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My dear God,

today,

I have again saw father to be the star.

Why are you up?

hat are you doing sitting there?

Little schoolwork has been left, that is what I am doing.

Okay, do it but fast.

Okay,

sorry, God,

I have lied to mother but this is yours and mine secret,

I do not want to share it with anyone,

I write you a letter daily and I send you the letter

but you did not replied yet,

once I thought,

maybe you are upset with me

but then I have thought how you can upset with me?

I am a kid,

and you love kids,

mother says,

I do not where do you live,

but mother said that you live where you no body live,

in sky,

I cannot go to sky,

but I am sending you the letter here,

you can take your letter from anywhere,

this was told me by mother,

today I have sent you 30th letter,

please send it to father.

You are late again today.

I forgot the way.

You always forget the way, today just stand outside.

Love of my life, Taha,

you have gone and since it is 1 year.

Mother writes the letter to father, daily,

one big letter,

mother do not allow me to read this ever

that what she have written in the letter

but I know what she writes in the letter,

mother,

you always writes letter but you always keep it with you, why?

I do not have his address.

I will give you his address.

You sleep, it is late.

Mother do not have the address of father,

but I have your address

that is why I always send the letter to you on your address,

that is why I am sending this to you as well,

me and mother miss father daily

that is why mother do not talk to me of father,

but every day,

I will not tell to mother that whenever she writes the letter to father,

I always see her,

she writes the letter and cry a lot,

once she writes the letter,

she puts it in the envelope and keep that I the cupboard

and then she puts the lock in the cupboard,

then again she sits and cry,

not me,

because I am brave,

but when I come back from school daily, I check my letter box,

I feel like crying,

this is not fair,

who have sent the letter today,

I do not know,

I will never send you the letter again.

Momin,

your letter is here.

My letter?

Who sent it?

God.

Shakoor,

coffee,

give my phone too.

Okay mom in brother,

your phone.

What?

Your phone,

I have iron your clothes and I have said the driver to get the car out.

Daud will come in night with the event planner,

this weekend we need to plan the success party.

Okay, he told me.

Okay,

Hey shelly.

Can you believe this Momin?

Believe what?

Have not you seen dusk yet?

I am looking at it, what happened?

You can see that my picture is smaller than the two girls at the side are.

It is fine shelly, there is no issue.

No, love,

just look at it carefully, it is small.

Maybe,

it is half inches small.

What the difference of half inches, tell me something Momin,

who have given the biggest hit to them this year?

Me and the size of picture of mine is small.

You do not care shelly, that is not an issue.

I do not care and you are saying this?

I do not believe you.

Listen,

my head is paining a lot, I have a massive headache,

and can we talk about this tomorrow?

What?

You have headache?

Momin, you should have tell be before, okay you hang-up, I will come, okay?

No, do not come right now,

I am in hurry right now, I need to go for auditions,

and we will talk tomorrow about this?

Okay?

You are being very mean to me, Momin,

I have given you so much big hit and you are going on audition of new films heroin,

that is really bad.

You know shelly I do not repeat my heroin in my films.

I want to abuse you.

Yes, baby you can text me, I have to go now, bye.

You scoundrel and dog, how dare you?

Do not come near to me,

I am telling you do not come near to me, otherwise, I will jump from here,

you cannot achieve me,

you cannot,

you cannot achieve me,

hello.

Hello Momina, 12:30 is audition.

Yes, I know,

I will be there on time.

I thought of reminding you.

Thank you, bye.

Your rehearsals are done?

Yes.

Just do the breakfast and I will keep your clothes out.

I do not want to do this work.

I know,

I have listened to it every time,

if you will get the role in the movie of Momin,

your luck will be changed.

My fate will never change,

Jahangir,

Jahangir,

how are you now?

I am the same sister.

You will be fine.

I know,

the person will die, when he wants to get die,

I want to be alive,

I have to do a lot of things.

I am going on auditions in one place,

just pray.

For the movie of Momin?

You will get it sister.

May God do this.

You will get the award,

like me,

you will be star.

I do not want to be star,

star will break,

and I just need money so that I can save your breaking star,

yes,

which medicines of yours are finished?

Father fast please, my bus will be gone.

It will just take 5 minutes, everything will be done in 5 minutes,

I used to get ready Husne Jahan in 5 minutes,

she used to get ready in 5 minutes too,

her skin was like a butter, powder used to slip,

he will never allow anyone to touch her face except for me.

I will put the lipstick myself.

Lipstick,

the real art is in lipstick,

because of lipstick,

in front of camera, good lips looks bad,

now you will see,

just do your hair like this there.

Bye.

Momina,

wait,

tomorrow is the dialysis of Jahangir,

when is your payment will be done for your drama?

Mother, I need to go to take the payment myself on set,

junior artist do not get payment so soon.

I have you ready from my hands, you will look Husne Jahan on screen,

you will get the role like this,

God is with you.

Bye.

Father always thinks that her vanity box will make me, Husne Jahan,

father do not know that world has been changed,

all the things of her vanity box has been expired,

now that brand do not make makeups, the brand that Husne Jahan likes,

he always makes me Husne Jahan and send me in rehearsals

but then I am Momina.

The people of 12 number stop.

Mirror loves me,

and I love you

and you with someone else

all the three are crazy

and the hands of all three are empty,

look,

this cigarette has been touched by your lips,

I can blow it off,

but me and mirror can burn but cannot blow,

we can be fire, but not mud.

Excellent, very nice, and actually done.

Do I perform well?

Yes, very nice, Daud just try her the next dress.

I will let her try the remaining costumes in look test.

Yes, that is right,

okay, thank you Sana, Daud will let you know.

It is my dream to work with you.

Okay,

Daud will tell you after look test.

Sure, sir, can I drop you out.

Bye.

Thank you.

1200,

so it is 1700,

3500 and 4500,

it total they are 8000.

The remaining, which are left, we will used it in second lead.

Okay.

You are so focused, are you learning the line from now?

For which role you are here?

For side heroin.

Okay,

she was the glamorous actor,

best of luck.

Thank you,

before me, how many people turns are?

Madam,

they are not calling you by turn, they are calling everyone randomly,

and now the side heroine audition is about to get start.

Okay girls, make sure before leaving,

Thank you.

and make sure you are giving the right address and your contact number.

Greetings, Saleem brother.

Greetings,

I was about to call you,

there is a role, maximum the work is for 10 days.

You can give me a big role Saleem brother.

Yes, next time,

I have told you so many times to sit and have some conversation with producer,

you will go in his party, you will get the role automatically.

I will get the check today?

Today, it is not difficult.

Saleem brother, please, do it by today,

tomorrow is the dialysis of Jahangir,

just give me small amount of money.

Okay, I will do something, are you coming?

Yes, I will be there in 2 3 hours.

It is limit Momina,

I have been searching for you since long, and you phone is also busy.

Saleem sir, I will be there,

okay, bye,

I am sorry, I just come outside to do the important call.

You remember all the scenes and dialogues?

Yes, I did, I will get the role?

It is the choice of Momin.

I really need this role, Daud.

Go and stand there.

Sir, she is Momina Sultan, whose shoot was shared with you by me.

Okay.

Tell us something about yourself.

I am doing acting for 3 4 years.

Okay.

I have not seen you in any films.

I am working on television.

Okay,

you lead in which serial?

I have not lead in any yet,

I have worked in soap and I have not done any serial yet.

She is a soap artist,

and you have brought her in the audition of a movie, seriously.

She is a good actor,

we can see it one,

and otherwise, I have options.

Okay, just read the first scene, show me.

I know that you hate me,

we have more powerful relation than love,

if someone will give me choice, I will never separate me from you.

Just put your stole on table.

What?

Just put your stole on table, it is ruining the whole scene.

I can tie it.

What is wrong to take it off?

I will not be comfortable.

Excuse me?

To take your stole off, you are not comfortable in your scene,

is that what you are saying?

No one will wear any stole in the movie of kale Momin,

you did not tell her about the role?

We have not talk in this detail,

I have only given her the scenes of auditions,

and the brief was there.

It is the role of the friend of heroin,

who wants to snatch her fiancé,

It is the role of vamp,

a woman who can do anything to get the man,

she dance, she went on parties with boyfriend,

she sings, can you do this in stole?

Tell.

You low level person,

how will you snatch my respect from me?

The respect is on the slipper of my feet

and nothing has been suited to me more than an insult.

She can act,

but the role is very seductive and glamorous,

will she looks like that?

I think so,

maybe she wore shalwar kameez right now, she looks local.

I think she will look like this in bikini and short skirt too.

I will not wear these clothes

but yes I will make sure, that acting...

Madam, I am not making an art film, I am making a commercial film,

you have wasted yours and mine time by coming here,

at least you should have known the description of your role before coming.

You can give me any other role, any side role or small role?

In Momin’s movie, there is no role for you,

sorry, you do not have what it takes to be a film star,

lights on,

just show me the third audition.

Iman Siddiqi,

come on you are next,

Momina,

I will talk to Aqsa.

Momina Sultan,

why do not you die in the small water,

may be to die with ashamed, the little water is high,

I do not have to come here,

need have made me helpless,

need is a shameful thing,

where is it?

Okay,

let us do that, all right baby,

stop being nervous, it is all fine,

I think your hair are fine, on this side.

Excuse me,

my file was left here.

What these manners are?

How have you come inside, without asking?

I am sorry, I left my file here.

This is a very cheap way of getting the attention,

very cheap of you.

What is going here, it is less cheap than that.

What did you say?

You do not need to misbehave with me,

I came here to take the file and I am taking this.

Who is misbehaving?

Are you new?

What cheap is going on here?

Yes, what cheap is going on here and if it is cheap,

what are you doing here?

Do not dare go without answering me, tell me?

it is my choice, if I answer you or not,

who are you to stop me?

Momina, behave yourself.

If you are that modest then go and wear Hijab and go to your home,

to beg this role and coming here, you do not need to roam around me,

this,

all of this is as cheap, as you are.

I came here to take the work, not to sell my respect,

the help that you are doing by showing bikini and mini skirt in art that is cheap as well.

Seriously, is this what she is saying?

I am so sorry,

I am apologizing you on her behalf,

I am so sorry.

This is your entire fault,

I have told you so many times do not bring these drama actors for audition.

Who was she?

I am sorry.

My loving Momin,

I am hopeful that you are right,

all your letters has been received by God and he read this as well,

God is sending me to you for answering this letter,

I will be with you on 15th.

God has written the letter to you as well?

This was from your Grandfather.

But, why did not God has written the letter by him?

God never writes the letter by him,

he have so many people, who work with them.

But,

I asked for father,

not grandfather.

He will also come.

True,

mother true?

God have written this to you in the letter?

He did not write that but I know.

I love you God, I love you,

you are sending my father back,

I love you God,

I love you God,

you are nice,

you are sending my father back,

I knew that you will get my letters,

and you will answer them too,

all my letters are with you and you have read that too,

I am happy but you do not have to tell this secret to mother,

this is not your fault,

I think that this fault has been done from grandfather.

Your father will come,

so we will go with him.

We will not live here?

No.

After how many days?

A lot of days.

Many days,

why did he went?

I have done a mistake.

So you can apologize.

I did that,

when he will come, I will ask him to forgive you.

He will be agreeing with you.

Can I tell you one thing,

Yes.

that I have not told you ever.

What?

Sometimes, father comes in my dream.

Then?

I can see him converting into star.

How can he be a star?

I also think the same.

Okay, sleep now.

Everything is so nice and tasty,

mother do not cry in nights,

and he do not write letter to father as well,

mother has taken new clothes today as well,

for me and for her,

mother do not look good while crying,

she looks nice in laughing,

great mother you have lot of jewelry.

Yes.

so why do not you wear it?

When your father was there, I used to wear it, I will wear again.

I will make you wear.

Momin.

Mother, looks nice now,

and I want to see mother like this,

happy and smiling.

What are you looking at?

Mother, today you look very nice.

Okay.

You father likes this cake a lot, I used to make for him usually.

You did not make it for me ever.

Now, I am making it.

You love father or me?

I love father more than you and you more than father.

You mean more than me,

he is here.

This is beautiful Momin.

but after your hands.

Love you.

Love you too.

You taste is matchless than anything.

Okay,

that means that you are appreciating your own self?

You are enough to appreciate me,

I am not trusting that Kable Momin have proposed me,

it is as if a dream comes true.

Okay.

What you like in me?

Only,

I like you from here.

You only like from here not here?

Kalbe Momin, only takes decision from mind.

When you talk like this,

you fold the heart of girls in your fingers,

Kalbe Momin.

But Kalbe Momin is in your wrist only,

you are like Husne Jahan.

Why like?

Why not Husne Jahan?

Husne Jahan was one.

This chance has been gone as well,

mother is right,

I do not have mind,

I have regrets afterwards.

You should have some mind, you refused them.

What should I do,

should I show them after wearing mini skirt?

You should show them 2 3 scenes,

once they will see your acting, they might will give you a role.

Mother, no one see acting, performance and expressions here,

they want to see the body and to show the body.

It is not that Momina.

It is like that mother,

you generation was something else,

her in cinema all family and innocent people go,

with their whole family

but they go to see the item number.

Momina,

acting and performance is something.

In your generation, there is acting and the respect,

in my generation only they are selling glamour,

everything have a price but not value.

My generation is not that old, it is just the matter of 15 20 years back.

You say 15 20 years to two decades mother.

If you would have get the role,

the liver of Jahangir would have got transplanted,

all the films of Momin are hits,

this film would have got hit and you will become star,

then you will get the work,

not on films but in television,

you will get the money in television too but Jahangir’s liver,

just take this,

drink tea,

why have you stop eating,

take it.

What a person can do.

They should get some mind,

it was a big opportunity Momina and you have failed it,

what have you done?

I cannot fulfill the demands of director.

Then,

you can sit and do the role of sister and friends and the aunts,

you have to do everything to get your name and everyone is doing it,

have you heard that?

I have heard that.

But you have not learned anything,

I have forced Daud and talked about your audition,

but you fought there,

no stupid or a blind person can do this

and you are helpless and needy Momina.

He misbehaved with me, what have I done?

He can do that,

he is a director,

his coin is moving in this industry,

actors roam around to work in his film,

if he abused,

no one says anything and you said that he is cheap.

I was crazy.

What is the point of regretting now?

I am not regretting, I am thinking that I should not go.

Momina.

Okay, I am sorry.

He insulted Daud for you that from where you get all the girls,

no one has class and family.

Okay and the person who has level and class what he is doing?

You are right,

I should not send you to him,

Daud have said to me before as well that this is a film,

do not come here considering it a soap or serial.

My problem, is money right now,

I just do not want to miss the movie of Momin because of Jahangir’s disease.

Daud and I are trying for the sake of Jahangir only that you will get a chance.

What should I do now,

should I apologize with him?

He is Momin, he have grudges in her heart,

he take revenges, he do not forgive,

it is not possible that he will cast you in his film,

you will not be seen in any of the film in his circle now,

you just had once chance to get Jahangir treated,

and you,

you have lost it.

What have I done, except of losing chances in life?