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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:00,001 --> 00:00:03,602 (¶ "Troubled Mind" by Arko ¶) 2 00:00:12,213 --> 00:00:17,049 ¶ Oh, troubled mind ¶ 3 00:00:17,051 --> 00:00:22,187 ¶ You make love so hard to find ¶ 4 00:00:25,292 --> 00:00:28,694 ¶ Oh, troubled mind ¶ 5 00:00:28,696 --> 00:00:34,033 ¶ I don't want to look behind ¶ 6 00:00:37,438 --> 00:00:40,305 ¶ You may be strange ¶ 7 00:00:40,307 --> 00:00:43,509 ¶ You were born and raised ¶ 8 00:00:43,511 --> 00:00:48,647 ¶ By usual hands of need and praise ¶ 9 00:00:50,151 --> 00:00:55,287 ¶ And now set your mind ¶ 10 00:00:55,456 --> 00:00:58,590 ¶ You'll be my slave ¶ 11 00:00:58,592 --> 00:01:03,062 ¶ And I'll be kind ¶ 12 00:01:03,064 --> 00:01:07,232 ¶ Oh, silly mind ¶ 13 00:01:07,234 --> 00:01:10,302 ¶ You make me feel ¶ 14 00:01:10,304 --> 00:01:14,106 ¶ Drunk and fine ¶ 15 00:01:14,108 --> 00:01:19,244 ¶ And stains that were once you ¶ 16 00:01:19,580 --> 00:01:24,716 ¶ Are today only wine ¶ 17 00:01:26,120 --> 00:01:28,754 ¶ Oh ¶ 18 00:01:28,756 --> 00:01:34,093 ¶ Oh ¶ 19 00:01:37,465 --> 00:01:40,299 ¶ Oh ¶ 20 00:01:40,301 --> 00:01:42,234 ¶ Oh ¶ 21 00:02:14,268 --> 00:02:15,267 - Mom. 22 00:02:18,439 --> 00:02:19,805 It's Christmas again. 23 00:02:21,775 --> 00:02:24,409 (soft music) 24 00:03:14,862 --> 00:03:16,779 - [Shivaani] Kabir? 25 00:03:16,780 --> 00:03:18,697 - What's the point in knocking? 26 00:03:26,540 --> 00:03:27,990 You don't have to do all this. 27 00:03:27,991 --> 00:03:29,441 - You shouldn't eat all this stuff. 28 00:03:29,443 --> 00:03:30,642 - I like this stuff. 29 00:03:30,644 --> 00:03:32,661 - Why didn't you eat the food that I brought for you? 30 00:03:32,662 --> 00:03:34,679 I brought you fresh food. 31 00:03:36,617 --> 00:03:38,584 Because you don't like it? 32 00:03:39,887 --> 00:03:41,220 - I never said that. 33 00:03:45,626 --> 00:03:47,526 (water running) 34 00:03:47,528 --> 00:03:49,328 Shivaani, I said don't do that. 35 00:03:50,364 --> 00:03:51,897 - You can't live like this. 36 00:03:51,899 --> 00:03:52,764 - Like what? 37 00:03:52,766 --> 00:03:53,665 - Like this. 38 00:03:53,666 --> 00:03:54,565 - I said I'll get to it. 39 00:03:54,568 --> 00:03:55,556 Just let it go. 40 00:03:55,557 --> 00:03:56,545 - [Shivaani] You know your mother would have never-- 41 00:03:56,546 --> 00:03:57,534 - Shivaani. 42 00:03:59,573 --> 00:04:00,672 - She wouldn't. 43 00:04:11,986 --> 00:04:13,518 - Come help us. 44 00:04:13,520 --> 00:04:16,321 - I think you both have this under control. 45 00:04:16,323 --> 00:04:18,490 - He prefers to supervise. 46 00:04:18,492 --> 00:04:20,592 - Except when it's time to eat. 47 00:04:20,594 --> 00:04:21,560 You used these dishes. 48 00:04:21,562 --> 00:04:22,594 Help wash them. 49 00:04:23,430 --> 00:04:24,496 - Uh huh. 50 00:04:26,800 --> 00:04:27,583 - Okay I'm coming. 51 00:04:27,584 --> 00:04:28,367 It's just that I am stuck 52 00:04:31,372 --> 00:04:33,839 in this dimensional time warp 53 00:04:37,411 --> 00:04:39,344 that slows down time. 54 00:04:39,346 --> 00:04:40,345 - Smart ass. 55 00:04:45,819 --> 00:04:46,852 - I am almost there. 56 00:04:46,853 --> 00:04:47,886 - Why don't you practice the song you're gonna sing tonight? 57 00:04:47,888 --> 00:04:50,289 - But Kabir is stuck in a time warp. 58 00:04:50,291 --> 00:04:53,592 - Yes, so he has to watch without criticizing. 59 00:04:53,594 --> 00:04:55,294 - [Mom] Oh, you're right. 60 00:04:55,296 --> 00:04:57,696 - I can still hear you guys. 61 00:04:58,932 --> 00:05:00,565 ¶ Boy of mine ¶ 62 00:05:00,567 --> 00:05:01,633 ¶ Boy of mine ¶ 63 00:05:01,634 --> 00:05:02,700 ¶ Although my heart is aching ¶ 64 00:05:02,703 --> 00:05:03,756 - Okay, okay. 65 00:05:03,757 --> 00:05:04,810 Stop, stop, stop, stop, stop. 66 00:05:04,811 --> 00:05:05,864 I'm here, I'm here, I'm here. 67 00:05:05,865 --> 00:05:06,918 Stop, stop. 68 00:05:06,919 --> 00:05:07,972 Come on, you're not gonna really sing like that tonight? 69 00:05:07,975 --> 00:05:09,542 Are you please? 70 00:05:09,543 --> 00:05:11,110 - She's teasing you. 71 00:05:11,111 --> 00:05:12,678 - I will if you're stuck in a dimensional time whatever. 72 00:05:12,680 --> 00:05:13,745 - No, seriously don't do that. Please. 73 00:05:13,747 --> 00:05:15,047 - Seriously come on. 74 00:05:18,886 --> 00:05:21,019 - All right, what do you want? 75 00:05:26,593 --> 00:05:27,859 I said don't do that. 76 00:05:32,066 --> 00:05:33,799 - Are you going into the city? 77 00:05:33,801 --> 00:05:34,800 - Yes, I am. 78 00:05:35,602 --> 00:05:36,802 - And? 79 00:05:38,772 --> 00:05:39,288 - And what? 80 00:05:39,289 --> 00:05:39,805 - What are you gonna tell them? 81 00:05:39,807 --> 00:05:41,473 - What we discussed. 82 00:05:41,475 --> 00:05:42,941 - So you're going back? 83 00:05:42,943 --> 00:05:45,077 - Yes, I said yes, Shivaani. 84 00:05:45,979 --> 00:05:47,779 - What time is your appointment? 85 00:05:49,116 --> 00:05:50,107 - God, Shivaani. 86 00:05:50,108 --> 00:05:51,099 What do you want? 87 00:05:51,100 --> 00:05:52,091 - Seriously what do I want? 88 00:05:52,092 --> 00:05:53,083 - You know what I mean. 89 00:05:54,621 --> 00:05:56,755 - No, I don't know what you mean, Kabir. 90 00:05:56,757 --> 00:05:58,857 - Well then just let it go. 91 00:06:01,495 --> 00:06:03,795 - Look, we all loved your mother. 92 00:06:04,865 --> 00:06:06,315 - Shivaani, please. 93 00:06:06,316 --> 00:06:07,766 - You've got-- - Got to what? 94 00:06:09,103 --> 00:06:10,635 - [Shivaani] Nothing. 95 00:06:10,637 --> 00:06:12,904 - No, tell me what I need to do. 96 00:06:12,906 --> 00:06:14,806 I'm already going back to med school. 97 00:06:14,808 --> 00:06:16,775 What more do you want me to do? 98 00:06:17,778 --> 00:06:19,010 - How about living together? 99 00:06:19,012 --> 00:06:21,646 How about being normal? 100 00:06:22,583 --> 00:06:23,849 - Shivaani, you're the one who told me to move here. 101 00:06:23,850 --> 00:06:25,116 - I didn't know that you were gonna live 102 00:06:25,119 --> 00:06:26,618 in your mother's house forever. 103 00:06:26,620 --> 00:06:27,936 - It's only been a year. 104 00:06:27,937 --> 00:06:29,253 - It's a long time, Kabir. 105 00:06:29,254 --> 00:06:30,570 I seriously think you should start thinking 106 00:06:30,571 --> 00:06:31,887 about selling this house. 107 00:06:31,892 --> 00:06:33,859 - Shivaani, don't you dare tell me to sell this house again. 108 00:06:33,861 --> 00:06:35,205 - Don't I dare? 109 00:06:35,206 --> 00:06:36,550 - Yeah okay 'cause I'm done talking about that. 110 00:06:36,551 --> 00:06:37,895 - [Shivaani] Where are you going? 111 00:06:37,898 --> 00:06:39,131 - [Kabir] I need some space. 112 00:06:59,586 --> 00:07:01,887 - Look, come to the party tomorrow. 113 00:07:02,923 --> 00:07:03,955 - I don't want to. 114 00:07:08,562 --> 00:07:10,962 - If not for my sake, then come for my parents. 115 00:07:13,967 --> 00:07:16,735 - What does this have to do with your parents? 116 00:07:16,737 --> 00:07:19,871 - If you don't come, then everybody's gonna 117 00:07:19,873 --> 00:07:22,040 ask them where you are. 118 00:07:22,042 --> 00:07:23,575 It'll put them in a spot. 119 00:07:24,611 --> 00:07:26,111 It's not fair to them, Kabir. 120 00:07:34,455 --> 00:07:35,487 Try to come. 121 00:07:40,694 --> 00:07:42,727 Come say hi to everybody. 122 00:07:42,729 --> 00:07:43,728 Okay? 123 00:07:46,467 --> 00:07:47,566 I'll see you later. 124 00:08:05,786 --> 00:08:08,653 (cell phone ringing) 125 00:08:18,065 --> 00:08:19,865 - Hey, how's it going? 126 00:08:19,867 --> 00:08:21,833 - [Catherine] Are you gonna come by? 127 00:08:21,835 --> 00:08:23,869 - I told you I have that party tonight. 128 00:08:24,771 --> 00:08:26,538 - You're gonna be at the hospital today right? 129 00:08:26,540 --> 00:08:27,806 - Yeah, I'm gonna be at the hospital. 130 00:08:27,808 --> 00:08:30,575 - So, come by after. 131 00:08:33,547 --> 00:08:34,613 - Catherine, listen. 132 00:08:34,615 --> 00:08:35,647 - Only for a sec. 133 00:08:35,649 --> 00:08:39,618 I wanna give you your Christmas present before I leave town. 134 00:08:41,655 --> 00:08:43,088 - Okay all right. 135 00:08:44,658 --> 00:08:45,690 Only for a second. 136 00:08:45,692 --> 00:08:46,691 - Awesome. 137 00:08:46,693 --> 00:08:48,660 Text me when you're coming. 138 00:08:48,662 --> 00:08:50,195 - Yeah okay. 139 00:08:50,197 --> 00:08:51,196 All right. 140 00:09:35,309 --> 00:09:37,976 (soft music) 141 00:09:49,856 --> 00:09:50,855 - Hey KB. 142 00:09:50,856 --> 00:09:51,855 - [Kabir] Hey Paddy. 143 00:09:59,733 --> 00:10:00,999 - Oh, give me that. 144 00:10:01,001 --> 00:10:02,701 This Shivaani's cooking? 145 00:10:02,703 --> 00:10:03,702 - Yup. 146 00:10:05,172 --> 00:10:07,339 - How come you just give this stuff away? 147 00:10:11,178 --> 00:10:12,644 How you doing, man? 148 00:10:12,646 --> 00:10:13,645 - Okay. 149 00:10:14,681 --> 00:10:16,014 Paddy, that's disgusting. 150 00:10:17,951 --> 00:10:19,351 - No, it's delicious. 151 00:10:19,353 --> 00:10:21,720 - No, how could you eat like that? 152 00:10:21,722 --> 00:10:22,721 - Like this. 153 00:10:23,390 --> 00:10:24,322 Wanna try one? 154 00:10:24,324 --> 00:10:25,190 Here try. 155 00:10:25,192 --> 00:10:26,057 Try some. 156 00:10:26,059 --> 00:10:27,092 - Oh no way. 157 00:10:27,093 --> 00:10:28,126 - My fingers are clean. 158 00:10:28,128 --> 00:10:29,661 You can try one. 159 00:10:29,662 --> 00:10:31,195 - Paddy, I know for a fact your fingers are filthy. 160 00:10:31,198 --> 00:10:32,342 - What? 161 00:10:32,343 --> 00:10:33,487 - [Kabir] You don't wash your hands. 162 00:10:33,488 --> 00:10:34,632 - Of course I do. 163 00:10:34,635 --> 00:10:35,967 State law requires me to. 164 00:10:37,337 --> 00:10:38,903 - Paddy, I've seen you come of that bathroom 165 00:10:38,905 --> 00:10:40,288 without washing your hands okay. 166 00:10:40,289 --> 00:10:41,672 - You get some alcohol on your fingers, 167 00:10:41,675 --> 00:10:43,241 you don't have to wash it off. 168 00:10:43,243 --> 00:10:45,043 Why are you so squeamish anyway? 169 00:10:45,912 --> 00:10:48,079 - Med school. 170 00:10:48,080 --> 00:10:50,247 You don't wanna know the things that I know. 171 00:10:50,250 --> 00:10:51,249 - Ignorance is bliss, my friend. 172 00:10:52,052 --> 00:10:53,118 Believe me. 173 00:10:56,857 --> 00:10:58,090 - What? 174 00:10:58,091 --> 00:10:59,324 - You're all dressed up and looking nice. 175 00:10:59,326 --> 00:11:00,325 - So? 176 00:11:00,327 --> 00:11:03,728 - Well, I just haven't seen you look like. 177 00:11:03,730 --> 00:11:04,729 - Like what? 178 00:11:04,731 --> 00:11:07,298 - Look like you for a long time. 179 00:11:08,368 --> 00:11:09,701 What's the occasion? 180 00:11:11,938 --> 00:11:14,005 - I've got that meeting at school. 181 00:11:14,007 --> 00:11:16,374 - Oh, you think they'll let you back? 182 00:11:16,376 --> 00:11:18,410 - What does that even mean? 183 00:11:18,412 --> 00:11:20,612 - I don't know. 184 00:11:20,613 --> 00:11:22,813 Maybe they filled their quota on good looking doctors. 185 00:11:25,986 --> 00:11:27,118 You saw Shivaani. 186 00:11:28,955 --> 00:11:30,088 Any improvement? 187 00:11:30,090 --> 00:11:31,690 - [Kabir] In what? 188 00:11:31,692 --> 00:11:33,291 - Getting back together. 189 00:11:33,293 --> 00:11:34,159 - No. 190 00:11:34,161 --> 00:11:35,226 Not happening. 191 00:11:35,228 --> 00:11:36,628 - Seriously? 192 00:11:36,629 --> 00:11:38,029 Do I have to tell you what it means 193 00:11:38,031 --> 00:11:39,864 when a woman brings you food? 194 00:11:41,802 --> 00:11:43,018 - Yeah, tell me what it means. 195 00:11:43,019 --> 00:11:44,235 - It means she loves you. 196 00:11:44,237 --> 00:11:47,405 - Maybe she's doing what she thinks a wife would do. 197 00:11:47,407 --> 00:11:49,841 - No, she's doing it because she wants 198 00:11:49,843 --> 00:11:51,376 to get back together with you. 199 00:11:53,246 --> 00:11:55,080 - Okay Paddy, let's drop it. 200 00:11:55,082 --> 00:11:56,081 - Okay. 201 00:11:56,083 --> 00:11:57,099 All right. 202 00:11:57,100 --> 00:11:58,116 Hey, you coming to the party? 203 00:11:58,118 --> 00:11:59,017 - No. 204 00:11:59,019 --> 00:11:59,884 - No? 205 00:11:59,886 --> 00:12:01,208 - [Kabir] No. 206 00:12:01,209 --> 00:12:02,531 - [Paddy] Why not? 207 00:12:02,532 --> 00:12:03,854 - Paddy, what were we just talking about? 208 00:12:03,857 --> 00:12:04,945 - About Shivaani. 209 00:12:04,946 --> 00:12:06,034 - Okay, I'm gonna go. 210 00:12:06,035 --> 00:12:07,123 - Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey. 211 00:12:07,127 --> 00:12:08,180 Just cheer up, man. 212 00:12:08,181 --> 00:12:09,234 It's Christmas okay. 213 00:12:09,235 --> 00:12:10,288 - I don't care if it's Christmas. 214 00:12:10,289 --> 00:12:11,342 - That was your mother's favorite holiday. 215 00:12:11,343 --> 00:12:12,396 - What do you know about my mother? 216 00:12:12,399 --> 00:12:13,765 - Are you serious? 217 00:12:13,766 --> 00:12:15,132 - Yeah you think Christmas was her favorite holiday. 218 00:12:15,133 --> 00:12:16,499 - Yeah, I know it was. 219 00:12:16,500 --> 00:12:17,866 - Well you don't know anything. 220 00:12:17,871 --> 00:12:19,037 - Hey, hey, chill out, man. 221 00:12:19,039 --> 00:12:19,938 - [Kabir] You chill out, Paddy. 222 00:12:19,940 --> 00:12:20,905 Fuck off. 223 00:12:27,114 --> 00:12:29,748 (¶ "Troubled Mind" by Arko ¶) 224 00:12:35,922 --> 00:12:41,059 ¶ In separated chambers ¶ 225 00:12:41,495 --> 00:12:46,831 ¶ Our hearts collide to meet ¶ 226 00:12:47,434 --> 00:12:52,771 ¶ We burn so we remember ¶ 227 00:12:53,240 --> 00:12:57,876 ¶ That burning can be sweet ¶ 228 00:12:57,878 --> 00:12:59,477 ¶ So sweet ¶ 229 00:12:59,479 --> 00:13:04,816 ¶ Don't waste this time being sorry ¶ 230 00:13:05,152 --> 00:13:10,288 ¶ Time and people go ¶ 231 00:13:11,224 --> 00:13:16,361 ¶ Your soul is all I'll carry ¶ 232 00:13:17,030 --> 00:13:22,167 ¶ Your face is all I know ¶ 233 00:13:24,237 --> 00:13:26,938 ¶ You like to win ¶ 234 00:13:26,940 --> 00:13:29,474 ¶ You like to fight ¶ 235 00:13:29,476 --> 00:13:34,813 ¶ Is one true love worth all your might ¶ 236 00:13:35,982 --> 00:13:41,119 ¶ Or may we play my favorite game ¶ 237 00:13:41,822 --> 00:13:44,255 ¶ Of lose and find ¶ 238 00:13:44,257 --> 00:13:47,959 ¶ Of lose ¶ 239 00:13:47,961 --> 00:13:53,097 ¶ And find ¶ 240 00:13:54,601 --> 00:13:56,534 ¶ Oh ¶ 241 00:14:05,912 --> 00:14:07,846 ¶ Oh ¶ 242 00:14:19,392 --> 00:14:24,529 ¶ Oh ¶ 243 00:14:29,002 --> 00:14:33,571 ¶ Oh troubled mind ¶ 244 00:14:33,573 --> 00:14:38,910 ¶ You make love so hard to find ¶ 245 00:14:41,882 --> 00:14:45,483 ¶ Oh troubled mind ¶ 246 00:14:45,485 --> 00:14:49,487 ¶ I don't want to look behind ¶ 247 00:15:05,438 --> 00:15:07,405 - Looks like you've been out for a year. 248 00:15:07,407 --> 00:15:09,941 You just left after your third semester. 249 00:15:11,578 --> 00:15:13,678 Do you think you're ready to come back? 250 00:15:15,415 --> 00:15:16,481 Mister Bakshi? 251 00:15:18,418 --> 00:15:19,829 - Sorry what? 252 00:15:19,830 --> 00:15:21,241 - [Administrator] I understand it was 253 00:15:21,242 --> 00:15:22,653 your mother who departed. 254 00:15:25,058 --> 00:15:26,190 - [Man] Your mother. 255 00:15:27,594 --> 00:15:29,294 - What about her? 256 00:15:29,296 --> 00:15:31,296 - [Man] She collapsed. 257 00:15:34,100 --> 00:15:36,234 - [Administrator] Mister Bakshi? 258 00:15:38,605 --> 00:15:40,516 - What if I'm not ready yet? 259 00:15:40,517 --> 00:15:42,428 - Well, we usually don't allow students 260 00:15:42,429 --> 00:15:44,340 to be gone longer than a year, even for bereavement. 261 00:15:44,344 --> 00:15:47,345 We have to consider the impact such a long absence 262 00:15:47,347 --> 00:15:48,980 would have on your studies. 263 00:15:48,982 --> 00:15:50,665 This curriculum is designed-- 264 00:15:50,666 --> 00:15:52,349 - Couldn't I apply for a longer leave of absence? 265 00:15:52,352 --> 00:15:54,152 - There's a lot of paperwork you'd have to submit 266 00:15:54,154 --> 00:15:57,055 and there's no guarantee it'd be granted. 267 00:15:57,958 --> 00:16:00,558 - When would I have to make that request? 268 00:16:00,560 --> 00:16:02,327 - I don't think that's such a good idea. 269 00:16:02,329 --> 00:16:03,640 Sometimes it's-- 270 00:16:03,641 --> 00:16:04,952 - Ma'am, when would I have to apply for the request? 271 00:16:04,953 --> 00:16:06,264 - As soon as possible. 272 00:16:06,266 --> 00:16:07,966 Right after the holidays. 273 00:16:28,288 --> 00:16:30,088 - Hey, Bodhisattva. Huh? 274 00:16:34,027 --> 00:16:35,693 - Sorry what did you call me? 275 00:16:35,695 --> 00:16:37,662 - Can you help me ease my suffering? 276 00:16:43,737 --> 00:16:44,736 - [Kabir] Hey. 277 00:16:44,738 --> 00:16:47,538 Don't click somebody's picture without asking. 278 00:16:47,540 --> 00:16:49,107 - Or without paying, huh. 279 00:16:49,109 --> 00:16:50,931 - I'm sorry. 280 00:16:50,932 --> 00:16:52,754 Asking would've ruined the moment. 281 00:16:52,755 --> 00:16:54,577 - Yeah, you mean it would've ruined your shot? 282 00:16:54,581 --> 00:16:55,597 - Yeah, I-- 283 00:16:55,598 --> 00:16:56,614 - No, you don't do that. 284 00:16:56,616 --> 00:16:57,615 Okay? 285 00:17:16,136 --> 00:17:18,569 (soft music) 286 00:17:24,611 --> 00:17:25,644 - Ow. 287 00:17:25,645 --> 00:17:26,678 - Watch where the fuck you're going. 288 00:17:26,679 --> 00:17:27,712 - Hey fuck you. 289 00:17:27,714 --> 00:17:28,713 - Fuck you. 290 00:17:28,715 --> 00:17:29,647 - [Mom] Kabir. 291 00:17:29,649 --> 00:17:30,698 - Ouch. 292 00:17:30,699 --> 00:17:31,748 Ow Mom, what the hell? 293 00:17:31,751 --> 00:17:33,317 - This is Christmas. 294 00:17:59,579 --> 00:18:02,847 - (laughs) Look who's returned. 295 00:18:02,849 --> 00:18:03,798 - Hey listen. 296 00:18:03,799 --> 00:18:04,748 Did you see where she went? 297 00:18:04,751 --> 00:18:06,150 - Who? 298 00:18:06,152 --> 00:18:08,086 - The girl, the photographer. 299 00:18:09,456 --> 00:18:10,455 - Who? 300 00:18:14,094 --> 00:18:15,193 - [Kabir] Where is she? 301 00:18:15,762 --> 00:18:17,095 - She went that way. 302 00:18:17,097 --> 00:18:18,096 - That way? 303 00:18:24,771 --> 00:18:25,736 Hey. 304 00:18:25,738 --> 00:18:27,105 Hey, hey, hey. 305 00:18:27,807 --> 00:18:29,140 - Hey. 306 00:18:29,142 --> 00:18:30,141 - Listen. 307 00:18:30,143 --> 00:18:34,112 I wanted to apologize about earlier. 308 00:18:34,114 --> 00:18:35,130 - It's okay. 309 00:18:35,131 --> 00:18:36,147 I think it was my fault. 310 00:18:36,149 --> 00:18:36,814 - Oh no, no. 311 00:18:36,816 --> 00:18:38,549 It was my fault. 312 00:18:38,550 --> 00:18:40,283 It's Christmas and I should be nicer to people, 313 00:18:40,286 --> 00:18:42,253 especially to people visiting. 314 00:18:42,255 --> 00:18:44,388 I assume you're not from here. 315 00:18:44,390 --> 00:18:46,190 - I'm from Kenya. 316 00:18:46,192 --> 00:18:47,458 - Oh Kenya. 317 00:18:47,459 --> 00:18:48,725 Hey, you followed me here? 318 00:18:48,728 --> 00:18:50,695 - I had my picture taken, too. 319 00:18:51,764 --> 00:18:53,831 A lady's gotta eat, huh. 320 00:18:53,833 --> 00:18:55,533 - Here. 321 00:18:55,535 --> 00:18:56,667 - Thank you. 322 00:18:57,403 --> 00:18:58,836 - You got your money. 323 00:18:58,837 --> 00:19:00,270 You can go now. Thank you. 324 00:19:00,273 --> 00:19:01,272 - Hold on. 325 00:19:04,677 --> 00:19:09,280 There is something special between you two. 326 00:19:09,282 --> 00:19:10,748 No, no. 327 00:19:10,750 --> 00:19:12,984 Really. 328 00:19:12,985 --> 00:19:15,219 Just take a moment and look at each other. 329 00:19:16,322 --> 00:19:17,188 - We can go. 330 00:19:17,190 --> 00:19:19,824 - No really. 331 00:19:19,825 --> 00:19:22,459 Just take a moment and really look at her. 332 00:19:22,462 --> 00:19:24,428 Just look at her for a moment. 333 00:19:24,430 --> 00:19:25,863 You too, miss. 334 00:19:25,865 --> 00:19:29,433 Take a moment and really look at him. 335 00:19:29,435 --> 00:19:30,568 - Okay come here. 336 00:19:30,570 --> 00:19:31,836 - No, no, this is silly. 337 00:19:32,739 --> 00:19:34,772 - Come on, just take a moment. 338 00:19:36,743 --> 00:19:39,443 (soft music) 339 00:19:54,561 --> 00:19:56,010 - [Homeless Woman] That's it. 340 00:19:56,011 --> 00:19:57,460 - Okay anyways, this is enough. 341 00:19:57,463 --> 00:19:59,330 - What about you, miss? 342 00:19:59,332 --> 00:20:01,632 Do you believe in karma? 343 00:20:01,634 --> 00:20:02,900 - I do. 344 00:20:02,902 --> 00:20:03,901 - Come this way. 345 00:20:03,903 --> 00:20:04,769 Just come on, come on. 346 00:20:04,770 --> 00:20:05,636 Thank you very much. 347 00:20:05,637 --> 00:20:06,503 Have a good day. 348 00:20:06,506 --> 00:20:07,738 Come, come. 349 00:20:07,740 --> 00:20:09,407 - Merry Christmas you two. 350 00:20:12,712 --> 00:20:14,845 - Well, it was nice meeting you 351 00:20:15,615 --> 00:20:17,949 and I suppose she won't follow us around anymore. 352 00:20:17,951 --> 00:20:19,884 - She's a strange woman. 353 00:20:19,886 --> 00:20:21,219 - She's a crazy woman. 354 00:20:21,221 --> 00:20:22,987 - But I think she means well. 355 00:20:23,756 --> 00:20:25,957 - I think it's better you stay away from people like that 356 00:20:25,959 --> 00:20:29,227 because the city can be pretty dangerous sometimes. 357 00:20:29,229 --> 00:20:30,361 - [Kioni] What's your name? 358 00:20:30,363 --> 00:20:31,462 - My name is Kabir. 359 00:20:33,700 --> 00:20:35,333 - [Kioni] Kabir. 360 00:20:35,334 --> 00:20:36,967 - Well, my friends call me KB sometimes. 361 00:20:36,970 --> 00:20:38,903 - Which do you like? 362 00:20:38,905 --> 00:20:40,238 - Whatever. 363 00:20:40,240 --> 00:20:41,772 - I like Kabir. 364 00:20:41,774 --> 00:20:43,241 Is it Indian? 365 00:20:43,243 --> 00:20:44,508 - Yes it is. 366 00:20:44,510 --> 00:20:45,710 And what's your name? 367 00:20:46,479 --> 00:20:47,979 - Kioni. 368 00:20:47,981 --> 00:20:49,380 - Kioni? 369 00:20:49,382 --> 00:20:50,514 You're on vacation? 370 00:20:50,516 --> 00:20:51,916 - Kind of. 371 00:20:51,918 --> 00:20:53,351 - Kind of? 372 00:20:53,352 --> 00:20:54,785 - I applied to film school here. 373 00:20:54,787 --> 00:20:56,921 I just finished my interview. 374 00:20:56,923 --> 00:20:58,522 - And how'd that go? 375 00:20:58,524 --> 00:21:00,524 - [Kioni] Pretty good I guess. 376 00:21:00,526 --> 00:21:02,927 - Yeah, I guess you never really know about those things. 377 00:21:02,929 --> 00:21:05,529 So Kioni, do you know where you're going? 378 00:21:05,531 --> 00:21:07,231 - I wanna see more of the city. 379 00:21:07,232 --> 00:21:08,932 I wanna see the Christmas decorations. 380 00:21:08,935 --> 00:21:11,669 - Okay, so you should take the train uptown 381 00:21:11,671 --> 00:21:12,770 because there's a lot of beautiful 382 00:21:12,772 --> 00:21:14,939 Christmas decorations up there, 383 00:21:14,941 --> 00:21:16,674 but you don't wanna go that way 384 00:21:16,675 --> 00:21:18,408 'cause you might bump into the homeless lady again. 385 00:21:18,411 --> 00:21:21,779 If you want, I can show you another subway entrance. 386 00:21:21,781 --> 00:21:22,647 - Can I walk? 387 00:21:22,649 --> 00:21:23,514 - From here? 388 00:21:23,516 --> 00:21:24,715 - [Kioni] Yeah. 389 00:21:24,717 --> 00:21:26,017 - No, that's too far. 390 00:21:34,527 --> 00:21:36,527 Listen. 391 00:21:36,528 --> 00:21:38,528 Since you're a visitor here, if you want, 392 00:21:39,766 --> 00:21:42,900 I can show you a few interesting places. 393 00:21:42,902 --> 00:21:43,768 - That'd be nice. 394 00:21:43,770 --> 00:21:44,769 Thank you. 395 00:21:45,738 --> 00:21:48,572 (gentle music) 396 00:21:55,748 --> 00:21:59,483 (camera shutter clicking) 397 00:22:08,995 --> 00:22:10,928 - Whoa, you really like all these buildings. 398 00:22:10,930 --> 00:22:13,030 - Never seen anything like them. 399 00:22:13,032 --> 00:22:14,515 - Never? 400 00:22:14,516 --> 00:22:15,999 - I mean we have tall buildings in Kenya, 401 00:22:16,002 --> 00:22:18,035 but the architecture's different. 402 00:22:18,037 --> 00:22:20,338 Not where they're altogether like this. 403 00:22:21,908 --> 00:22:23,391 (camera shutter clicking) 404 00:22:23,392 --> 00:22:24,875 - But you keep taking pictures of all of them. 405 00:22:24,877 --> 00:22:26,544 - I know it's silly. 406 00:22:32,118 --> 00:22:34,885 (gentle music) 407 00:22:49,135 --> 00:22:52,103 - Well I've never really thought about the buildings. 408 00:22:52,105 --> 00:22:54,839 I mean, there are famous ones in New York 409 00:22:54,841 --> 00:22:58,476 like the Empire State Building, the Flatiron Building, 410 00:22:58,478 --> 00:23:00,511 the Chrysler Building, so many, 411 00:23:00,513 --> 00:23:03,981 but it's not like I thought about the buildings. 412 00:23:03,983 --> 00:23:06,050 - [Kioni] Why not? 413 00:23:06,052 --> 00:23:07,718 - [Kabir] They're just buildings. 414 00:23:07,720 --> 00:23:08,819 - You see a building. 415 00:23:08,821 --> 00:23:10,421 I see a story. 416 00:23:10,423 --> 00:23:11,689 - [Kabir] You see a story? 417 00:23:11,691 --> 00:23:12,757 - Sure. 418 00:23:12,759 --> 00:23:14,658 Each one has a story. 419 00:23:16,496 --> 00:23:19,530 - That reminds me of my first year in medical school. 420 00:23:19,532 --> 00:23:20,664 - You're a doctor? 421 00:23:22,034 --> 00:23:23,033 - A med student. 422 00:23:23,035 --> 00:23:26,504 During my first year in medical school, 423 00:23:26,506 --> 00:23:29,073 I lived in the student housing in a building on Park Avenue. 424 00:23:29,075 --> 00:23:30,608 - Nice. 425 00:23:30,610 --> 00:23:31,675 - No, not nice. 426 00:23:31,677 --> 00:23:33,110 Not nice. 427 00:23:33,111 --> 00:23:34,544 It was an old rundown building 428 00:23:34,547 --> 00:23:36,113 that must have been housing medical students 429 00:23:36,115 --> 00:23:38,149 for like 200 years or something, 430 00:23:38,151 --> 00:23:40,551 but what you just said made me realize 431 00:23:40,553 --> 00:23:42,019 that all the students who ever lived there 432 00:23:42,021 --> 00:23:45,689 must have had stories and conversations 433 00:23:45,691 --> 00:23:48,426 and revelations about their time there. 434 00:23:48,428 --> 00:23:52,430 - And all the people made friends then fell in love. 435 00:23:52,432 --> 00:23:54,932 - And lost their minds in their studies, 436 00:23:54,934 --> 00:23:57,001 but no one would ever know walking by 437 00:23:57,003 --> 00:23:59,069 unless they were a part of that story. 438 00:23:59,872 --> 00:24:02,573 To everyone else it'd just be another building. 439 00:24:02,575 --> 00:24:03,774 - Or another story. 440 00:24:06,846 --> 00:24:09,647 ¶ Mozart's "The Marriage of Figaro" ¶ 441 00:25:43,075 --> 00:25:44,575 Show me the pictures you took of me. 442 00:25:44,576 --> 00:25:46,076 Show me, show me, show me, show me, show me, show me. 443 00:25:46,078 --> 00:25:47,645 - Okay, look, look. 444 00:25:47,647 --> 00:25:49,680 - Thank you so much. 445 00:25:50,983 --> 00:25:52,650 - I'm married. 446 00:25:52,652 --> 00:25:54,018 - Ummm, Okay. 447 00:25:56,188 --> 00:25:57,321 - Sorry, I don't know why I said that. 448 00:25:57,323 --> 00:25:59,056 I don't know why I said that. 449 00:25:59,058 --> 00:25:59,924 Forget it. 450 00:25:59,926 --> 00:26:01,075 - It's okay. 451 00:26:01,076 --> 00:26:02,225 I'm not trying to come on to you. 452 00:26:02,228 --> 00:26:03,750 - No, no, I know, I know. 453 00:26:03,751 --> 00:26:05,273 That's why I don't know why I said that. 454 00:26:05,274 --> 00:26:06,796 I-- I didn't mean to make it all awkward. 455 00:26:06,799 --> 00:26:07,732 Listen. 456 00:26:07,733 --> 00:26:08,666 - Really it's okay. 457 00:26:14,106 --> 00:26:16,624 - Listen, ummm... 458 00:26:16,625 --> 00:26:19,143 Okay, the thing is my wife and I recently separated 459 00:26:19,145 --> 00:26:21,245 and haven't been living together for some time. 460 00:26:21,247 --> 00:26:23,013 So, I just. 461 00:26:23,015 --> 00:26:24,014 - Hey we're just hanging out. 462 00:26:24,016 --> 00:26:25,466 Okay? 463 00:26:25,467 --> 00:26:26,917 You don't have to explain anything to me. 464 00:26:28,120 --> 00:26:29,119 - Okay. 465 00:26:37,129 --> 00:26:39,763 - You're kind of a dork you know. 466 00:26:39,765 --> 00:26:40,631 - A dork? 467 00:26:40,633 --> 00:26:41,865 - Total dork. 468 00:26:42,602 --> 00:26:43,267 - Why? 469 00:26:43,269 --> 00:26:44,836 What? 470 00:26:44,837 --> 00:26:46,404 - A girl kisses you on the cheek 471 00:26:46,405 --> 00:26:47,972 and you get all flustered and blush. 472 00:26:49,742 --> 00:26:50,908 - That's not fair okay. 473 00:26:50,910 --> 00:26:51,775 You surprised me. 474 00:26:51,777 --> 00:26:52,776 - Sure, sure. 475 00:26:53,713 --> 00:26:54,878 - You wanna sit here? 476 00:27:01,053 --> 00:27:03,287 Do people give gifts in Kenya on Christmas? 477 00:27:03,289 --> 00:27:06,757 - Some people do but the focus is also on community 478 00:27:06,759 --> 00:27:10,694 and celebrating the birth of Jesus, which the churches do. 479 00:27:10,696 --> 00:27:13,330 My family had a tradition of eating cake. 480 00:27:15,901 --> 00:27:18,068 - You know, my family is not Christian, 481 00:27:18,070 --> 00:27:21,639 so for us Christmas was never about the birth of Jesus. 482 00:27:21,641 --> 00:27:22,773 - Are you Muslim? 483 00:27:22,775 --> 00:27:24,308 - No, not Muslim. 484 00:27:24,310 --> 00:27:25,843 Not really anything. 485 00:27:25,845 --> 00:27:28,429 I mean, my parents were Hindus, 486 00:27:28,430 --> 00:27:31,014 but at home we never really spoke about it. 487 00:27:31,017 --> 00:27:32,850 - So what do you do on Christmas? 488 00:27:36,155 --> 00:27:39,123 - I never really liked Christmas. 489 00:27:39,125 --> 00:27:40,958 - You don't like Christmas? 490 00:27:40,960 --> 00:27:42,426 - You know if it was more about religion 491 00:27:42,428 --> 00:27:44,795 than about gift giving maybe I would but-- 492 00:27:44,797 --> 00:27:45,796 - [Kioni] But? 493 00:27:53,339 --> 00:27:56,040 - My mom raised me alone. 494 00:27:56,042 --> 00:27:57,875 My dad died when I was very young 495 00:27:58,844 --> 00:28:00,744 and we never really had much money 496 00:28:01,847 --> 00:28:03,914 and so I never really liked Christmas. 497 00:28:05,084 --> 00:28:07,151 I would hate that after the holidays 498 00:28:07,153 --> 00:28:09,053 when all the kids came back to school, 499 00:28:09,055 --> 00:28:10,387 they'd show off all the amazing gifts 500 00:28:10,389 --> 00:28:13,057 that they got from Santa Claus, 501 00:28:13,059 --> 00:28:15,048 and I'd just tried to hide the fact 502 00:28:15,049 --> 00:28:17,038 that the most amazing gifts I got 503 00:28:17,039 --> 00:28:19,028 from Santa were new underwear and socks. 504 00:28:19,031 --> 00:28:20,698 - Those are good gifts. 505 00:28:21,434 --> 00:28:23,200 - Well, I see that now. 506 00:28:23,202 --> 00:28:25,169 You know, that my mom was being practical 507 00:28:25,171 --> 00:28:27,905 and only got me things that I needed, 508 00:28:27,907 --> 00:28:31,375 but you know as a kid, it hurts when you realize 509 00:28:31,377 --> 00:28:34,945 that you got all the things you got because you're poor. 510 00:28:34,947 --> 00:28:37,114 Everything during Christmas revolves around 511 00:28:37,116 --> 00:28:38,983 how much money you have. 512 00:28:38,984 --> 00:28:40,851 The more you have, the better it is. 513 00:28:40,853 --> 00:28:43,153 - That's true about everything though, isn't it? 514 00:28:43,155 --> 00:28:44,388 - Yeah, but for kids it's not. 515 00:28:44,390 --> 00:28:46,023 They don't know any of that. 516 00:28:46,025 --> 00:28:50,994 As a child I could have a stick and call it a sword. 517 00:28:50,996 --> 00:28:52,880 You know? 518 00:28:52,881 --> 00:28:54,765 I could have a cardboard box and it'd be my castle 519 00:28:54,767 --> 00:28:56,767 and I'd be the kind and I'd be happy. 520 00:28:57,436 --> 00:29:00,003 - So why is Christmas any different? 521 00:29:00,005 --> 00:29:01,739 - It's different because one day you realize 522 00:29:01,741 --> 00:29:03,941 that Santa Claus is actually your mom 523 00:29:03,943 --> 00:29:05,309 and what you get has nothing to do 524 00:29:05,311 --> 00:29:07,300 with how good or bad you are, 525 00:29:07,301 --> 00:29:09,290 but about how much money you had, 526 00:29:09,291 --> 00:29:11,280 and that's when all the realities of life hit me. 527 00:29:11,283 --> 00:29:12,983 - You realized this as a kid? 528 00:29:12,985 --> 00:29:19,523 - I was 10 years old and my dad had been gone for sometime 529 00:29:19,892 --> 00:29:21,792 and that particular year my mom 530 00:29:21,794 --> 00:29:25,329 got a fake plastic Christmas tree instead of the real one 531 00:29:25,331 --> 00:29:28,198 and I remember when that happened, I was so angry. 532 00:29:28,200 --> 00:29:30,868 I was so upset, I cried and I yelled at her. 533 00:29:32,104 --> 00:29:35,005 I mean, that moment ruined Christmas for me. 534 00:29:35,007 --> 00:29:36,729 - Why? 535 00:29:36,730 --> 00:29:38,452 - Because I knew we got a fake plastic Christmas tree 536 00:29:38,453 --> 00:29:40,175 because we couldn't afford the real one 537 00:29:40,179 --> 00:29:43,313 and all the illusions of Christmas came 538 00:29:44,450 --> 00:29:46,183 - I think we can all relate 539 00:29:46,184 --> 00:29:47,917 to feeling like money's a problem, 540 00:29:47,920 --> 00:29:50,821 but you look like you're doing pretty good now. 541 00:29:50,823 --> 00:29:52,823 - Don't judge a book by it's cover. 542 00:29:54,126 --> 00:29:55,259 - Let's get something to eat. 543 00:29:55,261 --> 00:29:56,393 I'm hungry. 544 00:29:56,395 --> 00:29:59,296 I wanna try New York pizza. 545 00:29:59,298 --> 00:30:01,265 - You haven't had New York pizza? 546 00:30:01,267 --> 00:30:02,299 - No. 547 00:30:02,301 --> 00:30:04,101 - Oh okay, let's go. 548 00:30:07,072 --> 00:30:07,938 Pizza? 549 00:30:07,940 --> 00:30:09,362 - [Kioni] Yes. 550 00:30:09,363 --> 00:30:10,785 - [Kabir] You have to try it. 551 00:30:10,786 --> 00:30:12,208 New York pizza is the best. 552 00:30:19,218 --> 00:30:20,951 - That was really good. 553 00:30:21,554 --> 00:30:22,886 - Told you. 554 00:30:30,029 --> 00:30:32,362 - The first Christmas movie I remember seeing 555 00:30:33,265 --> 00:30:36,099 was the "Miracle on 34th Street". 556 00:30:36,101 --> 00:30:38,368 The color version, not the black and white one. 557 00:30:38,370 --> 00:30:40,304 - I saw the black and white one. 558 00:30:40,306 --> 00:30:43,273 It's about that old man who plays Santa 559 00:30:43,275 --> 00:30:45,142 in the department store and pretends 560 00:30:45,144 --> 00:30:47,077 to be the real Santa Claus. 561 00:30:47,079 --> 00:30:49,413 Wasn't there something about a house? 562 00:30:50,516 --> 00:30:52,194 - Yeah. 563 00:30:52,195 --> 00:30:53,873 The little girl wants her dream house 564 00:30:53,874 --> 00:30:55,552 for her family to live in and by the end, 565 00:30:55,554 --> 00:30:57,855 they get it and it's a miracle. 566 00:30:57,857 --> 00:30:58,989 - Yeah. 567 00:30:58,991 --> 00:31:00,891 I sort of remember that. 568 00:31:00,893 --> 00:31:02,960 - It had a huge impact on me. 569 00:31:02,962 --> 00:31:05,229 I was orphaned really young and I-- 570 00:31:05,231 --> 00:31:07,681 - You're an orphan? 571 00:31:07,682 --> 00:31:10,132 - Yeah, my parents died when I was eight but I wasn't-- 572 00:31:10,135 --> 00:31:12,336 - I'm so sorry to hear that. 573 00:31:12,338 --> 00:31:13,854 I feel like such an asshole. 574 00:31:13,855 --> 00:31:15,371 I've been talking about being poor 575 00:31:15,374 --> 00:31:17,007 and about all my problems. 576 00:31:17,009 --> 00:31:18,653 So sorry. 577 00:31:18,654 --> 00:31:20,298 - No, don't worry about it. 578 00:31:20,299 --> 00:31:21,943 I realized long ago that my life is my journey 579 00:31:21,947 --> 00:31:24,581 and it's just as amazing and difficult as anyone else 580 00:31:24,583 --> 00:31:25,983 that's on the planet. 581 00:31:28,120 --> 00:31:29,653 - [Kabir] When did you realize that? 582 00:31:29,655 --> 00:31:31,421 - It's kind of connected to that movie. 583 00:31:31,423 --> 00:31:33,190 To all Christmas movies. 584 00:31:33,192 --> 00:31:35,158 Those movies were fantasy. 585 00:31:35,160 --> 00:31:38,495 Like the idea that you could ask for whatever you wanted 586 00:31:38,497 --> 00:31:43,400 and just get it, that's amazing, and I totally fell for it. 587 00:31:43,402 --> 00:31:45,569 I didn't really understand who Santa was 588 00:31:45,571 --> 00:31:47,905 until after my parents died, 589 00:31:47,907 --> 00:31:50,107 and so my first Christmas without them, 590 00:31:50,109 --> 00:31:53,343 my first in the orphanage, I used to write letters to Santa 591 00:31:53,345 --> 00:31:55,479 and I'd wish for a house and a family 592 00:31:55,481 --> 00:31:58,248 and I'd cry when it didn't happen. 593 00:31:58,250 --> 00:31:59,616 - How can you still like Christmas? 594 00:31:59,618 --> 00:32:01,919 I'd hate it if I were you. 595 00:32:01,921 --> 00:32:05,122 - All those hopes and wishes and unanswered letters to Santa 596 00:32:05,124 --> 00:32:07,324 revealed to me what I want in life. 597 00:32:07,326 --> 00:32:09,226 The dreams of a child are basic, 598 00:32:09,228 --> 00:32:12,462 but they're the backbone of who we are when we grow up. 599 00:32:12,464 --> 00:32:14,097 - But what if you don't get any of those things? 600 00:32:14,099 --> 00:32:16,066 - I already have those things. 601 00:32:16,068 --> 00:32:18,135 We have everything we want all our lives. 602 00:32:18,137 --> 00:32:20,938 We just have to change our perspective. 603 00:32:22,041 --> 00:32:25,609 I wanted a family growing up and I had one. 604 00:32:25,611 --> 00:32:27,344 The kids I grew up with. 605 00:32:27,346 --> 00:32:29,313 The women who raised me. 606 00:32:29,315 --> 00:32:31,715 The lady from my church who helped me get here. 607 00:32:35,154 --> 00:32:36,286 They're my family. 608 00:32:36,288 --> 00:32:40,490 And I've always had a place to live and food in my belly. 609 00:32:41,360 --> 00:32:46,096 I may not have my mom and dad anymore, but I have them. 610 00:32:46,098 --> 00:32:47,097 I'm blessed. 611 00:32:47,099 --> 00:32:50,500 - And you're willing to leave all that and come to America? 612 00:32:50,502 --> 00:32:51,852 You wouldn't want to stay back 613 00:32:51,853 --> 00:32:53,203 and help the kids in the orphanage? 614 00:32:53,205 --> 00:32:54,705 - But I will. 615 00:32:54,707 --> 00:32:57,040 Coming here and continuing my education 616 00:32:57,042 --> 00:32:59,977 is the best thing I can do to help my people. 617 00:32:59,979 --> 00:33:02,012 Once I'm done with school, I can go back 618 00:33:02,014 --> 00:33:04,281 and help other people tell their stories 619 00:33:04,283 --> 00:33:07,517 and while I'm here, I can meet people like you 620 00:33:07,519 --> 00:33:09,720 and tell them about Kenya. 621 00:33:11,690 --> 00:33:14,624 - Kioni, I must say you're a very brave girl. 622 00:33:14,626 --> 00:33:17,194 - If I was brave, I would've gone ice skating. 623 00:33:18,230 --> 00:33:20,097 - No, I said brave not crazy. 624 00:33:20,099 --> 00:33:21,131 - [Catherine] KB? 625 00:33:42,788 --> 00:33:44,521 - What time is it? 626 00:33:47,159 --> 00:33:48,692 - It's ten after eight. 627 00:33:50,562 --> 00:33:53,430 - Oh no listen... 628 00:33:53,432 --> 00:33:55,349 I'm late. 629 00:33:55,350 --> 00:33:57,267 I was supposed to be home by nine to sing with my mom. 630 00:33:57,269 --> 00:33:59,136 She's gonna be upset. 631 00:33:59,138 --> 00:34:00,304 - Nine? 632 00:34:00,305 --> 00:34:01,471 You've plenty of time. 633 00:34:01,472 --> 00:34:02,638 Just stay a couple more minutes. 634 00:34:02,641 --> 00:34:03,507 - No listen, listen. 635 00:34:03,509 --> 00:34:04,425 I can't. 636 00:34:04,426 --> 00:34:05,342 I can't miss this. 637 00:34:05,344 --> 00:34:06,343 - Well. 638 00:34:06,345 --> 00:34:10,047 At least open your gift before you go. 639 00:34:11,717 --> 00:34:12,716 Here. 640 00:34:15,054 --> 00:34:17,587 - Wow, it's beautiful. 641 00:34:18,724 --> 00:34:21,324 - That is just the wrapping, knucklehead. 642 00:34:21,326 --> 00:34:22,325 Open it. 643 00:34:30,069 --> 00:34:32,436 - I don't know why I'm feeling so nervous. 644 00:34:32,438 --> 00:34:34,137 - What are you nervous about? 645 00:34:35,607 --> 00:34:37,474 - How about I open this when you get back? 646 00:34:37,476 --> 00:34:38,341 - No. 647 00:34:38,343 --> 00:34:39,209 No, open it now. 648 00:34:39,211 --> 00:34:40,210 Come on. 649 00:34:40,212 --> 00:34:41,078 - But I feel bad. 650 00:34:41,079 --> 00:34:41,945 I didn't get you anything. 651 00:34:41,946 --> 00:34:42,812 - Well it doesn't matter. 652 00:34:42,813 --> 00:34:43,679 Open mine. 653 00:34:50,389 --> 00:34:51,666 - Catherine, listen, 654 00:34:51,667 --> 00:34:52,944 how about we both open our gifts together 655 00:34:52,945 --> 00:34:54,222 when we see each other next? 656 00:34:54,226 --> 00:34:56,226 - KB, you are killing me. 657 00:35:07,239 --> 00:35:08,172 - Listen. 658 00:35:08,173 --> 00:35:09,106 I wanna do this right. 659 00:35:09,108 --> 00:35:10,640 - Yeah? 660 00:35:10,642 --> 00:35:11,641 - Yeah. 661 00:35:13,512 --> 00:35:16,580 Look at me. 662 00:35:16,581 --> 00:35:19,649 When you're back from the holidays, let's 663 00:35:21,253 --> 00:35:22,819 - Do what for real? 664 00:35:24,656 --> 00:35:26,256 - Be together. You and me. 665 00:35:29,361 --> 00:35:31,194 - And what about your wife? 666 00:35:42,708 --> 00:35:43,707 - No wife. 667 00:35:45,277 --> 00:35:46,276 - No wife? 668 00:35:50,549 --> 00:35:53,483 - I think it's time I called it quits. 669 00:35:53,485 --> 00:35:54,784 - You mean leave her? 670 00:36:02,661 --> 00:36:05,195 - Is that okay with you? 671 00:36:05,197 --> 00:36:06,296 - Seriously? 672 00:36:08,567 --> 00:36:10,267 Are you sure you don't wanna...? 673 00:36:10,269 --> 00:36:11,301 - I want this. 674 00:36:13,205 --> 00:36:14,337 I wanna be with you. 675 00:36:16,208 --> 00:36:17,207 Okay? 676 00:36:17,943 --> 00:36:18,942 - Yeah. 677 00:36:26,585 --> 00:36:27,584 Okay. 678 00:36:30,622 --> 00:36:32,322 - Hi. 679 00:36:32,324 --> 00:36:33,323 - Hi. 680 00:36:34,960 --> 00:36:36,326 Hi, I'm Catherine. 681 00:36:36,328 --> 00:36:37,594 - Hello, I'm Kioni. 682 00:36:41,900 --> 00:36:43,333 - So how have you been? 683 00:36:44,603 --> 00:36:46,269 I haven't seen you since-- 684 00:36:46,271 --> 00:36:48,271 - Yeah, I've been all right. 685 00:36:48,273 --> 00:36:49,506 - Did you leave school? 686 00:36:51,410 --> 00:36:54,344 - No, I've been on leave. 687 00:36:54,346 --> 00:36:55,879 You know the bereavement. 688 00:36:56,782 --> 00:36:57,747 My mother. 689 00:36:57,749 --> 00:36:58,882 - Your mother, yeah. 690 00:37:01,887 --> 00:37:02,953 - How've you been? 691 00:37:03,956 --> 00:37:05,488 - Good. 692 00:37:05,490 --> 00:37:07,390 I graduate next semester. 693 00:37:08,427 --> 00:37:10,894 We've all been going crazy trying to get placed. 694 00:37:11,697 --> 00:37:13,463 Are you a med student? 695 00:37:13,465 --> 00:37:15,665 - No, I've applied to film school. 696 00:37:15,667 --> 00:37:16,766 - Oh, that's great. 697 00:37:22,808 --> 00:37:25,242 I tried to call you like a million times. 698 00:37:26,411 --> 00:37:27,811 I was just wondering. 699 00:37:29,615 --> 00:37:33,416 I mean, I just was hoping that you were okay. 700 00:37:35,754 --> 00:37:38,388 - Yeah, I've been okay. 701 00:37:38,390 --> 00:37:39,389 - That's good. 702 00:37:39,992 --> 00:37:40,857 That's great. 703 00:37:40,859 --> 00:37:41,858 That's great. 704 00:37:43,795 --> 00:37:45,929 And Shivaani, she's okay? 705 00:37:48,400 --> 00:37:49,666 - Shivaani's great. 706 00:37:49,668 --> 00:37:51,268 Shivaani's been good, yeah. 707 00:37:53,972 --> 00:37:57,407 - Well, it was so good to see you. 708 00:37:58,410 --> 00:37:59,809 - It was good to see you, too. 709 00:38:08,620 --> 00:38:09,569 - I'm getting married. 710 00:38:09,570 --> 00:38:10,519 I don't know why I just said that. 711 00:38:11,790 --> 00:38:13,690 I guess I just wanted you to know. 712 00:38:17,929 --> 00:38:19,696 - I'm happy for you, Catherine. 713 00:38:20,565 --> 00:38:21,698 Congratulations. 714 00:38:23,068 --> 00:38:24,067 - Thanks. 715 00:38:27,739 --> 00:38:28,738 Okay. 716 00:38:29,875 --> 00:38:32,309 So, Merry Christmas. 717 00:38:32,911 --> 00:38:33,910 - To you, too. 718 00:38:37,082 --> 00:38:38,815 - Merry Christmas. 719 00:38:40,686 --> 00:38:43,486 (gentle music) 720 00:39:20,459 --> 00:39:23,360 You've been pretty quiet since we ran into Catherine. 721 00:39:23,362 --> 00:39:24,494 Everything okay? 722 00:39:28,567 --> 00:39:29,999 - No, it's just this night. 723 00:39:30,836 --> 00:39:33,403 I mean, not this night, but this night last year 724 00:39:33,405 --> 00:39:34,904 when my mother died. 725 00:39:34,906 --> 00:39:35,905 - Yeah? 726 00:39:37,075 --> 00:39:38,842 - I was going to leave my wife. 727 00:39:40,712 --> 00:39:42,946 - To be with that woman? Catherine? 728 00:39:43,782 --> 00:39:44,781 - Yeah. 729 00:39:50,689 --> 00:39:52,021 - But then your mom died. 730 00:39:57,062 --> 00:39:58,061 - Yeah. 731 00:40:01,566 --> 00:40:02,966 - What happened? 732 00:40:08,106 --> 00:40:10,774 (soft music) 733 00:40:16,548 --> 00:40:17,814 - Kabir, where you been? 734 00:40:18,750 --> 00:40:19,983 - What are you talking about? 735 00:40:19,985 --> 00:40:20,984 It's only nine. 736 00:40:22,053 --> 00:40:23,052 - Your mother. 737 00:40:24,756 --> 00:40:25,855 - What about her? 738 00:40:25,857 --> 00:40:27,424 - [Man] She collapsed. 739 00:40:27,426 --> 00:40:29,092 They think it was a heart attack. 740 00:40:35,634 --> 00:40:37,667 - She had a heart attack. 741 00:40:37,669 --> 00:40:38,868 - [Kioni] I'm so sorry. 742 00:40:41,206 --> 00:40:44,841 - My wife's family has this annual Christmas party 743 00:40:45,577 --> 00:40:47,577 and my mother and I were supposed to sing. 744 00:40:47,579 --> 00:40:48,912 - Sing? 745 00:40:48,914 --> 00:40:49,946 Like karaoke? 746 00:40:51,583 --> 00:40:53,583 - No, this song. 747 00:40:57,689 --> 00:41:02,158 But I was with Catherine at her house while my mother... 748 00:41:12,938 --> 00:41:16,873 You know, I think I killed her. 749 00:41:19,110 --> 00:41:20,743 I think that killed her, you know. 750 00:41:20,745 --> 00:41:22,779 Sounds ridiculous, right? 751 00:41:23,515 --> 00:41:25,849 - No, it doesn't. 752 00:41:27,185 --> 00:41:30,019 (gentle music) 753 00:41:35,727 --> 00:41:38,628 [Kioni] For a long time I thought I'd killed my parents. 754 00:41:38,630 --> 00:41:39,429 - Why? 755 00:41:39,430 --> 00:41:40,229 What happened to them? 756 00:41:40,232 --> 00:41:41,598 - Car accident. 757 00:41:43,502 --> 00:41:46,803 (gentle music) 758 00:41:46,805 --> 00:41:48,238 - [Kabir] How could you think that was your fault? 759 00:41:48,240 --> 00:41:50,073 - I don't know. 760 00:41:50,074 --> 00:41:51,907 It's what people think. 761 00:41:51,908 --> 00:41:53,741 Maybe if I'd done this or done that, they'd still be alive. 762 00:41:53,745 --> 00:41:54,878 That's not true. 763 00:41:54,879 --> 00:41:56,012 It's beyond our control. 764 00:41:56,014 --> 00:41:59,716 The question you've got to answer is what's next? 765 00:41:59,718 --> 00:42:02,285 How do I go on without this person? 766 00:42:02,287 --> 00:42:04,521 - Easier said than done. 767 00:42:08,894 --> 00:42:10,544 - Why were you with Catherine 768 00:42:10,545 --> 00:42:12,195 that night instead of your family? 769 00:42:12,197 --> 00:42:13,196 - I don't know. 770 00:42:15,033 --> 00:42:16,032 - Yes, you do. 771 00:42:17,168 --> 00:42:18,635 (gentle music) 772 00:42:23,775 --> 00:42:25,808 - [Kabir] Making me follow traditions from India 773 00:42:25,810 --> 00:42:27,377 when I was raised in America 774 00:42:27,378 --> 00:42:28,945 is like having a split personality. 775 00:42:29,714 --> 00:42:31,748 It drove me crazy until I finally said enough is enough. 776 00:42:31,750 --> 00:42:33,917 - [Kioni] You mean by being with Catherine? 777 00:42:33,919 --> 00:42:35,302 - [Kabir] Yeah. 778 00:42:35,303 --> 00:42:36,686 - [Kioni] But when I kissed your cheek, 779 00:42:36,688 --> 00:42:38,321 you told me you're married. 780 00:42:38,323 --> 00:42:40,273 - [Kabir] I don't know why I said that. 781 00:42:40,274 --> 00:42:42,224 - [Kioni] Because in your heart, you're married. 782 00:42:43,762 --> 00:42:45,695 - [Kabir] Yeah, maybe. 783 00:42:46,298 --> 00:42:49,098 (gentle music) 784 00:43:26,805 --> 00:43:27,904 - [Kioni] What was the song? 785 00:43:27,906 --> 00:43:29,126 - [Kabir] The song? 786 00:43:29,127 --> 00:43:30,347 - [Kioni] The song that you were gonna sing with your mom? 787 00:43:30,348 --> 00:43:31,568 - [Kabir] You wouldn't know it. 788 00:43:31,569 --> 00:43:32,789 My mom picked it. 789 00:43:32,790 --> 00:43:34,010 - [Kioni] Oh, let's go there. 790 00:43:34,012 --> 00:43:35,378 Can you sing it? 791 00:43:35,380 --> 00:43:36,513 - [Kabir] Now? 792 00:43:36,514 --> 00:43:37,647 - [Kioni] Yeah, come on. 793 00:43:37,649 --> 00:43:39,115 - [Kabir] No, it's too cold. 794 00:43:41,019 --> 00:43:43,252 - Don't be a dork. 795 00:43:43,254 --> 00:43:44,287 - [Kabir] I can really sing. 796 00:43:44,289 --> 00:43:45,305 - [Kioni] Hold on. 797 00:43:45,306 --> 00:43:46,322 Let me take a picture. 798 00:43:46,324 --> 00:43:47,624 Sure you can. 799 00:43:47,626 --> 00:43:48,734 - [Kabir] I can. 800 00:43:48,735 --> 00:43:49,843 - [Kioni] Then let's hear it. 801 00:43:49,844 --> 00:43:50,952 - [Kabir] No, I've got a better idea. 802 00:43:50,953 --> 00:43:52,061 - [Kioni] What's that? 803 00:43:52,063 --> 00:43:53,029 - [Kabir] Dyker Heights. 804 00:43:53,031 --> 00:43:54,347 - [Kioni] What? 805 00:43:54,348 --> 00:43:55,664 - [Kabir] Oh you're going to love this place. 806 00:43:56,701 --> 00:43:59,302 (gentle music) 807 00:44:30,902 --> 00:44:33,770 - [Kioni] This place is amazing. 808 00:44:34,673 --> 00:44:37,373 - Yup, it's American Christmas on steroids. 809 00:44:37,375 --> 00:44:41,344 - I knew people put up decorations, but this is unreal. 810 00:44:42,981 --> 00:44:44,080 - Like a fairytale? 811 00:44:46,051 --> 00:44:47,817 My mother used to love this place. 812 00:44:47,819 --> 00:44:49,318 She'd come every year. 813 00:44:49,320 --> 00:44:50,687 - You don't like it? 814 00:44:50,689 --> 00:44:52,322 - I don't know. 815 00:44:52,323 --> 00:44:53,956 It's just another way for some rich people 816 00:44:53,958 --> 00:44:56,109 to show how rich they are. 817 00:44:56,110 --> 00:44:58,261 - But you could also say it's pretty magical, right? 818 00:45:03,334 --> 00:45:05,301 - That's what my mother used to say. 819 00:45:06,137 --> 00:45:07,937 "It's so magical." 820 00:45:12,343 --> 00:45:13,309 Anyways. 821 00:45:20,385 --> 00:45:23,186 (gentle music) 822 00:45:59,057 --> 00:46:03,059 How did the people of Kenya react to 9/11? 823 00:46:03,061 --> 00:46:06,763 I heard the response around the world was very... mixed. 824 00:46:07,999 --> 00:46:09,966 - I think most people mourned. 825 00:46:10,835 --> 00:46:14,036 I was pretty young but I remember seeing the images 826 00:46:14,038 --> 00:46:15,805 and they stayed with me. 827 00:46:16,808 --> 00:46:18,842 It was the first time I'd ever 828 00:46:18,843 --> 00:46:20,877 really thought about the United States 829 00:46:20,878 --> 00:46:22,912 and the first time I ever saw New York. 830 00:46:22,914 --> 00:46:25,815 All those tall buildings and I remember thinking, 831 00:46:25,817 --> 00:46:28,151 who would wanna destroy something like that? 832 00:46:28,153 --> 00:46:30,052 It was very confusing for me. 833 00:46:37,061 --> 00:46:40,129 (camera beeping) 834 00:46:40,131 --> 00:46:41,714 - [Kabir] What's the matter? 835 00:46:41,715 --> 00:46:43,298 - My memory card is full. 836 00:46:43,301 --> 00:46:44,400 - Did you take that many pictures? 837 00:46:44,402 --> 00:46:46,469 - [Kioni] I guess so. 838 00:46:46,471 --> 00:46:48,070 - [Kabir] What is that like a thousand? 839 00:46:48,072 --> 00:46:49,405 - I don't know. 840 00:46:51,376 --> 00:46:52,842 I'll have to buy another one. 841 00:46:52,844 --> 00:46:54,510 - All right, I'll give you one. 842 00:46:54,512 --> 00:46:56,179 I have some at home. 843 00:46:56,181 --> 00:46:57,947 - You're a photographer? 844 00:46:57,949 --> 00:46:59,816 - My mom was fond of photography. 845 00:47:09,194 --> 00:47:11,227 Are people racist in Kenya? 846 00:47:11,229 --> 00:47:13,930 - People are racist everywhere, I think. 847 00:47:13,932 --> 00:47:17,066 - I know but after 9/11, it got worse. 848 00:47:17,068 --> 00:47:18,067 - Worse? 849 00:47:18,069 --> 00:47:20,536 - Yeah, I mean you know when I was growing up, 850 00:47:20,537 --> 00:47:23,004 there were always these jerks who were making fun of me 851 00:47:23,007 --> 00:47:24,307 because of my skin color. 852 00:47:24,309 --> 00:47:25,508 You know, brown. 853 00:47:25,510 --> 00:47:28,011 Whatever. 854 00:47:28,012 --> 00:47:30,513 But after 9/11, it seemed like I was the terrorist 855 00:47:31,416 --> 00:47:32,832 and that was really confusing to me 856 00:47:32,833 --> 00:47:34,249 because I had no idea why they were saying 857 00:47:34,252 --> 00:47:35,518 such mean things to me. 858 00:47:36,421 --> 00:47:38,955 - Do you resent white people? 859 00:47:38,957 --> 00:47:40,256 - Do I resent white people? 860 00:47:40,258 --> 00:47:41,902 - Yeah. 861 00:47:41,903 --> 00:47:43,547 I can see how some people, 862 00:47:43,548 --> 00:47:45,192 especially in this country, could resent them. 863 00:47:45,196 --> 00:47:49,165 - No, I mean, I get what you're saying, but... 864 00:47:49,167 --> 00:47:51,400 If my friend Paddy doesn't resent white people, 865 00:47:51,402 --> 00:47:53,169 then I see no reason why I can. 866 00:47:54,172 --> 00:47:55,171 - Who's Paddy? 867 00:47:56,307 --> 00:47:58,207 - Paddy's like an uncle to me. 868 00:47:58,209 --> 00:48:00,543 He gave my mother a job as a bookkeeper 869 00:48:00,545 --> 00:48:01,911 after my father died. 870 00:48:01,913 --> 00:48:05,514 So he's pretty much had a hand in supporting us 871 00:48:05,516 --> 00:48:07,016 and taking care of us. 872 00:48:07,018 --> 00:48:08,184 - Is he Indian? 873 00:48:08,186 --> 00:48:10,219 - No, Paddy's African American. 874 00:48:11,155 --> 00:48:13,422 He was born during the Civil Rights movement, too. 875 00:48:15,894 --> 00:48:17,243 He's much older than me. 876 00:48:17,244 --> 00:48:18,593 But he's seen a lot of crazy stuff. 877 00:48:18,596 --> 00:48:20,552 - Racist stuff? 878 00:48:20,553 --> 00:48:22,509 - Yeah but you know even with all of that, 879 00:48:22,510 --> 00:48:24,466 he's remained such a positive person his whole life. 880 00:48:24,469 --> 00:48:26,252 If I had to pick, I'd say 881 00:48:26,253 --> 00:48:28,036 Paddy's the kindest person that I know. 882 00:48:34,379 --> 00:48:35,378 - What? 883 00:48:37,548 --> 00:48:38,798 - I don't know. 884 00:48:38,799 --> 00:48:40,049 I was a real asshole to him today. 885 00:48:40,051 --> 00:48:41,050 - To Paddy? 886 00:48:41,052 --> 00:48:42,251 What happened? 887 00:48:42,253 --> 00:48:44,437 - I actually don't know what happened. 888 00:48:44,438 --> 00:48:46,622 I just bit his head off for no reason. 889 00:48:46,624 --> 00:48:48,291 - But if he's kind as you say, 890 00:48:48,293 --> 00:48:50,192 he's probably already forgiven you. 891 00:48:51,129 --> 00:48:52,128 - Yeah, maybe. 892 00:48:52,130 --> 00:48:55,131 - But you should tell him though. 893 00:48:55,133 --> 00:48:56,065 - That I'm sorry? 894 00:48:56,066 --> 00:48:56,998 - That you're a jerk. 895 00:49:02,340 --> 00:49:03,439 Click. 896 00:49:07,312 --> 00:49:11,213 You have some nice Christmas decorations. 897 00:49:11,215 --> 00:49:12,949 - They're my mom's. 898 00:49:12,951 --> 00:49:14,250 - So they've been out for...? 899 00:49:14,252 --> 00:49:15,618 - Since she passed, yeah. 900 00:49:18,022 --> 00:49:20,056 - Can we turn them on? 901 00:49:20,058 --> 00:49:21,624 - The lights on the tree? 902 00:49:21,626 --> 00:49:23,726 - Yeah, come on. 903 00:49:23,728 --> 00:49:24,727 Come on. 904 00:49:26,597 --> 00:49:29,398 (gentle music) 905 00:49:38,209 --> 00:49:40,343 How do we turn them on? 906 00:49:53,391 --> 00:49:56,225 These are really nice decorations. 907 00:49:57,562 --> 00:50:00,296 - Yeah, my mom used to make ornaments. 908 00:50:02,200 --> 00:50:03,199 Like this one. 909 00:50:07,171 --> 00:50:08,337 - That's really nice. 910 00:50:08,339 --> 00:50:11,774 - People used to gift her ornaments all the time 911 00:50:11,776 --> 00:50:14,510 because they knew how much she loved Christmas. 912 00:50:15,747 --> 00:50:16,763 Like this one. 913 00:50:16,764 --> 00:50:17,780 This one's from Paddy. 914 00:50:21,719 --> 00:50:23,552 It's been a wonderful day today. 915 00:50:25,556 --> 00:50:27,690 - It has been really nice. 916 00:50:28,426 --> 00:50:31,260 (gentle music) 917 00:50:41,172 --> 00:50:42,238 [Kioni] What was her name? 918 00:50:43,441 --> 00:50:44,306 - My mom's? 919 00:50:44,308 --> 00:50:45,307 - Yeah. 920 00:50:46,411 --> 00:50:47,410 - Aasha. 921 00:50:47,412 --> 00:50:50,046 Aasha means "hope" in Hindi. 922 00:50:52,183 --> 00:50:53,416 - Aasha. 923 00:50:53,418 --> 00:50:54,583 That's a pretty name. 924 00:51:00,224 --> 00:51:01,724 Merry Christmas, Aasha. 925 00:51:05,596 --> 00:51:07,063 - Merry Christmas, mom. 926 00:51:20,411 --> 00:51:21,410 - Kabir? 927 00:51:35,626 --> 00:51:37,393 (Door slams) 928 00:51:42,800 --> 00:51:44,233 - Shivaani. 929 00:51:44,235 --> 00:51:45,734 Shivaani, wait. 930 00:51:45,736 --> 00:51:47,303 - You disgust me. 931 00:51:47,305 --> 00:51:48,518 - Shivaani, it's not what you think. 932 00:51:48,519 --> 00:51:49,732 - No, then what is it? 933 00:51:49,733 --> 00:51:50,946 - She's just a friend. 934 00:51:50,947 --> 00:51:52,160 She's from Kenya. 935 00:51:52,161 --> 00:51:53,374 - I don't care where she's from, Kabir. 936 00:51:53,377 --> 00:51:54,543 - [Kabir] Just come inside, Shivaani. 937 00:51:54,545 --> 00:51:56,395 It's not what you think. 938 00:51:56,396 --> 00:51:58,246 - You know, when you dishonor me, you dishonor yourself. 939 00:51:58,249 --> 00:51:59,515 You dishonor your mother. 940 00:51:59,517 --> 00:52:01,450 - No, you're misunderstanding. 941 00:52:01,451 --> 00:52:03,384 - I spend a year being patient with you. 942 00:52:03,387 --> 00:52:05,488 To give you space to go through all your stuff, 943 00:52:05,490 --> 00:52:07,590 but the truth is that you were just like this 944 00:52:07,592 --> 00:52:09,592 even before your mother passed away. 945 00:52:09,594 --> 00:52:10,659 You don't see me. 946 00:52:10,661 --> 00:52:12,261 You only see yourself. 947 00:52:15,166 --> 00:52:16,265 I'm done, Kabir. 948 00:52:17,135 --> 00:52:17,800 - Done? 949 00:52:17,802 --> 00:52:18,734 Done with what? 950 00:52:18,735 --> 00:52:19,667 Shivaani, where you going? 951 00:52:21,205 --> 00:52:22,738 Shivaani, listen to me please. 952 00:52:29,680 --> 00:52:31,580 - You know I didn't want to marry you? 953 00:52:32,416 --> 00:52:34,350 - You didn't? 954 00:52:34,351 --> 00:52:36,285 - Well, I thought it worked for our parents, 955 00:52:36,287 --> 00:52:38,454 so why wouldn't it work for us? 956 00:52:38,456 --> 00:52:40,156 I mean it sounded better than all the dating apps 957 00:52:40,158 --> 00:52:41,557 and all the other nonsense. 958 00:52:44,495 --> 00:52:46,428 It was such a mistake. 959 00:52:46,430 --> 00:52:47,963 - No. 960 00:52:47,964 --> 00:52:49,497 No, Shivaani, it wasn't a mistake. 961 00:52:49,498 --> 00:52:51,031 - I'm not finished. 962 00:52:51,032 --> 00:52:52,565 Maybe I'm not a trophy but I'm not a mat 963 00:52:52,570 --> 00:52:54,503 that you can just walk all over me. 964 00:52:58,409 --> 00:53:01,177 I'm a strong and capable woman, Kabir, 965 00:53:01,179 --> 00:53:03,712 and I won't be disrespected like this. 966 00:53:04,815 --> 00:53:06,782 I'm done trying to make you happy. 967 00:53:08,486 --> 00:53:10,686 I'm done trying to make you notice me. 968 00:53:10,688 --> 00:53:13,355 Or to make you feel loved and cared for. 969 00:53:13,958 --> 00:53:15,724 I need those things for myself. 970 00:53:16,460 --> 00:53:17,426 - I understand that. 971 00:53:17,428 --> 00:53:18,450 That's what I'm saying. 972 00:53:18,451 --> 00:53:19,473 This is a good start. 973 00:53:19,474 --> 00:53:20,496 - I'm really done, Kabir. 974 00:53:22,200 --> 00:53:23,383 - [Kabir] Shivaani, I think we need 975 00:53:23,384 --> 00:53:24,567 to talk about this please. 976 00:53:28,406 --> 00:53:29,161 - Please. 977 00:53:29,162 --> 00:53:29,917 Let's just go through the holidays 978 00:53:29,918 --> 00:53:30,673 and then we'll get a divorce and you can go back 979 00:53:30,675 --> 00:53:33,275 to whatever... life you want. 980 00:53:33,277 --> 00:53:34,743 - No, no, no, going back okay. 981 00:53:34,745 --> 00:53:35,611 I've had a bad year. 982 00:53:35,613 --> 00:53:36,979 That's it. 983 00:53:36,980 --> 00:53:38,346 Just come inside. 984 00:53:38,347 --> 00:53:39,713 - It's too late, Kabir. 985 00:53:39,717 --> 00:53:42,351 - Shivaani, I realize I have wronged you okay. 986 00:53:42,353 --> 00:53:44,286 I know that but please understand. 987 00:53:44,288 --> 00:53:45,621 You have to know that I-- 988 00:53:45,623 --> 00:53:47,856 - You think I don't know? 989 00:53:50,494 --> 00:53:52,228 I don't need your confession. 990 00:53:58,769 --> 00:54:00,502 - Then I don't know what else to say. 991 00:54:00,504 --> 00:54:01,971 - That's it then I guess. 992 00:54:06,377 --> 00:54:07,776 - No, Shivaani. 993 00:54:07,778 --> 00:54:08,644 Don't go like this. 994 00:54:08,646 --> 00:54:09,779 Come inside. 995 00:54:09,780 --> 00:54:10,913 We can talk. - Goodbye, Kabir. 996 00:54:12,516 --> 00:54:15,317 (gentle music) 997 00:55:00,865 --> 00:55:01,930 - Everything okay? 998 00:55:05,536 --> 00:55:06,902 - Not really. 999 00:55:06,904 --> 00:55:08,837 - I feel like I should go. 1000 00:55:08,839 --> 00:55:09,972 - No, no you stay. 1001 00:55:09,974 --> 00:55:11,757 It's okay. 1002 00:55:11,758 --> 00:55:13,541 - I don't wanna cause any trouble. 1003 00:55:13,544 --> 00:55:16,679 - Any trouble that I'm in is my fault. 1004 00:55:16,681 --> 00:55:18,380 - Still I should get home. 1005 00:55:20,451 --> 00:55:22,785 Can I still get the memory card please? 1006 00:55:22,787 --> 00:55:23,619 - Oh yes. 1007 00:55:23,621 --> 00:55:24,486 Sorry. 1008 00:55:24,488 --> 00:55:25,788 One second. 1009 00:55:25,790 --> 00:55:26,955 I think it's... 1010 00:55:37,001 --> 00:55:38,567 Here. 1011 00:55:38,569 --> 00:55:40,035 - Thanks. 1012 00:55:40,037 --> 00:55:42,638 Is there anything on it? 1013 00:55:42,640 --> 00:55:44,640 - No, I don't think so. 1014 00:55:44,642 --> 00:55:46,975 - If there is, I'll send it to you okay. 1015 00:55:46,977 --> 00:55:48,544 - Okay. 1016 00:55:48,546 --> 00:55:49,545 Yeah. 1017 00:55:54,885 --> 00:55:57,519 Kioni, did you wanna grab some breakfast? 1018 00:56:03,961 --> 00:56:05,394 - Silly man. 1019 00:56:05,996 --> 00:56:08,797 (gentle music) 1020 00:56:11,702 --> 00:56:14,503 - Hey everybody, Mister bah hum bug is here. 1021 00:56:14,505 --> 00:56:15,604 - Hey Paddy. 1022 00:56:15,606 --> 00:56:16,939 Meet my friend Kioni. 1023 00:56:16,941 --> 00:56:18,374 (camera shutter clicking) 1024 00:56:18,376 --> 00:56:19,709 - Oh Jesus, man. 1025 00:56:19,710 --> 00:56:21,043 What'd you bring the paparazzi up in here for? 1026 00:56:21,045 --> 00:56:22,578 - I'm an anthropologist studying 1027 00:56:22,580 --> 00:56:24,546 the primitive habits of New Yorkers. 1028 00:56:24,548 --> 00:56:25,881 - I'll take it as a compliment. 1029 00:56:25,883 --> 00:56:26,849 Where you from? 1030 00:56:26,851 --> 00:56:27,716 - Kenya. 1031 00:56:27,718 --> 00:56:30,386 - Kenya? 1032 00:56:30,387 --> 00:56:33,055 Oh, we have a Christmas special for folk from Kenya today. 1033 00:56:33,057 --> 00:56:34,656 Food and drinks on the house. 1034 00:56:34,658 --> 00:56:35,791 - On the house? 1035 00:56:35,793 --> 00:56:36,725 - [Paddy] Yeah. 1036 00:56:36,726 --> 00:56:37,658 - He means for free. 1037 00:56:38,662 --> 00:56:39,887 - You hungry? 1038 00:56:39,888 --> 00:56:41,113 - [Kioni] Starved. 1039 00:56:41,114 --> 00:56:42,339 - I'm going get you a Paddy special. 1040 00:56:42,340 --> 00:56:43,565 - Oh no, you don't want that. 1041 00:56:43,567 --> 00:56:45,534 - KB, you love the Paddy special, man. 1042 00:56:45,536 --> 00:56:47,169 Come on. 1043 00:56:47,170 --> 00:56:48,803 - Paddy, it's not even special. 1044 00:56:48,804 --> 00:56:50,437 It's french fries, eggs, salsa, gravy, 1045 00:56:50,441 --> 00:56:52,119 and God knows what else. 1046 00:56:52,120 --> 00:56:53,798 - [Paddy] It's delicious. 1047 00:56:53,799 --> 00:56:55,477 - I'll try it and an Irish coffee. 1048 00:56:55,479 --> 00:56:56,745 - Irish coffee? 1049 00:56:56,746 --> 00:56:58,012 - [Kioni] Yes please. 1050 00:56:58,013 --> 00:56:59,279 - You know that's got whiskey in it? 1051 00:56:59,280 --> 00:57:00,546 - That's the Irish part right? 1052 00:57:00,551 --> 00:57:01,950 - Okay, okay, okay. 1053 00:57:01,952 --> 00:57:03,485 She's dangerous. 1054 00:57:03,487 --> 00:57:04,320 Okay. 1055 00:57:04,321 --> 00:57:05,154 - Yeah, I'll have the same. 1056 00:57:06,090 --> 00:57:07,689 - Two Paddy specials. 1057 00:57:08,993 --> 00:57:09,992 - Thank you. 1058 00:57:11,095 --> 00:57:12,478 What? 1059 00:57:12,479 --> 00:57:13,862 - Food ain't gonna make itself, man. 1060 00:57:14,832 --> 00:57:15,697 - Oh come on, Paddy. 1061 00:57:15,699 --> 00:57:16,648 Not right-- 1062 00:57:16,649 --> 00:57:17,598 - But you know where the kitchen is. 1063 00:57:17,599 --> 00:57:18,548 Get cooking. 1064 00:57:18,549 --> 00:57:19,498 Come on. 1065 00:57:19,503 --> 00:57:21,103 - All right sir. 1066 00:57:21,104 --> 00:57:22,704 - And make it three Paddy specials 1067 00:57:22,706 --> 00:57:24,606 if you want one for yourself. 1068 00:57:24,608 --> 00:57:26,074 - [Kabir] All right captain. 1069 00:57:34,218 --> 00:57:37,119 - So when did you meet Mister Charming? 1070 00:57:37,121 --> 00:57:38,554 - Yesterday in the city. 1071 00:57:38,556 --> 00:57:39,855 He showed me around. 1072 00:57:40,658 --> 00:57:42,380 - What did he show you? 1073 00:57:42,381 --> 00:57:44,103 - I'm kind of obsessed with Christmas, 1074 00:57:44,104 --> 00:57:45,826 so I made him show me all the Christmas stuff. 1075 00:57:45,830 --> 00:57:47,463 - He showed you Christmas stuff? 1076 00:57:47,465 --> 00:57:48,497 - Yeah. 1077 00:57:48,499 --> 00:57:50,115 We've been all over. 1078 00:57:50,116 --> 00:57:51,732 We even went to Brooklyn. 1079 00:57:51,735 --> 00:57:53,318 - Dyker Heights? 1080 00:57:53,319 --> 00:57:54,902 - Yeah, it was amazing. 1081 00:57:54,905 --> 00:57:57,039 - Yeah, sound like the place. 1082 00:57:57,041 --> 00:57:58,858 You take any pictures there? 1083 00:57:58,859 --> 00:58:00,676 - Sure, but they're on my other memory card. 1084 00:58:00,678 --> 00:58:02,845 I can show you the picture I took of you now. 1085 00:58:02,847 --> 00:58:03,712 - Even better. 1086 00:58:03,714 --> 00:58:04,713 - Okay. 1087 00:58:06,550 --> 00:58:09,017 (soft music) 1088 00:58:12,089 --> 00:58:12,955 - Yeah. 1089 00:58:12,957 --> 00:58:13,956 - What's this? 1090 00:58:14,758 --> 00:58:16,124 - What is that? 1091 00:58:17,127 --> 00:58:18,694 Where'd you take this picture? 1092 00:58:23,834 --> 00:58:25,601 Hey, what's taking so long, man? 1093 00:58:25,603 --> 00:58:26,268 - It's coming. 1094 00:58:26,270 --> 00:58:27,135 It's coming. 1095 00:58:27,137 --> 00:58:28,320 Paddy, listen, 1096 00:58:28,321 --> 00:58:29,504 I wanna talk to you about yesterday. 1097 00:58:30,040 --> 00:58:31,039 - About what? 1098 00:58:32,510 --> 00:58:34,527 - I wanna apologize, okay? 1099 00:58:34,528 --> 00:58:36,545 I didn't really mean to say all those things. 1100 00:58:36,547 --> 00:58:37,779 - You wash your hands? 1101 00:58:38,582 --> 00:58:39,248 - Yeah, of course. 1102 00:58:39,250 --> 00:58:40,249 - Liar. 1103 00:58:42,520 --> 00:58:44,152 Aww, man that's disgusting. 1104 00:58:44,154 --> 00:58:45,787 - [Kabir] It smells like fresh roses okay. 1105 00:58:45,789 --> 00:58:47,723 - You're gonna burn the food. 1106 00:58:50,027 --> 00:58:51,207 - I got it. 1107 00:58:51,208 --> 00:58:52,388 Listen, I'm just saying that I'm sorry. 1108 00:58:52,389 --> 00:58:53,569 I didn't mean to say all those things. 1109 00:58:53,570 --> 00:58:54,750 I was just in a very bad mood. 1110 00:58:54,751 --> 00:58:55,931 - [Paddy] Really? 1111 00:58:55,933 --> 00:58:57,199 - Yeah. 1112 00:58:57,201 --> 00:58:58,934 - You wanna make it up to me? 1113 00:58:58,936 --> 00:59:00,569 - [Kabir] Sure. 1114 00:59:00,571 --> 00:59:02,070 - Come to the party tonight. 1115 00:59:02,072 --> 00:59:03,071 - Party? 1116 00:59:04,642 --> 00:59:05,607 Shivaani's parents? 1117 00:59:05,609 --> 00:59:06,608 - [Paddy] Yup. 1118 00:59:08,245 --> 00:59:10,178 - No Paddy, I don't know about that. 1119 00:59:10,180 --> 00:59:11,813 Listen, I had a fight with Shivaani this morning. 1120 00:59:11,815 --> 00:59:14,233 It was just a mess. 1121 00:59:14,234 --> 00:59:16,652 - You just apologize because you're gonna come to the party. 1122 00:59:19,323 --> 00:59:20,889 - Come on, don't do this to me. 1123 00:59:20,891 --> 00:59:22,958 - Man, but you disrespected me. 1124 00:59:22,960 --> 00:59:25,093 You disrespected Christmas which is the same thing 1125 00:59:25,095 --> 00:59:27,162 as disrespecting your mom. 1126 00:59:27,965 --> 00:59:29,598 - Okay now that's a stretch. 1127 00:59:29,600 --> 00:59:31,166 - You missed the party last year. 1128 00:59:31,168 --> 00:59:32,668 Don't miss it this year. 1129 00:59:33,671 --> 00:59:34,836 - That's just not fair. 1130 00:59:34,838 --> 00:59:35,871 - It's not about what's fair. 1131 00:59:35,873 --> 00:59:37,205 It's about what's right. 1132 00:59:41,211 --> 00:59:42,711 Good? 1133 00:59:42,713 --> 00:59:44,947 Hey, don't burn my food. 1134 00:59:44,949 --> 00:59:46,915 And don't spit in it either. 1135 00:59:46,917 --> 00:59:48,850 All right, I know you. 1136 00:59:52,990 --> 00:59:55,791 (gentle music) 1137 01:00:11,642 --> 01:00:14,176 - You wanna grab breakfast tomorrow morning? 1138 01:00:14,178 --> 01:00:18,146 - I'd like that but let's not have the Paddy special okay. 1139 01:00:19,383 --> 01:00:20,666 - You don't like that? 1140 01:00:20,667 --> 01:00:21,950 - No, not really. 1141 01:00:22,953 --> 01:00:24,152 - It wasn't good. 1142 01:00:24,154 --> 01:00:25,721 - It was horrible. 1143 01:00:25,723 --> 01:00:27,356 Gravy and salsa? 1144 01:00:27,358 --> 01:00:29,124 - I warned you. 1145 01:00:29,125 --> 01:00:30,891 - You should've tried harder. 1146 01:00:32,262 --> 01:00:35,197 - Listen I hope this isn't a goodbye. 1147 01:00:36,166 --> 01:00:37,833 - No, of course not. 1148 01:00:45,643 --> 01:00:48,243 (gentle music) 1149 01:01:18,342 --> 01:01:20,142 - What do you think about this tree? 1150 01:01:20,143 --> 01:01:21,943 This tree's about nine, 10 feet. 1151 01:01:21,945 --> 01:01:22,778 What do you think? 1152 01:01:22,780 --> 01:01:24,263 Yeah? 1153 01:01:24,264 --> 01:01:25,747 - You know, it's a little too big. 1154 01:01:25,749 --> 01:01:27,349 - All right, well I got more trees out here. 1155 01:01:27,351 --> 01:01:28,950 Come on. 1156 01:01:28,952 --> 01:01:29,985 Have you been here before? 1157 01:01:29,987 --> 01:01:31,019 - [Kabir] No. 1158 01:01:31,021 --> 01:01:32,214 - No? 1159 01:01:32,215 --> 01:01:33,408 Watch your step over here. 1160 01:01:33,409 --> 01:01:34,602 I know it's a little bit muddy. 1161 01:01:34,603 --> 01:01:35,796 Sorry about that. 1162 01:01:35,797 --> 01:01:36,990 So what size tree you looking for? 1163 01:01:36,994 --> 01:01:37,859 - Don't know. 1164 01:01:37,861 --> 01:01:38,981 - Don't know? 1165 01:01:38,982 --> 01:01:40,102 So I'll give you an example. 1166 01:01:40,103 --> 01:01:41,223 Like for this tree right here, 1167 01:01:41,224 --> 01:01:42,344 if you wanna know the size of it, 1168 01:01:42,345 --> 01:01:43,465 it's right here at the bottom. 1169 01:01:43,467 --> 01:01:44,767 Take a look. 1170 01:01:44,768 --> 01:01:46,068 It says five, six foot. 1171 01:01:46,069 --> 01:01:47,369 Is that something you're looking for? 1172 01:01:47,371 --> 01:01:49,104 It's a little bit much larger. 1173 01:01:52,242 --> 01:01:53,709 - That's the one. 1174 01:01:53,711 --> 01:01:55,010 - That's a good choice. 1175 01:01:55,012 --> 01:01:56,044 I'll take it to the front for you. 1176 01:01:56,046 --> 01:01:56,962 - Yeah. 1177 01:01:56,963 --> 01:01:57,879 - Tie it on your car? 1178 01:01:57,880 --> 01:01:58,796 - Thank you, yes. 1179 01:01:58,797 --> 01:01:59,713 - Let's go. 1180 01:02:08,859 --> 01:02:09,858 Okay. 1181 01:02:22,973 --> 01:02:25,741 (¶ "Troubled Mind" by Arko ¶) 1182 01:02:46,096 --> 01:02:48,029 ¶ Oh ¶ 1183 01:02:57,508 --> 01:02:59,441 ¶ Oh ¶ 1184 01:03:14,324 --> 01:03:17,526 ¶ Oh ¶ 1185 01:03:17,528 --> 01:03:20,195 ¶ Oh ¶ 1186 01:03:20,197 --> 01:03:21,997 ¶ Oh ¶ 1187 01:03:21,999 --> 01:03:23,932 ¶ Oh ¶ 1188 01:03:44,087 --> 01:03:49,224 ¶ Don't waste this time being sorry ¶ 1189 01:03:49,226 --> 01:03:54,362 ¶ Time and people go ¶ 1190 01:03:55,365 --> 01:04:00,502 ¶ Your soul is all I'll carry ¶ 1191 01:04:01,271 --> 01:04:06,107 ¶ Your face is all I'll know ¶ 1192 01:04:06,109 --> 01:04:08,343 ¶ Oh, oh ¶ 1193 01:04:12,249 --> 01:04:14,216 - You would've loved this tree, Mom. 1194 01:04:22,059 --> 01:04:25,126 (soft piano music) 1195 01:04:56,627 --> 01:04:58,126 - [Shivaani] You shaved. 1196 01:05:00,564 --> 01:05:01,563 - Yeah. 1197 01:05:05,135 --> 01:05:08,503 I wanted to talk to you about what happened earlier. 1198 01:05:08,505 --> 01:05:10,972 - It's okay, I understand. 1199 01:05:12,009 --> 01:05:13,575 - You understand? 1200 01:05:13,576 --> 01:05:15,142 - Paddy explained the situation to me. 1201 01:05:15,145 --> 01:05:17,279 He told me about your friend from Kenya. 1202 01:05:20,984 --> 01:05:26,121 - You know, you're right. About what you said earlier. 1203 01:05:26,123 --> 01:05:29,925 I don't know what's next. 1204 01:05:30,661 --> 01:05:32,460 - We don't have to talk about it right now. 1205 01:05:32,462 --> 01:05:33,461 - Just. 1206 01:05:35,365 --> 01:05:36,364 Please. 1207 01:05:40,404 --> 01:05:41,403 - Okay. 1208 01:05:46,109 --> 01:05:50,245 - I don't know what's next but I do know 1209 01:05:50,247 --> 01:05:53,481 that letting you go without trying harder 1210 01:05:54,351 --> 01:05:57,619 or doing something about it would be a big mistake. 1211 01:06:00,657 --> 01:06:03,391 Shivaani, you deserve to be happy. 1212 01:06:03,393 --> 01:06:06,261 And if being apart is what makes you happy, then okay, 1213 01:06:07,698 --> 01:06:09,965 but I'm not sure that's what I want. 1214 01:06:12,102 --> 01:06:13,635 You said I only see myself. 1215 01:06:16,073 --> 01:06:18,039 And I hate to admit it but it's true, 1216 01:06:21,678 --> 01:06:24,479 but I swear Shivaani I wanna see you, too. 1217 01:06:25,282 --> 01:06:27,248 I really wanna see you, too. 1218 01:06:29,419 --> 01:06:30,418 - Thanks. 1219 01:06:34,391 --> 01:06:36,558 Thank you for saying this. 1220 01:06:41,465 --> 01:06:45,133 But I can't give you an answer right now. 1221 01:06:47,771 --> 01:06:49,471 - Yeah, I know. 1222 01:06:54,144 --> 01:06:55,610 - Maybe after the holidays. 1223 01:07:02,619 --> 01:07:03,618 - Okay. 1224 01:07:07,557 --> 01:07:08,556 - Hey. 1225 01:07:11,495 --> 01:07:12,761 I'm glad you came. 1226 01:07:18,435 --> 01:07:19,434 - Me too. 1227 01:07:28,578 --> 01:07:31,679 (soft piano music) 1228 01:07:56,673 --> 01:07:57,772 Hey. 1229 01:07:57,774 --> 01:07:58,740 I thought-- 1230 01:07:58,742 --> 01:07:59,774 What are you doing here? 1231 01:07:59,776 --> 01:08:01,309 - Paddy invited me. 1232 01:08:02,112 --> 01:08:03,795 - Oh he did, huh? 1233 01:08:03,796 --> 01:08:05,479 - He said there's going to be something. 1234 01:08:06,650 --> 01:08:08,033 - Some what? 1235 01:08:08,034 --> 01:08:09,417 - He just said that I should be here. 1236 01:08:11,455 --> 01:08:13,655 - [Paddy] Hey, is everybody having a good time? 1237 01:08:13,657 --> 01:08:14,722 Are you having a good time? 1238 01:08:14,724 --> 01:08:15,957 - [Crowd] Yes. 1239 01:08:15,958 --> 01:08:17,191 - That's more like it. 1240 01:08:17,192 --> 01:08:18,425 Listen, can you all join me in this room over here please? 1241 01:08:18,428 --> 01:08:19,561 This next room. 1242 01:08:19,562 --> 01:08:20,695 Come on, come on, come on. 1243 01:08:20,696 --> 01:08:21,829 I like the walk. 1244 01:08:21,830 --> 01:08:22,963 I like the walk. 1245 01:08:22,964 --> 01:08:24,097 That's good, that's good. 1246 01:08:28,638 --> 01:08:31,606 Hey everybody. 1247 01:08:31,607 --> 01:08:34,575 Last year as you all know we lost a dear friend. 1248 01:08:35,579 --> 01:08:37,112 Aasha. 1249 01:08:37,114 --> 01:08:39,898 Aasha Bakshi. 1250 01:08:39,899 --> 01:08:42,683 And if you recall last year, she sang this beautiful song 1251 01:08:42,686 --> 01:08:45,520 and we thought in honor of her memory. 1252 01:08:45,522 --> 01:08:48,323 Well just watch for yourselves. 1253 01:08:48,325 --> 01:08:49,524 All right that's good, that's good, that's good. 1254 01:08:49,526 --> 01:08:50,659 Okay we're good? 1255 01:08:50,660 --> 01:08:51,793 Okay Aasha, take it away. 1256 01:08:54,197 --> 01:08:56,498 - Merry Christmas everyone. 1257 01:08:56,500 --> 01:09:00,301 This is a beautiful song that my son really loves. 1258 01:09:00,303 --> 01:09:03,271 We were supposed to sing it together as duet tonight, 1259 01:09:03,273 --> 01:09:04,906 but since he's not here, 1260 01:09:04,908 --> 01:09:06,908 he will just have to watch the video. 1261 01:09:07,911 --> 01:09:09,377 - Come on. 1262 01:09:09,379 --> 01:09:10,378 - Please. 1263 01:09:12,249 --> 01:09:14,782 ¶ Boy of mine ¶ 1264 01:09:14,784 --> 01:09:17,385 ¶ Boy of mine ¶ 1265 01:09:17,387 --> 01:09:21,723 ¶ Although my heart was aching ¶ 1266 01:09:21,725 --> 01:09:26,427 ¶ I seemed to know that you'd want to go ¶ 1267 01:09:26,429 --> 01:09:31,566 ¶ Pride in your manhood waking ¶ 1268 01:09:31,768 --> 01:09:34,936 ¶ Boy of mine ¶ 1269 01:09:34,938 --> 01:09:37,405 ¶ Boy of mine ¶ 1270 01:09:37,407 --> 01:09:42,544 ¶ Although my heart was aching ¶ 1271 01:09:44,447 --> 01:09:49,584 ¶ I seemed to know that you'd want to go ¶ 1272 01:09:50,787 --> 01:09:55,924 ¶ Pride in your manhood waking ¶ 1273 01:09:57,727 --> 01:10:00,728 ¶ I'll be here ¶ 1274 01:10:00,730 --> 01:10:03,731 ¶ Waiting here ¶ 1275 01:10:03,733 --> 01:10:08,870 ¶ 'Til at the glad dawn's breaking ¶ 1276 01:10:09,773 --> 01:10:14,909 ¶ I'll hear you say you're home to stay ¶ 1277 01:10:17,547 --> 01:10:22,684 ¶ Dear little boy of mine ¶ 1278 01:10:24,254 --> 01:10:27,655 ¶ [Kabir] Mom of mine ¶ 1279 01:10:27,657 --> 01:10:30,792 ¶ Mom of mine ¶ 1280 01:10:30,794 --> 01:10:35,930 ¶ It's Christmas and I'm waking ¶ 1281 01:10:37,267 --> 01:10:39,634 ¶ I'm here to stay ¶ 1282 01:10:39,636 --> 01:10:42,904 ¶ There's no place to go ¶ 1283 01:10:42,906 --> 01:10:48,243 ¶ Pride in the merry making ¶ 1284 01:10:49,546 --> 01:10:52,780 ¶ Mom of mine ¶ 1285 01:10:52,782 --> 01:10:55,516 ¶ Mom of mine ¶ 1286 01:11:02,959 --> 01:11:05,593 ¶ I'm here to stay ¶ 1287 01:11:05,595 --> 01:11:09,297 ¶ There's no place to go ¶ 1288 01:11:09,299 --> 01:11:14,435 ¶ Pride in the merry making ¶ 1289 01:11:15,005 --> 01:11:18,940 ¶ Mom of mine ¶ 1290 01:11:18,942 --> 01:11:21,676 ¶ Mom of mine ¶ 1291 01:11:39,696 --> 01:11:41,629 Merry Christmas, Mom. 1292 01:11:55,312 --> 01:11:56,744 You are a tricky man. 1293 01:11:57,981 --> 01:11:59,314 - Hey, it wasn't me. 1294 01:11:59,316 --> 01:12:00,315 It was her. 1295 01:12:01,451 --> 01:12:02,583 - Kioni? 1296 01:12:02,585 --> 01:12:04,052 - [Paddy] It was all her idea. 1297 01:12:04,854 --> 01:12:06,287 - But how did you-- 1298 01:12:06,288 --> 01:12:07,721 - It was on the memory card you gave me. 1299 01:12:10,727 --> 01:12:12,727 - I don't know what to say. 1300 01:12:12,729 --> 01:12:13,728 Thank you. 1301 01:12:15,865 --> 01:12:21,002 Thank you, Paddy, and thank you, Kioni, again. Okay? 1302 01:12:21,004 --> 01:12:22,454 - Sure. 1303 01:12:22,455 --> 01:12:23,905 - And now I want you to meet some of these guests. 1304 01:12:23,907 --> 01:12:25,206 All right come on. 1305 01:12:25,207 --> 01:12:26,506 After both of you. 1306 01:12:47,964 --> 01:12:50,765 (bright music) 1307 01:13:05,548 --> 01:13:07,715 - You look different today. 1308 01:13:07,717 --> 01:13:09,567 - Why different? 1309 01:13:09,568 --> 01:13:11,418 - There's a saying in Swahili (speaks in foreign language). 1310 01:13:15,492 --> 01:13:17,492 - What does that mean? 1311 01:13:17,494 --> 01:13:20,862 - The letter from the heart can be read on the face. 1312 01:13:23,767 --> 01:13:25,566 - Is that what you see? 1313 01:13:25,568 --> 01:13:27,068 A letter from my heart? 1314 01:13:27,070 --> 01:13:29,103 - I see your heart is happy again. 1315 01:13:33,810 --> 01:13:35,143 - It really is. 1316 01:13:40,049 --> 01:13:43,918 - A gift... Because we know each other's secrets. 1317 01:13:52,495 --> 01:13:57,632 - I will grab your luggage now and thank you for this. 1318 01:14:26,596 --> 01:14:28,496 So I hope we see each other again some time. 1319 01:14:28,498 --> 01:14:29,197 - We will. 1320 01:14:29,199 --> 01:14:30,198 I'm sure of it. 1321 01:14:32,769 --> 01:14:34,735 - And I wish I had a gift to give you. 1322 01:14:41,744 --> 01:14:45,480 (camera shutter clicking) 1323 01:14:46,149 --> 01:14:47,482 - This is enough. 1324 01:14:47,484 --> 01:14:48,483 - Sweet. 1325 01:14:51,488 --> 01:14:52,186 You take care. 1326 01:14:52,188 --> 01:14:53,187 - Bye. 1327 01:14:54,023 --> 01:14:56,824 (gentle music) 1328 01:15:03,666 --> 01:15:04,799 You're blushing. 1329 01:15:04,801 --> 01:15:05,666 - No, I'm not. 1330 01:15:05,668 --> 01:15:06,667 - Dork. 1331 01:15:07,537 --> 01:15:10,171 (gentle music) 1332 01:15:17,580 --> 01:15:19,814 - And Merry Christmas, Kioni. 1333 01:15:19,816 --> 01:15:21,182 - Merry Christmas. 1334 01:15:25,655 --> 01:15:28,256 (gentle music) 1335 01:17:29,846 --> 01:17:32,913 (¶ "A Well Lit Cafe" By Little Red Church ¶) 99492