Original subtitles

Hydra.

Brooklyn gray

gray this is day three we're not going to act like i don't know you or that you are

over eighteen or that i haven't spent the last two days

tormenting the fuck out of you

we've gotten very close we've got very close there's there's

there's

you could probably

see it in the sun with the shadows but there's

there's a few marks to prove what we've done.

So we're at day three were at an undisclosed

location clearly we are not inside the studio

no we're not so we're going to talk about a few things

real quick and then we're going to jump in it you're ready

awesome

so let's talk about the hard limits what are we not doing today

i run a limit sheet

no clamps today my nipples are extremely

sensitive and sore at this point understandably.

Like I'll stay right on there.

And then no anal

and i think that that was.

Okay.

Do

the same thing applies it has for the

entire time but i told you i was gonna keep telling you.

At any point if you need to revoke consent

for any reason no questions asked just do it

like it i don't care for the middle of something and suddenly

it turns a different way that you're not it's not sexy to you say so when we stop

I'll go fuck what it is at what time of the shoot it is

say so when we stop

thinking

and.

The safe words

read stops everything.

In case there's something in your mouth both

of those break character look into the lens.

If you're okay to keep moving but you want to know let me know to just pull back a

little bit on what i'm doing you would say yellow or mercy

sound good

yes

we covered the tears yesterday we'll cover them again

just in case no one has watched up to this point.

If crying happens to happen

happens to happen if it becomes a thing

if there are tears that show up today.

I am not going to stop

i am not going to i will acknowledge that you're

crying because i'm going to see it and it makes

my cock hard

but

i'm not going to break character i am not going to slow down i am going to trust you

as a grown human

that knows how to use your safe words if you're going to trust me to stop and

acknowledge your safe words that i had to

trust you to use them they need to be used fair

awesome

and

if

me or anyone on the crew feels that there needs to be a check in.

Then we will do it but if

if as long as everyone's comfortable and it looks

consensual then we know we're all getting down the right way

we're just going to keep moving sound good.

Awesome.

If

you're excited

i'm fucking ready.

So excited

it's going to be a good day

yeah it didn't come yesterday i feel like i have like all this testosterone felt that

way but you didn't get an orgasm yesterday

oh that's right we just kept stopping

and i did you help yourself out when you got

back to the remember when i refused oh i

fucking

i decided to

fucking keep

the dirt and

i got a lot of fucking

please to get out now if they try and jump me just go i need your like the at least

hit them with one of the logs and let me get away i'm not going to

unfortunate can't see you but.

At least i can get away.

Alright so that's even hotter now i felt like something in my pants twitch so.

We should start i think

just in case anyone

wants to know it might be sunny and beautiful out here

i don't have an exact but i feel like we're

at a crisp forty five degrees or so out here.

The day's weather is there's snow in the mountains that you can't see because we're

on a compound

in the middle of the desert

yeah where at.

How homeless hi son now

yeah

this is midday this is twelve thirty so yeah i mean the sun feels great

at that breezeway to

any

any layer that you have on comes off it's chilly out here

i'm

going to take off this hood either second cause i'm actually getting a little warm

but i still have

legumes i got some

similar there's layers under there that's the reason so anybody has questions about

our attire it's because it's mother fucking cold

out here but we're doing this for everyone's

well our pleasure first but you guys get to watch so there's that

alright enough talking

we should start walking right will start doing the damn thing let's fucking go

alright anything pops up let me know use your

safe words if you have to

have a good shoot we'll talk to you afterwards tell him by

thank you

bye.

Ooh.

Now.

We're going to start

with.

There's dirt

there's wood.

Flesh.

Rocks

are

all of these things.

I understand.

Now is there anything we need to do with your body.

Or

start.

Your legs.

Is there anything that i need to know about

certain part of your body that needs any kind of relief

any excuses you're gonna make up just a little bit about who

i need to do this or do i need to do that is there anything that i need to know.

Right now.

Piss

you

need to what.

Speed of his like right now.

Do it.

Go.

But don't let it bother you that we're going to stay here just watch.

Sideways so you can say that.

Standard squat

i don't want it on your fucking clothes will

probably squad unless you can aim it out.

Do it

your pants.

I got piss in my ear doing well that's ok.

Turn around show me your ass.

Yeah let's see all of the Mars.

This view.

Remind me today.

Oh.

There.

Will get to that later

pull your pants up.

Struck me with your ass and

China.

Yeah.

I did.

I'd like to see the first day you were a calm.

Submissive

day to you got a little mouthy.

You got put in your place and then do three

started in your kind of that same way again

are

you feeling spunky today

hey did you sleep well last night.

Good

cause you're gonna fucking need it.

So the first thing i want is those.

Moved here

and i want them stacked

get to fucking work.

Now.

They could be heavier.

Difference between trying to Max out person's reputation.

Absolutely.

Explain it to me what's the difference.

Muscle power so that you're able to go for longer.

You don't want any

appointments

starting to get tired.

But at the end.

Whether it's one or the other

what happens.

Fully one hundred percent exhaust the muscles right.

Through the slowly build up to where.

Out of

to

way

and go

safe

it.

Yeah

that would be super yeah.

Pull your pants down.

Put your hands on the top log.

Let's see.

So

every time.

I speak to you

i want that

sir.

Or what's the answer if you don't want to do something

if it please

go to.

Yes sir

sure yes

alright because i

keep reminding you

i'm not going to be very happy if i'm not happy.

You're not going to be happy

right.

One more time when you hear what are you going to say

yes or.

No

pull yourself together and let's keep moving.

Go.

That's it.

It.

So here's one of the things.

That you did not do

he did not ask me how i wanted though.

Did you.

He didn't even

slightly concern yourself with what i wanted

he just decided you were going to jump on it

just to make sure you could get it done so much so that you can.

Oh this doesn't seem very happy

actually say

oh are you going to interrupt me now i am.

I thought about it i just didn't ask

should have

i should have

so

next time we're going to think about it so what i need you to do.

Is i want them from largest

to smallest and i want to sneak look at this

fucking there's nothing

there's no organization

put them in a pile

made them

you stack them.

I want them from largest to smallest.

Now

does that mean

diameter

or length.

Do you think.

With largest to smallest.

I should ask you that

shit.

Should they be

largest to smallest.

In terms of diameter in terms of like.

I think let's go with link.

Do you want them longest at the bottom

just

see they're

getting it.

Because what is this about what did you learn

history this isn't about you this is not

anywhere.

What's

your first one can lay right here.

Just like this.

Officer.

Sure.

Never been.

Exposed to time.

One layer at a time.

Unless you want me to do.

You look innocent.

Good.

Not.

Competitiveness.

A lot of.

You can't beat me mentality.

Mentally of course not physics.

Thank you sir.

Really.

The foot.

Answer.

We need some water

not in time down.

Road.

Brooklyn what do you think you're getting out of all this

purpose having to do this is

keep working.

Kind of person can remember.

What makes you think i want to break your

broken and

fix you.

Doesn't it.

I guess i could just abandon you will leave you

broken but that defeats the purpose of you being here

right.

So what do you think the purpose is.

Real happy with this.

I feel like it could be better.

I agree

one hundred percent

to make it that way.

Let your toes look good to me

what.

Every person

on their actions

definitely.

Four

if you do something half.

Don't look that way correct

guess

if you do something

brown.

Doesn't look that way

right.

Was it something you're proud of

for

another pilot

would but you.

Are proud of this.

What are you proud of most.

They did a good job

to do.

That.

I think they're stacked exactly how you wanted them to be.

In the best way for them to all

be balance.

So this is

this is pride.

Right here this is what you have.

Yeah.

This is what

you're most proud of right now.

Here you.

Say.

Hm.

Hmm.

I.

Have a question for you

stand up straight.

Have a question for you

what is it.

How many are there.

I don't know sir you have handled him so many

times and you don't know how many were there

or

did you even think to count no sir

didn't.

Did you not know anything or learn anything about me yet

not think that i'm going to fuck with you all day long.

Did you not realize that.

I know sir.

Don't look down their

fucking cheat are you a fucking cheater.

Fuck you're not.

You

are not your cheat.

New start cheating who are you cheating me or your honey

is right is that what you want does

he like cheaters.

Don't fucking.

Guess.

Fourteenth sir.

Insurance.

For everyone you're off

three.

Sure.

You can get there faster.

Understand.

Ten.

Nine.

Eight.

Seven.

Six.

Five.

Four

three

two

km if you've got it.

Ooh.

This was a hard earned what was on it.

Wasn't it.

Ooh ooh

ooh.

Stand up.

Yeah yeah.

Hm

hm.

Hm.

Hmm.

So.

I want you to go count them.

Or you can keep within your ass and stop because i started talking.

I want you to go count them.

Alright

i don't want you to move them i just want them counted.

From

user.

You can go there.

Pull your pants.

Or sixteen

or

sixteen when i tell you

for everyone

i owe you three.

I didn't.

Expect to hear.

About your hands here

do not collapse this fucking pile.

That's how much it makes me happy

to hurt you

i understand that

sir.

Yeah.

Cause what else have i done except hurt you

right.

I guess that made you come

so you

owe me

six

correct yes sir.

One

sir.

Talk

to

or watch your fucking mouth.

Compose yourself.

Together

yes sir.

Oh

yeah.

Breathe it out

do what you gotta do.

Regretting

this.

Oh.

Course.

That's the

poster that was.

Just the control.

Fixture.

Ooh

that one.

Really.

Yeah.

Oh.

Thank you sir.

Oh.

Oh.

That's the spot right there right

yes.

Oh

you're welcome thank you.

Up.

Hm.

Alright.

Excusable barrel

you sir

oh this little barrel pushed over there

and i want as many rocks

as there are logs

and i want them brought over here

go.

Hurt yourself.

Do not hurt yourself

have time to take you to a hospital.

Sorry yeah

your mouth

to try again swiftly.

There.

Sorry about that i'm sure it's

probably cold now.

I was running a little warm.

Just

keep working.

Have to work.

Where would you like.

Or.

Why did you probably have questions for me.

Line them around the front.

Or on the front yes when i wanted to go from the biggest in the middle

out each way

to the smallest.

Gonna make some fucking park.

Working on your integrity.

Junior six

are touching great.

You come back

to me good rocks

one free.

About.

Drinking

straight out.

Aside you.

I want to

stay book your shoulders

i don't want

to go any lower than that you understand me just say.

Lucas.

Hmm.

Boy.

But

you.

Let

stay forever.

Question.

I feel that the contract years

cause it doesn't matter

does it.

Hmm.

Yeah.

Me sir.

Yes.

Picture.

Shit.

Patriot coming here

are fucking strong.

Feel.

Kind of thing

you don't.

Understand and i said.

That.

So

close to an orgasm then.

Ooh that makes me

giddy.

Or.

You can do.

Fuck.

Just drop them and they get my.

Fucking.

Eye.

Can i put them down where they're supposed to go shirt no.

Arms

how many

how many

put them out.

Counter sixteen.

Two.

Four.

Six.

Eight

nine

ten

eleven

twelve thirteen

fourteen

fifteen

sixteen problem.

Right there were there

right there trouble.

Ugh.

I.

Hope you're on.

Phone when they're supposed to.

Oh

well.

Sixteen seconds.

Fourteen.

Fifteen.

Six.

Or.

Three.

We are truly

here to stay.

Sure.

Just fucking rocks where they belong.

Wear your pants

so you can move.

Just as a friendly reminder i told you i wanted a new wrap around the sides

thank you sir.

What do you think.

It gets nicer to tickets perfect.

Perfect

good

no.

Pile right there it's not a big pile don't need a lot

i want

how many were here

sixteen or sixteen or fourteen

sixteen are okay

sixteen

full scoops in here that i want brought back over here.

It's not

big it's just a shovel.

Over the top.

Irony is that

for sure.

The shovel here so

i'd take it with you if i were you you're going to need it.

Park it on the back side of it where you got the last time park.

Dirt in front of the rock.

Let's see that again

see you bent over

like this.

This right here

with you.

You all exhausted

getting tired.

Warm.

Motivated is what i wanted to want to make sure that every

part of

you

is aware of itself.

Are we there.

Nice.

Which is

cool.

Best way to decide

what.

Does it make you feel.

I like two

hundred chance

just dirty enough isn't it.

His covered card.

All

mine though.

Yeah.

Alright.

I could play with that all day but we've got other things to do

pull them up

get a shovel full walk to the front.

Michigan front of the rockstar

yes

let's just stand in front of the rods

stand there with a shovel.

Dropped in this little cavity right here but i wanted to even.

The bullet.

On the rocks.

Mess up the fucking water the rocks.

Start all over.

Flirt with me in

Brooklyn.

The.

Same year as the other way up.

Feel good getting back to nature Brooklyn.

The hurdles.

What.

Are you

watch.

Must be doing something right to get fucking nature coming to hang out with me.

Stock

closed.

Sticker sugar.

Got it.

Take your shovel

inspector.

Sure there's some dirty joke in there but the way that i can't figure it out right

or maybe that was the joke.

You have two minutes.

Good.

Current

tour gonna start today aren't we.

One minute.

No.

I told you

that for the rocks.

Rebels there's so many.

Dust everywhere.

Things

i

need you to do.

So.

What we're going to do

is your punishment.

Because i don't have all day to fuck with this

i don't want to tear apart because

it's.

Perfect as you said isn't it.

Perfect except for the

dirt that you put into places it's not supposed to be.

Right.

Right.

Okay

use.

Your reason.

Too much of the bad things.

Are just still racing from physical.

Alright.

Grab the short one

like the

great

red.

Come back out.

Above our heads.

If that comes down or that hits me or you.

Understand

this.

It's

fucking.

Time.

Because you're saying

you cannot

i'm telling you

will.

Yes sir.

Hmm.

Others.

Nose.

Ugh.

Oh.

Oh fuck

oh.

Well.

Oh.

Oh.

It up.

Oh.

Stand up straight.

Fucking give up now

you're this fucking far.

Do it

keep your fucking hands.

Keep them up.

He

doesn't control he doesn't

know.

Do it.

Keep your fucking hands on.

Yeah.

Oh.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Me

no.

You cannot.

Please sir.

Sir.

Well.

I'm gonna forgive the part that he tap.

He's a fucking harm's way sir.

He's

giving up

are you fucking giving up on me

are you positive

and keep your fucking hands in the air.

Shirt i have to drop it

you have to be a certain are going to

your

it though.

The drums up.

Beside you.

Ugh.

How

old.

Are we.

You understand

her.

Hmm.

Hurt

yes sir

to the bird yes sir.

Yeah.

Oh

ugh.

Movement.

Ooh.

You're going to call

or you can't call.

One thing i

do for me.

For me

hearing.

And say.

What.

You

do anything

to do.

Sitting there telling you you

will not do it

that what you're saying.

No sir.

I don't think again

or keep using that fucking can word

will you or won't you.

They will

say well

because that's what i want right yes sir.

Oh.

Oh.

Oh.

Yeah.

What is particularly.

No sir

i'm sorry sir.

Lager put it back.

That one to share

with that one where it belongs first.

That's fine.

Put yourself together.

For this part.

I.

Don't like to be sent to their stomachs.

Justice.

Us.

Creator

reading.

Was.

Curious.

Star.

Get your body

ready.

Are you

aware of it.

Hmm.

Hmm.

Huh three.

Huh.

Fuck.

Three.

Hmm.

Thank

for Theresa.

Three.

Ugh.

That.

Hi.

Safely.

Please.

So le.

Is.

Say it again.

Again please

then.

When you're ready.

Please.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Yeah.

That.

I.

Yeah

i.

Me.

Too.

Boy.

Recessive.

Really.

Oh.

Ooh.

Ugh

yeah.

I.

Yeah.

Hm.

Hmm.

Oh.

The.

Oh.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Ugh.

Beat you.

You suit.

Six

sure.

Are.

Hmm.

Or.

Sir.

Yeah.

Ugh.

Ooh.

Ooh.

Yeah.

I.

It.

Hmm.

Scared.

Or.

Hmm.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Yeah.

I.

Hmm.

Hmm.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Hmm.

Hm

hm hm.

Yeah.

Eagle.

He

or she

is.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Hmm.

Hm.

Please.

Hm.

Great.

Hm.

Hmm.

Ugh.

Oh.

Hm.

Ugh.

Ugh.

Take.

Your name.

Oh.

Hmm.

Ooh.

Do

you agree sir.

I think too sir.

What.

Ooh.

Ugh.

Right.

No.

No problem.

Welcome.

Turn.

Ooh.

Ugh.

Ugh.

Oh.

Right.

Oh.

Hmm.

Hm.

Hmm.

Ooh.

Oh.

Oh.

Hmm.

Oh.

Oh.

Hit me.

I.

I.

Hm.

Hmm.

Ugh.

Hm.

Hmm.

Hm.

Hm.

Hmm.

Hm.

Hm.

Hm.

Hm.

Hm.

Hmm.

Yes.

Hm.

Hmm.

Yeah.

Hmm.

She.

Hm.

Did you boy.

Hmm.

Agents.

You.

Nice.

We.

Need

you.

This whole experience has been

really incredible.

Dirty.

Today

today was fucking beautiful

today was

it's own journey

in itself.

And it took me

to a lot of different places

there are a lot of different ways and i am.

Truly

truly grateful for everything that happened today.

I.

Where do i even begin.

I i think that.

Today i started somewhere and i ended somewhere

completely different i i started the day.

Really fucking pumped

i wanted to push myself to the absolute

brink i wanted.

I wanted to push myself as far as i could go i

wanted to see where that was that i wanted to see

how i was able to get there

and.

I

got so much more out of it.

Than that.

I started the day really pumped and i ended the day.

I guess i started the day like

way up here

and i ended the day feeling.

Grounded.

I

at least not yet it is.

Eight forty eight and had dinner I've I've taken time

and space have showered I've done all of the things

to care for myself and to

to.

I guess.

This is about the time that i should be feeling a bit of a drop

and i have not felt that I've only felt grounded.

Which.

It's really really nice i think it's.

It's been a long time since i felt really grounded

it's been a long time since I've felt really humid

and it's been a long time since.

Everything's been

so fast.

I

i

partly felt like i could even catch a

breath

whatever your credit grantville.

But.

Today i

go.

It'd be

the

start of the day to the end of the day i felt so present.

And i have a really hard time feeling president.

One

time

and.

I didn't just feel president i felt eagerly president

i felt.

I hope that I've ever felt.

This way but i wanted so desperately to be president i was.

Enjoying every single moment and

and.

Feeling every single moment and.

Being.

Content

and happy.

To just be in the moment i wasn't.

I was waiting.

For the next one i was just.

Feeling

being.

An existing.

Very much in the

the

whole day.

And.

I felt like today was.

The entire day i.

Was very much.

I felt like i was being broken down and built back up all at the same time.

That's a that's a feeling i'm not sure that i felt before i was being

beaten down and worn down

and

at the same time i was

reminded

of.

How

strong i am and how

awesome way i am and.

I was being reminded the whole time that

even though i was being told that i was

fucking up or i was i

was being punished in some way i was.

Also being told like

you know you're doing a great job right.

Over

and over

and over again

and.

Again unfortunately most of the time.

That you're

you're being knocked down.

I guess

i should.

Speak about myself

if you can relate i'm sure you can but.

Often times if i'm feeling worn down or being beaten down by

life.

You don't

have you don't always have

i don't always have someone in my ear telling me

and reminding me every single step of the way.

Hey you're doing the damn thing.

You're fucking

do you know what you're handling right now and do you know what you're fucking taking

right now and do you know what you're working through right now.

Fucking

you deserve a pat on your back because you're doing a damn good job.

And

i probably going to be the person to do that for myself.

But.

It was nice to have a reminder

today

and to feel.

To field two opposite sides of

of that dichotomy.

While i was being taken

up and down roller coasters.

I.

And what is there to say i'm trying to think if i had a favorite part.

Today was was definitely my most vulnerable day

and that

might have better.

My favorite thing about the day.

And.

I held in there.

My brain held it there

for the fucking last possible second and there were tears but they they didn't mean

that i hadn't gotten past the point they were just they were good tears and love to

cry it felt so fucking good to cry over it over and over again today

and to to be in control of.

What was happening to me in that moment.

I.

But

a.

There were a lot of tears shed and there was a lot of.

There's a lot of

tender this and a lot of care.

And.

Today was really special

day was really fucking special.

I was so tired.

Like i

like i

said it's almost

it's almost nine o'clock.

So

there has.

Been thinking a lot about this day of all since it's been over and i'm sure there's

so much more that i have to share about it but i'm so fucking tired.

It's a good tired though i feel really satisfied i feel really accomplished i feel.

Grounded

i feel humid.

Y'all.

I feel really proud of everything that i did today

and not in like a.

Yeah.

Did that.

I just.

It's it's a

modest

proud

like.

Like i walked back into my

hotel

today with my head held just a little higher.

And.

This is also day three of me taking really good care of myself

in my

alone time.

And.

I got to know fluffy today totally changing the subject but.

I got

to get to know the puppy which is.

James he's

dragon tail

and i really like fluffy

and

actually i want to show you.

My marks.

Today

i'm honest sleep i'm not quite sure where this frame is but i'm going to hope that.

We're in a good position for you to see what's happening here.

He slashes.

So fucking nice

and then.

These are fucking incredible today

i really hope that my house isn't afraid right now.

The back of it likes to.

I feel like i'm

falling prey but.

I hope i am

laid back is also really nice to

hold on.

Actually the rest.

I.

Actually read before i started this video.

I noticed that my pushy here if he still doesn't have a name but i

came closer i can tell.

He has three slashes on his back.

He looks like he's

had some time with

Israel i don't know if he can release he does.

I

just thought that was cool.

But.

Yeah however

i'm really so grateful for today i'm grateful for

everything that i felt today physically emotionally.

I.

Man i got knocked down and i got picked back up

and i fucking i picked myself up

or i did not.

I did not cave

i did not love myself.

Yeah.

And

the camera turned off which is when like i started crying again i just i

i was able to see the last shot from today and i just had the single tear.

Rolling down my face and i wasn't trying to

hold back my tears they just weren't coming yet

they don't think that they were ready but as soon as the camera turned off

or just cry side

and it felt really good.

Oh one of the major parts of today was having a bag plastic bag over my head

i'm totally jumping from topic to topic

i.

Did not take my hd but.

You can probably tell

but.

Yeah i had a plastic bag over my head that was really really

thought that was hot.

I.

Obviously getting these flashes of things that happened today oh my god and

so the first segments of the day we did

i had to move logs and shovel dirt and move rocks

with a wheelbarrow is my arms is extremely physically.

Strenuous

and.

I had to make a pile of logs and light up the rocks in a certain way and

put the dirt in a certain

way

it's so pretty

i'm so proud of my little.

Project

that i was

told to do today and i keep looking at pictures

of it and it really fucking proud of it

it's probably really double it's knocked down

because it's important to me and so it is important

but.

I'm going to have to post pictures of this and

you'll see it i dunno how clearly it's going to

be shown on camera like what it it's all done but

i'm really proud of what i made today

and.

I'm literally proud of every single thing i did today.

I

i

am proud of everything that i can published i am proud of all of the things i let

myself feel i am proud of the places

i allowed myself

to be taken

i am proud of the things that i the thing that i made i am proud of.

Who i was today

i often times don't like.

My personality

was people don't like themselves or something i

don't like myself sometimes i don't like myself

but like

most of the time i don't like my personality and

just cause they think i'm like awkward and cringey and

don't have the right

to say

a lot of that happens in my brain.

Unfortunately

most of the time.

But i also like myself it a lot of regards i dunno.

It's.

It's complicated

but.

I have looked back especially today and

like

the person that i did.

And that's a really cool fucking feeling.

And i'm grateful to

everyone

who has.

Contributed

to that.

I know there was more that i shared in the last video that a

recorded the

record.

But.

I'm trying to think if there's anything else i want to say.

Dunno i'm just really grateful to be here

this is really a once in a lifetime experience and i'm so fucking grateful

and.

I still feel so very grounded and i'm going to continue to be president

and.

I'm just

soaking up every

every fucking moment

every little bit brings something different

on and off the set.

It's been an incredible journey of self realization

self discovery and emotional breakthroughs and.

There's a lot of things bubbling up in my system

and

they have enough

time and space to

surface.

Their brains

always moving at a million miles an hour and i i can

always hear everything that is happening up there.

Instead of take this time and space to.

Certain things surface and then to really listen to them and to respond to them

to respond to myself.

It's needed

and i'm grateful

i'm so excited for tomorrow.

It was so sad that it's my last day.

Like i'm on one ahead i'm so excited to go home and get to rest of my mind and body

and i miss my wife and i miss my cats

but.

I'm just i'm so ready to see where tomorrow takes me.

I think that today took me in.

So many more places than i thought i could even go.

And it took me so many places that i i

i struggle

to conceptualize that there are more places that

can be taken but i know that tomorrow is going to be

extremely special in it's own way i look it up and leave

feeling fucking

great

and.

I don't want it to and.

I don't want to do some bad ass fucking shit tomorrow and.

And i'm going to fucking go places.

And i'm ready and i'm so ready to come home and reflect on that as well.