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I wanna get married, Wheezer.

But I do not believe
in marriage.

The whole time I thought you
were the one who saved me,

but you were the one who hit me!

The northern police
have two escaped convicts

on the loose.

Save him or you die.

There's two bullet holes,
there's one in his chest,

and there's one in his leg.

I'll take you wherever
you wanna go.

Why is his leg so big?

The bullet nicked his femur,
he's bleeding out.

You said that she could
help him! She made him worse!

She killed him!

You took someone I love,

now I'm gonna take
someone you love.

I can't run Jeremy's clinic,

I can't be the one making life
or death decisions for patients.

Right here, right now,

no questions, and this will
never happen again.

Wake up!

What?

What? Was it another nightmare?

No, no, it's just my shoulder.
I just can't get comfortable.

I thought that was healing.

No, no. It's fine. I just...
I need some water, okay?

You are gonna get tips!

I mean, I would hit on you.

Lex! I had to hit on you.

I had to save a waitress
from an arterial bleed

just to get your attention.

Well, you already had
my attention.

Did I?

But no saving people today,
got it?

Because I have burn out.

And I don't get to be
a hero anymore.

I know how to restart
a person's heart.

I shouldn't be serving coffee
in a place with bull riding

and fake psychics.

I was gonna say...

no saving people today because
your heroics are already

in a committed relationship.

I know. I know I need to heal,
it's just...

I should be in the field.

Helping people.

Stef.

You got this, okay?

It just... takes time.

I don't usually do this,
but...

my parents died last year.

And I just wanna know if
I'm doing the right thing

for my brother.

I can see the loss,

how it weighs you down.

But you're struggling
with a secret too.

And the harder you try
to protect it,

the more secrets keep piling up.

We can only avoid the light
of truth for so long.

But you have a good heart.

And you try so hard to take care
of the people that you love.

So, try to take the moments
of joy where you can too, okay?

Babe! Maybe you should get
a reading for your first day.

Eh. I prefer to be surprised.

Come on, Stef!
It could be fun!

Yeah, my dad always says

it's a good thing we don't know
what's coming.

Yeah, but psychics always
wanna talk about your love life,

and our love life is great.

I don't need no psychic
to tell me.

Hey, Stef.

Can I get a latte, and a coffee
with milk and cinnamon?

Yeah.

Hey, can I have a reading?

Sure.

Okay.

Interesting.

This card is about rapid change,
air travel, and important news.

- Well, I am a pilot.
- Hmm.

I think it's more than that,
I think...

you'll get a call
in the next 24 hours

that will change your life.

Wow.

You hear that? Something big
and exciting is coming!

Hey, Stef.

Uh, can I grab a coffee
with milk

and a splash of cinnamon, please?

Okay.

Uh, I already got you one.

I can grab my own coffee, thanks.

Look, I-I know you don't
like me,

and you have every reason
not to.

You think buying me a coffee
is gonna help?

You hit me.

With your car.

I know I can't make it up
to you...

Excuse me.

I don't usually do this,

but I feel compelled
to read for you.

The cards want me to give you
a reading. Free of charge.

Oh, no, no.

No, ma'am.
Uh, thank you.

But, uh, I've already got
bad luck,

and I definitely don't need
whatever this is...

Wait--

Three of swords.

Oh, sweetie.

What does that mean?

It means you can try,
handsome,

but you can't avoid
getting hurt.

No one goes anywhere alone.

We've had some security issues
lately,

a kidney was stolen off a plane,
and there's been some...

some other instances as well.

I am getting cameras installed
in the hangar,

but we need to be alert
in the field too,

so from now on, whenever a medic
goes to get a patient,

I want a pilot
to accompany them.

But what if the pilots
have pre-flight checks to do?

Checks can be done after
the medics load the patients,

and no one gets off the plane
alone.

Am I understood?

- Understood, captain.
- Understood.

All right, thank you.

- New policy?
- Yeah.

It's just some things
I've been thinking about

since the kidney was stolen.

I was gonna check with you

on how you wanted to handle
the medics.

Yeah, I... agree, we should
definitely prioritize safety.

Yeah.

You know, I hate when you work
at TCH

and we don't get to fly
together,

but you have definitely given me
a thing for a woman

in sterile pajamas.

Wheezer.

You didn't come back to bed
last night.

Yeah, I know, I'm fine.
I-I slept on the couch,

it's actually, uh...
it's better for my shoulder.

Oh.

Oh, actually, you know what?

Got you something.

- You did?
- I did.

- What did you get me?
- Well, let me find it here.

Oh, there it is.

I got one for me too.

Is this a tracker?

We work crazy hours, we get
diverted on unexpected calls,

and half the time we don't have
cell service, so...

this way, we will always know
where the other person is.

Only if you're comfortable
with that, of course.

Well, you know what?
I will put this in my phone,

so that I can have it
at TCH too.

Awesome.

I hope you have an amazing day.

- You too.
- Thanks babe. See you soon.

Woah. That will not
happen again.

Yeah, no, until the next time
it doesn't happen again.

Bye-bye, hot doctor.

Dr. Highway.

What was that?

Oh, my God, can we just
pretend you didn't see that?

Oh, Crystal,
you're both adults,

you're not doing anything wrong!

Well, Zay's wrong, he-he's
cocky and arrogant, and...

And hot, and smart, and funny.

And...

it's been a while since
anyone's challenged you

the way Jeremy did.

Zay is nothing like Jeremy.

Jeremy actually cared
about his patients,

Zay is just self-centred
and ambitious.

Yeah, but even Jeremy
wasn't always Jeremy, Crys.

Look, all I'm saying is maybe
Zay just needs a little grace

to grow up too.

Dr. Highway.

I just had my meeting with

the North House Committee,

thanks again for suggesting me.

I wanted to make sure Jeremy's
clinic was in good hands.

We'll connect later
to debrief.

Mm-hmm.

I didn't know Beckett was
assisting you at the clinic.

He's gonna run it.

What?

Why? What happened?

Crystal, running the clinic
is your dream.

And I'm not ready.

I can't be responsible to make
the medical decisions

for the community.

Crystal, what are you
talking about?

You are the perfect person.

No, I'm not.

I made the wrong decision
with Jay, and he died.

Crystal, that is not why
Jay died.

He was an escaped convict who
refused to go to a hospital,

where you would've been able
to examine him yourself.

Hayley, it's already done.

I care too much about
my community to stick them

with someone who isn't ready
for the job.

Crystal...

I know you're still mad at me,
Wyatt,

but you didn't need to throw me
in front of you

while the patient was heaving.

Well, he was making
weird noises,

and the psychic told me
that I was gonna get hurt today.

And I didn't know if the guy
was gonna barf or explode.

Besides, I thought you said
you wanted to find a way

to make things up to me.

Hayley said there's extra
flight suits upstairs.

Whoa! Hey!

Let's not make that fortune easy
for that psychic, cowboy.

How 'bout...

I help with the chopping?

Is this how Brisco Bowler
liked his apples?

You remember my horse's name?

Yeah!

I mean, it said a lot about you,

how you took care of him.

I don't have bad luck 'cause
I had to put Brisco down.

I have bad luck
'cause it's my fault

that he had to be put down.

I don't know how much you know
about ranchin', but, um...

things were always tight,
you know?

But Mom loves horses,
so my dad took a chance,

and he bought Brisco so that she
could finally get into racing.

He sank everything we had
into that horse.

But... one night when my parents
were out of town,

I decided I wanted to take
Brisco for a joyride.

But he fell, and...

broke his leg.

It was just so stupid.

Wyatt.

It was my fault
we had to put him down.

That's why I deserve
this bad luck.

We lost everything
because of me.

I'm sorry.

And...

I'm so sorry I hit you.

I'm so sorry I messed things up
because, Wyatt...

I really like you.

You like me?

Yeah.

♪ Make you say ooh ♪

♪ Ooh la la ♪

♪ Ooh there's something
you're needing ♪

♪ Make you say ooh

♪ Ooh la la ♪

♪ Keep chasing the feeling ♪

- I gotta go.
- What is it?

Finn just got into a fight,
I have to go.

Woah, hey, hey, hold on!
let me come with you,

I can help you.

I know you know what it's like

to think you let
your family down,

but I can't let Finn down again.

♪ Ooh keep chasing the feeling ♪

♪ Make you say ♪

♪ Keep chasing the feeling ♪

The dating scene here
is trash!

If I have to see one more photo
of a dead fish, or a snowmobile,

or a dead fish
on a snowmobile...

Whatever.

It's not like I've had
the greatest track record

when it comes to relationships.

Wow.

That felt like an unsolicited
fish pic reaction.

Are you okay?

No.

Maybe. I-I don't know.

It's from Novak.

There's a new ground school
opening up at Air Canada and...

he wants to walk my resume in.

Lexi, that's amazing!

Hey! You think that's that call
that's gonna change your life,

like the psychic said?

This is just...

It's coming so soon.

Like, a lot sooner
than I expected.

I don't know if I'm ready.

Hey, I'll go kick the tires,
Cap. See you out there!

Hey, Goose, how are the skies
up there?

I have some news, maybe.

Novak wants to walk my resume
into Air Canada,

and, like, what if
I'm not ready, dad?

I just made captain up here!

Slow down, Lex.

You're the girl who begged me
to take you flying

every weekend
since you were four!

I know, I am ready.

You are.

And whether you go to Air Canada
now or later,

I know this for sure:

one day my baby is gonna fly
for a major airline.

And whatever airline that is,

wherever that first flight
she's flying is going,

I'm gonna be on it.

Thanks, dad.

I love you. I gotta run,
Maya and I have a call.

Love you too, Goose.

You look good!

Rested. Hey!

Do they teach you to make these
little pictures in the foam?

We don't need
to make small talk, Zay.

Oh, thank God.

Yeah, I didn't wanna
bring it up, but...

I have no idea what I would do
if I couldn't go in the field.

I would be losing my mind,
it would be torture.

You're gonna get
your fortune read?

Oh, uh... nah.

They just say something generic
to give you permission

to want the thing you want,

or do the thing you were
gonna do anyway.

I don't need a card
to give me permission.

And I know what I want.

Two of swords.

There's a fork in the road.

You made a decision recently,

but you weren't sure
it was the right one.

Some people might think
I'm letting them down, but...

I'm trying to do
the right thing.

See this blindfold?

It means there's something
you aren't seeing clearly.

Or... maybe, you're choosing
to stay in the dark.

Because it feels safer
than change.

Sorry.

Hey. Ready to go?
We got a call.

You bet! Sounds like fun.
Here.

Thanks.

See you, Stef.

Can I get another coffee
when you have a minute?

You got it.

Friends of yours?

Uh... yeah. Coworkers.

I'm a paramedic.

Oh. That's exciting.

It was.

Maybe a little too exciting.

I had to go on break.

I really miss it, though.

Sounds like the perfect time
for a reading.

I don't tell anyone
anything bad,

and I only read
what could happen,

not necessarily
what will happen.

It's always up to you
to make your own choices.

Yeah, I don't...

I don't mean to be rude,
I just...

I don't think there's anything
in there that could help

solve my problems, so...

Doesn't matter if what I do
is real or not.

The problems my clients
come to me with are real enough.

Just as real as yours.

A lot of what I do is listen.

It could be the best day
of someone's life or the worst.

But they all wanna be heard.

And they all wanna feel that
someone's there, trying to help.

Even if it's just reading cards.

You know, that's what I did
in my job too.

Try to help people
on the worst day of their lives.

I think I will try
the lemon merengue next.

- To dessert day, huh?
- Yup.

Tell you what.

Bring me a slice of something
new every hour,

I wanna try them all
while I can.

All right, I'll do my best.

I actually am good at DIY.

Or, I was until that stupid wall
fell on me.

Yeah, not the best start
to building a new nursery, huh?

My wife and I only have
a couple months

before the baby gets here.

Lily and I both had big
corporate gigs,

we had good titles, good money.

But when we found out
we were pregnant,

we moved up here to downsize.

You did all that
just for Junior?

My parents weren't really
around when I was growing up.

I just always felt like their
jobs came first, you know?

As a third kid of two doctors,
I do know.

I wanna be there for my kid.

I want them to know
I'm always gonna pick them up

when they fall.

Oh, God, my arm.

Oh, she's tachycardic.

Cyanosis in the nail beds,

can you feel that?

No, no, my arm's tight!

We'll take a look.

Pink and swollen.

No radial pulse.

It's Compartment Syndrome,
she needs a fasciotomy.

What does that mean?

Sometimes after a crushing
injury,

the pressure can build up.

- It restricts blood flow.
- Mm-hmm.

We're gonna take that pressure
off to reduce nerve damage

and limb death.

Are you saying
I could lose my arm?

Crystal is gonna make
an incision

to relieve the pressure.

Okay... okay.

Hey, it's gonna be okay.

We got you.

Crystal.

No. No, we can't do this.

What do you mean?

No, it's outside our scope
of practice.

Crystal, you're practically
a doctor.

No, it's our job to get Kendra
to the hospital

so actual doctors can treat her.

That's bullshit!

She needs her arm
so she can hold her kid.

It's under 12 hours since
injury, she's in the window,

they can deal with this properly
at TCH.

Crystal, every minute we wait,
she loses use for her arm.

No, we have to make the safest
decision for the patient!

Have dispatch call TCH,
tell 'em to prep an OR.

Copy that.

Dispatch, SkyMed 911, we have...

Zay! What the hell
are you doing?

I'm saving her arm so she has
a chance to hold her baby.

Thirty-five-year-old woman,
right arm crushed under a beam,

developed Compartment Syndrome
in transit,

we performed a fasciotomy.

Well done, you may have
just saved her arm.

Page the OR, let's go.

You're gonna be okay.

She's gonna be okay, Crystal.

No, you took a dangerous risk.

That's all you've done
since you've got up here,

look for excuses to play!

This isn't a game, Zay!
These are people.

This is their lives.

And her life would be a lot
different without an arm.

You could've performed that
fasciotomy.

Easy!

Don't get made at me
'cause you lost your nerve.

This isn't about nerve.

If we made a mistake--

We both know you don't
make mistakes.

Yes, I do. This is a mistake.

Zay, you're a mistake.

And I'm not willing to lose
a patient over your ego!

No wonder you can't
get a girlfriend!

Aim like that.

Shut up, dude.

How's that for aim?

Hey! Thing One and Thing Two,

safety first, got it?

No horsing around.

Ooh, we're in trouble!

That is a glass eye
waiting to happen.

You're still thinking
like a paramedic.

Think like a bartender.

People playing darts drink.

And the higher the bill,
the higher the tip.

You know, I see so many real
injuries in my job.

People you really wanna help,
but can't.

It's hard going from that
to watching jokers

make dumb choices.

Is that why you had to
step away?

The people you wanted to help
and... couldn't.

Uh... kind of.

I thought I could handle it.
You know, everyone I know,

all my friends, everyone I work
with, they can all handle it.

I guess I couldn't.

That's why I'm here.

I see a lot of hurt people
in my job too.

There were some I could give
closure or hope, but...

those aren't the ones
that stay with you.

Every once in a while,
you meet someone

who is really struggling.

There was this, uh... woman,

who used to see me.

Her daughter disappeared.

Beautiful eight-year-old girl,

just gone from the backyard,
without a trace.

And her mother...

was in tremendous pain.

She came every week,
hoping I could see something.

Um, what happened?

One day, she just stopped
coming.

Those are the ones
who stay with me.

That's why today is special.

It's my last day doing readings.

Sure you don't want one?

Um...

I probably shouldn't.

It-it's starting to get busy,
so...

Thank God, you're still here,
Hayley, I need your help.

My brother fell, I think
his wrist might be broken.

Let me get his medical info,
what's his date of birth?

Uh, you know, I, um...

I was actually hoping we could
do this off the books?

I had a really hard time
getting custody of him,

because Family Social Services
thought I was too young

to handle it.

Mm-hmm.

But if it goes on record that
he got hurt under my care...

Well, if his arm's broken,
he'll need X-rays,

and anytime there's paper work
like imaging,

it's actually really hard
to keep it out of the system.

But, Piper, you're doing
a great job with Finlay,

they'll see that.

Finn fell because he got into
a fight with some other kids.

If Family Social Services
finds out that he got hurt,

in a fight, I mean...
they'll question my parenting.

They might take him away.

Imaging owes me a favor.

I'll see what I can do.

It was dumb.

There were some guys
at the basketball court,

and they were picking
on this little kid.

I got mad, and I tried
to stop them.

But, um... one of the jerks
pushed me, and I tripped.

Does that happen a lot?

Stuff making you mad?

No. Why? Does it matter?

You know what I just thought?

Um... imaging never has
enough positioning rings,

but I always keep spare pillows
in the ER supply closet,

do you wanna grab those
to take down?

Just so they feel more
like doing us a favor.

Sure.

Your sister really wants
to protect you, Finn,

but you're not in any trouble.

I just thought we could have
a minute alone

in case there was anything
you wanted to talk to me about.

Like-like what?

Anything.

Problems at school...

problems at home.

I lost my mom when I was
around your age.

It was really hard.

And going into foster care,
that must've been tough.

You know, your sister really
wants you stay with her.

Do you feel safe
living with her?

I wanna be with Piper.

Okay? I'm the one who
asked her to take me.

Okay. No one's trying
to take you away from her.

I'm gonna have a look
at your elbow, okay?

Wait!

Are those cigarette burns?

Finn.

Please don't tell Piper
that you know.

Ah, the devil.

I know that might seem dramatic,
but it's not literal.

No, no, I've already met
the devil.

I see.

You felt trapped
for a long time.

But now, you're in charge
of your own life.

And you won't be controlled
ever again.

But be careful.

Dancing with the devil...

even your own devils can
tempt you too far the other way.

I'm sorry,
I have to take this.

Hey. It's done? He signed?

Not yet.

He changed his mind, Maya.

He wants the ring back.

I'm sorry.

No, my sister made that ring,

she was the jeweler,
all he did was buy the stones--

I know, but we both know
how difficult it's been

to get the divorce proceedings
to this point.

I know the ring has
sentimental value--

Oh, sentimental value?

That is the only thing
I have left of my sister.

You're so close
to having this done, Maya!

You're so close to being free.

If you give him what he wants,
this is--

No.

I did that for five years,
I am not doing it anymore.

What a beautiful day
for flying.

You okay?

You're quiet.

Yeah. Fine.

You know what? You're right.
It is a beautiful day,

and we're totally free up here,
so, let's do something fun,

let's do some low-level flying.

Maya, we don't do that.
Not with a patient on board.

Oh, come on.
It's perfect conditions.

And, it'll be your last chance

if you're going
to a major airline.

No one's going
to a major airline, yet.

Maybe some other time.

On a leg without a patient.

Beginning approach.

I-I don't feel purple,
but my hands are round.

Jim, are you okay?

Huh? Yeah.

I feel, uh...

I feel...

He doesn't sound okay.

Well, he's only going
to Thompson

for an oncology consult.

Hey, Jim, there's nothing
in your chart.

Did you take anything before
you got on the plane?

Yeah, well, I-I don't like
flying, so I...

I took some anti-nausea stuff.

Yeah? How many did you take?

Uh, one.

But... after a couple minutes
it-it wasn't really working,

so I took another one.

And then, another couple
minutes later,

it still wasn't doing
anything so I-I took two more.

That sounds like too many.

Okay, yeah, that's definitely
too many,

I'm gonna give you
some physostigmine, okay?

No, I don't really need
anything fizzy-stigma,

I think I'm just gonna, uh...

I think I just,
I'm gonna walk it off.

- Oh, okay, Tim. Hey, Tim?
- Yeah?

I-I need you... oof!

I need some help back here!

This is your landing,
you have control.

- I have control.
- I need help back here!

Help, help!

All right, all right,
let's go.

Gear down, three green,
props for forward, flap down...

power back.

- Maya!
- Going around!

- What the hell was that?
- Had to go-around.

What? Why?

What's wrong?
Something happened?

Let's get this patient
on the ground, Maya? Now?

Pronto!

What the hell were you
thinking?

I wasn't thinking anything.

It was a go-around.

You did a low and over
with a patient on board!

The patient was fine.

Perfectly healthy,
he was just tripping balls.

Maya.

Something like that could've
gotten all of us hurt.

If you'd screwed up,
and you made a mistake

that close to the ground.

I wasn't stunting,
it was a go-around.

I was fully configured to land,

but then I saw movement
in the trees,

and it looked like a deer,
and I--

You are out of control!

Okay?

This isn't my first rodeo, Maya,
I know what you did.

You wanted to push the envelope,
and I told you no!

And that's my call as captain,
but you didn't listen!

Because you don't like anyone
telling you what to do!

So you lost control,
and you acted out!

What do you know about
being out of control?

Huh?

Your dream job is right
in front of you,

and you are scared of it,

you won't take any chances!

Without a friend like Novak or
me pushing you to make a move.

You are waiting for permission
to live your life.

We might be friendly, Maya...

but I am not your friend.

I'm a captain first,
and I'm reporting you

to the Chief Pilot.

Lexi, you know I already have
one strike with Wheezer.

Yeah, and you knew that too,

which makes what you did today
extra stupid.

You can't tell Wheezer.

You should've
thought about that

before you pulled this crap!

First thing tomorrow,
I'm reporting you.

No. Lexi!

What?

Hayley, what are you doing?
Stop!

Piper, what is going on?

Why is Finn listed as missing,

and why does he have burns
on his arm?

No one can know
that he's here, Hayley.

They'll know you looked him up.

You don't have custody,
do you?

Finn said that you took him,

I thought that meant
that you got custody...

but you just took him.

It's not what you think.

Okay, Piper, I think you're
in a lot of trouble here,

and I wanna help you, but you
have to tell me what's going on.

I don't have custody
of my brother, okay?

After our parents died,
I was still in nursing school,

I didn't have a job,
I didn't have money,

Family Social Services
thought I couldn't handle

taking care of Finn.

They wanted to place him
with my aunt and uncle.

I wanted him to be with family,

so I agreed.

But I didn't know them
very well.

I didn't know that my uncle
has a temper.

I tried to get him out of there,
but there's so much red tape,

there's so much
you have to prove.

It's my fault, Hayley!

I was the one who put him
in there.

No, Piper, it is not
your fault.

And I know you wanna protect
Finlay, and I-I do too,

and I also wanna protect you.

I think you know
that this isn't the way.

Let me help you. Please.

The X-ray shows it's broken,

but when Crystal's back in
tomorrow,

she can give you an air cast.

Without the paper work.

Thank you.

You've done a lot.

I wanna make some calls
tonight,

and get some more information
for you.

Off the record.

I know we can find a way
to figure this out.

I don't wanna drag you
into this.

Um, I'll take Finn home
after that.

Why don't you stay here
tonight?

Both of you.

I mean, I'll be worried if you
go home and FSS shows up.

And this room's empty,
and there's security,

so no one can get to you
without me knowing about it.

I'm gonna text Crystal
to make sure she can come in

first thing.

- 'Kay
- Okay?

It's okay.

You hungry?

Yeah.

We'll get something to eat, okay?

♪ First round's on me ♪

Yes!

Fifty bucks I get a bull's-eye
this throw.

You don't have $50, man,
I took all your money already.

Well, then I'll win it back,

with this throw.

Yeah, it's your mortgage.

Ah!

Okay, hang on, I'm a medic,
whatever you do, don't pull--

Hold on, I'm coming!

I got this.

- Oh.
- Okay. It's okay, it's okay.

I got it, Stef.
Good hustle, though.

Okay, buddy, here we go.
Nice and easy.

You were right.

The chocolate cake
was best for last.

Woah, Yoli,
this is way too much.

It's a tip.

For keeping me company today.

What? Bringing me pie
doesn't feel as important

as helping drunk dart players?

I wanna help people.

I need to help. It's who I am.

But, I can't do that anymore,
because it's hurting me.

And I don't know who I am or-or
what to do if I'm not...

If I can't--

You've put this off
long enough.

You need a reading.

Oh, God. My career
is really over.

It's not literal, hun.

And Death is a beautiful card.

Death isn't the end,
it's the beginning!

The death of one thing

always means the birth
of something else.

But it's in reverse,
you're fighting it.

You and I are a lot alike,

I've spent my whole career,
my whole life,

trying to help people
even though it was hurting me.

It's hard,

carrying so much hurt,
and-and suffering.

Don't do what I did,

don't burn yourself out
until there is nothing left.

Find a different way to help.

One that doesn't hurt you.

What if I can't?

Sometimes letting go
and giving up,

sometimes that isn't failure.

Sometimes...

...death can be a gift.

Keep these.

What?

Maybe they'll help you
find your way.

Don't you wanna keep them
for the memories?

I'm ready to let go of them.

Um... thank you.

I'm glad I was your
last reading.

Me too, sweetie.

Yoli, wait!

No one's done your reading.

You said today
was a special day,

and you told me you wanted
to try all the desserts

while you could.

And that stack of cash
you just left me as a tip,

I have a feeling that was all
the money you made today.

You're enjoying things
one last time,

and you're giving away

the things you won't need
anymore.

You told me about a mother
who still haunts you,

a mother that you couldn't help.

No matter how much
you wanted to,

or how much it hurt
to watch her suffer.

You feel like you failed her.

And I have a feeling
that's just one of the stories

you could've told me.

I think they all weigh on you.

Maybe too heavily
for you to keep going.

Or to keep carrying them.

You told me that after tonight,
you're done with readings.

And you gave me these cards
because

you don't see
any other way forward.

Death is a gift.

Yoli, I know that you wanna
help people,

but helping, caring the way
that you do, it hurts too.

It hurts so much that it could
just... pull you down with it.

The pain, the grief, the weight.

You only know one way to make it
stop, by getting out.

By taking the only exit
that you think you have.

And, Yoli...

I'm afraid that you're planning
to take that exit.

How can you see all that?

You didn't even
flip the cards over.

It's just like you said,

we get to make our own choices.

So, you get to decide.

Death isn't a gift, Yoli.

Rebirth, change, starting
over... that's the gift.

You spent your life
helping other people,

it's okay if you need help too.

So, please, I know it feels like
there aren't any other options,

but there are.

Let me help you get the help
you need to find it.

Maybe you still need these.

Maybe I do.

But you give a pretty good
reading yourself.

Thank you.

Okay.

Wake up!

Hayley!

Hey, you okay?

Yeah, I'm fine.

Yeah, it was just a dream.

Have you been up all night?

Yeah, there's, uh, a situation
with one of my medics,

and I'm worried if I don't
find a good solution,

she will do something reckless.

Yeah, I should probably get up
and do some work too.

Riley's coming tomorrow
for an inspection.

I'm worried she's gonna fight
me on the cost of this

new security system.

After what you went through,

you know, it's normal
to feel unsafe.

You were held at gun point.

And-and you got shot.

And you won't talk about it,
but you keep having nightmares,

and you're worried about
the security at the hangar,

you're worried about me--

You wanna talk about me?

Why don't we talk about
what's going on with you,

Hayley?

You tell me how much
you wanna get married,

you practically give me
an ultimatum,

and then when I ask you
to marry me,

you say no.

What am I supposed to do
with that, Hayley?

Huh?

How am I supposed to just, like,
go on like nothing happened?

Like everything is
totally normal.

Wheezer, that wasn't
the right time,

that wasn't the right way.

Okay, so now I'm supposed to
know the exact way

to do it too, huh?

It's late, and we have work
tomorrow,

and this conversation is a lot
more complicated than this.

So, why don't we just take
a pause on this for now?

Hayley, what is it? Because
you're the one that wanted me

to talk.

So do you want me to talk
or not?

Wheezer, I always want you
to talk, but not like this.

Mmm, babe!

Something smells amazing!

You've definitely picked up some
new tricks at the Whisky Hatch.

Yeah, I learned more
than I thought I would.

So it was not a total
waste of time?

No.

I think I wanna take
some classes at UCN.

You know, maybe psychology
or social work.

You'd be good at that, babe.

It feels like it lines up
with what we do, you know?

Just another way to help people.

Maybe you could practice
on me.

I could use a pep talk before
I talk to Wheezer about Maya.

I know it's the right thing
to do,

it's my job to do it,
if someone is being unsafe

or crossing a line.

But...

Maya was starting to feel more
like a friend than a co-pilot.

And now I have to switch to
boss mode and drop the hammer.

Well, as--

It's my dad.

Dad, I've been trying
to call you.

Lexi?

Mom?

Why you calling on dad's
phone? Everything okay?

You need to come home.

Your dad's in the hospital.

What?

Lexi?

They don't think he has
much time.

Piper, Finn,

I brought good coffee
from the crew house.

Damn it, Piper.

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