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Can you hear me?

I've been separated from the others, and I think I'm okay, but I'm not sure

where I am.

I've never been out this far before, so I don't know.

I need to get a good look at it.

I need you guys.

Okay, I need you guys to get me, please.

I think you guys come out and get this, please. Can you come, please, Sanders?

Sanders?

Oh, my God.

behaviors that keep us walking in circles, reaching for the same solutions

and over again, thinking each time they'll take you somewhere new,

but they don't.

And still, it's the neural pathway of least resistance.

You need.

It's the one that keeps you safe when you listen.

You learned to push people away before they could hurt you.

And now, as an adult, you're still stuck right where you started.

Alone.

and customers. I didn't say lonely.

I said alone.

I hurt people.

I don't want to. It's just the way I'm wired. So maybe I deserve to be alone.

Do you think anyone deserves to be alone?

I don't know, but maybe it's not such a bad thing.

Being alone feels deeply ingrained.

I understand.

You've had dreams.

and a lot of resistance, not a lot of support in realizing those dreams.

And when we've experienced hurt again and again, we

start to expect it. It's like, oh, I know this path.

I know where it goes.

So, are you interested in forging a new path and see where that leads?

Sure.

Why not? You know, I'm here.

Great.

So I want to revisit an exercise we've done before.

The role play.

Oh, the acting thing?

Yeah. I feel stupid doing that. I know. But we have a few minutes. Let's, um...

Yeah, let's try. A little bit.

All right.

Let's hit the scene.

Let's go back to the night that Barbara left you.

You mean the night she kicked me out of my own house?

I'm playing myself.

And I'll be Barbara. It is my house, by the way.

I'm the one paying for it.

I know.

All right.

Okay, so, um... I got home late.

I don't know how late.

She was already asleep. Maybe midnight.

She usually goes to bed before. It doesn't matter. The point is, I was in

kitchen, and, um... The glass.

I broke the glass, and she...

Comes running down to see what happened and... things escalated.

And how do you feel?

Well, I was... I was drunk.

And, um, I felt stupid.

I was angry.

Because I broke the glass.

Can you say that to me?

What, the barber?

Yeah.

I'm sorry that I woke you.

Maybe... If you'd come home earlier, we could have spent the evening together.

I was working.

I came straight home after work.

Be honest with me, please.

I can smell it on your breath.

I had a few beers.

Define a few.

Well, it was a hard day.

I needed to wind down.

All you ever do is wind down.

You're always at this door.

You want kids, right?

We both do. Well, you know, having a family takes money, which means someone

to work.

Unless being a professional student is considered a job these days.

That's not fair.

You know I had to take time off. Well, it's not my fault if you can't keep up.

How are you going to be a lawyer if you can't even handle law school?

Who do you think pays for everything while you're gallivanting around campus

like a 30 -year -old freshman?

I'll give you a hint. It's me.

I pay for your school. I pay for your time off school. I pay for the roof over

your head. Can I talk now? No, no, because I'd like to know, what do you

happens if you do manage to graduate? You know, you pop out a kid and then you

leave me with the bill.

Or am I stuck at home changing diapers because you're too busy working for the

first time in your life? Now you're being cruel. I'm being honest.

I thought that's what you always wanted.

Just because you didn't get to be an architect. I am a fucking architect!

God damn it, I'm just stuck!

Selling shit furniture because someone won't get off their fat fucking ass and

help me.

How do you hear me?

Who am I talking to?

Me. Hear. Not.

Um... Sorry, I didn't mean to, uh...

I'd get angry or lose my temper or whatever.

I know.

That's the purpose of the whole exercise.

This is a good start.

To feel what you feel and then learn to identify a new path.

Your reaction was actually quite normal.

Oh, that's me.

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No way.

Mark, you good?

Turn the camera off. No, no, it's good. It's our take stuff, dude. Turn the

fucking camera off.

Okay.

You, uh, you need help?

Are we going again?

No. Kat, you can open the store now.

We've been open.

You know, I still don't get it. Are you like a pirate or a sultan? Just be good

to me. I'm going to establish these things. Shut up.

Cheap particle board bullshit.

Clear this stuff up, will you?

Sorry about that.

How's it looking?

Matery's fine.

If your bill's coming in high, that's on you.

What about the outages? That happens after hours.

Don't know.

Fluorescence must be tripping a breaker.

I turn the overheads off when the store closes, before the power gets weird.

Anyway, wouldn't that just make the bills go down?

Where's your breaker box?

I'm no expert, but I checked earlier and everything looks okay.

You said the lights flicker. Yeah, old store does.

It's not at the same time. One night I lose the power upstairs, next night it's

down here. There's no rhyme or rhyme.

Who the hell installed this thing?

Well, the building came wired. I'm dated, but it's not that old.

Take a look at this.

I wasn't there before.

Maybe I didn't notice. Like I say, I'm no expert. Why is it going that way?

Better question.

What is it even connected to?

Huh?

How's the power?

What? Anything happen up there?

What the hell?

The rat's back.

But the power's on.

Yeah. I thought we killed the rat.

We killed a rat.

So is this the problem?

Don't see how.

I can't even go through this part of the circuit.

There.

Like some mode to tuck it in there.

Yeah.

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That small blip is not an asteroid. It's a spaceship, and it's on our tail.

Getting closer.

Impossible, Rick. They couldn't have spotted us. We don't already have our

shield on. I know that stuff, and they are. It's easy.

Impossible. Rick has a secret device.

Why did you do this to yourself?

How did you get here?

Your consciousness is a room full of memories that is constantly evolving.

But as you walk through life, untrained minds start to build walls,

put up barriers.

Tell from the outside world.

It's a natural response.

Something you're often unaware of.

But if gone unchecked, it can leave you feeling trapped.

You can become convinced that the world outside is better off without you.

That you never deserve the relationships you've had.

Resigned to watch your life unfold from behind a lone window.

I can help you open it now.

Because the window isn't locked.

The latch was never broken.

Are you ready to step through?

So that you can reclaim that which was once yours and take back control

of your life.

The life you want to be living.

unburdened by the traumas of the past, free of the confines you had built,

and free to choose the path of your own design.

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Piece of shit!

Hello?

Assalamu alaikum.

That's a good answer, Lupti.

I was.

... ... ...

Hello?

Anyone there?

Sorry, Emily.

Traffic was hell and I couldn't leave early.

Let's just use the time we have.

How are you today, Clark?

How do I look?

Fine. A little tired, maybe.

I look like shit.

Can I ask, and there is no wrong answer here, you know that, are you intoxicated

right now?

Why do you say it like that?

Like what?

I haven't had a drink since Friday.

Probably why I look like shit.

Can I ask you something?

Sure. You ever 5150'd someone?

A few times over the years, when it was necessary.

What makes it necessary?

If I believe that the person is a danger to themselves or others, or they're

gravely disabled.

Okay.

I found something in the store.

Okay.

What did you find?

Uh, a place.

I found a place.

A place?

It's like, um, it's like the store just, uh, continues, I guess.

You know, like there's a wall, and on the other side of the wall, the store

keeps going, like a copy of itself.

I figure they're using mirrors or something to hide the entrance. I'm

not following you. Is this a room you didn't know about before?

No. Okay, so you go in, and at first it just looks like an office building, like

a huge office building.

But then you keep going, and then you realize that none of it makes any sense.

It's like, um, imagine describing a dog to someone who's never seen one before

and then asking them to draw it.

They might get some things right, you know, but there's no way they'd get

everything right. You know, the devil's in the details.

So, from a distance, you look at it, you think you're seeing a dog, but then you

look closer.

Why are you looking at me like that?

I'm just trying to understand.

Oh.

You know, for a crank, you've got a terrible poker face.

What you're saying might...

Sound fantastical, but not dangerous.

Are there any people in these offices?

Not that I've seen.

You know, I hear, um, there's footsteps and then stuff gets moved around when

I'm not looking. I know how this sounds, but you gotta understand, it's massive

in there.

Like New York subway system.

Massive. You know, for all I know, there's hundreds of people. I just

seen them.

It's like a maze. It just goes on and on and on.

Sometimes I'm scared I'll get lost.

Why do you think no one else has found this place?

I don't know. The entrance is on the subfloor, so the whole structure is

probably underground.

You know, it's not an empty city. Maps, the entrances are hidden, so who'd think

to look?

I'm not saying I don't believe you.

You told me yourself.

You haven't had a drink since Friday.

Do you think there's... Clara, if this is true... I gotta thank you.

No.

I'm gonna come back here with proof.

And you're gonna owe me a serious fucking apology.

Kevin Clark?

Um, wait, wait, wait, wait. Kat?

I'm coming.

Kat! Okay, I'm coming.

Look. What the fuck?

Yeah, I'm sorry.

What are you guys doing tomorrow?

What are you talking about?

I'll pay you. Two hours.

Overtime. Cops. Okay, pay us for what?

Research.

You got the camera, right? You can borrow it again.

Right?

We've got some shit over here.

We've got some signs and a rope. What's the rope for?

Supplies.

Great, he's going to tie us up.

No, we're going to tie ourselves up.

Oh, kinky.

You still haven't told us what we're doing here, Pat.

I did tell you.

Research.

These are supplies and we're using them for research. It's not that hard to

understand.

Okay, research for what? You gotta be more specific, dude.

I'm gonna go through the door.

What door?

That's the door.

I taped an outline on the other side, too, just to help us find our way back.

Bobby?

What? Look, I know it sounds crazy, but follow my lead, okay?

I wanna be back before sunup.

Dude, it's like 9 p .m. What the fuck?

Oh!

Did you see that? Where the fuck did he go? Bobby, I saw it.

Just step through the door.

You'll be fine.

What? No.

Tell us what is going on.

You know what? No, Bobby, wait. Bobby, wait. What are you doing?

What the fuck?

Damn it.

Damn it, how is this possible?

Mommy?

Okay. Where are you?

No, no, no, Kat, it's good, it's good. Just, you gotta come see this.

I mean, right, see, see, see, it's, um, it's fine.

Where are we?

Oh, that's what I'm trying to figure out.

Who's, um, who shit is this? Is it, is it part of your store?

If it belongs to someone, I haven't met him yet.

Okay. I've been in here every night since I found the place, and I still

scratch the surface.

Come on.

I'll show you.

It only gets better.

Hey.

You don't think he liked all the stuff or something, do you?

No, no, no. We're not on drugs.

I think I'll be able to tell him if I'm tired.

You are high.

That doesn't count.

So, um, it's like...

Well, like an empty office building?

In here?

Sure. But it's like it was made by a bunch of construction workers on acid.

There's even a pool.

There's a pool?

Yeah. I mean, kind of.

Keep up.

Yeah.

Okay.

Okay.

All right, you filming?

Yeah. I don't see why Bobby has to be the one to go.

I want to. He's the one with the camera.

Well, it's not like it's attached.

Yeah, well, I mean, to my student ID, it kind of is. Any trouble, you just give

a tug. No, no, I'll pull him up, okay? I'll be clear. Quit fucking throwing.

It's not going to be any trouble.

It's good. It's good. I'm good.

Baby, you don't have to do this. No, it's cool. I just want to see what's

there. You're not curious?

Stupid! Go as far as you can, okay? Look, look, you can basically walk down

without a rope. It's fine. It's not even steep.

Okay. Okay, just tell him just one thing. If I don't come back, he'll tell

mom I love her, right?

Okay.

All right, okay.

All right, just take it slow.

Oh,

that is actually kind of steep.

You good?

Yep. Just try not to drop me.

All right.

Play them with me.

Whoa. Careful.

What the... Whoa, whoa, whoa. What the fuck are you guys doing up there?

Sorry. Sorry. I was stuck around the back of the bed.

Are you okay?

Yeah. Yeah, I'm fine.

Jesus fucking Christ.

Just keep letting me down.

Yeah, it's just a bunch of laundry and shit.

What do you mean, clothes?

Yeah, it's just fucking stains down here.

Is there anything else?

Yeah, just give me a minute.

Okay.

Let some more line out.

I can't. You are a ghost.

Fuck,

fuck, fuck. Pull me up, pull me up.

There's someone down there. We got you. What?

Hey, slow down. Just breathe. Just breathe.

It's okay. It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.

Here. Hey. Dude, what kind of fucking knot is this?

What the hell are you doing? Fuck.

Don't let go. Don't let go.

This...

You got it.

Ever said you could go outside?

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Hello Hello

Can you hear me?

Clark?

Clark?

you

You found it.

Why are you hiding?

You're being too loud.

It's every place that ever was.

It's only me.

As you walk through life, the untrained mind accumulates loops,

habits, behaviors that keep you drifting in

circles, creating the same problems, reaching for the same

solutions over and over again.

Still, it's the...

neural pathway of least resistance.

The one I need.

The one that kept me safe when I was a child.

You know, I learned to push people away before they could hurt me.

And now, as an adult, I'm still stuck right where

I started.

You do anything you can't take back. Answer the question.

Yes, it's a real mess.

But also beautiful, in a way.

No?

Who are these people?

This place builds them.

Or, actually, more like it remembers them.

And the more times it remembers something, the less it does.

Somewhere out there is a guy in a striped shirt, but in here he's

remembered.

Just slightly wrong.

Somewhere out there is a man in a wheelchair and a lamp.

I'm pretty sure that's how you get all of this.

All these places and rooms and buildings misremembering

themselves.

Let's talk this through.

In some ways, they're an improvement on the originals.

For starters, they can't feel anything.

Imagine how good that must feel.

I mean, there's no thoughts, no pain, no ego,

no fear.

They simply exist like

furniture.

Look at this.

The best part.

That's my assistant manager.

I tried to help her, but she just... Clark, if you untie me,

we can talk this through, get you feeling better.

Yeah, well, what if I did untie you? You know, what then?

You'd run around here like a chicken with its head cut off looking for a way

out.

You'd end up in the same place you are now.

Like the path thing you're always talking about.

Clark.

I just want to help you. Just tell me what you need.

I'll do it.

Yeah. Yeah.

Yes, please.

Okay.

Well, I want you to tell me that I didn't do anything wrong. You know,

That you were wrong about me. I was wrong about you.

I was. I was wrong about you. Not like that.

Not so fast, okay?

I want to set the scene first.

Let's start on the night that I got kicked out of my

own house.

It was late.

A lot darker.

Lights, please.

I tried this exercise with her before. It doesn't go anywhere.

Fine.

I'll do it myself.

It's still my house, after all.

Yeah.

Thank you.

It's better.

For this.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry. I broke the glass and woke you

up.

I know how you like to sleep early.

I was at the store late.

I guess I lost track of time.

I was checking inventory.

I stopped off for a few beers.

Barbara!

I was checking inventory.

Then I stopped off for a few beers.

Define a few.

As many as I wanted.

Because this is my house.

I pay for it.

I pay for everything.

I pay for you to go to school.

I pay for your time off school.

I pay for the roof over your head.

You want kids, right?

Well, that takes money.

So someone has to work around here.

I said someone has to get off her fat ass and work around here.

Just because you didn't get to be an architect.

I am a fucking architect.

I'm just stuck selling shit furniture because someone won't get off her fat

fucking ass and help me. I'm not your wife. Stank her.

Stank her.

I've never even met her. Stank her. Fuck you.

What did you say? You want to know the real reason your wife left you?

It wasn't the drinking or the stumbling home at all hours or the rage.

It was the whining.

Nothing's ever your fault, is it?

You drink too much? Blame your job.

You hate your job?

Blame the world.

You get kicked out of the house? Blame your wife.

You attack me and tie me up?

Blame your brain. You are your fucking brain, you dipshit!

You're saying it's my fault?

Yes! But it's just the way you're wired, isn't it?

I want to change.

I don't.

I like it in here.

For the first time in a long time, I feel like I'm...

But let me go.

What are you doing in here?

This is Mary.

She's our therapist.

She was just leaving.

No, no.

You don't have to worry.

She says we don't need to change.

Thank you.

Hello, my name is Phil.

And you're Mary, yeah?

I was hoping to ask you a few questions for some

clarification on our end, if that's okay.

First thing,

Could you establish how you got in here?

I walked through a wall in the basement of a furniture store.

Can you confirm that this is the location in question?

Okay, good.

So you were shopping, or... I was looking for someone.

Um... Were you looking for

this man?

Right here?

Where am I right now?

Could you...

Just confirm for me.

Is this man right here the man you were looking for? Please.

Sorry, what was your name?

Phil.

Please, Phil.

Where am I?

I'm not... I

make, um... Sorry, my... Our

company.

We make... MRI machines.

Or, I should say, we used to make MRI machines.

Not anymore.

That was before we... Before we found... You've been there.

Yes, I have.

And now, it's my job.

Every day I go in there and I just try to find out even a little bit more.

I map out areas to the best of my ability.

And more and more I'm convinced that nothing in our lifetime,

Mary, nothing in maybe all of recorded history means more

than this.

understand it. I can't even describe it.

It's like describing a dog to someone who's never seen a dog and then asking

them to try it.

Now you want me to describe it.

And then you'll write it down and then what? Mary.

You'll let me go?

We all want the same thing here. We do.

We just want to find out even a little bit more.

What's going to happen to me, Phil?

That decision is not up to me.

So, if we could just talk, just you and me, you know, just like

two regular people, we could unpack.

Some of this, we've both been in there and get on the same page.

There are doors opening everywhere.

We don't know why or what's connecting them. They just sort of keep happening

and we don't know how to stop them.