Really? 01:47:51.119 --> 01:47:51.913 Yeah. 01:47:54.916 --> 01:47:56.677 I'm so happy for you. 01:47:58.195 --> 01:47:58.955 Thank you. 01:48:00.957 --> 01:48:02.545 I mean, I feel like. 01:48:04.029 --> 01:48:07.826 They're actually reflecting what's inside of you now. 01:48:10.898 --> 01:48:12.934 It's a reflection of how I feel about you. 01:48:17.042 --> 01:48:17.836 I missed you. 01:48:23.497 --> 01:48:24.670 I should probably go. 01:48:27.742 --> 01:48:28.812 Yeah. Yeah. 01:48:29.157 --> 01:48:29.813 Of course. 01:48:32.506 --> 01:48:33.023 Thank you. 01:48:33.852 --> 01:48:34.646 For what? 01:48:35.578 --> 01:48:36.993 Telling me everything. 01:48:38.615 --> 01:48:39.616 Yeah, I mean, 01:48:40.997 --> 01:48:42.308 took took a minute. 01:48:43.620 --> 01:48:43.965 Uh. 01:48:48.280 --> 01:48:49.074 Yeah. 01:48:51.904 --> 01:48:53.043 I'm a work in progress. 01:49:41.713 --> 01:49:42.368 Abigail. 01:49:51.377 --> 01:49:52.137 I'm sorry. 01:49:53.379 --> 01:49:54.691 I'm so sorry. 01:50:01.387 --> 01:50:02.250 We can do this. 01:50:03.838 --> 01:50:04.632 Yeah. 01:50:04.632 --> 01:50:06.185 - Let's just try again. - Okay. 01:50:07.324 --> 01:50:08.153 - Yeah. - Yeah. 01:50:10.707 --> 01:50:11.363 What? 01:50:14.642 --> 01:50:16.299 I'm just smiling at you. 01:50:20.614 --> 01:50:22.305 ♪ Some secrets we keep ♪ 01:50:24.859 --> 01:50:27.068 ♪ Some secrets we share ♪ 01:50:28.311 --> 01:50:33.109 ♪ Sometimes we act like there's just nothing there ♪ 01:50:37.976 --> 01:50:39.805 ♪ The mysteries of life ♪ 01:50:42.359 --> 01:50:44.120 ♪ Mysteries of death ♪ 01:50:45.777 --> 01:50:48.952 ♪ Questions of why we're even here ♪ 01:50:49.263 --> 01:50:50.678 ♪ Drawing breath ♪ 01:50:55.821 --> 01:50:59.342 ♪ There's no secret how I feel about you ♪ 01:51:04.450 --> 01:51:08.006 ♪ No secret how I feel about you ♪ 01:51:12.320 --> 01:51:14.322 ♪ Some things must change ♪ 01:51:16.255 --> 01:51:18.810 ♪ Some things are just strange ♪ 01:51:19.949 --> 01:51:25.023 ♪ Some things aren't anything at all ♪ 01:51:29.337 --> 01:51:30.994 ♪ The way that you look ♪ 01:51:33.479 --> 01:51:35.447 ♪ The way that you feel ♪ 01:51:36.931 --> 01:51:38.139 ♪ Sometimes ♪ 01:51:38.795 --> 01:51:42.040 ♪ you're the only thing that's real ♪ 01:51:47.148 --> 01:51:50.704 ♪ No secret how I feel about you ♪ 01:51:55.847 --> 01:51:59.126 ♪ No secret how I feel about you ♪ 01:52:24.738 --> 01:52:26.532 ♪ Don't tell me what's wrong ♪ 01:52:29.190 --> 01:52:31.089 ♪ Show me what's right ♪ 01:52:32.297 --> 01:52:37.129 ♪ I know, I just need to be with you tonight ♪ 01:52:42.756 --> 01:52:46.035 ♪ No secret how I feel about you ♪ 01:52:51.212 --> 01:52:54.491 ♪ No secret how I feel about you ♪ 01:52:59.807 --> 01:53:03.224 ♪ No secret how I feel about you ♪ 01:53:08.471 --> 01:53:12.061 ♪ No secret how I feel about you ♪ 104958

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