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Previously on Almost Family...

Oh, so you're done having kids?

- That's not a problem for you, is it?
- No, not at all.

I spent 29 years as your parent.

- Leon isn't a monster.
- What about your father,

- the one who raised you?
- It's like I finally know

what it feels like
to have an actual dad.

Get out. And don't forget your drugs!

This is Genevieve. She's Edie's mother.

You can't hide from your mother.

- What's happening?
- I want to be a good wife.

If there was something going on,

something that you are not telling me...

There's nothing going on.

Roxy, you have to deal with this.

Addiction is a disease
like anything else.

Do you want me to spell it out?

This is nice, starting
our morning together.

Yeah, it's great seeing
you, hearing you.

The only thing that would be
better would be touching you.

Hey! Keep it in your pants, you two.

Good morning, Roxy.

What you making, little hangover cure?

Nope, pre-workout smoothie.

So is there a chance I'm gonna
see you in person tonight?

I'd like to, but I have to work late.

- I have detention.
- Again? What did you do?

Are they gonna make you
repeat the 11th grade?

Olivia has piano,
and it's spaghetti night.

You know, the usual excitement.

- What about you?
- Same.

The usual. Work.

I have a doctor's appointment,
which is at work, conveniently.

Everything okay? Are you sick?

Oh, no, I'm fine. Nothing's wrong yet.

Today is purely informational.

Planning on getting sick?

No, no.

Nothing like that.

I'm just looking into freezing my eggs.

Wow, uh, that's big.

Yeah, I... I thought it was smart,

'cause now is not the right time for...

Either of us.

It's just in case.

Wow, anybody want a
smoothie to cut the tension?

Oh, my God, you guys.
I have to stop doing this.

I have to tell Tim that I am
cheating on him, but how?

- No, no, no. Hey.
- Is there, like, a guide

to telling your husband
that you're cheating on him?

Because I'm really starting
to understand why...

Edie.

- I should go.
- Donovan.

I'm sorry.

Donovan, hey, didn't
realize you were with us.

Julia failed to disclose.

Hey, by the way, do you mind just not

ever repeating this to anyone ever?

You guys have a great morning, okay?

- Bye, Donovan, great to see ya.
- Bye.

I keep thinking about
what it's gonna be like

the minute after I tell him.

I mean, not to sound too dramatic,

but his world is never
gonna be the same.

I don't know.

I don't think that's too dramatic.

He is going to be completely devastated.

But...

But you have to tell
him, as hard as it is.

Mm-hmm, yeah, and it's gonna be brutal.

Maybe we don't have to break up.

Maybe we could just be
in an open relationship?

Yeah, Tim is never gonna go for that.

Yeah, and usually you make that decision

- before you sleep with somebody else.
- Okay, thanks.

But I should probably
wait till after the trial,

because we need to be on our A games.

It's not going to get easier.

- It's probably only gonna get harder.
- Cosign.

You know what you have to do.

I know.

I just wish you could do it for me.

- I mean...
- But you can't.

It's something I have to do on my own.

And I'm gonna do it.

Okay, thanks.

The prosecution sent over
their preliminary witness list.

It's robust. It's very robust.

Well, that makes sense.

What about ours? How's ours?

Uh, it's more about
quality than quantity

with these matters, but that said,

- ours could use some work.
- Don't spin it, Edie.

I'm trusting you with my life.

Okay, fine. They have
14. We have... Julia.

- Okay. That's bad.
- Yeah, it's not good.

We often have a difficult time

locking down character witnesses.

People are wary of putting
themselves out there.

What about the clinic? Former employees.

Anyone step up?

Not yet, so that's why we're here.

Yeah, we thought we
could brainstorm together,

go through your mental Rolodex.

What about me?

How 'bout I testify?

I mean, who better to
defend my character than me?

I know how to talk to people, and...

That is very ill-advised.

No, we can't allow you to do that.

Yeah, no. We recommend our strategy.

I don't really have any friends.

Patients, colleagues, yes.

But I never really made any friends,

wasn't really a priority.

So what about Genevieve?
She's your friend.

Why... no, I don't
know that I want to...

- I don't think that's a very good idea.
- Why not?

We all know Genevieve is not shy.

She'll say no if she's not
into it, so why not ask?

You know what? Let's give it a shot.

In the meantime, we
will keep brainstorming.

You're off there.

What?

Oh, the print, not straight.

It's just a little bit...

Yeah.

Now that you point it out...

- This is weird.
- I'm just gonna take some blood.

I would like to remind you

that I'm the one that
signs your paychecks.

Ow!

Deep breaths, deep breaths, doing great.

And boom, you're done.

Hold this right there.

Now...

- Are you currently sexually active?
- None of your business.

- It's part of the assessment.
- Yes.

How many sexual partners
have you had in the last year?

Now you're just being nosy.

Again, part of the assessment.

Five.

Okay, eight... and a half.

Ideally,

how many biological children
would you like to have?

I... I don't... I don't know.

I don't even know if
I want kids for sure.

I just know that I want the possibility.

This will give you the possibility.

I mean, Donovan's the first person

in a while that I can see a future with.

But when I think about
that future, I don't know,

there's something missing.

All I know is, you
would make a great mom.

Really?

Oh, one second.

Hello?

Yes, I am.

Okay, uh, what's going on, officer?

Officer?

You'll have to excuse me.

Isaac. Officer?

- Where are you going?
- Your house.

What? Wait.

- I have keys.
- Hey. What the hell's going on?

All right, I'm just saying,
in the grand scheme of things,

- I just...
- You stole my prescription pad?

All right, let's
just try to calm down...

Do you have any idea what could happen?

Um, I didn't think it
was that big a deal.

No, you didn't think
you would get caught,

'cause you do anything you want

and screw everybody else, right?

Hey, whoa! That's not true.

If these goes to the medical board,

I could lose my license.

I could lose everything.

Does that even register
in your brain at all?

I think you're being a
little harsh because...

- Julia, shut up.
- Hang on.

I was in a lot of pain

and nobody was believing me,

and when I saw your pad
just sitting there...

Sitting there?

Inside of my briefcase?

Every single day, I am in a lot of pain,

and I try to tough it out. I do.

But sometimes it is too much,

and I can't take it, okay?

I'm sorry, okay? I'm sorry.

Here. Here.

Take 'em.

Please.

Did you even like me?

Or were you just in it for the drugs?

Is that what you think?

Oh, my God, I didn't have, like,

a master plan or anything.

I didn't have a plan at all.
I made... I made...

I made one dumb mistake.

I can't believe anything
you say anymore.

She heard you. That's it.

- Thanks.
- Roxy, go upstairs.

Don't worry about it. I'm out of here.

We haven't taken a
walk like this in ages.

Mm. Mom.

So we're kind of up
against it with Leon's case,

and, um, well, you haven't
really made a secret

of supporting him. So how would you feel

about testifying on his behalf?

You mean write a letter?

We think you'd have more
of an impact in open court.

As in courthouse,

the hallowed halls of injustice?

Ugh. Not my bag, baby.

Mom, he really doesn't have

a lot of people who
still believe in him.

I suppose I can consider it,

but you have to do something for me.

And what is that, Mother?

Follow your heart.

Okay, I'm not going there today.

It's too late, sweetheart. We're there.

You can't put the genie
back in the bottle.

Whoever she is...

How did you know she's a she?

Baby, I knew you before you knew you.

There were always signs,
girls you'd become fixated on.

You didn't see it as a crush.

I figured at some point,
you'd find your way

to exploring that side of yourself.

It's not that simple.

I can't liberate myself
without hurting someone else.

Tim doesn't deserve that.

I only have one dog in
this fight, and that's you.

I went through too much to
bring you into this world,

and you have to live
in it authentically.

You hear me?

I hear you.

Great.

I guess we have a deal.

Mom.

Guess what I got on
my social studies test.

- What'd you get?
- I got an A.

Baby, I'm so proud!

We could do, like, a
pasta night or something.

Yeah!

Hey!

Izzy, Natalie! There you guys are.

Come on.

Come on, come on! We're gonna be late.

Late for what?

For practice, duh.

I got energy drinks. I got protein bars.

They're in the car.

Let's do this.

What's the holdup, huh?

- What's going on?
- You go ahead inside, okay?

Izzy, what are you doing?

Okay, first off, you're not
supposed to be training Izzy

until tomorrow.

You're right, I'm sorry.
I got the days mixed up.

- I was just really excited...
- Wait, are you high right now?

What? God, no!

- Are you drunk, then?
- No. No!

I can see it in your eyes.

- You can see it in my eyes?
- Yeah.

Okay, listen, the only
thing that you see in my eyes

is the determination to succeed.

That's what you see.

- No, no, no, no, no.
- Izzy! Izzy!

My child's not getting
in a car with you.

Oh, come on, man!

God, why are you being such a buzzkill?

It's you. It's your fault.

You don't want it bad enough, huh?

You know, you are
depriving your daughter

of a huge opportunity if you do this.

I can't lose her, okay?

Can you go get her out
of the house, please?

- I can't have her around you.
- Natalie, please.

I'm sorry.

Your FSH level is a little high.

- It's borderline.
- Border... let me see that.

- Borderline?
- Hey, you're the patient.

Oh, you're loving this, aren't you?

No, I just don't want to
give you any cause for alarm.

Cause for alarm? You
just said "borderline".

Borderline is cause for alarm.

No, borderline is cause for more
bloodwork and an ultrasound.

Based on your medical history,

I'm also gonna order
a hysterosalpingogram.

- It's a contrast dye...
- I know what an HSG is.

Oh, my God, it's happening.
This is happening.

I... I'm... I waited too long.

- I'm infertile and...
- Hey, no, no.

I'm gonna be one of those women,
and I knew this was gonna happen.

- This is my nightmare.
- Hey, look at me.

- Look at me. Stop spinning.
- Didn't I tell you? I'm not.

Okay, look, if... and I do mean if...

the HSG indicates any problems at all,

you're gonna have plenty
of options like IVF.

But again, we're not even there yet.

IVF requires fertilization,

a sperm donor.

I mean, unless things have changed

since medical school, yes.

This is funny.

I've counseled so many
people through this.

The uncertainty, the disappointments,

the options...

I didn't get it until just now.

One step at a time.

Hey, we schedule the exams
and then we go from there.

You're in good hands, okay? Remember.

So how are you, really?

No, no, no. Patient, doctor.

Also friend.

You just went through
something pretty intense

with your girlfriend.

She's not my girlfriend, okay?

We were just... hanging out.

Okay.

Well, I'm here if you need to talk.

I don't right now.

Just, uh...

Thank you.

You have to do this,

and it's not gonna get any easier.

You just... just do it.

- Knock-knock.
- Hey, you.

Whoa, what's going on?

I am going to fix this painting,

readjust the screws.

No, you don't have to do that.

I can call Facilities.

Where did you even get tools from?

- I brought 'em from home.
- No, this is silly.

You're taking time from your own work.

It's not silly. Let me fix this.

I know how bothered you get
when everything's out of order.

Bothered?

Well, sure, but it's
not obnoxious, though...

I decline to answer that question

on the grounds that
it may incriminate me.

Smooth.

Okay, let's see.

How'd we do, Tim? How'd we do?

Now, what was so important

that it couldn't wait until later?

I... talked to my mother...

and she is willing to testify

in court on Leon's behalf.

- How is that a big deal?
- I mean, have you met her?

She's not exactly a fan of the Man.

So...

I am going home.

Should I wait up?

I'm...

I... I got to meet the girls.

I just have to go in
for a follow-up test,

which is... it's not a big deal.

It's nothing to freak out about yet.

I'm not freaked out.

Really?

'Cause you sound a little freaked out.

I am a little bit.

I mean, it's scary,
because you would think

that because I worked
at a fertility clinic,

I would be, I don't know,
desensitized to all this.

But it's... it's actually the opposite.

I mean, what if I'm one of those people

that has to struggle and fight for years

to become a mom?

Well, then you will.

You're a strong person,

a lot stronger than me. That's for sure.

You still haven't told him?

I'm going to.

I just didn't get a chance today.

We had back-to-back meetings.

Edie, you're better than this.

Fine.

I'm still way too scared to tell him.

And today, he was being so cute.

He fixed this painting, and
I didn't even ask him to.

I know. I will.

I swear to you on my life,

not another day will go by.

Okay.

She's here.

Rox. Roxy!

Hey! How you doing?

Hey, Roxy.

- Hey.
- Hi.

Why do I feel like I'm
about to get pitched

for a timeshare?

No, we're just happy to see you,

and we want to talk to you.

Uh, do you want to sit?

Okay.

We think it's time
for you to get support

for your addiction issues.

Well...

That's my cue. I'll see you later.

Hey. Hey, hey, okay.
Just hear us out, all right?

We looked into some treatment options,

and we found one that's kind of perfect.

I mean, it has meetings and therapy

and it has a workout program.

It's more like a...
like a spa than a rehab.

Sign me up. That sounds amazing.

Take a break, have all
your meals cooked for you...

Stop acting like it's a cruise!

It's a mental hospital.
You're not doing that to me.

No one is doing that to me.

Roxy, we know you have
a problem. We care about you.

And we just want to help you
get the help that you need.

I know you're wasting
your time with a guy

that doesn't want kids,
but that does not mean

that you get to treat me like one.

And you, you're judging me?

You're lying and
cheating on your husband.

Project onto us all you want,

but the fact remains you're an addict.

Well,

I'm not the only one, right?

'Cause you're addicted
to the drama, right,

and all the sympathy
that you've gotten from us

this whole time, when in reality,

you're just a coward.

And you, you're addicted

to anything that will keep you

in Leon's little codependent shadow.

Find a treatment program for that.

Okay? Are we done? Are we good here?

Oh, good. I'm so glad.

Knock-knock.

You're supposed to say, "Who's there?"

Who's there?

What, you don't recognize
your own daughter anymore?

You should look into
Lasik. It's a game changer.

That's a good one. Uh,
do you want to come in?

Yeah, yeah. Um...

I'm not having a good day, like, maybe

one of the worst ever, actually.

I'm sorry to hear that.

Can you tell me what's going on?

Can I have some water?

Yeah, yeah.

I'm a little surprised to see you, Roxy.

I didn't think you wanted

much to do with me after Thanksgiving.

Oh, uh, we're good, though, right?

Yeah, we're good.

Okay, so why don't you
tell me what's going on?

Um, you know,

everybody hates me.

Especially Isaac. He's... wow, he's mad.

And the girls turned on me,

but you know what that's like, right?

Yeah, I do.

Gotta love water, huh?

You don't have anything
stronger, do you?

Roxy, I can't give you
alcohol or anything else.

Not you too, huh?

I'm kidding! I'm kidding!

God.

Hey, why is it that everybody
thinks they know what I need?

It's, like, they're not inside my body.

They can't feel what I feel.

Mm-hmm.

You know, when I was in college,

I studied ancient Greek.

Did you know that they
had hundreds of words

to express pain?

When they get translated into English,

it's just "ow" and "ugh".

Yeah, we don't have the words.

In medicine, there's the number system

to rate your pain one to ten,

but not very satisfying.

People think they can
just tell me, you know...

"Go get help", you know,
"Go to a counselor".

But I feel like if I had
some sort of way to express

what I was feeling inside,

then they wouldn't be able to handle it.

I'm probably... uh,
here... one of those people

that, uh, you know, just
gave you a number to call

and thought that would be enough.

Yeah, I don't... I don't
really listen to people.

I think it's because
everybody in my life

who was supposed to be an expert,

they kind of just let me down.

Mm. Tell me more about that.

Well, there's, uh...

coaches and team doctors,
and they just tape you up

and they send you back out there.
You know, they don't care.

Nobody cares.

I understand how it felt that way.

But I do think, Roxy...

I do think there are
people who care about you.

I know that.

Hey, um...

I know this is a lot, um...

Can I stay here for a bit?

I just... I can't be around people

who are always looking
at me like I'm about to

jump off a window ledge or something.

Um, yes.

Uh, you... you... you can stay here.

Sure.

Cool.

I knew I could count on you.

We're like pariahs, huh?

You want to play some backgammon?

Yeah, let's do that.

Okay.

I'm gonna hit the head first.

So how's my buddy Enzo?

Did he get the lab partner he wanted?

Please don't tell me he got stuck

- with that mean girl.
- Yeah, he's good.

He's fine. You're stalling.

Look, I didn't actually ask you here

to pressure you into telling Tim.

I need to share something else with you.

Okay.

It doesn't sound good.

It isn't, but it also
happens to be the truth.

You did a background check on my mom.

As we will with any witness.

It turns out Genevieve has

some pretty serious issues in her past.

Oh, Mama, what have you done?

It looks like she had a habit

of routinely under-reporting her income.

Lying to the IRS.

Well, trust me, if it's my mom,
she's not doing it on purpose.

She's just not paying attention.

The jury won't see it that way.

They'll just see your star witness

is another potential felon.

Why are you bringing this to me?

When you could have just
blindsided me in court, like...

Like you did?

Yeah.

Well, I guess I just wanted
to give you the chance

to see what real honesty looks like.

So I hope you like this place.

I did a lot of internet research,

and apparently, this is, like,

the best Tibetan food
in the neighborhood.

Maybe the only Tibetan
food in the neighborhood.

Okay, do you want to tell
me what's on your mind?

It's too much.

Oh, come on, let me have it.

Um, my sister Roxy is going through...

something really hard, and
she's very angry with us

for trying to help her.

That's tough.

If I've learned anything
from parenting teenagers

it's that sometimes all you can do is

offer and them give them space.

And I might be infertile.

Tell me what's happening.

I went in for a screening,

and the news came back
potentially crappy.

Not a scientific term, I know.

So I have to go back in
for some follow-up tests.

That doesn't sound too bad.

It's not yet, but I know way too much.

And the odds are better
if I freeze embryos

instead of eggs, so there's a chance

that I need to find a sperm donor.

How's that for irony?

I mean, it would be
weird to be dating someone

who was making embryos
with someone else.

Well, if you're available,
you're first on my list, so...

Are you asking...

No!

That was a... I... I'm not asking you

to make embryos with me.

That would be crazy.

Because that would be, like...

I like you a lot.

I just... I'm not there.

I know. I... oh, God.

I just wish that life had a backspace.

Delete. Delete.

Please delete!

Okay.

Ugh!

Oh, is that the Chinese food?

'Cause I'm kind of starving.

Hey. What's going on?

Please come in.

No. No, you did not.

- Roxy...
- No, Ron, don't start.

I trusted you, and you
called Ron and Diane on me?

How could you do that?

He actually did the
right thing for once.

Roxy...

I know we aren't perfect,

and Lord knows we've made mistakes,

but you're still our little Roxanna.

We love you more than
anything in the world.

Don't you see that?

We're here to help you, sweetie.

Roxy, please, just give them a chance.

Absolutely not.

Why would I do that?

We're not here to negotiate!

All right? So go on.

Go get your stuff, whatever you need.

You set me up.

You pretended that you cared about me

so that you could get rid of me

and then you could
pawn me off onto them.

- Are you kidding?
- Roxy, you can't stay here.

Legally, you can't.

Now, they are your parents. I'm not.

- As much as I care about you...
- You don't care about her.

- Not now, Ron.
- No, no, no!

You don't care about her.

You used her to try to
get away with what you did.

You... you have every right to be upset.

Oh, thank you for your
permission, Doctor,

to be angry that you tricked us,

that you injected
your sperm into my wife

so you could take
credit for my daughter.

Not in front of Roxy, please.

Listen, I didn't want
any of this to happen.

Really? What did you
want to have happen?

Yeah, I want to know that too.

When you couldn't...

- your material wasn't producing...
- My material?

- You worthless piece of...
- Ron!

- I didn't...
- Stop!

Dad, stop!

Get in the car. Now!

Get in the car now! Now!

If you like this guy so much,
you can visit him in prison!

Get in the car. Go!

Roxy's safe.

She's with her folks.

They're taking her to treatment.

She went with them?

She wasn't happy about it, but she went.

You did the right thing.

Yeah, it just...

it doesn't really feel
that way, but I, uh...

Good night.

- Dad.
- Hmm?

Thanks.

Hey.

Hey. I thought you were asleep.

Sorry, long day.

Yeah, I figured that.

Listen.

My mom, it's not gonna work.

She's got tons of issues with the IRS.

Under-reporting.

She's a liability.

Yeah, must be stressful for her,

holding that in.

Yeah.

It's late.

Yeah, you should get some rest.

I decided to look into
the egg freezing thing.

Well, I am very happy about that.

It wasn't entirely because of you.

God forbid you do what I suggest.

But there was a little
problem, a potential hiccup.

My FSH is a little high.

Well, did they order an
AMH level, an ultrasound?

Yeah, yeah, all of that.
It's happening tomorrow.

- I...
- All right.

My question is,

did Mom ever have trouble conceiving?

'Cause you've never told me this,

and I know she only had one child

relatively late in life.

And I don't really know why,

and I can't ask her.

Yeah, well, Sarah didn't have
any physiological problems

conceiving a child.

Wait, wait. What does that mean?

Did she have other problems,

not physiological?

Dad.

You're my only connection to her.

You have to tell me this.

She had trouble wanting to be a mother.

Look, I can see that hurt your feelings,

and that's the last
thing I wanted to do.

No, no, I... it's just a lot.

It's okay. Keep going.

She just wasn't sure
it was... it was for her

or that she'd be any good at it.

She had such a free spirit.

She didn't want to be tethered.

So she wasn't sure she wanted me?

No.

No, she wasn't sure she
wanted to be a parent.

But about you, once she
held you in her arms,

everything changed.

All of her doubts just melted away.

Yeah.

Um, I went. Okay.

Your move, sweetie.

This isn't it, Diane.

We should have made that turn.

Can you just be quiet?
I can't hear my GPS.

Well, I'm using my eyes, and I can see

that we're going the wrong way.

The numbers are getting
smaller, not bigger.

Why does it say to
keep going straight here?

Probably 'cause you
entered the wrong place.

All I know is, this
isn't the right direction.

This is classic.

You guys are a real dream
team, you know that?

The sarcasm is not helping.

You know, maybe you
can't find the place,

because I'm not supposed to be there.

I don't have a problem with drugs.

I have a problem with you!

Oh, now she's on this tear.

Ron, can you...

- if you could just find this place.
- Don't put this on me.

Don't put any of this on me.

- What do you mean, "any of this"?
- Oh, you want me to say it?

- Yeah.
- Your sister.

All her kids... addicts,
every one of 'em.

And we know it didn't come from me

since she's not even mine.

We know that now.

- Okay, that's not funny.
- Why? What did I say?

Oh, my God, Ron!

- Ron, do something.
- Honey! Roxy!

Stop.

- Roxy!
- Come on, honey.

Come on, get here... no!

No! What, are you crazy?

Oh! Oh! Oh!

Roxy, come on, get back in the car.

You're gonna get killed!

Watch out!

Roxy, come on.

You can't make me go.

- Roxy.
- Come on, Roxy.

No, no, no, no, no, no!

No, don't!

- Roxy.
- Sweetheart.

Roxy, we're your parents.

We love you, damn it!

Isaac, I think I changed my mind.

I don't...

Hi. What are you doing here?

I'm showing you what
a real security issue

you have, apparently.

I told the lady at the front

I was here to see you, and she just...

And let you right in,

no questions asked.

Yeah, that's Jan.

I don't have to be
here if it's too weird.

No, no, that's... this is
fine. It's more than fine.

It's so fine.

I just thought you shouldn't be alone.

That is so sweet.

I actually don't know what to do

with how sweet that is.

You, sir, are the cat's pajamas.

That cat's pajamas?

Did I somehow walk into
a 1930s picture show?

Sometimes I do feel like my life is

a big screwball comedy.

No, but you're way too layered for that.

You're more of a Bronte
heroine, if you ask me.

Thank you.

You know, our embryos
would be super cute

with my hair and your
literary sensibility.

Think about it.

Julia...

I know. I... I know. I'm just...

- Okay.
- I blame the drugs.

You should see what they put me on.

You mean Tylenol?

Oh, yeah. You remember Donovan.

- I do, from Thanksgiving.
- Yes.

I'm just moral support here.

You're more than that.

- Thanks.
- Of course.

I really wish I could
help by testifying.

I would, but these old warrants...

I know.

Always had that Bohemian edge.

I seem to recall somebody
standing right next to me,

chained to city hall.

You, me, and Sarah.
"We shall not be moved!"

God, New York was fun then.

What were we even protesting for?

Greenpeace? Gay rights?

Who the hell remembers?

- We did love a cause.
- Mm.

Sarah loved a cause.

She was the light in our marriage.

I just followed it.

All that pressure I put on her
to settle down, start a family.

Sarah was a grown woman.

She made her own choices.

I opened up to Julia about, uh,

you know, Sarah's doubts.

- About being a mom?
- Yeah.

And the look on her face, the hurt...

I wish I could take it back.

None of it's easy, is it?

Roxy's in trouble, Julia's lost.

I feel like I'm everyone's father...

but no one's dad.

Fathering is easy. Parenting is hard.

Hmm.

Maybe the mistake is

only telling Julia half the story.

Why not tell her all of it?

She should know.

Diane, hi. Hello.

I'm sorry.

I never would have come here
unless it were an emergency.

- Is she here?
- I thought you took her to treatment.

My dad said...

She jumped out of the car.

She's been missing for a while now.

I checked all her social
media. She turned it off.

Okay.

She loves you and Edie so much.

I could see it in her eyes.

She only looks at us
with hatred anymore.

Well, we really care about her too.

Please help me find her.

I'm afraid.

We'll find her.

Thank you.

It's just so exhausting, you know?

All these people pretending
that they know what I need,

but... they don't know my life.

They don't know our life, you know?

You know what I mean, right?

Trust me, I know.

It's the rest of them out
there that don't get it.

Thank you.

Which is why I'm confused as to why

you've been so cold to me lately.

I've been cold to you?

A little.

I mean, you've alienated
everyone else in your life.

You always have.

I just want to be there for ya.

Don't push me away.

Oh, I...

I'm not trying to push you away.

I didn't... I didn't
know I was doing that.

I'm... I'm sorry.

I got a lot going on, you know.

I know. I know.

It's okay.

You're safe here.

Roxy.

Who the hell's that?

Are you in there?

Let me get rid of them.

Well, you sent ya, my parents or Leon?

We came on our own.

It's not up for discussion.
You're coming with us.

No, no, go. Go! Get out of there!

That's not gonna happen.

We're not leaving
without you. We're not.

You guys, it looks like
you're triggering her, so...

Okay, the last thing
we need right now is

- for you to mansplain triggering.
- Yeah, and why don't you back up,

unless you want to catch
a face full of mace?

I have the stuff they only give cops.

Come on. It's time for you to go.

Come on.

- I can't.
- Yes, you can.

- Yes, you can.
- Please don't.

- Come on.
- Come on.

Okay, um, what about this?

I promise to get drug
tested once a month?

Once a week? Once a day?

This isn't a negotiation, sweetie.

It's time for you to get help.

I can't. I can't go in there.

I can't go in there,
'cause if I go in there,

they're gonna make me talk about it,

and I can't talk about it.

I know it's really hard,
but I promise you, you can.

Facing the truth is super scary.

It can feel like ripping off
a scab that isn't ready.

You know what I think?

I think you are the strongest
person I've ever met.

And we're gonna be right
here when you get out.

What if I'm super boring after?

I don't think that's a possibility.

How 'bout I make you a deal?

If you can go in there and face this...

Maybe I can be brave too.

I thought we weren't negotiating.

Oh, God.

Just get in there, smart-ass.

You can call us.

You got this.

The night you were born,
there was a thunderstorm.

We were in labor in the delivery room,

and Sarah was about to push.

And the lights flickered,

and then they went out for a moment

until the generators kicked in.

And then you emerged,
perfect and healthy.

But Sarah, your mom,

she was unstable.

Her blood pressure spiked
and her vitals crashed

and she had to be brought
straight into the ICU.

And for, you know, three terrible weeks,

she had to stay there
until she was stable again

and could come home.

So you went to me.

I took care of you, brought you home,

and I bottle-fed you around the clock

for those... those first
tender weeks of your life.

You'd fall asleep on my chest,

your little heart beating against mine.

I knew all about newborn bonding,

but I didn't really know

until I felt it myself.

You know, that sensation of being one.

And I think it's why I feel,

still, with you, so, um...

Connected.

I know.

As scary as those, you
know, first weeks were,

I have to say I... I'm grateful

that we... we had them.

It started the night
we had that argument.

We met up for a drink, and we kissed.

And I thought it was
just a one-time thing.

I thought it was part of the whole

paternity rug-pull thing
I was going through.

And I wrote it off,

but it was more than that.

It is more than that.

I think that this is who I am.

And it's who I've always been,
and I can't deny it anymore.

So when I called you from
my grandmother's birthday...

I was with her.

What about Thanksgiving?

So all this time...

Even though I looked you in your eyes

and directly asked you...

I can't defend it.

It was the one thing, Edie.

That's it.

I told you there was just one thing...

that I could not take from you,

and that was being lied to.

Didn't I say that to you?

Countless times I told
you, just don't lie to me.

All I can say is that I kept
it from you out of love...

Because I didn't want to hurt you...

Because I couldn't bear
the thought of losing you.

I'm gonna ask you another question.

And I want you to tell me the truth.

Do you love her?

I said, do you love her?

Yes.

Please say something. Get angry.

Or throw something. I can't take this.

You can't take this? You?

I'm so sorry.

No, you're not.

Just go.

Hey. I know it's not my appointment,

but you're here, I'm here.

Oh, no, that's your bad news face.

What's wrong?

Your results are optimal.

It was a false alarm.

You're actually an ideal candidate

for egg freezing.

Great! That's great.

Why do you look like
you're about to throw up?

Because something else
came up in the results

that is unexpected, to say the least.

Okay.

Based on the genetic screening we did

in comparison to the
data we have on Leon...

Leon... what does that
have to do with anything?

Leon Bechley is not
your biological father.

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