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Hello guys, what's up? It's Milul and

today I going to make a special video as

my big thanks for your activity on this

YouTube channel. Uh this is going to be

Q&A format and I really hope you're

going to have fun. I will be answering

some of your questions you asked me on X

and YouTube. Also, some of these

questions I combined into one because

they were similar. So

let's start. Will you continue working

as model? Uh yes, sure I [music] will.

And to be fair,

yes, sure. Because I love this work a

lot. It is crazy, unusual, and creative

thing. And I [music] think modeling in

general is one of the coolest things

which has ever happened in my life.

[music] Yes.

Do you miss modeling? I think asking me

this question, you meant if [music] I

miss working with different productions.

Lately, I decided to express myself a

little bit different ways, but I'm still

active as model and lately I think that

I'm quite privileged to choose

those productions which are the closest

to my personal [music] visions of

aesthetics, of beauty in general. So I'm

still active as model. Uh so I have no

reasons to miss it and I work with some

of my favorite productions. So answering

your question uh I would not say how did

you come up with the name? [music] Does

it have special meaning to you?

The very very first version of my stage

name [music] was just Mila. And I

remember I was working for productions.

One of the very first productions I

worked for was Metar.

And uh when I say the signed model

release, I just added Miller. I don't

know perhaps Mila is too common or too

spread. So they decided to add Azul

because

one of the very first sets which were

published with me on that production on

that project uh was blue color lingery

and from Spanish azul means blue. It has

some special meaning to me and I love

this stage name because blue is one of

my favorite colors. Simple.

What made you think about starting your

modeling career? Any inspirations?

Uh I have this uh childhood memories. My

mom used to make jokes on me that once I

will become an adult, I will become a

photo model. And I remember I unblocked

these memories when I had difficulties

with work

10 or 11 years ago and I was [music]

like why not? Why don't you try? Like

take your time, take your chance. Why

not? That was a big risk but I'm happy

to be who I am right now. Tell us about

your history in playing video games.

This question is pretty cool. I think my

first memory which is related to video

games was

created when I was like seven or 8 years

old. I remember my uncle took me to back

that time very popular so-called

internet cafe which usually was full of

teenagers who used to play GTA and

Counter Strike for example and

He wanted to visit his friend who

basically owned this

and they were like, "Okay, you can sit

there and play some of these games."

And I was like, "No, I'm not confident

enough." So, basically, I was just

sitting around looking how other guys

[music] played these games. That was

kind of fun and atmospheric memory. Uh

second memory uh which is related to

computer games I have

back the time when strategies in general

were very very popular such as [music]

Warcraft 3. I'll be twice the king my

father ever was.

>> And Co asks me, do you know this game?

Also Ukrainian one. And most of that

time

I was sitting around and looking how

other guys play and first ever game I've

ever played I remember was all

silvercraft 3. [music] I was really

excited and I remember I used to prepare

too much before going to some new

locations or attacking some bosses. That

was really cool. Then I remember um my

first ever experience playing speed most

fun 2005 because we have two versions

2012 I played both of them and uh that

was really really cool experience and

this game is one of my favorites because

music there is awesome.

I consider it to be the reason why I

started to love rock music in general or

one of these reasons. I remember

whenever I played that game, I was

completely [music] absorbed, distracted.

That was my personal type of escapism.

That was really, really cool. And later

I had another area of me playing hero

shooters. At first, I uh tried to play

Overwatch, but subjectively speaking,

Mac in general looked really small and

tight to me. So, I found myself really

uncom. And then I discovered another

game which is Paladins.

>> Oh, no. [laughter]

And this is the game uh playing [music]

which I spent

I spent on this game about 1,000 and

some hours and many hours.

And now another hero shooter which I

love to play a lot [music] is Apex. And

after Apex, I was inspired by my friends

uh to try to play other games such as

Witcher 3, Metro series, one of my

favorite series, Fallout New Vegas, uh

Wasteland,

Divinity, Original Scene, Boulder's

Gate, uh etc., etc.

This was beautiful and it's hard to

describe how bright and unusual

experience that was because this is the

time when I spent playing these games

with my friends [music] and it hits

different way. So yeah, this is my story

and [music] then we have another part.

It's how I started to play and to

stream. And my first ever game is Elen

Ring. PRETTY CHALLENGING ONE. AH,

[screaming] I LOVE THIS ATTACK. I LOVE

THIS ATTACK. I LOVE THIS ATTACK. I'M

DEAD. But really, very cool. In fact,

was the best ever like experience and

memory to play this game with you guys.

Do you plan on having fix streaming

schedule for the future? No, I don't

because uh I'm not only streamer, I also

model. I also work on many additional

stuff. So um no because in my case

having some particular schedule also

means having some additional

responsibilities and [music] duties. I

would rather choose making announcements

one day before streaming or during the

streaming day. So, in this case, I will

[music] be 100%

live on stream and you will not miss me.

Do you plan on uploading anything other

than gaming videos? Yes, currently

you're [music] watching something other

than that. Uh, I don't think that uh

during time I will be actively uploading

something other than

computer games related content. But who

knows, maybe in the future I'm open and

flexible for these possibilities.

What kind of content feels the most you

and what do you create? Mainly because

the algorithm favors it. Uh let's start

from the fact that I hate to follow any

type of algorithms nowadays to take

advantage of if you got a green as you

are mindless.

I don't like uh

to put clickbaited

uh names on video or on shorts because

I'm not a lot into it. And we're going

to another part of this question is what

kind of content feels the most you? I

can say for sure it's streams and also

videos like that or reviewing my cats

back as well.

uh the most me in this uh type of

content.

What initially inspired you to create

this channel? What changes has creating

and developing this channel brought you?

Um, I would not say that I've been

through some particular changes. It's

just I've been working a lot as a

[music] model for now almost for 10

years. And the reason why is just

basically I wanted to bring [music] some

variety in my creative process. And

another reason gaming in general is

the coolest hobby I have or one of and

combination of uh having fun and

spending time with you. I was like why

not? Besides I've got this question like

maybe you would like to stream. Why

don't you try streaming? I got from

photographers uh on productions and from

my friends they were the biggest

inspiration for me to start streaming.

So the reason is my friends,

photographers

craving for some variety

and also working on myself because at

some point

streaming and gaming channel was a big

challenge to me because I was scared of

criticism from your side

and

that was Another reason why,

what got you into streaming? Any

inspirations? Any future plans for your

streams?

Uh, first question I already answered.

Any inspirations? I was really inspired

by streams uh of Sasha Gray. One of the

brightest inspiration for me was her

stream where she play Sino. I was like,

"Wow, she's so cool." That was one of

the reasons why I decided to try to play

this game myself.

She's an extremely cool IP.

Uh any future plans for your streams? Uh

maybe I will be working on bringing some

[music] variety.

Uh cooking stream, maybe you will like

them. ERL streams perhaps, perhaps

[music] just chatting or music streams.

But my main type of streaming will be

gaming stream [music] because I love to

play computer games and I love to play

them with you.

Would you do a live stream singing? Yes,

I guess. Why not?

I'm open for different types of

variations.

What are your hobbies besides playing

[music] games? I have few. First one is

cooking. I think [music] nowadays uh

whole meat food is another type of

privilege.

>> So good and tasty

>> and whenever I have some free time I'm

really [music] happy to cook for myself

something usual. Another type of hobby

is

hiking. I'm a lot into hiking

also traveling also. I love to work a

lot on upgrading my languages, on

learning languages. I love to [music]

play music instruments and compose music

sometimes, pretty rarely, but I'm also

into it.

Thoughts on marriage and family?

uh nowadays we all have difficult times

[music] and uh

I think it's hard to make any plans

which are related to such serious

[music] steps in life as marriage and

kids and family. Uh my opinion on that

that before getting married having kids

etc. Uh personally me I would like

[music] to be as much and independent

and cooling financially as is possible.

I have no particular thoughts right now.

Uh but who knows maybe in [music] five

seven years I will have some in case I

will definitely share.

Mila tell us your favorite movie and

why. I have several favorite movies and

time [music] to time uh my top is

different. Now I have two different

movies. First one is [music] Dal by

Renezo. Really beautiful and [music]

keen on psychological thrillers. Uh I

really love generally in general movies

about some [music] psychopaths,

crazy people. This movie is really

special to me and it's niche

and it's really hard to describe why

particularly. I remember my first ever

experience watching this movie.

The most impressive thing though after

whole ending was watching these titles

because they [music] like it's hard to

speak about this movie because I don't

want to spoil. In case you want to watch

it and you're a lot into psychological

thrillers, just check it out. The second

favorite movie is Man from Earth by

Richard [music] Chapman.

very niche, very beautiful, unusual. The

main reason why I love this particular

movie is that main character and uh

other characters [music]

are speaking and describing things

and they're completely different [music]

and unusual angle.

And it has such a [music] beautiful and

untypical in the same time atmosphere

that it is so captivating. Another

[music]

movie I highly recommend you to watch.

And also your favorite album [music] of

the all time. In this case, I would also

love to name two music albums. First is

the Phones by the Phones. I would like

to apologize in front of white coin

lovers. This album is significant to me

because it was a huge experience

whenever I sit and try to

compose something. I still love to

listen it and get some inspiration from

that.

Second favorite album is the Slip by 9

in Nails because

it has everything in terms of uh style

early and late Trent Rner style in

combination is beautiful and typical

niche to my subjective opinion and I

also love to listen it from time to

time. What has helped shape your almost

endless positivity? Does it come

naturally or did you develop it? [music]

In my personal case, uh first step I

worked on is I was working hard to

figure out what [music] is the results

of my negativity.

And in my case, I used to be myself up a

lot for being not productive enough. Uh

that's why I worked hard. on a

relationship between me [music] and I.

In the end, I came to understanding that

sometimes you need to understand

yourself some reasons why

you didn't do in my case enough

because of high expectations or because

some other circumstances.

Now I understand some negative and

positive parts of of myself and it helps

me a lot to [music] understand what is

going on particularly in a nutshell it's

an introspection

a pretty great thing which helps me to

be positive in fact I'm not always

positive I have my own ups and downs

knowing [music] myself

helped me develop as you say, endless

[music] positivity.

What was the moment when you felt the

happiest?

I have many [music] moments like that

and time to time I feel them. I think

the last uh case I felt myself [music]

the happiest

was the first ever experience hiking and

discovering beautiful mountains around.

You know, it's like discovering another

planet at some point. So that was the

moment I felt myself happy.

You still plan to make your own music in

the future. Whatever comes to music, I

nowadays have no any plans. Whenever I

want to make music, I just make it. And

I will most likely be making music in

the future. The difference is I'm not

sure that I will be publishing it. I

will do it for myself to make

professional music. In my case, my

vision is like, you know, it takes a

village and I'm highly impressed by

those people who can play five, four,

five different music instruments,

compose music, produce music, you know,

this stuff. I unfortunately cannot

relate myself to this type of musicians,

but I love to compose and I love to play

music. Most likely I will be working on

that for myself. [music]

What is the best advice you've ever

received and what advice would you give

to others? Uh the best recent advice I

received was don't try [music] to fight

your fears. just accept them that they

exist in your life and try to live with

them.

And this advice helped me a lot in some

cases when I feel myself uncomfy due to

fear. One of the coolest advices I've

got last year. [music]

What advice would you give to others?

Work hard on introspection

because introspection [music]

and overview some situations or your

actions or actions of other people

will most likely if you will do it

sincerely accepting your mistakes

knowing that sometimes you're doing

mistakes and it's okay

will help you to improve the quality of

your life. Another advice would I give

you [music] which helped me a lot

working on my complexes and I have some

head also is be honest to yourself. It

means whenever you

sing sucks or whenever you play music

instrument sucks on public [ __ ] happens

like I'm not a robot and I'm not perfect

and you know when you know already

before like in advance this info and

this is just like an example you know

when you will get any critics or

bad negative rhetorics towards you

related to [music] this or that

disadvantage or complexes of yours, you

know it already in advance. So nobody

will able to hurt you. You will be like

you know reacting like yes cap I already

know this or that [ __ ] You will not

hurt me and this helps me a lot. What

did you do before you became a model?

Before I became a model, I was 18 years

old and I was struggling a [music] lot

finding normal work. Back that time, I

was pretty grounded regarding my work

pics. I was not ambitious at all. But I

faced a lot shitty

behave towards me as a normal worker.

Not only towards me, but towards many

people. And I was like, "No, I don't

like this [ __ ] and I'm leaving this

place and I'm going there. There was the

same, you know, and yeah, I was

struggling. I had difficult times. I was

trying to find a normal work. Which

person from history do you most admire

and why? Uh I admire Alexander Fleming

for discovering penicellin

antibiotics which saved million lives. I

think his

work and results of his work are epic

and not only me but humanity in general

thankful.

How much time do you spend on modeling

each day? Do you think modeling [music]

is difficult? Uh in my opinion for me uh

modeling is a complex meaning because in

my case modeling is not only smiling and

posing it's editing. It's working hard

on entertaining.

uh it's [music]

having a lot of conversations with

different people being in contact always

and

whenever I conscious even though if I'm

not smiling posing I'm still working on

modeling working [music] on making some

plans for photo shootings making some

plans on collaboration

with different projects uh productions

it's a complex [music] thing so every

day I'm working from when I wake up

until going sleep. I would not say at

least for me that it's easy, but I love

this thing a lot. What is something

you're proud of but never have an excuse

to talk about?

is

helping my family

to be the strongest member of my family

so the [music] rest can be relaxed

also to be able to work on charity

whenever I'm able helping other people.

What are your plans for 2026?

Generally speaking, I would love to

[music] be as much productive as

possible.

I wanted to make some joke to not die,

but nowadays it's pretty hard to make

some big plans even for tomorrow. Next

year will be this year will be really

important to me because soon I will have

my 10 years anniversary [music]

of being model

and as my big thanks to community to

productions to projects. I would love to

be as much active as a model as it's

possible and also to not uh leave this

idea of being active on Twitch and on

other projects. also would love to

travel as much as it's possible

and I also have another small plans

which I probably share later on

upgrading myself moving forwards not

giving up. These are also important

parts [music] of my plan. Blitz

questions

favorite video game Resident Evil

[music] 2 remake.

I feel everything which game wants me to

feel. How many times has Villi knocked

over the Christmas tree [music] so far?

>> Huh?

>> Zero. Because he is obsessed playing

with Oin. So he has no free time for

playing with Christmas tree. One [music]

thing you can live without. Caffeine is

my fuel for every day.

Popcorn sweet or salty? [music] Salty,

if be more specific, with cheese flavor.

Do you prefer to plan or act

spontaneously? [music]

Depends. I'm really spontaneous and

flexible person, [music]

but I still prefer to make some

particular plans for tomorrow. So,

tomorrow I will not be lost on what I'm

supposed to do next because I already

have list of [music] things to do. What

book influenced you the most? The Minds

of Billy Milik by [music] Daniel Keezy.

I remember I was like 11 or 12 years and

I was really surprised and absorbed by

reading this book and [music] this book

inspired me a lot for learning for being

interested in psychology [music] and

this

is the cool book.

What would you like to learn in the near

future? How to [music] drive and getting

finally this driving license? Sushi or

ramen? [music] Sushi. Nutella with or

without butter on bread? Without. Butter

will just spoil the pure, delicious,

[music]

and sweet taste of Nutella.

What is the largest mammal you think you

could knock out with a [music] single

punch?

>> Raccoon. Raccoon. raccoon

and is Julius is taking good care of his

kingdom. Oh yes, [music] his kingdom is

great and he's the greatest king I've

ever had in my life.

I would like to say thank you a lot for

participating, for asking me these

questions, for watching this video.

You're the best and thank you a lot for

being active. Looking forwards for

having fun with you in [music] the

future, this year and next years. Thank

you a lot. Love you all and hugging you

all. Bye-bye.