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- I don't remember a lot.

- There's something

You've helped me

- Do you love him?

He slipped the ring

when you were unconscious.

- It doesn't matter

And you, get out of my life.

- Dr. Manning.

- Agent Lee

Agent Lee

[dramatic music]

♪ ♪

- Hi, April...

I've got your test results.

- You couldn't tell me

- Well, I just thought we

- Okay.

- Good news.

Your thyroid and pituitary

and your HSG X-ray shows that

- Okay.

- Your AMH and Antral

And your FSH is high.

Even though you're only

that indicates that there's--

- Early onset menopause?

- I like to call it

low ovarian reserve.

- I'm the reason

- Spontaneous pregnancy

- Dr. Patchefsky...

the miscarriage

and now this?

Ethan wants a baby.

I can't give him one.

- April,

Ethan should get tested, too.

And then the two of you

- IVF.

I'd recommend starting

With low ovarian reserve,

- So I go home and I tell Ethan

and even with IVF,

I still might not

- Couples work through this,

♪ ♪

- Was the gym crowded?

- What?

- You were gone a long time.

- Oh.

Do you really have to leave?

- Yeah.

- How can the Navy

- Six weeks.

Told you.

Sounds pretty serious.

♪ ♪

- "The Expectant Father"?

- Just living in the future.

- God, Ethan.

- What?

- I have to get ready for work.

♪ ♪

- Morning.

- Hey.

- How did you sleep?

- Great.

- How's your pain, honey?

- You're not dressed.

- Oh.

Thought maybe

Please don't try

- Okay, I won't.

- Thank you.

- You're getting good

- Fourth time's a charm,

- Danny?

I want you to re-marry.

- But I'm happily

- Danny.

- What are we having

What do you want?

- I know you heard me.

- Pancakes, it is.

♪ ♪

[sobbing]

♪ ♪

.

- Ben...

do you mind if I share

- Please...do.

- You're running a fever.

And you're tachycardic.

Of more concern,

2.2.

Also low.

- So...

not good.

- No.

I'm sorry, Ben.

Not good.

- So tired.

- Why don't you get some rest?

You let me know if he

and we'll increase

Make him as comfortable

- Hey.

- Dr. Manning,

- What's up?

I'm not sure how

A pediatric patient of yours

for a scheduled surgery.

- All right,

What's wrong?

- Well, it's, uh--

Sophie.

I mean,

- Whatever happened

Sophie is still my patient.

- Right.

- Sophie has had multiple

congenital tricuspid atresia.

Why don't you come up

- Okay, yeah.

- Okay.

- Dr. Manning?

- That night of the accident...

- Natalie?

- It was just like this.

- Do you love him?

- It's weird.

Some things are starting

Phillip was there.

And some FBI agent.

And she wanted...

I can't remember.

- Dr. Manning?

- Yeah.

- The family's waiting

- Okay.

Let's go.

- Dr. Manning?

And this is fourth year

- I'm Cheryl McFarland,

Sophie's aunt.

This is my husband Jeremy.

- Hi.

- I'm sorry.

- Streeterville.

- Phillip said he didn't have

- Phillips says

He's a pathological liar.

- Wow.

may I ask...

where is he?

- I don't know.

- He asked us

When we got here,

- I don't understand.

- He left Sophie.

- He isn't coming back?

- I doubt it.

- Well, you know what?

All that matters

So why don't I take a look?

Oh, hey, there.

There she is.

- Hey, Mike.

- Hmm?

- He's still kind of out of it.

- Makes sense.

- My kidneys.

- Afraid so.

Dialysis problem.

Your catheter's clotted off.

- That why he feel so lousy?

- Yeah.

- My brother's been

for over a year.

I'd give him my kidney,

- Well, the good news is that

So if a kidney

you can have the surgery.

- We're gonna

Okay?

All right.

- So how you feeling, Dan?

- Okay.

- Good.

- He's never passed out before.

- When you brought

he was in a diabetic crisis.

Blood sugar 640,

The ketoacidosis is what caused

But with the insulin

your numbers

- Thank God.

- What about his kidneys?

- I am concerned.

I want a nephrologist

[knocking at door]

Excuse me.

- Your patient's on the list

- Yeah, he's had a hard time

Wrecked his kidneys.

- Well, we might

- Might?

- Direct donor situation,

- We have a patient downstairs

His brother's willing

but isn't a match.

- But turns out he is

So if somebody from your guy's

and is willing to donate,

then our guy's brother will

Quid pro quo.

- Domino transplant.

Both go home with a kidney.

- We just need a match.

- I'll present the offer.

- Great.

- Jordy Collins, 16-year-old

Motor vehicle collision.

- Okay, we're going to Baghdad.

Is it okay

- Yeah.

- I'm his dad.

- We were going to the rink.

- I think he got whiplash.

- I ice skate.

I can't ice skate

- [laughs]

- Doris.

[dramatic music]

All right, on my count.

One, two, three.

- This is a big hospital.

We're gonna take

Jordy, anything else bothering

- Uh-uh.

- Good.

Dad, anything in Jordy's

- No, he's a healthy kid.

Okay, I'm gonna listen

Yeah, Jordy,

Squeeze my hand, will you?

This is a big camera.

It's gonna take

Won't hurt a bit.

- Everybody clear?

- Coming up.

[machine whirs]

- Hey, chest looks good, too.

I'm gonna take this collar off

- Okay.

- All right.

- Ow!

- Sorry, buddy.

Now we'll put

It could still

but I want to make sure there

With your permission,

for a CT of his head and neck.

- Sure.

You'll let radiology know,

- Right.

- We're gonna fix you up,

get you back on that ice.

- Okay.

- Okay.

I'll check on you in a bit.

- Hey, Dan.

Martha, Bill,

He's been treating

I told you about.

- Am I a match to him?

- No, sir,

But, Mrs. Schiller, you are.

- So I can donate?

- Wait, hold on.

- Mom, I don't want you

with your blood pressure.

- And that means that my son

- Yes.

- Wait.

- Dan, I am your mother.

It's a kidney.

- What if something happens?

- Honey, you're my baby.

I can't imagine life

When you have children

you'll understand.

♪ ♪

- I'll give

get things started.

Hey, did you hear

- Yeah.

- I'm busy, Ethan.

About your reaction

I know you're anxious

- Let's just forget about it--

I have some time

I'll go see a urologist.

- What? Why?

make sure I'm not

- Oh, my God, Ethan.

Why do we have to talk

- Look, I just want to make

- There is no problem.

- Look, I'm not saying

- Oh, my--I'm so sick of this.

- The pressure.

I don't even know

- What are you saying?

April.

♪ ♪

[indistinct chatter]

- Hey there, Jordy.

CT scan is normal.

- Can I go skate now?

- Jordy competes.

- Wow.

Tell me, how you feeling?

- Real good.

Hands feel funny.

- What?

- Really?

- Uh-huh.

- What does that mean?

- Not sure.

Do you feel that?

- Uh-uh.

- Squeeze my hand.

Not so strong now, huh?

- Okay, Jordy, I want to run

It's another type of scan

Dad?

- Okay.

- Don't worry, Dad.

- You're a champ.

- I'll put that order in.

- Okay.

- Jeremy and I have decided

we're going to try

- I'm really happy

Maya.

Sophie's hit

and her saturation's

This is Dr. Frisch.

She will be doing

- Hello.

- Did you know

has instructed

we are not to resuscitate?

- What?

- You mean you're just supposed

- No, I can't believe this.

- It's right here in the chart.

- Why would he do that?

- He wouldn't.

- Yes, he could.

Sophie's not perfect.

- But he's been

I've seen him take

- Because he was getting

You.

Now that you're not

he doesn't need Sophie anymore.

- What?

- Look, can you get him

- I tried to call him.

I don't even know where he is.

- Well, I'm not comfortable

on a child with a DNR.

- Maya--

- Oh, my God.

♪ ♪

- We are gonna fight this.

- Your donor's

We'll take you up to the OR

about an hour

- Can't believe

- When do I go up?

- Your brother's organ transfer

- Then it's my turn?

- Right.

- Dr. Marcel,

- Betty,

- Yep.

- Vitals stable?

- All good.

- All right.

[thermometer beeps]

- His fever's up.

- Maggie.

- I'm right here, Ben.

- Let me know

- Okay, thank you.

- I had a dream.

I was fishing.

- That sounds nice.

- No.

I hate fishing.

- [laughs]

There you go.

- Mm.

- That's better.

♪ ♪

Ben.

Is there anyone I should call?

- You're the closest

to family, Maggie.

- Have you made

- I should've.

I just kept...

thinking about

not about my funeral.

My folks...

are in a cemetery in Florida.

I'd like my ashes

- Okay.

- This doesn't make sense.

We have to do something,

- I'm sorry, Dr. Manning.

- So that's it?

There's no way

- The father

- We don't know that.

- And Mr. Davis left

He claimed, and I quote,

"My little girl

"and if the good Lord

we should let him."

- That's ridiculous.

- Dr. Manning,

and legal said

- And they won't approve

- Ugh.

- This is about the Davis baby?

- Yes.

- Dr. Frisch briefed me.

- Can you convince her

- No,

It's a very risky procedure,

and the baby

Dr. Rhodes performed

- That's right.

- I'm sure if he were here,

I will do the surgery.

[machine beeping]

- Dr. Choi,

- Dan?

- What's happening?

- No pulse.

Start bagging.

- Sir, it's better

- I'm not leaving my son.

Come on, Dan.

Come on, buddy.

- Clear!

- Charged.

- Still V-fib.

Milligram of epi.

- Oh, God.

- Still in V-fib.

- Come on, Dan.

- Dr. Choi--

Come on.

- Come on, come on, come on,

Clear.

- No.

- He's asystolic.

- [gasps]

♪ ♪

- I'm so sorry, Bill.

- [sobbing]

Dan, Dan.

Dan.

- Time of death, 12:03.

- [crying]

Dan.

- Okay.

Kidney is good to go.

♪ ♪

- Hold on.

Mr. Schiller

- What?

- He has medical

and he's stopping

- He can't do that.

- He wants his wife's kidney

- That's insane.

- You may not transplant

- All right, everybody,

.

- This is ridiculous.

I have a kidney

and a patient

- The man just lost his son,

the reason for the domino

- Mrs. Schiller gave consent.

- When her son was alive,

if she'd still feel

- And we have no way to know

- Doesn't matter.

- Didn't you try

- When he was crying

- That is not what I meant,

- All right, all right,

Let's cool it.

Peter, do we know

- I have no idea.

We've never

I need to consult with ethics,

see if there's at least

- You do realize that

- I realize.

- Well,

keep Mrs. Schiller stable,

and get Mike Stowe

- Yes, ma'am.

[dramatic music]

♪ ♪

- Jordy, Russell,

our chief of neurosurgery.

- Hi.

- Jordy, your MRI revealed

Atlantoaxial Instability.

- Big words.

- Yeah, and what it means

is built a little differently,

and working in not quite

- Yeah, we see it

- I know.

Um, is there a way to treat it?

- Why don't we talk outside?

- Hey, Jordy, buddy.

- Okay.

- So there are two options.

First, I can surgically

- But it's an invasive,

It could fix the problem,

Severely limit

- And the second option?

- Stabilize the spine

type of brace--

It's a much safer route,

- Dr. Abrams?

- Atlantoaxial Instability

so eventually, Jordy's gonna

- Right, but it is possible

- Uh...

Okay, no surgery.

I don't want to take the risk.

- All right.

- Thanks, Sam.

- I don't know

Special Olympics won't let him

He'd have to have it repaired.

This is gonna break his heart.

- I feel bad for that family,

but how much time

He's gonna die

[pager buzzes]

- This could be it.

Let's hope for good news.

- So legal has made

Since Mrs. Schiller's kidney

the hospital's

The ethics committee believes

that the kidney should go

as originally designated

Mr. Schiller's wishes

- Gonna go scrub.

- You know

We're saving a life.

- It's a little more

- Ethan, don't walk away.

- April, there is a man

when she wakes up from surgery

and her son is dead.

You want to be there for that?

- I know.

You think I don't know that?

This is the best outcome

You just want me to feel bad.

- What about you?

You've been at me all day.

I don't know

but maybe it's a good thing

♪ ♪

- Daniel.

I thought you

- I am.

I'm gonna take CeCe away

to Mackinac Island.

- Oh, well, that was always

for the two of you.

- Yeah.

we're gonna have

Just for a few close friends,

- [laughs]

- Kind of a...

like a bon voyage party.

♪ ♪

- Okay.

- Hey.

None of that.

It's just a little party.

♪ ♪

- Okay.

- No, no, fix me!

They have to fix me.

They have to fix me.

- Just keep it down, okay?

- No.

- Can I help?

- I told him

- I don't want that.

- He wants the operation.

- I want to skate.

Show him.

- Jordy--

- Show me?

- Video of Jordy skating.

- I can fly.

- Look, I'll forward it to you.

- I can fly.

- Jordy, okay, there are

Okay, we'll find something else

- No.

I want to be free.

- Ben, I'm concerned

The patchy whiteout indicates

- He's on a high-flow cannula.

- That's not cutting it.

He's oxygenating poorly,

He's in acute

Ben,

20 etomidate, 100 of sux.

- Right.

- Okay.

Okay.

- Meds are in.

- I'm in.

Bag him,

♪ ♪

I don't think he has long.

- Okay.

- I'm sorry.

.

- Heart's beating.

Take her off bypass.

- And she's off.

Pulmonary artery pressure

- Unless we're able

she won't survive.

Put her back on bypass.

11-point scalpel

Placing a 5mm fenestration

so the extra pressure

into her left atrium.

- Pressure's

Put her on V-A ECMO?

- Not an option.

[machine beeping]

- Okay,

and failing.

- Must be a structural issue

Ah, stenosis.

Prepare for angioplasty.

- Look at me.

- Fastest skater on Earth.

- Ready?

okay, now make a funny face.

No.

No!

- I can't stand it.

What do I do?

- Hey, guys.

Give us a couple minutes.

- This is my fault.

I was always compensating

Just wanted to have

so I pushed him into sports.

- Maybe you did.

But he loves that sport.

- Jordy's the most important

He's the best thing in my life.

I can't do anything

- I get it.

I'm the one who told you

and I certainly

But maybe this isn't about you.

Maybe it's about Jordy

- Dad?

Dad?

- I watched that video.

He said...

"I can fly."

I saw that.

And he said,

I saw that, too.

- Dad?

♪ ♪

Daddy?

- Hey, buddy.

- Twelve minutes.

Gotta finish up

- Final knot

Cut the stitch.

Take her off bypass.

How's her pressure, Carl?

- PA pressure...

down to 50.

Good sign.

- And good

I believe this little girl's

have been resolved.

Let's close.

- I'm not coming home tonight.

I'll leave

- Why?

- I'm gonna stay

till his wife wakes up.

I want to be there for him.

Did you mean what you said?

About not wanting

- I don't know what I want.

- Well, you got six weeks

♪ ♪

- Maggie?

- Dr. Lanik wants you.

- Okay.

- His 02 stats are 94%.

Look at his latest chest X-ray.

- I don't understand.

- Seems that way.

White count up to 4,

Below normal,

- How?

- Well,

they stopped his chemo.

That allowed his immune system

fight the infection.

Keep your fingers crossed.

- So are you gonna go fix me?

- Yes, I am.

- Yep,

and when you wake up,

- Okay.

- [gasps]

- Dr. Manning?

- It was just like this.

Sophie was recovering

- And Agent Lee...

- Will loves you.

You would be a fool

♪ ♪

- Oh, my God.

I have been so unfair to Will.

All this time,

♪ ♪

.

- Jordy should be back

on the ice very soon.

- [exhales]

- Let me know

I'd like to come.

- I will.

Thank you.

- Looks like Jordy

- If it hadn't been for you...

- Mike got a new kidney.

- [exhales]

- Glad we finally got there.

Thanks for your help.

- Thank you.

[exhales]

[dramatic music]

♪ ♪

- Are you sure

- We took Danny

when he was a little boy.

He's loved it ever since.

- [laughs]

They gave us a really good

because we're going off-season.

- Bagged the honeymoon suite.

- Oh.

[laughter]

- Here.

- I'll take your word for that.

You know, I think it's great

are gonna finally

- Yeah.

[door opens]

- Oh, look who's here.

- Hi, Mom.

- Oh, my baby.

She's here.

Hi, Grandma.

- There's my baby.

There's my baby.

- Hey, Sharon, Bert.

- Can you guys excuse us

Dad.

- No, no.

- ♪ Lovely day,

♪ Lovely day,

- There's my baby.

- Uh, hey, Dad.

- Oh, sweetie.

It's just that your mom

that it just be the two of us.

- I know.

- Honey, honey--

- Dad, Dad.

- Well, the way she

and trust me,

is that she wants you

the way she is tonight:

happy and beautiful,

and surrounded

- But, Dad,

- Oh, sweetie,

I do.

I'm just really trying

You know?

And this is the way

- But to not be there

[sobs]

- Honey...

your mom knows

And you know

Hey.

♪ ♪

- Lighten his sedation.

Ben,

- [coughing]

- Okay, okay.

Okay.

- Maggie.

- Ben.

- I'm alive.

- Yes, sweetheart.

You are.

[heartfelt music]

♪ ♪

- Look at me!

- [laughs]

- Will.

I remember that night.

I was coming

I'm sorry for the way

that I was wrong.

- Doesn't matter anymore.

- No, it does,

- No, you don't need

- I do.

Because...

I came to tell you that...

I love you.

And I want to be with you.

- Natalie, stop.

You told me

- I know,

- You don't understand.

And it's been good for me.

- Will, we can figure--

- No, we...

aren't good for one another.

All we do is hurt each other.

There was a time I couldn't

but I can now,

free.

- Will...

- I'm sorry, Natalie.

[dramatic music]

♪ ♪

- [crying]

.

[dramatic music]

♪ ♪

[wolf howls]