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Nikki deloach is coming home for the

holidays the town she left behind and

the traditions they shared will open her

heart in unexpected ways there's a

family legend now that the two

turtledoves makes people fall in love

baby here show me how much I was missing

Michael rady co-stars did you mean what

you said about making Christmas no two

turtledoves starts right now on hallmark

movies and mysteries

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heíd is it Lucy leave a message hi sorry

I missed you again so I have one quick

meeting with my mentor and I'm on my way

to you I will meet you in town square

and then we're gonna wrap that tree in

so much tinsel they're gonna be able to

see it from outer space I love you call

me back come in Merry Christmas

Sharon congratulations how do you feel I

am still in absolute shock I mean the

McAdams fell ship it's just it's one of

those things that you joke about winning

but I never actually expected to be

nominated well I can't think of anybody

more deserving it's come okay I know I'm

not supposed to ask but did you nominate

me Sharon Harper you know as well as I

do the nominations are to remain

anonymous but on a completely unrelated

note Merry Christmas Merry Christmas

look they already know that you were

brilliant neuroscientist if you want to

stand out you're gonna have to focus on

the future not the past

tell them how you'd like to change the

world Japanese on Halloween plans I do

yes um I am I'm going home now to

celebrate with my cousin Lucy and her

husband is this the first time we were

going home since the funeral

yeah I've gotten quite a few messages

from my grandmother's estate attorney

about my part of the will and so have

the

and all that but it's gonna be great

my grandmother loved Christmas so it's

the perfect way to celebrate her that

sounds great is your town the kind of

town the likes her go all out for

Christmas

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there she is I'm here where are you oh

sorry

I went home my feet were killing me can

you scoop me up here instead of course I

will come to you yeah okay share bear

yeah sure you know it's strange being

back when I was here in January and it

was not exactly the most wonderful time

of year berried this year without her I

can't even imagine how much harder it

must be for you stop she was your

grandmother to Grandma Veera was the

world's best grandmother to me but she

raised you yes yes and she also taught

us that no matter how hard things get

that Christmas is an all-out joy fest

and we are not gonna let our Christmas

blues get in the way of celebrating her

we are going to do this thing right

which way are you facing towards the

Christmas shop okay turn turn turn

stop oh you are a genius I am getting us

a dozen snickerdoodles Oh actually cuz

you get me salted chocolate chip cookies

and a jar of mayo Sharon okay

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Sharon good to see you

so good to see you I was hoping that you

could swing by the Counseling Center we

renamed it after Graham Avira naturally

since she was its founder I did not hear

that that is so wonderful

Darren Harper is that you

I'm headed to howleen ivy oh good

morning I read about your latest study

in psychology now oh it looks like I got

excellent peer reviews thank you so much

for reading it yeah I'm pretty excited

about it

coffee black I'm thinking something no I

heard a rumor that you are nominated for

some big fancy award the McAdams

Fellowship yeah it's a creative award

but I thought you were a scientist well

as science is very creative I am so

excited for you

sherry how did you know well that's

actually why I'm here she would like a

dozen of the salted chocolate chip

cookies specific craving requests I'm on

it thank you no Vera did say that you

weren't married and I don't my David

would be a wonderful option for you

David please

my Wyatt is handsome and a fighter

fighter Sharon yes Sharon Harper hi Sam

Taylor your grandmother's estate

attorney Oh

oh yeah of course uh do you have a quick

second to chat absolutely yep thank you

these are on that oh thank you guys I

will be seeing you soon

Merry Christmas Christmas

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thank you so much trust me I've been

there they mean well but it can be a lot

have we met

I am your grandmother's estate attorney

that was not just great improv no no no

that's not it I'm also her next-door

neighbor yes yes hey I'm Sam I just knew

you looked familiar

dad I've heard so much about you really

yeah I've heard a lot about you too it's

nice to officially meet you outside of a

few neighborly waves

yeah well work has been so busy that

Christmas has been more of a fly-in

fly-out extravaganza for the last well

how long have you been here mmm six

years six years Wow just so weird we

never met it's always busy the holidays

probably just bad timing so if you have

a little bit of time tomorrow maybe we

could go through unless Mario your

grandmom's will but actually do you have

time today four o'clock

sounds great

for me you should've I did it

sorry Roland you have been usurped by

your child to be Wow

I know I look like I'm sorry to Iseman

listen I was hoping he talks about

frankincense into your cousin ah there's

that way she's very excited to see him

but she's also quite fully capable of

deciding what she can and can't hear

them oh yes how can I forget ah the

goods the goods uh cookies Mayo

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ah I can understand if you're a little

nervous to be back at her house because

this is the first time I've seen you or

that her right right but I'm not gonna

let that overshadow a lifetime of happy

memories right right because you're not

gonna do it alone

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you ready thank you so now I'm up it's

crazy award again the award is half a

million dollars half a million dollars

yeah yeah and you can use it to advance

your expertise your jump-starting

project change career paths all together

but either way it is insane that someone

nominated me no it isn't

you've always been super smart no thank

you

so the interview is on the 30th and I

just have to come up with a plan of how

I would use the money knowing you I'm

sure you've come up with a color-coded

hundred page plan it is 50 pages thank

you very much and color-coded but I will

probably use the money for my research

if I get it and that is a big if Sharon

yeah take a break

not until I hated the 12 days of

Christmas ornaments do it later no these

were my favorite when I was a kid

especially the turtle doves I know I

remember the tears beer I tried to hang

it instead of letting you you know what

that was my ornament and grandma Vera

said so oh I gotta go I'm gonna be late

I will see you in an hour I love you

yeah okay

love you too just one second only make

sure everything is oh this is your

daughter Michaela right yes although

she's twice as big and twice as loud no

yeah she's really cute Oh Graham over

here I talked a lot about her yeah we

like to claim Vera's family we got very

close after Mikayla's mom died I really

felt like she should talk to someone and

then there's no one better than Vera

that is true

I'm sorry about your wife I'm really

sorry about your grandma who's like to

have to see ya

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okay I didn't know that uh grandma fear

was michaelis therapist I mean not that

she would have ever said anything no no

I guess that makes sense

help yourself thank you never pass up a

cookie okay so here's the deal

Veera knew that you had a very full life

outside of pine Springs and she did not

want you to feel obligated to have to

maintain a house that was in town that

you didn't want to live in she also

wanted to make sure that you got the

decision before it went to someone else

since you grew up here she is still

somehow the most considerate human being

I have ever known this is where it gets

tricky though she has compiled a list of

Harper family Christmas traditions and

she would like you to complete all of

them before Christmas at which point in

time you would then be able to make the

decision about the house I'm gonna let

her explain to wait what

she thought it might be better coming

from her after Jenny died I really wish

that I had more things with her voice

and so we both agreed that it might be

nice to record her explanation okay so

I'm gonna just leave this here and just

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let me know what is ready Oh

I push the court you can start anytime

oh great start

say hi to share and say Emma hi Sharon

right okay I fear Sharon please know

that I am squeezing you right now

even if you can't feel it I am so proud

of the woman you've become share bear

after your mother passed away

it occurred to me that I might believe

this world well you're still fairly

young so I started jotting down the

family Christmas traditions in these

journals so you'll always have a

connection to the Harper women who love

you so these are yours do you because I

know of this first Christmas without me

might be hard in my experience having

something positive to focus on is the

best way to keep going and because my

little scientist I know you love clear

parameters for an experiment I'm giving

you until Christmas to complain for each

of our cherished 12 days of Christmas

ornaments and I promise you if you do

twelve of these by Christmas you won't

need more time you'll know if this house

and this town or the place for you or

not there's no wrong answer Sharon only

discovery that so much my love

from here there is only discovery I'd

love you

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hey how are you doing oh good

I'm uh oh good you like some water oh no

no it's okay you know what I think I

think I'm just gonna go and process all

of this you know if there's anything

else I can do for you oh yeah yeah

thank you so much thank you even for the

horse cookie

thank you remember I live right next

door yep true I know thank you so much

thank you

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how are you feeling I am feeling like

someone cracked my heart open and fried

it like an egg that is vivid but

understandable

well I really just thought that I was

gonna relax sign some papers and then

get back to work but it's sweetened away

it sounds like she was worried about

this first Christmas and wanted to give

you something positive to focus on

something positive develop it's tough

but it's important to remember that

we're hurting because we lost them one

worth missing have you ever heard of

synaptic pruning how did we get here

okay so our brains are full of neurons

that are wired together and these

connections they get stronger or weaker

based on our experiences so what we

focus on gross okay so if we focus on

the sad things then our brains will

theoretically rewire to focus on the sad

things but if we focus on the happy

things say our grandmother's amazing

Christmas traditions where those things

will grow and our brains will rewire to

focus on the love not the loss I'm not

gonna bypass my grief with positivity

besides grandma Vera always said

sometimes you just have to sit with the

heart thing or or we could go ice

skating or have a cup of the best hot

cocoa in town or definitely I wish I had

your energy but this this is hard for me

still and I was hoping with you home I

wouldn't be alone in that but you won't

be alone

you won't we would be doing these things

together and then she would also get to

be a part of it

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do you remember that every year there is

a competition on our street for best

Christmas lights we may not take top

prize every year but I am proud to say

our house never disappoints hey hey I

just uh

just want to check on you see how you're

doing I feel really bad about the way

things went down to my office's sprocket

I know don't yeah it's fine you know I'm

actually really excited about this it

gives me something positive to focus on

okay well you sure you wanna start

positively focusing tonight it's gonna

be dark in like 11 minutes yeah maybe

you're right I am got a little

overexcited look in my experience

sometimes plans can BAM

you seem like a great guy grandma Vera's

five star review of you feels pretty but

I'm doing great I am I mean crossing off

the list is is very satisfying for my

type a puzzle loving brain I mean there

are such diseases you know watching a

Christmas movie marathon while wearing

fuzzy socks thank you thank you though I

will let you know when I've made a

decision about the house okay okay

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we'll see now that's rookie mistake you

always put the clips on the lights

before you climb the ladder

you know Southern hmm okay I can't watch

this anymore

ah Michaela go run and get your coat

excuse me I uh you look like you could

use a hand

uh you know what it's my my 83 year old

grandmother can do it so can i she

didn't she asked me to do it uh at least

like I'm Alex by the way and this is Oh

the famous Michaela real of Hira talked

so much about you she did

mm ah are you dr. Harper I am but you

can call me sherry grandma Vera told me

that once I'm gonna doctorate

everybody has to call you doctor and I

thought that was pretty cool it is

pretty cool are you finished decorating

inside yet because I used to be when a

grandma Vera's best helpless I heard

that I heard that last year you were her

very best elf oh well I still have to

buy a tree and I have to decorate it

myself I think I can handle a tree dong

I say you can't I'm just saying that can

and have to might be different things

oh Christmas tree oh Christmas tree

your leaves are so the only things that

I really know about you grandma Vieira

told me so tell me something about

yourself

oh I'm the lawyer I should be the one

interrogating I will point to exhibit a

I was raised by a therapist oh good

point yeah that's sweet that's kind of

nice coffee with milk and sugar defeats

the whole point ranking coffee what is

your most controversial opinion oh I

don't believe in naps Mike napster life

I do believe in late lazy Saturday

mornings though yeah that's just yeah

what is your version of the most

wonderful time of year well I have a ten

year old

so whatever makes her happy yeah but you

must have some kind of preferences you

know some things things that you love

dr. Sherin what about this one

well now this I love it's perfect

what do you think what do you like

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it's the one okay one two three okay

good yeah thank you guys

yeah let's get this been decorated hi

guys oh you know what you don't have to

sweetie oh hey Michaela

make sure uncle ATS doesn't get pine

needles all over her house please honey

look do not feel obligated to have her

help but if you do need an extra set of

hands she really love doing us if here

last year you know what that would be

really nice it's um kind of empty in

there decorating the house by myself oh

I get that take it from me nothing

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put all the angels on the top shelf and

then I put the manger on little shelf

and the three wise men go in the bottom

shelf so that the whole bookcase tells a

story that is exactly how grandma Vera

told me to do it yes you can take over

here put those on there thank you so

good work it's always soft and squishy

on the bottom got it all right and then

anything that's sparkly goes in front of

a light so I can send ray this at its

absolute Riis absolutely right

absolutely babe soft and squishy high as

we can go oh you put it down here hey

thanks for letting me help I'm really

glad you're here I am really glad you're

here

this was always my favorite part to do

with grandma Vera yeah this was my

second favorite part can you guess my

favorite I'm gonna give you a hint

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hanging stockings ah so it's on there

what are those what I never did that

with her oh wait a second wait a second

you would love this

okay Alex there's an antique wooden box

in that pile of boxes do you mind

finding it for me yeah sure

alright so grandma Vera made these

journals for me and they have all of our

family traditions in there here okay so

in this page she talks all about the 12

days of Christmas ornaments so a long

long time ago my great-great-great let's

just say seven greats grandfather he was

an artist and he worked with ceramics

I'm out of that really oh yeah

that's why we moved here so she could

open a shop she was a she was a very

talented artist

Wow that is so cool

so he fell in love with my seven grades

grandmother but her parents didn't

approve of them getting married why not

I'm sure they had very specific ideas

about who they wanted her to marry hmm

probably yes and that was that was very

common back then we don't do that

anymore

yeah we do not so he made her these

ornaments right I think I found it yay

okay can I can I can make it a forbidden

love that's a pretty juicy family

history right there no he had time to

make the partridge in a pear tree so

there is a family legend now that the

two turtledoves makes people fall in

love that was my favorite part

I loved how grandma Pierre had told the

story and I liked the ritual of it

where's the two turtledoves there's only

ten what no she's right there's only ten

ornaments and that's isn't that doesn't

make any sense

well it's gotta be here somewhere oh

look I pulled out all the boxes if it's

not in one of those boxes then I don't I

don't know where it would be I find it

okay we're all gonna help you right guys

yeah yeah definitely

I'll check the rest of those boxes

we'll find it it's okay

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yeah come on in

hey hey guys what's going on

oh we were sad that we couldn't find the

ornament yesterday and so Mikayla wanted

to make you something to help you feel

better it's a placeholder oh this is

perfect

oh thank you so much great

is it someone I was gonna hang one

ornament for each tradition that we

crossed off grandma Vera's list this is

the one for decorating the house kara

right absolutely

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any leads no I am I'm gonna stop by

cream of years old office and then if

it's not there I'm gonna turn Lucy's

house inside out I'm about to start

mm-hmm well let us know if there's

anything we can do to help

I don't think detective I bet you are so

what does that mean I'm gonna see you

guys later

yeah we'll see you later good great

thank you again bye bye bye

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Hey hi hi I just wanted to give you a

five-minute warning before the next

appointment thank you

any luck nothing no do you know anywhere

out she might have stashed it no if it's

not one of those boxes then it's not

here but you might try to do some

sleuthing at the town tree lighting

tonight a couple of years ago the mayor

invited every family to hang one

personal ornament on the town tree so

maybe there was a mixup there that is a

great idea I will definitely do that

thank you

and um I'll clean everything up just

give me two seconds thank you thank you

so much one of my favorite days of every

Christmas season was watching your face

when you came home from school and saw

Santa and his reindeer right there at

our house you told me as long as we

displayed our Santa the real Saint Nick

would always know he was welcome here I

thought that was the cutest thing I'd

ever heard and so every year a Pecos

what are you doing you don't know that

I'm worse off than I thought

okay let me help you up it's better hey

I'm assembling Santa's reindeer

why so Santa I know is that he's welcome

right

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there wasn't this list supposed to bring

you Christmas joy

what is more joyful than Santa I don't

know maybe not assembling a 15-foot lawn

ornament all by yourself

you know what okay you don't appreciate

my Santa

you don't like sweets you don't have a

tree preference we're starting to think

you just don't like Christmas okay

first Oh nobody enjoys assembling these

things by themselves I'm having a great

time

okay talk to me tomorrow when everything

burns and that is not my point

you're evading my point which is okay

you don't like Christmas I think you're

a secret Scrooge let's do this one yeah

you know the first year after Jenny died

I went all out for Christmas people you

just we had a rough year and I was a man

I did the cookies

well half-eaten carrots little hoof

prints through the snow there was a suit

involved that sounds amazing

oh yeah michaela still talks about it it

had to be this big over-the-top thing

that it would distract her from the fact

that her mom wasn't there and it had to

be a big enough gesture to remind her

that I always would be

and the Santa would be there too you are

a really great dad

doing all that

without Jenny Owens sleep right through

January it was rough yeah

a swing

I don't understand why anyone who

doesn't have kids want to do this I

would be inside by the fire reveling in

the joys of adulting Wow because I'm not

doing it for me either

I'm trying to remember her oh this is so

hard why is he making me do this

because she loved you come on let's a

shower

look in here

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okay now you just have to put together

Santa's Village I'm sorry what

oh the traditional lighting of the town

Christmas tree I'll never forget the

first time you saw it the lights came on

and your eyes went wide as saucers I

just love when we like candles and the

whole town sings ah septic so magical

about the stillness in that moment well

know looks like she's doing her thing I

don't think she wants to talk to anyone

right now

okay well I'm sure sir make an excuse

for you come on let's go see the ring

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by yourself over here hey hey

yeah injury mentioned I'm of Europe

possibly putting the ornament on the

tree so I just thought I would yeah

nothing yet though huh nope

yeah I checked Lucy's and the counseling

center and a couple of days ago some guy

hmmm lighting this tree later tonight

yeah it used to be one of our favorite

traditions

isn't always gonna be like this I just I

keep having these flash memories of

being here with her and my mom and if

Christmas is gonna be like this I just I

I don't I don't think I can do it yeah

the first reactor Kenny diet was really

hard not to feel like Christmas was just

giant shadow that Jenny was just she

would light up the whole house yeah but

whether she was gone or not I was not

gonna let how I felt about Christmas

ruining for Micaela's she's the kid she

gets to be a kid once and when you're a

kid Christmas should be magical no

matter what how did you do that no

seriously

oh yeah I'm just by myself and I can

barely do it first i driving with your

headlights on you know you just focus as

far as you can see and most importantly

you don't do it alone my brother Alex we

moved here there just to help me out and

Vera nicknamed an asshole one and a

whole town full of wonderfully nosy

neighbors who are we're ready to help

make Christmas magic happen right I

don't feel like I had it

welcome to join us if you want and you

like the coronoid out of my hands gross

and awesome para dr. Sherin would you

find the ornament yet I did not but

thank you so much for asking

it's okay

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please join me in the traditional

lighting of the pine cranes Christmas

tree everyone who's come near and far to

join us

the spirit and generosity this really

embodies is truly a miracle every season

hello my friend dr. Sharon Harbor is

missing an ornament that used to belong

to Vera Harper it's white with two birds

and a little heart hanging from it so if

we should all look would you make a

Christmas miracle thank you and well I

don't think I can tap that welcome home

dr. Sharon Harper we will all keep our

eyes peeled yes yes and now please join

me in enjoying the rest of this fine

evening Merry Christmas

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you

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and baking Christmas cookies on your

list as a matter of fact today's

would you like to bake cookies with me

and mrs. Ewa I would love that

for is your dad coming oh no no what

swing boy I heard this was girl time

well I will come by at the end and we

can hang out for a bit

it sounds great okay okay uh well good

night

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now I've know a soul but I just don't

think it's Christmas without a homemade

batch of cookies frosted sugar cookies

are my favorites but you love a

snickerdoodle just like your mom there's

so much fun to get your hands messy and

spending time in your favorite part

seems to be licking the spoon and I

can't blame you

I've got something to check on outside

Lucy do you think she'd give you

absolutely okay I have a very important

question for you what is your favorite

Christmas cookie

you only get one ah you're right

Luce top three okay I like at those

snickerdoodles naturally gingerbread

cookies crunchy or soft crunchy yeah

good choice and I like my mom's frosted

sugar cookies that were shaped like

snowflakes

or at least what I can remember that

you know I lost my mom when I was just a

little bit younger than you yeah I know

I'm a bad told rule if it makes you feel

any better I never forgot her

in fact I feel I know her even better

now than I ever did when I was younger

arrey yeah pinky promise

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breathe venting great-grandma Ida's

famous lemon cake really for your list

the ornaments right ah wow that looks so

beautiful oh it smells just the same

ready yes I am ready hmm how did you do

this I'll see if I should recipe a bit

cuz I know back in the day

your great-grandmother wouldn't bake

with anything but large so lard I don't

want to know anymore that's the best

don't ask any questions just eat the

cake Hey oh I see we're getting into a

little dessert before dinner huh

hey there good to see you good to see

you too this looks great

thank you for lending me your little

helper today oh here well oh we still

have two more batches of cookies in the

oven

I wouldn't dare intervene but it is

getting close to dinnertime so do you

want me to go out and get takeout or

something that sounds amazing

okay you should go to Patsy's and the

two turtledoves ornament to her

seriously Meital you might have an ad

but it's something go yeah yeah I'm

gonna go I'm gonna go oh ah that's

fantastic thank you so much I just need

to get my jacket

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both cold case sorry can you hold that

here's this way due to the charms of

hometown living oh it would be

heartbreaking to give up that house

right um I'm a finalist for McAdams

fellowship and my interview is on the

30th he was became what 11% were

intimidating I love my family and I love

my home but my work and my everything

else is some routes and moving back home

was never part of the plan and now I

just feel torn between you know my past

and my future well just to be clear I

don't think the goal is ever to make you

choose I think was more to just give you

options oh now you sound like my mentor

but it's not a bad thing I just I have a

very clear path for this fellowship and

she just keeps urging me to think bigger

in the research and once you take your

foot off the gas

you just get left in the dust uh yeah

from your bubble I remember that well

there are many of us right okay I'm just

saying yeah New York is an achiever

culture yes and people who live there

they think the world starts at these

River and then it ends at the Hudson

River that I love I love being there

I've lived off of that that ambitious

culture that that ambitious energy that

relentless pulse a lot of Thai food yeah

there's nothing reasonably in Thai food

in pens birds no no no no no no no I am

no but I firmly believed that leaving

Manhattan would mean a slower life a

snorer career that I was settling for

those things that all of my colleagues

would rock it past me to fame and

acclaim and ah so wait you're saying

that that didn't happened no it totally

did that's not helpful at all but it was

a settler

it was a new dream yard for my daughter

a chance for my wife to be a working

artist where I wanted changed so the

plans changed and

whatever you choose that'll be the right

thing to do you miss New York yes

some days look at this place I know but

what about when she goes to college I

should never be that old no I'm not

focused on that I'm just trying to focus

on Kayla's part being a good dad

yes and honestly and also what I I am

NOT a parent but I lost my mom at a

young age like Makayla and even though

grandma veera was there for me every

step of the way she she also went back

to school and she got her master's

degree in social work and she opened up

her own therapy practice and I watched

her do that she cared for me yes but at

a time in my life where I was afraid

that being an adult meant getting sick

and dying she modeled what it was like

to be a happy fulfilled adult even after

loss

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it was one of the most important things

that she ever gave to me

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no it was a long time ago so my memories

a little hazy but she's grandfather or

who never never made he never made the

partridge in a pear tree yes and I

remember she mentioned something about

maybe she could get someone to make one

for her use one of the other ornaments

as a model do you have any idea who that

was I'm not sure she even got around to

doing it I mean she just sort of

mentioned it in passing I'm not sure if

that's helpful but more than I've had to

go hunting so far thank you so much

do not take his money no no your money's

no good here tonight Thank You Patsy

you're welcome

welcome home honey Merry Christmas Merry

Christmas

and I will let you know if I find it

great Oh dr. Sherin yes are you going to

the Christmas pageant because I'm going

to be an angel I wouldn't miss it

thank you promise and then we get hot

cocoa Michaela

what grandma Vera always took us to go

get hot cocoa after it's on the list

have a cup of the best hot cocoa in town

I'm doing it for 11 pipers piping do you

want to know why why because the cocoa

will be piping hot

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sorry hi okay so you know how this field

works I just I can't just press pause on

my research to pursue some sort of

passion project you know what's your

lose momentum there is no going back the

path is very clear it is very specific

it is it is very very limiting which is

the beauty of this fellowship I've seen

scientists uses the war to fund their

research and that would be great but

I've also seen the music integrate their

work into community outreach projects to

write books start treatment centers so

if you win the question you answer yes

what would you do if there were no more

limits well that is a terrifying thought

and I feel

you know all that research all of that

work for nothing if you care more about

defending your past then exploring the

possibilities right in front of you

you're gonna get stuck fast thank you

jingle bells jingle bells jingle all the

way oh what fun it is to ride in a

one-horse open sleigh hey jingle bells

jingle bells jingle all the way oh what

fun it is to ride in a one-horse open

sleigh

I need an elf to help me pass out

candies to these boys and girls do you

think you can help yes Merry Christmas

well it's been a year since I was here

with grandma Vera you know I can

remember the exact fabric from the

chairs in the waiting room I can

remember

pretzels rb7 in the vending machine I

have the hardest time remembering what

kind of case we left out of her Santa I

just I just wished that I didn't have

such flashbulb moments for those last

terrible days and then such hazy

memories of our best family moments I

really wish that when those memories did

come back and the focus that they just

didn't knock the wind right out of you

because they're just memories now

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I know

this week it seems the more I try to

keep Christmas alive for her the more

painfully real it becomes that she is

not here anymore

I never would have been able to confront

any of those memories if I hadn't been

making new ones with you

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okay I am going to show him some Parkers

my secretions okay well I am going to do

the last of the shopping do you need

anything else no yes I'm in desperate

need of wrapping paper okay cool okay oh

well I will see you all later

thank you look at this place did you did

you do all of this by yourself no my dad

and uncle Alex helps a little bit but oh

this is one of the first ornaments my

mom made oh wow that's so beautiful

yeah yeah and this is the one I mean

preschool very nice I can see where you

get your talent yeah thank you yeah Oh

huh this is my dad's oh yes oh the yeah

that one we can just check around the

back side of the trees oh no no I think

that they should go front and center

right so everyone can see it

yes okay I'm going to show you all the

seats go okay

and then standard over here and my mom

she would always put lights and ribbon

on the garland and she would always help

me put teddy bears up there wait a

second what happened to the teddy bears

I think there was my mom's stuff in a

box in the basement somewhere

wait I'm sure what which box I'll go get

the honey it's okay

so we would always save the tree for

last for when dad got home and while we

waited we would make money buddies you

know what I'm gonna need to know what a

muddy buddy is okay okay yeah okay I

don't remember the teddy bears oh you

know what it sounds like that was

something that was between Shane or mom

I wouldn't worry too much about it we

were always teepees and cover them with

chocolate and peanut butter and then

shake them up in a trash bag with

powdered sugar

I I do not remember that for the aina

moma for you that whole what well do you

want to make some now no thank you

why not

because it would make me sad Hey

sweetheart so it's okay to be sad but

you don't get that sure I do

I miss your mom every day yeah Christmas

you're always happy especially at

Christmas

I just I don't want to talk about it

because I want Christmas to be so

magical for you because I love you and I

know that's what your mom wants for you

too

I said I was the only one that got said

you're not alone I can said uncle Alex

get sad Sharon gets sadder you just I

mean she's been sad all week because she

misses her grandmother it's true I've

been so bad and you know what talking to

your dad about it has really helped me

well he's actually a really good

listener you can tell me anything you

can ask me anything okay

is Christmas always going to be a little

bit sad you know what um I uh I think

Christmas sometimes feel sad because we

just we just want everything to stay the

same you know and and it can't but I I

realized something this week you know

all those traditions that that grandma

Bri wrote in journal well once upon a

time someone made them all up Barry yeah

there were new ornaments and now we we

hang them every single year and and my

great-grandmother would make her lemon

cake and now I eat it every Christmas Oh

or the Christmas that uncle Alex came

down for the first time yes so if we can

just make space for the past and and

also make some fun new memories that

make it so happy Christmas doesn't have

to be a sad does that make sense

okay

so what if you and I do something new

would that be fun yeah should we come up

with a new cookie should we I have a

wreath okay

we're making a wreath then okay you go

get your um go get your coat

go your gloves your hat and we're gonna

get some awesome supplies okay I don't

know how to make a reason look it's easy

actually you just bend some branches and

then um get some snazzy ribbon I don't

know how to get snazzy with ribbon I uh

you know a really a wise person once

told me that you uh you don't have to do

it alone

you've got Alex and you get Nick and

you've got Ethel and you got a whole

town a really a nosy neighbors that will

help in me

you got me then I can get really snazzy

with a ribbon did you mean what you said

about making Christmas now not until I

said it when I said it it hit me and it

was true

did you know Reeves our Christmas symbol

for eternity I will forever remember

making wreaths with you and your mother

it was a nice reminder when I needed it

most that life may be brief but some

things are everlasting let's see it lets

see it okay yeah that is beautiful it's

beautiful what do you think I like it I

like it I like it a lot I think I'm

going to go hang this on a front door

perfect good idea

oh and thank you guys because making a

Christmas wreath was done crema beers

lists and then I can cross that off Oh

see that you're welcome

mm-hmm I think I should uh give you guys

some time alone

no I know look you don't it's I know Oh

No besides I have a Christmas movie

marathon to cross off my list look I

mean there must be some kind of rule in

there about not watching a Christmas

movie alone right I might have read that

somewhere and hey even if you didn't

read it in there

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stop shake don't shake it

thank you guys so much for indulging me

oh no twist my arm movie night is it is

the type of pressed play I call saving

by Sharon oh I call dibs on the answer

oh great yeah okay yes okay we ready

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it's from London Oh mr. Gower cabled

Janine

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just yeah

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morning good morning I was wondering if

Michaela wanted to go ice skating

tonight

you know oh streak alive she's actually

the sleepover to friend Kara's house ah

well worth a shot

have a good day

I could go you know you don't have to

it's maybe we could got the dinner

before yeah yeah I mean hey you have

lots of you're crossing off to do and

let's take her are you gonna have ice

skating alone sounds a little well not

as much fun

No

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okay yeah dinner and ice skating dinner

a nice cake yeah I'll see you tonight

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there is nothing wrong with wanting to

date him by the way it's just I know I

know it's not a good idea to start

something if I don't plan on stayin look

I I now can't imagine not being here for

that baby and I I can't imagine not

having Christmas in that house and I

can't imagine not seeing Makayla run

across the yard or Sam and I also can't

imagine walking away from everything

that I have worked for for my entire

life

and by the way the interview it's in 48

hours now I don't want to pick I don't I

don't let a pick you've got a double

whammy right now you are confronting the

death of Grandma Vera probably after

outrunning it all year if I know you at

all and I do

plus it's Christmas a whole season of

new beginnings in the midst of unlikely

circumstances death and birth and

miracles those are all terrible times to

make permanent decisions yeah we know

what grandma Vera didn't exactly leave

me alone Vera she was a wonderful

grandmother and I loved her but that was

a bad deal and I think you should ignore

it Oh keep the house for now fell it

later think it sabbatical from work and

write or paint or whatever

ask them to delay the interview for the

award I don't think it works that way

just because that's not the way it works

doesn't mean it shouldn't work better

than the way it works

Hey I just can't believe that a smart

woman like you can't buy ourselves some

more time and some better options thank

you

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thank you

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here we are here we are

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so any luck with the ornament oh no and

I I think that's okay yeah I think that

I am just gonna take a break and focus

on the good things that I have left

right in front of me now it's my turn to

cross examine you my goodness yeah do

you bring a lot of dates to Chez

Noelle's heavy well objection leading

the witness

overruled I have frequented Shana well

many times but no I can't say they're

brought many dates here that would

require dating

is that because you didn't want to or

because at first I didn't want to uh in

the beginning I was just really trying

to take a one step at a time but then

when I was finally opening to it I

remembered that I live in a very small

town right so this not only limits your

options it ensures that everyone knows

how the ate went by the time they pay

their coffee in the next morning yeah

trust me I know try dating as a teenager

in pines Briggs yeah yeah you get it

I do I guess I am

I do want to be dating

sooie sooie ice-skating is a Harper

family Christmas favorite only every

Christmas favorite and every Friday in

middle school because what else was

there to do oh man I forgot the kid's

gonna be in middle school next year

then old school I don't know anything

about middle school girls well tell her

she can always call me I feel like a

like a I'm going to blink and she's

going to be in college

oh man it's just like what's the plan

after that no idea what I'm gonna do

with myself

wait so ice-skating was Charlotte and

Lords a-leaping of course I was really

good night come on come on now you have

to do it Kayla is so excited that you're

gonna get a Christmas pageant by the way

I got a glimpse of the things for

costume she's gonna wear it is all what

I got an email and they changed the

interview and I actually oh I gotta

fight in New York in the morning I am so

sorry

hey no it's okay okay we'll understand

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what about you yes

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it just hit me this week is gonna end

and it's probably not gonna end with you

packing up and moving to Pine springs I

don't know that

yeah I don't hae seen him preparing for

this interview speaks volumes about how

I've changed my mind about Pine springs

being here it just tell me how much I

was missing the home and community and a

connection to my past and future

possibilities that I have never even

considered

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and well you're not how hard it is to

not kiss you right now I'm sorry I can't

what I wish I can be the guy that just

kisses you and doesn't care what it

means but if I'm being honest with you

this is new to me feeling this way again

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you know the part of me that just needs

the world to make sense needs to know

that when I kiss you you're not gonna

have one foot out the door damn I wish

that I

I had a definitive answer to be answer

right now a giant pit of guilt would

just open up beneath me and swallow me

whole I couldn't live with myself if I

felt like you decided not to stay and

then me kissing you just somehow may

have made a difference

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sorry

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why didn't you kiss him because he made

it very clear that he did not want to be

kissed no he wanted to kiss you he just

needed you to say that you were staying

first Lucy you were the one that told me

not to kiss him don't listen to me what

do I know well this is this has been

supremely helpful I gotta go

aren't you playing here share to have

absolutely it go I'll call you after ok

we will be well on our way to creating a

culture that knows how to heal trauma

that knows how to get down on the ground

with the wounded and say I know that

this hurts but you are not broken and

you cannot stay here because anything

bad that happens to you happens to us

too

fifteen million views and Counting

countless media appearances

you've jump-started a major conversation

but a topic that most people would

prefer to avoid that's inspiring we were

particularly struck by how your talk

made the scientific creative and

personal can you speak to how this grant

and fellowship would personally change

your life earlier this year I lost my

grandmother the woman who raised me and

inspired me to go into this field a week

ago I went home to celebrate Christmas

and get her Affairs in order

even though I'm supposed to be an expert

in this field even though I was prepared

for how my brain and body might respond

I discovered that this experience

brought me to my knees

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and it made me think more deeply about

the gap between what we know and how we

actually experience things

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I love you dude but you have like zero

chill I mean what did you think she was

gonna say I don't know I thought I

thought I was stating the obvious right

because your life screams I am open to

dating right now

no come on what you're living with your

younger brother who is helping you raise

your ten-year-old daughter okay but you

know I love Jenny all right okay all I'm

saying is if you really are ready for

your life to change you have to make

space for something now

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how did it go

I got it I can't believe that idea I got

for your mom in college I gave that to

her on our first official date hey what

are you done making space these are the

last of Jenny's boxes from the basement

and they liked that they loved that I

was thinking big

and and they think I'm really excited

about some of my ideas even if you don't

know how to make them happen well if I

knew how to make them happen then that

would mean that somebody had already

done them right okay so all of this can

go to Gloria for sale yeah

I love that idea okay and then this

should go to Nick and Ethel okay

by the door Nick and everyone got it

what's that this this I don't know what

this is

maybe this decision take me off of the

track that I had planned it is going to

be super scary for sure but but new

always is it could also be bigger than

anything that I have ever planned it's

messy very messy and I definitely have

more questions than I have answers right

now for sure but I just when I see them

dad

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dear Jenny I can't tell you how to light

it I am that you've agreed to make us a

partridge in a pear tree to complete our

family set I so love your work and I'm

sure if anyone can do it it's you

please use this ornament as a model and

return it when you're finished take all

the time you need love grandma here

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look lady I just don't want you to get

your hopes up you don't understand

sheep ain't a promise I know but things

happen and Sharons got a lot on her

plate right now

dad if you break a pinkie promise

I don't want to get into it but it's

messy she's going to be there okay all

right we got to go let's go long long

ago under the biggest star the sky has

ever seen an angel

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nice

Oh

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real in excelsis

yeah

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you were magnificent I'm really glad you

came back

I'm gonna go talk to your dad okay okay

I'll see you in a few your get some

collect

hey so how did it go okay now it's my

turn to ramble okay since grandma Veera

passed away I have been running as fast

as I can

just tracing goals to a place where she

would be proud of me I decided to take a

leap of faith believing her when she

said that I could never disappoint her I

think that's a great I'm not finished

I'm gonna break

grandma Vera's challenge I'm not gonna

make a decision on the house yet I'm

gonna hang on to the house for a year

are you mm-hmm

what are you gonna do I'm gonna write a

book I am going to collect people's

stories and use story to shift how we

view the brain in the face of loss and

who knows maybe I'll open a grief center

I I don't know so I'm guessing you got

the grant I did

okay so here then I know you told me

that you didn't want to kiss me with one

foot out the door and maybe the promise

of a year isn't I would really love to

kiss you on the promise of tomorrow and

I don't have a sign a big neon sign to

prove to you that there might be signs

they might not be neon but sometimes

they're signs where did you it's the

crazy story

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isn't it amazing how seven generations

ago two people fell in love one day at a

time

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