All language subtitles for ep11v1imperfectangels_ep.11_2011

You seem to have made a lot of progress
here today.

How do you feel?

I feel better.

Sometimes you have to go through pain to
feel better.

Yeah.

So you're feeling better about what
we've talked about.

And maybe you're ready for your first...

lesbian sexual experience.

Yeah.

I think I'm ready.

So I think we're going to go ahead and
wrap session today.

You did very well.

You had a lot of progress.

And maybe I can ask you, have you seen
Heather?

Yeah. She's been really keeping to
herself lately, just like laying low.

And I don't think she's been able to pay
her phone bill, so I don't think

anyone's really been able to get in
touch with her.

Yeah, we're just getting really nervous
and worried because she has weekly

appointments, but we haven't seen her in
three weeks.

It's starting to stress out a little. Do
you know if she's okay?

Yeah, she's fine. She's been quiet.

So you know where she's staying?

Is there any way that you can bring her
over tonight?

We would really like to talk to her.

I really think it'll help you.

I think you really need to start seeing
them again.

You know, Dr. Hannon and Dr. Holloway.

They've done wonders for me, and I
really think they can help you too.

I know, I just... I feel like such a
mess lately.

I feel like nobody wants to see me, you
know?

Oh, trust me, they do not care about
that.

No, they care about you and want to be
the better.

What have you got to say?

I don't know.

I feel so embarrassed.

You don't.

They're professionals.

I'm sure they've heard things way worse
than anything you could possibly be

going through.

Hopefully.

What do you think?

I really think they would understand. I
mean, I'm broke.

I have nothing.

I think they'll work with you.

And if I didn't believe in what they
could do, I wouldn't be here. And I most

definitely would not keep going back to
see them.

Yeah. Yeah.

It's true.

You should give it a shot.

Keep going.

Yeah. Maybe I could go see them at least
once, right?

Yeah.

And you know what? I know you've been
having a really hard time, and so you

to be able to be in contact with other
people. So I'm going to pay your phone

bill for you, okay?

Really? Yeah.

Are you sure?

I'm positive. I wouldn't offer if I
wasn't going to do it.

I know, I just feel terrible taking
something from you. No, no.

You need your phone.

Oh, thank you.

Yeah, so they were asking to see you
tonight, so if you want to just, like,

ready and I'll go down there with you.

Yeah. You and them together.

Tonight? Mm -hmm.

Okay. Yeah.

That'll be good.

All right.

Good to see you again, Heather.

We've been really concerned about you.

You know, if you've been having some
hard times financially, we're not really

worried about payments necessarily.

We're just wanting to make sure that you
get help and that we're here for you.

We want you to know that we don't want
you to miss appointments just because

can't afford it. Did Missy tell you that
she's a patient here as well?

Yeah, I told her when I went over to get
her.

At the place she's staying.

Yeah. Do you want to share your story
with her, Missy?

Well, I've been coming here for about
three months, maybe a little more, a

little less.

And it started after I hit puberty.

You know, I tried to be in relationships
with guys and it just wasn't working.

I could never become intimate with them.

And then I just became really confused
about who I was. Like, am I gay? Am I

straight?

My bi, what is it? And then so I decided
to come see Dr.

Hannah and Dr.

Holloway and try to work through some
issues. And, you know, they really,

helped me, and I made a lot of progress.
And, you know, I think I'm almost ready

to try, you know, having sex with a
woman for the first time.

And so I really think that they can help
you out.

And they're such good people. And so I
think if you're going to get any help,

you're going to get it here.

She just needs to come.

Yeah. But you gotta show up for your
appointments.

Yeah.

I know I should be.

It's just that life's been such a mess
lately.

Everything's been so crazy.

I can't seem to get anything together.

Heather, are you still seeing your
stepmom quite a bit?

Are you still having sex with her?

So, Heather, you've seen Dr. Daryl in
the office, I'm sure.

She is a sex surrogate here.

Do you know what a sex surrogate is,
Heather? No, I mean, I've heard of a

surrogate mother, but I've never heard
of a sex surrogate.

Yeah, basically a sex surrogate is like
a sexual therapist, but I also

incorporate three main components.

I primarily talk and listen, and then
also demonstrate.

as a way to help resolve the client's
issues.

Maybe it's a good idea for you to go
ahead and have some private time with

Darrell.

I know it can kind of be embarrassing or
even painful sometimes to talk about

what you're going through.

Maybe you can have some private time
with Dr. Darrell and discuss some of the

things that you've been experiencing
lately with her.

Yeah, I think that'll be nice. A little
private time.

Okay. Come on, sweetie.

My hair smells really good.

Thank you.

It's really nice, actually, talking to
Missy.

And she said that she would help me pay
my phone bill.

Yeah. It's really nice of her. Yeah.

I totally wasn't expecting that.

Yeah, it's really nice.

I'm glad that's getting taken care of.
Yeah.

She seems to really believe in you guys,
too.

Yeah. Yeah, she's come a long way.

That's good.

Really, really proud of her work.

Yeah, she's a good friend.

Good. She deserves it.

You deserve to trust people.

Do you think it's okay if...

Maybe we just kiss a little bit.

Yeah.

Yeah, that'd be great.

Look at me. That's the collar of your
arm, right?

Maybe I should wipe off my lipstick,
huh?

Do you have something?

No, that's alright. I'll just end up
getting it all over you, won't I? That's

alright.

I

have

soft lips.

Thank you.

Is that a piercing?

So cute.

It's really cute.

He's so cute when you're getting up.

Why don't you lay down?

How are you? I was just thinking the
same thing.

Thank you.

um um

You have another piercing.

Do you have any more?

Hmm.

Oh my gosh

Hmm, who is it?

Oh, fuck yeah.

You like it?

Hmm.

Hmm.

Like it?

Really big.

Yeah.

Oh,

fuck yeah.

Yeah, it's a good girl.

Exactly.

Fuck yeah.

That's a good girl.

That's a good girl, yeah.

Yeah, yeah.

Oh, shit.

Oh, fuck.

Oh,

shit.

Oh, fuck.

You know, Dr.

Daryl and I are very proud of you. In
the three months or so you've been

here, you've really made a lot of
progress.

And I was thinking, first time you have
sex, kind of awkward, clumsy

sometimes, right?

For your next step that you're ready
for,

Have some adult videos that I would like
to maybe send you home with. You have a

DVD player, don't you? Mm -hmm. Okay.

Yeah, I would like to send you home with
these. Watch them.

Maybe educate yourself a little bit so
that it's not so clumsy when you are

beginning your adventures with another
woman.

Yeah? Okay.

Does that sound good?

Okay. Let's go get them.

All girl, girl.

And I know you're about ready to begin
this part of your life, so go ahead and

take a look at some of the pictures,
maybe.

Oh.

Any of that surprise you?

No, it's pretty standard.

What's with, like, the fingers inside
the... Well, they're stimulating each

other internally, specifically the G
-spot.

Do you know what that is?

I've heard of it, but...

The extent of it. Yeah.

There's like a spongy area inside a
woman's vagina.

It's not too far up in there, but if you
take a couple of fingers and insert

them,

you can usually feel it pretty easily.

You've never tried that on yourself?

No. No?

Hmm. How comfortable are you with me?

I trust you. Yeah?

Maybe we can show you.

Like you're gonna tell me like where
it's at I'm thinking a little bit

than that.

I mean, this is educational and We're
both women so I want

you to feel you can get an idea Like

I

said you just take your two fingers

And you can just insert them inside the
vagina like that. Mm -hmm.

Maybe come.

Once you get them in there, just tell me
how you feel.

All right.

Mm -hmm.

Yeah.

Good. I'm ready.

Oh, that's perfect.

like, um, how you're, like, say, come
here to somebody, you know?

Can you do that motion a little bit? How
do you feel?

Something spongy. Something spongy.

Yeah.

Yeah, you're, you're, um, feeling the
whole place.

Uh -huh.

Yeah.

All right.

Um, wow.

You're natural.

See, it makes me a little wet.

And that also happens naturally.

That's a good thing. Yeah, that's a
very, very good thing.

Yes.

Natural lubrication.

What's that?

What do you think about you? Do you want
to, are you comfortable enough to maybe

try it in front of me?

Okay. Yeah?

Oh my goodness, look how cute that is.

I haven't seen one of those in years.

Should be right here, right?

Yeah, the same motion that you did
inside me, just the putting them in and

of like that come here thing.

I don't feel what I felt with you.

No?

Not at all?

Maybe we need a better angle.

Maybe we need to lay down.

Lay down? Yeah, maybe if you're a little
more reclined and relaxed, that might

help. Here, look, my bed's right over
there.

Oh, okay. Yeah, let's go try it on my
bed.

You know.

Right over here, I'm pretty comfortable.

All right. All right, do you want me?

I'm thinking maybe go ahead and relax up
again. Oh,

okay.

And, you know, go ahead and open up your
legs.

You haven't felt your G -spot yet.

No, not yet. Or if I did, I didn't know
if that's what it was.

Yeah.

Do you masturbate often?

About once a day.

The toys, usually?

Yeah, toys are my fingers, but usually
on the outside.

Oh, okay.

How are you feeling? Nice and relaxed?

Mm -hmm. Do you want to try it again?

Yeah. Maybe lick your fingers first.

Okay.

Get a nice and wet.

Does it feel any different?

I think I feel a little bit.

How do you feel?

I don't think I feel it.

Not the same feeling as what you felt in
me? No.

Do you mind if I try?

Go ahead.

You're okay?

I just want to kind of loosen

you up and relax you.

Can you say you stimulate the outside of
your vagina?

Yeah.

Deep breaths.

You'll be fine.

Maybe that's all you need, just some
deep breaths. Just relax.

Yeah.

I mean, I know it's all unusual and new,
but it's educational as well. Yeah,

educational.

Maybe you're nice and relaxed now.

Is

that

good?

I don't know.

That was different.

It's okay. We're girls here.

You are just so stiff.

Oh dear.

Oh my goodness.

It's alright.

Deep breaths.

Hold your breath and pass out on me. I
might take advantage of you.

What?

Kidding.

Here, let me try it again.

I mean, you say you stimulate yourself
outside.

Yeah. So does this not feel good at all?

No, it feels good.

I guess because it's a woman.

Yeah? What's the difference?

It's just new.

Yeah?

I really doubt that most guys would ever
take time.

Not from my experience, no.

I'm going to try again, see if we can
feel that two spot of yours.

Okay. Yeah, you ready?

Sure.

Very nice and wet.

You opened up really well.

That's what it is.

You have to learn when your body relaxes
to allow it.

Oh, so I just wasn't relaxed?

No. Oh, okay. No, not at all.

You're okay.

No.

Time with a woman?

Yeah.

Ever made out with girls before?

Mm -mm.

Never thought about it.

So beautiful.

I know.

Glad you feel comfortable.

They all do.

Sure.

That looks beautiful.

Look your tongue, yeah.

Do you like breath stimulation?

Doing it to you or having it done to me?

Having it done to you.

I play with my own breath.

Never with someone else's breath.

It's not like what you do to yours.

That's a beautiful doll.

Thank you.

Wow. You look like a new Michael.

They were placed in a full flyer master
baby?

Mm -hmm.

Yeah.

Try to open gently or rough?

I don't want to experiment too much with
them.

A little here and a little there.

I want my leg to be...

What do you want from me?

It doesn't feel good to you?

It's very sensitive right there Just
around the clit Just like how you liked

your stimulation right there on your
fingers It feels good to flick the

on it too Like you did with my nipple

You can do that as long as you want.

I'm just flicking your stomach.

And stick two

fingers in while you're doing that.

And do that motion, that come here.

Do you feel that?

My legs are really tight around my
fingers.

Yeah. You just made me orgasm.

That's what it feels like.

How's your little nose?

Oh, it's good.

How do you feel?

I feel good.

Yeah?

Feeling very sexy?

Mm -hmm.

You want more?

Yeah.

Come here. I'll take this skirt off.

Let me see all of you.

Remember that thing comes off.

Look at you. You're so relaxed.

I know.

I'm not stiff anymore.

cheeks are all pink

That used to tickle so much.

But now I like it.

I have a thing for his phone.

Yours are gorgeous.

Twist off.

What the hell are you doing drinking
anyway? I haven't drank in like a month.

Give me a break.

You know you shouldn't be drinking.

All they give you in there is like
orange drink and bread.

It's fucking gross.

Are you burning something?

No. I've got a casserole cooking.

Your favorite? I just might tell you.

You know what? I could go for like a
cheeseburger with bacon.

Hey, I made your casserole. It's a
cheese casserole I know you love. I

yesterday making it.

You're going to love it.

And I know they didn't feed you orange
juice.